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Title: Wilhelm Meister's apprenticeship and travels, vol. 1 (of 2)

Author: Johann Wolfgang von Goethe

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MEISTER'S APPRENTICESHIP AND TRAVELS, VOL. 1 (OF 2) ***

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WILHELM MEISTER'S

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APPRENTICESHIP AND
TRAVELS.
TRANSLATED FROM THE GERMAN OF GOETHE.

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By THOMAS CARLYLE.
COMPLETE IN TWO VOLUMES.
VOLUME I.

NEW YORK:
A. L. BURT, PUBLISHER.

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CONTENTS.
PAGE
Book I. 15
Book II. 74
Book III. 134
Book IV. 185
Book V. 254
Book VI. 320
Book VII. 372

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TO THE READER.
These two translations, "Meister's Apprenticeship" and "Meister's Travels,"
have long been out of print, but never altogether out of demand; nay, it
would seem, the originally somewhat moderate demand has gone on
increasing, and continues to increase. They are, therefore, here republished;
and the one being in some sort a sequel to the other, though in rather
unexpected sort, they are now printed together. The English version of
"Meister's Travels" has been extracted, or extricated, from a compilation of
very various quality named "German Romance," and placed by the side of
the "Apprenticeship," its forerunner, which, in the translated as in the
original state, appeared hitherto as a separate work.
In the "Apprenticeship," the first of these translations, which was executed
some fifteen years ago, under questionable auspices, I have made many
little changes, but could not, unfortunately, change it into a right translation;
it hung, in many places, stiff and labored, too like some unfortunate
buckram cloak round the light, harmonious movement of the original,—
and, alas! still hangs so, here and there, and may now hang. In the second
translation, "Meister's Travels," two years later in date, I have changed little
or nothing. I might have added much; for the original, since that time, was,
as it were, taken to pieces by the author himself in his last years, and
constructed anew, and, in the final edition of his works, appears with
multifarious intercalations, giving a great expansion, both of size and of
scope. Not pedagogy only, and husbandry and art and religion and human
conduct in the nineteenth century, but geology, astronomy, cotton-spinning,
metallurgy, anatomical lecturing, and much else, are typically shadowed
forth in this second form of the "Travels," which, however, continues a
fragment like the first, significantly pointing on all hands towards
infinitude,—not more complete than the first was, or indeed perhaps less so.
It will well reward the trustful student of Goethe to read this new form of
the "Travels," and see how in that great mind, beaming in mildest mellow
splendor, beaming if also trembling, like a great sun on the verge of the

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horizon, near now to its long farewell, all these things were illuminated and
illustrated: but, for the mere English reader, there are probably in our prior
edition of the "Travels" already novelties enough; for us, at all events, it
seemed unadvisable to meddle with it further at present.
Goethe's position towards the English public is greatly altered since these
translations first made their appearance. Criticisms near the mark, or farther
from the mark, or even altogether far and away from any mark,—of these
there have been enough. These pass on their road: the man and his works
remain what they are and were,—more and more recognizable for what
they are. Few English readers can require now to be apprised that these two
books, named novels, come not under the Minerva-Press category, nor the
Ballantyne-Press category, nor any such category; that the author is one
whose secret, by no means worn upon his sleeve, will never, by any
ingenuity, be got at in that way.
For a translator, in the present case, it is enough to reflect, that he who
imports into his own country any true delineation, a rationally spoken word
on any subject, has done well. Ours is a wide world, peaceably admitting
many different modes of speech. In our wide world, there is but one
altogether fatal personage,—the dunce,—he that speaks irrationally, that
sees not, and yet thinks he sees. A genuine seer and speaker, under what
conditions soever, shall be welcome to us: has he not seen somewhat of
great Nature our common mother's bringing forth,—seen it, loved it, laid
his heart open to it and to the mother of it, so that he can now rationally
speak it for us? He is our brother, and a good, not a bad, man: his words are
like gold, precious, whether stamped in our mint, or in what mint soever
stamped.
T. CARLYLE.
London, November, 1839.

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TRANSLATOR'S PREFACE
TO THE

First Edition of Meister's Apprenticeship.
Whether it be that the quantity of genius among ourselves and the French,
and the number of works more lasting than brass produced by it, have of
late been so considerable as to make us independent of additional supplies;
or that, in our ancient aristocracy of intellect, we disdain to be assisted by
the Germans, whom, by a species of second sight, we have discovered,
before knowing any thing about them, to be a tumid, dreaming, extravagant,
insane race of mortals,—certain it is, that hitherto our literary intercourse
with that nation has been very slight and precarious. After a brief period of
not too judicious cordiality, the acquaintance on our part was altogether
dropped: nor, in the few years since we partially resumed it, have our
feelings of affection or esteem been materially increased. Our translators
are unfortunate in their selection or execution, or the public is tasteless and
absurd in its demands; for, with scarcely more than one or two exceptions,
the best works of Germany have lain neglected, or worse than neglected:
and the Germans are yet utterly unknown to us. Kotzebue still lives in our
minds as the representative of a nation that despises him; Schiller is chiefly
known to us by the monstrous production of his boyhood; and Klopstock by
a hacked and mangled image of his "Messiah," in which a beautiful poem is
distorted into a theosophic rhapsody, and the brother of Virgil and Racine
ranks little higher than the author of "Meditations among the Tombs."
But of all these people there is none that has been more unjustly dealt with
than Johann Wolfgang von Goethe. For half a century the admiration—we
might almost say the idol—of his countrymen, to us he is still a stranger.
His name, long echoed and re-echoed through reviews and magazines, has
become familiar to our ears; but it is a sound and nothing more: it excites no

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definite idea in almost any mind. To such as know him by the faint and
garbled version of his "Werther," Goethe figures as a sort of poetic
Heraclitus; some woe-begone hypochondriac, whose eyes are overflowing
with perpetual tears, whose long life has been spent in melting into ecstasy
at the sight of waterfalls and clouds, and the moral sublime, or dissolving
into hysterical wailings over hapless love-stories, and the miseries of human
life. They are not aware that Goethe smiles at this performance of his youth,
or that the German Werther, with all his faults, is a very different person
from his English namesake; that his Sorrows are in the original recorded in
a tone of strength and sarcastic emphasis, of which the other offers no
vestige, and intermingled with touches of powerful thought, glimpses of a
philosophy deep as it is bitter, which our sagacious translator has seen
proper wholly to omit. Others, again, who have fallen in with Retsch's
"Outlines" and the extracts from "Faust," consider Goethe as a wild mystic,
a dealer in demonology and osteology, who draws attention by the aid of
skeletons and evil spirits, whose excellence it is to be extravagant, whose
chief aim it is to do what no one but himself has tried. The tyro in German
may tell us that the charm of "Faust" is altogether unconnected with its
preternatural import; that the work delineates the fate of human enthusiasm
struggling against doubts and errors from within, against scepticism,
contempt, and selfishness from without; and that the witch-craft and magic,
intended merely as a shadowy frame for so complex and mysterious a
picture of the moral world and the human soul, are introduced for the
purpose, not so much of being trembled at as laughed at. The voice of the
tyro is not listened to; our indolence takes part with our ignorance; "Faust"
continues to be called a monster; and Goethe is regarded as a man of "some
genius," which he has perverted to produce all manner of misfashioned
prodigies,—things false, abortive, formless, Gorgons and hydras, and
chimeras dire.
Now, it must no doubt be granted, that, so long as our invaluable
constitution is preserved in its pristine purity, the British nation may exist in
a state of comparative prosperity with very inadequate ideas of Goethe; but,
at the same time, the present arrangement is an evil in its kind,—slight, it is
true, and easy to be borne, yet still more easy to be remedied, and which,
therefore, ought to have been remedied ere now. Minds like Goethe's are the

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common property of all nations; and, for many reasons, all should have
correct impressions of them.
It is partly with the view of doing something to supply this want, that
"Wilhelm Meister's Lehrjahre" is now presented to the English public.
Written in its author's forty-fifth year, embracing hints or disquisitions on
almost every leading point in life and literature, it affords us a more distinct
view of his matured genius, his manner of thought, and favorite subjects,
than any of his other works. Nor is it Goethe alone whom it portrays: the
prevailing taste of Germany is likewise indicated by it. Since the year 1795,
when it first appeared at Berlin, numerous editions of "Meister" have been
printed: critics of all ranks, and some of them dissenting widely from its
doctrines, have loaded it with encomiums; its songs and poems are familiar
to every German ear; the people read it, and speak of it, with an admiration
approaching in many cases to enthusiasm.
That it will be equally successful in England, I am far indeed from
anticipating. Apart from the above considerations,—from the curiosity,
intelligent or idle, which it may awaken,—the number of admiring, or even
approving, judges it will find can scarcely fail of being very limited. To the
great mass of readers, who read to drive away the tedium of mental
vacancy, employing the crude phantasmagoria of a modern novel, as their
grandfathers employed tobacco and diluted brandy, "Wilhelm Meister" will
appear beyond endurance weary, flat, stale, and unprofitable. Those, in
particular, who take delight in "King Cambyses' vein," and open "Meister"
with the thought of "Werther" in their minds, will soon pause in utter
dismay; and their paroxysm of dismay will pass by degrees into
unspeakable contempt. Of romance interest there is next to none in
"Meister;" the characters are samples to judge of, rather than persons to
love or hate; the incidents are contrived for other objects than moving or
affrighting us; the hero is a milksop, whom, with all his gifts, it takes an
effort to avoid despising. The author himself, far from "doing it in a
passion," wears a face of the most still indifference throughout the whole
affair; often it is even wrinkled by a slight sardonic grin. For the friends of
the sublime, then,—for those who cannot do without heroical sentiments,
and "moving accidents by flood and field,"—there is nothing here that can
be of any service.

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Nor among readers of a far higher character, can it be expected that many
will take the praiseworthy pains of Germans, reverential of their favorite
author, and anxious to hunt out his most elusive charms. Few among us will
disturb themselves about the allegories and typical allusions of the work;
will stop to inquire whether it includes a remote emblem of human culture,
or includes no such matter; whether this is a light, airy sketch of the
development of man in all his endowments and faculties, gradually
proceeding from the first rude exhibitions of puppets and mountebanks,
through the perfection of poetic and dramatic art, up to the unfolding of the
principle of religion, and the greatest of all arts,—the art of life,—or is
nothing more than a bungled piece of patchwork, presenting in the shape of
a novel much that should have been suppressed entirely, or at least given
out by way of lecture. Whether the characters do or do not represent distinct
classes of men, including various stages of human nature, from the gay,
material vivacity of Philina to the severe moral grandeur of the uncle and
the splendid accomplishment of Lothario, will to most of us be of small
importance; and the everlasting disquisitions about plays and players, and
politeness and activity, and art and nature, will weary many a mind that
knows not and heeds not whether they are true or false. Yet every man's
judgment is, in this free country, a lamp to himself: whoever is displeased
will censure; and many, it is to be feared, will insist on judging "Meister" by
the common rule, and, what is worse, condemning it, let Schlegel bawl as
loudly as he pleases. "To judge," says he, "of this book,—new and peculiar
as it is, and only to be understood and learned from itself, by our common
notion of the novel, a notion pieced together and produced out of custom
and belief, out of accidental and arbitrary requisitions,—is as if a child
should grasp at the moon and stars, and insist on packing them into its toy-
box."[1] Unhappily the most of us have boxes, and some of them are very
small.
Yet, independently of these its more recondite and dubious qualities, there
are beauties in "Meister" which cannot but secure it some degree of favor at
the hands of many. The philosophical discussions it contains; its keen
glances into life and art; the minute and skilful delineation of men; the
lively, genuine exhibition of the scenes they move in; the occasional
touches of eloquence and tenderness, and even of poetry, the very essence
of poetry; the quantity of thought and knowledge embodied in a style so

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rich in general felicities, of which, at least, the new and sometimes
exquisitely happy metaphors have been preserved,—cannot wholly escape
an observing reader, even on the most cursory perusal. To those who have
formed for themselves a picture of the world, who have drawn out, from the
thousand variable circumstances of their being, a philosophy of life, it will
be interesting and instructive to see how man and his concerns are
represented in the first of European minds: to those who have penetrated to
the limits of their own conceptions, and wrestled with thoughts and feelings
too high for them, it will be pleasing and profitable to see the horizon of
their certainties widened, or at least separated with a firmer line from the
impalpable obscure which surrounds it on every side. Such persons I can
fearlessly invite to study "Meister." Across the disfigurement of a
translation, they will not fail to discern indubitable traces of the greatest
genius in our times. And the longer they study, they are likely to discern
them the more distinctly. New charms will successively arise to view; and
of the many apparent blemishes, while a few superficial ones may be
confirmed, the greater and more important part will vanish, or even change
from dark to bright. For, if I mistake not, it is with "Meister" as with every
work of real and abiding excellence,—the first glance is the least favorable.
A picture of Raphael, a Greek statue, a play of Sophocles or Shakspeare,
appears insignificant to the unpractised eye; and not till after long and
patient and intense examination, do we begin to descry the earnest features
of that beauty, which has its foundation in the deepest nature of man, and
will continue to be pleasing through all ages.
If this appear excessive praise, as applied in any sense to "Meister," the
curious sceptic is desired to read and weigh the whole performance, with all
its references, relations, purposes, and to pronounce his verdict after he has
clearly seized and appreciated them all. Or, if a more faint conviction will
suffice, let him turn to the picture of Wilhelm's states of mind in the end of
the first book, and the beginning of the second; the eulogies of commerce
and poesy, which follow; the description of Hamlet; the character of
histrionic life in Serlo and Aurelia; that of sedate and lofty manhood in the
uncle and Lothario. But, above all, let him turn to the history of Mignon.
This mysterious child, at first neglected by the reader, gradually forced on
his attention, at length overpowers him with an emotion more deep and
thrilling than any poet since the days of Shakspeare has succeeded in

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producing. The daughter of enthusiasm, rapture, passion, and despair, she is
of the earth, but not earthly. When she glides before us through the light
mazes of her fairy dance, or twangs her cithern to the notes of her homesick
verses, or whirls her tambourine and hurries round us like an antique
Mænad, we could almost fancy her a spirit; so pure is she, so full of fervor,
so disengaged from the clay of this world. And when all the fearful
particulars of her story are at length laid together, and we behold in
connected order the image of her hapless existence, there is, in those dim
recollections,—those feelings so simple, so impassioned and unspeakable,
consuming the closely shrouded, woe-struck, yet ethereal spirit of the poor
creature,—something which searches into the inmost recesses of the soul. It
is not tears which her fate calls forth, but a feeling far too deep for tears.
The very fire of heaven seems miserably quenched among the obstructions
of this earth. Her little heart, so noble and so helpless, perishes before the
smallest of its many beauties is unfolded; and all its loves and thoughts and
longings do but add another pang to death, and sink to silence utter and
eternal. It is as if the gloomy porch of Dis, and his pale kingdoms, were
realized and set before us, and we heard the ineffectual wail of infants
reverberating from within their prison-walls forever.

"Continuò auditæ voces, vagitus et ingens,
Infantumque animæ flentes in limine primo:
Quos dulcis vitæ exsortes, et ab ubere raptos,
Abstulit atra dies, et funere mersit acerbo."

The history of Mignon runs like a thread of gold through the tissue of the
narrative, connecting with the heart much that were else addressed only to
the head. Philosophy and eloquence might have done the rest, but this is
poetry in the highest meaning of the word. It must be for the power of
producing such creations and emotions, that Goethe is by many of his
countrymen ranked at the side of Homer and Shakspeare, as one of the only
three men of genius, that have ever lived.
But my business here is not to judge of "Meister" or its author, it is only to
prepare others for judging it; and for this purpose the most that I had room
to say is said. All I ask in the name of this illustrious foreigner is, that the
court which tries him be pure, and the jury instructed in the cause; that the

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work be not condemned for wanting what it was not meant to have, and by
persons nowise called to pass sentence on it.
Respecting my own humble share in the adventure, it is scarcely necessary
to say any thing. Fidelity is all the merit I have aimed at: to convey the
author's sentiments, as he himself expressed them; to follow the original, in
all the variations of its style,—has been my constant endeavor. In many
points, both literary and moral, I could have wished devoutly that he had
not written as he has done; but to alter any thing was not in my commission.
The literary and moral persuasions of a man like Goethe are objects of a
rational curiosity, and the duty of a translator is simple and distinct.
Accordingly, except a few phrases and sentences, not in all amounting to a
page, which I have dropped as evidently unfit for the English taste, I have
studied to present the work exactly as it stands in German. That my success
has been indifferent, I already know too well. In rendering the ideas of
Goethe, often so subtle, so capriciously expressive, the meaning was not
always easy to seize, or to convey with adequate effect. There were thin
tints of style, shades of ridicule or tenderness or solemnity, resting over
large spaces, and so slight as almost to be evanescent: some of these I may
have failed to see; to many of them I could do no justice. Nor, even in
plainer matters, can I pride myself in having always imitated his colloquial
familiarity without falling into sentences bald and rugged, into idioms harsh
or foreign; or in having copied the flowing oratory of other passages,
without at times exaggerating or defacing the swelling cadences and
phrases of my original. But what work, from the translating of a German
novel to the writing of an epic, was ever as the workman wished and meant
it? This version of "Meister," with whatever faults it may have, I honestly
present to my countrymen: if, while it makes any portion of them more
familiar with the richest, most gifted of living minds, it increase their
knowledge, or even afford them a transient amusement, they will excuse its
errors, and I shall be far more than paid for all my labor.

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MEISTER'S APPRENTICESHIP.

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BOOK I.

CHAPTER I.
The play was late in breaking up: old Barbara went more than once to the
window, and listened for the sound of carriages. She was waiting for
Mariana, her pretty mistress, who had that night, in the afterpiece, been
acting the part of a young officer, to the no small delight of the public.
Barbara's impatience was greater than it used to be, when she had nothing
but a frugal supper to present: on this occasion Mariana was to be surprised
with a packet, which Norberg, a young and wealthy merchant, had sent by
the post, to show that in absence he still thought of his love.
As an old servant, as confidant, counsellor, manager, and housekeeper,
Barbara assumed the privilege of opening seals; and this evening she had
the less been able to restrain her curiosity, as the favor of the open-handed
gallant was more a matter of anxiety with herself than with her mistress. On
breaking up the packet, she had found, with unfeigned satisfaction, that it
held a piece of fine muslin and some ribbons of the newest fashion, for
Mariana; with a quantity of calico, two or three neckerchiefs, and a
moderate rouleau of money, for herself. Her esteem for the absent Norberg
was of course unbounded: she meditated only how she might best present
him to the mind of Mariana, best bring to her recollection what she owed
him, and what he had a right to expect from her fidelity and thankfulness.
The muslin, with the ribbons half unrolled, to set it off by their colors, lay
like a Christmas present on the small table; the position of the lights
increased the glitter of the gilt; all was in order, when the old woman heard
Mariana's step on the stairs, and hastened to meet her. But what was her
disappointment, when the little female officer, without deigning to regard

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her caresses, rushed past her with unusual speed and agitation, threw her hat
and sword upon the table, and walked hastily up and down, bestowing not a
look on the lights, or any portion of the apparatus.
"What ails thee, my darling?" exclaimed the astonished Barbara. "For
Heaven's sake, what is the matter? Look here, my pretty child! See what a
present! And who could have sent it but thy kindest of friends? Norberg has
given thee the muslin to make a night-gown of; he will soon be here
himself; he seems to be fonder and more generous than ever."
Barbara went to the table, that she might exhibit the memorials with which
Norberg had likewise honored her, when Mariana, turning away from the
presents, exclaimed with vehemence, "Off! off! Not a word of all this to-
night. I have yielded to thee; thou hast willed it; be it so! When Norberg
comes, I am his, am thine, am any one's; make of me what thou pleasest;
but till then I will be my own; and, if thou hadst a thousand tongues, thou
shouldst never talk me from my purpose. All, all that is my own will I give
up to him who loves me, whom I love. No sour faces! I will abandon myself
to this affection, as if it were to last forever."
The old damsel had abundance of objections and serious considerations to
allege: in the progress of the dialogue, she was growing bitter and keen,
when Mariana sprang at her, and seized her by the breast. The old damsel
laughed aloud. "I must have a care," she cried, "that you don't get into
pantaloons again, if I mean to be sure of my life. Come, doff you! The girl
will beg my pardon for the foolish things the boy is doing to me. Off with
the frock. Off with them all. The dress beseems you not; it is dangerous for
you, I observe; the epaulets make you too bold."
Thus speaking, she laid hands upon her mistress: Mariana pushed her off,
exclaiming, "Not so fast! I expect a visit to-night."
"Visit!" rejoined Barbara: "you surely do not look for Meister, the young,
soft-hearted, callow merchant's son?"
"Just for him," replied Mariana.
"Generosity appears to be growing your ruling passion," said the old
woman with a grin: "you connect yourself with minors and moneyless

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people, as if they were the chosen of the earth. Doubtless it is charming to
be worshipped as a benefactress."
"Jeer as thou pleasest. I love him! I love him! With what rapture do I now,
for the first time, speak the word! This is the passion I have mimicked so
often, when I knew not what it meant. Yes! I will throw myself about his
neck: I will clasp him as if I could hold him forever. I will show him all my
love, will enjoy all his in its whole extent."
"Moderate yourself," said the old dame coolly, "moderate yourself. A single
word will interrupt your rapture: Norberg is coming! Coming in a fortnight!
Here is the letter that arrived with the packet."
"And, though the morrow were to rob me of my friend, I would conceal it
from myself and him. A fortnight! An age! Within a fortnight, what may not
happen, what may not alter?"
Here Wilhelm entered. We need not say how fast she flew to meet him, with
what rapture he clasped the red uniform, and pressed the beautiful wearer of
it to his bosom. It is not for us to describe the blessedness of two lovers.
Old Barbara went grumbling away: we shall retire with her, and leave the
happy two alone.

CHAPTER II.
When Wilhelm saluted his mother next morning, she informed him that his
father was very greatly discontented with him, and meant to forbid him
these daily visits to the playhouse. "Though I myself often go with pleasure
to the theatre," she continued, "I could almost detest it entirely, when I think
that our fireside-peace is broken by your excessive passion for that
amusement. Your father is ever repeating, 'What is the use of it? How can
any one waste his time so?'"
"He has told me this already," said Wilhelm, "and perhaps I answered him
too hastily; but, for Heaven's sake, mother, is nothing, then, of use but what

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immediately puts money in our purse? but what procures us some property
that we can lay our hands on? Had we not, for instance, room enough in the
old house? and was it indispensable to build a new one? Does not my father
every year expend a large part of his profit in ornamenting his chambers?
Are these silk carpets, this English furniture, likewise of no use? Might we
not content ourselves with worse? For my own part, I confess, these striped
walls, these hundred times repeated flowers and knots and baskets and
figures, produce a really disagreeable effect upon me. At best, they but
remind me of the front curtain of our theatre. But what a different thing it is
to sit and look at that! There, if you must wait for a while, you are always
sure that it will rise at last, and disclose to you a thousand curious objects to
entertain, to instruct, and to exalt you."
"But you go to excess with it," said the mother. "Your father wishes to be
entertained in the evenings as well as you: besides, he thinks it diverts your
attention; and, when he grows ill-humored on the subject, it is I that must
bear the blame. How often have I been upbraided with that miserable
puppet-show, which I was unlucky enough to provide for you at Christmas,
twelve years ago! It was the first thing that put these plays into your head."
"Oh, do not blame the poor puppets! do not repent of your love and
motherly care! It was the only happy hour I had enjoyed in the new empty
house. I never can forget that hour; I see it still before me; I recollect how
surprised I was, when, after we had got our customary presents, you made
us seat ourselves before the door that leads to the other room. The door
opened, but not, as formerly, to let us pass and repass: the entrance was
occupied by an unexpected show. Within it rose a porch, concealed by a
mysterious curtain. All of us were standing at a distance: our eagerness to
see what glittering or jingling article lay hid behind the half-transparent veil
was mounting higher and higher, when you bade us each sit down upon his
stool, and wait with patience.
"At length all of us were seated and silent: a whistle gave the signal; the
curtain rolled aloft, and showed us the interior of the temple, painted in
deep-red colors. The high-priest Samuel appeared with Jonathan, and their
strange alternating voices seemed to me the most striking thing on earth.
Shortly after entered Saul, overwhelmed with confusion at the impertinence
of that heavy-limbed warrior, who had defied him and all his people. But

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how glad was I when the little dapper son of Jesse, with his crook and
shepherd's pouch and sling, came hopping forth, and said, 'Dread king and
sovereign lord, let no one's heart sink down because of this: if your Majesty
will grant me leave, I will go out to battle with this blustering giant!' Here
ended the first act, leaving the spectators more curious than ever to see what
further would happen; each praying that the music might soon be done. At
last the curtain rose again. David devoted the flesh of the monster to the
fowls of the air and the beasts of the field: the Philistine scorned and bullied
him, stamped mightily with both his feet, and at length fell like a mass of
clay, affording a splendid termination to the piece. And then the virgins
sang, 'Saul hath slain his thousands, but David his ten thousands!' The
giant's head was borne before his little victor, who received the king's
beautiful daughter to wife. Yet withal, I remember, I was vexed at the
dwarfish stature of this lucky prince; for the great Goliath and the small
David had both been formed, according to the common notion, with a due
regard to their figures and proportions. I pray you, mother, tell me what has
now become of those puppets? I promised to show them to a friend, whom I
was lately entertaining with a history of all this child's work."
"I can easily conceive," said the mother, "how these things should stick so
firmly in your mind: I well remember what an interest you took in them,—
how you stole the little book from me, and learned the whole piece by heart.
I first noticed it one evening when you had made a Goliath and a David of
wax: you set them both to declaim against each other, and at length gave a
deadly stab to the giant, fixing his shapeless head, stuck upon a large pin
with a wax handle, in little David's hand. I then felt such a motherly
contentment at your fine recitation and good memory, that I resolved to give
you up the whole wooden troop to your own disposal. I did not then foresee
that it would cause me so many heavy hours."
"Do not repent of it," said Wilhelm: "this little sport has often made us
happy." So saying, he got the keys, made haste to find the puppets, and, for
a moment, was transported back into those times when they almost seemed
to him alive, when he felt as if he himself could give them life by the
cunning of his voice and the movements of his hands. He took them to his
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CHAPTER III.
If the first love is indeed, as I hear it everywhere maintained to be, the most
delicious feeling which the heart of man, before it or after, can experience,
then our hero must be reckoned doubly happy, as permitted to enjoy the
pleasure of this chosen period in all its fulness. Few men are so peculiarly
favored: by far the greater part are led by the feelings of their youth into
nothing but a school of hardship, where, after a stinted and checkered
season of enjoyment, they are at length constrained to renounce their
dearest wishes, and to learn forever to dispense with what once hovered
before them as the highest happiness of existence.
Wilhelm's passion for that charming girl now soared aloft on the wings of
imagination. After a short acquaintance, he had gained her affections: he
found himself in possession of a being, whom, with all his heart, he not
only loved, but honored; for she had first appeared before him in the
flattering light of theatric pomp, and his passion for the stage combined
itself with his earliest love for woman. His youth allowed him to enjoy rich
pleasures, which the activity of his fancy exalted and maintained. The
situation of his mistress, too, gave a turn to her conduct which greatly
enlivened his emotions. The fear lest her lover might, before the time,
detect the real state in which she stood, diffused over all her conduct an
interesting tinge of anxiety and bashfulness; her attachment to the youth
was deep; her very inquietude appeared but to augment her tenderness; she
was the loveliest of creatures while beside him.
When the first tumult of joy had passed, and our friend began to look back
upon his life and its concerns, every thing appeared new to him: his duties
seemed holier, his inclinations keener, his knowledge clearer, his talents
stronger, his purposes more decided. Accordingly, he soon fell upon a plan
to avoid the reproaches of his father, to still the cares of his mother, and, at
the same time, to enjoy Mariana's love without disturbance. Through the
day he punctually transacted his business, commonly forbore attending the
theatre, strove to be entertaining at table in the evening; and, when all were
asleep, he glided softly out into the garden, and hastened, wrapped up in his
mantle, with all the feelings of Leander in his bosom, to meet his mistress
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"What is this you bring?" inquired Mariana, as he entered one evening, with
a bundle, which Barbara, in hopes it might turn out to be some valuable
present, fixed her eyes upon with great attention. "You will never guess,"
said Wilhelm.
Great was the surprise of Mariana, great the scorn of Barbara, when the
napkin, being loosened, gave to view a perplexed multitude of span-long
puppets. Mariana laughed aloud, as Wilhelm set himself to disentangle the
confusion of the wires, and show her each figure by itself. Barbara glided
sulkily out of the room.
A very little thing will entertain two lovers; and accordingly our friends,
this evening, were as happy as they wished to be. The little troop was
mustered: each figure was minutely examined, and laughed at, in its turn.
King Saul, with his golden crown and his black velvet robe, Mariana did
not like: he looked, she said, too stiff and pedantic. She was far better
pleased with Jonathan, his sleek chin, his turban, his cloak of red and
yellow. She soon got the art of turning him deftly on his wire: she made him
bow, and repeat declarations of love. On the other hand, she refused to give
the least attention to the prophet Samuel; though Wilhelm commended the
pontifical breastplate, and told her that the taffeta of the cassock had been
taken from a gown of his own grandmother's. David she thought too small;
Goliath was too big; she held by Jonathan. She grew to manage him so
featly, and at last to extend her caresses from the puppet to its owner, that,
on this occasion, as on others, a silly sport became the introduction to happy
hours.
Their soft, sweet dreams were broken in upon by a noise which arose on the
street. Mariana called for the old dame, who, as usual, was occupied in
furbishing the changeful materials of the playhouse wardrobe for the
service of the play next to be acted. Barbara said the disturbance arose from
a set of jolly companions, who were just then sallying out of the Italian
tavern hard by, where they had been busy discussing fresh oysters, a cargo
of which had just arrived, and by no means sparing their champagne.
"Pity," Mariana said, "that we did not think of it in time: we might have had
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"It is not yet too late," said Wilhelm, giving Barbara a louis-d'or: "get us
what we want, then come and take a share with us."
The old dame made speedy work: erelong a trimly covered table, with a
neat collation, stood before the lovers. They made Barbara sit with them:
they ate and drank, and enjoyed themselves.
On such occasions, there is never want of enough to say. Mariana soon took
up little Jonathan again, and the old dame turned the conversation upon
Wilhelm's favorite topic. "You were once telling us," she said, "about the
first exhibition of a puppet-show on Christmas Eve: I remember you were
interrupted just as the ballet was going to begin. We have now the pleasure
of a personal acquaintance with the honorable company by whom those
wonderful effects were brought about."
"Oh, yes!" cried Mariana: "do tell us how it all went on, and how you felt
then."
"It is a fine emotion, Mariana," said the youth, "when we bethink ourselves
of old times, and old, harmless errors, especially if this is at a period when
we have happily gained some elevation, from which we can look around us,
and survey the path we have left behind. It is so pleasant to think, with
composure and satisfaction, of many obstacles, which often with painful
feelings we may have regarded as invincible,—pleasant to compare what
we now are with what we then were struggling to become. But I am happy
above others in this matter, that I speak to you about the past, at a moment
when I can also look forth into the blooming country, which we are yet to
wander through together, hand in hand."
"But how was it with the ballet?" said Barbara. "I fear it did not quite go off
as it should have done."
"I assure you," said Wilhelm, "it went off quite well. And certainly the
strange caperings of these Moors and Mooresses, these shepherds and
shepherdesses, these dwarfs and dwarfesses, will never altogether leave my
recollection while I live. When the curtain dropped, and the door closed,
our little party skipped away, frolicking as if they had been tipsy, to their
beds. For myself, however, I remember that I could not go to sleep: still
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questions to every one, and would hardly let the maid away who had
brought me up to bed.
"Next morning, alas! the magic apparatus had altogether vanished; the
mysterious veil was carried off; the door permitted us again to go and come
through it without obstruction; the manifold adventures of the evening had
passed away, and left no trace behind. My brothers and sisters were running
up and down with their playthings; I alone kept gliding to and fro: it seemed
to me impossible that two bare door-posts could be all that now remained,
where the night before so much enchantment had been displayed. Alas! the
man that seeks a lost love can hardly be unhappier than I then thought
myself."
A rapturous look, which he cast on Mariana, convinced her that he was not
afraid of such ever being his case.

CHAPTER IV.
"My sole wish now," continued Wilhelm, "was to witness a second
exhibition of the play. For this purpose I had recourse, by constant
entreaties, to my mother; and she attempted in a favorable hour to persuade
my father. Her labor, however, was in vain. My father's principle was, that
none but enjoyments of rare occurrence were adequately prized; that neither
young nor old could set a proper value on pleasures which they tasted every
day.
"We might have waited long, perhaps till Christmas returned, had not the
contriver and secret director of the spectacle himself felt a pleasure in
repeating the display of it, partly incited, I suppose, by the wish to produce
a brand-new harlequin expressly prepared for the afterpiece.
"A young officer of the artillery, a person of great gifts in all sorts of
mechanical contrivance, had served my father in many essential particulars
during the building of the house; for which, having been handsomely
rewarded, he felt desirous of expressing his thankfulness to the family of his

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patron, and so made us young ones a present of this complete theatre,
which, in hours of leisure, he had already carved and painted, and strung
together. It was this young man, who, with the help of a servant, had
himself managed the puppets, disguising his voice to pronounce their
various speeches. He had no great difficulty in persuading my father, who
granted, out of complaisance to a friend, what he had denied from
conviction to his children. In short, our theatre was again set up, some little
ones of the neighborhood were invited, and the play was again represented.
"If I had formerly experienced the delights of surprise and astonishment, I
enjoyed on this second occasion the pleasure of examining and scrutinizing.
How all this happened was my present concern. That the puppets
themselves did not speak, I had already decided; that of themselves they did
not move, I also conjectured; but, then, how came it all to be so pretty, and
to look just as if they both spoke and moved of themselves? and where were
the lights, and the people that managed the deception? These enigmas
perplexed me the more, as I wished to be at the same time among the
enchanters and the enchanted, at the same time to have a secret hand in the
play, and to enjoy, as a looker-on, the pleasure of illusion.
"The play being finished, preparations were making for the farce: the
spectators had risen, and were all busy talking together. I squeezed myself
closer to the door, and heard, by the rattling within, that the people were
packing up some articles. I lifted the lowest screen, and poked in my head
between the posts. As our mother noticed it, she drew me back: but I had
seen well enough that here friends and foes, Saul and Goliath, and whatever
else their names might be, were lying quietly down together in a drawer;
and thus my half-contented curiosity received a fresh excitement. To my
great surprise, moreover, I had noticed the lieutenant very diligently
occupied in the interior of the shrine. Henceforth, Jack-pudding, however
he might clatter with his heels, could not any longer entertain me. I sank
into deep meditation: my discovery made me both more satisfied, and less
so, than before. After a little, it first struck me that I yet comprehended
nothing: and here I was right; for the connection of the parts with each other
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CHAPTER V.
"In well adjusted and regulated houses," continued Wilhelm, "children have
a feeling not unlike what I conceive rats and mice to have: they keep a
sharp eye on all crevices and holes, where they may come at any forbidden
dainty; they enjoy it also with a fearful, stolen satisfaction, which forms no
small part of the happiness of childhood.
"More than any other of the young ones, I was in the habit of looking out
attentively, to see if I could notice any cupboard left open, or key standing
in its lock. The more reverence I bore in my heart for those closed doors, on
the outside of which I had to pass by for weeks and months, catching only a
furtive glance when our mother now and then opened the consecrated place
to take something from it, the quicker was I to make use of any
opportunities which the forgetfulness of our housekeepers at times afforded
me.
"Among all the doors, that of the storeroom was, of course, the one I
watched most narrowly. Few of the joyful anticipations in life can equal the
feeling which I used to have when my mother happened to call me, that I
might help her to carry out something, whereupon I might pick up a few
dried plums, either with her kind permission, or by help of my own
dexterity. The accumulated treasures of this chamber took hold of my
imagination by their magnitude: the very fragrance exhaled by so
multifarious a collection of sweet-smelling spices produced such a craving
effect on me, that I never failed, when passing near, to linger for a little, and
regale myself at least on the unbolted atmosphere. At length, one Sunday
morning, my mother, being hurried by the ringing of the church-bells,
forgot to take this precious key with her on shutting the door, and went
away, leaving all the house in a deep Sabbath stillness. No sooner had I
marked this oversight than, gliding softly once or twice to and from the
place, I at last approached very gingerly, opened the door, and felt myself,
after a single step, in immediate contact with these manifold and long-
wished-for means of happiness. I glanced over glasses, chests, and bags,
and drawers and boxes, with a quick and doubtful eye, considering what I
ought to choose and take; turned finally to my dear withered plums,
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with an orange-chip. I was quietly retreating with my plunder, when some
little chests, lying piled over one another, caught my attention,—the more
so as I noticed a wire, with hooks at the end of it, sticking through the joint
of the lid in one of them. Full of eager hopes, I opened this singular
package; and judge of my emotions, when I found my glad world of heroes
all sleeping safe within! I meant to pick out the topmost, and, having
examined them, to pull up those below; but in this attempt the wires got
very soon entangled: and I fell into a fright and flutter, more particularly as
the cook just then began making some stir in the kitchen, which was close
by; so that I had nothing for it but to squeeze the whole together the best
way I could, and to shut the chest, having stolen from it nothing but a little
written book, which happened to be lying above, and contained the whole
drama of Goliath and David. With this booty I made good my retreat into
the garret.
"Henceforth all my stolen hours of solitude were devoted to perusing the
play, to learning it by heart, and picturing in thought how glorious it would
be, could I but get the figures, to make them move along with it. In idea I
myself became David and Goliath by turns. In every corner of the court-
yard, of the stables, of the garden, under all kinds of circumstances, I
labored to stamp the whole piece upon my mind; laid hold of all the
characters, and learned their speeches by heart, most commonly, however,
taking up the parts of the chief personages, and allowing all the rest to move
along with them, but as satellites, across my memory. Thus day and night
the heroic words of David, wherewith he challenged the braggart giant,
Goliath of Gath, kept their place in my thoughts. I often muttered them to
myself; while no one gave heed to me, except my father, who, frequently
observing some such detached exclamation, would in secret praise the
excellent memory of his boy, that had retained so much from only two
recitations.
"By this means growing bolder and bolder, I one evening repeated almost
the entire piece before my mother, whilst I was busied in fashioning some
bits of wax into players. She observed it, questioned me hard; and I
confessed.
"By good fortune, this detection happened at a time when the lieutenant had
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mother forthwith gave him notice of these unexpected talents; and he now
contrived to make my parents offer him a couple of chambers in the top
story, which commonly stood empty, that he might accommodate the
spectators in the one, while the other held his actors, the proscenium again
filling up the opening of the door: my father had allowed his friend to
arrange all this; himself, in the mean time, seeming only to look at the
transaction, as it were, through his fingers; for his maxim was, that children
should not be allowed to see the kindness which is felt towards them, lest
their pretensions come to extend too far. He was of opinion, that, in the
enjoyments of the young, one should assume a serious air; often
interrupting the course of their festivities, to prevent their satisfaction from
degenerating into excess and presumption."

CHAPTER VI.
"The lieutenant now set up his theatre, and managed all the rest. During the
week I readily observed that he often came into the house at unusual hours,
and I soon guessed the cause. My eagerness increased immensely; for I well
understood, that, till Sunday evening, I could have no share in what was
going on. At last the wished-for day arrived. At five in the evening my
conductor came, and took me up with him. Quivering with joy, I entered,
and descried, on both sides of the framework, the puppets all hanging in
order as they were to advance to view. I considered them narrowly, and
mounted on the steps, which raised them above the scene, and allowed me
to hover aloft over all that little world. Not without reverence did I look
down between the pieces of board, and recollect what a glorious effect the
whole would produce, and feel into what mighty secrets I was now
admitted. We made a trial, which succeeded well.
"Next day a party of children were invited: we performed rarely; except that
once, in the fire of action, I let poor Jonathan fall, and was obliged to reach
down with my hand, and pick him up,—an accident which sadly marred the
illusion, produced a peal of laughter, and vexed me unspeakably. My father,
however, seemed to relish this misfortune not a little. Prudently shrouding

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up the contentment he felt at the expertness of his little boy, after the play
was finished, he dwelt on the mistakes we had committed, saying it would
all have been very pretty had not this or that gone wrong with us.
"I was vexed to the heart at these things, and sad for all the evening. By
next morning, however, I had quite slept off my sorrow, and was blessed in
the persuasion, that, but for this one fault, I had acted delightfully. The
spectators also flattered me with their unanimous approval: they all
maintained, that though the lieutenant, in regard to the coarse and the fine
voices, had done great things, yet his declamation was in general too stiff
and affected; whereas the new aspirant spoke his Jonathan and David with
exquisite grace. My mother in particular commended the gallant tone in
which I had challenged Goliath, and acted the modest victor before the
king.
"From this time, to my extreme delight, the theatre continued open; and as
the spring advanced, so that fires could be dispensed with, I passed all my
hours of recreation lying in the garret, and making the puppets caper and
play together. Often I invited up my comrades, or my brothers and sisters;
but, when they would not come, I staid by myself not the less. My
imagination brooded over that tiny world, which soon afterwards acquired
another form.
"Scarcely had I once or twice exhibited the first play, for which my scenery
and actors had been formed and decorated, when it ceased to give me any
pleasure. On the other hand, among some of my grandfather's books, I had
happened to fall in with 'The German Theatre,' and a few translations of
Italian operas; in which works I soon got very deeply immersed, on each
occasion first reckoning up the characters, and then, without further
ceremony, proceeding to exhibit the play. King Saul, with his black velvet
cloak, was therefore now obliged to personate Darius or Cato, or some
other pagan hero; in which cases, it may be observed, the plays were never
wholly represented,—for most part, only the fifth acts, where the cutting
and stabbing lay.
"It was natural that the operas, with their manifold adventures and
vicissitudes, should attract me more than any thing beside. In these
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and, what most of all delighted me, abundance of thunder and lightning. I
did my best with pasteboard, paint, and paper: I could make night very
prettily; my lightning was fearful to behold; only my thunder did not always
prosper, which, however, was of less importance. In operas, moreover, I
found frequent opportunities of introducing my David and Goliath,—
persons whom the regular drama would hardly admit. Daily I felt more
attachment for the hampered spot where I enjoyed so many pleasures; and, I
must confess, the fragrance which the puppets had acquired from the
storeroom added not a little to my satisfaction.
"The decorations of my theatre were now in a tolerable state of
completeness. I had always had the knack of drawing with compasses, and
clipping pasteboard, and coloring figures; and here it served me in good
stead. But the more sorry was I, on the other hand, when, as frequently
happened, my stock of actors would not suffice for representing great
affairs.
"My sisters, dressing and undressing their dolls, awoke in me the project of
furnishing my heroes by and by with garments which might also be put off
and on. Accordingly, I slit the scraps of cloth from off their bodies, tacked
the fragments together as well as possible, saved a particle of money to buy
new ribbons and lace, begged many a rag of taffeta, and so formed, by
degrees, a full theatrical wardrobe, in which hoop-petticoats for the ladies
were especially remembered.
"My troop was now fairly provided with dresses for the most important
play, and you might have expected that henceforth one exhibition would
follow close upon the heels of another; but it happened with me, as it often
happens with children,—they embrace wide plans, make mighty
preparations, then a few trials, and the whole undertaking is abandoned. I
was guilty of this fault. My greatest pleasure lay in the inventive part, and
the employment of my fancy. This or that piece inspired me with interest for
a few scenes of it, and immediately I set about providing new apparel
suitable for the occasion. In such fluctuating operations, many parts of the
primary dresses of my heroes had fallen into disorder, or totally gone out of
sight; so that now the first great play could no longer be exhibited. I
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built a thousand castles in the air, and failed to see that I was at the same
time undermining the foundations of these little edifices."
During this recital, Mariana had called up and put in action all her courtesy
for Wilhelm, that she might conceal her sleepiness. Diverting as the matter
seemed on one side, it was too simple for her taste, and her lover's view of
it too serious. She softly pressed her foot on his, however, and gave him all
visible signs of attention and approval. She drank out of his glass: Wilhelm
was convinced that no word of his history had fallen to the ground. After a
short pause, he said, "It is now your turn, Mariana, to tell me what were
your first childish joys. Till now we have always been too busy with the
present to trouble ourselves, on either side, about our previous way of life.
Let me hear, Mariana, under what circumstances you were reared: what are
the first lively impressions which you still remember?"
These questions would have very much embarrassed Mariana, had not
Barbara made haste to help her. "Think you," said the cunning old woman,
"we have been so mindful of what happened to us long ago, that we have
merry things like these to talk about, and, though we had, that we could
give them such an air in talking of them?"
"As if they needed it!" cried Wilhelm. "I love this soft, good, amiable
creature so much, that I regret every instant of my life which has not been
spent beside her. Allow me, at least in fancy, to have a share in thy by-gone
life; tell me every thing; I will tell every thing to thee! If possible, we will
deceive ourselves, and win back those days that have been lost to love."
"If you require it so eagerly," replied the old dame, "we can easily content
you. Only, in the first place, let us hear how your taste for the theatre
gradually reached a head; how you practised, how you improved so happily,
that now you can pass for a superior actor. No doubt you must have met
with droll adventures in your progress. It is not worth while to go to bed
now: I have still one flask in reserve; and who knows whether we shall soon
all sit together so quiet and cheery again?"
Mariana cast upon her a mournful look, not noticed by Wilhelm, who
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CHAPTER VII.
"The recreations of youth, as my companions began to increase in number,
interfered with this solitary, still enjoyment. I was by turns a hunter, a
soldier, a knight, as our games required; and constantly I had this small
advantage above the rest, that I was qualified to furnish them suitably with
the necessary equipments. The swords, for example, were generally of my
manufacture; I gilded and decorated the scabbards; and a secret instinct
allowed me not to stop till our militia was accoutred according to the
antique model. Helmets, with plumes of paper, were got ready; shields,
even coats of mail, were provided; undertakings in which such of the
servants as had aught of the tailor in them, and the seamstresses of the
house, broke many a needle.
"A part of my comrades I had now got well equipped; by degrees, the rest
were likewise furbished up, though on a thriftier plan; and so a very seemly
corps at length was mustered. We marched about the court-yards and
gardens, smote fearfully upon each other's shields and heads: many flaws of
discord rose among us, but none that lasted.
"This diversion greatly entertained my fellows; but scarcely had it been
twice or thrice repeated, when it ceased to content me. The aspect of so
many harnessed figures naturally stimulated in my mind those ideas of
chivalry, which for some time, since I had commenced the reading of old
romances, were filling my imagination.
"Koppen's translation of 'Jerusalem Delivered' at length fell into my hands,
and gave these wandering thoughts a settled direction. The whole poem, it
is true, I could not read; but there were passages which I learned by heart,
and the images expressed in these hovered round me. Particularly was I
captivated with Clorinda, and all her deeds and bearing. The masculine
womanhood, the peaceful completeness of her being, had a greater
influence upon my mind, just beginning to unfold itself, than the factitious
charms of Armida; though the garden of that enchantress was by no means
an object of my contempt.
"But a hundred and a hundred times, while walking in the evenings on the
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neighborhood, as the quivering splendor streamed up at the horizon from
the departed sun, and the stars came forth, and night pressed forward from
every cleft and hollow, and the small, shrill tone of the cricket tinkled
through the solemn stillness,—a hundred and a hundred times have I
repeated to myself the history of the mournful duel between Tancred and
Clorinda.
"However strongly I inclined by nature to the party of the Christians, I
could not help declaring for the Paynim heroine with all my heart when she
engaged to set on fire the great tower of the besiegers. And when Tancred in
the darkness met the supposed knight, and the strife began between them
under that veil of gloom, and the two battled fiercely, I could never
pronounce the words,—

"'But now the sure and fated hour is nigh:
Clorinda's course is ended,—she must die;'—

without tears rushing into my eyes, which flowed plentifully when the
hapless lover, plunging his sword into her breast, opened the departing
warrior's helmet, recognized the lady of his heart, and, shuddering, brought
water to baptize her.
"How my heart ran over when Tancred struck with his sword that tree in the
enchanted wood; when blood flowed from the gash, and a voice sounded in
his ears, that now again he was wounding Clorinda; that Destiny had
marked him out ever unwittingly to injure what he loved beyond all else.
"The recital took such hold of my imagination, that what I had read of the
poem began dimly, in my mind, to conglomerate into a whole; wherewith I
was so taken that I could not but propose to have it some way represented. I
meant to have Tancred and Rinaldo acted; and, for this purpose, two coats
of mail, which I had before manufactured, seemed expressly suitable. The
one, formed of dark-gray paper with scales, was to serve for the solemn
Tancred; the other, of silver and gilt paper, for the magnificent Rinaldo. In
the vivacity of my anticipations, I told the whole project to my comrades,
who felt quite charmed with it, except that they could not well comprehend
how so glorious a thing could be exhibited, and, above all, exhibited by
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"Such scruples I easily set aside. Without hesitation, I took upon me, in
idea, the management of two rooms in the house of a neighboring playmate;
not calculating that his venerable aunt would never give them up, or
considering how a theatre could be made of them, whereof I had no settled
notion, except that it was to be fixed on beams, to have side-scenes made of
parted folding-screens, and on the floor a large piece of cloth. From what
quarter these materials and furnishings were to come, I had not determined.
"So far as concerned the forest, we fell upon a good expedient. We betook
ourselves to an old servant of one of our families, who had now become a
woodman, with many entreaties that he would get us a few young firs and
birches; which actually arrived more speedily than we had reason to expect.
But, in the next place, great was our embarrassment as to how the piece
should be got up before the trees were withered. Now was the time for
prudent counsel. We had no house, no scenery, no curtain: the folding-
screens were all we had.
"In this forlorn condition we again applied to the lieutenant, giving him a
copious description of all the glorious things we meant to do. Little as he
understood us, he was very helpful: he piled all the tables he could get in
the house or neighborhood, one above the other, in a little room: to these he
fixed our folding-screens, and made a back-view with green curtains,
sticking up our trees along with it.
"At length the appointed evening came: the candles were lit, the maids and
children were sitting in their places, the piece was to go forward, the whole
corps of heroes was equipped and dressed,—when each for the first time
discovered that he knew not what he was to say. In the heat of invention,
being quite immersed in present difficulties, I had forgotten the necessity of
each understanding what and where he was to speak; nor, in the midst of
our bustling preparations, had it once occurred to the rest; each believing he
could easily enact a hero, easily so speak and bear himself, as became the
personage into whose world I had transplanted him. They all stood wonder-
struck, asking, What was to come first? I alone, having previously got ready
Tancred's part, entered solus on the scene, and began reciting some verses
of the epic. But as the passage soon changed into narrative, and I, while
speaking, was at once transformed into a third party, and the bold Godfredo,
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leave of my spectators under peals of laughter,—a disaster which cut me to
the heart. Thus had our undertaking proved abortive; but the company still
kept their places, still wishing to see something. All of us were dressed: I
screwed my courage up, and determined, foul or fair, to give them David
and Goliath. Some of my companions had before this helped me to exhibit
the puppet-play; all of them had often seen it; we shared the characters
among us; each promised to do his best; and one small, grinning urchin
painted a black beard upon his chin, and undertook, if any lacuna should
occur, to fill it with drollery as harlequin,—an arrangement to which, as
contradicting the solemnity of the piece, I did not consent without extreme
reluctance; and I vowed within myself, that, if once delivered out of this
perplexity, I would think long and well before risking the exhibition of
another play."

CHAPTER VIII.
Mariana, overpowered with sleep, leaned upon her lover, who clasped her
close to him, and proceeded in his narrative; while the old damsel prudently
sipped up the remainder of the wine.
"The embarrassment," he said, "into which, along with my companions, I
had fallen, by attempting to act a play that did not anywhere exist, was soon
forgotten. My passion for representing each romance I read, each story that
was told me, would not yield before the most unmanageable materials. I felt
convinced that whatever gave delight in narrative must produce a far deeper
impression when exhibited: I wanted to have every thing before my eyes,
every thing brought forth upon the stage. At school, when the elements of
general history were related to us, I carefully marked the passages where
any person had been slain or poisoned in a singular way; and my
imagination, glancing rapidly along the exposition and intrigue, hastened to
the interesting fifth act. Indeed, I actually began to write some plays from
the end backwards, without, however, in any of them reaching the
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"At the same time, partly by inclination, partly by the counsel of my good
friends, who had caught the fancy of acting plays, I read a whole wilderness
of theatrical productions, as chance put them into my hands. I was still in
those happy years when all things please us, when number and variety yield
us abundant satisfaction. Unfortunately, too, my taste was corrupted by
another circumstance. Any piece delighted me especially, in which I could
hope to give delight; there were few which I did not peruse in this agreeable
delusion: and my lively conceptive power enabling me to transfer myself
into all the characters, seduced me to believe that I might likewise represent
them all. Hence, in the distribution of the parts, I commonly selected such
as did not fit me, and always more than one part, if I could by any means
accomplish more.
"In their games, children can make all things out of any: a staff becomes a
musket, a splinter of wood a sword, any bunch of cloth a puppet, any
crevice a chamber. Upon this principle was our private theatre got up.
Totally unacquainted with the measure of our strength, we undertook all: we
stuck at no quid pro quo, and felt convinced that every one would take us
for what we gave ourselves out to be. Now, however, our affairs went on so
soberly and smoothly, that I have not even a curious insipidity to tell you of.
We first acted all the few plays in which only males are requisite, next we
travestied some of ourselves, and at last took our sisters into the concern
along with us. In one or two houses, our amusement was looked upon as
profitable; and company was invited to see it. Nor did our lieutenant of
artillery now turn his back upon us. He showed us how we ought to make
our exits and our entrances; how we should declaim, and with what
attitudes and gestures. Yet generally he earned small thanks for his toil, we
conceiving ourselves to be much deeper in the secrets of theatrical art than
he himself was.
"We very soon began to grow tired of tragedy; for all of us believed, as we
had often heard, that it was easier to write or represent a tragedy than to
attain proficiency in comedy. In our first attempts, accordingly, we had felt
as if exactly in our element: dignity of rank, elevation of character, we
studied to approach by stiffness and affectation, and imagined that we
succeeded rarely; but our happiness was not complete, except we might
rave outright, might stamp with our feet, and, full of fury and despair, cast
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"Boys and girls had not long carried on these amusements in concert, till
Nature began to take her course; and our society branched itself off into
sundry little love-associations, as generally more than one sort of comedy is
acted in the playhouse. Behind the scenes, each happy pair pressed hands in
the most tender style; they floated in blessedness, appearing to one another
quite ideal persons, when so transformed and decorated; whilst, on the other
hand, unlucky rivals consumed themselves with envy, and out of malice and
spite worked every species of mischief.
"Our amusements, though undertaken without judgment, and carried on
without instruction, were not without their use to us. We trained our
memories and persons, and acquired more dexterity in speech and gesture
than is usually met with at so early an age. But, for me in particular, this
time was in truth an epoch: my mind turned all its faculties exclusively to
the theatre; and my highest happiness was in reading, in writing, or in
acting, plays.
"Meanwhile the labors of my regular teachers continued: I had been set
apart for the mercantile life, and placed under the guidance of our neighbor
in the counting-house; yet my spirit at this very time recoiled more forcibly
than ever from all that was to bind me to a low profession. It was to the
stage that I aimed at consecrating all my powers,—on the stage that I meant
to seek all my happiness and satisfaction.
"I recollect a poem, which must be among my papers, where the Muse of
tragic art and another female form, by which I personified Commerce, were
made to strive very bravely for my most important self. The idea is
common, nor do I recollect that the verses were of any worth; but you shall
see it, for the sake of the fear, the abhorrence, the love and passion, which
are prominent in it. How repulsively did I paint the old housewife, with the
distaff in her girdle, the bunch of keys by her side, the spectacles on her
nose, ever toiling, ever restless, quarrelsome, and penurious, pitiful and
dissatisfied! How feelingly did I describe the condition of that poor man
who has to cringe beneath her rod, and earn his slavish day's wages by the
sweat of his brow!
"And how differently advanced the other! What an apparition for the
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announced herself the child of freedom. The feeling of her own worth gave
her dignity without pride: her apparel became her, it veiled her form without
constraining it; and the rich folds repeated, like a thousand-voiced echo, the
graceful movements of the goddess. What a contrast! How easy for me to
decide! Nor had I forgotten the more peculiar characteristics of my Muse.
Crowns and daggers, chains and masks, as my predecessors had delivered
them, were here produced once more. The contention was keen: the
speeches of both were palpably enough contrasted, for at fourteen years of
age one usually paints the black lines and the white pretty near each other.
The old lady spoke as beseemed a person that would pick up a pin from her
path; the other, like one that could give away kingdoms. The warning
threats of the housewife were disregarded; I turned my back upon her
promised riches: disinherited and naked, I gave myself up to the Muse; she
threw her golden veil over me, and called me hers.
"Could I have thought, my dearest," he exclaimed, pressing Mariana close
to him, "that another, a more lovely goddess would come to encourage me
in my purpose, to travel with me on my journey, the poem might have had a
finer turn, a far more interesting end. Yet it is no poetry, it is truth and life
that I feel in thy arms: let us prize the sweet happiness, and consciously
enjoy it."
The pressure of his arms, the emotion of his elevated voice, awoke Mariana,
who hastened by caresses to conceal her embarrassment; for no word of the
last part of his story had reached her. It is to be wished, that in future, our
hero, when recounting his favorite histories, may find more attentive
hearers.

CHAPTER IX.
Thus Wilhelm passed his nights in the enjoyment of confiding love, his
days in the expectation of new happy hours. When desire and hope had first
attracted him to Mariana, he already felt as if inspired with new life; felt as
if he were beginning to be another man: he was now united to her; the

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contentment of his wishes had become a delicious habitude. His heart
strove to ennoble the object of his passion; his spirit, to exalt with it the
young creature whom he loved. In the shortest absence, thoughts of her
arose within him. If she had once been necessary to him, she was now
grown indispensable, now that he was bound to her by all the ties of nature.
His pure soul felt that she was the half, more than the half, of himself. He
was grateful and devoted without limit.
Mariana, too, succeeded in deceiving herself for a season: she shared with
him the feeling of his liveliest blessedness. Alas! if but the cold hand of
self-reproach had not often come across her heart! She was not secure from
it, even in Wilhelm's bosom, even under the wings of his love. And when
she was again left alone, again left to sink from the clouds, to which passion
had exalted her, into the consciousness of her real condition, then she was
indeed to be pitied. So long as she had lived among degrading perplexities,
disguising from herself her real situation, or rather never thinking of it,
frivolity had helped her through; the incidents she was exposed to had come
upon her each by itself; satisfaction and vexation had cancelled one another;
humiliation had been compensated by vanity; want by frequent, though
momentary, superfluity; she could plead necessity and custom as a law or
an excuse; and hitherto all painful emotions from hour to hour, and from
day to day, had by these means been shaken off. But now, for some instants,
the poor girl had felt herself transported to a better world; aloft, as it were,
in the midst of light and joy, she had looked down upon the abject desert of
her life, had felt what a miserable creature is the woman, who, inspiring
desire, does not also inspire reverence and love: she regretted and repented,
but found herself outwardly or inwardly no better for regret. She had
nothing that she could accomplish or resolve upon. When she looked into
and searched herself, all was waste and void within her soul: her heart had
no place of strength or refuge. But the more sorrowful her state was, the
more vehemently did her feelings cling to the man she loved: her passion
for him even waxed stronger daily, as the danger of losing him came daily
nearer.
Wilhelm, on the other hand, soared serenely happy in higher regions: to him
also a new world had been disclosed, but a world rich in the most glorious
prospects. Scarcely had the first excess of joy subsided, when all that had
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before it. She is mine! She has given herself up to me! She, the loved, the
wished for, the adored, has given herself up to me in trust and faith: she
shall not find me ungrateful for the gift. Standing or walking, he talked to
himself; his heart constantly overflowed; with a copiousness of splendid
words, he uttered to himself the loftiest emotions. He imagined that he
understood the visible beckoning of Fate, reaching out its hand by Mariana
to save him from the stagnant, weary, drudging life, out of which he had so
often wished for deliverance. To leave his father's house and people, now
appeared a light matter. He was young, and had not tried the world: his
eagerness to range over its expanses, seeking fortune and contentment, was
stimulated by his love. His vocation for the theatre was now clear to him:
the high goal, which he saw raised before him, seemed nearer whilst he was
advancing to it with Mariana's hand in his; and, in his comfortable
prudence, he beheld in himself the embryo of a great actor,—the future
founder of that national theatre, for which he heard so much and various
sighing on every side. All that till now had slumbered in the innermost
corners of his soul, at length awoke. He painted for himself a picture of his
manifold ideas, in the colors of love, upon a canvas of cloud: the figures of
it, indeed, ran sadly into one another; yet the whole had an air but the more
brilliant on that account.

CHAPTER X.
He was now in his chamber at home, ransacking his papers, making ready
for departure. Whatever savored of his previous employment he threw
aside, meaning at his entrance upon life to be free, even from recollections
that could pain him. Works of taste alone, poets and critics, were, as
acknowledged friends, placed among the chosen few. Heretofore he had
given little heed to the critical authors: his desire for instruction now
revived, when, again looking through his books, he found the theoretical
part of them lying generally still uncut. In the full persuasion that such
works were absolutely necessary, he had bought a number of them; but,
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The more steadfastly, on the other hand, he had dwelt upon examples, and,
in every kind that was known to him, had made attempts himself.
Werner entered the room; and, seeing his friend busied with the well-known
sheets, he exclaimed, "Again among your papers? And without intending, I
dare swear, to finish any one of them! You look them through and through
once or twice, then throw them by, and begin something new."
"To finish is not the scholar's care: it is enough if he improves himself by
practice."
"But also completes according to his best ability."
"And still the question might be asked, 'Is there not good hope of a youth,
who, on commencing some unsuitable affair, soon discovers its
unsuitableness, and discontinues his exertions, not choosing to spend toil
and time on what never can be of any value?'"
"I know well enough it was never your concern to bring aught to a
conclusion: you have always sickened on it before it came half way. When
you were the director of our puppet-show, for instance, how many times
were fresh clothes got ready for the dwarfish troop, fresh decorations
furbished up? Now this tragedy was to be acted, now that; and at the very
best you gave us some fifth act, where all was going topsy-turvy, and
people cutting one another's throats."
"If you talk of those times, whose blame really was it that we ripped off
from our puppets the clothes that fitted them, and were fast stitched to their
bodies, and laid out money for a large and useless wardrobe? Was it not
yours, my good friend, who had always some fragment of ribbon to traffic
with; and skill, at the same time, to stimulate my taste, and turn it to your
profit?"
Werner laughed, and continued, "I still recollect, with pleasure, how I used
to extract gain from your theatrical campaigns, as army contractors do from
war. When you mustered for the 'Deliverance of Jerusalem,' I, for my part,
made a pretty thing of profit, like the Venetians in the corresponding case. I
know of nothing in the world more rational than to turn the folly of others
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"Perhaps it were a nobler satisfaction to cure men of their follies."
"From the little I know of men, this might seem a vain endeavor. But
something towards it is always done, when any individual man grows wise
and rich; and generally this happens at the cost of others."
"Well, here is 'The Youth at the Parting of the Ways;' it has just come into
my hand," said Wilhelm, drawing out a bunch of papers from the rest; "this
at least is finished, whatever else it may be."
"Away with it! to the fire with it!" cried Werner. "The invention does not
deserve the smallest praise: that affair has plagued me enough already, and
drawn upon yourself your father's wrath. The verses may be altogether
beautiful, but the meaning of them is fundamentally false. I still recollect
your Commerce personified: a shrivelled, wretched-looking sibyl she was. I
suppose you picked up the image of her from some miserable huckster's
shop. At that time you had no true idea at all of trade; whilst I could not
think of any man whose spirit was, or needed to be, more enlarged than the
spirit of a genuine merchant. What a thing is it to see the order which
prevails throughout his business! By means of this he can at any time
survey the general whole, without needing to perplex himself in the details.
What advantages does he derive from the system of book-keeping by
double entry! It is among the finest inventions of the human mind: every
prudent master of a house should introduce it into his economy."
"Pardon me," said Wilhelm, smiling; "you begin by the form, as if it were
the matter: you traders commonly, in your additions and balancings, forget
what is the proper net result of life."
"My good friend, you do not see how form and matter are in this case one,
how neither can exist without the other. Order and arrangement increase the
desire to save and get. A man embarrassed in his circumstances, and
conducting them imprudently, likes best to continue in the dark: he will not
gladly reckon up the debtor entries he is charged with. But, on the other
hand, there is nothing to a prudent manager more pleasant than daily to set
before himself the sums of his growing fortune. Even a mischance, if it
surprise and vex, will not affright, him; for he knows at once what gains he
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you once had a proper taste for our employments, you would grant that
many faculties of the mind are called into full and vigorous play by them."
"Possibly this journey I am thinking of may bring me to other thoughts."
"Oh, certainly! Believe me, you want but to look upon some great scene of
activity to make you ours forever; and, when you come back, you will
joyfully enroll yourself among that class of men whose art it is to draw
towards themselves a portion of the money, and materials of enjoyment,
which circulate in their appointed courses through the world. Cast a look on
the natural and artificial productions of all the regions of the earth; consider
how they have become, one here, another there, articles of necessity for
men. How pleasant and how intellectual a task is it to calculate, at any
moment, what is most required, and yet is wanting, or hard to find; to
procure for each easily and soon what he demands; to lay in your stock
prudently beforehand, and then to enjoy the profit of every pulse in that
mighty circulation. This, it appears to me, is what no man that has a head
can attend to without pleasure."
Wilhelm seemed to acquiesce, and Werner continued.
"Do but visit one or two great trading-towns, one or two seaports, and see if
you can withstand the impression. When you observe how many men are
busied, whence so many things have come, and whither they are going, you
will feel as if you, too, could gladly mingle in the business. You will then
see the smallest piece of ware in its connection with the whole mercantile
concern; and for that very reason you will reckon nothing paltry, because
every thing augments the circulation by which you yourself are supported."
Werner had formed his solid understanding in constant intercourse with
Wilhelm; he was thus accustomed to think also of his profession, of his
employments, with elevation of soul; and he firmly believed that he did so
with more justice than his otherwise more gifted and valued friend, who, as
it seemed to him, had placed his dearest hopes, and directed all the force of
his mind, upon the most imaginary objects in the world. Many a time he
thought his false enthusiasm would infallibly be got the better of, and so
excellent a soul be brought back to the right path. So hoping in the present
instance, he continued, "The great ones of the world have taken this earth of
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smallest nook of the land is already a possession which none may touch or
meddle with: offices and civil callings bring in little profit. Where, then,
will you find more honest acquisitions, juster conquests, than those of
trade? If the princes of this world hold the rivers, the highways, the havens,
in their power, and take a heavy tribute from every thing that passes through
them, may not we embrace with joy the opportunity of levying tax and toll,
by our activity, on those commodities which the real or imaginary wants of
men have rendered indispensable? I can promise you, if you would rightly
apply your poetic view, my goddess might be represented as an invincible,
victorious queen, and boldly opposed to yours. It is true, she bears the olive
rather than the sword: dagger or chain she knows not. But she, too, gives
crowns to her favorites; which, without offence to yours be it said, are of
true gold from the furnace and the mine, and glance with genuine pearls,
which she brings up from the depths of the ocean by the hands of her
unwearied servants."
This sally somewhat nettled Wilhelm; but he concealed his sentiments,
remembering that Werner used to listen with composure to his apostrophes.
Besides, he had fairness enough to be pleased at seeing each man think the
best of his own peculiar craft, provided only his, of which he was so
passionately fond, were likewise left in peace.
"And for you," exclaimed Werner, "who take so warm an interest in human
concerns, what a sight will it be to behold the fortune, which accompanies
bold undertakings, distributed to men before your eyes! What is more spirit-
stirring than the aspect of a ship arriving from a lucky voyage, or soon
returning with a rich capture? Not only the relatives, the acquaintances, and
those that share with the adventurers, but every unconcerned spectator also,
is excited, when he sees the joy with which the long-imprisoned shipman
springs on land before his keel has wholly reached it, feeling that he is free
once more, and now can trust what he has rescued from the false sea to the
firm and faithful earth. It is not, my friend, in figures of arithmetic alone
that gain presents itself before us. Fortune is the goddess of breathing men:
to feel her favors truly, we must live and be men who toil with their living
minds and bodies, and enjoy with them also."

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CHAPTER XI.
It is now time that we should know something more of Wilhelm's father and
of Werner's,—two men of very different modes of thinking, but whose
opinions so far coincided, that both regarded commerce as the noblest
calling; and both were peculiarly attentive to every advantage which any
kind of speculation might produce to them. Old Meister, when his father
died, had turned into money a valuable collection of pictures, drawings,
copper-plates, and antiquities: he had entirely rebuilt and furnished his
house in the newest style, and turned his other property to profit in all
possible ways. A considerable portion of it he had embarked in trade, under
the direction of the elder Werner,—a man noted as an active merchant,
whose speculations were commonly favored by fortune. But nothing was so
much desired by Meister as to confer upon his son those qualities of which
himself was destitute, and to leave his children advantages which he
reckoned it of the highest importance to possess. Withal, he felt a peculiar
inclination for magnificence,—for whatever catches the eye, and possesses
at the same time real worth and durability. In his house he would have all
things solid and massive; his stores must be copious and rich, all his plate
must be heavy, the furniture of his table must be costly. On the other hand,
his guests were seldom invited; for every dinner was a festival, which, both
for its expense and for its inconvenience, could not often be repeated. The
economy of his house went on at a settled, uniform rate; and every thing
that moved or had place in it was just what yielded no one any real
enjoyment.
The elder Werner, in his dark and hampered house, led quite another sort of
life. The business of the day, in his narrow counting-house, at his ancient
desk, once done, Werner liked to eat well, and, if possible, to drink better.
Nor could he fully enjoy good things in solitude; with his family he must
always see at table his friends, and any stranger that had the slightest
connection with his house. His chairs were of unknown age and antic
fashion, but he daily invited some to sit on them. The dainty victuals
arrested the attention of his guests, and none remarked that they were
served up in common ware. His cellar held no great stock of wine, but the
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So lived these two fathers, often meeting to take counsel about their
common concerns. On the day we are speaking of, it had been determined
to send Wilhelm out from home, for the despatch of some commercial
affairs.
"Let him look about him in the world," said old Meister, "and at the same
time carry on our business in distant parts. One cannot do a young man any
greater kindness than initiate him early in the future business of his life.
Your son returned so happily from his first expedition, and transacted his
affairs so cleverly, that I am very curious to see how mine will do: his
experience, I fear, will cost him dearer."
Old Meister had a high notion of his son's faculties and capabilities: he said
this in the hope that his friend would contradict him, and hold up to view
the admirable gifts of the youth. Here, however, he deceived himself. Old
Werner, who, in practical concerns, would trust no man but such as he had
proved, answered placidly, "One must try all things. We can send him on
the same journey: we shall give him a paper of directions to conduct him.
There are sundry debts to be gathered in, old connections are to be renewed,
new ones to be made. He may likewise help the speculation I was lately
talking of; for, without punctual intelligence gathered on the spot, there is
little to be done in it."
"He must prepare," said Meister, "and set forth as soon as possible. Where
shall we get a horse for him to suit this business?"
"We shall not seek far. The shopkeeper in H——, who owes us somewhat,
but is withal a good man, has offered me a horse instead of payment. My
son knows it, and tells me it is a serviceable beast."
"He may fetch it himself. Let him go with the diligence; the day after to-
morrow he is back again betimes; we have his saddle-bags and letters made
ready in the mean time; he can set out on Monday morning."
Wilhelm was sent for, and informed of their determination. Who so glad as
he, now seeing the means of executing his purpose put into his hands, the
opportunity made ready for him, without co-operation of his own! So
intense was his love, so full was his conviction of the perfect rectitude of
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follow a new and nobler career, that his conscience did not in the least
rebel; no anxiety arose within him; he even reckoned the deception he was
meditating holy. He felt certain, that, in the long-run, parents and relations
would praise and bless him for this resolution: he acknowledged in these
concurring circumstances the signal of a guiding fate.
How slowly the time passed with him till night, till the hour when he should
again see his Mariana! He sat in his chamber, and revolved the plan of his
journey; as a conjurer, or a cunning thief in durance, often draws out his
feet from the fast-locked irons, to cherish in himself the conviction that his
deliverance is possible, nay, nearer than short-sighted turnkeys believe.
At last the appointed hour struck: he went out, shook off all anxiety, and
hastened through the silent streets. In the middle of the great square he
raised his hands to the sky, feeling as if all was behind him and below him:
he had freed himself from all. One moment he figured himself as in the
arms of his beloved, the next as glancing with her in the splendors of the
stage: he soared aloft in a world of hopes, only now and then the call of
some watchman brought to his recollection that he was still wandering on
the vulgar earth.
Mariana came to the stairs to meet him,—and how beautiful, how lovely!
She received him in the new white negligée: he thought he had never seen
her so charming. Thus did she handsel the gift of her absent lover in the
arms of a present one; with true passion she lavished on her darling the
whole treasure of those caresses which nature suggested, or art had taught:
need we ask if he was happy, if he was blessed?
He disclosed to her what had passed, and showed her, in general terms, his
plan and his wishes. He would try, he said, to find a residence, then come
back for her: he hoped she would not refuse him her hand. The poor girl
was silent: she concealed her tears, and pressed her friend against her
bosom. Wilhelm, though interpreting her silence in the most favorable
manner, could have wished for a distinct reply; and still more, when at last
he inquired of her in the tenderest and most delicate terms, if he might not
think himself a father. But to this she answered only with a sigh, with a kiss.

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CHAPTER XII.
Next morning Mariana awoke only to new despondency; she felt herself
very solitary; she wished not to see the light of day, but staid in bed, and
wept. Old Barbara sat down by her, and tried to persuade and console her;
but it was not in her power so soon to heal the wounded heart. The moment
was now at hand to which the poor girl had been looking forward as to the
last of her life. Who could be placed in a more painful situation? The man
she loved was departing; a disagreeable lover was threatening to come; and
the most fearful mischiefs were to be anticipated, if the two, as might easily
happen, should meet together.
"Calm yourself, my dear," said the old woman: "do not spoil your pretty
eyes with crying. Is it, then, so terrible a thing to have two lovers? And
though you can bestow your love but on the one, yet be thankful to the
other, who, caring for you as he does, certainly deserves to be named your
friend."
"My poor Wilhelm," said the other, all in tears, "had warning that a
separation was at hand. A dream discovered to him what we strove so much
to hide. He was sleeping calmly at my side; on a sudden I heard him mutter
some unintelligible sounds: I grew frightened, and awoke him. Ah! with
what love and tenderness and warmth did he clasp me! 'O Mariana!' cried
he, 'what a horrid fate have you freed me from! How shall I thank you for
deliverance from such torment? I dreamed that I was far from you in an
unknown country, but your figure hovered before me; I saw you on a
beautiful hill, the sunshine was glancing over it all; how charming you
looked! But it had not lasted long, before I observed your image sinking
down, sinking, sinking: I stretched out my arms towards you; they could not
reach you through the distance. Your image still kept gliding down: it
approached a great sea that lay far extended at the foot of the hill,—a marsh
rather than a sea. All at once a man gave you his hand, and seemed meaning
to conduct you upwards; but he led you sidewards, and appeared to draw
you after him. I cried out: as I could not reach you, I hoped to warn you. If I
tried to walk, the ground seemed to hold me fast; if I could walk, the water
hindered me; and even my cries were smothered in my breast.' So said the

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poor youth, while recovering from his terror, and reckoning himself happy
to see a frightful dream thrust aside by the most delicious reality."
Barbara made every effort to reduce, by her prose, the poetry of her friend
to the domain of common life; employing, in the present case, the ingenious
craft which so often succeeds with bird-catchers, when they imitate with a
whistle the tones of those luckless creatures they soon hope to see by
dozens safely lodged in their nets. She praised Wilhelm: she expatiated on
his figure, his eyes, his love. The poor girl heard her with a gratified heart,
then arose, let herself be dressed, and appeared calmer. "My child, my
darling," continued the old woman, in a cozening tone, "I will not trouble
you or injure you: I cannot think of tearing from you your dearest
happiness. Could you mistake my intention? Have you forgotten that on all
occasions I have cared for you more than for myself? Tell me only what you
wish: we shall soon see how it may be brought about."
"What can I wish?" said Mariana; "I am miserable, miserable for life: I love
him, and he loves me; yet I see that I must part with him, and know not how
I shall survive it. Norberg is coming, to whom we owe our whole
subsistence, whom we cannot live without. Wilhelm is straitened in his
fortune: he can do nothing for me."
"Yes, unfortunately, he is of those lovers who bring nothing but their hearts;
and these people, too, have the highest pretensions of any."
"No jesting! The unhappy youth thinks of leaving his home, of going upon
the stage, of offering me his hand."
"Of empty hands we have already four."
"I have no choice," continued Mariana; "do you decide for me. Cast me
away to this side or to that: mark only one thing,—I think I carry in my
bosom a pledge that ought to unite me with him still more closely. Consider
and determine: whom shall I forsake? whom shall I follow?"
After a short silence, Barbara exclaimed. "Strange, that youth should
always be for extremes! To my view, nothing would be easier than for us to
combine both the profit and the enjoyment. Do you love the one, let the
other pay for it: all we have to mind, is being sharp enough to keep the two
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"Do as you please: I can imagine nothing, but I will obey."
"We have this advantage: we can humor the manager's caprice and pride
about the morals of his troop. Both lovers are accustomed already to go
secretly and cautiously to work. For hours and opportunity I will take
thought: only henceforth you must act the part that I prescribe to you. Who
knows what circumstances may arise to help us? If Norberg would arrive
even now, when Wilhelm is away! Who can hinder you from thinking of the
one in the arms of the other? I wish you a son, and good fortune with him:
he will have a rich father."
These projects lightened Mariana's despondency only for a very short time.
She could not bring her situation into harmony with her feelings, with her
convictions: she would fain have forgotten the painful relations in which
she stood, and a thousand little circumstances forced them back every
moment to her recollection.

CHAPTER XIII.
In the mean time, Wilhelm had completed the short preliminary journey.
His merchant being from home, he delivered the letter of introduction to the
mistress of the house. But neither did this lady give him much furtherance
in his purposes: she was in a violent passion, and her whole economy was
in confusion.
He had not waited long when she disclosed to him, what in truth could not
be kept a secret, that her step-daughter had run off with a player,—a person
who had parted lately from a small strolling company, and had staid in the
place, and commenced teaching French. The father, distracted with grief
and vexation, had run to the Amt to have the fugitives pursued. She blamed
her daughter bitterly, and vilified the lover, till she left no tolerable quality
with either: she deplored at great length the shame thus brought upon the
family; embarrassing our hero not a little, who here felt his own private
scheme beforehand judged and punished, in the spirit of prophecy as it
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took in the sorrows of the father, who now returned from the Amt, and with
fixed sorrow, in broken sentences, gave his wife an account of the errand,
and strove to hide the embarrassment and distraction of his mind; while,
after looking at the letter, he directed that the horse it spoke of should be
given to Wilhelm.
Our friend thought it best to mount his steed immediately, and quit a house
where, in its present state, he could not possibly be comfortable; but the
honest man would not allow the son of one to whom he had so many
obligations to depart without tasting of his hospitality, without remaining at
least a night beneath his roof.
Wilhelm had partaken of a melancholy supper, worn out a restless night,
and hastened, early in the morning, to get rid of these people, who, without
knowing it, had, by their narratives and utterances, been constantly
wounding him to the quick.
In a musing mood, he was riding slowly along, when all at once he
observed a number of armed men coming through the fields. By their long,
loose coats, with enormous cuffs; by their shapeless hats, clumsy muskets;
by their unpretending gait, and contented bearing of the body,—he
recognized in these people a detachment of provincial militia. They halted
beneath an old oak, set down their fire-arms, and placed themselves at their
ease upon the sward, to smoke a pipe of tobacco. Wilhelm lingered near
them, and entered into conversation with a young man who came up on
horseback. The history of the two runaways, which he knew but too well,
was again detailed to him, and that with comments not particularly
flattering, either to the young pair themselves, or to the parents. He also
learned that the military had come hither to take into custody the loving
couple, who had already been seized and detained in a neighboring village.
After some time, accordingly, a cart was seen advancing to the place,
encircled with a city guard more ludicrous than appalling. An amorphous
town-clerk rode forth, and made his compliments to the Actuarius (for such
was the young man Wilhelm had been speaking to), on the border of their
several districts, with great conscientiousness and queer grimaces; as
perhaps the ghost and the conjurer do, when they meet, the one within the
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But the chief attention of the lookers-on was directed to the cart: they could
not behold, without compassion, the poor, misguided creatures, who were
sitting upon bundles of straw, looking tenderly at one another, and scarcely
seeming to observe the by-standers. Accident had forced their conductors to
bring them from the last village in that unseemly style; the old chaise,
which had previously transported the lady, having there broken down. On
that occurrence she had begged for permission to sit beside her friend;
whom, in the conviction that his crime was of a capital sort, the rustic
bailiffs had so far brought along in irons. These irons certainly contributed
to give the tender group a more interesting appearance, particularly as the
young man moved and bore himself with great dignity, while he kissed
more than once the hands of his fair companion.
"We are unfortunate," she cried to the by-standers, "but not so guilty as we
seem. It is thus that cruel men reward true love; and parents, who entirely
neglect the happiness of their children, tear them with fury from the arms of
joy, when it has found them after many weary days."
The spectators were expressing their sympathy in various ways, when, the
officers of law having finished their ceremonial, the cart went on; and
Wilhelm, who took a deep interest in the fate of the lovers, hastened
forward by a foot path to get some acquaintance with the Amtmann before
the procession should arrive. But scarcely had he reached the Amthaus,
where all was in motion, and ready to receive the fugitives, when his new
friend, the Actuarius, laid hold of him; and giving him a circumstantial
detail of the whole proceedings, and then launching out into a
comprehensive eulogy of his own horse, which he had got by barter the
night before, put a stop to every other sort of conversation.
The luckless pair, in the mean time, had been set down behind, at the
garden, which communicated by a little door with the Amthaus, and thus
brought in unobserved. The Actuarius, for this mild and handsome
treatment, accepted of a just encomium from Wilhelm; though in truth his
sole object had been to mortify the crowd collected in front of the Amthaus,
by denying them the satisfaction of looking at a neighbor in disgrace.
The Amtmann, who had no particular taste for such extraordinary
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with the best intentions, to be often paid with sour admonitions from the
higher powers, went with heavy steps into his office-room; the Actuarius
with Wilhelm and a few respectable citizens following him.
The lady was first produced; she advanced without pertness, calm and self-
possessed. The manner of her dress, the way in which she bore herself,
showed that she was a person not without value in her own eyes. She
accordingly began, without any questions being put, to speak, not
unskilfully, about her situation.
The Actuarius bade her be silent, and held his pen over the folded sheet.
The Amtmann gathered up his resolution, looked at his assistant, cleared his
throat by two or three hems, and asked the poor girl what was her name,
and how old she was.
"I beg your pardon, sir," said she, "but it seems very strange to me that you
ask my name and age, seeing you know very well what my name is, and
that I am just of the age of your oldest son. What you do want to know of
me, and need to know, I will tell freely without circumlocution.
"Since my father's second marriage, my situation in his house has not been
of the most enviable sort. Oftener than once I have had it in my power to
make a suitable marriage, had not my step-mother, dreading the expense of
my portion, taken care to thwart all such proposals. At length I grew
acquainted with the young Melina; I felt constrained to love him; and, as we
both foresaw the obstacles that stood in the way of our regular union, we
determined to go forth together, and seek in the wide world the happiness
denied us at home. I took nothing with me that was not my own: we did not
run away like thieves and robbers; and my lover does not merit to be hauled
about in this way, with chains and handcuffs. The prince is just, and will not
sanction such severity. If we are liable to punishment, it is not punishment
of this kind."
The old Amtmann hereupon fell into double and treble confusion. Sounds of
the most gracious eulogies were already humming through his brain, and
the girl's voluble speech had entirely confounded the plan of his protocol.
The mischief increased, when to repeated official questions she refused
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"I am no criminal," she said. "They have brought me hither on bundles of
straw to put me to shame, but there is a higher court that will bring us back
to honor."
The Actuarius, in the mean time, had kept writing down her words: he
whispered the Amtmann, "just to go on,—a formal protocol might be made
out by and by."
The senior then again took heart, and began, with his heavy words, in dry
prescribed formulas, to seek information about the sweet secrets of love.
The red mounted into Wilhelm's cheeks, and those of the pretty criminal
likewise glowed with the charming tinge of modesty. She was silent, she
stammered, till at last her embarrassment itself seemed to exalt her courage.
"Be assured," she cried, "that I should have strength enough to confess the
truth, though it made against myself; and shall I now hesitate and stammer,
when it does me honor? Yes: from the moment when I first felt certain of
his love and faith, I looked upon him as my husband; I freely gave him all
that love requires,—that a heart once convinced cannot long refuse. Now do
with me what you please. If I hesitated for a moment to confess, it was
solely owing to fear lest the admission might prove hurtful to my lover."
On hearing this confession, Wilhelm formed a high opinion of the young
woman's feelings, while her judges marked her as an impudent strumpet;
and the townsfolk present thanked God that in their families no such
scandal had occurred, or at least been brought to light.
Wilhelm transported his Mariana into this conjuncture, answering at the bar:
he put still finer words in her mouth, making her uprightness yet more
affecting, her confession still nobler. The most violent desire to help the two
lovers took possession of him. Nor did he conceal this feeling, but signified
in private to the wavering Amtmann, that it were better to end the business;
all being clear as possible, and requiring no further investigation.
This was so far of service that the young woman was allowed to retire;
though, in her stead, the lover was brought in, his fetters having previously
been taken off him at the door. This person seemed a little more concerned
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generosity, he recommended himself by the precision and distinctness of his
expressions.
When this audience also was finished, and found to agree in all points with
the former, except that, from regard for his mistress, Melina stubbornly
denied what had already been confessed by herself, the young woman was
again brought forward; and a scene took place between the two, which
made the heart of our friend entirely their own.
What usually occurs nowhere but in romances and plays, he saw here in a
paltry court-room before his eyes,—the contest of reciprocal magnanimity,
the strength of love in misfortune.
"Is it, then, true," said he internally, "that timorous affection, which
conceals itself from the eye of the sun and of men, not daring to taste of
enjoyment save in remote solitude and deep secrecy, yet, if torn rudely by
some cruel chance into light, will show itself more courageous, strong, and
resolute than any of our loud and ostentatious passions?"
To his comfort, the business now soon came to a conclusion. The lovers
were detained in tolerable quarters: had it been possible, he would that very
evening have brought back the young lady to her parents. For he firmly
determined to act as intercessor in this case, and to forward a happy and
lawful union between the lovers.
He begged permission of the Amtmann to speak in private with Melina, a
request which was granted without difficulty.

CHAPTER XIV.
The conversation of these new acquaintances very soon grew confidential
and lively. When Wilhelm told the downcast youth of his connection with
the lady's parents, and offered to mediate in the affair, showing at the same
time the strongest expectation of success, a light was shed across the dreary
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reconciled with the parents of his bride, and now began to speak about his
future occupation and support.
"On this point," said our friend, "you cannot long be in difficulty; for you
seem to me directed, not more by your circumstances than by nature, to
make your fortune in the noble profession you have chosen. A pleasing
figure, a sonorous voice, a feeling heart! Could an actor be better furnished?
If I can serve you with a few introductions, it will give me the greatest
pleasure."
"I thank you with all my heart," replied the other, "but I shall hardly be able
to make use of them; for it is my purpose, if possible, not to return to the
stage."
"Here you are certainly to blame," said Wilhelm, after a pause, during
which he had partly recovered out of his astonishment; for it had never once
entered his head, but that the player, the moment his young wife and he
were out of durance, would repair to some theatre. It seemed to him as
natural and as necessary as for the frog to seek pools of water. He had not
doubted of it for a moment, and he now heard the contrary with boundless
surprise.
"Yes," replied Melina, "I have it in view not to re-appear upon the stage, but
rather to take up some civil calling, be it what it will, so that I can but
obtain one."
"This is a strange resolution, which I cannot give my approbation to.
Without especial reasons, it can never be advisable to change the mode of
life we have begun with; and, besides, I know of no condition that presents
so much allurement, so many charming prospects, as the condition of an
actor."
"It is easy to see that you have never been one," said the other.
"Alas, sir," answered Wilhelm, "how seldom is any man contented with the
station where he happens to be placed! He is ever coveting that of his
neighbor, from which the neighbor in his turn is longing to be free."
"Yet still there is a difference," said Melina, "between bad and worse.
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world any creature whose morsel of bread is attended with such vexation,
uncertainty, and toil? It were almost as good to take the staff and wallet, and
beg from door to door. What things to be endured from the envy of rivals,
from the partiality of managers, from the ever-altering caprices of the
public! In truth, one would need to have a hide like a bear's, that is led
about in a chain along with apes, and dogs of knowledge, and cudgelled
into dancing at the sound of a bagpipe before the populace and children."
Wilhelm thought a thousand things, which he would not vex the worthy
man by uttering. He merely, therefore, led the conversation round them at a
distance. His friend explained himself the more candidly and
circumstantially on that account. "Is not the manager obliged," said he, "to
fall down at the feet of every little Stadtrath, that he may get permission,
for a month between the fairs, to cause another groschen or two to circulate
in the place? Ours, on the whole, a worthy man, I have often pitied; though
at other times he gave me cause enough for discontentment. A good actor
drains him by extortion; of the bad he cannot rid himself; and, should he try
to make his income at all equal to his outlay, the public immediately takes
umbrage, the house stands empty; and, not to go to wreck entirely, he must
continue acting in the midst of sorrow and vexation. No, no, sir! Since you
are so good as to undertake to help me, have the kindness, I entreat you, to
plead with the parents of my bride: let them get me a little post of clerk or
collector, and I shall think myself well dealt with."
After exchanging a few words more, Wilhelm went away with the promise
to visit the parents early in the morning, and see what could be done.
Scarcely was he by himself, when he gave utterance to his thoughts in these
exclamations: "Unhappy Melina! not in thy condition, but in thyself, lies
the mean impediment over which thou canst not gain the mastery. What
mortal in the world, if without inward calling he take up a trade, an art, or
any mode of life, will not feel his situation miserable? But he who is born
with capacities for any undertaking, finds in executing this the fairest
portion of his being. Nothing upon earth without its difficulties! It is the
secret impulse within, it is the love and the delight we feel, that help us to
conquer obstacles, to clear out new paths, and to overleap the bounds of that
narrow circle in which others poorly toil. For thee the stage is but a few
boards: the parts assigned thee are but what a task is to a school-boy. The
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then, it may be well to wish thyself behind a desk, over ruled ledgers,
collecting tolls, and picking out reversions. Thou feelest not the co-
operating, co-inspiring whole, which the mind alone can invent,
comprehend, and complete: thou feelest not that in man there lives a spark
of purer fire, which, when it is not fed, when it is not fanned, gets covered
by the ashes of indifference and daily wants, yet not till late, perhaps never,
can be altogether quenched. Thou feelest in thy soul no strength to fan this
spark into a flame, no riches in thy heart to feed it when aroused. Hunger
drives thee on, inconveniences withstand thee; and it is hidden from thee,
that, in every human condition, foes lie in wait for us, invincible except by
cheerfulness and equanimity. Thou dost well to wish thyself within the
limits of a common station, for what station that required soul and
resolution couldst thou rightly fill? Give a soldier, a statesman, a divine, thy
sentiments, and as justly will he fret himself about the miseries of his
condition. Nay, have there not been men so totally forsaken by all feeling of
existence, that they have held the life and nature of mortals as a nothing, a
painful, short, and tarnished gleam of being? Did the forms of active men
rise up living in thy soul; were thy breast warmed by a sympathetic fire; did
the vocation which proceeds from within diffuse itself over all thy frame;
were the tones of thy voice, the words of thy mouth, delightful to hear; didst
thou feel thy own being sufficient for thyself,—then wouldst thou doubtless
seek place and opportunity likewise to feel it in others."
Amid such words and thoughts, our friend undressed himself, and went to
bed, with feelings of the deepest satisfaction. A whole romance of what he
now hoped to do, instead of the worthless occupations which should have
filled the approaching day, arose within his mind: pleasant fantasies softly
conducted him into the kingdom of sleep, and then gave him up to their
sisters, sweet dreams, who received him with open arms, and encircled his
reposing head with the images of heaven.
Early in the morning he was awake again, and thinking of the business that
lay before him. He revisited the house of the forsaken family, where his
presence caused no small surprise. He introduced his proposal in the most
prudent manner, and soon found both more and fewer difficulties than he
had anticipated. For one thing, the evil was already done: and though
people of a singularly strict and harsh temper are wont to set themselves
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remedied; yet, on the other hand, what is actually done exerts an irresistible
effect upon most minds: an event which lately appeared impossible takes its
place, so soon as it has really occurred, with what occurs daily. It was
accordingly soon settled, that Herr Melina was to wed the daughter; who,
however, in return, because of her misconduct, was to take no marriage-
portion with her, and to promise that she would leave her aunt's legacy, for a
few years more, at an easy interest, in her father's hands. But the second
point, touching a civil provision for Melina, was attended with greater
difficulties. They liked not to have the luckless pair continually living in
their sight: they would not have a present object ever calling to their minds
the connection of a mean vagabond with so respectable a family,—a family
which could number even a superintendent among its relatives; nay, it was
not to be looked for, that the government would trust him with a charge.
Both parents were alike inflexible in this matter; and Wilhelm, who pleaded
very hard, unwilling that a man whom he contemned should return to the
stage, and convinced that he deserved not such a happiness, could not, with
all his rhetoric, produce the slenderest impression. Had he known the secret
springs of the business, he would have spared himself the labor of
attempting to persuade. The father would gladly have kept his daughter near
him; but he hated the young man, because his wife herself had cast an eye
upon him: while the latter could not bear to have, in her step-daughter, a
happy rival constantly before her eyes. So Melina with his young wife, who
already manifested no dislike to go and see the world, and be seen of it, was
obliged, against his will, to set forth in a few days, and seek some place in
any acting company where he could find one.

