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THE GUARDED HEIGHTS
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BY WADSWORTH CAMP
FRONTISPIECE
BY C. D. MITCHELL
GARDEN CITY, N. Y., AND TORONTO
DOUBLEDAY, PAGE & COMPANY
1921
COPYRIGHT, 1921, BY
DOUBLEDAY, PAGE & CO.
ALL RIGHTS RESERVED, INCLUDING THAT OF
TRANSLATION INTO FOREIGN LANGUAGES,
INCLUDING THE SCANDINAVIAN
COPYRIGHT 1920, BY P. F. COLLIER & SON COMPANY
FRONTISPIECE
BY C. D. MITCHELL
GARDEN CITY, N. Y., AND TORONTO
DOUBLEDAY, PAGE & COMPANY
1921
COPYRIGHT, 1921, BY
DOUBLEDAY, PAGE & CO.
ALL RIGHTS RESERVED, INCLUDING THAT OF
TRANSLATION INTO FOREIGN LANGUAGES,
INCLUDING THE SCANDINAVIAN
COPYRIGHT 1920, BY P. F. COLLIER & SON COMPANY
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"GEORGE WATCHED SYLVIA LIFT HER RIDING CROP,
HER FACE DISCLOSING A TEMPER TO MATCH HIS
OWN"
HER FACE DISCLOSING A TEMPER TO MATCH HIS
OWN"
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CONTENTS
PART I Oakmont
PART II Princeton
PART III The Market-Place
PART IV The Forest
PART V The New World
Books by Wadsworth Camp
PART I Oakmont
PART II Princeton
PART III The Market-Place
PART IV The Forest
PART V The New World
Books by Wadsworth Camp
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THE GUARDED HEIGHTS
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PART I
OAKMONT
I
George Morton never could be certain when he first conceived the
preposterous idea that Sylvia Planter ought to belong to him. The full
realization, at any rate, came all at once, unexpectedly, destroying his
dreary outlook, urging him to fantastic heights, and, for that matter, to
rather curious depths.
It was, altogether, a year of violent change. After a precarious survival of a
rural education he had done his best to save his father's livery business
which cheap automobiles had persistently undermined. He liked that, for he
had spent his vacations, all his spare hours, indeed, at the stable or on the
road, so that by the time the crash came he knew more of horses and rode
better than any hunting, polo-playing gentleman he had ever seen about that
rich countryside. Nor was there any one near his own age who could stand
up to him in a rough-and-tumble argument. Yet he wondered why he was
restless, not appreciating that he craved broader worlds to conquer. Then the
failure came, and his close relation with the vast Planter estate of Oakmont,
and the arrival of Sylvia, who disclosed such worlds and heralded the
revolution.
That spring of his twentieth year the stable and all its stock went to the
creditors, and old Planter bought the small frame house just outside the
village, on the edge of his estate, and drew his boundary around it. He was
willing that the Mortons should remain for the present in their old home at a
nominal rent, and after a fashion they might struggle along, for George's
mother was exceptionally clever at cleansing fine laces and linens; the
estate would have work for his father from time to time; as for himself,
OAKMONT
I
George Morton never could be certain when he first conceived the
preposterous idea that Sylvia Planter ought to belong to him. The full
realization, at any rate, came all at once, unexpectedly, destroying his
dreary outlook, urging him to fantastic heights, and, for that matter, to
rather curious depths.
It was, altogether, a year of violent change. After a precarious survival of a
rural education he had done his best to save his father's livery business
which cheap automobiles had persistently undermined. He liked that, for he
had spent his vacations, all his spare hours, indeed, at the stable or on the
road, so that by the time the crash came he knew more of horses and rode
better than any hunting, polo-playing gentleman he had ever seen about that
rich countryside. Nor was there any one near his own age who could stand
up to him in a rough-and-tumble argument. Yet he wondered why he was
restless, not appreciating that he craved broader worlds to conquer. Then the
failure came, and his close relation with the vast Planter estate of Oakmont,
and the arrival of Sylvia, who disclosed such worlds and heralded the
revolution.
That spring of his twentieth year the stable and all its stock went to the
creditors, and old Planter bought the small frame house just outside the
village, on the edge of his estate, and drew his boundary around it. He was
willing that the Mortons should remain for the present in their old home at a
nominal rent, and after a fashion they might struggle along, for George's
mother was exceptionally clever at cleansing fine laces and linens; the
estate would have work for his father from time to time; as for himself,
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Planter's superintendent suggested, there were new and difficult horses at
Oakmont and a scarcity of trustworthy grooms. George shook his head.
"Sure, I want a job," he admitted, "but not as old Planter's servant, or
anybody else's. I want to be my own boss."
George hadn't guessed that his reputation as a horseman had travelled as far
as the big house. The superintendent explained that it had, and that, living at
home, merely helping out for the summer, he would be quite apart from the
ordinary men around the stables. His parents sensed a threat. They begged
him to accept.
"We've got to do as Old Planter wants at the start or he'll put us out, and
we're too old to make another home."
So George went with his head up, telling himself he was doing Planter a
favour; but he didn't like it, and almost at once commenced to plan to get
away, if he could, without hurting his parents. Then Sylvia, just home from
her last year at school, came into the stable toward the end of his day's
work. Her overpowering father was with her, and her brother, Lambert, who
was about George's age. She examined interestedly the horse reserved for
her, and one or two others of which she was envious.
George wanted to stare at her. He had only glimpsed her casually and at a
distance in summers gone by. Now she was close, and he knew he had
never seen anything to match her slender, adolescent figure, or her finely
balanced face with its intolerant eyes and its frame of black hair.
"But," he heard her say to her father in a flexible contralto voice, "I don't
care to bother you or Lambert every time I want to ride."
An argument, unintelligible to George, flowed for a moment. Then Old
Planter's tones, bass and authoritative, filled the stable.
"Come here, young Morton!"
George advanced, not touching his cap, to remind the big man that there
was a difference between him and the other stable men, and that he didn't
like that tone.
Oakmont and a scarcity of trustworthy grooms. George shook his head.
"Sure, I want a job," he admitted, "but not as old Planter's servant, or
anybody else's. I want to be my own boss."
George hadn't guessed that his reputation as a horseman had travelled as far
as the big house. The superintendent explained that it had, and that, living at
home, merely helping out for the summer, he would be quite apart from the
ordinary men around the stables. His parents sensed a threat. They begged
him to accept.
"We've got to do as Old Planter wants at the start or he'll put us out, and
we're too old to make another home."
So George went with his head up, telling himself he was doing Planter a
favour; but he didn't like it, and almost at once commenced to plan to get
away, if he could, without hurting his parents. Then Sylvia, just home from
her last year at school, came into the stable toward the end of his day's
work. Her overpowering father was with her, and her brother, Lambert, who
was about George's age. She examined interestedly the horse reserved for
her, and one or two others of which she was envious.
George wanted to stare at her. He had only glimpsed her casually and at a
distance in summers gone by. Now she was close, and he knew he had
never seen anything to match her slender, adolescent figure, or her finely
balanced face with its intolerant eyes and its frame of black hair.
"But," he heard her say to her father in a flexible contralto voice, "I don't
care to bother you or Lambert every time I want to ride."
An argument, unintelligible to George, flowed for a moment. Then Old
Planter's tones, bass and authoritative, filled the stable.
"Come here, young Morton!"
George advanced, not touching his cap, to remind the big man that there
was a difference between him and the other stable men, and that he didn't
like that tone.
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"You are a very dependable horseman," the great millionaire said. "I can
trust you. When Miss Sylvia wants to ride alone you will go with her and
see that she has no accidents. During your hours here you will be entirely at
her disposal."
Instead of arousing George's anger that command slightly thrilled him.
"So you're Morton," Sylvia said, indifferently. "I shall expect you always to
be convenient."
He ventured to look at last, pulling off his cap.
"You can depend on it," he said, a trifle dazed by her beauty.
She went out. Her father and her brother followed, like servitors of a sort
themselves. George had no sense of having allowed his position there to be
compromised. He only realized that he was going to see that lovely creature
every day, would be responsible for her safety, would have a chance to
know her.
"A peach!" a groom whispered. "You're lucky, Georgie boy."
George shrugged his shoulders.
"Maybe so."
Yet he agreed. She was a peach, and he took no pains to conceal his
appraisal from his parents that evening.
"Seen Old Planter's daughter yet?"
His father, a drooping, tired figure in the dusk of the little porch, nodded.
"I haven't," his mother called from the kitchen. "Is she as pretty as she was
last summer?"
"Pretty!" he scoffed. "Who was the prettiest woman in the world?"
"I don't know," came the interested voice from the house. "Maybe the
Queen of Sheba."
trust you. When Miss Sylvia wants to ride alone you will go with her and
see that she has no accidents. During your hours here you will be entirely at
her disposal."
Instead of arousing George's anger that command slightly thrilled him.
"So you're Morton," Sylvia said, indifferently. "I shall expect you always to
be convenient."
He ventured to look at last, pulling off his cap.
"You can depend on it," he said, a trifle dazed by her beauty.
She went out. Her father and her brother followed, like servitors of a sort
themselves. George had no sense of having allowed his position there to be
compromised. He only realized that he was going to see that lovely creature
every day, would be responsible for her safety, would have a chance to
know her.
"A peach!" a groom whispered. "You're lucky, Georgie boy."
George shrugged his shoulders.
"Maybe so."
Yet he agreed. She was a peach, and he took no pains to conceal his
appraisal from his parents that evening.
"Seen Old Planter's daughter yet?"
His father, a drooping, tired figure in the dusk of the little porch, nodded.
"I haven't," his mother called from the kitchen. "Is she as pretty as she was
last summer?"
"Pretty!" he scoffed. "Who was the prettiest woman in the world?"
"I don't know," came the interested voice from the house. "Maybe the
Queen of Sheba."
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"Then," George said, "she'd have cried her eyes out if she had seen Old
Planter's girl."
The elder Morton took his pipe from his mouth.
"Young men like you," he said, slowly, "haven't any business looking at
girls like Old Planter's daughter."
George laughed carelessly.
"Even a cat can look at a queen."
And during the weeks that followed he did look, too persistently, never
dreaming where his enthusiasm was leading him. Occasionally he would
bring her brother's horse around with hers or her father's. At such times he
would watch them ride away with a keen disappointment, as if he had been
excluded from a pleasure that had become his right. Lambert, however, was
away a good deal, and Old Planter that summer fought rheumatic attacks,
which he called gout, so that Sylvia, for the most part, rode alone through
remote bridle-paths with George at her heels like a well-trained animal.
He knew he could not alter that all at once; she would have it no other way.
She only spoke to him, really, about the condition of the horses, or the
weather—never a word conceivably personal; and every day he looked at
her more personally, let his imagination, without knowing it, stray too far.
At first he merely enjoyed being with her; then he appreciated that a sense
of intimacy had grown upon him, and he was troubled that she did not
reciprocate, that their extended companionship had not diminished at all the
appalling distance dividing them. There was something, moreover, beyond
her beauty to stimulate his interest. She appeared not to know fear, and once
or twice he ventured to reprove her, enjoying her angry reactions. She even
came to the stables, urging him to let her ride horses that he knew were not
safe.
"But you ride them," she would persist.
"When I find a horse I can't ride, Miss Sylvia, I guess I'll have to take up a
new line. If your father would come and say it's all right——"
Planter's girl."
The elder Morton took his pipe from his mouth.
"Young men like you," he said, slowly, "haven't any business looking at
girls like Old Planter's daughter."
George laughed carelessly.
"Even a cat can look at a queen."
And during the weeks that followed he did look, too persistently, never
dreaming where his enthusiasm was leading him. Occasionally he would
bring her brother's horse around with hers or her father's. At such times he
would watch them ride away with a keen disappointment, as if he had been
excluded from a pleasure that had become his right. Lambert, however, was
away a good deal, and Old Planter that summer fought rheumatic attacks,
which he called gout, so that Sylvia, for the most part, rode alone through
remote bridle-paths with George at her heels like a well-trained animal.
He knew he could not alter that all at once; she would have it no other way.
She only spoke to him, really, about the condition of the horses, or the
weather—never a word conceivably personal; and every day he looked at
her more personally, let his imagination, without knowing it, stray too far.
At first he merely enjoyed being with her; then he appreciated that a sense
of intimacy had grown upon him, and he was troubled that she did not
reciprocate, that their extended companionship had not diminished at all the
appalling distance dividing them. There was something, moreover, beyond
her beauty to stimulate his interest. She appeared not to know fear, and once
or twice he ventured to reprove her, enjoying her angry reactions. She even
came to the stables, urging him to let her ride horses that he knew were not
safe.
"But you ride them," she would persist.
"When I find a horse I can't ride, Miss Sylvia, I guess I'll have to take up a
new line. If your father would come and say it's all right——"
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Even then he failed to grasp the fact that he guarded her for his own sake
rather more than for her father's.
He nearly interfered when he heard her cry to her brother as they started off
one morning:
"I'm going to ride harder from now on, Lambert. I've got to get fit for next
winter. Coming out will take a lot of doing."
"If she rides any harder," he muttered, "she'll break her silly neck."
It angered him that she never spoke to him in that voice, with that easy
manner. Perhaps his eagerness to be near her had led her to undervalue him.
Somehow he would change all that, and he wanted her to stop calling him
"Morton," as if he had been an ordinary groom, or an animal, but he would
have to go slowly. Although he didn't realize the great fact then, he did
know that he shrank from attempting anything that would take her away
from him.
It was her harder riding, indeed, that opened his eyes, that ushered in the
revolution.
It happened toward the close of a mid-July afternoon. Mud whirled from
her horse's hoofs, plentifully sprinkling her humble guardian.
"Now what the devil's she up to?" he thought with a sharp fear.
She turned and rode at a gallop for a hedge, an uneven, thorny barrier that
separated two low meadows. He put spurs to his horse, shouting:
"Hold up, Miss Sylvia! That's a rotten take-off."
Flushed and laughing, she glanced over her shoulder.
"Got to try it to prove it, Morton."
He realized afterward that it was as near intimacy as she had ever come.
He saw her horse refuse, straightening his knees and sliding in the marshy
ground. He watched Sylvia, with an ease and grace nearly unbelievable,
somersault across the hedge and out of sight in the meadow beyond.
rather more than for her father's.
He nearly interfered when he heard her cry to her brother as they started off
one morning:
"I'm going to ride harder from now on, Lambert. I've got to get fit for next
winter. Coming out will take a lot of doing."
"If she rides any harder," he muttered, "she'll break her silly neck."
It angered him that she never spoke to him in that voice, with that easy
manner. Perhaps his eagerness to be near her had led her to undervalue him.
Somehow he would change all that, and he wanted her to stop calling him
"Morton," as if he had been an ordinary groom, or an animal, but he would
have to go slowly. Although he didn't realize the great fact then, he did
know that he shrank from attempting anything that would take her away
from him.
It was her harder riding, indeed, that opened his eyes, that ushered in the
revolution.
It happened toward the close of a mid-July afternoon. Mud whirled from
her horse's hoofs, plentifully sprinkling her humble guardian.
"Now what the devil's she up to?" he thought with a sharp fear.
She turned and rode at a gallop for a hedge, an uneven, thorny barrier that
separated two low meadows. He put spurs to his horse, shouting:
"Hold up, Miss Sylvia! That's a rotten take-off."
Flushed and laughing, she glanced over her shoulder.
"Got to try it to prove it, Morton."
He realized afterward that it was as near intimacy as she had ever come.
He saw her horse refuse, straightening his knees and sliding in the marshy
ground. He watched Sylvia, with an ease and grace nearly unbelievable,
somersault across the hedge and out of sight in the meadow beyond.
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"Miss Sylvia! Are you hurt?"
No answer. He sprang from his horse, leaving it free to graze with hers. He
stormed through the hedge, his heart choking him. She lay on her side, quite
motionless, the high colour fled from her cheeks, her hair half down.
Although the soft ground should have reassured him he was obsessed by the
thought that she might never get up again.
In the warmth of his fear barriers were consumed. Within his horizon
survived just two people, himself and this silent object of an extended, if
unconscious, adoration.
He shrank from learning the truth, yet it was impossible to hesitate. He had
to do what he could.
He approached on tip-toe, knelt, and lifted her until she rested against him.
The contact was galvanic. He became aware of his trembling hands. Some
man, it occurred to him, would touch those curved, slightly parted lips. Not
if he knew it, unless it were himself! He wanted to hear those lips speak to
him as if he were a human being, and not just—Morton. How could he
dream of such things now? He fumbled for her pulse, failed at first to find
it, and became panic-stricken. He shook her, more than ever alone, facing
an irretrievable loss.
"Open your eyes," he begged wildly. "What's the matter with you? Oh, my
God, Miss Sylvia, I can't ever get along without you now."
He glanced haggardly around for water, any means to snatch her back; then
she stirred in his arms, and with his relief came a sickening return to a
peopled and ordered world. He understood he had sprung headlong with his
eyes shut; that his anxiety had dictated phrases he had had no business to
form, that he would not have uttered if she had been able to hear. Or, good
Lord! Had she heard? For she drew herself convulsively away, the colour
rushing back, her eyes opening, and they held a sort of horror.
"Are you hurt?" he said, trying to read her eyes.
She got to her knees, swaying a trifle.
No answer. He sprang from his horse, leaving it free to graze with hers. He
stormed through the hedge, his heart choking him. She lay on her side, quite
motionless, the high colour fled from her cheeks, her hair half down.
Although the soft ground should have reassured him he was obsessed by the
thought that she might never get up again.
In the warmth of his fear barriers were consumed. Within his horizon
survived just two people, himself and this silent object of an extended, if
unconscious, adoration.
He shrank from learning the truth, yet it was impossible to hesitate. He had
to do what he could.
He approached on tip-toe, knelt, and lifted her until she rested against him.
The contact was galvanic. He became aware of his trembling hands. Some
man, it occurred to him, would touch those curved, slightly parted lips. Not
if he knew it, unless it were himself! He wanted to hear those lips speak to
him as if he were a human being, and not just—Morton. How could he
dream of such things now? He fumbled for her pulse, failed at first to find
it, and became panic-stricken. He shook her, more than ever alone, facing
an irretrievable loss.
"Open your eyes," he begged wildly. "What's the matter with you? Oh, my
God, Miss Sylvia, I can't ever get along without you now."
He glanced haggardly around for water, any means to snatch her back; then
she stirred in his arms, and with his relief came a sickening return to a
peopled and ordered world. He understood he had sprung headlong with his
eyes shut; that his anxiety had dictated phrases he had had no business to
form, that he would not have uttered if she had been able to hear. Or, good
Lord! Had she heard? For she drew herself convulsively away, the colour
rushing back, her eyes opening, and they held a sort of horror.
"Are you hurt?" he said, trying to read her eyes.
She got to her knees, swaying a trifle.
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"I remember. A bit of a fall. Stunned me. That's all. But you said something,
Morton! Will you please repeat that?"
Her eyes, and her voice, which had a new, frightening quality, stung his
quick temper. What he had suffered a moment ago was a little sacred. He
couldn't afford to let her cheapen it one cent's worth.
"I guess I don't need to repeat it," he said. "It was scared out of me, Miss
Sylvia, because I thought—I know it was silly—but I thought you were
dead. I never dreamed you could hear. I'll try to forget it."
He saw her grope in the wet grass at her knees. Scarcely understanding, he
watched her rise, lifting her riding crop, her face disclosing a temper to
match his own.
"You're an impertinent servant," she said. "Well, you'll not forget."
She struck at his face with the crop. He got his hand up just in time, and
caught her wrist.
"Don't you touch me," she whispered.
His jaw went out.
"You'll learn not to be afraid of my touch, and I'm not a servant. You get
that straight."
She struggled, but he held her wrist firmly. The sight of the crop, the
memory of her epithet, thickened his voice, lashed his anger.
"Have it your own way. You say I shan't forget, and I won't. I'm going after
you, and I usually get what I go after. You'll find I'm a human being, and I'd
like to see anybody hit me in the face and get away with it."
"Let me go! Let me go!"
He released her wrist, dragging the crop from her grasp. He snapped it in
two and flung the pieces aside. The slight noise steadied him. It seemed
symbolic of the snapping of his intended fate. She drew slowly back,
chafing the wrist he had held. Her face let escape the desire to hurt, to hurt
hard.
Morton! Will you please repeat that?"
Her eyes, and her voice, which had a new, frightening quality, stung his
quick temper. What he had suffered a moment ago was a little sacred. He
couldn't afford to let her cheapen it one cent's worth.
"I guess I don't need to repeat it," he said. "It was scared out of me, Miss
Sylvia, because I thought—I know it was silly—but I thought you were
dead. I never dreamed you could hear. I'll try to forget it."
He saw her grope in the wet grass at her knees. Scarcely understanding, he
watched her rise, lifting her riding crop, her face disclosing a temper to
match his own.
"You're an impertinent servant," she said. "Well, you'll not forget."
She struck at his face with the crop. He got his hand up just in time, and
caught her wrist.
"Don't you touch me," she whispered.
His jaw went out.
"You'll learn not to be afraid of my touch, and I'm not a servant. You get
that straight."
She struggled, but he held her wrist firmly. The sight of the crop, the
memory of her epithet, thickened his voice, lashed his anger.
"Have it your own way. You say I shan't forget, and I won't. I'm going after
you, and I usually get what I go after. You'll find I'm a human being, and I'd
like to see anybody hit me in the face and get away with it."
"Let me go! Let me go!"
He released her wrist, dragging the crop from her grasp. He snapped it in
two and flung the pieces aside. The slight noise steadied him. It seemed
symbolic of the snapping of his intended fate. She drew slowly back,
chafing the wrist he had held. Her face let escape the desire to hurt, to hurt
hard.
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"Someone else will have the strength," she whispered. "You'll be punished,
you—you—stable boy."
She forced her way blindly through the hedge. Responding to his custom he
started automatically after her to hold her stirrup. She faced him, raising her
hands.
"Keep away from me, you beast!"
Unaided, she sprang into her saddle and started home at a hard gallop.
George glanced around thoughtfully. He was quite calm now. The familiar
landscape appeared strangely distorted. Was that his temper, or a reflection
from his altered destiny? He didn't know how the deuce he could do it, but
he was going to justify himself. Maybe the real situation had never been
explained to her, and, as the price of her companionship, he had, perhaps,
let her hold him too cheaply; but now he was going to show her that he was,
indeed, instead of a servant, a human being, capable of making his boasts
good.
He picked up the two pieces of her riding crop and thrust them into his
pocket. They impressed him as a necessary souvenir of his humiliation, a
reminder of what he had to do. She had hurt. Oh, Lord! How she had hurt!
He experienced a hot desire to hurt back. The scar could only be healed, he
told himself, if some day he could strike at her beautiful, contemptuous
body as hard as she had just now struck at him.
II
He mounted and pressed his horse, but he had only one or two glimpses of
Sylvia, far ahead, using her spurs, from time to time raising her hand as if
she had forgotten that her crop had been torn from her, broken, and thrown
aside.
Such frantic haste was urged by more than the necessity of escape. What
then, if not to hasten his punishment, to tell her father, her mother, and
Lambert? She had threatened that someone else would have the strength to
give him a thrashing. Probably Lambert. Aside from that how could they
punish a man who had only committed the crime of letting a girl know that
you—you—stable boy."
She forced her way blindly through the hedge. Responding to his custom he
started automatically after her to hold her stirrup. She faced him, raising her
hands.
"Keep away from me, you beast!"
Unaided, she sprang into her saddle and started home at a hard gallop.
George glanced around thoughtfully. He was quite calm now. The familiar
landscape appeared strangely distorted. Was that his temper, or a reflection
from his altered destiny? He didn't know how the deuce he could do it, but
he was going to justify himself. Maybe the real situation had never been
explained to her, and, as the price of her companionship, he had, perhaps,
let her hold him too cheaply; but now he was going to show her that he was,
indeed, instead of a servant, a human being, capable of making his boasts
good.
He picked up the two pieces of her riding crop and thrust them into his
pocket. They impressed him as a necessary souvenir of his humiliation, a
reminder of what he had to do. She had hurt. Oh, Lord! How she had hurt!
He experienced a hot desire to hurt back. The scar could only be healed, he
told himself, if some day he could strike at her beautiful, contemptuous
body as hard as she had just now struck at him.
II
He mounted and pressed his horse, but he had only one or two glimpses of
Sylvia, far ahead, using her spurs, from time to time raising her hand as if
she had forgotten that her crop had been torn from her, broken, and thrown
aside.
Such frantic haste was urged by more than the necessity of escape. What
then, if not to hasten his punishment, to tell her father, her mother, and
Lambert? She had threatened that someone else would have the strength to
give him a thrashing. Probably Lambert. Aside from that how could they
punish a man who had only committed the crime of letting a girl know that
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he loved her? All at once he guessed, and he laughed aloud. They could
kick him out. He wanted, above everything else, to be kicked out of a job
where he was treated like a lackey, although he was told he was nothing of
the kind. Expert with horses, doing Old Planter a favour for the summer!
Hadn't she just called him a servant, a stable boy? He wanted to put himself
forever beyond the possibility of being humiliated in just that way again.
In the stable he found a groom leading Sylvia's horse to a stall.
"Take mine, too, and rub him down, will you?"
The groom turned, staring.
"The nerve! What's up, George?"
"Only," George said, deliberately, "that I've touched my last horse for
money."
"Say! What goes on here? The young missus rides in like a cyclone, and
looking as if she'd been crying. I always said you'd get in trouble with the
boss's daughter. You're too good looking for the ladies, Georgie——"
"That's enough of that," George snapped. "Scrape him down, and I'll be
much obliged."
He went out, knowing that the other would obey, for as a rule people did
what George wanted. He took a path through the park toward home,
walking slowly, commencing to appreciate the difficulties he had brought
upon himself. His predicament might easily involve his parents. The
afternoon was about done, they would both be there, unsuspecting. It was
his duty to prepare them. He experienced a bitter regret as he crossed the
line that a few months ago had divided their property, their castle, from
Oakmont. Now Old Planter could cross that line and drive them out.
Before George came in sight of the house he heard a rubbing, slapping
noise, and with a new distaste pictured his mother bending over a washtub,
suggesting a different barrier to be leaped. As he entered the open space
back of the house he wanted to kick the tub over, wanted to see sprawling in
the dirt the delicate, intimate linen sent down weekly from the great house
because his mother was exceptionally clever with such things. To the
kick him out. He wanted, above everything else, to be kicked out of a job
where he was treated like a lackey, although he was told he was nothing of
the kind. Expert with horses, doing Old Planter a favour for the summer!
Hadn't she just called him a servant, a stable boy? He wanted to put himself
forever beyond the possibility of being humiliated in just that way again.
In the stable he found a groom leading Sylvia's horse to a stall.
"Take mine, too, and rub him down, will you?"
The groom turned, staring.
"The nerve! What's up, George?"
"Only," George said, deliberately, "that I've touched my last horse for
money."
"Say! What goes on here? The young missus rides in like a cyclone, and
looking as if she'd been crying. I always said you'd get in trouble with the
boss's daughter. You're too good looking for the ladies, Georgie——"
"That's enough of that," George snapped. "Scrape him down, and I'll be
much obliged."
He went out, knowing that the other would obey, for as a rule people did
what George wanted. He took a path through the park toward home,
walking slowly, commencing to appreciate the difficulties he had brought
upon himself. His predicament might easily involve his parents. The
afternoon was about done, they would both be there, unsuspecting. It was
his duty to prepare them. He experienced a bitter regret as he crossed the
line that a few months ago had divided their property, their castle, from
Oakmont. Now Old Planter could cross that line and drive them out.
Before George came in sight of the house he heard a rubbing, slapping
noise, and with a new distaste pictured his mother bending over a washtub,
suggesting a different barrier to be leaped. As he entered the open space
back of the house he wanted to kick the tub over, wanted to see sprawling in
the dirt the delicate, intimate linen sent down weekly from the great house
because his mother was exceptionally clever with such things. To the
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uncouth music of her labour her broad back rose and bent rhythmically. His
father, wearing soiled clothing, sat on the porch steps, an old briar pipe in
his mouth.
Abruptly his mother's drudgery ceased. She stared. His father rose stiffly.
"You've got yourself in trouble," he said.
George had not fancied the revolution had unfurled banners so easily
discernible. He became self-conscious. His parents' apprehension made
matters more difficult for him. They, at least, were too old to revolt.
"I suppose I have," he acknowledged shortly.
His father used the tone of one announcing an unspeakable catastrophe.
"You mean you've had trouble with Miss Sylvia."
"George!" his mother cried, aghast. "You've never been impertinent with
Miss Sylvia!"
"She thinks I have," George said, "so it amounts to the same thing."
His father's face twitched.
"And you know Old Planter can put us out of here without a minute's
notice, and where do you think we'd go? How do you think we'd get bread
and butter? You talk up, young man. You tell us what happened."
"I can't," George said, sullenly. "I can't talk about it. You'll hear soon
enough."
"I always said," his mother lamented, "that Georgie wasn't one to know his
place up there."
"Depends," George muttered, "on what my place is. I've got to find that out.
Look! You'll hear now."
A bald-headed figure in livery, one of the house servants, glided toward
them through the shrubbery, over that vanished boundary line, with nervous
haste. George squared his shoulders. The messenger, however, went straight
to the older man.
father, wearing soiled clothing, sat on the porch steps, an old briar pipe in
his mouth.
Abruptly his mother's drudgery ceased. She stared. His father rose stiffly.
"You've got yourself in trouble," he said.
George had not fancied the revolution had unfurled banners so easily
discernible. He became self-conscious. His parents' apprehension made
matters more difficult for him. They, at least, were too old to revolt.
"I suppose I have," he acknowledged shortly.
His father used the tone of one announcing an unspeakable catastrophe.
"You mean you've had trouble with Miss Sylvia."
"George!" his mother cried, aghast. "You've never been impertinent with
Miss Sylvia!"
"She thinks I have," George said, "so it amounts to the same thing."
His father's face twitched.
"And you know Old Planter can put us out of here without a minute's
notice, and where do you think we'd go? How do you think we'd get bread
and butter? You talk up, young man. You tell us what happened."
"I can't," George said, sullenly. "I can't talk about it. You'll hear soon
enough."
"I always said," his mother lamented, "that Georgie wasn't one to know his
place up there."
"Depends," George muttered, "on what my place is. I've got to find that out.
Look! You'll hear now."
A bald-headed figure in livery, one of the house servants, glided toward
them through the shrubbery, over that vanished boundary line, with nervous
haste. George squared his shoulders. The messenger, however, went straight
to the older man.
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"Mr. Planter's on his ear, and wants to see you right off in the library. What
you been up to, young Morton?"
George resented the curiosity in the pallid, unintelligent eyes, the fellow's
obvious pleasure in the presence of disaster. It would have appeased him to
grasp those sloping shoulders, to force the grinning face from his sight. A
queer question disturbed him. Had Sylvia felt something of the sort about
him?
"Come on," the elder Morton said. "It's pretty hard at my age. You'll pay for
this, George."
"Old Planter would never be that unfair," George encouraged him.
"Georgie! Georgie!" his mother said when the others were out of sight,
"what have you been up to?"
He walked closer and placed his arm around her shoulders.
"I've been getting my eyes opened," he answered. "I never ought to have
listened to them. I never ought to have gone up there. I did say something to
Miss Sylvia I had no business to. If I'd been one of her own kind, instead of
the son of a livery stable keeper, I'd have got polite regrets or something. It's
made me realize how low I am."
"No," she said with quick maternal passion. "You're not low. Maybe some
day those people'll be no better than we are."
He shook his head.
"I'd rather I was no worse than they are. And I will be. I won't put up with
it. If some people have to be treated like dirt, I'm going to help do the
treating."
"That's no right way of thinking," she warned. "It's money makes the mare
go."
But in Sylvia's case, George admitted, there was other propulsion than that;
something more fragile, and harder to understand or capture for one's self.
"Don't you worry, I'll make money," he said.
you been up to, young Morton?"
George resented the curiosity in the pallid, unintelligent eyes, the fellow's
obvious pleasure in the presence of disaster. It would have appeased him to
grasp those sloping shoulders, to force the grinning face from his sight. A
queer question disturbed him. Had Sylvia felt something of the sort about
him?
"Come on," the elder Morton said. "It's pretty hard at my age. You'll pay for
this, George."
"Old Planter would never be that unfair," George encouraged him.
"Georgie! Georgie!" his mother said when the others were out of sight,
"what have you been up to?"
He walked closer and placed his arm around her shoulders.
"I've been getting my eyes opened," he answered. "I never ought to have
listened to them. I never ought to have gone up there. I did say something to
Miss Sylvia I had no business to. If I'd been one of her own kind, instead of
the son of a livery stable keeper, I'd have got polite regrets or something. It's
made me realize how low I am."
"No," she said with quick maternal passion. "You're not low. Maybe some
day those people'll be no better than we are."
He shook his head.
"I'd rather I was no worse than they are. And I will be. I won't put up with
it. If some people have to be treated like dirt, I'm going to help do the
treating."
"That's no right way of thinking," she warned. "It's money makes the mare
go."
But in Sylvia's case, George admitted, there was other propulsion than that;
something more fragile, and harder to understand or capture for one's self.
"Don't you worry, I'll make money," he said.
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She glanced up quickly.
"Who's that?"
A brisk masculine voice volleyed through the shrubbery:
"Young Morton! I say, young Morton!"
"It's Mr. Lambert," she breathed. "Go quick."
George remembered what Sylvia had said about someone else having the
strength.
"Can't you guess, Ma, what the young lady's brother wants of me?"
The bitterness left his face. His smile was engaging.
"To give me the devil."
"Young Morton! Young Morton!"
"Coming!" he called.
"George," she begged, "don't have any trouble with Mr. Lambert."
III
She watched him with anxious eyes, failing to observe, because she was his
mother, details that informed his boasts with power. His ancestry of labour
had given him, at least, his straight, slender, and unusually muscular body,
and from somewhere had crept in the pride, just now stimulated, with which
he carried it. His wilful, regular features, moreover, guarded by youth, were
still uncoarsened.
He found Lambert Planter waiting beyond the old boundary behind a screen
of bushes, his hands held behind his back. In his face, which had some of
Sylvia's beauty, hardened and enlarged, dwelt the devil George had
foreseen.
George nodded, feeling all at once at ease. He could take care of himself in
an argument with Lambert Planter. No such distances separated them as had
"Who's that?"
A brisk masculine voice volleyed through the shrubbery:
"Young Morton! I say, young Morton!"
"It's Mr. Lambert," she breathed. "Go quick."
George remembered what Sylvia had said about someone else having the
strength.
"Can't you guess, Ma, what the young lady's brother wants of me?"
The bitterness left his face. His smile was engaging.
"To give me the devil."
"Young Morton! Young Morton!"
"Coming!" he called.
"George," she begged, "don't have any trouble with Mr. Lambert."
III
She watched him with anxious eyes, failing to observe, because she was his
mother, details that informed his boasts with power. His ancestry of labour
had given him, at least, his straight, slender, and unusually muscular body,
and from somewhere had crept in the pride, just now stimulated, with which
he carried it. His wilful, regular features, moreover, guarded by youth, were
still uncoarsened.
He found Lambert Planter waiting beyond the old boundary behind a screen
of bushes, his hands held behind his back. In his face, which had some of
Sylvia's beauty, hardened and enlarged, dwelt the devil George had
foreseen.
George nodded, feeling all at once at ease. He could take care of himself in
an argument with Lambert Planter. No such distances separated them as had
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widened beyond measure a little while back between him and Sylvia. He
wondered if that conception sprang from Lambert, or if it came simply from
the fact that they were two men, facing each other alone; for it was from the
first patent that Sylvia had asked her brother to complete a punishment she
had devised as fitting, but which she had been incapable of carrying out
herself. Lambert, indeed, brought his hands forward, disclosing a whip. It
was a trifle in his way as he took off his coat.
"That's right," George said. "Make yourself comfortable."
"You won't help matters by being impertinent, Morton."
Lambert's voice contrasted broadly with George's round, loud tones. While,
perhaps, not consciously affected, its accents fell according to the custom of
the head master of a small and particular preparatory school. George
crushed his instinct to mock. What the deuce had he craved ever since his
encounter with Sylvia unless it was to be one with men like Lambert
Planter? So all he said was:
"What's the whip for?"
"You know perfectly well," Lambert answered. "There's no possible excuse
for what you said and did this afternoon. I am going to impress that on
you."
"You mean you want a fight?"
"By no means. I wouldn't feel comfortable fighting a man like you. I'd
never dreamed we had such a rotten person on the place. Oh, no, Morton.
I'm going to give you a good horse-whipping."
George's chin went out. His momentary good-humour fled.
"If you touch me with that whip I'm likely to kill you."
Without hesitating Lambert raised the whip. George sprang and got his
hands on it, intent only on avoiding a blow that would have carried the
same unbearable sting as Sylvia's riding crop. Such tactics took Lambert by
surprise. George's two hands against his one on the stock were victorious.
The whip flew to one side. Lambert, flushing angrily, started after it.
George barred his path, raising his fists.
wondered if that conception sprang from Lambert, or if it came simply from
the fact that they were two men, facing each other alone; for it was from the
first patent that Sylvia had asked her brother to complete a punishment she
had devised as fitting, but which she had been incapable of carrying out
herself. Lambert, indeed, brought his hands forward, disclosing a whip. It
was a trifle in his way as he took off his coat.
"That's right," George said. "Make yourself comfortable."
"You won't help matters by being impertinent, Morton."
Lambert's voice contrasted broadly with George's round, loud tones. While,
perhaps, not consciously affected, its accents fell according to the custom of
the head master of a small and particular preparatory school. George
crushed his instinct to mock. What the deuce had he craved ever since his
encounter with Sylvia unless it was to be one with men like Lambert
Planter? So all he said was:
"What's the whip for?"
"You know perfectly well," Lambert answered. "There's no possible excuse
for what you said and did this afternoon. I am going to impress that on
you."
"You mean you want a fight?"
"By no means. I wouldn't feel comfortable fighting a man like you. I'd
never dreamed we had such a rotten person on the place. Oh, no, Morton.
I'm going to give you a good horse-whipping."
George's chin went out. His momentary good-humour fled.
"If you touch me with that whip I'm likely to kill you."
Without hesitating Lambert raised the whip. George sprang and got his
hands on it, intent only on avoiding a blow that would have carried the
same unbearable sting as Sylvia's riding crop. Such tactics took Lambert by
surprise. George's two hands against his one on the stock were victorious.
The whip flew to one side. Lambert, flushing angrily, started after it.
George barred his path, raising his fists.
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"You don't touch that thing again."
Lambert's indecision, his hands hanging at his sides, hurt George nearly as
much as the lashing would have done. He had to destroy that attitude of
sheer superiority.
"I'm not sure you're a man," he said, thickly, "but you tried to hit me, so you
can put your pretty hands up or take it in the face."
He aimed a vicious blow. Lambert side-stepped and countered. George's ear
rang. He laughed, his self-respect rushing back with the keen joy of battle.
In Lambert's face, stripped of its habitual repression, he recognized an equal
excitement. It was a man's fight, with blood drawn at the first moment,
staining both of them. Lambert boxed skillfully, and his muscles were hard,
but after the first moment George saw victory, and set out to force it. He
looked for fear in the other's eyes then, and longed to see it, but those eyes
remained as unafraid as Sylvia's until there wasn't left in them much of
anything conscious. As a last chance Lambert clinched, and they went
down, fighting like a pair of furious terriers. George grinned as he felt those
eclectic hands endeavouring in the most brotherly fashion to torture him.
He managed to pin them to the ground. He laughed happily.
"Thought you hated to touch me."
"You fight like a tiger, anyway," Lambert gasped.
"Had enough?"
Lambert nodded.
"I know when I'm through."
George didn't release him at once. His soul expanded with a sense of power
and authority earned by his own effort. It seemed an omen. It urged him too
far.
"Then," he mused, "I guess I'd better let you run home and tell your father
what I've done to you."
"That," Lambert said, "proves I was right, and I'm sorry I fought you."
Lambert's indecision, his hands hanging at his sides, hurt George nearly as
much as the lashing would have done. He had to destroy that attitude of
sheer superiority.
"I'm not sure you're a man," he said, thickly, "but you tried to hit me, so you
can put your pretty hands up or take it in the face."
He aimed a vicious blow. Lambert side-stepped and countered. George's ear
rang. He laughed, his self-respect rushing back with the keen joy of battle.
In Lambert's face, stripped of its habitual repression, he recognized an equal
excitement. It was a man's fight, with blood drawn at the first moment,
staining both of them. Lambert boxed skillfully, and his muscles were hard,
but after the first moment George saw victory, and set out to force it. He
looked for fear in the other's eyes then, and longed to see it, but those eyes
remained as unafraid as Sylvia's until there wasn't left in them much of
anything conscious. As a last chance Lambert clinched, and they went
down, fighting like a pair of furious terriers. George grinned as he felt those
eclectic hands endeavouring in the most brotherly fashion to torture him.
He managed to pin them to the ground. He laughed happily.
"Thought you hated to touch me."
"You fight like a tiger, anyway," Lambert gasped.
"Had enough?"
Lambert nodded.
"I know when I'm through."
George didn't release him at once. His soul expanded with a sense of power
and authority earned by his own effort. It seemed an omen. It urged him too
far.
"Then," he mused, "I guess I'd better let you run home and tell your father
what I've done to you."
"That," Lambert said, "proves I was right, and I'm sorry I fought you."
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George tried to think. He felt hot and angry. Was the other, after all, the
better man?
"I take it back," he muttered. "Ought to have had enough sense to know that
a fellow that fights like you's no tattle-tale."
"Thanks, Morton."
George's sense of power grew. He couldn't commence too soon to use it.
"See here, Mr. Planter, I came up here to help with some horses your people
didn't know how to handle, and let myself get shifted to this other job; but
I'm not your father's slave, and anyway I'm getting out."
He increased the pressure on Lambert's arms.
"Just to remind you what we've been fighting about, and that I'm not your
slave, you call me Mr. Morton, or George, just as if I was about as good as
you."
Lambert smiled broadly.
"Will you kindly let me go—George?"
George sprang up, grinning.
"How you feel, Mr. Lam——" He caught himself—"Mr. Planter?"
Lambert struggled to his feet.
"Quite unwell, thanks. I'm sorry you made such a damned fool of yourself
this afternoon. We might have had some pretty useful times boxing
together."
"I'd just as leave tell you," George said, glancing away, "that I never
intended to say it. I didn't realize it myself until it was scared out of me."
Lambert put on his coat.
"It won't bear talking about."
"It never hit me," George said, huskily, "that even a cat couldn't look at a
queen."
better man?
"I take it back," he muttered. "Ought to have had enough sense to know that
a fellow that fights like you's no tattle-tale."
"Thanks, Morton."
George's sense of power grew. He couldn't commence too soon to use it.
"See here, Mr. Planter, I came up here to help with some horses your people
didn't know how to handle, and let myself get shifted to this other job; but
I'm not your father's slave, and anyway I'm getting out."
He increased the pressure on Lambert's arms.
"Just to remind you what we've been fighting about, and that I'm not your
slave, you call me Mr. Morton, or George, just as if I was about as good as
you."
Lambert smiled broadly.
"Will you kindly let me go—George?"
George sprang up, grinning.
"How you feel, Mr. Lam——" He caught himself—"Mr. Planter?"
Lambert struggled to his feet.
"Quite unwell, thanks. I'm sorry you made such a damned fool of yourself
this afternoon. We might have had some pretty useful times boxing
together."
"I'd just as leave tell you," George said, glancing away, "that I never
intended to say it. I didn't realize it myself until it was scared out of me."
Lambert put on his coat.
"It won't bear talking about."
"It never hit me," George said, huskily, "that even a cat couldn't look at a
queen."
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"Perfectly possible," Lambert said as he walked off, feeling his bruises,
"only the queen mustn't see the cat."
IV
George went, obliterating as best he could the souvenirs of battle. Water,
unfortunately, was a requisite, and the nearest was to be found at his own
home. His mother gasped.
"You did! After what I said!"
At the pump he splashed cold water over his face and arms.
"I thrashed him," he spluttered.
"I guess that settles it for your father and me."
"Young Planter won't tell anybody," George assured her. "Although I don't
see how he's going to get away with it unless he says he was run over by an
automobile and kicked by a mule."
"What's come over you?" she demanded. "You've gone out of your head."
He dodged her desire for details. As Lambert had said, the thing wouldn't
bear talking about. For the first time in his life he stood alone, and whatever
he accomplished from now on would have to be done alone.
He saw his father striding toward them, the anxious light gone from his
eyes. George experienced a vast relief.
"Father looks a little more cheerful," he commented, drying his face.
"Get supper, Ma," the man said as he came up.
She hesitated, held by her curiosity, while he turned on George.
"I don't wonder you couldn't open your mouth to me. You're to be out of
here to-morrow."
"I'd made up my mind to that."
"And Old Planter wants to see you at nine o'clock to-night."
"only the queen mustn't see the cat."
IV
George went, obliterating as best he could the souvenirs of battle. Water,
unfortunately, was a requisite, and the nearest was to be found at his own
home. His mother gasped.
"You did! After what I said!"
At the pump he splashed cold water over his face and arms.
"I thrashed him," he spluttered.
"I guess that settles it for your father and me."
"Young Planter won't tell anybody," George assured her. "Although I don't
see how he's going to get away with it unless he says he was run over by an
automobile and kicked by a mule."
"What's come over you?" she demanded. "You've gone out of your head."
He dodged her desire for details. As Lambert had said, the thing wouldn't
bear talking about. For the first time in his life he stood alone, and whatever
he accomplished from now on would have to be done alone.
He saw his father striding toward them, the anxious light gone from his
eyes. George experienced a vast relief.
"Father looks a little more cheerful," he commented, drying his face.
"Get supper, Ma," the man said as he came up.
She hesitated, held by her curiosity, while he turned on George.
"I don't wonder you couldn't open your mouth to me. You're to be out of
here to-morrow."
"I'd made up my mind to that."
"And Old Planter wants to see you at nine o'clock to-night."
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"Since you and Ma," George said, "seem on such good terms with him I
suppose I'll have to go."
"Thank the Lord we are," his father grumbled. "I wouldn't have blamed him
if he had packed us all off. He was more than fair. I've looked after you so
far, but you'll have to shift for yourself now."
"And the only thing I didn't like about it," George mused, "was leaving you
and Ma."
"What did he say to Miss Sylvia?" his mother whispered.
"Said he couldn't get along without her, and was going to have her."
He might have been speaking of one who had ventured to impersonate the
deity.
"And he touched her! Put his arms around her!"
The horror in his mother's face grew.
"Georgie! Georgie! What could you have been thinking of?"
He leaned against the pump.
"I'm thinking now," he said, softly, "it's sort of queer a man's father and
mother believe there's any girl in the world too good for their son."
"Lots of them," his father snapped. "Sylvia Planter most of all."
"Oh, yes," his mother agreed.
He straightened.
"Then listen," he said, peremptorily. "I don't think so. I told her I was going
to have her, and I will. Just put that down in your books. I'll show the lot of
you that I'm as good as she is, as good as anybody."
The late sun illuminated the purpose in his striking face.
"Impertinent servant!" he cried. "Stable boy! Beast! It's pretty rough to
make her marry all that. It's my only business from now on."
suppose I'll have to go."
"Thank the Lord we are," his father grumbled. "I wouldn't have blamed him
if he had packed us all off. He was more than fair. I've looked after you so
far, but you'll have to shift for yourself now."
"And the only thing I didn't like about it," George mused, "was leaving you
and Ma."
"What did he say to Miss Sylvia?" his mother whispered.
"Said he couldn't get along without her, and was going to have her."
He might have been speaking of one who had ventured to impersonate the
deity.
"And he touched her! Put his arms around her!"
The horror in his mother's face grew.
"Georgie! Georgie! What could you have been thinking of?"
He leaned against the pump.
"I'm thinking now," he said, softly, "it's sort of queer a man's father and
mother believe there's any girl in the world too good for their son."
"Lots of them," his father snapped. "Sylvia Planter most of all."
"Oh, yes," his mother agreed.
He straightened.
"Then listen," he said, peremptorily. "I don't think so. I told her I was going
to have her, and I will. Just put that down in your books. I'll show the lot of
you that I'm as good as she is, as good as anybody."
The late sun illuminated the purpose in his striking face.
"Impertinent servant!" he cried. "Stable boy! Beast! It's pretty rough to
make her marry all that. It's my only business from now on."
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V
He went to his room, leaving his parents aghast. With a nervous hurry he rid
himself of his riding breeches, his puttees, his stock.
"That," he told himself, "is the last time I shall ever wear anything like
livery."
When he had dressed in one of his two suits of ordinary clothing he took the
broken riding crop and for a long time stared at it as though the venomous
souvenir could fix his resolution more firmly. Once his hand slipped to the
stock where Sylvia's fingers had so frequently tightened. He snatched his
hand away. It was too much like an unfair advantage, a stolen caress.
"Georgie! Georgie!"
His mother's voice drifted to him tentatively.
"Come and get your supper."
He hid the broken crop and went out. His father glanced disapproval.
"You'd do better to wear Old Planter's clothes while you can. It's doubtful
when you'll buy any more of your own."
George sat down without answering. Since his return from the ride that
afternoon his parents and he had scarcely spoken the same language, and by
this time he understood there was no possible interpreter. It made him choke
a little over his food.
The others were content to share his silence. His father seemed only
anxious to have him away; but his mother, he fancied, looked at him with
something like sorrow.
Afterward he fled from that nearly voiceless scrutiny and paced one of the
park paths, counting the minutes until he could answer Old Planter's
summons. He desired to have the interview over so that he could snap every
chain binding him to Oakmont, every chain save the single one Sylvia's
contempt had unwittingly forged. He could not, moreover, plan his
He went to his room, leaving his parents aghast. With a nervous hurry he rid
himself of his riding breeches, his puttees, his stock.
"That," he told himself, "is the last time I shall ever wear anything like
livery."
When he had dressed in one of his two suits of ordinary clothing he took the
broken riding crop and for a long time stared at it as though the venomous
souvenir could fix his resolution more firmly. Once his hand slipped to the
stock where Sylvia's fingers had so frequently tightened. He snatched his
hand away. It was too much like an unfair advantage, a stolen caress.
"Georgie! Georgie!"
His mother's voice drifted to him tentatively.
"Come and get your supper."
He hid the broken crop and went out. His father glanced disapproval.
"You'd do better to wear Old Planter's clothes while you can. It's doubtful
when you'll buy any more of your own."
George sat down without answering. Since his return from the ride that
afternoon his parents and he had scarcely spoken the same language, and by
this time he understood there was no possible interpreter. It made him choke
a little over his food.
The others were content to share his silence. His father seemed only
anxious to have him away; but his mother, he fancied, looked at him with
something like sorrow.
Afterward he fled from that nearly voiceless scrutiny and paced one of the
park paths, counting the minutes until he could answer Old Planter's
summons. He desired to have the interview over so that he could snap every
chain binding him to Oakmont, every chain save the single one Sylvia's
contempt had unwittingly forged. He could not, moreover, plan his
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immediate future with any assurance until he knew what the great man
wanted.
"Only to make me feel a little worse," he decided. "What else could he do?"
What, indeed, could a man of Planter's wealth and authority not do? It was a
disturbing question.
Through the shrubbery the lights of the house gleamed. The moonlight
outlined the immense, luxurious mass. Never once had he entered the great
house. He was eager to study the surrounding in which women like Sylvia
lived, which she, to an extent, must reflect.
In that serene moonlight he realized that his departure, agreeable and
essential as it was, would make it impossible for him during an indefinite
period to see that slender, adolescent figure, or the features, lovely and
intolerant, that had brought about this revolution in his life. He
acknowledged now that he had looked forward each day to those hours of
proximity and contemplation; and there had been from the first, he guessed,
adoration in his regard.
It was no time to dwell on the sentimental phase of his situation. He
despised himself for still loving her. His approaching departure he must
accept gladly, since he designed it as a means of coming closer—close
enough to hurt.
He wondered if he would have one more glimpse of her, perhaps in the
house. He glanced at his watch. He could go at last. He started for the
lights. Would he see her?
At the corner of the building he hesitated before a fresh dilemma. His
logical entrance lay through the servants' quarters, but he squared his
shoulders and crossed the terrace. It was impossible now that he should ever
enter the house in which she lived by the back door.
It was a warm night, so the door stood open. The broad spaces of the hall,
the rugs, the hangings, the huge chairs, the portraits in gilt frames against
polished walls, the soft, rosy light whose source he failed to explore,
seemed mutely to reprove his presumption.
wanted.
"Only to make me feel a little worse," he decided. "What else could he do?"
What, indeed, could a man of Planter's wealth and authority not do? It was a
disturbing question.
Through the shrubbery the lights of the house gleamed. The moonlight
outlined the immense, luxurious mass. Never once had he entered the great
house. He was eager to study the surrounding in which women like Sylvia
lived, which she, to an extent, must reflect.
In that serene moonlight he realized that his departure, agreeable and
essential as it was, would make it impossible for him during an indefinite
period to see that slender, adolescent figure, or the features, lovely and
intolerant, that had brought about this revolution in his life. He
acknowledged now that he had looked forward each day to those hours of
proximity and contemplation; and there had been from the first, he guessed,
adoration in his regard.
It was no time to dwell on the sentimental phase of his situation. He
despised himself for still loving her. His approaching departure he must
accept gladly, since he designed it as a means of coming closer—close
enough to hurt.
He wondered if he would have one more glimpse of her, perhaps in the
house. He glanced at his watch. He could go at last. He started for the
lights. Would he see her?
At the corner of the building he hesitated before a fresh dilemma. His
logical entrance lay through the servants' quarters, but he squared his
shoulders and crossed the terrace. It was impossible now that he should ever
enter the house in which she lived by the back door.
It was a warm night, so the door stood open. The broad spaces of the hall,
the rugs, the hangings, the huge chairs, the portraits in gilt frames against
polished walls, the soft, rosy light whose source he failed to explore,
seemed mutely to reprove his presumption.
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He rang. He did not hear the feet of the servant who answered. The vapid
man that had trotted for his father that afternoon suddenly shut off his view.
"You must wear rubbers," George said.
"What you doing here? Go 'round to the back."
"Mr. Planter," George explained, patiently, "sent for me."
"All right. All right. Then go 'round to the back where you belong."
George reached out, caught the other's shoulder, and shoved him to one
side. While the servant gave a little cry and struggled to regain his balance,
George walked in. A figure emerged painfully from an easy chair in the
shadows by the fireplace.
"What's all this, Simpson?"
The polished voice gave the impression of overcoming an impediment,
probably a swollen lip.
"It's young Morton, Mr. Lambert," Simpson whined. "I told him to go to the
back door where he belongs."
"What an idea!" Lambert drawled. "Enter, Mr. Morton. My dear Mr.
Morton, what is the occasion? What can we do for you? I must beg you to
excuse my appearance. I had a trifling argument with my new hunter this
afternoon."
George grinned.
"Must be some horse."
None the less, he felt a bruise. It would have been balm to destroy
Lambert's mocking manner by a brusque attack even in this impressive hall.
"Your father sent for me."
"Shall I put him out, sir?" Simpson quavered.
Lambert burst into a laugh.
man that had trotted for his father that afternoon suddenly shut off his view.
"You must wear rubbers," George said.
"What you doing here? Go 'round to the back."
"Mr. Planter," George explained, patiently, "sent for me."
"All right. All right. Then go 'round to the back where you belong."
George reached out, caught the other's shoulder, and shoved him to one
side. While the servant gave a little cry and struggled to regain his balance,
George walked in. A figure emerged painfully from an easy chair in the
shadows by the fireplace.
"What's all this, Simpson?"
The polished voice gave the impression of overcoming an impediment,
probably a swollen lip.
"It's young Morton, Mr. Lambert," Simpson whined. "I told him to go to the
back door where he belongs."
"What an idea!" Lambert drawled. "Enter, Mr. Morton. My dear Mr.
Morton, what is the occasion? What can we do for you? I must beg you to
excuse my appearance. I had a trifling argument with my new hunter this
afternoon."
George grinned.
"Must be some horse."
None the less, he felt a bruise. It would have been balm to destroy
Lambert's mocking manner by a brusque attack even in this impressive hall.
"Your father sent for me."
"Shall I put him out, sir?" Simpson quavered.
Lambert burst into a laugh.
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"I shouldn't try it. We can't afford too many losses in one day. Go away,
Simpson, and don't argue with your betters. You might not be as clever as I
at explaining the visible results. I'll take care of Mr. Morton."
Simpson was bewildered.
"Quite so, sir," he said, and vanished.
"My father," Lambert said, "is in the library—that first door. Wait. I'll see if
he's alone."
Painfully he limped to the door and opened it, while George waited,
endeavouring not to pull at his cap.
"Father," Lambert said, smoothly, "Mr. Morton is calling."
A deep voice, muffled by distance, vibrated in the hall.
"What are you talking about?"
Lambert bowed profoundly.
"Mr. Morton from the lodge."
George stepped close to him.
"Want me to thrash you again?"
Lambert faced him without panic.
"I don't admit that you could, but, my dear—George, I'm too fatigued to-
night to find out. Some day, if the occasion should arise, I hope I may. I do
sincerely."
He drew the door wide open, and stepped aside with a bow that held no
mockery. A white-haired, stately woman entered the hall, and, as she
passed, cast at George a glance curiously lacking in vitality. In her George
saw the spring of Sylvia's delicacy and beauty. Whatever Old Planter might
be this woman had something from the past, not to be acquired, with which
to endow her children. George resented it. It made the future for him appear
more difficult. Her voice was in keeping, cultured and unaffected.
Simpson, and don't argue with your betters. You might not be as clever as I
at explaining the visible results. I'll take care of Mr. Morton."
Simpson was bewildered.
"Quite so, sir," he said, and vanished.
"My father," Lambert said, "is in the library—that first door. Wait. I'll see if
he's alone."
Painfully he limped to the door and opened it, while George waited,
endeavouring not to pull at his cap.
"Father," Lambert said, smoothly, "Mr. Morton is calling."
A deep voice, muffled by distance, vibrated in the hall.
"What are you talking about?"
Lambert bowed profoundly.
"Mr. Morton from the lodge."
George stepped close to him.
"Want me to thrash you again?"
Lambert faced him without panic.
"I don't admit that you could, but, my dear—George, I'm too fatigued to-
night to find out. Some day, if the occasion should arise, I hope I may. I do
sincerely."