CHAPTER XV.
Happy season of youth! Happy times of the first wish of love! A man is then
like a child that can for hours delight itself with an echo, can support alone
the charges of conversation, and be well contented with its entertainment if
the unseen interlocutor will but repeat the concluding syllables of the words
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So was it with Wilhelm in the earlier and still more in the later period of his
passion for Mariana; he transferred the whole wealth of his own emotions
to her, and looked upon himself as a beggar that lived upon her alms: and as
a landscape is more delightful, nay, is delightful only, when it is enlightened
by the sun; so likewise in his eyes were all things beautified and glorified
which lay round her or related to her.
Often would he stand in the theatre behind the scenes, to which he had
obtained the freedom of access from the manager. In such cases, it is true,
the perspective magic was away; but the far mightier sorcery of love then
first began to act. For hours he could stand by the sooty light-frame,
inhaling the vapor of tallow lamps, looking out at his mistress; and when
she returned, and cast a kindly glance upon him, he could feel himself lost
in ecstasy: and, though close upon laths and bare spars, he seemed
transported into paradise. The stuffed bunches of wool denominated lambs,
the waterfalls of tin, the paper roses, and the one-sided huts of straw, awoke
in him fair poetic visions of an old pastoral world. Nay, the very dancing-
girls, ugly as they were when seen at hand, did not always inspire him with
disgust: they trod the same floor with Mariana. So true is it, that love, which
alone can give their full charm to rose-bowers, myrtle-groves, and
moonshine, can also communicate, even to shavings of wood, and paper-
clippings, the aspect of animated nature. It is so strong a spice, that tasteless
or even nauseous soups are by it rendered palatable.
So potent a spice was certainly required to render tolerable, nay, at last
agreeable, the state in which he usually found her chamber, not to say
herself.
Brought up in a substantial burgher's house, cleanliness and order were the
elements in which he breathed; and, inheriting as he did a portion of his
father's taste for finery, it had always been his care, in boyhood, to furbish
up his chamber, which he regarded as his little kingdom, in the stateliest
fashion. His bed-curtains were drawn together in large, massy folds, and
fastened with tassels, as they are usually seen in thrones; he had got himself
a carpet for the middle of his chamber, and a finer one for his table; his
books and apparatus he had, almost instinctively, arranged in such a
manner, that a Dutch painter might have imitated them for groups in his
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turban; and the sleeves of his night-gown he had caused to be cut short, in
the mode of the Orientals. By way of reason for this, he pretended that long,
wide sleeves encumbered him in writing. When, at night, the boy was quite
alone, and no longer dreaded any interruption, he usually wore a silk sash
tied round his body; and often, it is said, he would fix in his girdle a sword,
which he had appropriated from an old armory, and thus repeat and declaim
his tragic parts; nay, in the same trim he would kneel down and say his
evening prayer.
In those times, how happy did he think the players, whom he saw possessed
of so many splendid garments, trappings, and arms; and in the constant
practice of a lofty demeanor, the spirit of which seemed to hold up a mirror
of whatever, in the opinions, relations, and passions of men, was stateliest
and most magnificent. Of a piece with this, thought Wilhelm, is also the
player's domestic life,—a series of dignified transactions and employments,
whereof their appearance on the stage is but the outmost portion; like as a
mass of silver, long simmering about in the purifying furnace, at length
gleams with a bright and beautiful tinge in the eye of the refiner, and shows
him, at the same time, that the metal now is cleansed of all foreign mixture.
Great, accordingly, was his surprise at first, when he found himself beside
his mistress, and looked down, through the cloud that environed him, on
tables, stools, and floor. The wrecks of a transient, light, and false
decoration lay, like the glittering coat of a skinned fish, dispersed in wild
disorder. The implements of personal cleanliness,—combs, soap, towels,—
with the traces of their use, were not concealed. Music, portions of plays
and pairs of shoes, washes and Italian flowers, pin-cushions, hair-skewers,
rouge-pots, and ribbons, books and straw hats,—no article despised the
neighborhood of another: all were united by a common element,— powder
and dust. Yet as Wilhelm scarcely noticed in her presence aught except
herself; nay, as all that had belonged to her, that she had touched, was dear
to him,—he came at last to feel, in this chaotic housekeeping, a charm
which the proud pomp of his own habitation never had communicated.
When, on this hand, he lifted aside her bodice, to get at the harpsichord; on
that, threw her gown upon the bed, that he might find a seat; when she
herself, with careless freedom, did not seek to hide from him many a natural
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concealed,—he felt as if by all this he was coming nearer to her every
moment, as if the communion betwixt them was fastening by invisible ties.
It was not so easy to reconcile with his previous ideas the behavior of the
other players, whom, on his first visits, he often met with in her house. Ever
busied in being idle, they seemed to think least of all on their employment
and object: the poetic worth of a piece they were never heard to speak of, or
to judge of, right or wrong; their continual question was simply, How much
will it bring? Is it a stock-piece? How long will it run? How often think you
it may be played? and other inquiries and observations of the same
description. Then commonly they broke out against the manager, that he
was stinted with his salaries, and especially unjust to this one or to that;
then against the public, how seldom it recompensed the right man with its
approval, how the German theatre was daily improving, how the player was
ever growing more honored, and never could be honored enough. Then they
would descant largely about wine-gardens and coffee-houses; how much
debt one of their comrades had contracted, and must suffer a deduction
from his wages on account of; about the disproportion of their weekly
salaries; about the cabals of some rival company: on which occasions, they
would pass again to the great and merited attention which the public now
bestowed upon them; not forgetting the importance of the theatre to the
improvement of the nation and the world.
All this, which had already given Wilhelm many a restless hour, came again
into his memory, as he walked his horse slowly homewards, and
contemplated the various occurrences in which he had so lately been
engaged. The commotion produced by a girl's elopement, not only in a
decent family, but in a whole town, he had seen with his own eyes; the
scenes upon the highway and in the Amthaus, the views entertained by
Melina, and whatever else he had witnessed, again arose before him, and
brought his keen, forecasting mind into a sort of anxious disquietude; which
no longer to endure, he struck the spurs into his horse, and hastened towards
home.
By this expedient, however, he but ran to meet new vexations. Werner, his
friend and future brother-in-law, was waiting for him, to begin a serious,
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Werner was one of those tried, sedate persons, with fixed principles and
habits, whom we usually denominate cold characters, because on
emergencies they do not burst forth quickly or very visibly. Accordingly, his
intercourse with Wilhelm was a perpetual contest; which, however, only
served to knit their mutual affection the more firmly; for, notwithstanding
their very opposite modes of thinking, each found his account in
communicating with the other. Werner was very well contented with
himself, that he could now and then lay a bridle on the exalted but
commonly extravagant spirit of his friend; and Wilhelm often felt a glorious
triumph, when the staid and thinking Werner could be hurried on with him
in warm ebullience. Thus each exercised himself upon the other; they had
been accustomed to see each other daily; and you would have said, their
eagerness to meet and talk together had even been augmented by the
inability of each to understand the other. At bottom, however, being both
good-hearted men, they were both travelling together towards one goal; and
they could never understand how it was that neither of the two could bring
the other over to his own persuasion.
For some time Werner had observed that Wilhelm's visits had been rarer;
that in his favorite discussions he was brief and absent-minded; that he no
longer abandoned himself to the vivid depicting of singular conceptions,—
tokens by which, in truth, a mind getting rest and contentment in the
presence of a friend is most clearly indicated. The considerate and punctual
Werner first sought for the root of the evil in his own conduct; till some
rumors of the neighborhood set him on the proper trace, and some
unguarded proceedings on the part of Wilhelm brought him nearer to the
certainty. He began his investigation, and erelong discovered, that for some
time Wilhelm had been openly visiting an actress, had often spoken with
her at the theatre, and accompanied her home. On discovering the nightly
visits of his friend, Werner's anxiety increased to a painful extent: for he
heard that Mariana was a most seductive girl, who probably was draining
the youth of his money; while, at the same time, she herself was supported
by another and a very worthless lover.
Having pushed his suspicions as near certainty as possible, he had resolved
to make a sharp attack on Wilhelm: he was now in full readiness with all his
preparations, when his friend returned, discontented and unsettled, from his
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That very evening Werner laid the whole of what he knew before him, first
calmly, then with the emphatic earnestness of a well-meaning friendship.
He left no point of the subject undiscussed, and made Wilhelm taste
abundance of those bitter things which men at ease are accustomed, with
virtuous spite, to dispense so liberally to men in love. Yet, as might have
been expected, he accomplished little. Wilhelm answered with interior
commotion, though with great confidence, "You know not the girl!
Appearances, perhaps, are not to her advantage; but I am certain of her
faithfulness and virtue, as of my love."
Werner maintained his accusations, and offered to bring proofs and
witnesses. Wilhelm waived these offers, and parted with his friend out of
humor and unhinged, like a man in whose jaw some unskilful dentist has
been seizing a diseased, yet fast-rooted, tooth, and tugging at it harshly to
no purpose.
It exceedingly dissatisfied Wilhelm to see the fair image of Mariana
overclouded and almost deformed in his soul, first by the capricious fancies
of his journey, and then by the unfriendliness of Werner. He adopted the
surest means of restoring it to complete brilliancy and beauty, by setting out
at night, and hastening to his wonted destination. She received him with
extreme joy: on entering the town, he had ridden past her window; she had
been expecting his company; and it is easy to conceive that all scruples
were soon driven from his heart. Nay, her tenderness again opened up the
whole stores of his confidence; and he told her how deeply the public, how
deeply his friend, had sinned against her.
Much lively talking led them at length to speak about the earliest period of
their acquaintance, the recollection of which forms always one of the most
delightful topics between two lovers. The first steps that introduce us to the
enchanted garden of love are so full of pleasure, the first prospects so
charming, that every one is willing to recall them to his memory. Each party
seeks a preference above the other; each has loved sooner, more devotedly;
and each, in this contest, would rather be conquered than conquer.
Wilhelm repeated to his mistress, what he had so often told her before, how
she soon abstracted his attention from the play, and fixed it on herself; how
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the nights when she was to appear; how, in fine, having ventured behind the
scenes, he had often stood by her unheeded; and he spoke with rapture of
the happy evening when he found an opportunity to do her some civility,
and lead her into conversation.
Mariana, on the other hand, would not allow that she had failed so long to
notice him: she declared that she had seen him in the public walk, and for
proof she described the clothes which he wore on that occasion; she
affirmed that even then he pleased her before all others, and made her long
for his acquaintance.
How gladly did Wilhelm credit all this! How gladly did he catch at the
persuasion, that, when he used to approach her, she had felt herself drawn
towards him by some resistless influence; that she had gone with him
between the side-scenes on purpose to see him more closely, and get
acquainted with him; and that, in fine, when his backwardness and modesty
were not to be conquered, she had herself afforded him an opportunity, and,
as it were, compelled him to hand her a glass of lemonade.
In this affectionate contest, which they pursued through all the little
circumstances of their brief romance, the hours passed rapidly away; and
Wilhelm left his mistress with his heart at peace, and firmly determined on
proceeding forthwith to the execution of his project.

CHAPTER XVI.
The necessary preparations for his journey his father and mother had
attended to: some little matters, that were yet wanting to his equipage,
delayed his departure for a few days. Wilhelm took advantage of this
opportunity to write to Mariana, meaning thus to bring to a decision the
proposal, about which she had hitherto avoided speaking with him. The
letter was as follows:—
"Under the kind veil of night, which has often over-shadowed us together, I
sit and think, and write to thee: all that I meditate and do is solely on thy

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account. O Mariana! with me, the happiest of men, it is as with a
bridegroom who stands in the festive chamber, dreaming of the new
universe that is to be unfolded to him, and by means of him, and, while the
holy ceremonies are proceeding, transports himself in longing thought
before the mysterious curtains, from which the loveliness of love whispers
out to him.
"I have constrained myself not to see thee for a few days: the sacrifice was
easy, when united with the hope of such a recompense, of being always
with thee, of remaining ever thine! Need I repeat what I desire? I must! for
it seems as if yet thou hadst never understood me.
"How often, in the low tones of true love, which, though wishing to gain all,
dares speak but little, have I sought in thy heart for the desire of a perpetual
union. Thou hast understood me, doubtless; for in thy own heart the same
wish must have arisen: thou didst comprehend me, in that kiss, in the
intoxicating peace of that happy evening. Thy silence testified to me thy
modest honor; and how did it increase my love! Another woman would
have had recourse to artifice, that she might ripen by superfluous sunshine
the purpose of her lover's heart, might elicit a proposal, and secure a firm
promise. Mariana, on the contrary, drew back: she repelled the half-opened
confidence of him she loved, and sought to conceal her approving feelings
by apparent indifference. But I have understood thee! What a miserable
creature must I be, if I did not by these tokens recognize the pure and
generous love that cares not for itself, but for its object! Confide in me, and
fear nothing. We belong to one another; and neither of us leaves aught or
forsakes aught, if we live for one another.
"Take it, then, this hand! Solemnly I offer this unnecessary pledge! All the
joys of love we have already felt, but there is a new blessedness in the firm
thought of duration. Ask not how,—care not. Fate takes care of love, and
the more certainly as love is easy to provide for.
"My heart has long ago forsaken my paternal home: it is with thee, as my
spirit hovers on the stage. O my darling! to what other man has it been
given to unite all his wishes, as it is to me? No sleep falls upon my eyes:
like the redness of an everlasting dawn, thy love and thy happiness still
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"Scarcely can I hold myself from springing up, from rushing forth to thee,
and forcing thy consent, and, with the first light of to-morrow, pressing
forward into the world for the mark I aim at. But, no! I will restrain myself;
I will not act like a thoughtless fool, will do nothing rashly: my plan is laid,
and I will execute it calmly.
"I am acquainted with the manager Serlo: my journey leads me directly to
the place where he is. For above a year he has frequently been wishing that
his people had a touch of my vivacity, and my delight in theatrical affairs: I
shall doubtless be very kindly received. Into your company I cannot enter,
for more than one reason. Serlo's theatre, moreover, is at such a distance
from this, that I may there begin my undertaking without any apprehension
of discovery. With him I shall thus at once find a tolerable maintenance: I
shall look about me in the public, get acquainted with the company, and
then come back for thee.
"Mariana, thou seest what I can force myself to do, that I may certainly
obtain thee. For such a period not to see thee; for such a period to know
thee in the wide world! I dare not view it closely. But yet if I recall to
memory thy love, which assures me of all; if thou shalt not disdain my
prayer, and give me, ere we part, thy hand, before the priest,—I may then
depart in peace. It is but a form between us, yet a form so touching,—the
blessing of Heaven to the blessing of the earth. Close by thy house, in the
Ritterschaftliche Chapel, the ceremony will be soon and secretly performed.
"For the beginning I have gold enough; we will share it between us; it will
suffice for both; and, before that is finished, Heaven will send us more.
"No, my darling, I am not downcast about the issue. What is begun with so
much cheerfulness must reach a happy end. I have never doubted that a man
may force his way through the world, if he really is in earnest about it; and I
feel strength enough within me to provide a liberal support for two, and
many more. The world, we are often told, is unthankful: I have never yet
discovered that it was unthankful, if one knew how, in the proper way, to do
it service. My whole soul burns at the idea, that I shall at length step forth,
and speak to the hearts of men something they have long been yearning to
hear. How many thousand times has a feeling of disgust passed through me,
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creatures fancying they could speak a word of power to the hearts of the
people! The tone of a man's voice singing treble sounds far pleasanter and
purer to my ear: it is incredible how these blockheads, in their coarse
ineptitude, deform things beautiful and venerable.
"The theatre has often been at variance with the pulpit: they ought not, I
think, to quarrel. How much is it to be wished, that in both the celebration
of nature and of God were intrusted to none but men of noble minds! These
are no dreams, my darling! As I have felt in thy heart that thou couldst love,
I seize the dazzling thought, and say,—no, I will not say, but I will hope and
trust,—that we two shall yet appear to men as a pair of chosen spirits, to
unlock their hearts, to touch the recesses of their nature, and prepare for
them celestial joys, as surely as the joys I have tasted with thee deserved to
be named celestial, since they drew us from ourselves, and exalted us above
ourselves.
"I cannot end. I have already said too much, and know not whether I have
yet said all, all that concerns thy interests; for to express the agitations of
the vortex that whirls round within myself, is beyond the power of words.
"Yet take this sheet, my love! I have again read it over: I observe it ought to
have begun more cautiously; but it contains in it all that thou hast need to
know,—enough to prepare thee for the hour when I shall return with the
lightness of love to thy bosom. I seem to myself like a prisoner that is
secretly filing his irons asunder. I bid good-night to my soundly sleeping
parents. Farewell, my beloved, farewell! For this time I conclude; my
eyelids have more than once dropped together; it is now deep in the night."

CHAPTER XVII.
It seemed as if the day would never end, while Wilhelm, with the letter
beautifully folded in his pocket, longed to meet with Mariana. The darkness
had scarcely come on, when, contrary to custom, he glided forth to her
house. His plan was, to announce himself for the night; then to quit his
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returning at a late hour, to obtain her reply, her consent, or to force it from
her by the power of his caresses. He flew into her arms, and pressed her in
rapture to his bosom. The vehemence of his emotions prevented him at first
from noticing, that, on this occasion, she did not receive him with her
wonted heartiness; yet she could not long conceal her painful situation, but
imputed it to slight indisposition. She complained of a headache, and would
not by any means consent to his proposal of coming back that night.
Suspecting nothing wrong, he ceased to urge her, but felt that this was not
the moment for delivering his letter. He retained it, therefore; and, as
several of her movements and observations courteously compelled him to
take his leave, in the tumult of unsatiable love he snatched up one of her
neckerchiefs, squeezed it into his pocket, and forced himself away from her
lips and her door. He returned home, but could not rest there: he again
dressed himself, and went out into the open air.
After walking up and down several streets, he was accosted by a stranger
inquiring for a certain inn. Wilhelm offered to conduct him to the house. In
the way, his new acquaintance asked about the names of the streets, the
owners of various extensive edifices, then about some police regulations of
the town; so that, by the time they reached the door of the inn, they had
fallen into quite an interesting conversation. The stranger politely
compelled his guide to enter, and drink a glass of punch with him. Ere long
he had told his name and place of abode, as well as the business that had
brought him hither; and he seemed to expect a like confidence from
Wilhelm. Our friend, without any hesitation, mentioned his name, and the
place where he lived.
"Are you not a grandson of the old Meister, who possessed that beautiful
collection of pictures and statues?" inquired the stranger.
"Yes, I am. I was ten years old when my grandfather died, and it grieved me
very much to see these fine things sold."
"Your father got a fine sum of money for them."
"You know of it, then?"
"Yes, indeed: I saw that treasure ere it left your house. Your grandfather was
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happy years he had been in Italy, and had brought back with him such
treasures as could not now be got for any price. He possessed some
exquisite pictures by the best masters. When you looked through his
drawings, you would scarcely have believed your eyes. Among his marbles
were some invaluable fragments; his series of bronzes was instructive and
well chosen; he had also collected medals, in considerable quantity, relating
to history and art; his few gems deserved the greatest praise. In addition to
all which, the whole was tastefully arranged; although the rooms and hall of
the old house had not been symmetrically built."
"You may conceive," said Wilhelm, "what we young ones lost, when all
these articles were taken down and sent away. It was the first mournful
period of my life. I cannot tell you how empty the chambers looked when
we saw those objects vanish one by one, which had amused us from our
earliest years, and which we considered as unalterable as the house, or the
town itself."
"If I mistake not, your father put the capital produced by the sale into some
neighbor's stock, with whom he commenced a sort of partnership in trade."
"Quite right; and their joint speculations have prospered in their hands.
Within the last twelve years, they have greatly increased their fortunes, and
are now the more vehemently bent on gaining. Old Werner also has a son,
who suits that sort of occupation much better than I."
"I am sorry the place should have lost such an ornament as your
grandfather's cabinet was to it. I saw it but a short time prior to the sale; and
I may say, I was myself the cause of its being then disposed of. A rich
nobleman, a great amateur, but one who, in such important transactions,
does not trust to his own solitary judgment, had sent me hither, and
requested my advice. For six days I examined the collection: on the
seventh, I advised my friend to pay down the required sum without delay.
You were then a lively boy, often running about me: you explained to me
the subjects of the pictures, and in general, I recollect, could give a very
good account of the whole cabinet."
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"It is a good while ago, and we all change more or less. You had, if I
mistake not, a favorite piece among them, to which you were ever calling
my attention."
"Oh, yes! it represented the history of that king's son dying of a secret love
for his father's bride."
"It was not, certainly, the best picture,—badly grouped, of no superiority in
coloring, and executed altogether with great mannerism."
"This I did not understand, and do not yet: it is the subject that charms me
in a picture, not the art."
"Your grandfather seemed to have thought otherwise. The greater part of his
collection consisted of excellent pieces; in which, represent what they
might, one constantly admired the talent of the master. This picture of yours
had accordingly been hung in the outermost room,—a proof that he valued
it slightly."
"It was in that room where we young ones used to play, and where the piece
you mention made on me a deep impression; which not even your criticism,
greatly as I honor it, could obliterate, if we stood before the picture at this
moment. What a melancholy object is a youth that must shut up within
himself the sweet impulse, the fairest inheritance which nature has given us,
and conceal in his own bosom the fire which should warm and animate
himself and others, so that his vitals are wasted away by unutterable pains! I
feel a pity for the ill-fated man that would consecrate himself to another,
when the heart of that other has already found a worthy object of true and
pure affection."
"Such feelings are, however, very foreign to the principles by which a lover
of art examines the works of great painters; and most probably you, too, had
the cabinet continued in your family, would have by and by acquired a
relish for the works themselves, and have learned to see in the performances
of art something more than yourself and your individual inclinations."
"In truth, the sale of that cabinet grieved me very much at the time; and
often since I have thought of it with regret: but when I consider that it was a
necessary means of awakening a taste in me, of developing a talent, which
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pictures could have done, I easily content myself, and honor destiny, which
knows how to bring about what is best for me, and what is best for every
one."
"It gives me pain to hear this word destiny in the mouth of a young person,
just at the age when men are commonly accustomed to ascribe their own
violent inclinations to the will of higher natures."
"You, then, do not believe in destiny? No power that rules over us and
directs all for our ultimate advantage?"
"The question is not now of my belief, nor is this the place to explain how I
may have attempted to form for myself some not impossible conception of
things which are incomprehensible to all of us: the question here is, What
mode of viewing them will profit us the most? The fabric of our life is
formed of necessity and chance: the reason of man takes its station between
them, and may rule them both; it treats the necessary as the groundwork of
its being; the accidental it can direct and guide, and employ for its own
purposes: and only while this principle of reason stands firm and
inexpugnable, does man deserve to be named the god of this lower world.
But woe to him who, from his youth, has used himself to search in necessity
for something of arbitrary will; to ascribe to chance a sort of reason, which
it is a matter of religion to obey. Is conduct like this aught else than to
renounce one's understanding, and give unrestricted scope to one's
inclinations? We think it is a kind of piety to move along without
consideration; to let accidents that please us determine our conduct; and,
finally, to bestow on the result of such a vacillating life the name of
providential guidance."
"Was it never your case that some little circumstance induced you to strike
into a certain path, where some accidental occurrence erelong met you, and
a series of unexpected incidents at length brought you to some point which
you yourself had scarcely once contemplated? Should not lessons of this
kind teach us obedience to destiny, confidence in some such guide?"
"With opinions like these, no woman could maintain her virtue, no man
keep the money in his purse; for occasions enough are occurring to get rid
of both. He alone is worthy of respect, who knows what is of use to himself
and others, and who labors to control his self-will. Each man has his own

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fortune in his hands; as the artist has a piece of rude matter, which he is to
fashion to a certain shape. But the art of living rightly is like all arts: the
capacity alone is born with us; it must be learned, and practised with
incessant care."
These discussions our two speculators carried on between them to
considerable length: at last they parted without seeming to have wrought
any special conviction in each other, but engaging to meet at an appointed
place next day.
Wilhelm walked up and down the streets for a time: he heard a sound of
clarinets, hunting-horns, and bassoons; it swelled his bosom with delightful
feelings. It was some travelling showmen that produced this pleasant music.
He spoke with them: for a piece of coin they followed him to Mariana's
house. The space in front of the door was adorned with lofty trees; under
them he placed his artists; and, himself resting on a bench at some distance,
he surrendered his mind without restraint to the hovering tones which
floated round him in the cool mellow night. Stretched out beneath the kind
stars, he felt his existence like a golden dream. "She, too, hears these
flutes," said he within his heart: "she feels whose remembrance, whose love
of her, it is that makes the night full of music. In distance, even, we are
united by these melodies, as in every separation, by the ethereal accordance
of love. Ah! two hearts that love each other are as two magnetic needles:
whatever moves the one must move the other with it; for it is one power
that works in both, one principle that pervades them. Can I in her arms
conceive the possibility of parting from her? And yet I am soon to be far
from her, to seek out a sanctuary for our love, and then to have her ever
with me.
"How often, when absent from her, and lost in thoughts about her,
happening to touch a book, a piece of dress or aught else, have I thought I
felt her hand, so entirely was I invested with her presence! And to recollect
those moments which shunned the light of day and the eye of the cold
spectator; which, to enjoy, the gods might determine to forsake the painless
condition of their pure blessedness! To recollect them! As if by memory we
could renew the tumultuous thrilling of that cup of joy, which encircles our
senses with celestial bonds, and lifts them beyond all earthly hinderances.
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into longing; he leaned against a tree, and cooled his warm cheek on its
bark; and the winds of the night wafted speedily aside the breath, which
proceeded in sighs from his pure and impassioned bosom. He groped for the
neckerchief he had taken from her; but it was forgotten, it lay in his other
clothes. His frame quivered with emotion.
The music ceased, and he felt as if fallen from the element in which his
thoughts had hitherto been soaring. His restlessness increased, as his
feelings were no longer nourished and assuaged by the melody. He sat
down upon her threshold, and felt more peace. He kissed the brass knocker
of her door: he kissed the threshold over which her feet went out and in, and
warmed it by the fire of his breast. He again sat still for a moment, and
figured her behind her curtains in the white night-gown, with the red ribbon
round her head, in sweet repose: he almost fancied that he was himself so
near her, she must needs be dreaming of him. His thoughts were beautiful,
like the spirits of the twilight; rest and desire alternated within him; love ran
with a quivering hand, in a thousand moods, over all the chords of his soul;
it was as if the spheres stood mute above him, suspending their eternal song
to watch the low melodies of his heart.
Had he then had about him the master-key with which he used to open
Mariana's door, he could not have restrained himself from penetrating into
the sanctuary of love. Yet he went away slowly; he slanted, half-dreaming,
in beneath the trees, set himself for home, and constantly turned round
again; at last, with an effort, he constrained himself, and actually departed.
At the corner of the street, looking back yet once, he imagined that he saw
Mariana's door open, and a dark figure issue from it. He was too distant for
seeing clearly; and, before he could exert himself and look sharply, the
appearance was already lost in the night; yet afar off he thought he saw it
again gliding past a white house. He stood, and strained his eyes; but, ere he
could arouse himself and follow the phantom, it had vanished. Whither
should he pursue it? What street had the man taken, if it were a man?
A nightly traveller, when at some turn of his path he has seen the country
for an instant illuminated by a flash of lightning, will, with dazzled eyes,
next moment, seek in vain for the preceding forms and the connection of his
road; so was it in the eyes and the heart of Wilhelm. And as a spirit of
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of composure, regarded as a child of imagination, and the fearful vision
leaves doubts without end behind it in the soul; so likewise was Wilhelm in
extreme disquietude, as, leaning on the corner-stone of the street, he heeded
not the clear gray of the morning, and the crowing of the cocks; till the
early trades began to stir, and drove him home.
On his way, he had almost effaced the unexpected delusion from his mind
by the most sufficient reasons; yet the fine harmonious feelings of the night,
on which he now looked back as if they too had been a vision, were also
gone. To soothe his heart, and put the last seal on his returning belief, he
took the neckerchief from the pocket of the dress he had been last wearing.
The rustling of a letter which fell out of it took the kerchief away from his
lips: he lifted and read,—
"As I love thee, little fool, what ailed thee last night? This evening I will
come again. I can easily suppose that thou art sick of staying here so long:
but have patience; at the fair I will return for thee. And observe, never more
put me on that abominable black-green-brown jacket: thou lookest in it like
the witch of Endor. Did I not send the white night-gown, that I might have a
snowy little lambkin in my arms? Send thy letters always by the ancient
sibyl: the Devil himself has selected her as Iris."

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BOOK II.

CHAPTER I.
Whoever strives in our sight with vehement force to reach an object, be it
one that we praise or that we blame, may count on exciting an interest in
our minds; but, when once the matter is decided, we turn our eyes away
from him: whatever once lies finished and done, can no longer at all fix our
attention, especially if we at first prophesied an evil issue to the
undertaking.
Therefore we shall not try to entertain our readers with any circumstantial
account of the grief and desperation into which our ill-fated friend was cast,
when he saw his hopes so unexpectedly and instantaneously ruined. On the
contrary, we shall even pass over several years, and again take up our
friend, where we hope to find him in some sort of activity and comfort.
First, however, we must shortly set forth a few matters necessary for
maintaining the connection of our narrative.
The pestilence, or a malignant fever, rages with more fierceness, and
speedier effect, if the frame which it attacks was before healthy and full of
vigor; and in like manner, when a luckless, unlooked-for fate overtook the
wretched Wilhelm, his whole being in a moment was laid waste. As when
by chance, in the preparation of some artificial firework, any part of the
composition kindles before its time; and the skilfully bored and loaded
barrels, which, arranged, and burning after a settled plan, would have
painted in the air a magnificently varying series of flaming images, now
hissing and roaring, promiscuously explode with a confused and dangerous
crash,—so, in our hero's case, did happiness and hope, pleasure and joys,
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his bosom. In such desolate moments, the friend that has hastened to
deliverance stands fixed in astonishment; and for him who suffers, it is a
benefit that sense forsakes him.
Days of pain, unmixed, ever-returning, and purposely renewed, succeeded
next: still, even these are to be regarded as a grace from nature. In such
hours Wilhelm had not yet quite lost his mistress: his pains were
indefatigable struggles, still to hold fast the happiness that was gliding from
his soul; again to luxuriate in thought on the possibility of it; to procure a
brief after-life for his joys that had departed forever. Thus one may look
upon a body as not utterly dead while the putrefaction lasts; while the forces
that in vain seek to work by their old appointment, still labor in dissevering
the particles of that frame which they once animated; and not till all is
disunited and inert, till we see the whole mouldered down into indifferent
dust,—not till then does there rise in us the mournful, vacant sentiment of
death,—death, not to be recalled, save by the breath of Him that lives
forever.
In a temper so new, so entire, so full of love, there was much to tear
asunder, to desolate, to kill; and even the healing force of youth gave
nourishment and violence to the power of sorrow. The stroke had extended
to the roots of his whole existence. Werner, by necessity his confidant,
attacked the hated passion itself with fire and sword, resolutely zealous to
search into the monster's inmost life. The opportunity was lucky, the
evidence at hand, and many were the histories and narratives with which he
backed it out. With such unrelenting vehemence did he make his advances,
leaving his friend not even the respite of the smallest momentary self-
deception, but treading down every lurking-place in which he might have
saved himself from desperation, that Nature, not inclined to let her darling
perish utterly, visited him with sickness, to make an outlet for him on the
other side.
A violent fever, with its train of consequences, medicines, overstraining,
and exhaustion, besides the unwearied attentions of his family, the love of
his brothers and sisters, which first becomes truly sensible in times of
distress and want, were so many fresh occupations to his mind, and thus
formed a kind of painful entertainment. It was not till he grew better, in
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with horror into the gloomy abyss of a barren misery, as one looks down
into the hollow crater of an extinguished volcano.
He now bitterly reproached himself, that, after so great a loss, he could yet
enjoy one painless, restful, indifferent moment. He despised his own heart,
and longed for the balm of tears and lamentation.
To awaken these again within him, he would recall to memory the scenes of
his by-gone happiness. He would paint them to his fancy in the liveliest
colors, transport himself again into the days when they were real; and when
standing on the highest elevation he could reach, when the sunshine of past
times again seemed to animate his limbs and heave his bosom, he would
look back into the fearful chasm, would feast his eye on its dismembering
depth, then plunge down into its horrors, and thus force from nature the
bitterest pains. With such repeated cruelty did he tear himself in pieces; for
youth, which is so rich in undeveloped force, knows not what it squanders
when, to the anguish which a loss occasions, it adds so many sorrows of its
own production, as if it meant then first to give the right value to what is
gone forever. He likewise felt so convinced that his present loss was the
sole, the first, the last, he ever could experience in life, that he turned away
from every consolation which aimed at showing that his sorrows might be
less than endless.

CHAPTER II.
Accustomed in this way to torment himself, he now also attacked what still
remained to him; what next to love, and along with it, had given him the
highest joys and hopes,—his talent as a poet and actor, with spiteful
criticisms on every side. In his labors he could see nothing but a shallow
imitation of prescribed forms, without intrinsic worth: he looked on them as
stiff school-exercises, destitute of any spark of nature, truth, or inspiration.
His poems now appeared nothing more than a monotonous arrangement of
syllables, in which the most trite emotions and thoughts were dragged along
and kept together by a miserable rhyme. And thus did he also deprive

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himself of every expectation, every pleasure, which on this quarter at least
might have aided the recovery of his peace.
With his theatric talent it fared no better. He blamed himself for not having
sooner detected the vanity on which alone this pretension had been
founded. His figure, his gait, his movements, his mode of declamation,
were severally taxed: he decisively renounced every species of advantage or
merit that might have raised him above the common run of men, and so
doing he increased his mute despair to the highest pitch. For, if it is hard to
give up a woman's love, no less painful is the task to part from the
fellowship of the Muses, to declare ourselves forever undeserving to be of
their community, and to forego the fairest and most immediate kind of
approbation, what is openly bestowed on our person, our voice, and our
demeanor.
Thus, then, our friend had long ago entirely resigned himself, and set about
devoting his powers with the greatest zeal to the business of trade. To the
surprise of friends, and to the great contentment of his father, no one was
now more diligent than Wilhelm, on the exchange or in the counting-house,
in the sale-room or the warehouses: correspondence and calculations, all
that was intrusted to his charge, he attended to and managed with the
greatest diligence and zeal. Not, in truth, with that warm diligence which to
the busy man is its own reward, when he follows with constancy and order
the employment he was born for, but with the silent diligence of duty, which
has the best principle for its foundation; which is nourished by conviction,
and rewarded by conscience; yet which oft, even when the clearest
testimony of our minds is crowning it with approbation, can scarcely
repress a struggling sigh.
In this manner he lived for a time, assiduously busied, and at last persuaded
that his former hard trial had been ordained by fate for the best. He felt glad
at having thus been timefully, though somewhat harshly, warned about the
proper path of life; while many are constrained to expiate more heavily, and
at a later age, the misconceptions into which their youthful inexperience has
betrayed them. For each man commonly defends himself as long as possible
from casting out the idols which he worships in his soul, from
acknowledging a master error, and admitting any truth which brings him to
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Determined as he was to abandon his dearest projects, some time was still
necessary to convince him fully of his misfortune. At last, however, he had
so completely succeeded, by irrefragable reasons, in annihilating every
hope of love, or poetical performance, or stage representation, that he took
courage to obliterate entirely all the traces of his folly,—all that could in
any way remind him of it. For this purpose he had lit a fire in his chamber,
one cool evening, and brought out a little chest of relics, among which were
multitudes of small articles, that, in memorable moments, he had begged or
stolen from Mariana. Each withered flower brought to his mind the time
when it bloomed fresh among her hair; each little note the happy hour to
which it had invited him; each ribbon-knot the lovely resting-place of his
head,—her beautiful bosom. So occupied, was it not to be expected that
each emotion which he thought long since quite dead, should again begin to
move? Was it not to be expected that the passion over which, when
separated from his mistress, he had gained the victory, should, in the
presence of these memorials, again gather strength? We first observe how
dreary and disagreeable an overclouded day is when a single sunbeam
pierces through, and offers to us the exhilarating splendor of a serene hour.
Accordingly, it was not without disturbance that he saw these relics, long
preserved as sacred, fade away from before him in smoke and flame.
Sometimes he shuddered and hesitated in his task: he had still a pearl
necklace and a flowered neckerchief in his hands, when he resolved to
quicken the decaying fire with the poetical attempts of his youth.
Till now he had carefully laid up whatever had proceeded from his pen,
since the earliest unfolding of his mind. His papers yet lay tied up in a
bundle at the bottom of the chest, where he had packed them; purposing to
take them with him in his elopement. How altogether different were his
feelings now in opening them, and his feelings then in tying them together!
If we happen, under certain circumstances, to have written and sealed and
despatched a letter to a friend, which, however, does not find him, but is
brought back to us, and we open it at the distance of some considerable
time, a singular emotion is produced in us, on breaking up our own seal,
and conversing with our altered self as with a third person. A similar and
deep feeling seized our friend, as he now opened this packet, and threw the
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when Werner entered, expressed his wonder at the blaze, and asked what
was the matter.
"I am now giving proof," said Wilhelm, "that I am serious in abandoning a
trade for which I was not born." And, with these words, he cast the second
packet likewise into the fire. Werner made a motion to prevent him, but the
business was already done.
"I cannot see how thou shouldst bring thyself to such extremities," said
Werner. "Why must these labors, because they are not excellent, be
annihilated?"
"Because either a poem is excellent, or it should not be allowed to exist.
Because each man who has no gift for producing first-rate works, should
entirely abstain from the pursuit of art, and seriously guard himself against
every deception on that subject. For it must be owned, that in all men there
is a certain vague desire to imitate whatever is presented to them; and such
desires do not prove at all that we possess within us the force necessary for
succeeding in these enterprises. Look at boys, how, whenever any rope-
dancers have been visiting the town, they go scrambling up and down, and
balancing on all the planks and beams within their reach, till some other
charm calls them off to other sports, for which perhaps they are as little
suited. Hast thou never marked it in the circle of our friends? No sooner
does a dilettante introduce himself to notice, than numbers of them set
themselves to learn playing on his instrument. How many wander back and
forward on this bootless way! Happy they who soon detect the chasm that
lies between their wishes and their powers!"
Werner contradicted this opinion: their discussion became lively, and
Wilhelm could not without emotion employ against his friend the
arguments with which he had already so frequently tormented himself.
Werner maintained that it was not reasonable wholly to relinquish a pursuit
for which a man had some propensity and talent, merely because he never
could succeed in it to full perfection. There were many vacant hours, he
said, which might be filled up by it; and then by and by some result might
be produced which would yield a certain satisfaction to himself and others.
Wilhelm, who in this matter was of quite a different opinion, here
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"How immensely, dear friend, do you err in believing that a work, the first
presentation of which is to fill the whole soul, can be produced in broken
hours scraped together from other extraneous employment. No: the poet
must live wholly for himself, wholly in the objects that delight him. Heaven
has furnished him internally with precious gifts; he carries in his bosom a
treasure that is ever of itself increasing; he must also live with this treasure,
undisturbed from without, in that still blessedness which the rich seek in
vain to purchase with their accumulated stores. Look at men, how they
struggle after happiness and satisfaction! Their wishes, their toil, their gold,
are ever hunting restlessly,—and after what? After that which the poet has
received from nature,—the right enjoyment of the world, the feeling of
himself in others, the harmonious conjunction of many things that will
seldom exist together.
"What is it that keeps men in continual discontent and agitation? It is, that
they cannot make realities correspond with their conceptions, that
enjoyment steals away from among their hands, that the wished-for comes
too late, and nothing reached and acquired produces on the heart the effect
which their longing for it at a distance led them to anticipate. Now, fate has
exalted the poet above all this, as if he were a god. He views the conflicting
tumult of the passions; sees families and kingdoms raging in aimless
commotion; sees those inexplicable enigmas of misunderstanding, which
frequently a single monosyllable would suffice to explain, occasioning
convulsions unutterably baleful. He has a fellow-feeling of the mournful
and the joyful in the fate of all human beings. When the man of the world is
devoting his days to wasting melancholy, for some deep disappointment, or,
in the ebullience of joy, is going out to meet his happy destiny, the lightly
moved and all-conceiving spirit of the poet steps forth, like the sun from
night to day, and with soft transitions tunes his harp to joy or woe. From his
heart, its native soil, springs up the lovely flower of wisdom; and if others,
while waking, dream, and are pained with fantastic delusions from their
every sense, he passes the dream of life like one awake; and the strangest of
incidents is to him a part both of the past and of the future. And thus the
poet is at once a teacher, a prophet, a friend of gods and men. What! thou
wouldst have him descend from his height to some paltry occupation! He
who is fashioned like the bird to hover round the world, to nestle on the
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another, he ought also to work at the plough like an ox; like a dog to train
himself to the harness and draught; or perhaps, tied up in a chain, to guard a
farmyard by his barking!"
Werner, it may well be supposed, had listened with the greatest surprise.
"All true," he rejoined, "if men were but made like birds, and, though they
neither spun nor weaved, could yet spend peaceful days in perpetual
enjoyment; if, at the approach of winter, they could as easily betake
themselves to distant regions, could retire before scarcity, and fortify
themselves against frost."
"Poets have lived so," exclaimed Wilhelm, "in times when true nobleness
was better reverenced; and so should they ever live! Sufficiently, provided
for within, they had need of little from without: the gift of communicating
lofty emotions and glorious images to men, in melodies and words that
charmed the ear, and fixed themselves inseparably on whatever objects they
referred to, of old enraptured the world, and served the gifted as a rich
inheritance. At the courts of kings, at the tables of the great, beneath the
windows of the fair, the sound of them was heard; while the ear and the soul
were shut for all beside: and men felt as we do when delight comes over us,
and we stop with rapture if, among the dingles we are crossing, the voice of
the nightingale starts out touching and strong. They found a home in every
habitation of the world, and the lowliness of their condition but exalted
them the more. The hero listened to their songs, and the conqueror of the
earth did reverence to a poet; for he felt, that, without poets, his own wild
and vast existence would pass away like a whirlwind, and be forgotten
forever. The lover wished that he could feel his longings and his joys so
variedly and so harmoniously as the poet's inspired lips had skill to show
them forth; and even the rich man could not of himself discern such
costliness in his idol grandeurs, as when they were presented to him shining
in the splendor of the poet's spirit, sensible to all worth, and exalting all.
Nay, if thou wilt have it, who but the poet was it that first formed gods for
us, that exalted us to them, and brought them down to us?"
"My friend," said Werner, after some reflection, "it has often grieved me
that thou shouldst strive by force to banish from thy soul what thou feelest
so vividly. I am greatly mistaken, if it were not better for thee in some
degree to yield to these propensities, than to waste thyself by the

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contradictions of so hard a piece of self-denial, and with the enjoyment of
this one guiltless pleasure to renounce the enjoyment of all others."
"Shall I confess it," said the other, "and wilt not thou laugh at me if I
acknowledge, that these ideas pursue me constantly; that, let me flee from
them as I will, when I explore my heart, I find all my early wishes yet
rooted there, firmly,—nay, more firmly than ever? Yet what now remains
for me, wretched as I am? Ah! whoever should have told me that the arms
of my spirit, with which I was grasping at infinity, and hoping with
certainty to clasp something great and glorious, would so soon be crushed
and smote in pieces,—whoever should have told me this, would have
brought me to despair. And yet now, when judgment has been passed
against me; now, when she, that was to be as my divinity to guide me to my
wishes, is gone forever,—what remains but that I yield up my soul to the
bitterest woes? O my brother! I will not deceive you: in my secret purposes,
she was as the hook on which the ladder of my hopes was fixed. See! With
daring aim the mountain adventurer hovers in the air: the iron breaks, and
he lies broken and dismembered on the earth. No, there is no hope, no
comfort for me more! I will not," he cried out, springing to his feet, "leave a
single fragment of these wretched papers from the flames." He then seized
one or two packets of them, tore them up, and threw them into the fire.
Werner endeavored to restrain him, but in vain. "Let me alone!" cried
Wilhelm: "what should these miserable leaves do here? To me they give
neither pleasant recollections nor pleasant hopes. Shall they remain behind
to vex me to the end of my life? Shall they perhaps one day serve the world
for a jest, instead of awakening sympathy and horror? Woe to me! my doom
is woe! Now I comprehend the wailings of the poets, of the wretched whom
necessity has rendered wise. How long did I look upon myself as
invulnerable and invincible; and, alas! I am now made to see that a deep
and early sorrow can never heal, can never pass away: I feel that I shall take
it with me to my grave. No! not a day of my life shall escape this anguish,
which at last must crush me down; and her image too shall stay with me,
shall live and die with me, the image of the worthless,—O my friend! if I
must speak the feeling of my heart,—the perhaps not altogether worthless!
Her situation, the crookedness of her destiny, have a thousand times
excused her in my mind. I have been too cruel; you steeled me in your own
cold unrelenting harshness; you held my wavering senses captive, and

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hindered me from doing for myself and her what I owed to both. Who
knows to what a state I may have brought her! my conscience by degrees
presents to me, in all its heaviness, in what helplessness, in what despair, I
may have left her. Was it not possible that she might clear herself? Was it
not possible? How many misconceptions throw the world into perplexity!
how many circumstances may extort forgiveness for the greatest fault!
Often do I figure her as sitting by herself in silence, leaning on her elbows.
'This,' she says, 'is the faith, the love, he swore to me! With this hard stroke
to end the delicious life which made us one!'" He broke out into a stream of
tears; while he threw himself down with his face upon the table, and wetted
the remaining papers with his weeping.
Werner stood beside him in the deepest perplexity. He had not anticipated
this fierce ebullition of feeling. More than once he had tried to interrupt his
friend, more than once to lead the conversation elsewhere, but in vain: the
current was too strong for him. It remained that long-suffering friendship
should again take up her office. Werner allowed the first shock of sorrow to
pass over, while by his silent presence he testified a pure and honest
sympathy. And thus they both remained that evening,—Wilhelm sunk in the
dull feeling of old sorrows; and the other terrified at this new outbreaking of
a passion which he thought his prudent councils and keen persuasion had
long since mastered and destroyed.

CHAPTER III.
After such relapses, Wilhelm usually applied himself to business and
activity with augmented ardor; and he found it the best means to escape the
labyrinth into which he had again been tempted to enter. His attractive way
of treating strangers, the ease with which he carried on a correspondence in
any living language, more and more increased the hopes of his father and
his trading-friends, and comforted them in their sorrow for his sickness,—
the origin of which had not been known,—and for the pause which had thus
interrupted their plan. They determined a second time on Wilhelm's setting
out to travel; and we now find him on horseback, with his saddle-bags

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behind him, exhilarated by the motion and the free air, approaching the
mountains, where he had some affairs to settle.
He winded slowly on his path, through dales and over hills, with a feeling
of the greatest satisfaction. Overhanging cliffs, roaring brooks, moss-grown
rocky walls, deep precipices, he here saw for the first time; yet his earliest
dreams of youth had wandered among such regions. In these scenes he felt
his age renewed; all the sorrows he had undergone were obliterated from his
soul; with unbroken cheerfulness he repeated to himself passages of various
poems, particularly of the "Pastor Fido," which, in these solitary places,
flocked in crowds into his mind. He also recollected many pieces of his
own songs, and recited them with a peculiar contentment. He peopled the
world which lay before him with all the forms of the past, and each step
into the future was to him full of augury of important operations and
remarkable events.
Several men, who came behind him in succession, and saluted him as they
passed by to continue their hasty way into the mountains, by steep
footpaths, sometimes interrupted his thoughts without attracting his
attention to themselves. At last a communicative traveller joined him, and
explained the reason of this general pilgrimage.
"At Hochdorf," he said, "there is a play to be acted to-night; and the whole
neighborhood is gathering to see it."
"What!" cried Wilhelm. "In these solitary hills, among these impenetrable
forests, has theatric art sought out a place, and built herself a temple? And I
am journeying to her festivities!"
"You will wonder more," said the other, "when you learn by whom the play
is to be acted. There is in the place a large manufactory, which employs
many people. The proprietor, who lives, so to speak, remote from all human
society, can find no better means of entertaining his workmen during winter,
than allowing them to act plays. He suffers no cards among them, and
wishes also to withdraw them from all coarse rustic practices. Thus they
pass the long evenings; and to-day, being the old gentleman's birthday, they
are giving a particular festival in honor of him."

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Wilhelm came to Hochdorf, where he was to pass the night, and alighted at
the manufactory, the proprietor of which stood as a debtor in his list.
When he gave his name, the old man cried in a glad surprise, "Aye, sir, are
you the son of that worthy man to whom I owe so many thanks,—so long
have owed money? Your good father has had so much patience with me, I
should be a knave if I did not pay you speedily and cheerfully. You come at
the proper time to see that I am fully in earnest about it."
He then called out his wife, who seemed no less delighted than himself to
see the youth: she declared that he was very like his father, and lamented,
that, having such a multitude of guests already in the house, she could not
lodge him for the night.
The account was clear, and quickly settled: Wilhelm put the roll of gold into
his pocket, and wished that all his other business might go on so smoothly.
At last the play-hour came: they now waited nothing but the coming of the
head forester, who at length also arrived, entered with a few hunters, and
was received with the greatest reverence.
The company was then led into the playhouse, formed out of a barn that lay
close upon the garden. Without any extraordinary taste, both seats and stage
were yet decked out in a cheerful and pretty way. One of the painters
employed in the manufactory had formerly worked as an understrapper at
the prince's theatre: he had now represented woods and streets and
chambers, somewhat rudely, it is true, yet so as to be recognized for such.
The play itself they had borrowed from a strolling company, and shaped it
aright, according to their own ideas. As it was, it did not fail to yield some
entertainment. The plot of two lovers wishing to carry off a girl from her
guardian, and mutually from one another, produced a great variety of
interesting situations. Being the first play our friend had witnessed for so
long a time, it suggested several reflections to him. It was full of action, but
without any true delineation of character. It pleased and delighted. Such are
always the beginnings of the scenic art. The rude man is contented if he see
but something going on; the man of more refinement must be made to feel;
the man entirely refined, desires to reflect.
The players he would willingly have helped here and there, for a very little
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His silent meditations were somewhat broken in upon by the tobacco-
smoke, which now began to rise in great and greater copiousness. Soon
after the commencement of the play, the head forester had lit his pipe: by
and by others took the same liberty. The large dogs, too, which followed
these gentlemen, introduced themselves in no pleasant style. At first they
had been bolted out; but, soon finding the back-door passage, they entered
on the stage, ran against the actors, and at last, jumping over the orchestra,
joined their masters, who had taken up the front seats in the pit.
For afterpiece an oblation was represented. A portrait of the old gentleman
in his bridegroom dress stood upon an altar, hung with garlands. All the
players paid their reverence to it in the most submissive postures. The
youngest child came forward dressed in white, and made a speech in verse;
by which the whole family, and even the head forester himself, whom it
brought in mind of his own children, were melted into tears. Thus ended the
play; and Wilhelm could not help stepping on the stage, to have a closer
view of the actresses, to praise them for their good performance, and give
them a little counsel for the future.
The remaining business, which our friend in the following days had to
transact in various quarters of the hill-country, was not all so pleasant, or so
easy to conclude with satisfaction. Many of his debtors entreated for delay,
many were uncourteous, many lied. In conformity with his instructions, he
had to sue some of them at law; he was thus obliged to seek out advocates,
and give instructions to them, to appear before judges, and go through many
other sorry duties of the same sort.
His case was hardly bettered when people chanced to incline showing some
attention to him. He found very few that could any way instruct him, few
with whom he could hope to establish a useful commercial correspondence.
Unhappily, moreover, the weather now grew rainy; and travelling on
horseback in this district came to be attended with insufferable difficulties.
He therefore thanked his stars on again getting near the level country; and at
the foot of the mountains, looking out into a fertile and beautiful plain,
intersected by a smooth-flowing river, and seeing a cheerful little town
lying on its banks, all glittering in the sunshine, he resolved, though without
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refresh both himself and his horse, which the bad roads had considerably
injured.

CHAPTER IV.
On alighting at an inn, upon the market-place, he found matters going on
very joyously,—at least very stirringly. A large company of rope-dancers,
leapers, and jugglers, having a strong man along with them, had just arrived
with their wives and children, and, while preparing for a grand exhibition,
kept up a perpetual racket. They first quarrelled with the landlord, then with
one another; and, if their contention was intolerable, the expressions of their
satisfaction were infinitely more so. Undetermined whether he should go or
stay, he was standing in the door looking at some workmen, who had just
begun to erect a stage in the middle of the square.
A girl with roses and other flowers for sale, coming by, held out her basket
to him, and he purchased a beautiful nosegay; which, like one that had a
taste for these things, he tied up in a different fashion, and was looking at it
with a satisfied air, when the window of another inn on the opposite side of
the square flew open, and a handsome woman looked out from it.
Notwithstanding the distance, he observed that her face was animated by a
pleasant cheerfulness; her fair hair fell carelessly streaming about her neck;
she seemed to be looking at the stranger. In a short time afterwards, a boy
with a white jacket, and a barber's apron on, came out from the door of her
house towards Wilhelm, saluted him, and said, "The lady at the window
bids me ask if you will not favor her with a share of your beautiful
flowers."—"They are all at her service," answered Wilhelm, giving the
nosegay to this nimble messenger, and making a bow to the fair one, who
returned it with a friendly courtesy, and then withdrew from the window.
Amused with this small adventure, he was going up-stairs to his chamber,
when a young creature sprang against him, and attracted his attention. A
short silk waistcoat with slashed Spanish sleeves, tight trousers with puffs,
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in locks and plaits about the head. He looked at the figure with
astonishment, and could not determine whether to take it for a boy or a girl.
However, he decided for the latter: and, as the child ran by, he took her up
in his arms, bade her good-day, and asked her to whom she belonged;
though he easily perceived that she must be a member of the vaulting and
dancing company lately arrived. She viewed him with a dark, sharp side-
look, as she pushed herself out of his arms, and ran into the kitchen without
making any answer.
On coming up-stairs, he found in the large parlor two men practising the
small sword, or seeming rather to make trial which was the better fencer.
One of them plainly enough belonged to the vaulting company: the other
had a somewhat less savage aspect. Wilhelm looked at them, and had
reason to admire them both; and as the black-bearded, sturdy contender
soon afterwards forsook the place of action, the other with extreme
complaisance offered Wilhelm the rapier.
"If you want to take a scholar under your inspection," said our friend, "I am
well content to risk a few passes with you."
Accordingly they fought together; and, although the stranger greatly
overmatched his new competitor, he politely kept declaring that it all
depended upon practice; in fact, Wilhelm, inferior as he was, had made it
evident that he had got his first instructions from a good, solid, thorough-
paced German fencing-master.
Their entertainment was disturbed by the uproar with which the party-
colored brotherhood issued from the inn, to make proclamation of the show,
and awaken a desire to see their art, throughout the town. Preceded by a
drum, the manager advanced on horseback: he was followed by a female
dancer mounted on a corresponding hack, and holding a child before her, all
bedizened with ribbons and spangles. Next came the remainder of the troop
on foot, some of them carrying children on their shoulders in dangerous
postures, yet smoothly and lightly: among these the young, dark, black-
haired figure again attracted Wilhelm's notice.
Pickleherring ran gayly up and down the crowded multitude, distributing
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there breeching a boy, and awakening generally among the people an
invincible desire to know more of him.
On the painted flags, the manifold science of the company was visibly
delineated, particularly of the Monsieur Narciss and the Demoiselle
Landrinette: both of whom, being main characters, had prudently kept back
from the procession, thereby to acquire a more dignified consideration, and
excite a greater curiosity.
During the procession, Wilhelm's fair neighbor had again appeared at the
window; and he did not fail to inquire about her of his new companion. This
person, whom for the present we shall call Laertes, offered to take Wilhelm
over and introduce him. "I and the lady," said he laughing, "are two
fragments of an acting company that made shipwreck here a short while
ago. The pleasantness of the place has induced us to stay in it, and consume
our little stock of cash in peace; while one of our friends is out seeking
some situation for himself and us."
Laertes immediately accompanied his new acquaintance to Philina's door;
where he left him for a moment, and ran to a shop hard by for a few
sweetmeats. "I am sure you will thank me," said he, on returning, "for
procuring you so pleasant an acquaintance."
The lady came out from her room, in a pair of tight little slippers with high
heels, to give them welcome. She had thrown a black mantle over her,
above a white negligée, not indeed superstitiously clean; which, however,
for that very reason, gave her a more frank and domestic air. Her short dress
did not hide a pair of the prettiest feet and ankles in the world.
"You are welcome," she cried to Wilhelm, "and I thank you for your
charming flowers." She led him into her chamber with the one hand,
pressing the nosegay to her breast with the other. Being all seated, and got
into a pleasant train of general talk, to which she had the art of giving a
delightful turn, Laertes threw a handful of gingerbread-nuts into her lap;
and she immediately began to eat them.
"Look what a child this young gallant is!" she said: "he wants to persuade
you that I am fond of such confectionery, and it is himself that cannot live
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"Let us confess," replied Laertes, "that in this point, as in others, you and I
go hand in hand. For example," he continued, "the weather is delightful to-
day: what if we should take a drive into the country, and eat our dinner at
the Mill?"
"With all my heart," said Philina: "we must give our new acquaintance
some diversion."
Laertes sprang out, for he never walked: and Wilhelm motioned to return
for a minute to his lodgings, to have his hair put in order; for at present it
was all dishevelled with riding. "You can do it here," she said, then called
her little servant, and constrained Wilhelm in the politest manner to lay off
his coat, to throw her powder-mantle over him, and to have his head dressed
in her presence. "We must lose no time," said she: "who knows how short a
while we may all be together?"
The boy, out of sulkiness and ill nature more than want of skill, went on but
indifferently with his task: he pulled the hair with his implements, and
seemed as if he would not soon be done. Philina more than once reproved
him for his blunders, and at last sharply packed him off, and chased him to
the door. She then undertook the business herself, and frizzled Wilhelm's
locks with great dexterity and grace; though she, too, appeared to be in no
exceeding haste, but found always this and that to improve and put to
rights; while at the same time she could not help touching his knees with
hers, and holding her nosegay and bosom so near his lips, that he was
strongly tempted more than once to imprint a kiss on it.
When Wilhelm had cleaned his brow with a little powder-knife, she said to
him, "Put it in your pocket, and think of me when you see it." It was a pretty
knife: the haft, of inlaid steel, had these friendly words wrought on it,
"Think of me." Wilhelm put it up, and thanked her, begging permission at
the same time to make her a little present in return.
At last they were in readiness. Laertes had brought round the coach, and
they commenced a very gay excursion. To every beggar, Philina threw out
money from the window; giving along with it a merry and friendly word.
Scarcely had they reached the Mill, and ordered dinner, when a strain of
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songs, and accompanying their clear and shrill voices with a cithern and
triangle. In a short while the gathering crowd had formed a ring about them,
and our company nodded approbation to them from the windows.
Observing this attention, they expanded their circle, and seemed making
preparation for their grandest piece. After some pause, a miner stepped
forward with a mattock in his hand; and, while the others played a serious
tune, he set himself to represent the action of digging.
Ere long a peasant came from among the crowd, and, by pantomimic
threats, let the former know that he must cease and remove. Our company
were greatly surprised at this: they did not discover that the peasant was a
miner in disguise, till he opened his mouth, and, in a sort of recitative,
rebuked the other for daring to meddle with his field. The latter did not lose
his composure of mind, but began to inform the husbandman about his right
to break ground there; giving him withal some primary conceptions of
mineralogy. The peasant, not being master of his foreign terminology, asked
all manner of silly questions; whereat the spectators, as themselves more
knowing, set up many a hearty laugh. The miner endeavored to instruct
him, and showed him the advantage, which, in the long-run, would reach
even him, if the deep-lying treasures of the land were dug out from their
secret beds. The peasant, who at first had threatened his instructor with
blows, was gradually pacified; and they parted good friends at last, though
it was the miner chiefly that got out of this contention with honor.
"In this little dialogue," said Wilhelm, when seated at the table, "we have a
lively proof how useful the theatre might be to all ranks; what advantage
even the state might procure from it, if the occupations, trades, and
undertakings of men were brought upon the stage, and presented on their
praiseworthy side, in that point of view in which the state itself should
honor and protect them. As matters stand, we exhibit only the ridiculous
side of men: the comic poet is, as it were, but a spiteful tax-gatherer, who
keeps a watchful eye over the errors of his fellow-subjects, and seems
gratified when he can fix any charge upon them. Might it not be a worthy
and pleasing task for a statesman to survey the natural and reciprocal
influence of all classes on each other, and to guide some poet, gifted with
sufficient humor, in such labors as these? In this way, I am persuaded, many
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"So far," said Laertes, "as I, in wandering about the world, have been able
to observe, statesmen are accustomed merely to forbid, to hinder, to refuse,
but very rarely to invite, to further, to reward. They let all things go along,
till some mischief happens: then they get into a rage, and lay about them."
"A truce with state and statesmen!" said Philina: "I cannot form a notion of
statesmen except in periwigs; and a periwig, wear it who will, always gives
my fingers a spasmodic motion: I could like to pluck it off the venerable
gentleman, to skip up and down the room with it, and laugh at the bald
head."
So, with a few lively songs, which she could sing very beautifully, Philina
cut short their conversation, and urged them to a quick return homewards,
that they might arrive in time for seeing the performance of the rope-
dancers in the evening. On the road back she continued her lavish
generosity, in a style of gayety reaching to extravagance; for at last, every
coin belonging to herself or her companions being spent, she threw her
straw hat from the window to a girl, and her neckerchief to an old woman,
who asked her for alms.
Philina invited both of her attendants to her own apartments, because, she
said, the spectacle could be seen more conveniently from her windows than
from theirs.
On arriving, they found the stage set up, and the background decked with
suspended carpets. The swing-boards were already fastened, the slack-rope
fixed to posts, the tight-rope bound over trestles. The square was
moderately filled with people, and the windows with spectators of some
quality.
Pickleherring, with a few insipidities, at which the lookers-on are generally
kind enough to laugh, first prepared the meeting to attention and good-
humor. Some children, whose bodies were made to exhibit the strangest
contortions, awakened astonishment or horror; and Wilhelm could not,
without the deepest sympathy, see the child he had at the first glance felt an
interest in, go through her fantastic positions with considerable difficulty.
But the merry tumblers soon changed the feeling into that of lively
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vaulted up into the air, making somersets backwards and forwards. A loud
clapping of hands and a strong huzza echoed from the whole assembly.
The general attention was next directed to quite a different object. The
children in succession had to mount the rope,—the learners first, that by
practising they might prolong the spectacle, and show the difficulties of the
art more clearly. Some men and full-grown women likewise exhibited their
skill to moderate advantage; but still there was no Monsieur Narciss, no
Demoiselle Landrinette.
At last this worthy pair came forth: they issued from a kind of tent with red
spread curtains, and, by their agreeable forms and glittering decorations,
fulfilled the hitherto increasing hopes of the spectators. He, a hearty knave,
of middle stature, with black eyes and a strong head of hair; she, formed
with not inferior symmetry,—exhibited themselves successively upon the
rope, with delicate movements, leaping, and singular postures. Her airy
lightness, his audacity; the exactitude with which they both performed their
feats of art,—raised the universal satisfaction higher at every step and
spring. The stateliness with which they bore themselves, the seeming
attentions of the rest to them, gave them the appearance of king and queen
of the whole troop; and all held them worthy of the rank.
The animation of the people spread to the spectators at the windows: the
ladies looked incessantly at Narciss, the gentlemen at Landrinette. The
populace hurrahed, the more cultivated public could not keep from clapping
of the hands: Pickleherring now could scarcely raise a laugh. A few,
however, slunk away when some members of the troop began to press
through the crowd with their tin plates to collect money.
"They have made their purpose good, I imagine," said Wilhelm to Philina,
who was leaning over the window beside him. "I admire the ingenuity with
which they have turned to advantage even the meanest parts of their
performance: out of the unskilfulness of their children, and exquisiteness of
their chief actors, they have made up a whole which at first excited our
attention, and then gave us very fine entertainment."
The people by degrees dispersed; and the square was again become empty,
while Philina and Laertes were disputing about the forms and the skill of
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length. Wilhelm noticed the wonderful child standing on the street near
some other children at play: he showed her to Philina, who, in her lively
way, immediately called and beckoned to the little one, and, this not
succeeding, tripped singing down stairs, and led her up by the hand.
"Here is the enigma," said she, as she brought her to the door. The child
stood upon the threshold, as if she meant again to run off; laid her right
hand on her breast, the left on her brow, and bowed deeply. "Fear nothing,
my little dear," said Wilhelm, rising, and going towards her. She viewed
him with a doubting look, and came a few steps nearer.
"What is thy name?" he asked. "They call me Mignon."—"How old art
thou?"—"No one has counted."—"Who was thy father?"—"The Great
Devil is dead."
"Well! this is singular enough," said Philina. They asked her a few more
questions: she gave her answers in a kind of broken German, and with a
strangely solemn manner; every time laying her hands on her breast and
brow, and bowing deeply.
Wilhelm could not satisfy himself with looking at her. His eyes and his
heart were irresistibly attracted by the mysterious condition of this being.
He reckoned her about twelve or thirteen years of age: her body was well
formed, only her limbs gave promise of a stronger growth, or else
announced a stunted one. Her countenance was not regular, but striking; her
brow full of mystery; her nose extremely beautiful; her mouth, although it
seemed too closely shut for one of her age, and though she often threw it to
a side, had yet an air of frankness, and was very lovely. Her brownish
complexion could scarcely be discerned through the paint. This form
stamped itself deeply in Wilhelm's soul: he kept looking at her earnestly,
and forgot the present scene in the multitude of his reflections. Philina
waked him from his half-dream, by holding out the remainder of her
sweetmeats to the child, and giving her a sign to go away. She made her
little bow as formerly, and darted like lightning through the door.
As the time drew on when our new friends had to part for the evening, they
planned a fresh excursion for the morrow. They purposed now to have their
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said many things in Philina's praise, to which the other made only brief and
careless answers.
Next morning, having once more exercised themselves in fencing for an
hour, they went over to Philina's lodging, towards which they had seen their
expected coach passing by. But how surprised was Wilhelm, when the
coach seemed altogether to have vanished; and how much more so, when
Philina was not to be found at home! She had placed herself in the carriage,
they were told, with a couple of strangers who had come that morning, and
was gone with them. Wilhelm had been promising himself some pleasant
entertainment from her company, and could not hide his irritation. Laertes,
on the other hand, but laughed at it, and cried, "I love her for this: it looks
so like herself! Let us, however, go directly to the Jägerhaus: be Philina
where she pleases, we will not lose our promenade on her account."
As Wilhelm, while they walked, continued censuring the inconsistency of
such conduct, Laertes said, "I cannot reckon it inconsistent so long as one
keeps faithful to his character. If this Philina plans you any thing, or
promises you any thing, she does it under the tacit condition that it shall be
quite convenient for her to fulfil her plan, to keep her promise. She gives
willingly, but you must ever hold yourself in readiness to return her gifts."
"That seems a singular character," said Wilhelm.
"Any thing but singular: only she is not a hypocrite. I like her on that
account. Yes: I am her friend, because she represents the sex so truly, which
I have so much cause to hate. To me she is another genuine Eve, the great
mother of womankind: so are they all, only they will not all confess it."
With abundance of such talk, in which Laertes very vehemently exhibited
his spleen against the fair sex, without, however, giving any cause for it,
they arrived at the forest; into which Wilhelm entered in no joyful mood,
the speeches of Laertes having again revived in him the memory of his
relation to Mariana. Not far from a shady well, among some old and noble
trees, they found Philina sitting by herself at a stone table. Seeing them, she
struck up a merry song; and, when Laertes asked for her companions, she
cried out, "I have already cozened them: I have already had my laugh at
them, and sent them a-travelling, as they deserved. By the way hither I had
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close-fisted gentry, I immediately determined to have amends of them. On
arriving at the inn, they asked the waiter what was to be had. He, with his
customary glibness of tongue, reckoned over all that could be found in the
house, and more than could be found. I noticed their perplexity: they looked
at one another, stammered, and inquired about the cost. "What is the use of
all this studying?" said I. "The table is the lady's business: allow me to
manage it." I immediately began ordering a most unconscionable dinner, for
which many necessary articles would require to be sent for from the
neighborhood. The waiter, of whom, by a wry mouth or two, I had made a
confidant, at last helped me out; and so, by the image of a sumptuous feast,
we tortured them to such a degree that they fairly determined on having a
walk in the forest, from which I imagine we shall look with clear eyes if we
see them come again. I have laughed a quarter of an hour for my own
behoof; I shall laugh forever when I think of the looks they had." At table,
Laertes told of similar adventures: they got into the track of recounting
ludicrous stories, mistakes, and dexterous cheats.
A young man of their acquaintance, from the town, came gliding through
the wood with a book in his hand: he sat down by them, and began praising
the beauty of the place. He directed their attention to the murmuring of the
brook, to the waving of the boughs, to the checkered lights and shadows,
and the music of the birds. Philina commenced a little song of the cuckoo,
which did not seem at all to exhilarate the man of taste: he very soon made
his compliments, and went on.
"Oh that I might never hear more of nature, and scenes of nature!" cried
Philina, so soon as he was gone: "there is nothing in the world more
intolerable than to hear people reckon up the pleasures you enjoy. When the
day is bright you go to walk, as to dance when you hear a tune played. But
who would think a moment on the music or the weather? It is the dancer
that interests us, not the violin; and to look upon a pair of bright black eyes
is the life of a pair of blue ones. But what on earth have we to do with wells
and brooks, and old rotten lindens?" She was sitting opposite to Wilhelm;
and, while speaking so, she looked into his eyes with a glance which he
could not hinder from piercing at least to the very door of his heart.
"You are right," replied he, not without embarrassment: "man is ever the
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interests. Whatever else surrounds us is but the element in which we live, or
else the instrument which we employ. The more we devote ourselves to
such things, the more we attend to and feel concern in them, the weaker will
our sense of our own dignity become, the weaker our feelings for society.
Men who put a great value on gardens, buildings, clothes, ornaments, or
any other sort of property, grow less social and pleasant: they lose sight of
their brethren, whom very few can succeed in collecting about them and
entertaining. Have you not observed it on the stage? A good actor makes us
very soon forget the awkwardness and meanness of paltry decorations, but a
splendid theatre is the very thing which first makes us truly feel the want of
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After dinner Philina sat down among the long, overshaded grass, and
commanded both her friends to fetch her flowers in great quantities. She
wreathed a complete garland, and put it round her head: it made her look
extremely charming. The flowers were still sufficient for another: this, too,
she plaited, while both the young men sat beside her. When, at last, amid
infinite mirth and sportfulness, it was completed, she pressed it on
Wilhelm's head with the greatest dignity, and shifted the posture of it more
than once, till it seemed to her properly adjusted. "And I, it appears, must
go empty," said Laertes.
"Not by any means: you shall not have reason to complain," replied Philina,
taking off the garland from her own head, and putting it on his.
"If we were rivals," said Laertes, "we might now dispute very warmly
which of us stood higher in thy favor."
"And the more fools you," said she, while she bent herself towards him, and
offered him her lips to kiss; and then immediately turned round, threw her
arm about Wilhelm, and bestowed a kind salute on him also. "Which of
them tastes best?" said she archly.
"Surprisingly!" exclaimed Laertes: "it seems as if nothing else had ever
such a tang of wormwood in it."
"As little wormwood," she replied, "as any gift that a man may enjoy
without envy and without conceit. But now," cried she, "I should like to
have an hour's dancing; and after that we must look to our vaulters."
Accordingly, they went into the house, and there found music in readiness.
Philina was a beautiful dancer: she animated both her companions. Nor was
Wilhelm without skill; but he wanted careful practice, a defect which his
two friends voluntarily took charge of remedying.
In these amusements the time passed on insensibly. It was already late when
they returned. The rope-dancers had commenced their operations. A
multitude of people had again assembled in the square; and our friends, on
alighting, were struck by the appearance of a tumult in the crowd,
occasioned by a throng of men rushing towards the door of the inn, which
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and, pressing through the people, he was struck with horror to observe the
master of the rope-dancing company dragging poor Mignon by the hair out
of the house, and unmercifully beating her little body with the handle of a
whip.
Wilhelm darted on the man like lightning, and seized him by the collar.
"Quit the child!" he cried, in a furious tone, "or one of us shall never leave
this spot!" and, so speaking, he grasped the fellow by the throat with a force
which only rage could have lent him. The showman, on the point of
choking, let go the child, and endeavored to defend himself against his new
assailant. But some people, who had felt compassion for Mignon, yet had
not dared to begin a quarrel for her, now laid hold of the rope-dancer,
wrenched his whip away, and threatened him with great fierceness and
abuse. Being now reduced to the weapons of his mouth, he began bullying,
and cursing horribly. The lazy, worthless urchin, he said, would not do her
duty; refused to perform the egg-dance, which he had promised to the
public; he would beat her to death, and no one should hinder him. He tried
to get loose, and seek the child, who had crept away among the crowd.
Wilhelm held him back, and said sternly, "You shall neither see nor touch
her, till you have explained before a magistrate where you stole her. I will
pursue you to every extremity. You shall not escape me." These words,
which Wilhelm uttered in heat, without thought or purpose, out of some
vague feeling, or, if you will, out of inspiration, soon brought the raging
showman to composure. "What have I to do with the useless brat?" cried he.
"Pay me what her clothes cost, and make of her what you please. We shall
settle it to-night." And, being liberated, he made haste to resume his
interrupted operations, and to calm the irritation of the public by some
striking displays of his craft.
As soon as all was still again, Wilhelm commenced a search for Mignon,
whom, however, he could nowhere find. Some said they had seen her on the
street, others on the roofs of the adjoining houses; but, after seeking
unsuccessfully in all quarters, he was forced to content himself, and wait to
see if she would not again turn up of herself.
In the mean time, Narciss had come into the house; and Wilhelm set to
question him about the birthplace and history of the child. Monsieur Narciss
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but in return he recited, with much volubility and levity, various particulars
of his own fortune. Upon Wilhelm's wishing him joy of the great
approbation he had gained, Narciss expressed himself as if exceedingly
indifferent on that point. "People laugh at us," he said, "and admire our feats
of skill; but their admiration does nothing for us. The master has to pay us,
and may raise the funds where he pleases." He then took his leave, and was
setting off in great haste.
At the question, whither he was bent so fast, the dog gave a smile, and
admitted that his figure and talents had acquired for him a more solid
species of favor than the huzzaing of the multitude. He had been invited by
some young ladies, who desired much to become acquainted with him; and
he was afraid it would be midnight before he could get all his visits over.
He proceeded with the greatest candor to detail his adventures. He would
have given the names of his patronesses, their streets and houses, had not
Wilhelm waived such indiscretion, and politely dismissed him.
Laertes had meanwhile been entertaining Landrinette: he declared that she
was fully worthy to be and to remain a woman.
Our friend next proceeded to his bargain with the showman for Mignon.
Thirty crowns was the price set upon her; and for this sum the black-
bearded, hot Italian entirely surrendered all his claims: but of her history or
parentage he would discover nothing, only that she had fallen into his hands
at the death of his brother, who, by reason of his admirable skill, had
usually been named the "Great Devil."
Next morning was chiefly spent in searching for the child. It was in vain
that they rummaged every hole and corner of the house and neighborhood:
the child had vanished; and Wilhelm was afraid she might have leaped into
some pool of water, or destroyed herself in some other way.
Philina's charms could not divert his inquietude. He passed a dreary,
thoughtful day. Nor at evening could the utmost efforts of the tumblers and
dancers, exerting all their powers to gratify the public, divert the current of
his thoughts, or clear away the clouds from his mind.
By the concourse of people flocking from all places round, the numbers had
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snowball rolling itself into a monstrous size. The feat of leaping over
swords, and through the cask with paper ends, made a great sensation.
The strong man, too, produced a universal feeling of mingled astonishment
and horror, when he laid his head and feet on a couple of separate stools,
and then allowed some sturdy smiths to place a stithy on the unsupported
part of his body, and hammer a horseshoe till it was completely made by
means of it.
The Hercules' Strength, as they called it, was a no less wonderful affair. A
row of men stood up; then another row, upon their shoulders; then women
and young lads, supported in like manner on the second row; so that finally
a living pyramid was formed; the peak being ornamented by a child, placed
on its head, and dressed out in the shape of a ball and weather-vane. Such a
sight, never witnessed in those parts before, gave a worthy termination to
the whole performance. Narciss and Landrinette were then borne in litters,
on the shoulders of the rest, along the chief streets of the town, amid the
triumphant shouts of the people. Ribbons, nosegays, silks, were thrown
upon them: all pressed to get a sight of them. Each thought himself happy if
he could behold them, and be honored with a look of theirs.
"What actor, what author, nay, what man of any class, would not regard
himself as on the summit of his wishes, could he, by a noble saying or a
worthy action, produce so universal an impression? What a precious
emotion would it give, if one could disseminate generous, exalted, manly
feelings with electric force and speed, and rouse assembled thousands into
such rapture, as these people, by their bodily alertness, have done! If one
could communicate to thronging multitudes a fellow-feeling in all that
belongs to man, by the portraying of happiness and misery, of wisdom and
folly, nay, of absurdity and silliness; could kindle and thrill their inmost
souls, and set their stagnant nature into movement, free, vehement, and
pure!" So said our friend; and, as neither Laertes nor Philina showed any
disposition to take part in such a strain, he entertained himself with these
darling speculations, walking up and down the streets till late at night, and
again pursuing, with all the force and vivacity of a liberated imagination,
his old desire to have all that was good and noble and great embodied and
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CHAPTER V.
Next morning, the rope-dancers, not without much parade and bustle,
having gone away, Mignon immediately appeared, and came into the parlor
as Wilhelm and Laertes were busy fencing. "Where hast thou been hid?"
said Wilhelm, in a friendly tone. "Thou hast given us a great deal of
anxiety." The child looked at him, and answered nothing. "Thou art ours
now," cried Laertes: "we have bought thee."—"For how much?" inquired
the child quite coolly. "For a hundred ducats," said the other: "pay them
again, and thou art free."—"Is that very much?" she asked. "Oh, yes! thou
must now be a good child."—"I will try," she said.
From that moment she observed strictly what services the waiter had to do
for both her friends; and, after next day, she would not any more let him
enter the room. She persisted in doing every thing herself, and accordingly
went through her duties, slowly, indeed, and sometimes awkwardly, yet
completely, and with the greatest care.
She was frequently observed going to a basin of water, and washing her
face with such diligence and violence, that she almost wore the skin from
her cheeks; till Laertes, by dint of questions and reproofs, learned that she
was striving by all means to get the paint from her skin, and that, in her
zealous endeavors towards this object, she had mistaken the redness
produced by rubbing for the most obdurate dye. They set her right on this
point, and she ceased her efforts; after which, having come again to her
natural state, she exhibited a fine brown complexion, beautiful, though
sparingly intermingled with red.
The siren charms of Philina, the mysterious presence of the child, produced
more impression on our friend than he liked to confess: he passed several
days in that strange society, endeavoring to elude self-reproaches by a
diligent practice of fencing and dancing,—accomplishments which he
believed might not again be put within his reach so conveniently.
It was with great surprise, and not without a certain satisfaction, that he one
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salutation, they inquired about "the lady-manager and the other actors," and
learned, with astonishment and terror, that the lady-manager had long since
gone away, and her actors, to a very few, dispersed themselves about the
country.
This couple, subsequently to their marriage, in which, as we know, our
friend did his best to serve them, had been travelling about in various
quarters, seeking an engagement, without finding any, and had at last been
directed to this little town by some persons who met them on their journey,
and said there was a good theatre in the place.
Melina by no means pleased the lively Laertes, when introduced to him,
any more than his wife did Philina. Both heartily wished to be rid of these
new-comers; and Wilhelm could inspire them with no favorable feelings on
the subject, though he more than once assured them that the Melinas were
very worthy people.
Indeed, the previous merry life of our three adventurers was interfered with
by this extension of their society, in more ways than one. Melina had taken
up his quarters in the inn where Philina staid, and he very soon began a
system of cheapening and higgling. He would have better lodging, more
sumptuous diet, and readier attendance, for a smaller charge. In a short
while, the landlord and waiter showed very rueful looks; for whereas the
others, to get pleasantly along, had expressed no discontent with any thing,
and paid instantly, that they might avoid thinking longer of payment,
Melina now insisted on regulating every meal, and investigating its contents
beforehand,—a species of service for which Philina named him, without
scruple, a ruminating animal.
Yet more did the merry girl hate Melina's wife. Frau Melina was a young
woman not without culture, but wofully defective in soul and spirit. She
could declaim not badly, and kept declaiming constantly; but it was easy to
observe that her performances were little more than recitations of words.
She labored a few detached passages, but never could express the feeling of
the whole. Withal, however, she was seldom disagreeable to any one,
especially to men. On the contrary, people who enjoyed her acquaintance
commonly ascribed to her a fine understanding; for she was what might be
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she had need of she could flatter with peculiar adroitness, could give in to
his ideas so long as she could understand them, and, when they went
beyond her own horizon, could hail with ecstasy such new and brilliant
visions. She understood well when to speak and when to keep silence; and,
though her disposition was not spiteful, she could spy out with great
expertness where another's weak side lay.

CHAPTER VI.
Melina, in the mean time, had been making strict inquiry about the wrecks
of the late theatrical establishment. The wardrobe, as well as decorations,
had been pawned with some traders; and a notary had been empowered,
under certain conditions, to dispose of them by sale, should purchasers
occur. Melina wished to see this ware, and he took Wilhelm with him. No
sooner was the room opened, than our friend felt towards its contents a kind
of inclination, which he would not confess to himself. Sad as was the state
of the blotched and tarnished decorations; little showy as the Turkish and
pagan garments, the old farce-coats for men and women, the cowls for
enchanters, priests, and Jews, might be,—he was not able to exclude the
feeling, that the happiest moments of his life had been spent in a similar
magazine of frippery. Could Melina have seen into his heart, he would have
urged him more pressingly to lay out a sum of money in liberating these
scattered fragments, in furbishing them up, and again combining them into
a beautiful whole. "What a happy man could I be," cried Melina, "had I but
two hundred crowns, to get into my hands, for a beginning, these
fundamental necessaries of a theatre! How soon should I get up a little
playhouse, that would draw contributions from the town and neighborhood,
and maintain us all!" Wilhelm was silent. They left these treasures of the
stage to be again locked up, and both went away in a reflective mood.
Thenceforth Melina talked of nothing else but projects and plans for setting
up a theatre, and gaining profit by it. He tried to interest Philina and Laertes
in his schemes; and proposals were made to Wilhelm about advancing
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clearly perceived that he was lingering too long here: he excused himself,
and set about making preparations for departure.
In the mean time, Mignon's form, and manner of existence, were growing
more attractive to him every day. In her whole system of proceedings there
was something very singular. She never walked up or down the stairs, but
jumped. She would spring along by the railing, and before you were aware
would be sitting quietly above upon the landing. Wilhelm had observed,
also, that she had a different sort of salutation for each individual. For
himself, it had of late been with her arms crossed upon her breast. Often for
the whole day she was mute. At times she answered various questions more
freely, yet always strangely: so that you could not determine whether it was
caused by shrewd sense, or ignorance of the language; for she spoke in
broken German interlaced with French and Italian. In Wilhelm's service she
was indefatigable, and up before the sun. On the other hand, she vanished
early in the evening, went to sleep in a little room upon the bare floor, and
could not by any means be induced to take a bed or even a paillasse. He
often found her washing herself. Her clothes, too, were kept scrupulously
clean; though nearly all about her was quilted two or three plies thick.
Wilhelm was moreover told, that she went every morning early to hear
mass. He followed her on one occasion, and saw her kneeling down with a
rosary in a corner of the church, and praying devoutly. She did not observe
him; and he returned home, forming many a conjecture about this
appearance, yet unable to arrive at any probable conclusion.
A new application from Melina for a sum of money to redeem the often-
mentioned stage apparatus caused Wilhelm to think more seriously than
ever about setting off. He proposed writing to his people, who for a long
time had heard no tidings of him, by the very earliest post. He accordingly
commenced a letter to Werner, and had advanced a considerable way with
the history of his adventures, in recounting which he had more than once
unintentionally swerved a little from the truth, when, to his vexation and
surprise, he observed, upon the back of his sheet, some verses which he had
been copying from his album for Madam Melina. Out of humor at this
mistake, he tore the paper in pieces, and put off repeating his confession till
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CHAPTER VII.
Our party was now again collected; and Philina, who always kept a sharp
lookout on every horse or carriage that passed by, exclaimed with great
eagerness, "Our Pedant! Here comes our dearest Pedant! Who the deuce is
it he has with him?" Speaking thus, she beckoned at the window; and the
vehicle drew up.
A woful-looking genius, whom by his shabby coat of grayish brown, and
his ill-conditioned lower garments, you must have taken for some
unprosperous preceptor, of the sort that moulder in our universities, now
descended from the carriage, and, taking off his hat to salute Philina,
discovered an ill-powdered, but yet very stiff, periwig; while Philina threw
a hundred kisses of the hand towards him.
As Philina's chief enjoyment lay in loving one class of men, and being
loved by them; so there was a second and hardly inferior satisfaction,
wherewith she entertained herself as frequently as possible; and this
consisted in hoodwinking and passing jokes upon the other class, whom at
such moments she happened not to love,—all which she could accomplish
in a very sprightly style.
Amid the flourish which she made in receiving this old friend, no attention
was bestowed upon the rest who followed him. Yet among the party were an
oldish man and two young girls, whom Wilhelm thought he knew.
Accordingly it turned out, that he had often seen them all, some years ago,
in a company then playing in his native town. The daughters had grown
since that period: the old man was a little altered. He commonly enacted
those good-hearted, boisterous old gentlemen, whom the German theatre is
never without, and whom, in common life, one also frequently enough falls
in with. For as it is the character of our countrymen to do good, and cause
it, without pomp or circumstance; so they seldom consider that there is
likewise a mode of doing what is right with grace and dignity: more
frequently, indeed, they yield to the spirit of contradiction, and fall into the
error of deforming their dearest virtue by a surly mode of putting it in
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Such parts our actor could play very well; and he played them so often and
exclusively, that he had himself taken up the same turn of proceeding in his
ordinary life.
On recognizing him, Wilhelm was seized with a strong commotion; for he
recollected how often he had seen this man on the stage with his beloved
Mariana: he still heard him scolding, still heard the small, soothing voice,
with which in many characters she had to meet his rugged temper.
The first anxious question put to the strangers,—Whether they had heard of
any situation in their travels?—was answered, alas, with No! and, to
complete the information, it was further added, that all the companies they
had fallen in with were not only supplied with actors, but many of them
were afraid lest, on account of the approaching war, they should be forced
to separate. Old Boisterous, with his daughters, moved by spleen and love
of change, had given up an advantageous engagement: then, meeting with
the Pedant by the way, they had hired a carriage to come hither; where, as
they found, good counsel was still dear, needful to have, and difficult to get.
The time while the rest were talking very keenly of their circumstances,
Wilhelm spent in thought. He longed to speak in private with the old man:
he wished and feared to hear of Mariana, and felt the greatest disquietude.
The pretty looks of the stranger damsels could not call him from his dream;
but a war of words, which now arose, awakened his attention. It was
Friedrich, the fair-haired boy who used to attend Philina, stubbornly
refusing, on this occasion, to cover the table and bring up dinner. "I engaged
to serve you," he cried, "but not to wait on everybody." They fell into a hot
contest. Philina insisted that he should do his duty; and, as he obstinately
refused, she told him plainly he might go about his business.
"You think, perhaps, I cannot leave you!" cried he sturdily, then went to
pack up his bundle, and soon hastily quitted the house.
"Go, Mignon," said Philina, "and get us what we want; tell the waiter, and
help him to attend us."
Mignon came before Wilhelm, and asked in her laconic way, "Shall I? May
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She accordingly took charge of every thing, and waited on the guests the
whole evening, with the utmost carefulness. After dinner, Wilhelm proposed
to have a walk with the old man alone. Succeeding in this, after many
questions about his late wanderings, the conversation turned upon the
former company; and Wilhelm hazarded a question touching Mariana.
"Do not speak to me of that despicable creature!" cried the old man: "I have
sworn to think of her no more." Terrified at this speech, Wilhelm felt still
more embarrassed, as the old man proceeded to vituperate her fickleness
and wantonness. Most gladly would our friend have broken off the
conversation, but now it was impossible: he was obliged to undergo the
whole tumultuous effusions of this strange old gentleman.
"I am ashamed," continued he, "that I felt such a friendship for her. Yet, had
you known the girl better, you would excuse me. She was so pretty, so
natural and good, so pleasing, in every sense so tolerable, I could never
have supposed that ingratitude and impudence were to prove the chief
features of her character."
Wilhelm had nerved himself to hear the worst of her; when all at once he
observed, with astonishment, that the old man's tones grew milder, his voice
faltered, and he took out his handkerchief to dry the tears, which at last
began to trickle down his cheeks.
"What is the matter with you?" cried Wilhelm. "What is it that suddenly so
changes the current of your feelings? Conceal it not from me. I take a
deeper interest in the fate of this girl than you suppose. Only tell me all."
"I have not much to say," replied the old man, again taking up his earnest,
angry tone. "I have suffered more from her than I shall ever forgive. She
had always a kind of trust in me. I loved her as my own daughter; indeed,
while my wife lived, I had formed a resolution to take the creature to my
own house, and save her from the hands of that old crone, from whose
guidance I boded no good. But my wife died, and the project went to
nothing.
"About the end of our stay in your native town,—it is not quite three years
ago,—I noticed a visible sadness about her. I questioned her, but she evaded
me. At last we set out on our journey. She travelled in the same coach with

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me; and I soon observed, what she herself did not long deny, that she was
with child, and suffering the greatest terror lest our manager might turn her
off. In fact, in a short while he did make the discovery; immediately threw
up her contract, which at any rate was only for six weeks; paid off her
arrears; and, in spite of all entreaties, left her behind, in the miserable inn of
a little village.
"Devil take all wanton jilts!" cried the old man, with a splenetic tone, "and
especially this one, that has spoiled me so many hours of my life! Why
should I keep talking how I myself took charge of her, what I did for her,
what I spent on her, how in absence I provided for her? I would rather
throw my purse into the ditch, and spend my time in nursing mangy whelps,
than ever more bestow the smallest care on such a thing. Pshaw! At first I
got letters of thanks, notice of places she was staying at; and, finally, no
word at all,—not even an acknowledgment for the money I had sent to pay
the expenses of her lying-in. Oh! the treachery and the fickleness of women
are rightly matched, to get a comfortable living for themselves, and to give
an honest fellow many heavy hours."

CHAPTER VIII.
Wilhelm's feelings, on returning home after this conversation, may be easily
conceived. All his old wounds had been torn up afresh, and the sentiment
that Mariana was not wholly unworthy of his love had again been brought
to life. The interest the old man had shown about her fate, the praises he
gave her against his will, displayed her again in all her attractiveness. Nay,
even the bitter accusations brought against her contained nothing that could
lower her in Wilhelm's estimation; for he, as well as she, was guilty in all
her aberrations. Nor did even her final silence seem greatly blamable: it
rather inspired him with mournful thoughts. He saw her as a frail, ill-
succored mother, wandering helplessly about the world,—wandering,
perhaps, with his own child. What he knew, and what he knew not, awoke
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Mignon had been waiting for him: she lighted him up stairs. On setting
down the light, she begged he would allow her, that evening, to compliment
him with a piece of her art. He would rather have declined this, particularly
as he knew not what it was; but he had not the heart to refuse any thing this
kind creature wished. After a little while she again came in. She carried
below her arm a little carpet, which she then spread out upon the floor.
Wilhelm said she might proceed. She thereupon brought four candles, and
placed one upon each corner of the carpet. A little basket of eggs, which she
next carried in, made her purpose clearer. Carefully measuring her steps,
she then walked to and fro on the carpet, spreading out the eggs in certain
figures and positions; which done, she called in a man that was waiting in
the house, and could play on the violin. He retired with his instrument into a
corner: she tied a band about her eyes, gave a signal; and, like a piece of
wheel-work set a-going, she began moving the same instant as the music,
accompanying her beats and the notes of the tune with the strokes of a pair
of castanets.
Lightly, nimbly, quickly, and with hair's-breadth accuracy, she carried on
the dance. She skipped so sharply and surely along between the eggs, and
trod so closely down beside them, that you would have thought every
instant she must trample one of them in pieces, or kick the rest away in her
rapid turns. By no means! She touched no one of them, though winding
herself through their mazes with all kinds of steps, wide and narrow, nay,
even with leaps, and at last half kneeling.
Constant as the movement of a clock, she ran her course; and the strange
music, at each repetition of the tune, gave a new impulse to the dance,
recommencing and again rushing off as at first. Wilhelm was quite led away
by this singular spectacle; he forgot his cares; he followed every movement
of the dear little creature, and felt surprised to see how finely her character
unfolded itself as she proceeded in the dance.
Rigid, sharp, cold, vehement, and in soft postures, stately rather than
attractive,—such was the light in which it showed her. At this moment he
experienced at once all the emotions he had ever felt for Mignon. He longed
to incorporate this forsaken being with his own heart, to take her in his
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The dance being ended, she rolled the eggs together softly with her foot into
a little heap, left none behind, harmed none; then placed herself beside it,
taking the bandage from her eyes, and concluding her performance with a
little bow.
Wilhelm thanked her for having executed, so prettily and unexpectedly, a
dance he had long wished to see. He patted her; was sorry she had tired
herself so much. He promised her a new suit of clothes; to which she
vehemently replied, "Thy color!" This, too, he promised her, though not
well knowing what she meant by it. She then lifted up the eggs, took the
carpet under her arm, asked if he wanted any thing further, and skipped out
of the room.
The musician, being questioned, said, that for some time she had taken
much trouble in often singing over the tune of this dance, the well-known
fandango, to him, and training him till he could play it accurately. For his
labor she had likewise offered him some money; which, however, he would
not accept.

CHAPTER IX.
After a restless night, which our friend spent, sometimes waking,
sometimes oppressed with unpleasant dreams, seeing Mariana now in all
her beauty, now in woful case, at one time with a child on her arm, then
soon bereaved of it, the morning had scarcely dawned, when Mignon
entered with a tailor. She brought some gray cloth and blue taffeta;
signifying in her own way that she wished to have a new jacket and sailor's
trousers, such as she had seen the boys of the town wear, with blue cuffs
and tiers.
Since the loss of Mariana, Wilhelm had laid aside all gay colors. He had
used himself to gray,—the garment of the shades; and only perhaps a sky-
blue lining, or little collar of that dye, in some degree enlivened his sober
garb. Mignon, eager to wear his colors, hurried on the tailor, who engaged
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The exercise in dancing and fencing, which our friend took this day with
Laertes, did not prosper in their hands. Indeed, it was soon interrupted by
Melina, who came to show them circumstantially how a little company was
now of itself collected, sufficient to exhibit plays in abundance. He renewed
the proposal that Wilhelm should advance a little money for setting them in
motion; which, however, Wilhelm still declined.
Ere long Philina and the girls came in, racketing and laughing as usual.
They had now devised a fresh excursion, for change of place and objects
was a pleasure after which they always longed. To eat daily in a different
spot was their highest wish. On this occasion they proposed a sail.
The boat in which they were to fall down the pleasant windings of the river
had already been engaged by the Pedant. Philina urged them on: the party
did not linger, and were soon on board.
"What shall we take to now?" said Philina, when all had placed themselves
upon the benches.
"The readiest thing," replied Laertes, "were for us to extemporize a play.
Let each take a part that suits his character, and we shall see how we get
along."
"Excellent!" said Wilhelm. "In a society where there is no dissimulation, but
where each without disguise pursues the bent of his own humor, elegance
and satisfaction cannot long continue; and, where dissimulation always
reigns, they do not enter at all. It will not be amiss, then, that we take up
dissimulation to begin with, and then, behind our masks, be as candid as we
please."
"Yes," said Laertes: "it is on this account that one goes on so pleasantly with
women; they never show themselves in their natural form."
"That is to say," replied Madam Melina, "they are not so vain as men, who
conceive themselves to be always amiable enough, just as nature has
produced them."
In the mean time the river led them between pleasant groves and hills,
between gardens and vineyards; and the young women, especially Madam
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recite, in solemn style, a pretty poem of the descriptive sort, upon a similar
scene of nature; but Philina interrupted her with the proposal of a law, that
no one should presume to speak of any inanimate object. On the other hand,
she zealously urged on their project of an extempore play. Old Boisterous
was to be a half-pay officer; Laertes a fencing-master, taking his vacation;
the Pedant, a Jew; she herself would act a Tyrolese; leaving to the rest to
choose characters according to their several pleasures. They would suppose
themselves to be a party of total strangers to each other, who had just met
on board a merchant-ship.
She immediately began to play her part with the Jew, and a universal
cheerfulness diffused itself among them.
They had not sailed far, when the skipper stopped in his course, asking
permission of the company to take in a person standing on the shore, who
had made a sign to him.
"That is just what we needed," cried Philina: "a chance passenger was
wanting to complete the travelling-party."
A handsome man came on board; whom, by his dress and his dignified
mien, you might have taken for a clergyman. He saluted the party, who
thanked him in their own way, and soon made known to him the nature of
their game. The stranger immediately engaged to act the part of a country
parson; which, in fact, he accomplished in the adroitest manner, to the
admiration of all,—now admonishing, now telling stories, showing some
weak points, yet never losing their respect.
In the mean time, every one who had made a false step in his part, or
swerved from his character, had been obliged to forfeit a pledge: Philina
had gathered them with the greatest care, and especially threatened the
reverend gentleman with many kisses; though he himself had never been at
fault. Melina, on the other hand, was completely fleeced: shirt-buttons,
buckles, every movable about his person, was in Philina's hands. He was
trying to enact an English traveller, and could not by any means get into the
spirit of his part.
Meanwhile the time had passed away very pleasantly. Each had strained his
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agreeable and entertaining jests. Thus comfortably occupied, they reached
the place where they meant to pass the day; and Wilhelm, going out to walk
with the clergyman, as both from his appearance and late character he
persisted in naming him, soon fell into an interesting conversation.
"I think this practice," said the stranger, "very useful among actors, and
even in the company of friends and acquaintances. It is the best mode of
drawing men out of themselves, and leading them, by a circuitous path,
back into themselves again. It should be a custom with every troop of
players to practice in this manner: and the public would assuredly be no
loser if every month an unwritten piece were brought forward; in which, of
course, the players had prepared themselves by several rehearsals."
"One should not, then," replied our friend, "consider an extempore piece as,
strictly speaking, composed on the spur of the moment, but as a piece, of
which the plan, action, and division of the scenes were given; the filling up
of all this being left to the player."
"Quite right," said the stranger; "and, in regard to this very filling up, such a
piece, were the players once trained to these performances, would profit
greatly. Not in regard to the mere words, it is true; for, by a careful selection
of these, the studious writer may certainly adorn his work; but in regard to
the gestures, looks, exclamations, and every thing of that nature; in short, to
the mute and half-mute play of the dialogue, which seems by degrees fading
away among us altogether. There are indeed some players in Germany
whose bodies figure what they think and feel; who by their silence, their
delays, their looks, their slight, graceful movements, can prepare the
audience for a speech, and, by a pleasant sort of pantomime, combine the
pauses of the dialogue with the general whole; but such a practice as this,
co-operating with a happy natural turn, and training it to compete with the
author, is far from being so habitual as, for the comfort of play-going
people, were to be desired."
"But will not a happy natural turn," said Wilhelm, "as the first and last
requisite, of itself conduct the player, like every other artist,—nay, perhaps
every other man,—to the lofty mark he aims at?"
"The first and the last, the beginning and the end, it may well be; but, in the
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early instruction too, have not previously made that of him which he was
meant to be: and perhaps for the man of genius it is worse in this respect
than for the man possessed of only common capabilities; the one may much
more easily be misinstructed, and be driven far more violently into false
courses, than the other."
"But," said Wilhelm, "will not genius save itself, not heal the wounds which
itself has inflicted?"
"Only to a very small extent, and with great difficulty," said the other, "or
perhaps not at all. Let no one think that he can conquer the first impressions
of his youth. If he has grown up in enviable freedom, surrounded with
beautiful and noble objects, in constant intercourse with worthy men; if his
masters have taught him what he needed first to know, for comprehending
more easily what followed; if he has never learned any thing which he
requires to unlearn; if his first operations have been so guided, that, without
altering any of his habits, he can more easily produce what is excellent in
future,—then such a one will lead a purer, more perfect and happier, life,
than another man who has wasted the force of his youth in opposition and
error. A great deal is said and written about education; yet I meet with very
few who can comprehend, and transfer to practice, this simple yet vast idea,
which includes within itself all others connected with the subject."
"That may well be true," said Wilhelm; "for the generality of men are
limited enough in their conceptions to suppose that every other should be
fashioned by education, according to the pattern of themselves. Happy,
then, are those whom Fate takes charge of, and educates according to their
several natures!"
"Fate," said the other, smiling, "is an excellent but most expensive
schoolmaster. In all cases, I would rather trust to the reason of a human
tutor. Fate, for whose wisdom I entertain all imaginable reverence, often
finds in Chance, by which it works, an instrument not over manageable. At
least the latter very seldom seems to execute precisely and accurately what
the former had determined."
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"Not at all," replied the other. "Most of what happens in the world confirms
my opinion. Do not many incidents at their commencement show some
mighty purport, and generally terminate in something paltry?"
"You mean to jest."
"And as to what concerns the individual man," pursued the other, "is it not
so with this likewise? Suppose Fate had appointed one to be a good player;
and why should it not provide us with good players as well as other good
things? Chance would perhaps conduct the youth into some puppet-show,
where, at such an early age, he could not help taking interest in what was
tasteless and despicable, reckoning insipidities endurable or even pleasing,
and thus corrupting and misdirecting his primary impressions,—
impressions which can never be effaced, and whose influence, in spite of all
our efforts, cling to us in some degree to the very last."
"What makes you think of puppet-shows?" said Wilhelm, not without some
consternation.
"It was an accidental instance: if it does not please you, we shall take
another. Suppose Fate had appointed any one to be a great painter, and it
pleased Chance that he should pass his youth in sooty huts, in barns and
stables: do you think that such a man would ever be enabled to exalt
himself to purity, to nobleness, to freedom of soul? The more keenly he
may in his youth have seized on the impure, and tried in his own manner to
ennoble it, the more powerfully in the remainder of his life will it be
revenged on him; because, while he was endeavoring to conquer it, his
whole being has become inseparably combined with it. Whoever spends his
early years in mean and pitiful society, though at an after period he may
have the choice of better, will yet constantly look back with longing
towards that which he enjoyed of old, and which has left its impression
blended with the memory of all his young and unreturning pleasures."
From conversation of this sort, it is easy to imagine, the rest of the company
had gradually withdrawn. Philina, in particular, had stepped aside at the
very outset. Wilhelm and his comrade now rejoined them by a cross-path.
Philina brought out her forfeits, and they had to be redeemed in many
different ways. During which business, the stranger, by the most ingenious
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much to all the party, and particularly to the ladies; and thus, amid joking,
singing, kissing, and railleries of all sorts, the hours passed away in the
most pleasant manner.