He drew the door wide open, and stepped aside with a bow that held no
mockery. A white-haired, stately woman entered the hall, and, as she
passed, cast at George a glance curiously lacking in vitality. In her George
saw the spring of Sylvia's delicacy and beauty. Whatever Old Planter might
be this woman had something from the past, not to be acquired, with which
to endow her children. George resented it. It made the future for him appear
more difficult. Her voice was in keeping, cultured and unaffected.
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"Mr. Planter is alone, Morton. He would like to see you."
She disappeared in a room opposite. George took a deep breath.
"On that threshold," Lambert said, kindly, "I've often felt the same way,
though I've never deserved it as you do."
George plunged through and closed the door.
The room was vaster than the hall, and darker, impressing him confusedly
with endless, filled book-shelves; with sculpture; with a difficult maze of
furniture. The only light issued from a lamp on a huge and littered table at
the opposite end.
At first George glanced vainly about, seeking the famous man.
"Step over here, Morton."
There was no denying that voice. It came from a deep chair whose back was
turned to the light. It sent to George's heart his first touch of fear. He walked
carefully across the rugs and around the table until he faced the figure in the
chair. He wanted to get rid of his cap. He couldn't resist the temptation to
pull at it; and only grooms and stable boys tortured caps.
The portly figure in evening clothes was not calculated to put a culprit at
ease. Old Planter sat very straight. The carefully trimmed white side
whiskers, the white hair, the bushy brows above inflamed eyes, composed a
portrait suggestive of a power relentless and not to be trifled with. George
had boasted he was as good as any one. He knew he wasn't as good as Old
Planter; their disparity of attainment was too easily palpable. No matter
whether Old Planter's success was worthy, he had gone out into the world
and done things. He had manipulated railroads. He had piled up millions
whose number he couldn't be sure of himself. He had built this house and
all it stood for. What one man had done another could. George stopped
pulling at his cap. He threw it on the table as into a ring. His momentary
fear died.
"You sent for me, sir."
The mark of respect flowed naturally. This old fellow was entitled to it,
from him or any one else.
She disappeared in a room opposite. George took a deep breath.
"On that threshold," Lambert said, kindly, "I've often felt the same way,
though I've never deserved it as you do."
George plunged through and closed the door.
The room was vaster than the hall, and darker, impressing him confusedly
with endless, filled book-shelves; with sculpture; with a difficult maze of
furniture. The only light issued from a lamp on a huge and littered table at
the opposite end.
At first George glanced vainly about, seeking the famous man.
"Step over here, Morton."
There was no denying that voice. It came from a deep chair whose back was
turned to the light. It sent to George's heart his first touch of fear. He walked
carefully across the rugs and around the table until he faced the figure in the
chair. He wanted to get rid of his cap. He couldn't resist the temptation to
pull at it; and only grooms and stable boys tortured caps.
The portly figure in evening clothes was not calculated to put a culprit at
ease. Old Planter sat very straight. The carefully trimmed white side
whiskers, the white hair, the bushy brows above inflamed eyes, composed a
portrait suggestive of a power relentless and not to be trifled with. George
had boasted he was as good as any one. He knew he wasn't as good as Old
Planter; their disparity of attainment was too easily palpable. No matter
whether Old Planter's success was worthy, he had gone out into the world
and done things. He had manipulated railroads. He had piled up millions
whose number he couldn't be sure of himself. He had built this house and
all it stood for. What one man had done another could. George stopped
pulling at his cap. He threw it on the table as into a ring. His momentary
fear died.
"You sent for me, sir."
The mark of respect flowed naturally. This old fellow was entitled to it,
from him or any one else.
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The bass voice had a dynamic quality.
"I did. This afternoon you grossly and inexcusably insulted my daughter. It
will be necessary to speak of her to you just once more. That's why I told
your father to send you. If I were younger it would give me pleasure to
break every bone in your body."
The red lips opened and shut with the precision of a steel trap. They
softened now in a species of smile.
"I see, Morton, you had a little argument with a horse this afternoon."
George managed to smile back.
"Nothing to speak of, sir."
"I wish it had been. I take a pleasure in punishing you. It isn't biblical, but
it's human. I'm only sorry I can't devise a punishment to fit the crime."
"It was no crime," George said bravely, "no insult."
"Keep your mouth shut. Unfortunately I can't do much more than run you
away from here, for I don't care to evict your parents from their home for
your folly; and they do not support you. Mr. Evans will pay you off in the
morning with a month's extra wages."
"I won't take a cent I haven't earned," George said.
Old Planter studied him with more curiosity.
"You're a queer livery stable boy."
"I'm banking on that," George said, willing the other should make what he
would of it.
"It's there if you wish it," Old Planter went on. "I sent for you so that I
could tell you myself that you will be away from Oakmont and from the
neighbourhood by noon to-morrow. And remember your home is now a
portion of Oakmont. You will never come near us again. You will forget
what happened this afternoon."
"I did. This afternoon you grossly and inexcusably insulted my daughter. It
will be necessary to speak of her to you just once more. That's why I told
your father to send you. If I were younger it would give me pleasure to
break every bone in your body."
The red lips opened and shut with the precision of a steel trap. They
softened now in a species of smile.
"I see, Morton, you had a little argument with a horse this afternoon."
George managed to smile back.
"Nothing to speak of, sir."
"I wish it had been. I take a pleasure in punishing you. It isn't biblical, but
it's human. I'm only sorry I can't devise a punishment to fit the crime."
"It was no crime," George said bravely, "no insult."
"Keep your mouth shut. Unfortunately I can't do much more than run you
away from here, for I don't care to evict your parents from their home for
your folly; and they do not support you. Mr. Evans will pay you off in the
morning with a month's extra wages."
"I won't take a cent I haven't earned," George said.
Old Planter studied him with more curiosity.
"You're a queer livery stable boy."
"I'm banking on that," George said, willing the other should make what he
would of it.
"It's there if you wish it," Old Planter went on. "I sent for you so that I
could tell you myself that you will be away from Oakmont and from the
neighbourhood by noon to-morrow. And remember your home is now a
portion of Oakmont. You will never come near us again. You will forget
what happened this afternoon."
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He stood up, his face reddening. George wanted to tell him that Sylvia
herself had said he shouldn't forget.
"If, Morton," the old man went on with a biting earnestness, "once you're
away from Oakmont, you ever bother Miss Sylvia again, or make any
attempt to see her, I'll dispossess your parents, and I'll drive you out of any
job you get. I'll keep after you until you'll understand what you're defying.
This isn't an idle threat. I have the power."
The father completely conquered him. He clenched his knotted fists.
"I'd destroy a regiment of creatures like you to spare my little girl one of the
tears you caused her this afternoon."
"After all," George said, defensively, "I'm a human being."
Old Planter shook his head.
"If your father hadn't failed you'd have spent your life in a livery stable. It
takes education, money, breeding to make a human being."
George nodded. He wouldn't need to plan much for himself, after all.
Sylvia's father was doing it for him.
"I've heard some pretty hard words to-day, sir," he said. "It's waked me up.
Can't a man get those things for himself?"
He fancied reminiscence in Old Planter's eyes.
"The right kind can. Get out of here now, Morton, and don't let me see you
or hear of you again."
George stepped between him and the table to pick up his cap. His nerves
tightened. Close to his cap lay an unmounted photograph, not very large, of
Sylvia. What a companion piece for the broken crop! What an ornament for
an altar dedicated to ambition, to anger, and to love! He would take it under
her father's nose, following her father's threats.
He slipped his cap over the photograph, and picked up both, the precious
likeness hidden by the cheap cloth.
"Good-night, sir."
herself had said he shouldn't forget.
"If, Morton," the old man went on with a biting earnestness, "once you're
away from Oakmont, you ever bother Miss Sylvia again, or make any
attempt to see her, I'll dispossess your parents, and I'll drive you out of any
job you get. I'll keep after you until you'll understand what you're defying.
This isn't an idle threat. I have the power."
The father completely conquered him. He clenched his knotted fists.
"I'd destroy a regiment of creatures like you to spare my little girl one of the
tears you caused her this afternoon."
"After all," George said, defensively, "I'm a human being."
Old Planter shook his head.
"If your father hadn't failed you'd have spent your life in a livery stable. It
takes education, money, breeding to make a human being."
George nodded. He wouldn't need to plan much for himself, after all.
Sylvia's father was doing it for him.
"I've heard some pretty hard words to-day, sir," he said. "It's waked me up.
Can't a man get those things for himself?"
He fancied reminiscence in Old Planter's eyes.
"The right kind can. Get out of here now, Morton, and don't let me see you
or hear of you again."
George stepped between him and the table to pick up his cap. His nerves
tightened. Close to his cap lay an unmounted photograph, not very large, of
Sylvia. What a companion piece for the broken crop! What an ornament for
an altar dedicated to ambition, to anger, and to love! He would take it under
her father's nose, following her father's threats.
He slipped his cap over the photograph, and picked up both, the precious
likeness hidden by the cheap cloth.
"Good-night, sir."
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He thought Old Planter started at the ring in his voice. He walked swiftly
from the room. Let Old Planter look out for himself. What did all those
threats amount to? Perhaps he could steal Sylvia as easily from under her
terrible parent's nose.
VI
Lambert, hands in pockets, stopped him in the hall.
"Packed off, as you deserve, but you'll need money."
"Thanks," George said. "I don't want any I don't earn."
"If father should kick me out," Lambert drawled, "I'd be inclined to take
what I could get."
"I'd rather steal," George said.
Lambert smiled whimsically.
"A word of advice. Stealing's dangerous unless you take enough."
George indicated the library door. He tried to imitate Lambert's manner.
"Then I suppose it's genius."
"What are you getting at?"
"I mean," George said, "you people may drive me to stealing, but it'll be the
kind you get patted on the back for."
"Sounds like Wall Street," Lambert smiled.
George wanted to put himself on record in this house.
"I'm going to make money, and don't you forget it."
Lambert's smile widened.
"Then good luck, and a good job—George."
George crushed his helpless irritation, turned, and walked out the front
door; more disappointed than he would have thought possible, because he
from the room. Let Old Planter look out for himself. What did all those
threats amount to? Perhaps he could steal Sylvia as easily from under her
terrible parent's nose.
VI
Lambert, hands in pockets, stopped him in the hall.
"Packed off, as you deserve, but you'll need money."
"Thanks," George said. "I don't want any I don't earn."
"If father should kick me out," Lambert drawled, "I'd be inclined to take
what I could get."
"I'd rather steal," George said.
Lambert smiled whimsically.
"A word of advice. Stealing's dangerous unless you take enough."
George indicated the library door. He tried to imitate Lambert's manner.
"Then I suppose it's genius."
"What are you getting at?"
"I mean," George said, "you people may drive me to stealing, but it'll be the
kind you get patted on the back for."
"Sounds like Wall Street," Lambert smiled.
George wanted to put himself on record in this house.
"I'm going to make money, and don't you forget it."
Lambert's smile widened.
"Then good luck, and a good job—George."
George crushed his helpless irritation, turned, and walked out the front
door; more disappointed than he would have thought possible, because he
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had failed to see Sylvia.
Reluctantly he returned to the nearly silent discomfort of his parents. He
tried to satisfy their curiosity.
"Nothing but threats. I'm to be driven to crime if I'm ever heard of after I
leave Oakmont in the morning."
"He might have made it worse," his father grunted.
The conversation died for lack of an interpreter.
His father made a pretence of reading a newspaper. His mother examined
her swollen hands. Her eyes suggested the nearness of tears. George got up.
"I suppose I'd better be getting ready."
As he stooped to kiss her his mother slipped an arm around his neck.
"Mother's little boy."
George steadied his voice.
"Good-night, Dad."
His father filled his pipe reflectively.
"Good-night, George."
No word of sympathy; no sympathy at all, beyond a fugitive, half-
frightened hint from his mother, because he had run boldly against a fashion
of thinking; little more, really.
He softly closed the door of his room, the last time he would ever do that!
He sat on the edge of the bed. He took Sylvia's photograph from his pocket
and studied it with a deliberate lack of sentiment. He fancied her desirable
lips framing epithets of angry contempt and those other words to which he
had given his own significance.
"You'll not forget."
He looked so long, repeating it in his mind so often, that at last his eyes
blurred, and the pictured lips seemed, indeed, to curve and straighten.
Reluctantly he returned to the nearly silent discomfort of his parents. He
tried to satisfy their curiosity.
"Nothing but threats. I'm to be driven to crime if I'm ever heard of after I
leave Oakmont in the morning."
"He might have made it worse," his father grunted.
The conversation died for lack of an interpreter.
His father made a pretence of reading a newspaper. His mother examined
her swollen hands. Her eyes suggested the nearness of tears. George got up.
"I suppose I'd better be getting ready."
As he stooped to kiss her his mother slipped an arm around his neck.
"Mother's little boy."
George steadied his voice.
"Good-night, Dad."
His father filled his pipe reflectively.
"Good-night, George."
No word of sympathy; no sympathy at all, beyond a fugitive, half-
frightened hint from his mother, because he had run boldly against a fashion
of thinking; little more, really.
He softly closed the door of his room, the last time he would ever do that!
He sat on the edge of the bed. He took Sylvia's photograph from his pocket
and studied it with a deliberate lack of sentiment. He fancied her desirable
lips framing epithets of angry contempt and those other words to which he
had given his own significance.
"You'll not forget."
He looked so long, repeating it in his mind so often, that at last his eyes
blurred, and the pictured lips seemed, indeed, to curve and straighten.
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"You'll not forget."
He tapped the photograph with his forefinger.
"You're going to help me remember," he muttered. "I'll not forget."
VII
He placed the photograph and the broken crop at the bottom of his oilcloth
suitcase. The rest of his packing was simple; he had so little that was
actually his own. There were a few books on a shelf, relics of his erratic
attendance at the neighbouring high school—he regretted now that his
ambition there had been physical rather that mental. Even in the
development of his muscles, however, his brain had grown a good deal, for
he was bright enough. If he made himself work, drawing on what money he
had, he might get ready for college by fall. He had always envied the boys,
who had drifted annually from the high school to the remote and
exhilarating grandeur of a university.
What had Old Planter's sequence been? Education, money, breeding. Of
course. And he guessed that the three necessities might, to an extent, walk
hand in hand. The acquisition of an education would mean personal
contacts, helpful financially, projecting, perhaps, that culture that he felt
was as essential as the rest. Certainly the starting place for him was a big
university where a man, once in, could work his way through. Lambert
went to Yale. Harvard sprang into his mind, but there was the question of
railroad fare and lost time. He'd better try his luck at Princeton which wasn't
far and which had, he'd heard, a welcome for boys working their way
through college.
He examined his bank book. Fortunately, since he had lived with his
parents, he had had little opportunity or need for spending. The balance
showed nearly five hundred dollars, and he would receive fifty more in the
morning. If he could find someone to bolster up his insufficient schooling
for a part of that amount he'd make a go of it; he'd be fairly on his course.
He went to bed, but he slept restlessly. He wanted to be away from
Oakmont and at work. Through his clouded mind persisted his desire for a
He tapped the photograph with his forefinger.
"You're going to help me remember," he muttered. "I'll not forget."
VII
He placed the photograph and the broken crop at the bottom of his oilcloth
suitcase. The rest of his packing was simple; he had so little that was
actually his own. There were a few books on a shelf, relics of his erratic
attendance at the neighbouring high school—he regretted now that his
ambition there had been physical rather that mental. Even in the
development of his muscles, however, his brain had grown a good deal, for
he was bright enough. If he made himself work, drawing on what money he
had, he might get ready for college by fall. He had always envied the boys,
who had drifted annually from the high school to the remote and
exhilarating grandeur of a university.
What had Old Planter's sequence been? Education, money, breeding. Of
course. And he guessed that the three necessities might, to an extent, walk
hand in hand. The acquisition of an education would mean personal
contacts, helpful financially, projecting, perhaps, that culture that he felt
was as essential as the rest. Certainly the starting place for him was a big
university where a man, once in, could work his way through. Lambert
went to Yale. Harvard sprang into his mind, but there was the question of
railroad fare and lost time. He'd better try his luck at Princeton which wasn't
far and which had, he'd heard, a welcome for boys working their way
through college.
He examined his bank book. Fortunately, since he had lived with his
parents, he had had little opportunity or need for spending. The balance
showed nearly five hundred dollars, and he would receive fifty more in the
morning. If he could find someone to bolster up his insufficient schooling
for a part of that amount he'd make a go of it; he'd be fairly on his course.
He went to bed, but he slept restlessly. He wanted to be away from
Oakmont and at work. Through his clouded mind persisted his desire for a
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parting glimpse of Sylvia. If he slept at all it was to the discordant memory
of her anger.
The sun smiled into his room, summoning him to get up and go forth.
His father was not there. As if to emphasize the occasion, his mother
deserted her washtub, served his breakfast herself, stood about in helpless
attitudes.
"George," she whispered, toward the close of the desolate meal, "try to get a
job near here. Of course you could never come home, but we could go to
see you."
"Father," he said, "is kicking me out as much as Old Planter is, and you
back him up."
She clasped her hands.
"I've got to. And you can't blame your father. He has to look after himself
and me."
"It makes no difference. I'm not going to take a job near by," he said.
"Where are you going?" she asked, sharply.
He stared at her for a moment, profoundly sorry for her and for himself.
"I'm going to get away from everything that would remind me I've ever
been treated like something less than human."
She gave a little cry.
"Then say good-bye, my son, before your father comes back."
VIII
His father returned and stood impatiently waiting. There was nothing to
hold George except that unlikely chance of a glimpse of Sylvia. He would
say good-bye here, go up to the offices for his money, and then walk
straight out of Oakmont. He stepped from the house, swinging his suitcase,
his overcoat across his arm.
of her anger.
The sun smiled into his room, summoning him to get up and go forth.
His father was not there. As if to emphasize the occasion, his mother
deserted her washtub, served his breakfast herself, stood about in helpless
attitudes.
"George," she whispered, toward the close of the desolate meal, "try to get a
job near here. Of course you could never come home, but we could go to
see you."
"Father," he said, "is kicking me out as much as Old Planter is, and you
back him up."
She clasped her hands.
"I've got to. And you can't blame your father. He has to look after himself
and me."
"It makes no difference. I'm not going to take a job near by," he said.
"Where are you going?" she asked, sharply.
He stared at her for a moment, profoundly sorry for her and for himself.
"I'm going to get away from everything that would remind me I've ever
been treated like something less than human."
She gave a little cry.
"Then say good-bye, my son, before your father comes back."
VIII
His father returned and stood impatiently waiting. There was nothing to
hold George except that unlikely chance of a glimpse of Sylvia. He would
say good-bye here, go up to the offices for his money, and then walk
straight out of Oakmont. He stepped from the house, swinging his suitcase,
his overcoat across his arm.
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"I'm off," he said, trying to make his voice cheery.
His father considered his cold pipe. He held out his hand.
"It's a bad start, but maybe you'll turn out all right after all."
George smiled his confidence.
"Well, let us hear from you," his father went on, "although as things are I
don't see how I could help you much."
"Don't worry," George said.
He walked to his mother, who had returned to her work. He kissed her
quickly, saying nothing, for he saw the tears falling from her cheeks to the
dirty water out of which linen emerged soft and immaculate. He strode
toward the main driveway.
"Good-bye," he called quickly.
The renewed racket at the tub pursued him until he had placed a screen of
foliage between himself and the little house. His last recollection of home,
indeed, was of swollen hands and swollen eyes, and of clean, white tears
dropping into offensive water.
He got his money and walked past the great house and down the driveway.
He would not see home again. At a turn near the gate he caught his breath,
his eyes widening. The vague chance had after all materialized. Sylvia
walked briskly along, accompanied by a vicious-looking bulldog on a leash.
Her head was high and her shoulders square, as she always carried them.
Her eyes sparkled. Then she saw George, and she paused, her expression
altering into an active distaste, her cheeks flushing with tempestuous colour.
"I can't go back now," George thought.
She seemed to visualize all that protected her from him. He put his cheap
suitcase down.
"I'm glad I saw you," he said, deliberately. "I wanted to thank you for
having me fired, for waking me up."
His father considered his cold pipe. He held out his hand.
"It's a bad start, but maybe you'll turn out all right after all."
George smiled his confidence.
"Well, let us hear from you," his father went on, "although as things are I
don't see how I could help you much."
"Don't worry," George said.
He walked to his mother, who had returned to her work. He kissed her
quickly, saying nothing, for he saw the tears falling from her cheeks to the
dirty water out of which linen emerged soft and immaculate. He strode
toward the main driveway.
"Good-bye," he called quickly.
The renewed racket at the tub pursued him until he had placed a screen of
foliage between himself and the little house. His last recollection of home,
indeed, was of swollen hands and swollen eyes, and of clean, white tears
dropping into offensive water.
He got his money and walked past the great house and down the driveway.
He would not see home again. At a turn near the gate he caught his breath,
his eyes widening. The vague chance had after all materialized. Sylvia
walked briskly along, accompanied by a vicious-looking bulldog on a leash.
Her head was high and her shoulders square, as she always carried them.
Her eyes sparkled. Then she saw George, and she paused, her expression
altering into an active distaste, her cheeks flushing with tempestuous colour.
"I can't go back now," George thought.
She seemed to visualize all that protected her from him. He put his cheap
suitcase down.
"I'm glad I saw you," he said, deliberately. "I wanted to thank you for
having me fired, for waking me up."
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She didn't answer. She stood quite motionless. The dog growled, straining
at his leash toward the man in the road.
"I've been told to get out and stay out," he went on, his temper lashed by her
immobility. "You know I meant what I said yesterday when I thought you
couldn't hear. I did. Every last word. And you might as well understand now
I'll make every word good."
He pointed to the gate.
"I'm going out there just so I can come back and prove to you that I don't
forget."
Her colour fled. She stooped swiftly, gracefully, and unleashed the anxious
bulldog.
"Get him!" she whispered, tensely.
Like a shot the dog sprang for George. He caught the animal in his arms and
submitted to its moist and eager caresses.
"It's a mistake," he pointed out, "to send a dog that loves the stables after a
stable boy."
He dropped the dog, picked up his suitcase, and started down the drive. The
dog followed him. He turned.
"Go back, Roland!"
Sylvia remained crouched. She cried out, her contralto voice crowded with
surprise and repulsion:
"Take him with you. I never want to see him again."
So, followed by the dog, George walked bravely out into the world through
the narrow gateway of her home.
at his leash toward the man in the road.
"I've been told to get out and stay out," he went on, his temper lashed by her
immobility. "You know I meant what I said yesterday when I thought you
couldn't hear. I did. Every last word. And you might as well understand now
I'll make every word good."
He pointed to the gate.
"I'm going out there just so I can come back and prove to you that I don't
forget."
Her colour fled. She stooped swiftly, gracefully, and unleashed the anxious
bulldog.
"Get him!" she whispered, tensely.
Like a shot the dog sprang for George. He caught the animal in his arms and
submitted to its moist and eager caresses.
"It's a mistake," he pointed out, "to send a dog that loves the stables after a
stable boy."
He dropped the dog, picked up his suitcase, and started down the drive. The
dog followed him. He turned.
"Go back, Roland!"
Sylvia remained crouched. She cried out, her contralto voice crowded with
surprise and repulsion:
"Take him with you. I never want to see him again."
So, followed by the dog, George walked bravely out into the world through
the narrow gateway of her home.
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PART II
PRINCETON
I
"Young man, you've two years' work to enter."
"Just when," George asked, "does college open?"
"If the world continues undisturbed, in about two months."
"Very well. Then I'll do two years' work in two months."
"You've only one pair of eyes, my boy; only one brain."
George couldn't afford to surrender. He had arrived in Princeton the evening
before, a few hours after leaving Oakmont. It had been like a crossing
between two planets. Breathlessly he had sought and found a cheap room in
a students' lodging house, and afterward, guided by the moonlight, he had
wandered, spellbound, about the campus.
Certainly this could not be George Morton, yesterday definitely divided
from what Old Planter had described as human beings. His exaltation grew.
For a long time he walked in an amicable companionship of broader spaces
and more arresting architecture than even Oakmont could boast; and it
occurred to him, if he should enter college, he would have as much share in
all this as the richest student; at Princeton he would live in the Great House.
His mood altered as he returned to his small, scantily furnished room whose
very unloveliness outlined the difficulties that lay ahead.
He unpacked his suitcase and came upon Sylvia's photograph and her
broken riding crop. In the centre of the table, where he would work, he
PRINCETON
I
"Young man, you've two years' work to enter."
"Just when," George asked, "does college open?"
"If the world continues undisturbed, in about two months."
"Very well. Then I'll do two years' work in two months."
"You've only one pair of eyes, my boy; only one brain."
George couldn't afford to surrender. He had arrived in Princeton the evening
before, a few hours after leaving Oakmont. It had been like a crossing
between two planets. Breathlessly he had sought and found a cheap room in
a students' lodging house, and afterward, guided by the moonlight, he had
wandered, spellbound, about the campus.
Certainly this could not be George Morton, yesterday definitely divided
from what Old Planter had described as human beings. His exaltation grew.
For a long time he walked in an amicable companionship of broader spaces
and more arresting architecture than even Oakmont could boast; and it
occurred to him, if he should enter college, he would have as much share in
all this as the richest student; at Princeton he would live in the Great House.
His mood altered as he returned to his small, scantily furnished room whose
very unloveliness outlined the difficulties that lay ahead.
He unpacked his suitcase and came upon Sylvia's photograph and her
broken riding crop. In the centre of the table, where he would work, he
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placed the photograph with a piece of the crop on either side. Whenever he
was alone in the room those objects would be there, perpetual lashes to
ambition; whenever he went out he would lock them away.
How lovely and desirable she was! How hateful! How remote! Had ever a
man such a goal to strain for? He wanted only to start.
Immediately after breakfast the next morning he set forth. He had never
seen a town so curiously empty. There were no students, since it was the
long vacation, except a few backward men and doubtful candidates for
admission. He stared by daylight at the numerous buildings which were
more imposing now, more suggestive of learning, wealth, and breeding.
They seemed to say they had something for him if only he would fight hard
enough to receive it.
First of all, he had to find someone who knew the ropes. There must be
professors here, many men connected with this gigantic plant. On Nassau
Street he encountered a youth, a little younger than himself, who, with a
bored air, carried three books under his arm. George stopped him.
"I beg your pardon. Are you going here?"
The other looked him over as if suspecting a joke.
"Going where?" he asked, faintly.
George appraised the fine quality of the young man's clothing. He was
almost sorry he had spoken. The first thing he had to do was to overcome a
reluctance to speak to people who obviously already had much that he was
after.
"I mean," he explained, "are you going to this college?"
"The Lord," the young man answered, "and Squibs Bailly alone know. I'm
told I'm not very bright in the head."
George smiled.
"Then I guess you can help me out. I'm not either. I want to enter in the fall,
and I need a professor or something like that to teach me. I'll pay."
was alone in the room those objects would be there, perpetual lashes to
ambition; whenever he went out he would lock them away.
How lovely and desirable she was! How hateful! How remote! Had ever a
man such a goal to strain for? He wanted only to start.
Immediately after breakfast the next morning he set forth. He had never
seen a town so curiously empty. There were no students, since it was the
long vacation, except a few backward men and doubtful candidates for
admission. He stared by daylight at the numerous buildings which were
more imposing now, more suggestive of learning, wealth, and breeding.
They seemed to say they had something for him if only he would fight hard
enough to receive it.
First of all, he had to find someone who knew the ropes. There must be
professors here, many men connected with this gigantic plant. On Nassau
Street he encountered a youth, a little younger than himself, who, with a
bored air, carried three books under his arm. George stopped him.
"I beg your pardon. Are you going here?"
The other looked him over as if suspecting a joke.
"Going where?" he asked, faintly.
George appraised the fine quality of the young man's clothing. He was
almost sorry he had spoken. The first thing he had to do was to overcome a
reluctance to speak to people who obviously already had much that he was
after.
"I mean," he explained, "are you going to this college?"
"The Lord," the young man answered, "and Squibs Bailly alone know. I'm
told I'm not very bright in the head."
George smiled.
"Then I guess you can help me out. I'm not either. I want to enter in the fall,
and I need a professor or something like that to teach me. I'll pay."
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The other nodded.
"You need a coach. Bailly's a good one. I'm going there now to be told for
two hours I'm an utter ass. Maybe I am, but what's the use rubbing it in? I
don't know that he's got any open time, but you might come along and see."
George, his excitement increasing, walked beside his new acquaintance.
"What's your name?" the bored youth asked all at once.
"Morton. George Morton."
"I'm Godfrey Rogers. Lawrenceville. What prep are you?"
"What what?"
"I mean, what school you come from?"
George experienced a sharp discomfort, facing the first of his unforeseen
embarrassments. Evidently his simple will to crush the past wouldn't be
sufficient.
"I went to a public school off and on," he muttered.
Rogers' eyes widened. George had a feeling that the boy had receded. It
wasn't until later, when he had learned the customs of the place, that he
could give that alteration its logical value. It made no difference. He had a
guide. Straightway he would find a man who could help him get in; but he
noticed that Rogers abandoned personalities, chatting only of the difficulties
of entrance papers, and the apparent mad desire of certain professors to
keep good men from matriculating.
They came to a small frame house on Dickinson Street. Rogers left George
in the hall while he entered the study. The door did not quite close, and
phrases slipped out in Rogers' glib voice, and, more frequently, in a shrill,
querulous one.
"Don't know a thing about him. Just met him on the street looking for a
coach. No prep."
"Haven't the time. I've enough blockheads as it is. He'd better go to Corse's
school."
"You need a coach. Bailly's a good one. I'm going there now to be told for
two hours I'm an utter ass. Maybe I am, but what's the use rubbing it in? I
don't know that he's got any open time, but you might come along and see."
George, his excitement increasing, walked beside his new acquaintance.
"What's your name?" the bored youth asked all at once.
"Morton. George Morton."
"I'm Godfrey Rogers. Lawrenceville. What prep are you?"
"What what?"
"I mean, what school you come from?"
George experienced a sharp discomfort, facing the first of his unforeseen
embarrassments. Evidently his simple will to crush the past wouldn't be
sufficient.
"I went to a public school off and on," he muttered.
Rogers' eyes widened. George had a feeling that the boy had receded. It
wasn't until later, when he had learned the customs of the place, that he
could give that alteration its logical value. It made no difference. He had a
guide. Straightway he would find a man who could help him get in; but he
noticed that Rogers abandoned personalities, chatting only of the difficulties
of entrance papers, and the apparent mad desire of certain professors to
keep good men from matriculating.
They came to a small frame house on Dickinson Street. Rogers left George
in the hall while he entered the study. The door did not quite close, and
phrases slipped out in Rogers' glib voice, and, more frequently, in a shrill,
querulous one.
"Don't know a thing about him. Just met him on the street looking for a
coach. No prep."
"Haven't the time. I've enough blockheads as it is. He'd better go to Corse's
school."
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"You won't see him?"
"Oh, send him in," George heard Bailly say irritably. "You, Rogers, would
sacrifice me or the entire universe to spare your brain five minutes' useful
work. I'll find out what he knows, and pack him off to Corse. Wait in the
hall."
Rogers came out, shaking his head.
"Guess there's nothing doing, but he'll pump you."
George entered and closed the door. Behind a table desk lounged a long,
painfully thin figure. The head was nearly bald, but the face carried a
luxuriant, carelessly trimmed Van Dyke beard. Above it cheeks and
forehead were intricately wrinkled, and the tweed suit, apparently, strove to
put itself in harmony. It was difficult to guess how old Squibs Bailly was;
probably very ancient, yet in his eyes George caught a flashing spirit of
youth.
The room was forcefully out of key with its occupant. The desk, extremely
neat with papers, blotters, and pens, was arranged according to a careful
pattern. On books and shelves no speck of dust showed, and so far the place
was scholarly. Then George was a trifle surprised to notice, next to a sepia
print of the Parthenon, a photograph of a football team. That, moreover, was
the arrangement around the four walls—classic ruins flanked by modern
athletes. On a table in the window, occupying what one might call the
position of honour, stood a large framed likeness of a young man in football
togs.
Before George had really closed the door the high voice had opened its
attack.
"I haven't any more time for dunces."
"I'm not a dunce," George said, trying to hold his temper.
Bailly didn't go on right away. The youthful glance absorbed each detail of
George's face and build.
"Anyhow," he said after a moment, less querulously, "let's see what you
lack of the infantile requirements needful for entrance in an American
"Oh, send him in," George heard Bailly say irritably. "You, Rogers, would
sacrifice me or the entire universe to spare your brain five minutes' useful
work. I'll find out what he knows, and pack him off to Corse. Wait in the
hall."
Rogers came out, shaking his head.
"Guess there's nothing doing, but he'll pump you."
George entered and closed the door. Behind a table desk lounged a long,
painfully thin figure. The head was nearly bald, but the face carried a
luxuriant, carelessly trimmed Van Dyke beard. Above it cheeks and
forehead were intricately wrinkled, and the tweed suit, apparently, strove to
put itself in harmony. It was difficult to guess how old Squibs Bailly was;
probably very ancient, yet in his eyes George caught a flashing spirit of
youth.
The room was forcefully out of key with its occupant. The desk, extremely
neat with papers, blotters, and pens, was arranged according to a careful
pattern. On books and shelves no speck of dust showed, and so far the place
was scholarly. Then George was a trifle surprised to notice, next to a sepia
print of the Parthenon, a photograph of a football team. That, moreover, was
the arrangement around the four walls—classic ruins flanked by modern
athletes. On a table in the window, occupying what one might call the
position of honour, stood a large framed likeness of a young man in football
togs.
Before George had really closed the door the high voice had opened its
attack.
"I haven't any more time for dunces."
"I'm not a dunce," George said, trying to hold his temper.
Bailly didn't go on right away. The youthful glance absorbed each detail of
George's face and build.
"Anyhow," he said after a moment, less querulously, "let's see what you
lack of the infantile requirements needful for entrance in an American
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university."
He probed George's rapid acquaintance with mathematics, history, English,
and the classics. With modern languages there was none. Then the verdict
came. Two years' work.
"I've got to make my eyes and brain do," George said. "I've got to enter
college this fall or never. I tell you, Mr. Bailly, I am going to do it. I know
you can help me, if you will. I'll pay."
Bailly shook his head.
"Even if I had the time my charges are high."
George showed his whole hand.
"I have about five hundred dollars."
"For this condensed acquisition of a kindergarten knowledge, or—or——"
"For everything. But only let me get in and I'll work my way through."
Again Bailly shook his head.
"You can't get in this fall, and it's not so simple to work your way through."
"Then," George said, "you refuse to do anything for me?"
The youthful eyes squinted. George had an odd impression that they sought
beyond his body to learn just what manner of man he was. The querulous
voice possessed more life.
"How tall are you?"
"A little over six feet."
"What's your weight?"
George hesitated, unable to see how such questions could affect his entering
college. He decided it was better to answer.
"A hundred and eighty-five."
He probed George's rapid acquaintance with mathematics, history, English,
and the classics. With modern languages there was none. Then the verdict
came. Two years' work.
"I've got to make my eyes and brain do," George said. "I've got to enter
college this fall or never. I tell you, Mr. Bailly, I am going to do it. I know
you can help me, if you will. I'll pay."
Bailly shook his head.
"Even if I had the time my charges are high."
George showed his whole hand.
"I have about five hundred dollars."
"For this condensed acquisition of a kindergarten knowledge, or—or——"
"For everything. But only let me get in and I'll work my way through."
Again Bailly shook his head.
"You can't get in this fall, and it's not so simple to work your way through."
"Then," George said, "you refuse to do anything for me?"
The youthful eyes squinted. George had an odd impression that they sought
beyond his body to learn just what manner of man he was. The querulous
voice possessed more life.
"How tall are you?"
"A little over six feet."
"What's your weight?"
George hesitated, unable to see how such questions could affect his entering
college. He decided it was better to answer.
"A hundred and eighty-five."
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"Good build!" Bailly mused. "Wish I'd had a build like that. If your mind is
as well proportioned——Take your coat off. Roll up your sleeves."
"What for?" George asked.
Bailly arose and circled the desk. George saw that the skeleton man limped.
"Because I'd like to see if the atrophying of your brain has furnished any
compensations."
George grinned. The portrait in the window seemed friendly. He obeyed.
Bailly ran his hand over George's muscles. His young eyes widened.
"Ever play football?"
George shook his head doubtfully.
"Not what you would call really playing. Why? Would football help?"
"Provided one's the right stuff otherwise, would being a god help one climb
Olympus?" Bailly wanted to know.
He indicated the framed likeness in the window.
"That's Bill Gregory."
"Seems to me I've seen his name in the papers," George said.
Bailly stared.
"Without doubt, if you read the public prints at all. He exerted much useful
cunning and strength in the Harvard and Yale games last fall. He was on
everybody's All-American eleven. I got him into college and man-handled
him through. Hence this scanty hair, these premature furrows; for although
he had plenty of good common-sense, and was one of the finest boys I've
ever known, he didn't possess, speaking relatively, when it came to iron-
bound text-books, the brains of a dinosaur; but he had the brute force of
one."
"Why did you do it?" George asked. "Because he was rich?"
as well proportioned——Take your coat off. Roll up your sleeves."
"What for?" George asked.
Bailly arose and circled the desk. George saw that the skeleton man limped.
"Because I'd like to see if the atrophying of your brain has furnished any
compensations."
George grinned. The portrait in the window seemed friendly. He obeyed.
Bailly ran his hand over George's muscles. His young eyes widened.
"Ever play football?"
George shook his head doubtfully.
"Not what you would call really playing. Why? Would football help?"
"Provided one's the right stuff otherwise, would being a god help one climb
Olympus?" Bailly wanted to know.
He indicated the framed likeness in the window.
"That's Bill Gregory."
"Seems to me I've seen his name in the papers," George said.
Bailly stared.
"Without doubt, if you read the public prints at all. He exerted much useful
cunning and strength in the Harvard and Yale games last fall. He was on
everybody's All-American eleven. I got him into college and man-handled
him through. Hence this scanty hair, these premature furrows; for although
he had plenty of good common-sense, and was one of the finest boys I've
ever known, he didn't possess, speaking relatively, when it came to iron-
bound text-books, the brains of a dinosaur; but he had the brute force of
one."
"Why did you do it?" George asked. "Because he was rich?"
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"Young man," Bailly answered, "I am a product of this seat of learning.
With all its faults—and you may learn their number for yourself some day
—its success is pleasing to me, particularly at football. I am very fond of
football, perhaps because it approximates in our puling, modern fashion, the
classic public games of ruddier days. In other words, I was actuated by a
formless emotion called Princeton spirit. Don't ask me what that is. I don't
know. One receives it according to one's concept. But when I saw in Bill
something finer and more determined than most men possess, I made up my
mind Princeton was going to be proud of him, on the campus, on the
football field, and afterward out in the world."
The hollow, wrinkled face flushed.
"When Bill made a run I could think of it as my run. When he made a
touchdown I could say, 'there's one score that wouldn't have been made if I
hadn't booted Bill into college, and kept him from flunking out by sheer
brute mentality!' Pardon me, Mr. Morton. I love the silly game."
George smiled, sensing his way, if only he could make this fellow feel he
would be the right kind of Princeton man!
"I was going to say," he offered, "that while I had never had a chance to
play on a regular team I used to mix it up at school, but I was stronger than
most of the boys. There were one or two accidents. They thought I'd better
quit."
Bailly laughed.
"That's the kind of material we want. You do look as if you could bruise a
blue or a crimson jersey. Know where the field house is? Ask anybody. Do
no harm for the trainer to look you over. Be there at three o'clock."
"But my work? Will you help me?"
"Give me," Bailly pled, "until afternoon to decide if I'll take another ten
years from my life. That's all. Send that fellow Rogers in. Be at the field
house at three o'clock."
And as George passed out he heard him reviling the candidate.
With all its faults—and you may learn their number for yourself some day
—its success is pleasing to me, particularly at football. I am very fond of
football, perhaps because it approximates in our puling, modern fashion, the
classic public games of ruddier days. In other words, I was actuated by a
formless emotion called Princeton spirit. Don't ask me what that is. I don't
know. One receives it according to one's concept. But when I saw in Bill
something finer and more determined than most men possess, I made up my
mind Princeton was going to be proud of him, on the campus, on the
football field, and afterward out in the world."
The hollow, wrinkled face flushed.
"When Bill made a run I could think of it as my run. When he made a
touchdown I could say, 'there's one score that wouldn't have been made if I
hadn't booted Bill into college, and kept him from flunking out by sheer
brute mentality!' Pardon me, Mr. Morton. I love the silly game."
George smiled, sensing his way, if only he could make this fellow feel he
would be the right kind of Princeton man!
"I was going to say," he offered, "that while I had never had a chance to
play on a regular team I used to mix it up at school, but I was stronger than
most of the boys. There were one or two accidents. They thought I'd better
quit."
Bailly laughed.
"That's the kind of material we want. You do look as if you could bruise a
blue or a crimson jersey. Know where the field house is? Ask anybody. Do
no harm for the trainer to look you over. Be there at three o'clock."
"But my work? Will you help me?"
"Give me," Bailly pled, "until afternoon to decide if I'll take another ten
years from my life. That's all. Send that fellow Rogers in. Be at the field
house at three o'clock."
And as George passed out he heard him reviling the candidate.
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"Don't see why you come to college. No chance to make the team or a Phi
Beta Kappa. One ought to be a requisite."
The shrill voice went lower. George barely caught the words certainly not
intended for him.
"You know I wouldn't be a bit surprised if that fellow you brought me, if he
had a chance, might do both."
II
George, since he had nothing else to do, walked home. Bailly could get him
in if he would. Did it really depend in part on the inspection he would have
to undergo that afternoon? It was hard there was nothing he could do to
prepare himself. He went to the yard, to which the landlady had condemned
Sylvia's bulldog, and, to kill time, played with the friendly animal until
luncheon. Afterward he sat in his room before Sylvia's portrait impressing
on himself the necessity of strength for the coming ordeal.
His landlady directed him glibly enough to the field house. As he crossed
the practice gridiron, not yet chalked out, he saw Bailly on the verandah;
and, appearing very small and sturdy beside him, a gray-haired, pleasant-
faced man whose small eyes were relentless.
"This is the prospect, Green," George heard Bailly say.
The trainer studied George for some time before he nodded his head.
"A build to hurt and not get hurt," he said at last; "but, Mr. Bailly, it's hard
to supply experience. Boys come here who have played all their lives, and
they know less than nothing. Bone seems to grow naturally in the football
cranium."
He shifted back to George.
"How fast are you?"
"I've never timed myself, but I'm hard to catch."
"Get out there," the trainer directed.
Beta Kappa. One ought to be a requisite."
The shrill voice went lower. George barely caught the words certainly not
intended for him.
"You know I wouldn't be a bit surprised if that fellow you brought me, if he
had a chance, might do both."
II
George, since he had nothing else to do, walked home. Bailly could get him
in if he would. Did it really depend in part on the inspection he would have
to undergo that afternoon? It was hard there was nothing he could do to
prepare himself. He went to the yard, to which the landlady had condemned
Sylvia's bulldog, and, to kill time, played with the friendly animal until
luncheon. Afterward he sat in his room before Sylvia's portrait impressing
on himself the necessity of strength for the coming ordeal.
His landlady directed him glibly enough to the field house. As he crossed
the practice gridiron, not yet chalked out, he saw Bailly on the verandah;
and, appearing very small and sturdy beside him, a gray-haired, pleasant-
faced man whose small eyes were relentless.
"This is the prospect, Green," George heard Bailly say.
The trainer studied George for some time before he nodded his head.
"A build to hurt and not get hurt," he said at last; "but, Mr. Bailly, it's hard
to supply experience. Boys come here who have played all their lives, and
they know less than nothing. Bone seems to grow naturally in the football
cranium."
He shifted back to George.
"How fast are you?"
"I've never timed myself, but I'm hard to catch."
"Get out there," the trainer directed.
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"In those clothes?" Bailly asked.
"Why not? The ground's dry. A man wouldn't run any faster with moleskins
and cleats. Now you run as far as the end of that stand. Halt there for a
minute, then turn and come back."
He drew out a stop watch.
"All set? Then—git!"
George streaked down the field.
"It's an even hundred yards," the trainer explained to Bailly.
As George paused at the end of the stand the trainer snapped his watch,
whistling.
"There are lots with running shoes and drawers wouldn't do any better. Let's
have him back."
He waved his arm. George tore up and leant against the railing, breathing
hard, but not uncomfortably.
"You were a full second slower coming back," the trainer said with a
twinkle.
"I'm sorry," George cried. "Let me try it again."
Green shook his head.
"I'd rather see you make a tackle, but I've no one to spare."
He grinned invitation at Bailly.
"My spirit, Green," the tutor said, "is less fragile than my corpus, but it has
some common-sense. I prefer others should perish at the hands of my
discoveries."
"You've scrubbed around," the trainer said, appraising George's long,
muscular legs. "Ever kick a football?"
"A little."
"Why not? The ground's dry. A man wouldn't run any faster with moleskins
and cleats. Now you run as far as the end of that stand. Halt there for a
minute, then turn and come back."
He drew out a stop watch.
"All set? Then—git!"
George streaked down the field.
"It's an even hundred yards," the trainer explained to Bailly.
As George paused at the end of the stand the trainer snapped his watch,
whistling.
"There are lots with running shoes and drawers wouldn't do any better. Let's
have him back."
He waved his arm. George tore up and leant against the railing, breathing
hard, but not uncomfortably.
"You were a full second slower coming back," the trainer said with a
twinkle.
"I'm sorry," George cried. "Let me try it again."
Green shook his head.
"I'd rather see you make a tackle, but I've no one to spare."
He grinned invitation at Bailly.
"My spirit, Green," the tutor said, "is less fragile than my corpus, but it has
some common-sense. I prefer others should perish at the hands of my
discoveries."
"You've scrubbed around," the trainer said, appraising George's long,
muscular legs. "Ever kick a football?"
"A little."
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Green entered the field house, reappearing after a moment with a football
tucked under his arm.
"Do you mind stepping down the field, Mr. Bailly, to catch what he punts? I
wouldn't go too far."
Bailly nodded and walked a short distance away. The trainer gave George
the football and told him to kick it to Bailly. George stepped on the grass
and swung his leg. If the ball had travelled horizontally as far as it did
toward heaven it would have been a good kick. For half an hour the trainer
coached interestedly, teaching George the fundamentals of kicking form.
Some of the later punts, indeed, boomed down the field for considerable
distances, but in George's mind the high light of that unexpected experience
remained the lanky, awkward figure in wrinkled tweeds, limping about the
field, sometimes catching the ball, sometimes looking hurt when it bounded
from his grasp, sometimes missing it altogether, and never once losing the
flashing pleasure from his eyes or the excitement out of his furrowed face.
"Enough," the trainer said at last.
George heard him confide to the puffing tutor:
"Possibilities. Heaven knows we'll need them a year from this fall,
especially in the kicking line. I believe this fellow can be taught."
Bailly, his hands shaking from his recent exercise, lighted a pipe. He
assumed a martyr's air. His voice sounded as though someone had done him
an irreparable wrong.
"Then I'll have to try, but it's hard on me, Green, you'll admit."
George hid his excitement. He knew he had passed his first examination. He
was sure he would enter college. Already he felt the confidence most men
placed in Squibs Bailly.
"Wouldn't you have taken him on anyway, Mr. Bailly?" the trainer laughed.
"Anyway, a lot of my players are first-group men. I depend on you to turn
him over in the fall for the Freshman eleven. Going to town?"
"Come on, Morton," Bailly said, remorsefully.
tucked under his arm.
"Do you mind stepping down the field, Mr. Bailly, to catch what he punts? I
wouldn't go too far."
Bailly nodded and walked a short distance away. The trainer gave George
the football and told him to kick it to Bailly. George stepped on the grass
and swung his leg. If the ball had travelled horizontally as far as it did
toward heaven it would have been a good kick. For half an hour the trainer
coached interestedly, teaching George the fundamentals of kicking form.
Some of the later punts, indeed, boomed down the field for considerable
distances, but in George's mind the high light of that unexpected experience
remained the lanky, awkward figure in wrinkled tweeds, limping about the
field, sometimes catching the ball, sometimes looking hurt when it bounded
from his grasp, sometimes missing it altogether, and never once losing the
flashing pleasure from his eyes or the excitement out of his furrowed face.
"Enough," the trainer said at last.
George heard him confide to the puffing tutor:
"Possibilities. Heaven knows we'll need them a year from this fall,
especially in the kicking line. I believe this fellow can be taught."
Bailly, his hands shaking from his recent exercise, lighted a pipe. He
assumed a martyr's air. His voice sounded as though someone had done him
an irreparable wrong.
"Then I'll have to try, but it's hard on me, Green, you'll admit."
George hid his excitement. He knew he had passed his first examination. He
was sure he would enter college. Already he felt the confidence most men
placed in Squibs Bailly.
"Wouldn't you have taken him on anyway, Mr. Bailly?" the trainer laughed.
"Anyway, a lot of my players are first-group men. I depend on you to turn
him over in the fall for the Freshman eleven. Going to town?"
"Come on, Morton," Bailly said, remorsefully.
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Side by side the three walked through to Nassau Street and past the campus.
George said nothing, drinking in the scarcely comprehensible talk of the
others about team prospects and the appalling number of powerful and
nimble young men who would graduate the following June.
Near University Place he noticed Rogers loafing in front of a restaurant
with several other youths who wore black caps. He wondered why Rogers
started and stared at him, then turned, speaking quickly to the others.
Green went down University Place. George paced on with Bailly. In front of
the Nassau Club the tutor paused.
"I'm going in here," he said, "but you can come to my house at eight-thirty.
We'll work until ten-thirty. We'll do that every night until your brain
wrinkles a trifle. You may not have been taught that twenty-four hours are
allotted to each day. Eight for sleep. Two with me. Two for meals. Two at
the field. Two for a run in the country. That leaves eight for study, and you'll
need every minute of them. I'll give you your schedule to-night. If you
break it once I'll drop you, for you've got to have a brain beyond the
ordinary to make it wrinkle enough."
"Thanks, Mr. Bailly. If you don't mind, what will it cost?"
Bailly considered.
"I'll have to charge you," he said at last, "twenty-five dollars, but I can lend
you most of the books."
George understood, but his pride was not hurt.
"I'll pay you in other ways."
Bailly looked at him, his emaciated face smiling all over.
"I think you will," he said with a little nod. "All right. At eight-thirty."
He limped along the narrow cement walk and entered the club. George
started back. The group, he noticed, still loitered in front of the restaurant.
Rogers detached himself and strolled across. He was no longer suspicious.
"You been down at the field with Mr. Green?"
George said nothing, drinking in the scarcely comprehensible talk of the
others about team prospects and the appalling number of powerful and
nimble young men who would graduate the following June.
Near University Place he noticed Rogers loafing in front of a restaurant
with several other youths who wore black caps. He wondered why Rogers
started and stared at him, then turned, speaking quickly to the others.
Green went down University Place. George paced on with Bailly. In front of
the Nassau Club the tutor paused.
"I'm going in here," he said, "but you can come to my house at eight-thirty.
We'll work until ten-thirty. We'll do that every night until your brain
wrinkles a trifle. You may not have been taught that twenty-four hours are
allotted to each day. Eight for sleep. Two with me. Two for meals. Two at
the field. Two for a run in the country. That leaves eight for study, and you'll
need every minute of them. I'll give you your schedule to-night. If you
break it once I'll drop you, for you've got to have a brain beyond the
ordinary to make it wrinkle enough."
"Thanks, Mr. Bailly. If you don't mind, what will it cost?"
Bailly considered.
"I'll have to charge you," he said at last, "twenty-five dollars, but I can lend
you most of the books."
George understood, but his pride was not hurt.
"I'll pay you in other ways."
Bailly looked at him, his emaciated face smiling all over.
"I think you will," he said with a little nod. "All right. At eight-thirty."
He limped along the narrow cement walk and entered the club. George
started back. The group, he noticed, still loitered in front of the restaurant.
Rogers detached himself and strolled across. He was no longer suspicious.
"You been down at the field with Mr. Green?"
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"Yes."
"What for?"
"Running a little, kicking a football around."
"Trust Bailly to guess you played. What did Green say?"
"If I get in," George, answered simply, "I think he'll give me a show."
"I guess so," Rogers said, thoughtfully, "or he wouldn't be wasting his time
on you now. Come on over and meet these would-be Freshmen. We'll all be
in the same class unless we get brain-fever. Mostly Lawrenceville."
George crossed and submitted to elaborate introductions and warm
greetings.
"Green's grooming him already for the Freshman eleven," Rogers
explained.
George accepted the open admiration cautiously, not forgetting what he had
been yesterday, what Sylvia had said. Why was Rogers so friendly all at
once?
"What prep?" "Where'd you play?" "Line or backfield?"
The rapidity of the questions lessened his discomfort. How was he to avoid
such moments? He must make his future exceptionally full so that it might
submerge the past of which he couldn't speak without embarrassment. In
this instance Rogers helped him out.
"Morton's bummed around. Never went to any school for long."
George pondered this kind act and its fashion as he excused himself and
walked on to his lodging. There was actually something to hide, and Rogers
admitted it, and was willing to lend a cloak. He could guess why. Because
Green was bothering with him, had condescended to be seen on the street
with him. George's vision broadened.
He locked himself in his room and sat before his souvenirs. Sylvia's
provocative features seemed clearer. For a long time he stared hungrily. He
"What for?"
"Running a little, kicking a football around."
"Trust Bailly to guess you played. What did Green say?"
"If I get in," George, answered simply, "I think he'll give me a show."
"I guess so," Rogers said, thoughtfully, "or he wouldn't be wasting his time
on you now. Come on over and meet these would-be Freshmen. We'll all be
in the same class unless we get brain-fever. Mostly Lawrenceville."
George crossed and submitted to elaborate introductions and warm
greetings.
"Green's grooming him already for the Freshman eleven," Rogers
explained.
George accepted the open admiration cautiously, not forgetting what he had
been yesterday, what Sylvia had said. Why was Rogers so friendly all at
once?
"What prep?" "Where'd you play?" "Line or backfield?"
The rapidity of the questions lessened his discomfort. How was he to avoid
such moments? He must make his future exceptionally full so that it might
submerge the past of which he couldn't speak without embarrassment. In
this instance Rogers helped him out.
"Morton's bummed around. Never went to any school for long."
George pondered this kind act and its fashion as he excused himself and
walked on to his lodging. There was actually something to hide, and Rogers
admitted it, and was willing to lend a cloak. He could guess why. Because
Green was bothering with him, had condescended to be seen on the street
with him. George's vision broadened.
He locked himself in his room and sat before his souvenirs. Sylvia's
provocative features seemed clearer. For a long time he stared hungrily. He
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had an absurd impression that he had already advanced toward her. Perhaps
he had in view of what had happened that afternoon.
His determination as well as his strength had clearly attracted Bailly; yet
that strength, its possible application to football, had practically assured him
he would enter college, had made an ally of the careful Rogers, had aroused
the admiration of such sub-Freshmen as were in town. It became clear that
if he should be successful at football he would achieve a position of
prominence from which he could choose friends useful here and even in the
vital future after college.
His planning grew more practical. If football, a game of which he knew
almost nothing, could do that, what might he not draw from one he
thoroughly knew—anything concerning horses, for instance, hunting, polo?
The men interested in horses would be the rich, the best—he choked a trifle
over the qualification—the financial and social leaders of the class. He
would have that card up his sleeve. He would play it when it would impress
most. Skill at games, he hazarded, would make it easier than he had thought
to work his way through.
Whatever distaste such cold calculation brought he destroyed by staring at
Sylvia's remote beauty. If he was to reach such a goal he would have to use
every possible short cut, no matter how unlovely.
He found that evening a radical alteration in Squibs Bailly's study. The
blotter was spattered with ink. Papers littered the desk and drifted about the
floor. Everything within reach of the tutor's hands was disarranged and
disreputably untidy. Bailly appeared incomparably more comfortable.
The course opened with a small lecture, delivered while the attenuated man
limped up and down the cluttered room.
"Don't fancy," he began, "that you have found in football a key to the
scholastic labyrinth."
His wrinkled face assumed a violent disapproval. His youthful eyes flashed
resentfully.
"Mr. Morton, if I suffered the divine Delphic frenzy and went to the Dean
and assured him you were destined to be one of our very best
he had in view of what had happened that afternoon.
His determination as well as his strength had clearly attracted Bailly; yet
that strength, its possible application to football, had practically assured him
he would enter college, had made an ally of the careful Rogers, had aroused
the admiration of such sub-Freshmen as were in town. It became clear that
if he should be successful at football he would achieve a position of
prominence from which he could choose friends useful here and even in the
vital future after college.
His planning grew more practical. If football, a game of which he knew
almost nothing, could do that, what might he not draw from one he
thoroughly knew—anything concerning horses, for instance, hunting, polo?
The men interested in horses would be the rich, the best—he choked a trifle
over the qualification—the financial and social leaders of the class. He
would have that card up his sleeve. He would play it when it would impress
most. Skill at games, he hazarded, would make it easier than he had thought
to work his way through.
Whatever distaste such cold calculation brought he destroyed by staring at
Sylvia's remote beauty. If he was to reach such a goal he would have to use
every possible short cut, no matter how unlovely.
He found that evening a radical alteration in Squibs Bailly's study. The
blotter was spattered with ink. Papers littered the desk and drifted about the
floor. Everything within reach of the tutor's hands was disarranged and
disreputably untidy. Bailly appeared incomparably more comfortable.
The course opened with a small lecture, delivered while the attenuated man
limped up and down the cluttered room.
"Don't fancy," he began, "that you have found in football a key to the
scholastic labyrinth."
His wrinkled face assumed a violent disapproval. His youthful eyes flashed
resentfully.
"Mr. Morton, if I suffered the divine Delphic frenzy and went to the Dean
and assured him you were destined to be one of our very best
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undergraduates and at the same time would make fifteen touchdowns
against Yale, and roughly an equal number against Harvard, do you know
what he would reply?"
George gathered that an answer wasn't necessary.
"You might think," the tutor resumed, limping faster than ever, "that he
would run his fingers through his hair, if he had sufficient; would
figuratively flame with pleasure; would say: 'Miraculous, Mr. Bailly. You
are a great benefactor. We must get this extraordinary youth in the
university even if he can't parse "the cat caught the rat."'"
Bailly paused. He clashed his hands together.
"Now I'll tell you what he'd actually reply. 'Interesting if true, Mr. Bailly.
But what are his scholastic attainments? Can he solve a quadratic equation
in his head? Has he committed to memory my favourite passages of the
"Iliad" of Homer and the "Aeneid" of Virgil? Can he name the architect of
the Parthenon or the sculptor of the Aegean pediments? No? Horrible! Then
off with his head!'"
Bailly draped himself across his chair.
"Therefore it behooves us to get to work."
III
That was the first of sixty-odd toilsome, torturing evenings, for Bailly failed
to honour the Sabbath; and, after that first lecture, drab business alone
coloured those hours. The multiplicity of subjects was confusing; but,
although Bailly seldom told him so, George progressed rapidly, and Bailly
knew just where to stress for the examinations.
If it had ended there it would have been bad enough. When he studied the
schedule Bailly gave him that first night he had a despairing feeling that
either he or it must break down. Everything was accounted for even to the
food he was to eat. That last, in fact, created a little difficulty with the
landlady, who seemed to have no manner of appreciation of the world-
moving importance of football. Rogers wanted to help out there, too. He
against Yale, and roughly an equal number against Harvard, do you know
what he would reply?"
George gathered that an answer wasn't necessary.
"You might think," the tutor resumed, limping faster than ever, "that he
would run his fingers through his hair, if he had sufficient; would
figuratively flame with pleasure; would say: 'Miraculous, Mr. Bailly. You
are a great benefactor. We must get this extraordinary youth in the
university even if he can't parse "the cat caught the rat."'"
Bailly paused. He clashed his hands together.
"Now I'll tell you what he'd actually reply. 'Interesting if true, Mr. Bailly.
But what are his scholastic attainments? Can he solve a quadratic equation
in his head? Has he committed to memory my favourite passages of the
"Iliad" of Homer and the "Aeneid" of Virgil? Can he name the architect of
the Parthenon or the sculptor of the Aegean pediments? No? Horrible! Then
off with his head!'"
Bailly draped himself across his chair.
"Therefore it behooves us to get to work."
III
That was the first of sixty-odd toilsome, torturing evenings, for Bailly failed
to honour the Sabbath; and, after that first lecture, drab business alone
coloured those hours. The multiplicity of subjects was confusing; but,
although Bailly seldom told him so, George progressed rapidly, and Bailly
knew just where to stress for the examinations.
If it had ended there it would have been bad enough. When he studied the
schedule Bailly gave him that first night he had a despairing feeling that
either he or it must break down. Everything was accounted for even to the
food he was to eat. That last, in fact, created a little difficulty with the
landlady, who seemed to have no manner of appreciation of the world-
moving importance of football. Rogers wanted to help out there, too. He
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had found George's lodging. It was when Green's interest was popular
knowledge, when from the Nassau Club had slipped the belief that Squibs
Bailly had turned his eyes on another star. George made it dispassionately
clear to Rogers that Bailly had not allowed in his schedule for calls. Rogers
was visibly disappointed.
"Where do you eat, then?"
"Here—with Mrs. Michin."
"Now look, Morton. That's no way. Half a dozen of us are eating at Joe's
restaurant. They're the best of the sub-Freshmen that are here. Come along
with us."
The manner of the invitation didn't make George at all reluctant to tell the
truth.
"I can't afford to be eating around in restaurants."
"That needn't figure," Rogers said, quickly. "Green's probably only letting
you eat certain things. I'll guarantee Joe'll take you on for just what you're
paying Mrs. Michin."
George thought rapidly. He could see through Rogers now. The boy wanted,
even as he did, to run with the best, but for a vastly different cause. That
was why his manner had altered that first morning when he had sized
George up as the unfinished product of a public school, why it had altered
again when he had sensed in him a football star. George's heart warmed, but
not to Rogers. Because he rioted around for a period each afternoon in an
odorous football suit he was already, in the careful Rogers' eyes, one of the
most prominent of the students in town. For the same reason he was in a
position to wait and make sure that Rogers himself was the useful sort.
George possessed no standard by which to judge, and it would be a mistake
to knot ropes that he might want to break later; nor did he care for that sort
of charity, no matter how well disguised, so he shook his head.
"Green and Squibs wouldn't put up with it."
He wheedled his landlady, instead, into a better humour, paying her
reluctantly a little more.
knowledge, when from the Nassau Club had slipped the belief that Squibs
Bailly had turned his eyes on another star. George made it dispassionately
clear to Rogers that Bailly had not allowed in his schedule for calls. Rogers
was visibly disappointed.
"Where do you eat, then?"
"Here—with Mrs. Michin."
"Now look, Morton. That's no way. Half a dozen of us are eating at Joe's
restaurant. They're the best of the sub-Freshmen that are here. Come along
with us."
The manner of the invitation didn't make George at all reluctant to tell the
truth.
"I can't afford to be eating around in restaurants."
"That needn't figure," Rogers said, quickly. "Green's probably only letting
you eat certain things. I'll guarantee Joe'll take you on for just what you're
paying Mrs. Michin."
George thought rapidly. He could see through Rogers now. The boy wanted,
even as he did, to run with the best, but for a vastly different cause. That
was why his manner had altered that first morning when he had sized
George up as the unfinished product of a public school, why it had altered
again when he had sensed in him a football star. George's heart warmed, but
not to Rogers. Because he rioted around for a period each afternoon in an
odorous football suit he was already, in the careful Rogers' eyes, one of the
most prominent of the students in town. For the same reason he was in a
position to wait and make sure that Rogers himself was the useful sort.
George possessed no standard by which to judge, and it would be a mistake
to knot ropes that he might want to break later; nor did he care for that sort
of charity, no matter how well disguised, so he shook his head.
"Green and Squibs wouldn't put up with it."
He wheedled his landlady, instead, into a better humour, paying her
reluctantly a little more.
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The problem of expenses was still troublesome, but it became evident that
there, too, Bailly would be a useful guide.
"I have actually bearded the dean about you," he said one evening. "There
are a few scholarships not yet disposed of. If I can prove to him that you
live by syntax alone you may get one. As for the rest, there's the commons.
Impecunious students profitably wait on table there."
George's flush was not pretty.
"I'll not be a servant," he snapped.
"It's no disgrace," Bailly said, mildly.
"It is—for me."
He didn't like Bailly's long, slightly pained scrutiny. There was no use
keeping things from him anyway.
"I can trust you, Mr. Bailly," he said, quickly, and in a very low voice, as if
the walls might hear: "I know you won't give me away. I—I was too much
like a servant until the day I came to Princeton. I've sworn I'd never be
again. I can't touch that job. I tell you I'd rather starve."
"To do so," Bailly remarked, drily, "would be a senseless suicide. You'll
appreciate some day, young man, that the world lives by service."
George wondered why he glanced at the untidy table with a smile twitching
at the corners of his mouth.
"I'm also sorry to learn your ambition is not altogether unselfish, or
altogether worthy."
George longed to make Bailly understand.
"It was forced on me," he said. "I worked in my father's livery business
until he failed. Then I had to go to a rich man's stable. I was treated like
dirt. Nobody would have anything to do with me. They won't here,
probably, if they find out."
"Never mind," Bailly sighed. "We will seek other means. Let us get on with
our primers."
there, too, Bailly would be a useful guide.
"I have actually bearded the dean about you," he said one evening. "There
are a few scholarships not yet disposed of. If I can prove to him that you
live by syntax alone you may get one. As for the rest, there's the commons.
Impecunious students profitably wait on table there."
George's flush was not pretty.
"I'll not be a servant," he snapped.
"It's no disgrace," Bailly said, mildly.
"It is—for me."
He didn't like Bailly's long, slightly pained scrutiny. There was no use
keeping things from him anyway.
"I can trust you, Mr. Bailly," he said, quickly, and in a very low voice, as if
the walls might hear: "I know you won't give me away. I—I was too much
like a servant until the day I came to Princeton. I've sworn I'd never be
again. I can't touch that job. I tell you I'd rather starve."
"To do so," Bailly remarked, drily, "would be a senseless suicide. You'll
appreciate some day, young man, that the world lives by service."
George wondered why he glanced at the untidy table with a smile twitching
at the corners of his mouth.
"I'm also sorry to learn your ambition is not altogether unselfish, or
altogether worthy."
George longed to make Bailly understand.
"It was forced on me," he said. "I worked in my father's livery business
until he failed. Then I had to go to a rich man's stable. I was treated like
dirt. Nobody would have anything to do with me. They won't here,
probably, if they find out."
"Never mind," Bailly sighed. "We will seek other means. Let us get on with
our primers."
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Once or twice, when some knotty problem took George to the house during
the early morning, he found the spic-and-span neatness he had observed at
his first visit. In Bailly's service clearly someone laboured with a love of
labour, without shame or discouragement.
One evening in August the maid who customarily opened the door was
replaced by a short, plump-looking woman well over thirty. She greeted
George with kindly eyes.
"I daresay you're Mr. Morton. I've heard a great deal about you."
George had never seen a face more unaffected, more friendly, more
competent. His voice was respectful.
"Yes, ma'am."
"And I am Mrs. Bailly. We expect much of you."
There rushed over George a feeling that, his own ambition aside, he had to
give them a great deal. No wonder Squibs felt as he did if his ideas of
service had emerged from such a source.
That portion of his crowded schedule George grew eventually to like. It
brought him either unrestrained scolding or else a tempered praise; and he
enjoyed his cross-country runs. Sylvia's bulldog usually accompanied him,
unleashed, for he could control the animal. With surprised eyes he saw
estates as extravagant as Oakmont, and frequently in better taste. Little by
little he picked up the names of the families that owned them. He told
himself that some day he would enter those places as a guest, bowed to by
such servants as he had been. It was possible, he promised himself bravely,
if only he could win a Yale or a Harvard game.
He enjoyed, too, the hours he spent at the field. He could measure his
progress there as well as in Bailly's study. Green was slow with either praise
or blame, but sometimes Rogers and his clan would come down, and, sitting
in the otherwise empty stands, would audibly marvel at the graceful
trajectory of his punts. He soiled himself daily at the tackling dummy. He
sprawled after an elusive ball, falling on it or picking it up on the run.
Meantime, he had absorbed the elements of the rules. He found them rather
more complicated than the classics.
the early morning, he found the spic-and-span neatness he had observed at
his first visit. In Bailly's service clearly someone laboured with a love of
labour, without shame or discouragement.
One evening in August the maid who customarily opened the door was
replaced by a short, plump-looking woman well over thirty. She greeted
George with kindly eyes.
"I daresay you're Mr. Morton. I've heard a great deal about you."
George had never seen a face more unaffected, more friendly, more
competent. His voice was respectful.
"Yes, ma'am."
"And I am Mrs. Bailly. We expect much of you."
There rushed over George a feeling that, his own ambition aside, he had to
give them a great deal. No wonder Squibs felt as he did if his ideas of
service had emerged from such a source.
That portion of his crowded schedule George grew eventually to like. It
brought him either unrestrained scolding or else a tempered praise; and he
enjoyed his cross-country runs. Sylvia's bulldog usually accompanied him,
unleashed, for he could control the animal. With surprised eyes he saw
estates as extravagant as Oakmont, and frequently in better taste. Little by
little he picked up the names of the families that owned them. He told
himself that some day he would enter those places as a guest, bowed to by
such servants as he had been. It was possible, he promised himself bravely,
if only he could win a Yale or a Harvard game.
He enjoyed, too, the hours he spent at the field. He could measure his
progress there as well as in Bailly's study. Green was slow with either praise
or blame, but sometimes Rogers and his clan would come down, and, sitting
in the otherwise empty stands, would audibly marvel at the graceful
trajectory of his punts. He soiled himself daily at the tackling dummy. He
sprawled after an elusive ball, falling on it or picking it up on the run.
Meantime, he had absorbed the elements of the rules. He found them rather
more complicated than the classics.
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The head coach came from the city one day. Like Green, he said nothing in
praise or blame, merely criticising pleasantly; but George felt that he was
impressed. The great man even tossed the ball about with him for a while,
teaching him to throw at a definite mark. After that Rogers and his cronies
wanted to be more in evidence than ever, but George had no time for them,
or for anything outside his work.
His will to survive the crushing grind never really faltered, but he resented
its necessity, sometimes wistfully, sometimes with turbulence. He despised
himself for regretting certain pleasanter phases of his serfdom at Oakmont.
The hot, stuffy room on the top floor of the frame house; the difficult
books; the papers streaked with intricate and reluctant figures, contrived
frequently to swing his mind to pastoral corners of the Planter estate. He
might have held title to them, they had been so much his own. He had used
them during his free time for the reading of novels, and latterly, he
remembered, for formless dreams of Sylvia's beauty. At least his mind had
not been put to the torture there. He had had time to listen to a bird's song,
to ingratiate himself with a venturesome squirrel, to run his hands through
the long grass, to lie half asleep, brain quite empty save for a temporal
content.
Now, running or walking in the country, he found no time for the happier
aspects of woods or fields. He had to drive himself physically in order that
his mind could respond to Bailly's urgencies. And sometimes, as has been
suggested, his revolt was more violent. He paced his room angrily. Why did
he do it? Why did he submit? Eventually his eyes would turn to her
photograph, and he would go back to his table.
He was grateful for the chance that had let him pick up that picture. Without
its constant supervision he might not have been able to keep up the struggle.
During the worst moments, when some solution mocked him, he would
stare at the likeness while his brain fought, while, with a sort of self-
hypnosis induced by that pictured face, he willed himself to keep on.
One night, when he had suffered over an elusive equation beyond his
scheduled bedtime, he found his eyes, as he stared at the picture, blurring
strangely; then the thing was done, the answer proved; but after what an
effort! Why did his eyes blur? Because of the intensity of some emotion
praise or blame, merely criticising pleasantly; but George felt that he was
impressed. The great man even tossed the ball about with him for a while,
teaching him to throw at a definite mark. After that Rogers and his cronies
wanted to be more in evidence than ever, but George had no time for them,
or for anything outside his work.
His will to survive the crushing grind never really faltered, but he resented
its necessity, sometimes wistfully, sometimes with turbulence. He despised
himself for regretting certain pleasanter phases of his serfdom at Oakmont.
The hot, stuffy room on the top floor of the frame house; the difficult
books; the papers streaked with intricate and reluctant figures, contrived
frequently to swing his mind to pastoral corners of the Planter estate. He
might have held title to them, they had been so much his own. He had used
them during his free time for the reading of novels, and latterly, he
remembered, for formless dreams of Sylvia's beauty. At least his mind had
not been put to the torture there. He had had time to listen to a bird's song,
to ingratiate himself with a venturesome squirrel, to run his hands through
the long grass, to lie half asleep, brain quite empty save for a temporal
content.
Now, running or walking in the country, he found no time for the happier
aspects of woods or fields. He had to drive himself physically in order that
his mind could respond to Bailly's urgencies. And sometimes, as has been
suggested, his revolt was more violent. He paced his room angrily. Why did
he do it? Why did he submit? Eventually his eyes would turn to her
photograph, and he would go back to his table.
He was grateful for the chance that had let him pick up that picture. Without
its constant supervision he might not have been able to keep up the struggle.
During the worst moments, when some solution mocked him, he would
stare at the likeness while his brain fought, while, with a sort of self-
hypnosis induced by that pictured face, he willed himself to keep on.
One night, when he had suffered over an elusive equation beyond his
scheduled bedtime, he found his eyes, as he stared at the picture, blurring
strangely; then the thing was done, the answer proved; but after what an
effort! Why did his eyes blur? Because of the intensity of some emotion
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whose significance he failed all at once to grasp. He continued to stare at
Sylvia's beauty, informed even here with a sincere intolerance; at those lips
which had released the contempt that had delivered him to this other
slavery. Abruptly the emotion, that had seemed to leap upon him from the
books and the complicated figures, defined itself with stark, unavoidable
brutality. He reached out and with both hands grasped the photograph. He
wanted to snatch his hands apart, ripping the paper, destroying the tranquil,
arrogant features. He replaced the picture, leant back, and continued
hypnotically to study it. His hands grasped the table's edge while the
blurring of his eyes increased. He spoke aloud in a clear and sullen voice:
"I hate you," he said. "With all my heart and soul and body I hate you."
IV
About this time one partial break in the schedule came like a strong tonic.
Bailly at the close of an evening's session spoke, George fancied, with a
little embarrassment.
"My wife wants to speak to you before you go."
He raised his voice.
"Martha! The battle's over for to-night."
She came quietly in and perched herself on the arm of a chair.
"I'm having a few people for dinner to-morrow," she explained. "There's
one young girl, so I want a young man. Won't you help me out?"
George's elation was shot with doubt of an unexplored territory. This
promised an advance if he could find the way. He glanced inquiringly at
Bailly.
"Women," the tutor said, "lack a sense of values. I shall be chained anyway
to my wife's ill-conceived hospitality, so you might as well come. But we'll
dine early so we won't destroy an entire evening."
"Then at seven-thirty, Mr. Morton," Mrs. Bailly said.
Sylvia's beauty, informed even here with a sincere intolerance; at those lips
which had released the contempt that had delivered him to this other
slavery. Abruptly the emotion, that had seemed to leap upon him from the
books and the complicated figures, defined itself with stark, unavoidable
brutality. He reached out and with both hands grasped the photograph. He
wanted to snatch his hands apart, ripping the paper, destroying the tranquil,
arrogant features. He replaced the picture, leant back, and continued
hypnotically to study it. His hands grasped the table's edge while the
blurring of his eyes increased. He spoke aloud in a clear and sullen voice:
"I hate you," he said. "With all my heart and soul and body I hate you."
IV
About this time one partial break in the schedule came like a strong tonic.
Bailly at the close of an evening's session spoke, George fancied, with a
little embarrassment.
"My wife wants to speak to you before you go."
He raised his voice.
"Martha! The battle's over for to-night."
She came quietly in and perched herself on the arm of a chair.
"I'm having a few people for dinner to-morrow," she explained. "There's
one young girl, so I want a young man. Won't you help me out?"
George's elation was shot with doubt of an unexplored territory. This
promised an advance if he could find the way. He glanced inquiringly at
Bailly.
"Women," the tutor said, "lack a sense of values. I shall be chained anyway
to my wife's ill-conceived hospitality, so you might as well come. But we'll
dine early so we won't destroy an entire evening."
"Then at seven-thirty, Mr. Morton," Mrs. Bailly said.
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"Thank you," George answered. "I shall be very happy to come."
As a matter of fact, he was there before seven-thirty, over-anxious to be
socially adequate. He had worried a good deal about the invitation. Could it
be traced to his confession to Bailly? Was it, in any sense, a test? At least it
bristled with perplexities. His ordinary suit of clothing, even after an
extended pressing and brushing, was, he felt, out of place. It warned him
that of the ritual of a mixed dinner he was blankly ignorant. He established
two cardinal principles. He would watch and imitate the others. He wouldn't
open his mouth unless he had to.
Bailly, with tact, wore the disgraceful tweeds, but there were two other
men, a professor and a resident, George gathered in the rapidity of the
introduction which slurred names. These wore evening clothes. Of the two
elderly women who accompanied them one was quite dazzling, displaying
much jewellery, and projecting an air truly imperial. Side by side with her
Mrs. Bailly appeared more than ever a priestess of service; yet to George
her serene self-satisfaction seemed ornament enough.
Where, George wondered, was the girl for whom he had been asked?
Mrs. Bailly drew him from these multiple introductions. He turned and saw
the girl standing in the doorway, a dazzling portrait in a dingy frame. As he
faced her George was aware of a tightening of all his defences. Her
clothing, her attitude, proclaimed her as of Sylvia's sort. He ventured to
raise his eyes to her face. It was there, too, the habit of the beautiful, the
obvious unfamiliarity with life's grayer tones. Yet she did not resemble
Sylvia. Her skin was nearly white. Her hair glinted with gold; but she, too,
was lovely. George asked himself if she would have lifted the crop, if all
these fortunates reacted to a precise and depressing formula. Somehow he
couldn't imagine this girl striking to hurt.
Mrs. Bailly presented him. Her name was Alston, Betty
Alston, it developed during the succeeding general conversation. He fixed
the stouter of the men in evening clothes as her father and the imperial
woman as her mother. He understood then that they were, indeed, of
Sylvia's sort, for during his cross-country work he had frequently passed
their home, an immense Tudor house in the midst of pleasant acres.
As a matter of fact, he was there before seven-thirty, over-anxious to be
socially adequate. He had worried a good deal about the invitation. Could it
be traced to his confession to Bailly? Was it, in any sense, a test? At least it
bristled with perplexities. His ordinary suit of clothing, even after an
extended pressing and brushing, was, he felt, out of place. It warned him
that of the ritual of a mixed dinner he was blankly ignorant. He established
two cardinal principles. He would watch and imitate the others. He wouldn't
open his mouth unless he had to.
Bailly, with tact, wore the disgraceful tweeds, but there were two other
men, a professor and a resident, George gathered in the rapidity of the
introduction which slurred names. These wore evening clothes. Of the two
elderly women who accompanied them one was quite dazzling, displaying
much jewellery, and projecting an air truly imperial. Side by side with her
Mrs. Bailly appeared more than ever a priestess of service; yet to George
her serene self-satisfaction seemed ornament enough.
Where, George wondered, was the girl for whom he had been asked?
Mrs. Bailly drew him from these multiple introductions. He turned and saw
the girl standing in the doorway, a dazzling portrait in a dingy frame. As he
faced her George was aware of a tightening of all his defences. Her
clothing, her attitude, proclaimed her as of Sylvia's sort. He ventured to
raise his eyes to her face. It was there, too, the habit of the beautiful, the
obvious unfamiliarity with life's grayer tones. Yet she did not resemble
Sylvia. Her skin was nearly white. Her hair glinted with gold; but she, too,
was lovely. George asked himself if she would have lifted the crop, if all
these fortunates reacted to a precise and depressing formula. Somehow he
couldn't imagine this girl striking to hurt.
Mrs. Bailly presented him. Her name was Alston, Betty
Alston, it developed during the succeeding general conversation. He fixed
the stouter of the men in evening clothes as her father and the imperial
woman as her mother. He understood then that they were, indeed, of
Sylvia's sort, for during his cross-country work he had frequently passed
their home, an immense Tudor house in the midst of pleasant acres.
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It was because of the girl that the pitfalls of dinner were bridged. In the
technique of accepting Mrs. Bailly's excellent courses he was always a trifle
behind her. She made conversation, moreover, surprisingly easy. After the
first few moments, during which no one troubled to probe his past, the older
people left them to themselves. She didn't ask what his prep was, or where
he lived, or any other thing to make him stammer.
"You look like a football player," she said, frankly.
They talked of his work. He said he had admired her home during his runs.
She responded naturally:
"When we are really back you must come and see it more intimately."
The invitation to enter the gates!
He fell silent. Would it be fair to go without giving her an opportunity to
treat him as Sylvia had done? Why should she inspire such a question?
Hadn't he willed his past to oblivion? Hadn't he determined to take every
short cut? Of course he would go, as George Morton, undergraduate,
football player, magician with horses. The rest was none of her business.
They were in Princeton, she explained, only for a few days from time to
time, but would be definitely back when college opened. She, too, was
going to be introduced to society that winter. He wanted to ask her how it
was done. He pictured a vast apartment, dense with unpleasant people, and
a man who cried out with a brazen voice: "Ladies and gentlemen! This is
Miss Sylvia Planter. This is Miss Betty Alston." Quite like an auction.
"It must be wonderful to play football," she was saying. "I should have
preferred to be a man. What can a girl do? Bad tennis, rotten golf,
something with horses."
He smiled. He could impress Betty Alston, but there was no point in that,
because she was a girl, and he could think of only one girl.
Yet he carried home an impression of unexpected interest and kindness. Her
proximity, the rustling of her gown, the barely detectable perfume from her
tawny hair, furnished souvenirs intangible but very warm in his memory.
They made the portrait and the broken crop seem lifeless and unimpressive.
technique of accepting Mrs. Bailly's excellent courses he was always a trifle
behind her. She made conversation, moreover, surprisingly easy. After the
first few moments, during which no one troubled to probe his past, the older
people left them to themselves. She didn't ask what his prep was, or where
he lived, or any other thing to make him stammer.
"You look like a football player," she said, frankly.
They talked of his work. He said he had admired her home during his runs.
She responded naturally:
"When we are really back you must come and see it more intimately."
The invitation to enter the gates!
He fell silent. Would it be fair to go without giving her an opportunity to
treat him as Sylvia had done? Why should she inspire such a question?
Hadn't he willed his past to oblivion? Hadn't he determined to take every
short cut? Of course he would go, as George Morton, undergraduate,
football player, magician with horses. The rest was none of her business.
They were in Princeton, she explained, only for a few days from time to
time, but would be definitely back when college opened. She, too, was
going to be introduced to society that winter. He wanted to ask her how it
was done. He pictured a vast apartment, dense with unpleasant people, and
a man who cried out with a brazen voice: "Ladies and gentlemen! This is
Miss Sylvia Planter. This is Miss Betty Alston." Quite like an auction.
"It must be wonderful to play football," she was saying. "I should have
preferred to be a man. What can a girl do? Bad tennis, rotten golf,
something with horses."
He smiled. He could impress Betty Alston, but there was no point in that,
because she was a girl, and he could think of only one girl.
Yet he carried home an impression of unexpected interest and kindness. Her
proximity, the rustling of her gown, the barely detectable perfume from her
tawny hair, furnished souvenirs intangible but very warm in his memory.
They made the portrait and the broken crop seem lifeless and unimpressive.
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He forced himself to stare at Sylvia's likeness until the old hypnotic sense
returned.
V
He saw Betty Alston once more before college opened, unexpectedly,
briefly, and disturbingly; but with all that he carried again to his lodging an
impression of a distracting contact.
He was out for a morning run, wearing some ancient flannels Bailly had
loaned him, and a sweater, for autumn's first exhilaration sharpened the air.
Sylvia's bulldog barked joyously about him as he trotted through a lane not
far from the Alston place. He often went that way, perhaps because its gates
were already half open. As he turned the corner of a hedge he came face to
face with Betty. In a short skirt and knitted jacket she was even more
striking than she had been at the Bailly's. The unexpected encounter had
brought colour to her rather pale face. The bulldog sprang for her. George
halted him with a sharp command.
"I am not afraid of him," she laughed. "Come here, savage beast."
The dog crawled to her and licked her fingers. George saw her examining
the animal curiously.
"I hope he didn't frighten you," he said, his cap in his hand.
She glanced up, and at her voice George straightened, and turned quickly
away so that she couldn't see the response to her amazing question. Was it,
he asked himself, traceable to Old Planter's threats. Were they going to try
to smash him at the start and keep him out of Princeton?
"Do you happen," Betty had said, frowning, "to know Sylvia Planter, or,
perhaps, her brother, Lambert?"
George didn't care to lie; nor was it, his instinct told him, safe to lie to
Betty. She knew the Planters, then. But how could Old Planter drive him
out except through his parents? He wasn't going to be driven out. He turned
back slowly. In Betty's face he read only a slight bewilderment.
"That's a queer thing to ask," he managed.
returned.
V
He saw Betty Alston once more before college opened, unexpectedly,
briefly, and disturbingly; but with all that he carried again to his lodging an
impression of a distracting contact.
He was out for a morning run, wearing some ancient flannels Bailly had
loaned him, and a sweater, for autumn's first exhilaration sharpened the air.
Sylvia's bulldog barked joyously about him as he trotted through a lane not
far from the Alston place. He often went that way, perhaps because its gates
were already half open. As he turned the corner of a hedge he came face to
face with Betty. In a short skirt and knitted jacket she was even more
striking than she had been at the Bailly's. The unexpected encounter had
brought colour to her rather pale face. The bulldog sprang for her. George
halted him with a sharp command.
"I am not afraid of him," she laughed. "Come here, savage beast."
The dog crawled to her and licked her fingers. George saw her examining
the animal curiously.
"I hope he didn't frighten you," he said, his cap in his hand.
She glanced up, and at her voice George straightened, and turned quickly
away so that she couldn't see the response to her amazing question. Was it,
he asked himself, traceable to Old Planter's threats. Were they going to try
to smash him at the start and keep him out of Princeton?
"Do you happen," Betty had said, frowning, "to know Sylvia Planter, or,
perhaps, her brother, Lambert?"
George didn't care to lie; nor was it, his instinct told him, safe to lie to
Betty. She knew the Planters, then. But how could Old Planter drive him
out except through his parents? He wasn't going to be driven out. He turned
back slowly. In Betty's face he read only a slight bewilderment.
"That's a queer thing to ask," he managed.
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"The dog," she said, caressing the ugly snout, "is the image of one Sylvia
Planter was very fond of. Sylvia and I were at school together last year. I've
just been visiting her the last few days. She said she had given her dog
away."
She drew the dog closer and read the name on the collar.
"Roland! What was the name of her dog?"
George relaxed.
"That dog," he said, harshly, "belongs to me."
She glanced at him, surprised, releasing the dog and standing up. It wasn't
Old Planter then, and his parents were probably safe enough; but had
Sylvia, he asked himself angrily, made a story for her guest out of his
unwary declaration and his abrupt vanishing from Oakmont? Did this
friendly creature know anything? If she did she would cease to be amiable.
His anger diminished as he saw the curiosity leave her face.
"An odd resemblance! Do you know, Mr. Morton, I rather think you're
bound to meet Lambert Planter anyway. I believe he's a very important
young man at Yale. You'll have to play football a little better than he does.
His sister and he are going to visit me for a few days before he goes back to
New Haven. Perhaps you'll see him then."
George resented the prospect. He got himself away.
"Squibs," he told her, "sees everything. If I loiter he finds out and scolds."
He had an impression that she looked after him until he was out of sight. Or
was it the dog that still puzzled her? Something of her, at least,
accompanied him longer than that—her kindness, her tact in the matter of
the Planters. He would take very good care that he didn't meet Lambert; the
prospect of Sylvia's adjacence, however, filled him with a disturbing
excitement. He wanted to see her, but he felt it wouldn't be safe to have her
see him yet.
Her picture increased his excitement, filled him with a craving for her
physical presence. He desired to look at her, as he had looked at the
photograph, to see if he could tell himself under those conditions that he
Planter was very fond of. Sylvia and I were at school together last year. I've
just been visiting her the last few days. She said she had given her dog
away."
She drew the dog closer and read the name on the collar.
"Roland! What was the name of her dog?"
George relaxed.
"That dog," he said, harshly, "belongs to me."
She glanced at him, surprised, releasing the dog and standing up. It wasn't
Old Planter then, and his parents were probably safe enough; but had
Sylvia, he asked himself angrily, made a story for her guest out of his
unwary declaration and his abrupt vanishing from Oakmont? Did this
friendly creature know anything? If she did she would cease to be amiable.
His anger diminished as he saw the curiosity leave her face.
"An odd resemblance! Do you know, Mr. Morton, I rather think you're
bound to meet Lambert Planter anyway. I believe he's a very important
young man at Yale. You'll have to play football a little better than he does.
His sister and he are going to visit me for a few days before he goes back to
New Haven. Perhaps you'll see him then."
George resented the prospect. He got himself away.
"Squibs," he told her, "sees everything. If I loiter he finds out and scolds."
He had an impression that she looked after him until he was out of sight. Or
was it the dog that still puzzled her? Something of her, at least,
accompanied him longer than that—her kindness, her tact in the matter of
the Planters. He would take very good care that he didn't meet Lambert; the
prospect of Sylvia's adjacence, however, filled him with a disturbing
excitement. He wanted to see her, but he felt it wouldn't be safe to have her
see him yet.
Her picture increased his excitement, filled him with a craving for her
physical presence. He desired to look at her, as he had looked at the
photograph, to see if he could tell himself under those conditions that he
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hated her. Whether that was true or not, he was more determined than ever
to make his boasts good.
VI
The day of the immediate test approached and he found himself no longer
afraid of it. Even Bailly one early September evening abandoned cynicism.
"You've every chance, Morton," he said, puffing at his pipe, "to enter
creditably. You may have a condition in French, but what of that? We'll
have it off by the divisionals. I'll admit you're far from a dunce. During the
next ten days we'll concentrate on the examination idiosyncrasies of my
revered colleagues."
The scholarship had, in fact, been won for George, but the necessary work,
removed from any suspicion of the servatorial, had not yet been found.
Bailly, although he plainly worried himself, told George not to be impatient;
then, just before the entrance examinations, the head coach arrived and
settled himself in Princeton. Self-assured young men drifted to the field
now every afternoon—"varsity men," the Rogers clan whispered with awe.
And there were last year's substitutes, and faithful slaves of the scrub, over-
anxious, pouring out to early practice, grasping at one more chance. So far
no Freshmen candidates had been called, but the head coach was heard to
whisper to Green:
"We'd better work this fellow Morton with the squad until the cubs start.
He'll stand a lot of practice. Give him all the football he'll hold. He's
outkicking his ends now. Jack him up without cutting down his distance. I'd
like to see him make a tackle. He looks good at the dummy, but you never
can tell. He may be an ear-puller."
The magic words slipped through the town. George caught arriving
Freshmen pointing him out. He overheard glowing prophecies.
"Green says he'll outkick Dewitt."
It didn't turn his head. To be the greatest player the game had ever known
wouldn't have turned his head, for that would have been only one small step
to make his boasts good.
VI
The day of the immediate test approached and he found himself no longer
afraid of it. Even Bailly one early September evening abandoned cynicism.
"You've every chance, Morton," he said, puffing at his pipe, "to enter
creditably. You may have a condition in French, but what of that? We'll
have it off by the divisionals. I'll admit you're far from a dunce. During the
next ten days we'll concentrate on the examination idiosyncrasies of my
revered colleagues."
The scholarship had, in fact, been won for George, but the necessary work,
removed from any suspicion of the servatorial, had not yet been found.
Bailly, although he plainly worried himself, told George not to be impatient;
then, just before the entrance examinations, the head coach arrived and
settled himself in Princeton. Self-assured young men drifted to the field
now every afternoon—"varsity men," the Rogers clan whispered with awe.
And there were last year's substitutes, and faithful slaves of the scrub, over-
anxious, pouring out to early practice, grasping at one more chance. So far
no Freshmen candidates had been called, but the head coach was heard to
whisper to Green:
"We'd better work this fellow Morton with the squad until the cubs start.
He'll stand a lot of practice. Give him all the football he'll hold. He's
outkicking his ends now. Jack him up without cutting down his distance. I'd
like to see him make a tackle. He looks good at the dummy, but you never
can tell. He may be an ear-puller."
The magic words slipped through the town. George caught arriving
Freshmen pointing him out. He overheard glowing prophecies.
"Green says he'll outkick Dewitt."
It didn't turn his head. To be the greatest player the game had ever known
wouldn't have turned his head, for that would have been only one small step
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toward the summit from which Sylvia looked down on him with
contemptuous, inimical eyes.
The head coach one afternoon gave the ball to a young man of no
pronounced value, and instructed him to elude George if he could.
"You, Morton," the head coach instructed, "see that he doesn't get past you.
Remember what you've done to the dummy."
George nodded, realizing that this was a real test to be passed with a
hundred per cent. That man with the ball had the power and the desire to
make a miserable failure of him. For the moment he seemed more than a
man, deadly, to be conquered at any cost. Schooled by his rough-and-
tumble combats at school and in the stables, George kept his glance on the
other's eyes; knew, therefore, when he was going to side-step, and in which
direction; lunged at exactly the right moment; clipped the runner about the
knees; lifted him; brought him crashing to the ground. The ball rolled to one
side. George released his man, sprawled, and gathered the ball in his arms.
A great silence descended on the field. Out of it, as George got up, slipped
the uncertain voice of his victim.
"Did anything break off, Green? That wasn't a tackle. It was a bad accident.
How could I tell he was a bull when he didn't wear horns?"
George helped the man to his feet.
"Hope I didn't hurt you."
"Oh, no. I'll be all right again in a couple of months."
He limped about his work, muttering:
"Maybe mother was right when she didn't want me to play this game."
The coach wasn't through. He gave the ball to George and signalled one of
the biggest of the varsity men.
"Let me see you get past that fellow, Morton."
George didn't get past, although, with the tackler's vise-like grip about his
legs, he struggled with knees and elbows, and kept his feet until the coach
contemptuous, inimical eyes.
The head coach one afternoon gave the ball to a young man of no
pronounced value, and instructed him to elude George if he could.
"You, Morton," the head coach instructed, "see that he doesn't get past you.
Remember what you've done to the dummy."
George nodded, realizing that this was a real test to be passed with a
hundred per cent. That man with the ball had the power and the desire to
make a miserable failure of him. For the moment he seemed more than a
man, deadly, to be conquered at any cost. Schooled by his rough-and-
tumble combats at school and in the stables, George kept his glance on the
other's eyes; knew, therefore, when he was going to side-step, and in which
direction; lunged at exactly the right moment; clipped the runner about the
knees; lifted him; brought him crashing to the ground. The ball rolled to one
side. George released his man, sprawled, and gathered the ball in his arms.
A great silence descended on the field. Out of it, as George got up, slipped
the uncertain voice of his victim.
"Did anything break off, Green? That wasn't a tackle. It was a bad accident.
How could I tell he was a bull when he didn't wear horns?"
George helped the man to his feet.
"Hope I didn't hurt you."
"Oh, no. I'll be all right again in a couple of months."
He limped about his work, muttering:
"Maybe mother was right when she didn't want me to play this game."
The coach wasn't through. He gave the ball to George and signalled one of
the biggest of the varsity men.
"Let me see you get past that fellow, Morton."
George didn't get past, although, with the tackler's vise-like grip about his
legs, he struggled with knees and elbows, and kept his feet until the coach
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called to let him go.
"I'm sorry," George began.
"Yes," Green said, severely, "you've got to learn to get past tacklers. If you
learn to do that consistently I'll guarantee you a place on the team, provided
Mr. Stringham's willing."
"I'm willing," the head coach said with apparent reluctance.
Everyone within hearing laughed, but George couldn't laugh, although he
knew it was expected.
"Mr. Stringham," he said, "I will learn to get past them unless they come too
thick."
The coach patted his shoulder. His voice was satisfied.
"Run along to the showers now."
There may have been something in the sequence of these events, for that
very night Squibs Bailly's face twitched with satisfaction.
"You have a share," he said, "in the agency of the laundry most generally
patronized by our young men. It will pay you enough unless you long for
automobiles and gaiety."
"No," George said, "but, Mr. Bailly, I need clothes. I can afford to buy some
now. Where shall I go? What shall I get?"
Bailly limped about thoughtfully. He named a tailor of the town. He
prescribed an outing suit and a dinner suit.
"Because," he said, "if you're asked about, you want to be able to go, and a
dinner suit will pass for a Freshman nearly anywhere."
"If," George asked himself defiantly as he walked home, "Squibs thinks my
ambition unworthy, why does he go out of his way to boost it? Anyway, I'm
going to do my best to make touchdowns for him and Mrs. Squibs. Is that
Princeton spirit, or Bailly spirit, or am I fooling myself, and am I going to
make touchdowns just for myself and Sylvia Planter?"
"I'm sorry," George began.
"Yes," Green said, severely, "you've got to learn to get past tacklers. If you
learn to do that consistently I'll guarantee you a place on the team, provided
Mr. Stringham's willing."
"I'm willing," the head coach said with apparent reluctance.
Everyone within hearing laughed, but George couldn't laugh, although he
knew it was expected.
"Mr. Stringham," he said, "I will learn to get past them unless they come too
thick."
The coach patted his shoulder. His voice was satisfied.
"Run along to the showers now."
There may have been something in the sequence of these events, for that
very night Squibs Bailly's face twitched with satisfaction.
"You have a share," he said, "in the agency of the laundry most generally
patronized by our young men. It will pay you enough unless you long for
automobiles and gaiety."
"No," George said, "but, Mr. Bailly, I need clothes. I can afford to buy some
now. Where shall I go? What shall I get?"
Bailly limped about thoughtfully. He named a tailor of the town. He
prescribed an outing suit and a dinner suit.
"Because," he said, "if you're asked about, you want to be able to go, and a
dinner suit will pass for a Freshman nearly anywhere."
"If," George asked himself defiantly as he walked home, "Squibs thinks my
ambition unworthy, why does he go out of his way to boost it? Anyway, I'm
going to do my best to make touchdowns for him and Mrs. Squibs. Is that
Princeton spirit, or Bailly spirit, or am I fooling myself, and am I going to
make touchdowns just for myself and Sylvia Planter?"
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VII
The meeting he had desired above all things to avoid took place when he
was, for a moment, off his guard. He was on his way to Dickinson Hall for
his first examination. Perhaps that was why he was too absorbed to notice
the automobile drawn up at the curb just ahead, and facing him. He had no
warning. He nearly collided with Lambert Planter, who walked out of a
shop. George stopped, drew back, and thought of dodging behind the
procession of worried, sombrely clothed Freshmen; but there wasn't time.
Lambert's face showed bewilderment and recognition.
"Certainly it is Mr. Morton," he said in his old mocking fashion.
George glanced at the surprised features which, in a masculine fashion,
were reminiscent of Sylvia; and beyond he saw, in the rear seat of the
automobile, Sylvia herself, lovelier, more removed than ever. Betty Alston
sat at her side. Evidently neither had observed the encounter, for they
laughed and chatted, probably about the terror-stricken Freshmen.
George swallowed hard.
"I heard you were going to be here. I wanted to keep out of your way."
"But why?" Lambert laughed. "You have a scholastic appearance. You
never mean——"
"I am taking my entrance examinations," George said. "I want to make good
here."
He looked straight into Lambert's eyes. His voice became incisive,
threatening.
"I will make good. Don't try giving me away. Don't you tell Miss Alston
where I came from——"
"Yeh. The big fellow! Morton! Stringham and Green say he's going to be a
wonder."
It drifted to them from the passing youths.
Lambert whistled. The mockery left his voice.
The meeting he had desired above all things to avoid took place when he
was, for a moment, off his guard. He was on his way to Dickinson Hall for
his first examination. Perhaps that was why he was too absorbed to notice
the automobile drawn up at the curb just ahead, and facing him. He had no
warning. He nearly collided with Lambert Planter, who walked out of a
shop. George stopped, drew back, and thought of dodging behind the
procession of worried, sombrely clothed Freshmen; but there wasn't time.
Lambert's face showed bewilderment and recognition.
"Certainly it is Mr. Morton," he said in his old mocking fashion.
George glanced at the surprised features which, in a masculine fashion,
were reminiscent of Sylvia; and beyond he saw, in the rear seat of the
automobile, Sylvia herself, lovelier, more removed than ever. Betty Alston
sat at her side. Evidently neither had observed the encounter, for they
laughed and chatted, probably about the terror-stricken Freshmen.
George swallowed hard.
"I heard you were going to be here. I wanted to keep out of your way."
"But why?" Lambert laughed. "You have a scholastic appearance. You
never mean——"
"I am taking my entrance examinations," George said. "I want to make good
here."
He looked straight into Lambert's eyes. His voice became incisive,
threatening.
"I will make good. Don't try giving me away. Don't you tell Miss Alston
where I came from——"
"Yeh. The big fellow! Morton! Stringham and Green say he's going to be a
wonder."
It drifted to them from the passing youths.
Lambert whistled. The mockery left his voice.
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"Go as far as you can," he said.
And followed it with:
"Don't be a self-conscious ass."
He smiled whimsically.
"Glad to have run into you—George."
The driver had noticed Lambert. The automobile glided nearer.
"I—I've got to get away," George said, hastily. "I don't want your sister to
see me."
Lambert turned. His voice, in turn, was a trifle threatening.
"That's all nonsense. She's forgotten all about you; she wouldn't know you
from Adam."
George couldn't help staring. What a contrast the two young women
offered! He wanted to realize that he actually looked at Sylvia Planter,
Sylvia of the flesh, Sylvia who had expressed for him an endless contempt.
But he couldn't help seeing also the golden hair and the soft colouring of
Betty Alston.
Lambert sprang into the car. Sylvia and Betty both glanced at the man he
had left. George waited. What would happen now? Sylvia's colour did not
heighten. Her eyes did not falter. Betty smiled and waved her hand. George
took off his cap, still expectant. Sylvia's lifeless stare continued until the car
had rolled away. George sighed, relaxed, and went on.
Had Lambert been right? He didn't want to believe that. It hurt too much.
"She saw me," he muttered. "She stared, not as if she saw an unknown man,
but as if she wanted to make me think she saw nothing. She saw me."
But he couldn't be sure. It seemed to him then that he wanted more than
anything in the world to be sure.
And he had not taken advantage of his chance. Instead of looking at her and
fixing the stark fact of hatred in his mind, he had only thought with an
And followed it with:
"Don't be a self-conscious ass."
He smiled whimsically.
"Glad to have run into you—George."
The driver had noticed Lambert. The automobile glided nearer.
"I—I've got to get away," George said, hastily. "I don't want your sister to
see me."
Lambert turned. His voice, in turn, was a trifle threatening.
"That's all nonsense. She's forgotten all about you; she wouldn't know you
from Adam."
George couldn't help staring. What a contrast the two young women
offered! He wanted to realize that he actually looked at Sylvia Planter,
Sylvia of the flesh, Sylvia who had expressed for him an endless contempt.
But he couldn't help seeing also the golden hair and the soft colouring of
Betty Alston.
Lambert sprang into the car. Sylvia and Betty both glanced at the man he
had left. George waited. What would happen now? Sylvia's colour did not
heighten. Her eyes did not falter. Betty smiled and waved her hand. George
took off his cap, still expectant. Sylvia's lifeless stare continued until the car
had rolled away. George sighed, relaxed, and went on.
Had Lambert been right? He didn't want to believe that. It hurt too much.
"She saw me," he muttered. "She stared, not as if she saw an unknown man,
but as if she wanted to make me think she saw nothing. She saw me."
But he couldn't be sure. It seemed to him then that he wanted more than
anything in the world to be sure.
And he had not taken advantage of his chance. Instead of looking at her and
fixing the stark fact of hatred in his mind, he had only thought with an
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angry, craving desire:
"You are the loveliest thing in the world. The next time you'll know me. By
God, the next time I'll make you know me."
VIII
In the examination hall George called upon his will to drive from his mind
the details of that encounter. Lambert might be dependable, but if Sylvia
had actually recognized him what might she not say to Betty Alston? He
didn't want to see the kindness vanish from Betty's eyes, nor the friendliness
from her manner. Lambert's assurance, moreover, that Sylvia had forgotten
him lingered irritatingly.
"I will not think of it," George told himself. "I will think of nothing but this
paper. I will pass it."
This ability to discipline his mind had increased steadily during his hours
before Sylvia's portrait. The simple command "I will," was a necessity his
brain met with a decreasing reluctance. For two hours now it excluded
everything except his work. At the end of that time he signed his paper, sat
back, and examined the anxious young men crowded about him in the long
room. From these he must sooner or later detach the ones of value to
himself. That first quick appraisal disclosed little; they were clothed too
much to a pattern, wearing black jerseys, more often than not, black clothes,
with black caps hanging from the supports of their chairs. In their faces,
however, were visible differences that made him uneasy. Even from a
uniform, then, men, to an extent, projected discrepancies of birth, or
training, or habit. He sighed and turned in his paper.
At the foot of the stairs groups collected, discussing the ordeal
pessimistically. As he started to walk through, several spoke to George.
"How did you hit it, Morton?"
Already he was well spotted. He paused and joined the apprehensive
chatter.
"You are the loveliest thing in the world. The next time you'll know me. By
God, the next time I'll make you know me."
VIII
In the examination hall George called upon his will to drive from his mind
the details of that encounter. Lambert might be dependable, but if Sylvia
had actually recognized him what might she not say to Betty Alston? He
didn't want to see the kindness vanish from Betty's eyes, nor the friendliness
from her manner. Lambert's assurance, moreover, that Sylvia had forgotten
him lingered irritatingly.
"I will not think of it," George told himself. "I will think of nothing but this
paper. I will pass it."
This ability to discipline his mind had increased steadily during his hours
before Sylvia's portrait. The simple command "I will," was a necessity his
brain met with a decreasing reluctance. For two hours now it excluded
everything except his work. At the end of that time he signed his paper, sat
back, and examined the anxious young men crowded about him in the long
room. From these he must sooner or later detach the ones of value to
himself. That first quick appraisal disclosed little; they were clothed too
much to a pattern, wearing black jerseys, more often than not, black clothes,
with black caps hanging from the supports of their chairs. In their faces,
however, were visible differences that made him uneasy. Even from a
uniform, then, men, to an extent, projected discrepancies of birth, or
training, or habit. He sighed and turned in his paper.
At the foot of the stairs groups collected, discussing the ordeal
pessimistically. As he started to walk through, several spoke to George.
"How did you hit it, Morton?"
Already he was well spotted. He paused and joined the apprehensive
chatter.
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"It's a toss-up with me," Rogers admitted. "Don't tell me any answers. If
ignorance is bliss, I want to stay dumb."
He caught George's arm.
"Have you met Dicky Goodhue? Hello, Goodhue!"
Goodhue gave the impression of not having met Rogers to any extent. He
was a sturdy young man with handsome, finely formed features. George
looked at him closely, because this young man alone of the Freshmen he
had met remained unmoved by his fame.
"Would like you to meet Morton, Goodhue."
Goodhue glanced at George inquiringly, almost resentfully.
"George Morton," Rogers stumbled on, as if an apology were necessary.
"Stringham, you know, and Green——"
"Glad to meet you," Goodhue said, indifferently.
"Thanks," George acknowledged as indifferently, and turned away.
Goodhue, it came upon him with a new appreciation of difficulties, was the
proper sort. He watched him walk off with a well-dressed, weak-looking
youth, threading a careless course among his classmates.
"How long have you known this fellow Goodhue?" George asked as he
crossed the campus with Rogers.
"Oh, Goodhue?" Rogers said, uncomfortably. "I've seen him any number of
times. Ran into him last night."
"Good-looking man," George commented. "Where's he come from?"
"You don't know who Dicky Goodhue is!" Rogers cried. "I mean, you must
have heard of his father anyway, the old Richard. Real Estate for
generations. Money grows for them without their turning a hand. Dicky's up
at the best clubs in New York. Plays junior polo on Long Island."
George had heard enough.
ignorance is bliss, I want to stay dumb."
He caught George's arm.
"Have you met Dicky Goodhue? Hello, Goodhue!"
Goodhue gave the impression of not having met Rogers to any extent. He
was a sturdy young man with handsome, finely formed features. George
looked at him closely, because this young man alone of the Freshmen he
had met remained unmoved by his fame.
"Would like you to meet Morton, Goodhue."
Goodhue glanced at George inquiringly, almost resentfully.
"George Morton," Rogers stumbled on, as if an apology were necessary.
"Stringham, you know, and Green——"
"Glad to meet you," Goodhue said, indifferently.
"Thanks," George acknowledged as indifferently, and turned away.
Goodhue, it came upon him with a new appreciation of difficulties, was the
proper sort. He watched him walk off with a well-dressed, weak-looking
youth, threading a careless course among his classmates.
"How long have you known this fellow Goodhue?" George asked as he
crossed the campus with Rogers.
"Oh, Goodhue?" Rogers said, uncomfortably. "I've seen him any number of
times. Ran into him last night."
"Good-looking man," George commented. "Where's he come from?"
"You don't know who Dicky Goodhue is!" Rogers cried. "I mean, you must
have heard of his father anyway, the old Richard. Real Estate for
generations. Money grows for them without their turning a hand. Dicky's up
at the best clubs in New York. Plays junior polo on Long Island."
George had heard enough.
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"If I do as well with the other exams," he said, "I'm going to get in."
With Freshmen customs what they were, he was thinking, he could appear
as well dressed as the Goodhue crowd. He would take pains with that.
He passed Goodhue on his way to the examination hall that afternoon, and
Goodhue didn't remember him. The incident made George thoughtful. Was
football going to prove the all-powerful lever he had fancied? At any rate,
Rogers' value was at last established.
He reported that evening to Bailly:
"I think it's all right so far."
The tutor grinned.
"To-day's beyond recall, but to-morrow's the future, and it cradles, among
other dragons, French."
He pointed out passages in a number of books.
"Wrestle with those until midnight," he counselled, "and then go to sleep.
Day after to-morrow we'll hope you can apply your boot to a football
again."
Mrs. Bailly stopped him in the hall.
"How did it go?" she asked, eagerly.
Her anxiety had about it something maternal. It gave him for the first time a
feeling of being at home in Princeton.
"I got through to-day," he said.
"Good! Good!"
She nodded toward the study.
"Then you have made him very happy."
"I always want to," George said. "That's a worthy ambition, isn't it?"
She looked at him gropingly, as if she almost caught his allusion.
With Freshmen customs what they were, he was thinking, he could appear
as well dressed as the Goodhue crowd. He would take pains with that.
He passed Goodhue on his way to the examination hall that afternoon, and
Goodhue didn't remember him. The incident made George thoughtful. Was
football going to prove the all-powerful lever he had fancied? At any rate,
Rogers' value was at last established.
He reported that evening to Bailly:
"I think it's all right so far."
The tutor grinned.
"To-day's beyond recall, but to-morrow's the future, and it cradles, among
other dragons, French."
He pointed out passages in a number of books.
"Wrestle with those until midnight," he counselled, "and then go to sleep.
Day after to-morrow we'll hope you can apply your boot to a football
again."
Mrs. Bailly stopped him in the hall.
"How did it go?" she asked, eagerly.
Her anxiety had about it something maternal. It gave him for the first time a
feeling of being at home in Princeton.
"I got through to-day," he said.
"Good! Good!"
She nodded toward the study.
"Then you have made him very happy."
"I always want to," George said. "That's a worthy ambition, isn't it?"
She looked at him gropingly, as if she almost caught his allusion.
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IX
As George let himself out of the gate a closed automobile turned the corner
and drew up at the curb. The driver sprang down and opened the door. Betty
Alston's white-clad figure emerged and crossed the sidewalk while George
pulled off his cap and held the gate open for her. He suffered an ugly
suspense. What would she say? Would she speak to him at all? Phrases that
Sylvia might have used to her flashed through his mind; then he saw her
smile as usual. She held out her hand. The warmth of her fingers seemed to
reach his mind, making it less unyielding. The fancy put him on his guard.
"I know you passed," she said.
He walked with her across the narrow yard to the porch.
"I think so, to-day."
She paused with her foot on the lower step. The light from the corner
disclosed her face, puzzled and undecided; and his uneasiness returned.
"I am just returning this," she said, holding up a book. "I'd be glad to drop
you at your lodging——"
"I'll wait."
While she was inside he paced the sidewalk. There had been a question in
her face, but not the vital one, which, indeed, she wouldn't have troubled to
ask. Sylvia had not recognized him, or, recognizing him, had failed to give
him away.
Betty came gracefully down the steps, and George followed her into the
pleasant obscurity of the automobile. He could scarcely see her white
figure, but he became aware again of the delightful and singular perfume of
her tawny hair. If Sylvia had spoken he never could have sat so close to her.
He had no business, anyway——
She snapped on the light. She laughed.
"I said you were bound to meet Lambert Planter."
He had started on false ground. At any moment the ground might give way.
As George let himself out of the gate a closed automobile turned the corner
and drew up at the curb. The driver sprang down and opened the door. Betty
Alston's white-clad figure emerged and crossed the sidewalk while George
pulled off his cap and held the gate open for her. He suffered an ugly
suspense. What would she say? Would she speak to him at all? Phrases that
Sylvia might have used to her flashed through his mind; then he saw her
smile as usual. She held out her hand. The warmth of her fingers seemed to
reach his mind, making it less unyielding. The fancy put him on his guard.
"I know you passed," she said.
He walked with her across the narrow yard to the porch.
"I think so, to-day."
She paused with her foot on the lower step. The light from the corner
disclosed her face, puzzled and undecided; and his uneasiness returned.
"I am just returning this," she said, holding up a book. "I'd be glad to drop
you at your lodging——"
"I'll wait."
While she was inside he paced the sidewalk. There had been a question in
her face, but not the vital one, which, indeed, she wouldn't have troubled to
ask. Sylvia had not recognized him, or, recognizing him, had failed to give
him away.
Betty came gracefully down the steps, and George followed her into the
pleasant obscurity of the automobile. He could scarcely see her white
figure, but he became aware again of the delightful and singular perfume of
her tawny hair. If Sylvia had spoken he never could have sat so close to her.
He had no business, anyway——
She snapped on the light. She laughed.
"I said you were bound to meet Lambert Planter."
He had started on false ground. At any moment the ground might give way.
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"If I wasn't quite honest about that the other morning," he said, "it was
because I had met Lambert Planter, but under circumstances I wanted to
forget."
"I'm sorry," she said, softly, "that I reminded you; but he seemed glad to see
you this morning. It is all right now, isn't it?"
"Yes," he answered, doubtfully.
That thrilling quality of her voice became more pronounced.
"I'm glad. For he's a good friend to have. He's a very real person; I mean, a
man who's likely to do big things, don't you think?"
"Yes," he said again.
Why was he conscious of resentment? Why did he ask himself quickly if
Lambert thought of her with equal benevolence? He pulled himself up
short. What earthly business was it of his what Betty Alston and Lambert
Planter thought of each other? But he regretted the briefness of his
companionship with Betty in the unaccustomed luxury of the car. It
surrounded him with a settled and congenial atmosphere; it lessened, after
the first moments, the sharp taste of the ambition to which he had
condemned himself.
"Don't worry," she said, as he descended at his lodging, "you'll get in. Dear
old Squibs told me so."
He experienced a strong impulse to touch her hand again. He thanked her,
said good-night, and turned resolutely away.
It was only after long scrutiny of Sylvia's photograph that he attacked
Bailly's marked passages. Again and again he reminded himself that he had
actually seen her that day, and that she had either not remembered him, or
had, with a deliberate cruelty, sought to impress him with his ugly
insignificance in a crowded and pleasurable landscape.
Then why should this other girl of the same class treat him so differently?
The answer came glibly. For that instant he was wholly distasteful to
himself.
because I had met Lambert Planter, but under circumstances I wanted to
forget."
"I'm sorry," she said, softly, "that I reminded you; but he seemed glad to see
you this morning. It is all right now, isn't it?"
"Yes," he answered, doubtfully.
That thrilling quality of her voice became more pronounced.
"I'm glad. For he's a good friend to have. He's a very real person; I mean, a
man who's likely to do big things, don't you think?"
"Yes," he said again.
Why was he conscious of resentment? Why did he ask himself quickly if
Lambert thought of her with equal benevolence? He pulled himself up
short. What earthly business was it of his what Betty Alston and Lambert
Planter thought of each other? But he regretted the briefness of his
companionship with Betty in the unaccustomed luxury of the car. It
surrounded him with a settled and congenial atmosphere; it lessened, after
the first moments, the sharp taste of the ambition to which he had
condemned himself.
"Don't worry," she said, as he descended at his lodging, "you'll get in. Dear
old Squibs told me so."
He experienced a strong impulse to touch her hand again. He thanked her,
said good-night, and turned resolutely away.