CHAPTER X.
When our friends began to think of going home, they looked about them for
their clergyman; but he had vanished, and was nowhere to be found.
"It is not polite in the man, who otherwise displayed good breeding," said
Madam Melina, "to desert a company that welcomed him so kindly, without
taking leave."
"I have all the time been thinking," said Laertes, "where I can have seen this
singular man before. I fully intended to ask him about it at parting."
"I, too, had the same feeling," said Wilhelm; "and certainly I should not
have let him go, till he had told us something more about his circumstances.
I am much mistaken if I have not ere now spoken with him somewhere."
"And you may in truth," said Philina, "be mistaken there. This person seems
to have the air of an acquaintance, because he looks like a man, and not like
Jack or Kit."
"What is this?" said Laertes. "Do not we, too, look like men?"
"I know what I am saying," cried Philina; "and, if you cannot understand
me, never mind. In the end my words will be found to require no
commentary."
Two coaches now drove up. All praised the attention of Laertes, who had
ordered them. Philina, with Madam Melina, took her place opposite to
Wilhelm: the rest bestowed themselves as they best could. Laertes rode
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Philina was scarcely seated in the coach, when she began to sing some
pretty songs, and gradually led the conversation to some stories, which she
said might be successfully treated in the form of dramas. By this cunning
turn, she very soon put her young friend into his finest humor: from the
wealth of his living imaginative store, he forthwith constructed a complete
play, with all its acts, scenes, characters, and plots. It was thought proper to
insert a few catches and songs; they composed them; and Philina, who
entered into every part of it, immediately fitted them with well-known
tunes, and sang them on the spot.
It was one of her beautiful, most beautiful, days: she had skill to enliven our
friend with all manner of diverting wiles; he felt in spirits such as he had
not for many a month enjoyed.
Since that shocking discovery had torn him from the side of Mariana, he
had continued true to his vow to be on his guard against the encircling arms
of woman; to avoid the faithless sex; to lock up his inclinations, his sweet
wishes, in his own bosom. The conscientiousness with which he had
observed this vow gave his whole nature a secret nourishment; and, as his
heart could not remain without affection, some loving sympathy had now
become a want with him. He went along once more, as if environed by the
first cloudy glories of youth; his eye fixed joyfully on every charming
object, and never had his judgment of a lovely form been more favorable.
How dangerous, in such a situation, this wild girl must have been to him, is
but too easy to conceive.
Arrived at home, they found Wilhelm's chamber all ready to receive them;
the chairs set right for a public reading; in midst of them the table, on which
the punch-bowl was in due time to take its place.
The German chivalry-plays were new at this period, and had just excited the
attention and the inclination of the public. Old Boisterous had brought one
of this sort with him: the reading of it had already been determined on.
They all sat down; Wilhelm took possession of the pamphlet, and began to
read.
The harnessed knights, the ancient keeps, the true-heartedness, honesty, and
downrightness, but especially the independence of the acting characters,
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the audience gradually mounted into rapture. Between the third and fourth
acts, the punch arrived in an ample bowl; and, there being much fighting
and drinking in the piece itself, nothing was more natural than that, on
every such occurrence, the company should transport themselves into the
situation of the heroes, should flourish and strike along with them, and
drink long life to their favorites among the dramatis personæ.
Each individual of the party was inflamed with the noblest fire of national
spirit. How it gratified this German company to be poetically entertained,
according to their own character, on stuff of their own manufacture! In
particular, the vaults and caverns, the ruined castles, the moss and hollow
trees, but above all the nocturnal gypsy scenes, and the Secret Tribunal,
produced a quite incredible effect. Every actor now figured to himself how,
erelong, in helm and harness, he; every actress how, with a monstrous
spreading ruff, she,—would present their Germanship before the public.
Each would appropriate to himself without delay some name taken from the
piece or from German history; and Madam Melina declared that the son or
daughter she was then expecting should not be christened otherwise than by
the name of Adelbert or of Mathilde.
Towards the fifth act, the approbation became more impetuous and louder;
and at last, when the hero actually trampled down his oppressor, and the
tyrant met his doom, the ecstasy increased to such a height, that all averred
they had never passed such happy moments. Melina, whom the liquor had
inspired, was the noisiest: and when the second bowl was emptied, and
midnight near, Laertes swore through thick and thin, that no living mortal
was worthy ever more to put these glasses to his lips; and, so swearing, he
pitched his own right over his head, through a window-pane, out into the
street. The rest followed his example; and notwithstanding the protestations
of the landlord, who came running in at the noise, the punch-bowl itself,
never after this festivity to be polluted by unholy drink, was dashed into a
thousand shreds. Philina, whose exhilaration was the least noticed,—the
other two girls by that time having laid themselves upon the sofa in no very
elegant positions,—maliciously encouraged her companions in their tumult.
Madam Melina recited some spirit-stirring poems; and her husband, not too
amiable in the uproar, began to cavil at the insufficient preparation of the
punch, declaring that he could arrange an entertainment altogether in a
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commanded silence, till the latter, without much consideration, threw the
fragments of the punch-bowl about his head, and thereby not a little
deepened the confusion.
Meanwhile the town-guard had arrived, and were demanding admission to
the house. Wilhelm, much heated by his reading, though he had drunk but
little, had enough to do, with the landlord's help, to content these people by
money and good words, and afterwards to get the various members of his
party sent home in that unseemly case. On coming back, overpowered with
sleep and full of chagrin, he threw himself upon his bed without undressing;
and nothing could exceed his disgust, when, opening his eyes next morning,
he looked out with dull sight upon the devastations of the by-gone day, and
saw the uncleanness, and the many bad effects, of which that ingenious,
lively, and well-intentioned poetical performance had been the cause.

CHAPTER XI.
After a short consideration, he called the landlord, and bade him mark to his
account both the damage and the regular charge. At the same time he
learned, not without vexation, that his horse had been so hard ridden by
Laertes last night, that, in all probability, it was foundered, as they term it;
the farrier having little hope of its recovering.
A salute from Philina, which she threw him from her window, restored him
in some degree to a more cheerful humor: he went forthwith into the nearest
shop to buy her a little present, which, in return for the powder-knife, he
still owed her; and it must be owned, that, in selecting his gift, he did not
keep himself within the limits of proportional value. He not only purchased
her a pair of earrings, but added likewise a hat and neckerchief, and some
other little articles, which he had seen her lavishly throw from her on the
first day of their acquaintance.
Madam Melina, happening to observe him as he was delivering his
presents, took an opportunity before breakfast to rate him very earnestly
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less he thought it merited. He swore solemnly, that he had never once
entertained the slightest notion of attaching himself to such a person, whose
whole manner of proceeding was well known to him. He excused himself as
well as possible for his friendly and polite conduct towards her, yet did not
by any means content Madam Melina, whose spite grew ever more
determined, as she could not but observe that the flatteries, by which she
had acquired for herself a sort of partial regard from our friend, were not
sufficient to defend this conquest from the attacks of a livery, younger, and
more gifted rival.
As they sat down to table, her husband joined them, likewise in a very
fretful humor; which he was beginning to display on many little things,
when the landlord entered to announce a player on the harp. "You will
certainly," he said, "find pleasure in the music and the songs of this man: no
one who hears him can forbear to admire him, and bestow something on
him."
"Let him go about his business," said Melina: "I am any thing but in a trim
for hearing fiddlers, and we have singers constantly among ourselves
disposed to gain a little by their talent." He accompanied these words with a
sarcastic side-look at Philina: she understood his meaning, and immediately
prepared to punish him, by taking up the cause of the harper. Turning
towards Wilhelm, "Shall we not hear the man?" said she: "shall we do
nothing to save ourselves from this miserable ennui?"
Melina was going to reply, and the strife would have grown keener, had not
the person it related to at that moment entered. Wilhelm saluted him, and
beckoned him to come near.
The figure of this singular guest set the whole party in astonishment: he had
found a chair before any one took heart to ask him a question, or make any
observation. His bald crown was encircled by a few gray hairs, and a pair of
large blue eyes looked out softly from beneath his long white eyebrows. To
a nose of beautiful proportions was subjoined a flowing, hoary beard, which
did not hide the fine shape and position of his lips; and a long dark-brown
garment wrapped his thin body from the neck to the feet. He began to
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The sweet tones which he drew from his instrument very soon inspirited the
company.
"You can sing, too, my good old man," said Philina.
"Give us something that shall entertain the spirit and the heart as well as the
senses," said Wilhelm. "The instrument should but accompany the voice;
for tunes and melodies without words and meaning seem to me like
butterflies or finely variegated birds, which hover round us in the air, which
we could wish to catch and make our own: whereas song is like a blessed
genius that exalts us towards heaven, and allures the better self in us to
attend him."
The old man looked at Wilhelm, then aloft, then gave some trills upon his
harp, and began his song. It contained a eulogy on minstrelsy,—described
the happiness of minstrels, and reminded men to honor them. He produced
his song with so much life and truth, that it seemed as if he had composed it
at the moment, for this special occasion. Wilhelm could scarcely refrain
from clasping him in his arms: but the fear of awakening a peal of laughter
detained him in his chair; for the rest were already in half-whispers making
sundry very shallow observations, and debating if the harper was a Papist or
a Jew.
When asked about the author of the song, the man gave no distinct reply;
declaring only that he was rich in songs, and anxious that they should
please. Most of the party were now merry and joyful; even Melina was
grown frank in his way; and, whilst they talked and joked together, the old
man began to sing the praise of social life in the most sprightly style. He
described the loveliness of unity and courtesy, in soft, soothing tones.
Suddenly his music became cold, harsh, and jarring, as he turned to deplore
repulsive selfishness, short-sighted enmity, and baleful division; and every
heart willingly threw off those galling fetters, while, borne on the wings of
a piercing melody, he launched forth in praise of peacemakers, and sang the
happiness of souls, that, having parted, meet again in love.
Scarcely had he ended, when Wilhelm cried to him, "Whoever thou art, that
as a helping spirit comest to us with a voice which blesses and revives,
accept my reverence and my thanks! Feel that we all admire thee, and
confide in us if thou wantest any thing."

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The old man spoke not: he threw his fingers softly across the strings, then
struck more sharply, and sang,—

"'What notes are those without the wall,
Across the portal sounding?
Let's have the music in our hall,
Back from its roof rebounding.'
So spoke the king, the henchman flies:
His answer heard, the monarch cries,
'Bring in that ancient minstrel.'

'Hail, gracious king! each noble knight,
Each lovely dame, I greet you!
What glittering stars salute my sight!
What heart unmoved may meet you!
Such lordly pomp is not for me,
Far other scenes my eyes must see:
Yet deign to list my harping.'

The singer turns him to his art,
A thrilling strain he raises:
Each warrior hears with glowing heart,
And on his loved one gazes.
The king, who liked his playing well,
Commands, for such a kindly spell,
A golden chain be given him.

'The golden chain give not to me;
Thy boldest knight may wear it,
Who, 'cross the battle's purple sea,
On lion breast may bear it:
Or let it be thy chancellor's prize,
Amid his heaps to feast his eyes;
Its yellow glance will please him.'

"I sing but as the linnet sings,
That on the green bough dwelleth;
A rich reward his music brings,

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As from his throat it swelleth:
Yet might I ask, I'd ask of thine
One sparkling draught of purest wine,
To drink it here before you.'

He viewed the wine: he quaffed it up.
'O draught of sweetest savor!
O happy house, where such a cup
Is thought a little favor!
If well you fare, remember me,
And thank kind Heaven, from envy free,
As now for this I thank you.'"
When the harper, on finishing his song, took up a glass of wine that stood
poured out for him, and, turning with a friendly mien to his entertainers,
drank it off, a buzz of joyful approbation rose from all the party. They
clapped hands, and wished him health from that glass, and strength to his
aged limbs. He sang a few other ballads, exciting more and more hilarity
among the company.
"Old man," said Philina, "dost thou know the tune, 'The shepherd decked
him for the dance'?"[2]
"Oh, yes!" said he: "if you will sing the words, I shall not fail for my part of
it."
Philina then stood up, and held herself in readiness. The old man
commenced the tune; and she sang a song, which we cannot impart to our
readers, lest they might think it insipid, or perhaps undignified.
Meanwhile the company were growing merrier and merrier: they had
already emptied several flasks of wine, and were now beginning to get very
loud. But our friend, having fresh in his remembrance the bad consequences
of their late exhilaration, determined to break up the sitting; he slipped into
the old man's hand a liberal remuneration for his trouble, the rest did
something likewise; they gave him leave to go and take repose, promising
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When he had retired, our friend said to Philina, "In this favorite song of
yours I certainly find no merit, either moral or poetical; yet if you were to
bring forward any proper composition on the stage, with the same arch
simplicity, the same propriety and gracefulness, I should engage that strong
and universal approbation would be the result."
"Yes," said Philina: "it would be a charming thing indeed to warm one's self
at ice."
"After all," said Wilhelm, "this old man might put many a player to the
blush. Did you notice how correctly the dramatic part of his ballads was
expressed? I maintain there was more living true representation in his
singing than in many of our starched characters upon the stage. You would
take the acting of many plays for a narrative, and you might ascribe to these
musical narratives a sensible presence."
"You are hardly just," replied Laertes. "I pretend to no great skill, either as a
player or as a singer; yet I know well enough, that when music guides the
movements of the body, at once affording to them animation and a scale to
measure it; when declamation and expression are furnished me by the
composer,—I feel quite a different man from what I do when, in prose
dramas, I have all this to create for myself,—have both gesture and
declamation to invent, and am, perhaps, disturbed in it, too, by the
awkwardness of some partner in the dialogue."
"Thus much I know," said Melina: "the man certainly puts us to the blush in
one point, and that a main point. The strength of his talent is shown by the
profit he derives from it. Even us, who perhaps erelong shall be
embarrassed where to get a meal, he persuades to share our pittance with
him. He has skill enough to wile the money from our pockets with an old
song,—the money that we should have used to find ourselves employment.
So pleasant an affair is it to squander the means which might procure
subsistence to one's self and others."
This remark gave the conversation not the most delightful turn. Wilhelm,
for whom the reproach was peculiarly intended, replied with some heat; and
Melina, at no time over studious of delicacy and politeness, explained his
grievances at last in words more plain than courteous. "It is now a
fortnight," said he, "since we looked at the theatrical machinery and

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wardrobe which is lying pawned here: the whole might be redeemed for a
very tolerable sum. You then gave me hopes that you would lend me so
much; and hitherto I do not see that you have thought more of the matter, or
come any nearer a determination. Had you then consented, we should ere
now have been under way. Nor has your intention to leave the place been
executed, nor has your money in the mean time been spared: at least there
are people who have always skill to create opportunities for scattering it
faster and faster away."
Such upbraidings, not altogether undeserved, touched Wilhelm to the quick.
He replied with keenness, nay, with anger; and, as the company rose to part,
he took hold of the door, and gave them not obscurely to understand that he
would no longer continue with such unfriendly and ungrateful people. He
hastened down, in no kindly humor, and seated himself upon the stone
bench without the door of his inn; not observing, that, first out of mirth,
then out of spleen, he had drunk more wine than usual.

CHAPTER XII.
After a short time, which he passed sitting looking out before him,
disquieted by many thoughts, Philina came singing and skipping along
through the front door. She sat down by him, nay, we might almost say, on
him, so close did she press herself towards him: she leaned upon his
shoulders, began playing with his hair, patted him, and gave him the best
words in the world. She begged of him to stay with them, and not leave her
alone in that company, or she must die of tedium: she could not live any
longer in the same house with Melina, and had come over to lodge in the
other inn for that reason.
He tried in vain to satisfy her with denials,—to make her understand that he
neither could nor would remain any longer. She did not cease with her
entreaties; nay, suddenly she threw her arm round his neck, and kissed him
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"Are you mad, Philina?" cried Wilhelm, endeavoring to disengage himself;
"to make the open street the scene of such caresses, which I nowise merit!
Let me go! I can not and I will not stay."
"And I will hold thee fast," said she, "and kiss thee here on the open street,
and kiss thee till thou promise what I want. I shall die of laughing," she
continued: "by this familiarity the good people here must take me for thy
wife of four weeks' standing; and husbands, who witness this touching
scene, will commend me to their wives as a pattern of childlike, simple
tenderness."
Some persons were just then going by: she caressed him in the most
graceful way; and he, to avoid giving scandal, was constrained to play the
part of the patient husband. Then she made faces at the people, when their
backs were turned, and, in the wildest humor, continued to commit all sorts
of improprieties, till at last he was obliged to promise that he would not go
that day, or the morrow, or the next day.
"You are a true clod!" said she, quitting him; "and I am but a fool to spend
so much kindness on you." She arose with some vexation, and walked a few
steps, then turned round laughing, and cried, "I believe it is just that, after
all, that makes me so crazy about thee. I will but go and seek my knitting-
needles and my stocking, that I may have something to do. Stay there, and
let me find the stone man still upon the stone bench when I come back."
She cast a sparkling glance on him, and went into the house. He had no call
to follow her; on the contrary, her conduct had excited fresh aversion in
him; yet he rose from the bench to go after her, not well knowing why.
He was just entering the door, when Melina passed by, and spoke to him in
a respectful tone, asking his pardon for the somewhat too harsh expressions
he had used in their late discussion. "You will not take it ill of me,"
continued he, "if I appear perhaps too fretful in my present circumstances.
The charge of providing for a wife, perhaps soon for a child, forbids me
from day to day to live at peace, or spend my time as you may do, in the
enjoyment of pleasant feelings. Consider, I pray you, and, if possible, do
put me in possession of that stage machinery that is lying here. I shall not
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Our friend, unwilling to be kept upon the threshold, over which an
irresistible impulse was drawing him at that moment to Philina, answered,
with an absent mind, eager to be gone, and surprised into a transient feeling
of good will, "If I can make you happy and contented by doing this, I will
hesitate no longer. Go you and put every thing to rights. I shall be prepared
this evening, or to-morrow morning, to pay the money." He then gave his
hand to Melina in confirmation of his promise, and was very glad to see
him hastily proceed along the street; but, alas! his entrance, which he now
thought sure, was a second time prohibited, and more disagreeably than at
first.
A young man, with a bundle on his back, came walking fast along the street,
and advanced to Wilhelm, who at once recognized him for Friedrich.
"Here am I again!" cried he, looking with his large blue eyes joyfully up
and down, over all the windows of the house. "Where is Mamsell? Devil
take me, if I can stroll about the world any longer without seeing her!"
The landlord, joining them at this instant, replied that she was above;
Friedrich, with a few bounds, was up stairs; and Wilhelm continued
standing, as if rooted to the threshold. At the first instant he was tempted to
pluck the younker back, and drag him down by the hair; then all at once the
spasm of a sharp jealousy stopped the current of his spirits and ideas; and,
as he gradually recovered from this stupefaction, there came over him a
splenetic fit of restlessness, a general discomfort, such as he had never felt
in his life before.
He went up to his room, and found Mignon busy writing. For some time the
creature had been laboring with great diligence in writing every thing she
knew by heart, giving always to her master and friend the papers to correct.
She was indefatigable, and of good comprehension; but still, her letters
were irregular, and her lines crooked. Here, too, the body seemed to
contradict the mind. In his usual moods, Wilhelm took no small pleasure in
the child's attention; but, at the present moment, he regarded little what she
showed him,—a piece of neglect which she felt the more acutely, as on this
occasion she conceived her work had been accomplished with peculiar
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Wilhelm's unrest drove him up and down the passages of the house, and
finally again to the street-door. A rider was just prancing towards it,—a man
of good appearance, of middle age, and a brisk, contented look. The
landlord ran to meet him, holding out his hand as to an old acquaintance.
"Ay, Herr Stallmeister," cried he, "have we the pleasure to see you again?"
"I am only just going to bait with you," replied the stranger, "and then along
to the estate, to get matters put in order as soon as possible. The count is
coming over to-morrow with his lady; they mean to stay a while to entertain
the Prince von —— in their best style: he intends to fix his headquarters in
this neighborhood for some time."
"It is pity," said the landlord, "that you cannot stop with us: we have good
company in the house." The hostler came running out, and took the horse
from the Stallmeister, who continued talking in the door with the landlord,
and now and then giving a look at Wilhelm.
Our friend, observing that he formed the topic of their conversation, went
away, and walked up and down the streets.

CHAPTER XIII.
In the restless vexation of his present humor, it came into his head to go and
see the old harper; hoping by his music to scare away the evil spirits that
tormented him. On asking for the man, he was directed to a mean public
house, in a remote corner of the little town; and, having mounted up-stairs
there to the very garret, his ear caught the fine twanging of the harp coming
from a little room before him. They were heart-moving, mournful tones,
accompanied by a sad and dreary singing. Wilhelm glided to the door: and
as the good old man was performing a sort of voluntary, the few stanzas of
which, sometimes chanted, sometimes in recitative, were repeated more
than once, our friend succeeded, after listening for a while, in gathering
nearly this:—

"Who never ate his bread with tears,

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Through nights of grief who, weeping, never
Sat on his bed, midst pangs and fears,
Can, heavenly powers, not know you ever.

Ye lead us forth into this life,
Where comfort soon by guilt is banished,
Abandon us to tortures, strife;
For on this earth all guilt is punished."
—Editor's Version.
The heart-sick, plaintive sound of this lament pierced deep into the soul of
the hearer. It seemed to him as if the old man were often stopped from
proceeding by his tears: his harp would alone be heard for a time, till his
voice again joined it in low, broken tones. Wilhelm stood by the door; he
was much moved; the mourning of this stranger had again opened the
avenues of his heart; he could not resist the claim of sympathy, or restrain
the tears which this woe-begone complaint at last called forth. All the pains
that pressed upon his soul seemed now at once to loosen from their hold: he
abandoned himself without reserve to the feelings of the moment. Pushing
up the door, he stood before the harper. The old man was sitting on a mean
bed, the only seat, or article of furniture, which his miserable room
afforded.
"What feelings thou hast awakened in me, good old man!" exclaimed he.
"All that was lying frozen at my heart thou hast melted, and put in motion.
Let me not disturb thee, but continue, in solacing thy own sorrows, to
confer happiness upon a friend." The harper was about to rise, and say
something; but Wilhelm hindered him, for he had noticed in the morning
that the old man did not like to speak. He sat down by him on the straw bed.
The old man wiped his eyes, and asked, with a friendly smile, "How came
you hither? I meant to wait upon you in the evening again."
"We are more quiet here," said Wilhelm. "Sing to me what thou pleasest,
what accords with thy own mood of mind, only proceed as if I were not by.
It seems to me, that to-day thou canst not fail to suit me. I think thee very
happy, that, in solitude, thou canst employ and entertain thyself so
pleasantly; that, being everywhere a stranger, thou findest in thy own heart
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The old man looked upon his strings; and after touching them softly, by
way of prelude, he commenced and sang,—

"Who longs in solitude to live,
Ah! soon his wish will gain:
Men hope and love, men get and give,
And leave him to his pain.
Yes, leave me to my moan!
When from my bed
You all are fled,
I still am not alone.

The lover glides with footstep light:
His love, is she not waiting there?
So glides to meet me, day and night,
In solitude my care,
In solitude my woe:
True solitude I then shall know
When lying in my grave,
When lying in my grave,
And grief has let me go."

We might describe with great prolixity, and yet fail to express the charms
of, the singular conversation which Wilhelm carried on with this wayfaring
stranger. To every observation our friend addressed to him, the old man,
with the nicest accordance, answered in some melody, which awakened all
the cognate emotions, and opened a wide field to the imagination.
Whoever has happened to be present at a meeting of certain devout people,
who conceive, that, in a state of separation from the Church, they can edify
each other in a purer, more affecting, and more spiritual manner, may form
to himself some conception of the present scene. He will recollect how the
leader of the meeting would append to his words some verse of a song, that
raised the soul till, as he wished, she took wing; how another of the flock
would erelong subjoin, in a different tune, some verse of a different song;
and to this again a third would link some verse of a third song,—by which
means the kindred ideas of the songs to which the verses belonged were
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and individualized, as if it had been first composed that moment; and thus
from a well-known circle of ideas, from well-known songs and sayings,
there was formed for that particular society, in that particular time, an
original whole, by means of which their minds were animated,
strengthened, and refreshed. So, likewise, did the old man edify his guest:
by known and unknown songs and passages, he brought feelings near and
distant, emotions sleeping and awake, pleasant and painful, into a
circulation, from which, in Wilhelm's actual state, the best effects might be
anticipated.

CHAPTER XIV.
Accordingly, in walking back, he began to think with greater earnestness
than ever on his present situation: he had reached home with the firm
purpose of altering it, when the landlord disclosed to him, by way of secret,
that Mademoiselle Philina had made a conquest of the count's Stallmeister,
who, after executing his commission at his master's estate, had returned in
the greatest haste, and was even now partaking of a good supper with her up
in her chamber.
At this very moment Melina came in with a notary: they went into
Wilhelm's chamber together, where the latter, though with some hesitation,
made his promise good; gave a draft of three hundred crowns to Melina,
who, handing it to the lawyer, received in return a note acknowledging the
sale of the whole theatrical apparatus, and engaging to deliver it next
morning.
Scarcely had they parted, when Wilhelm heard a cry of horror rising from
some quarter of the house. He caught the sound of a young voice, uttering
menacing and furious tones, which were ever and anon choked by
immoderate weeping and howling. He observed this frantic noise move
hastily from above, go past his door, and down to the lower part of the
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Curiosity enticing our friend to follow it, he found Friedrich in a species of
delirium. The boy was weeping, grinding his teeth, stamping with his feet,
threatening with clenched fists: he appeared beside himself from fury and
vexation. Mignon was standing opposite him, looking on with
astonishment. The landlord, in some degree, explained this phenomenon.
The boy, he said, being well received at his return by Philina, seemed quite
merry and contented: he had kept singing and jumping about, till the time
when Philina grew acquainted with the Stallmeister. Then, however, this
half-grown younker had begun to show his indignation, to slam the doors,
and run up and down in the highest dudgeon. Philina had ordered him to
wait at table that evening, upon which he had grown still sulkier and more
indignant; till at last, carrying up a plate with a ragout, instead of setting it
upon the table, he had thrown the whole between Mademoiselle and her
guest, who were sitting moderately close together at the time: and the
Stallmeister, after two or three hearty cuffs, had then kicked him out of the
room. He, the landlord, had himself helped to clean both of them; and
certainly their clothes had suffered much.
On hearing of the good effect of his revenge, the boy began to laugh aloud,
whilst the tears were still running down his cheeks. He heartily rejoiced for
a time, till the disgrace which he had suffered from the stronger party once
more came into his head, and he began afresh to howl and threaten.
Wilhelm stood meditating, and ashamed at this spectacle. It reflected back
to him his own feelings, in coarser and exaggerated features: he, too, was
inflamed with a fierce jealousy; and, had not decency restrained him, he
would willingly have satisfied his wild humor; with malicious spleen would
have abused the object of his passion, and called out his rival; he could have
crushed in pieces all the people round him; they seemed as if standing there
but to vex him.
Laertes also had come in, and heard the story: he roguishly spurred on the
irritated boy, who was now asserting with oaths that he would make the
Stallmeister give him satisfaction; that he had never yet let any injury abide
with him; that, should the man refuse, there were other ways of taking
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This was the very business for Laertes. He went up stairs, with a solemn
countenance, to call out the Stallmeister in the boy's name.
"This is a pleasant thing," said the Stallmeister: "such a joke as this I had
scarcely promised myself to-night." They went down, and Philina followed
them. "My son," said the Stallmeister to Friedrich, "thou art a brave lad, and
I do not hesitate to fight thee. Only, as our years and strength are unequal,
and the attempt a little dangerous on that account, I propose a pair of foils
in preference to other weapons. We can rub the buttons of them with a piece
of chalk; and whoever marks upon the other's coat the first or the most
thrusts, shall be held the victor, and be treated by the other with the best
wine that can be had in town."
Laertes decided that the proposition might be listened to: Friedrich obeyed
him, as his tutor. The foils were produced: Philina took a seat, went on with
her knitting, and looked at the contending parties with the greatest peace of
mind.
The Stallmeister, who could fence very prettily, was complaisant enough to
spare his adversary, and to let a few chalk scores be marked upon his coat;
after which the two embraced, and wine was ordered. The Stallmeister took
the liberty of asking Friedrich's parentage and history; and Friedrich told
him a long story, which had often been repeated already, and which, at some
other opportunity, we purpose communicating to our readers.
To Wilhelm, in the mean time, this contest completed the representation of
his own state of mind. He could not but perceive that he would willingly
have taken up a foil against the Stallmeister,—a sword still more willingly,
though evidently much his inferior in the science of defence. Yet he deigned
not to cast one look on Philina; he was on his guard against any word or
movement that could possibly betray his feelings: and, after having once or
twice done justice to the health of the duellists, he hastened to his own
room, where a thousand painful thoughts came pressing round him.
He called to memory the time when his spirit, rich in hope, and full of
boundless aims, was raised aloft, and encircled with the liveliest
enjoyments of every kind as with its proper element. He now clearly saw,
that of late he had fallen into a broken, wandering path, where, if he tasted,
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could not clearly see what insatiable want it was that nature had made the
law of his being, and how this want had been only set on edge, half
satisfied, and misdirected by the circumstances of his life.
It will not surprise us, therefore, that, in considering his situation, and
laboring to extricate himself, he fell into the greatest perplexity. It was not
enough, that by his friendship for Laertes, his attachment to Philina, his
concern for Mignon, he had been detained longer than was proper in a place
and a society where he could cherish his darling inclination, content his
wishes as it were by stealth, and, without proposing any object, again
pursue his early dreams. These ties he believed himself possessed of force
enough to break asunder: had there been nothing more to hold him, he
could have gone at once. But, only a few moments ago, he had entered into
money transactions with Melina: he had seen that mysterious old man, the
enigma of whose history he longed with unspeakable desire to clear. Yet of
this too, after much balancing of reasons, he at length determined, or
thought he had determined, that it should not keep him back. "I must go."
He threw himself into a chair: he felt greatly moved. Mignon came in, and
asked whether she might help to undress him. Her manner was still and shy:
it had grieved her to the quick to be so abruptly dismissed by him before.
Nothing is more touching than the first disclosure of a love which has been
nursed in silence, of a faith grown strong in secret, and which at last comes
forth in the hour of need, and reveals itself to him who formerly has
reckoned it of small account. The bud, which had been closed so long and
firmly, was now ripe to burst its swathings; and Wilhelm's heart could never
have been readier to welcome the impressions of affection.
She stood before him, and noticed his disquietude. "Master!" she cried, "if
thou art unhappy, what will become of Mignon?"—"Dear little creature,"
said he, taking her hands, "thou, too, art part of my anxieties. I must go
hence." She looked at his eyes, glistening with restrained tears, and knelt
down with vehemence before him. He kept her hands: she laid her head
upon his knees, and remained quite still. He played with her hair, patted her,
and spoke kindly to her. She continued motionless for a considerable time.
At last he felt a sort of palpitating movement in her, which began very
softly, and then by degrees, with increasing violence, diffused itself over all
her frame. "What ails thee, Mignon?" cried he: "What ails thee?" She raised

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her little head, looked at him, and all at once laid her hand upon her heart,
with the countenance of one repressing the utterance of pain. He raised her
up, and she fell upon his breast: he pressed her towards him, and kissed her.
She replied not by any pressure of the hand, by any motion whatever. She
held firmly against her heart, and all at once gave a cry, which was
accompanied by spasmodic movements of the body. She started up, and
immediately fell down before him, as if broken in every joint. It was an
excruciating moment. "My child!" cried he, raising her up, and clasping her
fast, "my child, what ails thee?" The palpitations continued, spreading from
the heart over all the lax and powerless limbs: she was merely hanging in
his arms. All at once she again became quite stiff, like one enduring the
sharpest corporeal agony; and soon with a new vehemence all her frame
once more became alive; and she threw herself about his neck, like a bent
spring that is closing; while in her soul, as it were, a strong rent took place,
and at the same moment a stream of tears flowed from her shut eyes into his
bosom. He held her fast. She wept, and no tongue can express the force of
these tears. Her long hair had loosened, and was hanging down before her:
it seemed as if her whole being was melting incessantly into a brook of
tears. Her rigid limbs were again become relaxed; her inmost soul was
pouring itself forth; in the wild confusion of the moment Wilhelm was
afraid she would dissolve in his arms, and leave nothing there for him to
grasp. He held her faster and faster. "My child!" cried he, "my child! thou
art indeed mine, if that word can comfort thee. Thou art mine! I will keep
thee, I will never forsake thee!" Her tears continued flowing. At last she
raised herself: a faint gladness shone upon her face. "My father!" cried she,
"thou wilt not forsake me? Wilt be my father? I am thy child!"
Softly, at this moment, the harp began to sound before the door: the old man
brought his most affecting songs as an evening offering to our friend, who,
holding his child ever faster in his arms, enjoyed the most pure and
undescribable felicity.

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BOOK III.

CHAPTER I.
"Dost know the land where citrons, lemons, grow,
Gold oranges 'neath dusky foliage glow,
From azure sky are blowing breezes soft,
The myrtles still, the laurel stands aloft?
'Tis there! 'tis there!
I would with thee, O my beloved one, go!

Dost know the house, its roofs do columns bear,
The hall with splendor bright, the chambers glare?
Therein stand marble forms, and look at me:
What is't, poor child, that they have done to thee?
Dost know that house?
'Tis there! 'tis there!
I would with thee, O my protector, go!

Dost know the mount, whose path with clouds is fraught,
Where by the mule through mist the way is sought,
Where dwell in caves the dragon's ancient brood,
Where falls the rock, and over it the flood,—
Dost know that mount?
'Tis there! 'tis there!
Does lead our road: O father, let us go!"
—Editor's Version.

Next morning, on looking for Mignon about the house, Wilhelm did not
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had risen betimes to receive the wardrobe and other apparatus of his theatre.
After the space of some hours, Wilhelm heard the sound of music before his
door. At first he thought it was the harper come again to visit him; but he
soon distinguished the tones of a cithern, and the voice which began to sing
was Mignon's. Wilhelm opened the door: the child came in, and sang him
the song we have just given above.
The music and general expression of it pleased our friend extremely, though
he could not understand all the words. He made her once more repeat the
stanzas, and explain them: he wrote them down, and translated them into
his native language. But the originality of its turns he could imitate only
from afar: its childlike innocence of expression vanished from it in the
process of reducing its broken phraseology to uniformity, and combining its
disjointed parts. The charm of the tune, moreover, was entirely
incomparable.
She began every verse in a stately and solemn manner, as if she wished to
draw attention towards something wonderful, as if she had something
weighty to communicate. In the third line, her tones became deeper and
gloomier; the words, "Dost know?" were uttered with a show of mystery
and eager circumspectness; in "'Tis there! 'tis there!" lay an irresistible
longing; and her "Let us go!" she modified at each repetition, so that now it
appeared to entreat and implore, now to impel and persuade.
On finishing her song for the second time, she stood silent for a moment,
looked keenly at Wilhelm, and asked him, "Know'st thou the land?"—"It
must mean Italy," said Wilhelm: "where didst thou get the little
song?"—"Italy!" said Mignon, with an earnest air. "If thou go to Italy, take
me along with thee; for I am too cold here."—"Hast thou been there
already, little dear?" said Wilhelm. But the child was silent, and nothing
more could be got out of her.
Melina entered now: he looked at the cithern,—was glad that she had rigged
it up again so prettily. The instrument had been among Melina's stage-gear:
Mignon had begged it of him in the morning, and then gone to the old
harper. On this occasion she had shown a talent she was not before
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Melina had already got possession of his wardrobe, with all that pertained
to it: some members of the town magistracy had promised him permission
to act, for a time, in the place. He was now returning with a merry heart and
a cheerful look. His nature seemed altogether changed: he was soft,
courteous to every one,—nay, fond of obliging, and almost attractive. He
was happy, he said, at now being able to afford employment to his friends,
who had hitherto lain idle and embarrassed; sorry, however, that at first he
could not have it in his power to remunerate the excellent actors whom
fortune had offered him, in a style corresponding to their talents and
capacities; being under the necessity, before all other things, of discharging
his debt to so generous a friend as Wilhelm had proved himself to be.
"I cannot describe," said he to Wilhelm, "the friendliness which you have
shown, in helping me forward to the management of a theatre. When I
found you here, I was in a very curious predicament. You recollect how
strongly I displayed to you, on our first acquaintance, my aversion to the
stage; and yet, on being married, I was forced to look about for a place in
some theatre, out of love to my wife, who promised to herself much joy and
great applause if so engaged. I could find none, at least no constant one; but
in return I luckily fell in with some commercial men, who, in extraordinary
cases, were enabled to employ a person that could handle his pen, that
understood French, and was not without a little skill in ciphering. I
managed pretty well in this way for a time; I was tolerably paid; got about
me many things which I had need of, and did not feel ashamed of my work.
But these commissions of my patrons came to an end; they could afford me
no permanent establishment: and, ever since, my wife has continued urging
me still more to go upon the stage again; though, at present, alas! her own
situation is none of the favorablest for exhibiting herself with honor in the
eyes of the public. But now, I hope, the establishment which by your kind
help I have the means of setting up, will prove a good beginning for me and
mine: you I shall thank for all my future happiness, let matters turn out as
they will."
Wilhelm listened to him with contentment: the whole fraternity of players
were likewise moderately satisfied with the declarations of the new
manager; they secretly rejoiced that an offer of employment had occurred
so soon, and were disposed to put up at first with a smaller salary, the
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within their reach, as a kind of supplement, on which a short while ago they
could not count. Melina made haste to profit by this favorable temper: he
endeavored in a sly way to get a little talk with each in private, and erelong
had, by various methods, so cockered them all, that they did not hesitate to
strike a bargain with him without loss of time; scarcely thinking of this new
engagement, or reckoning themselves secure at worst of getting free again
after six-weeks' warning.
The terms were now to be reduced to proper form; and Melina was
considering with what pieces he would first entice the public, when a
courier riding up informed the Stallmeister that his lord and lady were at
hand; on which the latter ordered out his horses.
In a short time after this, the coach with its masses of luggage rolled in; two
servants sprang down from the coach-box before the inn; and Philina,
according to her custom, foremost in the way of novelties, placed herself
within the door.
"Who are you?" said the countess, entering the house.
"An actress, at your Excellency's service," was the answer; while the cheat,
with a most innocent air, and looks of great humility, courtesied, and kissed
the lady's gown.
The count, on seeing some other persons standing round, who also signified
that they were players, inquired about the strength of their company, their
last place of residence, their manager. "Had they but been Frenchmen," said
he to his lady, "we might have treated the prince with an unexpected
enjoyment, and entertained him with his favorite pastime at our house."
"And could we not," said the countess, "get these people, though unluckily
they are but Germans, to exhibit with us at the castle while the prince stays
there? Without doubt they have some degree of skill. A large party can
never be so well amused with any thing as with a theatre: besides, the baron
would assist them."
So speaking, they went up-stairs; and Melina presented himself above, as
manager. "Call your folk together," said the count, "and place them before
me, that I may see what is in them. I must also have the list of pieces you
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Melina, with a low bow, hastened from the room, and soon returned with
his actors. They advanced in promiscuous succession: some, out of too
great anxiety to please, introduced themselves in a rather sorry style; the
others, not much better, by assuming an air of unconcern. Philina showed
the deepest reverence to the countess, who behaved with extreme
graciousness and condescension: the count, in the mean time, was
mustering the rest. He questioned each about his special province of acting,
and signified to Melina that he must rigorously keep them to their several
provinces,—a precept which the manager received with the greatest
devotion.
The count then stated to each in particular what he ought especially to
study, what about his figure or his postures ought to be amended; showed
them luminously in what points the Germans always fail; and displayed
such extraordinary knowledge, that all stood in the deepest humility,
scarcely daring to draw their breath before so enlightened a critic and so
right honorable a patron.
"What fellow is that in the corner?" said the count, looking at a subject who
had not yet been presented to him, and who now approached,—a lean,
shambling figure, with a rusty coat, patched at the elbows, and a woful
periwig covering his submissive head.
This person, whom, from the last Book, we know already as Philina's
darling, had been want to enact pedants, tutors, and poets,—generally
undertaking parts in which any cudgelling or ducking was to be endured.
He had trained himself to certain crouching, ludicrous, timid bows; and his
faltering, stammering speech befitted the characters he played, and created
laughter in the audience; so that he was always looked on as a useful
member of the company, being moreover very serviceable and obliging. He
approached the count in his own peculiar way, bent himself before him, and
answered every question with the grimaces and gestures he was used to on
the stage. The count looked at him for some time with an air of attentive
satisfaction and studious observation; then, turning to the countess, "Child,"
said he, "consider this man well: I will engage for it he is a great actor, or
may become so." The creature here, in the fulness of his heart, made an
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excellently well! I bet this fellow can act any thing he likes: it is pity that he
has not been already used to something better."
So singular a prepossession was extremely galling to the rest: Melina alone
felt no vexation, but completely coincided with the count, and answered,
with a prostrate look, "Alas! it is too true: both he and others of us have
long stood in need of such encouragement, and such a judge, as we now
find in your Excellency."
"Is this the whole company?" inquired the count.
"Some of them are absent," said the crafty Melina; "and at any rate, if we
should meet with support, we could soon collect abundant numbers from
the neighborhood."
Philina in the mean while was saying to the countess, "There is a very
pretty young man above, who without doubt would shortly become a first-
rate amateur."
"Why does he not appear?" said the countess.
"I will bring him," cried Philina, hastening to the door.
She found our friend still occupied with Mignon: she persuaded him to
come down. He followed her with some reluctance: yet curiosity impelled
him; for, hearing that the family were people of rank, he longed much to
know more of them. On entering the room, his eyes met those of the
countess, which were directed towards him. Philina led him to the lady,
while the count was busied with the rest. Wilhelm made his bow, and
replied to several questions from the fair dame, not without confusion of
mind. Her beauty and youth, her graceful dignity and refined manner, made
the most delightful impression on him; and the more so, as her words and
looks were accompanied with a certain bashfulness, one might almost say
embarrassment. He was likewise introduced to the count, who, however,
took no special notice of him, but went to the window with his lady, and
seemed to ask her about something. It was easy to observe that her opinion
accorded strongly with his own; that she even tried to persuade him, and
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In a short while he turned round to the company, and said, "I must not stay
at present, but I will send a friend to you; and if you make reasonable
proposals, and will take very great pains, I am not disinclined to let you
play at the castle."
All testified their joy at this: Philina in particular kissed the hands of the
countess with the greatest vivacity.
"Look you, little thing," said the lady, patting the cheeks of the light-minded
girl, "look you, child, you shall come to me again: I will keep my promise;
only you must dress better." Philina stated in excuse that she had little to lay
out upon her wardrobe; and the countess immediately ordered her waiting-
maids to bring from the carriage a silk neckerchief and an English hat, the
articles easiest to come at, and give them to her new favorite. The countess
herself then decked Philina, who continued very neatly to support, by her
looks and conduct, that saintlike, guiltless character she had assumed at
first.
The count took his lady's hand, and led her down. She bowed to the whole
company with a friendly air, in passing by them: she turned round again
towards Wilhelm, and said to him, with the most gracious mien, "We shall
soon meet again."
These happy prospects enlivened the whole party: every one of them gave
free course to his hopes, his wishes, his imaginations; spoke of the parts he
would play, and the applause he would acquire. Melina was considering
how he might still, by a few speedy exhibitions, gain a little money from
the people of the town before he left it; while others went into the kitchen,
to order a better dinner than of late they had been used to.

CHAPTER II.
After a few days the baron came, and it was not without fear that Melina
received him. The count had spoken of him as a critic: and it might be
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that it formed no efficient troop; there being scarcely a play which they
could act in a suitable manner. But the manager, as well as all the members,
were soon delivered from their cares, on finding that the baron was a man
who viewed the German stage with a most patriotic enthusiasm, to whom
every player, and every company of players, was welcome and agreeable.
He saluted them all with great solemnity; was happy to come upon a
German theatre so unexpectedly, to get connected with it, and to introduce
their native Muses to the mansion of his relative. He then pulled out from
his pocket a bundle of stitched papers, in which Melina hoped to find the
terms of their contract specified; but it proved something very different. It
was a drama, which the baron himself had composed, and wished to have
played by them: he requested their attention while he read it. Willingly they
formed a circle round him, charmed at being able with so little trouble to
secure the favor of a man so important; though, judging by the thickness of
the manuscript, it was clear that a very long rehearsal might be dreaded.
Their apprehensions were not groundless: the piece was written in five acts,
and that sort of acts which never have an end.
The hero was an excellent, virtuous, magnanimous, and at the same time
misunderstood and persecuted, man: this worthy person, after many trials,
gained the victory at last over all his enemies; on whom, in consequence,
the most rigorous poetic justice would have been exercised, had he not
pardoned them on the spot.
While this piece was rehearsing, each of the auditors had leisure enough to
think of himself, and to mount up quite softly from the humble prostration
of mind, to which, a little while ago, he had felt disposed, into a
comfortable state of contentment with his own gifts and advantages, and,
from this elevation, to discover the most pleasing prospects in the future.
Such of them as found in the play no parts adapted for their own acting,
internally pronounced it bad, and viewed the baron as a miserable author;
while the others, every time they noticed any passage which they hoped
might procure them a little clapping of the hands, exalted it with the
greatest praise, to the immeasurable satisfaction of the author.
The commercial part of their affair was soon completed. Melina made an
advantageous bargain with the baron, and contrived to keep it secret from
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Of our friend, Melina took occasion to declare in passing, that he seemed to
be successfully qualifying himself for becoming a dramatic poet, and even
to have some capacities for being an actor. The baron introduced himself to
Wilhelm as a colleague; and the latter by and by produced some short
pieces, which, with a few other relics, had escaped by chance, on the day
when he threw the greater part of his works into the flames. The baron
lauded both his pieces and delivery: he spoke of it as a settled thing, that
Wilhelm should come over to the castle with the rest. For all, at his
departure, he engaged to find the best reception, comfortable quarters, a
good table, applauses, and presents; and Melina further gave the promise of
a certain modicum of pocket-money to each.
It is easy to conceive how this visit raised the spirits of the party: instead of
a low and harassing situation, they now at once saw honors and enjoyment
before them. On the score of these great hopes they already made merry,
and each thought it needless and stingy to retain a single groschen of money
in his purse.
Meanwhile our friend was taking counsel with himself about accompanying
the troop to the castle; and he found it, in more than one sense, advisable to
do so. Melina was in hopes of paying off his debt, at least in part, by this
engagement; and Wilhelm, who had come from home to study men, was
unwilling to let slip this opportunity of examining the great world, where he
expected to obtain much insight into life, into himself, and the dramatic art.
With all this, he durst not confess how greatly he wished again to be near
the beautiful countess. He rather sought to persuade himself in general of
the mighty advantages which a more intimate acquaintance with the world
of rank and wealth would procure for him. He pursued his reflections on the
count, the countess, the baron; on the security, the grace, and propriety of
their demeanor: he exclaimed with rapture when alone,—
"Thrice happy are they to be esteemed, whom their birth of itself exalts
above the lower stages of mankind; who do not need to traverse those
perplexities, not even to skirt them, in which many worthy men so painfully
consume the whole period of life. Far-extending and unerring must their
vision be, on that higher station; easy each step of their progress in the
world. From their very birth, they are placed, as it were, in a ship, which, in
this voyage we have all to make, enables them to profit by the favorable

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winds, and to ride out the cross ones; while others, bare of help, must wear
their strength away in swimming, can derive little profit from the favorable
breeze, and in the storm must soon become exhausted, and sink to the
bottom. What convenience, what ease of movement, does a fortune we are
born to confer upon us! How securely does a traffic flourish, which is
founded on a solid capital, where the failure of one or of many enterprises
does not of necessity reduce us to inaction! Who can better know the worth
and worthlessness of earthly things, than he that has had within his choice
the enjoyment of them from youth upwards? and who can earlier guide his
mind to the useful, the necessary, the true, than he that may convince
himself of so many errors in an age when his strength is yet fresh to begin a
new career?"
Thus did our friend cry joy to all inhabitants of the upper regions, and, not
to them only, but to all that were permitted to approach their circle, and
draw water from their wells. So he thanked his own happy stars, that
seemed preparing to grant this mighty blessing to himself.
Melina, in the mean time, was torturing his brains to get the company
arranged according to their several provinces, and each of them appointed
to produce his own peculiar effect. In compliance with the count's
injunctions and his own persuasions, he made many efforts; but at last,
when it came to the point of execution, he was forced to be content, if, in so
small a troop, he found his people willing to adjust themselves to this or
that part as they best were able. When matters would admit of it, Laertes
played the lover; Philina the lady's maid; the two young girls took up
between them the characters of the artless and tender loved ones; the
boisterous old gentleman of the piece was sure to be the best acted. Melina
himself thought he might come forth as chevalier; Madam Melina, to her no
small sorrow, was obliged to satisfy herself with personating young wives,
or even affectionate mothers; and as in the newer plays, a poet or pedant is
rarely introduced, and still more rarely for the purpose of being laughed at,
the well-known favorite of the count was now usually transformed into
president or minister,—these being commonly set forth as knaves, and
severely handled in the fifth act. Melina, too, in the part of chamberlain or
the like, introduced, with great satisfaction, the ineptitudes put into his
hands by various honest Germans, according to use and wont, in many
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opportunity of decking himself out in a fashionable style, and was called
upon to assume the airs of a courtier, which he conceived himself to possess
in great perfection.
It was not long till they were joined by several actors from different
quarters; who, being received without very strict examination, were also
retained without very burdensome conditions.
Wilhelm had been more than once assailed with persuasions from Melina to
undertake an amateur part. This he declined; yet he interested and occupied
himself about the general cause with great alacrity, without our new
manager's acknowledging his labors in the smallest. On the contrary, it
seemed to be Melina's opinion, that with his office he had at the same time
picked up all the necessary skill for carrying it on. In particular, the task of
curtailment formed one of his most pleasing occupations: he would succeed
in reducing any given piece down to the regular measure of time, without
the slightest respect to proprieties or proportions, or any thing whatever, but
his watch. He met with great encouragement; the public was very much
delighted; the most knowing inhabitants of the burgh maintained, that the
prince's theatre itself was not so well conducted as theirs.

CHAPTER III.
At last the time arrived when the company had to prepare for travelling, and
to expect the coaches and other vehicles that were to carry them to the
count's mansion. Much altercation now took place about the mode of
travelling, and who should sit with whom. The ordering and distribution of
the whole was at length settled and concluded, with great labor, and, alas!
without effect. At the appointed hour, fewer coaches came than were
expected: they had to accommodate themselves as the case would admit.
The baron, who followed shortly afterwards on horseback, assigned, as the
reason, that all was in motion at the castle, not only because the prince was
to arrive a few days earlier than had been looked for, but also because an
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great confusion; on this account perhaps they would not lodge so
comfortably as had been intended,—a change which grieved him very
much.
Our travellers packed themselves into the carriages the best way they could;
and the weather being tolerable, and the castle but a few leagues distant, the
heartiest of the troop preferred setting out on foot to waiting the return of
the coaches. The caravan got under way with great jubilee, for the first time
without caring how the landlord's bill was to be paid. The count's mansion
rose on their souls like a palace of the fairies: they were the happiest and
merriest mortals in the world. Each throughout the journey, in his own
peculiar mode, kept fastening a continued chain of fortune, honor, and
prosperity to that auspicious day.
A heavy rain, which fell unexpectedly, did not banish these delightful
contemplations; though, as it incessantly continued with more and more
violence, many of the party began to show traces of uneasiness. The night
came on; and no sight could be more welcome than the palace of the count,
which shone upon them from a hill at some distance, glancing with light in
all its stories, so that they could reckon every window.
On approaching nearer, they found all the windows in the wings illuminated
also. Each of the party thought within himself what chamber would be his;
and most of them prudently determined to be satisfied with a room in the
attic, or some of the side buildings.
They were now proceeding through the village, past the inn. Wilhelm
stopped the coach, in the mind to alight there; but the landlord protested
that it was not in his power to afford the least accommodation: his lordship
the count, he said, being visited by some unexpected guests, had
immediately engaged the whole inn; every chamber in the house had been
marked with chalk last night, specifying who was to lodge there. Our friend
was accordingly obliged, against his will, to travel forward to the castle
with the rest of the company.
In one of the side buildings, round the kitchen fire, they noticed several
cooks running busily about,—a sight which refreshed them not a little.
Servants came jumping hastily with lights to the staircase of the main door,
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honors. But how great was their surprise, when this cordial reception
changed into a storm of curses. The servants scouted the coachman for
driving in hither; they must wheel out again, it was bawled, and take their
loading round to the old castle; there was no room here for such guests! To
this unfriendly and unexpected dismissal, they joined all manner of jeering,
and laughed aloud at each other for leaping out in the rain on so false an
errand. It was still pouring; no star was visible in the sky; while our
company were dragged along a rough, jolting road, between two walls, into
the old mansion, which stood behind, inhabited by none since the present
count's father had built the new residence in front of it. The carriages drew
up, partly in the court-yard, partly in a long, arched gateway; and the
postilions, people hired from the village, unyoked their horses, and rode off.
As nobody came forward to receive the travellers, they alighted from their
places, they shouted, and searched. In vain! All continued dark and still.
The wind swept through the lofty gate: the court and the old towers were
lying gray and dreary, and so dim that their forms could scarcely be
distinguished in the gloom. The people were all shuddering and freezing;
the women were becoming frightened; the children began to cry; the
general impatience was increasing every minute; so quick a revolution of
fortune, for which no one of them had been at all prepared, entirely
destroyed their equanimity.
Expecting every minute that some person would appear and unbolt the
doors, mistaking at one time the pattering of rain, at another the rocking of
the wind, for the much-desired footstep of the castle bailiff, they continued
downcast and inactive: it occurred to none of them to go into the new
mansion, and there solicit help from charitable souls. They could not
understand where their friend the baron was lingering: they were in the
most disconsolate condition.
At last some people actually arrived: by their voices, they were recognized
as the pedestrians who had fallen behind the others on the journey. They
intimated that the baron had tumbled with his horse, and hurt his leg
severely: and that, on calling at the castle, they, too, had been roughly
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The whole company were in extreme perplexity: they guessed and
speculated as to what should now be done, but they could fix on nothing. At
length they noticed from afar a lantern advancing, and took fresh breath at
sight of it; but their hopes of quick deliverance again evaporated, when the
object approached, and came to be distinctly seen. A groom was lighting the
well-known Stallmeister of the castle towards them: this gentleman, on
coming nearer, very anxiously inquired for Mademoiselle Philina. No
sooner had she stepped forth from the crowd, than he very pressingly
offered to conduct her to the new mansion, where a little place had been
provided for her with the countess's maids. She did not hesitate long about
accepting his proposal; she caught his arm, and, recommending her trunk to
the care of the rest, was going to hasten off with him directly: but the others
intercepted them, asking, entreating, conjuring the Stallmeister; till at last,
to get away with his fair one, he promised every thing, assuring them, that,
in a little while, the castle should be opened, and they lodged in the most
comfortable manner. In a few moments they saw the glimmer of his lantern
vanish: they long looked in vain for another gleam of light. At last, after
much watching, scolding, and reviling, it actually appeared, and revived
them with a touch of hope and consolation.
An ancient footman opened the door of the old edifice, into which they
rushed with violence. Each of them now strove to have his trunk
unfastened, and brought in beside him. Most of this luggage, like the
persons of its owners, was thoroughly wetted. Having but a single light, the
process of unpacking went on very slowly. In the dark passages they pushed
against each other, they stumbled, they fell. They begged to have more
lights, they begged to have some fuel. The monosyllabic footman, with
much ado, consented to put down his own lantern; then went his way, and
came not again.
They now began to investigate the edifice. The doors of all the rooms were
open: large stoves, tapestry hangings, inlaid floors, yet bore witness to its
former pomp; but of other house-gear there was none to be seen,—no table,
chair, or mirror, nothing but a few monstrous, empty bedsteads, stripped of
every ornament and every necessary. The wet trunks and knapsacks were
adopted as seats: a part of the tired wanderers placed themselves upon the
floor. Wilhelm had sat down upon some steps: Mignon lay upon his knees.
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am hungry." He himself had nothing that could still the craving of the child:
the rest of the party had consumed their whole provision, so he was obliged
to leave the little traveller without refreshment. Through the whole
adventure he had been inactive, silently immersed in thought. He was very
sullen, and full of indignant regret that he had not kept by his first
determination, and remained at the inn, though he should have slept in the
garret.
The rest demeaned themselves in various ways. Some of them had got a
heap of old wood collected within a vast, gaping chimney in the hall: they
set fire to the pile with great huzzaing. Unhappily, however, their hopes of
warming and drying themselves by means of it were mocked in the most
frightful manner. The chimney, it appeared, was there for ornament alone,
and was walled up above; so the smoke rushed quickly back, and at once
filled the whole chamber. The dry wood rose crackling into flames; the
flame was also driven back; the draught sweeping through the broken
windows gave it a wavering direction. Terrified lest the castle should catch
fire, the unhappy guests had to tear the burning sticks asunder, to smother
and trample them under their feet; the smoke increased; their case was
rendered more intolerable than before; they were driven to the brink of
desperation.
Wilhelm had retreated from the smoke into a distant chamber, to which
Mignon soon followed him, leading in a well-dressed servant, with a high,
clear, double-lighted lantern in his hand. He turned to Wilhelm, and,
holding out to him some fruits and confectionery on a beautiful porcelain
plate, "The young lady up-stairs," said he, "sends you this, with the request
that you would join her party: she bids me tell you," added the lackey, with
a sort of grin, "that she is very well off yonder, and wishes to divide her
enjoyments with her friends."
Wilhelm had not at all expected such a message; for, ever since the
adventure on the stone bench, he had treated Philina with the most decided
contempt. He was still so resolute to have no more concern with her that he
thought of sending back her dainty gifts untasted, when a supplicating look
of Mignon's induced him to accept them. He returned his thanks in the
name of the child. The invitation he entirely rejected. He desired the servant
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baron. The latter, he was told, had gone to bed, but had already, as the
lackey understood, given orders to some other person to take charge of
these unfortunate and ill-lodged gentlemen.
The servant went away, leaving one of his lights, which Wilhelm, in the
absence of a candlestick, contrived to fix upon the window-casement; and
now, at least in his meditations, he could see the four walls of his chamber.
Nor was it long till preparations were commenced for conducting our
travellers to rest. Candles arrived by degrees, though without snuffers; then
a few chairs; an hour afterwards came bed-clothes; then pillows, all well
steeped in rain. It was far past midnight when straw beds and mattresses
were produced, which, if sent at first, would have been extremely welcome.
In the interim, also, somewhat to eat and drink had been brought in: it was
enjoyed without much criticism; though it looked like a most disorderly
collection of remains, and offered no very singular proof of the esteem in
which our guests were held.

CHAPTER IV.
The disorders and mischievous tricks of some frolicsome companions still
further augmented the disquietudes and distresses of the night: these gay
people woke each other; each played a thousand giddy pranks to plague his
fellow. The next morning dawned amid loud complaints against their friend
the baron, for having so deceived them, for having given so very false a
notion of the order and comfort that awaited their arrival. However, to their
great surprise and consolation, at an early hour the count himself, attended
by a few servants, made his entrance, and inquired about their
circumstances. He appeared much vexed on discovering how badly they
had fared; and the baron, who came limping along, supported on the arm of
a servant, bitterly accused the steward for neglecting his commands on this
occasion,—showing great anxiety to have that person punished for his
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The count gave immediate orders that every thing should be arranged, in his
presence, to the utmost possible convenience of the guests. While this was
going on, some officers arrived, who forthwith scraped acquaintance with
the actresses. The count assembled all the company before him, spoke to
each by name, introduced a few jokes among his observations; so that every
one was charmed at the gracious condescension of his lordship. At last it
came to Wilhelm's turn. He appeared with Mignon holding by his hand. Our
friend excused himself, in the best terms he could, for the freedom he had
taken. The count, on the other hand, spoke as if the visit had been looked
for.
A gentleman, who stood beside the count, and who, although he wore no
uniform, appeared to be an officer, conversed with Wilhelm: he was
evidently not a common man. His large, keen blue eyes, looking out from
beneath a high brow; his light-colored hair, thrown carelessly back; his
middle stature; every thing about him,—showed an active, firm, and
decisive mode of being. His questions were lively. He seemed to be at home
in all that he inquired about.
Wilhelm asked the baron what this person was, but found that he had little
good to say of him. "He held the rank of major, was the special favorite of
the prince; managed his most secret affairs; was, in short, regarded as his
right arm,—nay, there was reason to believe him the prince's natural son.
He had been on embassies in France, England, Italy. In all those places he
had greatly distinguished himself, by which means he was grown conceited;
imagining, among other pretensions, that he thoroughly understood the
literature of Germany, and allowing himself to vent all kinds of sorry jests
upon it. He, the baron, was in the habit of avoiding all intercourse with him;
and Wilhelm would do well to imitate that conduct, for it somehow
happened that no one could be near him without being punished for it. He
was called Jarno, though nobody knew rightly what to make of such a
name."
Wilhelm had nothing to urge against all this: he had felt a sort of inclination
for the stranger, though he noticed in him something cold and repulsive.
The company being arranged and distributed throughout the castle, Melina
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the women live in a separate quarter, and each direct his whole attention to
the study of dramatic art, and of the characters he had to play. He posted up
written ordinances, consisting of many articles, upon all the doors. He
settled the amount of fine which should be levied upon each transgressor,
and put into a common box.
This edict was but little heeded. Young officers went out and in; they jested,
not in the most modest fashion, with the actresses; made game of the actors,
and annihilated the whole system of police before it had the smallest time to
take root in the community. The people ran chasing one another through the
rooms; they changed clothes; they disguised themselves. Melina, attempting
to be rigorous with a few at first, was exasperated by every sort of
insolence; and, when the count soon after sent for him to come and view the
place where his theatre was to be erected, matters grew worse and worse.
The young gentry devised a thousand broad jokes: by the help of some
actors, they became yet coarser. It seemed as if the old castle had been
altogether given up to an infuriate host, and the racket did not end till
dinner.
Meanwhile, the count had led Melina over to a large hall, which, though
belonging to the old castle, communicated by a gallery with the new one: it
seemed very well adapted for being changed into a little theatre. Here the
sagacious lord of the mansion pointed out in person how he wanted every
thing to be.
The labor now commenced in the greatest haste; the stage apparatus was
erected and furbished up; what decorations they had brought along with
them and could employ were set in order, and what was wanting was
prepared by some skilful workmen of the count's. Wilhelm likewise put his
hand to the business; he assisted in settling the perspective, in laying off the
outlines of the scenery: he was very anxious that nothing should be
executed clumsily. The count, who frequently came in to inspect their
progress, was highly satisfied: he showed particularly how they should
proceed in every case, displaying an uncommon knowledge of all the arts
they were concerned with.
Next began the business of rehearsing, in good earnest; and there would
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not continually been interrupted by the presence of visitors. Some new
guests were daily arriving, and each insisted on viewing the operations of
the company.

CHAPTER V.
The baron had, for several days, been cheering Wilhelm with the hope of
being formally presented to the countess. "I have told this excellent lady,"
said he, "so much about the talent and fine sentiment displayed in your
compositions, that she feels quite impatient to see you, and hear one or two
of them read. Be prepared, therefore, to come over at a moment's notice;
for, the first morning she is at leisure, you will certainly be called on." He
then pointed out to him the afterpiece it would be proper to produce on that
occasion; adding, that doubtless it would recommend him to no usual
degree of favor. The lady, he declared, was extremely sorry that a guest like
him had happened to arrive at a time of such confusion, when they could
not entertain him in a style more suitable to his merits and their own wishes.
In consequence of this information, Wilhelm, with the most sedulous
attention, set about preparing the piece, which was to usher him into the
great world. "Hitherto," said he, "thou hast labored in silence for thyself,
applauded only by a small circle of friends. Thou hast for a time despaired
of thy abilities, and are yet full of anxious doubts whether even thy present
path is the right one, and whether thy talent for the stage at all corresponds
with thy inclination for it. In the hearing of such practised judges, in the
closet where no illusion can take place, the attempt is far more hazardous
than elsewhere; and yet I would not willingly recoil from the experiment: I
could wish to add this pleasure to my former enjoyments, and, if it might
be, to give extension and stability to my hopes from the future."
He accordingly went through some pieces; read them with the keenest
critical eye; made corrections here and there; recited them aloud, that he
might be perfect in his tones and expression: and finally selected the work
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put it in his pocket, one morning, on being summoned to attend the
countess.
The baron had assured him that there would be no one present but the lady
herself and a worthy female friend of hers. On entering the chamber, the
Baroness von C—— advanced with great friendliness to meet him,
expressed her happiness at gaining his acquaintance, and introduced him to
the countess, who was then under the hands of her hair-dresser. The
countess received him with kind words and looks. But it vexed him to see
Philina kneeling at her chair, and playing a thousand fooleries. "The poor
child," said the baroness, "has just been singing to us. Finish the song you
were in the midst of: we should not like to lose it."
Wilhelm listened to her quavering with great patience, being anxious for the
friseur's departure before he should begin to read. They offered him a cup
of chocolate, the baroness herself handing him the biscuit. Yet, in spite of
these civilities, he relished not his breakfast: he was longing too eagerly to
lay before the lovely countess some performance that might interest and
gratify her. Philina, too, stood somewhat in his way: on former occasions,
while listening to him, she had more than once been troublesome. He
looked at the friseur with a painful feeling, hoping every moment that the
tower of curls would be complete.
Meanwhile the count came in, and began to talk of the fresh visitors he was
expecting, of the day's occupations or amusements, and of various domestic
matters that were started. On his retiring, some officers sent to ask
permission of the countess to pay their respects to her, as they had to leave
the castle before dinner. The footman having come to his post at the door,
she permitted him to usher in the gentlemen.
The baroness, amid these interruptions, took pains to entertain our friend,
and showed him much consideration; all which he accepted with becoming
reverence, though not without a little absence of mind. He often felt for the
manuscript in his pocket, and hoped for his deliverance every instant. He
was almost losing patience, when a man-milliner was introduced, and
immediately began without mercy to open his papers, bags, and bandboxes;
pressing all his various wares upon the ladies, with an importunity peculiar
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The company increased. The baroness cast a look at Wilhelm, and then
whispered with the countess: he noticed this, but did not understand the
purpose of it. The whole, however, became clear enough, when, after an
hour of painful and fruitless endurance, he went away. He then found a
beautiful pocket-book, of English manufacture, in his pocket. The baroness
had dexterously put it there without his notice; and soon afterwards the
countess's little black came out, and handed him an elegantly flowered
waistcoat, without very clearly saying whence it came.

CHAPTER VI.
This mingled feeling of vexation and gratitude spoiled the remainder of his
day; till, towards evening, he once more found employment. Melina
informed him that the count had been speaking of a little prelude, which he
wished to have produced in honor of the prince, on the day of his
Highness's arrival. He meant to have the great qualities of this noble hero
and philanthropist personified in the piece. These Virtues were to advance
together, to recite his praises, and finally to encircle his bust with garlands
of flowers and laurels; behind which a transparency might be inserted,
representing the princely Hat, and his name illuminated on it. The count,
Melina said, had ordered him to take charge of getting ready the verses and
other arrangements; and Wilhelm, he hoped, to whom it must be an easy
matter, would stand by him on this occasion.
"What!" exclaimed our friend, in a splenetic tone, "have we nothing but
portraits, illuminated names, and allegorical figures, to show in honor of a
prince, who, in my opinion, merits quite a different eulogy? How can it
flatter any reasonable man to see himself set up in effigy, and his name
glimmering on oiled paper? I am very much afraid that your allegories,
particularly in the present state of the wardrobe, will furnish occasion for
many ambiguities and jestings. If you mean, however, to compose the play,
or have it composed, I can have nothing to object; only I desire to have no
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Melina excused himself; alleging this to be only a casual hint of his lordship
the count, who for the rest had left the arrangement of the piece entirely in
their own hands. "With all my heart," replied our friend, "will I contribute
something to the pleasure of this noble family: my Muse has never had so
pleasant an employment as to sing, though in broken numbers, the praises
of a prince who merits so much veneration. I will think of the matter:
perhaps I may be able to contrive some way of bringing out our little troop,
so as at least to produce some effect."
From this moment Wilhelm eagerly reflected on his undertaking. Before
going to sleep he had got it all reduced to some degree of order; early next
morning his plan was ready, the scenes laid out; a few of the most striking
passages and songs were even versified and written down.
As soon as he was dressed, our friend made haste to wait upon the baron, to
submit the plan to his inspection, and take his advice upon certain points
connected with it. The baron testified his approbation of it, but not without
considerable surprise. For, on the previous evening, he had heard his
lordship talk of having ordered some quite different piece to be prepared
and versified.
"To me it seems improbable," replied our friend, "that it could be his
lordship's wish to have the piece got ready, exactly as he gave it to Melina.
If I am not mistaken, he intended merely to point out to us from a distance
the path we were to follow. The amateur and critic shows the artist what is
wanted, and then leaves to him the care of producing it by his own means."
"Not at all," replied the baron: "his lordship understands that the piece shall
be composed according to that and no other plan which he has himself
prescribed. Yours has, indeed, a remote similarity with his idea; but if we
mean to accomplish our purpose, and get the count diverted from his first
thought, we shall need to employ the ladies in the matter. The baroness
especially contrives to execute such operations in the most masterly
manner: the question is now, whether your plan shall so please her, that she
will undertake the business; in that case it will certainly succeed."
"We need the assistance of the ladies," said our friend, "at any rate; for
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counted on some pretty children, that are running up and down the house,
and belong to certain of the servants."
He then desired the baron to communicate his plan to the ladies. The baron
soon returned with intelligence that they wished to speak with Wilhelm
personally. That same evening, when the gentlemen sat down to play,
which, owing to the arrival of a certain general, was expected to be deeper
and keener than usual, the countess and her friend, under pretext of some
indisposition, would retire to their chamber, where Wilhelm, being
introduced by a secret staircase, might submit his project without
interruption. This sort of mystery, the baron said, would give the adventure
a peculiar charm; in particular the baroness was rejoicing like a child in the
prospect of their rendezvous, and the more so, because it was to be
accomplished secretly, and against the inclination of the count.
Towards evening, at the appointed time, Wilhelm was sent for, and led in
with caution. As the baroness advanced to meet him in a small cabinet, the
manner of their interview brought former happy scenes for a moment to his
mind. She conducted him along to the countess's chamber, and they now
proceeded earnestly to question and investigate. He exhibited his plan with
the utmost warmth and vivacity, so that his fair audience were quite decided
in its favor. Our readers also will permit us to present a brief sketch of it
here.
The play was to open with a dance of children in some rural scene,—their
dance representing that particular game wherein each has to wheel round,
and gain the other's place. This was to be followed by several variations of
their play; till at last, in performing a dance of the repeating kind, they were
all to sing a merry song.
Here the old harper with Mignon was to enter, and, by the curiosity which
they excited, gather several country-people round them; the harper would
sing various songs in praise of peace, repose, and joy; and Mignon would
then dance the egg-dance.
In these innocent delights, they are disturbed by the sound of martial music;
and the party are surprised by a troop of soldiers. The men stand on the
defensive, and are overcome: the girls flee, and are overtaken. In the tumult
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qualities the poet was not yet determined) enters, and, by signifying that the
general is near, restores composure. Whereupon the hero's character is
painted in the finest colors; security is promised in the midst of arms;
violence and lawless disorder are now to be restrained. A universal festival
is held in honor of the noble-minded captain.
The countess and her friend expressed great satisfaction with the plan; only
they maintained that there must of necessity be something of allegory
introduced, to make it palatable to his lordship. The baron proposed that the
leader of the soldiers should be represented as the Genius of Dissension and
Violence; that Minerva should then advance to bind fetters on him, to give
notice of the hero's approach, and celebrate his praise. The baroness
undertook the task of persuading the count that this plan was the one
proposed by himself, with a few alterations; at the same time expressly
stipulating, that without fail, at the conclusion of the piece, the bust, the
illuminated name, and the princely Hat should be exhibited in due order;
since otherwise, her attempt was vain.
Wilhelm had already figured in his mind how delicately and how nobly he
would have the praises of his hero celebrated in the mouth of Minerva, and
it was not without a long struggle that he yielded in this point. Yet he felt
himself delightfully constrained to yield. The beautiful eyes of the countess,
and her lovely demeanor, would easily have moved him to sin against his
conscience as a poet; to abandon the finest and most interesting invention,
the keenly wished-for unity of his composition, and all its most suitable
details. His conscience as a burgher had a trial no less hard to undergo,
when the ladies, in distributing the characters, pointedly insisted that he
must undertake one himself.
Laertes had received for his allotment the part of that violent war-god;
Wilhelm was to represent the leader of the peasants, who had some very
pretty and tender verses to recite. After long resistance he was forced to
comply: he could find no excuse, when the baroness protested that their
stage was in all respects to be regarded as a private one, and that she herself
would very gladly play on it, if they could find her a fit occasion. On
receiving his consent, they parted with our friend on the kindest terms. The
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him to the little stairs, and wished him good-night with a squeeze of the
hand.

CHAPTER VII.
The interest in his undertakings, which the countess and her friend
expressed and felt so warmly, quickened Wilhelm's faculties and zeal: the
plan of his piece, which the process of describing it had rendered more
distinct, was now present in the most brilliant vividness before his mind. He
spent the greater part of that night, and the whole of next morning, in the
sedulous versification of the dialogue and songs.
He had proceeded a considerable way, when a message came, requiring his
attendance in the castle: the noble company, who were then at breakfast,
wished to speak with him. As he entered the parlor, the baroness advanced
to meet him, and, under pretext of wishing him good-morning, whispered
cunningly, "Say nothing of your piece but what you shall be asked."
"I hear," cried the count to him, "that you are very busy working at my
prelude, which I mean to present in honor of the prince. I consent that you
introduce a Minerva into it; and we are just thinking beforehand how the
goddess shall be dressed, that we may not blunder in costume. For this
purpose I am causing them to fetch from the library all the books that
contain any figures of her."
At the same instant, one or two servants entered the parlor, with a huge
basket full of books of every shape and appearance.
Montfaucon, the collections of antique statues, gems, and coins, all sorts of
mythological writings, were turned up, and their plates compared. But this
was not enough. The count's faithful memory recalled to him all the
Minervas to be found in frontispieces, vignettes, or anywhere else; and
book after book was, in consequence, carried from the library, till finally the
count was sitting in a chaos of volumes. Unable at last to recollect any other
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not a single Minerva in all the library; and perhaps it is the first time that a
collection of books has been so totally deprived of the presence of its patron
goddess."
The whole company were merry at this thought: Jarno particularly, who had
all along been spurring on the count to call for more and more books,
laughed quite immoderately.
"Now," said the count, turning to Wilhelm, "one chief point is,—which
goddess do you mean? Minerva, or Pallas? The goddess of war, or of the
arts?"
"Would it not be best, your Excellency," said Wilhelm, "if we were not
clearly to express ourselves on this head; if, since the goddess plays a
double part in the ancient mythology, we also exhibited her here in a double
quality? She announces a warrior, but only to calm the tumults of the
people; she celebrates a hero by exalting his humanity; she conquers
violence, and restores peace and security."
The baroness, afraid lest Wilhelm might betray himself, hastily pushed
forward the countess's tailor, to give his opinion how such an antique robe
could best be got ready. This man, being frequently employed in making
masquerade dresses, very easily contrived the business: and as Madam
Melina, notwithstanding her advanced state of pregnancy, had undertaken to
enact the celestial virgin, the tailor was directed to take her measure; and
the countess, though with some reluctance, selected from the wardrobe the
clothes he was to cut up for that purpose.
The baroness, in her dexterous way, again contrived to lead Wilhelm aside,
and let him know that she had been providing all the other necessaries.
Shortly afterwards she sent him the musician, who had charge of the count's
private band; and this professor set about composing what airs were
wanted, or choosing from his actual stock such tunes as appeared suitable.
From this time all went on according to the wishes of our friend: the count
made no more inquiries about the piece; being altogether occupied with the
transparent decoration, destined to surprise the spectators at the conclusion
of the play. His inventive genius, aided by the skill of his confectioner,
produced, in fact, a very pretty article. In the course of his travels, the count
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brought home with him a number of copper-plates and drawings, and could
sketch such things with considerable taste.
Meanwhile Wilhelm finished the play, gave every one his part, and began
the study of his own. The musician also, having great skill in dancing,
prepared the ballet; so that every thing proceeded as it ought.
Yet one unexpected obstacle occurred, which threatened to occasion an
unpleasant gap in the performance. He had promised to himself a striking
effect from Mignon's egg-dance, and was much surprised when the child,
with her customary dryness of manner, refused to dance; saying she was
now his, and would no more go upon the stage. He sought to move her by
every sort of persuasion, and did not discontinue his attempt till she began
weeping bitterly, fell at his feet, and cried out, "Dearest father! stay thou
from the boards thyself!" Little heeding this caution, he studied how to give
the scene some other turn that might be equally interesting.
Philina, whose appointment was to act one of the peasant girls, and in the
concluding dance to give the single-voice part of the song, and lead the
chorus, felt exceedingly delighted that it had been so ordered. In other
respects, too, her present life was altogether to her mind: she had her
separate chamber; was constantly beside the countess, entertaining her with
fooleries, and daily received some present for her pains. Among other
things, a dress had been expressly made for her wearing in this prelude. And
being of a light, imitative nature, she quickly marked in the procedure of the
ladies whatever would befit herself: she had of late grown all politeness and
decorum. The attentions of the Stallmeister augmented rather than
diminished; and as the officers also paid zealous court to her, living in so
genial an element, it came into her head for once in her life to play the
prude, and, in a quiet, gradual way, to take upon herself a certain dignity of
manner to which she had not before aspired. Cool and sharp-sighted as she
was, eight days had not elapsed till she knew the weak side of every person
in the house; so that, had she possessed the power of acting from any
constant motive, she might very easily have made her fortune. But on this
occasion, as on all others, she employed her advantages merely to divert
herself,—to procure a bright to-day, and be impertinent, wherever she
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The parts were now committed to memory: a rehearsal of the piece was
ordered; the count purposed to be present at it, and his lady began to feel
anxious how he might receive it. The baroness called Wilhelm to her
privately. The nearer the hour approached, they all displayed the more
perplexity; for the truth was, that, of the count's original idea, nothing
whatever had been introduced. Jarno, who joined them while consulting
together, was admitted to the secret. He felt amused at the contrivance, and
was heartily disposed to offer the ladies his good services in carrying it
through. "It will go hard," said he, "if you cannot extricate yourselves
without help from this affair; but, at all events, I will wait, as a body of
reserve." The baroness then told them how she had on various occasions
recited the whole piece to the count, but only in fragments and without
order; that consequently he was prepared for each individual passage, yet
certainly possessed with the idea that the whole would coincide with his
original conception. "I will sit by him," said she, "to-night at the rehearsal,
and study to divert his attention. The confectioner I have engaged already to
make the decoration as beautiful as possible, but as yet he has not quite
completed it."
"I know of a court," said Jarno, "where I wish we had a few such active and
prudent friends as you. If your skill to-night will not suffice, give me a
signal: I will take out the count, and not let him in again till Minerva enter;
and you have speedy aid to expect from the illumination. For a day or two I
have had something to report to him about his cousin, which for various
reasons I have hitherto postponed. It will give his thoughts another turn, and
that none of the pleasantest."
Business hindered the count from being present when the play began; the
baroness amused him after his arrival: Jarno's help was not required. For as
the count had abundance of employment in pointing out improvements,
rectifying and arranging the detached parts, he entirely forgot the purport of
the whole; and, as at last Madam Melina advanced, and spoke according to
his heart, and the transparency did well, he seemed completely satisfied. It
was not till the whole was finished, and his guests were sitting down to
cards, that the difference appeared to strike him; and he began to think
whether after all this piece was actually of his invention. At a signal from
the baroness, Jarno then came forward into action; the evening passed
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rode out more than once to see his vanguard encamping in the
neighborhood; the house was full of noise and tumult; and our actors, not
always served in the handsomest manner by unwilling servants, had to pass
their time in practisings and expectations at their quarters in the old
mansion, without any one particularly taking thought about them.

CHAPTER VIII.
At length the prince arrived, with all his generals, staff-officers, and suite
accompanying him. These, and the multitude of people coming to visit or
do business with him, made the castle like a beehive on the point of
swarming. All pressed forward to behold a man no less distinguished by his
rank than by his great qualities, and all admired his urbanity and
condescension: all were astonished at finding the hero and the leader of
armies also the most accomplished and attractive courtier.
By the count's orders, the inmates of the castle were required to be all at
their posts when the prince arrived: not a player was allowed to show
himself, that his Highness might have no anticipation of the spectacle
prepared to welcome him. Accordingly, when at evening he was led into the
lofty hall, glowing with light, and adorned with tapestries of the previous
century, he seemed not at all prepared to expect a play, and still less a
prelude in honor of himself. Every thing went off as it should have done: at
the conclusion of the show, the whole troop were called and presented
individually to the prince, who contrived, with the most pleasing and
friendly air, to put some question, or make some remark, to every one of
them. Wilhelm, as author of the piece, was particularly noticed, and had his
tribute of applause liberally paid him.
The prelude being fairly over, no one asked another word about it: in a few
days, it was as if it never had existed; except that occasionally Jarno spoke
of it to Wilhelm, judiciously praised it, adding, however, "It is pity you
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stuck in Wilhelm's mind for several days: he knew not how to explain it, or
what to infer from it.
Meanwhile the company kept acting every night, as well as their capacities
permitted; each doing his utmost to attract the attention of spectators.
Undeserved applauses cheered them on: in their old castle they fully
believed, that the great assemblage was crowding thither solely on their
account; that the multitude of strangers was allured by their exhibitions; that
they were the centre round which, and by means of which, the whole was
moving and revolving.
Wilhelm alone discovered, to his sorrow, that directly the reverse was true.
For although the prince had waited out the first exhibitions, sitting on his
chair, with the greatest conscientiousness, yet by degrees he grew remiss in
his attendance, and seized every plausible occasion of withdrawing. And
those very people whom Wilhelm, in conversation, had found to be the best
informed and most sensible, with Jarno at their head, were wont to spend
but a few transitory moments in the hall of the theatre; sitting for the rest of
their time in the ante-chamber, gaming, or seeming to employ themselves in
business.
Amid all his persevering efforts, to want the wished and hoped for
approbation grieved Wilhelm very deeply. In the choice of plays, in
transcribing the parts, in numerous rehearsals, and whatever further could
be done, he zealously co-operated with Melina, who, being in secret
conscious of his own insufficiency, at length acknowledged and pursued
these counsels. His own parts, Wilhelm diligently studied, and executed
with vivacity and feeling, and with all the propriety the little training he had
yet received would allow.
At the same time, the unwearied interest the baron took in their
performances obliterated every doubt from the minds of the rest of the
company: he assured them that their exhibitions were producing the deepest
effect, especially while one of his own pieces had been representing; only
he was grieved to say, the prince showed an exclusive inclination for the
French theatre; while a part of his people, among whom Jarno was
especially distinguished, gave a passionate preference to the monstrous
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If in this way the art of our players was not adequately noticed and admired,
their persons on the other hand grew not entirely indifferent to all the
gentlemen and all the ladies of the audience. We observed above, that, from
the very first, our actresses had drawn upon them the attention of the young
officers: in the sequel they were luckier, and made more important
conquests. But, omitting these, we shall merely observe, that Wilhelm every
day appeared more interesting to the countess; while in him, too, a silent
inclination towards her was beginning to take root. Whenever he was on the
stage, she could not turn her eyes from him; and, erelong, he seemed to play
and to recite with his face towards her alone. To look upon each other, was
to them the sweetest satisfaction; to which their harmless souls yielded
without reserve, without cherishing a bolder wish, or thinking about any
consequence.
As two hostile outposts will sometimes peacefully and pleasantly converse
together across the river which divides them, not thinking of the war in
which both their countries are engaged: so did the countess exchange looks
full of meaning with our friend, across the vast chasm of birth and rank;
both believing for themselves that they might safely cherish their several
emotions.
The baroness, in the mean time, had selected Laertes, who, being a spirited
and lively young man, pleased her very much; and who, woman-hater as he
was, felt unwilling to refuse a passing adventure. He would actually on this
occasion have been fettered, against his will, by the courteous and attractive
nature of the baroness, had not the baron done him accidentally a piece of
good, or, if you will, of bad, service, by instructing him a little in the habits
and temper of this lady.
Laertes, happening once to celebrate her praises, and give her the
preference to every other of her sex, the baron, with a grin, replied, "I see
how matters stand: our fair friend has got a fresh inmate for her stalls." This
luckless comparison, which pointed too clearly to the dangerous caresses of
the Circe, grieved poor Laertes to the heart: he could not listen to the baron
without spite and anger, as the latter continued without mercy,—
"Every stranger thinks he is the first whom this delightful manner of
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one time or another, been trotted round this course. Man, youth, or boy, be
who he like, each must devote himself to her service for a season, must
hang about her, and toil and long to gain her favor."
To the happy man just entering the garden of an enchantress, and welcomed
by all the pleasures of an artificial spring, nothing can form a more
unpleasant surprise, than if, while his ear is watching and drinking in the
music of the nightingales, some transformed predecessor on a sudden grunts
at his feet.
After this discovery, Laertes felt heartily ashamed that vanity should have
again misled him to think well, even in the smallest degree, of any woman
whatsoever. He now entirely forsook the baroness; kept by the Stallmeister,
with whom he diligently fenced and hunted; conducting himself at
rehearsals and representations as if these were but secondary matters.
The count and his lady would often in the mornings send for some of the
company to attend them, and all had continual cause to envy the undeserved
good fortune of Philina. The count kept his favorite, the Pedant, frequently
for hours together, at his toilet. This genius had been dressed out by
degrees: he was now equipped and furnished, even to watch and snuff-box.
Many times, too, particularly after dinner, the whole company were called
out before the noble guests,—an honor which the artists regarded as the
most flattering in the world; not observing, that on these very occasions the
servants and huntsmen were ordered to bring in a multitude of hounds, and
to lead strings of horses about the court of the castle.
Wilhelm had been counselled to praise Racine, the prince's favorite, and
thereby to attract some portion of his Highness's favor to himself. On one of
these afternoons, being summoned with the rest, he found an opportunity to
introduce this topic. The prince asked him if he diligently read the great
French dramatic writers, to which Wilhelm answered with a very eager
"Yes." He did not observe that his Highness, without waiting for the answer,
was already on the point of turning round to some one else: he fixed upon
him, on the contrary, almost stepping in his way, and proceeded to declare
that he valued the French theatre very highly, and read the works of their
great masters with delight; particularly he had learned with true joy that his
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conceive," continued he, "how people of high breeding and exalted rank
must value a poet who has painted so excellently and so truly the
circumstances of their lofty station. Corneille, if I may say so, has
delineated great men; Racine, men of eminent rank. In reading his plays, I
can always figure to myself the poet as living at a splendid court, with a
great king before his eyes, in constant intercourse with the most
distinguished persons, and penetrating into the secrets of human nature, as it
works concealed behind the gorgeous tapestry of palaces. When I study his
"Britannicus," his "Bérénice," it seems as if I were transported in person to
the court, were initiated into the great and the little, in the habitations of
these earthly gods: through the fine and delicate organs of my author, I see
kings whom a nation adores, courtiers whom thousands envy, in their
natural forms, with their failings and their pains. The anecdote of Racine's
dying of a broken heart, because Louis Fourteenth would no longer attend
to him, and had shown him his dissatisfaction, is to me the key to all his
works. It was impossible that a poet of his talents, whose life and death
depended on the looks of a king, should not write such works as a king and
a prince might applaud."
Jarno had stepped near, and was listening with astonishment. The prince,
who had made no answer, and had only shown his approbation by an
assenting look, now turned aside; though Wilhelm, who did not know that it
was contrary to etiquette to continue a discussion under such circumstances,
and exhaust a subject, would gladly have spoken more, and convinced the
prince that he had not read his favorite poet without sensibility and profit.
"Have you never," said Jarno, taking him aside, "read one of Shakspeare's
plays?"
"No," replied Wilhelm: "since the time when they became more known in
Germany, I have myself grown unacquainted with the theatre; and I know
not whether I should now rejoice that an old taste, and occupation of my
youth, has been by chance renewed. In the mean time, all I have heard of
these plays has excited no wish to become acquainted with such
extraordinary monsters, which appear to set probability and dignity alike at
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"I would advise you," said the other, "to make a trial, notwithstanding: it
can do one no harm to look at what is extraordinary with one's own eyes. I
will lend you a volume or two; and you cannot better spend your time, than
by casting every thing aside, and retiring to the solitude of your old
habitation, to look into the magic-lantern of that unknown world. It is sinful
of you to waste your hours in dressing out these apes to look more human,
and teaching dogs to dance. One thing only I require,—you must not cavil
at the form: the rest I can leave to your own good sense and feeling."
The horses were standing at the door; and Jarno mounted with some other
cavaliers, to go and hunt. Wilhelm looked after him with sadness. He would
fain have spoken much with this man, who, though in a harsh, unfriendly
way, gave him new ideas,—ideas he had need of.
Oftentimes a man, when approaching some development of his powers,
capacities, and conceptions, gets into a perplexity, from which a prudent
friend might easily deliver him. He resembles a traveller who, at but a short
distance from the inn he is to rest at, falls into the water: were any one to
catch him then, and pull him to the bank, with one good wetting it were
over; whereas, though he struggles out himself, it is often at the side where
he tumbled in; and he has to make a wide and dreary circuit before reaching
his appointed object.
Wilhelm now began to have an inkling that things went forward in the
world differently from what he had supposed. He now viewed close at hand
the solemn and imposing life of the great and distinguished, and wondered
at the easy dignity which they contrived to give it. An army on its march, a
princely hero at the head of it, such a multitude of co-operating warriors,
such a multitude of crowding worshippers, exalted his imagination. In this
mood he received the promised books; and erelong, as may be easily
supposed, the stream of that mighty genius laid hold of him, and led him
down to a shoreless ocean, where he soon completely forgot and lost
himself.

CHAPTER IX.

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The connection between the baron and the actors had suffered various
changes since the arrival of the latter. At the commencement it had been
productive of great satisfaction to both parties. As the baron for the first
time in his life now saw one of those plays, with which he had already
graced a private theatre, put into the hands of real actors, and in the fair way
for a decent exhibition, he showed the benignest humor in the world. He
was liberal in gifts: he bought little presents for the actresses from every
millinery hawker, and contrived to send over many an odd bottle of
champagne to the actors. In return for all this, our company took every sort
of trouble with his play; and Wilhelm spared no diligence in learning, with
extreme correctness, the sublime speeches of that very eminent hero, whose
part had fallen to his share.
But, in spite of all these kind reciprocities, some clouds by degrees arose
between the players and their patron. The baron's preference for certain
actors became daily more observable: this of necessity chagrined the rest.
He exalted his favorites quite exclusively, and thus, of course, introduced
disunion and jealousy among the company. Melina, without skill to help
himself in dubious junctures, felt his situation very vexing. The persons
eulogized accepted of their praise, without being singularly thankful for it;
while the neglected gentlemen showed traces of their spleen by a thousand
methods, and constantly found means to make it very disagreeable for their
once much-honored patron to appear among them. Their spite received no
little nourishment from a certain poem, by an unknown author, which made
a great sensation in the castle. Previously to this the baron's intercourse with
the company had given rise to many little strokes of merriment; several
stories had been raised about him; certain little incidents, adorned with
suitable additions, and presented in the proper light, had been talked of, and
made the subject of much bantering and laughter. At last it began to be said
that a certain rivalry of trade was arising between him and some of the
actors, who also looked upon themselves as writers. The poem we spoke of
was founded upon this report: it ran as follows:—

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"Lord Baron, I, poor devil, own
With envy, you your rank and state;
Your station, too, so near the throne;
Of heirs your possessions great;
Your father's seat, with walls and mounds,
His game-preserves, and hunting-grounds.

While me, poor devil, it appears,
Lord Baron, you with envy view,
Since Nature, from my early years,
Has held me like a mother true,
With heart and head both light, I poor,
But no poor wight grew, to be sure.

My dear Lord Baron, now to me
It seems, we well alone should let,
That you your father's son still be,
And I remain my mother's pet:
Let's free from envy live, and hate;
Nor let's desire each other's title:
No place you on Parnassus great,
No noble rank I in requital."
—Editor's Version.

Upon this poem, which various persons were possessed of, in copies
scarcely legible, opinions were exceedingly divided. But who the author
was, no one could guess; and, as some began to draw a spiteful mirth from
it, our friend expressed himself against it very keenly.
"We Germans," he exclaimed, "deserve to have our Muses still continue in
the low contempt wherein they have languished so long; since we cannot
value men of rank who take a share in our literature, no matter how! Birth,
rank, and fortune are no wise incompatible with genius and taste; as foreign
nations, reckoning among their best minds a great number of noblemen, can
fully testify. Hitherto, indeed, it has been rare in Germany for men of high
station to devote themselves to science; hitherto few famous names have
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other hand, have mounted out of darkness to distinction, and risen like
unknown stars on the horizon. Yet such will not always be the case; and I
greatly err, if the first classes of the nation are not even now in the way of
also employing their advantages to earn the fairest laurels of the Muses, at
no distant date. Nothing, therefore, grieves me more than to see the burgher
jeering at the noble who can value literature; nay, even men of rank
themselves, with inconsiderate caprice, maliciously scaring off their equal
from a path where honor and contentment wait on all."
Apparently this latter observation pointed at the count, of whom Wilhelm
had heard that he liked the poem very much. In truth, this nobleman,
accustomed to rally the baron in his own peculiar way, was extremely glad
of such an opportunity to plague his kinsman more effectually. As to who
the writer of the squib might be, each formed his own hypothesis; and the
count, never willing that another should surpass him in acuteness, fell upon
a thought, which, in a short time, he would have sworn to the truth of. The
verses could be written, he believed, by no one but his Pedant, who was a
very shrewd knave, and in whom, for a long while, he had noticed some
touches of poetic genius. By way of proper treat, he therefore caused the
Pedant one morning to be sent for, and made him read the poem, in his own
manner, in presence of the countess, the baroness, and Jarno,—a service he
was paid for by applauses, praises, and a present; and, on the count's
inquiring if he had not still some other poems of an earlier time, he
cunningly contrived to evade the question. Thus did the Pedant get invested
with the reputation of a poet and a wit, and, in the eyes of the baron's
friends, of a pasquinader and a bad-hearted man. From that period, play as
he might, the count applauded him with greater zeal than ever; so that the
poor wight grew at last inflated till he nearly lost his senses, and began to
meditate having a chamber in the castle, like Philina.
Had this project been fulfilled at once, a great mishap might have been
spared him. As he was returning late one evening from the castle, groping
about in the dark, narrow way, he was suddenly laid hold of, and kept on
the spot by some persons, while some others rained a shower of blows upon
him, and battered him so stoutly, that in a few seconds he was lying almost
dead upon the place, and could not without difficulty crawl in to his
companions. These, indignant as they seemed to be at such an outrage, felt
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seeing him so thoroughly curried, and his new brown coat bedusted through
and through, and bedaubed with white, as if he had had to do with millers.
The count, who soon got notice of the business, broke into a boundless
rage. He treated this act as the most heinous crime, called it an infringement
of the Burgfried, or peace of the castle, and caused his judge to make the
strictest inquisition touching it. The whited coat, it was imagined, would
afford a leading proof. Every creature that possibly could have the smallest
trade with flour or powder in the castle was submitted to investigation, but
in vain.
The baron solemnly protested on his honor, that although this sort of jesting
had considerably displeased him, and the conduct of his lordship the count
had not been the friendliest, yet he had got over the affair; and with respect
to the misfortune which had come upon the poet, or pasquinader, or
whatsoever his title might be, he knew absolutely nothing, and had not the
most remote concern in it.
The operations of the strangers, and the general commotion of the house,
soon effaced all recollection of the matter; and so, without redress, the
unlucky favorite had to pay dear for the satisfaction of pluming himself, a
short while, in feathers not his own.
Our troop, regularly acting every night, and on the whole very decently
treated, now began to make more clamorous demands, the better they were
dealt with. Erelong their victuals, drink, attendance, lodging, grew
inadequate; and they called upon the baron, their protector, to provide more
liberally for them, and at last make good those promises of comfortable
entertainment, which he had been giving them so long. Their complaints
grew louder, and the efforts of our friend to still them more and more
abortive.
Meanwhile, excepting in rehearsals and hours of acting, Wilhelm scarcely
ever came abroad. Shut up in one of the remotest chambers, to which
Mignon and the harper alone had free access, he lived and moved in the
Shakspearian world, feeling or knowing nothing but the movements of his
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We have heard of some enchanter summoning, by magic formulas, a vast
multitude of spiritual shapes into his cell. The conjurations are so powerful
that the whole space of the apartment is quickly full; and the spirits,
crowding on to the verge of the little circle which they must not pass,
around this, and above the master's head, keep increasing in number, and
ever whirling in perpetual transformation. Every corner is crammed, every
crevice is possessed. Embryos expand themselves, and giant-forms contract
into the size of nuts. Unhappily the black-artist has forgot the counterword,
with which he might command this flood of sprites again to ebb.
So sat Wilhelm in his privacy: with unknown movements, a thousand
feelings and capacities awoke in him, of which he formerly had neither
notion nor anticipation. Nothing could allure him from this state: he was
vexed and restless if any one presumed to come to him, and talk of news or
what was passing in the world.
Accordingly, he scarce took notice of the circumstance, when told that a
judicial sentence was about being executed in the castle-yard,—the flogging
of a boy, who had incurred suspicions of nocturnal housebreaking, and who,
as he wore a peruke-maker's coat, had most probably been one of the
assaulters of the Pedant. The boy indeed, it seemed, denied most
obstinately; so that they could not inflict a formal punishment, but meant to
give him a slight memorial as a vagabond, and send him about his business;
he having prowled about the neighborhood for several days, lain at night in
the mills, and at last clapped a ladder to the garden-wall, and mounted over
by it.
Our friend saw nothing very strange in the transaction, and was dismissing
it altogether, when Mignon came running in, and assured him that the
criminal was Friedrich, who, since the rencounter with the Stallmeister, had
vanished from the company, and not again been heard of.
Feeling an interest in the boy, Wilhelm hastily arose: he found, in the court-
yard of the castle, the preparations almost finished. The count loved
solemnity on these occasions. The boy being now led out, our friend
stepped forward, and entreated for delay, as he knew the boy, and had
various things to say which might, perhaps, throw light on the affair. He had
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however, he did get permission to speak with the culprit in private.
Friedrich averred, that, concerning the assault in which the Pedant had been
used so harshly, he knew nothing whatever. He had merely been lurking
about, and had come in at night to see Philina, whose room he had
discovered, and would certainly have reached, had he not been taken by the
way.
For the credit of the company, Wilhelm felt desirous not to have the truth of
his adventure published. He hastened to the Stallmeister: he begged him to
show favor, and, with his intimate knowledge of men and things about the
castle, to find some means of quashing the affair, and dismissing the boy.
This whimsical gentleman, by Wilhelm's help, invented a little story,—how
the boy had belonged to the troop, had run away from it, but soon wished to
get back, and be received again into his place; how he had accordingly been
trying in the night to come at certain of his well-wishers, and solicit their
assistance. It was testified by others that his former behavior had been
good: the ladies put their hands to the work, and Friedrich was let go.
Wilhelm took him in,—a third person in that strange family, which for some
time he had looked on as his own. The old man and little Mignon received
the returning wanderer kindly; and all the three combined to serve their
friend and guardian with attention, and procure him all the pleasure in their
power.

CHAPTER X.
Philina now succeeded in insinuating farther every day into the favor of the
ladies. Whenever they were by themselves, she was wont to lead the
conversation on the men whom they saw about the castle; and our friend
was not the last or least important that engaged them. The cunning girl was
well aware that he had made a deep impression on the countess: she
therefore talked about him often, telling much that she knew or did not
know, only taking care to speak of nothing that might be interpreted against
him; eulogizing, on the contrary, his nobleness of mind, his generosity, and,

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more than all, his modest and respectful conduct to the fair sex. To all
inquiries made about him she replied with equal prudence; and the
baroness, when she observed the growing inclination of her amiable friend,
was likewise very glad at the discovery. Her own intrigues with several
men, especially of late with Jarno, had not remained hidden from the
countess, whose pure soul could not look upon such levities without
disapprobation, and meek, though earnest, censures.
In this way both Philina and the baroness were personally interested in
establishing a closer intercourse between the countess and our friend.
Philina hoped, moreover, that there would occur some opportunity when
she might once more labor for herself, and, if possible, get back the favor of
the young man she had lost.
One day his lordship, with his guests, had ridden out to hunt; and their
return was not expected till the morrow. On this the baroness devised a
frolic, which was altogether in her way, for she loved disguises, and, in
order to surprise her friends, would suddenly appear among them as a
peasant-girl at one time, at another as a page, at another as a hunter's boy.
By which means she almost gave herself the air of a little fairy, that is
present everywhere, and exactly in the place where it is least expected.
Nothing could exceed this lady's joy, if, without being recognized, she
could contrive to wait upon the company for some time as a servant, or mix
among them anyhow, and then at last in some sportful way disclose herself.
Towards night she sent for Wilhelm to her chamber, and, happening to have
something else to do just then, left Philina to receive and prepare him.
He arrived, and found to his surprise, not the honorable lady, but the giddy
girl, in the room. She received him with a certain dignified openness of
manner, which she had of late been practising, and so constrained him
likewise to be courteous.
At first she rallied him in general on the good fortune which pursued him
everywhere, and which, as she could not but see, had led him hither in the
present case. Then she delicately set before him the treatment with which of
late he had afflicted her; she blamed and upbraided herself; confessed that
she had but too well deserved such punishment; described with the greatest
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herself, if she were not capable of altering, and making herself worthy of
his friendship.
Wilhelm was struck with this oration. He had too little knowledge of the
world to understand that persons quite unstable, and incapable of all
improvement, frequently accuse themselves in the bitterest manner,
confessing and deploring their faults with extreme ingenuousness, though
they possess not the smallest power within them to retire from that course,
along which the irresistible tendency of their nature is dragging them
forward. Accordingly, he could not find in his heart to behave inexorably to
the graceful sinner: he entered into conversation, and learned from her the
project of a singular disguisement, wherewith it was intended to surprise the
countess.
He found some room for hesitation here, nor did he hide his scruples from
Philina: but the baroness, entering at this moment, left him not an instant for
reflection; she hurried him away with her, declaring it was just the proper
hour.
It was now grown dark. She took him to the count's wardrobe, made him
change his own coat with his lordship's silk night-gown, and put the cap
with red trimmings on his head. She then led him forward to the cabinet;
and bidding him sit down upon the large chair, and take a book, she lit the
Argand lamp which stood before him, and showed him what he was to do,
and what kind of part he had to play.
They would inform the countess, she said, of her husband's unexpected
arrival, and that he was in very bad humor. The countess would come in,
walk up and down the room once or twice, then place herself beside the
back of his chair, lay her arm upon his shoulder, and speak a few words. He
was to play the cross husband as long and as well as possible; and, when
obliged to disclose himself, he must behave politely, handsomely, and
gallantly.
Wilhelm was left sitting, restlessly enough, in this singular mask. The
proposal had come upon him by surprise: the execution of it got the start of
the deliberation. The baroness had vanished from the room, before he saw
how dangerous the post was which he had engaged to fill. He could not
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some impression on him: but his nature was entirely averse to all empty
gallantry, and his principles forbade any thought of more serious
enterprises; so that his perplexity at this moment was in truth extreme. The
fear of displeasing the countess, and that of pleasing her too well, were
equally busy in his mind.
Every female charm that had ever acted on him, now showed itself again to
his imagination. Mariana rose before him in her white morning-gown, and
entreated his remembrance. Philina's loveliness, her beautiful hair, her
insinuating blandishments, had again become attractive by her late
presence. Yet all this retired as if behind the veil of distance, when he
figured to himself the noble, blooming countess, whose arm in a few
minutes he would feel upon his neck, whose innocent caresses he was there
to answer.
The strange mode in which he was to be delivered out of this perplexity he
certainly did not anticipate. We may judge of his astonishment, nay, his
terror, when the door opened behind him; and, at the first stolen look in the
mirror, he quite clearly discerned the count coming in with a light in his
hand. His doubt what he should do, whether he should sit still or rise,
should flee, confess, deny, or beg forgiveness, lasted but a few instants. The
count, who had remained motionless standing in the door, retired, and shut
it softly. At the same moment, the baroness sprang forward by the side-door,
extinguished the lamp, tore Wilhelm from his chair, and hurried him with
her into the closet. Instantly he threw off the night-gown, and put it in its
former place. The baroness took his coat under her arm, and hastened with
him through several rooms, passages, and partitions into her chamber,
where Wilhelm, so soon as she recovered breath, was informed, that on her
going to the countess, and delivering the fictitious intelligence about her
husband's arrival, the countess had answered, "I know it already: what can
have happened? I saw him riding in, at the postern, even now." On which
the baroness, in an excessive panic, had run to the count's chamber to give
warning.
"Unhappily you came too late!" said Wilhelm. "The count was in the room
before you, and saw me sitting."
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"That I know not. He was looking at me in the glass, as I at him; and, before
I could well determine whether it was he or a spirit, he drew back, and
closed the door behind him."
The anxiety of the baroness increased, when a servant came to call her,
signifying that the count was with his lady. She went with no light heart,
and found the count silent and thoughtful, indeed, but milder and kinder in
his words than usual. She knew not what to think of it. They spoke about
the incidents of the chase, and the causes of his quick return. The
conversation soon ran out. The count became taciturn; and it struck the
baroness particularly, when he asked for Wilhelm, and expressed a wish that
he were sent for, to come and read something.
Wilhelm, who had now dressed himself in the baroness's chamber, and in
some degree recovered his composure, obeyed the order, not without
anxiety. The count gave him a book, out of which he read an adventurous
tale, very little at his ease. His voice had a certain inconstancy and
quivering in it, which fortunately corresponded with the import of the story.
The count more than once gave kindly tokens of approval, and at last
dismissed our friend, with praises of his exquisite manner of reading.

CHAPTER XI.
Wilhelm had scarcely read one or two of Shakspeare's plays, till their effect
on him became so strong that he could go no farther. His whole soul was in
commotion. He sought an opportunity to speak with Jarno; to whom, on
meeting with him, he expressed his boundless gratitude for such delicious
entertainment.
"I clearly enough foresaw," said Jarno, "that you would not remain
insensible to the charms of the most extraordinary and most admirable of all
writers."
"Yes!" exclaimed our friend: "I cannot recollect that any book, any man,
any incident of my life, has produced such important effects on me, as the

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precious works to which by your kindness I have been directed. They seem
as if they were performances of some celestial genius, descending among
men, to make them, by the mildest instructions, acquainted with
themselves. They are no fictions! You would think, while reading them, you
stood before the unclosed awful Books of Fate, while the whirlwind of most
impassioned life was howling through the leaves, and tossing them fiercely
to and fro. The strength and tenderness, the power and peacefulness, of this
man, have so astonished and transported me, that I long vehemently for the
time when I shall have it in my power to read farther."
"Bravo!" said Jarno, holding out his hand, and squeezing our friend's. "This
is as it should be! And the consequences, which I hope for, will likewise
surely follow."
"I wish," said Wilhelm, "I could but disclose to you all that is going on
within me even now. All the anticipations I have ever had regarding man
and his destiny, which have accompanied me from youth upwards, often
unobserved by myself, I find developed and fulfilled in Shakspeare's
writings. It seems as if he cleared up every one of our enigmas to us, though
we cannot say, Here or there is the word of solution. His men appear like
natural men, and yet they are not. These, the most mysterious and complex
productions of creation, here act before us as if they were watches, whose
dial-plates and cases were of crystal, which pointed out, according to their
use, the course of the hours and minutes; while, at the same time, you could
discern the combination of wheels and springs that turned them. The few
glances I have cast over Shakspeare's world incite me, more than any thing
beside, to quicken my footsteps forward into the actual world, to mingle in
the flood of destinies that is suspended over it, and at length, if I shall
prosper, to draw a few cups from the great ocean of true nature, and to
distribute them from off the stage among the thirsting people of my native
land."
"I feel delighted with the temper of mind in which I now behold you,"
answered Jarno, laying his hand upon the shoulder of the excited youth:
"renounce not the purpose of embarking in active life. Make haste to
employ with alacrity the years that are granted you. If I can serve you, I will
with all my heart. As yet I have not asked you how you came into this
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and see,—you long to be out of it. I know nothing of your parentage, of
your domestic circumstances: consider what you shall confide to me. Thus
much only I can say: the times of war we live in may produce quick turns of
fortune; did you incline devoting your strength and talents to our service,
not fearing labor, and, if need were, danger, I might even now have an
opportunity to put you in a situation, which you would not afterwards be
sorry to have filled for a time." Wilhelm could not sufficiently express his
gratitude: he was ready to impart to his friend and patron the whole history
of his life.
In the course of this conversation, they had wandered far into the park, and
at last came upon the highway that crossed it. Jarno stood silent for a
moment, and then said, "Deliberate on my proposal, determine, give me
your answer in a few days, and then let me have the narrative you mean to
trust me with. I assure you, it has all along to me seemed quite
incomprehensible how you ever could have any thing to do with such a
class of people. I have often thought with spleen and disgust, how, in order
to gain a paltry living, you must fix your heart on a wandering ballad-
monger, and a silly mongrel, neither male nor female."
He had not yet concluded, when an officer on horseback came hastily
along; a groom following him with a led horse. Jarno shouted a warm
salutation to him. The officer sprang from his horse; Jarno and he embraced
and talked together; while Wilhelm, confounded at the last expressions of
his warlike friend, stood thoughtfully at a side. Jarno turned over some
papers which the stranger had delivered to him; while the latter came to
Wilhelm, held out his hand, and said with emphasis, "I find you in worthy
company: follow the counsel of your friend, and, by doing so, accomplish
likewise the desire of an unknown man, who takes a genuine interest in
you." So saying, he embraced Wilhelm, and pressed him cordially to his
breast. At the same instant Jarno advanced, and said to the stranger, "It is
best that I ride on with you: by this means you may get the necessary
orders, and set out again before night." Both then leaped into their saddles,
and left our astonished friend to his own reflections.
Jarno's last words were still ringing in his ears. It galled him to see the two
human beings that had most innocently won his affections so grievously
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the officer, whom he knew not, made but a slight impression on him; it
occupied his curiosity and his imagination for a moment: but Jarno's speech
had cut him to the heart; he was deeply hurt by it: and now, in his way
homewards, he broke out into reproaches against himself, that he should for
a single instant have mistaken or forgotten the unfeeling coldness of Jarno,
which looked out from his very eyes, and spoke in all his gestures. "No!"
exclaimed he, "thou conceivest, dead-hearted worldling, that thou canst be a
friend! All that thou hast power to offer me is not worth the sentiment
which binds me to these forlorn beings. How fortunate that I have
discovered in time what I had to expect from thee!"
Mignon came to meet him as he entered: he clasped her in his arms,
exclaiming, "Nothing, nothing, shall part us, thou good little creature! The
seeming prudence of the world shall never cause me to forsake thee, or
forget what I owe thee!"
The child, whose warm caresses he had been accustomed to avoid, rejoiced
with all her heart at this unlooked-for show of tenderness, and clung so fast
to him that he had some difficulty to get loose from her.
From this period he kept a stricter eye on Jarno's conduct: many parts of it
he did not think quite praiseworthy; nay, several things came out which
totally displeased him. He had strong suspicions, for example, that the
verses on the baron, which the poor Pedant had so dearly paid for, were
composed by Jarno. And as the latter, in Wilhelm's presence, had made
sport of the adventure, our friend thought here was certainly a symptom of a
most corrupted heart; for what could be more depraved than to treat a
guiltless person, whose griefs one's self had occasioned, with jeering and
mockery, instead of trying to satisfy or to indemnify him? In this matter
Wilhelm would himself willingly have brought about reparation; and
erelong a very curious accident led him to obtain some traces of the persons
concerned in that nocturnal outrage.
Hitherto his friends had contrived to keep him unacquainted with the fact,
that some of the young officers were in the habit of passing whole nights in
merriment and jollity, with certain actors and actresses, in the lower hall of
the old castle. One morning, having risen early, according to his custom, he
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act of performing rather a singular operation. They had mixed a bowl of
water with a quantity of chalk, and were plastering this gruel with a brush
upon their waistcoats and pantaloons, without stripping; thus very
expeditiously restoring the spotlessness of their apparel. On witnessing this
piece of ingenuity, our friend was at once struck with the recollection of the
poor Pedant's whited and bedusted coat: his suspicions gathered strength
when he learned that some relations of the baron were among the party.
To throw some light on his doubts, he engaged the youths to breakfast with
him. They were very lively, and told a multitude of pleasant stories. One of
them especially, who for a time had been on the recruiting-service, was loud
in praising the craft and activity of his captain; who, it appeared, understood
the art of alluring men of all kinds towards him, and overreaching every one
by the deception proper for him. He circumstantially described how several
young people of good families and careful education had been cozened, by
playing off to them a thousand promises of honor and preferment; and he
heartily laughed at the simpletons, who felt so gratified, when first enlisted,
at the thought of being esteemed and introduced to notice by so reputable,
prudent, bold, and munificent an officer.
Wilhelm blessed his better genius for having drawn him back in time from
the abyss to whose brink he had approached so near. Jarno he now looked
upon as nothing better than a crimp: the embrace of the stranger officer was
easily explained. He viewed the feelings and opinions of these men with
contempt and disgust; from that moment he carefully avoided coming into
contact with any one that wore a uniform; and, when he heard that the army
was about to move its quarters, the news would have been extremely
welcome to him, if he had not feared, that, immediately on its departure, he
himself must be banished from the neighborhood of his lovely friend,
perhaps forever.

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Meanwhile the baroness had spent several days disquieted by anxious fears
and unsatisfied curiosity. Since the late adventure, the count's demeanor had
been altogether an enigma to her. His manner was changed: none of his
customary jokes were to be heard. His demands on the company and the
servants had very much abated. Little pedantry or imperiousness was now
to be discerned in him; he was silent and thoughtful, yet withal he seemed
composed and placid; in short, he was quite another man. In choosing the
books, which now and then he caused to be read to him, those of a serious,
often a religious, cast, were pitched upon; and the baroness lived in
perpetual fright lest, beneath this apparent serenity, a secret rancor might be
lurking,—a silent purpose to revenge the offence he had so accidentally
discovered. She determined, therefore, to make Jarno her confidant; and this
the more freely, as that gentleman and she already stood in a relation to
each other where it is not usual to be very cautious in keeping secrets. For
some time Jarno had been her dearest friend, yet they had been dexterous
enough to conceal their attachment and joys from the noisy world in which
they moved. To the countess alone this new romance had not remained
unknown; and very possibly the baroness might wish to get her fair friend
occupied with some similar engagement, and thus to escape the silent
reproaches she had often to endure from that noble-minded woman.
Scarcely had the baroness related the occurrence to her lover, when he cried
out laughing, "To a certainty the old fool believes that he has seen his ghost!
He dreads that the vision may betoken some misfortune, perhaps death, to
him; and so he is become quite tame, as all half-men do, in thinking of that
consummation which no one has escaped or will escape. Softly a little! As I
hope he will live long enough, we may now train him at least, so that he
shall not again give disturbance to his wife and household."
They accordingly, as soon as any opportunity occurred, began talking, in
the presence of the count, about warnings, visions, apparitions, and the like.
Jarno played the sceptic, the baroness likewise; and they carried it so far,
that his lordship at last took Jarno aside, reproved him for his free-thinking,
and produced his own experience to prove the possibility, nay, actual
occurrence, of such preternatural events. Jarno affected to be struck, to be in
doubt, and finally to be convinced; but, in private with his friend, he made
himself so much the merrier at the credulous weakling, who had thus been
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some praise for expecting dire calamity, or death itself, with such
composure.
"The natural result which the present apparition might have had, would
possibly have ruffled him!" exclaimed the baroness, with her wonted
vivacity; to which, when anxiety was taken from her heart, she had instantly
returned. Jarno was richly rewarded; and the two contrived fresh projects
for frightening the count still further, and still further exciting and
confirming the affection of the countess for Wilhelm.
With this intention, the whole story was related to the countess. She, indeed,
expressed her displeasure at such conduct; but from that time she became
more thoughtful, and in peaceful moments seemed to be considering,
pursuing, and painting out that scene which had been prepared for her.
The preparations now going forward on every side left no room for doubt
that the armies were soon to move in advance, and the prince at the same
time to change his headquarters. It was even said that the count intended
leaving his castle, and returning to the city. Our players could therefore,
without difficulty, calculate the aspect of their stars; yet none of them,
except Melina, took any measures in consequence: the rest strove only to
catch as much enjoyment as they could from the moment that was passing
over them.
Wilhelm, in the mean time, was engaged with a peculiar task. The countess
had required from him a copy of his writings, and he looked on this request
as the noblest recompense for his labors.
A young author, who has not yet seen himself in print, will, in such a case,
apply no ordinary care to provide a clear and beautiful transcript of his
works. It is like the golden age of authorship: he feels transported into those
centuries when the press had not inundated the world with so many useless
writings, when none but excellent performances were copied, and kept by
the noblest men; and he easily admits the illusion, that his own accurately
ruled and measured manuscript may itself prove an excellent performance,
worthy to be kept and valued by some future critic.
The prince being shortly to depart, a great entertainment had been
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and the countess had dressed betimes. On this occasion she had taken a
costlier suit than usual. Her head-dress, and the decorations of her hair,
were more exquisite and studied: she wore all her jewels. The baroness, too,
had done her utmost to appear with becoming taste and splendor.
Philina, observing that both ladies, in expectation of their guests, felt the
time rather tedious, proposed to send for Wilhelm, who was wishing to
present his manuscript, now completed, and to read them some other little
pieces. He came, and on his entrance was astonished at the form and the
graces of the countess, which her decorations had but made more visible
and striking. Being ordered by the ladies, he began to read; but with so
much absence of mind, and so badly, that, had not his audience been
excessively indulgent, they would very soon have dismissed him.
Every time he looked at the countess, it seemed to him as if a spark of
electric fire were glancing before his eyes. In the end he knew not where to
find the breath he wanted for his reading. The countess had always pleased
him, but now it appeared as if he never had beheld a being so perfect and so
lovely. A thousand thoughts flitted up and down his soul: what follows
might be nearly their substance.
"How foolish is it in so many poets, and men of sentiment as they are
called, to make war on pomp and decoration; requiring that women of all
ranks should wear no dress but what is simple, and conformable to nature!
They rail at decoration, without once considering, that, when we see a plain
or positively ugly person clothed in a costly and gorgeous fashion, it is not
the poor decoration that displeases us. I would assemble all the judges in
the world, and ask them here if they wished to see one of these folds, of
these ribbons and laces, these braids, ringlets, and glancing stones,
removed? Would they not dread disturbing the delightful impression that so
naturally and spontaneously meets us here? Yes, naturally I will say! As
Minerva sprang in complete armor from the head of Jove; so does this
goddess seem to have stepped forth with a light foot, in all her ornaments,
from the bosom of some flower."
While reading, he turned his eyes upon her frequently, as if he wished to
stamp this image on his soul forever: he more than once read wrong, yet
without falling into confusion of mind; though, at other times, he used to

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feel the mistaking of a word or a letter as a painful deformity, which spoiled
a whole recitation.
A false alarm of the arrival of the guests put an end to the reading; the
baroness went out; and the countess, while about to shut her writing-desk,
which was standing open, took up her casket, and put some other rings upon
her finger. "We are soon to part," said she, keeping her eyes upon the
casket: "accept a memorial of a true friend, who wishes nothing more
earnestly than that you may always prosper." She then took out a ring,
which, underneath a crystal, bore a little plait of woven hair beautifully set
with diamonds. She held it out to Wilhelm, who, on taking it, knew neither
what to say nor do, but stood as if rooted to the ground. The countess shut
her desk, and sat down upon the sofa.
"And I must go empty?" said Philina, kneeling down at the countess's right
hand. "Do but look at the man: he carries such a store of words in his
mouth, when no one wants to hear them; and now he cannot stammer out
the poorest syllable of thanks. Quick, sir! Express your services by way of
pantomime at least; and if to-day you can invent nothing, then, for Heaven's
sake, be my imitator."
Philina seized the right hand of the countess, and kissed it warmly. Wilhelm
sank upon his knee, laid hold of the left, and pressed it to his lips. The
countess seemed embarrassed, yet without displeasure.
"Ah!" cried Philina, "so much splendor of attire, I may have seen before,
but never one so fit to wear it. What bracelets, but also what a hand! What a
neckdress, but also what a bosom."
"Peace, little cozener!" said the countess.
"Is this his lordship, then?" said Philina, pointing to a rich medallion, which
the countess wore on her left side, by a particular chain.
"He is painted in his bridegroom-dress," replied the countess.
"Was he, then, so young?" inquired Philina: "I know it is but a year or two
since you were married."
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"He is a handsome man," observed Philina. "But was there never," she
continued, placing her hand on the countess's heart, "never any other image
that found its way in secret hither?"
"Thou art very bold, Philina," cried she: "I have spoiled thee. Let me never
hear the like again."
"If you are angry, then am I unhappy," said Philina, springing up, and
hastening from the room.
Wilhelm still held that lovely hand in both of his. His eyes were fixed on
the bracelet-clasp: he noticed, with extreme surprise, that his initials were
traced on it, in lines of brilliants.
"Have I, then," he modestly inquired, "your own hair in this precious ring?"
"Yes," replied she in a faint voice; then, suddenly collecting herself, she
said, and pressed his hand, "Arise, and fare you well!"
"Here is my name," cried he, "by the most curious chance!" He pointed to
the bracelet-clasp.
"How?" cried the countess: "it is the cipher of a female friend!"
"They are the initials of my name. Forget me not. Your image is engraven
on my heart, and will never be effaced. Farewell! I must be gone."
He kissed her hand, and meant to rise; but, as in dreams, some strange thing
fades and changes into something stranger, and the succeeding wonder
takes us by surprise; so, without knowing how it happened, he found the
countess in his arms: her lips were resting upon his, and their warm mutual
kisses were yielding them that blessedness which mortals sip from the
topmost sparkling foam on the freshly poured cup of love.
Her head lay on his shoulder: the disordered ringlets and ruffles were
forgotten. She had thrown her arm round him: he clasped her with vivacity,
and pressed her again and again to his breast. Oh that such a moment could
but last forever! And woe to envious Fate that shortened even this brief
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How terrified was Wilhelm, how astounded did he start from his happy
dream, when the countess, with a shriek, on a sudden tore herself away, and
hastily pressed her hand against her heart.
He stood confounded before her: she held the other hand upon her eyes,
and, after a moment's pause, exclaimed, "Away! leave me! delay not!"
He continued standing.
"Leave me!" she cried; and, taking off her hand from her eyes, she looked at
him with an indescribable expression of countenance, and added, in the
most tender and affecting voice, "Flee, if you love me."
Wilhelm was out of the chamber, and again in his room, before he knew
what he was doing.
Unhappy creatures! What singular warning of chance or of destiny tore
them asunder?

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BOOK IV.

CHAPTER I.
Laertes was standing at the window in a thoughtful mood, resting on his
arm, and looking out into the fields. Philina came gliding towards him,
across the large hall: she leaned upon him, and began to mock him for his
serious looks.
"Do not laugh," replied he: "it is frightful to think how time goes on, how
all things change and have an end. See here! A little while ago there was a
stately camp: how pleasantly the tents looked! what restless life and motion
was within them! how carefully they watched the whole enclosure! And,
behold, it is all vanished in a day! For a short while, that trampled straw,
those holes which the cooks have dug, will show a trace of what was here;
and soon the whole will be ploughed and reaped as formerly, and the
presence of so many thousand gallant fellows in this quarter will but
glimmer in the memories of one or two old men."
Philina began to sing, and dragged forth her friend to dance with her in the
hall. "Since Time is not a person we can overtake when he is past," cried
she, "let us honor him with mirth and cheerfulness of heart while he is
passing."
They had scarcely made a step or two, when Frau Melina came walking
through the hall. Philina was wicked enough to invite her to join them in the
dance, and thus to bring her in mind of the shape to which her pregnancy
had reduced her.
"That I might never more see a woman in an interesting situation!" said
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"Yet she feels an interest in it," said Laertes.
"But she manages so shockingly. Didst thou notice that wabbling fold of her
shortened petticoat, which always travels out before her when she moves?
She has not the smallest knack or skill to trim herself a little, and conceal
her state."
"Let her be," said Laertes. "Time will soon come to her aid."
"It were prettier, however," cried Philina, "if we could shake children from
the trees."
The baron entered, and spoke some kind words to them, adding a few
presents, in the name of the count and the countess, who had left the place
very early in the morning. He then went to Wilhelm, who was busy in the
side-chamber with Mignon. She had been extremely affectionate and
taking; had asked minutely about Wilhelm's parents, brothers, sisters, and
relations; and so brought to his mind the duty he owed his people, to send
them some tidings of himself.
With the farewell compliments of the family, the baron delivered him an
assurance from the count, that his lordship had been exceedingly obliged by
his acting, his poetical labors, and theatrical exertions. For proof of this
statement, the baron then drew forth a purse, through whose beautiful
texture the bright glance of new gold coin was sparkling out. Wilhelm drew
back, refusing to accept of it.
"Look upon this gift," said the baron, "as a compensation for your time, as
an acknowledgment of your trouble, not as the reward of your talents. If
genius procures us a good name and good will from men, it is fair likewise,
that, by our diligence and efforts, we should earn the means to satisfy our
wants; since, after all, we are not wholly spirit. Had we been in town, where
every thing is to be got, we should have changed this little sum into a
watch, a ring, or something of that sort; but, as it is, I must place the magic
rod in your own hands; procure a trinket with it, such as may please you
best and be of greatest use, and keep it for our sakes. At the same time, you
must not forget to hold the purse in honor. It was knit by the fingers of our
ladies: they meant that the cover should give to its contents the most
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"Forgive my embarrassment," said Wilhelm, "and my doubts about
accepting this present. It, as it were, annihilates the little I have done, and
hinders the free play of happy recollection. Money is a fine thing, when any
matter is to be completely settled and abolished: I feel unwilling to be so
entirely abolished from the recollection of your house."
"That is not the case," replied the baron; "but, feeling so tenderly yourself,
you could not wish that the count should be obliged to consider himself
wholly your debtor, especially when I assure you that his lordship's highest
ambition has always consisted in being punctual and just. He is not
uninformed of the labor you have undergone, or of the zeal with which you
have devoted all your time to execute his views; nay, he is aware, that, to
quicken certain operations, you have even expended money of your own.
With what face shall I appear before him, then, if I cannot say that his
acknowledgment has given you satisfaction?"
"If I thought only of myself," said Wilhelm, "if I might follow merely the
dictates of my own feelings, I should certainly, in spite of all these reasons,
steadfastly refuse this gift, generous and honorable as it is; but I will not
deny, that, at the very moment when it brings me into one perplexity, it
frees me from another, into which I have lately fallen with regard to my
relations, and which has in secret caused me much uneasiness. My
management, not only of the time, but also of the money, for which I have
to give account, has not been the best; and now, by the kindness of his
lordship, I shall be enabled, with confidence, to give my people news of the
good fortune to which this curious by-path has led me. I therefore sacrifice
those feelings of delicacy, which, like a tender conscience, admonish us on
such occasions, to a higher duty; and, that I may appear courageously
before my father, I must consent to stand ashamed before you."
"It is singular," replied the baron, "to see what a world of hesitation people
feel about accepting money from their friends and patrons, though ready to
receive any other gift with joy and thankfulness. Human nature manifests
some other such peculiarities, by which many scruples of a similar kind are
produced and carefully cherished."
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"It is so," replied the baron, "and with several other prejudices. We must not
root them out, lest in doing so we tear up noble plants along with them. Yet
I am always glad when I meet with men that feel superior to such
objections, when the case requires it; and I recall with pleasure the story of
that ingenious poet who had written several plays for the court-theatre,
which met with the monarch's warmest approbation. 'I must give him a
distinguished recompense,' said the generous prince: 'ask him whether he
would choose to have some jewel given him, or if he would disdain to
accept a sum of money.' In his humorous way, the poet answered the
inquiring courtier, 'I am thankful, with all my heart, for these gracious
purposes; and, as the emperor is daily taking money from us, I see not
wherefore I should feel ashamed of taking some from him.'"
Scarcely had the baron left the room, when Wilhelm eagerly began to count
the cash, which had come to him so unexpectedly, and, as he thought, so
undeservedly. It seemed as if the worth and dignity of gold, not usually felt
till later years, had now, by anticipation, twinkled in his eyes for the first
time, as the fine, glancing coins rolled out from the beautiful purse. He
reckoned up, and found, that, particularly as Melina had engaged
immediately to pay the loan, he had now as much or more on the right side
of his account as on that day when Philina first asked him for the nosegay.
With a little secret satisfaction, he looked upon his talents; with a little
pride, upon the fortune which had led and attended him. He now seized the
pen, with an assured mind, to write a letter which might free his family
from their anxieties, and set his late proceedings in the most favorable light.
He abstained from any special narrative, and only by significant and
mysterious hints left them room for guessing at what had befallen him. The
good condition of his cash-book, the advantage he had earned by his talents,
the favor of the great and of the fair, acquaintance with a wider circle, the
improvement of his bodily and mental gifts, his hopes from the future,
altogether formed such a fair cloud-picture, that Fata Morgana itself could
scarcely have thrown together a stranger or a better.
In this happy exaltation, the letter being folded up, he went on to maintain a
conversation with himself, recapitulating what he had been writing, and
pointing out for himself an active and glorious future. The example of so
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new world to him; from the lips of the beautiful countess he had inhaled an
inexpressible inspiration. All this could not and would not be without effect.
The Stallmeister came to inquire whether they were ready with their
packing. Alas! with the single exception of Melina, no one of them had
thought of it. Now, however, they were speedily to be in motion. The count
had engaged to have the whole party conveyed forward a few days' journey
on their way: the horses were now in readiness, and could not long be
wanted. Wilhelm asked for his trunk: Frau Melina had taken it to put her
own things in. He asked for money: Herr Melina had stowed it all far down
at the bottom of his box. Philina said she had still some room in hers: she
took Wilhelm's clothes, and bade Mignon bring the rest. Wilhelm, not
without reluctance, was obliged to let it be so.
While they were loading, and getting all things ready, Melina said, "I am
sorry we should travel like mountebanks and rope-dancers. I could wish
that Mignon would put on girl's clothes, and that the harper would let his
beard be shorn." Mignon clung firmly to Wilhelm, and cried, with great
vivacity, "I am a boy—I will be no girl!" The old man held his peace; and
Philina, on this suggestion, made some merry observations on the
singularity of their protector, the count. "If the harper should cut off his
beard," said she, "let him sew it carefully upon a ribbon, and keep it by him,
that he may put it on again whenever his lordship the count falls in with him
in any quarter of the world. It was this beard alone that procured him the
favor of his lordship."
On being pressed to give an explanation of this singular speech, Philina said
to them, "The count thinks it contributes very much to the completeness of
theatrical illusion if the actor continues to play his part, and to sustain his
character, even in common life. It was for this reason that he showed such
favor to the Pedant: and he judged it, in like manner, very fitting that the
harper not only wore his false beard at nights on the stage, but also
constantly by day; and he used to be delighted at the natural appearance of
the mask."
While the rest were laughing at this error, and the other strange opinions of
the count, the harper led our friend aside, took leave of him, and begged,
with tears, that he would even now let him go. Wilhelm spoke to him,

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declaring that he would protect him against all the world; that no one should
touch a hair of his head, much less send him off against his will.
The old man seemed affected deeply: an unwonted fire was glowing in his
eyes. "It is not that," cried he, "which drives me away. I have long been
reproaching myself in secret for staying with you. I ought to linger
nowhere; for misfortune flies to overtake me, and injures all that are
connected with me. Dread every thing, unless you dismiss me; but ask me
no questions. I belong not to myself. I cannot stay."
"To whom dost thou belong? Who can exert such a power on thee?"
"Leave me my horrid secret, and let me go! The vengeance which pursues
me is not of the earthly judge. I belong to an inexorable destiny. I cannot
stay, and I dare not."
"In the situation I see thee in, I shall certainly not let thee go."
"It were high treason against you, my benefactor, if I should delay. I am
secure while with you, but you are in peril. You know not whom you keep
beside you. I am guilty, but more wretched than guilty. My presence scares
happiness away, and good deeds grow powerless when I become concerned
in them. Fugitive, unresting I should be, that my evil genius might not seize
me, which pursues but at a distance, and only appears when I have found a
place, and am laying down my head to seek repose. More grateful I cannot
show myself than by forsaking you."
"Strange man! Thou canst neither take away the confidence I place in thee,
nor the hope I feel to see thee happy. I wish not to penetrate the secrets of
thy superstition; but if thou livest in belief of wonderful forebodings, and
entanglements of fate, then, to cheer and hearten thee, I say, unite thyself to
my good fortune, and let us see which genius is the stronger, thy dark or my
bright one."
Wilhelm seized this opportunity of suggesting to him many other
comfortable things; for of late our friend had begun to imagine that this
singular attendant of his must be a man, who, by chance or destiny, had
been led into some weighty crime, the remembrance of which he was ever
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A few days ago Wilhelm, listening to his singing, had observed attentively
the following lines:—

"For him the light of ruddy morn
But paints the horizon red with flame;
And voices, from the depths of nature borne,
Woe! woe! upon his guilty head proclaim."

But, let the old man urge what arguments he pleased, our friend had
constantly a stronger argument at hand. He turned every thing on its fairest
side; spoke so bravely, heartily, and cheerily, that even the old man seemed
again to gather spirits, and to throw aside his whims.

CHAPTER II.
Melina was in hopes to get established, with his company, in a small but
thriving town at some distance. They had already reached the place where
the count's horses were to turn, and now they looked about for other
carriages and cattle to transport them onward. Melina had engaged to
provide them a conveyance: he showed himself but niggardly, according to
his custom. Wilhelm, on the contrary, had the shining ducats of the countess
in his pocket, and thought he had the fullest right to spend them merrily;
forgetting very soon how ostentatiously he had produced them in the stately
balance transmitted to his father.
His friend Shakspeare, whom with the greatest joy he acknowledged as his
godfather, and rejoiced the more that his name was Wilhelm, had introduced
him to a prince, who frolicked for a time among mean, nay, vicious
companions, and who, notwithstanding his nobleness of nature, found
pleasure in the rudeness, indecency, and coarse intemperance of these
altogether sensual knaves. This ideal likeness, which he figured as the type
and the excuse of his own actual condition, was most welcome to our
friend; and the process of self-deception, to which already he displayed an
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He now began to think about his dress. It struck him that a waistcoat, over
which, in case of need, one could throw a little short mantle, was a very fit
thing for a traveller. Long knit pantaloons, and a pair of lacing-boots,
seemed the true garb of a pedestrian. He next procured a fine silk sash,
which he tied about him, under the pretence at first of securing warmth for
his person. On the other hand, he freed his neck from the tyranny of stocks,
and got a few stripes of muslin sewed upon his shirt; making the pieces of
considerable breadth, so that they presented the complete appearance of an
ancient ruff. The beautiful silk neckerchief, the memorial of Mariana, which
had once been saved from burning, now lay slackly tied beneath this muslin
collar. A round hat, with a party-colored band, and a large feather, perfected
the mask.
The women all asserted that this garb became him very well. Philina in
particular appeared enchanted with it. She solicited his hair for herself,—
beautiful locks, which, the closer to approach the natural ideal, he had
unmercifully clipped. By so doing she recommended herself not amiss to
his favor; and our friend, who by his open-handedness had acquired the
right of treating his companions somewhat in Prince Harry's manner,
erelong fell into the humor of himself contriving a few wild tricks, and
presiding in the execution of them. The people fenced, they danced, they
devised all kinds of sports, and, in their gayety of heart, partook of what
tolerable wine they could fall in with in copious proportions; while, amid
the disorder of this tumultuous life, Philina lay in wait for the coy hero,—
over whom let his better genius keep watch!
One chief diversion, which yielded the company a frequent and very
pleasing entertainment, consisted in producing an extempore play, in which
their late benefactors and patrons were mimicked, and turned into ridicule.
Some of our actors had seized very neatly whatever was peculiar in the
outward manner of several distinguished people in the count's
establishment; their imitation of these was received by the rest of the party
with the greatest approbation: and when Philina produced, from the secret
archives of her experience, certain peculiar declarations of love that had
been made to her, the audience were like to die with laughing and malicious
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Wilhelm censured their ingratitude; but they told him in reply that these
gentry well deserved what they were getting, their general conduct toward
such deserving people, as our friends believed themselves, not having been
by any means the best imaginable. The little consideration, the neglect they
had experienced, were now described with many aggravations. The jesting,
bantering, and mimicry proceeded as before: our party were growing
bitterer and more unjust every minute.
"I wish," observed Wilhelm, "there were no envy or selfishness lurking
under what you say, but that you would regard those persons and their
station in the proper point of view. It is a peculiar thing to be placed, by
one's very birth, in an elevated situation in society. The man for whom
inherited wealth has secured a perfect freedom of existence; who finds
himself from his youth upwards abundantly encompassed with all the
secondary essentials, so to speak, of human life,—will generally become
accustomed to consider these qualifications as the first and greatest of all;
while the worth of that mode of human life, which nature from her own
stores equips and furnishes, will strike him much more faintly. The behavior
of noblemen to their inferiors, and likewise to each other, is regulated by
external preferences. They give each credit for his title, his rank, his clothes,
and equipage; but his individual merits come not into play."
This speech was honored with the company's unbounded applause. They
declared it to be shameful, that men of merit should constantly be pushed
into the background; and that, in the great world, there should not be a trace
of natural and hearty intercourse. On this latter point particularly they
overshot all bounds.
"Blame them not for it," said Wilhelm, "rather pity them! They have seldom
an exalted feeling of that happiness which we admit to be the highest that
can flow from the inward abundance of nature. Only to us poor creatures is
it granted to enjoy the happiness of friendship in its richest fulness. Those
dear to us we cannot elevate by our countenance, or advance by our favor,
or make happy by our presents. We have nothing but ourselves. This whole
self we must give away; and, if it is to be of any value, we must make our
friend secure of it forever. What an enjoyment, what a happiness, for giver
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situation! It gives to the transitory life of man a heavenly certainty: it forms
the crown and capital of all that we possess."
While he spoke thus, Mignon had come near him: she threw her little arms
round him, and stood with her cheek resting on his breast. He laid his hand
on the child's head, and proceeded, "It is easy for a great man to win our
minds to him, easy to make our hearts his own. A mild and pleasant manner,
a manner only not inhuman, will of itself do wonders,—and how many
means does he possess of holding fast the affections he has once
conquered? To us, all this occurs less frequently; to us it is all more
difficult; and we naturally, therefore, put a greater value on whatever, in the
way of mutual kindness, we acquire and accomplish. What touching
examples of faithful servants giving themselves up to danger and death for
their masters? How finely has Shakspeare painted out such things to us!
Fidelity, in this case, is the effort of a noble soul, struggling to become
equal with one exalted above it. By steadfast attachment and love, the
servant is made equal to his lord, who, but for this, is justified in looking on
him as a hired slave. Yes, these virtues belong to the lower class of men
alone: that class cannot do without them, and with them it has a beauty of
its own. Whoever is enabled to requite all favors easily will likewise easily
be tempted to raise himself above the habit of acknowledgment. Nay, in this
sense, I am of opinion it might almost be maintained, that a great man may
possess friends, but cannot be one."
Mignon clung more and more closely to him.
"It may be so," replied one of the party: "we do not need their friendship,
and do not ask it. But it were well if they understood a little more about the
arts, which they affect to patronize. When we played in the best style, there
was none to mind us: it was all sheer partiality. Any one they chose to favor,
pleased; and they did not choose to favor those that merited to please. It was
intolerable to observe how often silliness and mere stupidity attracted notice
and applause."
"When I abate from this," said Wilhelm, "what seemed to spring from irony
and malice, I think we may nearly say, that one fares in art as he does in
love. And, after all, how shall a fashionable man of the world, with his
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an artist must long continue in, if he would produce any thing approaching
to perfection,—a state of feeling without which it is impossible for any one
to take such an interest, as the artist hopes and wishes, in his work?
"Believe me, my friends, it is with talents as with virtue; one must love
them for their own sake, or entirely renounce them. And neither of them is
acknowledged and rewarded, except when their possessor can practise them
unseen, like a dangerous secret."
"Meanwhile, until some proper judge discovers us, we may all die of
hunger," cried a fellow in the corner.
"Not quite inevitably," answered Wilhelm. "I have observed, that, so long as
one stirs and lives, one always finds food and raiment, though they be not
of the richest sort. And why should we repine? Were we not, altogether
unexpectedly, and when our prospects were the very worst, taken kindly by
the hand, and substantially entertained? And now, when we are in want of
nothing, does it once occur to us to attempt any thing for our improvement,
or to strive, though never so faintly, towards advancement in our art? We
are busied about indifferent matters; and, like school-boys, we are casting
all aside that might bring our lesson to our thoughts."
"In sad truth," said Philina, "it is even so! Let us choose a play: we will go
through it on the spot. Each of us must do his best, as if he stood before the
largest audience."
They did not long deliberate: a play was fixed on. It was one of those which
at that time were meeting great applause in Germany, and have now passed
away. Some of the party whistled a symphony; each speedily bethought him
of his part; they commenced, and acted the entire play with the greatest
attention, and really well beyond expectation. Mutual applauses circulated:
our friends had seldom been so pleasantly diverted.
On finishing, they all felt exceedingly contented, partly on account of their
time being spent so well, partly because each of them experienced some
degree of satisfaction with his own performance. Wilhelm expressed
himself copiously in their praise: the conversation grew cheerful and merry.
"You would see," cried our friend, "what advances we should make, if we
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learning by heart, rehearsing and playing mechanically, as if it were a
barren duty, or some handicraft employment. How different a character do
our musical professors merit! What interest they take in their art! how
correct are they in the practisings they undertake in common! What pains
they are at in tuning their instruments; how exactly they observe time; how
delicately they express the strength and the weakness of their tones! No one
there thinks of gaining credit to himself by a loud accompaniment of the
solo of another. Each tries to play in the spirit of the composer, each to
express well whatever is committed to him, be it much or little.
"Should not we, too, go as strictly and as ingeniously to work, seeing we
practise an art far more delicate than that of music,—seeing we are called
on to express the commonest and the strangest emotions of human nature,
with elegance, and so as to delight? Can any thing be more shocking than to
slur over our rehearsal, and in our acting to depend on good luck, or the
capricious choice of the moment? We ought to place our highest happiness
and satisfaction in mutually desiring to gain each other's approbation: we
should even value the applauses of the public only in so far as we have
previously sanctioned them among ourselves. Why is the master of the band
more secure about his music than the manager about his play? Because, in
the orchestra, each individual would feel ashamed of his mistakes, which
offend the outward ear; but how seldom have I found an actor disposed to
acknowledge or feel ashamed of mistakes, pardonable or the contrary, by
which the inward ear is so outrageously offended! I could wish, for my part,
that our theatre were as narrow as the wire of a rope-dancer, that so no inept
fellow might dare to venture on it, instead of being, as it is, a place where
every one discovers in himself capacity enough to flourish and parade."
The company gave this apostrophe a kind reception; each being convinced
that the censure conveyed in it could not apply to him, after acting a little
while ago so excellently with the rest. On the other hand, it was agreed, that
during this journey, and for the future if they remained together, they would
regularly proceed with their training in the manner just adopted. Only it was
thought, that, as this was a thing of good humor and free will, no formal
manager must be allowed to have a hand in it. Taking it for an established
fact, that, among good men, the republican form of government is the best,
they declared that the post of manager should go round among them: he
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senate joined in authority along with him. So delighted did they feel with
this idea, that they longed to put it instantly in practice.
"I have no objection," said Melina, "if you incline making such an
experiment while we are travelling: I shall willingly suspend my own
directorship until we reach some settled place." He was in hopes of saving
cash by this arrangement, and of casting many small expenses on the
shoulders of the little senate or of the interim manager. This fixed, they
went very earnestly to counsel how the form of the new commonwealth
might best be adjusted.
"'Tis an itinerating kingdom," said Laertes: "we shall at least have no
quarrels about frontiers."
They directly proceeded to the business, and elected Wilhelm as their first
manager. The senate also was appointed, the women having seat and vote in
it: laws were propounded, were rejected, were agreed to. In such playing,
the time passed on unnoticed; and, as our friends had spent it pleasantly,
they also conceived that they had really been effecting something useful,
and, by their new constitution, had been opening a new prospect for the
stage of their native country.

CHAPTER III.
Seeing the company so favorably disposed, Wilhelm now hoped he might
further have it in his power to converse with them on the poetic merit of the
plays which might come before them. "It is not enough," said he next day,
when they were all again assembled, "for the actor merely to glance over a
dramatic work, to judge of it by his first impression, and thus, without
investigation, to declare his satisfaction or dissatisfaction with it. Such
things may be allowed in a spectator, whose purpose it is rather to be
entertained and moved than formally to criticise. But the actor, on the other
hand, should be prepared to give a reason for his praise or censure; and how
shall he do this, if he have not taught himself to penetrate the sense, the
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a drama from a single part in it, and to look upon this part itself in an
isolated point of view, not in its connection with the whole. I have noticed
this within a few days, so clearly in my own conduct, that I will give you
the account as an example, if you please to hear me patiently.
"You all know Shakspeare's incomparable 'Hamlet:' our public reading of it
at the castle yielded every one of us the greatest satisfaction. On that
occasion we proposed to act the play; and I, not knowing what I undertook,
engaged to play the prince's part. This I conceived that I was studying,
while I began to get by heart the strongest passages, the soliloquies, and
those scenes in which force of soul, vehemence and elevation of feeling,
have the freest scope; where the agitated heart is allowed to display itself
with touching expressiveness.
"I further conceived that I was penetrating quite into the spirit of the
character, while I endeavored, as it were, to take upon myself the load of
deep melancholy under which my prototype was laboring, and in this
humor to pursue him through the strange labyrinths of his caprices and his
singularities. Thus learning, thus practising, I doubted not but I should by
and by become one person with my hero.
"But, the farther I advanced, the more difficult did it become for me to form
any image of the whole, in its general bearings; till at last it seemed as if
impossible. I next went through the entire piece, without interruption; but
here, too, I found much that I could not away with. At one time the
characters, at another time the manner of displaying them, seemed
inconsistent; and I almost despaired of finding any general tint, in which I
might present my whole part with all its shadings and variations. In such
devious paths I toiled, and wandered long in vain; till at length a hope arose
that I might reach my aim in quite a new way.
"I set about investigating every trace of Hamlet's character, as it had shown
itself before his father's death: I endeavored to distinguish what in it was
independent of this mournful event, independent of the terrible events that
followed; and what most probably the young man would have been, had no
such thing occurred.
"Soft, and from a noble stem, this royal flower had sprung up under the
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princely elevation, the feeling of the good and dignified with the
consciousness of high birth, had in him been unfolded simultaneously. He
was a prince, by birth a prince; and he wished to reign, only that good men
might be good without obstruction. Pleasing in form, polished by nature,
courteous from the heart, he was meant to be the pattern of youth and the
joy of the world.
"Without any prominent passion, his love for Ophelia was a still
presentiment of sweet wants. His zeal in knightly accomplishments was not
entirely his own: it needed to be quickened and inflamed by praise
bestowed on others for excelling in them. Pure in sentiment, he knew the
honorable-minded, and could prize the rest which an upright spirit tastes on
the bosom of a friend. To a certain degree, he had learned to discern and
value the good and the beautiful in arts and sciences; the mean, the vulgar,
was offensive to him; and, if hatred could take root in his tender soul, it was
only so far as to make him properly despise the false and changeful insects
of a court, and play with them in easy scorn. He was calm in his temper,
artless in his conduct, neither pleased with idleness, nor too violently eager
for employment. The routine of a university he seemed to continue when at
court. He possessed more mirth of humor than of heart: he was a good
companion, pliant, courteous, discreet, and able to forget and forgive an
injury, yet never able to unite himself with those who overstepped the limits
of the right, the good, and the becoming.
"When we read the piece again, you shall judge whether I am yet on the
proper track. I hope at least to bring forward passages that shall support my
opinion in its main points."
This delineation was received with warm approval; the company imagined
they foresaw that Hamlet's manner of proceeding might now be very
satisfactorily explained; they applauded this method of penetrating into the
spirit of a writer. Each of them proposed to himself to take up some piece,
and study it on these principles, and so unfold the author's meaning.

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Our friends had to continue in the place for a day or two, and it was not
long ere sundry of them got engaged in adventures of a rather pleasant kind.
Laertes in particular was challenged by a lady of the neighborhood, a
person of some property; but he received her blandishments with extreme,
nay, unhandsome, coldness, and had in consequence to undergo a multitude
of jibes from Philina. She took this opportunity of detailing to our friend the
hapless love-story which had made the youth so bitter a foe to womankind.
"Who can take it ill of him," she cried, "that he hates a sex which has
played him so foul, and given him to swallow, in one stoutly concentrated
potion, all the miseries that man can fear from woman? Do but conceive it:
within four and twenty hours, he was lover, bridegroom, husband, cuckold,
patient, and widower! I wot not how you could use a man worse."
Laertes hastened from the room half vexed, half laughing; and Philina in
her sprightliest style began to relate the story: how Laertes, a young man of
eighteen, on joining a company of actors, found in it a girl of fourteen on
the point of departing with her father, who had quarrelled with the manager.
How, on the instant, he had fallen mortally in love; had conjured the father
by all possible considerations to remain, promising at length to marry the
young woman. How, after a few pleasing hours of groomship, he had
accordingly been wedded, and been happy as he ought; whereupon, next
day, while he was occupied at the rehearsal, his wife, according to
professional rule, had honored him with a pair of horns; and how as he, out
of excessive tenderness, hastening home far too soon, had, alas! found a
former lover in his place, he had struck into the affair with thoughtless
indignation, had called out both father and lover, and sustained a grievous
wound in the duel. How father and daughter had thereupon set off by night,
leaving him behind to labor with a double hurt. How the leech he applied to
was unhappily the worst in nature, and the poor fellow had got out of the
adventure with blackened teeth and watering eyes. That he was greatly to be
pitied, being otherwise the bravest young man on the surface of the earth.
"Especially," said she, "it grieves me that the poor soul now hates women;
for, hating women, how can one keep living?"
Melina interrupted them with news, that, all things being now ready for the
journey, they would set out to-morrow morning. He handed them a plan,
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"If any good friend take me on his lap," said Philina, "I shall be content,
though we sit crammed together never so close and sorrily: 'tis all one to
me."
"It does not signify," observed Laertes, who now entered.
"It is pitiful," said Wilhelm, hastening away. By the aid of money, he
secured another very comfortable coach; though Melina had pretended that
there were no more. A new distribution then took place; and our friends
were rejoicing in the thought that they should now travel pleasantly, when
intelligence arrived that a party of military volunteers had been seen upon
the road, from whom little good could be expected.
In the town these tidings were received with great attention, though they
were but variable and ambiguous. As the contending armies were at that
time placed, it seemed impossible that any hostile corps could have
advanced, or any friendly one hung a-rear, so far. Yet every man was eager
to exhibit to our travellers the danger that awaited them as truly dangerous:
every man was eager to suggest that some other route might be adopted.
By these means, most of our friends had been seized with anxiety and fear;
and when, according to the new republican constitution, the whole members
of the state had been called together to take counsel on this extraordinary
case, they were almost unanimously of opinion that it would be proper
either to keep back the mischief by abiding where they were, or to evade it
by choosing another road.
Wilhelm alone, not participating in the panic, regarded it as mean to
abandon, for the sake of mere rumors, a plan they had not entered on
without much thought. He endeavored to put heart into them: his reasons
were manly and convincing.
"It is but a rumor," he observed; "and how many such arise in time of war!
Well-informed people say that the occurrence is exceedingly improbable,
nay, almost impossible. Shall we, in so important a matter, allow a vague
report to determine our proceedings? The route pointed out to us by the
count, and to which our passport was adapted, is the shortest and in the best
condition. It leads us to the town, where you see acquaintances, friends,
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bring us thither; but by what a circuit, and along what miserable roads!
Have we any right to hope, that, in this late season of the year, we shall get
on at all? and what time and money shall we squander in the mean while!"
He added many more considerations, presenting the matter on so many
advantageous sides, that their fear began to dissipate, and their courage to
increase. He talked to them so much about the discipline of regular troops,
he painted the marauders and wandering rabble so contemptuously, and
represented the danger itself as so pleasant and inspiring, that the spirits of
the party were altogether cheered.
Laertes from the first had been of his opinion: he now declared that he
would not flinch or fail. Old Boisterous found a consenting phrase or two to
utter, in his own vein; Philina laughed at them all; and Madam Melina, who,
notwithstanding her advanced state of pregnancy, had lost nothing of her
natural stout-heartedness, regarded the proposal as heroic. Herr Melina,
moved by this harmonious feeling, hoping also to save somewhat by
travelling the short road which had been first contemplated, did not
withstand the general consent; and the project was agreed to with universal
alacrity.
They next began to make some preparations for defence at all hazards. They
bought large hangers, and slung them in well-quilted straps over their
shoulders. Wilhelm further stuck a pair of pistols in his girdle. Laertes,
independently of this occurrence, had a good gun. They all took the road in
the highest glee.
On the second day of their journey, the drivers, who knew the country well,
proposed to take their noon's rest in a certain woody spot of the hills; since
the town was far off, and in good weather the hill-road was generally
preferred.
The day being beautiful, all easily agreed to the proposal. Wilhelm, on foot,
went on before them through the hills; making every one that met him stare
with astonishment at his singular figure. He hastened with quick and
contented steps across the forest; Laertes walked whistling after him; none
but the women continued to be dragged along in the carriages. Mignon, too,
ran forward by his side, proud of the hanger, which, when the party were all
arming, she would not go without. Around her hat she had bound the pearl

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necklace, one of Mariana's relics, which Wilhelm still possessed. Friedrich,
the fair-haired boy, carried Laertes's gun. The harper had the most pacific
look; his long cloak was tucked up within his girdle, to let him walk more
freely; he leaned upon a knotty staff; his harp had been left behind him in
the carriage.
Immediately on reaching the summit of the height, a task not without its
difficulties, our party recognized the appointed spot, by the fine beech-trees
which encircled and screened it. A spacious green, sloping softly in the
middle of the forest, invited one to tarry; a trimly bordered well offered the
most grateful refreshment; and on the farther side, through chasms in the
mountains, and over the tops of the woods, appeared a landscape distant,
lovely, full of hope. Hamlets and mills were lying in the bottoms, villages
upon the plain: and a new chain of mountains, visible in the distance, made
the prospect still more significant of hope; for they entered only like a soft
limitation.
The first comers took possession of the place, rested a while in the shade,
lighted a fire, and so awaited, singing as they worked, the remainder of the
party, who by degrees arrived, and with one accord saluted the place, the
lovely weather, and still lovelier scene.

CHAPTER V.
If our friends had frequently enjoyed a good and merry hour together while
within four walls, they were naturally much gayer here, where the freedom
of the sky and the beauty of the place seemed, as it were, to purify the
feelings of every one. All felt nearer to each other: all wished that they
might pass their whole lives in so pleasant an abode. They envied hunters,
charcoal-men, and wood-cutters,—people whom their calling constantly
retains in such happy places,—but prized, above all, the delicious economy
of a band of gypsies. They envied these wonderful companions, entitled to
enjoy in blissful idleness all the adventurous charms of nature: they rejoiced
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Meanwhile the women had begun to boil potatoes, and to unwrap and get
ready the victuals brought along with them. Some pots were standing by the
fire. The party had placed themselves in groups, under the trees and bushes.
Their singular apparel, their various weapons, gave them a foreign aspect.
The horses were eating their provender at a side. Could one have concealed
the coaches, the look of this little horde would have been romantic, even to
complete illusion.
Wilhelm enjoyed a pleasure he had never felt before. He could now imagine
his present company to be a wandering colony, and himself the leader of it.
In this character he talked with those around him, and figured out the
fantasy of the moment as poetically as he could. The feelings of the party
rose in cheerfulness: they ate and drank and made merry, and repeatedly
declared that they had never passed more pleasant moments.
Their contentment had not long gone on increasing, till activity awoke
among the younger part of them. Wilhelm and Laertes seized their rapiers,
and began to practise on this occasion with theatrical intentions. They
undertook to represent the duel in which Hamlet and his adversary find so
tragical an end. Both were persuaded, that, in this powerful scene, it was not
enough merely to keep pushing awkwardly hither and thither, as it is
generally exhibited in theatres: they were in hopes to show by example
how, in presenting it, a worthy spectacle might also be afforded to the critic
in the art of fencing. The rest made a circle round them. Both fought with
skill and ardor. The interest of the spectators rose higher every pass.
But all at once, in the nearest bush, a shot went off, and immediately
another; and the party flew asunder in terror. Next moment armed men were
to be seen pressing forward to the spot where the horses were eating their
fodder, not far from the coaches that were packed with luggage.
A universal scream proceeded from the women: our heroes threw away
their rapiers, seized their pistols, and ran towards the robbers; demanding,
with violent threats, the meaning of such conduct.
This question being answered laconically, with a couple of musket-shots,
Wilhelm fired his pistol at a crisp-headed knave, who had got upon the top
of the coach, and was cutting the cords of the package. Rightly hit, this
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encouraged by success, drew their side-arms; when a number of the
plundering party rushed out upon them, with curses and loud bellowing,
fired a few shots at them, and fronted their impetuosity with glittering
sabres. Our young heroes made a bold resistance. They called upon their
other comrades, and endeavored to excite them to a general resistance. But,
erelong, Wilhelm lost the sight of day, and the consciousness of what was
passing. Stupefied by a shot that wounded him between the breast and the
left arm, by a stroke that split his hat in two, and almost penetrated to his
brain, he sank down, and only by the narratives of others came afterwards
to understand the luckless end of this adventure.
On again opening his eyes, he found himself in the strangest posture. The
first thing that pierced the dimness, which yet swam before his vision, was
Philina's face bent down over his. He felt weak, and, making a movement to
rise, discovered that he was in Philina's lap; into which, indeed, he again
sank down. She was sitting on the sward. She had softly pressed towards
her the head of the fallen young man, and made for him an easy couch, as
far as in her power. Mignon was kneeling with dishevelled and bloody hair
at his feet, which she embraced with many tears.
On noticing his bloody clothes, Wilhelm asked, in a broken voice, where he
was, and what had happened to him and the rest. Philina begged him to be
quiet: the others, she said, were all in safety, and none but he and Laertes
wounded. Further she would tell him nothing, but earnestly entreated him to
keep still, as his wounds had been but slightly and hastily bound. He
stretched out his hand to Mignon, and inquired about the bloody locks of
the child, who he supposed was also wounded.
For the sake of quietness, Philina let him know that this true-hearted
creature, seeing her friend wounded, and in the hurry of the instant being
able to think of nothing which would stanch the blood, had taken her own
hair, that was flowing round her head, and tried to stop the wounds with it,
but had soon been obliged to give up the vain attempt; that afterwards they
had bound him with moss and dry mushrooms, Philina giving up her
neckerchief for that purpose.
Wilhelm noticed that Philina was sitting with her back against her own
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the rest also had been so lucky as to save their goods. She answered with a
shrug of the shoulders, and a look over the green, where broken chests, and
coffers beaten into fragments, and knapsacks ripped up, and a multitude of
little wares, lay scattered all round. No person was to be seen in the place,
this strange group thus being alone in the solitude.
Inquiring further, our friend learned more and more particulars. The rest of
the men, it appeared, who, at all events, might still have made resistance,
were struck with terror, and soon overpowered. Some fled, some looked
with horror at the accident. The drivers, for the sake of their cattle, had held
out more obstinately; but they, too, were at last thrown down and tied; after
which, in a few minutes, every thing was thoroughly ransacked, and the
booty carried off. The hapless travellers, their fear of death being over, had
begun to mourn their loss; had hastened with the greatest speed to the
neighboring village, taking with them Laertes, whose wounds were slight,
and carrying off but a very few fragments of their property. The harper,
having placed his damaged instrument against a tree, had proceeded in their
company to the place, to seek a surgeon, and return with his utmost rapidity
to help his benefactor, whom he had left apparently upon the brink of death.

CHAPTER VI.
Meanwhile our three adventurers continued yet a space in their strange
position, no one returning to their aid. Evening was advancing: the darkness
threatened to come on. Philina's indifference was changing to anxiety;
Mignon ran to and fro, her impatience increasing every moment; and at last,
when their prayer was granted, and human creatures did approach, a new
alarm fell upon them. They distinctly heard a troop of horses coming up the
road they had lately travelled: they dreaded lest a second time some
company of unbidden guests might be purposing to visit this scene of battle,
and gather up the gleanings.
The more agreeable was their surprise, when, after a few moments, a lady
issued from the thickets, riding on a gray courser, and accompanied by an

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elderly gentleman and some cavaliers, followed by grooms, servants, and a
troop of hussars.
Philina started at this phenomenon, and was about to call, and entreat the
fair Amazon for help, when the latter turned her astonished eyes on the
group, instantly checked her horse, rode up to them, and halted. She
inquired eagerly about the wounded man, whose posture in the lap of this
light-minded Samaritan seemed to strike her as peculiarly strange.
"Is he your husband?" she inquired of Philina. "Only a friend," replied the
other, with a tone Wilhelm liked not at all. He had fixed his eyes upon the
soft, elevated, calm, sympathizing features of the stranger: he thought he
had never seen aught nobler or more lovely. Her shape he could not see: it
was hid by a man's white great-coat, which she seemed to have borrowed
from some of her attendants, to screen her from the chill evening air.
By this the horsemen also had come near. Some of them dismounted: the
lady did so likewise. She asked, with humane sympathy, concerning every
circumstance of the mishap which had befallen the travellers, but especially
concerning the wounds of the poor youth who lay before her. Thereupon
she turned quickly round, and went aside with the old gentleman to some
carriages, which were slowly coming up the hill, and which at length
stopped upon the scene of action.
The young lady having stood with her conductor a short time at the door of
one of the coaches, and talked with the people in it, a man of a squat figure
stepped out, and came along with them to our wounded hero. By the little
box which he held in his hand, and the leathern pouch with instruments in
it, you soon recognized him for a surgeon. His manners were rude rather
than attractive; but his hand was light, and his help welcome.
Having examined strictly, he declared that none of the wounds were
dangerous. He would dress them, he said, on the spot; after which the
patient might be carried to the nearest village.
The young lady's anxiety seemed to augment. "Do but look," she said, after
going to and fro once or twice, and again bringing the old gentleman to the
place: "look how they have treated him! And is it not on our account that he
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went restlessly up and down: it seemed as if she could not tear herself away
from the presence of the wounded man; while at the same time she feared to
violate decorum by remaining, when they had begun, though not without
difficulty, to remove some part of his apparel. The surgeon was just cutting
off the left sleeve of his patient's coat, when the old gentleman came near,
and represented to the lady, in a serious tone, the necessity of proceeding on
their journey. Wilhelm kept his eyes bent on her, and was so enchanted with
her looks, that he scarcely felt what he was suffering or doing.
Philina, in the mean time, had risen to kiss the lady's hand. While they stood
beside each other, Wilhelm thought he had never seen such a contrast.
Philina had never till now appeared in so unfavorable a light. She had no
right, as it seemed to him, to come near that noble creature, still less to
touch her.
The lady asked Philina various things, but in an under-tone. At length she
turned to the old gentleman, and said, "Dear uncle, may I be generous at
your expense?" She took off the great-coat, with the visible intention to give
it to the stripped and wounded youth.
Wilhelm, whom the healing look of her eyes had hitherto held fixed, was
now, as the surtout fell away, astonished at her lovely figure. She came near,
and softly laid the coat above him. At this moment, as he tried to open his
mouth and stammer out some words of gratitude, the lively impression of
her presence worked so strongly on his senses, already caught and
bewildered, that all at once it appeared to him as if her head were encircled
with rays; and a glancing light seemed by degrees to spread itself over all
her form. At this moment the surgeon, making preparations to extract the
ball from his wound, gave him a sharper twinge; the angel faded away from
the eyes of the fainting patient; he lost all consciousness; and, on returning
to himself, the horsemen and coaches, the fair one with her attendants, had
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Wilhelm's wounds once dressed, and his clothes put on, the surgeon
hastened off, just as the harper with a number of peasants arrived. Out of
some cut boughs, which they speedily wattled with twigs, a kind of litter
was constructed, upon which they placed the wounded youth, and under the
conduct of a mounted huntsman, whom the noble company had left behind
them, carried him softly down the mountain. The harper, silent, and
shrouded in his own thoughts, bore with him his broken instrument. Some
men brought on Philina's box, herself following with a bundle. Mignon
skipped along through copse and thicket, now before the party, now beside
them, and looked up with longing eyes at her hurt protector.
He, meanwhile, wrapped in his warm surtout, was lying peacefully upon the
litter. An electric warmth seemed to flow from the fine wool into his body:
in short, he felt in the most delightful frame of mind. The lovely being,
whom this garment lately covered, had affected him to the very heart. He
still saw the coat falling down from her shoulders; saw that noble form,
begirt with radiance, stand beside him; and his soul hied over rocks and
forests on the footsteps of his vanished benefactress.
It was nightfall when the party reached the village, and halted at the door of
the inn where the rest of the company, in the gloom of despondency, were
bewailing their irreparable loss. The one little chamber of the house was
crammed with people. Some of them were lying upon straw, some were
occupying benches, some had squeezed themselves behind the stove. Frau
Melina, in a neighboring room, was painfully expecting her delivery. Fright
had accelerated this event. With the sole assistance of the landlady, a young,
inexperienced woman, nothing good could be expected.
As the party just arrived required admission, there arose a universal
murmur. All now maintained, that by Wilhelm's advice alone, and under his
especial guidance, they had entered on this dangerous road, and exposed
themselves to such misfortunes. They threw the blame of the disaster
wholly on him: they stuck themselves in the door, to oppose his entrance;
declaring that he must go elsewhere and seek quarters. Philina they received
with still greater indignation, nor did Mignon and the harper escape their
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The huntsman, to whom the care of the forsaken party had been earnestly
and strictly recommended by his beautiful mistress, soon grew tired of this
discussion: he rushed upon the company with oaths and menaces;
commanding them to fall to the right and left, and make way for this new
arrival. They now began to pacify themselves. He made a place for Wilhelm
on a table, which he shoved into a corner: Philina had her box put there, and
then sat down upon it. All packed themselves as they best could, and the
huntsman went away to see if he could not find for "the young couple" a
more convenient lodging.
Scarcely was he gone, when spite again grew noisy, and one reproach began
to follow close upon another. Each described and magnified his loss,
censuring the foolhardiness they had so keenly smarted for. They did not
even hide the malicious satisfaction they felt at Wilhelm's wounds: they
jeered Philina, and imputed to her as a crime the means by which she had
saved her trunk. From a multitude of jibes and bitter innuendoes, you were
required to conclude, that, during the plundering and discomfiture, she had
endeavored to work herself into favor with the captain of the band, and had
persuaded him, Heaven knew by what arts and complaisance, to give her
back the chest unhurt. To all this she answered nothing, only clanked with
the large padlocks of her box, to impress her censurers completely with its
presence, and by her own good fortune to augment their desperation.

CHAPTER VIII.
Though our friend was weak from loss of blood, and though, ever since the
appearance of that helpful angel, his feelings had been soft and mild, yet at
last he could not help getting vexed at the harsh and unjust speeches which,
as he continued silent, the discontented company went on uttering against
him. Feeling himself strong enough to sit up, and expostulate on the
annoyance they were causing to their friend and leader, he raised his
bandaged head, and propping himself with some difficulty, and leaning
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"Considering the pain your losses occasion, I forgive you for assailing me
with injuries at a moment when you should condole with me; for opposing
and casting me from you the first time I have needed to look to you for
help. The services I did you, the complaisance I showed you, I regarded as
sufficiently repaid by your thanks, by your friendly conduct: do not warp
my thoughts, do not force my heart to go back and calculate what I have
done for you; the calculation would be painful to me. Chance brought me
near you, circumstances and a secret inclination kept me with you. I
participated in your labors and your pleasures: my slender abilities were
ever at your service. If you now blame me with bitterness for the mishap
that has befallen us, you do not recollect that the first project of taking this
road came to us from stranger people, was weighed by all of you, and
sanctioned by every one as well as by me.
"Had our journey ended happily, each would have taken credit to himself
for the happy thought of suggesting this plan, and preferring it to others;
each would joyfully have put us in mind of our deliberations, and of the
vote he gave: but now you make me alone responsible; you force a piece of
blame upon me, which I would willingly submit to, if my conscience, with
a clear voice, did not pronounce me innocent, nay, if I might not appeal
with safety even to yourselves. If you have aught to say against me, bring it
forward in order, and I shall defend myself; if you have nothing reasonable
to allege, then be silent, and do not torment me now, when I have such
pressing need of rest."
By way of answer, the girls once more began whimpering and whining, and
describing their losses circumstantially. Melina was quite beside himself;
for he had suffered more in purse than any of them,—more, indeed, than we
can rightly estimate. He stamped like a madman up and down the little
room, he knocked his head against the wall, he swore and scolded in the
most unseemly manner; and the landlady entering at this very time with
news that his wife had been delivered of a dead child, he yielded to the
most furious ebullitions; while, in accordance with him, all howled and
shrieked, and bellowed and uproared, with double vigor.
Wilhelm, touched to the heart at the same time with sympathy for their
sorrows and with vexation at their mean way of thinking, felt all the vigor
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"Deplorable as your case may be," exclaimed he, "I shall almost be
compelled to despise you! No misfortune gives us right to load an innocent
man with reproaches. If I had share in this false step, am not I suffering my
share? I lie wounded here; and, if the company has come to loss, I myself
have come to most. The wardrobe of which we have been robbed, the
decorations that are gone, were mine; for you, Herr Melina, have not yet
paid me; and I here fully acquit you of all obligation in that matter."
"It is well to give what none of us will ever see again," replied Melina.
"Your money was lying in my wife's coffer, and it is your own blame that
you have lost it. But, ah! if that were all!" And thereupon he began anew to
stamp and scold and squeal. Every one recalled to memory the superb
clothes from the count's wardrobe; the buckles, watches, snuff-boxes, hats,
for which Melina had so happily transacted with the head valet. Each, then,
thought also of his own, though far inferior, treasures. They looked with
spleen at Philina's box, and gave Wilhelm to understand that he had indeed
done wisely to connect himself with that fair personage, and to save his
own goods also, under the shadow of her fortune.
"Do you think," he exclaimed at last, "that I shall keep any thing apart while
you are starving? And is this the first time I have honestly shared with you
in a season of need? Open the trunk: all that is mine shall go to supply the
common wants."
"It is my trunk," observed Philina, "and I will not open it till I please. Your
rag or two of clothes, which I have saved for you, could amount to little,
though they were sold to the most conscientious of Jews. Think of yourself,
—what your cure will cost, what may befall you in a strange country."
"You, Philina," answered Wilhelm, "will keep back from me nothing that is
mine; and that little will help us out of the first perplexity. But a man
possesses many things besides coined money to assist his friends with. All
that is in me shall be devoted to these hapless persons, who, doubtless, on
returning to their senses, will repent their present conduct. Yes," continued
he, "I feel that you have need of help; and, what is mine to do, I will
perform. Give me your confidence again; compose yourselves for a
moment, and accept of what I promise. Who will receive the engagement of
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Here he stretched out his hand, and cried, "I promise not to flinch from you,
never to forsake you till each shall see his losses doubly and trebly repaired;
till the situation you are fallen into, by whose blame soever, shall be totally
forgotten by all of you, and changed with a better."
He kept his hand still stretched out, but no one would take hold of it. "I
promise it again," cried he, sinking back upon his pillow. All continued
silent: they felt ashamed, but nothing comforted: and Philina, sitting on her
chest, kept cracking nuts, a stock of which she had discovered in her
pocket.

CHAPTER IX.
The huntsman now came back with several people, and made preparations
for carrying away the wounded youth. He had persuaded the parson of the
place to receive the "young couple" into his house; Philina's trunk was
taken out; she followed with a natural air of dignity. Mignon ran before;
and, when the patient reached the parsonage, a wide couch, which had long
been standing ready as guest's bed and bed of honor, was assigned him.
Here it was first discovered that his wound had opened, and bled profusely.
A new bandage was required for it. He fell into a feverish state: Philina
waited on him faithfully; and, when fatigue overpowered her, she was
relieved by the harper. Mignon, with the firmest purpose to watch, had
fallen asleep in a corner.
Next morning Wilhelm, who felt himself in some degree refreshed, learned,
by inquiring of the huntsman, that the honorable persons who last night
assisted him so nobly, had shortly before left their estates, in order to avoid
the movements of the contending armies, and remain, till the time of peace,
in some more quiet district. He named the elderly nobleman, as well as his
niece, mentioned the place they were first going to, and told how the young
lady had charged him to take care of Wilhelm.
The entrance of the surgeon interrupted the warm expressions of gratitude
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wounds, and certified that they would soon heal, if the patient took care of
them, and kept himself at peace.
When the huntsman was gone, Philina signified that he had left with her a
purse of twenty louis-d'or; that he had given the parson a remuneration for
their lodging, and left with him money to defray the surgeon's bill when the
cure should be completed. She added, that she herself passed everywhere
for Wilhelm's wife; that she now begged leave to introduce herself once for
all to him in this capacity, and would not allow him to look out for any
other sick-nurse.
"Philina," said Wilhelm, "in this disaster that has overtaken us, I am already
deeply in your debt, for kindness shown me; and I should not wish to see
my obligations increased. I am uneasy so long as you are about me, for I
know of nothing by which I can repay your labor. Give me what things of
mine you have saved in your trunk; join the rest of the company; seek
another lodging; take my thanks, and the gold watch as a small
acknowledgment: only leave me; your presence disturbs me more than you
can fancy."
She laughed in his face when he had ended. "Thou art a fool," she said:
"thou wilt not gather wisdom. I know better what is good for thee: I will
stay, I will not budge from the spot. I have never counted on the gratitude of
men, and therefore not on thine; and, if I have a touch of kindness for thee,
what hast thou to do with it?"
She staid accordingly, and soon wormed herself into favor with the parson
and his household; being always cheerful, having the knack of giving little
presents, and of talking to each in his own vein; at the same time always
contriving to do exactly what she pleased. Wilhelm's state was not
uncomfortable: the surgeon, an ignorant but not unskilful man, let nature
have sway; and the patient was soon on the road to recovery. For such a
consummation he vehemently longed, being eager to pursue his plans and
wishes.
Incessantly he kept recalling that event, which had made an ineffaceable
impression on his heart. He saw the beautiful Amazon again come riding
out of the thickets: she approached him, dismounted, went to and fro, and
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her shoulders: he saw her countenance, her figure, vanish in their radiance.
All the dreams of his youth now fastened on this image. Here he conceived
he had at length beheld the noble, the heroic, Clorinda with his own eyes;
and again he bethought him of that royal youth, to whose sick-bed the
lovely, sympathizing princess came in her modest meekness.
"May it not be," said he often to himself in secret, "that, in youth as in
sleep, the images of coming things hover round us, and mysteriously
become visible to our unobstructed eyes? May not the seeds of what is to
betide us be already scattered by the hand of Fate? may not a foretaste of
the fruits we yet hope to gather possibly be given us?"
His sick-bed gave him leisure to repeat those scenes in every mood. A
thousand times he called back the tone of that sweet voice: a thousand times
he envied Philina, who had kissed that helpful hand. Often the whole
incident appeared before him as a dream; and he would have reckoned it a
fiction, if the white surtout had not been left behind to convince him that the
vision had a real existence.
With the greatest care for this piece of apparel, he combined the most ardent
wish to wear it. The first time he arose, he put it on, and was kept in fear all
day lest it might be hurt by some stain or other injury.

CHAPTER X.
Laertes visited his friend. He had not been present during that lively scene
at the inn, being then confined to bed in an upper chamber. For his loss he
was already in a great degree consoled: he helped himself with his
customary, "What does it signify?" He detailed various laughable
particulars about the company; particularly charging Frau Melina with
lamenting the loss of her stillborn daughter, solely because she herself could
not on that account enjoy the Old-German satisfaction of having a
Mechthilde christened. As for her husband, it now appeared that he had
been possessed of abundant cash, and even at first had by no means needed
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was, to set off by the next post-wagon, and he meant to require of Wilhelm
an introductory letter to his friend, Manager Serlo, in whose company, the
present undertaking having gone to wreck, he now wished to establish
himself.
For some days Mignon had been singularly quiet: when pressed with
questions, she at length admitted that her right arm was out of joint. "Thou
hast thy own folly to thank for that," observed Philina, and then told how
the child had drawn her sword in the battle, and, seeing her friend in peril,
had struck fiercely at the freebooters, one of whom had at length seized her
by the arm, and pitched her to a side. They chid her for not sooner speaking
of her ailment; but they easily saw that she was apprehensive of the
surgeon, who had hitherto looked on her as a boy. With a view to remove
the mischief, she was made to keep her arm in a sling, which arrangement,
too, displeased her; for now she was obliged to surrender most part of her
share in the management and nursing of our friend to Philina. That pleasing
sinner but showed herself the more active and attentive on this account.
One morning, on awakening, Wilhelm found himself strangely near to her.
In the movements of sleep, he had hitched himself quite to the back of the
spacious bed. Philina was lying across from the front part of it: she seemed
to have fallen asleep on the bed while sitting there and reading. A book had
dropped from her hand: she had sunk back; and her head was lying near his
breast, over which her fair and now loosened hair was spread in streams.
The disorder of sleep enlivened her charms more than art or purpose could
have done: a childlike smiling rest hovered on her countenance. He looked
at her for a time, and seemed to blame himself for the pleasure this gave
him. He had viewed her attentively for some moments, when she began to
awake. He softly closed his eyes, but could not help glimmering at her
through his eyelashes, as she trimmed herself again, and went away to see
about breakfast.
All the actors had at length successively announced themselves to Wilhelm;
asking introductory letters, requiring money for their journey with more or
less impatience and ill-breeding, and constantly receiving it, against
Philina's will. It was in vain for her to tell our friend that the huntsman had
already left a handsome sum with these people, and that accordingly they
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the two had a sharp quarrel about it; which ended by Wilhelm signifying,
once for all, that Philina must now join the rest of the company, and seek
her fortune with Serlo.
For an instant or two she lost temper; but, speedily recovering her
composure, she cried, "If I had but my fair-haired boy again, I should not
care a fig for any of you." She meant Friedrich, who had vanished from the
scene of battle, and never since appeared.
Next morning Mignon brought news to the bedside, that Philina had gone
off by night; leaving all that belonged to Wilhelm very neatly laid out in the
next room. He felt her absence; he had lost in her a faithful nurse, a cheerful
companion; he was no longer used to be alone. But Mignon soon filled up
the blank.
Ever since that light-minded beauty had been near the patient with her
friendly cares, the little creature had by degrees drawn back, and remained
silent and secluded in herself; but, the field being clear once more, she
again came forth with her attentions and her love, again was eager in
serving, and lively in entertaining, him.

CHAPTER XI.
Wilhelm was rapidly approaching complete recovery: he now hoped to be
upon his journey in a few days. He proposed no more to lead an aimless
routine of existence: the steps of his career were henceforth to be calculated
for an end. In the first place, he purposed to seek out that beneficent lady,
and express the gratitude he felt to her; then to proceed without delay to his
friend the manager, that he might do his utmost to assist the luckless
company; intending, at the same time, to visit the commercial friends whom
he had letters for, and to transact the business which had been intrusted to
him. He was not without hope that fortune, as formerly, would favor him,
and give him opportunity, by some lucky speculation, to repair his losses,
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The desire of again beholding his beautiful deliverer augmented every day.
To settle his route, he took counsel with the clergyman,—a person well
skilled in statistics and geography, and possessing a fine collection of charts
and books. They two searched for the place which this noble family had
chosen as their residence while the war continued: they searched for
information respecting the family itself. But their place was to be found in
no geography or map, and the heraldic manuals made no mention of their
name.
Wilhelm grew uneasy; and, having mentioned the cause of his anxiety, the
harper told him he had reason to believe that the huntsman, from whatever
motive, had concealed the real designations.
Conceiving himself now to be in the immediate neighborhood of his lovely
benefactress, Wilhelm hoped he might obtain some tidings of her if he sent
out the harper; but in this, too, he was deceived. Diligently as the old man
kept inquiring, he could find no trace of her. Of late days a number of quick
movements and unforeseen marches had taken place in that quarter; no one
had particularly noticed the travelling party; and the ancient messenger, to
avoid being taken for a Jewish spy, was obliged to return, and appear
without any olive-leaf before his master and friend. He gave a strict account
of his conduct in this commission, striving to keep far from him all
suspicions of remissness. He endeavored by every means to mitigate the
trouble of our friend; bethought him of every thing that he had learned from
the huntsman, and advanced a number of conjectures; out of all which, one
circumstance at length came to light, whereby Wilhelm could explain some
enigmatic words of his vanished benefactress.
The freebooters, it appeared, had lain in wait, not for the wandering troop,
but for that noble company, whom they rightly guessed to be provided with
store of gold and valuables, and of whose movements they must have had
precise intelligence. Whether the attack should be imputed to some free
corps, to marauders, or to robbers, was uncertain. It was clear, however,
that, by good fortune for the high and rich company, the poor and low had
first arrived upon the place, and undergone the fate which was provided for
the others. It was to this that the lady's words referred, which Wilhelm yet
well recollected. If he might now be happy and contented, that a prescient
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was, on the other hand, nigh desperate, when he thought that all hope of
finding her and seeing her again was, at least for the present, completely
gone.
What increased this singular emotion still further, was the likeness which he
thought he had observed between the countess and the beautiful unknown.
They resembled one another as two sisters may, of whom neither can be
called the younger or the elder, for they seem to be twins.
The recollection of the amiable countess was to Wilhelm infinitely sweet.
He recalled her image but too willingly into his memory. But anon the
figure of the noble Amazon would step between: one vision melted and
changed into the other, and the form of neither would abide with him.
A new resemblance—the similarity of their handwritings—naturally struck
him with still greater wonder. He had a charming song in the countess's
hand laid up in his portfolio; and in the surtout he had found a little note,
inquiring with much tender care about the health of an uncle.
Wilhelm was convinced that his benefactress must have penned this billet;
that it must have been sent from one chamber to another, at some inn during
their journey, and put into the coat-pocket by the uncle. He held both papers
together; and, if the regular and graceful letters of the countess had already
pleased him much, he found in the similar but freer lines of the stranger a
flowing harmony which could not be described. The note contained
nothing; yet the strokes of it seemed to affect him, as the presence of their
fancied writer once had done.
He fell into a dreamy longing; and well accordant with his feelings was the
song which at that instant Mignon and the harper began to sing, with a
touching expression, in the form of an irregular duet.

"'Tis but who longing knows,
My grief can measure.
Alone, reft of repose,
All joy, all pleasure,
I thither look to those
Soft lines of azure.
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Me, and doth treasure.
I faint, my bosom glows
'Neath pain's sore pressure.
'Tis but who longing knows,
My grief can measure."
—Editor's Version.

CHAPTER XII.
The soft allurements of his dear presiding angel, far from leading our friend
to any one determined path, did but nourish and increase the unrest he had
previously experienced. A secret fire was gliding through his veins: objects
distinct and indistinct alternated within his soul, and awoke unspeakable
desire. At one time he wished for a horse, at another for wings; and not till
it seemed impossible that he could stay, did he look round him to discover
whither he was wanting to go.
The threads of his destiny had become so strangely entangled, he wished to
see its curious knots unravelled, or cut in two. Often when he heard the
tramp of a horse, or the rolling of a carriage, he would run to the window,
and look out, in hopes it might be some one seeking him,—some one, even
though it were by chance, bringing him intelligence and certainty and joy.
He told stories to himself, how his friend Werner might visit these parts, and
come upon him; how, perhaps, Mariana might appear. The sound of every
post's horn threw him into agitation. It would be Melina sending news to
him of his adventures: above all, it would be the huntsman coming back to
carry him to the beauty he worshipped.
Of all these possibilities, unhappily no one occurred: he was forced at last
to return to the company of himself; and, in again looking through the past,
there was one circumstance which, the more he viewed and weighed it,
grew the more offensive and intolerable to him. It was his unprosperous
generalship, of which he never thought without vexation. For although, on
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conduct when accused by the company, yet he could not hide from himself
that he was guilty. On the contrary, in hypochondriac moments, he took the
blame of the whole misfortune.
Self-love exaggerates our faults as well as our virtues. Wilhelm thought he
had awakened confidence in himself, had guided the will of the rest; that,
led by inexperience and rashness, they had ventured on, till a danger seized
them, for which they were no match. Loud as well as silent reproaches had
then assailed him; and if, in their sorrowful condition, he had promised the
company, misguided by him, never to forsake them till their loss had been
repaid with usury, this was but another folly for which he had to blame
himself,—the folly of presuming to take upon his single shoulders a
misfortune that was spread over many. One instant he accused himself of
uttering this promise, under the excitement and the pressure of the moment;
the next, he again felt that this generous presentation of his hand, which no
one deigned to accept, was but a light formality compared with the vow his
heart had taken. He meditated means of being kind and useful to them: he
found every cause conspire to quicken his visit to Serlo. Accordingly he
packed his things together; and without waiting his complete recovery,
without listening to the counsel of the parson or of the surgeon, he hastened,
in the strange society of Mignon and the harper, to escape the inactivity in
which his fate had once more too long detained him.

CHAPTER XIII.
Serlo received him with open arms, crying as he met him, "Is it you? Do I
see you again? You have scarcely changed at all. Is your love for that
noblest of arts still as lively and strong? So glad am I at your arrival, that I
even feel no longer the mistrust your last letters had excited in me."
Wilhelm asked with surprise for a clearer explanation.
"You have treated me," said Serlo, "not like an old friend, but as if I were a
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people. Our destiny depends on the opinion of the public; and I fear Herr
Melina and his suite can hardly be received among us."
Wilhelm tried to say something in their favor; but Serlo began to draw so
merciless a picture of them, that our friend was happy when a lady came
into the room, and put a stop to the discussion. She was introduced to him
as Aurelia, the sister of his friend; she received him with extreme kindness;
and her conversation was so pleasing, that he did not even remark a shade
of sorrow visible on her expressive countenance, to which it lent peculiar
interest.
For the first time during many months, Wilhelm felt once more in his
proper element. Of late in talking, he had merely found submissive
listeners, and even these not always; but now he had the happiness to speak
with critics and artists, who not only fully understood him, but repaid his
observations by others equally instructive. With wonderful vivacity they
travelled through the latest plays, with wonderful correctness judged them.
The decisions of the public they could try and estimate: they speedily threw
light on each other's thoughts.
Loving Shakspeare as our friend did, he failed not to lead round the
conversation to the merits of that dramatist. Expressing, as he entertained,
the liveliest hopes of the new epoch which these exquisite productions must
form in Germany, he erelong introduced his "Hamlet," which play had
busied him so much of late.
Serlo declared that he would long ago have represented the play, had it at all
been possible, and that he himself would willingly engage to act Polonius.
He added, with a smile, "An Ophelia, too, will certainly turn up, if we had
but a Prince."
Wilhelm did not notice that Aurelia seemed a little hurt at her brother's
sarcasm. Our friend was in his proper vein, becoming copious and didactic,
expounding how he would have "Hamlet" played. He circumstantially
delivered to his hearers the opinions we before saw him busied with; taking
all the trouble possible to make his notion of the matter acceptable,
sceptical as Serlo showed himself regarding it. "Well, then," said the latter
finally, "suppose we grant you all this, what will you explain by it?"

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"Much, every thing," said Wilhelm. "Conceive a prince such as I have
painted him, and that his father suddenly dies. Ambition and the love of rule
are not the passions that inspire him. As a king's son, he would have been
contented; but now he is first constrained to consider the difference which
separates a sovereign from a subject. The crown was not hereditary; yet his
father's longer possession of it would have strengthened the pretensions of
an only son, and secured his hopes of succession. In place of this, he now
beholds himself excluded by his uncle, in spite of specious promises, most
probably forever. He is now poor in goods and favor, and a stranger in the
scene which from youth he had looked upon as his inheritance. His temper
here assumes its first mournful tinge. He feels that now he is not more, that
he is less, than a private nobleman; he offers himself as the servant of every
one; he is not courteous and condescending, he is needy and degraded.
"His past condition he remembers as a vanished dream. It is in vain that his
uncle strives to cheer him, to present his situation in another point of view.
The feeling of his nothingness will not leave him.
"The second stroke that came upon him wounded deeper, bowed still more.
It was the marriage of his mother. The faithful, tender son had yet a mother,
when his father passed away. He hoped, in the company of his surviving
noble-minded parent, to reverence the heroic form of the departed: but his
mother, too, he loses; and it is something worse than death that robs him of
her. The trustful image, which a good child loves to form of its parents, is
gone. With the dead there is no help, on the living no hold. Moreover, she is
a woman; and her name is Frailty, like that of all her sex.
"Now only does he feel completely bowed down, now only orphaned; and
no happiness of life can repay what he has lost. Not reflective or sorrowful
by nature, reflection and sorrow have become for him a heavy obligation. It
is thus that we see him first enter on the scene. I do not think that I have
mixed aught foreign with the play, or overcharged a single feature of it."
Serlo looked at his sister, and said, "Did I give thee a false picture of our
friend? He begins well: he has still many things to tell us, many to persuade
us of." Wilhelm asseverated loudly, that he meant not to persuade, but to
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"Figure to yourselves this youth," cried he, "this son of princes; conceive
him vividly, bring his state before your eyes, and then observe him when he
learns that his father's spirit walks; stand by him in the terrors of the night,
when even the venerable ghost appears before him. He is seized with
boundless horror; he speaks to the mysterious form; he sees it beckon him;
he follows and hears. The fearful accusation of his uncle rings in his ears,
the summons to revenge, and the piercing, oft-repeated prayer, Remember
me!
"And, when the ghost has vanished, who is it that stands before us? A young
hero panting for vengeance? A prince by birth, rejoicing to be called to
punish the usurper of his crown? No! trouble and astonishment take hold of
the solitary young man: he grows bitter against smiling villains, swears that
he will not forget the spirit, and concludes with the significant ejaculation,


"'The time is out of joint: O cursed spite,
That ever I was born to set it right!'

"In these words, I imagine, will be found the key to Hamlet's whole
procedure. To me it is clear that Shakspeare meant, in the present case, to
represent the effects of a great action laid upon a soul unfit for the
performance of it. In this view the whole play seems to me to be composed.
There is an oak-tree planted in a costly jar, which should have borne only
pleasant flowers in its bosom: the roots expand, the jar is shivered.
"A lovely, pure, noble, and most moral nature, without the strength of nerve
which forms a hero, sinks beneath a burden it cannot bear and must not cast
away. All duties are holy for him: the present is too hard. Impossibilities
have been required of him,—not in themselves impossibilities, but such for
him. He winds and turns, and torments himself; he advances and recoils; is
ever put in mind, ever puts himself in mind; at last does all but lose his
purpose from his thoughts, yet still without recovering his peace of mind."

CHAPTER XIV.