It was only after long scrutiny of Sylvia's photograph that he attacked
Bailly's marked passages. Again and again he reminded himself that he had
actually seen her that day, and that she had either not remembered him, or
had, with a deliberate cruelty, sought to impress him with his ugly
insignificance in a crowded and pleasurable landscape.
Then why should this other girl of the same class treat him so differently?
The answer came glibly. For that instant he was wholly distasteful to
himself.
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"Because she doesn't know."
He picked up a piece of the broken riding crop, flushing hotly. He would
detach himself from the landscape for Sylvia. He would use that crop yet.
X
He worked all the next day in the examination hall. He purposely chose a
seat in the row behind Goodhue. Five or six men, clearly all friends of
Goodhue's, sat near him, each modelled more or less as he was. George
noticed one exception, a short fellow who stood out from the entire room.
At first George thought it was because he was older, then he decided it was
the light moustache, the thick hair, the eyes that lacked lustre, the long,
white fingers. The man barely lifted his examination sheets. He glanced at
them once, then set to work. He was the first to rise and hand his papers in.
The rest paused, stared enviously, and sighed. George heard Goodhue say to
the man next him:
"How do you suppose Spike does it?"
George wondered why they called the dainty little man Spike.
He was slow and painstaking himself, and the room was fairly well emptied
before he finished. Except for the French, he was satisfied. He took a deep
breath. The ordeal was over. For the first time in more than two months he
was his own master. He could do anything he pleased.
First of all, he hurried to Squibs Bailly.
"Lend me a novel—something exciting," he began. "No, I wouldn't open a
text-book even for you to-night. The schedule's dead and buried, sir, and
you haven't given me another."
Bailly's wrinkled face approved.
"You wouldn't be coming at me this way if there was any doubt. You shall
have your novel. I'm afraid——"
He paused, laughing.
He picked up a piece of the broken riding crop, flushing hotly. He would
detach himself from the landscape for Sylvia. He would use that crop yet.
X
He worked all the next day in the examination hall. He purposely chose a
seat in the row behind Goodhue. Five or six men, clearly all friends of
Goodhue's, sat near him, each modelled more or less as he was. George
noticed one exception, a short fellow who stood out from the entire room.
At first George thought it was because he was older, then he decided it was
the light moustache, the thick hair, the eyes that lacked lustre, the long,
white fingers. The man barely lifted his examination sheets. He glanced at
them once, then set to work. He was the first to rise and hand his papers in.
The rest paused, stared enviously, and sighed. George heard Goodhue say to
the man next him:
"How do you suppose Spike does it?"
George wondered why they called the dainty little man Spike.
He was slow and painstaking himself, and the room was fairly well emptied
before he finished. Except for the French, he was satisfied. He took a deep
breath. The ordeal was over. For the first time in more than two months he
was his own master. He could do anything he pleased.
First of all, he hurried to Squibs Bailly.
"Lend me a novel—something exciting," he began. "No, I wouldn't open a
text-book even for you to-night. The schedule's dead and buried, sir, and
you haven't given me another."
Bailly's wrinkled face approved.
"You wouldn't be coming at me this way if there was any doubt. You shall
have your novel. I'm afraid——"
He paused, laughing.
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"I mean, my task with you is about done. You've more brain than a dinosaur.
It is variously wrinkled where once it was like a babe's. Except for the
French, you should handle your courses without superhuman effort. Don't
ever let me hear of your getting a condition. Your next schedule will come
from Stringham and Green."
He limped to a bookcase and drew out a volume bound in red.
"Without entirely wasting your time, you may amuse yourself with that."
"'Treasure Island.'"
George frowned doubtfully.
"We studied something about this man. If he's good enough to get in the
school books maybe he isn't just what I'm looking for to-night."
"Have you ever perused Nick Carter, or, perhaps Old Sleuth?" Bailly asked.
George smiled.
"I know I have to forget all that."
"In intellectual circles," Bailly agreed.
He glanced slyly around.
"I've scanned such matter," he whispered, "with a modicum of enjoyment,
so I can assure you the book you have in your hand possesses nearly equal
merit, yet you may discuss it without losing caste in the most exalted
places; which would seem to indicate that human judgment is based on
manner rather than matter."
"You mean," George said, frowning, "that if a man does a rotten thing it is
the way he does it rather than the thing itself that is judged?"
Bailly limped up and down, his hands behind his back. He faced George
with a little show of bewildered temper.
"See here, Freshman Morton, I've taught you to think too fast. You can't
fasten a scheme of ethics on any silly aphorism of mine. Go home and read
your book. Dwell with picturesque pirates, and walk with flawless and
It is variously wrinkled where once it was like a babe's. Except for the
French, you should handle your courses without superhuman effort. Don't
ever let me hear of your getting a condition. Your next schedule will come
from Stringham and Green."
He limped to a bookcase and drew out a volume bound in red.
"Without entirely wasting your time, you may amuse yourself with that."
"'Treasure Island.'"
George frowned doubtfully.
"We studied something about this man. If he's good enough to get in the
school books maybe he isn't just what I'm looking for to-night."
"Have you ever perused Nick Carter, or, perhaps Old Sleuth?" Bailly asked.
George smiled.
"I know I have to forget all that."
"In intellectual circles," Bailly agreed.
He glanced slyly around.
"I've scanned such matter," he whispered, "with a modicum of enjoyment,
so I can assure you the book you have in your hand possesses nearly equal
merit, yet you may discuss it without losing caste in the most exalted
places; which would seem to indicate that human judgment is based on
manner rather than matter."
"You mean," George said, frowning, "that if a man does a rotten thing it is
the way he does it rather than the thing itself that is judged?"
Bailly limped up and down, his hands behind his back. He faced George
with a little show of bewildered temper.
"See here, Freshman Morton, I've taught you to think too fast. You can't
fasten a scheme of ethics on any silly aphorism of mine. Go home and read
your book. Dwell with picturesque pirates, and walk with flawless and
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touching virtue. Delve for buried treasure. That, at least, is always worth
while."
George's attitude was a challenge.
"Remembering," he said, softly, "to dig in a nice manner even if your hands
do get dirty."
Bailly sprawled in his chair and waved George away. "You need a
preacher," he said, "not a tutor."
XI
In his room George opened his book and read happily. Never in his life had
he been so relaxed and content. Entangled in the adventures of colourful
characters he didn't hear at first the sliding of stealthy feet in the hall,
whispered consultations, sly knockings at various doors. Then there came a
rap at his own door, and he glanced up, surprised, sweeping the photograph
and the broken crop into the table drawer.
"Come in," he called, not heartily.
A dozen young men crowded slowly into the room. They wore orange and
black jerseys and caps brilliant with absurd devices. They had the
appearance of judges of some particularly atrocious criminal. George had
no doubt that he was the man, for those were the days just before hazing
was frowned out of existence by an effete conservatism.
"Get up, you Freshman," one hissed. "Put on your hat and coat, and follow
us."
George was on the point of refusing, had his hands half up in fact, to give
them a fight; but a thrill entered his soul that he should be qualified as a
victim of such high-handed nonsense which acknowledged him as an entity
in the undergraduate world. He arose gladly, ready to obey. Then someone
grunted with disgust.
"Come on. Duck out of here."
"What for? This guy looks fresh as salt mackerel."
while."
George's attitude was a challenge.
"Remembering," he said, softly, "to dig in a nice manner even if your hands
do get dirty."
Bailly sprawled in his chair and waved George away. "You need a
preacher," he said, "not a tutor."
XI
In his room George opened his book and read happily. Never in his life had
he been so relaxed and content. Entangled in the adventures of colourful
characters he didn't hear at first the sliding of stealthy feet in the hall,
whispered consultations, sly knockings at various doors. Then there came a
rap at his own door, and he glanced up, surprised, sweeping the photograph
and the broken crop into the table drawer.
"Come in," he called, not heartily.
A dozen young men crowded slowly into the room. They wore orange and
black jerseys and caps brilliant with absurd devices. They had the
appearance of judges of some particularly atrocious criminal. George had
no doubt that he was the man, for those were the days just before hazing
was frowned out of existence by an effete conservatism.
"Get up, you Freshman," one hissed. "Put on your hat and coat, and follow
us."
George was on the point of refusing, had his hands half up in fact, to give
them a fight; but a thrill entered his soul that he should be qualified as a
victim of such high-handed nonsense which acknowledged him as an entity
in the undergraduate world. He arose gladly, ready to obey. Then someone
grunted with disgust.
"Come on. Duck out of here."
"What for? This guy looks fresh as salt mackerel."
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"It's Morton. We can't monkey with him."
The others expressed disappointment and thronged through the door in
search of victims more available. George became belligerent for an opposite
reason.
"Why not?" he demanded.
The leader smiled in friendly fashion.
"You'll get all the hazing you need down at the field."
As the last filed out and closed the door George smiled appreciation. Even
among the Sophomores he was spotted, a privileged and an important
character.
The next morning, packed with the nervous Freshmen in a lecture room, he
heard his name read out with the sections. He fought his way into the
university offices to scan the list of conditioned men. He didn't appear on a
single slip. He had even managed the easy French paper. He attended to the
formalities of matriculating. He was free to play football, to take up the by-
no-means considerable duties of the laundry agency, to make friends. He
had completed the first lap.
When he reported at the field that afternoon he found that the Freshmen had
a coach of their own, a young man who possessed the unreal violence of a
Sophomore, but he knew the game, and the extra invective with which he
drove George indicated that Stringham and Green had confided to him their
hopes.
The squad was large. Later it would dwindle and its members be thrown
into a more intimate contact. Goodhue was there, a promising quarterback.
Rogers toiled with a hopeless enthusiasm. George smiled, appreciating the
other's logic. It was a good thing to try for the team, even though one had
no chance of making it. As a matter of fact, Rogers disappeared at the first
weeding-out.
The opening fortnight was wholly pleasant—a stressing of fundamentals
that demanded little severe physical effort. Nor did the curriculum place any
grave demands on George. During the evenings he frequently supplemented
The others expressed disappointment and thronged through the door in
search of victims more available. George became belligerent for an opposite
reason.
"Why not?" he demanded.
The leader smiled in friendly fashion.
"You'll get all the hazing you need down at the field."
As the last filed out and closed the door George smiled appreciation. Even
among the Sophomores he was spotted, a privileged and an important
character.
The next morning, packed with the nervous Freshmen in a lecture room, he
heard his name read out with the sections. He fought his way into the
university offices to scan the list of conditioned men. He didn't appear on a
single slip. He had even managed the easy French paper. He attended to the
formalities of matriculating. He was free to play football, to take up the by-
no-means considerable duties of the laundry agency, to make friends. He
had completed the first lap.
When he reported at the field that afternoon he found that the Freshmen had
a coach of their own, a young man who possessed the unreal violence of a
Sophomore, but he knew the game, and the extra invective with which he
drove George indicated that Stringham and Green had confided to him their
hopes.
The squad was large. Later it would dwindle and its members be thrown
into a more intimate contact. Goodhue was there, a promising quarterback.
Rogers toiled with a hopeless enthusiasm. George smiled, appreciating the
other's logic. It was a good thing to try for the team, even though one had
no chance of making it. As a matter of fact, Rogers disappeared at the first
weeding-out.
The opening fortnight was wholly pleasant—a stressing of fundamentals
that demanded little severe physical effort. Nor did the curriculum place any
grave demands on George. During the evenings he frequently supplemented
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his work at the field with a brisk cross-country run, more often than not in
the vicinity of the Alston place. He could see the lights in the huge house,
and he tried to visualize that interior where, perhaps, men of the Goodhue
stamp sat with Betty. He studied those fortunates, meantime, and the other
types that surrounded him. There were many men of a sort, of the Rogers
sort particularly, who continually suggested their receptivity; and he was
invariably courteous—from a distance, as he had seen Goodhue respond to
Rogers. For George had his eyes focused now. He had seen the best.
The election of Freshmen class officers outlined several facts. The various
men put up for office were unknown to the class in general, were backed by
little crowds from their own schools. Men from less important schools, and
men, like George, with no preparatory past, voted wild. These school
groups, he saw, clung together; would determine, it was clear, the social
progress through college of their members. That inevitably pointed to the
upper-class club houses on Prospect Street. George had seen them from his
first days at University Field, but until now they had, naturally enough,
failed to impress him with any immediate interest. He desired the proper
contacts for the molding of his own deportment and, to an extent even
greater, for the bearing they would have on his battle for money and
position after he should leave college. But it became clear to him now that
the contest for Prospect Street had begun on the first day, even earlier, back
in the preparatory schools.
Were such contacts possible in a serviceable measure without success in
that selfish, headlong race? Was it practicable to draw the attention of the
eager, half-blind runners to one outside the sacred little groups? Football
would open certain doors, but if there was one best club he would have that
or nothing. It might be wiser to stand brazenly aloof, posing as above such
infantile jealousies. The future would decide, but as he left the place of the
elections he had an empty feeling, a sharpened appreciation of the hazards
that lay ahead.
Goodhue would be pointed for the highest. Goodhue would lead in many
ways. He was elected the first president of the class.
The poor or earnest men, ignorant of everything outside their books, come
from scattered homes, quite friendless, gravitated together in what men like
the vicinity of the Alston place. He could see the lights in the huge house,
and he tried to visualize that interior where, perhaps, men of the Goodhue
stamp sat with Betty. He studied those fortunates, meantime, and the other
types that surrounded him. There were many men of a sort, of the Rogers
sort particularly, who continually suggested their receptivity; and he was
invariably courteous—from a distance, as he had seen Goodhue respond to
Rogers. For George had his eyes focused now. He had seen the best.
The election of Freshmen class officers outlined several facts. The various
men put up for office were unknown to the class in general, were backed by
little crowds from their own schools. Men from less important schools, and
men, like George, with no preparatory past, voted wild. These school
groups, he saw, clung together; would determine, it was clear, the social
progress through college of their members. That inevitably pointed to the
upper-class club houses on Prospect Street. George had seen them from his
first days at University Field, but until now they had, naturally enough,
failed to impress him with any immediate interest. He desired the proper
contacts for the molding of his own deportment and, to an extent even
greater, for the bearing they would have on his battle for money and
position after he should leave college. But it became clear to him now that
the contest for Prospect Street had begun on the first day, even earlier, back
in the preparatory schools.
Were such contacts possible in a serviceable measure without success in
that selfish, headlong race? Was it practicable to draw the attention of the
eager, half-blind runners to one outside the sacred little groups? Football
would open certain doors, but if there was one best club he would have that
or nothing. It might be wiser to stand brazenly aloof, posing as above such
infantile jealousies. The future would decide, but as he left the place of the
elections he had an empty feeling, a sharpened appreciation of the hazards
that lay ahead.
Goodhue would be pointed for the highest. Goodhue would lead in many
ways. He was elected the first president of the class.
The poor or earnest men, ignorant of everything outside their books, come
from scattered homes, quite friendless, gravitated together in what men like
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Rogers considered a social quarantine. Rogers, indeed, ventured to warn
George of the risk of contagion. As chance dictated George chatted with
such creatures; once or twice even walked across the campus with them.
"You're making a mistake," Rogers advised, "being seen with polers like
Allen."
"I've been seen with him twice that I can think of," George answered.
"Why?"
"That lot'll queer you."
George put his hand on Rogers' shoulder.
"See here. If I'm so small that that will queer me, you can put me down as
damned."
He walked on with that infrequently experienced sensation of having made
an advance. Yet he couldn't quite see why. He had responded to an instinct
that must have been his even in the days at Oakmont, when he had been less
than human. If he didn't see more of men like Allen it was because they had
nothing to offer him; nothing whatever. Goodhue had——
When their paths crossed on the campus now Goodhue nodded, for each
day they met at the field, both certainties, if they escaped injury, for the
Freshmen eleven.
Football had ceased to be unalloyed pleasure. Stringham that fall used the
Freshmen rather more than the scrub as a punching bag for the varsity. The
devoted youngsters would take punishment from three or four successive
teams from the big squad. They became, consequently, as hard as iron.
Frequently they played a team of varsity substitutes off its feet. George had
settled into the backfield. He was fast with the ball, but he found it difficult
to follow his interference, losing patience sometimes, and desiring to cut off
by himself. Even so he made consistent gains through the opposing line. On
secondary defence he was rather too efficient. Stringham was continually
cautioning him not to tackle the varsity pets too viciously. After one such
rebuke Goodhue unbent to sympathy.
George of the risk of contagion. As chance dictated George chatted with
such creatures; once or twice even walked across the campus with them.
"You're making a mistake," Rogers advised, "being seen with polers like
Allen."
"I've been seen with him twice that I can think of," George answered.
"Why?"
"That lot'll queer you."
George put his hand on Rogers' shoulder.
"See here. If I'm so small that that will queer me, you can put me down as
damned."
He walked on with that infrequently experienced sensation of having made
an advance. Yet he couldn't quite see why. He had responded to an instinct
that must have been his even in the days at Oakmont, when he had been less
than human. If he didn't see more of men like Allen it was because they had
nothing to offer him; nothing whatever. Goodhue had——
When their paths crossed on the campus now Goodhue nodded, for each
day they met at the field, both certainties, if they escaped injury, for the
Freshmen eleven.
Football had ceased to be unalloyed pleasure. Stringham that fall used the
Freshmen rather more than the scrub as a punching bag for the varsity. The
devoted youngsters would take punishment from three or four successive
teams from the big squad. They became, consequently, as hard as iron.
Frequently they played a team of varsity substitutes off its feet. George had
settled into the backfield. He was fast with the ball, but he found it difficult
to follow his interference, losing patience sometimes, and desiring to cut off
by himself. Even so he made consistent gains through the opposing line. On
secondary defence he was rather too efficient. Stringham was continually
cautioning him not to tackle the varsity pets too viciously. After one such
rebuke Goodhue unbent to sympathy.
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"If they worked the varsity as hard as they do us Stringham wouldn't have
to be so precious careful of his brittle backs. Just the same, Morton, I would
rather play with you than against you."
George smiled, but he didn't bother to answer. Let Goodhue come around
again.
George's kicking from the start outdistanced the best varsity punts. The
stands, sprinkled with undergraduates and people from the town, would
become noisy with handclapping as his spirals arched down the field.
Squibs Bailly, George knew, was always there, probably saying, "I kicked
that ball. I made that run," and he had. The more you thought of it, the more
it became comprehensible that he had.
The afternoon George slipped outside a first varsity tackle, and dodged two
varsity backs, running forty yards for a touchdown, Squibs limped on the
field, followed by Betty Alston. The scrimmaging was over. The Freshmen,
triumphant because of George's feat, streaked toward the field house.
Goodhue ran close to George. Bailly caught George's arm. Goodhue
paused, calling out:
"Hello, Betty!"
At first Betty seemed scarcely to see Goodhue. She held out her hand to
George.
"That was splendid. Don't forget that you're going to make me congratulate
you this way next fall after the big games."
"I'll do my best. I want you to," George said.
Again he responded to the frank warmth of her fingers that seemed
unconsciously endeavouring to make more pliable the hard surface of his
mind.
"The strength of a lion," Bailly was saying, "united to the cruel cunning of
the serpent. Heaven be praised you didn't seek the higher education at Yale
or Harvard."
Betty called a belated greeting to Goodhue.
to be so precious careful of his brittle backs. Just the same, Morton, I would
rather play with you than against you."
George smiled, but he didn't bother to answer. Let Goodhue come around
again.
George's kicking from the start outdistanced the best varsity punts. The
stands, sprinkled with undergraduates and people from the town, would
become noisy with handclapping as his spirals arched down the field.
Squibs Bailly, George knew, was always there, probably saying, "I kicked
that ball. I made that run," and he had. The more you thought of it, the more
it became comprehensible that he had.
The afternoon George slipped outside a first varsity tackle, and dodged two
varsity backs, running forty yards for a touchdown, Squibs limped on the
field, followed by Betty Alston. The scrimmaging was over. The Freshmen,
triumphant because of George's feat, streaked toward the field house.
Goodhue ran close to George. Bailly caught George's arm. Goodhue
paused, calling out:
"Hello, Betty!"
At first Betty seemed scarcely to see Goodhue. She held out her hand to
George.
"That was splendid. Don't forget that you're going to make me congratulate
you this way next fall after the big games."
"I'll do my best. I want you to," George said.
Again he responded to the frank warmth of her fingers that seemed
unconsciously endeavouring to make more pliable the hard surface of his
mind.
"The strength of a lion," Bailly was saying, "united to the cruel cunning of
the serpent. Heaven be praised you didn't seek the higher education at Yale
or Harvard."
Betty called a belated greeting to Goodhue.
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"Hello, Dicky! Wasn't it a real run? I feel something of a sponsor. I told him
before college opened he would be a great player."
Goodhue's surprise was momentarily apparent.
"It was rather nice to see those big fellows dumped," he said.
Betty went closer to him.
"Aren't you coming out to dinner soon? I'll promise Green you won't break
training."
The warm, slender fingers were no longer at George's mind. He felt
abruptly repulsed. He wanted only to get away. Her eyes caught his, and she
smiled.
"And bring Mr. Morton. I'm convinced he'll never come unless somebody
takes him by the hand."
George glanced at her hand. He had a whimsical impulse to reach out for it,
to close his eyes, to be led.
Heavy feet hurried behind the little group. A voice filled with rancour and
disgust cried out:
"You standing here without blankets just to enjoy the autumn breezes? You
ought to have better sense, Mr. Bailly."
"It's my fault, Green," Betty laughed.
"That's different," the trainer admitted, gallantly. "You can't expect a woman
to have much sense. Get to the showers now, and on the run."
Goodhue and George trotted off.
"I didn't know you were a friend of Betty Alston's," Goodhue said.
George didn't answer. Goodhue didn't say anything else.
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before college opened he would be a great player."
Goodhue's surprise was momentarily apparent.
"It was rather nice to see those big fellows dumped," he said.
Betty went closer to him.
"Aren't you coming out to dinner soon? I'll promise Green you won't break
training."
The warm, slender fingers were no longer at George's mind. He felt
abruptly repulsed. He wanted only to get away. Her eyes caught his, and she
smiled.
"And bring Mr. Morton. I'm convinced he'll never come unless somebody
takes him by the hand."
George glanced at her hand. He had a whimsical impulse to reach out for it,
to close his eyes, to be led.
Heavy feet hurried behind the little group. A voice filled with rancour and
disgust cried out:
"You standing here without blankets just to enjoy the autumn breezes? You
ought to have better sense, Mr. Bailly."
"It's my fault, Green," Betty laughed.
"That's different," the trainer admitted, gallantly. "You can't expect a woman
to have much sense. Get to the showers now, and on the run."
Goodhue and George trotted off.
"I didn't know you were a friend of Betty Alston's," Goodhue said.
George didn't answer. Goodhue didn't say anything else.
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Often after those long, pounding afternoons George returned to his room,
wondering dully, as he had done last summer, why the deuce he did it.
Sylvia's picture stared the same answer, and he would turn with a sigh to
one of the novels Bailly loaned him regularly. Bailly was of great value
there, too, for he chose the books carefully, and George was commencing to
learn that as a man reads so is he very likely to think. Whenever he spoke
now he was careful to modulate his voice, to choose his words, never to be
heard without a reason.
The little fellow with the moustache whom the Goodhue crowd called Spike
met him on the campus one day after practice.
"My name," he announced in a high-pitched, slurred voice, "is Wandel. You
may not realize it, but you are a very great man, Morton."
George looked him over, astonished. He had difficulty not to mock the
other's manner, nearly effeminate.
"Why am I great, Mr. Wandel?"
"Anybody," Wandel answered in his singing voice, "who does one thing
better than others is inevitably great."
George smiled vindictively.
"I suppose I ought to return the compliment. What do you do?"
Wandel wasn't ruffled.
"Very many things. I brew good tea for one. What about a cup now? Come
to my rooms. They're just here, in Blair tower."
George weighed the invitation. Wandel was beyond doubt of the fortunates,
yet curiously apart from them. George's diplomacy required a forcing of the
fortunates to seek him. Wandel, for that matter, had sought. Where George
might have refused a first invitation from Goodhue he accepted Wandel's,
because he was anxious to know the man's real purpose in asking him.
"All right. Thanks. But I haven't much time. I want to do some reading
before dinner."
wondering dully, as he had done last summer, why the deuce he did it.
Sylvia's picture stared the same answer, and he would turn with a sigh to
one of the novels Bailly loaned him regularly. Bailly was of great value
there, too, for he chose the books carefully, and George was commencing to
learn that as a man reads so is he very likely to think. Whenever he spoke
now he was careful to modulate his voice, to choose his words, never to be
heard without a reason.
The little fellow with the moustache whom the Goodhue crowd called Spike
met him on the campus one day after practice.
"My name," he announced in a high-pitched, slurred voice, "is Wandel. You
may not realize it, but you are a very great man, Morton."
George looked him over, astonished. He had difficulty not to mock the
other's manner, nearly effeminate.
"Why am I great, Mr. Wandel?"
"Anybody," Wandel answered in his singing voice, "who does one thing
better than others is inevitably great."
George smiled vindictively.
"I suppose I ought to return the compliment. What do you do?"
Wandel wasn't ruffled.
"Very many things. I brew good tea for one. What about a cup now? Come
to my rooms. They're just here, in Blair tower."
George weighed the invitation. Wandel was beyond doubt of the fortunates,
yet curiously apart from them. George's diplomacy required a forcing of the
fortunates to seek him. Wandel, for that matter, had sought. Where George
might have refused a first invitation from Goodhue he accepted Wandel's,
because he was anxious to know the man's real purpose in asking him.
"All right. Thanks. But I haven't much time. I want to do some reading
before dinner."
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He hadn't imagined anything like Wandel's room existed in college, or could
be conceived or executed by one of college age. The study was large and
high with a broad casement window. The waning light increased the values
Wandel had evidently sought. The wall covering and the draperies at the
three doors and the window were a dead shade of green that, in fact,
suggested a withdrawal from life nearly supernatural, at least medieval. The
half-dozen pictures were designed to complete this impression. They were
primitives—an awkward but lovely Madonna, a procession of saints who
seemed deformed by their experiences, grotesque conceptions of biblical
encounters. There were heavy rugs, also green in foundation; and, with
wide, effective spaces between, stood uncomfortable Gothic chairs,
benches, and tables.
Two months ago George would have expressed amazement, perhaps
admiration. Now he said nothing, but he longed for Squibs' opinion of the
room. He questioned what it reflected of the pompous little man who had
brought him.
Wandel stooped and lighted the fire. He switched the heavy green curtains
over the window. In a corner a youth stirred and yawned.
"Hello, Dalrymple," Wandel said. "Waited long? You know that very great
man, Morton?"
The increasing firelight played on Dalrymple's face, a countenance without
much expression, intolerant, if anything, but in a far weaker sense than
Sylvia's assurance. George recognized him. He had seen him accompany
Goodhue through the crowd the day of the first examination. Dalrymple
didn't disturb himself.
"The football player? How do. Damn tea, Spike. You've got whiskey and a
siphon."
George's hand had been ready. He was thankful he hadn't offered it. In that
moment a dislike was born, not very positive; the emotion one has for an
unwholesome animal.
Wandel disappeared. After a moment he came in, wearing a fantastic
embroidered dressing gown of the pervading dead green tone. He lighted a
spirit lamp, and, while the water heated, got out a tea canister, cups, boxes
be conceived or executed by one of college age. The study was large and
high with a broad casement window. The waning light increased the values
Wandel had evidently sought. The wall covering and the draperies at the
three doors and the window were a dead shade of green that, in fact,
suggested a withdrawal from life nearly supernatural, at least medieval. The
half-dozen pictures were designed to complete this impression. They were
primitives—an awkward but lovely Madonna, a procession of saints who
seemed deformed by their experiences, grotesque conceptions of biblical
encounters. There were heavy rugs, also green in foundation; and, with
wide, effective spaces between, stood uncomfortable Gothic chairs,
benches, and tables.
Two months ago George would have expressed amazement, perhaps
admiration. Now he said nothing, but he longed for Squibs' opinion of the
room. He questioned what it reflected of the pompous little man who had
brought him.
Wandel stooped and lighted the fire. He switched the heavy green curtains
over the window. In a corner a youth stirred and yawned.
"Hello, Dalrymple," Wandel said. "Waited long? You know that very great
man, Morton?"
The increasing firelight played on Dalrymple's face, a countenance without
much expression, intolerant, if anything, but in a far weaker sense than
Sylvia's assurance. George recognized him. He had seen him accompany
Goodhue through the crowd the day of the first examination. Dalrymple
didn't disturb himself.
"The football player? How do. Damn tea, Spike. You've got whiskey and a
siphon."
George's hand had been ready. He was thankful he hadn't offered it. In that
moment a dislike was born, not very positive; the emotion one has for an
unwholesome animal.
Wandel disappeared. After a moment he came in, wearing a fantastic
embroidered dressing gown of the pervading dead green tone. He lighted a
spirit lamp, and, while the water heated, got out a tea canister, cups, boxes
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of biscuits, cigarettes, bottles, and glasses. Dalrymple poured a generous
drink. Wandel took a smaller one.
"You," he said to George, "being a very great man, will have some tea."
"I'll have some tea, anyway," George answered.
The door opened. Goodhue strolled in. His eyebrows lifted when he saw
George.
"Do you know you're in bad company, Morton?"
"I believe so," George answered.
Wandel was pleased. George saw Goodhue glance a question at Dalrymple.
Dalrymple merely stared.
They sat about, sipping, talking of nothing in particular, and the curious
room was full of an interrogation. George lost his earlier fancy of being
under Wandel's inspection. It was evident to him now that Wandel was the
man to do his inspecting first. Why the deuce had he asked him here?
Dalrymple and Goodhue were clearly puzzled by the same question.
When he had emptied his cup George rose and put on his cap.
"Thanks for the cup of tea, Wandel."
"Don't go," Wandel urged.
He waved his hands helplessly.
"But, since you're a very distinguished person, I suppose I can't keep you.
Come again, any day this time. Every day."
The question in Goodhue's eyes increased. Dalrymple altered his position
irritably, and refilled his glass. George didn't say good-bye, waiting for the
first move from him. Dalrymple, however, continued to sip, unaffected by
this departure.
Goodhue, on the other hand, after a moment's hesitation, followed George
out. When they had reached the tower archway Goodhue paused. The
drink. Wandel took a smaller one.
"You," he said to George, "being a very great man, will have some tea."
"I'll have some tea, anyway," George answered.
The door opened. Goodhue strolled in. His eyebrows lifted when he saw
George.
"Do you know you're in bad company, Morton?"
"I believe so," George answered.
Wandel was pleased. George saw Goodhue glance a question at Dalrymple.
Dalrymple merely stared.
They sat about, sipping, talking of nothing in particular, and the curious
room was full of an interrogation. George lost his earlier fancy of being
under Wandel's inspection. It was evident to him now that Wandel was the
man to do his inspecting first. Why the deuce had he asked him here?
Dalrymple and Goodhue were clearly puzzled by the same question.
When he had emptied his cup George rose and put on his cap.
"Thanks for the cup of tea, Wandel."
"Don't go," Wandel urged.
He waved his hands helplessly.
"But, since you're a very distinguished person, I suppose I can't keep you.
Come again, any day this time. Every day."
The question in Goodhue's eyes increased. Dalrymple altered his position
irritably, and refilled his glass. George didn't say good-bye, waiting for the
first move from him. Dalrymple, however, continued to sip, unaffected by
this departure.
Goodhue, on the other hand, after a moment's hesitation, followed George
out. When they had reached the tower archway Goodhue paused. The
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broken light from an iron-framed lamp exposed the curiosity and indecision
in his eyes.
"Have you any idea, Morton," he asked, "what Spike's up to with you; I
mean, why he's so darned hospitable all of a sudden?"
George shook his head. He was quite frank.
"I'm not so dull," he said, "that I haven't been wondering about that myself."
Goodhue smiled, and unexpectedly held out his hand.
"Good-night, see you at the field to-morrow."
"Why," George asked as he released that coveted grasp, "do you call
Wandel 'Spike'?"
Goodhue's voice was uneasy in spite of the laugh with which he coloured it.
"Maybe it's because he's so sharp."
XIII
George saw a day or two later a professor's criticism in the Daily
Princetonian of the current number of the Nassau Literary Magazine.
Driggs Wandel, because of a poem, was excitedly greeted as a man with a
touch of genius. George borrowed a copy of the Lit from a neighbour, and
read a haunting, unreal bit of verse that seemed a part of the room in which
it had probably been written. Obsessed by the practicality of the little man,
George asked himself just what Wandel had to gain by this performance. He
carried the whole puzzle to Bailly that night, and was surprised to learn that
Wandel had impressed himself already on the faculty.
"This verse isn't genius," Bailly said, "but it proves that the man has an
abnormal control of effect, and he does what he does with no apparent
effort. He'll probably be managing editor of the Lit and the Princetonian,
for I understand he's out for that, too. He's going to make himself felt in his
class and in the entire undergraduate body. Don't undervalue him. Have you
stopped to think, Morton, that he still wears a moustache? Revolutionary!
in his eyes.
"Have you any idea, Morton," he asked, "what Spike's up to with you; I
mean, why he's so darned hospitable all of a sudden?"
George shook his head. He was quite frank.
"I'm not so dull," he said, "that I haven't been wondering about that myself."
Goodhue smiled, and unexpectedly held out his hand.
"Good-night, see you at the field to-morrow."
"Why," George asked as he released that coveted grasp, "do you call
Wandel 'Spike'?"
Goodhue's voice was uneasy in spite of the laugh with which he coloured it.
"Maybe it's because he's so sharp."
XIII
George saw a day or two later a professor's criticism in the Daily
Princetonian of the current number of the Nassau Literary Magazine.
Driggs Wandel, because of a poem, was excitedly greeted as a man with a
touch of genius. George borrowed a copy of the Lit from a neighbour, and
read a haunting, unreal bit of verse that seemed a part of the room in which
it had probably been written. Obsessed by the practicality of the little man,
George asked himself just what Wandel had to gain by this performance. He
carried the whole puzzle to Bailly that night, and was surprised to learn that
Wandel had impressed himself already on the faculty.
"This verse isn't genius," Bailly said, "but it proves that the man has an
abnormal control of effect, and he does what he does with no apparent
effort. He'll probably be managing editor of the Lit and the Princetonian,
for I understand he's out for that, too. He's going to make himself felt in his
class and in the entire undergraduate body. Don't undervalue him. Have you
stopped to think, Morton, that he still wears a moustache? Revolutionary!
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Has he overawed the Sophomores, or has he too many friends in the upper
classes?"
Bailly limped up and down, ill at ease, seeking words.
"I don't know how to advise you. I believe he'll help you delve after some
treasure, though the stains on his own hands won't be visible. Whether it's
just the treasure you want is another matter. Be inscrutable yourself. Accept
his invitations. If you can, find out what he's up to without committing
yourself. You can put it down that he isn't after you for nothing."
"But why?" George demanded.
Bailly shrugged his narrow shoulders.
"Anyway, I've told you what I could, and you'll go your own way whether
you agree or not."
George did, as a matter of fact. His curiosity carried him a number of times
to Wandel's rooms. Practically always Dalrymple sat aloof, sullenly sipping
whiskey which had no business there. He met a number of other men of the
same crowd who talked football in friendly enough fashion; and once or
twice the suave little fellow made a point of asking him for a particular day
or hour. Always Wandel would introduce him to some new man, offering
him, George felt, as a specimen to be accepted as a triumph of the Wandel
judgment. And in every fresh face George saw the question he continually
asked himself.
Wandel's campaign accomplished one result: Men like Rogers became more
obsequious, considering George already a unit of that hallowed circle. But
George wasn't fooled. He knew very well that he wasn't.
Goodhue, however, was more friendly. Football, after all, George felt, was
quite as responsible for that as Betty Alston or Wandel; for it was the
combination of Goodhue at quarter and George at half that accounted for
the team's work against the varsity, and that beat the Yale and the Harvard
Freshmen. Such a consistent and effectual partnership couldn't help drawing
its members closer out of admiration, out of joy in success, out of a
ponderable dependence that each learned to place upon the other. That
classes?"
Bailly limped up and down, ill at ease, seeking words.
"I don't know how to advise you. I believe he'll help you delve after some
treasure, though the stains on his own hands won't be visible. Whether it's
just the treasure you want is another matter. Be inscrutable yourself. Accept
his invitations. If you can, find out what he's up to without committing
yourself. You can put it down that he isn't after you for nothing."
"But why?" George demanded.
Bailly shrugged his narrow shoulders.
"Anyway, I've told you what I could, and you'll go your own way whether
you agree or not."
George did, as a matter of fact. His curiosity carried him a number of times
to Wandel's rooms. Practically always Dalrymple sat aloof, sullenly sipping
whiskey which had no business there. He met a number of other men of the
same crowd who talked football in friendly enough fashion; and once or
twice the suave little fellow made a point of asking him for a particular day
or hour. Always Wandel would introduce him to some new man, offering
him, George felt, as a specimen to be accepted as a triumph of the Wandel
judgment. And in every fresh face George saw the question he continually
asked himself.
Wandel's campaign accomplished one result: Men like Rogers became more
obsequious, considering George already a unit of that hallowed circle. But
George wasn't fooled. He knew very well that he wasn't.
Goodhue, however, was more friendly. Football, after all, George felt, was
quite as responsible for that as Betty Alston or Wandel; for it was the
combination of Goodhue at quarter and George at half that accounted for
the team's work against the varsity, and that beat the Yale and the Harvard
Freshmen. Such a consistent and effectual partnership couldn't help drawing
its members closer out of admiration, out of joy in success, out of a
ponderable dependence that each learned to place upon the other. That
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conception survived the Freshman season. George no longer felt he had to
be careful with Goodhue. Goodhue had even found his lodgings.
"Not palatial," George explained, "because—you may not know it—I am
working my way through college."
Goodhue's voice was a trifle envious.
"I know. It must give you a fine feeling to do that."
Then Betty's vague invitation materialized in a note which mentioned a date
and the fact that Goodhue would be there. Goodhue himself suggested that
George should call at his rooms that evening so they could drive out
together. George had never been before, had not suspected that Dalrymple
lived with Goodhue. The fact, learned at the door, which bore the two cards,
disquieted him, filled him with a sense nearly premonitory.
When he had entered in response to Goodhue's call his doubt increased. The
room seemed inimical to him, yet it was a normal enough place. What did it
harbour that he was afraid of, that he was reluctant even to look for?
Goodhue was nearly ready. Dalrymple lounged on a window seat. He
glanced at George languidly.
"Will say, Morton, you did more than your share against those Crimson
Freshmen Saturday."
George nodded without answering. He had found the object the room
contained for which he had experienced a premonitory fear. On one of the
two desks stood an elaborately framed replica of the portrait he himself
possessed of Sylvia Planter. Its presence there impressed him as a wrong,
for to study and commune with that pictured face he had fancied his unique
privilege. Nor did its presence in this room seem quite honest, for Sylvia, he
was willing to swear, wasn't the type to scatter her likenesses among young
men. George had an instinct to turn on Dalrymple and demand a history of
the print, since Goodhue, he was certain, wouldn't have placed it there
without authority. After all, such authority might exist. What did he know of
Sylvia aside from her beauty, her arrogance, and her breeding? That was it.
Her breeding made the exposure of her portrait here questionable.
be careful with Goodhue. Goodhue had even found his lodgings.
"Not palatial," George explained, "because—you may not know it—I am
working my way through college."
Goodhue's voice was a trifle envious.
"I know. It must give you a fine feeling to do that."
Then Betty's vague invitation materialized in a note which mentioned a date
and the fact that Goodhue would be there. Goodhue himself suggested that
George should call at his rooms that evening so they could drive out
together. George had never been before, had not suspected that Dalrymple
lived with Goodhue. The fact, learned at the door, which bore the two cards,
disquieted him, filled him with a sense nearly premonitory.
When he had entered in response to Goodhue's call his doubt increased. The
room seemed inimical to him, yet it was a normal enough place. What did it
harbour that he was afraid of, that he was reluctant even to look for?
Goodhue was nearly ready. Dalrymple lounged on a window seat. He
glanced at George languidly.
"Will say, Morton, you did more than your share against those Crimson
Freshmen Saturday."
George nodded without answering. He had found the object the room
contained for which he had experienced a premonitory fear. On one of the
two desks stood an elaborately framed replica of the portrait he himself
possessed of Sylvia Planter. Its presence there impressed him as a wrong,
for to study and commune with that pictured face he had fancied his unique
privilege. Nor did its presence in this room seem quite honest, for Sylvia, he
was willing to swear, wasn't the type to scatter her likenesses among young
men. George had an instinct to turn on Dalrymple and demand a history of
the print, since Goodhue, he was certain, wouldn't have placed it there
without authority. After all, such authority might exist. What did he know of
Sylvia aside from her beauty, her arrogance, and her breeding? That was it.
Her breeding made the exposure of her portrait here questionable.
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"What you staring at?" Dalrymple asked, sullenly.
"Is this your desk?" George demanded.
"Yes. Why?"
George faced him abruptly.
"I was looking at that photograph."
"What for?" Dalrymple demanded, sitting up.
"Because," George answered, evenly, "it happens to be where one sees it."
Dalrymple flushed.
"Deuced pretty girl," he said with an affectation of indifference. "Of course
you don't know her."
"I have seen her," George said, shortly.
He felt that a challenge had been passed and accepted. He raised his voice.
"How about it, Goodhue?"
"Coming."
Dalrymple opened his mouth as if to speak, but Goodhue slipped into the
room, and George and he went down the stairs and climbed into Goodhue's
runabout.
"I didn't know," George said when they had started, "that you lived with
Dalrymple."
"We were put together at school, so it seemed simple to start out here."
George was glad to fancy a slight colour of apology, as if such a
companionship needed a reason.
It was a pleasant and intimate little dinner to which they drove. Mr. and
Mrs. Alston recollected meeting George at the Baillys', and they were kind
about his football. A friend of Betty's from a neighbouring house made the
sixth. George was not uncomfortable. His glass had shown him that in a
"Is this your desk?" George demanded.
"Yes. Why?"
George faced him abruptly.
"I was looking at that photograph."
"What for?" Dalrymple demanded, sitting up.
"Because," George answered, evenly, "it happens to be where one sees it."
Dalrymple flushed.
"Deuced pretty girl," he said with an affectation of indifference. "Of course
you don't know her."
"I have seen her," George said, shortly.
He felt that a challenge had been passed and accepted. He raised his voice.
"How about it, Goodhue?"
"Coming."
Dalrymple opened his mouth as if to speak, but Goodhue slipped into the
room, and George and he went down the stairs and climbed into Goodhue's
runabout.
"I didn't know," George said when they had started, "that you lived with
Dalrymple."
"We were put together at school, so it seemed simple to start out here."
George was glad to fancy a slight colour of apology, as if such a
companionship needed a reason.
It was a pleasant and intimate little dinner to which they drove. Mr. and
Mrs. Alston recollected meeting George at the Baillys', and they were kind
about his football. A friend of Betty's from a neighbouring house made the
sixth. George was not uncomfortable. His glass had shown him that in a
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dinner suit he was rather better looking than he had thought. Observation
had diminished his dread of social lapses. There flowed, however, rather too
much talk of strange worlds, which included some approaching gaieties in
New York.
"You," Betty said casually to him, "must run up to my great affair."
Her aunt, it appeared, would engineer that a short time before the holidays.
George was vague. The prospect of a ballroom was terrifying. He had
danced very little, and never with the type of women who would throng
Betty Alston's début. Yet he wanted to go.
"Betty," her mother said, dryly, "will have all the lions she can trap."
George received an unpleasant impression of having been warned. It didn't
affect him strongly, because warnings were wasted there; he was too much
the slave of a photograph and a few intolerable memories. Sylvia would
almost certainly be at that dance.
Wandel appeared after dinner.
"I tried to get Dolly to come," he said, "but he was in a most villainous
temper about something, and couldn't be budged. Don't mind saying he
missed a treat. I hired a pert little mare at Marlin's. If I can find anything in
town nearly as good I'll break the two to tandem this winter."
George's suppressed enthusiasm blazed.
"I'd like to help you. I'd give a good deal for a real fight with a horse."
He was afraid he had plunged in too fast. He met the surprise of the others
by saying he had played here and there with other people's horses; but the
conversation had drifted to a congenial topic, and it got to polo.
"Because a man was killed here once," Wandel said, "is no reason why the
game should be damned forever."
"If you young men," Mr. Alston offered, "want to get some ponies down in
the spring, or experiment with what I've got, you're welcome to play here
all you please, and it might be possible to arrange games with scrub teams
from Philadelphia and New York."
had diminished his dread of social lapses. There flowed, however, rather too
much talk of strange worlds, which included some approaching gaieties in
New York.
"You," Betty said casually to him, "must run up to my great affair."
Her aunt, it appeared, would engineer that a short time before the holidays.
George was vague. The prospect of a ballroom was terrifying. He had
danced very little, and never with the type of women who would throng
Betty Alston's début. Yet he wanted to go.
"Betty," her mother said, dryly, "will have all the lions she can trap."
George received an unpleasant impression of having been warned. It didn't
affect him strongly, because warnings were wasted there; he was too much
the slave of a photograph and a few intolerable memories. Sylvia would
almost certainly be at that dance.
Wandel appeared after dinner.
"I tried to get Dolly to come," he said, "but he was in a most villainous
temper about something, and couldn't be budged. Don't mind saying he
missed a treat. I hired a pert little mare at Marlin's. If I can find anything in
town nearly as good I'll break the two to tandem this winter."
George's suppressed enthusiasm blazed.
"I'd like to help you. I'd give a good deal for a real fight with a horse."
He was afraid he had plunged in too fast. He met the surprise of the others
by saying he had played here and there with other people's horses; but the
conversation had drifted to a congenial topic, and it got to polo.
"Because a man was killed here once," Wandel said, "is no reason why the
game should be damned forever."
"If you young men," Mr. Alston offered, "want to get some ponies down in
the spring, or experiment with what I've got, you're welcome to play here
all you please, and it might be possible to arrange games with scrub teams
from Philadelphia and New York."
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"Do you play, Mr. Morton?" Betty asked, interestedly.
"I've scrubbed around," he said, uncertainly.
She laughed.
"Then he's a master. That's what he told dear old Squibs about his football."
George wanted to get away from horses. He could score only through
action. Talking was dangerous. He was relieved when he could leave with
Goodhue and Wandel.
The runabout scurried out of Wandel's way. The pert little mare sensed a
rival in the automobile, and gave Wandel all the practice he wanted. George
smiled at the busy little man as his cart slithered from side to side of the
driveway.
"That's Spike's one weakness," Goodhue laughed as they hurried off. "He's
not a natural horseman, but he loves the beasts, so he takes his falls. By the
way, I rather think I can guess what he's up to with you."
"What?" George asked.
Goodhue shook his head.
"Learn from Spike. Anyway, I may be wrong."
Then why had Goodhue spoken at all? To put him on his guard?
"Wandel," George promised himself, "will get away with nothing as far as I
am concerned."
Yet all that night the thought of the little man made him uncomfortable.
XIV
George watched his first big varsity game the following Saturday. It was the
last of the season, against Yale. He sat with Goodhue and other members of
the Freshman eleven in an advantageous part of the stands. The moment the
blue squad, greeted by a roar, trotted on the field, he recognized Lambert
Planter's rangy figure. Lambert's reputation as a fullback had come to
"I've scrubbed around," he said, uncertainly.
She laughed.
"Then he's a master. That's what he told dear old Squibs about his football."
George wanted to get away from horses. He could score only through
action. Talking was dangerous. He was relieved when he could leave with
Goodhue and Wandel.
The runabout scurried out of Wandel's way. The pert little mare sensed a
rival in the automobile, and gave Wandel all the practice he wanted. George
smiled at the busy little man as his cart slithered from side to side of the
driveway.
"That's Spike's one weakness," Goodhue laughed as they hurried off. "He's
not a natural horseman, but he loves the beasts, so he takes his falls. By the
way, I rather think I can guess what he's up to with you."
"What?" George asked.
Goodhue shook his head.
"Learn from Spike. Anyway, I may be wrong."
Then why had Goodhue spoken at all? To put him on his guard?
"Wandel," George promised himself, "will get away with nothing as far as I
am concerned."
Yet all that night the thought of the little man made him uncomfortable.
XIV
George watched his first big varsity game the following Saturday. It was the
last of the season, against Yale. He sat with Goodhue and other members of
the Freshman eleven in an advantageous part of the stands. The moment the
blue squad, greeted by a roar, trotted on the field, he recognized Lambert
Planter's rangy figure. Lambert's reputation as a fullback had come to
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Princeton ahead of him, and it had scarcely been exaggerated. Once he had
torn through the line he gave the Princeton backs all they wanted to do. He
kicked for Yale. Defensively he was the deadliest man on the field. He,
George and Goodhue agreed, would determine the outcome. As, through
him, the balance of the contest commenced to tip, George experienced a
biting restlessness. It wasn't the prospect of the defeat of Princeton by Yale
that angered him so much as the fact that Lambert Planter would
unquestionably be the cause. George felt it unjust that rules should exist
excluding him from that bruising and muddy contest. More than anything
else just then he wanted to be on the field, stopping Planter, avoiding the
reluctance of such an issue.
"We ought to be out there, Morton," Goodhue muttered. "If nothing
happens, we will be next year."
"It's that fellow Planter," George answered. "He could be stopped."
"You could stop him," Goodhue said. "You could outkick him."
George's face was grim.
"I'm stronger than Planter," he said, simply. "I could beat him."
The varsity, however, couldn't. Lambert, during the last quarter, slipped
over the line for the deciding touchdown. The game ended in a dusky and
depressing autumn haze. George and Goodhue watched sullenly the enemy
hosts carry Planter and the other blue players about the field. Appearing as
if they had survived a disaster, they joined the crowd of men and women,
relatives and friends of the players, near the field house. The vanquished
and the substitutes had already slipped through and out of sight. The first of
the steaming Yale men appeared and threaded a path toward the steps.
Lambert, because he had been honoured most, was the last to arrive, and at
that moment out of the multitude there came into George's vision faces that
he knew, as if they had waited to detach themselves for this spectacular
advent.
He saw the most impressive one first of all, and he stood, as he had
frequently stood before her portrait, staring in a mood of wilful obstinacy. It
was only for a few moments, and she was quite some distance away. Before
he could appreciate the chance, she had withdrawn herself, after a quick,
torn through the line he gave the Princeton backs all they wanted to do. He
kicked for Yale. Defensively he was the deadliest man on the field. He,
George and Goodhue agreed, would determine the outcome. As, through
him, the balance of the contest commenced to tip, George experienced a
biting restlessness. It wasn't the prospect of the defeat of Princeton by Yale
that angered him so much as the fact that Lambert Planter would
unquestionably be the cause. George felt it unjust that rules should exist
excluding him from that bruising and muddy contest. More than anything
else just then he wanted to be on the field, stopping Planter, avoiding the
reluctance of such an issue.
"We ought to be out there, Morton," Goodhue muttered. "If nothing
happens, we will be next year."
"It's that fellow Planter," George answered. "He could be stopped."
"You could stop him," Goodhue said. "You could outkick him."
George's face was grim.
"I'm stronger than Planter," he said, simply. "I could beat him."
The varsity, however, couldn't. Lambert, during the last quarter, slipped
over the line for the deciding touchdown. The game ended in a dusky and
depressing autumn haze. George and Goodhue watched sullenly the enemy
hosts carry Planter and the other blue players about the field. Appearing as
if they had survived a disaster, they joined the crowd of men and women,
relatives and friends of the players, near the field house. The vanquished
and the substitutes had already slipped through and out of sight. The first of
the steaming Yale men appeared and threaded a path toward the steps.
Lambert, because he had been honoured most, was the last to arrive, and at
that moment out of the multitude there came into George's vision faces that
he knew, as if they had waited to detach themselves for this spectacular
advent.
He saw the most impressive one first of all, and he stood, as he had
frequently stood before her portrait, staring in a mood of wilful obstinacy. It
was only for a few moments, and she was quite some distance away. Before
he could appreciate the chance, she had withdrawn herself, after a quick,
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approving tap of her brother's shoulder, among the curious, crowding
people. George had seen her face glow with a happy pride in spite of her
effort at repression; but in the second face which he noticed there was no
emotion visible at all. The hero's mother simply nodded. Dalrymple stood
between mother and daughter, smiling inanely.
Lambert forged ahead, filthy and wet. The steam, like vapour from an
overworked animal, wavered about him. The Baillys and the Alstons pushed
close to George and Goodhue, who were in Lambert's path, pressed there
and held by the anxious people.
At sight of Betty, Lambert paused and stretched out his hand. She was,
George thought, whiter than ever.
"You'll say hello even to an Eli?"
She gave her hand quickly, the colour invading her pallor. For an instant
George thought Lambert was going to draw her closer, saw his lips twitch,
heard him say:
"Don't hold it against me, Betty."
Certainly something was understood between these two, or Lambert, at
least, believed so.
Betty freed her hand and caught at George's arm.
"Look at him," she said clearly, indicating Planter. "You're going to take
care of him next fall. You're not going to let him laugh at us again."
George managed a smile.
"I'll take care of him, Miss Alston."
Lambert's dirty face expanded.
"These are threats! And it's—George. Then we're to have a return bout next
fall. I'll look forward to it. Hello, Dick. Good-bye, Betty. Till next fall—
George."
He passed on, leaving an impression of confidence and conquest.
people. George had seen her face glow with a happy pride in spite of her
effort at repression; but in the second face which he noticed there was no
emotion visible at all. The hero's mother simply nodded. Dalrymple stood
between mother and daughter, smiling inanely.
Lambert forged ahead, filthy and wet. The steam, like vapour from an
overworked animal, wavered about him. The Baillys and the Alstons pushed
close to George and Goodhue, who were in Lambert's path, pressed there
and held by the anxious people.
At sight of Betty, Lambert paused and stretched out his hand. She was,
George thought, whiter than ever.
"You'll say hello even to an Eli?"
She gave her hand quickly, the colour invading her pallor. For an instant
George thought Lambert was going to draw her closer, saw his lips twitch,
heard him say:
"Don't hold it against me, Betty."
Certainly something was understood between these two, or Lambert, at
least, believed so.
Betty freed her hand and caught at George's arm.
"Look at him," she said clearly, indicating Planter. "You're going to take
care of him next fall. You're not going to let him laugh at us again."
George managed a smile.
"I'll take care of him, Miss Alston."
Lambert's dirty face expanded.
"These are threats! And it's—George. Then we're to have a return bout next
fall. I'll look forward to it. Hello, Dick. Good-bye, Betty. Till next fall—
George."
He passed on, leaving an impression of confidence and conquest.
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"Why," Betty said, impulsively, in George's ear, "does he speak to you that
way? Why does he call you George like that?"
For a moment he looked at her steadily, appealingly.
"It's partly my own fault," he said at last, "but it hurts."
Her voice was softer than before.
"That's wrong. You mustn't let little things hurt, George."
For the first time in his memory he felt a stinging at his eyes, the desire for
tears. He didn't misunderstand. Her use of his first name was not a
precedent. It had been balm applied to a wound that she had only been able
to see was painful. Yet, as he walked away with Goodhue, he felt as if he
had been baptized again.
XV
Wandel, quite undisturbed, joined them.
"You and Dicky," the little man said, "look as if you had come out of a bad
wreck. What's up? It's only a game."
"Of course you're right," George answered, "but you have to play some
games desperately hard if you want to win."
"Now what are you driving at, great man?" Wandel wanted to know.
"Come on, Spike," Goodhue said, irritably. "You're always looking for
double meanings."
George walked on with them, desolately aware of many factors of his life
gone awry. The game; Lambert's noticeable mockery, all the more
unbearable because of its unaffectedness; Dalrymple's adjacence to Sylvia
—these remembrances stung, the last most of all.
"Come on up, you two," Goodhue suggested as they approached the
building in which he lived, "I believe Dolly's giving tea to Sylvia Planter
and her mother."
way? Why does he call you George like that?"
For a moment he looked at her steadily, appealingly.
"It's partly my own fault," he said at last, "but it hurts."
Her voice was softer than before.
"That's wrong. You mustn't let little things hurt, George."
For the first time in his memory he felt a stinging at his eyes, the desire for
tears. He didn't misunderstand. Her use of his first name was not a
precedent. It had been balm applied to a wound that she had only been able
to see was painful. Yet, as he walked away with Goodhue, he felt as if he
had been baptized again.
XV
Wandel, quite undisturbed, joined them.
"You and Dicky," the little man said, "look as if you had come out of a bad
wreck. What's up? It's only a game."
"Of course you're right," George answered, "but you have to play some
games desperately hard if you want to win."
"Now what are you driving at, great man?" Wandel wanted to know.
"Come on, Spike," Goodhue said, irritably. "You're always looking for
double meanings."
George walked on with them, desolately aware of many factors of his life
gone awry. The game; Lambert's noticeable mockery, all the more
unbearable because of its unaffectedness; Dalrymple's adjacence to Sylvia
—these remembrances stung, the last most of all.
"Come on up, you two," Goodhue suggested as they approached the
building in which he lived, "I believe Dolly's giving tea to Sylvia Planter
and her mother."
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George wanted to see if the photograph was still there, but he couldn't risk
it. He shook his head.
"Not into the camp of the enemy?" Wandel laughed.
Of course, George told himself as he walked off, Wandel's words couldn't
possibly have held any double meaning.
He fought it out that night, sleeping scarcely at all. In the rush of his
progress here he had failed to realize how little he had really advanced
toward his ultimate goal. Lambert had offhand, perhaps unintentionally,
shown him that afternoon how wide the intervening space still stretched.
Was it because of moral cowardice that he shrank from challenging a
crossing? The answer to such a challenge might easily mean the destruction
of all he had built up, the heavy conditioning of his future which now
promised so abundantly.
He faced her picture with his eyes resolute, his jaw thrust out.
"I'll do it," he told the lifeless print. "I'll make you know me. I'll teach your
brother not to treat me as a servant who has forgotten his place."
The last, in any case, couldn't be safely put off. Lambert's manner had
already aroused Betty's interest. Had she known its cause she might not
have resented it so sweetly for George. There was no point in fretting any
more. His mind was made up to challenge at the earliest possible moment.
In furtherance of his resolution he visited his tailor the next day, and during
the evening called at the Baillys'. He came straight to the point.
"I want some dancing lessons," he said. "Do you know anybody?"
Bailly limped up, put his hands on George's shoulder, and studied him.
"Is this traceable to Wandel?"
"No. To what I told you last summer."
"He's going to Betty Alston's dance," Mrs. Bailly cried.