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Several people entering interrupted the discussion. They were musical
dilettanti, who commonly assembled at Serlo's once a week, and formed a
little concert. Serlo himself loved music much: he used to maintain, that a
player without taste for it never could attain a distinct conception and
feeling of the scenic art. "As a man performs," he would observe, "with far
more ease and dignity when his gestures are accompanied and guided by a
tune; so the player ought, in idea as it were, to set to music even his prose
parts, that he may not monotonously slight them over in his individual style,
but treat them in suitable alternation by time and measure."
Aurelia seemed to give but little heed to what was passing: at last she
conducted Wilhelm to another room; and going to the window, and looking
out at the starry sky, she said to him, "You have more to tell us about
Hamlet: I will not hurry you,—my brother must hear it as well as I; but let
me beg to know your thoughts about Ophelia."
"Of her there cannot much be said," he answered; "for a few master-strokes
complete her character. The whole being of Ophelia floats in sweet and ripe
sensation. Kindness for the prince, to whose hand she may aspire, flows so
spontaneously, her tender heart obeys its impulses so unresistingly, that both
father and brother are afraid: both give her warning harshly and directly.
Decorum, like the thin lawn upon her bosom, cannot hide the soft, still
movements of her heart: it, on the contrary, betrays them. Her fancy is smit;
her silent modesty breathes amiable desire; and, if the friendly goddess
Opportunity should shake the tree, its fruit would fall."
"And then," said Aurelia, "when she beholds herself forsaken, cast away,
despised; when all is inverted in the soul of her crazed lover, and the highest
changes to the lowest, and, instead of the sweet cup of love, he offers her
the bitter cup of woe"—
"Her heart breaks," cried Wilhelm; "the whole structure of her being is
loosened from its joinings; her father's death strikes fiercely against it, and
the fair edifice altogether crumbles into fragments."
Our friend had not observed with what expressiveness Aurelia pronounced
those words. Looking only at this work of art, at its connection and
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influence; that a deep sorrow of her own was vividly awakened in her breast
by these dramatic shadows.
Aurelia's head was still resting on her arms; and her eyes, now full of tears,
were turned to the sky. At last, no longer able to conceal her secret grief, she
seized both hands of her friend, and exclaimed, while he stood surprised
before her, "Forgive, forgive a heavy heart! I am girt and pressed together
by these people; from my hard-hearted brother I must seek to hide myself;
your presence has untied these bonds. My friend!" continued she, "it is but a
few minutes since we saw each other first, and already you are going to
become my confidant." She could scarcely end the words, and sank upon
his shoulder. "Think not worse of me," she said, with sobs, "that I disclose
myself to you so hastily, that I am so weak before you. Be my friend,
remain my friend: I shall deserve it." He spoke to her in his kindest manner,
but in vain: her tears still flowed, and choked her words.
At this moment Serlo entered, most unwelcomely, and, most unexpectedly,
Philina, with her hand in his. "Here is your friend," said he to her: "he will
be glad to welcome you."
"What!" cried Wilhelm in astonishment: "are you here?" With a modest,
settled mien, she went up to him; bade him welcome; praised Serlo's
goodness, who, she said, without merit on her part, but purely in the hope of
her improvement, had agreed to admit her into his accomplished troop. She
behaved, all the while, in a friendly manner towards Wilhelm, yet with a
dignified distance.
But this dissimulation lasted only till the other two were gone. Aurelia
having left them, that she might conceal her trouble, and Serlo being called
away, Philina first looked very sharply at the doors, to see that both were
really out; then began skipping to and fro about the room, as if she had been
mad; at last dropped down upon the floor, like to die of giggling and
laughing. She then sprang up, patted and flattered our friend; rejoicing
above measure that she had been clever enough to go before, and spy the
land, and get herself nestled in.
"Pretty things are going on here," she said; "just of the sort I like. Aurelia
has had a hapless love-affair with some nobleman, who seems to be a very
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her a memorial, or I much mistake. There is a boy running about the house,
of three years old or so: the papa must be a very pretty fellow. Commonly I
cannot suffer children, but this brat quite delights me. I have calculated
Aurelia's business. The death of her husband, the new acquaintance, the
child's age,—all things agree.
"But now her spark has gone his ways: for a year she has not seen a glimpse
of him. She is beside herself and inconsolable on this account. The more
fool she! Her brother has a dancing-girl in his troop, with whom he stands
on pretty terms; an actress with whom he is intimate; in the town, some
other women whom he courts; I, too, am on his list. The more fool he! Of
the rest thou shalt hear to-morrow. And now one word about Philina, whom
thou knowest: the arch-fool is fallen in love with thee." She swore it was
true and prime sport. She earnestly requested Wilhelm to fall in love with
Aurelia, for then the chase would be worth beholding. "She pursues her
faithless swain, thou her, I thee, her brother me. If that will not divert us for
a quarter of a year, I engage to die at the first episode which occurs in this
four times complicated tale." She begged of him not to spoil her trade, and
to show her such respect as her external conduct should deserve.

CHAPTER XV.
Next morning Wilhelm went to visit Frau Melina, but found her not at
home. On inquiring here for the other members of the wandering
community, he learned that Philina had invited them to breakfast. Out of
curiosity, he hastened thither, and found them all in very good spirits and of
good comfort. The cunning creature had collected them, was treating them
with chocolate, and giving them to understand that some prospects still
remained for them; that, by her influence, she hoped to convince the
manager how advantageous it would be for him to introduce so many clever
hands among his company. They listened to her with attention; swallowed
cup after cup of her chocolate; thought the girl was not so bad, after all, and
went away proposing to themselves to speak whatever good of her they
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"Do you think, then," said our friend, who staid behind, "that Serlo will
determine to retain our comrades?"—"Not at all," replied Philina; "nor do I
care a fig for it. The sooner they are gone, the better! Laertes alone I could
wish to keep: the rest we shall by and by pack off."
Next she signified to Wilhelm her firm persuasion that he should no longer
hide his talent, but, under the direction of a Serlo, go upon the boards. She
was lavish in her praises of the order, the taste, the spirit, which prevailed in
this establishment: she spoke so flatteringly to Wilhelm, with such
admiration of his gifts, that his heart and his imagination were advancing
towards this proposal as fast as his understanding and his reason were
retreating from it. He concealed his inclination from himself and from
Philina, and passed a restless day, unable to resolve on visiting his trading
correspondents, to receive the letters which might there be lying for him.
The anxieties of his people during all this time he easily conceived; yet he
shrank from the precise account of them, particularly at the present time, as
he promised to himself a great and pure enjoyment from the exhibition of a
new play that evening.
Serlo had refused to let him witness the rehearsal. "You must see us on the
best side," he observed, "before we can allow you to look into our cards."
The performance, however, where our friend did not fail to be present,
yielded him a high satisfaction. It was the first time he had ever seen a
theatre in such perfection. The actors were evidently all possessed of
excellent gifts, superior capacities, and a high, clear notion of their art; they
were not equal, but they mutually restrained and supported one another;
each breathed ardor into those around him; throughout all their acting, they
showed themselves decided and correct. You soon felt that Serlo was the
soul of the whole: as an individual, he appeared to much advantage. A
merry humor, a measured vivacity, a settled feeling of propriety, combined
with a great gift of imitation, were to be observed in him the moment he
appeared upon the stage. The inward contentment of his being seemed to
spread itself over all that looked on him; and the intellectual style in which
he could so easily and gracefully express the finest shadings of his part,
excited more delight, as he could conceal the art which, by long-continued
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Aurelia, his sister, was not inferior: she obtained still greater approbation;
for she touched the souls of the audience, which he had it in his power to
exhilarate and amuse.
After a few days had passed pleasantly enough, Aurelia sent to inquire for
our friend. He hastened to her: she was lying on a sofa; she seemed to be
suffering from headache; her whole frame had visibly a feverish movement.
Her eye lighted up as she noticed Wilhelm. "Pardon me!" she cried, as he
entered: "the trust you have inspired me with has made me weak. Till now I
have contrived to bear up against my woes in secret; nay, they gave me
strength and consolation: but now, I know not how it is, you have loosened
the bands of silence. You will now, even against your will, take part in the
battle I am fighting with myself!"
Wilhelm answered her in kind and obliging terms. He declared that her
image and her sorrows had not ceased to hover in his thoughts; that he
longed for her confidence, and devoted himself to be her friend.
While he spoke, his eyes were attracted to the boy, who sat before her on
the floor, and was busy rattling a multitude of playthings. This child, as
Philina had observed, might be about three years of age; and Wilhelm now
conceived how that giddy creature, seldom elevated in her phraseology, had
likened it to the sun. For its cheerful eyes and full countenance were shaded
by the finest golden locks, which flowed round in copious curls; dark,
slender, softly bending eyebrows showed themselves upon a brow of
dazzling whiteness; and the living tinge of health was glancing on its
cheeks. "Sit by me," said Aurelia: "you are looking at the happy child with
admiration; in truth, I took it into my arms with joy; I keep it carefully; yet,
by it, too, I can measure the extent of my sufferings; for they seldom let me
feel the worth of such a gift.
"Allow me," she continued, "to speak to you about myself and my destiny;
for I have it much at heart that you should not misunderstand me. I thought
I should have a few calm instants; and, accordingly, I sent for you. You are
now here, and the thread of my narrative is lost.
"'One more forsaken woman in the world!' you will say. You are a man. You
are thinking, 'What a noise she makes, the fool, about a necessary evil;
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men!' O my friend! if my fate were common, I would gladly undergo a
common evil; but it is so singular! why cannot I present it to you in a
mirror,—why not command some one to tell it you? Oh! had I, had I been
seduced, surprised, and afterwards forsaken, there would then still be
comfort in despair; but I am far more miserable. I have been my own
deceiver; I have wittingly betrayed myself; and this, this, is what shall never
be forgiven me."
"With noble feelings, such as yours," said Wilhelm, "you cannot be entirely
unhappy."
"And do you know to what I am indebted for my feelings?" asked Aurelia.
"To the worst education that ever threatened to contaminate a girl; to the
vilest examples for misleading the senses and inclinations.
"My mother dying early, the fairest years of my youth were spent with an
aunt, whose principle it was to despise the laws of decency. She resigned
herself headlong to every impulse, careless whether the object of it proved
her tyrant or her slave, so she might forget herself in wild enjoyment.
"By children, with the pure, clear vision of innocence, what ideas of men
were necessarily formed in such a scene! How stolid, brutally bold,
importunate, unmannerly, was every one she allured! How sated, empty,
insolent, and insipid, as soon as he had had his wishes gratified! I have seen
this woman live, for years, humbled under the control of the meanest
creatures. What incidents she had to undergo! With what a front she
contrived to accommodate herself to her destiny; nay, with how much skill,
to wear these shameful fetters!
"It was thus, my friend, that I became acquainted with your sex; and deeply
did I hate it, when, as I imagined, I observed that even tolerable men, in
their conduct to ours, appeared to renounce every honest feeling, of which
nature might otherwise have made them capable.
"Unhappily, moreover, on such occasions, a multitude of painful discoveries
about my own sex were forced upon me; and, in truth, I was then wiser, as a
girl of sixteen, than I now am, now that I scarcely understand myself. Why
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The boy began to make a noise: Aurelia became impatient, and rang. An old
woman came to take him out. "Hast thou toothache still?" said Aurelia to
the crone, whose face was wrapped in cloth. "Unsufferable," said the other,
with a muffled voice, then lifted the boy, who seemed to like going with
her, and carried him away.
Scarcely was he gone, when Aurelia began bitterly to weep. "I am good for
nothing," cried she, "but lamenting and complaining; and I feel ashamed to
lie before you like a miserable worm. My recollection is already fled: I can
relate no more." She faltered, and was silent. Her friend, unwilling to reply
with a commonplace, and unable to reply with any thing particularly
applicable, pressed her hand, and looked at her for some time without
speaking. Thus embarrassed, he at length took up a book, which he noticed
lying on the table before him: it was Shakspeare's works, and open at
"Hamlet."
Serlo, at this moment entering, inquired about his sister, and, looking in the
book which our friend had hold of, cried, "So you are again at 'Hamlet'?
Very good! Many doubts have arisen in me, which seem not a little to
impair the canonical aspect of the play as you would have it viewed. The
English themselves have admitted that its chief interest concludes with the
third act; the last two lagging sorrily on, and scarcely uniting with the rest:
and certainly about the end it seems to stand stock-still."
"It is very possible," said Wilhelm, "that some individuals of a nation,
which has so many masterpieces to feel proud of, may be led by prejudice
and narrowness of mind to form false judgments; but this cannot hinder us
from looking with our own eyes, and doing justice where we see it due. I
am very far from censuring the plan of 'Hamlet': on the other hand, I believe
there never was a grander one invented; nay, it is not invented, it is real."
"How do you demonstrate that?" inquired Serlo.
"I will not demonstrate any thing," said Wilhelm: "I will merely show you
what my own conceptions of it are."
Aurelia raised herself from her cushion, leaned upon her hand, and looked
at Wilhelm, who, with the firmest assurance that he was in the right, went
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strength, loving and hating at the bidding of his heart, undertaking and
completing, casting every obstacle aside, and attaining some great end.
Poets and historians would willingly persuade us that so proud a lot may
fall to man. In 'Hamlet' we are taught another lesson: the hero is without a
plan, but the play is full of plan. Here we have no villain punished on some
self-conceived and rigidly accomplished scheme of vengeance: a horrid
deed is done; it rolls along with all its consequences, dragging with it even
the guiltless: the guilty perpetrator would, as it seems, evade the abyss
made ready for him; yet he plunges in, at the very point by which he thinks
he shall escape, and happily complete his course.
"For it is the property of crime to extend its mischief over innocence, as it is
of virtue to extend its blessings over many that deserve them not; while
frequently the author of the one or of the other is not punished or rewarded
at all. Here in this play of ours, how strange! The Pit of darkness sends its
spirit and demands revenge: in vain! All circumstances tend one way, and
hurry to revenge: in vain! Neither earthly nor infernal thing may bring
about what is reserved for Fate alone. The hour of judgment comes; the
wicked falls with the good; one race is mowed away, that another may
spring up."
After a pause, in which they looked at one another, Serlo said, "You pay no
great compliment to Providence, in thus exalting Shakspeare; and besides, it
appears to me, that for the honor of your poet, as others for the honor of
Providence, you ascribe to him an object and a plan such as he himself had
never thought of."

CHAPTER XVI.
"Let me also put a question," said Aurelia. "I have looked at Ophelia's part
again: I am contented with it, and confident, that, under certain
circumstances, I could play it. But tell me, should not the poet have
furnished the insane maiden with another sort of songs? Could not some
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double meanings and lascivious insipidities in the mouth of this noble-
minded girl?"
"Dear friend," said Wilhelm, "even here I cannot yield you one iota. In
these singularities, in this apparent impropriety, a deep sense is hid. Do we
not understand from the very first what the mind of the good, soft-hearted
girl was busied with? Silently she lived within herself, yet she scarce
concealed her wishes, her longing: the tones of desire were in secret ringing
through her soul; and how often may she have attempted, like an unskilful
nurse, to lull her senses to repose with songs which only kept them more
awake? But at last, when her self-command is altogether gone, when the
secrets of her heart are hovering on her tongue, that tongue betrays her; and
in the innocence of insanity she solaces herself, unmindful of king or queen,
with the echo of her loose and well-beloved songs,—'To-morrow is Saint
Valentine's Day,' and 'By Gis and by Saint Charity.'"
He had not finished speaking, when all at once an extraordinary scene took
place before him, which he could not in any way explain.
Serlo had walked once or twice up and down the room, without evincing
any special object. On a sudden, he stepped forward to Aurelia's dressing-
table, caught hastily at something that was lying there, and hastened to the
door with his booty. No sooner did Aurelia notice this, than, springing up,
she threw herself in his way, laid hold of him with boundless vehemence,
and had dexterity enough to clutch an end of the article he was carrying off.
They struggled and wrestled with great obstinacy, twisted and threw each
other sharply round; he laughed; she exerted all her strength; and as
Wilhelm hastened towards them, to separate and soothe them, Aurelia
sprang aside with a naked dagger in her hand; while Serlo cast the scabbard,
which had staid with him, angrily upon the floor. Wilhelm started back
astonished; and his dumb wonder seemed to ask the cause why so violent a
strife, about so strange an implement, had taken place between them.
"You shall judge betwixt us," said the brother. "What business she with
sharp steel? Do but look at it. That dagger is unfit for any actress,—point
like a needle's, edge like a razor's! What good's the farce? Passionate as she
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at such singularities: a serious thought of that sort is insane, and so
dangerous a plaything is not in taste."
"I have it back!" exclaimed Aurelia, and held the polished blade aloft: "I
will now keep my faithful friend more carefully. Pardon me," she cried, and
kissed the steel, "that I have so neglected thee."
Serlo was like to grow seriously angry. "Take it as thou wilt, brother," she
continued: "how knowest thou but, under this form, a precious talisman
may have been given me, so that, in extreme need, I may find help and
counsel in it? Must all be hurtful that looks dangerous?"
"Such talk without a meaning might drive one mad," said Serlo, and left the
room with suppressed indignation. Aurelia put the dagger carefully into its
sheath, and placed it in her bosom. "Let us now resume the conversation
which our foolish brother has disturbed," said she, as Wilhelm was
beginning to put questions on the subject of this quarrel.
"I must admit your picture of Ophelia to be just," continued she; "I cannot
now misunderstand the object of the poet: I must pity; though, as you paint
her, I shall rather pity her than sympathize with her. But allow me here to
offer a remark, which in these few days you have frequently suggested to
me. I observe with admiration the correct, keen, penetrating glance with
which you judge of poetry, especially dramatic poetry: the deepest abysses
of invention are not hidden from you, the finest touches of representation
cannot escape you. Without ever having viewed the objects in nature, you
recognize the truth of their images: there seems, as it were, a presentiment
of all the universe to lie in you, which by the harmonious touch of poetry is
awakened and unfolded. For in truth," continued she, "from without, you
receive not much: I have scarcely seen a person that so little knew, so
totally misknew, the people he lived with, as you do. Allow me to say it: in
hearing you expound the mysteries of Shakspeare, one would think you had
just descended from a synod of the gods, and had listened there while they
were taking counsel how to form men; in seeing you transact with your
fellows, I could imagine you to be the first large-born child of the Creation,
standing agape, and gazing with strange wonderment and edifying good
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addressing them as your equals, simply because they were there, and in
motion like yourself."
"The feeling of my ignorance in this respect," said Wilhelm, "often gives
me pain; and I should thank you, worthy friend, if you would help me to get
a little better insight into life. From youth, I have been accustomed to direct
the eyes of my spirit inwards rather than outwards; and hence it is very
natural, that, to a certain extent, I should be acquainted with man, while of
men I have not the smallest knowledge."
"In truth," said Aurelia, "I at first suspected, that, in giving such accounts of
the people whom you sent to my brother, you meant to make sport of us:
when I compared your letters with the merits of these persons, it seemed
very strange."
Aurelia's remarks, well founded as they might be, and willing as our friend
was to confess himself deficient in this matter, carried with them something
painful, nay, offensive, to him; so that he grew silent, and retired within
himself, partly to avoid showing any irritated feeling, partly to search his
mind for the truth or error of the charge.
"Let not this alarm you," said Aurelia: "the light of the understanding it is
always in our power to reach, but this fulness of the heart no one can give
us. If you are destined for an artist, you cannot long enough retain the dim-
sightedness and innocence of which I speak; it is the beautiful hull upon the
young bud; woe to us if we are forced too soon to burst it! Surely it were
well, if we never knew what the people are for whom we work and study.
"Oh! I, too, was in that happy case, when I first betrod the stage, with the
loftiest opinion of myself and of my nation. What a people, in my fancy,
were the Germans! what a people might they yet become! I addressed this
people, raised above them by a little joinery, separated from them by a row
of lamps, whose glancing and vapor threw an indistinctness over every
thing before me. How welcome was the tumult of applause which sounded
to me from the crowd! how gratefully did I accept the present offered me
unanimously by so many hands! For a time I rocked myself in these ideas: I
affected the multitude, and was again affected by them. With my public I
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us, and that on each occasion I beheld before me the best and noblest of the
land.
"Unhappily it was not the actress alone that inspired these friends of the
stage with interest: they likewise made pretensions to the young and lively
girl. They gave me to understand, in terms distinct enough, that my duty
was, not only to excite emotion in them, but to share it with them
personally. This, unluckily, was not my business: I wished to elevate their
minds; but, to what they called their hearts, I had not the slightest claim. Yet
now men of all ranks, ages, and characters, by turns afflicted me with their
addresses; and it did seem hard that I could not, like an honest young
woman, shut my door, and spare myself such a quantity of labor.
"The men appeared, for most part, much the same as I had been accustomed
to about my aunt; and here again I should have felt disgusted with them,
had not their peculiarities and insipidities amused me. As I was compelled
to see them, in the theatre, in open places, in my house, I formed the project
of spying out their follies; and my brother helped me with alacrity to
execute it. And if you reflect, that up from the whisking shopman and the
conceited merchant's son, to the polished, calculating man of the world, the
bold soldier, and the impetuous prince, all in succession passed in review
before me, each in his way endeavoring to found his small romance, you
will pardon me if I conceived that I had gained some acquaintance with my
nation.
"The fantastically dizened student; the awkward, humbly proud man of
letters; the sleek-fed, gouty canon; the solemn, heedful man of office; the
heavy country-baron; the smirking, vapid courtier; the young, erring parson;
the cool as well as the quick and sharply speculating merchant,—all these I
have seen in motion; and I swear to you, that there were few among them
fitted to inspire me even with a sentiment of toleration: on the contrary, I
felt it altogether irksome to collect, with tedium and annoyance, the
suffrages of fools; to pocket those applauses in detail, which in their
accumulated state had so delighted me, which in the gross I had
appropriated with such pleasure.
"If I expected a rational compliment upon my acting, if I hoped that they
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observation on the back of another, and to name some vapid play in which
they wished to see me act. If I listened in their company, to hear if some
noble, brilliant, witty thought had met with a response among them, and
would re-appear from some of them in proper season, it was rare that I
could catch an echo of it. An error that had happened, a mispronunciation, a
provincialism of some actor, such were the weighty points by which they
held fast, beyond which they could not pass. I knew not, in the end, to what
hand I should turn: themselves they thought too clever to be entertained;
and me they imagined they were well entertaining, if they romped and made
noise enough about me. I began very cordially to despise them all: I felt as
if the whole nation had, on purpose, deputed these people to debase it in my
eyes. They appeared to me so clownish, so ill-bred, so wretchedly
instructed, so void of pleasing qualities, so tasteless, I frequently exclaimed,
"No German can buckle his shoes, till he has learned to do it of some
foreign nation!"
"You perceive how blind, how unjust and splenetic, I was; and, the longer it
lasted, my spleen increased. I might have killed myself with these things,
but I fell into the contrary extreme: I married, or, rather, let myself be
married. My brother, who had undertaken to conduct the theatre, wished
much to have a helper. His choice lighted on a young man, who was not
offensive to me, who wanted all that my brother had,—genius, vivacity,
spirit, and impetuosity of mind; but who also in return had all that my
brother wanted,—love of order, diligence, and precious gifts in
housekeeping, and the management of money.
"He became my husband, I know not how: we lived together, I do not well
know why. Suffice it to say, our affairs went prosperously forward. We drew
a large income: of this my brother's activity was the cause. We lived with a
moderate expenditure, and that was the merit of my husband. I thought no
more about world or nation. With the world I had nothing to participate: my
idea of the nation had faded away. When I entered on the scene, I did so that
I might subsist: I opened my lips because I durst not continue silent,
because I had come out to speak.
"Yet let me do the matter justice. I had altogether given myself up to the
disposal of my brother. His objects were, applause and money; for, between
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great. I no longer played according to my own feeling, to my own
conviction, but as he directed me; and, if I did it to his satisfaction, I was
content. He steered entirely by the caprices of the public. Money flowed
upon us: he could live according to his humor, and so we had good times
with him.
"Thus had I fallen into a dull, handicraft routine. I spun out my days
without joy or sympathy. My marriage was childless, and not of long
continuance. My husband grew sick; his strength was visibly decaying;
anxiety for him interrupted my general indifference. It was at this time that I
formed an acquaintance which opened a new life for me,—a new and
quicker one, for it will soon be done."
She kept silence for a time, and then continued, "All at once my prattling
humor falters: I have not the courage to go on. Let me rest a little. You shall
not go, till you have learned the whole extent of my misfortune. Meanwhile,
call in Mignon, and ask her what she wants."
The child had more than once been in the room, while Aurelia and our
friend were talking. As they spoke lower on her entrance, she had glided out
again, and was now sitting quietly in the hall, and waiting. Being bid return,
she brought a book with her, which its form and binding showed to be a
small geographical atlas. She had seen some maps, for the first time, at the
parson's house, with great astonishment; had asked him many questions,
and informed herself so far as possible about them. Her desire to learn
seemed much excited by this new branch of knowledge. She now earnestly
requested Wilhelm to purchase her the book; saying she had pawned her
large silver buckle with the print-seller for it, and wished to have back the
pledge to-morrow morning, as this evening it was late. Her request was
granted; and she then began repeating several things she had already
learned; at the same time, in her own way, making many very strange
inquiries. Here again one might observe, that, with a mighty effort, she
could comprehend but little and laboriously. So likewise was it with her
writing, at which she still kept busied. She yet spoke very broken German:
it was only when she opened her mouth to sing, when she touched her
cithern, that she seemed to be employing an organ by which, in some
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Since we are at present on the subject, we may also mention the perplexity
which Wilhelm had of late experienced from certain parts of her procedure,
When she came or went, wished him good-morning or good-night, she
clasped him so firmly in her arms, and kissed him with such ardor, that
often the violence of this expanding nature gave him serious fears. The
spasmodic vivacity of her demeanor seemed daily to increase: her whole
being moved in a restless stillness. She would never be without some piece
of packthread to twist in her hands, some napkin to tie in knots, some paper
or wood to chew. All her sports seemed but the channels which drained off
some inward violent commotion. The only thing that seemed to cause her
any cheerfulness was being near the boy Felix, with whom she could go on
in a very dainty manner.
Aurelia, after a little rest, being now ready to explain to her friend a matter
which lay very near her heart, grew impatient at the little girl's delay, and
signified that she must go,—a hint, however, which the latter did not take;
and at last, when nothing else would do, they sent her off expressly and
against her will.
"Now or never," said Aurelia, "must I tell you the remainder of my story.
Were my tenderly beloved and unjust friend but a few miles distant, I would
say to you, 'Mount on horseback, seek by some means to get acquainted
with him: on returning, you will certainly forgive me, and pity me with all
your heart.' As it is, I can only tell you with words how amiable he was, and
how much I loved him.
"It was at the critical season, when care for the illness of my husband had
depressed my spirits, that I first became acquainted with this stranger. He
had just returned from America, where, in company with some Frenchmen,
he had served with much distinction under the colors of the United States.
"He addressed me with an easy dignity, a frank kindliness: he spoke about
myself, my state, my acting, like an old acquaintance, so affectionately and
distinctly, that now for the first time I enjoyed the pleasure of perceiving
my existence reflected in the being of another. His judgments were just,
though not severe; penetrating, yet not void of love. He showed no
harshness: his pleasantry was courteous, with all his humor. He seemed

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accustomed to success with women; this excited my attention: he was never
in the least importunate or flattering; this put me off my guard.
"In the town, he had intercourse with few: he was often on horseback,
visiting his many friends in the neighborhood, and managing the business
of his house. On returning, he would frequently alight at my apartments; he
treated my ever-ailing husband with warm attention; he procured him
mitigation of his sickness by a good physician. And, taking part in all that
interested me, he allowed me to take part in all that interested him. He told
me the history of his campaigns: he spoke of his invincible attachment to
military life, of his family relations, of his present business. He kept no
secret from me; he displayed to me his inmost thoughts, allowed me to
behold the most secret corners of his soul: I became acquainted with his
passions and his capabilities. It was the first time in my life that I enjoyed a
cordial, intellectual intercourse with any living creature. I was attracted by
him, borne along by him, before I thought about inquiring how it stood with
me.
"Meanwhile I lost my husband, nearly just as I had taken him. The burden
of theatrical affairs now fell entirely on me. My brother, not to be surpassed
upon the stage, was never good for any thing in economical concerns: I
took the charge of all, at the same time studying my parts with greater
diligence than ever. I again played as of old,—nay, with new life, with quite
another force. It was by reason of my friend, it was on his account, that I
did so; yet my success was not always best when I knew him to be present.
Once or twice he listened to me unobserved, and how pleasantly his
unexpected applauses surprised me you may conceive.
"Certainly I am a strange creature. In every part I played, it seemed as if I
had been speaking it in praise of him; for that was the temper of my heart,
the words might be any thing they pleased. Did I understand him to be
present in the audience, I durst not venture to speak out with all my force;
just as I would not press my love or praise on him to his face: was he
absent, I had then free scope; I did my best, with a certain peacefulness,
with a contentment not to be described. Applause once more delighted me;
and, when I charmed the people, I longed to call down among them, 'This
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"Yes: my relation to the public, to the nation, had been altered by a wonder.
On a sudden they again appeared to me in the most favorable light: I felt
astonished at my former blindness.
"'How foolish,' said I often to myself, 'was it to revile a nation,—foolish,
simply because it was a nation. Is it necessary, is it possible, that individual
men should generally interest us much? Not at all! The only question is,
whether in the great mass there exists a sufficient quantity of talent, force,
and capability, which lucky circumstances may develop, which men of lofty
minds may direct upon a common object.' I now rejoiced in discovering so
little prominent originality among my countrymen; I rejoiced that they
disdained not to accept of guidance from without; I rejoiced that they had
found a leader.
"Lothario,—allow me to designate my friend by this, his first name, which I
loved,—Lothario had always presented the Germans to my mind on the side
of valor, and shown me, that, when well commanded, there was no braver
nation on the face of the earth; and I felt ashamed that I had never thought
of this, the first quality of a people. History was known to him: he was in
connection and correspondence with the most distinguished persons of the
age. Young as he was, his eye was open to the budding youthhood of his
native country, to the silent labors of active and busy men in so many
provinces of art. He afforded me a glimpse of Germany,—what it was and
what it might be; and I blushed at having formed my judgment of a nation
from the motley crowd that squeeze into the wardrobe of a theatre. He made
me look upon it as a duty that I too, in my own department, should be true,
spirited, enlivening. I now felt as if inspired every time I stepped upon the
boards. Mediocre passages grew golden in my mouth: had any poet been at
hand to support me adequately, I might have produced the most astonishing
effects.
"So lived the young widow for a series of months. He could not do without
me, and I felt exceedingly unhappy when he staid away. He showed me the
letters he received from his relations, from his amiable sister. He took an
interest in the smallest circumstance that concerned me: more complete,
more intimate, no union ever was than ours. The name of love was not
mentioned. He went and came, came and went. And now, my friend, it is
high time that you, too, should go."

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CHAPTER XVII.
Wilhelm could put off no longer the visiting of his commercial friends. He
proceeded to their place with some anxiety, knowing he should there find
letters from his people. He dreaded the reproofs which these would of
course contain: it seemed likely also that notice had been given to his
trading correspondents, concerning the perplexities and fears which his late
silence had occasioned. After such a series of knightly adventures, he
recoiled from the school-boy aspect in which he must appear: he proposed
within his mind to act with an air of sternness and defiance, and thus hide
his embarrassment.
To his great wonder and contentment, however, all went off very easily and
well. In the vast, stirring, busy counting-room, the men had scarcely time to
seek him out his packet: his delay was but alluded to in passing. And on
opening the letters of his father, and his friend Werner, he found them all of
very innocent contents. His father, in hopes of an extensive journal, the
keeping of which he had strongly recommended to his son at parting, giving
him also a tabulary scheme for that purpose, seemed pretty well pacified
about the silence of the first period; complaining only of a certain
enigmatical obscurity in the last and only letter despatched, as we have
seen, from the castle of the count. Werner joked in his way; told merry
anecdotes, facetious burgh-news; and requested intelligence of friends and
acquaintances, whom Wilhelm, in the large trading-city, would now meet
with in great numbers. Our friend, extremely pleased at getting off so well,
answered without loss of a moment, in some very cheerful letters;
promising his father a copious journal of his travels, with all the required
geographical, statistical, and mercantile remarks. He had seen much on his
journey, he said, and hoped to make a tolerably large manuscript out of
these materials. He did not observe that he was almost in the same case as
he had once experienced before, when he assembled an audience and lit his
lamps to represent a play which was not written, still less got by heart.
Accordingly, so soon as he commenced the actual work of composition, he
became aware that he had much to say about emotions and thoughts, and
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objects, on which, as he now discovered, he had not bestowed the least
attention.
In this embarrassment, the acquisitions of his friend Laertes came very
seasonably to his aid. Custom had united these young people, unlike one
another as they were; and Laertes, with all his failings and singularities, was
actually an interesting man. Endowed with warm and pleasurable senses, he
might have reached old age without reflecting for a moment on his
situation. But his ill-fortune and his sickness had robbed him of the pure
feelings of youth, and opened for him instead of it a view into the
transitoriness, the discontinuity, of man's existence. Hence had arisen a
humorous, flighty, rhapsodical way of thinking about all things, or, rather,
of uttering the immediate impressions they produced on him. He did not
like to be alone; he strolled about all the coffee-houses and tables-d'hôte;
and, when he did stay at home, books of travels were his favorite, nay, his
only, kind of reading. Having lately found a large circulating library, he had
been enabled to content his taste in this respect to the full; and erelong half
the world was figuring in his faithful memory.
It was easy for him, therefore, to speak comfort to his friend, when the latter
had disclosed his utter lack of matter for the narrative so solemnly promised
by him. "Now is the time for a stroke of art," said Laertes, "that shall have
no fellow!
"Has not Germany been travelled over, cruised over, walked, crept, and
flown over, repeatedly from end to end? And has not every German
traveller the royal privilege of drawing from the public a repayment of the
great or small expenses he may have incurred while travelling? Give me
your route previous to our meeting: the rest I know already. I will find you
helps and sources of information: of miles that were never measured,
populations that were never counted, we shall give them plenty. The
revenues of provinces we will take from almanacs and tables, which, as all
men know, are the most authentic documents. On these we will ground our
political discussions: we shall not fail in side-glances at the ruling powers.
One or two princes we will paint as true fathers of their country, that we
may gain more ready credence in our allegations against others. If we do
not travel through the residence of any noted man, we shall take care to
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us. Particularly, let us not forget to insert, with all its graces and sentiments,
some love-story with a pastoral bar-maid. I tell you, it shall be a
composition which will not only fill father and mother with delight, but
which booksellers themselves shall gladly pay you current money for."
They went accordingly to work, and both of them found pleasure in their
labor. Wilhelm, in the mean time, frequenting the play at night, and
conversing with Serlo and Aurelia by day, experienced the greatest
satisfaction, and was daily more and more expanding his ideas, which had
been too long revolving in the same narrow circle.

CHAPTER XVIII.
It was not without deep interest that he became acquainted with the history
of Serlo's career. Piecemeal he learned it; for it was not the fashion of that
extraordinary man to be confidential, or to speak of any thing connectively.
He had been, one may say, born and suckled in the theatre. While yet
literally an infant, he had been produced upon the stage to move spectators,
merely by his presence; for authors even then were acquainted with this
natural and very guiltless mode of doing so. Thus his first "Father!" or
"Mother!" in favorite pieces, procured him approbation, before he
understood what was meant by that clapping of the hands. In the character
of Cupid, he more than once descended, with terror, in his flying-gear; as
harlequin, he used to issue from the egg; and, as a little chimney-sweep, to
play the sharpest tricks.
Unhappily, the plaudits of these glancing nights were too bitterly repaid by
sufferings in the intervening seasons. His father was persuaded that the
minds of children could be kept awake and steadfast by no other means than
blows: hence, in the studying of any part, he used to thrash him at stated
periods, not because the boy was awkward, but that he might become more
certainly and constantly expert. It was thus that in former times, while
putting down a landmark, people were accustomed to bestow a hearty
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supposed, would recollect the place exactly to the latest day of their lives.
Serlo waxed in stature, and showed the finest capabilities of spirit and of
body,—in particular, an admirable pliancy at once in his thoughts, looks,
movements, and gestures. His gift of imitation was beyond belief. When
still a boy, he could mimic persons, so that you would think you saw them;
though in form, age, and disposition, they might be entirely unlike him, and
unlike each other. Nor with all this, did he want the knack of suiting himself
to his circumstances, and picking out his way in life. Accordingly, so soon
as he had grown in some degree acquainted with his strength, he very
naturally eloped from his father, who, as the boy's understanding and
dexterity increased, still thought it needful to forward their perfection by the
harshest treatment.
Happy was the wild boy, now roaming free about the world, where his feats
of waggery never failed to secure him a good reception. His lucky star first
led him in the Christmas season to a cloister, where the friar, whose
business it had been to arrange processions, and to entertain the Christian
community by spiritual masquerades, having just died, Serlo was welcomed
as a helping angel. On the instant he took up the part of Gabriel in the
Annunciation, and did not by any means displease the pretty girl, who,
acting the Virgin, very gracefully received his most obliging kiss, with
external humility and inward pride. In their Mysteries, he continued to
perform the most important parts, and thought himself no slender
personage, when at last, in the character of Martyr, he was mocked of the
world, and beaten, and fixed upon the cross.
Some pagan soldiers had, on this occasion, played their parts a little too
naturally. To be avenged on these heathen in the proper style, he took care
at the Day of Judgment to have them decked out in gaudy clothes as
emperors and kings; and at that moment when they, exceedingly contented
with their situation, were about to take precedence of the rest in heaven, as
they had done on earth, he, on a sudden, rushed upon them in the shape of
the Devil; and to the cordial edification of all the beggars and spectators,
having thoroughly curried them with his oven-fork, he pushed them without
mercy back into the chasm, where, in the midst of waving flame, they met
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He was acute enough, however, to perceive that these crowned heads might
feel offended at such bold procedure, and perhaps forget the reverence due
to his privileged office of Accuser and Turnkey. So in all silence, before the
Millennium commenced, he withdrew, and betook him to a neighboring
town. Here a society of persons, denominated Children of Joy, received him
with open arms. They were a set of clever, strong-headed, lively geniuses,
who saw well enough that the sum of our existence, divided by reason,
never gives an integer number, but that a surprising fraction is always left
behind. At stated times, to get rid of this fraction, which impedes, and, if it
is diffused over all the mass of our conduct, endangers us, was the object of
the Children of Joy. For one day a week each of them in succession was a
fool on purpose; and, during this, he in his turn exhibited to ridicule, in
allegorical representations, whatever folly he had noticed in himself, or the
rest, throughout the other six. This practice might be somewhat ruder than
that constant training, in the course of which a man of ordinary morals is
accustomed to observe, to warn, to punish, himself daily; but it was also
merrier and surer. For as no Child of Joy concealed his bosom-folly, so he
and those about him held it for simply what it was; whereas, on the other
plan, by the help of self-deception, this same bosom-folly often gains the
head authority within, and binds down reason to a secret servitude, at the
very time when reason fondly hopes that she has long since chased it out of
doors. The mask of folly circulated round in this society; and each member
was allowed, in his particular day, to decorate and characterize it with his
own attributes or those of others. At the time of Carnival, they assumed the
greatest freedom, vying with the clergy in attempts to instruct and entertain
the multitude. Their solemn figurative processions of Virtues and Vices,
Arts and Sciences, Quarters of the World, and Seasons of the Year, bodied
forth a number of conceptions, and gave images of many distant objects to
the people, and hence were not without their use; while, on the other hand,
the mummeries of the priesthood tended but to strengthen a tasteless
superstition, already strong enough.
Here again young Serlo was altogether in his element. Invention in its
strictest sense, it is true, he had not; but, on the other hand, he had the most
consummate skill in employing what he found before him, in ordering it,
and shadowing it forth. His roguish turns, his gift of mimicry; his biting wit,
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against his benefactors,—made him precious, or rather indispensable, to the
whole society.
Yet his restless mind soon drove him from this favorable scene to other
quarters of his country, where other means of instruction awaited him. He
came into the polished, but also barren, part of Germany, where, in
worshipping the good and the beautiful, there is indeed no want of truth, but
frequently a grievous want of spirit. His masks would here do nothing for
him: he had now to aim at working on the heart and mind. For short
periods, he attached himself to small or to extensive companies of actors,
and marked, on these occasions, what were the distinctive properties, both
of the pieces and the players. The monotony which then reigned on the
German theatre, the mawkish sound and cadence of their Alexandrines, the
flat and yet distorted dialogue, the shallowness and commonness of these
undisguised preachers of morality, he was not long in comprehending, or in
seizing, at the same time, what little there was that moved and pleased.
Not only single parts in the current pieces, but the pieces themselves,
remained easily and wholly in his memory, and, along with them, the
special tone of any player who had represented them with approbation. At
length, in the course of his rambles, his money being altogether done, the
project struck him of acting entire pieces by himself, especially in villages
and noblemen's houses, and thus in all places making sure at least of
entertainment and lodging. In any tavern, any room, or any garden, he
would accordingly at once set up his theatre: with a roguish seriousness and
a show of enthusiasm, he would contrive to gain the imaginations of his
audience, to deceive their senses, and before their eyes to make an old press
into a tower, or a fan into a dagger. His youthful warmth supplied the place
of deep feeling: his vehemence seemed strength, and his flattery tenderness.
Such of the spectators as already knew a theatre, he put in mind of all that
they had seen and heard: in the rest he awakened a presentiment of
something wonderful, and a wish to be more acquainted with it. What
produced an effect in one place he did not fail to repeat in others; and his
mind overflowed with a wicked pleasure when, by the same means, on the
spur of the moment, he could make gulls of all the world.
His spirit was lively, brisk, and unimpeded: by frequently repeating parts
and pieces, he improved very fast. Erelong he could recite and play with

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more conformity to the sense than the models whom he had at first imitated.
Proceeding thus, he arrived by degrees at playing naturally; though he did
not cease to feign. He seemed transported, yet he lay in wait for the effect;
and his greatest pride was in moving, by successive touches, the passions of
men. The mad trade he drove did itself soon force him to proceed with a
certain moderation; and thus, partly by constraint, partly by instinct, he
learned the art of which so few players seemed to have a notion,—the art of
being frugal in the use of voice and gestures.
Thus did he contrive to tame, and to inspire with interest for him, even rude
and unfriendly men. Being always contented with food and shelter;
thankfully accepting presents of any kind as readily as money, which latter,
when he reckoned that he had enough of it, he frequently declined,—he
became a general favorite, was sent about from one to another with
recommendatory letters; and thus he wandered many a day from castle to
castle, exciting much festivity, enjoying much, and meeting in his travels
with the most agreeable and curious adventures.
With such inward coldness of temper, he could not properly be said to love
any one; with such clearness of vision, he could respect no one; in fact, he
never looked beyond the external peculiarities of men; and he merely
carried their characters in his mimical collection. Yet withal, his selfishness
was keenly wounded if he did not please every one and call forth universal
applause. How this might be attained, he had studied in the course of time
so accurately, and so sharpened his sense of the matter, that not only on the
stage, but also in common life, he no longer could do otherwise than flatter
and deceive. And thus did his disposition, his talent, and his way of life,
work reciprocally on each other, till by this means he had imperceptibly
been formed into a perfect actor. Nay, by a mode of action and re-action,
which is quite natural, though it seems paradoxical, his recitation,
declamation, and gesture improved, by critical discernment and practice, to
a high degree of truth, ease, and frankness; while, in his life and intercourse
with men, he seemed to grow continually more secret, artful, or even
hypocritical and constrained.
Of his fortunes and adventures we perhaps shall speak in another place: it is
enough to remark at present, that in later times, when he had become a man
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though not entirely secure, employment and rank, he was wont, in
conversation, partly in the way of irony, partly of mockery, in a delicate
style, to act the sophist, and thus to destroy almost all serious discussion.
This kind of speech he seemed peculiarly fond of using towards Wilhelm,
particularly when the latter took a fancy, as often happened, for introducing
any of his general and theoretical disquisitions. Yet still they liked well to
be together: with such different modes of thinking, the conversation could
not fail to be lively. Wilhelm always wished to deduce every thing from
abstract ideas which he had arrived at: he wanted to have art viewed in all
its connections as a whole. He wanted to promulgate and fix down universal
laws; to settle what was right, beautiful, and good: in short, he treated all
things in a serious manner. Serlo, on the other hand, took up the matter very
lightly: never answering directly to any question, he would contrive, by
some anecdote or laughable turn, to give the finest and most satisfactory
illustrations, and thus to instruct his audience while he made them merry.

CHAPTER XIX.
While our friend was in this way living very happily, Melina and the rest
were in quite a different case. Wilhelm they haunted like evil spirits; and
not only by their presence, but frequently by rueful faces and bitter words,
they caused him many a sorry moment. Serlo had not admitted them to the
most trifling part, far less held out to them any hope of a permanent
engagement; and yet he had contrived, by degrees, to get acquainted with
the capabilities of every one of them. Whenever any actors were assembled
in leisure hours about him, he was wont to make them read, and frequently
to read along with them. On such occasions he took plays which were by
and by to be acted, which for a long time had remained unacted; and
generally by portions. In like manner, after any first representation, he
caused such passages to be repeated as he had any thing to say upon: by
which means he sharpened the discernment of his actors, and strengthened
their certainty of hitting the proper point. And as a person of slender but
correct understanding may produce more agreeable effect on others than a
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mediocre talents, by the clear views which he imperceptibly afforded them,
to a wonderful extent of power. Nor was it an unimportant item in his
scheme, that he likewise had poems read before him in their meetings; for
by these he nourished in his people the feeling of that charm which a well-
pronounced rhythm is calculated to awaken in the soul: whereas, in other
companies, those prose compositions were already getting introduced for
which any tyro was adequate.
On occasions such as these, he had contrived to make himself acquainted
with the new-come players: he had decided what they were, and what they
might be, and silently made up his mind to take advantage of their talents,
in a revolution which was now threatening his own company. For a while
he let the matter rest; declined every one of Wilhelm's intercessions for his
comrades, with a shrug of the shoulders; till at last he saw his time, and
altogether unexpectedly made the proposal to our friend, "that he himself
should come upon the stage; that, on this condition, the others, too, might
be admitted."
"These people must not be so useless as you formerly described them,"
answered Wilhelm, "if they can now be all received at once; and I suppose
their talents would remain the same without me as with me."
Under seal of secrecy, Serlo hereupon explained his situation,—how his
first actor was giving hints about a rise of salary at the renewal of their
contract; how he himself did not incline conceding this, the rather as the
individual in question was no longer in such favor with the public; how, if
he dismissed him, a whole train would follow; whereby, it was true, his
company would lose some good, but likewise some indifferent, actors. He
then showed Wilhelm what he hoped to gain in him, in Laertes, Old
Boisterous, and even Frau Melina. Nay, he promised to procure for the silly
Pedant himself, in the character of Jew, minister, but chiefly of villain, a
decided approbation.
Wilhelm faltered; the proposal fluttered him; he knew not what to say. That
he might say something, he rejoined, with a deep-drawn breath, "You speak
very graciously about the good you find and hope to find in us; but how is it
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"These," said Serlo, "by diligence, practice, and reflection, we shall soon
make strong points. Though you are yet but freshmen and bunglers, there is
not one among you that does not warrant expectation more or less: for, so
far as I can judge, no stick, properly so called, is to be met with in the
company; and your stick is the only person that can never be improved,
never bent or guided, whether it be self-conceit, stupidity, or hypochondria,
that renders him unpliant."
The manager next stated, in a few words, the terms he meant to offer;
requested Wilhelm to determine soon, and left him in no small perplexity.
In the marvellous composition of those travels, which he had at first
engaged with, as it were, in jest, and was now carrying on in conjunction
with Laertes, his mind had by degrees grown more attentive to the
circumstances and the every-day life of the actual world than it was wont.
He now first understood the object of his father in so earnestly
recommending him to keep a journal. He now, for the first time, felt how
pleasant and how useful it might be to become participator in so many
trades and requisitions, and to take a hand in diffusing activity and life into
the deepest nooks of the mountains and forests of Europe. The busy trading-
town in which he was; the unrest of Laertes, who dragged him about to
examine every thing,—afforded him the most impressive image of a mighty
centre, from which every thing was flowing out, to which every thing was
coming back; and it was the first time that his spirit, in contemplating this
species of activity, had really felt delight. At such a juncture Serlo's offer
had been made him; had again awakened his desires, his tendencies, his
faith in a natural talent, and again brought into mind his solemn obligation
to his helpless comrades.
"Here standest thou once more," said he within himself, "at the Parting of
the Ways, between the two women who appeared before thee in thy youth.
The one no longer looks so pitiful as then, nor does the other look so
glorious. To obey the one, or to obey the other, thou art not without a kind
of inward calling: outward reasons are on both sides strong enough, and to
decide appears to thee impossible. Thou wishest some preponderancy from
without would fix thy choice; and yet, if thou consider well, it is external
circumstances only that inspire thee with a wish to trade, to gather, to
possess; whilst it is thy inmost want that has created, that has nourished, the

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desire still further to unfold and perfect what endowments soever for the
beautiful and good, be they mental or bodily, may lie within thee. And
ought I not to honor Fate, which, without furtherance of mine, has led me
hither to the goal of all my wishes? Has not all that I, in old times,
meditated and forecast, now happened accidentally, and without my co-
operation? Singular enough! We seem to be so intimate with nothing as we
are with our own wishes and hopes, which have long been kept and
cherished in our hearts; yet when they meet us, when they, as it were, press
forward to us, then we know them not, then we recoil from them. All that,
since the hapless night which severed me from Mariana, I have but allowed
myself to dream, now stands before me, entreating my acceptance. Hither I
intended to escape by flight; hither I am softly guided: with Serlo I meant to
seek a place; he now seeks me, and offers me conditions, which, as a
beginner, I could not have looked for. Was it, then, mere love to Mariana
that bound me to the stage? Or love to art that bound me to her? Was that
prospect, that outlet, which the theatre presented me, nothing but the project
of a restless, disorderly, and disobedient boy, wishing to lead a life which
the customs of the civic world would not admit of? Or was all this different,
worthier, purer? If so, what moved thee to alter the persuasions of that
period? Hast thou not hitherto, even without knowing it, pursued thy plan?
Is not the concluding step still further to be justified, now that no side-
purposes combine with it; now that in making it thou mayest fulfil a solemn
promise, and nobly free thyself from a heavy debt?"
All that could affect his heart and his imagination was now moving, and
conflicting in the liveliest strife within him. The thought that he might
retain Mignon, that he should not need to put away the harper, was not an
inconsiderable item in the balance, which, however, had not ceased to
waver to the one and to the other side, when he went, as he was wont, to see
his friend Aurelia.

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She was lying on the sofa: she seemed quiet. "Do you think you will be fit
to act to-morrow?" he inquired. "Oh, yes!" cried she with vivacity: "you
know there is nothing to prevent me. If I but knew a way," continued she,
"to rid myself of those applauses! The people mean it well, but they will kill
me. Last night I thought my very heart would break! Once, when I used to
please myself, I could endure this gladly: when I had studied long, and well
prepared myself, it gave me joy to hear the sound, 'It has succeeded!'
pealing back to me from every corner. But now I speak not what I like, nor
as I like; I am swept along, I get confused, I scarce know what I do; and the
impression I make is far deeper. The applause grows louder; and I think,
Did you but know what charms you! These dark, vague, vehement tones of
passion move you, force you to admire; and you feel not that they are the
cries of agony, wrung from the miserable being whom you praise.
"I learned my part this morning: just now I have been repeating it and trying
it. I am tired, broken down; and to-morrow I must do the same. To-morrow
evening is the play. Thus do I drag myself to and fro: it is wearisome to rise,
it is wearisome to go to bed. All moves within me in an everlasting circle.
Then come their dreary consolations, and present themselves before me;
and I cast them out, and execrate them. I will not surrender, not surrender to
necessity: why should that be necessary which crushes me to the dust?
Might it not be otherwise? I am paying the penalty of being born a German:
it is the nature of the Germans, that they bear heavily on every thing, that
every thing bears heavily on them."
"O my friend!" cried Wilhelm, "could you cease to whet the dagger
wherewith you are ever wounding me! Does nothing, then, remain for you?
Are your youth, your form, your health, your talents, nothing? Having lost
one blessing, without blame of yours, must you throw all the others after it?
Is that also necessary?"
She was silent for a few moments, and then burst forth, "I know well, it is a
waste of time, nothing but a waste of time, this love! What might not,
should not, I have done! And now it is all vanished into air. I am a poor,
wretched, lovelorn creature,—lovelorn, that is all! Oh, have compassion on
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She sank in thought: then, after a brief pause, she exclaimed with violence,
"You are accustomed to have all things fly into your arms. No: you cannot
feel, no man is qualified to feel, the worth of a woman that can reverence
herself. By all the holy angels, by all the images of blessedness, which a
pure and kindly heart creates, there is not any thing more heavenly than the
soul of a woman giving herself to the man she loves!
"We are cold, proud, high, clear-sighted, wise, while we deserve the name
of women; and all these qualities we lay down at your feet, the instant that
we love, that we hope to excite a return of love. Oh, how have I cast away
my whole existence wittingly and willingly! But now will I despair,
purposely despair. There is no drop of blood within me but shall suffer, no
fibre that I will not punish. Smile, I pray you; laugh at this theatrical display
of passion."
Wilhelm was far enough from any tendency to laugh. This horrible, half-
natural, half-factitious condition of his friend afflicted him but too deeply.
He sympathized in the tortures of that racking misery: his thoughts were
wandering in painful perplexities, his blood was in a feverish tumult.
She had risen, and was walking up and down the room. "I see before me,"
she exclaimed, "all manner of reasons why I should not love him. I know he
is not worthy of it; I turn my mind aside, this way and that; I seize upon
whatever business I can find. At one time I take up a part, though I have not
to play it; at another, I begin to practise old ones, though I know them
through and through; I practise them more diligently, more minutely,—I toil
and toil at them. My friend, my confidant, what a horrid task is it to tear
away one's thoughts from one's self! My reason suffers, my brain is racked
and strained: to save myself from madness, I again admit the feeling that I
love him. Yes, I love him, I love him!" cried she, with a shower of tears: "I
love him, I shall die loving him!"
He took her by the hand, and entreated her in the most earnest manner not
to waste herself in such self-torments. "Oh! it seems hard," said he, "that
not only so much that is impossible should be denied us, but so much also
that is possible! It was not your lot to meet with a faithful heart that would
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life upon a hapless creature, whom, by the weight of my fidelity, I drew to
the bottom like a reed, perhaps even broke in pieces!"
He had told Aurelia of his intercourse with Mariana, and could therefore
now refer to it. She looked him intently in the face, and asked, "Can you say
that you never yet betrayed a woman, that you never tried with thoughtless
gallantry, with false asseverations, with cajoling oaths, to wheedle favor
from her?"
"I can," said Wilhelm, "and indeed without much vanity: my life has been
so simple and sequestered, I have had but few enticements to attempt such
things. And what a warning, my beautiful, my noble, friend, is this
melancholy state in which I see you! Accept of me a vow, which is suited to
my heart; which, under the emotion you have caused me, has settled into
words and shape, and will be hallowed by the hour in which I utter it. Each
transitory inclination I will study to withstand, and even the most earnest I
will keep within my bosom: no woman shall receive an acknowledgment of
love from my lips to whom I cannot consecrate my life!"
She looked at him with a wild indifference, and drew back some steps as he
offered her his hand. "'Tis of no moment!" cried she: "so many women's
tears, more or fewer; the ocean will not swell by reason of them. And yet,"
continued she, "among thousands, one woman saved; that still is something:
among thousands, one honest man discovered; this is not to be refused. Do
you know, then, what you promise?"
"I know it," answered Wilhelm, with a smile, and holding out his hand.
"I accept it, then," said she, and made a movement with her right hand, as if
meaning to take hold of his; but instantly she darted it into her pocket,
pulled out her dagger quick as lightning, and scored with the edge and point
of it across his hand. He hastily drew it back, but the blood was already
running down.
"One must mark you men rather sharply, if one would have you take heed,"
cried she, with a wild mirth, which soon passed into a quick assiduity. She
took her handkerchief, and bound his hand with it to stanch the fast-flowing
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drops of blood. I am appeased. I am again myself. On my knees will I crave
your pardon: leave me the comfort of healing you."
She ran to her drawer, brought lint, with other apparatus, stanched the
blood, and viewed the wound attentively. It went across the palm, close
under the thumb, dividing the life-line, and running towards the little finger.
She bound it up in silence, with a significant, reflective look. He asked,
once or twice, "Aurelia, how could you hurt your friend?"
"Hush!" replied she, laying her finger on her mouth: "Hush!"

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BOOK V.

CHAPTER I.
Thus Wilhelm, to his pair of former wounds, which were yet scarcely
healed, had now got the accession of a third, which was fresh and not a little
disagreeable. Aurelia would not suffer him to call a surgeon: she dressed the
hand with all manner of strange speeches, saws, and ceremonies, and so
placed him in a very painful situation. Yet not he alone, but all persons who
came near her, suffered by her restlessness and singularity, and no one more
than little Felix. This stirring child was exceedingly impatient under such
oppression, and showed himself still naughtier the more she censured and
instructed him.
He delighted in some practices which commonly are thought bad habits,
and in which she would not by any means indulge him. He would drink, for
example, rather from the bottle than the glass; and his food seemed visibly
to have a better relish when eaten from the bowl than from the plate. Such
ill-breeding was not overlooked: if he left the door standing open, or
slammed it to; if, when bid do any thing, he stood stock-still, or ran off
violently,—he was sure to have a long lecture inflicted on him for the fault.
Yet he showed no symptoms of improvement from this training: on the
other hand, his affection for Aurelia seemed daily to diminish; there was
nothing tender in his tone when he called her mother; whereas he
passionately clung to the old nurse, who let him have his will in every
thing.
But she likewise had of late become so sick, that they had at last been
obliged to take her from the house into a quiet lodging; and Felix would
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come to help him. The two children talked together, and amused each other
in the prettiest style. She taught him little songs; and he, having an excellent
memory, frequently recited them, to the surprise of those about him. She
attempted also to explain her maps to him. With these she was still very
busy, though she did not seem to take the fittest method. For, in studying
countries, she appeared to care little about any other point than whether
they were cold or warm. Of the north and south poles, of the horrid ice
which reigns there, and of the increasing heat the farther one retires from
them, she could give a very clear account. When any one was travelling, she
merely asked whether he was going northward or southward, and strove to
find his route in her little charts. Especially when Wilhelm spoke of
travelling, she was all attention, and seemed vexed when any thing occurred
to change the subject. Though she could not be prevailed upon to undertake
a part, or even to enter the theatre when any play was acting, yet she
willingly and zealously committed many odes and songs to memory; and by
unexpectedly, and, as it were, on the spur of the moment, reciting some
such poem, generally of the earnest and solemn kind, she would often cause
astonishment in every one.
Serlo, accustomed to regard with favor every trace of opening talent,
encouraged her in such performances; but what pleased him most in
Mignon was her sprightly, various, and often even mirthful, singing. By
means of a similar gift, the harper likewise had acquired his favor.
Without himself possessing genius for music, or playing on any instrument,
Serlo could rightly prize the value of the art: he failed not, as often as he
could, to enjoy this pleasure, which cannot be compared with any other. He
held a concert once a week; and now, with Mignon, the harper, and Laertes,
who was not unskilful on the violin, he had formed a very curious domestic
band.
He was wont to say, "Men are so inclined to content themselves with what
is commonest; the spirit and the senses so easily grow dead to the
impressions of the beautiful and perfect,—that every one should study, by
all methods, to nourish in his mind the faculty of feeling these things. For
no man can bear to be entirely deprived of such enjoyments: it is only
because they are not used to taste of what is excellent that the generality of
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this reason," he would add, "one ought, every day at least, to hear a little
song, read a good poem, see a fine picture, and, if it were possible, to speak
a few reasonable words." With such a turn of thought in Serlo, which in
some degree was natural to him, the persons who frequented his society
could scarcely be in want of pleasant conversation.
It was in the midst of these instructive entertainments, that Wilhelm one day
received a letter sealed in black. Werner's hand betokened mournful news;
and our friend was not a little shocked when, opening the sheet, he found it
to contain the tidings of his father's death, conveyed in a very few words.
After a short and sudden illness, he had parted from the world, leaving his
domestic affairs in the best possible order.
This unlooked-for intelligence struck Wilhelm to the heart. He deeply felt
how careless and negligent we often are of friends and relations while they
inhabit with us this terrestrial sojourn; and how we first repent of our
insensibility when the fair union, at least for this side of time, is finally cut
asunder. His grief for the early death of this honest parent was mitigated
only by the feeling that he had loved but little in the world, and the
conviction that he had enjoyed but little.
Wilhelm's thoughts soon turned to his own predicament, and he felt himself
extremely discomposed. A person can scarcely be put into a more
dangerous position, than when external circumstances have produced some
striking change in his condition, without his manner of feeling and of
thinking having undergone any preparation for it. There is, then, an epoch
without epoch; and the contradiction which arises is the greater the less the
person feels that he is not trained for this new manner of existence.
Wilhelm saw himself in freedom, at a moment when he could not yet be at
one with himself. His thoughts were noble, his motives pure, his purposes
were not to be despised. All this he could, with some degree of confidence,
acknowledge to himself: but he had of late been frequently enough
compelled to notice, that experience was sadly wanting to him; and hence,
on the experience of others, and on the results which they deduced from it,
he put a value far beyond its real one, and thus led himself still deeper into
error. What he wanted, he conceived he might most readily acquire if he
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with in reading or in conversation. He accordingly recorded his own or
other men's opinions, nay, wrote whole dialogues, when they chanced to
interest him. But unhappily by this means he held fast the false no less
firmly than the true; he dwelt far too long on one idea, particularly when it
was of an aphoristic shape; and thus he left his natural mode of thought and
action, and frequently took foreign lights for his loadstars. Aurelia's
bitterness, and Laertes's cold contempt for men, warped his judgment
oftener than they should have done: but no one, in his present case, would
have been so dangerous as Jarno, a man whose clear intellect could form a
just and rigorous decision about present things, but who erred, withal, in
enunciating these particular decisions with a kind of universal application;
whereas, in truth, the judgments of the understanding are properly of force
but once, and that in the strictest cases, and become inaccurate in some
degree when applied to any other.
Thus Wilhelm, striving to become consistent with himself, was deviating
farther and farther from wholesome consistency; and this confusion made it
easier for his passions to employ their whole artillery against him, and thus
still farther to perplex his views of duty.
Serlo did not fail to take advantage of the late tidings; and in truth he daily
had more reason to be anxious about some fresh arrangement of his people.
Either he must soon renew his old contracts,—a measure he was not
specially fond of; for several of his actors, who reckoned themselves
indispensable, were growing more and more arrogant,—or else he must
entirely new-model and re-form his company; which plan he looked upon
as preferable.
Though he did not personally importune our friend, he set Aurelia and
Philina on him; and the other wanderers, longing for some kind of
settlement, on their side, gave Wilhelm not a moment's rest; so that he stood
hesitating in his choice, in no slight embarrassment till he should decide.
Who would have thought that a letter of Werner's, written with quite
different views, should have forced him on resolving? We shall omit the
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CHAPTER II.
"It was, therefore, and it always must be, right for every one, on any
opportunity, to follow his vocation and exhibit his activity. Scarcely had the
good old man been gone a quarter of an hour, when every thing in the house
began moving by a different plan than his. Friends, acquaintances, relations,
crowded forward, especially all sorts of people who on such occasions use
to gain any thing. They fetched and carried, they counted, wrote, and
reckoned; some brought wine and meat, others ate and drank; and none
seemed busier than the women getting out the mournings.
"Such being the case, thou wilt not blame me, that, in this emergency, I
likewise thought of my advantage. I made myself as active, and as helpful to
thy sister, as I could, and, so soon as it was any way decorous, signified to
her that it had now become our business to accelerate a union which our
parents, in their too great circumspection, had hitherto postponed.
"Do not suppose, however, that it came into our heads to take possession of
that monstrous empty house. We are more modest and more rational. Thou
shalt hear our plan: thy sister, so soon as we are married, comes to our
house; and thy mother comes along with her. 'How can that be?' thou wilt
say: 'you have scarcely room for yourselves in that hampered nest.' There
lies the art of it, my friend. Good packing renders all things possible: thou
wouldst not believe what space one finds when one desires to occupy but
little. The large house we shall sell,—an opportunity occurs for this; and the
money we shall draw for it will produce a hundred-fold.
"I hope this meets thy views: I hope also thou hast not inherited the smallest
particle of those unprofitable tastes for which thy father and thy grandfather
were noted. The latter placed his greatest happiness in having about him a
multitude of dull-looking works of art, which no one, I may well say no
one, could enjoy with him: the former lived in a stately pomp, which he
suffered no one to enjoy with him. We mean to manage otherwise, and we
expect thy approbation.
"It is true, I myself in all the house have no place whatever but the stool
before my writing-desk; and I see not clearly where they will be able to put
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the more abundant. Coffee-houses and clubs for the husband, walks and
drives for the wife, and pleasant country jaunts for both. But the chief
advantage in our plan is, that, the round table being now completely filled,
our father cannot ask his friends to dinner, who, the more he strove to
entertain them, used to laugh at him the more.
"Now no superfluity for us! Not too much furniture and apparatus; no
coach, no horses! Nothing but money, and the liberty, day after day, to do
what you like in reason. No wardrobe; still the best and newest on your
back: the man may wear his coat till it is done; the wife may truck her
gown, the moment it is going out of fashion. There is nothing so
unsufferable to me as an old huckster's shop of property. If you would offer
me a jewel, on condition of my wearing it daily on my finger, I would not
accept it; for how can one conceive any pleasure in a dead capital? This,
then, is my confession of faith: To transact your business, to make money,
to be merry with your household; and about the rest of the earth to trouble
yourself no farther than where you can be of service to it.
"But ere now thou art saying, 'And, pray, what is to be done with me in this
sage plan of yours? Where shall I find shelter when you have sold my own
house, and not the smallest room remains in yours?'
"This is, in truth, the main point, brother; and in this, too, I shall have it in
my power to serve thee. But first I must present the just tribute of my praise
for time so spent as thine has been.
"Tell me, how hast thou within a few weeks become so skilled in every
useful, interesting object? Highly as I thought of thy powers, I did not
reckon such attention and such diligence among the number. Thy journal
shows us with what profit thou art travelling. The description of the iron
and the copper forges is exquisite: it evinces a complete knowledge of the
subject. I myself was once there; but my relation, compared with this, has
but a very bungled look. The whole letter on the linen-trade is full of
information: the remarks on commercial competition are at once just and
striking. In one or two places, there are errors in addition, which indeed are
very pardonable.
"But what most delights my father and myself, is thy thorough knowledge
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purchasing a large estate, at present under sequestration, in a very fruitful
district. For paying it, we mean to use the money realized by the sale of the
house; another portion we shall borrow; a portion may remain unpaid. And
we count on thee for going thither, and superintending the improvement of
it; by which means, before many years are passed, the land, to speak in
moderation, will have risen above a third in value. We shall then bring it to
the market again, seek out a larger piece, improve and trade as formerly. For
all this thou art the man. Our pens, meanwhile, will not lie idle here; and so
by and by we shall rise to be enviable people.
"For the present, fare thee well! Enjoy life on thy journey, and turn thy face
wherever thou canst find contentment and advantage. For the next half-year
we shall not need thee; thou canst look about thee in the world as thou
pleasest: a judicious person finds his best instruction in his travels.
Farewell! I rejoice at being connected with thee so closely by relation, and
now united with thee in the spirit of activity."

Well as this letter might be penned, and full of economical truths as it was,
Wilhelm felt displeased with it for more than one reason. The praise
bestowed on him for his pretended statistical, technological, and rural
knowledge was a silent reprimand. The ideal of the happiness of civic life,
which his worthy brother sketched, by no means charmed him: on the
contrary, a secret spirit of contradiction dragged him forcibly the other way.
He convinced himself, that, except on the stage, he could nowhere find that
mental culture which he longed to give himself: he seemed to grow the
more decided in his resolution, the more strongly Werner, without knowing
it, opposed him. Thus assailed, he collected all his arguments together, and
buttressed his opinions in his mind the more carefully, the more desirable he
reckoned it to show them in a favorable light to Werner; and in this manner
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CHAPTER III.
"Thy letter is so well written, and so prudently and wisely conceived, that
no objection can be made to it. Only thou must pardon me, when I declare
that one may think, maintain, and do directly the reverse, and yet be in the
right as well as thou. Thy mode of being and imagining appears to turn on
boundless acquisition, and a light, mirthful manner of enjoyment: I need
scarcely tell thee, that in all this I find little that can charm me.
"First, however, I am sorry to admit, that my journal is none of mine. Under
the pressure of necessity, and to satisfy my father, it was patched together
by a friend's help, out of many books: and though in words I know the
objects it relates to, and more of the like sort, I by no means understand
them, or can occupy myself about them. What good were it for me to
manufacture perfect iron while my own breast is full of dross? What would
it stead me to put properties of land in order, while I am at variance with
myself?
"To speak it in a word, the cultivation of my individual self, here as I am,
has from my youth upwards been constantly though dimly my wish and my
purpose. The same intention I still cherish, but the means of realizing it are
now grown somewhat clearer. I have seen more of life than thou believest,
and profited more by it also. Give some attention, then, to what I say,
though it should not altogether tally with thy own opinions.
"Had I been a nobleman, our dispute would soon have been decided; but,
being a simple burgher, I must take a path of my own: and I fear it may be
difficult to make thee understand me. I know not how it is in foreign
countries, but in Germany, a universal, and, if I may say so, personal,
cultivation is beyond the reach of any one except a nobleman. A burgher
may acquire merit; by excessive efforts he may even educate his mind; but
his personal qualities are lost, or worse than lost, let him struggle as he will.
Since the nobleman, frequenting the society of the most polished, is
compelled to give himself a polished manner; since this manner, neither
door nor gate being shut against him, grows at last an unconstrained one;
since, in court or camp, his figure, his person, are a part of his possessions,
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value on them, and to show that he puts some. A certain stately grace in
common things, a sort of gay elegance in earnest and important ones,
becomes him well; for it shows him to be everywhere in equilibrium. He is
a public person; and the more cultivated his movements, the more sonorous
his voice, the more staid and measured his whole being is, the more perfect
is he. If to high and low, to friends and relations, he continues still the same,
then nothing can be said against him, none may wish him otherwise. His
coldness must be reckoned clearness of head, his dissimulation prudence. If
he can rule himself externally at every moment of his life, no man has aught
more to demand of him; and, whatever else there may be in him or about
him, capacities, talents, wealth, all seem gifts of supererogation.
"Now, imagine any burgher offering ever to pretend to these advantages, he
will utterly fail, and the more completely, the greater inclination and the
more endowments nature may have given him for that mode of being.
"Since, in common life, the nobleman is hampered by no limits; since
kings, or kinglike figures, do not differ from him,—he can everywhere
advance with a silent consciousness, as if before his equals: everywhere he
is entitled to press forward, whereas nothing more beseems the burgher than
the quiet feeling of the limits that are drawn round him. The burgher may
not ask himself, 'What art thou?' He can only ask, 'What hast thou? What
discernment, knowledge, talent, wealth?' If the nobleman, merely by his
personal carriage, offers all that can be asked of him, the burgher by his
personal carriage offers nothing, and can offer nothing. The former has a
right to seem: the latter is compelled to be, and what he aims at seeming
becomes ludicrous and tasteless. The former does and makes, the latter but
effects and procures; he must cultivate some single gifts in order to be
useful; and it is beforehand settled, that, in his manner of existence, there is
no harmony, and can be none, since he is bound to make himself of use in
one department, and so has to relinquish all the others.
"Perhaps the reason of this difference is not the usurpation of the nobles,
and the submission of the burghers, but the constitution of society itself.
Whether it will ever alter, and how, is to me of small importance: my
present business is to meet my own case, as matters actually stand; to
consider by what means I may save myself, and reach the object which I
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"Now, this harmonious cultivation of my nature, which has been denied me
by birth, is exactly what I most long for. Since leaving thee, I have gained
much by voluntary practice: I have laid aside much of my wonted
embarrassment, and can bear myself in very tolerable style. My speech and
voice I have likewise been attending to; and I may say, without much
vanity, that in society I do not cause displeasure. But I will not conceal from
thee, that my inclination to become a public person, and to please and
influence in a larger circle, is daily growing more insuperable. With this,
there is combined my love for poetry and all that is related to it; and the
necessity I feel to cultivate my mental faculties and tastes, that so, in this
enjoyment henceforth indispensable, I may esteem as good the good alone,
as beautiful the beautiful alone. Thou seest well, that for me all this is
nowhere to be met with except upon the stage; that in this element alone
can I effect and cultivate myself according to my wishes. On the boards a
polished man appears in his splendor with personal accomplishments, just
as he does so in the upper classes of society; body and spirit must advance
with equal steps in all his studies; and there I shall have it in my power at
once to be and seem as well as anywhere. If I further long for solid
occupations, we have there mechanical vexations in abundance: I may give
my patience daily exercise.
"Dispute not with me on this subject; for, ere thou writest, the step is taken.
In compliance with the ruling prejudices, I will change my name; as,
indeed, that of Meister, or Master, does not suit me. Farewell! Our fortune
is in good hands: on that subject I shall not disturb myself. What I need I
will, as occasion calls, require from thee: it will not be much, for I hope my
art will be sufficient to maintain me."

Scarcely was the letter sent away, when our friend made good his words. To
the great surprise of Serlo and the rest, he at once declared that he was
ready to become an actor, and bind himself by a contract on reasonable
terms. With regard to these they were soon agreed; for Serlo had before
made offers, with which Wilhelm and his comrades had good reason to be
satisfied. The whole of that unlucky company, wherewith we have had so
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Laertes, not a member of it showed the smallest thankfulness to Wilhelm.
As they had entreated without confidence, so they accepted without
gratitude. Most of them preferred ascribing their appointment to the
influence of Philina, and directed their thanks to her. Meanwhile the
contracts had been written out, and were now a-signing. At the moment
when our friend was subscribing his assumed designation, by some
inexplicable concatenation of ideas, there arose before his mind's eye the
image of that green in the forest where he lay wounded in Philina's lap. The
lovely Amazon came riding on her gray palfrey from the bushes of the
wood: she approached him and dismounted. Her humane anxiety made her
come and go: at length she stood before him. The white surtout fell down
from her shoulders: her countenance, her form, began to glance in radiance:
and she vanished from his sight. He wrote his name mechanically only, not
knowing what he did, and felt not, till after he had signed, that Mignon was
standing at his side, was holding by his arm, and had softly tried to stop
him, and pull back his hand.

CHAPTER IV.
One of the conditions under which our friend had gone upon the stage was
not acceded to by Serlo without some limitations. Wilhelm had required
that "Hamlet" should be played entire and unmutilated: the other had agreed
to this strange stipulation, in so far as it was possible. On this point they had
many a contest; for as to what was possible or not possible, and what parts
of the piece could be omitted without mutilating it, the two were of very
different opinions.
Wilhelm was still in that happy season when one cannot understand how, in
the woman one loves, in the writer one honors, there should be any thing
defective. The feeling they excite in us is so entire, so accordant with itself,
that we cannot help attributing the same perfect harmony to the objects
themselves. Serlo again was willing to discriminate, perhaps too willing: his
acute understanding could usually discern in any work of art nothing but a
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was little reason to be chary about meddling with them; that of course
Shakspeare, and particularly "Hamlet," would need to suffer much
curtailment.
But, when Serlo talked of separating the wheat from the chaff, Wilhelm
would not hear of it. "It is not chaff and wheat together," said he: "it is a
trunk with boughs, twigs, leaves, buds, blossoms, and fruit. Is not the one
there with the others, and by means of them?" To which Serlo would reply,
that people did not bring a whole tree upon the table; that the artist was
required to present his guests with silver apples in platters of silver. They
exhausted their invention in similitudes, and their opinions seemed still
farther to diverge.
Our friend was on the borders of despair, when on one occasion, after much
debating, Serlo counselled him to take the simple plan,—to make a brief
resolution, to grasp his pen, to peruse the tragedy; dashing out whatever
would not answer, compressing several personages into one: and if he was
not skilled in such proceedings, or had not heart enough for going through
with them, he might leave the task to him, the manager, who would engage
to make short work with it.
"That is not our bargain," answered Wilhelm. "How can you, with all your
taste, show so much levity?"
"My friend," cried Serlo, "you yourself will erelong feel it and show it. I
know too well how shocking such a mode of treating works is: perhaps it
never was allowed on any theatre till now. But where, indeed, was ever one
so slighted as ours? Authors force us on this wretched clipping system, and
the public tolerates it. How many pieces have we, pray, which do not
overstep the measure of our numbers, of our decorations and theatrical
machinery, of the proper time, of the fit alternation of dialogue, and the
physical strength of the actor? And yet we are to play, and play, and
constantly give novelties. Ought we not to profit by our privilege, then,
since we accomplish just as much by mutilated works as by entire ones? It
is the public itself that grants the privilege. Few Germans, perhaps few men
of any modern nation, have a proper sense of an æsthetic whole:—they
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greater reason to rejoice at this than actors, since the stage is ever but a
patched and piece-work matter?"
"Is!" cried Wilhelm; "but must it ever be so? Must every thing that is
continue? Convince me not that you are right, for no power on earth should
force me to abide by any contract which I had concluded with the grossest
misconceptions."
Serlo gave a merry turn to the business, and persuaded Wilhelm to review
once more the many conversations they had had together about "Hamlet,"
and himself to invent some means of properly re-forming the piece.
After a few days, which he had spent alone, our friend returned with a
cheerful look. "I am much mistaken," cried he, "if I have not now
discovered how the whole is to be managed: nay, I am convinced that
Shakspeare himself would have arranged it so, had not his mind been too
exclusively directed to the ruling interest, and perhaps misled by the novels
which furnished him with his materials."
"Let us hear," said Serlo, placing himself with an air of solemnity upon the
sofa: "I will listen calmly, but judge with rigor."
"I am not afraid of you," said Wilhelm: "only hear me. In the composition
of this play, after the most accurate investigation and the most mature
reflection, I distinguish two classes of objects. The first are the grand
internal relations of the persons and events, the powerful effects which arise
from the characters and proceedings of the main figures: these, I hold, are
individually excellent; and the order in which they are presented cannot be
improved. No kind of interference must be suffered to destroy them, or even
essentially to change their form. These are the things which stamp
themselves deep into the soul, which all men long to see, which no one
dares to meddle with. Accordingly, I understand, they have almost wholly
been retained in all our German theatres. But our countrymen have erred, in
my opinion, with regard to the second class of objects, which may be
observed in this tragedy: I allude to the external relations of the persons,
whereby they are brought from place to place, or combined in various ways,
by certain accidental incidents. These they have looked upon as very
unimportant; have spoken of them only in passing, or left them out
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slender; yet they run through the entire piece, and bind together much that
would otherwise fall asunder, and does actually fall asunder, when you cut
them off, and imagine you have done enough and more, if you have left the
ends hanging.
"Among these external relations I include the disturbances in Norway, the
war with young Fortinbras, the embassy to his uncle, the settling of that
feud, the march of young Fortinbras to Poland, and his coming back at the
end; of the same sort are Horatio's return from Wittenberg, Hamlet's wish to
go thither, the journey of Laertes to France, his return, the despatch of
Hamlet into England, his capture by pirates, the death of the two courtiers
by the letter which they carried. All these circumstances and events would
be very fit for expanding and lengthening a novel; but here they injure
exceedingly the unity of the piece, particularly as the hero has no plan, and
are, in consequence, entirely out of place."
"For once in the right!" cried Serlo.
"Do not interrupt me," answered Wilhelm: "perhaps you will not always
think me right. These errors are like temporary props of an edifice: they
must not be removed till we have built a firm wall in their stead. My
project, therefore, is, not at all to change those first-mentioned grand
situations, or at least as much as possible to spare them, both collectively
and individually; but with respect to these external, single, dissipated, and
dissipating motives, to cast them all at once away, and substitute a solitary
one instead of them."
"And this?" inquired Serlo, springing up from his recumbent posture.
"It lies in the piece itself," answered Wilhelm, "only I employ it rightly.
There are disturbances in Norway. You shall hear my plan, and try it."
"After the death of Hamlet the father, the Norwegians, lately conquered,
grow unruly. The viceroy of that country sends his son, Horatio, an old
school-friend of Hamlet's, and distinguished above every other for his
bravery and prudence, to Denmark, to press forward the equipment of the
fleet, which, under the new luxurious king, proceeds but slowly. Horatio has
known the former king, having fought in his battles, having even stood in
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nothing injured. The new sovereign gives Horatio audience, and sends
Laertes into Norway with intelligence that the fleet will soon arrive; whilst
Horatio is commissioned to accelerate the preparation of it: and the Queen,
on the other hand, will not consent that Hamlet, as he wishes, should go to
sea along with him."
"Heaven be praised!" cried Serlo: "we shall now get rid of Wittenberg and
the university, which was always a sorry piece of business. I think your idea
extremely good; for, except these two distant objects, Norway and the fleet,
the spectator will not be required to fancy any thing: the rest he will see; the
rest takes place before him; whereas, his imagination, on the other plan, was
hunted over all the world."
"You easily perceive," said Wilhelm, "how I shall contrive to keep the other
parts together. When Hamlet tells Horatio of his uncle's crime, Horatio
counsels him to go to Norway in his company, to secure the affections of
the army, and return in warlike force. Hamlet also is becoming dangerous to
the King and Queen; they find no readier method of deliverance, than to
send him in the fleet, with Rosencrantz and Guildenstern to be spies upon
him; and, as Laertes in the mean time comes from France, they determine
that this youth, exasperated even to murder, shall go after him. Unfavorable
winds detain the fleet: Hamlet returns; for his wandering through the
churchyard, perhaps some lucky motive may be thought of; his meeting
with Laertes in Ophelia's grave is a grand moment, which we must not part
with. After this, the King resolves that it is better to get quit of Hamlet on
the spot: the festival of his departure, the pretended reconcilement with
Laertes, are now solemnized; on which occasion knightly sports are held,
and Laertes fights with Hamlet. Without the four corpses, I cannot end the
play: no one must survive. The right of popular election now again comes in
force; and Hamlet, while dying, gives his vote to Horatio."
"Quick! quick!" said Serlo, "sit down and work the play: your plan has my
entire approbation; only let not your zeal evaporate."

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Wilhelm had already been for some time busied with translating "Hamlet;"
making use, as he labored, of Wieland's spirited performance, through
which he had first become acquainted with Shakspeare. What had been
omitted in Wieland's work he replaced, and had secured a complete version,
at the very time when Serlo and he were pretty well agreed about the way of
treating it. He now began, according to his plan, to cut out and insert, to
separate and unite, to alter, and often to restore; for, satisfied as he was with
his own conception, it still appeared to him as if, in executing it, he were
but spoiling the original.
When all was finished, he read his work to Serlo and the rest. They declared
themselves exceedingly contented with it: Serlo, in particular, made many
flattering observations.
"You have felt very justly," said he, among other things, "that some external
circumstances must accompany this play, but that they must be simpler than
those which the great poet has employed. What takes place without the
theatre, what the spectator does not see, but must imagine, is like a
background, in front of which the acting figures move. Your large and
simple prospect of the fleet and Norway will do much to improve the play;
if this were altogether taken from it, we should have but a family scene
remaining; and the great idea, that here a kingly house, by internal crimes
and incongruities, goes down to ruin, would not be presented with its proper
dignity. But if the former background were left standing, so manifold, so
fluctuating and confused, it would hurt the impression of the figures."
Wilhelm again took Shakspeare's part; alleging that he wrote for islanders,
for Englishmen, who generally, in the distance, were accustomed to see
little else than ships and voyages, the coast of France and privateers; and
thus what perplexed and distracted others was to them quite natural.
Serlo assented; and both were of opinion, that, as the play was now to be
produced upon the German stage, this more serious and simple background
was the best adapted for the German mind.
The parts had been distributed before: Serlo undertook Polonius; Aurelia,
Ophelia; Laertes was already designated by his name; a young, thick-set,
jolly new-comer was to be Horatio; the King and Ghost alone occasioned
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Serlo proposed to make the Pedant, King; but against this our friend
protested in the strongest terms. They could resolve on nothing.
Wilhelm had also allowed both Rosencrantz and Guildenstern to continue in
his play. "Why not compress them into one?" said Serlo. "This abbreviation
will not cost you much."
"Heaven keep me from all such curtailments!" answered Wilhelm: "they
destroy at once the sense and the effect. What these two persons are and do
it is impossible to represent by one. In such small matters we discover
Shakspeare's greatness. These soft approaches, this smirking and bowing,
this assenting, wheedling, flattering, this whisking agility, this wagging of
the tail, this allness and emptiness, this legal knavery, this ineptitude and
insipidity,—how can they be expressed by a single man? There ought to be
at least a dozen of these people, if they could be had; for it is only in society
that they are any thing; they are society itself; and Shakspeare showed no
little wisdom and discernment in bringing in a pair of them. Besides, I need
them as a couple that may be contrasted with the single, noble, excellent
Horatio."
"I understand you," answered Serlo, "and we can arrange it. One of them
we shall hand over to Elmira, Old Boisterous's eldest daughter: it will all be
right, if they look well enough; and I will deck and trim the puppets so that
it shall be first-rate fun to behold them."
Philina was rejoicing not a little, that she had to act the Duchess in the small
subordinate play. "I will show it so natural," cried she, "how you wed a
second husband, without loss of time, when you have loved the first
immensely. I mean to win the loudest plaudits, and every man shall wish to
be the third."
Aurelia gave a frown: her spleen against Philina was increasing every day.
"'Tis a pity, I declare," said Serlo, "that we have no ballet; else you should
dance me a pas de deux with your first, and then another with your second
husband,—and the first might dance himself to sleep by the measure; and
your bits of feet and ankles would look so pretty, tripping to and fro upon
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"Of my ankles you do not know much," replied she pertly; "and as to my
bits of feet," cried she, hastily reaching below the table, pulling off her
slippers, and holding them together out to Serlo, "here are the cases of
them; and I challenge you to find me more dainty ones."
"I was in earnest," said he, looking at the elegant half-shoes. "In truth, one
does not often meet with any thing so dainty."
They were of Parisian workmanship: Philina had received them as a present
from the countess, a lady whose foot was celebrated for its beauty.
"A charming thing!" cried Serlo: "my heart leaps at the sight of them."
"What gallant throbs!" replied Philina.
"There is nothing in the world beyond a pair of slippers," said he, "of such
pretty manufacture, in their proper time and place, when"—
Philina took her slippers from his hands, crying, "You have squeezed them
all! They are far too wide for me!" She played with them, and rubbed the
soles of them together. "How hot it is!" cried she, clapping the sole upon her
cheek, then again rubbing, and holding it to Serlo. He was innocent enough
to stretch out his hand to feel the warmth. "Clip! clap!" cried she, giving
him a smart rap over the knuckles with the heel; so that he screamed, and
drew back his hand. "That's for indulging in thoughts of your own at the
sight of my slippers."
"And that's for using old folk like children," cried the other; then sprang up,
seized her, and plundered many a kiss, every one of which she artfully
contested with a show of serious reluctance. In this romping, her long hair
got loose, and floated round the group; the chair overset; and Aurelia,
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Though in this remoulding of "Hamlet" many characters had been cut off, a
sufficient number of them still remained,—a number which the company
was scarcely adequate to meet.
"If this is the way of it," said Serlo, "our prompter himself must issue from
his den, and mount the stage, and become a personage like one of us."
"In his own station," answered Wilhelm, "I have frequently admired him."
"I do not think," said Serlo, "that there is in the world a more perfect artist
of his kind. No spectator ever hears him: we upon the stage catch every
syllable. He has formed in himself, as it were, a peculiar set of vocal organs
for this purpose: he is like a Genius that whispers intelligibly to us in the
hour of need. He feels, as if by instinct, what portion of his task an actor is
completely master of, and anticipates from afar where his memory will fail
him. I have known cases in which I myself had scarcely read my part: he
said it over to me word for word, and I played happily. Yet he has some
peculiarities which would make another in his place quite useless. For
example, he takes such an interest in the plays, that, in giving any moving
passage, he does not indeed declaim it, but he reads it with all pomp and
pathos. By this ill habit he has nonplussed me on more than one occasion."
"As with another of his singularities," observed Aurelia, "he once left me
sticking fast in a very dangerous passage."
"How could this happen, with the man's attentiveness?" said Wilhelm.
"He is so affected," said Aurelia, "by certain passages, that he weeps warm
tears, and for a few moments loses all reflection; and it is not properly
passages such as we should call affecting that produce this impression on
him; but, if I express myself clearly, the beautiful passages, those out of
which the pure spirit of the poet looks forth, as it were, through open,
sparkling eyes,—passages which others at most rejoice over, and which
many thousands altogether overlook."
"And with a soul so tender, why does he never venture on the stage?"
"A hoarse voice," said Serlo, "and a stiff carriage, exclude him from it; as
his melancholic temper excludes him from society. What trouble have I
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such another I have never heard; no one can observe like him the narrow
limit between declamation and graceful recital."
"The very man!" exclaimed our friend, "the very man! What a fortunate
discovery! We have now the proper hand for delivering the passage of 'The
rugged Pyrrhus.'"
"One requires your eagerness," said Serlo, "before he can employ every
object in the use it was meant for."
"In truth," said Wilhelm, "I was very much afraid we should be obliged to
leave this passage out: the omission would have lamed the whole play."
"Well! That is what I cannot understand," observed Aurelia.
"I hope you will erelong be of my opinion," answered Wilhelm.
"Shakspeare has introduced these travelling players with a double purpose.
The person who recites the death of Priam with such feeling, in the first
place, makes a deep impression on the prince himself; he sharpens the
conscience of the wavering youth: and, accordingly, this scene becomes a
prelude to that other, where, in the second place, the little play produces
such effect upon the King. Hamlet sees himself reproved and put to shame
by the player, who feels so deep a sympathy in foreign and fictitious woes;
and the thought of making an experiment upon the conscience of his
stepfather is in consequence suggested to him. What a royal monologue is
that, which ends the second act! How charming it will be to speak it!

"'Oh, what a rogue and peasant slave am I!
Is it not monstrous that this player here,
But in a fiction, in a dream of passion,
Could force his soul so to his own conceit,
That, from her working, all his visage wann'd;
Tears in his eyes, distraction in's aspect,
A broken voice, and his whole function suiting
With forms to his conceit? and all for nothing!
For Hecuba!
What's Hecuba to him, or he to Hecuba,
That he should weep for her?'"

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"If we can but persuade our man to come upon the stage," observed Aurelia.
"We must lead him to it by degrees," said Serlo. "At the rehearsal he may
read the passage: we shall tell him that an actor whom we are expecting is
to play it; and so, by and by, we shall lead him nearer to the point."
Having agreed on this affair, the conversation next turned upon the Ghost.
Wilhelm could not bring himself to give the part of the living King to the
Pedant, that so Old Boisterous might play the Ghost: he was of opinion that
they ought to wait a while; because some other actors had announced
themselves, and among these it was probable they would find a fitter man.
We can easily conceive, then, how astonished Wilhelm must have been
when, returning home that evening, he found a billet lying on his table,
sealed with singular figures, and containing what follows:—
"Strange youth! we know thou art in great perplexity. For thy Hamlet thou
canst hardly find men enough, not to speak of ghosts. Thy zeal deserves a
miracle: miracles we cannot work, but somewhat marvellous shall happen.
If thou have faith, the Ghost shall arise at the proper hour! Be of courage
and keep firm! This needs no answer: thy determination will be known to
us."
With this curious sheet he hastened back to Serlo, who read and re-read it,
and at last declared, with a thoughtful look, that it seemed a matter of some
moment; that they must consider well and seriously whether they could risk
it. They talked the subject over at some length; Aurelia was silent, only
smiling now and then; and a few days after, when speaking of the incident
again, she gave our friend, not obscurely, to understand that she held it all a
joke of Serlo's. She desired him to cast away anxiety, and to expect the
Ghost with patience.
Serlo, for most part, was in excellent humor: the actors that were going to
leave him took all possible pains to play well, that their absence might be
much regretted; and this, combined with the new-fangled zeal of the others,
gave promise of the best results.
His intercourse with Wilhelm had not failed to exert some influence on him.
He began to speak more about art: for, after all, he was a German; and
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down many of their conversations; which, as our narrative must not be so
often interrupted here, we shall communicate to such of our readers as feel
an interest in dramaturgic matters, by some other opportunity.
In particular, one evening, the manager was very merry in speaking of the
part of Polonius, and how he meant to take it up. "I engage," said he, "on
this occasion, to present a very meritorious person in his best aspect. The
repose and security of this old gentleman, his emptiness and his
significance, his exterior gracefulness and interior meanness, his frankness
and sycophancy, his sincere roguery and deceitful truth, I will introduce
with all due elegance in their fit proportions. This respectable, gray-haired,
enduring, time-serving half-knave, I will represent in the most courtly style:
the occasional roughness and coarseness of our author's strokes will further
me here. I will speak like a book when I am prepared beforehand, and like
an ass when I utter the overflowings of my heart. I will be insipid and
absurd enough to chime in with every one, and acute enough never to
observe when people make a mock of me. I have seldom taken up a part
with so much zeal and roguishness."
"Could I but hope as much from mine!" exclaimed Aurelia. "I have neither
youth nor softness enough to be at home in this character. One thing alone I
am too sure of,—the feeling that turns Ophelia's brain, I shall not want."
"We must not take the matter up so strictly," said our friend. "For my share,
I am certain, that the wish to act the character of Hamlet has led me
exceedingly astray, throughout my study of the play. And now, the more I
look into the part, the more clearly do I see, that, in my whole form and
physiognomy, there is not one feature such as Shakspeare meant for
Hamlet. When I consider with what nicety the various circumstances are
adapted to each other, I can scarcely hope to produce even a tolerable
effect."
"You are entering on your new career with becoming conscientiousness,"
said Serlo. "The actor fits himself to his part as he can, and the part to him
as it must. But how has Shakspeare drawn his Hamlet? Is he so utterly
unlike you?"
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"That I call far-fetched," observed Aurelia. "How do you infer that?"
"As a Dane, as a Northman, he is fair-haired and blue-eyed by descent."
"And you think Shakspeare had this in view?"
"I do not find it specially expressed; but, by comparison of passages, I think
it incontestable. The fencing tires him; the sweat is running from his brow;
and the Queen remarks, 'He's fat, and scant of breath.' Can you conceive
him to be otherwise than plump and fair-haired? Brown-complexioned
people, in their youth, are seldom plump. And does not his wavering
melancholy, his soft lamenting, his irresolute activity, accord with such a
figure? From a dark-haired young man, you would look for more decision
and impetuosity."
"You are spoiling my imagination," cried Aurelia: "away with your fat
Hamlets! Do not set your well-fed prince before us! Give us rather any
succedaneum that will move us, will delight us. The intention of the author
is of less importance to us than our own enjoyment, and we need a charm
that is adapted for us."

CHAPTER VII.
One evening a dispute arose among our friends about the novel and the
drama, and which of them deserved the preference. Serlo said it was a
fruitless and misunderstood debate: both might be superior in their kinds,
only each must keep within the limits proper to it.
"About their limits and their kinds," said Wilhelm, "I confess myself not
altogether clear."
"Who is so?" said the other; "and yet perhaps it were worth while to come a
little closer to the business."
They conversed together long upon the matter; and, in fine, the following
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"In the novel as well as in the drama, it is human nature and human action
that we see. The difference between these sorts of fiction lies not merely in
their outward form,—not merely in the circumstance that the personages of
the one are made to speak, while those of the other have commonly their
history narrated. Unfortunately many dramas are but novels, which proceed
by dialogue; and it would not be impossible to write a drama in the shape of
letters.
"But, in the novel, it is chiefly sentiments and events that are exhibited; in
the drama, it is characters and deeds. The novel must go slowly forward;
and the sentiments of the hero, by some means or another, must restrain the
tendency of the whole to unfold itself and to conclude. The drama, on the
other hand, must hasten: and the character of the hero must press forward to
the end: it does not restrain, but is restrained. The novel-hero must be
suffering,—at least he must not in a high degree be active: in the dramatic
one, we look for activity and deeds. Grandison, Clarissa, Pamela, the Vicar
of Wakefield, Tom Jones himself, are, if not suffering, at least retarding,
personages; and the incidents are all in some sort modelled by their
sentiments. In the drama the hero models nothing by himself; all things
withstand him; and he clears and casts away the hinderances from off his
path, or else sinks under them."
Our friends were also of opinion, that, in the novel, some degree of scope
may be allowed to Chance, but that it must always be led and guided by the
sentiments of the personages: on the other hand, that Fate, which, by means
of outward, unconnected circumstances, carries forward men, without their
own concurrence, to an unforeseen catastrophe, can have place only in the
drama; that Chance may produce pathetic situations, but never tragic ones;
Fate, on the other hand, ought always to be terrible,—and is, in the highest
sense, tragic, when it brings into a ruinous concatenation the guilty man,
and the guiltless that was unconcerned with him.
These considerations led them back to the play of "Hamlet," and the
peculiarities of its composition. The hero in this case, it was observed, is
endowed more properly with sentiments than with a character: it is events
alone that push him on, and accordingly the play has in some measure the
expansion of a novel. But as it is Fate that draws the plan, as the story
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deed of terror, the work is tragic in the highest sense, and admits of no other
than a tragic end.
The book-rehearsal was now to take place, to which Wilhelm had looked
forward as to a festival. Having previously collated all the parts, no obstacle
on this side could oppose him. The whole of the actors were acquainted
with the piece: he endeavored to impress their minds with the importance of
these book-rehearsals. "As you require," said he, "of every musical
performer, that he shall, in some degree, be able to play from the book: so
every actor, every educated man, should train himself to recite from the
book, to catch immediately the character of any drama, any poem, any tale
he may be reading, and exhibit it with grace and readiness. No committing
to memory will be of service, if the actor have not, in the first place,
penetrated into the sense and spirit of his author: the mere letter will avail
him nothing."
Serlo declared that he would overlook all subsequent rehearsals,—the last
rehearsal itself,—if justice were but done to these rehearsals from the book.
"For, commonly," said he, "there is nothing more amusing than to hear an
actor speak of study: it is as if freemasons were to talk of building."
The rehearsal passed according to their wishes; and we may assert, that the
fame and favor which our company acquired afterwards had their
foundation in these few but well-spent hours.
"You did right, my friend," said Serlo, when they were alone, "in speaking
to our fellow-laborers so earnestly; and yet I am afraid they will scarcely
fulfil your wishes."
"How so?" asked Wilhelm.
"I have noticed," answered Serlo, "that, as easily as you may set in motion
the imaginations of men, gladly as they listen to your tales and fictions, it is
yet very seldom that you find among them any touch of an imagination you
can call productive. In actors this remark is strikingly exemplified. Any one
of them is well content to undertake a beautiful, praiseworthy, brilliant part;
and seldom will any one of them do more than self-complacently transport
himself into his hero's place, without in the smallest troubling his head
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the author's feeling was in writing; what portion of your individual qualities
you must cast off, in order to do justice to a part; how, by your own
conviction that you are become another man, you may carry with you the
convictions of the audience; how, by the inward truth of your conceptive
power, you can change these boards into a temple, this pasteboard into
woods,—to seize and execute all this, is given to very few. That internal
strength of soul, by which alone deception can be brought about; that lying
truth, without which nothing will affect us rightly,—have, by most men,
never even been imagined.
"Let us not, then, press too hard for spirit and feeling in our friends. The
surest way is first coolly to instruct them in the sense and letter of the play,
—if possible, to open their understandings. Whoever has the talent will
then, of his own accord, eagerly adopt the spirited feeling and manner of
expression; and those who have it not will at least be prevented from acting
or reciting altogether falsely. And among actors, as indeed in all cases, there
is no worse arrangement than for any one to make pretensions to the spirit
of a thing, while the sense and letter of it are not ready and clear to him."