"If I'm asked," George admitted, "but as a general principle——"
it. He shook his head.
"Not into the camp of the enemy?" Wandel laughed.
Of course, George told himself as he walked off, Wandel's words couldn't
possibly have held any double meaning.
He fought it out that night, sleeping scarcely at all. In the rush of his
progress here he had failed to realize how little he had really advanced
toward his ultimate goal. Lambert had offhand, perhaps unintentionally,
shown him that afternoon how wide the intervening space still stretched.
Was it because of moral cowardice that he shrank from challenging a
crossing? The answer to such a challenge might easily mean the destruction
of all he had built up, the heavy conditioning of his future which now
promised so abundantly.
He faced her picture with his eyes resolute, his jaw thrust out.
"I'll do it," he told the lifeless print. "I'll make you know me. I'll teach your
brother not to treat me as a servant who has forgotten his place."
The last, in any case, couldn't be safely put off. Lambert's manner had
already aroused Betty's interest. Had she known its cause she might not
have resented it so sweetly for George. There was no point in fretting any
more. His mind was made up to challenge at the earliest possible moment.
In furtherance of his resolution he visited his tailor the next day, and during
the evening called at the Baillys'. He came straight to the point.
"I want some dancing lessons," he said. "Do you know anybody?"
Bailly limped up, put his hands on George's shoulder, and studied him.
"Is this traceable to Wandel?"
"No. To what I told you last summer."
"He's going to Betty Alston's dance," Mrs. Bailly cried.
"If I'm asked," George admitted, "but as a general principle——"
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Mrs. Bailly interrupted, assuming control.
"Move that table and the chairs," she directed the two men. "You'll keep my
husband's secret—tinkling music hidden away between grand opera
records. It will come in handy now."
George protested, but she had her own way. Bailly sat by, puffing at his
pipe, at first scornful.
"I hate to see a football player pirouetting like a clown."
But in a little while he was up, awkwardly illustrating steps, his cheeks
flushed, his cold pipe dangling from his lips.
"You dance very well as it is," Mrs. Bailly told George. "You do need a
little quieting. You must learn to remember that the ballroom isn't a gridiron
and your partner the ball."
And at the end of a fortnight she told him he was tamed and ready for the
soft and perfumed exercise of the dance floor.
He was afraid Betty wouldn't remember. Her invitation had been informal,
his response almost a refusal.
On free afternoons Goodhue and he often ran together, trying to keep in
condition, already feeling that the outcome of next year's big games would
depend on them. They trotted openly through the Alston place, hoping for a
glimpse of Betty as a break in their grind. When she saw them from the
house she would come out and chat for a time, her yellow hair straying in
the wind, her cheeks flushed from the cold. During these brief conferences
it was made clear that she had not forgotten, and that George would go up
with Goodhue and be a guest at his home the night of the dance.
George was grateful for that quality of remoteness in Goodhue which at
first had irritated him. Now he was well within Goodhue's vision, and
acceptably so; but the young man had not shown the slightest interest in his
past or his lack of the right friends before coming to Princeton. At any
moment he might.
The Goodhue house was uptown between Fifth and Madison avenues. It
was as unexpected to George as Wandel's green study had been. The size of
"Move that table and the chairs," she directed the two men. "You'll keep my
husband's secret—tinkling music hidden away between grand opera
records. It will come in handy now."
George protested, but she had her own way. Bailly sat by, puffing at his
pipe, at first scornful.
"I hate to see a football player pirouetting like a clown."
But in a little while he was up, awkwardly illustrating steps, his cheeks
flushed, his cold pipe dangling from his lips.
"You dance very well as it is," Mrs. Bailly told George. "You do need a
little quieting. You must learn to remember that the ballroom isn't a gridiron
and your partner the ball."
And at the end of a fortnight she told him he was tamed and ready for the
soft and perfumed exercise of the dance floor.
He was afraid Betty wouldn't remember. Her invitation had been informal,
his response almost a refusal.
On free afternoons Goodhue and he often ran together, trying to keep in
condition, already feeling that the outcome of next year's big games would
depend on them. They trotted openly through the Alston place, hoping for a
glimpse of Betty as a break in their grind. When she saw them from the
house she would come out and chat for a time, her yellow hair straying in
the wind, her cheeks flushed from the cold. During these brief conferences
it was made clear that she had not forgotten, and that George would go up
with Goodhue and be a guest at his home the night of the dance.
George was grateful for that quality of remoteness in Goodhue which at
first had irritated him. Now he was well within Goodhue's vision, and
acceptably so; but the young man had not shown the slightest interest in his
past or his lack of the right friends before coming to Princeton. At any
moment he might.
The Goodhue house was uptown between Fifth and Madison avenues. It
was as unexpected to George as Wandel's green study had been. The size of
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its halls and rooms, the tasteful extravagance of its decorations, the quiet,
liveried servants took his breath. It was difficult not to say something, to
withhold from his glance his admiration and his lack of habit.
There he was at last, handing his hat and coat to one who bent
obsequiously. He felt a great contempt. He told himself he was unjust, as
unjust as Sylvia, but the contempt persisted.
There were details here more compelling than anything he had seen or
fancied at Oakmont. The entire household seemed to move according to a
feudal pattern. Goodhue's father and mother welcomed George, because
their son had brought him, with a quiet assurance. Mrs. Goodhue, George
felt, might even appreciate what he was doing. That was the outstanding,
the feudal, quality of both. They had an air of unprejudiced judgment, of
removal from any selfish struggle, of being placed beyond question.
Goodhue and George dined at a club that night. They saw Wandel and
Dalrymple, the latter flushed and talking louder than he should have done in
an affected voice. They went to the theatre, and afterward drove up Fifth
Avenue to Betty's party. George was dazzled, and every moment conscious
of the effort to prevent Goodhue's noticing it. His excitement increased as
he came to the famous establishment in the large ballroom of which Betty
was waiting, and, perhaps, already, Sylvia. To an extent the approaching
culmination of his own campaign put him at ease; lifted him, as it were,
above details; left him free to face the moment of his challenge.
The lower halls were brilliant with pretty, eager faces, noisy with chatter
and laughter, a trifle heady from an infiltration of perfumes.
Wandel joined them upstairs and took George's card, returning it after a
time nearly filled.
"When you see anybody you particularly want to dance with," he advised
secretly, "just cut in without formality. The mere fact of your presence
ought to be introduction enough. You see everybody here knows, or thinks
he knows, everybody else."
George wondered why Wandel went out of his way, and in that particular
direction. Did the little man suspect? The succeeding moments brushed the
question aside.
liveried servants took his breath. It was difficult not to say something, to
withhold from his glance his admiration and his lack of habit.
There he was at last, handing his hat and coat to one who bent
obsequiously. He felt a great contempt. He told himself he was unjust, as
unjust as Sylvia, but the contempt persisted.
There were details here more compelling than anything he had seen or
fancied at Oakmont. The entire household seemed to move according to a
feudal pattern. Goodhue's father and mother welcomed George, because
their son had brought him, with a quiet assurance. Mrs. Goodhue, George
felt, might even appreciate what he was doing. That was the outstanding,
the feudal, quality of both. They had an air of unprejudiced judgment, of
removal from any selfish struggle, of being placed beyond question.
Goodhue and George dined at a club that night. They saw Wandel and
Dalrymple, the latter flushed and talking louder than he should have done in
an affected voice. They went to the theatre, and afterward drove up Fifth
Avenue to Betty's party. George was dazzled, and every moment conscious
of the effort to prevent Goodhue's noticing it. His excitement increased as
he came to the famous establishment in the large ballroom of which Betty
was waiting, and, perhaps, already, Sylvia. To an extent the approaching
culmination of his own campaign put him at ease; lifted him, as it were,
above details; left him free to face the moment of his challenge.
The lower halls were brilliant with pretty, eager faces, noisy with chatter
and laughter, a trifle heady from an infiltration of perfumes.
Wandel joined them upstairs and took George's card, returning it after a
time nearly filled.
"When you see anybody you particularly want to dance with," he advised
secretly, "just cut in without formality. The mere fact of your presence
ought to be introduction enough. You see everybody here knows, or thinks
he knows, everybody else."
George wondered why Wandel went out of his way, and in that particular
direction. Did the little man suspect? The succeeding moments brushed the
question aside.
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Betty was radiant, lovelier in her white-and-yellow fashion than George had
ever seen her. He shrank a little from their first contact, all the more
startling to him because he was so little accustomed to the ritual familiarity
of dancing. With his arm around her, with her hand in his, with her golden
hair brushing his cheek, with her lips and eyes smiling up at him, he felt
like one who steals. Why not? Didn't people win their most prized
possessions through theft of one kind or another? It was because those
pliant fingers were always at his mind that he wanted to release them,
wanted to run away from Betty since she always made him desire to tell her
the truth.
"I'm glad you could come. It isn't as bad as football, is it? Have we any
more? If I show signs of distress do cut in if you're not too busy."
He overcame his fear of collisions, avoiding other couples smoothly and
rhythmically. Dalrymple, he observed, was less successful, apologizing in a
high, excited voice. As in a haze George watched a procession of elderly
women, young girls, and men of every age, with his own tall figure and
slightly anxious face greeting him now and then from a mirror. This
repeated and often-unexpected recognition encouraged him. He was bigger
and better looking than most; in the glasses, at least, he appeared as well-
dressed. More than once he heard girls say:
"Who is that big chap with Betty Alston?"
With all his heart he wanted to ask Betty why she had been so kind to him
from the beginning, why she was so kind now. He longed to tell her how it
had affected him. She glanced up curiously. Without realizing it his grasp
had tightened. He relaxed it, wondering what had been in his mind. It was
this odd proximity to a beautiful girl who had been kind to him that had for
a moment swung him from his real purpose in coming here, the only
purpose he had. He resumed his inspection of the crowding faces. He didn't
see Lambert or Sylvia. Had he been wrong? It was incredible they shouldn't
appear.
The music stopped.
"Thanks," he said. "Three after this."
His voice was wistful.
ever seen her. He shrank a little from their first contact, all the more
startling to him because he was so little accustomed to the ritual familiarity
of dancing. With his arm around her, with her hand in his, with her golden
hair brushing his cheek, with her lips and eyes smiling up at him, he felt
like one who steals. Why not? Didn't people win their most prized
possessions through theft of one kind or another? It was because those
pliant fingers were always at his mind that he wanted to release them,
wanted to run away from Betty since she always made him desire to tell her
the truth.
"I'm glad you could come. It isn't as bad as football, is it? Have we any
more? If I show signs of distress do cut in if you're not too busy."
He overcame his fear of collisions, avoiding other couples smoothly and
rhythmically. Dalrymple, he observed, was less successful, apologizing in a
high, excited voice. As in a haze George watched a procession of elderly
women, young girls, and men of every age, with his own tall figure and
slightly anxious face greeting him now and then from a mirror. This
repeated and often-unexpected recognition encouraged him. He was bigger
and better looking than most; in the glasses, at least, he appeared as well-
dressed. More than once he heard girls say:
"Who is that big chap with Betty Alston?"
With all his heart he wanted to ask Betty why she had been so kind to him
from the beginning, why she was so kind now. He longed to tell her how it
had affected him. She glanced up curiously. Without realizing it his grasp
had tightened. He relaxed it, wondering what had been in his mind. It was
this odd proximity to a beautiful girl who had been kind to him that had for
a moment swung him from his real purpose in coming here, the only
purpose he had. He resumed his inspection of the crowding faces. He didn't
see Lambert or Sylvia. Had he been wrong? It was incredible they shouldn't
appear.
The music stopped.
"Thanks," he said. "Three after this."
His voice was wistful.
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"I did like that."
He desired to tell her that he didn't care to dance with any one else, except
Sylvia, of course.
"I enjoyed it, too. Will you take me back?"
But her partner met them on the way, and he commenced to trail his.
It was halfway through the next number that he knew he had not planned
futilely. It was like Sylvia to arrive in that fashion—a distracting element in
a settled picture, or as one beyond the general run for whom a special
welcome was a matter of course. To George's ears the orchestra played
louder, as if to call attention to her. To his eyes the dancers slackened their
pace. The chatter certainly diminished, and nearly everyone glanced toward
the door where she stood a little in advance of her mother and two men.
George was able to judge reasonably. In dress and appearance she was the
most striking woman in the room. Her dark colouring sprang at one,
demanding attention. George saw Dalrymple unevenly force a path in her
direction. He caught his breath. The dance resumed its former rhythm. In its
intricacies Sylvia was for a time lost.
Sometime later Lambert drifted in. George saw him dancing with Betty. He
also found Sylvia. He managed to direct his partner close to her a number of
times. She must have seen him, but her eyes did not waver or her colour
heighten. He wouldn't ask for an introduction. There was no point. His
imagination pictured a number of probable disasters. If he should ask her to
dance would she recognize him, and laugh, and demand, so that people
could hear, how he had forced a way into this place?
George relinquished his partner to a man who cut in. From a harbour close
to the wall he watched Sylvia, willing himself to the point of action.
"I will make her know me before I leave this dance," he said to himself.
Dalrymple had her now. His weak face was too flushed. He was more than
ever in people's way. George caught the distress in Sylvia's manner. He
remembered Wandel's advice, what Betty had asked him to do for her. He
dodged, without further reflection, across the floor, and held out his hand.
He desired to tell her that he didn't care to dance with any one else, except
Sylvia, of course.
"I enjoyed it, too. Will you take me back?"
But her partner met them on the way, and he commenced to trail his.
It was halfway through the next number that he knew he had not planned
futilely. It was like Sylvia to arrive in that fashion—a distracting element in
a settled picture, or as one beyond the general run for whom a special
welcome was a matter of course. To George's ears the orchestra played
louder, as if to call attention to her. To his eyes the dancers slackened their
pace. The chatter certainly diminished, and nearly everyone glanced toward
the door where she stood a little in advance of her mother and two men.
George was able to judge reasonably. In dress and appearance she was the
most striking woman in the room. Her dark colouring sprang at one,
demanding attention. George saw Dalrymple unevenly force a path in her
direction. He caught his breath. The dance resumed its former rhythm. In its
intricacies Sylvia was for a time lost.
Sometime later Lambert drifted in. George saw him dancing with Betty. He
also found Sylvia. He managed to direct his partner close to her a number of
times. She must have seen him, but her eyes did not waver or her colour
heighten. He wouldn't ask for an introduction. There was no point. His
imagination pictured a number of probable disasters. If he should ask her to
dance would she recognize him, and laugh, and demand, so that people
could hear, how he had forced a way into this place?
George relinquished his partner to a man who cut in. From a harbour close
to the wall he watched Sylvia, willing himself to the point of action.
"I will make her know me before I leave this dance," he said to himself.
Dalrymple had her now. His weak face was too flushed. He was more than
ever in people's way. George caught the distress in Sylvia's manner. He
remembered Wandel's advice, what Betty had asked him to do for her. He
dodged, without further reflection, across the floor, and held out his hand.
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"If I may——"
Without looking at him she accepted his hand, and they glided off, while
Dalrymple stared angrily. George scarcely noticed. There was room in his
mind for no more than this amazing and intoxicating experience. She was
so close that he could have bent his head and placed his lips on her dark
hair—closer than she had been that unforgettable day. The experience was
worthless unless she knew who he was.
"She must know," he thought.
If she did, why did she hide her knowledge behind an unfathomable
masquerade?
"That was kind of you," he heard her say. "Poor Dolly!"
She glanced up. Interrogation entered her eyes.
"I can't seem to remember——"
"I came from Princeton with Dick Goodhue," he explained. "It seemed such
a simple thing. Shouldn't I have cut in?"
He looked straight at her now. His heart seemed to stop. She had to be made
to remember.
"My name is George Morton."
She smiled.
"I've heard Betty talk of you. You're a great football player. It was very
kind. Of course it's all right."
But it wasn't. The touch of her hand became unbearable to George because
she didn't remember. He had to make her remember.
They were near the entrance. He paused and drew her apart from the
circling dancers.
"Would you mind losing a little of this?" he asked, trying to keep his voice
steady. "It may seem queer, but I have something to tell you that you ought
to know."
Without looking at him she accepted his hand, and they glided off, while
Dalrymple stared angrily. George scarcely noticed. There was room in his
mind for no more than this amazing and intoxicating experience. She was
so close that he could have bent his head and placed his lips on her dark
hair—closer than she had been that unforgettable day. The experience was
worthless unless she knew who he was.
"She must know," he thought.
If she did, why did she hide her knowledge behind an unfathomable
masquerade?
"That was kind of you," he heard her say. "Poor Dolly!"
She glanced up. Interrogation entered her eyes.
"I can't seem to remember——"
"I came from Princeton with Dick Goodhue," he explained. "It seemed such
a simple thing. Shouldn't I have cut in?"
He looked straight at her now. His heart seemed to stop. She had to be made
to remember.
"My name is George Morton."
She smiled.
"I've heard Betty talk of you. You're a great football player. It was very
kind. Of course it's all right."
But it wasn't. The touch of her hand became unbearable to George because
she didn't remember. He had to make her remember.
They were near the entrance. He paused and drew her apart from the
circling dancers.
"Would you mind losing a little of this?" he asked, trying to keep his voice
steady. "It may seem queer, but I have something to tell you that you ought
to know."
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She studied him, surprised and curious.
"I can't imagine——" she began. "What is it?"
It was only a step through the door and to an alcove with a red plush bench.
The light was soft there. No one was close enough to hear. She sat down,
laughing.
"Don't keep me in suspense."
He, too, sat down. He spoke deliberately.
"The last two times I've seen you you wouldn't remember me. Even now,
when I've told you my name, you won't."
Her surprise increased.
"It's about you! But I said Betty had——Who are you?"
He bent closer.
"If I didn't tell you you might remember later. Anyway, I wouldn't want to
fight a person whose eyes were closed."
Her lips half parted. She appeared a trifle frightened. She made a movement
as if to rise.
"Just a minute," he said, harshly.
He called on the hatred that had increased during the hours of his mental
and physical slavery, a hatred to be appeased only through his complete
mastery of her.
"It won't take much to remind you," he hurried on. "Although you talk to
me as if I were a man now, last summer I was a beast because I had the
nerve to touch you when you were thrown from your horse."
She stood up quickly, reaching out for the alcove curtain. Her contralto
voice was uneven.
"Stop! You shouldn't have said that. You shouldn't have told me."
"I can't imagine——" she began. "What is it?"
It was only a step through the door and to an alcove with a red plush bench.
The light was soft there. No one was close enough to hear. She sat down,
laughing.
"Don't keep me in suspense."
He, too, sat down. He spoke deliberately.
"The last two times I've seen you you wouldn't remember me. Even now,
when I've told you my name, you won't."
Her surprise increased.
"It's about you! But I said Betty had——Who are you?"
He bent closer.
"If I didn't tell you you might remember later. Anyway, I wouldn't want to
fight a person whose eyes were closed."
Her lips half parted. She appeared a trifle frightened. She made a movement
as if to rise.
"Just a minute," he said, harshly.
He called on the hatred that had increased during the hours of his mental
and physical slavery, a hatred to be appeased only through his complete
mastery of her.
"It won't take much to remind you," he hurried on. "Although you talk to
me as if I were a man now, last summer I was a beast because I had the
nerve to touch you when you were thrown from your horse."
She stood up quickly, reaching out for the alcove curtain. Her contralto
voice was uneven.
"Stop! You shouldn't have said that. You shouldn't have told me."
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All at once she straightened, her cheeks flaming. She started for the
ballroom. He sprang after her, whispering over her shoulder:
"Now we can start fair."
She turned and faced him.
"I don't know how you got here, but you ask for a fight, Mr. Morton——"
He smiled.
"I am Mr. Morton now. I'm getting on."
Then he knew again that sickening sensation of treacherous ground eager to
swallow him.
"Are you going to run and tell them," he asked, softly, "as you did your
father last summer?"
She crossed the threshold of the ballroom. He watched her while she
hesitated for a moment, seeking feverishly someone in the brilliant,
complacent crowd.
XVI
George watched Sylvia, fighting his instinct to call out a command that she
should keep secret forever what he had told her. It was intolerable to stand
helpless, to realize that on her sudden decision his future depended. Did she
seek her mother, or Lambert, who would understand everything at the first
word? Nevertheless, he preferred she should go to Lambert, because he
could forecast too easily the alternative—Mrs. Planter's emotionless
summoning of Betty and her mother; perhaps of Goodhue or Wandel or
Dalrymple; the brutal advertisement of just what he was to all the people he
knew, to all the people he wanted to know. That might mean the close of
Betty's friendliness, the destruction of the fine confidence that had
developed between him and Goodhue, a violent reorganization of all his
plans. He gathered strength from a warm realization that with Squibs and
Mrs. Squibs Sylvia couldn't possibly hurt him.
ballroom. He sprang after her, whispering over her shoulder:
"Now we can start fair."
She turned and faced him.
"I don't know how you got here, but you ask for a fight, Mr. Morton——"
He smiled.
"I am Mr. Morton now. I'm getting on."
Then he knew again that sickening sensation of treacherous ground eager to
swallow him.
"Are you going to run and tell them," he asked, softly, "as you did your
father last summer?"
She crossed the threshold of the ballroom. He watched her while she
hesitated for a moment, seeking feverishly someone in the brilliant,
complacent crowd.
XVI
George watched Sylvia, fighting his instinct to call out a command that she
should keep secret forever what he had told her. It was intolerable to stand
helpless, to realize that on her sudden decision his future depended. Did she
seek her mother, or Lambert, who would understand everything at the first
word? Nevertheless, he preferred she should go to Lambert, because he
could forecast too easily the alternative—Mrs. Planter's emotionless
summoning of Betty and her mother; perhaps of Goodhue or Wandel or
Dalrymple; the brutal advertisement of just what he was to all the people he
knew, to all the people he wanted to know. That might mean the close of
Betty's friendliness, the destruction of the fine confidence that had
developed between him and Goodhue, a violent reorganization of all his
plans. He gathered strength from a warm realization that with Squibs and
Mrs. Squibs Sylvia couldn't possibly hurt him.
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He became ashamed of his misgivings, aware that for nothing in the world,
even if he had the power, would he rearrange the last five minutes.
He saw her brilliant figure start forward and take an uneven course around
the edge of the room until a man caught her and swung her out among the
dancers. George turned away. He was sorry it was Wandel who had
interfered, but that would give her time to reflect; and even if she blurted it
out to Wandel, the little man might be decent enough to advise her to keep
quiet.
George wandered restlessly across the hall to the smoking-room. How long
would the music lilt on, imprisoning Sylvia in the grasp of Wandel or
another man?
He asked for a glass of water, and took it to a lounge in front of the fire.
Here he sat, listening to the rollicking music, to the softer harmonies of
feminine voices that seemed to define for him compelling and pleasurable
vistas down which he might no longer glance. When the silence came
Sylvia would go to her mother or Lambert.
"My very dear—George."
Lambert himself bent over the back of the lounge. George guessed the other
had seen him enter and had followed. All the better, even if he had come to
attack. George had things to say to Lambert, too; so he glanced about the
room and was grateful that, except for the servants, it held only some
elderly men he had never seen before, who sat at a distance, gossiping and
laughing.
"Where," Lambert asked, "will I run into you next?"
"Anywhere," George said. "Whenever we're both invited to the same place.
I didn't come without being asked, so my being here isn't funny."
Lambert walked around and sat down. All the irony had left his face. He
had an air of doubtful disapproval.
"Maybe not funny," he said, "but—odd."
George stirred. How long would the music and the laughter continue to drift
in?
even if he had the power, would he rearrange the last five minutes.
He saw her brilliant figure start forward and take an uneven course around
the edge of the room until a man caught her and swung her out among the
dancers. George turned away. He was sorry it was Wandel who had
interfered, but that would give her time to reflect; and even if she blurted it
out to Wandel, the little man might be decent enough to advise her to keep
quiet.
George wandered restlessly across the hall to the smoking-room. How long
would the music lilt on, imprisoning Sylvia in the grasp of Wandel or
another man?
He asked for a glass of water, and took it to a lounge in front of the fire.
Here he sat, listening to the rollicking music, to the softer harmonies of
feminine voices that seemed to define for him compelling and pleasurable
vistas down which he might no longer glance. When the silence came
Sylvia would go to her mother or Lambert.
"My very dear—George."
Lambert himself bent over the back of the lounge. George guessed the other
had seen him enter and had followed. All the better, even if he had come to
attack. George had things to say to Lambert, too; so he glanced about the
room and was grateful that, except for the servants, it held only some
elderly men he had never seen before, who sat at a distance, gossiping and
laughing.
"Where," Lambert asked, "will I run into you next?"
"Anywhere," George said. "Whenever we're both invited to the same place.
I didn't come without being asked, so my being here isn't funny."
Lambert walked around and sat down. All the irony had left his face. He
had an air of doubtful disapproval.
"Maybe not funny," he said, "but—odd."
George stirred. How long would the music and the laughter continue to drift
in?
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"Why?"
"You've travelled a long way," Lambert mused. "I wonder if in football
clothes men don't look too much of a pattern. I wonder if you haven't let
yourself be carried a little too far."
"Why?" George asked again.
"Princeton and football," Lambert went on, "are well enough in their way;
but when you come to a place like this and dance with those girls who don't
know, it seems scarcely fair. Of course, if they knew, and wanted you still—
that's the whole point."
"They wouldn't," George admitted, "but why should they matter if the
people that count know?"
Lambert glanced at him. Was the music's quicker measure prophetic of the
end?
"What do you mean?" Lambert asked.
"What you said last fall has worried me," George answered. "That's the
reason I came here—so that your sister would know me from Adam. She
does, and she can do what she pleases about it. It's in her hands now."
Lambert reddened.
"You've the nerve of the devil," he said, angrily. "You had no business to
speak to my sister. The whole thing had been forgotten."
George shook his head.
"You hadn't forgotten it. She told me that day that I shouldn't forget. I hadn't
forgotten it. I never will."
"I can't talk about it," Lambert said.
He looked squarely at George.
"Here's what puts your being here out of shape: You're ashamed of what
you were. Aren't you?"
"You've travelled a long way," Lambert mused. "I wonder if in football
clothes men don't look too much of a pattern. I wonder if you haven't let
yourself be carried a little too far."
"Why?" George asked again.
"Princeton and football," Lambert went on, "are well enough in their way;
but when you come to a place like this and dance with those girls who don't
know, it seems scarcely fair. Of course, if they knew, and wanted you still—
that's the whole point."
"They wouldn't," George admitted, "but why should they matter if the
people that count know?"
Lambert glanced at him. Was the music's quicker measure prophetic of the
end?
"What do you mean?" Lambert asked.
"What you said last fall has worried me," George answered. "That's the
reason I came here—so that your sister would know me from Adam. She
does, and she can do what she pleases about it. It's in her hands now."
Lambert reddened.
"You've the nerve of the devil," he said, angrily. "You had no business to
speak to my sister. The whole thing had been forgotten."
George shook his head.
"You hadn't forgotten it. She told me that day that I shouldn't forget. I hadn't
forgotten it. I never will."
"I can't talk about it," Lambert said.
He looked squarely at George.
"Here's what puts your being here out of shape: You're ashamed of what
you were. Aren't you?"
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"I've always thought," George said, "you were man enough to realize it's
only what I am and may become that counts. I wouldn't say ashamed. I'm
sorry, because it makes what I'm doing just that much harder; because you,
for instance, know about it, and might cause trouble."
Lambert made no difficulty about the implied question.
"I don't want to risk causing trouble for any one unjustly. It's up to you not
to make me. But don't bother my sister again."
"Let me get far enough," George said, "and you won't be able to make
trouble—you, or your sister, or your father."
Lambert grinned, the doubt leaving his face as if he had reached a decision.
"I wouldn't bank on father. I'd keep out of his sight."
The advice placed him, for the present, on the safe side. Sylvia's decision
remained, and just then the music crashed into a silence, broken by exigent
applause. George got up, thrusting his hands in his pockets. The orchestra
surrendered to the applause, but was Sylvia dancing now?
Voices drifted in from the hall, one high and obdurate; others better
controlled, but persistent in argument. Lambert grimaced. George sneered.
"But that's all right, because he didn't have to work for his living."
"If you don't come a cropper," Lambert said, "you'll get fed up with that sort
of thinking. Dolly's young."
Dalrymple was the first in the room, flushed, a trifle uneven in his
movements. Goodhue and Wandel followed. Goodhue smiled in a pained,
surprised way. Wandel's precise features expressed nothing.
"Why not dancing, Lambert, old Eli?" Dalrymple called jovially. "Haul
these gospel sharks off——Waiter! I say, waiter! Something bubbly, dry,
and nineteen hundred, if they're doing us that well."
The others didn't protest. They seemed to arrange themselves as a friendly
screen between Dalrymple and the elderly men. George didn't care to talk to
Dalrymple in that condition—there was too much that Dalrymple had
only what I am and may become that counts. I wouldn't say ashamed. I'm
sorry, because it makes what I'm doing just that much harder; because you,
for instance, know about it, and might cause trouble."
Lambert made no difficulty about the implied question.
"I don't want to risk causing trouble for any one unjustly. It's up to you not
to make me. But don't bother my sister again."
"Let me get far enough," George said, "and you won't be able to make
trouble—you, or your sister, or your father."
Lambert grinned, the doubt leaving his face as if he had reached a decision.
"I wouldn't bank on father. I'd keep out of his sight."
The advice placed him, for the present, on the safe side. Sylvia's decision
remained, and just then the music crashed into a silence, broken by exigent
applause. George got up, thrusting his hands in his pockets. The orchestra
surrendered to the applause, but was Sylvia dancing now?
Voices drifted in from the hall, one high and obdurate; others better
controlled, but persistent in argument. Lambert grimaced. George sneered.
"But that's all right, because he didn't have to work for his living."
"If you don't come a cropper," Lambert said, "you'll get fed up with that sort
of thinking. Dolly's young."
Dalrymple was the first in the room, flushed, a trifle uneven in his
movements. Goodhue and Wandel followed. Goodhue smiled in a pained,
surprised way. Wandel's precise features expressed nothing.
"Why not dancing, Lambert, old Eli?" Dalrymple called jovially. "Haul
these gospel sharks off——Waiter! I say, waiter! Something bubbly, dry,
and nineteen hundred, if they're doing us that well."
The others didn't protest. They seemed to arrange themselves as a friendly
screen between Dalrymple and the elderly men. George didn't care to talk to
Dalrymple in that condition—there was too much that Dalrymple had
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always wanted to say and hadn't. He started for the door, but Wandel caught
his arm.
"Wait around, very strong person," he whispered. "Dolly doesn't know it,
but he's leaving in a minute."
George shook his head, and started on. Dalrymple glanced up.
"Morton!" he said.
Goodhue took the glass from the waiter, but Dalrymple, grinning a shamed
sort of triumph and comprehension, reached out for it and sipped.
"Not bad. Great dancer, Morton. Around the end, and through the centre,
and all that——"
"Keep quiet," Goodhue warned him.
George knew that the other wouldn't. He shrank from the breaking of the
sullen truce between them. Dalrymple glanced at his cuffs, spilling a little
of the wine.
"Damned sight more useful to stick to your laundry—it's none too good."
Quite distinctly George caught Lambert's startled change of countenance
and his quick movement forward, Goodhue's angry flush, Wandel's apparent
unconcern. In that moment he measured his advance, understood all he had
got from Squibs and books, from Betty, from Goodhue, from Princeton; but,
although he easily conquered his first impulse to strike, his rage glowed the
hotter because it was confined. As he passed close he heard Lambert
whisper:
"Good man!"
But even then Wandel wouldn't let him go, and the music had stopped
again, and only the undefinable shadows of women's voices reached him.
He tried to shake off Wandel who had followed him to the hall. He couldn't
wait. He had to enter that moving, chattering crowd to find out what Sylvia
had decided.
his arm.
"Wait around, very strong person," he whispered. "Dolly doesn't know it,
but he's leaving in a minute."
George shook his head, and started on. Dalrymple glanced up.
"Morton!" he said.
Goodhue took the glass from the waiter, but Dalrymple, grinning a shamed
sort of triumph and comprehension, reached out for it and sipped.
"Not bad. Great dancer, Morton. Around the end, and through the centre,
and all that——"
"Keep quiet," Goodhue warned him.
George knew that the other wouldn't. He shrank from the breaking of the
sullen truce between them. Dalrymple glanced at his cuffs, spilling a little
of the wine.
"Damned sight more useful to stick to your laundry—it's none too good."
Quite distinctly George caught Lambert's startled change of countenance
and his quick movement forward, Goodhue's angry flush, Wandel's apparent
unconcern. In that moment he measured his advance, understood all he had
got from Squibs and books, from Betty, from Goodhue, from Princeton; but,
although he easily conquered his first impulse to strike, his rage glowed the
hotter because it was confined. As he passed close he heard Lambert
whisper:
"Good man!"
But even then Wandel wouldn't let him go, and the music had stopped
again, and only the undefinable shadows of women's voices reached him.
He tried to shake off Wandel who had followed him to the hall. He couldn't
wait. He had to enter that moving, chattering crowd to find out what Sylvia
had decided.
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"Go downstairs, great man," Wandel was whispering, "get a cab, and wait in
it at the door, so that you will be handy when I bring the infant Bacchus
out."
"I'd rather not," George said, impatiently. "Someone else will do."
"By no means. Expediency, my dear friend, and the general welfare.
Hercules for little Bacchus."
He couldn't refuse. Wandel and Goodhue, and, for that matter all of
Dalrymple's friends, those girls in there, depended on him; yet he knew it
was a bad business for him and for Dalrymple; and he wanted above all
other things to pass for a moment through that brilliant screen that moved
perpetually between him and Sylvia.
He waited in the shadows of the cab until Dalrymple and Wandel left the
building. Wandel motioned the other into the cab. Dalrymple obeyed,
willingly enough, swinging his stick, and humming off the key. Probably
Wandel's diplomacy. Wandel jumped in, called an address to the driver, and
slammed the door.
"Where are you taking him?" George asked.
For the first time Dalrymple seemed to realize who the silent man in the
shadows was.
"I'm not going on any party with Morton," he said, sullenly.
"You can go to the devil," Wandel said, pleasantly, "as long as you keep
away from decent people until you're decent yourself."
"No," George said. "He's going home or I have nothing more to do with it."
"Perhaps you're right," Wandel agreed, "but you can fancy I had to offer
him something better than that to get him out."
He tapped on the pane and gave the driver the new address. Dalrymple
started to rise.
"Won't go home—you keep your dirty hands off me, Morton. You——"
"Hercules!" softly from Wandel.
it at the door, so that you will be handy when I bring the infant Bacchus
out."
"I'd rather not," George said, impatiently. "Someone else will do."
"By no means. Expediency, my dear friend, and the general welfare.
Hercules for little Bacchus."
He couldn't refuse. Wandel and Goodhue, and, for that matter all of
Dalrymple's friends, those girls in there, depended on him; yet he knew it
was a bad business for him and for Dalrymple; and he wanted above all
other things to pass for a moment through that brilliant screen that moved
perpetually between him and Sylvia.
He waited in the shadows of the cab until Dalrymple and Wandel left the
building. Wandel motioned the other into the cab. Dalrymple obeyed,
willingly enough, swinging his stick, and humming off the key. Probably
Wandel's diplomacy. Wandel jumped in, called an address to the driver, and
slammed the door.
"Where are you taking him?" George asked.
For the first time Dalrymple seemed to realize who the silent man in the
shadows was.
"I'm not going on any party with Morton," he said, sullenly.
"You can go to the devil," Wandel said, pleasantly, "as long as you keep
away from decent people until you're decent yourself."
"No," George said. "He's going home or I have nothing more to do with it."
"Perhaps you're right," Wandel agreed, "but you can fancy I had to offer
him something better than that to get him out."
He tapped on the pane and gave the driver the new address. Dalrymple
started to rise.
"Won't go home—you keep your dirty hands off me, Morton. You——"
"Hercules!" softly from Wandel.
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George grasped Dalrymple's arms, pulled him down, held him as in a vise.
Dalrymple raved. Wandel laughed pleasantly.
"Dirty hands," flashed through George's brain. Did Dalrymple know
anything, or was it an instinctive suspicion, or merely the explosion of
helpless temper and dislike?
The ride was brief, and the block in which Dalrymple lived was,
fortunately, at that moment free of pedestrians. Wandel descended and rang
the bell. When the door was opened George relaxed his grasp. Dalrymple
tried to spring from the opposite side of the cab. George caught him, lifted
him, carried him like a child across the sidewalk, and set him down in the
twilight of a hall where a flunky gaped.
"There's your precious friend," he accused Wandel.
He returned to the cab, rubbing his hands as if they needed cleansing.
"There's no one like you, great man," Wandel said when he had come back
to the cab. "You've done Dolly and everyone he would have seen to-night a
good turn."
But George felt he had done himself a bad one. During the rest of his time
at Princeton, and afterward in New York, he would have a dangerous
enemy. Dirty hands! Trust Dalrymple to do his best to give that
qualification its real meaning. And these people! You could trust them, too,
to stand by Dalrymple against the man who had done them a good turn. It
had been rotten of Wandel to ask it, to take him away at that vital moment.
Anyway, it was done. He forgot Dalrymple in his present anxiety. The ride
seemed endless. The ascent in the elevator was a unique torture. The cloak-
room attendants had an air of utter indifference. When he could, George
plunged into the ballroom, escaping Wandel, threading the hurrying maze to
the other end of the room where earlier in the evening he had seen Sylvia's
mother sitting with Mrs. Alston. George passed close, every muscle taut.
Mrs. Planter gave no sign. Mrs. Alston reached over and tapped his arm
with her fan. He paused, holding his breath.
"Betty asked me to look for you," she said. "Where have you been? She was
afraid you had found her party tiresome. You haven't been dancing much."
Dalrymple raved. Wandel laughed pleasantly.
"Dirty hands," flashed through George's brain. Did Dalrymple know
anything, or was it an instinctive suspicion, or merely the explosion of
helpless temper and dislike?
The ride was brief, and the block in which Dalrymple lived was,
fortunately, at that moment free of pedestrians. Wandel descended and rang
the bell. When the door was opened George relaxed his grasp. Dalrymple
tried to spring from the opposite side of the cab. George caught him, lifted
him, carried him like a child across the sidewalk, and set him down in the
twilight of a hall where a flunky gaped.
"There's your precious friend," he accused Wandel.
He returned to the cab, rubbing his hands as if they needed cleansing.
"There's no one like you, great man," Wandel said when he had come back
to the cab. "You've done Dolly and everyone he would have seen to-night a
good turn."
But George felt he had done himself a bad one. During the rest of his time
at Princeton, and afterward in New York, he would have a dangerous
enemy. Dirty hands! Trust Dalrymple to do his best to give that
qualification its real meaning. And these people! You could trust them, too,
to stand by Dalrymple against the man who had done them a good turn. It
had been rotten of Wandel to ask it, to take him away at that vital moment.
Anyway, it was done. He forgot Dalrymple in his present anxiety. The ride
seemed endless. The ascent in the elevator was a unique torture. The cloak-
room attendants had an air of utter indifference. When he could, George
plunged into the ballroom, escaping Wandel, threading the hurrying maze to
the other end of the room where earlier in the evening he had seen Sylvia's
mother sitting with Mrs. Alston. George passed close, every muscle taut.
Mrs. Planter gave no sign. Mrs. Alston reached over and tapped his arm
with her fan. He paused, holding his breath.
"Betty asked me to look for you," she said. "Where have you been? She was
afraid you had found her party tiresome. You haven't been dancing much."
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He answered her politely, and walked on. He braced himself against the
wall, the strain completely broken. She hadn't told. She hadn't demanded
that her mother take her home. She hadn't said: "Betty, what kind of men do
you ask to your dances?" Why hadn't she? Again he saw his big, well-
clothed figure in a glass, and he smiled. Was it because he was already
transformed?
Here she came, dancing with Goodhue, and Goodhue seemed trying to lead
her close. George didn't understand at first that he silently asked for news of
Dalrymple. His own eyes studied Sylvia. Her face held too much colour.
She gave him back his challenge, but the contempt in her eyes broadened
his smile. He managed a reassuring nod to Goodhue, but Dalrymple, for the
time, was of no importance. Sylvia was going to fight, and not like a spoiled
child. He must have impressed her as being worthy of a real fight.
He faced the rest of the evening with new confidence. He forgot to be over-
careful with these people whose actions were unstudied. He dodged across
the floor and took Betty from Lambert Planter while Lambert raised his
eyebrows, relinquished her with pronounced reluctance, and watched
George guide her swiftly away. Maybe Lambert was right, and he ought to
tell Betty, but not now. To-night, against all his expectations, he found
himself having a good time, enjoying more than anything else this intimate
and exhilarating progress with Betty. Always he hated to give her up, but he
danced with other girls, and found they liked to dance with him because he
was big, and danced well, and was Dicky Goodhue's friend and Betty's, and
played football; but, since he couldn't very well ask Sylvia, he only really
cared to dance with Betty.
He was at Betty's table for supper. He didn't like to hear these pretty girls
laughing about Dalrymple, but then with them Dalrymple must have
exercised a good deal of restraint. It ought to be possible to make them see
the ugly side, to bare the man's instinct to go from this party to another.
Then they wouldn't laugh.
Lambert sat down for awhile.
"Where's Sylvia?" Betty asked.
Lambert shrugged his shoulders.
wall, the strain completely broken. She hadn't told. She hadn't demanded
that her mother take her home. She hadn't said: "Betty, what kind of men do
you ask to your dances?" Why hadn't she? Again he saw his big, well-
clothed figure in a glass, and he smiled. Was it because he was already
transformed?
Here she came, dancing with Goodhue, and Goodhue seemed trying to lead
her close. George didn't understand at first that he silently asked for news of
Dalrymple. His own eyes studied Sylvia. Her face held too much colour.
She gave him back his challenge, but the contempt in her eyes broadened
his smile. He managed a reassuring nod to Goodhue, but Dalrymple, for the
time, was of no importance. Sylvia was going to fight, and not like a spoiled
child. He must have impressed her as being worthy of a real fight.
He faced the rest of the evening with new confidence. He forgot to be over-
careful with these people whose actions were unstudied. He dodged across
the floor and took Betty from Lambert Planter while Lambert raised his
eyebrows, relinquished her with pronounced reluctance, and watched
George guide her swiftly away. Maybe Lambert was right, and he ought to
tell Betty, but not now. To-night, against all his expectations, he found
himself having a good time, enjoying more than anything else this intimate
and exhilarating progress with Betty. Always he hated to give her up, but he
danced with other girls, and found they liked to dance with him because he
was big, and danced well, and was Dicky Goodhue's friend and Betty's, and
played football; but, since he couldn't very well ask Sylvia, he only really
cared to dance with Betty.
He was at Betty's table for supper. He didn't like to hear these pretty girls
laughing about Dalrymple, but then with them Dalrymple must have
exercised a good deal of restraint. It ought to be possible to make them see
the ugly side, to bare the man's instinct to go from this party to another.
Then they wouldn't laugh.
Lambert sat down for awhile.
"Where's Sylvia?" Betty asked.
Lambert shrugged his shoulders.
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"It's hard enough to keep track of you, Betty. Sylvia's a sister."
George gathered that Sylvia's absence from that table had impressed them
both. He knew very well where she was, across the room, focus for as large
a gathering as Betty's, chiefly of young men, eager for her brilliancy.
Lambert went on, glancing at George his questions of the smoking-room.
It wasn't long before the dawn when George said polite things with
Goodhue and Wandel, and after their pattern. In the lower hall he noticed
that all these pleasure seekers, a while ago flushed and happy, had
undergone a devastating change. Faces were white. Gowns looked rumpled
and old. The laughter and chatter were no longer impulsive.
"The way one feels after a hard game," he thought.
Goodhue offered to take Wandel in and drop him. The little man alone
seemed as fresh and neat as at the start of the evening.
"Had a good time, great person?" he asked as they drove off. "But then why
shouldn't great men always have good times?"
Wandel's manner suggested that he had seen to George's good time. What
he had actually done was to involve him in an open hostility with
Dalrymple. The others didn't mention that youth. Was there a tactful thought
for him in their restraint?
They left Wandel at an expensive bachelor apartment house overlooking the
park. George gathered from Goodhue, as they drove on, that Wandel's
attitude toward his family was that of an old and confidential friend.
"You see Driggs always has to be his own master," he said.
XVII
Because of the restless contrast of that trip George brought back to
Princeton a new appreciation; yet beneath the outer beauty there, he knew, a
man's desires and ambitions lost none of their ugliness. He stared at Sylvia's
portrait, but it made him want the living body that he had touched, that was
going to give him a decent fight. Already he planned for other opportunities
to meet her, although with her attitude what it was he didn't see how he
George gathered that Sylvia's absence from that table had impressed them
both. He knew very well where she was, across the room, focus for as large
a gathering as Betty's, chiefly of young men, eager for her brilliancy.
Lambert went on, glancing at George his questions of the smoking-room.
It wasn't long before the dawn when George said polite things with
Goodhue and Wandel, and after their pattern. In the lower hall he noticed
that all these pleasure seekers, a while ago flushed and happy, had
undergone a devastating change. Faces were white. Gowns looked rumpled
and old. The laughter and chatter were no longer impulsive.
"The way one feels after a hard game," he thought.
Goodhue offered to take Wandel in and drop him. The little man alone
seemed as fresh and neat as at the start of the evening.
"Had a good time, great person?" he asked as they drove off. "But then why
shouldn't great men always have good times?"
Wandel's manner suggested that he had seen to George's good time. What
he had actually done was to involve him in an open hostility with
Dalrymple. The others didn't mention that youth. Was there a tactful thought
for him in their restraint?
They left Wandel at an expensive bachelor apartment house overlooking the
park. George gathered from Goodhue, as they drove on, that Wandel's
attitude toward his family was that of an old and confidential friend.
"You see Driggs always has to be his own master," he said.
XVII
Because of the restless contrast of that trip George brought back to
Princeton a new appreciation; yet beneath the outer beauty there, he knew, a
man's desires and ambitions lost none of their ugliness. He stared at Sylvia's
portrait, but it made him want the living body that he had touched, that was
going to give him a decent fight. Already he planned for other opportunities
to meet her, although with her attitude what it was he didn't see how he
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could use them to advance his cause; and always there was the possibility of
her resenting his persistence to the point of changing her mind about telling.
He had decided to avoid Dalrymple as far as possible, but that first night, as
he drowsed over a book, he heard a knock at his door, not loud, and
suggestive of reluctance and indecision. He hid the photograph and the
riding crop, and called:
"Come in!"
The door opened slowly. Dalrymple stood on the threshold, his weak face
white and perverse. George waited, watching him conquer a bitter
disinclination. He knew what was coming and how much worse it would
make matters between them.
"It seems," the tortured man said, "that I was beastly rude to you last night.
I've come to say I didn't mean it and am sorry."
"You've come," George said, quietly, "because Goodhue and Wandel have
made you, through threats, I daresay. If you hadn't meant it you wouldn't
have been rude in just that way. I'm grateful to Goodhue and Wandel, but I
won't have your apologies, because they don't mean a damn thing."
Dalrymple's face became evil. He started to back out.
"Wait a minute," George commanded. "You don't like me because I'm
working my way through college. That's what you shot at me last night
when you'd drunk enough to give you the nerve, but it's been in your mind
all along. I'd pound a little common-sense and decency into you, only I
wouldn't feel clean after doing it."
That, to an extent, broke down his severity. It sounded queer, from him. If
Lambert Planter could have heard him say that!
"Let the others think they've done us a good turn," he went on. "We have to
live in the same class without clawing each other's faces every time we
meet, but you can't pull the wool over my eyes, and I won't try to pull it
over yours. Now get out, and don't come here alone again."
He felt better and cleaner after that. When Dalrymple had gone he finished
his chapter and tumbled into bed.
her resenting his persistence to the point of changing her mind about telling.
He had decided to avoid Dalrymple as far as possible, but that first night, as
he drowsed over a book, he heard a knock at his door, not loud, and
suggestive of reluctance and indecision. He hid the photograph and the
riding crop, and called:
"Come in!"
The door opened slowly. Dalrymple stood on the threshold, his weak face
white and perverse. George waited, watching him conquer a bitter
disinclination. He knew what was coming and how much worse it would
make matters between them.
"It seems," the tortured man said, "that I was beastly rude to you last night.
I've come to say I didn't mean it and am sorry."
"You've come," George said, quietly, "because Goodhue and Wandel have
made you, through threats, I daresay. If you hadn't meant it you wouldn't
have been rude in just that way. I'm grateful to Goodhue and Wandel, but I
won't have your apologies, because they don't mean a damn thing."
Dalrymple's face became evil. He started to back out.
"Wait a minute," George commanded. "You don't like me because I'm
working my way through college. That's what you shot at me last night
when you'd drunk enough to give you the nerve, but it's been in your mind
all along. I'd pound a little common-sense and decency into you, only I
wouldn't feel clean after doing it."
That, to an extent, broke down his severity. It sounded queer, from him. If
Lambert Planter could have heard him say that!
"Let the others think they've done us a good turn," he went on. "We have to
live in the same class without clawing each other's faces every time we
meet, but you can't pull the wool over my eyes, and I won't try to pull it
over yours. Now get out, and don't come here alone again."
He felt better and cleaner after that. When Dalrymple had gone he finished
his chapter and tumbled into bed.
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XVIII
George was glad of the laundry, indeed, as the holidays approached. It gave
him a sound excuse for not dashing joyously from Princeton with the rest,
but it didn't cure the depression with which he saw the college empty. He
wandered about a campus as deserted as a city swept by pestilence, asking
himself what he would have done if his father and mother hadn't exiled him
as thoroughly as Old Planter had. There was no point thinking about that; it
wasn't even a question. He took long walks or stayed in his room, reading,
and once or twice answering regretfully invitations that had sprung from
encounters at Betty's party. It was nice to have them, but of course he
couldn't go to such affairs alone just yet. Besides, he didn't have the money.
Squibs Bailly limped all the way up his stairs one day, scolding him for
sulking in his tent.
"I only heard last night that you were in town. I'm not psychic. Why haven't
you been around?"
"I didn't want to bother——"
Bailly interrupted him.
"I'm afraid I didn't appreciate you went quite so much alone."
"Altogether alone," George said. "But I don't want anybody to feel sorry for
me because of that. It has some advantages."
"You're too young to say such things," Bailly said.
He made George go to the Dickinson Street house for Christmas dinner.
There was no other guest. The rooms were bright with holly, and a very
small but dazzling Christmas tree stood in a corner, bearing a gift for him.
Mrs. Bailly, as he entered, touched his cheek with her lips and welcomed
him by his first name. She created for him an illusion that made him choke
a trifle. She made him feel as if he had come home.
"And," he thought, "Squibs and she know."
George was glad of the laundry, indeed, as the holidays approached. It gave
him a sound excuse for not dashing joyously from Princeton with the rest,
but it didn't cure the depression with which he saw the college empty. He
wandered about a campus as deserted as a city swept by pestilence, asking
himself what he would have done if his father and mother hadn't exiled him
as thoroughly as Old Planter had. There was no point thinking about that; it
wasn't even a question. He took long walks or stayed in his room, reading,
and once or twice answering regretfully invitations that had sprung from
encounters at Betty's party. It was nice to have them, but of course he
couldn't go to such affairs alone just yet. Besides, he didn't have the money.
Squibs Bailly limped all the way up his stairs one day, scolding him for
sulking in his tent.
"I only heard last night that you were in town. I'm not psychic. Why haven't
you been around?"
"I didn't want to bother——"
Bailly interrupted him.
"I'm afraid I didn't appreciate you went quite so much alone."
"Altogether alone," George said. "But I don't want anybody to feel sorry for
me because of that. It has some advantages."
"You're too young to say such things," Bailly said.
He made George go to the Dickinson Street house for Christmas dinner.
There was no other guest. The rooms were bright with holly, and a very
small but dazzling Christmas tree stood in a corner, bearing a gift for him.
Mrs. Bailly, as he entered, touched his cheek with her lips and welcomed
him by his first name. She created for him an illusion that made him choke
a trifle. She made him feel as if he had come home.
"And," he thought, "Squibs and she know."
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He wondered if it was that knowledge that made Squibs go into his social
views one evening when he sat with him in the study. It was then that
George realized he had no such views apart from his own case. Vaguely he
knew that somewhere outside of Princeton strikes multiplied these days,
that poor people complained of the cost of food and housing, that
communistic propaganda was talked with an increasing freedom, that now
and then a bomb burst, destroying more often than not the people it was
designed to help. He saw that Squibs sought to interest him, and he gave a
close attention while the tutor elaborated his slight knowledge of the
growing unrest.
"But it's all so far away, sir," he said. "I've so much of more importance to
me to bother about right here."
Bailly relighted his pipe.
"The happy, limited vision of youth!" he sighed. "You'll be through your a,
b, c's before you know it. Are you going to face such big issues without any
forethought?"
He smoked for a few moments, then commenced to speak doubtfully.
"And in another sense it isn't as far away as you think. It all goes on in
petto, right here in undergraduate Princeton. The views a man takes away
from college should be applicable to the conditions he meets outside."
"I don't quite see what you mean, sir."
Why was Bailly going at it so carefully?
"I mean," Bailly said, "that here you have your poor men, your earnest men,
and your lords of the land. I mean there is no real community of interest
here. I mean you've made friends because you're bigger and better looking
than most, and play football like a demon. You haven't made any friends
simply because you are poor and earnest. And the poor students suffer from
the cost of things, and the rich men don't know and don't care. And the poor
men, and the men without family or a good school behind them, who
haven't football or some outstanding usefulness, are as submerged as the
workers in a mine. Prospect Street is Fifth Avenue or Park Lane, and the
men who can't get in the clubs, because of poverty or lack of prominence,
views one evening when he sat with him in the study. It was then that
George realized he had no such views apart from his own case. Vaguely he
knew that somewhere outside of Princeton strikes multiplied these days,
that poor people complained of the cost of food and housing, that
communistic propaganda was talked with an increasing freedom, that now
and then a bomb burst, destroying more often than not the people it was
designed to help. He saw that Squibs sought to interest him, and he gave a
close attention while the tutor elaborated his slight knowledge of the
growing unrest.
"But it's all so far away, sir," he said. "I've so much of more importance to
me to bother about right here."
Bailly relighted his pipe.
"The happy, limited vision of youth!" he sighed. "You'll be through your a,
b, c's before you know it. Are you going to face such big issues without any
forethought?"
He smoked for a few moments, then commenced to speak doubtfully.
"And in another sense it isn't as far away as you think. It all goes on in
petto, right here in undergraduate Princeton. The views a man takes away
from college should be applicable to the conditions he meets outside."
"I don't quite see what you mean, sir."
Why was Bailly going at it so carefully?
"I mean," Bailly said, "that here you have your poor men, your earnest men,
and your lords of the land. I mean there is no real community of interest
here. I mean you've made friends because you're bigger and better looking
than most, and play football like a demon. You haven't made any friends
simply because you are poor and earnest. And the poor students suffer from
the cost of things, and the rich men don't know and don't care. And the poor
men, and the men without family or a good school behind them, who
haven't football or some outstanding usefulness, are as submerged as the
workers in a mine. Prospect Street is Fifth Avenue or Park Lane, and the
men who can't get in the clubs, because of poverty or lack of prominence,
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remind me of the ragged ones who cling to the railings, peering through at
plenty with evil in their hearts."
"You're advocating communism, sir?"
Bailly shook his head.
"I'm advocating nothing. I'm trying to find out what you advocate."
"I can't help feeling," George said, stubbornly, "that a man has to look after
himself."
And as he walked home he confessed freely enough in his own mind:
"I'm advocating George Morton. How can Squibs expect me to bother with
any one else when I have so far to go?"
plenty with evil in their hearts."
"You're advocating communism, sir?"
Bailly shook his head.
"I'm advocating nothing. I'm trying to find out what you advocate."
"I can't help feeling," George said, stubbornly, "that a man has to look after
himself."
And as he walked home he confessed freely enough in his own mind:
"I'm advocating George Morton. How can Squibs expect me to bother with
any one else when I have so far to go?"
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XIX
He thrust Squibs' uncomfortable prods from his brain. He applied himself to
his books—useful books. Education and culture were more important to
him than the physical reactions of overworked labour or the mental
processes of men who advocated violence. Such distracting questions,
however, were uncomfortably in the air. Allen, one of the poor men against
whom the careful Rogers had warned him long ago, called on him one cold
night. The manner of his address made George wonder if Squibs had been
talking to him, too.
"Would like a few minutes' chat, Morton. No one worth while's in
Princeton. It won't queer you to have me in your room."
No, George decided. That was an opening one might expect from Allen.
The man projected an appreciable power from his big, bony figure; his
angular face. George had heard vaguely that he had worked in a factory,
preparing himself for college. He knew from his own observation that Allen
wasn't above waiting at commons, and he had seen the lesser men turn to
him as a leader.
"Sit down," George said, "and don't talk like an ass. You can't queer me.
What do you want me to do—offer to walk to classes with my arm over
your shoulder? There's too much of that sensitive talk going around."
"You're a plain speaker," Allen said. "So am I. You'll admit you've seen a lot
more of the pretty crowd than you have of me and my friends. I thought it
might be useful to ask you why."
"Because," George answered, "I'm in college to get everything I can. You
and your crowd don't happen to have the stuff I want."
Allen fingered a book nervously.
"I came," he said, "to see if I couldn't persuade you that we have."
"I'm listening," George said, indifferently.
He thrust Squibs' uncomfortable prods from his brain. He applied himself to
his books—useful books. Education and culture were more important to
him than the physical reactions of overworked labour or the mental
processes of men who advocated violence. Such distracting questions,
however, were uncomfortably in the air. Allen, one of the poor men against
whom the careful Rogers had warned him long ago, called on him one cold
night. The manner of his address made George wonder if Squibs had been
talking to him, too.
"Would like a few minutes' chat, Morton. No one worth while's in
Princeton. It won't queer you to have me in your room."
No, George decided. That was an opening one might expect from Allen.
The man projected an appreciable power from his big, bony figure; his
angular face. George had heard vaguely that he had worked in a factory,
preparing himself for college. He knew from his own observation that Allen
wasn't above waiting at commons, and he had seen the lesser men turn to
him as a leader.
"Sit down," George said, "and don't talk like an ass. You can't queer me.
What do you want me to do—offer to walk to classes with my arm over
your shoulder? There's too much of that sensitive talk going around."
"You're a plain speaker," Allen said. "So am I. You'll admit you've seen a lot
more of the pretty crowd than you have of me and my friends. I thought it
might be useful to ask you why."
"Because," George answered, "I'm in college to get everything I can. You
and your crowd don't happen to have the stuff I want."
Allen fingered a book nervously.
"I came," he said, "to see if I couldn't persuade you that we have."
"I'm listening," George said, indifferently.
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"Right on the table!" Allen answered, quickly. "You're the biggest poor man
in the class. You're logically the poor men's Moses. They admire you.
You've always been talked of in terms of the varsity. Everybody knows
you're Princeton's best football player. The poor men would do anything for
you. What will you do for them?"
"I won't have you split the class that way," George cried.
"Every class," Allen said, "is split along that line, only this class is going to
let the split be seen. You work your way through college, but you run with a
rich crowd, led by the hand of Driggs Wandel."
So even Allen had noticed that and had become curious.
"Wandel," Allen went on, "will use you to hurt us—the poor men; and when
he's had what he wants of you he'll send you back to the muck heap."
George shook his head, smiling.
"No, because you've said yourself that whatever power I have comes from
football and not from an empty pocket-book."
"Use all the power you have," Allen urged. "Come in with us. Help the poor
men, and we'll know how to reward you."
"You're already thinking of Sophomore elections?" George asked. "I don't
care particularly for office."
Allen's face reddened with anger.
"I'm thinking of the clubs first. What I said when I came in is true. The
selfish men intriguing for Prospect Street don't dare be friendly with the
poor men; afraid it might hurt their chances to be seen with a poler. By God,
that's vicious! It denies us the companionship we've come to college to find.
We want all the help we can get here. The clubs are a hideous hindrance.
Promise me you'll keep away from the clubs."
George laughed.
"I haven't made up my mind about the clubs," he said. "They have bad
features, but there's good in them. The club Goodhue joins will be the best
in the class. You're logically the poor men's Moses. They admire you.
You've always been talked of in terms of the varsity. Everybody knows
you're Princeton's best football player. The poor men would do anything for
you. What will you do for them?"
"I won't have you split the class that way," George cried.
"Every class," Allen said, "is split along that line, only this class is going to
let the split be seen. You work your way through college, but you run with a
rich crowd, led by the hand of Driggs Wandel."
So even Allen had noticed that and had become curious.
"Wandel," Allen went on, "will use you to hurt us—the poor men; and when
he's had what he wants of you he'll send you back to the muck heap."
George shook his head, smiling.
"No, because you've said yourself that whatever power I have comes from
football and not from an empty pocket-book."
"Use all the power you have," Allen urged. "Come in with us. Help the poor
men, and we'll know how to reward you."
"You're already thinking of Sophomore elections?" George asked. "I don't
care particularly for office."
Allen's face reddened with anger.
"I'm thinking of the clubs first. What I said when I came in is true. The
selfish men intriguing for Prospect Street don't dare be friendly with the
poor men; afraid it might hurt their chances to be seen with a poler. By God,
that's vicious! It denies us the companionship we've come to college to find.
We want all the help we can get here. The clubs are a hideous hindrance.
Promise me you'll keep away from the clubs."
George laughed.
"I haven't made up my mind about the clubs," he said. "They have bad
features, but there's good in them. The club Goodhue joins will be the best
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club of our time in college. Suppose you knew you could get an election to
that; would you turn it down?"
The angular face became momentarily distorted.
"I won't consider an impossible situation. Anyway, I couldn't afford it.
That's another bad feature. If you want, I'll say no, a thousand times no."
"I wouldn't trust you," George laughed, "but you know you haven't a
chance. So you want to smash the thing you can't get in. I call that vicious.
And let me tell you, Allen. You may reform things out of existence, but you
can't destroy them with a bomb. Squibs Bailly will tell you that."
"You think you'll make a good club," Allen said.
"I'll tell you what I think," George answered, quite unruffled, "when I make
up my mind to stand for or against the clubs. Squibs says half the evils in
the world come from precipitancy. You're precipitate. Thrash it out
carefully, as I'm doing."
He wondered if he had convinced Allen, knowing very well that his own
attitude would be determined by the outcome of the chance he had to enter
Goodhue's club.
"We've got to make up our minds now," Allen said. "Promise me that you'll
keep out of the clubs and I'll make you the leader of the class. You're in a
position to bring the poor men to the top for once."
George didn't want to break with Allen. The man did control a large section
of the class, so he sent him away amicably enough, merely repeating that he
hadn't made up his mind; and ending with:
"But I won't be controlled by any faction."
Allen left, threatening to talk with him again.
George didn't sleep well that night. Squibs and Allen had made him
uncomfortable. Finally he cleared his mind with the reflection that his
private attitude was determined. No matter whom it hurt he was going to be
one of the fortunates with a whip in his hand; but he, above most people,
that; would you turn it down?"
The angular face became momentarily distorted.
"I won't consider an impossible situation. Anyway, I couldn't afford it.
That's another bad feature. If you want, I'll say no, a thousand times no."
"I wouldn't trust you," George laughed, "but you know you haven't a
chance. So you want to smash the thing you can't get in. I call that vicious.
And let me tell you, Allen. You may reform things out of existence, but you
can't destroy them with a bomb. Squibs Bailly will tell you that."
"You think you'll make a good club," Allen said.
"I'll tell you what I think," George answered, quite unruffled, "when I make
up my mind to stand for or against the clubs. Squibs says half the evils in
the world come from precipitancy. You're precipitate. Thrash it out
carefully, as I'm doing."
He wondered if he had convinced Allen, knowing very well that his own
attitude would be determined by the outcome of the chance he had to enter
Goodhue's club.
"We've got to make up our minds now," Allen said. "Promise me that you'll
keep out of the clubs and I'll make you the leader of the class. You're in a
position to bring the poor men to the top for once."
George didn't want to break with Allen. The man did control a large section
of the class, so he sent him away amicably enough, merely repeating that he
hadn't made up his mind; and ending with:
"But I won't be controlled by any faction."
Allen left, threatening to talk with him again.
George didn't sleep well that night. Squibs and Allen had made him
uncomfortable. Finally he cleared his mind with the reflection that his
private attitude was determined. No matter whom it hurt he was going to be
one of the fortunates with a whip in his hand; but he, above most people,
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could understand the impulses of men like Allen, and the restless ones in
the world, who didn't hold a whip, and so desired feverishly to spring.
XX
The cold weather placed a smooth black floor on Lake Carnegie. George
went down one evening with the Baillys. They brought Betty Alston, who
was just home from New York and had dined with them. A round moon
smiled above the row of solemn and vigilant poplars along the canal bank.
The shadows of the trees made you catch your breath as if on the edge of
perilous pitfalls.
Going down through the woods they passed Allen. Even in that yellow-
splashed darkness George recognized the bony figure.
"Been skating?" he called.
"Hello, Morton! No, I don't skate."
"Then," George laughed, "why don't you smash the ice?"
Allen laughed back mirthlessly, but didn't answer; and, as they went on,
Betty wanted to know what it was all about. George told her of Allen's visit.
"But congenial people," she said, "will always gather together. It would be
dreadful to have one's friends arbitrarily chosen. You'll go to a club with
your friends."
"But Allen says the poor men can't afford it," he answered. "I'm one of the
poor men."
"You'll always find a way to do what you want," she said, confidently.
But when they were on the lake the question of affording the things one
wanted slipped between them again.
George had a fancy that Mrs. Bailly guided her awkward husband away
from Betty and him. Why? At least it was pleasant to be alone with Betty,
gliding along near the bank, sometimes clasping hands at a half-seen,
doubtful stretch. Betty spoke of it.
the world, who didn't hold a whip, and so desired feverishly to spring.
XX
The cold weather placed a smooth black floor on Lake Carnegie. George
went down one evening with the Baillys. They brought Betty Alston, who
was just home from New York and had dined with them. A round moon
smiled above the row of solemn and vigilant poplars along the canal bank.
The shadows of the trees made you catch your breath as if on the edge of
perilous pitfalls.
Going down through the woods they passed Allen. Even in that yellow-
splashed darkness George recognized the bony figure.
"Been skating?" he called.
"Hello, Morton! No, I don't skate."
"Then," George laughed, "why don't you smash the ice?"
Allen laughed back mirthlessly, but didn't answer; and, as they went on,
Betty wanted to know what it was all about. George told her of Allen's visit.
"But congenial people," she said, "will always gather together. It would be
dreadful to have one's friends arbitrarily chosen. You'll go to a club with
your friends."
"But Allen says the poor men can't afford it," he answered. "I'm one of the
poor men."
"You'll always find a way to do what you want," she said, confidently.
But when they were on the lake the question of affording the things one
wanted slipped between them again.
George had a fancy that Mrs. Bailly guided her awkward husband away
from Betty and him. Why? At least it was pleasant to be alone with Betty,
gliding along near the bank, sometimes clasping hands at a half-seen,
doubtful stretch. Betty spoke of it.
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"Where are my guardians?"
"Let's go a little farther," he urged. "We'll find them easily enough."
It didn't worry her much.
"Why did you come back so soon?" she asked.
He hesitated. He had hoped to avoid such questions.
"I haven't been away."
She glanced up, surprised.
"You mean you've been in Princeton through the holiday?"
"Yes, I feel I ought to go easy with what little I have."
"I knew you were working your way through," she said, "but I never
guessed it meant as much denial as that."
"Don't worry," he laughed, "I'll make money next summer."
"I wish I'd known. And none of your friends thought!"
"Why should they? They're mostly too rich."
"That's wrong."
"Are you driving me into Allen's camp?" he asked. "You can't; for I expect
to be rich myself, some day. Any man can, if he goes about it in the right
way. Maybe Allen doubts his power, and that's the reason he's against
money and the pleasant things it buys. Does it make any difference to you,
my being poor for a time?"
"Why should it?" she asked, warmly.
"Allen," he said, "couldn't understand your skating with me."
Why not tell Betty the rest in this frozen and romantic solitude they shared?
He decided not. He had risked enough for the present. When she turned
around he didn't try to hold her, skating swiftly back at her side, aware of a
"Let's go a little farther," he urged. "We'll find them easily enough."
It didn't worry her much.
"Why did you come back so soon?" she asked.
He hesitated. He had hoped to avoid such questions.
"I haven't been away."
She glanced up, surprised.
"You mean you've been in Princeton through the holiday?"
"Yes, I feel I ought to go easy with what little I have."
"I knew you were working your way through," she said, "but I never
guessed it meant as much denial as that."
"Don't worry," he laughed, "I'll make money next summer."
"I wish I'd known. And none of your friends thought!"
"Why should they? They're mostly too rich."
"That's wrong."
"Are you driving me into Allen's camp?" he asked. "You can't; for I expect
to be rich myself, some day. Any man can, if he goes about it in the right
way. Maybe Allen doubts his power, and that's the reason he's against
money and the pleasant things it buys. Does it make any difference to you,
my being poor for a time?"
"Why should it?" she asked, warmly.
"Allen," he said, "couldn't understand your skating with me."
Why not tell Betty the rest in this frozen and romantic solitude they shared?
He decided not. He had risked enough for the present. When she turned
around he didn't try to hold her, skating swiftly back at her side, aware of a
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danger in such solitude; charging himself with a scarcely definable
disloyalty to his conception of Sylvia.
XXI
He fancied Betty desired to make up for her thoughtlessness during the
holidays when she asked him for dinner on a Saturday night. With that
dinner, no matter what others might think of his lack of money and
background, she had put herself on record, for it was a large, formal party
sprinkled with people from New York, and drawing from the University
only the kind of men Allen was out to fight. Wandel, George thought, rather
disapproved of his being there, but as a result, he made two trips to parties
in New York during the winter. Both were failures, for he didn't meet
Sylvia, yet he heard of her always as a dazzling success.
He answered Dalrymple's cold politeness with an irritating indifference. In
the spring, however, he detected a radical alteration in Dalrymple's manner.
By that time, the scheme discussed carelessly at the Alstons' in the fall had
been worked out. On good afternoons, when their work allowed, a few men,
all friends of the Alstons, drove out, and, with passable ponies, played
practice matches at polo on the field Mr. Alston had had arranged. The
neighbours fell into a habit of concentrating there, and George was thrown
into intimate contact with them, seeing other gates open rather eagerly
before him, for he hadn't miscalculated his ability to impress with horses.
When Mr. Alston had first asked him he had accepted gladly. Because of his
long habit in the saddle and his accuracy of eye he played better from the
start than these other novices. As in football, he teamed well with Goodhue.
"Goodhue to Morton," Wandel complained, "or Morton to Goodhue. What
chance has a mere duffer like me against such a very distinguished
combination?"
It was during these games that Goodhue fell into the practice of shouting
George's first name across the field, and when George became convinced
that such familiarity was not chance, but an expression of a deepening
friendship, he responded unaffectedly. It was inevitable the others should
adopt Goodhue's example. Even Dalrymple did, and George asked himself
disloyalty to his conception of Sylvia.
XXI
He fancied Betty desired to make up for her thoughtlessness during the
holidays when she asked him for dinner on a Saturday night. With that
dinner, no matter what others might think of his lack of money and
background, she had put herself on record, for it was a large, formal party
sprinkled with people from New York, and drawing from the University
only the kind of men Allen was out to fight. Wandel, George thought, rather
disapproved of his being there, but as a result, he made two trips to parties
in New York during the winter. Both were failures, for he didn't meet
Sylvia, yet he heard of her always as a dazzling success.
He answered Dalrymple's cold politeness with an irritating indifference. In
the spring, however, he detected a radical alteration in Dalrymple's manner.
By that time, the scheme discussed carelessly at the Alstons' in the fall had
been worked out. On good afternoons, when their work allowed, a few men,
all friends of the Alstons, drove out, and, with passable ponies, played
practice matches at polo on the field Mr. Alston had had arranged. The
neighbours fell into a habit of concentrating there, and George was thrown
into intimate contact with them, seeing other gates open rather eagerly
before him, for he hadn't miscalculated his ability to impress with horses.
When Mr. Alston had first asked him he had accepted gladly. Because of his
long habit in the saddle and his accuracy of eye he played better from the
start than these other novices. As in football, he teamed well with Goodhue.
"Goodhue to Morton," Wandel complained, "or Morton to Goodhue. What
chance has a mere duffer like me against such a very distinguished
combination?"
It was during these games that Goodhue fell into the practice of shouting
George's first name across the field, and when George became convinced
that such familiarity was not chance, but an expression of a deepening
friendship, he responded unaffectedly. It was inevitable the others should
adopt Goodhue's example. Even Dalrymple did, and George asked himself
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why the man was trying to appear friendly, for he knew that in his heart
Dalrymple had not altered.
It filled George with a warm and formless pleasure to hear Betty using his
Christian name, to realize that a precedent had this time been established;
yet it required an effort, filled him with a great confusion, to call her
familiarly "Betty" for the first time.
He chatted with her at the edge of the field while grooms led the ponies up
and down.
"What are your plans for the summer?" she asked.
"I don't quite know what will happen."
"We," she said, "will be in Maine. Can't you run up in August? Dicky
Goodhue's coming then."
He looked at her. He tried to hide his hunger for the companionship, the
relaxation such a visit would give. He glanced away.
"I wish I could. Have you forgotten I'm to make money? I've got to try to do
that this summer, Betty."
There, it was out. Colour stole into her white cheeks.
"I'm sorry," she said.
He had another reason for refusing. He was growing afraid of Betty. He was
conscious of an increasing effort to drive her memory from the little room
where Sylvia's portrait watched. It was, he told himself, because he didn't
see Sylvia oftener, couldn't feel his heart respond to the exciting enmity in
her brilliant eyes.
Goodhue and Dalrymple, it developed, were parting, amicably enough as
far as any one knew.
"Dolly thinks he'll room alone next year," was Goodhue's explanation.
Dalrymple explained nothing.
Driving back to town one afternoon Goodhue proposed to George that he
replace Dalrymple.
Dalrymple had not altered.
It filled George with a warm and formless pleasure to hear Betty using his
Christian name, to realize that a precedent had this time been established;
yet it required an effort, filled him with a great confusion, to call her
familiarly "Betty" for the first time.
He chatted with her at the edge of the field while grooms led the ponies up
and down.
"What are your plans for the summer?" she asked.
"I don't quite know what will happen."
"We," she said, "will be in Maine. Can't you run up in August? Dicky
Goodhue's coming then."
He looked at her. He tried to hide his hunger for the companionship, the
relaxation such a visit would give. He glanced away.
"I wish I could. Have you forgotten I'm to make money? I've got to try to do
that this summer, Betty."
There, it was out. Colour stole into her white cheeks.
"I'm sorry," she said.
He had another reason for refusing. He was growing afraid of Betty. He was
conscious of an increasing effort to drive her memory from the little room
where Sylvia's portrait watched. It was, he told himself, because he didn't
see Sylvia oftener, couldn't feel his heart respond to the exciting enmity in
her brilliant eyes.
Goodhue and Dalrymple, it developed, were parting, amicably enough as
far as any one knew.
"Dolly thinks he'll room alone next year," was Goodhue's explanation.
Dalrymple explained nothing.
Driving back to town one afternoon Goodhue proposed to George that he
replace Dalrymple.
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"Campus rooms," he said, "aren't as expensive as most in town."
He mentioned a figure. George thought rapidly. What an opportunity! And
aside from what Goodhue could do for him, he was genuinely fond of the
man. George craved absolute independence, and he knew Goodhue would
give him all of that he asked for.
"I'd like to," he said.
Goodhue smiled.
"That's splendid. I think we'll manage together."
Wandel frowned at the news. So did Allen. Allen came frequently now to
talk his college socialism. George listened patiently, always answering:
"I've made up my mind to nothing, except that I'll take my friends where I
find them, high or low. But I'm not against you, Allen."
Yet George was uneasy, knowing the moment for making up his mind
wouldn't be long delayed. He understood very well that already some men
knew to what club they'd go more than a year later. Secretly, perhaps
illegally, the sections for the clubs were forming in his class. Small groups
were quietly organizing under the guidance of the upper classes. During
Sophomore year these small groups would elect other men to the limit of
full membership. It was perfectly clear that unless he went in ahead of
Dalrymple his chances of making the club he wanted were worthless. As a
result of his talks with Allen, moreover, he felt that Wandel didn't want him.
If Wandel could persuade Goodhue that George could serve the interests of
the fortunates best from the outside the issue would be settled.
"But I won't be used that way," George decided. "I'm out for myself."
Along that straight line he had made his plans for the summer. Somehow he
was going to study the methods of the greatest financial market in the
country, so that later he could apply them serviceably to his own fortune.
Bailly had other ideas. One night while they lounged on the front campus
listening to senior singing the long tutor suggested that he take up some
form of manual labour.
He mentioned a figure. George thought rapidly. What an opportunity! And
aside from what Goodhue could do for him, he was genuinely fond of the
man. George craved absolute independence, and he knew Goodhue would
give him all of that he asked for.
"I'd like to," he said.
Goodhue smiled.
"That's splendid. I think we'll manage together."
Wandel frowned at the news. So did Allen. Allen came frequently now to
talk his college socialism. George listened patiently, always answering:
"I've made up my mind to nothing, except that I'll take my friends where I
find them, high or low. But I'm not against you, Allen."
Yet George was uneasy, knowing the moment for making up his mind
wouldn't be long delayed. He understood very well that already some men
knew to what club they'd go more than a year later. Secretly, perhaps
illegally, the sections for the clubs were forming in his class. Small groups
were quietly organizing under the guidance of the upper classes. During
Sophomore year these small groups would elect other men to the limit of
full membership. It was perfectly clear that unless he went in ahead of
Dalrymple his chances of making the club he wanted were worthless. As a
result of his talks with Allen, moreover, he felt that Wandel didn't want him.
If Wandel could persuade Goodhue that George could serve the interests of
the fortunates best from the outside the issue would be settled.
"But I won't be used that way," George decided. "I'm out for myself."
Along that straight line he had made his plans for the summer. Somehow he
was going to study the methods of the greatest financial market in the
country, so that later he could apply them serviceably to his own fortune.
Bailly had other ideas. One night while they lounged on the front campus
listening to senior singing the long tutor suggested that he take up some
form of manual labour.
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"It would keep you in good condition," he said, "and it might broaden your
vision by disclosing the aims and the dissatisfactions of those who live by
the sweat of their brows."
George frowned.
"I know enough of that already. I've been a labourer myself. I haven't the
time, sir."
Bailly probably knew that he was dealing with a point of view far more
determined and mature than that of the average undergraduate. He didn't
argue, but George felt the need of an apology.
"I've got to learn how to make money," he said.
"Money isn't everything," Bailly sighed.
"I've started after certain things," George justified himself. "Money's one of
them. I'll work for next to nothing this summer if I have to. I'll be a runner,
the man who sweeps out the office, anything that will give me a chance to
watch and study Wall Street. I'm sorry if you don't approve, sir."
"I didn't say that," Bailly answered, "but the fact was sufficiently clear."
Yet George knew perfectly well a few days later that it was Bailly who had
spoken about his ambition to Mr. Alston.
"Blodgett, I fancy," Mr. Alston said, "will offer you some small start."
He handed George a letter addressed to one Josiah Blodgett, of the firm of
Blodgett and Sinclair.
"Good luck, and good-bye until next fall."
"If you do change your mind——If you can manage it——" Betty said.
So George, two or three days before commencement, left Princeton for Wall
Street, and presented his letter.
The offices of Blodgett and Sinclair were gorgeous and extensive, raw with
marble, and shining with mahogany. They suggested a hotel in bad taste
rather than a factory that turned out money in spectacular quantities.
vision by disclosing the aims and the dissatisfactions of those who live by
the sweat of their brows."
George frowned.
"I know enough of that already. I've been a labourer myself. I haven't the
time, sir."
Bailly probably knew that he was dealing with a point of view far more
determined and mature than that of the average undergraduate. He didn't
argue, but George felt the need of an apology.
"I've got to learn how to make money," he said.
"Money isn't everything," Bailly sighed.
"I've started after certain things," George justified himself. "Money's one of
them. I'll work for next to nothing this summer if I have to. I'll be a runner,
the man who sweeps out the office, anything that will give me a chance to
watch and study Wall Street. I'm sorry if you don't approve, sir."
"I didn't say that," Bailly answered, "but the fact was sufficiently clear."
Yet George knew perfectly well a few days later that it was Bailly who had
spoken about his ambition to Mr. Alston.
"Blodgett, I fancy," Mr. Alston said, "will offer you some small start."
He handed George a letter addressed to one Josiah Blodgett, of the firm of
Blodgett and Sinclair.
"Good luck, and good-bye until next fall."
"If you do change your mind——If you can manage it——" Betty said.
So George, two or three days before commencement, left Princeton for Wall
Street, and presented his letter.
The offices of Blodgett and Sinclair were gorgeous and extensive, raw with
marble, and shining with mahogany. They suggested a hotel in bad taste
rather than a factory that turned out money in spectacular quantities.
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"Mr. Blodgett will see you," a young man announced in an awed voice, as if
such condescension were infrequent.
In the remote room where Blodgett lurked the scheme of furnishing
appeared to culminate. The man himself shared its ornamental grossness.
He glanced up, his bald head puckering half its height. George saw that
although he was scarcely middle-aged Blodgett was altogether too fat, with
puffy, unhealthily coloured cheeks. In such a face the tiny eyes had an
appearance nearly porcine. The man's clothing would have put an habitué of
the betting ring at ease—gray-and-white checks, dove-coloured spats, a
scarlet necktie. Pudgy fingers twisted Mr. Alston's letter. The little eyes
opened wider. The frown relaxed. A bass voice issued from the broad
mouth:
"If you've come here to learn, you can't expect a million dollars a week. Say
fifteen to start."
George didn't realize how extraordinarily generous that was. He only
decided he could scrape along on it.
"Mr. Alston," the deep voice went on, "tells me you're a great football
player. That's a handicap. All you can tackle here is trouble, and the only
kicking we have is when Mundy boots somebody out of a job. He's my
office manager. Report to him. Wait a minute. I'd give a ping-pong player a
job if Mr. Alston asked me to. He's a fine man. But then I'm through. It's up
to the man and Mundy. If the man's no good Mundy doesn't even bother to
tell me, and it's twenty stories to the street."
George started to thank him, but already the rotund figure was pressed
against the desk, and the tiny eyes absorbed in important-looking papers.
Mundy, George decided, wasn't such an ogre after all. He wore glasses. He
was bald, thin, and stoop-shouldered. He had the benign expression of a
parson; but behind that bald forehead, George soon learned, was stored all
the knowledge he craved, without, however, the imagination to make it
personally very valuable.
If he didn't sweep the office at first, George approximated such labour,
straightening the desks of the mighty, checking up on the contents of waste-
paper baskets, seeing that the proper people got mail and newspapers,
such condescension were infrequent.
In the remote room where Blodgett lurked the scheme of furnishing
appeared to culminate. The man himself shared its ornamental grossness.
He glanced up, his bald head puckering half its height. George saw that
although he was scarcely middle-aged Blodgett was altogether too fat, with
puffy, unhealthily coloured cheeks. In such a face the tiny eyes had an
appearance nearly porcine. The man's clothing would have put an habitué of
the betting ring at ease—gray-and-white checks, dove-coloured spats, a
scarlet necktie. Pudgy fingers twisted Mr. Alston's letter. The little eyes
opened wider. The frown relaxed. A bass voice issued from the broad
mouth:
"If you've come here to learn, you can't expect a million dollars a week. Say
fifteen to start."
George didn't realize how extraordinarily generous that was. He only
decided he could scrape along on it.
"Mr. Alston," the deep voice went on, "tells me you're a great football
player. That's a handicap. All you can tackle here is trouble, and the only
kicking we have is when Mundy boots somebody out of a job. He's my
office manager. Report to him. Wait a minute. I'd give a ping-pong player a
job if Mr. Alston asked me to. He's a fine man. But then I'm through. It's up
to the man and Mundy. If the man's no good Mundy doesn't even bother to
tell me, and it's twenty stories to the street."
George started to thank him, but already the rotund figure was pressed
against the desk, and the tiny eyes absorbed in important-looking papers.
Mundy, George decided, wasn't such an ogre after all. He wore glasses. He
was bald, thin, and stoop-shouldered. He had the benign expression of a
parson; but behind that bald forehead, George soon learned, was stored all
the knowledge he craved, without, however, the imagination to make it
personally very valuable.
If he didn't sweep the office at first, George approximated such labour,
straightening the desks of the mighty, checking up on the contents of waste-
paper baskets, seeing that the proper people got mail and newspapers,
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running errands; and always, in the office or outside, he kept his ears open
and his eyes wide. He absorbed the patter of the Street. He learned to
separate men into classes, the wise ones, who always made money, and the
foolish, who now and then had good luck, but most of the time were settling
their losses. And at every opportunity he was after what Mundy concealed
behind his appearance of a parson.
At night he dissected the financial journals, watching the alterations in the
market, and probing for the causes; applying to this novitiate the same grim
determination he had brought to Squibs Bailly's lessons a year before.
Never once was he tempted to seek a simple path to fortune.
"When I speculate," he told himself, "there'll be mighty little risk about it."
Even in those days his fifteen dollars a week condemned him to a cheap
lodging house near Lexington Avenue, the simplest of meals, and
practically no relaxation. He exercised each morning, and walked each
evening home from the office, for he hadn't forgotten what Princeton
expected from him in the fall.
Sylvia's photograph and the broken riding crop supervised his labours, but
he knew he couldn't hope, except by chance, to see her this summer.
One Saturday morning Goodhue came unexpectedly into the office and
carried him off to Long Island. George saw the tiny eyes of Blodgett
narrow.
Blodgett, perhaps because of Mr. Alston's letter, had condescended to chat
with George a number of times in the outer office. On the Monday
following he strolled up and jerked out:
"Wasn't that young Richard Goodhue I saw you going off with Saturday?"
"Yes sir."
"Know him well?"
"Very. We're in the same class. We're rooming together next year."
Blodgett grunted and walked on, mopping his puffy face with a shiny blue
handkerchief. George wondered if he had displeased Blodgett by going with
and his eyes wide. He absorbed the patter of the Street. He learned to
separate men into classes, the wise ones, who always made money, and the
foolish, who now and then had good luck, but most of the time were settling
their losses. And at every opportunity he was after what Mundy concealed
behind his appearance of a parson.
At night he dissected the financial journals, watching the alterations in the
market, and probing for the causes; applying to this novitiate the same grim
determination he had brought to Squibs Bailly's lessons a year before.
Never once was he tempted to seek a simple path to fortune.
"When I speculate," he told himself, "there'll be mighty little risk about it."
Even in those days his fifteen dollars a week condemned him to a cheap
lodging house near Lexington Avenue, the simplest of meals, and
practically no relaxation. He exercised each morning, and walked each
evening home from the office, for he hadn't forgotten what Princeton
expected from him in the fall.
Sylvia's photograph and the broken riding crop supervised his labours, but
he knew he couldn't hope, except by chance, to see her this summer.
One Saturday morning Goodhue came unexpectedly into the office and
carried him off to Long Island. George saw the tiny eyes of Blodgett
narrow.
Blodgett, perhaps because of Mr. Alston's letter, had condescended to chat
with George a number of times in the outer office. On the Monday
following he strolled up and jerked out:
"Wasn't that young Richard Goodhue I saw you going off with Saturday?"
"Yes sir."
"Know him well?"
"Very. We're in the same class. We're rooming together next year."
Blodgett grunted and walked on, mopping his puffy face with a shiny blue
handkerchief. George wondered if he had displeased Blodgett by going with
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Goodhue. He decided he hadn't, for the picturesquely dressed man stopped
oftener after that, chatting quite familiarly.
Whatever one thought of Blodgett's appearance and manner, one admired
him. George hadn't been in the Street a week before he realized that the
house of Blodgett and Sinclair was one of the most powerful in America,
with numerous ramifications to foreign countries. There was no phase of
finance it didn't touch; and, as far as George could see, it was all Josiah
Blodgett, who had come to New York from the West, by way of Chicago. In
those offices Sinclair was scarcely more than a name in gold on various
doors. Once or twice, during the summer, indeed, George saw the partner
chatting in a bored way with Blodgett. His voice was high and affected, like
Wandel's, and he had a house in Newport. According to office gossip he had
little money interest in the firm, lending the prestige of his name for what
Blodgett thought it was worth. As he watched the fat, hard worker chatting
with the butterfly man, George suddenly realized that Blodgett might want a
house in Newport, too. Was it because he was Richard Goodhue's room-
mate that Blodgett stopped him in the hall one day, grinning with good
nature?
"If I were a cub," he puffed, "I'd buy this very morning all the Katydid I
could, and sell at eighty-nine."
George whistled.
"I knew something was due to happen to Katydid, but I didn't expect
anything like that."
"How did you know?" Blodgett demanded.
He shot questions until he had got the story of George's close observation
and night drudgery.
"Glad to see Mundy hasn't dropped you out the window yet," he grinned.
"Maybe you'll get along. Glad for Mr. Alston's sake. See here, if I were a
cub, and knew as much about Katydid as you do, I wouldn't hesitate to
borrow a few cents from the boss."
"No," George said. "I've a very little of my own. I'll use that."
oftener after that, chatting quite familiarly.
Whatever one thought of Blodgett's appearance and manner, one admired
him. George hadn't been in the Street a week before he realized that the
house of Blodgett and Sinclair was one of the most powerful in America,
with numerous ramifications to foreign countries. There was no phase of
finance it didn't touch; and, as far as George could see, it was all Josiah
Blodgett, who had come to New York from the West, by way of Chicago. In
those offices Sinclair was scarcely more than a name in gold on various
doors. Once or twice, during the summer, indeed, George saw the partner
chatting in a bored way with Blodgett. His voice was high and affected, like
Wandel's, and he had a house in Newport. According to office gossip he had
little money interest in the firm, lending the prestige of his name for what
Blodgett thought it was worth. As he watched the fat, hard worker chatting
with the butterfly man, George suddenly realized that Blodgett might want a
house in Newport, too. Was it because he was Richard Goodhue's room-
mate that Blodgett stopped him in the hall one day, grinning with good
nature?
"If I were a cub," he puffed, "I'd buy this very morning all the Katydid I
could, and sell at eighty-nine."
George whistled.
"I knew something was due to happen to Katydid, but I didn't expect
anything like that."
"How did you know?" Blodgett demanded.
He shot questions until he had got the story of George's close observation
and night drudgery.
"Glad to see Mundy hasn't dropped you out the window yet," he grinned.
"Maybe you'll get along. Glad for Mr. Alston's sake. See here, if I were a
cub, and knew as much about Katydid as you do, I wouldn't hesitate to
borrow a few cents from the boss."
"No," George said. "I've a very little of my own. I'll use that."
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He had, perhaps, two hundred dollars in the bank at Princeton. He drew a
check without hesitation and followed Blodgett's advice. He had
commenced to speculate without risk. Several times after that Blodgett
jerked out similar advice, usually commencing with: "What does young
Pierpont Morgan think of so and so?" And usually George would give his
employer a reasonable forecast. Because of these discreet hints his balance
grew, and Mundy one day announced that his salary had been raised ten
dollars.
All that, however, was the brighter side. Often during those hot, heavy
nights, while he pieced together the day's complicated pattern, George
envied the fortunates who could play away from pavements and baking
walls. He found himself counting the days until he would go back to
Princeton and football, and Betty's charm; but even that prospect was
shadowed by his doubt as to how he would emerge from the club tangle.
He didn't meet Sylvia, but one day he saw Old Planter step from an
automobile and enter the marble temple where he was accustomed to
sacrifice corporations and people to the gods of his pocket-book. The great
man used a heavy stick and climbed the steps rather slowly, flanked by
obsequious underlings, gaped at by a crowd, buzzing and over-impressed.
Somehow George couldn't fancy Blodgett with the gout—it was too
delightfully bred.
He peered in the automobile, but of course Sylvia wasn't there, nor, he
gathered from his mother's occasional notes to thank him for the little
money he could send her, was she much at Oakmont.
"I'll see her this fall," he told himself, "and next winter. I've started to do
what I said I would."
As far as Wall Street was concerned, Blodgett evidently agreed with him.
"I can put up with you next summer," he said at parting. "I'll write Mr.
Alston you're fit for something besides football."
Mundy displayed a pastoral sadness.
"You ought to stay right here," he said. "College is all right if you don't
want to amount to a hill of beans. It's rotten for making money."
check without hesitation and followed Blodgett's advice. He had
commenced to speculate without risk. Several times after that Blodgett
jerked out similar advice, usually commencing with: "What does young
Pierpont Morgan think of so and so?" And usually George would give his
employer a reasonable forecast. Because of these discreet hints his balance
grew, and Mundy one day announced that his salary had been raised ten
dollars.
All that, however, was the brighter side. Often during those hot, heavy
nights, while he pieced together the day's complicated pattern, George
envied the fortunates who could play away from pavements and baking
walls. He found himself counting the days until he would go back to
Princeton and football, and Betty's charm; but even that prospect was
shadowed by his doubt as to how he would emerge from the club tangle.
He didn't meet Sylvia, but one day he saw Old Planter step from an
automobile and enter the marble temple where he was accustomed to
sacrifice corporations and people to the gods of his pocket-book. The great
man used a heavy stick and climbed the steps rather slowly, flanked by
obsequious underlings, gaped at by a crowd, buzzing and over-impressed.
Somehow George couldn't fancy Blodgett with the gout—it was too
delightfully bred.
He peered in the automobile, but of course Sylvia wasn't there, nor, he
gathered from his mother's occasional notes to thank him for the little
money he could send her, was she much at Oakmont.
"I'll see her this fall," he told himself, "and next winter. I've started to do
what I said I would."
As far as Wall Street was concerned, Blodgett evidently agreed with him.
"I can put up with you next summer," he said at parting. "I'll write Mr.
Alston you're fit for something besides football."
Mundy displayed a pastoral sadness.
"You ought to stay right here," he said. "College is all right if you don't
want to amount to a hill of beans. It's rotten for making money."
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Nevertheless, he agreed to send George a weekly letter, giving his wise
views as to what was going on among the money makers. They all made
him feel that even in that rushing place his exit had caused a perceptible
ripple.
XXII
The smallness, the untidiness, the pure joy of Squibs Bailly's study!
The tutor ran his hands over George's muscles.
"You're looking older and a good deal worn," he said, "but thank God you're
still hard."
Mrs. Bailly sat there, too. They were both anxious for his experiences, yet
when he had told them everything he sensed a reservation in their praise.
"I think I should turn my share of the laundry back," he said, defiantly. "I've
something like three thousand dollars of my own now."
"Does it make you feel very rich?" Mrs. Bailly asked.
He laughed.
"It's a tiny start, but I won't need half of it to get through the winter."
Bailly lighted his pipe, stretched his legs, and pondered.
"You're giving the laundry up," he said, finally, "because—because it
savours of service?"
George didn't get angry. He couldn't with Squibs in the first place; and, in
the second, hadn't that thought been at the bottom of his mind ever since
Dalrymple's remark about dirty hands?
"I don't need it any more," he said, "and I'd like to have you dispose of it
where it will do the most good."
His voice hardened.
views as to what was going on among the money makers. They all made
him feel that even in that rushing place his exit had caused a perceptible
ripple.
XXII
The smallness, the untidiness, the pure joy of Squibs Bailly's study!
The tutor ran his hands over George's muscles.
"You're looking older and a good deal worn," he said, "but thank God you're
still hard."
Mrs. Bailly sat there, too. They were both anxious for his experiences, yet
when he had told them everything he sensed a reservation in their praise.
"I think I should turn my share of the laundry back," he said, defiantly. "I've
something like three thousand dollars of my own now."
"Does it make you feel very rich?" Mrs. Bailly asked.
He laughed.
"It's a tiny start, but I won't need half of it to get through the winter."
Bailly lighted his pipe, stretched his legs, and pondered.
"You're giving the laundry up," he said, finally, "because—because it
savours of service?"
George didn't get angry. He couldn't with Squibs in the first place; and, in
the second, hadn't that thought been at the bottom of his mind ever since
Dalrymple's remark about dirty hands?
"I don't need it any more," he said, "and I'd like to have you dispose of it
where it will do the most good."
His voice hardened.
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"But to somebody who wants to climb, not to any wild-eyed fellow who
thinks he sees salvation in pulling down."
"You've just returned from the world," Bailly said, "and all you've brought
is three thousand dollars and a bad complexion. I wish you'd directed your
steps to a coal mine. You'd have come back richer."
XXIII
Goodhue got in a few hours after George. There was a deep satisfaction in
their greetings. They were glad to be together, facing varsity football,
looking ahead to the pleasures and excitements of another year, but George
would have been happier if he could have shared his room-mate's
unconcern about the clubs. Of course, Goodhue was settled. Did he know
about George? George was glad the other couldn't guess how carefully he
had calculated the situation—to take the best, or a dignified stand against all
clubs with Allen getting behind him with all the poor and unknown men.
But wasn't that exactly Wandel's game?
Stringham and Green were glad enough to see him, but Green thought he
had been thoughtless not to have kept a football in the office for kicking
goals through transoms.
It was good to feel the vapours of the market-place leaving his lungs and
brain. Goodhue and he, during the easy preliminary work, resumed their
runs. He felt he hadn't really gone back. If he didn't get hurt he would do
things that fall that would drive the perplexed frown from Bailly's forehead,
that would win Betty's applause and Sylvia's admiration. Whatever
happened he was going to take care of her brother in the Yale game.
Betty was rather too insistent about that. She had fallen into the habit again
of stopping George and Goodhue on their runs for a moment's gossip.
"See here, Betty," Goodhue laughed once, "you're rather too interested in
this Eli Planter."
George had reached the same conclusion—but why should it bother him? It
was logical that Betty and Lambert should be drawn together. He blamed
himself for a habit of impatience that had grown upon him. Had it come out
thinks he sees salvation in pulling down."
"You've just returned from the world," Bailly said, "and all you've brought
is three thousand dollars and a bad complexion. I wish you'd directed your
steps to a coal mine. You'd have come back richer."
XXIII
Goodhue got in a few hours after George. There was a deep satisfaction in
their greetings. They were glad to be together, facing varsity football,
looking ahead to the pleasures and excitements of another year, but George
would have been happier if he could have shared his room-mate's
unconcern about the clubs. Of course, Goodhue was settled. Did he know
about George? George was glad the other couldn't guess how carefully he
had calculated the situation—to take the best, or a dignified stand against all
clubs with Allen getting behind him with all the poor and unknown men.
But wasn't that exactly Wandel's game?
Stringham and Green were glad enough to see him, but Green thought he
had been thoughtless not to have kept a football in the office for kicking
goals through transoms.
It was good to feel the vapours of the market-place leaving his lungs and
brain. Goodhue and he, during the easy preliminary work, resumed their
runs. He felt he hadn't really gone back. If he didn't get hurt he would do
things that fall that would drive the perplexed frown from Bailly's forehead,
that would win Betty's applause and Sylvia's admiration. Whatever
happened he was going to take care of her brother in the Yale game.
Betty was rather too insistent about that. She had fallen into the habit again
of stopping George and Goodhue on their runs for a moment's gossip.
"See here, Betty," Goodhue laughed once, "you're rather too interested in
this Eli Planter."
George had reached the same conclusion—but why should it bother him? It
was logical that Betty and Lambert should be drawn together. He blamed
himself for a habit of impatience that had grown upon him. Had it come out
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of the strain of the Street, or was it an expression of his knowledge that
now, at the commencement of his second year, he approached the
culmination of his entire college course? With the club matter settled there
would remain little for him save a deepening of useful friendships and a
squeezing of the opportunity to acquire knowledge and a proper manner.
For the same cause, the approaching election of officers for Sophomore
year was of vital importance. It was generally conceded that the ticket put
through now, barring accident, would be elected senior year to go out into
the world at the head of the class. The presidency would graduate a man
with a patent of nobility, as one might say. George guessed that all of
Wandel's intrigues led to the re-election of Goodhue. He wanted that
influential office in his own crowd. Even now George couldn't wholly
sound Wandel's desires with him. He yielded to the general interest and
uneasiness. Squibs had been right. Princeton did hold a fair sample of it all.
He understood that very much as this affair was arranged he would see the
political destinies of the country juggled later.
Allen got him alone, begging for his decision.
"Have you been asked for a club yet?"
"None of your business," George said, promptly.
"You've got to make up your mind in a hurry," Allen urged. "Promise me
now that you'll leave the clubs alone, then I can handle Mr. Wandel."
"You're dickering with him?" George asked, quickly.
"No. Mr. Wandel is trying to dicker with me."
But George couldn't make up his mind. There were other problems as
critical as the clubs. Could he afford to fight Dick Goodhue for that high
office? If only he could find out what the Goodhue crowd thought of him!
He had an opportunity to learn one evening, and conquered a passionate
desire to eavesdrop. As he ran lightly up the stairs to his room he heard
through the open study door Wandel and Goodhue talking with an
unaccustomed heat.
"You can't take such an attitude," Wandel was saying.
now, at the commencement of his second year, he approached the
culmination of his entire college course? With the club matter settled there
would remain little for him save a deepening of useful friendships and a
squeezing of the opportunity to acquire knowledge and a proper manner.
For the same cause, the approaching election of officers for Sophomore
year was of vital importance. It was generally conceded that the ticket put
through now, barring accident, would be elected senior year to go out into
the world at the head of the class. The presidency would graduate a man
with a patent of nobility, as one might say. George guessed that all of
Wandel's intrigues led to the re-election of Goodhue. He wanted that
influential office in his own crowd. Even now George couldn't wholly
sound Wandel's desires with him. He yielded to the general interest and
uneasiness. Squibs had been right. Princeton did hold a fair sample of it all.
He understood that very much as this affair was arranged he would see the
political destinies of the country juggled later.
Allen got him alone, begging for his decision.
"Have you been asked for a club yet?"
"None of your business," George said, promptly.
"You've got to make up your mind in a hurry," Allen urged. "Promise me
now that you'll leave the clubs alone, then I can handle Mr. Wandel."
"You're dickering with him?" George asked, quickly.
"No. Mr. Wandel is trying to dicker with me."
But George couldn't make up his mind. There were other problems as
critical as the clubs. Could he afford to fight Dick Goodhue for that high
office? If only he could find out what the Goodhue crowd thought of him!
He had an opportunity to learn one evening, and conquered a passionate
desire to eavesdrop. As he ran lightly up the stairs to his room he heard
through the open study door Wandel and Goodhue talking with an
unaccustomed heat.
"You can't take such an attitude," Wandel was saying.
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"I've taken it."
"Change your mind," Wandel urged. "I've nursed him along as the only
possible tie between two otherwise irreconcilable elements of the class. I
tell you I can't put you over unless you come to your senses."
George hurried in and nodded. From their faces he gathered there had been
a fair row. Wandel grasped his arm. George stiffened. Something was
coming now. It wasn't quite what he had expected.
"How would you like," Wandel said, "to be the very distinguished secretary
of your class?"
George gazed from the window at the tree-bordered lawns where lesser men
contentedly kicked footballs to each other.
"It ought to be what the class likes," he muttered. "I'm really only interested
in seeing Dicky re-elected."
"If," Wandel said, "I told you it couldn't be done without your distinguished
and untrammelled name on the ticket?"
George flushed.
"What do you mean by untrammelled?"
"You stop that, Spike," Goodhue said, more disturbed than George had ever
seen him. "It's indecent. I won't have it."
George relaxed. Untrammelled had certainly meant free from the taint of
the clubs. He was grateful Goodhue had interfered.
"Why don't you run for something yourself, Mr. Wandel?" he asked, dryly.
Goodhue laughed.
"Carry your filthy politics somewhere else."
He and George, with an affectation of good nature, pushed Wandel out of
the room. They looked at each other. Neither said anything.
"Change your mind," Wandel urged. "I've nursed him along as the only
possible tie between two otherwise irreconcilable elements of the class. I
tell you I can't put you over unless you come to your senses."
George hurried in and nodded. From their faces he gathered there had been
a fair row. Wandel grasped his arm. George stiffened. Something was
coming now. It wasn't quite what he had expected.
"How would you like," Wandel said, "to be the very distinguished secretary
of your class?"
George gazed from the window at the tree-bordered lawns where lesser men
contentedly kicked footballs to each other.
"It ought to be what the class likes," he muttered. "I'm really only interested
in seeing Dicky re-elected."
"If," Wandel said, "I told you it couldn't be done without your distinguished
and untrammelled name on the ticket?"
George flushed.
"What do you mean by untrammelled?"
"You stop that, Spike," Goodhue said, more disturbed than George had ever
seen him. "It's indecent. I won't have it."
George relaxed. Untrammelled had certainly meant free from the taint of
the clubs. He was grateful Goodhue had interfered.
"Why don't you run for something yourself, Mr. Wandel?" he asked, dryly.
Goodhue laughed.
"Carry your filthy politics somewhere else."
He and George, with an affectation of good nature, pushed Wandel out of
the room. They looked at each other. Neither said anything.
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George had to call upon his will to keep his attention on his books that
night. In return for Allen's support for Goodhue Wandel wanted to give
Allen for a minor place on the ticket a poor man untrammelled by the clubs.
The realization angered George. Aside from any other consideration he
couldn't permit himself to be bartered about to save any one—even
Goodhue. But was Goodhue trying to spare him at a sacrifice? George, with
a vast relief, decided that that was so when Goodhue mentioned casually
one day that he was a certainty for the club.
"Don't say anything about it," he advised. "The upper classmen have been
getting a few of us together. I'm glad you're among us. We'll elect the full
section later."
"Of course I came here a stranger," George began, trying to hide his
pleasure.
"Quite a lot of us have learned to know you pretty well," Goodhue smiled.
George wouldn't accept this coveted gift without putting himself on record.
"I needn't ask you," he said, "if Dalrymple's already in."
Goodhue shook his head.
"Maybe later."
"I think," George said, distinctly, "that the men who are responsible for my
election should know I'll hold out against Dalrymple."
"You're a conscientious beggar," Goodhue laughed. "It's your own business
now, but there'll be a nice little rumpus just the same."
George was conscientious with Allen, too.
"I feel I ought to tell you," he said, "that I've made up my mind, if I'm
asked, to join a club. Anything that has so much to offer can't be as bad as
you think."
Without answering Allen flushed and walked off angrily.
It was the next day that the parties gathered on the top floor of Dickinson
Hall for the election. George went as an amused spectator. He had played
night. In return for Allen's support for Goodhue Wandel wanted to give
Allen for a minor place on the ticket a poor man untrammelled by the clubs.
The realization angered George. Aside from any other consideration he
couldn't permit himself to be bartered about to save any one—even
Goodhue. But was Goodhue trying to spare him at a sacrifice? George, with
a vast relief, decided that that was so when Goodhue mentioned casually
one day that he was a certainty for the club.
"Don't say anything about it," he advised. "The upper classmen have been
getting a few of us together. I'm glad you're among us. We'll elect the full
section later."
"Of course I came here a stranger," George began, trying to hide his
pleasure.
"Quite a lot of us have learned to know you pretty well," Goodhue smiled.
George wouldn't accept this coveted gift without putting himself on record.
"I needn't ask you," he said, "if Dalrymple's already in."
Goodhue shook his head.
"Maybe later."
"I think," George said, distinctly, "that the men who are responsible for my
election should know I'll hold out against Dalrymple."
"You're a conscientious beggar," Goodhue laughed. "It's your own business
now, but there'll be a nice little rumpus just the same."
George was conscientious with Allen, too.
"I feel I ought to tell you," he said, "that I've made up my mind, if I'm
asked, to join a club. Anything that has so much to offer can't be as bad as
you think."
Without answering Allen flushed and walked off angrily.
It was the next day that the parties gathered on the top floor of Dickinson
Hall for the election. George went as an amused spectator. He had played
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the game on the level and had destroyed his own chances, but he was afraid
he had destroyed Goodhue's, too, or Goodhue had destroyed his own by
insisting on taking George into the club. That was a sacrifice George
wanted to repay.
Wandel, as usual, was undisturbed. Allen's angular figure wandered
restlessly among the groups. George had no idea what the line-up was.
George sensed weakness in the fact that, when the nominations were
opened, Wandel was the first on his feet. He recited Goodhue's virtues as an
athlete and a scholar. Like a real political orator at a convention he
examined his record as president the previous year. He placed him in
nomination amid a satisfactory applause. Now what was coming? Who did
Allen have?
When he arose Allen wore an air of getting through with a formality. He
insisted on the fact that his candidate was working his way through college,
and would always be near the top scholastically. He represented a section of
the class that the more fortunate of the students were prone to forget. And
so on—a condensation of his complaints to George. The room filled with
suspense, which broke into loud laughter when Allen named a man of
absolutely no importance or colour, who couldn't poll more than the votes
of his personal friends. A trick, George guessed it, and everyone else. But
Wandel was quickly moving that the nominations be closed. Allen glanced
around with a worried, expectant air. Then George saw that Rogers was up
—a flushed, nervous figure—and had got the floor. He spoke rapidly, nearly
unintelligibly.
"My candidate doesn't need any introduction," he recited. "All factions can
unite on him—the man that smashed the Yale and Harvard Freshmen. The
man who is going to smash the Yale and Harvard varsities this year—
George Morton!"
A cheer burst out, loud, from the heart. George saw that it came from both
sides. The poor men had been stampeded, too.
Goodhue was on his feet, his arms upraised, demanding recognition.
Suddenly George realized what this meant to Goodhue, and temper replaced
his amazement. He sprang up, shouting:
he had destroyed Goodhue's, too, or Goodhue had destroyed his own by
insisting on taking George into the club. That was a sacrifice George
wanted to repay.
Wandel, as usual, was undisturbed. Allen's angular figure wandered
restlessly among the groups. George had no idea what the line-up was.
George sensed weakness in the fact that, when the nominations were
opened, Wandel was the first on his feet. He recited Goodhue's virtues as an
athlete and a scholar. Like a real political orator at a convention he
examined his record as president the previous year. He placed him in
nomination amid a satisfactory applause. Now what was coming? Who did
Allen have?
When he arose Allen wore an air of getting through with a formality. He
insisted on the fact that his candidate was working his way through college,
and would always be near the top scholastically. He represented a section of
the class that the more fortunate of the students were prone to forget. And
so on—a condensation of his complaints to George. The room filled with
suspense, which broke into loud laughter when Allen named a man of
absolutely no importance or colour, who couldn't poll more than the votes
of his personal friends. A trick, George guessed it, and everyone else. But
Wandel was quickly moving that the nominations be closed. Allen glanced
around with a worried, expectant air. Then George saw that Rogers was up
—a flushed, nervous figure—and had got the floor. He spoke rapidly, nearly
unintelligibly.
"My candidate doesn't need any introduction," he recited. "All factions can
unite on him—the man that smashed the Yale and Harvard Freshmen. The
man who is going to smash the Yale and Harvard varsities this year—
George Morton!"
A cheer burst out, loud, from the heart. George saw that it came from both
sides. The poor men had been stampeded, too.
Goodhue was on his feet, his arms upraised, demanding recognition.
Suddenly George realized what this meant to Goodhue, and temper replaced
his amazement. He sprang up, shouting:
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"I won't have it——"
A dozen pairs of hands dragged him down. A dozen voices cried in his ears:
"Shut up, you damned fool!"
XXIV
Goodhue got the floor and withdrew his name, but the chairman wouldn't
see or hear George. He declared the nominations closed. It was as if he and
all the lesser men, who weren't leading factions, had seen in George the one
force that could pull the class together. The vote was perfunctory, and Allen
lazily moved to make it unanimous. George took the chair, frowning,
altogether unhappy in his unforeseen victory. He had a feeling of having
shabbily repaid Goodhue's loyalty and sacrifice, yet it hadn't been his fault;
but would Goodhue know that?
"Speech! Shoot something, George! Talk up there, Mr. President!"
He'd give them a speech to chew over.
"Back-door politicians have done their best to split the class. The class has
taken matters into its own hands. There isn't going to be a split. It won't be
long before you'll have Prospect Street off your minds. That seems to be
two thirds of the trouble. Let's forget it, and pull together, and leave
Princeton a little better than we found it. If you think anything needs reform
let's talk about it openly and sensibly, clubs and all. I appreciate the honour,
but Dick Goodhue ought to have had it, would have had it, if he hadn't been
born with a silver spoon. Ought a man's wealth or poverty stand against him
here? Think it over. That's all."
There was no opposition to Goodhue's election as Secretary.
Allen slipped to George at the close of the meeting.
"About what I'd have expected of you, anyway."
But George was looking for Goodhue, found him, and walked home with
him.
A dozen pairs of hands dragged him down. A dozen voices cried in his ears:
"Shut up, you damned fool!"
XXIV
Goodhue got the floor and withdrew his name, but the chairman wouldn't
see or hear George. He declared the nominations closed. It was as if he and
all the lesser men, who weren't leading factions, had seen in George the one
force that could pull the class together. The vote was perfunctory, and Allen
lazily moved to make it unanimous. George took the chair, frowning,
altogether unhappy in his unforeseen victory. He had a feeling of having
shabbily repaid Goodhue's loyalty and sacrifice, yet it hadn't been his fault;
but would Goodhue know that?
"Speech! Shoot something, George! Talk up there, Mr. President!"
He'd give them a speech to chew over.
"Back-door politicians have done their best to split the class. The class has
taken matters into its own hands. There isn't going to be a split. It won't be
long before you'll have Prospect Street off your minds. That seems to be
two thirds of the trouble. Let's forget it, and pull together, and leave
Princeton a little better than we found it. If you think anything needs reform
let's talk about it openly and sensibly, clubs and all. I appreciate the honour,
but Dick Goodhue ought to have had it, would have had it, if he hadn't been
born with a silver spoon. Ought a man's wealth or poverty stand against him
here? Think it over. That's all."
There was no opposition to Goodhue's election as Secretary.
Allen slipped to George at the close of the meeting.
"About what I'd have expected of you, anyway."
But George was looking for Goodhue, found him, and walked home with
him.
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"Best thing that could have happened," Goodhue said. "They're all
marvelling at your nerve for talking about Prospect Street as you did."
George spied Rogers, and beckoned the freshly prominent youth.
"See here, young man, please come to my room after practice."
Rogers, with a frightened air, promised. Wandel appeared before, quite as if
nothing had happened. He wouldn't even talk about the election.
"Just the same, Warwick," George said, "I'm not at all sure a poler named
Allen couldn't tell you something about juggling crowns."
"A penetrating as well as a great president," Wandel smiled. "I haven't
thanked you yet for joining our club."
George looked straight at him.
"But I've thanked Dicky for it," he said.
Rogers, when he arrived after Wandel's departure, didn't want to confess,
but George knew how to get it out of him.
"You've put your finger in my pie without my consent," he said. "I'll hold
that against you unless you talk up. Besides, it won't go beyond Goodhue
and me. It's just for our information."
"All right," Rogers agreed, nervously, "provided it doesn't go out of this
room. And there's no point mentioning names. A man we all know came to
me this morning and talked about the split in the class. He couldn't get
Goodhue elected because he didn't have any way of buying the support of
the poor men. Allen, he figured, was going to nominate a lame duck, and
then have somebody not too rich and not too poor spring his own name,
figuring he would get the votes of the bulk of the class which just can't help
being jealous of Goodhue and his little crowd. This chap thought he could
beat Allen at that game by stampeding the class for you before Allen could
get himself up, and he wanted somebody representative of the bulk of the
class, that holds the balance of power, to put you in nomination. He figured
even the poor men would flock to you in spite of Allen's opposition."
"And what did he offer you?" George sneered.
marvelling at your nerve for talking about Prospect Street as you did."
George spied Rogers, and beckoned the freshly prominent youth.
"See here, young man, please come to my room after practice."
Rogers, with a frightened air, promised. Wandel appeared before, quite as if
nothing had happened. He wouldn't even talk about the election.
"Just the same, Warwick," George said, "I'm not at all sure a poler named
Allen couldn't tell you something about juggling crowns."
"A penetrating as well as a great president," Wandel smiled. "I haven't
thanked you yet for joining our club."
George looked straight at him.
"But I've thanked Dicky for it," he said.
Rogers, when he arrived after Wandel's departure, didn't want to confess,
but George knew how to get it out of him.
"You've put your finger in my pie without my consent," he said. "I'll hold
that against you unless you talk up. Besides, it won't go beyond Goodhue
and me. It's just for our information."
"All right," Rogers agreed, nervously, "provided it doesn't go out of this
room. And there's no point mentioning names. A man we all know came to
me this morning and talked about the split in the class. He couldn't get
Goodhue elected because he didn't have any way of buying the support of
the poor men. Allen, he figured, was going to nominate a lame duck, and
then have somebody not too rich and not too poor spring his own name,
figuring he would get the votes of the bulk of the class which just can't help
being jealous of Goodhue and his little crowd. This chap thought he could
beat Allen at that game by stampeding the class for you before Allen could
get himself up, and he wanted somebody representative of the bulk of the
class, that holds the balance of power, to put you in nomination. He figured
even the poor men would flock to you in spite of Allen's opposition."