CHAPTER VIII.
Coming to the first stage-rehearsal very early, Wilhelm found himself alone
upon the boards. The appearance of the place surprised him, and awoke the
strangest recollections. A forest and village scene stood exactly represented
as he once had seen it in the theatre of his native town. On that occasion
also, a rehearsal was proceeding; and it was the morning when Mariana first
confessed her love to him, and promised him a happy interview. The
peasants' cottages resembled one another on the two stages, as they did in
nature: the true morning sun, beaming through a half-closed window-
shutter, fell upon a part of a bench ill joined to a cottage door; but unhappily
it did not now enlighten Mariana's waist and bosom. He sat down, reflecting
on this strange coincidence: he almost thought that perhaps on this very
spot he would soon see her again. And, alas! the truth was nothing more,

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than that an afterpiece, to which this scene belonged, was at that time very
often played upon the German stage.
Out of these meditations he was roused by the other actors, along with
whom two amateurs, frequenters of the wardrobe and the stage, came in,
and saluted Wilhelm with a show of great enthusiasm. One of these was in
some degree attached to Frau Melina, but the other was entirely a lover of
the art, and both were of the kind which a good company should always
wish to have about it. It was difficult to say whether their love for the stage,
or their knowledge of it, was the greater. They loved it too much to know it
perfectly: they knew it well enough to prize the good and to discard the bad.
But, their inclination being so powerful, they could tolerate the mediocre;
and the glorious joy which they experienced from the foretaste and the
aftertaste of excellence surpassed expression. The mechanical department
gave them pleasure, the intellectual charmed them; and so strong was their
susceptibility, that even a discontinuous rehearsal afforded them a species
of illusion. Deficiencies appeared in their eyes to fade away in distance: the
successful touched them like an object near at hand. In a word, they were
judges such as every artist wishes in his own department. Their favorite
movement was from the side-scenes to the pit, and from the pit to the side-
scenes; their happiest place was in the wardrobe; their busiest employment
was in trying to improve the dress, position, recitation, gesture, of the actor;
their liveliest conversation was on the effect produced by him; their most
constant effort was to keep him accurate, active, and attentive, to do him
service or kindness, and, without squandering, to procure for the company a
series of enjoyments. The two had obtained the exclusive privilege of being
present on the stage at rehearsals as well as exhibitions. In regard to
"Hamlet," they had not in all points agreed with Wilhelm: here and there he
had yielded; but, for most part, he had stood by his opinion: and, upon the
whole, these discussions had been very useful in the forming of his taste.
He showed both gentlemen how much he valued them; and they again
predicted nothing less, from these combined endeavors, than a new epoch
for the German theatre.
The presence of these persons was of great service during the rehearsals. In
particular they labored to convince our players, that, throughout the whole
of their preparations, the posture and action, as they were intended
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the whole be mechanically united by habit. In rehearsing a tragedy
especially, they said, no common movement with the hands should be
allowed: a tragic actor that took snuff in the rehearsal always frightened
them; for, in all probability, on coming to the same passage in the
exhibition, he would miss his pinch. Nay, on the same principles, they
maintained that no one should rehearse in boots, if his part were to be
played in shoes. But nothing, they declared, afflicted them so much as when
the women, in rehearsing, stuck their hands into the folds of their gowns.
By the persuasion of our friends, another very good effect was brought
about: the actors all began to learn the use of arms. Since military parts
occur so frequently, said they, can any thing look more absurd than men,
without the smallest particle of discipline, trolling about the stage in
captains' and majors' uniforms?
Wilhelm and Laertes were the first that took lessons of a subaltern: they
continued their practising of fence with the greatest zeal.
Such pains did these two men take for perfecting a company which had so
fortunately come together. They were thus providing for the future
satisfaction of the public, while the public was usually laughing at their
taste. People did not know what gratitude they owed our friends,
particularly for performing one service,—the service of frequently
impressing on the actor the fundamental point, that it was his duty to speak
so loud as to be heard. In this simple matter, they experienced more
opposition and repugnance than could have been expected. Most part
maintained that they were heard well enough already; some laid the blame
upon the building; others said, one could not yell and bellow, when one had
to speak naturally, secretly, or tenderly.
Our two friends, having an immeasurable stock of patience, tried every
means of undoing this delusion, of getting round this obstinate self-will.
They spared neither arguments nor flatteries; and at last they reached their
object, being aided not a little by the good example of Wilhelm. By him
they were requested to sit down in the remotest corners of the house, and,
every time they did not hear him perfectly, to rap on the bench with a key.
He articulated well, spoke out in a measured manner, raised his tones
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rapping of the key was heard less and less every new rehearsal: by and by
the rest submitted to the same operation, and at last it seemed rational to
hope that the piece would be heard by every one in all the nooks of the
house.
From this example we may see how desirous people are to reach their
object in their own way; what need there often is of enforcing on them
truths which are self-evident; and how difficult it may be to reduce the man
who aims at effecting something to admit the primary conditions under
which alone his enterprise is possible.

CHAPTER IX.
The necessary preparations for scenery and dresses, and whatever else was
requisite, were now proceeding. In regard to certain scenes and passages,
our friend had whims of his own, which Serlo humored, partly in
consideration of their bargain, partly from conviction, and because he hoped
by these civilities to gain Wilhelm, and to lead him according to his own
purposes the more implicitly in time to come.
Thus, for example, the King and Queen were, at the first audience, to
appear sitting on the throne, with the courtiers at the sides, and Hamlet
standing undistinguished in the crowd. "Hamlet," said he, "must keep
himself quiet: his sable dress will sufficiently point him out. He should
rather shun remark than seek it. Not till the audience is ended, and the King
speaks with him as with a son, should he advance, and allow the scene to
take its course."
A formidable obstacle still remained, in regard to the two pictures which
Hamlet so passionately refers to in the scene with his mother. "We ought,"
said Wilhelm, "to have both of them visible, at full length, in the bottom of
the chamber, near the main door; and the former king must be clad in armor,
like the Ghost, and hang at the side where it enters. I could wish that the
figure held its right hand in a commanding attitude, were somewhat turned
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resemble the Ghost at the moment when he issues from the door. It will
produce a great effect, when at this instant Hamlet looks upon the Ghost,
and the Queen upon the picture. The stepfather may be painted in royal
ornaments, but not so striking."
There were several other points of this sort, about which we shall, perhaps,
elsewhere have opportunity to speak.
"Are you, then, inexorably bent on Hamlet's dying at the end?" inquired
Serlo.
"How can I keep him alive," said Wilhelm, "when the whole play is
pressing him to death? We have already talked at large on that matter."
"But the public wishes him to live."
"I will show the public any other complaisance; but, as to this, I cannot. We
often wish that some gallant, useful man, who is dying of a chronical
disease, might yet live longer. The family weep, and conjure the physician;
but he cannot stay him: and no more than this physician can withstand the
necessity of nature, can we give law to an acknowledged necessity of art. It
is a false compliance with the multitude, to raise in them emotions which
they wish, when these are not emotions which they ought, to feel."
"Whoever pays the cash," said Serlo, "may require the ware according to
his liking."
"Doubtless, in some degree," replied our friend; "but a great public should
be reverenced, not used as children are, when pedlers wish to hook the
money from them. By presenting excellence to the people, you should
gradually excite in them a taste and feeling for the excellent; and they will
pay their money with double satisfaction when reason itself has nothing to
object against this outlay. The public you may flatter, as you do a well-
beloved child, to better, to enlighten, it; not as you do a pampered child of
quality, to perpetuate the error you profit from."
In this manner various other topics were discussed relating to the question,
What might still be changed in the play, and what must of necessity remain
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perhaps, at some future time we may submit this altered "Hamlet" itself to
such of our readers as feel any interest in the subject.

CHAPTER X.
The main rehearsal was at length concluded: it had lasted very long. Serlo
and Wilhelm still found much to care for: notwithstanding all the time
which had already been consumed in preparation, some highly necessary
matters had been left to the very last moment.
Thus, the pictures of the kings, for instance, were not ready: and the scene
between Hamlet and his mother, from which so powerful an effect was
looked for, had a very helpless aspect, as the business stood; for neither
Ghost nor painted image of him was at present forthcoming. Serlo made a
jest of this perplexity: "We should be in a pretty scrape," said he, "if the
Ghost were to decline appearing, and the guard had nothing to fight with
but the air, and our prompter were obliged to speak the spirit's part from the
side-scenes."
"We will not scare away our strange friend by unbelief," said Wilhelm:
"doubtless at the proper season he will come, and astonish us as much as
the spectators."
"Well, certainly," said Serlo, "I shall be a happy man to-morrow night, when
once the play will have been acted. It costs us more arrangement than I
dreamed of."
"But none of you," exclaimed Philina, "will be happier than I, little as my
part disturbs me. Really, to hear a single subject talked of forever and
forever, when, after all, there is nothing to come of it beyond an exhibition,
which will be forgotten like so many hundred others, this is what I have not
patience for. In Heaven's name, not so many pros and cons! The guests you
entertain have always something to object against the dinner; nay, if you
could hear them talk of it at home, they cannot understand how it was
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"Let me turn your illustration, pretty one, to my own advantage," answered
Wilhelm. "Consider how much must be done by art and nature, by
traffickers and tradesmen, before an entertainment can be given. How many
years the stag must wander in the forest, the fish in the river or the sea,
before they can deserve to grace our table! And what cares and
consultations with her cooks and servants has the lady of the house
submitted to! Observe with what indifference the people swallow the
production of the distant vintager, the seaman, and the vintner, as if it were
a thing of course. And ought these men to cease from laboring, providing,
and preparing; ought the master of the house to cease from purchasing and
laying up the fruit of their exertions,—because at last the enjoyment it
affords is transitory? But no enjoyment can be transitory; the impression
which it leaves is permanent: and what is done with diligence and effort
communicates to the spectator a hidden force, of which we cannot say how
far its influence may reach."
"'Tis all one to me," replied Philina: "only here again I must observe, that
you men are constantly at variance with yourselves. With all this
conscientious horror at curtailing Shakspeare, you have missed the finest
thought there was in 'Hamlet'!"
"The finest?" cried our friend.
"Certainly the finest," said Philina: "the prince himself takes pleasure in it."
"And it is?" inquired Serlo.
"If you wore a wig," replied Philina, "I would pluck it very coolly off you;
for I think you need to have your understanding opened."
The rest began to think what she could mean: the conversation paused. The
party arose; it was now grown late; they seemed about to separate. While
they were standing in this undetermined mood, Philina all at once struck up
a song, with a very graceful, pleasing tune:—

"Sing me not with such emotion,
How the night so lonesome is:
Pretty maids, I've got a notion
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For as wife and man are plighted,
And the better half the wife;
So is night to day united:
Night's the better half of life.

Can you joy in bustling daytime,
Day when none can get his will?
It is good for work, for haytime;
For much other it is ill.

But when, in the nightly glooming,
Social lamp on table glows,
Face for faces dear illuming,
And such jest and joyance goes;

When the fiery, pert young fellow,
Wont by day to run or ride,
Whispering now some tale would tell O,
All so gentle by your side;

When the nightingale to lovers
Lovingly her songlet sings,
Which for exiles and sad rovers
Like mere woe and wailing rings,—

With a heart how lightsome feeling,
Do ye count the kindly clock,
Which twelve times deliberate pealing,
Tells you none to-night shall knock!

Therefore, on all fit occasions,
Mark it, maidens, what I sing:
Every day its own vexations,
And the night its joys, will bring."
She made a slight courtesy on concluding, and Serlo gave a loud "Bravo!"
She scuttled off, and left the room with a teehee of laughter. They heard her
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Serlo passed into another room: Wilhelm bade Aurelia good-night; but she
continued looking at him for a few moments, and said,—
"How I dislike that woman! Dislike her from my heart, and to her very
slightest qualities! Those brown eyelashes, with her fair hair, which our
brother thinks so charming, I cannot bear to look at; and that scar upon her
brow has something in it so repulsive, so low and base, that I could recoil
ten paces every time I meet her. She was lately telling as a joke, that her
father, when she was a child, threw a plate at her head, of which this is the
mark. It is well that she is marked in the eyes and brow, that those about her
may be on their guard."
Wilhelm made no answer; and Aurelia went on, apparently with greater
spleen,—
"It is next to impossible for me to speak a kind, civil word to her, so deeply
do I hate her, with all her wheedling. Would that we were rid of her! And
you, too, my friend, have a certain complaisance for the creature, a way of
acting towards her, that grieves me to the soul,—an attention which borders
on respect; which, by Heaven! she does not merit."
"Whatever she may be," replied our friend, "I owe her thanks. Her
upbringing is to blame: to her natural character I would do justice."
"Character!" exclaimed Aurelia; "and do you think such a creature has a
character? O you men! It is so like you! These are the women you deserve!"
"My friend, can you suspect me?" answered Wilhelm. "I will give account
of every minute I have spent beside her."
"Come, come," replied Aurelia: "it is late, we will not quarrel. All like each,
and each like all! Good-night, my friend! Good-night, my sparkling bird-of-
paradise!"
Wilhelm asked how he had earned this title.
"Another time," cried she; "another time. They say it has no feet, but hovers
in the air, and lives on ether. That, however, is a story, a poetic fiction.
Good-night! Dream sweetly, if you are in luck!"
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Half angrily he walked along his chamber to and fro. The jesting but
decided tone of Aurelia had hurt him: he felt deeply how unjust she was.
Could he treat Philina with unkindness or ill-nature? She had done no evil
to him; but, for any love to her, he could proudly and confidently take his
conscience to witness that it was not so.
On the point of beginning to undress, he was going forward to his bed to
draw aside the curtains, when, not without extreme astonishment, he saw a
pair of women's slippers lying on the floor before it. One of them was
resting on its sole, the other on its edge. They were Philina's slippers: he
recognized them but too well. He thought he noticed some disorder in the
curtains; nay, it seemed as if they moved. He stood, and looked with
unaverted eyes.
A new impulse, which he took for anger, cut his breath: after a short pause,
he recovered, and cried in a firm tone,—
"Come out, Philina! What do you mean by this? Where is your sense, your
modesty? Are we to be the speech of the house to-morrow?"
Nothing stirred.
"I do not jest," continued he: "these pranks are little to my taste."
No sound! No motion!
Irritated and determined, he at last went forward to the bed, and tore the
curtains asunder. "Arise," said he, "if I am not to give you up my room to-
night."
With great surprise, he found his bed unoccupied; the sheets and pillows in
the sleekest rest. He looked around: he searched and searched, but found no
traces of the rogue. Behind the bed, the stove, the drawers, there was
nothing to be seen: he sought with great and greater diligence; a spiteful
looker-on might have believed that he was seeking in the hope of finding.
All thought of sleep was gone. He put the slippers on his table; went past it,
up and down; often paused before it; and a wicked sprite that watched him
has asserted that our friend employed himself for several hours about these
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handled them and played with them; and it was not till towards morning
that he threw himself on the bed, without undressing, where he fell asleep
amidst a world of curious fantasies.
He was still slumbering, when Serlo entered hastily. "Where are you?" cried
he: "still in bed? Impossible! I want you in the theatre: we have a thousand
things to do."

CHAPTER XI.
The forenoon and the afternoon fled rapidly away. The playhouse was
already full: our friend hastened to dress. It was not with the joy which it
had given him when he first essayed it, that he now put on the garb of
Hamlet: he only dressed that he might be in readiness. On his joining the
women in the stage-room, they unanimously cried that nothing sat upon
him right; the fine feather stood awry; the buckle of his belt did not fit: they
began to slit, to sew, and piece together. The music started: Philina still
objected somewhat to his ruff; Aurelia had much to say against his mantle.
"Leave me alone, good people," cried he: "this negligence will make me
liker Hamlet." The women would not let him go, but continued trimming
him. The music ceased: the acting was begun. He looked at himself in the
glass, pressed his hat closer down upon his face, and retouched the painting
of his cheeks.
At this instant somebody came rushing in, and cried, "The Ghost! the
Ghost!"
Wilhelm had not once had time all day to think of the Ghost, and whether it
would come or not. His anxiety on that head was at length removed, and
now some strange assistant was to be expected. The stage-manager came in,
inquiring after various matters: Wilhelm had not time to ask about the
Ghost; he hastened to present himself before the throne, where King and
Queen, surrounded with their court, were already glancing in all the
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concluded. He caught the last words of Horatio, who was speaking of the
Ghost, in extreme confusion, and seemed to have almost forgotten his part.
The intermediate curtain went aloft, and Hamlet saw the crowded house
before him. Horatio, having spoken his address, and been dismissed by the
King, pressed through to Hamlet; and, as if presenting himself to the Prince,
he said, "The Devil is in harness: he has put us all in fright."
In the mean while, two men of large stature, in white cloaks and capouches,
were observed standing in the side-scenes. Our friend, in the distraction,
embarrassment, and hurry of the moment, had failed in the first soliloquy;
at least, such was his own opinion, though loud plaudits had attended his
exit. Accordingly, he made his next entrance in no pleasant mood, with the
dreary wintry feeling of dramatic condemnation. Yet he girded up his mind,
and spoke that appropriate passage on the "rouse and wassail," the "heavy-
headed revel" of the Danes, with suitable indifference; he had, like the
audience, in thinking of it, quite forgotten the Ghost; and he started, in real
terror, when Horatio cried out, "Look, my lord! it comes!" He whirled
violently round; and the tall, noble figure, the low, inaudible tread, the light
movement in the heavy-looking armor, made such an impression on him,
that he stood as if transformed to stone, and could utter only in a half-voice
his "Angels and ministers of grace defend us!" He glared at the form, drew
a deep breathing once or twice, and pronounced his address to the Ghost in
a manner so confused, so broken, so constrained, that the highest art could
not have hit the mark so well.
His translation of this passage now stood him in good stead. He had kept
very close to the original, in which the arrangement of the words appeared
to him expressive of a mind confounded, terrified, and seized with horror:


"'Be thou a spirit of health, or goblin damn'd,
Bring with thee airs from heaven, or blasts from hell,
Be thy intents wicked, or charitable,
Thou com'st in such a questionable shape,
That I will speak to thee: I'll call thee Hamlet,
King, father, royal Dane: oh, answer me!'"

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A deep effect was visible in the audience. The Ghost beckoned, the Prince
followed him amid the loudest plaudits.
The scene changed: and, when the two had re-appeared, the Ghost, on a
sudden, stopped, and turned round; by which means Hamlet came to be a
little too close upon it. With a longing curiosity, he looked in at the lowered
visor; but except two deep-lying eyes, and a well-formed nose, he could
discern nothing. Gazing timidly, he stood before the Ghost; but when the
first tones issued from the helmet, and a somewhat hoarse, yet deep and
penetrating, voice, pronounced the words, "I am thy father's spirit,"
Wilhelm, shuddering, started back some paces; and the audience shuddered
with him. Each imagined that he knew the voice: Wilhelm thought he
noticed in it some resemblance to his father's. These strange emotions and
remembrances, the curiosity he felt about discovering his secret friend, the
anxiety about offending him, even the theatric impropriety of coming too
near him in the present situation, all this affected Wilhelm with powerful
and conflicting impulses. During the long speech of the Ghost, he changed
his place so frequently, he seemed so unsettled and perplexed, so attentive
and so absent-minded, that his acting caused a universal admiration, as the
Spirit caused a universal horror. The latter spoke with a feeling of
melancholy anger, rather than of sorrow; but of an anger spiritual, slow, and
inexhaustible. It was the mistemper of a noble soul, that is severed from all
earthly things, and yet devoted to unbounded woe. At last he vanished, but
in a curious manner; for a thin, gray, transparent gauze arose from the place
of descent, like a vapor, spread itself over him, and sank along with him.
Hamlet's friends now entered, and swore upon the sword. Old Truepenny, in
the mean time, was so busy under ground, that, wherever they might take
their station, he was sure to call out right beneath them, "Swear!" and they
started, as if the soil had taken fire below them, and hastened to another
spot. On each of these occasions, too, a little flame pierced through at the
place where they were standing. The whole produced on the spectators a
profound impression.
After this, the play proceeded calmly on its course: nothing failed; all
prospered; the audience manifested their contentment, and the actors
seemed to rise in heart and spirits every scene.

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CHAPTER XII.
The curtain fell, and rapturous applauses sounded out of every corner of the
house. The four princely corpses sprang aloft, and embraced each other.
Polonius and Ophelia likewise issued from their graves, and listened with
extreme satisfaction, as Horatio, who had stepped before the curtain to
announce the following play, was welcomed with the most thundering
plaudits. The people would not hear of any other play, but violently required
the repetition of the present.
"We have won," cried Serlo, "and so not another reasonable word this night!
Every thing depends on the first impression: we should never take it ill of
any actor, that, on occasion of his first appearance, he is provident, and even
self-willed."
The box-keeper came, and delivered him a heavy sum. "We have made a
good beginning," cried the manager, "and prejudice itself will now be on
our side. But where is the supper you promised us? To-night we may be
allowed to relish it a little."
It had been agreed that all the party were to stay together in their stage-
dresses, and enjoy a little feast among themselves. Wilhelm had engaged to
have the place in readiness, and Frau Melina to provide the victuals.
A room, which commonly was occupied by scene-painters, had accordingly
been polished up as well as possible: our friends had hung it round with
little decorations, and so decked and trimmed it, that it looked half like a
garden, half like a colonnade. On entering it, the company were dazzled
with the glitter of a multitude of lights, which, across the vapors of the
sweetest and most copious perfumes, spread a stately splendor over a well-
decorated and well-furnished table. These preparations were hailed with
joyful interjections by the party; all took their places with a certain genuine
dignity; it seemed as if some royal family had met together in the Kingdom
of the Shades. Wilhelm sat between Aurelia and the Frau Melina; Serlo
between Philina and Elmira; nobody was discontented with himself or with
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Our two theatric amateurs, who had from the first been present, now
increased the pleasure of the meeting. While the exhibition was proceeding,
they had several times stepped round, and come upon the stage, expressing,
in the warmest terms, the delight which they and the audience felt. They
now descended to particulars, and each was richly rewarded for his efforts.
With boundless animation, the company extolled man after man, and
passage after passage. To the prompter, who had modestly sat down at the
bottom of the table, they gave a liberal commendation for his "rugged
Pyrrhus;" the fencing of Hamlet and Laertes was beyond all praise;
Ophelia's mourning had been inexpressibly exalted and affecting; of
Polonius they would not trust themselves to speak.
Every individual present heard himself commended through the rest and by
them, nor was the absent Ghost defrauded of his share of praise and
admiration. He had played the part, it was asserted, with a very happy
voice, and in a lofty style; but what surprised them most, was the
information which he seemed to have about their own affairs. He entirely
resembled the painted figure, as if he had sat to the painter of it; and the two
amateurs described, in glowing language, how awful it had looked when the
spirit entered near the picture, and stepped across before his own image.
Truth and error, they declared, had been commingled in the strangest
manner: they had felt as if the Queen really did not see the Ghost. And Frau
Melina was especially commended, because on this occasion she had gazed
upwards at the picture, while Hamlet was pointing downwards at the
Spectre.
Inquiry was now made how the apparition could have entered. The stage-
manager reported that a back-door, usually blocked up by decorations, had
that evening, as the Gothic hall was occupied, been opened; that two large
figures in white cloaks and hoods, one of whom was not to be distinguished
from the other, had entered by this passage; and by the same, it was likely,
they had issued when the third act was over.
Serlo praised the Ghost for one merit,—that he had not whined and
lamented like a tailor; nay, to animate his son, had even introduced a
passage at the end, which more beseemed such a hero. Wilhelm had kept it
in memory: he promised to insert it in his manuscript.

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Amid the pleasures of the entertainment, it had not been noticed that the
children and the harper were absent. Erelong they made their entrance, and
were blithely welcomed by the company. They came in together, very
strangely decked: Felix was beating a triangle, Mignon a tambourine; the
old man had his large harp hung round his neck, and was playing on it
whilst he carried it before him. They marched round and round the table,
and sang a multitude of songs. Eatables were handed them; and the guests
seemed to think they could not do a greater kindness to the children, than by
giving them as much sweet wine as they chose to have. For the company
themselves had not by any means neglected a stock of savory flasks,
presented by the two amateurs, which had arrived that evening in baskets.
The children tripped about, and sang: Mignon, in particular, was frolicsome
beyond all wont. She beat the tambourine with the greatest liveliness and
grace: now, with her finger pressed against the parchment, she hummed
across it swiftly to and fro; now rattled on it with her knuckles, now with
the back of her hand; nay, sometimes, with alternating rhythm, she struck it
first against her knee and then against her head; and anon twirling it in her
hand, she made the shells jingle by themselves; and thus, from the simplest
instrument, elicited a great variety of tones. After she and Felix had long
rioted about, they sat down upon an elbow-chair which was standing empty
at the table, exactly opposite to Wilhelm.
"Keep out of the chair!" cried Serlo: "it is waiting for the Ghost, I think;
and, when he comes, it will be worse for you."
"I do not fear him," answered Mignon: "if he come, we can rise. He is my
uncle, and will not harm me." To those who did not know that her reputed
father had been named the Great Devil, this speech was unintelligible.
The party looked at one another: they were more and more confirmed in
their suspicion that the manager was in the secret of the Ghost. They talked
and tippled, and the girls from time to time cast timid glances towards the
door.
The children, who, sitting in the big chair, looked from over the table but
like puppets in their box, did actually at length start a little drama in the
style of Punch. The screeching tone of these people Mignon imitated very
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edges of the table, in such a way as only wooden puppets could endure.
Mignon, in particular, grew frantic with gayety: the company, much as they
had laughed at her at first, were in fine obliged to curb her. But persuasion
was of small avail; for she now sprang up, and raved, and shook her
tambourine, and capered round the table. With her hair flying out behind
her, with her head thrown back, and her limbs, as it were, cast into the air,
she seemed like one of those antique Mænads, whose wild and all but
impossible positions still, on classic monuments, often strike us with
amazement.
Incited by the talents and the uproar of the children, each endeavored to
contribute something to the entertainment of the night. The girls sung
several canons; Laertes whistled in the manner of a nightingale; and the
Pedant gave a symphony pianissimo upon the Jew's-harp. Meanwhile the
youths and damsels, who sat near each other, had begun a great variety of
games; in which, as the hands often crossed and met, some pairs were
favored with a transient squeeze, the emblem of a hopeful kindness. Madam
Melina in particular seemed scarcely to conceal a decided tenderness for
Wilhelm. It was late; and Aurelia, perhaps the only one retaining self-
possession in the party, now stood up, and signified that it was time to go.
By way of termination, Serlo gave a firework, or what resembled one; for
he could imitate the sound of crackers, rockets, and fire wheels, with his
mouth, in a style of nearly inconceivable correctness. You had only to shut
your eyes, and the deception was complete. In the mean time, they had all
risen: the men gave their arms to the women to escort them home. Wilhelm
was walking last with Aurelia. The stage-manager met him on the stairs,
and said to him, "Here is the veil our Ghost vanished in; it was hanging
fixed to the place where he sank; we found it this moment."—"A curious
relic!" said our friend, and took it with him.
At this instant his left arm was laid hold of, and he felt a smart twinge of
pain in it. Mignon had hid herself in the place: she had seized him, and bit
his arm. She rushed past him, down stairs, and disappeared.
On reaching the open air, almost all of them discovered that they had drunk
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The instant Wilhelm gained his room, he stripped, and, extinguishing his
candle, hastened into bed. Sleep was overpowering him without delay,
when a noise, that seemed to issue from behind the stove, aroused him. In
the eye of his heated fancy, the image of the harnessed King was hovering
there: he sat up that he might address the Spectre; but he felt himself
encircled with soft arms, and his mouth was shut with kisses, which he had
not force to push away.

CHAPTER XIII.
Next morning Wilhelm started up with an unpleasant feeling, and found
himself alone. His head was still dim with the tumult, which he had not yet
entirely slept off; and the recollection of his nightly visitant disquieted his
mind. His first suspicion lighted on Philina; but, on second thoughts, he
conceived that it could not have been she. He sprang out of bed: and, while
putting on his clothes, he noticed that the door, which commonly he used to
bolt, was now ajar; though whether he had shut it on the previous night, or
not, he could not recollect.
But what surprised him most was the Spirit's veil, which he found lying on
his bed. Having brought it up with him, he had most probably thrown it
there himself. It was a gray gauze: on the hem of it he noticed an inscription
broidered in dark letters. He unfolded it, and read the words, "For the first
and the last time! Flee, Youth! Flee!" He was struck with it, and knew not
what to think or say.
At this moment Mignon entered with his breakfast. The aspect of the child
astonished Wilhelm, we may almost say frightened him. She appeared to
have grown taller over night: she entered with a stately, noble air, and
looked him in the face so earnestly, that he could not endure her glances.
She did not touch him, as at other times, when, for morning salutation, she
would press his hand, or kiss his cheek, his lips, his arm, or shoulder; but,
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The appointed time of a first rehearsal now arrived: our friends assembled,
all of them entirely out of tune from yesternight's debauch. Wilhelm roused
himself as much as possible, that he might not at the very outset violate the
principles he had preached so lately with such emphasis. His practice in the
matter helped him through; for practice and habit must, in every art, fill up
the voids which genius and temper in their fluctuations will so often leave.
But, in the present case, our friends had especial reason to admit the truth of
the remark, that no one should begin with a festivity any situation that is
meant to last, particularly that is meant to be a trade, a mode of living.
Festivities are fit for what is happily concluded: at the commencement, they
but waste the force and zeal which should inspire us in the struggle, and
support us through a long-continued labor. Of all festivities, the marriage
festival appears the most unsuitable: calmness, humility, and silent hope
befit no ceremony more than this.
So passed the day, which to Wilhelm seemed the most insipid he had ever
spent. Instead of their accustomed conversation in the evening, the
company began to yawn: the interest of Hamlet was exhausted; they rather
felt it disagreeable than otherwise that the play was to be repeated next
night. Wilhelm showed the veil which the royal Dane had left: it was to be
inferred from this, that he would not come again. Serlo was of that opinion;
he appeared to be deep in the secrets of the Ghost: but, on the other hand,
the inscription, "Flee, youth! Flee!" seemed inconsistent with the rest. How
could Serlo be in league with any one whose aim it was to take away the
finest actor of his troop?
It had now become a matter of necessity to confer on Boisterous the Ghost's
part, and on the Pedant that of the King. Both declared that they had studied
these sufficiently: nor was it wonderful; for in such a number of rehearsals,
and so copious a treatment of the subject, all of them had grown familiar
with it: each could have exchanged his part with any other. Yet they
rehearsed a little here and there, and prepared the new adventurers, as fully
as the hurry would admit. When the company was breaking up at a pretty
late hour, Philina softly whispered Wilhelm as she passed, "I must have my
slippers back: thou wilt not bolt the door?" These words excited some
perplexity in Wilhelm, when he reached his chamber; they strengthened the
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coincide with this idea; particularly as the causes, which awakened in our
friend another and a stranger supposition, cannot be disclosed. He kept
walking up and down his chamber in no quiet frame: his door was actually
not yet bolted.
On a sudden Mignon rushed into the room, laid hold of him, and cried,
"Master! save the house! It is on fire!" Wilhelm sprang through the door,
and a strong smoke came rushing down upon him from the upper story. On
the street he heard the cry of fire; and the harper, with his instrument in his
hand, came down-stairs breathless through the smoke. Aurelia hurried out
of her chamber, and threw little Felix into Wilhelm's arms.
"Save the child!" cried she, "and we will mind the rest."
Wilhelm did not look upon the danger as so great: his first thought was, to
penetrate to the source of the fire, and try to stifle it before it reached a
head. He gave Felix to the harper; commanding him to hasten down the
stone stairs, which led across a little garden-vault out into the garden, and to
wait with the children in the open air. Mignon took a light to show the way.
He begged Aurelia to secure her things there also. He himself pierced
upwards through the smoke, but it was in vain that he exposed himself to
such danger. The flame appeared to issue from a neighboring house; it had
already caught the wooden floor and staircase: some others, who had
hastened to his help, were suffering like himself from fire and vapor. Yet he
kept inciting them; he called for water; he conjured them to dispute every
inch with the flame, and promised to abide by them to the last. At this
instant, Mignon came springing up, and cried. "Master! save thy Felix! The
old man is mad! He is killing him." Scarcely knowing what he did, Wilhelm
darted down stairs; and Mignon followed close behind him.
On the last steps, which led into the garden-vault, he paused with horror.
Some heaps of fire-wood branches, and large masses of straw, which had
been stowed in the place, were burning with a clear flame; Felix was lying
on the ground, and screaming; the harper stood aside, holding down his
head, and leaned against the wall. "Unhappy creature! what is this?" said
Wilhelm. The old man spoke not; Mignon lifted Felix, and carried him with
difficulty to the garden; while Wilhelm strove to pull the fire asunder and
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he, too, was forced to flee into the garden, with his hair and his eyelashes
burned; tearing the harper with him through the conflagration, who, with
singed beard, unwillingly accompanied him.
Wilhelm hastened instantly to seek the children. He found them on the
threshold of a summer-house at some distance: Mignon was trying every
effort to pacify her comrade. Wilhelm took him on his knee: he questioned
him, felt him, but could obtain no satisfactory account from either him or
Mignon.
Meanwhile, the fire had fiercely seized on several houses: it was now
enlightening all the neighborhood. Wilhelm looked at the child in the red
glare of the flames: he could find no wound, no blood, no hurt of any kind.
He groped over all the little creature's body, but the boy gave no sign of
pain: on the contrary, he by degrees grew calm, and began to wonder at the
blazing houses, and express his pleasure at the spectacle of beams and
rafters burning all in order, like a grand illumination, so beautifully there.
Wilhelm thought not of the clothes or goods he might have lost: he felt
deeply how inestimable to him was this pair of human beings, who had just
escaped so great a danger. He pressed little Felix to his heart with a new
emotion: Mignon, too, he was about to clasp with joyful tenderness; but she
softly avoided this: she took him by the hand, and held it fast.
"Master," said she (till the present evening she had hardly ever named him
master; at first she used to name him sir, and afterwards to call him father),
—"Master! we have escaped an awful danger: thy Felix was on the point of
death."
By many inquiries, Wilhelm learned from her at last, that, when they came
into the vault, the harper tore the light from her hand, and set on fire the
straw. That he then put Felix down, laid his hands with strange gestures on
the head of the child, and drew a knife as if he meant to sacrifice him. That
she sprang forward, and snatched it from him; that she screamed; and some
one from the house, who was carrying something down into the garden,
came to her help, but must have gone away again in the confusion, and left
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Two or even three houses were now flaming in a general blaze. Owing to
the conflagration in the vault, no person had been able to take shelter in the
garden. Wilhelm was distressed about his friends, and in a less degree about
his property. Not venturing to quit the children, he was forced to sit, and see
the mischief spreading more and more.
In this anxious state he passed some hours. Felix had fallen asleep on his
bosom: Mignon was lying at his side, and holding fast his hand. The efforts
of the people finally subdued the fire. The burned houses sank, with
successive crashes, into heaps; the morning was advancing; the children
awoke, and complained of bitter cold; even Wilhelm, in his light dress,
could scarcely brook the chillness of the falling dew. He took the young
ones to the rubbish of the prostrate building, where, among the ashes and
the embers, they found a very grateful warmth.
The opening day collected, by degrees, the various individuals of the party.
All of them had got away unhurt: no one had lost much. Wilhelm's trunk
was saved among the rest.
Towards ten o'clock Serlo called them to rehearse their "Hamlet," at least
some scenes, in which fresh players were to act. He had some debates to
manage, on this point, with the municipal authorities. The clergy required,
that, after such a visitation of Providence, the playhouse should be shut for
some time; and Serlo, on the other hand, maintained, that both for the
purpose of repairing the damage he had suffered, and of exhilarating the
depressed and terrified spirits of the people, nothing could be more in place
than the exhibition of some interesting play. His opinion in the end
prevailed, and the house was full. The actors played with singular fire, with
more of a passionate freedom than at first. The feelings of the audience had
been heightened by the horrors of the previous night, and their appetite for
entertainment had been sharpened by the tedium of a wasted and dissipated
day: every one had more than usual susceptibility for what was strange and
moving. Most of them were new spectators, invited by the fame of the play:
they could not compare the present with the preceding evening. Boisterous
played altogether in the style of the unknown Ghost: the Pedant, too, had
accurately seized the manner of his predecessor; nor was his own woful
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and his ermine collar, Hamlet were fully justified in calling him a "king of
shreds and patches."
Few have ever reached the throne by a path more singular than his had
been. But although the rest, and especially Philina, made sport of his
preferment, he himself signified that the count, a consummate judge, had at
the first glance predicted this and much more of him. Philina, on the other
hand, recommended lowliness of mind to him; saying, she would now and
then powder the sleeves of his coat, that he might remember that unhappy
night in the castle, and wear his crown with meekness.

CHAPTER XIV.
Our friends had sought out other lodgings, on the spur of the moment, and
were by this means much dispersed. Wilhelm had conceived a liking for the
garden-house, where he had spent the night of the conflagration: he easily
obtained the key, and settled himself there. But Aurelia being greatly
hampered in her new abode, he was obliged to retain little Felix with him.
Mignon, indeed, would not part with the boy.
He had placed the children in a neat chamber on the upper floor: he himself
was in the lower parlor. The young ones were asleep at this time: Wilhelm
could not sleep.
Adjoining the lovely garden, which the full moon had just risen to
illuminate, the black ruins of the fire were visible; and here and there a
streak of vapor was still mounting from them. The air was soft, the night
extremely beautiful. Philina, in issuing from the theatre, had jogged him
with her elbow, and whispered something to him, which he did not
understand. He felt perplexed and out of humor: he knew not what he
should expect or do. For a day or two Philina had avoided him: it was not
till to-night that she had given him any second signal. Unhappily the doors,
that he was not to bolt, were now consumed: the slippers had evaporated
into smoke. How the girl would gain admission to the garden, if her aim

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was such, he knew not. He wished she might not come, and yet he longed to
have some explanation with her.
But what lay heavier at his heart than this, was the fate of the harper, whom,
since the fire, no one had seen. Wilhelm was afraid, that, in clearing off the
rubbish, they would find him buried under it. Our friend had carefully
concealed the suspicion which he entertained, that it was the harper who
had fired the house. The old man had been first seen, as he rushed from the
burning and smoking floor, and his desperation in the vault appeared a
natural consequence of such a deed. Yet, from the inquiry which the
magistrates had instituted touching the affair, it seemed likely that the fire
had not originated in the house where Wilhelm lived, but had accidentally
been kindled in the third from that, and had crept along beneath the roofs
before it burst into activity.
Seated in a grove, our friend was meditating all these things, when he heard
a low footfall in a neighboring walk. By the melancholy song which arose
along with it, he recognized the harper. He caught the words of the song
without difficulty: it turned on the consolations of a miserable man,
conscious of being on the borders of insanity. Unhappily our friend forgot
the whole of it except the last verse:—

"Wheresoe'er my steps may lead me,
Meekly at the door I'll stay:
Pious hands will come to feed me,
And I'll wander on my way.
Each will feel a touch of gladness
When my aged form appears:
Each will shed a tear of sadness,
Though I reck not of his tears."

So singing, he had reached the garden-door, which led into an unfrequented
street. Finding it bolted, he was making an attempt to climb the railing,
when Wilhelm held him back, and addressed some kindly words to him.
The old man begged to have the door unlocked, declaring that he would and
must escape. Wilhelm represented to him that he might indeed escape from
the garden, but could not from the town; showing, at the same time, what
suspicions he must needs incur by such a step. But it was in vain: the old

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man held by his opinion. Our friend, however, would not yield; and at last
he brought him, half by force, into the garden-house, in which he locked
himself along with him. The two carried on a strange conversation; which,
however, not to afflict our readers with repeating unconnected thoughts and
dolorous emotions, we had rather pass in silence than detail at large.

CHAPTER XV.
Undetermined what to do with this unhappy man, who displayed such
indubitable symptoms of madness, Wilhelm would have been in great
perplexity, had not Laertes come that very morning, and delivered him from
his uncertainty. Laertes, as usual, rambling everywhere about the town, had
happened, in some coffee-house, to meet with a man, who, a short time ago,
had suffered under violent attacks of melancholy. This person, it appeared,
had been intrusted to the care of some country clergyman, who made it his
peculiar business to attend to people in such situations. In the present
instance, as in many others, his treatment had succeeded: he was still in
town, and the friends of the patient were showing him the greatest honor.
Wilhelm hastened to find out this person: he disclosed the case to him, and
agreed with him about the terms. The harper was to be brought over to him,
under certain pretexts. The separation deeply pained our friend; so used was
he to see the man beside him, and to hear his spirited and touching strains.
The hope of soon beholding him recovered, served, in some degree, to
moderate this feeling. The old man's harp had been destroyed in the burning
of the house: they purchased him another, and gave it him when he
departed.
Mignon's little wardrobe had in like manner been consumed. As Wilhelm
was about providing her with new apparel, Aurelia proposed that now at last
they should dress her as a girl.
"No! no! not at all!" cried Mignon, and insisted on it with such earnestness,
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The company had not much leisure for reflection: the exhibitions followed
close on one another.
Wilhelm often mingled with the audience, to ascertain their feelings; but he
seldom heard a criticism of the kind he wished: more frequently the
observations he listened to distressed or angered him. Thus, for instance,
shortly after "Hamlet" had been acted for the first time, a youth was telling,
with considerable animation, how happy he had been that evening in the
playhouse. Wilhelm hearkened, and was scandalized to learn that his
neighbor had, on that occasion, in contempt of those behind him, kept his
hat on, stubbornly refusing to remove it till the play was done; to which
heroical transaction he still looked back with great contentment.
Another gentleman declared that Wilhelm played Laertes very well, but that
the actor who had undertaken Hamlet did not seem too happy in his part.
This permutation was not quite unnatural; for Wilhelm and Laertes did
resemble one another, though in a very distant manner.
A third critic warmly praised his acting, particularly in the scene with his
mother; only he regretted much, that, in this fiery moment, a white strap
had peered out from below the Prince's waistcoat, whereby the illusion had
been greatly marred.
Meanwhile, in the interior of the company, a multitude of alterations were
occurring. Philina, since the evening subsequent to that of the fire, had
never given our friend the smallest sign of closer intimacy. She had, as it
seemed on purpose, hired a remote lodging: she associated with Elmira, and
came seldomer to Serlo,—an arrangement very gratifying to Aurelia. Serlo
continued still to like her, and often visited her quarters, particularly when
he hoped to find Elmira there. One evening he took Wilhelm with him. At
their entrance, both of them were much surprised to see Philina, in the inner
room, sitting in close contact with a young officer. He wore a red uniform
with white pantaloons; but, his face being turned away, they could not see
it. Philina came into the outer room to meet her visitors, and shut the door
behind her. "You surprise me in the middle of a very strange adventure,"
cried she.
"It does not appear so strange," said Serlo; "but let us see this handsome,
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any jealousy, however it may be."
"I must leave you to suspicion for a time," replied Philina in a jesting tone;
"yet I can assure you, the gallant is a lady of my friends, who wishes to
remain a few days undiscovered. You shall know her history in due season;
nay, perhaps you shall even behold the beautiful spinster in person; and then
most probably I shall have need of all my prudence and discretion, for it
seems too likely that your new acquaintance will drive your old friend out
of favor."
Wilhelm stood as if transformed to stone. At the first glance, the red
uniform had reminded him of Mariana: the figure, too, was hers; the fair
hair was hers; only the present individual seemed to be a little taller.
"For Heaven's sake," cried he, "let us know something more about your
friend! let us see this lady in disguise! We are now partakers of your secret:
we will promise, we will swear; only let us see the lady!"
"What a fire he is in!" cried Philina: "but be cool, be calm; for to-day there
will nothing come of it."
"Let us only know her name!" cried Wilhelm.
"It were a fine secret, then," replied Philina.
"At least her first name!"
"If you can guess it, be it so. Three guesses I will give you,—not a fourth.
You might lead me through the whole calendar."
"Well!" said Wilhelm: "Cecilia, then?"
"None of your Cecilias!"
"Henrietta?"
"Not at all! Have a care, I pray you: guess better, or your curiosity will have
to sleep unsatisfied."
Wilhelm paused and shivered: he tried to speak, but the sound died away
within him. "Mariana?" stammered he at last, "Mariana?"

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"Bravo!" cried Philina. "Hit to a hair's-breadth!" said she, whirling round
upon her heel, as she was wont on such occasions.
Wilhelm could not utter a word; and Serlo, not observing his emotion,
urged Philina more and more to let them in.
Conceive the astonishment of both, when Wilhelm, suddenly and
vehemently interrupting their raillery, threw himself at Philina's feet, and,
with an air and tone of the deepest passion, begged and conjured her, "Let
me see the stranger," cried he: "she is mine; she is my Mariana! She for
whom I have longed all the days of my life, she who is still more to me than
all the women in this world! Go in to her at least, and tell her that I am here,
—that the man is here who linked to her his earliest love, and all the
happiness of his youth. Say that he will justify himself, though he left her so
unkindly; he will pray for pardon of her; and will grant her pardon,
whatsoever she may have done to him; he will even make no pretensions
further, if he may but see her, if he may but see that she is living and in
happiness."
Philina shook her head, and said, "Speak low! Do not betray us! If the lady
is indeed your friend, her feelings must be spared; for she does not in the
least suspect that you are here. Quite a different sort of business brings her
hither; and you know well enough, one had rather see a spectre than a
former lover at an inconvenient time. I will ask her, and prepare her: we
will then consider what is further to be done. To-morrow I shall write you a
note, saying when you are to come, or whether you may come at all. Obey
me punctually; for I protest, that, without her own and my consent, no eye
shall see this lovely creature. I shall keep my doors better bolted; and, with
axe and crow, you surely will not visit me."
Our friend conjured her, Serlo begged of her; but all in vain: they were
obliged to yield, and leave the chamber and the house.
With what feelings Wilhelm passed the night is easy to conceive. How
slowly the hours of the day flowed on, while he sat expecting a message
from Philina, may also be imagined. Unhappily he had to play that evening:
such mental pain he had never endured. The moment his part was done, he
hastened to Philina's house, without inquiring whether he had got her leave
or not. He found her doors bolted: and the people of the house informed

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him that mademoiselle had set out early in the morning, in company with a
young officer; that she had talked about returning shortly; but they had not
believed her, she having paid her debts, and taken every thing along with
her.
This intelligence drove Wilhelm almost frantic. He hastened to Laertes, that
he might take measures for pursuing her, and, cost what it would, for
attaining certainty regarding her attendant. Laertes, however, represented to
him the imprudence of such passion and credulity. "I dare wager, after all,"
said he, "that it is no one else but Friedrich. The boy is of a high family, I
know; he is madly in love with Philina; it is likely he has cozened from his
friends a fresh supply of money, so that he can once more live with her in
peace for a while."
These considerations, though they did not quite convince our friend,
sufficed to make him waver. Laertes showed him how improbable the story
was with which Philina had amused them; reminded him how well the
stranger's hair and figure answered Friedrich; that with the start of him by
twelve hours, they could not easily be overtaken; and, what was more than
all, that Serlo could not do without him at the theatre.
By so many reasons, Wilhelm was at last persuaded to postpone the
execution of his project. That night Laertes got an active man, to whom
they gave the charge of following the runaways. It was a steady person,
who had often officiated as courier and guide to travelling-parties, and was
at present without employment. They gave him money, they informed him
of the whole affair; instructing him to seek and overtake the fugitives, to
keep them in his eye, and instantly to send intelligence to Wilhelm where
and how he found them. That very hour he mounted horse, pursuing this
ambiguous pair; by which exertions, Wilhelm was in some degree at least,
composed.

CHAPTER XVI.

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The departure of Philina did not make a deep sensation, either in the theatre
or in the public. She never was in earnest with any thing: the women
universally detested her; the men rather wished to see her selves-two than
on the boards. Thus her fine, and, for the stage, even happy, talents were of
no avail to her. The other members of the company took greater labor on
them to supply her place: the Frau Melina, in particular, was much
distinguished by her diligence and zeal. She noted down, as formerly, the
principles of Wilhelm; she guided herself according to his theory and his
example; there was of late a something in her nature that rendered her more
interesting. She soon acquired an accurate mode of acting: she attained the
natural tone of conversation altogether, that of keen emotion she attained in
some degree. She contrived, moreover, to adapt herself to Serlo's humors:
she took pains in singing for his pleasure, and succeeded in that matter
moderately well.
By the accession of some other players, the company was rendered more
complete: and while Wilhelm and Serlo were busied each in his degree, the
former insisting on the general tone and spirit of the whole, the latter
faithfully elaborating the separate passages, a laudable ardor likewise
inspired the actors; and the public took a lively interest in their concerns.
"We are on the right path," said Serlo once: "if we can continue thus, the
public, too, will soon be on it. Men are easily astonished and misled by wild
and barbarous exhibitions; yet lay before them any thing rational and
polished, in an interesting manner, and doubt not they will catch at it."
"What forms the chief defect of our German theatre, what prevents both
actor and spectator from obtaining proper views, is the vague and
variegated nature of the objects it contains. You nowhere find a barrier on
which to prop your judgment. In my opinion, it is far from an advantage to
us that we have expanded our stage into, as it were, a boundless arena for
the whole of nature; yet neither manager nor actor need attempt contracting
it, until the taste of the nation shall itself mark out the proper circle. Every
good society submits to certain conditions and restrictions; so also must
every good theatre. Certain manners, certain modes of speech, certain
objects, and fashions of proceeding, must altogether be excluded. You do
not grow poorer by limiting your household expenditure."

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On these points our friends were more or less accordant or at variance. The
majority, with Wilhelm at their head, were for the English theatre; Serlo and
a few others for the French.
It was also settled, that in vacant hours, of which unhappily an actor has too
many, they should in company peruse the finest plays in both these
languages; examining what parts of them seemed best and worthiest of
imitation. They accordingly commenced with some French pieces. On these
occasions, it was soon observed, Aurelia went away whenever they began to
read. At first they supposed she had been sick: Wilhelm once questioned her
about it.
"I would not assist at such a reading," said she, "for how could I hear and
judge, when my heart was torn in pieces? I hate the French language from
the bottom of my soul."
"How can you be hostile to a language," cried our friend, "to which we
Germans are indebted for the greater part of our accomplishments; to which
we must become indebted still more, if our natural qualities are ever to
assume their proper form?"
"It is no prejudice!" replied Aurelia, "a painful impression, a hated
recollection of my faithless friend, has robbed me of all enjoyment in that
beautiful and cultivated tongue. How I hate it now with my whole strength
and heart! During the period of our kindliest connection, he wrote in
German; and what genuine, powerful, cordial German! It was not till he
wanted to get quit of me that he began seriously to write in French. I
marked, I felt, what he meant. What he would have blushed to utter in his
mother tongue, he could by this means write with a quiet conscience. It is
the language of reservations, equivocations, and lies: it is a perfidious
language. Heaven be praised! I cannot find another word to express this
perfide of theirs in all its compass. Our poor treulos, the faithless of the
English, are innocent as babes beside it. Perfide means faithless with
pleasure, with insolence and malice. How enviable is the culture of a nation
that can figure out so many shades of meaning by a single word! French is
exactly the language of the world,—worthy to become the universal
language, that all may have it in their power to cheat and cozen and betray
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read them. If you chose to believe it, they sounded warmly, even
passionately; but, if you examined narrowly, they were but phrases,—
accursed phrases! He has spoiled my feeling to the whole language, to
French literature, even to the beautiful, delicious expressions of noble souls
which may be found in it. I shudder when a French word is spoken in my
hearing."
In such terms she could for hours continue to give utterance to her chagrin,
interrupting or disturbing every other kind of conversation. Sooner or later,
Serlo used to put an end to such peevish lamentations by some bitter sally;
but by this means, commonly, the talk for the evening was destroyed.
In all provinces of life, it is unhappily the case, that whatever is to be
accomplished by a number of co-operating men and circumstances cannot
long continue perfect. Of an acting company as well as of a kingdom, of a
circle of friends as well as of an army, you may commonly select the
moment when it may be said that all was standing on the highest pinnacle
of harmony, perfection, contentment, and activity. But alterations will ere
long occur; the individuals that compose the body often change; new
members are added; the persons are no longer suited to the circumstances,
or the circumstances to the persons; what was formerly united quickly falls
asunder. Thus it was with Serlo's company. For a time you might have
called it as complete as any German company could ever boast of being.
Most of the actors were occupying their proper places: all had enough to do,
and all did it willingly. Their private personal condition was not bad; and
each appeared to promise great things in his art, for each commenced with
animation and alacrity. But it soon became apparent that a part of them were
mere automatons, who could not reach beyond what was attainable without
the aid of feeling. Nor was it long till grudgings and envyings arose among
them, such as commonly obstruct every good arrangement, and easily
distort and tear in pieces every thing that reasonable and thinking men
would wish to keep united.
The departure of Philina was not quite so insignificant as it had at first
appeared. She had always skilfully contrived to entertain the manager, and
keep the others in good humor. She had endured Aurelia's violence with
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she was, in some respects, a bond of union for the whole: the loss of her
was quickly felt.
Serlo could not live without some little passion of the love sort. Elmira was
of late grown up, we might almost say grown beautiful; for some time she
had been attracting his attention: and Philina, with her usual dexterity, had
favored this attachment so soon as she observed it. "We should train
ourselves in time," she would say, "to the business of procuress: nothing
else remains for us when we are old." Serlo and Elmira had by this means
so approximated to each other, that, shortly after the departure of Philina,
both were of a mind: and their small romance was rendered doubly
interesting, as they had to hide it sedulously from the father; Old Boisterous
not understanding jokes of that description. Elmira's sister had been
admitted to the secret; and Serlo was, in consequence, obliged to overlook a
multitude of things in both of them. One of their worst habits was an
excessive love of junketing,—nay, if you will, an intolerable gluttony. In
this respect they altogether differed from Philina, to whom it gave a new
tint of loveliness, that she seemed, as it were, to live on air, eating very
little; and, for drink, merely skimming off, with all imaginable grace, the
foam from a glass of champagne.
Now, however, Serlo, if he meant to please his doxies, was obliged to join
breakfast with dinner; and with this, by a substantial bever, to connect the
supper. But, amid gormandizing, Serlo entertained another plan, which he
longed to have fulfilled. He imagined that he saw a kind of attachment
between Wilhelm and Aurelia, and he anxiously wished that it might
assume a serious shape. He hoped to cast the whole mechanical department
of his theatrical economy on Wilhelm's shoulders; to find in him, as in the
former brother, a faithful and industrious tool. Already he had, by degrees,
shifted over to him most of the cares of management; Aurelia kept the
strong-box; and Serlo once more lived as he had done of old, entirely
according to his humor. Yet there was a circumstance which vexed him in
secret, as it did his sister likewise.
The world has a particular way of acting towards public persons of
acknowledged merit: it gradually begins to be indifferent to them, and to
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requisitions of the former, and accepts of any thing with approbation from
the latter.
Serlo and Aurelia had opportunity enough to meditate on this peculiarity.
The strangers, especially the young and handsome ones, had drawn the
whole attention and applause upon themselves; and Serlo and his sister, in
spite of the most zealous efforts, had in general to make their exits without
the welcome sound of clapping hands. It is true, some special causes were
at work on this occasion. Aurelia's pride was palpable, and her contempt for
the public was known to many. Serlo, indeed, flattered every individual; but
his cutting jibes against the whole were often circulated and repeated. The
new members, again, were not only strangers, unknown, and wanting help,
but some of them were likewise young and amiable: thus all of them found
patrons.
Erelong, too, there arose internal discontents, and many bickerings, among
the actors. Scarcely had they noticed that our friend was acting as director,
when most of them began to grow the more remiss, the more he strove to
introduce a better order, greater accuracy, and chiefly to insist that every
thing mechanical should be performed in the most strict and regular
manner.
Thus, by and by, the whole concern, which actually for a time had nearly
looked ideal, grew as vulgar in its attributes as any mere itinerating theatre.
And, unhappily, just as Wilhelm, by his labor, diligence, and vigorous
efforts, had made himself acquainted with the requisitions of the art, and
trained completely both his person and his habits to comply with them, he
began to feel, in melancholy hours, that this craft deserved the necessary
outlay of time and talents less than any other. The task was burdensome, the
recompense was small. He would rather have engaged with any occupation
in which, when the period of exertion is passed, one can enjoy repose of
mind, than with this, wherein, after undergoing much mechanical drudgery,
the aim of one's activity cannot still be attained but by the strongest effort of
thought and emotion. Besides, he had to listen to Aurelia's complaints about
her brother's wastefulness: he had to misconceive the winks and nods of
Serlo, trying from afar to lead him to a marriage with Aurelia. He had,
withal, to hide his own secret sorrow, which pressed heavy on his heart,
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messenger returned not, sent no tidings; and Wilhelm feared that his
Mariana was lost to him a second time.
About this period, there occurred a public mourning, which obliged our
friends to shut their theatre for several weeks. Wilhelm seized this
opportunity to pay a visit to the clergyman with whom the harper had been
placed to board. He found him in a pleasant district; and the first thing that
he noticed in the parsonage was the old man teaching a boy to play upon his
instrument. The harper showed great joy at sight of Wilhelm: he rose, held
out his hand, and said, "You see, I am still good for something in the world;
permit me to continue; for my hours are all distributed, and full of
business."
The clergyman saluted Wilhelm very kindly, and told him that the harper
promised well, already giving hopes of a complete recovery.
Their conversation naturally turned upon the various modes of treating the
insane.
"Except physical derangements," observed the clergyman, "which often
place insuperable difficulties in the way, and in regard to which I follow the
prescriptions of a wise physician, the means of curing madness seem to me
extremely simple. They are the very means by which you hinder sane
persons from becoming mad. Awaken their activity; accustom them to
order; bring them to perceive that they hold their being and their fate in
common with many millions; that extraordinary talents, the highest
happiness, the deepest misery, are but slight variations from the general lot:
in this way, no insanity will enter, or, if it has entered, will gradually
disappear. I have portioned out the old man's hours: he gives lessons to
some children on the harp; he works in the garden; he is already much more
cheerful. He wishes to enjoy the cabbages he plants: my son, to whom in
case of death he has bequeathed his harp, he is ardent to instruct, that the
boy may be able to make use of his inheritance. I have said but little to him,
as a clergyman, about his wild, mysterious scruples; but a busy life brings
on so many incidents, that erelong he must feel how true it is, that doubt of
any kind can be removed by nothing but activity. I go softly to work: yet, if
I could get his beard and hood removed, I should reckon it a weighty point;
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others, and nothing more contributes to maintain our common sense than
living in the universal way with multitudes of men. Alas! how much there is
in education, in our social institutions, to prepare us and our children for
insanity!"
Wilhelm staid some days with this intelligent divine; heard from him many
curious narratives, not of the insane alone, but of persons such as
commonly are reckoned wise and rational, though they may have
peculiarities which border on insanity.
The conversation became doubly animated, on the entrance of the doctor,
with whom it was a custom to pay frequent visits to his friend the
clergyman, and to assist him in his labors of humanity. The physician was
an oldish man, who, though in weak health, had spent many years in the
practice of the noblest virtues. He was a strong advocate for country life,
being himself scarcely able to exist except in the open air. Withal, he was
extremely active and companionable. For several years he had shown a
special inclination to make friends with all the country clergymen within his
reach. Such of these as were employed in any useful occupation he strove
by every means to help; into others, who were still unsettled in their aims,
he endeavored to infuse a taste for some profitable species of exertion.
Being at the same time in connection with a multitude of noblemen,
magistrates, judges, he had in the space of twenty years, in secret,
accomplished much towards the advancement of many branches of
husbandry: he had done his best to put in motion every project that seemed
capable of benefiting agriculture, animals, or men, and had thus forwarded
improvement in its truest sense. "For man," he used to say, "there is but one
misfortune,—when some idea lays hold of him, which exerts no influence
upon active life, or, still more, which withdraws him from it. At the present
time," continued he, on this occasion, "I have such a case before me: it
concerns a rich and noble couple, and hitherto has baffled all my skill. The
affair belongs in part to your department, worthy pastor; and your friend
here will forbear to mention it again.
"In the absence of a certain nobleman, some persons of the house, in a frolic
not entirely commendable, disguised a young man in the master's clothes.
The lady was to be imposed upon by this deception; and, although it was
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was to lead this noble and most amiable lady from the path of honor. Her
husband, however, unexpectedly returns; enters his chamber; thinks he sees
his spirit; and from that time falls into a melancholy temper, firmly
believing that his death is near.
"He has now abandoned himself to men who pamper him with religious
ideas; and I see not how he is to be prevented from going among the
Hernhuters with his lady, and, as he has no children, from depriving his
relations of the chief part of his fortune."
"With his lady?" cried our friend in great agitation; for this story had
frightened him extremely.
"And, alas!" replied the doctor, who regarded Wilhelm's exclamation only
as the voice of common sympathy, "this lady is herself possessed with a
deeper sorrow, which renders a removal from the world desirable to her
also. The same young man was taking leave of her: she was not circumspect
enough to hide a nascent inclination towards him: the youth grew bolder,
clasped her in his arms, and pressed a large portrait of her husband, which
was set with diamonds, forcibly against her breast. She felt a sharp pain,
which gradually went off, leaving first a little redness, then no trace at all.
As a man, I am convinced that she has nothing further to reproach herself
with, in this affair; as a physician, I am certain that this pressure could not
have the smallest ill effect. Yet she will not be persuaded that an induration
is not taking place in the part; and, if you try to overcome her notion by the
evidence of feeling, she maintains, that, though the evil is away this
moment, it will return the next. She conceives that the disease will end in
cancer, and thus her youth and loveliness be altogether lost to others and
herself."
"Wretch that I am!" cried Wilhelm, striking his brow, and rushing from the
company into the fields. He had never felt himself in such a miserable case.
The clergyman and the physician were of course exceedingly astonished at
this singular discovery. In the evening all their skill was called for, when
our friend returned, and, with a circumstantial disclosure of the whole
occurrence, uttered the most violent accusations of himself. Both took
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particularly as he painted it in the gloomy colors which arose from the
humor of the moment.
Next day the physician, without much entreaty, was prevailed upon to
accompany him in his return; both that he might bear him company, and
that he might, if possible, do something for Aurelia, whom our friend had
left in rather dangerous circumstances.
In fact, they found her worse than they expected. She was afflicted with a
sort of intermittent fever, which could the less be mastered, as she
purposely maintained and aggravated the attacks of it. The stranger was not
introduced as a physician: he behaved with great courteousness and
prudence. They conversed about her situation, bodily and mental: her new
friend related many anecdotes of persons who, in spite of lingering
disorders, had attained a good old age; adding, that, in such cases, nothing
could be more injurious than the intentional recalling of passionate and
disagreeable emotions. In particular he stated, that, for persons laboring
under chronical and partly incurable distempers, he had always found it a
very happy circumstance when they chanced to entertain, and cherish in
their minds, true feelings of religion. This he signified in the most
unobtrusive manner, as it were historically; promising Aurelia at the same
time the reading of a very interesting manuscript, which he said he had
received from the hands of an excellent lady of his friends, who was now
deceased. "To me," he said, "it is of uncommon value; and I shall trust you
even with the original. Nothing but the title is in my hand-writing: I have
called it, 'Confessions of a Fair Saint.'"
Touching the medical and dietetic treatment of the racked and hapless
patient, he also left his best advice with Wilhelm. He then departed;
promising to write, and, if possible, to come again in person.
Meanwhile, in Wilhelm's absence, there had changes been preparing such as
he was not aware of. During his directorship, our friend had managed all
things with a certain liberality and freedom; looking chiefly at the main
result. Whatever was required for dresses, decorations, and the like, he had
usually provided in a plentiful and handsome style; and, for securing the co-
operation of his people, he had flattered their self-interest, since he could
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more; as Serlo for his own part never aimed at being a strict economist, but
liked to hear the beauty of his theatre commended, and was contented if
Aurelia, who conducted the domestic matters, on defraying all expenses,
signified that she was free from debt, and could besides afford the necessary
sums for clearing off such scores as Serlo in the interim, by lavish kindness
to his mistresses or otherwise, might have incurred.
Melina, who was charged with managing the wardrobe, had all the while
been silently considering these things, with the cold, spiteful temper
peculiar to him. On occasion of our friend's departure, and Aurelia's
increasing sickness, he contrived to signify to Serlo, that more money might
be raised and less expended, and, consequently, something be laid up, or at
least a merrier life be led. Serlo hearkened gladly to such allegations, and
Melina risked the exhibition of his plan.
"I will not say," continued he, "that any of your actors has at present too
much salary: they are meritorious people, they would find a welcome
anywhere; but, for the income which they bring us in, they have too much.
My project would be, to set up an opera; and, as to what concerns the
playhouse, I may be allowed to say it, you are the person for maintaining
that establishment upon your single strength. Observe how at present your
merits are neglected; and justice is refused you, not because your fellow-
actors are excellent, but merely good.
"Come out alone, as used to be the case; endeavor to attract around you
middling, I will even say inferior people, for a slender salary; regale the
public with mechanical displays, as you can so cleverly do; apply your
remaining means to the opera, which I am talking of; and you will quickly
see, that, with the same labor and expense, you will give greater
satisfaction, while you draw incomparably more money than at present."
These observations were so flattering to Serlo, that they could not fail of
making some impression on him. He readily admitted, that, loving music as
he did, he had long wished for some arrangement such as this; though he
could not but perceive that the public taste would thus be still more widely
led astray, and that with such a mongrel theatre, not properly an opera, not
properly a playhouse, any residue of true feeling for regular and perfect
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Melina ridiculed, in terms more plain than delicate, our friend's pedantic
notions in this matter, and his vain attempts to form the public mind, instead
of being formed by it: Serlo and he at last agreed, with full conviction, that
the sole concern was, how to gather money, and grow rich, or live a joyous
life; and they scarcely concealed their wish to be delivered from those
persons who at present hindered them. Melina took occasion to lament
Aurelia's weak health, and the speedy end which it threatened; thinking all
the while directly the reverse. Serlo affected to regret that Wilhelm could
not sing, thus signifying that his presence was by no means indispensable.
Melina then came forward with a whole catalogue of savings, which, he
said, might be effected; and Serlo saw in him his brother-in-law replaced
threefold. They both felt that secrecy was necessary in the matter, but this
mutual obligation only joined them closer in their interests. They failed not
to converse together privately on every thing that happened; to blame
whatever Wilhelm or Aurelia undertook; and to elaborate their own project,
and prepare it more and more for execution.
Silent as they both might be about their plan, little as their words betrayed
them, in their conduct they were not so politic as constantly to hide their
purposes. Melina now opposed our friend in many points that lay within the
province of the latter; and Serlo, who had never acted smoothly to his sister,
seemed to grow more bitter the more her sickness deepened, the more her
passionate and variable humors would have needed toleration.
About this period they took up the "Emilie Galotti" of Lessing. The parts
were very happily distributed and filled: within the narrow circle of this
tragedy, the company found room for showing all the complex riches of
their acting. Serlo, in the character of Marinelli, was altogether in his place;
Odoardo was very well exhibited; Madam Melina played the Mother with
considerable skill; Elmira gained distinction as Emilie; Laertes made a
stately Appiani; and Wilhelm had bestowed the study of some months upon
the Prince's part. On this occasion, both internally and with Aurelia and
Serlo, he had often come upon this question: What is the distinction
between a noble and a well-bred manner? and how far must the former be
included in the latter, though the latter is not in the former?
Serlo, who himself in Marinelli had to act the courtier accurately, without
caricature, afforded him some valuable thoughts on this. "A well-bred

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carriage," he would say, is difficult to imitate; for in strictness it is negative,
and it implies a long-continued previous training. You are not required to
exhibit in your manner any thing that specially betokens dignity; for, by this
means, you are like to run into formality and haughtiness: you are rather to
avoid whatever is undignified and vulgar. You are never to forget yourself;
are to keep a constant watch upon yourself and others; to forgive nothing
that is faulty in your own conduct, in that of others neither to forgive too
little nor too much. Nothing must appear to touch you, nothing to agitate:
you must never overhaste yourself, must ever keep yourself composed,
retaining still an outward calmness, whatever storms may rage within. The
noble character at certain moments may resign himself to his emotions; the
well-bred never. The latter is like a man dressed out in fair and spotless
clothes: he will not lean on any thing; every person will beware of rubbing
on him. He distinguishes himself from others, yet he may not stand apart;
for as in all arts, so in this, the hardest must at length be done with ease: the
well-bred man of rank, in spite of every separation, always seems united
with the people round him; he is never to be stiff or uncomplying; he is
always to appear the first, and never to insist on so appearing.
"It is clear, then, that, to seem well-bred, a man must actually be so. It is
also clear why women generally are more expert at taking up the air of
breeding than the other sex; why courtiers and soldiers catch it more easily
than other men."
Wilhelm now despaired of doing justice to his part; but Serlo aided and
encouraged him, communicated the acutest observations on detached
points, and furnished him so well, that, on the exhibition of the piece, the
public reckoned him a very proper Prince.
Serlo had engaged to give him, when the play was over, such remarks as
might occur upon his acting: a disagreeable contention with Aurelia
prevented any conversation of that kind. Aurelia had acted the character of
Orsina, in such a style as few have ever done. She was well acquainted with
the part, and during the rehearsals she had treated it indifferently: but, in the
exhibition of the piece, she had opened, as it were, all the sluices of her
personal sorrow; and the character was represented so as never poet in the
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rewarded her painful efforts; but her friends, on visiting her when the play
was finished, found her half fainting in her chair.
Serlo had already signified his anger at her overcharged acting, as he called
it; at this disclosure of her inmost heart before the public, to many
individuals of which the history of her fatal passion was more or less
completely known. He had spoken bitterly and fiercely; grinding with his
teeth and stamping with his feet, as was his custom when enraged. "Never
mind her," cried he, when he saw her in the chair, surrounded by the rest:
"she will go upon the stage stark-naked one of these days, and then the
approbation will be perfect."
"Ungrateful, inhuman man!" exclaimed she: "soon shall I be carried naked
to the place where approbation or disapprobation can no longer reach our
ears!" With these words she started up, and hastened to the door. The maid
had not yet brought her mantle; the sedan was not in waiting; it had been
raining lately; a cold, raw wind was blowing through the streets. They
endeavored to persuade her to remain, for she was very warm. But in vain:
she purposely walked slow; she praised the coolness, seemed to inhale it
with peculiar eagerness. No sooner was she home, than she became so
hoarse that she could hardly speak a word: she did not mention that there
was a total stiffness in her neck and along her back. Shortly afterwards a
sort of palsy in the tongue came on, so that she pronounced one word
instead of another. They put her to bed: by numerous and copious remedies,
the evil changed its form, but was not mastered. The fever gathered
strength: her case was dangerous.
Next morning she enjoyed a quiet hour. She sent for Wilhelm, and delivered
him a letter. "This sheet," said she, "has long been waiting for the present
moment. I feel that my end is drawing nigh: promise me that you yourself
will take this paper; that, by a word or two, you will avenge my sorrows on
the faithless man. He is not void of feeling: my death will pain him for a
moment."
Wilhelm took the letter; still endeavoring to console her, and to drive away
the thought of death.
"No," said she: "do not deprive me of my nearest hope. I have waited for
him long: I will joyfully clasp him when he comes."

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Shortly after this the manuscript arrived which the physician had engaged to
send her. She called for Wilhelm,—made him read it to her. The effect
which it produced upon her, the reader will be better able to appreciate after
looking at the following Book. The violent and stubborn temper of our poor
Aurelia was mollified by hearing it. She took back the letter, and wrote
another, as it seemed, in a meeker tone; charging Wilhelm at the same time
to console her friend, if he should be distressed about her death; to assure
him that she had forgiven him, and wished him every kind of happiness.
From this time she was very quiet, and appeared to occupy herself with but
a few ideas, which she endeavored to extract and appropriate from the
manuscript, out of which she frequently made Wilhelm read to her. The
decay of her strength was not perceptible: nor had Wilhelm been
anticipating the event, when one morning, as he went to visit her, he found
that she was dead.
Entertaining such respect for her as he had done, and accustomed as he was
to live in her society, the loss of her affected him with no common sorrow.
She was the only person that had truly wished him well: the coldness of
Serlo he had felt of late but too keenly. He hastened, therefore, to perform
the service she had intrusted to him: he wished to be absent for a time.
On the other hand, this journey was exceedingly convenient for Melina: in
the course of his extensive correspondence, he had lately entered upon
terms with a male and a female singer, who, it was intended, should, by
their performances in interludes, prepare the public for his future opera. The
loss of Aurelia, and Wilhelm's absence, were to be supplied in this manner;
and our friend was satisfied with any thing that could facilitate his setting
out.
He had formed, within himself, a singular idea of the importance of his
errand. The death of his unhappy friend had moved him deeply; and, having
seen her pass so early from the scene, he could not but be hostilely inclined
against the man who had abridged her life, and made that shortened term so
full of woe.
Notwithstanding the last mild words of the dying woman, he resolved, that,
on delivering his letter, he would pass a strict sentence on her faithless
friend; and, not wishing to depend upon the temper of the moment, he

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studied an address, which, in the course of preparation, became more
pathetic than just. Having fully convinced himself of the good composition
of his essay, he began committing it to memory, and at the same time
making ready for departure. Mignon was present as he packed his articles:
she asked him whether he intended travelling south or north; and, learning
that it was the latter, she replied, "Then, I will wait here for thee." She
begged of him the pearl necklace which had once been Mariana's. He could
not refuse to gratify the dear little creature, and he gave it her: the
neckerchief she had already. On the other hand, she put the veil of Hamlet's
Ghost into his travelling-bag; though he told her it could not be of any
service to him.
Melina took upon him the directorship: his wife engaged to keep a mother's
eye upon the children, whom Wilhelm parted with unwillingly. Felix was
very merry at the setting out; and, when asked what pretty thing he wished
to have brought back for him, he said, "Hark you! bring me a papa!"
Mignon seized the traveller's hand; then, standing on her tiptoes, she
pressed a warm and cordial, though not a tender, kiss, upon his lips, and
cried, "Master! forget us not, and come soon back."
And so we leave our friend, entering on his journey, amid a thousand
different thoughts and feelings; and here subjoin, by way of close, a little
poem, which Mignon had recited once or twice with great expressiveness,
and which the hurry of so many singular occurrences prevented us from
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"Not speech, bid silence, I implore thee;
For secrecy's my duty still:
My heart entire I'd fain lay bare before thee,
But such is not of fate the will.

In season due the sun's course backward throws
Dark night; ensue must light; the mountain's
Hard rock, at length, its bosom doth unclose,
Now grudging earth no more the hidden fountains.

Each seeks repose upon a friend's true breast,
Where by laments he frees his bosom lonely;
Whereas an oath my lips hold closely pressed,
The which to speech a God can open only."
—Editor's Version.

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BOOK VI.

CONFESSIONS OF A FAIR SAINT.
Till my eighth year I was always a healthy child, but of that period I can
recollect no more than of the day when I was born. About the beginning of
my eighth year, I was seized with a hemorrhage; and from that moment my
soul became all feeling, all memory. The smallest circumstances of that
accident are yet before my eyes as if they had occurred but yesterday.
During the nine months which I then spent patiently upon a sick-bed, it
appears to me the groundwork of my whole turn of thought was laid; as the
first means were then afforded my mind of developing itself in its own
manner.
I suffered and I loved: this was the peculiar form of my heart. In the most
violent fits of coughing, in the depressing pains of fever, I lay quiet, like a
snail drawn back within its house: the moment I obtained a respite, I wanted
to enjoy something pleasant; and, as every other pleasure was denied me, I
endeavored to amuse myself with the innocent delights of eye and ear. The
people brought me dolls and picture-books, and whoever would sit by my
bed was obliged to tell me something.
From my mother I rejoiced to hear the Bible histories, and my father
entertained me with natural curiosities. He had a very pretty cabinet, from
which he brought me first one drawer and then another, as occasion served;
showing me the articles, and pointing out their properties. Dried plants and
insects, with many kinds of anatomical preparations, such as human skin,
bones, mummies, and the like, were in succession laid upon the sick-bed of
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before they passed into the kitchen; and, that the Prince of the World might
also have a voice in this assembly, my aunt related to me love-adventures
out of fairy-tales. All was accepted, all took root. There were hours in which
I vividly conversed with the Invisible Power. I can still repeat some verses
which I then dictated, and my mother wrote down.
Often I would tell my father back again what I had learned from him.
Rarely did I take any physic without asking where the simples it was made
of grew, what look they had, what names they bore. Nor had the stories of
my aunt lighted on stony ground. I figured myself out in pretty clothes, and
met the most delightful princes, who could find no peace or rest till they
discovered who the unknown beauty was. One adventure of this kind, with
a charming little angel dressed in white, with golden wings, who warmly
courted me, I dwelt upon so long, that my imagination painted out his form
almost to visibility.
After a year I was pretty well restored to health, but nothing of the
giddiness of childhood remained with me. I could not play with dolls: I
longed for beings able to return my love. Dogs, cats, and birds, of which my
father kept a great variety, afforded me delight; but what would I have given
for such a creature as my aunt once told me of! It was a lamb which a
peasant-girl took up and nourished in a wood; but, in the guise of this pretty
beast, an enchanted prince was hid, who at length appeared in his native
shape, a lovely youth, and rewarded his benefactress by his hand. Such a
lamb I would have given the world for.
But there was none to be had; and, as every thing about me went on in such
a quite natural manner, I by degrees all but abandoned nearly all hopes of
such a treasure. Meanwhile I comforted myself by reading books in which
the strangest incidents were set forth. Among them all, my favorite was the
"Christian German Hercules:" that devout love-history was altogether in my
way. Whenever any thing befell his dear Valiska, and cruel things befell her,
he always prayed before hastening to her aid; and the prayers stood there
verbatim. My longing after the Invisible, which I had always dimly felt, was
strengthened by such means; for, in short, it was ordained that God should
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As I grew older I continued reading, Heaven knows what, in chaotic order.
The "Roman Octavia" was the book I liked beyond all others. The
persecutions of the first Christians, decorated with the charms of a romance,
awoke the deepest interest in me.
But my mother now began to murmur at my constant reading; and, to
humor her, my father took away my books to-day, but gave them back to-
morrow. She was wise enough to see that nothing could be done in this
way: she next insisted merely that my Bible should be read with equal
diligence. To this I was not disinclined, and I accordingly perused the
sacred volume with a lively interest. Withal my mother was extremely
careful that no books of a corruptive tendency should come into my hands:
immodest writings I would, of my own accord, have cast away; for my
princes and my princesses were all extremely virtuous.
To my mother, and my zeal for knowledge, it was owing, that, with all my
love of books, I also learned to cook; for much was to be seen in cookery.
To cut up a hen, a pig, was quite a feast for me. I used to bring the entrails
to my father, and he talked with me about them as if I had been a student of
anatomy. With suppressed joy he would often call me his misfashioned son.
I had passed my twelfth year. I learned French, dancing, and drawing: I
received the usual instructions in religion. In the latter, many thoughts and
feelings were awakened, but nothing properly relating to my own condition.
I liked to hear the people speak of God: I was proud that I could speak on
these points better than my equals. I zealously read many books which put
me in a condition to talk about religion; but it never once struck me to think
how matters stood with me, whether my soul was formed according to these
holy precepts, whether it was like a glass from which the everlasting sun
could be reflected in its glancing. From the first I had presupposed all this.
My French I learned with eagerness. My teacher was a clever man. He was
not a vain empiric, not a dry grammarian: he had learning, he had seen the
world. Instructing me in language, he satisfied my zeal for knowledge in a
thousand ways. I loved him so much, that I used to wait his coming with a
palpitating heart. Drawing was not hard for me: I should have made greater
progress had my teacher possessed head and science; he had only hands and
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Dancing was at first one of my smallest amusements; my body was too
sensitive for it; I learned it only in the company of my sisters. But our
dancing-master took a thought of gathering all his scholars, male and
female, and giving them a ball. This event gave dancing quite another
charm for me.
Amid a throng of boys and girls, the most remarkable were two sons of the
marshal of the court. The youngest was of my age; the other, two years
older: they were children of such beauty, that, according to the universal
voice, no one had seen their like. For my part, scarcely had I noticed them
when I lost sight of all the other crowd. From that moment I began to dance
with care, and to wish that I could dance with grace. How came it, on the
other hand, that these two boys distinguished me from all the rest? No
matter: before an hour had passed we had become the warmest friends, and
our little entertainment did not end till we had fixed upon the time and place
where we were next to meet. What a joy for me! And how charmed was I
next morning when both of them inquired for my health, each in a gallant
note, accompanied with a nosegay! I have never since felt as I then did.
Compliment was met by compliment: letter answered letter. The church and
the public-walks were grown a rendezvous; our young acquaintances, in all
their little parties, now invited us together; while, at the same time, we were
sly enough to veil the business from our parents, so that they saw no more
of it than we thought good.
Thus had I at once got a pair of lovers. I had yet decided upon neither: they
both pleased me, and we did extremely well together. All at once the eldest
of the two fell very sick. I myself had often been sick; and thus I was
enabled, by rendering him many little dainties and delicacies suited for a
sick person, to afford some solace to the sufferer. His parents thankfully
acknowledged my attention: in compliance with the prayer of their beloved
son, they invited me, with all my sisters, to their house so soon as he had
arisen from his sick-bed. The tenderness which he displayed on meeting me
was not the feeling of a child: from that day I gave the preference to him.
He warned me to keep our secret from his brother; but the flame could no
longer be concealed, and the jealousy of the younger completed our
romance. He played us a thousand tricks: eager to annihilate our joys, he
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At last I had actually found the wished-for lamb, and this attachment acted
on me like my sickness: it made me calm, and drew me back from noisy
pleasures. I was solitary, I was moved; and thoughts of God again occurred
to me. He was again my confidant; and I well remember with what tears I
often prayed for this poor boy, who still continued sickly.
The more childishness there was in this adventure, the more did it
contribute to the forming of my heart. Our French teacher had now turned
us from translating into daily writing him some letter of our own invention.
I brought my little history to market, shrouded in the names of Phyllis and
Damon. The old man soon saw through it, and, to render me
communicative, praised my labor very much. I still waxed bolder; came
openly out with the affair, adhering, even in the minute details, to truth. I do
not now remember what the passage was at which he took occasion to
remark, "How pretty, how natural, it is! But the good Phyllis had better
have a care: the thing may soon grow serious."
I felt vexed that he did not look upon the matter as already serious; and I
asked him, with an air of pique, what he meant by serious. I had not to
repeat the question: he explained himself so clearly, that I could scarcely
hide my terror. Yet as anger came along with it, as I took it ill that he should
entertain such thoughts, I kept myself composed: I tried to justify my
nymph, and said, with glowing cheeks, "But, sir, Phyllis is an honorable
girl."
He was rogue enough to banter me about my honorable heroine. While we
were speaking French, he played upon the word honnête, and hunted the
honorableness of Phyllis over all its meanings. I felt the ridicule of this, and
extremely puzzled. He, not to frighten me, broke off, but afterwards often
led the conversation to such topics. Plays, and little histories, such as I was
reading and translating with him, gave him frequent opportunity to show
how feeble a security against the calls of inclination our boasted virtue was.
I no longer contradicted him, but I was in secret scandalized; and his
remarks became a burden to me.
With my worthy Damon, too, I by degrees fell out of all connection. The
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these blooming creatures died. I lamented sore: however, in a short time, I
forgot.
But Phyllis rapidly increased in stature, was altogether healthy, and began
to see the world. The hereditary prince now married, and a short time after,
on his father's death, began his rule. Court and town were in the liveliest
motion: my curiosity had copious nourishment. There were plays and balls,
with all their usual accompaniments; and, though my parents kept retired as
much as possible, they were obliged to show themselves at court, where I
was of course introduced. Strangers were pouring in from every side; high
company was in every house; even to us some cavaliers were
recommended, others introduced; and, at my uncle's, men of every nation
might be met with.
My honest mentor still continued, in a modest and yet striking way, to warn
me, and I in secret to take it ill of him. With regard to his assertion, that
women under every circumstance were weak, I did not feel at all convinced;
and here, perhaps, I was in the right, and my mentor in the wrong: but he
spoke so earnestly that once I grew afraid he might be right, and said to
him, with much vivacity, "Since the danger is so great, and the human heart
so weak, I will pray to God that he may keep me."
This simple answer seemed to please him, for he praised my purpose; but,
on my side, it was any thing but seriously meant. It was, in truth, but an
empty word; for my feelings towards the Invisible were almost totally
extinguished. The hurry and the crowd I lived in dissipated my attention,
and carried me along as in a rapid stream. These were the emptiest years of
my life. All day long to speak of nothing, to have no solid thought, never to
do any thing but revel,—such was my employment. On my beloved books I
never once bestowed a thought. The people I lived among had not the
slightest tinge of literature or science: they were German courtiers, a class
of men at that time altogether destitute of culture.
Such society, it may be thought, must naturally have led me to the brink of
ruin. I lived away in mere corporeal cheerfulness: I never took myself to
task, I never prayed, I never thought about myself or God. Yet I look upon it
as a providential guidance, that none of these many handsome, rich, and
well-dressed men could take my fancy. They were rakes, and did not

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conceal it; this scared me back: they adorned their speech with double
meanings; this offended me, made me act with coldness towards them.
Many times their improprieties exceeded belief, and I did not restrain
myself from being rude.
Besides, my ancient counsellor had once in confidence contrived to tell me,
that, with the greater part of these lewd fellows, health, as well as virtue,
was in danger. I now shuddered at the sight of them: I was afraid if one of
them in any way approached too near me. I would not touch their cups or
glasses,—even the chairs they had been sitting on. Thus, morally and
physically, I remained apart from them: all the compliments they paid me I
haughtily accepted, as incense that was due.
Among the strangers then resident among us was one young man peculiarly
distinguished, whom we used in sport to call Narciss. He had gained a
reputation in the diplomatic line; and, among the various changes now
occurring at court, he was in hopes of meeting with some advantageous
place. He soon became acquainted with my father: his acquirements and
manners opened for him the way to a select society of most accomplished
men. My father often spoke in praise of him: his figure, which was very
handsome, would have made a still better impression, had it not been for
something of self-complacency which breathed from the whole carriage of
the man. I had seen him. I thought well of him; but we had never spoken.
At a great ball, where we chanced to be in company, I danced a minuet with
him; but this, too, passed without results. The more violent dances, in
compliance with my father, who felt anxious about my health, I was
accustomed to avoid: in the present case, when these came on, I retired to
an adjoining room, and began to talk with certain of my friends, elderly
ladies, who had set themselves to cards.
Narciss, who had jigged it for a while, at last came into the room where I
was; and having got the better of a bleeding at the nose, which had
overtaken him in dancing, he began speaking with me about a multitude of
things. In half an hour the talk had grown so interesting, that neither of us
could think of dancing any more. We were rallied by our friends, but we did
not let their bantering disturb us. Next evening we recommenced our
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The acquaintance then was made. Narciss was often with my sisters and
myself; and I now once more began to reckon over and consider what I
knew, what I thought of, what I had felt, and what I could express myself
about in conversation. My new friend had mingled in the best society;
besides the department of history and politics, with every part of which he
was familiar, he had gained extensive literary knowledge; there was nothing
new that issued from the press, especially in France, that he was
unacquainted with. He brought or sent me many a pleasant book, but this
we had to keep as secret as forbidden love. Learned women had been made
ridiculous, nor were well-informed women tolerated,—apparently because
it would have been uncivil to put so many ill-informed men to shame. Even
my father, much as he delighted in this new opportunity of cultivating my
mind, expressly stipulated that our literary commerce should remain secret.
Thus our intercourse continued for almost year and day; and still I could not
say, that, in any wise, Narciss had ever shown me aught of love or
tenderness. He was always complaisant and kind, but manifested nothing
like attachment: on the contrary, he even seemed to be in some degree
affected by the charms of my youngest sister, who was then extremely
beautiful. In sport, he gave her many little friendly names out of foreign
tongues; for he could speak two or three of these extremely well, and loved
to mix their idiomatic phrases with his German. Such compliments she did
not answer very liberally; she was entangled in a different noose: and being
very sharp, while he was very sensitive, the two were often quarrelling
about trifles. With my mother and my aunt he kept on very pleasant terms;
and thus, by gradual advances, he was grown to be a member of the family.
Who knows how long we might have lived in this way, had not a curious
accident altered our relations all at once? My sisters and I were invited to a
certain house, to which we did not like to go. The company was too mixed;
and persons of the stupidest, if not the rudest, stamp were often to be met
there. Narciss, on this occasion, was invited also; and on his account I felt
inclined to go, for I was sure of finding one, at least, whom I could
converse with as I desired. Even at table we had many things to suffer, for
several of the gentlemen had drunk too much: then, in the drawing-room,
they insisted on a game at forfeits. It went on with great vivacity and
tumult. Narciss had lost a forfeit: they ordered him, by way of penalty, to
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seems he staid too long beside my next neighbor, the lady of a captain. The
latter on a sudden struck him such a box with his fist, that the powder flew
about me, into my eyes. When I had got my eyes cleared, and in some
degree recovered from my terror, I saw that both gentlemen had drawn their
swords. Narciss was bleeding; and the other, mad with wine and rage and
jealousy, could scarcely be held back by all the company. I seized Narciss,
led him by the arm up-stairs; and, as I did not think my friend safe even
here from his frantic enemy, I shut the door and bolted it.
Neither of us considered the wound serious, for a slight cut across the hand
was all we saw. Soon, however, I discovered that there was a stream of
blood running down his back, that there was a deep wound on the head. I
now began to be afraid. I hastened to the lobby, to get help: but I could see
no person; every one had staid below to calm the raving captain. At last a
daughter of the family came skipping up: her mirth annoyed me; she was
like to die with laughing at the bedlam spectacle. I conjured her, for the
sake of Heaven, to get a surgeon; and she, in her wild way, sprang down-
stairs to fetch me one herself.
Returning to my wounded friend, I bound my handkerchief about his hand,
and a neckerchief, that was hanging on the door, about his head. He was
still bleeding copiously: he now grew pale, and seemed as if he were about
to faint. There was none at hand to aid me: I very freely put my arm round
him, patted his cheek, and tried to cheer him by little flatteries. It seemed to
act on him like a spiritual remedy: he kept his senses, but sat as pale as
death.
At last the active housewife arrived: it is easy to conceive her terror when
she saw my friend in this predicament, lying in my arms, and both of us
bestreamed with blood. No one had supposed he was wounded: all
imagined I had carried him away in safety.
Now smelling-bottles, wine, and every thing that could support and
stimulate, were copiously produced. The surgeon also came, and I might
easily have been dispensed with. Narciss, however, held me firmly by the
hand: I would have staid without holding. During the dressing of his
wounds, I continued wetting his lips with wine: I minded not, though all the

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company were now about us. The surgeon having finished, his patient took
a mute but tender leave of me, and was conducted home.
The mistress of the house now led me to her bedroom: she had to strip me
altogether; and I must confess, while they washed the blood from me, I saw
with pleasure, for the first time, in a mirror, that I might be reckoned
beautiful without help of dress. No portion of my clothes could be put on
again; and, as the people of the house were all either less or larger than
myself, I was taken home in a strange disguise. My parents were, of course,
astonished. They felt exceedingly indignant at my fright, at the wounds of
their friend, at the captain's madness, at the whole occurrence. A very little
would have made my father send the captain a challenge, that he might
avenge his friend without delay. He blamed the gentlemen that had been
there, because they had not punished on the spot such a murderous attempt;
for it was but too clear, that the captain, instantly on striking, had drawn his
sword, and wounded the other from behind. The cut across the hand had
been given just when Narciss himself was grasping at his sword. I felt
unspeakably affected, altered; or how shall I express it? The passion which
was sleeping at the deepest bottom of my heart had at once broken loose,
like a flame getting air. And if joy and pleasure are well suited for the first
producing and the silent nourishing of love, yet this passion, bold by nature,
is most easily impelled by terror to decide and to declare itself. My mother
gave her little flurried daughter some medicine, and made her go to bed.
With the earliest morrow my father hastened to Narciss, whom he found
lying very sick of a wound-fever.
He told me little of what passed between them, but tried to quiet me about
the probable results of this event. They were now considering whether an
apology should be accepted, whether the affair should go before a court of
justice, and many other points of that description. I knew my father too well
to doubt that he would be averse to see the matter end without a duel: but I
held my peace; for I had learned from him before, that women should not
meddle in such things. For the rest, it did not strike me as if any thing had
passed between the friends, in which my interests were specially concerned;
but my father soon communicated to my mother the purport of their further
conversation. Narciss, he said, appeared to be exceedingly affected at the
help afforded by me; had embraced him, declared himself my debtor
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with me, and concluded by entreating that he might presume to ask my
hand. All this mamma repeated to me, but subjoined the safe reflection,
that, "as for what was said in the first agitation of mind in such a case, there
was little trust to be placed in it."—"Of course, none," I answered with
affected coldness; though all the while I was feeling, Heaven knows what.
Narciss continued sick for two months; owing to the wound in his right
hand, he could not even write. Yet, in the mean time, he showed me his
regard by the most obliging courtesies. All these unusual attentions I
combined with what my mother had disclosed to me, and constantly my
head was full of fancies. The whole city talked of the occurrence. With me
they spoke of it in a peculiar tone: they drew inferences, which, greatly as I
struggled to avoid them, touched me very close. What had formerly been
habitude and trifling, was now grown seriousness and inclination. The
anxiety in which I lived was the more violent, the more carefully I studied
to conceal it from every one. The idea of losing him frightened me: the
possibility of any closer union made me tremble. For a half-prudent girl,
there is really something awful in the thought of marriage.
By such incessant agitations I was once more led to recollect myself. The
gaudy imagery of a thoughtless life, which used to hover day and night
before my eyes, was at once blown away. My soul again began to awaken,
but the greatly interrupted intimacy with my invisible friend was not so
easy to renew. We still continued at a frigid distance: it was again
something, but little to the times of old.
A duel had been fought, and the captain severely wounded, before I ever
heard of it. The public feeling was, in all senses, strong on the side of my
lover, who at length again appeared upon the scene. But, first of all, he
came, with his head tied up and his arm in a sling, to visit us. How my heart
beat while he was there! The whole family was present: general thanks and
compliments were all that passed on either side. Narciss, however, found an
opportunity to show some secret tokens of his love to me; by which means
my inquietude was but increased. After his recovery he visited us
throughout the winter on the former footing; and in spite of all the soft,
private marks of tenderness which he contrived to give me, the whole affair
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In this manner was I kept in constant practice. I could trust my thoughts to
no mortal, and from God I was too far removed. Him I had quite forgotten
those four wild years: I now again began to think of him occasionally, but
our acquaintance had grown cool; they were visits of mere ceremony these;
and as, moreover, in waiting on him, I used to dress in fine apparel, to set
before him self-complacently my virtue, honor, and superiorities to others,
he did not seem to notice me, or know me in that finery.
A courtier would have been exceedingly distressed, if the prince who held
his fortune in his hands had treated him in this way; but, for me, I did not
sorrow at it. I had what I required,—health and conveniences: if God should
please to think of me, well; if not, I reckoned I had done my duty.
This, in truth, I did not think at that period; yet it was the true figure of my
soul. But, to change and purify my feelings, preparations were already
made.
The spring came on: Narciss once visited me unannounced, and at a time
when I happened to be quite alone. He now appeared in the character of
lover, and asked me if I could bestow on him my heart, and, so soon as he
should obtain some lucrative and honorable place, my hand along with it.
He had been received into our service; but at first they kept him back, and
would not rapidly promote him, because they dreaded his ambition. Having
some little fortune of his own, he was left with a slender salary.
Notwithstanding my regard for him, I knew that he was not a man to treat
with altogether frankly. I drew up, therefore, and referred him to my father.
About my father he did not seem to doubt, but wished first to be at one with
me, now and here. I at last said, Yes; but stipulated, as an indispensable
condition, that my parents should concur. He then spoke formally with both
of them; they signified their satisfaction: mutual promises were given, on
the faith of his advancement, which it was expected would be speedy.
Sisters and aunts were informed of this arrangement, and the strictest
secrecy enjoined on them.
Thus had my lover become my bridegroom, and great was the difference
between the two. If one could change the lovers of all honorable maidens
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should not follow the connection. The love between two persons does not
lessen by the change, but it becomes more reasonable. Innumerable little
follies, all coquetries and caprices, disappear. If the bridegroom tells us that
we please him better in a morning-cap than in the finest head-dress, no
discreet young woman will disturb herself about her hair-dressing; and
nothing is more natural than that he, too, should think solidly, and rather
wish to form a housewife for himself than a gaudy doll for others. And thus
it is in every province of the business.
Should a young woman of this kind be fortunate enough to have a
bridegroom who possesses understanding and acquirements, she learns
from him more than universities and foreign lands can teach. She not only
willingly receives instruction when he offers it, but she endeavors to elicit
more and more from him. Love makes much that was impossible possible.
By degrees, too, that subjection, so necessary and so graceful for the female
sex, begins: the bridegroom does not govern like the husband; he only asks:
but his mistress seeks to discover what he wants, and to offer it before he
asks it.
So did experience teach me what I would not for much have missed. I was
happy, truly happy as woman could be in the world,—that is to say, for a
while.
Amid these quiet joys, a summer passed away. Narciss gave not the
slightest reason to complain of him: he daily became more dear to me; my
whole soul was his. This he well knew, and knew also how to prize it.
Meanwhile, from seeming trifles, something rose, which by and by grew
hurtful to our union.
Narciss behaved to me as to a bride, and never dared to ask of me such
favors as were yet forbidden us. But, about the boundaries of virtue and
decorum, we were of very different opinions. I meant to walk securely, and
so never granted him the smallest freedom which the whole world might
not have witnessed. He, used to dainties, thought this diet very strict. On
this point there was continual variance: he praised my modesty, and sought
to undermine my resolution.
The serious of my old French teacher now occurred to me, as well as the
defence which I had once suggested in regard to it.