"And what did he offer you?" George sneered.
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Rogers turned away without answering.
"Like Driggs," Goodhue said, when Rogers had gone. "He couldn't have
what he wanted, but he got about as good. Politically, what's the difference?
Both offices are in his crowd, but he's avoided making you look like his
president."
George grinned.
"I don't wonder you call him Spike."
XXV
George, filled with a cold triumph, stared for a long time at Sylvia's portrait
that night. If she thought of him at all she would have to admit he had come
closer. At Princeton he was as big a man as her rich brother was at Yale. He
belonged to a club where her own kind gathered. Give him money—and he
was going to have that—and her attitude must alter. He bent the broken
crop between his fingers, his triumph fading. He had come closer, but not
close enough to hurt.
The Baillys and Betty congratulated him at practice the next day.
"You were the logical man," Betty said, "but the politicians didn't seem to
want you."
Bailly drew him aside.
"It was scandal in the forum," he said, "that money and the clubs were an
issue in this election."
George fingered his headgear, laughing unpleasantly.
"Yes, and they elected a poor man; a low sort of a fellow with a shadowed
past."
"Forget your past," Bailly pled, "and remember in the present that the poor
men, who helped elect you, are looking for your guidance. They need help."
"Then," George said, "why didn't they get themselves elected so they could
help themselves?"
"Like Driggs," Goodhue said, when Rogers had gone. "He couldn't have
what he wanted, but he got about as good. Politically, what's the difference?
Both offices are in his crowd, but he's avoided making you look like his
president."
George grinned.
"I don't wonder you call him Spike."
XXV
George, filled with a cold triumph, stared for a long time at Sylvia's portrait
that night. If she thought of him at all she would have to admit he had come
closer. At Princeton he was as big a man as her rich brother was at Yale. He
belonged to a club where her own kind gathered. Give him money—and he
was going to have that—and her attitude must alter. He bent the broken
crop between his fingers, his triumph fading. He had come closer, but not
close enough to hurt.
The Baillys and Betty congratulated him at practice the next day.
"You were the logical man," Betty said, "but the politicians didn't seem to
want you."
Bailly drew him aside.
"It was scandal in the forum," he said, "that money and the clubs were an
issue in this election."
George fingered his headgear, laughing unpleasantly.
"Yes, and they elected a poor man; a low sort of a fellow with a shadowed
past."
"Forget your past," Bailly pled, "and remember in the present that the poor
men, who helped elect you, are looking for your guidance. They need help."
"Then," George said, "why didn't they get themselves elected so they could
help themselves?"
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"Into the world there are born many cripples," Bailly said, softly. "Would
you condemn them for not running as fast as the congenitally sound?"
"Trouble is, they don't try to run," George answered.
He looked at the other defiantly. Bailly had to know. It was his right.
"I can guess what house I'm going to on Prospect Street."
"Which?" Bailly sighed.
"To the very home of reaction," George laughed. "But it's easier to reform
from the inside."
"No," Bailly said, gravely. "The chairs are too comfortable."
He pressed George's arm.
"It isn't the clubs here that worry me in relation to you. It's the principle of
the lights behind the railing in the restless world. Try not to surrender to the
habit of the guarded light."
George was glad when Stringham called from the field.
"Jump in here, Morton!"
He took his turn at the dummy scrimmage. Such exercise failed to offer its
old zest, nor was it the first day he had appreciated that. The intrusion of
these unquiet struggles might be responsible, yet, with them determined in
his favour, his anxiety did not diminish. Was Bailly to blame with his
perpetual nagging about the outside world where grave decisions waited?
George frankly didn't want to face them. They seemed half-decipherable
signposts which tempted him perplexingly and precariously from his path.
What had just happened, added to the passage of a year and his summer in
Wall Street, had brought that headlong world very close, had outlined too
clearly the barriers which made it dangerous; so even here he spent some
time each night studying the changing lines in the battle for money.
Yet Goodhue, with a settled outlook, shared George's misgivings at the
field.
you condemn them for not running as fast as the congenitally sound?"
"Trouble is, they don't try to run," George answered.
He looked at the other defiantly. Bailly had to know. It was his right.
"I can guess what house I'm going to on Prospect Street."
"Which?" Bailly sighed.
"To the very home of reaction," George laughed. "But it's easier to reform
from the inside."
"No," Bailly said, gravely. "The chairs are too comfortable."
He pressed George's arm.
"It isn't the clubs here that worry me in relation to you. It's the principle of
the lights behind the railing in the restless world. Try not to surrender to the
habit of the guarded light."
George was glad when Stringham called from the field.
"Jump in here, Morton!"
He took his turn at the dummy scrimmage. Such exercise failed to offer its
old zest, nor was it the first day he had appreciated that. The intrusion of
these unquiet struggles might be responsible, yet, with them determined in
his favour, his anxiety did not diminish. Was Bailly to blame with his
perpetual nagging about the outside world where grave decisions waited?
George frankly didn't want to face them. They seemed half-decipherable
signposts which tempted him perplexingly and precariously from his path.
What had just happened, added to the passage of a year and his summer in
Wall Street, had brought that headlong world very close, had outlined too
clearly the barriers which made it dangerous; so even here he spent some
time each night studying the changing lines in the battle for money.
Yet Goodhue, with a settled outlook, shared George's misgivings at the
field.
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"It isn't the fun it was Freshman year," he grumbled one night. "We used to
complain then that they worked us too hard. Now I don't believe they work
us hard enough."
That was a serious doubt for two men who realized they alone might save
inferior if eager material from defeat; and it grew until they resumed
surreptitiously the extra work they had attempted hitherto only outside of
the season or just at its commencement. Then it had not interfered with
Green's minutely studied scheme of physical development. Now it did. The
growth of their worry, moreover, measured the decline of their condition.
These apprehensions had a sharper meaning for George than for his room-
mate. Almost daily he saw his picture on the sporting pages of newspapers.
"Morton of Princeton, the longest kicker in the game." "The keystone of the
Princeton attack." "The man picked to lead Stringham's hopes to victory
over Harvard and Yale." And so on. Exaggeration, George told himself, that
would induce the university, the alumni, the Baillys, Betty, and Sylvia—
most of all Sylvia—to expect more than he could reasonably give at his
best.
"Don't forget you've promised to take care of Lambert Planter——"
In some form Betty repeated it every time George saw her. It irritated him—
not that it really made any difference—that Lambert Planter should occupy
her mind to that extent. No emotion as impersonal as college spirit would
account for it; and somehow it did make a difference.
George suspected the truth a few days before the Harvard game, and
persuaded Goodhue to abandon all exercise away from Green's watchful
eye; but he went on the field still listless, irritable, and stale.
That game, as so frequently happens, was the best played and the prettiest
to watch of the season. George wondered if Sylvia was in the crowd. There
was no question about her being at New Haven next week. He wanted to
save his best for that afternoon when she would be sure to see him, when he
would take her brother on for another thrashing. But it wasn't in him to hold
back anything, and the cheering section, where Squibs sat, demanded all he
had. To win this game, it became clear after the first few plays, would take
an exceptional effort. Only George's long and well-calculated kicking held
down the Harvard attack. Toward the close of the first half a fumble gave
complain then that they worked us too hard. Now I don't believe they work
us hard enough."
That was a serious doubt for two men who realized they alone might save
inferior if eager material from defeat; and it grew until they resumed
surreptitiously the extra work they had attempted hitherto only outside of
the season or just at its commencement. Then it had not interfered with
Green's minutely studied scheme of physical development. Now it did. The
growth of their worry, moreover, measured the decline of their condition.
These apprehensions had a sharper meaning for George than for his room-
mate. Almost daily he saw his picture on the sporting pages of newspapers.
"Morton of Princeton, the longest kicker in the game." "The keystone of the
Princeton attack." "The man picked to lead Stringham's hopes to victory
over Harvard and Yale." And so on. Exaggeration, George told himself, that
would induce the university, the alumni, the Baillys, Betty, and Sylvia—
most of all Sylvia—to expect more than he could reasonably give at his
best.
"Don't forget you've promised to take care of Lambert Planter——"
In some form Betty repeated it every time George saw her. It irritated him—
not that it really made any difference—that Lambert Planter should occupy
her mind to that extent. No emotion as impersonal as college spirit would
account for it; and somehow it did make a difference.
George suspected the truth a few days before the Harvard game, and
persuaded Goodhue to abandon all exercise away from Green's watchful
eye; but he went on the field still listless, irritable, and stale.
That game, as so frequently happens, was the best played and the prettiest
to watch of the season. George wondered if Sylvia was in the crowd. There
was no question about her being at New Haven next week. He wanted to
save his best for that afternoon when she would be sure to see him, when he
would take her brother on for another thrashing. But it wasn't in him to hold
back anything, and the cheering section, where Squibs sat, demanded all he
had. To win this game, it became clear after the first few plays, would take
an exceptional effort. Only George's long and well-calculated kicking held
down the Harvard attack. Toward the close of the first half a fumble gave
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Princeton the ball on Harvard's thirty-yard line, and Goodhue for the first
time seriously called on George to smash the Harvard defence. With his
effort some of the old zest returned. Twice he made it first down by inches.
"Stick to your interference," Goodhue was begging him between each play.
Then, with his interference blocked and tumbling, George yielded to his old
habit, and slipped off to one side at a hazard. The enemy secondary defence
had been drawing in, and there was no one near enough to stop him within
those ten yards, and he went over for a touchdown, and casually kicked the
goal.
When, a few minutes later, he walked off the field, he experienced no
elation. He realized all at once how tired he was. Like a child he wanted to
go to Stringham and say:
"Stringham, I don't want to play any more games to-day. I want to lie down
and rest."
He smiled as he dreamed of Stringham's reply.
It was Stringham, really, who came to him as he sat silently and with
drooping shoulders in the dressing-room.
"What's wrong here? When you're hurt I want to know it."
George got up.
"I'm not hurt. I'm all right."
Green arrived and helped Stringham poke while George submitted, wishing
they'd leave him alone so he could sit down and rest.
"We've got to have him next week," Stringham said, "but this game isn't
won by a long shot."
"What's the matter with me?" George asked. "I'll play."
He heard a man near by remark:
"He's got the colour of a Latin Salutatorian."
time seriously called on George to smash the Harvard defence. With his
effort some of the old zest returned. Twice he made it first down by inches.
"Stick to your interference," Goodhue was begging him between each play.
Then, with his interference blocked and tumbling, George yielded to his old
habit, and slipped off to one side at a hazard. The enemy secondary defence
had been drawing in, and there was no one near enough to stop him within
those ten yards, and he went over for a touchdown, and casually kicked the
goal.
When, a few minutes later, he walked off the field, he experienced no
elation. He realized all at once how tired he was. Like a child he wanted to
go to Stringham and say:
"Stringham, I don't want to play any more games to-day. I want to lie down
and rest."
He smiled as he dreamed of Stringham's reply.
It was Stringham, really, who came to him as he sat silently and with
drooping shoulders in the dressing-room.
"What's wrong here? When you're hurt I want to know it."
George got up.
"I'm not hurt. I'm all right."
Green arrived and helped Stringham poke while George submitted, wishing
they'd leave him alone so he could sit down and rest.
"We've got to have him next week," Stringham said, "but this game isn't
won by a long shot."
"What's the matter with me?" George asked. "I'll play."
He heard a man near by remark:
"He's got the colour of a Latin Salutatorian."
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They let him go back, nevertheless, and at the start he suffered his first
serious injury. He knew when he made the tackle that the strap of his
headgear snapped. He felt the leather slide from his head, experienced the
crushing of many bodies, had a brief conviction that the sun had been
smothered. His next impression was of bare, white walls in a shaded room.
His brain held no record of the hushing of the multitude when he had
remained stretched in his darkness on the trampled grass; of the increasing
general fear while substitutes had carried him from the field on a stretcher;
or of the desertion of the game by the Baillys, by Betty and her father, by
Wandel, the inscrutable, even by the revolutionary Allen, by a score of
others, who had crowded the entrance of the dressing room asking hushed
questions, and a few moments later had formed behind him a silent and
frightened procession as he had been carried to the infirmary. Mrs. Bailly
told him about it.
"I saw tears in Betty's eyes," she said, softly, "through my own. It was so
like a funeral march."
"And you missed the end of the game?" George asked.
She nodded.
"When my husband knew Harvard had scored he said, 'That wouldn't have
happened if George had been there.' And it wouldn't have."
But all George could think of was:
"Squibs missed half a game for me, and there were tears in Betty's eyes."
Tears, because he had suggested the dreadful protagonist of a funeral
march.
His period of consciousness was brief. He drifted into the darkness once
more, accompanied by that extraordinary and seductive vision of Betty in
tears. It came with him late the next morning back into the light. Sylvia's
portrait was locked in a drawer far across the campus. What superb luxury
to lie here with such a recollection, forecasting no near physical effort, quite
relaxed, dreaming of Betty, who had always meant rest as Sylvia had
always meant unquiet and absorbing struggle.
serious injury. He knew when he made the tackle that the strap of his
headgear snapped. He felt the leather slide from his head, experienced the
crushing of many bodies, had a brief conviction that the sun had been
smothered. His next impression was of bare, white walls in a shaded room.
His brain held no record of the hushing of the multitude when he had
remained stretched in his darkness on the trampled grass; of the increasing
general fear while substitutes had carried him from the field on a stretcher;
or of the desertion of the game by the Baillys, by Betty and her father, by
Wandel, the inscrutable, even by the revolutionary Allen, by a score of
others, who had crowded the entrance of the dressing room asking hushed
questions, and a few moments later had formed behind him a silent and
frightened procession as he had been carried to the infirmary. Mrs. Bailly
told him about it.
"I saw tears in Betty's eyes," she said, softly, "through my own. It was so
like a funeral march."
"And you missed the end of the game?" George asked.
She nodded.
"When my husband knew Harvard had scored he said, 'That wouldn't have
happened if George had been there.' And it wouldn't have."
But all George could think of was:
"Squibs missed half a game for me, and there were tears in Betty's eyes."
Tears, because he had suggested the dreadful protagonist of a funeral
march.
His period of consciousness was brief. He drifted into the darkness once
more, accompanied by that extraordinary and seductive vision of Betty in
tears. It came with him late the next morning back into the light. Sylvia's
portrait was locked in a drawer far across the campus. What superb luxury
to lie here with such a recollection, forecasting no near physical effort, quite
relaxed, dreaming of Betty, who had always meant rest as Sylvia had
always meant unquiet and absorbing struggle.
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He judged it wise to pretend to be asleep, but hunger at last made him stir
and threw him into an anxious agitation of examinations by specialists, of
conferences with coaches, and of doubts and prayers and exhortations from
everyone admitted to the room; for even the specialists were Princeton men.
They were non-committal. It had been a nasty blow. There had been some
concussion. They would guarantee him in two weeks, but of course he
didn't have that long. One old fellow turned suspiciously on Green.
"He was overworked when he got hurt."
"I'll be all right," George kept saying, "if you'll fix a headgear to cover my
new soft spot."
And finally:
"I'll be all right if you'll only leave me alone."
Yet, when they had, Squibs came, totally forgetful of his grave problems of
the classes, foreseeing no disaster nearly as serious as a defeat by Yale
—"now that we've done so well against Harvard, and would have done
better if you hadn't got hurt"—limping the length of the sick-room until the
nurse lost her temper and drove him out. Then Goodhue arrived as the
herald of Josiah Blodgett, of all people.
"This does me good," George pled with the nurse.
And it did. For the first time in a number of weeks he felt amused as
Blodgett with a pinkish silk handkerchief massaged his round, unhealthy
face.
"Thought you didn't like football," George said.
"Less reason to like it now," Blodgett jerked out. "Only sensible place to
play it is the front yard of a hospital. Thought I'd come down and watch you
and maybe look up what was left afterward."
George fancied a wavering of the little eyes in Goodhue's direction, and
became even more amused, for he believed a more calculating man than
Blodgett didn't live; yet there seemed a real concern in the man's insistence
that George, with football out of the way, should spend a recuperative
and threw him into an anxious agitation of examinations by specialists, of
conferences with coaches, and of doubts and prayers and exhortations from
everyone admitted to the room; for even the specialists were Princeton men.
They were non-committal. It had been a nasty blow. There had been some
concussion. They would guarantee him in two weeks, but of course he
didn't have that long. One old fellow turned suspiciously on Green.
"He was overworked when he got hurt."
"I'll be all right," George kept saying, "if you'll fix a headgear to cover my
new soft spot."
And finally:
"I'll be all right if you'll only leave me alone."
Yet, when they had, Squibs came, totally forgetful of his grave problems of
the classes, foreseeing no disaster nearly as serious as a defeat by Yale
—"now that we've done so well against Harvard, and would have done
better if you hadn't got hurt"—limping the length of the sick-room until the
nurse lost her temper and drove him out. Then Goodhue arrived as the
herald of Josiah Blodgett, of all people.
"This does me good," George pled with the nurse.
And it did. For the first time in a number of weeks he felt amused as
Blodgett with a pinkish silk handkerchief massaged his round, unhealthy
face.
"Thought you didn't like football," George said.
"Less reason to like it now," Blodgett jerked out. "Only sensible place to
play it is the front yard of a hospital. Thought I'd come down and watch you
and maybe look up what was left afterward."
George fancied a wavering of the little eyes in Goodhue's direction, and
became even more amused, for he believed a more calculating man than
Blodgett didn't live; yet there seemed a real concern in the man's insistence
that George, with football out of the way, should spend a recuperative
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Thanksgiving at his country place. George thought he would. He was going
to work again for Blodgett next summer.
Betty and Mrs. Bailly were the last callers the nurse would give in to,
although she must have seen how they helped, one in a chair on either side
of the bed; and it was difficult not to look at only one. In her eyes he sought
for a souvenir of those tears, and wanted to tell her how sorry he was; but
he wasn't really sorry, and anyway she mustn't guess that he knew. Why had
Mrs. Bailly bothered to tell him at all? Could her motherly instinct hope for
a coming together so far beyond belief? His memory of the remote portrait
reminded him that it was incredible in every way. He sighed. Betty
beckoned Mrs. Bailly and rose.
"Don't go," George begged, aware that he ought to urge her to go.
"Betty was having tea with me," Mrs. Bailly offered.
"I would have asked to be brought anyway," Betty said, openly. "You
frightened us yesterday. We've all wanted to find out the truth."
There was in her eyes now at least a reminiscent pain.
"Don't worry," he said, "I'll take care of Lambert Planter for you after all."
She stooped swiftly and offered her hand.
"You'll take care of yourself. It would be beastly if they let you play at the
slightest risk."
He grasped her hand. The touch of her flesh, combined with such a
memory, made him momentarily forgetful. He held her hand too long, too
firmly. He saw the colour waver in her pale cheeks. He let her hand go, but
he continued to watch her eyes until they turned uncertainly to Mrs. Bailly.
When they had left he slept again. He slept away his listlessness of the past
few weeks. As he confided to his callers, who were confined to an hour in
the afternoon, he did nothing but sleep and eat. He was more content than
he had been since his indifferent days, long past, at Oakmont. All these
people had deserted the game for him when he was no longer of any use to
the game. Then he had acquired, even for such clashing types as Wandel
and Allen, a value that survived his football. He had advanced on a road
to work again for Blodgett next summer.
Betty and Mrs. Bailly were the last callers the nurse would give in to,
although she must have seen how they helped, one in a chair on either side
of the bed; and it was difficult not to look at only one. In her eyes he sought
for a souvenir of those tears, and wanted to tell her how sorry he was; but
he wasn't really sorry, and anyway she mustn't guess that he knew. Why had
Mrs. Bailly bothered to tell him at all? Could her motherly instinct hope for
a coming together so far beyond belief? His memory of the remote portrait
reminded him that it was incredible in every way. He sighed. Betty
beckoned Mrs. Bailly and rose.
"Don't go," George begged, aware that he ought to urge her to go.
"Betty was having tea with me," Mrs. Bailly offered.
"I would have asked to be brought anyway," Betty said, openly. "You
frightened us yesterday. We've all wanted to find out the truth."
There was in her eyes now at least a reminiscent pain.
"Don't worry," he said, "I'll take care of Lambert Planter for you after all."
She stooped swiftly and offered her hand.
"You'll take care of yourself. It would be beastly if they let you play at the
slightest risk."
He grasped her hand. The touch of her flesh, combined with such a
memory, made him momentarily forgetful. He held her hand too long, too
firmly. He saw the colour waver in her pale cheeks. He let her hand go, but
he continued to watch her eyes until they turned uncertainly to Mrs. Bailly.
When they had left he slept again. He slept away his listlessness of the past
few weeks. As he confided to his callers, who were confined to an hour in
the afternoon, he did nothing but sleep and eat. He was more content than
he had been since his indifferent days, long past, at Oakmont. All these
people had deserted the game for him when he was no longer of any use to
the game. Then he had acquired, even for such clashing types as Wandel
and Allen, a value that survived his football. He had advanced on a road
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where he had not consciously set his feet. He treasured that thought. Next
Saturday he would reward these friends, for he was confident he could do it
now. By Wednesday he was up and dressed, feeling better than he had since
the commencement of the season. If only they didn't hurt his head again!
The newspapers helped there, too. If he played, they said, it would be under
a severe handicap. He smiled, knowing he was far fitter, except for his head,
than he had been the week before.
Until the squad left for New Haven he continued to live in the infirmary,
watching the light practice of the last days without even putting on his
football clothes.
"The lay-off won't hurt me," he promised.
Stringham and Green were content to accept his judgment.
As soon as he was able he went to his room and got Sylvia's portrait. He
disciplined himself for his temporary weakness following the accident. He
tried to force from his memory the sentiment aroused by Betty's tears
through the thought that he approached his first real chance to impress
Sylvia. He could do it. He was like an animal insufficiently exercised,
straining to be away.
XXVI
He alone, as the squad dressed in the gymnasium, displayed no signs of
misgiving. Here was the climax of the season. All the better. The larger the
need the greater one's performance must be. But the others didn't share that
simple faith.
He enjoyed the ride to the field in the cold, clear air, through hurrying,
noisy, and colourful crowds. He liked the impromptu cheers they gave the
team, sometimes himself particularly.
In the field dressing-room, like men condemned, the players received their
final instructions. Already they were half beaten because they were going to
face Yale—all but George, who knew he was going to play better than ever,
because he was going to face one Yale man, Lambert Planter, with Sylvia in
the stands. He kept repeating to himself:
Saturday he would reward these friends, for he was confident he could do it
now. By Wednesday he was up and dressed, feeling better than he had since
the commencement of the season. If only they didn't hurt his head again!
The newspapers helped there, too. If he played, they said, it would be under
a severe handicap. He smiled, knowing he was far fitter, except for his head,
than he had been the week before.
Until the squad left for New Haven he continued to live in the infirmary,
watching the light practice of the last days without even putting on his
football clothes.
"The lay-off won't hurt me," he promised.
Stringham and Green were content to accept his judgment.
As soon as he was able he went to his room and got Sylvia's portrait. He
disciplined himself for his temporary weakness following the accident. He
tried to force from his memory the sentiment aroused by Betty's tears
through the thought that he approached his first real chance to impress
Sylvia. He could do it. He was like an animal insufficiently exercised,
straining to be away.
XXVI
He alone, as the squad dressed in the gymnasium, displayed no signs of
misgiving. Here was the climax of the season. All the better. The larger the
need the greater one's performance must be. But the others didn't share that
simple faith.
He enjoyed the ride to the field in the cold, clear air, through hurrying,
noisy, and colourful crowds. He liked the impromptu cheers they gave the
team, sometimes himself particularly.
In the field dressing-room, like men condemned, the players received their
final instructions. Already they were half beaten because they were going to
face Yale—all but George, who knew he was going to play better than ever,
because he was going to face one Yale man, Lambert Planter, with Sylvia in
the stands. He kept repeating to himself:
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"I will! I will!"
He laughed at the others.
"There aren't any wild beasts out there—just eleven men like ourselves. If
there's going to be any wild-beasting let's do it to them."
They trotted through an opening into a vast place walled by men and
women. At their appearance the walls seemed to disintegrate, and a chaotic
noise went up as if from that ponderous convulsion.
George dug his toes into the moist turf and looked about. Sylvia was there,
a tiny unit in the disturbed enclosure, but if she had sat alone it would have
made no difference. His incentive would have been unaltered.
Again the convulsion, and the Yale team was on the field. George singled
Planter out—the other man that Sylvia would watch to-day. He did look fit,
and bigger than last year. George shrugged his shoulders.
"I will!"
Nevertheless, he was grateful for his week of absolute rest. He smiled as the
crowd applauded his long kicks to the backs. He wasn't exerting himself
now.
The two captains went to the centre of the field while the teams trotted off.
Lambert came up to George.
"The return match," he said, "and you won't want another."
George grinned.
"I've heard it's the Yale system to try to frighten the young opponent."
"You'll know more about the Yale system after the first half," Lambert said,
and walked on.
George realized that Lambert hadn't smiled once. In his face not a trace of
the old banter had shown. Yale system or Yale spirit, it possessed visible
qualities of determination and peril, but he told himself he could lick
Lambert and smile while doing it.
He laughed at the others.
"There aren't any wild beasts out there—just eleven men like ourselves. If
there's going to be any wild-beasting let's do it to them."
They trotted through an opening into a vast place walled by men and
women. At their appearance the walls seemed to disintegrate, and a chaotic
noise went up as if from that ponderous convulsion.
George dug his toes into the moist turf and looked about. Sylvia was there,
a tiny unit in the disturbed enclosure, but if she had sat alone it would have
made no difference. His incentive would have been unaltered.
Again the convulsion, and the Yale team was on the field. George singled
Planter out—the other man that Sylvia would watch to-day. He did look fit,
and bigger than last year. George shrugged his shoulders.
"I will!"
Nevertheless, he was grateful for his week of absolute rest. He smiled as the
crowd applauded his long kicks to the backs. He wasn't exerting himself
now.
The two captains went to the centre of the field while the teams trotted off.
Lambert came up to George.
"The return match," he said, "and you won't want another."
George grinned.
"I've heard it's the Yale system to try to frighten the young opponent."
"You'll know more about the Yale system after the first half," Lambert said,
and walked on.
George realized that Lambert hadn't smiled once. In his face not a trace of
the old banter had shown. Yale system or Yale spirit, it possessed visible
qualities of determination and peril, but he told himself he could lick
Lambert and smile while doing it.
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At the whistle he was off like a race horse, never losing sight of Lambert
until he was reasonably sure the ball wouldn't get to him. They clashed
personally almost at the start. Yale had the ball, and Lambert took it, and
tore through the line, and lunged ahead with growing speed and power.
George met him head on. They smashed to the ground. As he hugged
Lambert there for a moment George whispered:
"Nothing fantastic about that, is there? Now get past me, Mr. Planter."
The tackle had been vicious. Lambert rose rather slowly to his feet.
George's kicks outdistanced Lambert's. Once he was forced by a Princeton
fumble, and a march of thirty yards by Yale, to kick from behind his own
goal line. He did exert himself then, and he outguessed the two men lying
back. As a result Yale put the ball in play on her own thirty-yard line, while
the stands marvelled, the Princeton side demonstratively, yet George, long
before the half was over, became conscious of something not quite right.
Since beyond question he was the star of his team he received a painstaking
attention from the Yale men. There is plenty of legitimate roughness in
football, and it can be concentrated. In every play he was reminded of the
respect Yale had for him. Perpetually he tried to spare his head, but it
commenced to ache abominably, and after a tackle by Lambert, to repay
him for some of his own deadly and painful ones, he got up momentarily
dazed.
"Let's do something now," he pled with Goodhue, when, thanks to his kicks,
they had got the ball at midfield. He wanted a score before this silly
weakness could put him out. With a superb skill he went after a score. His
forward passes to Goodhue and the ends were well-conceived, beautifully
executed, and frequently successful. Many times he took the ball himself,
fighting through the line or outside of tackle to run against Lambert or
another back. Once he got loose for a run of fifteen yards, dodging or
shaking off half the Yale team while the stands with primeval ferocity
approved and prayed.
That made it first down on Yale's five-yard line. He was absolutely
confident that the Yale team could not prevent his taking the ball over in the
next few plays.
until he was reasonably sure the ball wouldn't get to him. They clashed
personally almost at the start. Yale had the ball, and Lambert took it, and
tore through the line, and lunged ahead with growing speed and power.
George met him head on. They smashed to the ground. As he hugged
Lambert there for a moment George whispered:
"Nothing fantastic about that, is there? Now get past me, Mr. Planter."
The tackle had been vicious. Lambert rose rather slowly to his feet.
George's kicks outdistanced Lambert's. Once he was forced by a Princeton
fumble, and a march of thirty yards by Yale, to kick from behind his own
goal line. He did exert himself then, and he outguessed the two men lying
back. As a result Yale put the ball in play on her own thirty-yard line, while
the stands marvelled, the Princeton side demonstratively, yet George, long
before the half was over, became conscious of something not quite right.
Since beyond question he was the star of his team he received a painstaking
attention from the Yale men. There is plenty of legitimate roughness in
football, and it can be concentrated. In every play he was reminded of the
respect Yale had for him. Perpetually he tried to spare his head, but it
commenced to ache abominably, and after a tackle by Lambert, to repay
him for some of his own deadly and painful ones, he got up momentarily
dazed.
"Let's do something now," he pled with Goodhue, when, thanks to his kicks,
they had got the ball at midfield. He wanted a score before this silly
weakness could put him out. With a superb skill he went after a score. His
forward passes to Goodhue and the ends were well-conceived, beautifully
executed, and frequently successful. Many times he took the ball himself,
fighting through the line or outside of tackle to run against Lambert or
another back. Once he got loose for a run of fifteen yards, dodging or
shaking off half the Yale team while the stands with primeval ferocity
approved and prayed.
That made it first down on Yale's five-yard line. He was absolutely
confident that the Yale team could not prevent his taking the ball over in the
next few plays.
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"I will! I will! I will!" he said to himself.
Alone, he felt, he could overcome that five yards against the eleven of
them.
"Let's have it, Dicky," he whispered. "I'm going over this play or the next.
Shoot me outside of tackle."
On the first play Goodhue fumbled, and a Yale guard fell on the ball.
George stared, stifling an instinct to destroy his friend. The chance had been
thrown away, and his head made him suffer more and more. Then he saw
that Goodhue wanted to die, and as they went back to place themselves for
the Yale kick, George said:
"You've proved we can get through them. Next time!"
Would there be a next time? And Goodhue didn't seem to hear. With all his
enviable inheritance and training he failed to conceal a passionate remorse;
his conviction of a peculiar and unforgivable criminality.
In the dressing-room a few minutes later some of the players bitterly
recalled that ghastly error, and a coach or two turned furiously on the
culprit. It was too bad Squibs and Allen weren't there to watch George's
white temper, an emotion he didn't understand himself, born, he tried to
explain it later, of his hurt head.
"Cut that out!" he snarled.
The temper of one of the coaches—an assistant—flamed back.
"It was handing the game on a——"
George reached out and caught the shoulders of that man who during the
season had ordered him around. The ringing in his head, the increasing
pain, had destroyed all memory of discipline.
"Say another word and I'll throw you out of here."
The room fell silent. Some men gasped. The coach shrank from the furious
face, tried to elude the powerful grasp. Stringham hurried up. George let the
other go.
Alone, he felt, he could overcome that five yards against the eleven of
them.
"Let's have it, Dicky," he whispered. "I'm going over this play or the next.
Shoot me outside of tackle."
On the first play Goodhue fumbled, and a Yale guard fell on the ball.
George stared, stifling an instinct to destroy his friend. The chance had been
thrown away, and his head made him suffer more and more. Then he saw
that Goodhue wanted to die, and as they went back to place themselves for
the Yale kick, George said:
"You've proved we can get through them. Next time!"
Would there be a next time? And Goodhue didn't seem to hear. With all his
enviable inheritance and training he failed to conceal a passionate remorse;
his conviction of a peculiar and unforgivable criminality.
In the dressing-room a few minutes later some of the players bitterly
recalled that ghastly error, and a coach or two turned furiously on the
culprit. It was too bad Squibs and Allen weren't there to watch George's
white temper, an emotion he didn't understand himself, born, he tried to
explain it later, of his hurt head.
"Cut that out!" he snarled.
The temper of one of the coaches—an assistant—flamed back.
"It was handing the game on a——"
George reached out and caught the shoulders of that man who during the
season had ordered him around. The ringing in his head, the increasing
pain, had destroyed all memory of discipline.
"Say another word and I'll throw you out of here."
The room fell silent. Some men gasped. The coach shrank from the furious
face, tried to elude the powerful grasp. Stringham hurried up. George let the
other go.
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"Mr. Stringham," he said, quietly, "if there's any more of this I'll quit right
now, and so will the rest of the team if they've any pluck."
Stringham motioned the coach away, soothed George, led him to a chair,
where Green and a doctor got off his battered headgear. George wanted to
scream, but he conquered the brimming impulse, and managed to speak
rationally.
"You've done all you can for us. We've got to play the game ourselves, and
we're not giving anything away. We're not making any mistakes we can
help."
Goodhue came up and gripped his shoulder. The touch quieted him.
"This man oughtn't to go back, Green," the doctor announced.
George stiffened. He hadn't made that score. He hadn't smashed Lambert
Planter half enough. Better to leave the field on a stretcher, and in darkness
again, than to quit like this: to walk out between the halves; not to walk
back. He began to lie, overcoming a physical agony of which he had never
imagined his powerful body capable.
"No, that doesn't hurt, nor that," he replied, calmly, to the doctor's
questions. "Don't think I'm nutty because I lost my temper. My head's all
right. That gear's fine."
So they let him go back, and he counted the plays, willing himself to
receive and overcome the pounding each down brought him, continuing by
pure force of will to outplay Lambert; to save his team from dangerous
gains, from possible scores; nearly breaking away himself half-a-dozen
times, although the Princeton eleven was tiring and much of the play was in
its territory.
The sun had gone behind heavy clouds. A few snowflakes fluttered down. It
was nearly dark. In spite of his exertions he felt cold, and knew it for an evil
sign. Once or twice he shivered. His throbbing head gave him an illusion of
having grown enormously so that it got in everybody's way. Instinctively he
caught a Yale forward pass on his own thirty-yard line and tore off, slinging
tacklers aside with the successful fury of a young bull all of whose
dangerous actions are automatic. He had come a long way. He didn't know
now, and so will the rest of the team if they've any pluck."
Stringham motioned the coach away, soothed George, led him to a chair,
where Green and a doctor got off his battered headgear. George wanted to
scream, but he conquered the brimming impulse, and managed to speak
rationally.
"You've done all you can for us. We've got to play the game ourselves, and
we're not giving anything away. We're not making any mistakes we can
help."
Goodhue came up and gripped his shoulder. The touch quieted him.
"This man oughtn't to go back, Green," the doctor announced.
George stiffened. He hadn't made that score. He hadn't smashed Lambert
Planter half enough. Better to leave the field on a stretcher, and in darkness
again, than to quit like this: to walk out between the halves; not to walk
back. He began to lie, overcoming a physical agony of which he had never
imagined his powerful body capable.
"No, that doesn't hurt, nor that," he replied, calmly, to the doctor's
questions. "Don't think I'm nutty because I lost my temper. My head's all
right. That gear's fine."
So they let him go back, and he counted the plays, willing himself to
receive and overcome the pounding each down brought him, continuing by
pure force of will to outplay Lambert; to save his team from dangerous
gains, from possible scores; nearly breaking away himself half-a-dozen
times, although the Princeton eleven was tiring and much of the play was in
its territory.
The sun had gone behind heavy clouds. A few snowflakes fluttered down. It
was nearly dark. In spite of his exertions he felt cold, and knew it for an evil
sign. Once or twice he shivered. His throbbing head gave him an illusion of
having grown enormously so that it got in everybody's way. Instinctively he
caught a Yale forward pass on his own thirty-yard line and tore off, slinging
tacklers aside with the successful fury of a young bull all of whose
dangerous actions are automatic. He had come a long way. He didn't know
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just how far, but the Yale goal posts were near. Then, quite consciously, he
saw Lambert Planter cutting across to intercept him. The meeting of the two
was unavoidable. He thought he heard Lambert's voice.
"Not past me!"
Lambert plunged for the tackle. George's right hand shot out and smashed
open against Lambert's face. He raced on, leaving Lambert sprawled and
clawing at the ground.
The quarterback managed to bring him down on the eight-yard line, then
lost him; yet, before George could get to his feet others had pounced, and
his heavy, awkward head had crashed against the earth again.
They dragged him to his feet. For a few moments he lurched about, shaking
off friendly hands.
"Only five minutes more, George," somebody prayed.
Only five minutes! Good God! For him each moment was a century of
unspeakable martyrdom. Flecks of rain or snow touched his face, lifted in
revolt. The contact, wet and cold, cleared his brain a trifle—let in the
screaming of the multitude, hoarse and incoherent, raised at first in
thanksgiving for his run, then, after its close, altering to menacing
disappointment and command. What business had they to tell him what to
do? Up there, warm and comfortable, undergoing no exercise more violent
than occasional excited rising and sitting down, they had the selfish
impudence to order him to make a touchdown. Why should he obey, or
even try? He had done his job, more than any one could reasonably have
asked of him. He had outplayed Lambert, gained more ground than any
man on the field, made more valuable tackles. Could he really impress
Sylvia any further? Why shouldn't he walk off now in the face of those
unjust commands to the rest he had earned and craved with all his body and
mind?
"Touchdown! Touchdown! Touchdown! Morton! Morton! Morton!"
Damn them! Why not, indeed, walk off, where he wouldn't have to listen to
that thoughtless and autocratic impertinence?
saw Lambert Planter cutting across to intercept him. The meeting of the two
was unavoidable. He thought he heard Lambert's voice.
"Not past me!"
Lambert plunged for the tackle. George's right hand shot out and smashed
open against Lambert's face. He raced on, leaving Lambert sprawled and
clawing at the ground.
The quarterback managed to bring him down on the eight-yard line, then
lost him; yet, before George could get to his feet others had pounced, and
his heavy, awkward head had crashed against the earth again.
They dragged him to his feet. For a few moments he lurched about, shaking
off friendly hands.
"Only five minutes more, George," somebody prayed.
Only five minutes! Good God! For him each moment was a century of
unspeakable martyrdom. Flecks of rain or snow touched his face, lifted in
revolt. The contact, wet and cold, cleared his brain a trifle—let in the
screaming of the multitude, hoarse and incoherent, raised at first in
thanksgiving for his run, then, after its close, altering to menacing
disappointment and command. What business had they to tell him what to
do? Up there, warm and comfortable, undergoing no exercise more violent
than occasional excited rising and sitting down, they had the selfish
impudence to order him to make a touchdown. Why should he obey, or
even try? He had done his job, more than any one could reasonably have
asked of him. He had outplayed Lambert, gained more ground than any
man on the field, made more valuable tackles. Could he really impress
Sylvia any further? Why shouldn't he walk off now in the face of those
unjust commands to the rest he had earned and craved with all his body and
mind?
"Touchdown! Touchdown! Touchdown! Morton! Morton! Morton!"
Damn them! Why not, indeed, walk off, where he wouldn't have to listen to
that thoughtless and autocratic impertinence?
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He glanced down at his blackened hands, at his filthy breeches, at his jersey
striped about the sleeves with orange; and with a wave of self-loathing he
knew why he couldn't go. He had sworn never to wear anything like livery
again, yet here he was—in livery, a servant to men and women who asked
dreadful things without troubling even to approximate the agony of
obedience.
"I'll not be a servant," he had told Bailly.
Bailly had made him one after all, and an old phrase of the tutor's slipped
back:
"Some day, young man, you'll learn that the world lives by service."
George had not believed. Now for a moment his half-conscious brain knew
Bailly had been right. He had to serve.
He knocked aside the sponge Green held to his face. He indicated the
bucket of cold water the trainer had carried out.
"Throw it over my head," he said, "the whole thing. Throw it hard."
Green obeyed. He, too, who ought to have understood, was selfish and
imperious.
"You make a touchdown!" he commanded hoarsely.
The water stung George's eyes, rushed down his neck in thrilling streams,
braced him for the time. The teams lined up while the Princeton stands
roared approval that their best servant should remain on the job.
Goodhue called the signal for a play around the left tackle. Every Yale
player was confident that George would take the ball, sensed the direction
of the play, and, over-anxious, massed there, all but the quarter, who lay
back between the goal posts. George saw, and turned sharply, darting to the
right. Suddenly he knew, because of that over-anxiety of Yale, that he had a
touchdown. Only the Yale quarterback had a chance for the tackle, and he
couldn't stop George in that distance.
Out of the corner of his eye George noticed Goodhue standing to the right
and a little behind. He, too, must have seen the victorious outcome of the
striped about the sleeves with orange; and with a wave of self-loathing he
knew why he couldn't go. He had sworn never to wear anything like livery
again, yet here he was—in livery, a servant to men and women who asked
dreadful things without troubling even to approximate the agony of
obedience.
"I'll not be a servant," he had told Bailly.
Bailly had made him one after all, and an old phrase of the tutor's slipped
back:
"Some day, young man, you'll learn that the world lives by service."
George had not believed. Now for a moment his half-conscious brain knew
Bailly had been right. He had to serve.
He knocked aside the sponge Green held to his face. He indicated the
bucket of cold water the trainer had carried out.
"Throw it over my head," he said, "the whole thing. Throw it hard."
Green obeyed. He, too, who ought to have understood, was selfish and
imperious.
"You make a touchdown!" he commanded hoarsely.
The water stung George's eyes, rushed down his neck in thrilling streams,
braced him for the time. The teams lined up while the Princeton stands
roared approval that their best servant should remain on the job.
Goodhue called the signal for a play around the left tackle. Every Yale
player was confident that George would take the ball, sensed the direction
of the play, and, over-anxious, massed there, all but the quarter, who lay
back between the goal posts. George saw, and turned sharply, darting to the
right. Suddenly he knew, because of that over-anxiety of Yale, that he had a
touchdown. Only the Yale quarterback had a chance for the tackle, and he
couldn't stop George in that distance.
Out of the corner of his eye George noticed Goodhue standing to the right
and a little behind. He, too, must have seen the victorious outcome of the
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play, and George caught in his attitude again that air of a unique criminal.
They'd hold that fumble against Dicky forever unless—if Goodhue had the
ball the Yale quarter couldn't even get his hands on him until he had crossed
the line.
"Dicky!"
The dejected figure sprang into action. Without weighing his sacrifice,
without letting himself think of the crime of disobeying a signal, of the risks
of a hurried throw or of another fumble, George shot the ball across, then
forged ahead and put the Yale quarterback out of the play, while Goodhue
strolled across the line and set the ball down behind the goal posts.
As he went back to kick the goal George heard through the crashing
cacophony from the stands Goodhue's uncertain voice:
"Why didn't you make that touchdown yourself? It was yours. You had it.
You had earned it."
"It was the team's," George answered, shortly. "I might have been spilled.
Sure thing for you."
"You precious idiot!" Goodhue whispered.
As George kicked the goal there came to him again, across his pain, that
sensation of being on a road he had not consciously set out to explore. He
wondered why he was so well content.
Eternity ended. With the whistle and the crunching of the horn George
staggered to his feet. Goodhue and another player supported him while the
team clustered for a cheer for Yale. The Princeton stands were a terrific
avalanche descending upon that little group. Green tried to rescue him,
shouting out his condition; but the avalanche wouldn't have it. It dashed
upon him, tossed him shoulder high, while it emitted crashing noises out of
which his name emerged.
Goodhue was up also, and the others. Goodhue was gesturing and talking,
pointing in his direction. Soon Goodhue and the others were down. The
happy holocaust centred its efforts on George. Why? Had Goodhue given
They'd hold that fumble against Dicky forever unless—if Goodhue had the
ball the Yale quarter couldn't even get his hands on him until he had crossed
the line.
"Dicky!"
The dejected figure sprang into action. Without weighing his sacrifice,
without letting himself think of the crime of disobeying a signal, of the risks
of a hurried throw or of another fumble, George shot the ball across, then
forged ahead and put the Yale quarterback out of the play, while Goodhue
strolled across the line and set the ball down behind the goal posts.
As he went back to kick the goal George heard through the crashing
cacophony from the stands Goodhue's uncertain voice:
"Why didn't you make that touchdown yourself? It was yours. You had it.
You had earned it."
"It was the team's," George answered, shortly. "I might have been spilled.
Sure thing for you."
"You precious idiot!" Goodhue whispered.
As George kicked the goal there came to him again, across his pain, that
sensation of being on a road he had not consciously set out to explore. He
wondered why he was so well content.
Eternity ended. With the whistle and the crunching of the horn George
staggered to his feet. Goodhue and another player supported him while the
team clustered for a cheer for Yale. The Princeton stands were a terrific
avalanche descending upon that little group. Green tried to rescue him,
shouting out his condition; but the avalanche wouldn't have it. It dashed
upon him, tossed him shoulder high, while it emitted crashing noises out of
which his name emerged.
Goodhue was up also, and the others. Goodhue was gesturing and talking,
pointing in his direction. Soon Goodhue and the others were down. The
happy holocaust centred its efforts on George. Why? Had Goodhue given
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things away about that touchdown? Anyhow, they knew how to reward their
servants, these people.
They carried George on strong shoulders at the head of their careening
procession. His dazed brain understood that they desired to honour the man
who had done the giant's share, the one who had made victory possible, and
he sensed a wrong, a sublime ignorance or indifference that they should
carry only him. The victory went back of George Morton. He bent down,
screaming into the ears of his bearers.
"Squibs Bailly! He found me. If it wasn't for him I wouldn't have played to-
day. Bailly, or let me down! Bailly made that run! I tell you, Bailly played
that game!"
In his earnestness he grew hysterical.
Maybe it was because they wanted to humour the hero, or perhaps they
caught his own hysteria, realizing what Bailly had done for him. They
stopped in front of the stands to which Bailly's bad foot had condemned
him during this triumphant march. They commenced a high-pitched, frantic
chant.
"We want Squibs Bailly! We want Squibs Bailly! We want Squibs Bailly!"
George waved his hands, holding the column until the slender figure, urged
by the spectators remaining in the stands, came down with difficulty and
embarrassment to be caught and lifted tenderly up beside George.
Then, with these two aloft in the very front, the wild march was resumed
through the Yale goal posts while Squibs' wrinkled face twitched, while in
his young eyes burned the unsurpassable light of a hopeless wish
miraculously come true.
XXVII
Green rescued George when his head was drooping and his eyes blurred. He
got him to the gymnasium and stretched him out there and set the doctors to
work on his head.
servants, these people.
They carried George on strong shoulders at the head of their careening
procession. His dazed brain understood that they desired to honour the man
who had done the giant's share, the one who had made victory possible, and
he sensed a wrong, a sublime ignorance or indifference that they should
carry only him. The victory went back of George Morton. He bent down,
screaming into the ears of his bearers.
"Squibs Bailly! He found me. If it wasn't for him I wouldn't have played to-
day. Bailly, or let me down! Bailly made that run! I tell you, Bailly played
that game!"
In his earnestness he grew hysterical.
Maybe it was because they wanted to humour the hero, or perhaps they
caught his own hysteria, realizing what Bailly had done for him. They
stopped in front of the stands to which Bailly's bad foot had condemned
him during this triumphant march. They commenced a high-pitched, frantic
chant.
"We want Squibs Bailly! We want Squibs Bailly! We want Squibs Bailly!"
George waved his hands, holding the column until the slender figure, urged
by the spectators remaining in the stands, came down with difficulty and
embarrassment to be caught and lifted tenderly up beside George.
Then, with these two aloft in the very front, the wild march was resumed
through the Yale goal posts while Squibs' wrinkled face twitched, while in
his young eyes burned the unsurpassable light of a hopeless wish
miraculously come true.
XXVII
Green rescued George when his head was drooping and his eyes blurred. He
got him to the gymnasium and stretched him out there and set the doctors to
work on his head.
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A voice got into George's brain. Who was talking? Was it Goodhue, or
Stringham?
"I guess you can see him, but he's pretty vague. Played the whole game with
a broken head. Lied to the doctors."
George forced his eyes open. Lambert Planter, still in his stained football
clothes, bent over him.
"Hello, Planter!"
Lambert grasped the black hand.
"Hello, George Morton!"
That was all. Lambert went away, but George knew that what he had really
said was:
"It's only what you've made of yourself that counts."
XXVIII
At Princeton they kept him in the infirmary for a few days, but he didn't like
it. It filled him with a growing fear. Since it made no particular difference
now how long he was ill, they let him see too many callers. He distrusted
hero worship. Most of all was he afraid when such devotion came from
Betty.
"Being a vicarious hero," Mrs. Bailly said, "has made my husband the
happiest man in Princeton."
After that she didn't enter the conversation much, and again George sensed,
with a reluctant thrill, a maternal caring in her heart for him.
"You never ought to have gone back in the second half," Betty said.
"If I hadn't," he laughed, "who would have taken care of Lambert Planter
for you?"
"Squibs says you might have been killed."
Stringham?
"I guess you can see him, but he's pretty vague. Played the whole game with
a broken head. Lied to the doctors."
George forced his eyes open. Lambert Planter, still in his stained football
clothes, bent over him.
"Hello, Planter!"
Lambert grasped the black hand.
"Hello, George Morton!"
That was all. Lambert went away, but George knew that what he had really
said was:
"It's only what you've made of yourself that counts."
XXVIII
At Princeton they kept him in the infirmary for a few days, but he didn't like
it. It filled him with a growing fear. Since it made no particular difference
now how long he was ill, they let him see too many callers. He distrusted
hero worship. Most of all was he afraid when such devotion came from
Betty.
"Being a vicarious hero," Mrs. Bailly said, "has made my husband the
happiest man in Princeton."
After that she didn't enter the conversation much, and again George sensed,
with a reluctant thrill, a maternal caring in her heart for him.
"You never ought to have gone back in the second half," Betty said.
"If I hadn't," he laughed, "who would have taken care of Lambert Planter
for you?"
"Squibs says you might have been killed."
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"He's a great romancer," George exploded.
"Just the same, it was splendid of you to play at all."
She touched the white bandage about his head.
"Does it hurt a great deal?"
"No," he said, nearly honestly. "I only let them keep me here to cut some
dull lectures."
He glanced at Betty wistfully.
"Did I take care of Lambert Planter as you wanted?"
She glanced away.
"Are you punishing me? Haven't you read the papers? You outplayed him
and every man on the field."
"That was what you wished?"
She turned back with an assumption of impatience.
"What do you mean?"
He couldn't tell her. He couldn't probe further into her feelings for Lambert,
her attitude toward himself. He had to get his mind in hand again.
Betty brought her mother one day. Mrs. Alston was full of praise, but she
exuded an imperial distaste for his sick-room. Both times he had to
overcome an impulse to beg Betty not to go so soon. That more than
anything else made him afraid of himself. It was, he felt, an excellent
change to escape to an active life.
Blodgett's place gave him a massive, tasteless welcome. It was one of those
houses with high, sloping roofs, numerous chimneys, and much sculptured
stone, slightly reminiscent of Mansart, and enormously suggestive of that
greatest architect of all, the big round dollar. In its grounds it fitted like a
huge diamond on a flowered shirt-front. There were terraces; and a sunken
garden, a little self-conscious with coy replicas of regency sculpture; and
formal walks between carefully barbered trees and hedges. It convinced
"Just the same, it was splendid of you to play at all."
She touched the white bandage about his head.
"Does it hurt a great deal?"
"No," he said, nearly honestly. "I only let them keep me here to cut some
dull lectures."
He glanced at Betty wistfully.
"Did I take care of Lambert Planter as you wanted?"
She glanced away.
"Are you punishing me? Haven't you read the papers? You outplayed him
and every man on the field."
"That was what you wished?"
She turned back with an assumption of impatience.
"What do you mean?"
He couldn't tell her. He couldn't probe further into her feelings for Lambert,
her attitude toward himself. He had to get his mind in hand again.
Betty brought her mother one day. Mrs. Alston was full of praise, but she
exuded an imperial distaste for his sick-room. Both times he had to
overcome an impulse to beg Betty not to go so soon. That more than
anything else made him afraid of himself. It was, he felt, an excellent
change to escape to an active life.
Blodgett's place gave him a massive, tasteless welcome. It was one of those
houses with high, sloping roofs, numerous chimneys, and much sculptured
stone, slightly reminiscent of Mansart, and enormously suggestive of that
greatest architect of all, the big round dollar. In its grounds it fitted like a
huge diamond on a flowered shirt-front. There were terraces; and a sunken
garden, a little self-conscious with coy replicas of regency sculpture; and
formal walks between carefully barbered trees and hedges. It convinced
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George that his original choice of three necessities had been wise. Blodgett
had the money, but he didn't have Squibs Bailly and Goodhue or the things
they personified. And how Blodgett coveted The Goodhue Quality! George
told himself that was why he had been asked, because he was so close to
Goodhue. But Blodgett let him see that there was another motive. After
those games George was temporarily one of the nation's famous men.
It wasn't until he had arrived that George understood how near Blodgett's
place was to Oakmont—not more than fifteen miles. He was interested, but
he had no idea, even if the Planters were there for Thanksgiving, that he
would see any of them.
At Blodgett's bachelor enormity people came and went. At times the huge,
over-decorated rooms were filled, yet to George they seemed depressingly
empty because he knew they didn't enclose the men and the women
Blodgett wanted. Mr. and Mrs. Sinclair, indeed, motored out for
Thanksgiving dinner—a reluctant concession, George gathered, to a
profitable partnership. Blodgett brought him forth as a specimen, and the
specimen impressed, for it isn't given to everyone to sit down at the close of
the season with the year's most famous football player. It puzzled George
that in the precious qualities he craved he knew himself superior to
everyone in the house except these two who made him feel depressingly
inferior. Would he some day reach the point where he would react
unconsciously, as they did, to every social emergency?
When the dinner party had scattered, Blodgett and he walked alone on the
terrace in an ashen twilight. There the surprise was sprung. It was clearly no
surprise to his host, who beamed at George, pointing to the drive.
"I 'phoned him he would find an old football friend here if he'd take the
trouble to drive over."
"But you didn't tell him my name?" George gasped.
"No, but why——"
Blodgett broke off and hurried his heavy body to the terrace edge to greet
these important arrivals.
had the money, but he didn't have Squibs Bailly and Goodhue or the things
they personified. And how Blodgett coveted The Goodhue Quality! George
told himself that was why he had been asked, because he was so close to
Goodhue. But Blodgett let him see that there was another motive. After
those games George was temporarily one of the nation's famous men.
It wasn't until he had arrived that George understood how near Blodgett's
place was to Oakmont—not more than fifteen miles. He was interested, but
he had no idea, even if the Planters were there for Thanksgiving, that he
would see any of them.
At Blodgett's bachelor enormity people came and went. At times the huge,
over-decorated rooms were filled, yet to George they seemed depressingly
empty because he knew they didn't enclose the men and the women
Blodgett wanted. Mr. and Mrs. Sinclair, indeed, motored out for
Thanksgiving dinner—a reluctant concession, George gathered, to a
profitable partnership. Blodgett brought him forth as a specimen, and the
specimen impressed, for it isn't given to everyone to sit down at the close of
the season with the year's most famous football player. It puzzled George
that in the precious qualities he craved he knew himself superior to
everyone in the house except these two who made him feel depressingly
inferior. Would he some day reach the point where he would react
unconsciously, as they did, to every social emergency?
When the dinner party had scattered, Blodgett and he walked alone on the
terrace in an ashen twilight. There the surprise was sprung. It was clearly no
surprise to his host, who beamed at George, pointing to the drive.
"I 'phoned him he would find an old football friend here if he'd take the
trouble to drive over."
"But you didn't tell him my name?" George gasped.
"No, but why——"
Blodgett broke off and hurried his heavy body to the terrace edge to greet
these important arrivals.
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Lambert sprang from the runabout he had driven up and helped Sylvia
down. She was bundled in becoming furs. The sharp air had heightened her
rich colouring. How beautiful she was—lovelier than George had
remembered! Here was the tonic to kill the distracting doubts raised by
Betty. Here was the very spring of his wilful ambition. Glancing at Sylvia,
Betty's tranquil influence lost its power.
At her first recognition of him she stopped abruptly, but Lambert ran across
and grasped his hand.
"How do, Morton. Never guessed Blodgett's message referred to you."
George disapproved of Blodgett's methods. Why had the man made him a
mystery at the very moment he used him as a bait to attract Lambert and
Sylvia? Wasn't he important enough, or was it only because he was a
Princeton man and Blodgett had feared some enmity might linger?
Lambert's manner, at least, was proof that he had, indeed, meant to give
George a message that night in the dressing-room at New Haven. George
appreciated that "How do, Morton"—greeting at last of a man for a man
instead of a man for a servant or a former servant; nor was Lambert's call to
his sister without a significance nearly sharp enough to hurt.
"Sylvia! Didn't you meet this strong-armed Princetonian at Betty's dance a
year ago?"
George understood that she had no such motives as Lambert's for altering
her attitude, so much more uncompromising from the beginning than his.
There had been no contact or shared pain. Only what she might have
observed from a remote stand that Saturday could have affected her. How
would she respond now?
She advanced slowly, at first bewildered, then angry. But Blodgett had
nothing but his money to recommend him to her. She wouldn't, George was
certain, bare any intimacies of emotion before him.
"I rather think I did."
In her eyes George recognized the challenge he had last seen there.
"Thanks for remembering me," he said rather in Wandel's manner.
down. She was bundled in becoming furs. The sharp air had heightened her
rich colouring. How beautiful she was—lovelier than George had
remembered! Here was the tonic to kill the distracting doubts raised by
Betty. Here was the very spring of his wilful ambition. Glancing at Sylvia,
Betty's tranquil influence lost its power.
At her first recognition of him she stopped abruptly, but Lambert ran across
and grasped his hand.
"How do, Morton. Never guessed Blodgett's message referred to you."
George disapproved of Blodgett's methods. Why had the man made him a
mystery at the very moment he used him as a bait to attract Lambert and
Sylvia? Wasn't he important enough, or was it only because he was a
Princeton man and Blodgett had feared some enmity might linger?
Lambert's manner, at least, was proof that he had, indeed, meant to give
George a message that night in the dressing-room at New Haven. George
appreciated that "How do, Morton"—greeting at last of a man for a man
instead of a man for a servant or a former servant; nor was Lambert's call to
his sister without a significance nearly sharp enough to hurt.