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With God I had again become a little more acquainted. He had given me a
bridegroom whom I loved, and for this I felt some thankfulness. Earthly
love itself concentrated my soul, and put its powers in motion: nor did it
contradict my intercourse with God. I naturally complained to him of what
alarmed me, but I did not perceive that I myself was wishing and desiring it.
In my own eyes I was strong: I did not pray, "Lead us not into temptation!"
My thoughts were far beyond temptation. In this flimsy tinsel-work of
virtue I came to God. He did not drive me back. On the smallest movement
towards him, he left a soft impression in my soul; and this impression
caused me always to return.
Except Narciss, the world was altogether dead to me: excepting him, there
was nothing in it that had any charm. Even my love for dress was but the
wish to please him: if I knew that he was not to see me, I could spend no
care upon it. I liked to dance; but, if he was not beside me, it seemed as if I
could not bear the motion. At a brilliant festival, if he was not invited, I
could neither take the trouble of providing new things, nor of putting on the
old according to the mode. To me they were alike agreeable, or rather, I
might say, alike burdensome. I used to reckon such an evening very fairly
spent when I could join myself to any ancient card-party, though formerly I
had not the smallest taste for such things; and, if some old acquaintance
came and rallied me about it, I would smile, perhaps for the first time all
that night. So, likewise, it was with promenades, and every social
entertainment that can be imagined:—

"Him had I chosen from all others;
His would I be, and not another's:
To me his love was all in all."

Thus was I often solitary in the midst of company, and real solitude was
generally acceptable to me. But my busy soul could neither sleep nor
dream: I felt and thought, and acquired by degrees some faculty to speak
about my feelings and my thoughts with God. Then were feelings of
another sort unfolded, but these did not contradict the former feelings: my
affection to Narciss accorded with the universal scheme of nature; it
nowhere hindered the performance of a duty. They did not contradict each
other, yet they were immensely different. Narciss was the only living form
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other feeling was not directed towards any form, and yet it was unspeakably
agreeable. I no longer have it: I no longer can impart it.
My lover, whom I used to trust with all my secrets, did not know of this. I
soon discovered that he thought far otherwise: he often gave me writings
which opposed, with light and heavy weapons, all that can be called
connection with the Invisible. I used to read the books because they came
from him; but, at the end, I knew no word of all that had been argued in
them.
Nor, in regard to sciences and knowledge, was there want of contradiction
in our conduct. He did as all men do,—he mocked at learned women; and
yet he kept continually instructing me. He used to speak with me on all
subjects, law excepted; and, while constantly procuring books of every kind
for me, he frequently repeated the uncertain precept, "That a lady ought to
keep the knowledge she might have more secret than the Calvinist his creed
in Catholic countries." And while I, by natural consequence, endeavored not
to show myself more wise or learned than formerly before the world,
Narciss himself was commonly the first who yielded to the vanity of
speaking about me and my superiorities.
A nobleman of high repute, and at that time valued for his influence, his
talents, and accomplishments, was living at our court with great applause.
He bestowed especial notice on Narciss, whom he kept continually about
him. They once had an argument about the virtue of women. Narciss
repeated to me what had passed between them: I was not wanting with my
observations, and my friend required of me a written essay on the subject. I
could write French fluently enough: I had laid a good foundation with my
teacher. My correspondence with Narciss was likewise carried on in French:
except in French books, there was then no elegant instruction to be had. My
essay pleased the count: I was obliged to let him have some little songs,
which I had lately been composing. In short, Narciss appeared to revel
without stint in the renown of his beloved: and the story, to his great
contentment, ended with a French epistle in heroic verse, which the count
transmitted to him on departing; in which their argument was mentioned,
and my friend reminded of his happiness in being destined, after all his
doubts and errors, to learn most certainly what virtue was, in the arms of a
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He showed this poem first of all to me, and then to almost every one; each
thinking of the matter what he pleased. Thus did he act in several cases:
every stranger, whom he valued, must be made acquainted in our house.
A noble family was staying for a season in the place, to profit by the skill of
our physician. In this house, too, Narciss was looked on as a son; he
introduced me there; we found among these worthy persons the most
pleasant entertainment for mind and heart. Even the common pastimes of
society appeared less empty here than elsewhere. All knew how matters
stood with us: they treated us as circumstances would allow, and left the
main relation unalluded to. I mention this one family; because, in the after-
period of my life, it had a powerful influence upon me.
Almost a year of our connection had elapsed; and, along with it, our spring
was over. The summer came, and all grew drier and more earnest.
By several unexpected deaths, some offices fell vacant, which Narciss
might make pretensions to. The instant was at hand when my whole destiny
must be decided; and while Narciss, and all our friends, were making every
effort to efface some impressions which obstructed him at court, and to
obtain for him the wished-for situation, I turned with my request to my
Invisible Friend. I was received so kindly, that I gladly came again. I
confessed, without disguise, my wish that Narciss might obtain the place;
but my prayer was not importunate, and I did not require that it should
happen for the sake of my petition.
The place was obtained by a far inferior competitor. I was dreadfully
troubled at this news: I hastened to my room, the door of which I locked
behind me. The first fit of grief went off in a shower of tears: the next
thought was, "Yet it was not by chance that it happened;" and instantly I
formed the resolution to be well content with it, seeing even this apparent
evil would be for my true advantage. The softest emotions then pressed in
upon me, and divided all the clouds of sorrow. I felt, that, with help like
this, there was nothing one might not endure. At dinner I appeared quite
cheerful, to the great astonishment of all the house.
Narciss had less internal force than I, and I was called upon to comfort him.
In his family, too, he had many crosses to encounter, some of which
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he intrusted me with all. His negotiations for entering on foreign service
were not more fortunate; all this I felt deeply on his account and mine; all
this, too, I ultimately carried to the place where my petitions had already
been so well received.
The softer these experiences were, the oftener did I endeavor to renew
them: I hoped continually to meet with comfort where I had so often met
with it. Yet I did not always meet with it: I was as one that goes to warm
him in the sunshine, while there is something standing in the way that
makes a shadow. "What is this?" I asked myself. I traced the matter
zealously, and soon perceived that it all depended on the situation of my
soul: if this was not turned in the straightest direction towards God, I still
continued cold; I did not feel his counter-influence; I could obtain no
answer. The second question was, "What hinders this direction?" Here I was
in a wide field: I perplexed myself in an inquiry which lasted nearly all the
second year of my attachment to Narciss. I might have ended the
investigation sooner, for it was not long till I had got upon the proper trace;
but I would not confess it, and I sought a thousand outlets.
I very soon discovered that the straight direction of my soul was marred by
foolish dissipations, and employment with unworthy things. The how and
the where were clear enough to me. Yet by what means could I help myself,
or extricate my mind from the calls of a world where every thing was either
cold indifference or hot insanity? Gladly would I have left things standing
as they were, and lived from day to day, floating down with the stream, like
other people whom I saw quite happy: but I durst not: my inmost feelings
contradicted me too often. Yet if I determined to renounce society, and alter
my relations to others, it was not in my power. I was hemmed in as by a
ring drawn round me; certain connections I could not dissolve; and, in the
matter which lay nearest to my heart, fatalities accumulated and oppressed
me more and more. I often went to bed with tears, and, after a sleepless
night, arose again with tears: I required some strong support: and God
would not vouchsafe it me while I was running with the cap and bells.
I proceeded now to estimate my doings, all and each: dancing and play
were first put upon their trial. Never was there any thing spoken, thought, or
written, for or against these practices, which I did not examine, talk of,
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habits, I was certain that Narciss would be offended; for he dreaded
exceedingly the ridicule which any look of straitlaced conscientiousness
gives one in the eyes of the world. And doing what I now looked upon as
folly, noxious folly, out of no taste of my own, but merely to gratify him, it
all grew wofully irksome to me.
Without disagreeable prolixities and repetitions, it is not in my power to
represent what pains I took, in trying so to counteract those occupations
which distracted my attention and disturbed my peace of mind, that my
heart, in spite of them, might still be open to the influences of the Invisible
Being. But at last, with pain, I was compelled to admit, that in this way the
quarrel could not be composed. For no sooner had I clothed myself in the
garment of folly, than it came to be something more than a mask, than the
foolishness pierced and penetrated me through and through.
May I here overstep the province of a mere historical detail, and offer one
or two remarks on what was then taking place within me? What could it be
which so changed my tastes and feelings, that, in my twenty-second year,
nay, earlier, I lost all relish for the recreations with which people of that age
are harmlessly delighted? Why were they not harmless for me? I may
answer, "Just because they were not harmless; because I was not, like others
of my years, unacquainted with my soul." No! I knew, from experiences
which had reached me unsought, that there are loftier emotions, which
afford us a contentment such as it is vain to seek in the amusements of the
world; and that, in these higher joys, there is also kept a secret treasure for
strengthening the spirit in misfortune.
But the pleasures of society, the dissipations of youth, must needs have had
a powerful charm for me; since it was not in my power to engage in them
without participation, to act among them as if they were not there. How
many things could I now do, if I liked, with entire coldness, which then
dazzled and confounded me, nay, threatened to obtain the mastery over me!
Here there could no medium be observed: either those delicious
amusements, or my nourishing and quickening internal emotions, must be
given up.
But, in my soul, the strife had, without my own consciousness, already been
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pleasures, I had now become unfitted for enjoying them. Much as a man
might hanker after wine, all desire of drinking would forsake him, if he
should be placed among full barrels in a cellar, where the foul air was like
to suffocate him. Free air is more than wine; this I felt but too keenly: and,
from the first, it would have cost me little studying to prefer the good to the
delightful, if the fear of losing the affection of Narciss had not restrained
me. But at last, when after many thousand struggles, and thoughts
continually renewed, I began to cast a steady eye upon the bond which held
me to him, I discovered that it was but weak, that it might be torn asunder. I
at once perceived it to be only as a glass bell, which shut me up in the
exhausted, airless space: one bold stroke to break the bell in pieces, and
thou art delivered!
No sooner thought than tried. I drew off the mask, and on all occasions
acted as my heart directed. Narciss I still cordially loved: but the
thermometer, which formerly had stood in hot water, was now hanging in
the natural air; it could rise no higher than the warmth of the atmosphere
directed.
Unhappily it cooled very much. Narciss drew back, and began to assume a
distant air: this was at his option, but my thermometer descended as he
drew back. Our family observed this, questioned me, and seemed to be
surprised. I explained to them, with stout defiance, that heretofore I had
made abundant sacrifices; that I was ready, still farther and to the end of my
life, to share all crosses that befell him; but that I required full freedom in
my conduct, that my doings and avoidings must depend upon my own
conviction; that, indeed, I would never bigotedly cleave to my own opinion,
but, on the other hand, would willingly be reasoned with; yet, as it
concerned my own happiness, the decision must proceed from myself, and
be liable to no manner of constraint. The greatest physician could not move
me, by his reasonings, to take an article of food, which perhaps was
altogether wholesome and agreeable to many, so soon as my experience had
shown, that on all occasions it was noxious to me; as I might produce coffee
for an instance: and just as little, nay, still less, would I have any sort of
conduct which misled me, preached up and demonstrated upon me as
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Having so long prepared myself in silence, these debates were rather
pleasant than vexatious to me. I gave vent to my soul: I felt the whole worth
of my determination. I yielded not a hair's-breadth, and those to whom I
owed no filial respect were sharply handled and despatched. In the family I
soon prevailed. My mother from her youth had entertained these
sentiments, though in her they had never reached maturity; for no necessity
had pressed upon her, and exalted her courage to achieve her purpose. She
rejoiced in beholding her silent wishes fulfilled through me. My younger
sisters seemed to join themselves with me: the second was attentive and
quiet. Our aunt had the most to object. The arguments which she employed
appeared to her irrefragable; and they were irrefragable, being altogether
commonplace. At last I was obliged to show her, that she had no voice in
the affair in any sense; and, after this, she seldom signified that she
persisted in her views. She was, indeed, the only person that observed this
transaction close at hand, without in some degree experiencing its
influence. I do not calumniate her, when I say that she had no character, and
the most limited ideas.
My father had acted altogether in his own way. He spoke not much, but
often, with me on the matter: his arguments were rational; and, being his
arguments, they could not be impugned. It was only the deep feeling of my
right that gave me strength to dispute against him. But the scenes soon
changed: I was forced to make appeal to his heart. Straitened by his
understanding, I came out with the most pathetic pleadings. I gave free
course to my tongue and to my tears. I showed him how much I loved
Narciss; how much constraint I had for two years been enduring; how
certain I was of being in the right; that I was ready to testify that certainty,
by the loss of my beloved bridegroom and prospective happiness,—nay, if it
were necessary, by the loss of all that I possessed on earth; that I would
rather leave my native country, my parents, and my friends, and beg my
bread in foreign lands, than act against these dictates of my conscience. He
concealed his emotion: he said nothing on the subject for a while, and at last
he openly declared in my favor.
During all this time Narciss forbore to visit us; and my father now gave up
the weekly club, where he was used to meet him. The business made a noise
at court, and in the town. People talked about it, as is common in such
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has usurped an influence on the resolutions of weak minds. I knew enough
about the world to understand that one's conduct is often censured by the
very persons who would have advised it, had one consulted them; and
independently of this, with my internal composure, I should have looked on
all such transitory speculations just as if they had not been.
On the other hand, I hindered not myself from yielding to my inclination for
Narciss. To me he had become invisible, and to him my feelings had not
altered. I loved him tenderly; as it were anew, and much more steadfastly
than before. If he chose to leave my conscience undisturbed, then I was his:
wanting this condition, I would have refused a kingdom with him. For
several months I bore these feelings and these thoughts about with me; and,
finding at last that I was calm and strong enough to go peacefully and
firmly to work, I wrote him a polite but not a tender note, inquiring why he
never came to see me.
As I knew his manner of avoiding to explain himself in little matters, but of
silently doing what seemed good to him, I purposely urged him in the
present instance. I got a long, and, as it seemed to me, pitiful, reply, in
vague style and unmeaning phrases, stating, that, without a better place, he
could not fix himself, and offer me his hand; that I best knew how hard it
had fared with him hitherto; that as he was afraid lest a fruitless intercourse,
so long continued, might prove hurtful to my reputation, I would give him
leave to continue at his present distance; so soon as it was in his power to
make me happy, he would look upon the word which he had given me as
sacred.
I answered him on the spot, that, as our intercourse was known to all the
world, it might, perhaps, be rather late to spare my reputation: for which, at
any rate, my conscience and my innocence were the surest pledges;
however, that I hereby freely gave him back his word, and hoped the change
would prove a happy one for him. The same hour I received a short reply,
which was, in all essential particulars, entirely synonymous with the first.
He adhered to his former statement, that, so soon as he obtained a situation,
he would ask me, if I pleased, to share his fortune with him.
This I interpreted as meaning simply nothing. I signified to my relations and
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Having, nine months afterwards, obtained the much-desired preferment, he
offered me his hand, but under the condition, that, as the wife of a man who
must keep house like other people, I should alter my opinions. I returned
him many thanks, and hastened with my heart and mind away from this
transaction, as one hastens from the playhouse when the curtain falls. And
as he, a short time afterwards, had found a rich and advantageous match, a
thing now easy for him; and as I now knew him to be happy in the way he
liked,—my own tranquillity was quite complete.
I must not pass in silence the fact, that several times before he got a place,
and after it, there were respectable proposals made to me; which, however, I
declined without the smallest hesitation, much as my father and my mother
could have wished for more compliance on my part.
At length, after a stormy March and April, the loveliest May weather
seemed to be allotted me. With good health, I enjoyed an indescribable
composure of mind: look around me as I pleased, my loss appeared a gain
to me. Young and full of sensibility, I thought the universe a thousand times
more beautiful than formerly, when I required to have society and play, that
in the fair garden tedium might not overtake me. And now, as I did not
conceal my piety, I likewise took heart to own my love for the sciences and
arts. I drew, painted, read, and found enough of people to support me:
instead of the great world, which I had left, or, rather, which had left me, a
smaller one formed itself about me, which was infinitely richer and more
entertaining. I had a turn for social life; and I do not deny, that, on giving up
my old acquaintances, I trembled at the thought of solitude. I now found
myself abundantly, perhaps excessively, indemnified. My acquaintances
erelong were very numerous, not at home only, but likewise among people
at a distance. My story had been noised abroad, and many persons felt a
curiosity to see the woman who had valued God above her bridegroom.
There was a certain pious tone to be observed, at that time, generally over
Germany. In the families of several counts and princes, a care for the
welfare of the soul had been awakened. Nor were there wanting noblemen
who showed a like attention; while, in the inferior classes, sentiments of
this kind were diffused on every side.
The noble family, whom I mentioned above, now drew me nearer to them.
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having settled in the town. These estimable persons courted my familiarity,
as I did theirs. They had high connections: I became acquainted, in their
house, with a great part of the princes, counts, and lords of the empire. My
sentiments were not concealed from any one: they might be honored or be
tolerated; I obtained my object,—none attacked me.
There was yet another way by which I was again led back into the world.
About this period a step-brother of my father, who till now had never
visited the house except in passing, staid with us for a considerable time. He
had left the service of his court, where he enjoyed great influence and
honor, simply because all matters were not managed quite according to his
mind. His intellect was just, his character was rigid. In these points he was
very like my father: only the latter had withal a certain touch of softness,
which enabled him with greater ease to yield a little in affairs, and though
not to do, yet to permit, some things against his own conviction; and then to
evaporate his anger at them, either in silence by himself, or in confidence
amid his family. My uncle was a great deal younger, and his independence
of spirit had been favored by his outward circumstances. His mother had
been very rich, and he still had large possessions to expect from her near
and distant relatives; so he needed no foreign increase: whereas my father,
with his moderate fortune, was bound to his place by the consideration of
his salary.
My uncle had become still more unbending from domestic sufferings. He
had early lost an amiable wife and a hopeful son; and, from that time, he
appeared to wish to push away from him every thing that did not hang upon
his individual will.
In our family it was whispered now and then with some complacency, that
probably he would not wed again, and so we children might anticipate
inheriting his fortune. I paid small regard to this, but the demeanor of the
rest was not a little modified by their hopes. In his own imperturbable
firmness of character, my uncle had grown into the habit of never
contradicting any one in conversation. On the other hand, he listened with a
friendly air to every one's opinion, and would himself elucidate and
strengthen it by instances and reasons of his own. All who did not know
him fancied that he thought as they did: for he was possessed of a
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any man, and imitate his manner of conceiving. With me he did not prosper
quite so well; for here the question was about emotions, of which he had not
any glimpse: and, with whatever tolerance and sympathy and rationality he
spoke about my sentiments, it was palpable to me, that he had not the
slightest notion of what formed the ground of all my conduct.
With all his secrecy, we by and by found out the aim of his unusual stay
with us. He had, as we at length discovered, cast his eyes upon our youngest
sister, with the view of giving her in marriage, and rendering her happy as
he pleased; and certainly, considering her personal and mental attractions,
particularly when a handsome fortune was laid into the scale along with
them, she might pretend to the first matches. His feelings towards me he
likewise showed us pantomimically, by procuring me a post of canoness,
the income of which I very soon began to draw.
My sister was not so contented with his care as I. She now disclosed to me a
tender secret, which hitherto she had very wisely kept back; fearing, as in
truth it happened, that I would by all means counsel her against connection
with a man who was not suited to her. I did my utmost, and succeeded. The
purpose of my uncle was too serious and too distinct: the prospect for my
sister, with her worldly views, was too delightful to be thwarted by a
passion which her own understanding disapproved; she mustered force to
give it up.
On her ceasing to resist the gentle guidance of my uncle, the foundation of
his plan was quickly laid. She was appointed maid of honor at a
neighboring court, where he could commit her to the oversight and the
instructions of a lady, his friend, who presided there as governess with great
applause. I accompanied her to the place of her new abode. Both of us had
reason to be satisfied with the reception we met with; and frequently I could
not help, in secret, smiling at the character, which now as canoness, as
young and pious canoness, I was enacting in the world.
In earlier times a situation such as this would have confused me dreadfully,
perhaps have turned my head; but now, in the midst of all the splendors that
surrounded me, I felt extremely cool. With great quietness I let them frizzle
me, and deck me out for hours, and thought no more of it than that my place
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and each, though no shape or character among them made any impression
on me. On returning to my house, nearly all the feeling I brought back with
me was that of tired limbs. Yet my understanding drew advantage from the
multitude of persons whom I saw: and I became acquainted with some
ladies, patterns of every virtue, of a noble and good demeanor; particularly
with the governess, under whom my sister was to have the happiness of
being formed.
At my return, however, the consequences of this journey, in regard to
health, were found to be less favorable. With the greatest temperance, the
strictest diet, I had not been, as I used to be, completely mistress of my time
and strength. Food, motion, rising, and going to sleep, dressing and visiting,
had not depended, as at home, on my own conveniency and will. In the
circle of social life you cannot stop without a breach of courtesy: all that
was needful I had willingly performed; because I looked upon it as my duty,
because I knew that it would soon be over, and because I felt myself
completely healthy. Yet this unusual, restless life must have had more effect
upon me than I was aware of. Scarcely had I reached home, and cheered my
parents with a comfortable narrative, when I was attacked by a hemorrhage,
which, although it did not prove dangerous or lasting, yet left a weakness
after it, perceptible for many a day.
Here, then, I had another lesson to repeat. I did it joyfully. Nothing bound
me to the world, and I was convinced that here the true good was never to
be found; so I waited in the cheerfullest and meekest state: and, after having
abdicated life, I was retained in it.
A new trial was awaiting me: my mother took a painful and oppressive
ailment, which she had to bear five years, before she paid the debt of nature.
All this time we were sharply proved. Often, when her terror grew too
strong, she would have us all summoned, in the night, to her bed, that so at
least she might be busied, if not bettered, by our presence. The load grew
heavier, nay, scarcely to be borne, when my father, too, became unwell.
From his youth he had frequently had violent headaches, which, however, at
longest never used to last beyond six and thirty hours. But now they were
continual; and, when they mounted to a high degree of pain, his moanings
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my bodily weakness; because it kept me from my holiest and dearest duties,
or rendered the performance of them hard to an extreme degree.
It was now that I could try whether the path which I had chosen was the
path of fantasy or truth; whether I had merely thought as others showed me,
or the object of my trust had a reality. To my unspeakable support, I always
found the latter. The straight direction of my heart to God, the fellowship of
the "Beloved Ones."[3] I had sought and found; and this was what made all
things light to me. As a traveller in the dark, my soul, when all was pressing
on me from without, hastened to the place of refuge; and never did it return
empty.
In later times some champions of religion, who seem to be animated more
by zeal than feeling for it, have required of their brethren to produce
examples of prayers actually heard; apparently as wishing to have seal and
signature, that so they might proceed juridically in the matter. How
unknown must the true feeling be to these persons! how few real
experiences can they themselves have made!
I can say that I never returned empty, when in straits and oppression I called
on God. This is saying infinitely much: more I must not and can not say.
Important as each experience was at the critical moment for myself, the
recital of them would be flat, improbable, and insignificant, were I to
specify the separate cases. Happy was I, that a thousand little incidents in
combination proved, as clearly as the drawing of my breath proved me to be
living, that I was not without God in the world. He was near to me: I was
before him. This is what, with a diligent avoidance of all theological
systematic terms, I can with the greatest truth declare.
Much do I wish, that, in those times too, I had been entirely without system.
But which of us arrives early at the happiness of being conscious of his
individual self, in its own pure combination, without extraneous forms? I
was in earnest with religion. I timidly trusted in the judgments of others: I
entirely gave in to the Hallean system of conversion, but my nature would
by no means tally with it.
According to this scheme of doctrine, the alteration of the heart must begin
with a deep terror on account of sin: the heart in this agony must recognize,
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foretaste of hell, and so embitter the delight of sin. At last it feels a very
palpable assurance of grace; which, however, in its progress often fades
away, and must again be sought with earnest prayer.
Of all this no jot or tittle happened with me. When I sought God sincerely,
he let himself be found of me, and did not reproach me about by-gone
things. On looking back, I saw well enough where I had been unworthy,
where I still was so; but the confession of my faults was altogether without
terror. Not for a moment did the fear of hell occur to me; nay, the very
notion of a wicked spirit, and a place of punishment and torment after
death, could nowise gain admission into the circle of my thoughts. I
considered the men who lived without God, whose hearts were shut against
the trust in and the love of the Invisible, as already so unhappy, that a hell
and external pains appeared to promise rather an alleviation than an
increase of their misery. I had but to look upon the persons, in this world,
who in their breasts gave scope to hateful feelings; who hardened their
hearts against the good of whatever kind, and strove to force the evil on
themselves and others; who shut their eyes by day, that so they might deny
the shining of the sun. How unutterably wretched did these persons seem to
me! Who could have formed a hell to make their situation worse?
This mood of mind continued in me, without change, for half a score of
years. It maintained itself through many trials, even at the moving death-
bed of my beloved mother. I was frank enough, on this occasion, not to hide
my comfortable frame of mind from certain pious but rigorously orthodox
people; and I had to suffer many a friendly admonition on that score. They
reckoned they were just in season, for explaining with what earnestness one
should be diligent to lay a right foundation in the days of health and youth.
In earnestness I, too, determined not to fail. For the moment I allowed
myself to be convinced; and fain would I have grown, for life, distressed
and full of fears. But what was my surprise on finding that I absolutely
could not. When I thought of God, I was cheerful and contented: even at the
painful end of my dear mother, I did not shudder at the thought of death. Yet
I learned many and far other things than my uncalled teachers thought of, in
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By degrees I grew to doubt the dictates of so many famous people, and
retained my own sentiments in silence. A certain lady of my friends, to
whom I had at first disclosed too much, insisted always on interfering with
my business. Of her, too, I was obliged to rid myself: I at last firmly told
her, that she might spare herself this labor, as I did not need her counsel;
that I knew my God, and would have no guide but him. She was greatly
offended: I believe she never quite forgave me.
Such determination to withdraw from the advices and the influence of my
friends, in spiritual matters, produced the consequence, that also in my
temporal affairs I gained sufficient courage to obey my own persuasions.
But for the assistance of my faithful, invisible Leader, I could not have
prospered here. I am still gratefully astonished at his wise and happy
guidance. No one knew how matters stood with me: even I myself did not
know.
The thing, the wicked and inexplicable thing, which separates us from the
Being to whom we owe our life, and in whom all that deserves the name of
life must find its nourishment,—the thing which we call sin I yet knew
nothing of.
In my intercourse with my invisible Friend, I felt the sweetest enjoyment of
all my powers. My desire of constantly enjoying this felicity was so
predominant, that I abandoned without hesitation whatever marred our
intercourse; and here experience was my best teacher. But it was with me as
with sick persons who have no medicine, and try to help themselves by diet:
something is accomplished, but far from enough.
I could not always live in solitude, though in it I found the best preservative
against the dissipation of my thoughts. On returning to the tumult, the
impression it produced upon me was the deeper for my previous loneliness.
My most peculiar advantage lay in this, that love for quiet was my ruling
passion, and that in the end I still drew back to it. I perceived, as in a kind
of twilight, my weakness and my misery, and tried to save myself by
avoiding danger and exposure.
For seven years I had used my dietetic scheme. I held myself not wicked,
and I thought my state desirable. But for some peculiar circumstances and
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got farther. Contrary to the advice of all my friends, I entered on a new
connection. Their objections, at first, made me pause. I turned to my
invisible Leader; and, as he permitted me, I went forward without fear.
A man of spirit, heart, and talents had bought a property beside us. Among
the strangers whom I grew acquainted with, were this person and his family.
In our manners, domestic economy, and habits we accorded well; and thus
we soon approximated to each other.
Philo, as I propose to call him, was already middle-aged: in certain matters
he was highly serviceable to my father, whose strength was now decaying.
He soon became the friend of the family: and finding in me, as he was
pleased to say, a person free alike from the extravagance and emptiness of
the great world, and from the narrowness and aridness of the still world in
the country, he courted intimacy with me; and erelong we were in one
another's confidence. To me he was very pleasing and useful.
Though I did not feel the smallest inclination or capacity for mingling in
public business, or seeking any influence on it, yet I liked to hear about
such matters,—liked to know whatever happened far and near. Of worldly
things, I loved to get a clear though unconcerned perception: feeling,
sympathy, affection, I reserved for God, for my people, and my friends.
The latter were, if I may say so, jealous of Philo, in my new connection
with him. In more than one sense, they were right in warning me about it. I
suffered much in secret, for even I could not consider their remonstrances
as altogether empty or selfish. I had been accustomed, from of old, to give a
reason for my views and conduct; but in this case my conviction would not
follow. I prayed to God, that here, as elsewhere, he would warn, restrain,
and guide me; and, as my heart on this did not dissuade me, I went forward
on my way with comfort.
Philo, on the whole, had a remote resemblance to Narciss: only a pious
education had more enlivened and concentrated his feelings. He had less
vanity, more character; and in business, if Narciss was delicate, exact,
persevering, indefatigable, the other was clear, sharp, quick, and capable of
working with incredible ease. By means of him I learned the secret history
of almost every noble personage with whose exterior I had got acquainted
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from afar. Philo could now hide nothing from me: he confided to me, by
degrees, his own concerns, both inward and outward. I was in fear because
of him, for I foresaw certain circumstances and entanglements; and the
mischief came more speedily than I had looked for. There were some
confessions he had still kept back, and even at last he told me only what
enabled me to guess the worst.
What an effect had this upon my heart! I attained experiences which to me
were altogether new. With infinite sorrow I beheld an Agathon, who,
educated in the groves of Delphi, still owed his school-fees, which he was
now obliged to pay with their accumulated interest; and this Agathon was
my especial friend. My sympathy was lively and complete; I suffered with
him; both of us were in the strangest state.
After having long occupied myself with the temper of his mind, I at last
turned round to contemplate my own. The thought, "Thou art no better than
he," rose like a little cloud before me, and gradually expanded till it
darkened all my soul.
I now not only thought myself no better than he: I felt this, and felt it as I
should not wish to do again. Nor was it any transitory mood. For more than
a year, I was compelled to feel, that, had not an unseen hand restrained me,
I might have become a Girard, a Cartouche, a Damiens, or any wretch you
can imagine. The tendencies to this I traced too clearly in my heart.
Heavens, what a discovery!
If hitherto I had never been able, in the faintest degree, to recognize in
myself the reality of sin by experience, its possibility was now become
apparent to me by anticipation, in the frightfullest manner. And yet I knew
not evil; I but feared it: I felt that I might be guilty, and could not accuse
myself of being so.
Deeply as I was convinced that such a temperament of soul, as I now saw
mine to be, could never be adapted for that union with the invisible Being
which I hoped for after death, I did not, in the smallest, fear that I should
finally be separated from him. With all the wickedness which I discovered
in my heart, I still loved Him: I hated what I felt, nay, wished to hate it still
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and this tendency to sickness; and I was persuaded that the great Physician
would at length vouchsafe his help.
The sole question was, What medicine will cure this malady? The practice
of virtue? This I could not for a moment think. For ten years I had already
practised more than mere virtue; and the horrors now first discovered had,
all the while, lain hidden at the bottom of my soul. Might they not have
broken out with me, as they did with David when he looked on Bathsheba?
Yet was not he a friend of God! and was not I assured, in my inmost heart,
that God was my friend?
Was it, then, an unavoidable infirmity of human nature? Must we just
content ourselves in feeling and acknowledging the sovereignty of
inclination? And, with the best will, is there nothing left for us but to abhor
the fault we have committed, and on the like occasion to commit it again?
From systems of morality I could obtain no comfort. Neither their severity,
by which they try to bend our inclinations, nor their attractiveness, by
which they try to place our inclinations on the side of virtue, gave me any
satisfaction. The fundamental notions, which I had imbibed from
intercourse with my invisible Friend, were of far higher value to me.
Once, while I was studying the songs composed by David after that
tremendous fall, it struck me very much that he traced his indwelling
corruption even in the substance out of which he had been shaped; yet that
he wished to be freed from sin, and that he earnestly entreated for a pure
heart.
But how was this to be attained? The answer from Scripture I was well
aware of: "that the blood of Jesus cleanseth us from all sin," was a Bible
truth which I had long known. But now, for the first time, I observed that as
yet I had never understood this oft-repeated saying. The questions, What
does it mean? How is it to be? were day and night working out their
answers in me. At last I thought I saw, as by a gleam of light, that what I
sought was to be found in the incarnation of the everlasting Word, by whom
all things, even we ourselves, were made. That the Eternal descended as an
inhabitant to the depths in which we dwell, which he surveys and
comprehends; that he passed through our lot from stage to stage, from
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mounted to those shining heights, whither we too must rise in order to be
happy: all this was revealed to me, as in a dawning remoteness.
Oh! why must we, in speaking of such things, make use of figures which
can only indicate external situations? Where is there in his eyes aught high
or deep, aught dark or clear? It is we only that have an Under and Upper, a
night and day. And even for this did he become like us, since otherwise we
could have had no part in him.
But how shall we obtain a share in this priceless benefit? "By faith," the
Scripture says. And what is faith? To consider the account of an event as
true, what help can this afford me? I must be enabled to appropriate its
effects, its consequences. This appropriating faith must be a state of mind
peculiar, and, to the natural man, unknown.
"Now, gracious Father, grant me faith!" so prayed I once, in the deepest
heaviness of heart. I was leaning on a little table, where I sat: my tear-
stained countenance was hidden in my hands. I was now in the condition in
which we seldom are, but in which we are required to be, if God is to regard
our prayers.
Oh, that I could but paint what I felt then! A sudden force drew my soul to
the cross where Jesus once expired: it was a sudden force, a pull, I cannot
name it otherwise, such as leads our soul to an absent loved one; an
approximation, which, perhaps, is far more real and true than we imagine.
So did my soul approach the Son of man, who died upon the cross; and that
instant did I know what faith was.
"This is faith!" said I, and started up as if half frightened. I now endeavored
to get certain of my feeling, of my view; and shortly I became convinced
that my soul had acquired a power of soaring upwards which was altogether
new to it.
Words fail us in describing such emotions. I could most distinctly separate
them from all fantasy: they were entirely without fantasy, without image;
yet they gave us just such certainty of their referring to some object as our
imagination gives us when it paints the features of an absent lover.
When the first rapture was over, I observed that my present condition of
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strength; I had never held it fast, never made it mine. I believe, indeed,
every human soul at intervals feels something of it. Doubtless it is this
which teaches every mortal that there is a God.
With such faculty, wont from of old to visit me now and then, I had hitherto
been well content: and had not, by a singular arrangement of events, that
unexpected sorrow weighed upon me for a twelvemonth; had not my own
ability and strength, on that occasion, altogether lost credit with me,—I
perhaps might have remained content with such a state of matters all my
days.
But now, since that great moment, I had, as it were, got wings. I could
mount aloft above what used to threaten me; as the bird can fly singing and
with ease across the fiercest stream, while the little dog stands anxiously
baying on the bank.
My joy was indescribable; and, though I did not mention it to any one, my
people soon observed an unaccustomed cheerfulness in me, and could not
understand the reason of my joy. Had I but forever held my peace, and tried
to nourish this serene temper in my soul; had I not allowed myself to be
misled by circumstances, so as to reveal my secret,—I might then have
been saved once more a long and tedious circuit.
As in the previous ten years of my Christian course, this necessary force
had not existed in my soul, I had just been in the case of other worthy
people,—had helped myself by keeping my fancy always full of images,
which had some reference to God,—a practice so far truly useful; for
noxious images and their baneful consequences are by that means kept
away. Often, too, our spirit seizes one or other of these spiritual images, and
mounts with it a little way upwards, like a young bird fluttering from twig
to twig.
Images and impressions pointing towards God are presented to us by the
institutions of the Church, by organs, bells, singing, and particularly by the
preaching of our pastors. Of these I used to be unspeakably desirous; no
weather, no bodily weakness, could keep me from church; the sound of the
Sunday bells was the only thing that rendered me impatient on a sick-bed.
Our head court-chaplain, a gifted man, I heard with great pleasure; his
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the common fruit, with which on earthen platters it was mingled. With
public ordinances, all sorts of private exercises were combined; and these,
too, only nourished fancy and a finer kind of sense. I was so accustomed to
this track, I reverenced it so much, that even now no higher one occurred to
me. For my soul has only feelers, and not eyes: it gropes, but does not see.
Ah! that it could get eyes, and look!
Now again, therefore, I went with a longing mind to sermon; but, alas! what
happened? I no longer found what I was wont to find. These preachers were
blunting their teeth on the shell, while I enjoyed the kernel. I soon grew
weary of them; and I had already been so spoiled, that I could not be
content with the little they afforded me. I required images, I wanted
impressions from without, and reckoned it a pure spiritual desire that I felt.
Philo's parents had been in connection with the Herrnhuter Community: in
his library were many writings of Count Zinzendorf's. He had spoken with
me, more than once, very candidly and clearly on the subject; inviting me to
turn over one or two of these treatises, if it were but for the sake of studying
a psychological phenomenon. I looked upon the count, and those that
followed him, as very heterodox; and so the Ebersdorf Hymn-book, which
my friend had pressed upon me, lay unread.
However, in this total destitution of external excitements for my soul, I
opened the hymn-book, as it were, by chance, and found in it, to my
astonishment, some songs which actually, though under a fantastic form,
appeared to shadow what I felt. The originality and simplicity of their
expression drew me on. It seemed to be peculiar emotions expressed in a
peculiar way: no school technology suggested any notion of formality or
commonplace. I was persuaded that these people felt as I did: I was very
happy to lay hold of here and there a stanza in their songs, to fix it in my
memory, and carry it about with me for days.
Since the moment when the truth had been revealed to me, some three
months had in this way passed on. At last I came to the resolution of
disclosing every thing to Philo, and asking him to let me have those
writings, about which I had now become immoderately curious.
Accordingly I did so, notwithstanding there was something in my heart
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I circumstantially related to him all the story; and as he was himself a
leading person in it, and my narrative conveyed the sharpest reprimand on
him, he felt surprised and moved to an extreme degree. He melted into
tears. I rejoiced; believing that, in his mind also, a full and fundamental
change had taken place.
He provided me with all the writings I could require, and now I had excess
of nourishment for my imagination. I made rapid progress in the
Zinzendorfic mode of thought and speech. And be it not supposed that I am
yet incapable of prizing the peculiar turn and manner of the count. I
willingly do him justice: he is no empty fantast; he speaks of mighty truths,
and mostly in a bold, figurative style; the people who despise him know not
either how to value or discriminate his qualities.
At that time I became exceedingly attached to him. Had I been mistress of
myself, I would certainly have left my friends and country, and gone to join
him. We should infallibly have understood each other, and should hardly
have agreed together long.
Thanks to my better genius, that now kept me so confined by my domestic
duties! I reckoned it a distant journey if I visited the garden. The charge of
my aged, weakly father afforded me employment enough; and in hours of
recreation, I had Fancy to procure me pastime. The only mortal whom I saw
was Philo; he was highly valued by my father; but, with me, his intimacy
had been cooled a little by the late explanation. Its influence on him had not
penetrated deep: and, as some attempts to talk in my dialect had not
succeeded with him, he avoided touching on this subject; and the rather, as
his extensive knowledge put it always in his power to introduce new topics
in his conversation.
I was thus a Herrnhut sister on my own footing. I had especially to hide this
new turn of my temper and my inclinations from the head court-chaplain,
whom, as my father confessor, I had much cause to honor, and whose high
merits his extreme aversion to the Herrnhut Community did not diminish, in
my eyes, even then. Unhappily this worthy person had to suffer many
troubles on account of me and others.
Several years ago he had become acquainted with an upright, pious
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correspondence with him, as with one who truly sought God. How painful
was it to the spiritual leader, when this gentleman subsequently joined
himself to the Community of Herrnhut, where he lived for a long while!
How delightful, on the other hand, when at length he quarrelled with the
brethren, determined to settle in our neighborhood, and seemed once more
to yield himself completely to the guidance of his ancient friend!
The stranger was presented, as in triumph, by the upper pastor, to all the
chosen lambs of his fold. To our house alone he was not introduced,
because my father did not now see company. The gentleman obtained no
little approbation: he combined the polish of the court with the winning
manner of the brethren; and, having also many fine qualities by nature, he
soon became the favorite saint with all who knew him,—a result at which
the chaplain was exceedingly contented. But, alas! it was merely in
externals that the gentleman had split with the Community: in his heart he
was yet entirely a Herrnhuter. He was, in truth, concerned for the reality of
the matter; but yet the gimcracks, which the count had stuck round it, were,
at the same time, quite adapted to his taste. Besides, he had now become
accustomed to this mode of speaking and conceiving: and, if he had to hide
it carefully from his old friend, the gladder was he, in any knot of trusty
persons, to come forth with his couplets, litanies, and little figures; in
which, as might have been supposed, he met with great applause.
I knew nothing of the whole affair, and wandered quietly along in my
separate path. For a good while we continued mutually unknown.
Once, in a leisure hour, I happened to visit a lady who was sick. I found
several acquaintances with her, and soon perceived that my appearance had
cut short their conversation. I affected not to notice any thing, but saw
erelong, with great surprise, some Herrnhut figures stuck upon the wall in
elegant frames. Quickly comprehending what had passed before my
entrance, I expressed my pleasure at the sight, in a few suitable verses.
Conceive the wonder of my friends! We explained ourselves: instantly we
were agreed, and in each other's confidence.
I often henceforth sought opportunities of going out. Unhappily I found
such only once in the three or four weeks; yet I grew acquainted with our
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when I could: with my social disposition, it was quite delightful for me to
communicate to others, and to hear from them, the feelings which, till now,
I had conceived and harbored by myself.
But I was not so completely taken with my friends, as not to see that few of
them could really feel the sense of those affecting words and emblems; and
that from these they drew as little benefit as formerly they did from the
symbolic language of the Church. Yet, notwithstanding, I went on with
them, not letting this disturb me. I thought I was not called to search and try
the hearts of others. Had not I, too, by long-continued innocent exercisings
of that sort, been prepared for something better? I had my share of profit
from our meetings: in speaking, I insisted on attending to the sense and
spirit, which, in things so delicate, is rather apt to be disguised by words
than indicated by them; and for the rest, I left, with silent tolerance, each to
act according to his own conviction.
These quiet times of secret social joy were shortly followed by storms of
open bickering and contradiction,—contentions which excited great
commotion, I might almost say occasioned not a little scandal, in court and
town. The period was now arrived when our chaplain, that stout gain-sayer
of the Herrnhut Brethren, must discover to his deep, but, I trust, sanctified
humiliation, that his best and once most zealous hearers were now all
leaning to the side of that community. He was excessively provoked: in the
first moments he forgot all moderation, and could not, even if he had
inclined it, retract afterwards. Violent debates took place, in which happily I
was not mentioned, both as being an accidental member of those hated
meetings, and then because, in respect of certain civic matters, our zealous
preacher could not safely disoblige either my father or my friend. With
silent satisfaction I continued neutral. It was irksome to me to converse
about such feelings and objects, even with well-affected people, when they
could not penetrate the deepest sense, and lingered merely on the surface.
But to strive with adversaries, about things on which even friends could
scarcely understand each other, seemed to me unprofitable, nay, pernicious.
For I soon perceived, that many amiable noblemen, who on this occurrence
could not shut their hearts to enmity and hatred, had rapidly passed over to
injustice, and, in order to defend an outward form, had almost sacrificed
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Far as the worthy clergyman might, in the present case, be wrong; much as
others tried to irritate me at him,—I could never hesitate to give him my
sincere respect. I knew him well: I could candidly transport myself into his
way of looking at these matters. I have never seen a man without his
weaknesses: only in distinguished men they strike us more. We wish, and
will at all rates have it, that persons privileged as they are should at the
same time pay no tribute, no tax whatever. I honored him as a superior man,
and hoped to use the influence of my calm neutrality to bring about, if not a
peace, at least a truce. I know not what my efforts might have done; but
God concluded the affair more briefly, and took the chaplain to himself. On
his coffin all wept, who had lately been striving with him about words. His
uprightness, his fear of God, no one had ever doubted.
I, too, was erelong forced to lay aside this Herrnhut doll-work, which, by
means of these contentions, now appeared before me in a rather different
light. Our uncle had, in silence, executed his intentions with my sister. He
offered her a young man of rank and fortune as a bridegroom, and showed,
by a rich dowry, what might be expected of himself. My father joyfully
consented: my sister was free and forewarned; she did not hesitate to
change her state. The bridal was appointed at my uncle's castle: family and
friends were all invited, and we came together in the cheerfullest mood.
For the first time in my life, the aspect of a house excited admiration in me.
I had often heard of my uncle's taste, of his Italian architect, of his
collections and his library; but, comparing this with what I had already
seen, I had formed a very vague and fluctuating picture of it in my thoughts.
Great, accordingly, was my surprise at the earnest and harmonious
impression which I felt on entering the house, and which every hall and
chamber deepened. If elsewhere pomp and decoration had but dissipated
my attention, I felt here concentrated and drawn back upon myself. In like
manner the preparatives for these solemnities and festivals produced a silent
pleasure, by their air of dignity and splendor; and to me it seemed as
inconceivable that one man could have invented and arranged all this, as
that more than one could have worked together in so high a spirit. Yet,
withal, the landlord and his people were entirely natural: not a trace of
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The wedding itself was managed in a striking way: an exquisite strain of
vocal music came upon us by surprise, and the clergyman went through the
ceremony with a singular solemnity. I was standing by Philo at the time;
and, instead of a congratulation, he whispered in my ear, "When I saw your
sister give away her hand, I felt as if a stream of boiling water had been
poured over me."—"Why so?" I inquired. "It is always the way with me,"
said he, "when I see two people joined." I laughed at him, but I have often
since had cause to recollect his words.
The revel of the party, among whom were many young people, looked
particularly glittering and airy; as every thing around us was dignified and
serious. The furniture, plate, table-ware, and table-ornaments accorded with
the general whole; and if in other houses you would say the architect was of
the school of the confectioner, it here appeared as if even our confectioner
and butler had taken lessons from the architect.
We staid together several days, and our intelligent and gifted landlord had
variedly provided for the entertainment of his guests. I did not in the present
case repeat the melancholy proof, which has so often in my life been forced
upon me, how unhappily a large mixed company are situated, when,
altogether left to themselves, they have to select the most general and vapid
pastimes, that the fools of the party may not want amusement, however it
may fare with those that are not such.
My uncle had arranged it altogether differently. Two or three marshals, if I
may call them so, had been appointed by him: one of them had charge of
providing entertainment for the young. Dances, excursions, little games,
were of his invention and under his direction: and as young people take
delight in being out-of-doors, and do not fear the influences of the air, the
garden and garden-hall had been assigned to them; while some additional
pavilions and galleries had been erected and appended to the latter, formed
of boards and canvas merely, but in such proportions, so elegant and noble,
they reminded one of nothing but stone and marble.
How rare is a festivity in which the person who invites the guests feels also
that it is his duty to provide for their conveniences and wants of every kind!
Hunting and card parties, short promenades, opportunities for trustful
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to go earliest to bed was sure to be lodged the farthest from noise.
By this happy order, the space we lived in appeared to be a little world: and
yet, considered narrowly, the castle was not large; without an accurate
knowledge of it, and without the spirit of its owner, it would have been
impossible to entertain so many people here, and quarter each according to
his humor.
As the aspect of a well-formed person pleases us, so also does a fair
establishment, by means of which the presence of a rational, intelligent
mind is manifested. We feel a joy in entering even a cleanly house, though
it may be tasteless in its structure and its decorations, because it shows us
the presence of a person cultivated in at least one sense. Doubly pleasing is
it, therefore, when, from a human dwelling, the spirit of a higher though
merely sensual culture speaks to us.
All this was vividly impressed on my observation at my uncle's castle. I had
heard and read much of art; Philo, too, was a lover of pictures, and had a
fine collection: I myself had often practised drawing; but I had been too
deeply occupied with my emotions, striving exclusively after the one thing
needful, which alone I was bent on carrying to perfection; and then, such
objects of art as I had hitherto seen, appeared, like all other worldly objects,
to distract my thoughts. But now, for the first time, outward things had led
me back upon myself: I now first perceived the difference between the
natural charm of the nightingale's song, and that of a four-voiced anthem
pealed from the expressive organs of men.
My joy over this discovery I did not hide from my uncle, who, when all the
rest were settled at their posts, was wont to come and talk with me in
private. He spoke with great modesty of what he possessed and had
produced here, with great decision of the views in which it had been
gathered and arranged: and I could easily observe that he spoke with a
forbearance towards me; seeming, in his usual way, to rate the excellence,
which he himself possessed below that other excellence, which, in my way
of thinking, was the best and properest.
"If we can conceive it possible," he once observed, "that the Creator of the
world himself assumed the form of his creature, and lived in that manner
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because susceptible of such a combination with its Maker. Hence, in our
idea of man, there can be no inconsistency with our idea of God; and if we
often feel a certain disagreement with him and remoteness from him, it is
but the more on that account our duty, not like advocates of the wicked
Spirit, to keep our eyes continually upon the nakedness and weakness of our
nature, but rather to seek out every property and beauty by which our
pretension to a similarity with the Divinity may be made good."
I smiled, and answered, "Do not make me blush, dear uncle, by your
complaisance in talking in my language! What you have to say is of such
importance to me, that I wish to hear it in your own most peculiar style; and
then what parts of it I cannot quite appropriate I will endeavor to translate."
"I may continue," he replied, "in my own most peculiar way, without any
alteration of my tone. Man's highest merit always is, as much as possible to
rule external circumstances, and as little as possible to let himself be ruled
by them. Life lies before us, as a huge quarry lies before the architect: he
deserves not the name of architect, except when, out of this fortuitous mass,
he can combine, with the greatest economy and fitness and durability, some
form, the pattern of which originated in his spirit. All things without us, nay,
I may add, all things on us, are mere elements; but deep within us lies the
creative force, which out of these can produce what they were meant to be,
and which leaves us neither sleep nor rest, till, in one way or another,
without us or on us, that same have been produced. You, my dear niece,
have, it may be, chosen the better part; you have striven to bring your moral
being, your earnest, lovely nature, into accordance with itself and with the
Highest: but neither ought we to be blamed, when we strive to get
acquainted with the sentient man in all his comprehensiveness, and to bring
about an active harmony among his powers."
By such discoursing, we in time grew more familiar; and I begged of him to
speak with me as with himself, omitting every sort of condescension. "Do
not think," replied my uncle, "that I flatter you when I commend your mode
of thinking and acting. I reverence the individual who understands distinctly
what it is he wishes; who unweariedly advances, who knows the means
conducive to his object, and can seize and use them. How far his object may
be great or little, may merit praise or censure, is the next consideration with
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denominated evil in the world, arises from the fact, that men are too remiss
to get a proper knowledge of their aims, and, when they do know them, to
work intensely in attaining them. They seem to me like people who have
taken up a notion that they must and will erect a tower, and who yet expend
on the foundation not more stones and labor than would be sufficient for a
hut. If you, my friend, whose highest want it was to perfect and unfold your
moral nature, had, instead of those bold and noble sacrifices, merely
trimmed between your duties to yourself and to your family, your
bridegroom, or perhaps your husband, you must have lived in constant
contradiction with your feelings, and never could have had a peaceful
moment."
"You employ the word sacrifice," I answered here: "and I have often
thought, that to a higher purpose, as to a divinity, we offer up by way of
sacrifice a thing of smaller value; feeling like persons who should willingly
and gladly bring a favorite lamb to the altar for the health of a beloved
father."
"Whatever it may be," said he, "reason or feeling, that commands us to give
up the one thing for the other, to choose the one before the other, decision
and perseverance are, in my opinion, the noblest qualities of man. You
cannot have the ware and the money both at the same time; and he who
always hankers for the ware without having heart to give the money for it,
is no better off than he who repents him of the purchase when the ware is in
his hands. But I am far from blaming men on this account: it is not they that
are to blame; it is the difficult, entangled situation they are in: they know
not how to guide themselves in its perplexities. Thus, for instance, you will
on the average find fewer bad economists in the country than in towns, and
fewer again in small towns than in great; and why? Man is intended for a
limited condition; objects that are simple, near, determinate, he
comprehends, and he becomes accustomed to employ such means as are at
hand; but, on entering a wider field, he now knows neither what he would
nor what he should; and it amounts to quite the same, whether his attention
is distracted by the multitude of objects, or is overpowered by their
magnitude and dignity. It is always a misfortune for him when he is induced
to struggle after any thing with which he cannot connect himself by some
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"Certainly," pursued he, "without earnestness there is nothing to be done in
life; yet, among the people whom we name cultivated men, little
earnestness is to be found: in labors and employments, in arts, nay, even in
recreations, they proceed, if I may say so, with a sort of self-defence; they
live, as they read a heap of newspapers, only to have done with it; they
remind one of that young Englishman at Rome, who said, with a contented
air one evening in some company, that to-day he had despatched six
churches and two galleries. They wish to know and learn a multitude of
things, and precisely those they have the least concern with; and they never
see that hunger is not stilled by snapping at the air. When I become
acquainted with a man, my first inquiry is, With what does he employ
himself, and how, and with what degree of perseverance? The answer
regulates the interest I shall take in him for life."
"My dear uncle," I replied, "you are, perhaps, too rigorous: you perhaps
withdraw your helping hand from here and there a worthy man to whom
you might be useful."
"Can it be imputed as a fault," said he, "to one who has so long and vainly
labored on them and about them? How much we have to suffer in our youth
from men who think they are inviting us to a delightful pleasure-party,
when they undertake to introduce us to the Danaides or Sisyphus! Heaven
be praised! I have rid myself of these people: if one of them unfortunately
comes within my sphere, I forthwith, in the politest manner, compliment
him out again. It is from such persons that you hear the bitterest complaints
about the miserable course of things, the aridity of science, the levity of
artists, the emptiness of poets, and much more of that sort. They do not
recollect that they, and the many like them, are the very persons who would
never read a book which had been written just as they require it; that true
poetry is alien to them; that even an excellent work of art can never gain
their approbation except by means of prejudice. But let us now break off,
for this is not the time to rail or to complain."
He directed my attention to the different pictures hanging on the wall: my
eye dwelt on those whose look was beautiful or subject striking. This he
permitted for a while: at last he said, "Bestow a little notice on the spirit
manifested in these other works. Good minds delight to trace the finger of
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his imitator?" He then led my observation to some unobtrusive figures;
endeavoring to make me understand that it was the history of art alone
which could give us an idea of the worth and dignity of any work of art;
that we should know the weary steps of mere handicraft and mechanism,
over which the man of talents has struggled in the course of centuries,
before we can conceive how it is possible for the man of genius to move
with airy freedom on the pinnacle whose very aspect makes us giddy.
With this view he had formed a beautiful series of works; and, whilst he
explained it, I could not help conceiving that I saw before me a similitude
of moral culture. When I expressed my thought to him, he answered, "You
are altogether right; and we see from this, that those do not act well, who, in
a solitary, exclusive manner, follow moral cultivation by itself. On the
contrary, it will be found, that he whose spirit strives for a development of
that kind, has likewise every reason, at the same time, to improve his finer
sentient powers; that so he may not run the risk of sinking from his moral
height by giving way to the enticements of a lawless fancy, and degrading
his moral nature by allowing it to take delight in tasteless baubles, if not in
something worse."
I did not suspect him of levelling at me; but I felt myself struck, when I
reflected how many insipidities there might be in the songs that used to
edify me, and how little favor the figures which had joined themselves to
my religious ideas would have found in the eyes of my uncle.
Philo, in the mean time, had frequently been busied in the library: he now
took me along with him. We admired the selection, as well as the multitude,
of books. They had been collected on my uncle's general principle: there
were none to be found among them but such as either lead to correct
knowledge, or teach right arrangement; such as either give us fit materials,
or further the concordance of our spirit.
In the course of my life I had read very largely; in certain branches, there
was almost no work unknown to me: the more pleasant was it here to speak
about the general survey of the whole; to mark deficiencies, and not, as
elsewhere, see nothing but a hampered confusion or a boundless expansion.
Here, too, we became acquainted with a very interesting, quiet man. He was
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inmates. He showed us the museum, which, like the library, was fixed in
glass cases to the walls of the chambers, adorning and ennobling the space,
which it did not crowd. On this occasion I recalled with joy the days of my
youth, and showed my father many of the things he had been wont to lay
upon the sick-bed of his little child, just opening its little eyes to look into
the world then. At the same time the physician, in our present and following
conversations, did not scruple to avow how near he approximated to me in
respect of my religious sentiments: he warmly praised my uncle for his
tolerance, and his esteem of all that testified or forwarded the worth and
unity of human nature; admitting, also, that he called for a similar return
from others, and would shun and condemn nothing else so heartily as
individual pretension and narrow exclusiveness.
Since the nuptials of my sister, joy had sparkled in the eyes of our uncle: he
often spoke with me of what he meant to do for her and for her children. He
had several fine estates: he managed them himself, and hoped to leave them
in the best condition to his nephews. Regarding the small estate where we at
present were, he appeared to entertain peculiar thoughts. "I will leave it to
none," said he, "but to a person who can understand and value and enjoy
what it contains, and who feels how loudly every man of wealth and rank,
especially in Germany, is called on to exhibit something like a model to
others."
Most of his guests were now gone: we, too, were making ready for
departure, thinking we had seen the final scene of this solemnity, when his
attention in affording us some dignified enjoyment produced a new
surprise. We had mentioned to him the delight which the chorus of voices,
suddenly commencing without accompaniment of any instrument, had
given us, at my sister's marriage. We hinted, at the same time, how pleasant
it would be were such a thing repeated; but he seemed to pay no heed to us.
The livelier was our surprise, when he said, one evening, "The music of the
dance has died away; our transitory, youthful friends have left us; the happy
pair themselves have a more serious look than they had some days ago. To
part at such a time, when, perhaps, we shall never meet again, certainly
never without changes, exalts us to a solemn mood, which I know not how
to entertain more nobly than by the music you were lately signifying a
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The chorus, which had in the mean while gathered strength, and by secret
practice more expertness, was accordingly made to sing to us a series of
four and of eight voiced melodies, which, if I may say so, gave a real
foretaste of bliss. Till then I had only known the pious mode of singing, as
good souls practise it, frequently with hoarse pipes, imagining, like wild
birds, that they are praising God, while they procure a pleasant feeling to
themselves. Or, perhaps, I had listened to the vain music of concerts, in
which you are at best invited to admire the talent of the singer, and very
seldom have even a transient enjoyment. Now, however, I was listening to
music, which, as it originated in the deepest feeling of the most
accomplished human beings, was, by suitable and practised organs in
harmonious unity, made again to address the deepest and best feelings of
man, and to impress him at that moment with a lively sense of his likeness
to the Deity. They were all devotional songs, in the Latin language: they sat
like jewels in the golden ring of a polished intellectual conversation; and,
without pretending to edify, they elevated me and made me happy in the
most spiritual manner.
At our departure he presented all of us with handsome gifts. To me he gave
the cross of my order, more beautifully and artfully worked and enamelled
than I had ever seen it before. It was hung upon a large brilliant, by which
also it was fastened to the chain: this he gave me, he said, "as the noblest
stone in the cabinet of a collector."
My sister, with her husband, went to their estates, the rest of us to our
abodes; appearing to ourselves, so far as outward circumstances were
concerned, to have returned to quite an every-day existence. We had been,
as it were, dropped from a palace of the fairies down upon the common
earth, and were again obliged to help ourselves as we best could.
The singular experiences which this new circle had afforded left a fine
impression on my mind. This, however, did not long continue in its first
vivacity: though my uncle tried to nourish and renew it by sending me
certain of his best and most pleasing works of art; changing them, from
time to time, with others which I had not seen.
I had been so much accustomed to be busied with myself, in regulating the
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persons of a like mind, that I could not long study any work of art
attentively without being turned by it back upon myself. I was used to look
at a picture or copper-plate merely as at the letters of a book. Fine printing
pleases well, but who would read a book for the beauty of the printing? In
like manner I required of each pictorial form that it should tell me
something, should instruct, affect, improve me; and, after all my uncle's
letters to expound his works of art, say what he would, I continued in my
former humor.
Yet not only my peculiar disposition, but external incidents and changes in
our family, still farther drew me back from contemplations of that nature;
nay, for some time even from myself. I had to suffer and to do more than
my slender strength seemed fit for.
My maiden sister had, till now, been as a right arm to me. Healthy, strong,
unspeakably good-natured, she had managed all the housekeeping; I myself
being busied with the personal nursing of our aged father. She was seized
with a catarrh, which changed to a disorder of the lungs: in three weeks she
was lying in her coffin. Her death inflicted wounds on me, the scars of
which I am not yet willing to examine.
I was lying sick before they buried her: the old ailment in my breast
appeared to be awakening; I coughed with violence, and was so hoarse I
could not speak beyond a whisper.
My married sister, out of fright and grief, was brought to bed before her
time. Our old father thought he was about to lose at once his children and
the hope of their posterity; his natural tears increased my sorrow: I prayed
to God that he would give me back a sufferable state of health. I asked him
but to spare my life till my father should die. I recovered: I was what I
reckoned well, being able to discharge my duties, though with pain.
My sister was again with child. Many cares, which in such cases are
committed to the mother, in the present instance fell to me. She was not
altogether happy with her husband; this was to be hidden from our father: I
was often made judge of their disputes, in which I could decide with the
greater safety, as my brother trusted in me; and the two were really worthy
persons, only each of them, instead of humoring, endeavored to convince,
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agree. I now learned to mingle seriously in worldly matters, and to practise
what of old I had but sung.
My sister bore a son: the frailty of my father did not hinder him from
travelling to her. The sight of the child exceedingly enlivened and cheered
him: at the christening, contrary to his custom, he seemed as if inspired;
nay, I might say like a Genius with two faces. With the one, he looked
joyfully forward to those regions which he soon hoped to enter; with the
other, to the new, hopeful, earthly life which had arisen in the boy
descended from him. On our journey home he never wearied talking to me
of the child, its form, its health, and his wish that the gifts of this new
denizen of earth might be rightly cultivated. His reflections on the subject
lasted when we had arrived at home: it was not till some days afterwards
that I observed a kind of fever in him, which displayed itself, without
shivering, in a sort of languid heat commencing after dinner. He did not
yield, however: he went out as usual in the mornings, faithfully attending to
the duties of his office, till at last continuous serious symptoms kept him
within doors.
I never shall forget with what distinctness, clearness, and repose of mind he
settled in the greatest order the concerns of his house, nay, the arrangements
of his funeral, as he would have done a business of some other person.
With a cheerfulness which he never used to show, and which now mounted
to a lively joy, he said to me, "Where is the fear of death which I once felt?
Shall I shrink at departing? I have a gracious God; the grave awakens no
terror in me; I have an eternal life."
To recall the circumstances of his death, which shortly followed, forms one
of the most pleasing entertainments of my solitude: the visible workings of
a higher Power in that solemn time, no one shall ever argue from me.
The death of my beloved father altogether changed my mode of life. From
the strictest obedience, the narrowest confinement, I passed at once into the
greatest freedom: I enjoyed it like a sort of food from which one has long
abstained. Formerly I very seldom spent two hours from home: now I very
seldom lived a day there. My friends, whom I had been allowed to visit
only by hurried snatches, wished now to have my company without
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and pleasure-jaunts I never failed. But, when once the circle had been fairly
run, I saw that the invaluable happiness of liberty consisted, not in doing
what one pleases and what circumstances may invite to, but in being able,
without hinderance or restraint, to do in the direct way what one regards as
right and proper; and, in this instance, I was old enough to reach a valuable
truth, without smarting for my ignorance.
One pleasure I could not deny myself: it was, as soon as might be, to renew
and strengthen my connection with the Herrnhut Brethren. I hastened,
accordingly, to visit one of their establishments at no great distance; but
here I by no means found what I had been anticipating. I was frank enough
to signify my disappointment, which they tried to soften by alleging that the
present settlement was nothing to a full and fitly organized community. This
I did not take upon me to deny; yet, in my thought, the genuine spirit of the
matter might have displayed itself in a small body as well as in a great one.
One of their bishops, who was present, a personal disciple of the count,
took considerable pains with me. He spoke English perfectly; and as I, too,
understood a little of it, he reckoned this a token that we both belonged to
one class. I, however, reckoned nothing of the kind: his conversation did
not in the least satisfy me. He had been a cutler; was a native of Moravia;
his mode of thought still savored of the artisan. With Herr Von L——, who
had been a major in the French service, I got upon a better footing: yet I
could never bring myself to the submissiveness he showed to his superiors;
nay, I felt as if you had given me a box on the ear, when I saw the major's
wife, and other women more or less like ladies, take the bishop's hand and
kiss it. Meanwhile a journey into Holland was proposed; which, however,
doubtless for my good, did not take place.
My sister had been delivered of a daughter; and now it was the turn of us
women to exult, and consider how the little creature should be bred like one
of us. The husband, on the other hand, was not so satisfied, when in the
following year another daughter saw the light: with his large estates, he
wanted to have boys about him, who in future might assist him in his
management.
My health was feeble: I kept myself in peace, and, by a quiet mode of life,
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secretly perceived that God was granting time for me to prove my soul, and
to advance still nearer to himself. In my many sleepless nights, especially, I
have at times felt something which I cannot undertake to describe.
It was as if my soul were thinking separately from the body: she looked
upon the body as a foreign substance, as we look upon a garment. She
pictured with extreme vivacity events and times long past, and felt, by
means of this, events that were to follow. Those times are all gone by; what
follows likewise will go by; the body, too, will fall to pieces like a vesture;
but I, the well-known I, I am.
The thought is great, exalted, and consoling; yet an excellent friend, with
whom I every day became more intimate, instructed me to dwell on it as
little as I could. This was the physician whom I met in my uncle's house,
and who had since accurately informed himself about the temper of my
body and my spirit. He showed me how much these feelings, when we
cherish them within us independently of outward objects, tend, as it were, to
excavate us, and to undermine the whole foundation of our being. "To be
active," he would say, "is the primary vocation of man: all the intervals in
which he is obliged to rest, he should employ in gaining clearer knowledge
of external things; for this will in its turn facilitate activity."
This friend was acquainted with my custom of looking on my body as an
outward object: he knew also that I pretty well understood my constitution,
my disorder, and the medicines of use for it; nay, that, by continual
sufferings of my own or other people's, I had really grown a kind of half-
doctor: he now carried forward my attention from the human body, and the
drugs which act upon it, to the kindred objects of creation; he led me up and
down as in the paradise of the first man; only, if I may continue my
comparison, allowing me to trace, in dim remoteness, the Creator walking
in the garden in the cool of the evening.
How gladly did I now see God in nature, when I bore him with such
certainty within my heart! How interesting to me was his handiwork! how
thankful did I feel that he had pleased to quicken me with the breath of his
mouth!
We again had hopes that my sister would present us with a boy: her husband
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consequence of an unlucky fall from horseback; and my sister followed
him, soon after she had brought into the world a lovely boy. The four
orphans they had left I could not look at but with sadness. So many healthy
people had been called away before poor, sickly me; might I not also have
blights to witness among these fair and hopeful blossoms? I knew the world
sufficiently to understand what dangers threaten the precarious breeding of
a child, especially a child of quality; and it seemed as if, since the period of
my youth, these dangers had increased. I felt that, weakly as I was, I could
not be of much, perhaps of any, service to the little ones; and I rejoiced the
more on finding that my uncle, as indeed might have been looked for, had
determined to devote his whole attention to the education of these amiable
creatures. And this they doubtless merited in every sense: they were
handsome; and, with great diversities, all promised to be well-conditioned,
reasonable persons.
Since my worthy doctor had suggested it, I loved to trace out family
likenesses among our relatives and children. My father had carefully
preserved the portraits of his ancestors, and got his own and those of his
descendants drawn by tolerable masters; nor had my mother and her people
been forgotten. We accurately knew the characters of all the family; and, as
we had frequently compared them with each other, we now endeavored to
discover in the children the same peculiarities outward or inward. My
sister's eldest son, we thought, resembled his paternal grandfather, of whom
there was a fine youthful picture in my uncle's collection: he had been a
brave soldier; and in this point, too, the boy took after him, liking arms
above all things, and busying himself with them whenever he paid me a
visit. For my father had left a very pretty armory; and the boy got no rest till
I had given him a pair of pistols and a fowling-piece, and he had learned the
proper way of using them. At the same time, in his conduct or bearing, there
was nothing like rudeness: far from that, he was always meek and sensible.
The eldest daughter had attracted my especial love; of which, perhaps, the
reason was, that she resembled me, and of all the four seemed to like me
best. But I may well admit, that, the more closely I observed her as she
grew, the more she shamed me: I could not look on her without a sentiment
of admiration, nay, I may almost say, of reverence. You would scarcely have
seen a nobler form, a more peaceful spirit, an activity so equable and
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in her hands became dignified. All seemed indifferent to her, so that she
could but accomplish what was proper in the place and time; and, in the
same manner, she could patiently continue unemployed, when there was
nothing to be done. This activity without need of occupation I have never
elsewhere met with. In particular, her conduct to the suffering and destitute
was, from her earliest youth, inimitable. For my part, I freely confess I
never had the gift to make a business of beneficence: I was not niggardly to
the poor; nay, I often gave too largely for my means; yet this was little more
than buying myself off: and a person needed to be made for me, if I was to
bestow attention on him. Directly the reverse was the conduct of my niece. I
never saw her give a poor man money: whatever she obtained from me for
this purpose, she failed not in the first place to change for some necessary
article. Never did she seem more lovely in my eyes, than when rummaging
my clothes-presses: she was always sure to light on something which I did
not wear and did not need; to sew these old cast-off articles together, and
put them on some ragged child, she thought her highest happiness.
Her sister's turn of mind appeared already different: she had much of her
mother; she promised to become very elegant and beautiful, and she now
bids fair to keep her promise. She is greatly taken up with her exterior: from
her earliest years she could decorate and carry herself in a way that struck
you. I still remember with what ecstasy, when quite a little creature, she saw
herself in a mirror, decked in certain precious pearls, once my mother's,
which she had by chance discovered, and made me try upon her.
Reflecting on these diverse inclinations, it was pleasant for me to consider
how my property would, after my decease, be shared among them, and
again called into use. I saw the fowling-pieces of my father once more
travelling round the fields on my nephew's shoulder, and birds once more
falling from his hunting-pouch: I saw my whole wardrobe issuing from the
church, at Easter Confirmation, on the persons of tidy little girls; while the
best pieces of it were employed to decorate some virtuous burgher maiden
on her marriage-day. In furnishing such children and poor little girls,
Natalia had a singular delight; though, as I must here remark, she showed
not the smallest love, or, if I may say it, smallest need, of a dependence
upon any visible or invisible Being, such as I had in my youth so strongly
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When I also thought that the younger sister, on that same day, would wear
my jewels and pearls at court, I could see with peace my possessions, like
my body, given back to the elements.
The children waxed apace: to my comfort, they are healthy, handsome,
clever creatures. That my uncle keeps them from me, I endure without
repining: when staying in the neighborhood, or even in town, they seldom
see me.
A singular personage, regarded as a French clergyman, though no one
rightly knows his history, has been intrusted with the oversight of all these
children. He has them taught in various places: they are put to board now
here, now there.
At first I could perceive no plan whatever in this mode of education; till at
last our doctor told me the abbé had convinced my uncle, that, in order to
accomplish any thing by education, we must first become acquainted with
the pupil's tendencies and wishes; that, these once ascertained, he ought to
be transported to a situation where he may, as speedily as possible, content
the former and attain the latter, and so, if he have been mistaken, may still
in time perceive his error, and at last, having found what suits him, may
hold the faster by it, may the more diligently fashion himself according to
it. I wish this strange experiment may prosper: with such excellent natures it
is, perhaps, possible.
But there is one peculiarity in these instructors, which I never shall approve
of: they study to seclude the children from whatever might awaken them to
an acquaintance with themselves and with the invisible, sole, faithful
Friend. I often take it ill of my uncle, that, on this account, he considers me
dangerous for the little ones. Thus in practice there is no man tolerant!
Many assure us that they willingly leave each to take his own way, yet all
endeavor to exclude from action every one that does not think as they do.
This removal of the children troubles me the more, the more I am
convinced of the reality of my belief. How can it fail to have a heavenly
origin, an actual object, when in practice it is so effectual? Is it not by
practice alone that we prove our own existence? Why, then, may we not, by
a like mode, prove to ourselves the influence of that Power who gives us all
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That I am still advancing, never retrograding; that my conduct is
approximating more and more to the image I have formed of perfection;
that I every day feel more facility in doing what I reckon proper, even while
the weakness of my body so obstructs me,—can all this be accounted for
upon the principles of human nature, whose corruption I have so clearly
seen into? For me, at least, it cannot.
I scarcely remember a commandment: to me there is nothing that assumes
the aspect of law; it is an impulse that leads me, and guides me always
aright. I freely follow my emotions, and know as little of constraint as of
repentance. God be praised that I know to whom I am indebted for such
happiness, and that I cannot think of it without humility! There is no danger
I should ever become proud of what I myself can do or can forbear to do: I
have seen too well what a monster might be formed and nursed in every
human bosom, did not higher Influence restrain us.

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BOOK VII.

CHAPTER I.
Spring had come in all its brilliancy; a storm that had been lowering all day
went fiercely down upon the hills; the rain drew back into the country; the
sun came forth in all its splendor, and upon the dark vapor rose the lordly
rainbow. Wilhelm was riding towards it: the sight made him sad. "Ah!" said
he within himself, "must it be that the fairest hues of life appear to us only
on a ground of black? And must drops fall, if we are to be enraptured? A
bright day is like a dull day, if we look at it unmoved; and what can move
us but some silent hope that the inborn inclination of our soul shall not
always be without an object? The recital of a noble action moves us; the
sight of every thing harmonious moves us: we feel then as if we were not
altogether in a foreign land; we fancy we are nearer the home towards
which our best and inmost wishes impatiently strive."
Meanwhile a pedestrian overtook him, and, walking with a stout step by the
side of the horse, began to keep him company. After a few common words,
he looked at the rider, and said, "If I am not mistaken, I must have already
seen you somewhere."
"I, too, remember you," said Wilhelm: "had we not some time ago a
pleasant sail together?"—"Right!" replied the other.
Wilhelm looked at him more narrowly, then, after a pause, observed, "I do
not know what alteration has occurred in you. Last time we met, I took you
for a Lutheran country clergyman: you now seem to me more like a
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"To-day, at least, you are not wrong," replied the other, taking off his hat,
and showing him the tonsure. "Where is your company gone? Did you stay
long with them?"
"Longer than was good: on looking back upon the period which I passed in
their society, it seems as if I looked into an endless void; nothing of it has
remained with me."
"Here you are mistaken," said the stranger: "every thing that happens to us
leaves some trace behind it; every thing contributes imperceptibly to form
us. Yet often it is dangerous to take a strict account of that. For either we
grow proud and negligent, or downcast and dispirited; and both are equally
injurious in their consequences. The safe plan is, always simply to do the
task that lies nearest us; and this in the present case," added he, with a
smile, "is to hasten to our quarters."
Wilhelm asked how far Lothario's house was distant: the stranger answered
that it lay behind the hill. "Perhaps I shall meet you there," continued he: "I
have merely a small affair to manage in the neighborhood. Farewell till
then!" And, with this, he struck into a steep path that seemed to lead more
speedily across the hill.
"Yes, the man is right!" said Wilhelm to himself, as he proceeded: "we
should think of what is nearest; and for me, at present, there is nothing
nearer than the mournful errand I have come to do. Let me see whether I
can still repeat the speech, which is to put that cruel man to shame."
He then began reciting to himself this piece of oratory: not a syllable was
wanting; and the more his recollection served him, the higher grew his
passion and his courage. Aurelia's sorrows and her death were vividly
present to his soul.
"Spirit of my friend!" exclaimed he, "hover round me, and, if thou canst,
give some sign to me that thou art softened, art appeased!"
Amid such words and meditations, he had reached the summit of the hill;
and, near the foot of its declivity, he now beheld a curious building, which
he at once took to be Lothario's dwelling. An old, irregular castle, with
several turrets and peaked roofs, appeared to have been the primitive
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still more irregular. A part of them stood close upon the main edifice:
others, at some distance, were combined with it by galleries and covered
passages. All external symmetry, every shade of architectural beauty,
appeared to have been sacrificed to the convenience of the interior. No trace
of wall or trench was to be seen; none of avenues or artificial gardens. A
fruit and pot-herb garden reached to the very buildings, and little patches of
a like sort showed themselves even in the intermediate spaces. A cheerful
village lay at no great distance: the fields and gardens everywhere appeared
in the highest state of cultivation.
Sunk in his own impassioned feelings, Wilhelm rode along, not thinking
much of what he saw: he put up his horse at an inn, and, not without
emotion, hastened to the castle.
An old serving-man received him at the door, and signified, with much
good-nature, that to-day it would be difficult to get admission to his
lordship, who was occupied in writing letters, and had already refused some
people that had business with him. Our friend became more importunate:
the old man was at last obliged to yield, and announce him. He returned,
and conducted Wilhelm to a spacious, ancient hall; desiring him to be so
good as wait, since perhaps it might be some time before his lordship could
appear. Our friend walked up and down unrestfully, casting now and then a
look at the knights and dames whose ancient figures hung round him on the
walls. He repeated the beginning of his speech: it seemed, in presence of
these ruffs and coats of mail, to answer even better. Every time there rose
any stir, he put himself in posture to receive his man with dignity; meaning
first to hand him the letter, then assail him with the weapons of reproach.
More than once mistaken, he was now beginning to be really vexed and out
of tune, when at last a handsome man, in boots and light surtout, stepped in
from a side-door. "What good news have you for me?" said he to Wilhelm,
with a friendly voice: "pardon me, that I have made you wait."
So speaking, he kept folding a letter which he held in his hand. Wilhelm,
not without embarrassment, delivered him Aurelia's paper, and replied, "I
bring you the last words of a friend, which you will not read without
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Lothario took it, and returned to his chamber with it; where, as Wilhelm
through the open door could very easily observe, he addressed and sealed
some letters before opening Aurelia's. He appeared to have perused it once
or twice; and Wilhelm, though his feelings signified that the pathetic speech
would sort but ill with such a cool reception, girded up his mind, went
forward to the threshold, and was just about beginning his address, when a
tapestry-door of the cabinet opened, and the clergyman came in.
"I have got the strangest message you can think of," cried Lothario to him.
"Pardon me," continued he, addressing Wilhelm, "if I am not in a mood for
speaking further with you at this moment. You remain with us to-night: you,
abbé, see the stranger properly attended to."
With these words, he made his guest a bow: the clergyman took Wilhelm by
the hand, who followed, not without reluctance.
They walked along some curious passages in silence, and at last reached a
very pretty chamber. The abbé led him in, then left him, making no excuses.
Erelong an active boy appeared: he introduced himself as Wilhelm's valet,
and brought up his supper. In waiting, he had much to say about the order of
the house, about their breakfasting and dining, labors and amusements;
interspersing many things in commendation of Lothario.
Pleasant as the boy was, Wilhelm endeavored to get rid of him as soon as
possible. He wished to be alone, for he felt exceedingly oppressed and
straitened in his new position. He reproached himself with having executed
his intention so ill, with having done his errand only half. One moment, he
proposed to undertake next morning what he had neglected to-night; the
next, he saw, that, by Lothario's presence, he would be attuned to quite a
different set of feelings. The house, too, where he was, seemed very strange
to him: he could not be at home in his position. Intending to undress, he
opened his travelling-bag: with his night-clothes, he took out the Spirit's
veil, which Mignon had packed in along with them. The sight of it
increased the sadness of his humor. "Flee, youth! flee!" cried he. "What
means this mystic word? What am I to flee, or whither? It were better had
the Spirit called to me, Return to thyself!" He cast his eyes on some English
copper-plates hung round the room in frames; most of them he looked at
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sinking in a tempest; a father, with his lovely daughters, was awaiting death
from the intrusive billows. One of the maidens had a kind of likeness to the
Amazon: an indescribable compassion seized our friend; he felt an
irresistible necessity to vent his feelings; tears filled his eyes, he wept, and
did not recover his composure till slumber overpowered him.
Strange dreams arose upon him towards morning. He was in a garden,
which in boyhood he had often visited: he looked with pleasure at the well-
known alleys, hedges, flower-beds. Mariana met him: he spoke to her with
love and tenderness, recollecting nothing of any by-gone grievance. Erelong
his father joined them, in his week-day dress; with a look of frankness that
was rare in him, he bade his son fetch two seats from the garden-house;
then took Mariana by the hand, and led her into a grove.
Wilhelm hastened to the garden-house, but found it altogether empty: only
at a window in the farther side he saw Aurelia standing. He went forward,
and addressed her, but she turned not round; and, though he placed himself
beside her, he could never see her face. He looked out from the window: in
an unknown garden, there were several people, some of whom he
recognized. Frau Melina, seated under a tree, was playing with a rose which
she had in her hand: Laertes stood beside her, counting money from the one
hand to the other. Mignon and Felix were lying on the grass, the former on
her back, the latter on his face. Philina came, and clapped her hands above
the children: Mignon lay unmoved; Felix started up and fled. At first he
laughed while running, as Philina followed; but he screamed in terror when
he saw the harper coming after him with large, slow steps. Felix ran directly
to a pond. Wilhelm hastened after him: too late; the child was lying in the
water! Wilhelm stood as if rooted to the spot. The fair Amazon appeared on
the other side of the pond: she stretched her right hand towards the child,
and walked along the shore. The child came through the water, by the
course her finger pointed to; he followed her as she went round; at last she
reached her hand to him, and pulled him out. Wilhelm had come nearer: the
child was all in flames; fiery drops were falling from his body. Wilhelm's
agony was greater than ever; but instantly the Amazon took a white veil
from her head, and covered up the child with it. The fire was at once
quenched. But, when she lifted up the veil, two boys sprang out from under
it, and frolicsomely sported to and fro; while Wilhelm and the Amazon
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Mariana and his father walking in an alley, which was formed of lofty trees,
and seemed to go quite round the garden. He turned his steps to them, and,
with his beautiful attendant, was moving through the garden, when
suddenly the fair-haired Friedrich came across their path, and kept them
back with loud laughter and a thousand tricks. Still, however, they insisted
on proceeding; and Friedrich hastened off, running towards Mariana and the
father. These seemed to flee before him; he pursued the faster, till Wilhelm
saw them hovering down the alley almost as on wings. Nature and
inclination called on him to go and help them, but the hand of the Amazon
detained him. How gladly did he let himself be held! With this mingled
feeling he awoke, and found his chamber shining with the morning beams.

CHAPTER II.
Our friend was called to breakfast by the boy: he found the abbé waiting in
the hall; Lothario, it appeared, had ridden out. The abbé was not very
talkative, but rather wore a thoughtful look: he inquired about Aurelia's
death, and listened to our friend's recital of it with apparent sympathy.
"Ah!" cried he, "the man that discerns, with lively clearness, what infinite
operations art and nature must have joined in before a cultivated human
being can be formed; the man that himself as much as possible takes
interest in the culture of his fellow-men,—is ready to despair when he sees
how lightly mortals will destroy themselves, will blamelessly or blamably
expose themselves to be destroyed. When I think of these things, life itself
appears to me so uncertain a gift, that I could praise the man who does not
value it beyond its worth."
Scarcely had he spoken, when the door flew violently up: a young lady
came rushing in; she pushed away the old servant, who attempted to restrain
her. She made right to the abbé, and seized him by the arm: her tears and
sobs would hardly let her speak these words: "Where is he? Where have
you put him? 'Tis a frightful treachery! Confess it now! I know what you
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"Be calm, my child," replied the abbé, with assumed composure; "come
with me to your room: you shall know it all; only you must have the
strength to listen, if you ask me to relate." He offered her his hand, as if he
meant to lead her out. "I will not return to my room," cried she: "I hate the
walls where you have kept me prisoner so long. I know it already: the
colonel has challenged him; he is gone to meet his enemy: perhaps this very
moment he—once or twice I thought I heard the sound of shots! I tell you,
order out a coach, and come along with me, or I will fill the house and all
the village with my screaming."
Weeping bitterly, she hastened to the window: the abbé held her back, and
sought in vain to soothe her.
They heard a sound of wheels: she threw up the window, exclaiming, "He is
dead! They are bringing home his body."—"He is coming out," replied the
abbé: "you perceive he lives."—"He is wounded," said she wildly, "else he
would have come on horseback. They are holding him! The wound is
dangerous!" She ran to the door, and down the stairs: the abbé hastened
after her; and Wilhelm, following, observed the fair one meet her lover, who
had now dismounted.
Lothario leaned on his attendant, whom Wilhelm at once knew as his
ancient patron, Jarno. The wounded man spoke very tenderly and kindly to
the tearful damsel: he rested on her shoulder, and came slowly up the steps,
saluted Wilhelm as he passed, and was conducted to his cabinet.
Jarno soon returned, and, going up to Wilhelm, "It appears," said he, "you
are predestined everywhere to find a theatre and actors. We have here
commenced a play which is not altogether pleasant."
"I rejoice to find you," answered Wilhelm, "in so strange an hour: I am
astonished, frightened; and your presence already quiets my mind. Tell me,
is there danger? Is the baron badly wounded?"
"I imagine not," said Jarno.
It was not long till the young surgeon entered from the cabinet. "Now, what
say you?" cried Jarno to him. "That it is a dangerous piece of work," replied
the other, putting several instruments into his leathern pouch. Wilhelm
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it. Bright, contrary colors, a curious pattern, gold and silver wrought in
singular figures, marked this band from all the bands in the world. Wilhelm
was convinced he beheld the very pouch of the ancient surgeon who had
dressed his wounds in the green of the forest; and the hope, so long
deferred, of again finding traces of the lovely Amazon, struck like a flame
through all his soul.
"Where did you get that pouch?" cried he. "To whom did it belong before
you? I beg of you, tell me."—"I bought it at an auction," said the other:
"what is it to me whom it belonged to?" So speaking, he went out; and
Jarno said, "If there would come but one word of truth from our young
doctor's mouth!"—"Then, he did not buy the pouch?" said Wilhelm. "Just as
little as Lothario is in danger," said the other.
Wilhelm stood, immersed in many reflections: Jarno asked how he had
fared of late. Wilhelm sketched an outline of his history; and when he at last
came to speak of Aurelia's death, and his message to the place, his auditor
exclaimed, "Well! it is strange! most strange!"
The abbé entered from Lothario's chamber, beckoned Jarno to go in instead
of him, and said to Wilhelm, "The baron bids me ask you to remain with us
a day or two, to share his hospitality, and, in the present circumstances,
contribute to his solacement. If you need to give any notice to your people,
your letter shall be instantly despatched. Meanwhile, to make you
understand this curious incident, of which you have been witness, I must
tell you something, which, indeed, is no secret. The baron had a small
adventure with a lady, which excited more than usual attention; the lady
having taken him from a rival, and wishing to enjoy her victory too
ostentatiously. After a time he no longer found the same delight in her
society; which he, of course, forsook: but, being of a violent temper, she
could not bear her fate with patience. Meeting at a ball, they had an open
quarrel: she thought herself irreparably injured, and would be revenged. No
knight stepped forth to do battle for her; till her husband, whom for years
she had not lived with, heard of the affair and took it up. He challenged the
baron, and to-day he has wounded him; yet, as I hear, the gallant colonel
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From this hour our friend was treated in the house as if he had belonged to
it.

CHAPTER III.
At times they had read a little to the patient: Wilhelm joyfully performed
this service. Lydia stirred not from Lothario's bed: her care for him
absorbed her whole attention. But to-day the patient himself seemed
occupied with thought: he bade them lay aside their book. "To-day," said he,
"I feel through my whole heart how foolishly we let our time pass on. How
many things have I proposed to do, how many have I planned; yet how we
loiter in our noblest purposes! I have just read over the scheme of the
changes which I mean to make in my estates; and it is chiefly, I may say, on
their account that I rejoice at the bullet's not having gone a deadlier road."
Lydia looked at him with tenderness, with tears in her eyes; as if to ask if
she, if his friends, could not pretend to any interest in his wish to live. Jarno
answered, "Changes such as you project require to be considered well on
every side before they are resolved on."
"Long considerations," said Lothario, "are commonly a proof that we have
not the point to be determined clearly in our eye; precipitate proceedings,
that we do not know it. I see distinctly, that, in managing my property, there
are several particulars in which the services of my dependants cannot be
remitted; certain rights which I must rigidly insist on: but I also see that
there are other articles, advantageous to me, but by no means indispensable,
which might admit of relaxation. Do I not profit by my lands far better than
my father did? Is not my income still increasing? And shall I alone enjoy
this growing benefit? Shall not those who labor with and for me partake, in
their degree, of the advantages which expanding knowledge, which a period
of improvement, are procuring for us?"
"'Tis human nature!" cried Jarno: "I do not blame myself when I detect this
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him, to shape and manage them according to his own pleasure: the money
which he himself does not expend, he seldom reckons well expended."
"Certainly," observed Lothario, "much of the capital might be abated if we
consumed the interest less capriciously."
"The only thing I shall mention," said the other, "the only reason I can urge
against your now proceeding with those alterations, which, for a time at
least, must cause you loss, is, that you yourself are still in debt, and that the
payment presses hard on you. My advice is, therefore, to postpone your
plan till you are altogether free."
"And in the mean while leave it at the mercy of a bullet, or the fall of a tile,
to annihilate the whole result of my existence and activity! O my friend! it
is ever thus: it is ever the besetting fault of cultivated men, that they wish to
spend their whole resources on some idea, scarcely any part of them on
tangible, existing objects. Why was it that I contracted debts, that I
quarrelled with my uncle, that I left my sisters to themselves so long?
Purely for the sake of an idea. In America I fancied I might accomplish
something; over seas, I hoped to become useful and essential: if any task
was not begirt with a thousand dangers, I considered it trivial, unworthy of
me. How differently do matters now appear! How precious, how important,
seems the duty which is nearest me, whatever it may be!"
"I recollect the letter which you sent me from the Western world," said
Jarno: "it contains the words, 'I will return; and in my house, amid my
fields, among my people, I will say, Here or nowhere is America!'"
"Yes, my friend; and I am still repeating it, and still repining at myself that I
am not so busy here as I was there. For certain equable, continuous modes
of life, there is nothing more than judgment necessary, and we study to
attain nothing more: so that we become unable to discern what
extraordinary services each vulgar day requires of us; or, if we do discern
them, we find abundance of excuses for not doing them. A judicious man is
valuable to himself, but of little value for the general whole."
"We will not," said Jarno, "bear too hard upon judgment: let us grant, that,
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"Yes! and just because they are not done according to the proper plan. My
brother-in-law, you see, is giving up his fortune, so far as in his power, to
the Community of Herrnhut: he reckons, that, by doing so, he is advancing
the salvation of his soul. Had he sacrificed a small portion of his revenue,
he might have rendered many people happy, might have made for them and
for himself a heaven upon earth. Our sacrifices are rarely of an active kind:
we, as it were, abandon what we give away. It is not from resolution, but
despair, that we renounce our property. In these days, I confess it, the image
of the count is hovering constantly before me: I have firmly resolved on
doing from conviction what a crazy fear is forcing upon him. I will not wait
for being cured. Here are the papers: they require only to be properly drawn
out. Take the lawyer with you; our guest will help: what I want, you know
as well as I; recovering or dying. I will stand by it, and say, Here or
nowhere is Herrnhut!"
When he mentioned dying, Lydia sank before his bed: she hung upon his
arm, and wept bitterly. The surgeon entered: Jarno gave our friend the
papers, and made Lydia leave the room.
"For Heaven's sake! what is this about the count?" cried Wilhelm, when
they reached the hall and were alone. "What count is it that means to join
the Herrnhuters?"
"One whom you know very well," said Jarno. "You yourself are the ghost
who have frightened the unhappy wiseacre into piety: you are the villain
who have brought his pretty wife to such a state that she inclines
accompanying him."
"And she is Lothario's sister?" cried our friend.
"No other!"—"And Lothario knows"—
"The whole!"
"Oh, let me fly!" cried Wilhelm. "How shall I appear before him? What can
he say to me?"
"That no man should cast a stone at his brother; that when one composes
long speeches, with a view to shame his neighbors, he should speak them to
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"Do you know that too?"
"And many things beside," said Jarno, with a smile. "But in the present
case," continued he, "you shall not get away from me so easily as you did
last time. You need not now be apprehensive of my bounty-money: I have
ceased to be a soldier; when I was one, you might have thought more
charitably of me. Since you saw me, many things have altered. My prince,
my only friend and benefactor, being dead, I have now withdrawn from
busy life and its concerns. I used to have a pleasure in advancing what was
reasonable; when I met with any despicable thing, I hesitated not to call it
so; and men had never done with talking of my restless head and wicked
tongue. The herd of people dread sound understanding more than any thing:
they ought to dread stupidity, if they had any notion what was really
dreadful. Understanding is unpleasant, they must have it pushed aside;
stupidity is but pernicious, they can let it stay. Well, be it so! I need to live: I
will by and by communicate my plans to you; if you incline, you shall
partake in them. But tell me first how things have gone with you. I see, I
feel, that you are changed. How is it with your ancient maggot of producing
something beautiful and good in the society of gypsies?"
"Do not speak of it!" cried Wilhelm: "I have been already punished for it.
People talk about the stage, but none that has not been upon it can form the
smallest notion of it. How utterly these men are unacquainted with
themselves, how thoughtlessly they carry on their trade, how boundless
their pretensions are, no mortal can conceive. Each would be not only first,
but sole; each wishes to exclude the rest, and does not see that even with
them he can scarcely accomplish any thing. Each thinks himself a man of
marvellous originality; yet, with a ravening appetite for novelty, he cannot
walk a footstep from the beaten track. How vehemently they counterwork
each other! It is only the pitifullest self-love, the narrowest views of
interest, that unite them. Of reciprocal accommodation they have no idea:
backbiting and hidden spitefulness maintain a constant jealousy among
them. In their lives they are either rakes or simpletons. Each claims the
loftiest respect, each writhes under the slightest blame. 'All this he knew
already,' he will tell you! Why, then, did he not do it? Ever needy, ever
unconfiding, they seem as if their greatest fear were reason and good taste;
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Wilhelm drew breath, intending to proceed with his eulogium, when an
immoderate laugh from Jarno interrupted him. "Poor actors!" cried he;
threw himself into a chair, and laughed away. "Poor, dear actors! Do you
know, my friend," continued he, recovering from his fit, "that you have
been describing, not the playhouse, but the world; that, out of all ranks, I
could find you characters and doings in abundance to suit your cruel pencil?
Pardon me: it makes me laugh again, that you should think these amiable
qualities existed on the boards alone."
Wilhelm checked his feelings. Jarno's extravagant, untimely laughter had in
truth offended him. "It is scarcely hiding your misanthropy," said he, "when
you maintain that faults like these are universal."
"And it shows your unacquaintance with the world, when you impute them
to the theatre in such a heinous light. I pardon, in the player, every fault that
springs from self-deception and the desire to please. If he seem not
something to himself and others, he is nothing. To seem is his vocation; he
must prize his moment of applause, for he gets no other recompense; he
must try to glitter,—he is there to do so."
"You will give me leave at least to smile, in my turn," answered Wilhelm. "I
should never have believed that you could be so merciful, so tolerant."
"I swear to you I am serious, fully and deliberately serious. All faults of the
man I can pardon in the player: no fault of the player can I pardon in the
man. Do not set me upon chanting my lament about the latter: it might have
a sharper sound than yours."
The surgeon entered from the cabinet; and, to the question how his patient
was, he answered, with a lively air of complaisance, "Extremely well,
indeed: I hope soon to see him quite recovered." He hastened through the
hall, not waiting Wilhelm's speech, who was preparing to inquire again with
greater importunity about the leathern case. His anxiety to gain some
tidings of his Amazon inspired him with confidence in Jarno: he disclosed
his case to him, and begged his help. "You that know so many things," said
he, "can you not discover this?"
Jarno reflected for a moment; then, turning to his friend, "Be calm," said he,
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never fear. At present I am anxious only for Lothario: the case is dangerous;
the kindliness and comfortable talking of the doctor tells me so. We should
be quit of Lydia, for here she does no good; but how to set about the task I
know not. To-night I am looking for our old physician: we shall then take
further counsel."

CHAPTER IV.
The physician came: it was the good, old, little doctor whom we know
already, and to whom we were obliged for the communication of the pious
manuscript. First of all, he visited the wounded man, with whose condition
he appeared to be by no means satisfied. He had next a long interview with
Jarno, but they made no allusion to the subject of it when they came to
supper.
Wilhelm saluted him in the kindest manner, and inquired about the harper.
"We have still hopes of bringing round the hapless creature," answered the
physician. "He formed a dreary item in your limited and singular way of
life," said Jarno. "How has it fared with him? Tell me."
Having satisfied Jarno's curiosity, the physician thus proceeded: "I have
never seen another man so strangely circumstanced. For many years he has
not felt the smallest interest in any thing without him, scarcely paid the
smallest notice to it: wrapped up in himself, he has looked at nothing but his
own hollow, empty Me, which seemed to him like an immeasurable abyss.
It was really touching when he spoke to us of this mournful state. 'Before
me,' cried he, 'I see nothing; behind me nothing but an endless night, in
which I live in the most horrid solitude. There is no feeling in me but the
feeling of my guilt; and this appears but like a dim, formless spirit, far
before me. Yet here there is no height, no depth, no forwards, no
backwards: no words can express this never-changing state. Often in the
agony of this sameness I exclaim with violence, Forever! Forever! and this
dark, incomprehensible word is clear and plain to the gloom of my
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myself and for myself. Nothing is more horrible to me than friendship and
love, for they alone excite in me the wish that the apparitions which
surround me might be real. But these two spectres also have arisen from the
abyss to plague me, and at length to tear from me the precious
consciousness of my existence, unearthly though it be.'
"You should hear him speak," continued the physician, "when in hours of
confidence he thus alleviates his heart. I have listened to him often with the
deepest feelings. When pressed by any thing, and, as it were, compelled for
an instant to confess that a space of time has passed, he looks astounded,
then again refers the alteration to the things about him, considering it as an
appearance of appearances, and so rejecting the idea of progress in duration.
One night he sung a song about his gray hairs: we all sat round him
weeping."
"Oh, get it for me!" cried Wilhelm.
"But have you not discovered any trace of what he calls his crime?"
inquired Jarno: "nor found out the reason of his wearing such a singular
garb; of his conduct at the burning of the house; of his rage against the
child?"
"It is only by conjectures that we can approximate to any knowledge of his
fate: to question him directly contradicts our principle. Observing easily
that he was of the Catholic religion, we thought perhaps confession might
afford him some assuagement; but he shrinks away with the strangest
gestures every time we try to introduce the priest to him. However, not to
leave your curiosity respecting him entirely unsatisfied, I may communicate
our suppositions on the subject. In his youth, we think, he must have been a
clergyman: hence probably his wish to keep his beard and long cloak. The
joys of love appear to have remained for many years unknown to him. Late
in life, as we conceive, some aberration with a lady very nearly related to
him; then her death, the consequence of an unlucky creature's birth,—have
altogether crazed his brain.
"His chief delusion is a fancy that he brings misfortune everywhere along
with him; and that death, to be unwittingly occasioned by a boy, is
constantly impending over him. At first he was afraid of Mignon, not
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misery, he has a boundless love of life, this may, perhaps, have been the
origin of his aversion to the child."
"What hopes have you of his recovery?" inquired our friend.
"It advances slowly," answered the physician, "yet it does advance. He
continues his appointed occupations: we have now accustomed him to read
the newspapers; he always looks for them with eagerness."
"I am curious about his songs," said Jarno.
"Of these I can engage to get you several," replied the doctor. "Our parson's
eldest son, who frequently writes down his father's sermons, has, unnoticed
by the harper, marked on paper many stanzas of his singing; out of which
some songs have gradually been pieced together."
Next morning Jarno met our friend, and said to him, "We have to ask a
kindness of you. Lydia must, for some time, be removed: her violent,
unreasonable love and passionateness hinder the baron's recovery. His
wound requires rest and calmness, though with his healthy temperament it
is not dangerous. You see how Lydia tortures him with her tempestuous
anxieties, her ungovernable terrors, her never-drying tears; and—Enough!"
he added with a smile, after pausing for a moment, "our doctor expressly
requires that she must quit us for a while. We have got her to believe that a
lady, one of her most intimate friends, is at present in the neighborhood,
wishing and expecting instantly to see her. She has been prevailed upon to
undertake a journey to our lawyer's, which is but two leagues off. This man
is in the secret: he will wofully lament that Fräulein Theresa should just
have left him again; he will seem to think she may still be overtaken. Lydia
will hasten after her, and, if you prosper, will be led from place to place. At
last, if she insist on turning back, you must not contradict her; but the night
will help you: the coachman is a cunning knave, and we shall speak with
him before he goes. You are to travel with her in the coach, to talk to her,
and manage the adventure."
"It is a strange and dubious commission that you give me," answered
Wilhelm. "How painful is the sight of true love injured! And am I to be the
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always seemed to me, that if we once begin deceiving, with a view to good
and useful purposes, we run the risk of carrying it to excess."
"Yet you cannot manage children otherwise," said Jarno.
"With children it may do," said Wilhelm; "for we love them tenderly, and
take an open charge of them. But with our equals, in behalf of whom our
heart is not so sure to call upon us for forbearance, it might frequently be
dangerous. Yet do not think," he added, after pausing for a moment, "that I
purpose to decline the task on this account. Honoring your judgment as I
do, feeling such attachment to your noble friend, such eagerness to forward
his recovery by whatever means, I willingly forget myself and my opinions.
It is not enough that we can risk our life to serve a friend: in the hour of
need, we should also yield him our convictions. Our dearest passions, our
best wishes, we are bound to sacrifice in helping him. I undertake the
charge; though it is easy to foresee the pain I shall have to suffer, from the
tears, from the despair, of Lydia."
"And, for this, no small reward awaits you," answered Jarno: "Fräulein
Theresa, whom you get acquainted with, is a lady such as you will rarely
see. She puts many a man to shame; I may say, she is a genuine Amazon:
while others are but pretty counterfeits, that wander up and down the world
in that ambiguous dress."
Wilhelm was struck: he almost fancied that in Theresa he would find his
Amazon again; especially as Jarno, whom he importuned to tell him more,
broke off abruptly, and went away.
The new, near hope of once more seeing that beloved and honored being
awoke a thousand feelings in his heart. He now looked upon the task which
had been given him as the intervention of a special Providence: the thought
that he was minded treacherously to carry off a helpless girl from the object
of her sincerest, warmest love dwelt but a moment in his mind, as the
shadow of a bird flits over the sunshiny earth.
The coach was at the door: Lydia lingered for a moment, as she was about
to mount. "Salute your lord again for me," said she to the old servant: "tell
him that I shall be home before night." Tears were standing in her eyes as
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Wilhelm, made an effort to compose herself, and said, "In Fräulein Theresa
you will find a very interesting person. I wonder what it is that brings her
hither; for, you must know, Lothario and she once passionately loved each
other. In spite of the distance, he often used to visit her: I was staying with
her then; I thought they would have lived and died for one another. But all
at once it went to wreck, no creature could discover why. He had seen me,
and I must confess that I was envious of Theresa's fortune; that I scarcely
hid my love from him; that, when he suddenly appeared to choose me in her
stead, I could not but accept of him. She behaved to me beyond my wishes,
though it almost seemed as if I had robbed her of this precious lover. But,
ah! how many thousand tears and pains that love of his has cost me! At first
we met only now and then, and by stealth, at some appointed place: but I
could not long endure that kind of life; in his presence only was I happy,
wholly happy! Far from him, my eyes were never dry, my pulse was never
calm. Once he staid away for several days: I was altogether in despair; I
ordered out my carriage, and surprised him here. He received me tenderly;
and, had not this unlucky quarrel happened, I should have led a heavenly
life with him. But, since the time he began to be in danger and in pain, I
shall not say what I have suffered: at this moment I am bitterly reproaching
myself that I could leave him for a single day."
Wilhelm was proceeding to inquire about Theresa, when they reached the
lawyer's house. This gentleman came forward to the coach, lamenting
wofully that Fräulein Theresa was already gone. He invited them to
breakfast; signifying, however, that the lady might be overtaken in the
nearest village. They determined upon following her: the coachman did not
loiter; they had soon passed several villages, and yet come up with nobody.
Lydia now gave orders for returning: the coachman drove along, as if he did
not understand her. As she insisted with redoubled vehemence, Wilhelm
called to him, and gave the promised token. The coachman answered that it
was not necessary to go back by the same road: he knew a shorter, and, at
the same time, greatly easier one. He turned aside across a wood, and over
large commons. At last, no object they could recognize appearing, he
confessed that unfortunately he had lost his way; declaring, at the same
time, that he would soon get right again, as he saw a little town before him.
Night came on: the coachman managed so discreetly, that he asked
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Lydia never closed an eye; in the moonshine she was constantly detecting
similarities, which as constantly turned out to be dissimilar. In the morning
things around seemed known to her, and but more strange on that account.
The coach drew up before a neat little country-house: a young lady stepped
out, and opened the carriage-door. Lydia looked at her with a stare of
wonder, looked round, looked at her again, and fainted in the arms of
Wilhelm.

CHAPTER V.
Wilhelm was conducted to a little upper room: the house was new, as small
nearly as it could be, and extremely orderly and clean. In Theresa, who had
welcomed him and Lydia at the coach, he had not found his Amazon: she
was another and an altogether different woman. Handsome, and but of
middle stature, she moved about with great alertness; and it seemed as if her
clear, blue, open eyes let nothing that occurred escape them.
She entered Wilhelm's room, inquiring if he wanted any thing. "Pardon
me," said she, "for having lodged you in a chamber which the smell of paint
still renders disagreeable: my little dwelling is but just made ready; you are
handselling this room, which is appointed for my guests. Would that you
had come on some more pleasant errand! Poor Lydia is like to be a dull
companion: in other points, also, you will have much to pardon. My cook
has run away from me, at this unseasonable time; and a serving-man has
bruised his hand. The case might happen I had to manage every thing
myself; and if it were so, why, then we should just put up with it. One is
plagued so with nobody as with one's servants: none of them will serve you,
scarcely even serve himself."
She said a good deal more on different matters: in general she seemed to
like speaking. Wilhelm inquired for Lydia,—if he might not see her, and
endeavor to excuse himself.
"It will have no effect at present," said Theresa: "time excuses, as it
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'Keep him from my sight,' she cried, when I was leaving her: 'I could almost
despair of human nature. Such an honorable countenance, so frank a
manner, and this secret guile!' Lothario she has quite forgiven: in a letter to
the poor girl, he declares, 'My friends persuaded me, my friends compelled
me!' Among these she reckons you, and she condemns you with the rest."
"She does me too much honor in so blaming me," said Wilhelm: "I have no
pretension to the friendship of that noble gentleman; on this occasion, I am
but a guiltless instrument. I will not praise what I have done: it is enough
that I could do it. It concerned the health, it concerned the life, of a man
whom I value more than any one I ever knew before. Oh, what a man is he,
Fräulein! and what men are they that live about him! In their society, I for
the first time, I may well say, carried on a conversation; for the first time,
was the inmost sense of my words returned to me, more rich, more full,
more comprehensive, from another's mouth; what I had been groping for
was rendered clear to me; what I had been thinking I was taught to see.
Unfortunately this enjoyment was disturbed, at first by numerous anxieties
and whims, and then by this unpleasant task. I undertook it with
submission; for I reckoned it my duty, even though I sacrificed my feelings,
to comply with the request of this gifted company of men."
While he spoke, Theresa had been looking at him with a very friendly air.
"Oh, how sweet is it to hear one's own opinion uttered by a stranger tongue!
We are never properly ourselves until another thinks entirely as we do. My
own opinion of Lothario is perfectly the same as yours: it is not every one
that does him justice, and therefore all that know him better are enthusiastic
in esteem of him. The painful sentiment that mingles with the memory of
him in my heart cannot hinder me from thinking of him daily." A sigh
heaved her bosom as she spoke thus, and a lovely tear glittered in her right
eye. "Think not," continued she, "that I am so weak, so easy to be moved. It
is but the eye that weeps. There was a little wart upon the under eyelid; they
have happily removed it, but the eye has been weak ever since; the smallest
cause brings a tear into it. Here sat the little wart: you cannot see a vestige
of it now."
He saw no vestige, but he saw into her eye; it was clear as crystal: he almost
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"We have now," said she, "pronounced the watchword of our friendship: let
us get entirely acquainted as fast as possible. The history of every person
paints his character. I will tell you what my life has been: do you, too, place
a little trust in me, and let us be united even when distance parts us. The
world is so waste and empty, when we figure only towns and hills and
rivers in it; but to know of some one here and there whom we accord with,
who is living on with us, even in silence,—this makes our earthly ball a
peopled garden."
She hastened off, engaging soon to take him out to walk. Her presence had
affected him agreeably: he wished to be informed of her relation to
Lothario. He was called: she came to meet him from her room. While they
descended, necessarily one by one, the straight and even steepish stairs, she
said, "All this might have been larger and grander, had I chosen to accept
the offers of your generous friend; but, to continue worthy of him, I must
study to retain the qualities which gave me merit in his eyes. Where is the
steward?" asked she, stepping from the bottom of the stairs. "You must not
think," continued she, "that I am rich enough to need a steward: the few
acres of my own little property I myself can manage well enough. The
steward is my new neighbor's, who has bought a fine estate beside us, every
point of which I am acquainted with. The good old gentleman is lying ill of
gout: his men are strangers here; I willingly assist in settling them."
They took a walk through fields, meadows, and some orchards. Everywhere
Theresa kept instructing the steward; nothing so minute but she could give
account of it: and Wilhelm had reason to wonder at her knowledge, her
precision, the prompt dexterity with which she suggested means for ends.
She loitered nowhere, always hastened to the leading-points; and thus her
task was quickly over. "Salute your master," said she, as she sent away the
man: "I mean to visit him as soon as possible, and wish him a complete
recovery. There, now," she added with a smile, as soon as he was gone, "I
might soon be rich: my good neighbor, I believe, would not be disinclined
to offer me his hand."
"The old man with the gout?" cried Wilhelm: "I know not how, at your
years, you could bring yourself to make so desperate a
determination."—"Nor am I tempted to it!" said Theresa. "Whoever can

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administer what he possesses has enough; and to be wealthy is a
burdensome affair, unless you understand it."
Wilhelm testified his admiration at her skill in husbandry concerns.
"Decided inclination, early opportunity, external impulse, and continued
occupation in a useful business," said she, "make many things, which were
at first far harder, possible in life. When you have learned what causes
stimulated me in this pursuit, you will cease to wonder at the talent you now
think strange."
On returning home, she sent him to her little garden. Here he could scarcely
turn himself, so narrow were the walks, so thickly was it sown and planted.
On looking over to the court, he could not help smiling: the fire-wood was
lying there, as accurately sawed, split, and piled, as if it had been part of the
building, and had been intended to continue permanently there. The tubs
and implements, all clean, were standing in their places: the house was
painted white and red; it was really pleasant to behold. Whatever can be
done by handicraft, which knows not beautiful proportions, but labors for
convenience, cheerfulness, and durability, appeared united in this spot.
They served him up dinner in his own room: he had time enough for
meditating. Especially it struck him, that he should have got acquainted
with another person of so interesting a character, who had been so closely
related to Lothario. "It is just," said he to himself, "that a man so gifted
should attract round him gifted women. How far the influence of manliness
and dignity extends! Would that others did not come so wofully short,
compared with him! Yes, confess thy fear. When thou meetest with thy
Amazon, this woman of women, in spite of all thy hopes and dreaming,
thou wilt find her, in the end, to thy humiliation and thy shame,—his bride."

CHAPTER VI.
Wilhelm had passed a restless afternoon, not altogether without tedium,
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forward with a bow. "Shall we have a walk?" said the youth; and in the
instant Wilhelm recognized Theresa by her lovely eyes.
"Pardon me this masquerade," said she; "for now, alas! it is nothing more.
But, as I am going to tell you of the time when I so enjoyed the world, I will
recall those days by every method to my fancy. Come along! Even the place
where we have rested so often from our hunts and promenades shall help
me."
They went accordingly. On their way Theresa said to her attendant, "It is
not fair that I alone should speak: you already know enough of me, I
nothing about you. Tell me, in the mean while, something of yourself, that I
may gather courage to submit to you my history and situation."—"Alas!"
said Wilhelm, "I have nothing to relate but error on the back of error,
deviation following deviation; and I know none from whom I would more
gladly hide my present and my past embarrassments than from yourself.
Your look, the scene you move in, your whole temperament and manner,
prove to me that you have reason to rejoice in your by-gone life; that you
have travelled by a fair, clear path in constant progress; that you have lost
no time; that you have nothing to reproach yourself withal."
Theresa answered with a smile, "Let us see if you will think so after you
have heard my history." They walked along: among some general remarks,
Theresa asked him, "Are you free?"—"I think I am," said he, "and yet I do
not wish it."—"Good!" said she: "that indicates a complicated story: you
also will have something to relate."
Conversing thus, they ascended the hill, and placed themselves beside a
lofty oak, which spread its shade far out on every side. "Here," said she,
"beneath this German tree, will I disclose to you the history of a German
maiden: listen to me patiently.
"My father was a wealthy nobleman of this province,—a cheerful, clear-
sighted, active, able man; a tender father, an upright friend, an excellent
economist. I knew but one fault in him: he was too compliant to a wife who
did not know his worth. Alas that I should have to say so of my mother! Her
nature was the opposite of his. She was quick and changeful; without
affection either for her home or for me, her only child; extravagant, but
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round her. Her society, in truth, was never large; nor did it long continue the
same. It consisted principally of men, for no woman could like to be near
her; still less could she endure the merit or the praise of any woman. I
resembled my father, both in form and disposition. As the duckling, with its
first footsteps, seeks the water; so, from my earliest youth, the kitchen, the
storeroom, the granaries, the fields, were my selected element. Cleanliness
and order in the house seemed, even while I was playing in it, to be my
peculiar instinct, my peculiar object. This tendency gave my father
pleasure; and he directed, step by step, my childish endeavor into the
suitablest employments. On the contrary, my mother did not like me; and
she never for a moment hid it.
"I waxed in stature: with my years increased my turn for occupation, and
my father's love to me. When we were by ourselves, when walking through
the fields, when I was helping to examine his accounts, it was then I could
see how glad he was. While gazing on his eyes, I felt as if I had been
looking in upon myself; for it was in the eyes that I completely resembled
him. But, in the presence of my mother, he lost this energy, this aspect: he
excused me mildly when she blamed me unjustly and violently; he took my
part, not as if he would protect me, but as if he would extenuate the demerit
of my good qualities. To none of her caprices did he set himself in
opposition. She began to be immensely taken with a passion for the stage: a
theatre was soon got up; of men of all shapes and ages, crowding to display
themselves along with her upon her boards, she had abundance; of women,
on the other hand, there was often a scarcity. Lydia, a pretty girl who had
been brought up with me, and who promised from the first to be extremely
beautiful, had to undertake the secondary parts; the mothers and the aunts
were represented by an ancient chamber-maid; while the leading heroines,
lovers, and shepherdesses of every kind were seized on by my mother. I
cannot tell you how ridiculous it seemed to me to see the people, every one
of whom I knew full well, standing on their scaffold, and pretending, after
they had dressed themselves in other clothes, to pass for something else
than what they were. In my eyes they were never any thing but Lydia and
my mother, this baron and that secretary, whether they appeared as counts
and princes, or as peasants; and I could not understand how they meant to
make me think that they were sad or happy, that they were indifferent or in
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Accordingly I very seldom staid among the audience: I always snuffed their
candles, that I might not be entirely without employment; I prepared the
supper; and next morning, before they rose, I used to have their wardrobe
all sorted, which commonly, the night before, they had left in a chaotic
state.
"To my mother this activity appeared quite proper, but her love I could not
gain. She despised me; and I know for certain that she more than once
exclaimed with bitterness, 'If the mother could be as uncertain as the father,
you would scarcely take this housemaid for my daughter!' Such treatment, I
confess, at length entirely estranged me from her: I viewed her conduct as
the conduct of a person unconnected with me; and, being used to watch our
servants like a falcon (for this, be it said in passing, is the ground of all true
housekeeping), the proceedings of my mother and her friends at the same
time naturally forced themselves upon my observation. It was easy to
perceive that she did not look on all men alike: I gave sharper heed, and
soon found out that Lydia was her confidant, and had herself, by this
opportunity, become acquainted with a passion, which, from her earliest
youth, she had so often represented. I was aware of all their meetings; but I
held my tongue, hinting nothing to my father, whom I was afraid of
troubling. At last, however, I was obliged to speak. Many of their
enterprises could not be accomplished without corrupting the servants.
These now began to grow refractory: they despised my father's regulations,
disregarded my commands. The disorders which arose from this I could not
tolerate: I discovered all, complained of all to my father.
"He listened to me calmly. 'Good girl!' replied he with a smile; 'I know it
all: be quiet, bear it patiently; for it is on thy account alone that I endure it.'
"I was not quiet: I had not patience. I in secret blamed my father, for I did
not think that any reason should induce him to endure such things. I called
for regularity from all the servants: I was bent on driving matters to
extremity.
"My mother had been rich before her marriage, yet she squandered more
than she had a right to; and this, as I observed, occasioned many
conferences between my parents. For a long time the evil was not helped,
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"Her first gallant became unfaithful in a glaring manner: the house, the
neighborhood, her whole condition, grew offensive to her. She insisted on
removing to a different estate; there she was too solitary: she insisted on
removing to the town; there she felt herself eclipsed among the crowd. Of
much that passed between my father and her I know nothing: however, he at
last determined, under stipulations which I did not learn, to consent that she
should take a journey, which she had been meditating, to the south of
France.
"We were now free; we lived as if in heaven: I do believe my father could
not be a loser, had he purchased her absence by a considerable sum. All our
useless domestics were dismissed, and fortune seemed to smile on our
undertakings: we had some extremely prosperous years; all things
succeeded to our wish. But, alas! this pleasing state was not of long
continuance: altogether unexpectedly my father had a shock of palsy; it
lamed his right side, and deprived him of the proper use of speech. We had
to guess at every thing that he required, for he never could pronounce the
word that he intended. There were times when this was dreadfully afflicting
to us: he would require expressly to be left alone with me; with earnest
gestures, he would signify that every one should go away; and, when we
saw ourselves alone, he could not speak the word he meant. His impatience
mounted to the highest pitch: his situation touched me to the inmost heart.
Thus much seemed certain: he had something which he wished to tell me,
which especially concerned my interest. What longing did I feel to know it!
At other times I could discover all things in his eyes, but now it was in vain.
Even his eyes no longer spoke. Only this was clear: he wanted nothing, he
desired nothing; he was striving to discover something to me, which
unhappily I did not learn. His malady revisited him: he grew entirely
inactive, incapable of motion; and a short time afterwards he died.
"I know not how it had got rooted in my thoughts, that somewhere he had
hid a treasure which he wished at death to leave me rather than my mother;
I searched about for traces of it while he lived, but I could meet with none:
at his death a seal was put on every thing. I wrote to my mother, offering to
continue in the house, and manage for her: she refused, and I was obliged to
leave the place. A mutual testament was now produced: it gave my mother
the possession and the use of all; and I was left, at least throughout her life,
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father's beckonings: I pitied him for having been so weak; he had let
himself be forced to do unjustly to me even after he was dead. Certain of
my friends maintained that it was little better than if he had disinherited me:
they called upon me to attack the will by law, but this I never could resolve
on doing. I reverenced my father's memory too much: I trusted in destiny; I
trusted in myself.
"There was a lady in the neighborhood possessed of large property, with
whom I had always been on good terms: she gladly received me; I engaged
to superintend her household, and erelong the task grew very easy to me.
She lived regularly, she loved order in every thing; and I faithfully assisted
her in struggling with her steward and domestics. I am neither of a
niggardly nor grudging temper; but we women are disposed to insist, more
earnestly than men, that nothing shall be wasted. Embezzlement of all sorts
is intolerable to us: we require that each enjoy exactly in so far as right
entitles him.
"Here I was in my element once more: I mourned my father's death in
silence. My protectress was content with me: one small circumstance alone
disturbed my peace. Lydia returned: my mother had been harsh enough to
cast the poor girl off, after having altogether spoiled her. Lydia had learned
with her mistress to consider passions as her occupation: she was wont to
curb herself in nothing. On her unexpected re-appearance, the lady whom I
lived with took her in: she wished to help me, but could train herself to
nothing.
"About this time the relatives and future heirs of my protectress often
visited the house, to recreate themselves with hunting. Lothario was
frequently among them: it was not long till I had noticed, though without
the smallest reference to myself, how far he was superior to the rest. He was
courteous towards all, and Lydia seemed erelong to have attracted his
attention to her. Constantly engaged in something, I was seldom with the
company: while he was there I did not talk so much as usual; for, I will
confess it, lively conversation, from of old, had been to me the finest
seasoning of existence. With my father I was wont to talk of every thing
that happened. What you do not speak of, you will seldom accurately think
of. No man had I ever heard with greater pleasure than I did Lothario, when
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him clear and open, as to me the district was in which I lived and managed.
We were not entertained with marvellous personal adventures, the
extravagant half-truths of a shallow traveller, who is always painting out
himself, and not the country he has undertaken to describe. Lothario did not
tell us his adventures: he led us to the place itself. I have seldom felt so pure
a satisfaction.
"But still higher was my pleasure when I heard him talk, one evening, about
women. The subject happened to be introduced: some ladies of the
neighborhood had come to see us, and were speaking, in the common style,
about the cultivation of the female mind. Our sex, they said, was treated
unjustly: every sort of higher education men insisted on retaining for
themselves; they admitted us to no science, they required us either to be
dolls or family drudges. To all this Lothario said not much; but, when the
party was a little thinned, he gave us his opinion more explicitly. 'It is very
strange,' cried he, 'that men are blamed for their proceeding here: they have
placed woman on the highest station she is capable of occupying. And
where is there any station higher than the ordering of the house? While the
husband has to vex himself with outward matters, while he has wealth to
gather and secure, while perhaps he takes part in the administration of the
state, and everywhere depends on circumstances; ruling nothing, I may say,
while he conceives that he is ruling much; compelled to be but politic where
he would willingly be reasonable, to dissemble where he would be open, to
be false where he would be upright; while thus, for the sake of an object
which he never reaches, he must every moment sacrifice the first of objects,
harmony with himself,—a reasonable housewife is actually governing in
the interior of her family; has the comfort and activity of every person in it
to provide for, and make possible. What is the highest happiness of mortals,
if not to execute what we consider right and good,—to be really masters of
the means conducive to our aims? And where should or can our nearest
aims be, but in the interior of our home? All those indispensable and still to
be renewed supplies, where do we expect, do we require, to find them, if
not in the place where we rise and where we go to sleep, where kitchen and
cellar, and every species of accommodation for ourselves and ours, is to be
always ready? What unvarying activity is needed to conduct this constantly
recurring series in unbroken living order! How few are the men to whom it
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command their night; to form for themselves their household instruments,
to sow and to reap, to gain and to expand, and to travel round their circle
with perpetual success and peace and love! It is when a woman has attained
this inward mastery, that she truly makes the husband whom she loves, a
master: her attention will acquire all sorts of knowledge; her activity will
turn them all to profit. Thus is she dependent upon no one; and she procures
her husband genuine independence, that which is interior and domestic:
whatever he possesses, he beholds secured; what he earns, well employed:
and thus he can direct his mind to lofty objects; and, if fortune favors, he
may act in the state the same character which so well becomes his wife at
home.'
"He then described to us the kind of wife he wished. I reddened; for he was
describing me, as I looked and lived. I silently enjoyed my triumph; and the
more, as I perceived, from all the circumstances, that he had not meant me
individually, that, indeed, he did not know me. I cannot recollect a more
delightful feeling in my life than this, when a man whom I so highly valued
gave the preference, not to my person, but to my inmost nature. What a
recompense did I consider it! What encouragement did it afford me!
"So soon as they were gone, my worthy benefactress with a smile observed
to me, 'Pity that men often think and speak of what they will never execute,
else here were a special match, the exact thing for my dear Theresa!' I made
sport of her remark, and added, that indeed men's understanding gave its
vote for household wives, but that their heart and imagination longed for
other qualities; and that we household people could not stand a rivalry with
beautiful and lovely women. This was spoken for the ear of Lydia; she did
not hide from us that Lothario had made a deep impression on her heart:
and, in reality, he seemed at each new visit to grow more and more attentive
to her. She was poor, and not of rank; she could not think of marriage; but
she was unable to resist the dear delight of charming and of being charmed.
I had never loved, nor did I love at present; but though it was unspeakably
agreeable to see in what light my turn of mind was viewed, how high it was
ranked by such a man, I will confess I still was not altogether satisfied. I
now wished that he should be acquainted with me, and should take a
personal interest in me. This wish arose, without the smallest settled
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"The greatest service I did my benefactress was in bringing into order the
extensive forests which belonged to her. In this precious property, whose
value time and circumstances were continually increasing, matters still went
on according to the old routine,—without regularity, without plan, no end to
theft and fraud. Many hills were standing bare: an equal growth was
nowhere to be found but in the oldest cuttings. I personally visited the
whole of them, with an experienced forester. I got the woods correctly
measured: I set men to hew, to sow, to plant; in a short time, all things were
in progress. That I might mount more readily on horseback, and also walk
on foot with less obstruction, I had a suit of men's clothes made for me: I
was present in many places, I was feared in all.
"Hearing that our young friends, with Lothario, were purposing to have
another hunt, it came into my head, for the first time in my life, to make a
figure, or, that I may not do myself injustice, to pass in the eyes of this
noble gentleman for what I was. I put on my men's clothes, took my gun
upon my shoulder, and went forward with our hunters, to await the party on
our marches. They came: Lothario did not know me; a nephew of the lady
introduced me to him as a clever forester, joked about my youth, and carried
on his jesting in my praise, till at last Lothario recognized me. The nephew
seconded my project, as if we had concocted it together. He circumstantially
and gratefully described what I had done for the estates of his aunt, and
consequently for himself.
"Lothario listened with attention: he talked with me, inquired concerning all
particulars of the estates and district. I, of course, was glad to have such an
opportunity of showing him my knowledge: I stood my ordeal very well; I
submitted certain projects of improvement to him, which he sanctioned,
telling me of similar examples, and strengthening my arguments by the
connection which he gave them. My satisfaction grew more perfect every
moment. Happily, however, I merely wished that he should be acquainted
with me, not that he should love me. We came home; and I observed, more
clearly than before, that the attention he showed Lydia seemed expressive
of a secret attachment. I had reached my object, yet I was not at rest: from
that day he showed a true respect for me, a fine trust in me; in company he
usually spoke to me, asked my opinion, and appeared to be persuaded, that,
in household matters, nothing was unknown to me. His sympathy excited
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political economy, he used to lead me to take part in it; and, in his absence,
I endeavored to acquire more knowledge of our province, nay, of all the
empire. The task was easy for me: it was but repeating on the great scale
what I knew so accurately on the small.
"From this period he visited our house oftener. We talked, I may say, of
every thing; yet in some degree our conversation always in the end grew
economical, if even but in a secondary sense. What immense effects a man,
by the continuous application of his powers, his time, his money, even by
means which seem but small, may bring about, was frequently and largely
spoken of.
"I did not withstand the tendency which drew me towards him; and, alas! I
felt too soon how deep, how cordial, how pure and genuine, was my love,
as I believed it more and more apparent that Lydia, and not myself, was the
occasion of these visits. She, at least, was most vividly persuaded so: she
made me her confidant; and this, again, in some degree, consoled me. For,
in truth, what she explained so much to her advantage, I reckoned nowise of
importance: there was not a trace of any serious lasting union being
meditated, but the more distinctly did I see the wish of the impassioned girl
to be his at any price.
"Thus did matters stand, when the lady of the house surprised me with an
unexpected message. 'Lothario,' said she, 'offers you his hand, and desires
through life to have you ever at his side.' She enlarged upon my qualities,
and told me, what I liked sufficiently to hear, that in me Lothario was
persuaded he had found the person whom he had so long been seeking for.
"The height of happiness was now attained for me: my hand was asked by a
man for whom I had the greatest value, beside whom, and along with
whom, I might expect a full, expanded, free, and profitable employment of
my inborn tendency, of my talent perfected by practice. The sum of my
existence seemed to have enlarged itself into infinitude. I gave my consent:
he himself came, and spoke with me in private; he held out his hand to me;
he looked into my eyes, he clasped me in his arms, and pressed a kiss upon
my lips. It was the first and the last. He confided to me all his
circumstances; told me how much his American campaign had cost him,
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in some measure quarrelled with his grand-uncle; that the worthy gentleman
intended to relieve him, though truly in his own peculiar way, being minded
to provide him with a rich wife, whereas, a man of sense would choose a
household wife, at all events; that, however, by his sister's influence, he
hoped his noble relative would be persuaded. He set before me the
condition of his fortune, his plans, his prospects, and requested my co-
operation. Till his uncle should consent, our promise was to be a secret.
"Scarcely was he gone when Lydia asked me whether he had spoken of her.
I answered no, and tired her with a long detail of economical affairs. She
was restless, out of humor; and his conduct, when he came again, did not
improve her situation.
"But the sun, I see, is bending to the place of rest. Well for you, my friend!
You would otherwise have had to hear this story, which I often enough go
over by myself, in all its most minute particulars. Let me hasten: we are
coming to an epoch on which it is not good to linger.
"By Lothario I was made acquainted with his noble sister; and she, at a
convenient time, contrived to introduce me to the uncle. I gained the old
man: he consented to our wishes, and I returned with happy tidings to my
benefactress. The affair was now no secret in the house: Lydia heard of it;
she thought the thing impossible. When she could no longer doubt of it, she
vanished all at once: we knew not whither she had gone.
"Our marriage-day was coming near: I had often asked him for his portrait;
just as he was going off, I reminded him that he had promised it. He said,
'You have never given me the case you want to have it fitted into.' This was
true: I had got a present from a female friend, on which I set no ordinary
value. Her name, worked from her own hair, was fastened on the outer
glass: within, there was a vacant piece of ivory, on which her portrait was to
have been painted, when a sudden death snatched her from me. Lothario's
love had cheered me at the time her death lay heavy on my spirits, and I
wished to have the void which she had left me in her present filled by the
picture of my friend.
"I ran to my chamber, fetched my jewel-box, and opened it in his presence.
Scarcely had he looked into it, when he noticed a medallion with the
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me hastily whose face it was. 'My mother's,' answered I. 'I could have
sworn,' said he, 'that it was the portrait of a Madame Saint Alban, whom I
met some years ago in Switzerland.'—' It is the same,' replied I, smiling,
'and so you have unwittingly become acquainted with your step-mother.
Saint Alban is the name my mother has assumed for travelling with: she
passes under it in France at present.'
"'I am the miserablest man alive!' exclaimed he, as he threw the portrait
back into the box, covered his eyes with his hand, and hurried from the
room. He sprang on horseback: I ran to the balcony, and called out after
him; he turned, waved his hand to me, went speedily away,—and I have
never seen him more."
The sun went down: Theresa gazed with unaverted looks upon the splendor,
and both her fine eyes filled with tears.
Theresa spoke not: she laid her hand upon her new friend's hands; he kissed
it with emotion: she dried her tears, and rose. "Let us return, and see that all
is right," said she.
The conversation was not lively by the way. They entered the garden-door,
and noticed Lydia sitting on a bench: she rose, withdrew before them, and
walked in. She had a paper in her hand: two little girls were by her. "I see,"
observed Theresa, "she is still carrying her only comfort, Lothario's letter,
with her. He promises that she shall live with him again so soon as he is
well: he begs of her till then to stay in peace with me. On these words she
hangs, with these lines she solaces herself; but with his friends she is
extremely angry."
Meanwhile the two children had approached. They courtesied to Theresa,
and gave her an account of all that had occurred while she was absent. "You
see here another part of my employment," said Theresa. "Lothario's sister
and I have made a league: we educate some little ones in common; such as
promise to be lively, serviceable housewives I take charge of, she of such as
show a finer and more quiet talent: it is right to provide for the happiness of
future husbands, both in household and in intellectual matters. When you
become acquainted with my noble friend, a new era in your life will open.
Her beauty, her goodness, make her worthy of the reverence of the world."
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already known to him; that his transient connection with her would
occasion him perpetual sorrow. He was well pleased that Theresa let the
conversation drop, that some business called for her within. He was now
alone: the intelligence which he had just received of the young and lovely
countess being driven to replace, by deeds of benevolence, her own lost
comfort, made him very sad; he felt, that, with her, it was but a need of self-
oblivion, an attempt to supply, by the hopes of happiness to others, the want
of a cheerful enjoyment of existence in herself. He thought Theresa happy,
since, even in that unexpected melancholy alteration which had taken place
in her prospects, there was no alteration needed in herself. "How fortunate
beyond all others," cried he, "is the man, who, in order to adjust himself to
fate, is not required to cast away his whole preceding life!"
Theresa came into his room, and begged pardon for disturbing him. "My
whole library," said she, "is in the wall-press here: they are rather books
which I do not throw aside, than which I have taken up. Lydia wants a pious
book: there are one or two of that sort among them. Persons who
throughout the whole twelve months are worldly, think it necessary to be
godly at a time of straits: all moral and religious matters they regard as
physic, which is to be taken with aversion when they are unwell; in a
clergyman, a moralist, they see nothing but a doctor, whom they cannot
soon enough get rid of. Now, I confess, I look upon religion as a kind of
diet, which can only be so when I make a constant practice of it, when
throughout the whole twelve months I never lose it out of sight."
She searched among the books: she found some edifying works, as they are
called. "It was of my mother," said Theresa, "that poor Lydia learned to
have recourse to books like these. While her gallant continued faithful,
plays and novels were her life: his departure brought religious writings once
more into credit. I, for my share, cannot understand," continued she, "how
men have made themselves believe that God speaks to us through books
and histories. The man to whom the universe does not reveal directly what
relation it has to him, whose heart does not tell him what he owes to himself
and others, that man will scarcely learn it out of books, which generally do
little more than give our errors names."
She left our friend alone: he passed his evening in examining the little
library; it had, in truth, been gathered quite at random.

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Theresa, for the few days Wilhelm spent with her, continued still the same:
she related to him at different times the consequences of that singular
incident with great minuteness. Day and hour, place and name, were present
to her memory: we shall here compress into a word or two so much of it as
will be necessary for the information of our readers.
The reason of Lothario's quick departure was, unhappily, too easy to
explain. He had met Theresa's mother on her journey: her charms attracted
him; she was no niggard of them; and this luckless transitory aberration
came at length to shut him out from being united to a lady whom nature
seemed to have expressly made for him. As for Theresa, she continued in
the pure circle of her duties. They learned that Lydia had been living in the
neighborhood in secret. She was happy that the marriage, though for
unknown causes, had not been completed. She endeavored to renew her
intimacy with Lothario; and more, as it seemed, out of desperation than
affection, by surprise than with consideration, from tedium than of purpose,
he had met her wishes.
Theresa was not uneasy on this account; she waived all further claims; and,
if he had even been her husband, she would probably have had sufficient
spirit to endure a matter of this kind, if it had not troubled her domestic
order: at least, she often used to say, that a wife who properly conducted her
economy should take no umbrage at such little fancies of her husband, but
be always certain that he would return.
Erelong Theresa's mother had deranged her fortune: the losses fell upon the
daughter, whose share of the effects, in consequence, was small. The old
lady, who had been Theresa's benefactress, died, leaving her a little property
in land, and a handsome sum by way of legacy. Theresa soon contrived to
make herself at home in this new, narrow circle. Lothario offered her a
better property, Jarno endeavoring to negotiate the business; but she refused
it. "I will show," said she, "in this little, that I deserved to share the great
with him; but I keep this before me, that, should accident embarrass me, on
my own account or that of others, I will betake myself without the smallest
hesitation to my generous friend."
There is nothing less liable to be concealed and unemployed than well-
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when her acquaintance and advice began to be desired by many of her
neighbors; and the proprietor of the adjacent lands gave her plainly enough
to understand that it depended on herself alone whether she would take his
hand, and be heiress of the greater part of his estates. She had already
mentioned the matter to our friend: she often jested with him about
marriages, suitable and unsuitable.
"Nothing," said she once, "gives a greater loose to people's tongues than
when a marriage happens which they can denominate unsuitable: and yet
the unsuitable are far more common than the suitable; for, alas! with most
marriages, it is not long till things assume a very piteous look. The
confusion of ranks by marriage can be called unsuitable only when the one
party is unable to participate in the manner of existence which is native,
habitual, and which at length grows absolutely necessary, to the other. The
different classes have different ways of living, which they cannot change or
communicate to one another; and this is the reason why connections such as
these, in general, were better not be formed. Yet exceptions, and exceptions
of the happiest kind, are possible. Thus, too, the marriage of a young
woman with a man advanced in life is generally unsuitable; yet I have seen
some such turn out extremely well. For me, I know but of one kind of
marriage that would be entirely unsuitable,—that in which I should be
called upon to make a show, and manage ceremonies: I would rather give
my hand to the son of any honest farmer in the neighborhood."
Wilhelm at length made ready for returning. He requested of Theresa to
obtain for him a parting word with Lydia. The impassioned girl at last
consented: he said some kindly things to her, to which she answered, "The
first burst of anguish I have conquered. Lothario will be ever dear to me:
but for those friends of his, I know them; and it grieves me that they are
about him. The abbé, for a whim's sake, could leave a person in extreme
need, or even plunge one into it; the doctor would have all things go on like
clock-work; Jarno has no heart; and you—at least no force of character!
Just go on: let these three people use you as their tool; they will have many
an execution to commit to you. For a long time, as I know well, my
presence has been hateful to them. I had not found out their secret, but I had
observed that they had one. Why these bolted rooms, these strange
passages? Why can no one ever reach the central tower? Why did they
banish me, whenever they could, to my own chamber? I will confess,

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jealousy at first incited me to these discoveries: I feared some lucky rival
might be hid there. I have now laid aside that suspicion: I am well
convinced that Lothario loves me, that he means honorably by me; but I am
quite as well convinced that his false and artful friends betray him. If you
would really do him service, if you would ever be forgiven for the injury
which I have suffered from you, free him from the hands of these men. But
what am I expecting! Give this letter to him; repeat what it contains,—that I
will love him forever, that I depend upon his word. Ah!" cried she, rising,
and throwing herself with tears upon Theresa's neck: "he is surrounded by
my foes; they will endeavor to persuade him that I have sacrificed nothing
for his sake. Oh! Lothario may well believe that he is worthy of any
sacrifice, without needing to be grateful for it."
Wilhelm's parting with Theresa was more cheerful: she wished they might
soon meet again. "Me you wholly know," said she: "I alone have talked
while we have been together. It will be your duty, next time, to repay my
candor."
During his return he kept contemplating this new and bright phenomenon
with the liveliest recollection. What confidence had she inspired him with.
He thought of Mignon and Felix, and how happy they might be if under her
direction; then he thought of himself, and felt what pleasure it would be to
live beside a being so entirely serene and clear. As he approached Lothario's
castle, he observed, with more than usual interest, the central tower and the
many passages and side-buildings: he resolved to question Jarno or the abbé
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CHAPTER VII.
On arriving at the castle, Wilhelm found its noble owner in the way of full
recovery: the doctor and the abbé had gone off; Jarno alone was there. It
was not long till the patient now and then could ride, sometimes by himself,
sometimes with his friends. His conversation was at once courteous and
earnest, instructive and enlivening: you could often notice in it traces of a
tender sensibility; although he strove to hide it, and almost seemed to blame
it, when, in spite of him, it came to view.
One evening while at table he was silent, though his look was very cheerful.
"To-day," said Jarno, "you have met with an adventure; and, no doubt, you
relished it."
"I give you credit for your penetration," said Lothario. "Yes, I have met
with a very pleasing adventure. At another time, perhaps, I should not have
considered it so charming as to-day, when it came upon me so attractively.
Towards night I rode out beyond the river, through the hamlets, by a path
which I had often visited in former years. My bodily ailings must have
reduced me more than I supposed: I felt weak; but, as my strength was re-
awakening, I was, as it were, new-born. All objects seemed to wear the hues
they had in earlier times: all looked graceful, lovely, charming, as they have
not looked to me for many years. I easily observed that it was mere debility,
yet I continued to enjoy it: I rode softly onwards, and could now conceive
how men may grow to like diseases which attune us to those sweet
emotions. You know, perhaps, what used of old so frequently to lead me
that way?"
"If I mistake not," answered Jarno, "it was a little love-concern you were
engaged in with a farmer's daughter."
"It might be called a great one," said Lothario; "for we loved each other
deeply, seriously, and for a long time. To-day, it happened, every thing
combined to represent before me in its liveliest color the earliest season of
our love. The boys were again shaking may-bugs from the trees: the ashen
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since I had met with Margaret. She is married at a distance; and I had heard
by chance that she was come with her children, some weeks ago, to pay a
visit to her father."
"This ride, then, was not altogether accidental?"
"I will not deny," replied Lothario, "that I wished to meet her. On coming
near the house, I saw her father sitting at the door: a child of probably a
year old was standing by him. As I approached, a female gave a hasty look
from an upper window; and a minute afterwards I heard some person
tripping down-stairs. I thought surely it was she; and, I will confess, I was
flattering myself that she had recognized me, and was hastening to meet
me. But what was my surprise and disappointment, when she bounded from
the door, seized the child, to whom the horses had come pretty close, and
took it in! It gave me a painful twinge: my vanity, however, was a little
solaced when I thought I saw a tint of redness on her neck and on the ear,
which were uncovered.
"I drew up, and, while speaking with the father, glanced sideways over all
the windows, to observe if she would not appear at some of them; but no
trace of her was visible. Ask I would not, so I rode away. My displeasure
was a little mollified by wonder; though I had not seen the face, it appeared
to me that she was scarcely changed; and ten years are a pretty space! Nay,
she looked even younger, quite as slim, as light of foot; her neck, if
possible, was lovelier than before; her cheeks as quick at blushing; yet she
was the mother of six children, perhaps of more. This apparition suited the
enchantment which surrounded me so well, that I rode along with feelings
grown still younger; and I did not turn till I was at the forest, when the sun
was going down. Strongly as the falling dew and the prescription of our
doctor called upon me to proceed direct homewards, I could not help again
going round by the farmhouse. I observed a woman walking up and down
the garden, which is fenced by a light hedge. I rode along the footpath to it,
and found myself at no great distance from the person whom I wanted.
"Though the evening sun was glancing in my eyes, I saw that she was busy
with the hedge, which only slightly covered her. I thought I recognized my
mistress. On coming up, I halted, not without a palpitation at the heart.
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made her figure indistinct to me. I spoke to her, asked her how she was. She
answered, in an under-tone, 'Quite well.' In the mean time I perceived a
child behind the hedge, engaged in plucking roses; and I took the
opportunity of asking where her other children were. 'It is not my child,'
said she: 'that were rather early!' And at this moment it happened that the
twigs were blown aside, and her face could be distinctly seen. I knew not
what to make of the affair. It was my mistress, and it was not. Almost
younger, almost lovelier, than she used to be ten years before. 'Are not you
the farmer's daughter?' inquired I, half confused. 'No,' said she: 'I am her
cousin.'
"'You resemble one another wonderfully,' added I.
"'Yes, so says every one that knew her half a score of years ago.'
"I continued putting various questions to her: my mistake was pleasant to
me, even after I had found it out. I could not leave this living image of by-
gone blessedness that stood before me. The child, meanwhile, had gone
away: it had wandered to the pond in search of flowers. She took her leave,
and hastened after it.
"I had now, however, learned that my former love was really in her father's
house. While riding forward, I employed myself in guessing whether it had
been her cousin or she that had secured the child from harm. I more than
once, in thought, repeated all the circumstances of the incident: I can
remember few things that have affected me more gratefully. But I feel that I
am still unwell: we must ask the doctor to deliver us from the remains of
this pathetic humor."
With confidential narratives of pretty love adventures, it often happens as
with ghost stories: when the first is told, the others follow of themselves.
Our little party, in recalling other times, found numerous passages of this
description. Lothario had the most to tell. Jarno's histories were all of one
peculiar character: what Wilhelm could disclose we already know. He was
apprehensive they might mention his adventure with the countess; but it
was not hinted at, not even in the remotest manner.
"It is true," observed Lothario, "there can scarcely any feeling in the world
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opens to love for some new object; yet I would forever have renounced that
happiness, had fate been pleased to unite me with Theresa. We are not
always youths: we ought not always to be children. To the man who knows
the world, who understands what he should do in it, what he should hope
from it, nothing can be more desirable than meeting with a wife who will
everywhere co-operate with him, who will everywhere prepare his way for
him; whose diligence takes up what his must leave; whose occupation
spreads itself on every side, while his must travel forward on its single path.
What a heaven had I figured for myself beside Theresa! Not the heaven of
an enthusiastic bliss, but of a sure life on earth; order in prosperity, courage
in adversity, care for the smallest, and a spirit capable of comprehending
and managing the greatest. Oh! I saw in her the qualities which, when
developed, make such women as we find in history, whose excellence
appears to us far preferable to that of men,—this clearness of view, this
expertness in all emergencies, this sureness in details, which brings the
whole so accurately out, although they never seem to think of it. You may
well forgive me," added he, and turning to Wilhelm, with a smile, "that I
forsook Aurelia for Theresa: with the one I could expect a calm and
cheerful life, with the other not a happy hour."
"I will confess," said Wilhelm, "that, in coming hither, I had no small anger
in my heart against you; that I proposed to censure with severity your
conduct to Aurelia."
"It was really censurable," said Lothario: "I should not have exchanged my
friendship for her with the sentiment of love; I should not, in place of the
respect which she deserved, have intruded an attachment she was neither
calculated to excite nor to maintain. Alas! she was not lovely when she
loved,—the greatest misery that can befall a woman."
"Well, it is past!" said Wilhelm. "We cannot always shun the things we
blame; in spite of us, our feelings and our actions sometimes strangely
swerve from their natural and right direction; yet there are certain duties
which we never should lose sight of. Peace be to the ashes of our friend!
Without censuring ourselves or her, let us with sympathizing hearts strew
flowers upon her grave. But, at the grave in which the hapless mother
sleeps, let me ask why you acknowledge not the child,—a son whom any
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your pure and tender nature, how can you altogether cast away the instinct
of a parent? All this while you have not spent one syllable upon that
precious creature, of whose attractions I could say so much."
"Whom do you speak of?" asked Lothario: "I do not understand you."
"Of whom but of your son, Aurelia's son, the lovely child, to whose good
fortune there is nothing wanting, but that a tender father should
acknowledge and receive him."
"You mistake, my friend!" exclaimed Lothario; "Aurelia never had a son, at
least by me: I know of no child, or I would with joy acknowledge it; and,
even in the present case, I will gladly look upon the little creature as a relic
of her, and take charge of educating it. But did she ever give you to believe
that the boy was hers, was mine?"
"I cannot recollect that I ever heard a word from her expressly on the
subject; but we took it up so, and I never for a moment doubted it."
"I can give you something like a clew to this perplexity," said Jarno. "An
old woman, whom you must have noticed often, gave Aurelia the child: she
accepted it with passion, hoping to alleviate her sorrows by its presence;
and, in truth, it gave her many a comfortable hour."
This discovery awoke anxieties in Wilhelm: he thought of his dear Mignon
and his beautiful Felix with the liveliest distinctness. He expressed his wish
to remove them both from the state in which they were.
"We shall soon arrange it," said Lothario. "The little girl may be committed
to Theresa: she cannot be in better hands. As for the boy, I think you should
yourself take charge of him: what in us the women leave uncultivated,
children cultivate when we retain them near us."
"But first, I think," said Jarno, "you will once for all renounce the stage, as
you have no talent for it."
Our friend was struck: he had to curb himself, for Jarno's harsh sentence
had not a little wounded his self-love. "If you convince me of that," replied
he, forcing a smile, "you will do me a service, though it is but a mournful
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"Without enlarging on the subject," answered Jarno, "I could merely wish
you would go and fetch the children. The rest will come in course."
"I am ready," answered Wilhelm: "I am restless, and curious to see if I can
get no further knowledge of the boy: I long to see the little girl who has
attached herself so strangely to me."
It was agreed that he should lose no time in setting out. Next day he had
prepared himself: his horse was saddled; he only waited for Lothario to take
leave of him. At the dinner-hour they went as usual to table, not waiting for
the master of the house. He did not come till late, and then sat down by
them.
"I could bet," said Jarno, "that to-day you have again been making trial of
your tenderness of heart: you have not been able to withstand the curiosity
to see your quondam love."
"Guessed!" replied Lothario.
"Let us hear," said Jarno, "how it went: I long to know."
"I confess," replied Lothario, "the affair lay nearer my heart than it
reasonably ought: so I formed the resolution of again riding out, and
actually seeing the person whose renewed young image had affected me
with such a pleasing illusion. I alighted at some distance from the house,
and sent the horses to a side, that the children, who were playing at the
door, might not be disturbed. I entered the house: by chance she met me just
within the threshold; it was herself; and I recognized her, notwithstanding
the striking change. She had grown stouter, and seemed to be larger; her
gracefulness was shaded by a look of staidness; her vivacity had passed into
a calm reflectiveness. Her head, which she once bore so airily and freely,
drooped a little: slight furrows had been traced upon her brow.
"She cast down her eyes on seeing me, but no blush announced any inward
movement of the heart. I held out my hand to her, she gave me hers; I
inquired about her husband, he was absent; about her children, she stepped
out and called them; all came in and gathered round her. Nothing is more
charming than to see a mother with a child upon her arm; nothing is more
reverend than a mother among many children. That I might say something, I
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father; I agreed; she introduced me to the room, where every thing was
standing almost just as I had left it; and, what seemed stranger still, the fair
cousin, her living image, was sitting on the very seat behind the spinning-
wheel, where I had found my love so often in the self-same form. A little
girl, the very figure of her mother, had come after us; and thus I stood in the
most curious scene, between the future and the past, as in a grove of
oranges, where within a little circle flowers and fruits are living, in
successive stages of their growth, beside each other. The cousin went away
to fetch us some refreshment: I gave the woman I had loved so much my
hand, and said to her, 'I feel a true joy in seeing you again.'—'You are very
good to say so,'answered she; 'but I also can assure you I feel the highest
joy. How often have I wished to see you once more in my life! I have
wished it in moments which I regarded as my last.' She said this with a
settled voice, without appearance of emotion, with that natural air which of
old delighted me so much. The cousin returned, the father with her; and I
leave you to conceive with what feelings I remained, and with what I came
away."

CHAPTER VIII.
In his journey to the town, our friend was thinking of the lovely women
whom he knew or had heard of: their curious fortunes, which contained so
little happiness, were present to him with a sad distinctness. "Ah!" cried he,
"poor Mariana! What shall I yet learn of thee? And thou, noble Amazon,
glorious, protecting spirit, to whom I owe so much, whom I everywhere
expect to meet, and nowhere see, in what mournful circumstances may I
find thee, shouldst thou again appear before me!"
On his arrival in the town, there was not one of his acquaintances at home:
he hastened to the theatre; he supposed they would be rehearsing. Here,
however, all was still; the house seemed empty: one little door alone was
open. Passing through it to the stage, he found Aurelia's ancient serving-
maid, employed in sewing linen for a new decoration: there was barely light
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they had a book between them; and, while Mignon read aloud, Felix was
repeating all the words, as if he, too, knew his letters,—as if he, too, could
read.
The children started up, and ran to him: he embraced them with the
tenderest feelings, and brought them closer to the woman. "Art thou the
person," said he to her with an earnest voice, "from whom Aurelia received
this child?" She looked up from her work, and turned her face to him: he
saw her in full light; he started back in terror,—it was old Barbara.
"Where is Mariana?" cried he. "Far from here," replied the crone.
"And Felix"—
"Is the son of that unhappy and too true and tender-hearted girl. May you
never feel what you have made us suffer! May the treasure which I now
deliver you make you as happy as he made us wretched!"
She arose to go away: Wilhelm held her fast. "I mean not to escape you,"
said she: "let me fetch a paper that will make you glad and sorrowful."
She retired, and Wilhelm gazed upon the child with a painful joy: he durst
not reckon him his own. "He is thine!" cried Mignon, "he is thine!" and
passed the child to Wilhelm's knee.
Barbara came back, and handed him a letter. "Here are Mariana's last
words," said she.
"She is dead!" cried he.
"Dead," said the old woman. "I wish to spare you all reproaches."
Astonished and confounded, Wilhelm broke up the letter; but scarcely had
he read the first words of it when a bitter grief took hold of him: he let the
letter fall, and sank upon a seat. Mignon hurried to him, trying to console
him. In the mean time Felix had picked up the letter: he teased his playmate
till she yielded, till she knelt beside him and read it over. Felix repeated the
words, and Wilhelm was compelled to hear them twice. "If this sheet should
ever reach thee, then lament thy ill-starred friend. Thy love has caused her
death. The boy, whose birth I survive but a few days, is thine: I die faithful
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thing that bound me to life. I die content, for they have assured me that the
child is healthy and will live. Listen to old Barbara; forgive her: farewell,
and forget me not."
What a painful, and yet, to his comfort, half enigmatic letter! Its contents
pierced through his heart, as the children, stuttering and stammering,
pronounced and repeated them.
"That's what has come of it!" said the crone, not waiting till he had
recovered. "Thank Heaven, that, having lost so true a love, you have still
left you so fine a child. Your grief will be unequalled when you learn how
the poor, good girl stood faithful to you to the end, how miserable she
became, and what she sacrificed for your sake."
"Let me drain the cup of sorrow and of joy at once!" cried Wilhelm.
"Convince me, even persuade me, that she was a good girl, that she
deserved respect as well as love: then leave me to my grief for her
irreparable loss."
"It is not yet time," said Barbara: "I have work to do, and I would not we
were seen together. Let it be a secret that Felix is your son: I should have
too much abuse to suffer from the company, for having formerly deceived
them. Mignon will not betray us: she is good and close."
"I have known it long, and I said nothing," answered Mignon. "How is it
possible?" cried Barbara. "Whence?" cried Wilhelm.
"The spirit told it me."
"Where? Where?"
"In the vault, when the old man drew his knife, it called to me, 'Bring his
father;' and I thought it must be thou."
"Who called to thee?"
"I know not: in my heart, in my head, I was terrified; I trembled, I prayed;
then it called, and I understood it."
Wilhelm pressed her to his heart, recommended Felix to her, and retired. He
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when he left her. Madam Melina was the first acquaintance he met: she
received him in the friendliest manner. "Oh that you might find every thing
among us as you wished!" exclaimed she.
"I doubt it," answered Wilhelm: "I do not expect it. Confess that they have
taken all their measures to dispense with me."
"Why would you go away?" replied his friend.
"We cannot soon enough convince ourselves," said he, "how very simply
we may be dispensed with in the world. What important personages we
conceive ourselves to be! We think that it is we alone who animate the
circle we move in; that, in our absence, life, nourishment, and breath will
make a general pause: and, alas! the void which occurs is scarcely
remarked, so soon is it filled up again; nay, it is often but the place, if not
for something better, at least for something more agreeable."
"And the sorrows of our friends we are not to take into account?"
"For our friends, too, it is well, when they soon recover their composure,
when they say each to himself, there where thou art, there where thou
remainest, accomplish what thou canst; be busy, be courteous, and let the
present scene delight thee."
On a narrower inquiry, he found what he had looked for: the opera had been
set up, and was exclusively attracting the attention of the public. His parts
had in the mean while been distributed between Horatio and Laertes, and
both of them were in the habit of eliciting from the spectators far more
liberal applause than he had ever been enabled to obtain.
Laertes entered: and Madam Melina cried, "Look you here at this lucky
fellow; he is soon to be a capitalist, or Heaven knows what!" Wilhelm, in
embracing him, discovered that his coat was superfine: the rest of his
apparel was simple, but of the very best materials.
"Solve me the riddle!" cried our friend.
"You are still in time to learn," replied Laertes, "that my running to and fro
is now about to be repaid; that a partner in a large commercial house is
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allowing me a share with him. I would give something, could I purchase
back my confidence in women: there is a pretty niece in the house; and I see
well enough, that, if I pleased, I might soon be a made man."
"You have not heard," said Frau Melina, "that a marriage has already taken
place among ourselves? Serlo is actually wedded to the fair Elmira: her
father would not tolerate their secret correspondence."
They talked in this manner about many things that had occurred while he
was absent: nor was it difficult for him to observe, that, according to the
present temper and constitution of the company, his dismissal had already
taken place.
He impatiently expected Barbara, who had appointed him to wait for her far
in the night. She was to come when all were sleeping: she required as many
preparations as if she had been the youngest maiden gliding in to her
beloved. Meanwhile he read a hundred times the letter she had given him,
—read with unspeakable delight the word faithful in the hand of his darling,
with horror the announcement of her death, whose approaches she appeared
to view unmoved.
Midnight was past, when something rustled at the half-open door, and
Barbara came in with a little basket. "I am to tell you the story of our woes,"
said she: "and I must believe that you will sit unmoved at the recital; that
you are waiting for me but to satisfy your curiosity; that you will now, as
you did formerly, retire within your cold selfishness, while our hearts are
breaking. But look you here! Thus, on that happy evening, did I bring you
the bottle of champagne; thus did I place the three glasses on the table: and
as you then began, with soft nursery tales, to cozen us and lull us asleep; so
will I now with stern truths instruct you and keep you waking."
Wilhelm knew not what to say, when the old woman, in fact, let go the cork,
and filled the three glasses to the brim.
"Drink!" cried she, having emptied at a draught her foaming glass. "Drink,
ere the spirit of it pass! This third glass shall froth away untasted to the
memory of my unhappy Mariana. How red were her lips when she then
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"Sibyl! Fury!" cried Wilhelm, springing up, and striking the table with his
fist, "what evil spirit possesses thee and drives thee? For what dost thou
take me, that thou thinkest the simplest narrative of Mariana's death and
sorrows will not harrow me enough, but usest these hellish arts to sharpen
my torment? If thy insatiable greediness is such, that thou must revel at the
funeral-table, drink and speak! I have loathed thee from of old; and I cannot
reckon Mariana guiltless while I even look upon thee, her companion."
"Softly, mein Herr!" replied the crone: "you shall not ruffle me. Your debts
to us are deep and dark: the railing of a debtor does not anger one. But you
are right: the simplest narrative will punish you sufficiently. Hear, then, the
struggle and the victory of Mariana striving to continue yours."
"Continue mine?" cried Wilhelm: "what fable dost thou mean to tell me?"
"Interrupt me not," said she; "hear me, and then give what belief you list: to
me it is all one. Did you not, the last night you were with us, find a letter in
the room, and take it with you?"
"I found the letter after I had taken it with me: it was lying in the
neckerchief, which, in the warmth of my love, I had seized and carried off."
"What did the sheet contain?"
"The expectation of an angry lover to be better treated on the next than he
had been on the preceding evening. And that you kept your word to him, I
need not be told; for I saw him with my own eyes gliding from your house
before daybreak."
"You may have seen him; but what occurred within, how sadly Mariana
passed that night, how fretfully I passed it, you are yet to learn. I will be
altogether candid: I will neither hide nor palliate the fact, that I persuaded
Mariana to yield to the solicitations of a certain Norberg; it was with
repugnance that she followed my advice, nay, that she even heard it. He was
rich; he seemed attached: I hoped he would be constant. Soon after, he was
forced to go upon his journey; and Mariana became acquainted with you.
What had I then to abide! What to hinder, what to undergo! 'Oh!' cried she
often, 'hadst thou spared my youth, my innocence, but four short weeks, I
might have found a worthy object of my love; I had then been worthy of
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sold against my will.' She entirely abandoned herself to her affection for
you: I need not ask if you were happy. Over her understanding I had an
unbounded power, for I knew the means of satisfying all her little
inclinations: but over her heart I had no control; for she never sanctioned
what I did for her, what I counselled her to do, when her heart said nay. It
was only to irresistible necessity that she would yield, but erelong the
necessity appeared to her extremely pressing. In the first period of her
youth, she had never known want; by a complication of misfortunes, her
people lost their fortune; the poor girl had been used to have a number of
conveniences; and upon her young spirit certain principles of honor had
been stamped, which made her restless, without much helping her. She had
not the smallest skill in worldly matters: she was innocent in the strictest
meaning of the word. She had no idea that one could buy without paying;
nothing frightened her more than being in debt: she always rather liked to
give than take. This, and this alone, was what made it possible that she
could be constrained to give herself away, in order to get rid of various little
debts which weighed upon her."
"And couldst not thou," cried Wilhelm, in an angry tone, "have saved her?"
"Oh, yes!" replied the beldame, "with hunger and need, with sorrow and
privation; but for this I was not disposed."
"Abominable, base procuress! So thou hast sacrificed the hapless creature!
Offered her up to thy throat, to thy insatiable maw!"
"It were better to compose yourself, and cease your reviling," said the
dame. "If you will revile, go to your high, noble houses: there you will meet
with many a mother, full of anxious cares to find out for some lovely,
heavenly maiden the most odious of men, provided he be the richest. See
the poor creature shivering and faltering before her fate, and nowhere
finding consolation, till some more experienced female lets her understand,
that, by marriage, she acquires the right, in future, to dispose of her heart
and person as she pleases."
"Peace!" cried Wilhelm. "Dost thou think that one crime can be the excuse
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"Do you listen, then, without blaming! Mariana became yours against my
will. In this adventure, at least, I have nothing to reproach myself with.
Norberg returned; he made haste to visit Mariana: she received him coldly
and angrily,—would not even admit him to a kiss. I employed all my art in
apologizing for her conduct,—gave him to understand that her confessor
had awakened her conscience: that, so long as conscientious scruples lasted,
one was bound to respect them. I at last so far succeeded that he went away,
I promising to do my utmost for him. He was rich and rude; but there was a
touch of goodness in him, and he loved Mariana without limit. He promised
to be patient, and I labored with the greatest ardor not to try him too far.
With Mariana I had a stubborn contest: I persuaded her, nay, I may call it
forced her, by the threat of leaving her, to write to Norberg, and invite him
for the night. You came, and by chance picked up his answer in the
neckerchief. Your presence broke my game. For scarcely were you gone,
when she anew began her lamentation: she swore she would not be
unfaithful to you; she was so passionate, so frantic, that I could not help
sincerely pitying her. In the end, I promised, that for this night also I would
pacify her lover, and send him off, under some pretence or other. I entreated
her to go to bed, but she did not seem to trust me: she kept on her clothes,
and at last fell asleep, without undressing, agitated and exhausted with
weeping as she was.
"Norberg came; representing in the blackest hues her conscientious agonies
and her repentance, I endeavored to retain him: he wished to see her, and I
went into the room to prepare her; he followed me, and both of us at once
came forward to her bed. She awoke, sprang wildly up, and tore herself
from our arms: she conjured and begged, she entreated, threatened, and
declared she would not yield. She was improvident enough to let fall some
words about the true state of her affections, which poor Norberg had to
understand in a spiritual sense. At length he left her, and she locked her
door. I kept him long with me, and talked with him about her situation. I
told him that she was with child; that, poor girl, she should be humored. He
was so delighted with his fatherhood, with his prospect of a boy, that he
granted every thing she wished: he promised rather to set out and travel for
a time, than vex his dear, and injure her by these internal troubles. With
such intentions, at an early hour he glided out; and if you, mein Herr, stood
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have looked into the bosom of your rival, whom you thought so favored and
so fortunate, and whose appearance drove you to despair."
"Art thou speaking truth?" said Wilhelm.
"True," said the crone, "as I still hope to drive you to despair."
"Yes: certainly you would despair, if I could rightly paint to you the
following morning. How cheerfully did she awake! how kindly did she call
me in, how warmly thank me, how cordially press me to her bosom! 'Now,'
said she, stepping up to her mirror with a smile, 'can I again take pleasure in
myself, and in my looks, since once more I am my own, am his, my one
beloved friend's. How sweet is it to conquer! How I thank thee for taking
charge of me; for having turned thy prudence and thy understanding, once,
at least, to my advantage! Stand by me, and devise the means of making me
entirely happy!'
"I assented, would not irritate her: I flattered her hopes, and she caressed
me tenderly. If she retired but a moment from the window, I was made to
stand and watch: for you, of course, would pass; for she at least would see
you. Thus did we spend the restless day. At night, at the accustomed hour,
we looked for you with certainty. I was already out waiting at the staircase:
I grew weary, and came in to her again. With surprise I found her in her
military dress: she looked cheerful and charming beyond what I had ever
seen her. 'Do I not deserve,' said she, 'to appear to-night in man's apparel?
Have I not struggled bravely? My dearest shall see me as he saw me for the
first time: I will press him as tenderly and with greater freedom to my heart
than then; for am I not his much more than I was then, when a noble
resolution had not freed me? But,' added she, after pausing for a little, 'I
have not yet entirely won him; I must still risk the uttermost, in order to be
worthy, to be certain of possessing him; I must disclose the whole to him,
discover to him all my state, then leave it to himself to keep or to reject me.
This scene I am preparing for my friend, preparing for myself; and, were his
feelings capable of casting me away, I should then belong again entirely to
myself; my punishment would bring me consolation, I would suffer all that
fate could lay upon me.'
"With such purposes and hopes, mein Herr, this lovely girl expected you:
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see thee still before me,—with what love, what heartfelt love, thou spokest
of the man whose cruelty thou hadst not yet experienced."
"Good, dear Barbara!" cried Wilhelm, springing up, and seizing the old
woman by the hand, "we have had enough of mummery and preparation!
Thy indifferent, thy calm, contented tone betrays thee. Give me back my
Mariana! She is living, she is near at hand. Not in vain didst thou choose
this late, lonely hour to visit me; not in vain hast thou prepared me by thy
most delicious narrative. Where is she? Where hast thou hidden her? I
believe all, I will promise to believe all, so thou but show her to me, so thou
give her to my arms. The shadow of her I have seen already: let me clasp
her once more to my bosom. I will kneel before her, I will entreat
forgiveness; I will congratulate her upon her victory over herself and thee; I
will bring my Felix to her. Come! Where hast thou concealed her? Leave
her, leave me no longer in uncertainty! Thy object is attained. Where hast
thou hidden her? Let me light thee with this candle, let me once more see
her fair and kindly face!"
He had pulled old Barbara from her chair: she stared at him; tears started
into her eyes, wild pangs of grief took hold of her. "What luckless error,"
cried she, "leaves you still a moment's hope? Yes, I have hidden her, but
beneath the ground: neither the light of the sun nor any social taper shall
again illuminate her kindly face. Take the boy Felix to her grave, and say to
him, 'There lies thy mother, whom thy father doomed unheard.' The heart of
Mariana beats no longer with impatience to behold you: not in a
neighboring chamber is she waiting the conclusion of my narrative or fable;
the dark chamber has received her, to which no bridegroom follows, from
which none comes to meet a lover."
She cast herself upon the floor beside a chair, and wept bitterly. Wilhelm
now, for the first time, felt entirely convinced that Mariana was no more:
his emotions it is easy to conceive. The old woman rose: "I have nothing
more to tell you," cried she, and threw a packet on the table. "Here are some
writings that will put your cruelty to shame: peruse these sheets with unwet
eyes, if you can." She glided softly out. Our friend had not the heart to open
the pocket-book that night: he had himself presented it to Mariana; he knew
that she had carefully preserved in it every letter he had sent her. Next
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forward written with pencil in his own hand, and recalled to him every
situation, from the first day of their graceful acquaintance to the last of their
stern separation. In particular, it was not without acute anguish that he read
a small series of billets which had been addressed to himself, and to which,
as he saw from their tenor, Werner had refused admittance.
"No one of my letters has yet penetrated to thee; my entreaties, my prayers,
have not reached thee; was it thyself that gave these cruel orders? Shall I
never see thee more? Yet again I attempt it: I entreat thee, come, oh come! I
ask not to retain thee, if I might but once more press thee to my heart."
"When I used to sit beside thee, holding thy hands, looking in thy eyes, and
with the full heart of love and trust to call thee 'Dear, dear good Wilhelm!' it
would please thee so, that I had to repeat it over and over. I repeat it once
again: 'Dear, dear good Wilhelm! Be good as thou wert: come, and leave me
not to perish in my wretchedness.'"
"Thou regardest me as guilty: I am so, but not as thou thinkest. Come, let
me have this single comfort, to be altogether known to thee, let what will
befall me afterwards."
"Not for my sake alone, for thy own too, I beg of thee to come. I feel the
intolerable pains thou art suffering, whilst thou fleest from me. Come, that
our separation may be less cruel! Perhaps I was never worthy of thee till
this moment, when thou art repelling me to boundless woe."
"By all that is holy, by all that can touch a human heart, I call upon thee! It
involves the safety of a soul, it involves a life, two lives, one of which must
ever be dear to thee. This, too, thy suspicion will discredit: yet I will speak
it in the hour of death; the child which I carry under my heart is thine. Since
I began to love thee, no other man has even pressed my hand. Oh that thy
love, that thy uprightness, had been the companions of my youth!"
"Thou wilt not hear me? I must even be silent. But these letters will not die:
perhaps they will speak to thee, when the shroud is covering my lips, and
the voice of thy repentance cannot reach my ear. Through my weary life, to
the last moment, this will be my only comfort, that, though I cannot call
myself blameless, towards thee I am free from blame."

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Wilhelm could proceed no farther: he resigned himself entirely to his
sorrow, which became still more afflicting; when, Laertes entering, he was
obliged to hide his feelings. Laertes showed a purse of ducats, and began to
count and reckon them, assuring Wilhelm that there could be nothing finer
in the world than for a man to feel himself on the way to wealth; that
nothing then could trouble or detain him. Wilhelm bethought him of his
dream, and smiled; but at the same time, he remembered with a shudder,
that in his vision Mariana had forsaken him, to follow his departed father,
and that both of them at last had moved about the garden, hovering in the
air like spirits.
Laertes forced him from his meditations: he brought him to a coffee-house,
where, immediately on Wilhelm's entrance, several persons gathered round
him. They were men who had applauded his performance on the stage: they
expressed their joy at meeting him; lamenting that, as they had heard, he
meant to leave the theatre. They spoke so reasonably and kindly of himself
and his acting, of his talent, and their hopes from it, that Wilhelm, not
without emotion, cried at last, "Oh, how infinitely precious would such
sympathy have been to me some months ago! How instructive, how
encouraging! Never had I turned my mind so totally from the concerns of
the stage, never had I gone so far as to despair of the public."
"So far as this," said an elderly man who now stepped forward, "we should
never go. The public is large: true judgment, true feeling, are not quite so
rare as one believes; only the artist ought not to demand an unconditional
approval of his work. Unconditional approval is always the least valuable:
conditional you gentlemen are not content with. In life, as in art, I know
well, a person must take counsel with himself when he purposes to do or to
produce any thing: but, when it is produced or done, he must listen with
attention to the voices of a number; and, with a little practice, out of these
many votes he will be able to collect a perfect judgment. The few who
could well have saved us this trouble for the most part hold their peace."
"This they should not do," said Wilhelm. "I have often heard people, who
themselves kept silence in regard to works of merit, complain and lament
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"To-day, then, we will speak aloud," cried a young man. "You must dine
with us; and we will try to pay off a little of the debt which we have owed
to you, and sometimes also to our good Aurelia."
This invitation Wilhelm courteously declined: he went to Frau Melina,
whom he wished to speak with on the subject of the children, as he meant to
take them from her.
Old Barbara's secret was not too religiously observed by him. He betrayed
himself so soon as he again beheld the lovely Felix. "Oh my child!" cried
he: "my dear child!" He lifted him, and pressed him to his heart.
"Father! what hast thou brought for me?" cried the child. Mignon looked at
both, as if she meant to warn them not to blab.
"What new phenomenon is this?" said Frau Melina. They got the children
sent away; and Wilhelm, thinking that he did not owe old Barbara the
strictest secrecy, disclosed the whole affair to Frau Melina. She viewed him
with a smile. "Oh, these credulous men!" exclaimed she. "If any thing is
lying in their path, it is so easy to impose it on them; while in other cases
they will neither look to the right nor left, and can value nothing which they
have not previously impressed with the stamp of an arbitrary passion!" She
sighed, against her will: if our friend had not been altogether blind, he must
have noticed in her conduct an affection for him which had never been
entirely subdued.
He now spoke with her about the children,—how he purposed to keep Felix
with him, and to place Mignon in the country. Madam Melina, though sorry
at the thought of parting with them, said the plan was good, nay, absolutely
necessary. Felix was becoming wild with her, and Mignon seemed to need
fresh air and other occupation: she was sickly, and was not yet recovering.
"Let it not mislead you," added Frau Melina, "that I have lightly hinted
doubts about the boy's being really yours. The old woman, it is true,
deserves but little confidence; yet a person who invents untruths for her
advantage, may likewise speak the truth when truths are profitable to her.
Aurelia she had hoodwinked to believe that Felix was Lothario's son; and it
is a property of us women, that we cordially like the children of our lovers,
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Felix came jumping in: she pressed him to her with a tenderness which was
not usual to her.
Wilhelm hastened home, and sent for Barbara, who, however, would not
undertake to meet him till the twilight. He received her angrily. "There is
nothing in the world more shameful," said he, "than establishing one's self
on lies and fables. Already thou hast done much mischief with them; and
now, when thy word could decide the fortune of my life, now must I stand
dubious, not venturing to call the child my own, though to possess him
without scruple would form my highest happiness. I cannot look upon thee,
scandalous creature, without hatred and contempt."
"Your conduct, if I speak with candor," said the old woman, "appears to me
intolerable. Even if Felix were not yours, he is the fairest and the loveliest
child in nature: one might purchase him at any price, to have him always
near one. Is he not worthy your acceptance? Do not I deserve for my care,
for the labor I have had with him, a little pension for the small remainder of
my life? Oh, you gentlemen who know no want! It is well for you to talk of
truth and honor; but how the miserable being whose smallest necessity is
unprovided for, who sees in her perplexities no friend, no help, no counsel,
how she is to press through the crowd of selfish men, and to starve in
silence, you are seldom at the trouble to consider. Did you read Mariana's
letters? They are the letters she wrote to you at that unhappy season. It was
in vain that I attempted to approach you to deliver you these sheets: your
savage brother-in-law had so begirt you, that craft and cunning were of no
avail; and at last, when he began to threaten me and Mariana with
imprisonment, I had then to cease my efforts and renounce all hope. Does
not every thing agree with what I told you? And does not Norberg's letter
put the story altogether out of doubt?"
"What letter?" asked he.
"Did you not find it in the pocket-book?" said Barbara.
"I have not yet read all of them."
"Give me the pocket-book: on that paper every thing depends. Norberg's
luckless billet caused this sorrowful perplexity: another from his hand may
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She took a letter from the book: Wilhelm recognized that odious writing; he
constrained himself, and read,—
"Tell me, girl, how hast thou got such power over me? I would not have
believed that a goddess herself could make a sighing lover of me. Instead of
hastening towards me with open arms, thou shrankest back from me: one
might have taken it for aversion. Is it fair that I should spend the night with
old Barbara, sitting on a trunk, and but two doors between me and my
pretty Mariana? It is too bad, I tell thee! I have promised to allow thee time
to think, not to press thee unrelentingly: I could run mad at every wasted
quarter of an hour. Have not I given thee gifts according to my power? Dost
thou still doubt of my love? What wilt thou have? Do but tell me: thou shalt
want for nothing. Would the Devil had the priest that put such stuff into thy
head! Why didst thou go to such a churl? There are plenty of them that
allow young people somewhat. In short, I tell thee, things must alter: in two
days I must have an answer, for I am to leave the town; and, if thou become
not kind and friendly to me, thou shalt never see me more."....
In this style the letter spun itself to great length; turning, to Wilhelm's
painful satisfaction, still about the same point, and testifying for the truth of
the account which he had got from Barbara. A second letter clearly proved
that Mariana, in the sequel, also had maintained her purpose; and it was not
without heartfelt grief, that, out of these and other papers, Wilhelm learned
the history of the unlucky girl to the very hour of her death.
Barbara had gradually tamed rude, regardless Norberg, by announcing to
him Mariana's death, and leaving him in the belief that Felix was his son.
Once or twice he had sent her money, which, however, she retained for
herself; having talked Aurelia into taking charge of the child. But,
unhappily, this secret source of riches did not long endure. Norberg, by a
life of riot, had impaired his fortune; and, by repeated love-affairs, his heart
was rendered callous to his supposed first-born.
Probable as all this seemed, beautifully as it all agreed, Wilhelm did not
venture to give way to joy. He still appeared to dread a present coming from
his evil Genius.
"Your jealous fears," said Barbara, who guessed his mood of mind, "time
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him on that account; observe his gifts, his temper, his capacities; and if you
do not, by and by, discover in him the exact resemblance of yourself, your
eyes must certainly be bad. Of this I can assure you,—were I a man, no one
should foist a child on me; but it is a happiness for women, that, in these
cases, men are not so quick of sight."
These things over, Wilhelm and Barbara parted: he was to take Felix with
him; she, to carry Mignon to Theresa, and afterwards to live in any place
she pleased, upon a small annuity which he engaged to settle on her.
He sent for Mignon, to prepare her for the new arrangement. "Master," said
she, "keep me with thee: it will do me good, and do me ill."
He told her, that, as she was now grown up, there should be something
further done for her instruction. "I am sufficiently instructed," answered
she, "to love and grieve."
He directed her attention to her health, and showed that she required
continuous care, and the direction of a good physician. "Why care for me,"
said she, "when there are so many things to care for?"
After he had labored greatly to persuade her that he could not take her with
him, that he would conduct her to a place where he might often see her, she
appeared as if she had not heard a word of it. "Thou wishest not to have me
with thee," said she. "Perhaps it is better: send me to the old harper; the
poor man is lonely where he is."
Wilhelm tried to show her that the old man was in comfortable
circumstances. "Every hour I long for him," replied the child.
"I did not see," said Wilhelm, "that thou wert so fond of him when he was
living with us."
"I was frightened for him when he was awake; I could not bear his eyes:
but, when he was asleep, I liked so well to sit by him! I used to chase the
flies from him: I could not look at him enough. Oh! he has stood by me in
fearful moments: none knows how much I owe him. Had I known the road,
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Wilhelm set the circumstances in detail before her: he said that she had
always been a reasonable child, and that, on this occasion also, she might
do as she desired. "Reason is cruel," said she; "the heart is better: I will go
as thou requirest, only leave me Felix."
After much discussion her opinion was not altered; and Wilhelm at last
resolved on giving Barbara both the children, and sending them together to
Theresa. This was the easier for him, as he still feared to look upon the
lovely Felix as his son. He would take him on his arm, and carry him about:
the child delighted to be held before the glass; Wilhelm also liked, though
unavowedly, to hold him there, and seek resemblances between their faces.
If for a moment any striking similarity appeared between them, he would
press the boy in his arms; and then, at once affrighted by the thought that he
might be mistaken, he would set him down, and let him run away. "Oh,"
cried he, "if I were to appropriate this priceless treasure, and it were then to
be snatched from me, I should be the most unhappy man on earth!"
The children had been sent away; and Wilhelm was about to take a formal
leave of the theatre, when he felt that in reality he had already taken leave,
and needed but to go. Mariana was no more: his two guardian spirits had
departed, and his thoughts hied after them. The fair boy hovered like a
beautiful uncertain vision in the eyes of his imagination: he saw him, at
Theresa's hand, running through the fields and woods, forming his mind
and person in the free air, beside a free and cheerful foster-mother. Theresa
had become far dearer to him since he figured her in company with Felix.
Even while sitting in the theatre, he thought of her with smiles; he was
almost in her own case: the stage could now produce no more illusion in
him.
Serlo and Melina were excessively polite to him, when they observed that
he was making no pretensions to his former place. A portion of the public
wished to see him act again: this he could not accede to; nor in the company
did any one desire it, saving Frau Melina.
Of this friend he now took leave; he was moved at parting with her: he
exclaimed, "Why do we presume to promise any thing depending on an
unknown future? The most slight engagement we have not power to keep,
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promised to you all, in that unhappy night, when we were lying plundered,
sick, and wounded, crammed into a miserable tavern. How did misfortune
elevate my courage! what a treasure did I think I had found in my good
wishes! And of all this not a jot has taken effect! I leave you as your debtor;
and my comfort is, that our people prized my promise at its actual worth,
and never more took notice of it."
"Be not unjust to yourself," said Frau Melina: "if no one acknowledges
what you have done for us, I at least will not forget it. Our whole condition
had been different, if you had not been with us. But it is with our purposes
as with our wishes. They seem no longer what they were, when they have
been accomplished, been fulfilled; and we think we have done, have wished
for, nothing."
"You shall not, by your friendly statement," answered Wilhelm, "put my
conscience to peace. I shall always look upon myself as in your debt."
"Nay, perhaps you are so," said Madam Melina, "but not in the manner you
suppose. We reckon it a shame to fail in the fulfilment of a promise we have
uttered with the voice. O my friend! a worthy person by his very presence
promises us much. The confidence he elicits, the inclination he inspires, the
hopes he awakens, are unbounded: he is and continues in our debt, although
he does not know it. Fare you well! If our external circumstances have been
happily repaired by your direction, in my mind there is, by your departure,
produced a void which will not be filled up again so easily."
Before leaving the city, Wilhelm wrote a copious sheet to Werner. He had
before exchanged some letters; but, not being able to agree, they had at
length ceased to write. Now, however, Wilhelm had again approximated to
his brother: he was just about to do what Werner had so earnestly desired.
He could say, "I am abandoning the stage: I mean to join myself with men
whose intercourse, in every sense, must lead me to a sure and suitable
activity." He inquired about his property; and it now seemed strange to him,
that he had never, for so long a time, disturbed himself about it. He knew
not that it is the manner of all persons who attach importance to their
inward cultivation altogether to neglect their outward circumstances. This
had been Wilhelm's case: he now for the first time seemed to notice, that, to
work effectively, he stood in need of outward means. He entered on his

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journey, this time, in a temper altogether different from that of last; the
prospects he had in view were charming; he hoped to meet with something
cheerful by the way.

CHAPTER IX.
On returning to Lothario's castle, Wilhelm found that changes had occurred.
Jarno met him with the tidings, that, Lothario's uncle being dead, the baron
had himself set out to take possession of the heritage. "You come in time,"
said he, "to help the abbé and me. Lothario has commissioned us to
purchase some extensive properties of land in this quarter: he has long
contemplated the bargain, and we have now got cash and credit just in
season. The only point which made us hesitate was, that a distant trading-
house had also views upon the same estates: at length we have determined
to make common cause with it, as otherwise we might outbid each other
without need or reason. The trader seems to be a prudent man. At present
we are making estimates and calculations: we must also settle economically
how the lands are to be shared, so that each of us may have a fine estate."
The papers were submitted to our friend: the fields, meadows, houses, were
inspected; and, though Jarno and the abbé seemed to understand the matter
fully, Wilhelm could not help desiring that Theresa had been with them.
In these labors several days were spent, and Wilhelm had scarcely time to
tell his friends of his adventures and his dubious fatherhood. This incident,
to him so interesting, they treated with indifference and levity.
He had noticed, that they frequently in confidential conversation, while at
table or in walks, would suddenly stop short, and give their words another
application; thereby showing, at least, that they had on the anvil many
things which were concealed from him. He bethought him of what Lydia
had said; and he put the greater faith in it, as one entire division of the castle
had always been inaccessible to him. The way to certain galleries,
particularly to the ancient tower, with which externally he was so well
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One evening Jarno said to him, "We can now consider you as ours, with
such security, that it were unjust if we did not introduce you deeper into our
mysteries. It is right that a man, when he first enters upon life, should think
highly of himself, should determine to attain many eminent distinctions,
should endeavor to make all things possible; but, when his education has
proceeded to a certain pitch, it is advantageous for him, that he learn to lose
himself among a mass of men, that he learn to live for the sake of others,
and to forget himself in an activity prescribed by duty. It is then that he first
becomes acquainted with himself, for it is conduct alone that compares us
with others. You shall soon see what a curious little world is at your very
hand, and how well you are known in it. To-morrow morning before sunrise
be dressed and ready."
Jarno came at the appointed hour: he led our friend through certain known
and unknown chambers of the castle, then through several galleries; till at
last they reached a large old door, strongly framed with iron. Jarno
knocked: the door went up a little, so as to admit one person. Jarno shoved
in our friend, but did not follow him. Wilhelm found himself in an obscure
and narrow stand: all was dark around him; and, when he tried to go a step
forward, he found himself hemmed in. A voice not altogether strange to him
cried, "Enter!" and he now discovered that the sides of the place where he
was were merely hung with tapestry, through which a feeble light
glimmered in to him. "Enter!" cried the voice again: he raised the tapestry,
and entered.
The hall in which he now stood appeared to have at one time been a chapel:
instead of the altar, he observed a large table raised some steps above the
floor, and covered with a green cloth hanging over it. On the top of this, a
drawn curtain seemed as if it hid a picture; on the sides were spaces
beautifully worked, and covered in with fine wire-netting, like the shelves
of a library; only here, instead of books, a multitude of rolls had been
inserted. Nobody was in the hall: the rising sun shone through the window,
right on Wilhelm, and kindly saluted him as he came in.
"Be seated!" cried a voice, which seemed to issue from the altar. Wilhelm
placed himself in a small arm-chair, which stood against the tapestry where
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content with it, though the morning radiance dazzled him; the chair stood
fast, he could only keep his hand before his eyes.
But now the curtain, which hung down above the altar, went asunder with a
gentle rustling, and showed, within a picture-frame, a dark, empty aperture.
A man stepped forward at it, in a common dress, saluted the astonished
looker-on, and said to him, "Do you not recognize me? Among the many
things which you would like to know, do you feel no curiosity to learn
where your grandfather's collection of pictures and statues are at present?
Have you forgot the painting which you once so much delighted in? Where,
think you, is the sick king's son now languishing?" Wilhelm, without
difficulty, recognized the stranger, whom, in that important night, he had
conversed with at the inn. "Perhaps," continued his interrogator, "we should
now be less at variance in regard to destiny and character."
Wilhelm was about to answer, when the curtain quickly flew together.
"Strange!" said Wilhelm to himself: "can chance occurrences have a
connection? Is what we call Destiny but Chance? Where is my grandfather's
collection? and why am I reminded of it in these solemn moments?"
He had not leisure to pursue his thoughts: the curtain once more parted; and
a person stood before him, whom he instantly perceived to be the country
clergyman that had attended him and his companions on that pleasure-sail
of theirs. He had a resemblance to the abbé, though he seemed to be a
different person. With a cheerful countenance, in a tone of dignity, he said,
"To guard from error is not the instructor's duty, but to lead the erring pupil;
nay, to let him quaff his error in deep, satiating draughts, this is the
instructor's wisdom. He who only tastes his error, will long dwell with it,
will take delight in it as in a singular felicity; while he who drains it to the
dregs will, if he be not crazy, find it out." The curtain closed again, and
Wilhelm had a little time to think. "What error can he mean," said he within
himself, "but the error which has clung to me through my whole life,—that
I sought for cultivation where it was not to be found; that I fancied I could
form a talent in me, while without the smallest gift for it?"
The curtain dashed asunder faster than before: an officer advanced, and said
in passing, "Learn to know the men who may be trusted!" The curtain
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the one who had embraced him in the count's park, and had caused his
taking Jarno for a crimp. How that stranger had come hither, who he was,
were riddles to our friend. "If so many men," cried he, "took interest in thee,
know thy way of life, and how it should be carried on, why did they not
conduct thee with greater strictness, with greater seriousness? Why did they
favor thy silly sports, instead of drawing thee away from them?"
"Dispute not with us!" cried a voice. "Thou art saved, thou art on the way to
the goal. None of thy follies wilt thou repent; none wilt thou wish to repeat;
no luckier destiny can be allotted to a man." The curtain went asunder, and
in full armor stood the old king of Denmark in the space. "I am thy father's
spirit," said the figure; "and I depart in comfort since my wishes for thee are
accomplished, in a higher sense than I myself contemplated. Steep regions
cannot be surmounted save by winding paths: on the plain, straight roads
conduct from place to place. Farewell, and think of me when thou enjoyest
what I have provided for thee."
Wilhelm was exceedingly amazed and struck: he thought it was his father's
voice; and yet in truth it was not: the present and the past alike confounded
and perplexed him.
He had not meditated long when the abbé came to view, and placed himself
behind the green table. "Come hither!" cried he to his marvelling friend. He
went, and mounted up the steps. On the green cloth lay a little roll. "Here is
your indenture," said the abbé: "take it to heart; it is of weighty import."
Wilhelm lifted, opened it, and read:—
INDENTURE.
Art is long, life short, judgment difficult, opportunity transient. To act is
easy, to think is hard; to act according to our thought is troublesome. Every
beginning is cheerful: the threshold is the place of expectation. The boy
stands astonished, his impressions guide him: he learns sportfully,
seriousness comes on him by surprise. Imitation is born with us: what
should be imitated is not easy to discover. The excellent is rarely found,
more rarely valued. The height charms us, the steps to it do not: with the
summit in our eye, we love to walk along the plain. It is but a part of art that
can be taught: the artist needs it all. Who knows it half, speaks much, and is
always wrong: who knows it wholly, inclines to act, and speaks seldom or

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late. The former have no secrets and no force: the instruction they can give
is like baked bread, savory and satisfying for a single day; but flour cannot
be sown, and seed-corn ought not to be ground. Words are good, but they
are not the best. The best is not to be explained by words. The spirit in
which we act is the highest matter. Action can be understood and again
represented by the spirit alone. No one knows what he is doing while he
acts aright, but of what is wrong we are always conscious. Whoever works
with symbols only is a pedant, a hypocrite, or a bungler. There are many
such, and they like to be together. Their babbling detains the scholar: their
obstinate mediocrity vexes even the best. The instruction which the true
artist gives us opens the mind; for, where words fail him, deeds speak. The
true scholar learns from the known to unfold the unknown, and approaches
more and more to being a master.
"Enough!" cried the abbé: "the rest in due time. Now look round you among
these cases."
Wilhelm went, and read the titles of the rolls. With astonishment he found,
"Lothario's Apprenticeship," "Jarno's Apprenticeship," and his own
Apprenticeship placed there, with many others whose names he did not
know.
"May I hope to cast a look into these rolls?"
"In this chamber there is now nothing hid from you."
"May I put a question?"
"Without scruple; and you may expect a positive reply, if it concerns a
matter which is nearest your heart, and ought to be so."
"Good, then! Ye marvellous sages, whose sight has pierced so many secrets,
can you tell me whether Felix is in truth my son?"
"Hail to you for this question!" cried the abbé, clapping hands for joy.
"Felix is your son! By the holiest that lies hid among us, I swear to you
Felix is your son; nor, in our opinion, was the mother that is gone unworthy
of you. Receive the lovely child from our hands: turn round, and venture to
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Wilhelm heard a noise behind him: he turned round, and saw a child's face
peeping archly through the tapestry at the end of the room; it was Felix. The
boy playfully hid himself so soon as he was noticed. "Come forward!" cried
the abbé: he came running; his father rushed towards him, took him in his
arms, and pressed him to his heart. "Yes! I feel it," cried he, "thou art mine!
What a gift of Heaven have I to thank my friends for! Whence or how
comest thou, my child, at this important moment?"
"Ask not," said the abbé. "Hail to thee, young man! Thy Apprenticeship is
done: Nature has pronounced thee free."

FOOTNOTES:
[1] Charakteristik des Meister.
[2] Der Schafer putzte sich zum Tanz,—a song of Goethe's.—Ed.
[3] So in the original.—Ed.

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Transcriber's Note:
P. 243, Changed 'Annunication' to 'Annunciation' as found
in the bible reference.
P. 406. Added missing closing quotation mark.
P.413. Transposed semicolon from 'answered; she' to
'answered she,'.

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