"Sylvia! Didn't you meet this strong-armed Princetonian at Betty's dance a
year ago?"
George understood that she had no such motives as Lambert's for altering
her attitude, so much more uncompromising from the beginning than his.
There had been no contact or shared pain. Only what she might have
observed from a remote stand that Saturday could have affected her. How
would she respond now?
She advanced slowly, at first bewildered, then angry. But Blodgett had
nothing but his money to recommend him to her. She wouldn't, George was
certain, bare any intimacies of emotion before him.
"I rather think I did."
In her eyes George recognized the challenge he had last seen there.
"Thanks for remembering me," he said rather in Wandel's manner.
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"A week ago Saturday——" she began, uncertainly, as though her
remembering needed an apology.
"Who could forget the great Morton?" Lambert laughed. "With a broken
head he beat Yale. That was a hard game to lose."
"I'd heard," she said, indifferently, "that you had been hurt."
George would have preferred words as ugly and unforgettable as those she
had attacked him with the day of her accident. She turned to Blodgett.
George had an instinct to shake her as she chatted easily and casually,
glancing at him from time to time. He could have borne it better if she
hadn't included him at all.
He was glad her brother occupied him. Lambert was for dissecting each
play of the game, and he made no attempt to hide the admiration for George
it had aroused. He gave the impression that he knew very well men didn't
do such things—particularly that little trick with Goodhue—unless they
were the right sort.
Blodgett said something about tea. They strolled into the house. A fire
burned in the great hall. That was the only light. George came last, directly
after Sylvia.
"So you're a friend of Mr. Blodgett's!" she said with an intonation intended
to hurt.
"I wouldn't have expected," he answered, easily, "to find you a caller here."
She paused and faced him. Lights from the distant fire got as far as her face,
disclosing her contempt. He wouldn't let her speak.
"I won't have you think I had anything to do with bringing you. I never
guessed until I saw your brother drive up."
She didn't believe him, or she tried to impress him with that affront.
Blodgett and Lambert had gone on into the library. They remained quite
alone in the huge, dusky hall, whose shadow masses shifted as the fire
blazed and fell. For the first time since their ancient rides he could talk to
her undisturbed. He wouldn't let that fact tie his tongue. She couldn't call
him "stable boy" now, although she did try to say "beast" in another way.
remembering needed an apology.
"Who could forget the great Morton?" Lambert laughed. "With a broken
head he beat Yale. That was a hard game to lose."
"I'd heard," she said, indifferently, "that you had been hurt."
George would have preferred words as ugly and unforgettable as those she
had attacked him with the day of her accident. She turned to Blodgett.
George had an instinct to shake her as she chatted easily and casually,
glancing at him from time to time. He could have borne it better if she
hadn't included him at all.
He was glad her brother occupied him. Lambert was for dissecting each
play of the game, and he made no attempt to hide the admiration for George
it had aroused. He gave the impression that he knew very well men didn't
do such things—particularly that little trick with Goodhue—unless they
were the right sort.
Blodgett said something about tea. They strolled into the house. A fire
burned in the great hall. That was the only light. George came last, directly
after Sylvia.
"So you're a friend of Mr. Blodgett's!" she said with an intonation intended
to hurt.
"I wouldn't have expected," he answered, easily, "to find you a caller here."
She paused and faced him. Lights from the distant fire got as far as her face,
disclosing her contempt. He wouldn't let her speak.
"I won't have you think I had anything to do with bringing you. I never
guessed until I saw your brother drive up."
She didn't believe him, or she tried to impress him with that affront.
Blodgett and Lambert had gone on into the library. They remained quite
alone in the huge, dusky hall, whose shadow masses shifted as the fire
blazed and fell. For the first time since their ancient rides he could talk to
her undisturbed. He wouldn't let that fact tie his tongue. She couldn't call
him "stable boy" now, although she did try to say "beast" in another way.
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This solitude in the dusk, shared with her, stripped every distracting thought
from his mind. He was as hard as steel and happy in his inflexibility.
"You believe me," he said.
She shook her head and turned for the door.
"Let me say one thing," he urged. "It's rather important."
She came back through the shadows, her attitude reminiscent of the one she
had assumed long ago when she had sought to hurt him. He caught his
breath, waiting.
"There is nothing," she said, shivering a little in spite of the hall's warmth
and the furs she still wore, "that you would think of saying to me if you had
changed at all from the impertinent groom I had to have discharged."
He laughed.
"Oh! Call me anything you please, only I've always wanted to thank you for
not making a scene at Miss Alston's dance a year ago."
He would be disappointed if that failed to hurt back. The thought of Sylvia
Planter making a scene! At least it fanned her temper.
"What is there," she threatened, defensively, "to prevent my telling Mr.
Blodgett, any one I please, now?"
"Nothing, except that I'm a trifle more on my feet," he answered. "I'm not
sure your scandal would blow me over. We're going to meet again
frequently. It can't he helped."
"I never want," she said, as if speaking of something unclean and revolting,
"to see you again."
His chance had come.
"You're unfair, because it was you yourself, Miss Planter, who warned me I
shouldn't forget. I haven't. I won't. Will you? Can't we shake hands on that
understanding?"
With a hurried movement she hid her hands.
from his mind. He was as hard as steel and happy in his inflexibility.
"You believe me," he said.
She shook her head and turned for the door.
"Let me say one thing," he urged. "It's rather important."
She came back through the shadows, her attitude reminiscent of the one she
had assumed long ago when she had sought to hurt him. He caught his
breath, waiting.
"There is nothing," she said, shivering a little in spite of the hall's warmth
and the furs she still wore, "that you would think of saying to me if you had
changed at all from the impertinent groom I had to have discharged."
He laughed.
"Oh! Call me anything you please, only I've always wanted to thank you for
not making a scene at Miss Alston's dance a year ago."
He would be disappointed if that failed to hurt back. The thought of Sylvia
Planter making a scene! At least it fanned her temper.
"What is there," she threatened, defensively, "to prevent my telling Mr.
Blodgett, any one I please, now?"
"Nothing, except that I'm a trifle more on my feet," he answered. "I'm not
sure your scandal would blow me over. We're going to meet again
frequently. It can't he helped."
"I never want," she said, as if speaking of something unclean and revolting,
"to see you again."
His chance had come.
"You're unfair, because it was you yourself, Miss Planter, who warned me I
shouldn't forget. I haven't. I won't. Will you? Can't we shake hands on that
understanding?"
With a hurried movement she hid her hands.
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"I couldn't touch you——"
"You will when we dance."
He thought her lips trembled a little, but the light was uncertain.
"I will never dance with you again."
"I'm afraid you'll have to," he said with a confident smile, "unless you care
to make a scene."
She drew away, unfastening her cloak, her eyes full of that old challenge.
"You're impossible," she whispered. "Can't you understand that I dislike
you?"
His heart leapt, for didn't he hate her?
XXIX
Lambert appeared in the doorway.
"Blodgett's rung for tea——"
He glanced curiously from one to the other. The broken shadows disclosed
little, but the fact that she had lingered at all was arresting.
"What's up, Sylvia?"
She went close to her brother.
"This—this old servant has been impertinent again."
Lambert smiled.
"He's rather more than that now, sis. That's over—forgotten. Still if the
Princeton fellow Morton's been impertinent——"
He spread his arms, smiling.
"Have I got to submit myself to a trouncing more than once a year?"
Sylvia shrugged her shoulders.
"You will when we dance."
He thought her lips trembled a little, but the light was uncertain.
"I will never dance with you again."
"I'm afraid you'll have to," he said with a confident smile, "unless you care
to make a scene."
She drew away, unfastening her cloak, her eyes full of that old challenge.
"You're impossible," she whispered. "Can't you understand that I dislike
you?"
His heart leapt, for didn't he hate her?
XXIX
Lambert appeared in the doorway.
"Blodgett's rung for tea——"
He glanced curiously from one to the other. The broken shadows disclosed
little, but the fact that she had lingered at all was arresting.
"What's up, Sylvia?"
She went close to her brother.
"This—this old servant has been impertinent again."
Lambert smiled.
"He's rather more than that now, sis. That's over—forgotten. Still if the
Princeton fellow Morton's been impertinent——"
He spread his arms, smiling.
"Have I got to submit myself to a trouncing more than once a year?"
Sylvia shrugged her shoulders.
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"No," she said, impatiently. "You say it's forgotten. All right."
George knew it would never be forgotten now by either of them. Lambert's
unruffled attitude made him uneasy. Her brother's scoffing response to her
accusation suggested that Lambert saw, since they would be more or less
thrown together, a beneficial side to such encounters as the one just ended.
For George didn't dream that Lambert had forgotten, either, those old
boasts.
Another depressing thought made him bad company for Blodgett after the
callers had driven away. It came from a survey, following his glimpse of
Sylvia's beauty, of all the blatant magnificence with which Blodgett had
surrounded himself. Blodgett after dinner, a little flushed with wine, and the
triumph of having had in his house on the same day two Sinclairs and two
Planters, attempted an explanation.
"I didn't build this, Morton, or my place in town, just for Josiah Blodgett."
George wasn't in a mood for subtleties of expression.
"I've often wondered why you haven't married. With your money you ought
to have a big choice."
Blodgett sipped a liqueur. He smiled in a self-satisfied way.
"Money will buy about anything—even the kind of a wife you want. I'm in
no hurry. When I marry, young man, it will be the right kind."
And George understood that he meant by the right kind some popular and
well-bred girl who would make the Blodgett family hit a social average.
He carried that terrifying thought of marriage back to Princeton. He had no
fear Sylvia would ever look seriously in Blodgett's direction. Money could
scarcely bribe her. This, however, was her second season. Of course she
would marry someone of her own immediate circle. She could take her
choice. When that happened what would become of his determination and
his boasts? Frequently he clenched her riding crop and swore:
"Nothing—not even that—can keep me from accomplishing what I've set
out to do. I'll have my way with her."
George knew it would never be forgotten now by either of them. Lambert's
unruffled attitude made him uneasy. Her brother's scoffing response to her
accusation suggested that Lambert saw, since they would be more or less
thrown together, a beneficial side to such encounters as the one just ended.
For George didn't dream that Lambert had forgotten, either, those old
boasts.
Another depressing thought made him bad company for Blodgett after the
callers had driven away. It came from a survey, following his glimpse of
Sylvia's beauty, of all the blatant magnificence with which Blodgett had
surrounded himself. Blodgett after dinner, a little flushed with wine, and the
triumph of having had in his house on the same day two Sinclairs and two
Planters, attempted an explanation.
"I didn't build this, Morton, or my place in town, just for Josiah Blodgett."
George wasn't in a mood for subtleties of expression.
"I've often wondered why you haven't married. With your money you ought
to have a big choice."
Blodgett sipped a liqueur. He smiled in a self-satisfied way.
"Money will buy about anything—even the kind of a wife you want. I'm in
no hurry. When I marry, young man, it will be the right kind."
And George understood that he meant by the right kind some popular and
well-bred girl who would make the Blodgett family hit a social average.
He carried that terrifying thought of marriage back to Princeton. He had no
fear Sylvia would ever look seriously in Blodgett's direction. Money could
scarcely bribe her. This, however, was her second season. Of course she
would marry someone of her own immediate circle. She could take her
choice. When that happened what would become of his determination and
his boasts? Frequently he clenched her riding crop and swore:
"Nothing—not even that—can keep me from accomplishing what I've set
out to do. I'll have my way with her."
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He shrank, nevertheless, from the thought of her adopting such a defence. It
was intolerable. He read the New York papers with growing suspense. As an
antidote he attacked harder than ever his study of cause and effect in the
Street. With football out of the way he could give a good deal of time to
that, and Blodgett now and then enclosed a hint in Mundy's letters. It was
possible to send a fair amount of money to his parents; but his mother's
letters never varied from their formality of thanks and solicitations as to his
health. His father didn't write at all. Of course, they couldn't understand
what he was doing. The shadow of the great Planter remained perpetually
over their little home.
Another doubt troubled George. With the club matter out of the way, and
the presidency of the class his, and a full football garland resting on his
head, was he wasting his time at Princeton? The remembrance of Blodgett
steadied him. He needed all that Princeton and its companionships could
give.
Purposefully he avoided Betty. Was she, indeed, responsible for that
softness he had yielded to in the infirmary and during the final game? In his
life, he kept telling himself, there was no room for sentiment. Sentiment
was childish, a hindrance. Hadn't he decided at the start that nothing should
turn him from his attempt for the summit? Still he couldn't avoid seeing
Betty now and then in Princeton, or at the dances in New York to which he
went with Goodhue. The less he saw of Betty, moreover, the stronger grew
his feeling of something essential lacking from his life; and it bothered that,
after a long separation, she was invariably friendly instead of reproachful.
He found that he couldn't look at her eyes without hungrily trying to picture
them wet with tears for him.
To some extent other demands took his mind from such problems. The
rumpus Goodhue had foreseen developed. Important men came or wrote
from New York or Philadelphia in Dalrymple's cause, but at the meetings of
the section George sat obdurate, and, when the struggle approached a crisis,
Goodhue came out openly on the side of his room-mate.
"You can have Dalrymple in the club," was George's ultimatum, "or you can
have me, but you can't have us both."
was intolerable. He read the New York papers with growing suspense. As an
antidote he attacked harder than ever his study of cause and effect in the
Street. With football out of the way he could give a good deal of time to
that, and Blodgett now and then enclosed a hint in Mundy's letters. It was
possible to send a fair amount of money to his parents; but his mother's
letters never varied from their formality of thanks and solicitations as to his
health. His father didn't write at all. Of course, they couldn't understand
what he was doing. The shadow of the great Planter remained perpetually
over their little home.
Another doubt troubled George. With the club matter out of the way, and
the presidency of the class his, and a full football garland resting on his
head, was he wasting his time at Princeton? The remembrance of Blodgett
steadied him. He needed all that Princeton and its companionships could
give.
Purposefully he avoided Betty. Was she, indeed, responsible for that
softness he had yielded to in the infirmary and during the final game? In his
life, he kept telling himself, there was no room for sentiment. Sentiment
was childish, a hindrance. Hadn't he decided at the start that nothing should
turn him from his attempt for the summit? Still he couldn't avoid seeing
Betty now and then in Princeton, or at the dances in New York to which he
went with Goodhue. The less he saw of Betty, moreover, the stronger grew
his feeling of something essential lacking from his life; and it bothered that,
after a long separation, she was invariably friendly instead of reproachful.
He found that he couldn't look at her eyes without hungrily trying to picture
them wet with tears for him.
To some extent other demands took his mind from such problems. The
rumpus Goodhue had foreseen developed. Important men came or wrote
from New York or Philadelphia in Dalrymple's cause, but at the meetings of
the section George sat obdurate, and, when the struggle approached a crisis,
Goodhue came out openly on the side of his room-mate.
"You can have Dalrymple in the club," was George's ultimatum, "or you can
have me, but you can't have us both."
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If George resigned, Goodhue announced, he would follow. Dalrymple was
doomed. The important men went back or ceased writing. Then Wandel
slipped Rogers into the charmed circle—the payment of a debt; and George
laughed and left the meeting, saying:
"You can elect anybody you please now."
Cynically, he was tempted to try to force Allen in.
"You're not honest even with your own group," he said afterward to Wandel.
The club lost its value as a marker of progress. Besides, he didn't look
forward to eating with that little snob, Rogers, for two years. Nor did he
quite care for Wandel's reply.
"You've enough class-consciousness for both of us, heroic and puissant
Apollo."
For the first time George let himself go with Wandel.
"You'll find Apollo Nemesis, little man, unless you learn to say what you
mean in words of one syllable."
And the discussion of the clubs went on, breeding enmities but determining
no radical reform.
The struggle at Princeton was over. George looked often at the younger
men, who didn't have to prepare themselves minutely for the greater
struggle just ahead, envying them their careless play, their proneness to
over-indulgence in beer and syncopated song. While he worked with high
and low prices and variations in exchange he heard them calling cheerily
across the campus, gathering parties for poker or bridge or a session at the
Nassau. Goodhue, even Wandel, found some time for frivolity. George
strangled his instinct to join them. He had too much to do. In every
diversion he took he wanted to feel there was a phase personally valuable to
him.
He counted the days between his glimpses of Sylvia, and tried not to
measure the hours dividing his meetings with Betty. If only he dared let
himself go, dared cease battle for a little, dared justify Sylvia's attitude!
Even Goodhue noticed his avoidance of Betty.
doomed. The important men went back or ceased writing. Then Wandel
slipped Rogers into the charmed circle—the payment of a debt; and George
laughed and left the meeting, saying:
"You can elect anybody you please now."
Cynically, he was tempted to try to force Allen in.
"You're not honest even with your own group," he said afterward to Wandel.
The club lost its value as a marker of progress. Besides, he didn't look
forward to eating with that little snob, Rogers, for two years. Nor did he
quite care for Wandel's reply.
"You've enough class-consciousness for both of us, heroic and puissant
Apollo."
For the first time George let himself go with Wandel.
"You'll find Apollo Nemesis, little man, unless you learn to say what you
mean in words of one syllable."
And the discussion of the clubs went on, breeding enmities but determining
no radical reform.
The struggle at Princeton was over. George looked often at the younger
men, who didn't have to prepare themselves minutely for the greater
struggle just ahead, envying them their careless play, their proneness to
over-indulgence in beer and syncopated song. While he worked with high
and low prices and variations in exchange he heard them calling cheerily
across the campus, gathering parties for poker or bridge or a session at the
Nassau. Goodhue, even Wandel, found some time for frivolity. George
strangled his instinct to join them. He had too much to do. In every
diversion he took he wanted to feel there was a phase personally valuable to
him.
He counted the days between his glimpses of Sylvia, and tried not to
measure the hours dividing his meetings with Betty. If only he dared let
himself go, dared cease battle for a little, dared justify Sylvia's attitude!
Even Goodhue noticed his avoidance of Betty.
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He encountered Sylvia in New York; asked her to dance with him; was
refused; cut in when she was, in a sense, helpless; and glided around the
room with a sullen, brilliant body that fairly palpitated with distaste.
Even during the summer he ran into her once on Long Island. Then he was
always missing her. Perhaps she had learned to avoid him. He shrank each
morning from his paper, from any bit of rumour connecting her with a man;
and Blodgett, he noticed, was still making money for a bachelor bank
account.
He came to conceive a liking for his flabby employer, although he was quite
sure Blodgett wouldn't have bothered with him a moment if he hadn't been
a prominent college man with such ties among the great as Blodgett hadn't
been able to knot himself. What was more to the point, the stout man
admired George's ambition. He was more generous with his surreptitious
advice. He paid a larger salary which he admitted was less than George
earned during that summer. George, therefore, went back to Princeton with
fuller pockets. Again Mundy was loath to let him depart.
"You know more about this game than men who've worked at it for years."
His face of a parson grimaced.
"You'd soon be able to hire me, if you'd stick on the job instead of going
back to college to get smashed up at football."
George, however, didn't suffer much damage that year. He played brilliantly
through a season that without him would have been far more disastrous than
it was.
When it was all over Squibs sat one night silently for a long time. At last he
stirred, lighted his pipe, and spoke.
"I ought to say to you, George, that I was as satisfied with you in defeat as I
was in victory."
"I outplayed Planter, anyway, didn't I?"
Bailly studied him.
"Did that mean more to you than having Princeton beaten?"
refused; cut in when she was, in a sense, helpless; and glided around the
room with a sullen, brilliant body that fairly palpitated with distaste.
Even during the summer he ran into her once on Long Island. Then he was
always missing her. Perhaps she had learned to avoid him. He shrank each
morning from his paper, from any bit of rumour connecting her with a man;
and Blodgett, he noticed, was still making money for a bachelor bank
account.
He came to conceive a liking for his flabby employer, although he was quite
sure Blodgett wouldn't have bothered with him a moment if he hadn't been
a prominent college man with such ties among the great as Blodgett hadn't
been able to knot himself. What was more to the point, the stout man
admired George's ambition. He was more generous with his surreptitious
advice. He paid a larger salary which he admitted was less than George
earned during that summer. George, therefore, went back to Princeton with
fuller pockets. Again Mundy was loath to let him depart.
"You know more about this game than men who've worked at it for years."
His face of a parson grimaced.
"You'd soon be able to hire me, if you'd stick on the job instead of going
back to college to get smashed up at football."
George, however, didn't suffer much damage that year. He played brilliantly
through a season that without him would have been far more disastrous than
it was.
When it was all over Squibs sat one night silently for a long time. At last he
stirred, lighted his pipe, and spoke.
"I ought to say to you, George, that I was as satisfied with you in defeat as I
was in victory."
"I outplayed Planter, anyway, didn't I?"
Bailly studied him.
"Did that mean more to you than having Princeton beaten?"
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"It kept Princeton from being beaten worse than it was."
"Yes," Bailly admitted, "and, perhaps, you are right to find a personal
victory somewhere in a general defeat."
"But you really think it selfish," George said.
"I wish," Bailly answered, "I could graft on your brain some of Allen's
mental processes, even his dissatisfactions."
"You can't," George said, bluntly. "I'm tired of Allen's smash talk. Most
people like him could be bought with the very conditions they attack."
Bailly arose and limped up and down. When he spoke his voice vibrated
with an unaccustomed passion:
"I don't know. I don't think so. But I want you to realize that prostrate
worship of the fat old god success is as wicked as any other idolatry. I want
you to understand that Allen and his kind may be sincere and right, that a
vision unblinded by the bull's-eye may see the target all awry. My fear goes
back to your first days here. You are still ashamed of service."
"I've served," George said, hotly.
"Was it real service," Bailly asked gently, "or a shot at the bull's-eye?"
Almost involuntarily George clapped his fingers to his head.
"You're wrong, sir," he cried. "I've served when nothing but the thought of
service brought me through."
Mrs. Bailly hurried in. She put one hand on George's shoulder. With the
other she patted his hair.
"What's he scolding my boy for?"
George grinned at Bailly.
"Don't you see, sir, if I were as bad as you think she couldn't do that?"
Bailly nodded thoughtfully.
"If you've served as you say you must be merely hiding the good."
"Yes," Bailly admitted, "and, perhaps, you are right to find a personal
victory somewhere in a general defeat."
"But you really think it selfish," George said.
"I wish," Bailly answered, "I could graft on your brain some of Allen's
mental processes, even his dissatisfactions."
"You can't," George said, bluntly. "I'm tired of Allen's smash talk. Most
people like him could be bought with the very conditions they attack."
Bailly arose and limped up and down. When he spoke his voice vibrated
with an unaccustomed passion:
"I don't know. I don't think so. But I want you to realize that prostrate
worship of the fat old god success is as wicked as any other idolatry. I want
you to understand that Allen and his kind may be sincere and right, that a
vision unblinded by the bull's-eye may see the target all awry. My fear goes
back to your first days here. You are still ashamed of service."
"I've served," George said, hotly.
"Was it real service," Bailly asked gently, "or a shot at the bull's-eye?"
Almost involuntarily George clapped his fingers to his head.
"You're wrong, sir," he cried. "I've served when nothing but the thought of
service brought me through."
Mrs. Bailly hurried in. She put one hand on George's shoulder. With the
other she patted his hair.
"What's he scolding my boy for?"
George grinned at Bailly.
"Don't you see, sir, if I were as bad as you think she couldn't do that?"
Bailly nodded thoughtfully.
"If you've served as you say you must be merely hiding the good."
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XXX
To himself at times George acknowledged his badness, in Bailly's terms at
least. He sometimes sympathized with Allen's point of view, even while he
heckled that angular man who often sat with him and Goodhue, talking
about strikes, and violence, and drunkenness as the quickest recreation for
men who had no time for play. He longed to tell Allen in justification that
he had walked out of the working class himself. Later, staring at Sylvia's
portrait, he would grow hard again. Men, he would repeat, wanted to smash
down obstacles only because they didn't have the strength to scramble over.
He had the strength. But Bailly would intrude again. What about the
congenitally unsound?
"I'm not unsound," he would say to himself, studying the picture.
And he suspected that it was because he didn't want to be good that he was
afraid of seeing too much of Betty Alston and her kindliness and the
reminiscence of tears in her eyes. If Squibs only knew how blessedly easy it
would be to turn good, to let ambition and Sylvia slip into a remote and
ugly memory! More frequently now he stared at her portrait, forcing into
his heart the thought of hatred and into her face the expression of it; for the
more hatred there was between them, the smaller was the chance of his
growing weak.
He longed for the approaching escape from his gravest temptation. When he
was through college and definitely in New York he would find it simpler to
be hard. For that matter, why should he grow weak? He had achieved a
success far beyond the common. He would graduate president of his class,
captain of the football team, although he had tried to throw both honours to
Goodhue; member of the club that had drawn the best men of his year, a
power in the Senior Council; the man who had done most for Princeton; a
high-stand scholar; and, most important of all, one who had acquired with
his education a certain amount of culture and an ease of manner in any
company. Allen was still angular, as were most of those other men who had
come here, like George, with nothing behind them.
In his success he saw no miracle, no luck beyond Squibs' early interest.
What he had won he had applied himself to get with hardness, cold
To himself at times George acknowledged his badness, in Bailly's terms at
least. He sometimes sympathized with Allen's point of view, even while he
heckled that angular man who often sat with him and Goodhue, talking
about strikes, and violence, and drunkenness as the quickest recreation for
men who had no time for play. He longed to tell Allen in justification that
he had walked out of the working class himself. Later, staring at Sylvia's
portrait, he would grow hard again. Men, he would repeat, wanted to smash
down obstacles only because they didn't have the strength to scramble over.
He had the strength. But Bailly would intrude again. What about the
congenitally unsound?
"I'm not unsound," he would say to himself, studying the picture.
And he suspected that it was because he didn't want to be good that he was
afraid of seeing too much of Betty Alston and her kindliness and the
reminiscence of tears in her eyes. If Squibs only knew how blessedly easy it
would be to turn good, to let ambition and Sylvia slip into a remote and
ugly memory! More frequently now he stared at her portrait, forcing into
his heart the thought of hatred and into her face the expression of it; for the
more hatred there was between them, the smaller was the chance of his
growing weak.
He longed for the approaching escape from his gravest temptation. When he
was through college and definitely in New York he would find it simpler to
be hard. For that matter, why should he grow weak? He had achieved a
success far beyond the common. He would graduate president of his class,
captain of the football team, although he had tried to throw both honours to
Goodhue; member of the club that had drawn the best men of his year, a
power in the Senior Council; the man who had done most for Princeton; a
high-stand scholar; and, most important of all, one who had acquired with
his education a certain amount of culture and an ease of manner in any
company. Allen was still angular, as were most of those other men who had
come here, like George, with nothing behind them.
In his success he saw no miracle, no luck beyond Squibs' early interest.
What he had won he had applied himself to get with hardness, cold
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calculation, an indomitable will. He had kept his eyes open. He had used
everybody, everything, to help him climb toward Sylvia out of the valley of
humiliation. The qualities that had brought him all that were good qualities,
worth clinging to. As he had climbed he would continue in spite of Bailly or
Allen or Betty. But when he thought of Betty he had to fight the tears from
his own eyes.
A little while before his graduation he went to her, knowing he must do
something to make her less kind, to destroy the impression she gave him of
one who, like Mrs. Bailly, always thought of him at his best.
He walked alone through a bland moonlight scented with honeysuckle from
the hedges. His heart beat as it had that day four years ago when he had
unintentionally let Sylvia know his presumptuous craving.
Two white figures strolled in front of the house. He went up, striving to
overcome the absurd reluctance in his heart. It wasn't simple to destroy a
thing as beautiful as this friendship. Betty paused and turned, drawing her
mother around.
"I thought you'd quite forgotten us, George."
Nor did he want to kill the welcome in her voice.
"You're leaving Princeton very soon," Mrs. Alston said. "I'm glad you've
come. Of course, it isn't to say good-bye."
He wondered if she didn't long for a parting to be broken only by occasional
meetings in town. He wondered if she didn't fear for Betty. If there had been
no Sylvia, if he had dared abandon the hard things and ask for Betty, this
imperious woman would have put plenty of searching questions. But, he
reflected, if it hadn't been for Sylvia he never would have come so far,
never would have come to Betty. Every consideration held him on his
course.
He feared that Mrs. Alston, in her narrow, careful manner, wouldn't give
him an opportunity to speak to Betty alone. He was glad when they went in
and found Mr. Alston, who liked and admired him. When he left there must
come a chance. As he said good-night, indeed, Betty followed him to the
hall, and he whispered, so that the servant couldn't hear:
everybody, everything, to help him climb toward Sylvia out of the valley of
humiliation. The qualities that had brought him all that were good qualities,
worth clinging to. As he had climbed he would continue in spite of Bailly or
Allen or Betty. But when he thought of Betty he had to fight the tears from
his own eyes.
A little while before his graduation he went to her, knowing he must do
something to make her less kind, to destroy the impression she gave him of
one who, like Mrs. Bailly, always thought of him at his best.
He walked alone through a bland moonlight scented with honeysuckle from
the hedges. His heart beat as it had that day four years ago when he had
unintentionally let Sylvia know his presumptuous craving.
Two white figures strolled in front of the house. He went up, striving to
overcome the absurd reluctance in his heart. It wasn't simple to destroy a
thing as beautiful as this friendship. Betty paused and turned, drawing her
mother around.
"I thought you'd quite forgotten us, George."
Nor did he want to kill the welcome in her voice.
"You're leaving Princeton very soon," Mrs. Alston said. "I'm glad you've
come. Of course, it isn't to say good-bye."
He wondered if she didn't long for a parting to be broken only by occasional
meetings in town. He wondered if she didn't fear for Betty. If there had been
no Sylvia, if he had dared abandon the hard things and ask for Betty, this
imperious woman would have put plenty of searching questions. But, he
reflected, if it hadn't been for Sylvia he never would have come so far,
never would have come to Betty. Every consideration held him on his
course.
He feared that Mrs. Alston, in her narrow, careful manner, wouldn't give
him an opportunity to speak to Betty alone. He was glad when they went in
and found Mr. Alston, who liked and admired him. When he left there must
come a chance. As he said good-night, indeed, Betty followed him to the
hall, and he whispered, so that the servant couldn't hear:
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"Betty, I've a confession. Won't you walk toward the gate with me?"
The colour entered her white face as she turned and called to her mother:
"I'll walk to the gate with George."
From the room he fancied a rustling, irritated acknowledgment.
But she came, throwing a transparent scarf over her tawny hair, and they
were alone in the moonlight and the scent of flowers, walking side by side
across grass, beneath the heavy branches of trees.
"See here, Betty! I've no business to call you that—never have had. Without
saying anything I've lied to you ever since I've been in Princeton. I've taken
advantage of your friendship."
She paused. The thick leaves let through sufficient light to show him the
bewilderment in her eyes. Her voice was a little frightened.
"You can't make me believe that. You're not the sort of man that does such
things. I don't know what you're talking about."
"Thanks," he said, "but you're wrong, and I can't go away without telling
you just what I am."
"You're just—George Morton," she said with a troubled smile.
He tried not to listen. He hurried on with this killing that appealed to him as
necessary.
"Remember the day in Freshman year, or before, wasn't it, when you
recognized Sylvia Planter's bulldog? It was her dog. She had given him
away—to me, because she had set him on me, and instead of biting he had
licked my face. So she said to take him away because she could never bear
to see him again."
Betty's bewilderment grew. She spoke gropingly.
"I guessed there had been something unusual between you and the Planters.
What difference does it make? Why do you tell me now? Anything as old as
that makes no difference."
The colour entered her white face as she turned and called to her mother:
"I'll walk to the gate with George."
From the room he fancied a rustling, irritated acknowledgment.
But she came, throwing a transparent scarf over her tawny hair, and they
were alone in the moonlight and the scent of flowers, walking side by side
across grass, beneath the heavy branches of trees.
"See here, Betty! I've no business to call you that—never have had. Without
saying anything I've lied to you ever since I've been in Princeton. I've taken
advantage of your friendship."
She paused. The thick leaves let through sufficient light to show him the
bewilderment in her eyes. Her voice was a little frightened.
"You can't make me believe that. You're not the sort of man that does such
things. I don't know what you're talking about."
"Thanks," he said, "but you're wrong, and I can't go away without telling
you just what I am."
"You're just—George Morton," she said with a troubled smile.
He tried not to listen. He hurried on with this killing that appealed to him as
necessary.
"Remember the day in Freshman year, or before, wasn't it, when you
recognized Sylvia Planter's bulldog? It was her dog. She had given him
away—to me, because she had set him on me, and instead of biting he had
licked my face. So she said to take him away because she could never bear
to see him again."
Betty's bewilderment grew. She spoke gropingly.
"I guessed there had been something unusual between you and the Planters.
What difference does it make? Why do you tell me now? Anything as old as
that makes no difference."
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"But it does," he blurted out. "I know you too well now not to tell you."
"But you and Lambert are good friends. You dance with Sylvia."
"And she," he said with a harsh laugh, "still calls me an impertinent
servant."
Betty started. She drew a little away.
"What? What are you talking about?"
"Just that," he said, softly.
He forced himself to a relentless description of his father and mother, of the
livery stable, of the failure, of his acceptance of the privilege to be a paid by
the week guardian on a horse of the beautiful Sylvia Planter. The only point
he left obscure was the sentimental basis of his quarrel with her.
"I was impertinent," he ended. "She called me an impertinent servant, a
stable boy, other pleasant names. She had me fired, or would have, if I
hadn't been going anyway. Now you know how I've lied to you and what I
am!"
He waited, arms half raised, as one awaits an inevitable blow. For a minute
she continued to stare. Then she stepped nearer. Although he had suffered to
win an opposite response, she did what he had forced Lambert Planter to
do.
"No wonder Lambert admires you," she said, warmly. "To do so much from
such a beginning! I knew at first you were different from—from us. You're
not now. It's——"
She broke off, drawing away a little again. He struggled to keep his hands
from her white, slender figure, from her hair, yellow in the moonlight.
"You don't understand," he said, desperately. "This thing that you say I've
become is only veneer. It may have thickened, but it's still veneer."
It hurt to say that more than anything else, for all along he had been afraid it
was the truth.
"But you and Lambert are good friends. You dance with Sylvia."
"And she," he said with a harsh laugh, "still calls me an impertinent
servant."
Betty started. She drew a little away.
"What? What are you talking about?"
"Just that," he said, softly.
He forced himself to a relentless description of his father and mother, of the
livery stable, of the failure, of his acceptance of the privilege to be a paid by
the week guardian on a horse of the beautiful Sylvia Planter. The only point
he left obscure was the sentimental basis of his quarrel with her.
"I was impertinent," he ended. "She called me an impertinent servant, a
stable boy, other pleasant names. She had me fired, or would have, if I
hadn't been going anyway. Now you know how I've lied to you and what I
am!"
He waited, arms half raised, as one awaits an inevitable blow. For a minute
she continued to stare. Then she stepped nearer. Although he had suffered to
win an opposite response, she did what he had forced Lambert Planter to
do.
"No wonder Lambert admires you," she said, warmly. "To do so much from
such a beginning! I knew at first you were different from—from us. You're
not now. It's——"
She broke off, drawing away a little again. He struggled to keep his hands
from her white, slender figure, from her hair, yellow in the moonlight.
"You don't understand," he said, desperately. "This thing that you say I've
become is only veneer. It may have thickened, but it's still veneer."
It hurt to say that more than anything else, for all along he had been afraid it
was the truth.
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"Underneath the veneer," he went on, "I'm the mucker, the stable boy if you
like. If I were anything else I would have told you all this years ago. Betty!
Betty!"
She drew farther away. He thought her voice was frightened, not quite clear.
"Please! Don't say anything more now. I'd rather not. I—I——Listen! What
difference does it make to me or anybody where you came from? You're
what you are, what you always have been since I've known you. It was
brave to tell me. I know that. I'm going now. Please——"
She moved swiftly forward, stretching out her hand. He took it, felt its
uncertain movement in his, wondered why it was so cold, tightened his
grasp on its delightful and bewitching fragility. Her voice was uncertain,
too. It caressed him as he unconsciously caressed her hand.
"Good-night, George."
He couldn't help holding that slender hand tighter. She swayed away,
whispering breathlessly:
"Let me go now!"
He opened his fingers, and she ran lightly, with a broken laugh, across the
lawn away from him.
The moonlight was like the half light of a breathless chapel, and the scent of
flowers suggested death; yet he had not killed what he had come to kill.
When he couldn't see her white figure any more George Morton, greatest of
football players, big man of his class, already with greedy fingers in the fat
purse of Wall Street, flung himself on the thick grass and fought to keep his
shoulders from jerking, his throat from choking, his eyes from filling with
tears.
like. If I were anything else I would have told you all this years ago. Betty!
Betty!"
She drew farther away. He thought her voice was frightened, not quite clear.
"Please! Don't say anything more now. I'd rather not. I—I——Listen! What
difference does it make to me or anybody where you came from? You're
what you are, what you always have been since I've known you. It was
brave to tell me. I know that. I'm going now. Please——"
She moved swiftly forward, stretching out her hand. He took it, felt its
uncertain movement in his, wondered why it was so cold, tightened his
grasp on its delightful and bewitching fragility. Her voice was uncertain,
too. It caressed him as he unconsciously caressed her hand.
"Good-night, George."
He couldn't help holding that slender hand tighter. She swayed away,
whispering breathlessly:
"Let me go now!"
He opened his fingers, and she ran lightly, with a broken laugh, across the
lawn away from him.
The moonlight was like the half light of a breathless chapel, and the scent of
flowers suggested death; yet he had not killed what he had come to kill.
When he couldn't see her white figure any more George Morton, greatest of
football players, big man of his class, already with greedy fingers in the fat
purse of Wall Street, flung himself on the thick grass and fought to keep his
shoulders from jerking, his throat from choking, his eyes from filling with
tears.
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PART III
THE MARKET-PLACE
I
George left Princeton with a sense of flight. The reception of a diploma
didn't interest him, nor did the cheers he received class day or on the
afternoon of the Yale baseball game when, beneath a Japanese parasol, he
led the seniors in front of admiring thousands who audibly identified him
for each other.
The man that had done most for Princeton! He admitted he had done a good
deal for himself. Of course, Squibs was right and he was abnormally
selfish; only it was too bad Betty couldn't have thought so. He had tried to
make her and had failed, he told himself, because Betty couldn't understand
selfishness.
He avoided during those last days every chance of seeing her alone; but
even in the presence of others he was aware of an alteration in her manner,
to be traced, doubtless, to the night of his difficult confession. She was
kinder, but her eyes were often puzzled, as if she couldn't understand why
he didn't want to see her alone.
He counted the moments, anxious for Blodgett and the enveloping
atmosphere of his marble-and-mahogany office. That would break the last
permanent tie. He would return to Princeton, naturally, but for only a day or
two now and then, too short a time to permit its influences appreciably to
swerve him.
Without meaning to, he let himself soften on the very edge of his departure
when the class sang on the steps of Nassau Hall for the last time, then
burned the benches about the cannon, and in lock step, hands on shoulders,
THE MARKET-PLACE
I
George left Princeton with a sense of flight. The reception of a diploma
didn't interest him, nor did the cheers he received class day or on the
afternoon of the Yale baseball game when, beneath a Japanese parasol, he
led the seniors in front of admiring thousands who audibly identified him
for each other.
The man that had done most for Princeton! He admitted he had done a good
deal for himself. Of course, Squibs was right and he was abnormally
selfish; only it was too bad Betty couldn't have thought so. He had tried to
make her and had failed, he told himself, because Betty couldn't understand
selfishness.
He avoided during those last days every chance of seeing her alone; but
even in the presence of others he was aware of an alteration in her manner,
to be traced, doubtless, to the night of his difficult confession. She was
kinder, but her eyes were often puzzled, as if she couldn't understand why
he didn't want to see her alone.
He counted the moments, anxious for Blodgett and the enveloping
atmosphere of his marble-and-mahogany office. That would break the last
permanent tie. He would return to Princeton, naturally, but for only a day or
two now and then, too short a time to permit its influences appreciably to
swerve him.
Without meaning to, he let himself soften on the very edge of his departure
when the class sang on the steps of Nassau Hall for the last time, then
burned the benches about the cannon, and in lock step, hands on shoulders,
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shuffled slowly away like men who have accomplished the interment of
their youth.
A lot of these mourning fellows he would never meet again; but he would
see plenty of Goodhue and Wandel and other useful people. Why, then, did
he abruptly and sharply regret his separation from all the others, even the
submerged ones who had got from Princeton only an education taken like
medicine and of about as much value? In the sway of this mood, induced by
permanent farewells, he came upon Dalrymple.
"There's no point saying good-bye to you," George offered, kindly.
Of course not. They would meet each other in town too frequently, secreting
a private enmity behind publicly worn masks of friendship. George was
wandering on, but Dalrymple halted him. The man was a trifle drunk, and
the sentiment of the moment had penetrated his narrow mind.
"Not been very good friends, George, you and I."
Even then George shrank from his apologies, since he appreciated their
precise value.
"Why don't you forget it?" he asked, gruffly.
Dalrymple nodded, but George knew in the morning the other would regret
having said as much as he had.
Immediately after that sombre dissolution of the class George said good-bye
to the Baillys. Although it was quite late they sat waiting for him in the
study, neat and serene as it had been on that first day a hundred years ago.
The room was quite the same except that Bill Gregory's picture had lost
prominence while George's stood in the place of honour—an incentive for
new men, although George was confident Squibs didn't urge certain of his
qualities on his youngsters.
Squibs looked older to-night, nearly as old, George thought, as the
disgraceful tweeds which he still wore. Mrs. Bailly sat in the shadows.
George kissed her and sank on the sofa at her side. She put her hand out and
groped for his, clinging to his fingers with a sort of despair. For a long time
they sat without speaking. George put his arm around her and waited for
their youth.
A lot of these mourning fellows he would never meet again; but he would
see plenty of Goodhue and Wandel and other useful people. Why, then, did
he abruptly and sharply regret his separation from all the others, even the
submerged ones who had got from Princeton only an education taken like
medicine and of about as much value? In the sway of this mood, induced by
permanent farewells, he came upon Dalrymple.
"There's no point saying good-bye to you," George offered, kindly.
Of course not. They would meet each other in town too frequently, secreting
a private enmity behind publicly worn masks of friendship. George was
wandering on, but Dalrymple halted him. The man was a trifle drunk, and
the sentiment of the moment had penetrated his narrow mind.
"Not been very good friends, George, you and I."
Even then George shrank from his apologies, since he appreciated their
precise value.
"Why don't you forget it?" he asked, gruffly.
Dalrymple nodded, but George knew in the morning the other would regret
having said as much as he had.
Immediately after that sombre dissolution of the class George said good-bye
to the Baillys. Although it was quite late they sat waiting for him in the
study, neat and serene as it had been on that first day a hundred years ago.
The room was quite the same except that Bill Gregory's picture had lost
prominence while George's stood in the place of honour—an incentive for
new men, although George was confident Squibs didn't urge certain of his
qualities on his youngsters.
Squibs looked older to-night, nearly as old, George thought, as the
disgraceful tweeds which he still wore. Mrs. Bailly sat in the shadows.
George kissed her and sank on the sofa at her side. She put her hand out and
groped for his, clinging to his fingers with a sort of despair. For a long time
they sat without speaking. George put his arm around her and waited for
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one or the other to break this silence which became unbearable. He couldn't,
because as he dreamed among the shadows there slipped into his mind the
appearance and the atmosphere of another room where three had sat without
words on the eve of a vital parting. Tawdry details came back of stove and
littered table and ungainly chairs, and of swollen hands and swollen eyes.
He had suffered an unbearable silence then because he had found himself
suddenly incapable of speaking his companions' language. With these two
the silence was more difficult, because there was too much to say—more
than ever could be said.
He started. Suppose Squibs at the very last should use his father's parting
words:
"It's a bad start, but maybe you'll turn out all right after all."
His lips tightened. Would it be any truer now than it had been then? For that
matter, would Squibs have cared for him or done as much for him, if he had
been less ambitious, if he had compromised at all?
One thing was definite: No matter what he did these two would never
demand his exile; and the old pain caught him, and he knew it was real, and
not a specious cover for his relief at not having to see his parents again. It
hurt—most of all his mother's acceptance of a judgment she should have
fought with all her soul.
He stroked the soft hand that clung to his. From that parting he had come to
the tender and eager maternal affection of this childless woman, and he
knew she would always believe he was right.
But she wanted him to have Betty——
He stood up. He was going away from home. She expressed that at the door.
"This is your home, George."
Bailly nodded.
"Never forget that. Don't let your ideas smoulder in your own brain. Come
home, and talk them over."
because as he dreamed among the shadows there slipped into his mind the
appearance and the atmosphere of another room where three had sat without
words on the eve of a vital parting. Tawdry details came back of stove and
littered table and ungainly chairs, and of swollen hands and swollen eyes.
He had suffered an unbearable silence then because he had found himself
suddenly incapable of speaking his companions' language. With these two
the silence was more difficult, because there was too much to say—more
than ever could be said.
He started. Suppose Squibs at the very last should use his father's parting
words:
"It's a bad start, but maybe you'll turn out all right after all."
His lips tightened. Would it be any truer now than it had been then? For that
matter, would Squibs have cared for him or done as much for him, if he had
been less ambitious, if he had compromised at all?
One thing was definite: No matter what he did these two would never
demand his exile; and the old pain caught him, and he knew it was real, and
not a specious cover for his relief at not having to see his parents again. It
hurt—most of all his mother's acceptance of a judgment she should have
fought with all her soul.
He stroked the soft hand that clung to his. From that parting he had come to
the tender and eager maternal affection of this childless woman, and he
knew she would always believe he was right.
But she wanted him to have Betty——
He stood up. He was going away from home. She expressed that at the door.
"This is your home, George."
Bailly nodded.
"Never forget that. Don't let your ideas smoulder in your own brain. Come
home, and talk them over."
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George kissed Mrs. Bailly. He put his hands on Bailly's narrow shoulders.
He looked at the young eyes in a wrinkled face.
"The thing that hurts me most," he muttered, "is that I haven't paid you
back."
"Perhaps not altogether," Bailly answered, gravely, "but someday you may."
II
The last thing George did before leaving his dismantled room, which for so
long had sheltered Sylvia's riding crop and her photograph, was to write this
little note to Betty:
Dear Betty:
It's simpler to go without saying good-bye.
G. M.
Then he was hustled through the window of the railroad train, out of
Princeton, and definitely into the market-place.
After the sentiment of the final days the crowding, unyielding buildings,
and the men that shared astonishingly their qualities, offered him a useful
restorative. He found he could approximate their essential hardness again.
The Street at times resembled the campus—it held so many of the men he
had learned to know at Princeton. Lambert was installed in his father's
marble temple. He caught George one day on the sidewalk and hustled him
to a luncheon club.
"I suppose I really ought to put you up here."
"Why?" George asked.
"Because I'm always sure of a good scrap with you. I missed not playing
against you in the Princeton game last fall. Now there's no more football for
either of us. I like scraps."
He looked at the young eyes in a wrinkled face.
"The thing that hurts me most," he muttered, "is that I haven't paid you
back."
"Perhaps not altogether," Bailly answered, gravely, "but someday you may."
II
The last thing George did before leaving his dismantled room, which for so
long had sheltered Sylvia's riding crop and her photograph, was to write this
little note to Betty:
Dear Betty:
It's simpler to go without saying good-bye.
G. M.
Then he was hustled through the window of the railroad train, out of
Princeton, and definitely into the market-place.
After the sentiment of the final days the crowding, unyielding buildings,
and the men that shared astonishingly their qualities, offered him a useful
restorative. He found he could approximate their essential hardness again.
The Street at times resembled the campus—it held so many of the men he
had learned to know at Princeton. Lambert was installed in his father's
marble temple. He caught George one day on the sidewalk and hustled him
to a luncheon club.
"I suppose I really ought to put you up here."
"Why?" George asked.
"Because I'm always sure of a good scrap with you. I missed not playing
against you in the Princeton game last fall. Now there's no more football for
either of us. I like scraps."
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Blodgett, he chanced to mention later, had spent the previous week-end at
Oakmont. Blodgett had already bragged of that in George's presence. He
forgot the excellent dishes Lambert had had placed before him.
"Have you put Blodgett up here, too?" he asked in his bluntest manner.
Lambert shook his head.
"That's different."
"Not very honestly different," George said, attempting a smile.
"You mean," Lambert laughed, "because I've never asked you to Oakmont?
Under the circumstances——"
"I don't mean that," George said. "I mean Blodgett."
"I can only arrange my own likes and dislikes," Lambert answered, still
amused.
Then who at Oakmont liked the fat financier?
Rogers was in the street, too, selling bonds with his old attitude toward the
serious side of life, striving earnestly only to spy out the right crowd and to
run with it.
"Buy my bonds! Buy my bonds!" he would cry, coming into George's
office. "They're each and every one a bargain. Remember, what's a bargain
to-day may be a dead loss to-morrow, so buy before it's too late."
Goodhue planned to enter a stock exchange firm in the fall, and a lot of
other men from the class would come down then after a long rest between
college and tackling the world on twenty dollars a month. Wandel alone of
George's intimates rested irresolute. George, since he had taken two rooms
and a bath in the apartment house in which Wandel lived, saw him
frequently. He could easily afford that luxury, for each summer his balance
had grown, and Blodgett, now that he had George for as long as he could
keep him, was paying him handsomely, and flattering him by drawing on
the store of special knowledge his extended and difficult application had
hoarded.
Oakmont. Blodgett had already bragged of that in George's presence. He
forgot the excellent dishes Lambert had had placed before him.
"Have you put Blodgett up here, too?" he asked in his bluntest manner.
Lambert shook his head.
"That's different."
"Not very honestly different," George said, attempting a smile.
"You mean," Lambert laughed, "because I've never asked you to Oakmont?
Under the circumstances——"
"I don't mean that," George said. "I mean Blodgett."
"I can only arrange my own likes and dislikes," Lambert answered, still
amused.
Then who at Oakmont liked the fat financier?
Rogers was in the street, too, selling bonds with his old attitude toward the
serious side of life, striving earnestly only to spy out the right crowd and to
run with it.
"Buy my bonds! Buy my bonds!" he would cry, coming into George's
office. "They're each and every one a bargain. Remember, what's a bargain
to-day may be a dead loss to-morrow, so buy before it's too late."
Goodhue planned to enter a stock exchange firm in the fall, and a lot of
other men from the class would come down then after a long rest between
college and tackling the world on twenty dollars a month. Wandel alone of
George's intimates rested irresolute. George, since he had taken two rooms
and a bath in the apartment house in which Wandel lived, saw him
frequently. He could easily afford that luxury, for each summer his balance
had grown, and Blodgett, now that he had George for as long as he could
keep him, was paying him handsomely, and flattering him by drawing on
the store of special knowledge his extended and difficult application had
hoarded.
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To live in such a house, moreover, was necessary to his campaign, which,
he admitted, had lagged alarmingly. Sylvia had continued to avoid him. She
seemed to possess a special sense for the houses and the parties where he
would be, and when, in spite of this, they did meet, she tried to impress him
with a thorough indifference; or, if she couldn't avoid a dance, with a rigid
repulsion that failed to harmonize with her warm colouring and her
exquisite femininity.
Through some means he had to get on. His restless apprehension had
grown. Her departure for Europe with her mother fed the rumours that from
time to time had connected her name with eligible men. It was even hinted
now that her mother's eyesight, which reached to social greatness across the
Atlantic, was responsible for her celibacy.
"There'll be an announcement before she comes back," the gossip ran.
"They'll land a museum piece of a title."
George didn't know about that, but he did realize that unless he could
progress, one day a rumour would take body. He resented bitterly her
absence this summer, but if things would carry on until the fall he would
manage, he promised himself, to get ahead with Sylvia.
Wandel seemed to enjoy having George near, for, irresolute as he was, he
spent practically the entire summer in town. George, one night when they
had returned from two hours' suffering of a summer show, asked him the
reason. They smoked in Wandel's library.
"I can look around better here," was all Wandel would say.
"But Driggs! Those precious talents!"
Wandel stretched himself in an easy chair.
"What would you suggest, great man?"
George laughed.
"Do you write poetry in secret—the big, wicked, and suffering city, seen
from a tenth-story window overlooking a pretty park?"
Vehemently Wandel shook his head.
he admitted, had lagged alarmingly. Sylvia had continued to avoid him. She
seemed to possess a special sense for the houses and the parties where he
would be, and when, in spite of this, they did meet, she tried to impress him
with a thorough indifference; or, if she couldn't avoid a dance, with a rigid
repulsion that failed to harmonize with her warm colouring and her
exquisite femininity.
Through some means he had to get on. His restless apprehension had
grown. Her departure for Europe with her mother fed the rumours that from
time to time had connected her name with eligible men. It was even hinted
now that her mother's eyesight, which reached to social greatness across the
Atlantic, was responsible for her celibacy.
"There'll be an announcement before she comes back," the gossip ran.
"They'll land a museum piece of a title."
George didn't know about that, but he did realize that unless he could
progress, one day a rumour would take body. He resented bitterly her
absence this summer, but if things would carry on until the fall he would
manage, he promised himself, to get ahead with Sylvia.
Wandel seemed to enjoy having George near, for, irresolute as he was, he
spent practically the entire summer in town. George, one night when they
had returned from two hours' suffering of a summer show, asked him the
reason. They smoked in Wandel's library.
"I can look around better here," was all Wandel would say.
"But Driggs! Those precious talents!"
Wandel stretched himself in an easy chair.
"What would you suggest, great man?"
George laughed.
"Do you write poetry in secret—the big, wicked, and suffering city, seen
from a tenth-story window overlooking a pretty park?"
Vehemently Wandel shook his head.
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"You know what most of our modern American jinglers are up to—talking
socialism or anarchy to get themselves talked about. If only they wouldn't
apply such insincere and half-digested theories to their art! It's a little like
modern popular music—criminal intervals and measures against all the
rules. But crime, you see, is invariably arresting. My apologies to the fox-
trot geniuses. They pretend to be nothing more than clever mutilators; but
the jinglers! They are great reformers. Bah! They remind me of a naughty
child who proudly displays the picture he has torn into grotesque pieces,
saying: 'Come quick, mother, and see what smart little Aleck has done.'
You'll have to try again, George."
George glanced up. His face was serious.
"Don't laugh at me. I mean it. Politics."
"At Princeton I wasn't bad at that," Wandel admitted, smiling reminiscently.
"But politics mixes a man with an unlovely crowd—uncouth provincials, a
lot of them, and some who are to all purposes foreigners. Do you know, my
dear George, that ability to read and write is essential to occupying a seat in
the United States Senate? I was amazed the other day to hear it was so. You
see how simple it is to misjudge."
"Then there's room," George laughed, "for more honest, well-educated,
well-bred Americans."
"Seems to me," Wandel drawled, "that a little broad-minded practicality in
our politics would be more useful than bovine honesty. I could furnish that.
How should I begin?"
"You might get a start in the State Department," George suggested,
"diplomacy, a secretaryship——"
"For once you're wrong," Wandel objected. "In this country diplomacy is a
destination rather than a route. The good jobs are frequently given for
services rendered, or men pay enormous sums for the privilege of being
taken for waiters at their own functions. To start at the bottom——Oh, no. I
don't possess the cerebral vacuity, and you can only climb out of the
service."
"Just the same," George laughed, "you'd make a tricky politician."
socialism or anarchy to get themselves talked about. If only they wouldn't
apply such insincere and half-digested theories to their art! It's a little like
modern popular music—criminal intervals and measures against all the
rules. But crime, you see, is invariably arresting. My apologies to the fox-
trot geniuses. They pretend to be nothing more than clever mutilators; but
the jinglers! They are great reformers. Bah! They remind me of a naughty
child who proudly displays the picture he has torn into grotesque pieces,
saying: 'Come quick, mother, and see what smart little Aleck has done.'
You'll have to try again, George."
George glanced up. His face was serious.
"Don't laugh at me. I mean it. Politics."
"At Princeton I wasn't bad at that," Wandel admitted, smiling reminiscently.
"But politics mixes a man with an unlovely crowd—uncouth provincials, a
lot of them, and some who are to all purposes foreigners. Do you know, my
dear George, that ability to read and write is essential to occupying a seat in
the United States Senate? I was amazed the other day to hear it was so. You
see how simple it is to misjudge."
"Then there's room," George laughed, "for more honest, well-educated,
well-bred Americans."
"Seems to me," Wandel drawled, "that a little broad-minded practicality in
our politics would be more useful than bovine honesty. I could furnish that.
How should I begin?"
"You might get a start in the State Department," George suggested,
"diplomacy, a secretaryship——"
"For once you're wrong," Wandel objected. "In this country diplomacy is a
destination rather than a route. The good jobs are frequently given for
services rendered, or men pay enormous sums for the privilege of being
taken for waiters at their own functions. To start at the bottom——Oh, no. I
don't possess the cerebral vacuity, and you can only climb out of the
service."
"Just the same," George laughed, "you'd make a tricky politician."
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Wandel puffed thoughtfully.
"You're a far-seeing, a far-going person," he said. "You are bound to be a
very rich man. You'll want a few practical politicians. Isn't it so? Never
mind, but it's understood if I ever run for President or coroner you'll back
me with your money bags."
George glanced about the room, as striking and costly in its French fashion
as the green study had been.
"You have all the money you need," he said.
"But I'd be a rotten politician," Wandel answered, "if I spent any of my own
money on my own campaigns. So we have an understanding if the occasion
should arise——"
With a movement exceptionally quick for him, suggesting, indeed, an
uncontrollable nervous reaction, Wandel sprang to his feet and went to the
window where he leant out. George followed him, staring over the park's
far-spread velvet, studded with the small but abundant yellow jewels of the
lamps.
"What is it, little man? It's insufferable in town. Why don't you go play by
the sea or in the hills?"
"Because," Wandel answered, softly, "I can't help the feeling that any
occasion may arise. I don't mean our little politics, George. Time enough for
them. I don't want to go. I am waiting."
George understood.
"You mean the murders at Sarajevo," he said. "You're over-sensitive. Run
along and play. Nothing will come of that."
"Tell me," Wandel said, turning slowly, "that you mean what you say. Tell
me you haven't figured on it already."
George shrugged his shoulders.
"You're discreet. All right. I have figured, because, if anything should come
of it, it offers the chance of a lifetime for making money. Mundy's put me in
"You're a far-seeing, a far-going person," he said. "You are bound to be a
very rich man. You'll want a few practical politicians. Isn't it so? Never
mind, but it's understood if I ever run for President or coroner you'll back
me with your money bags."
George glanced about the room, as striking and costly in its French fashion
as the green study had been.
"You have all the money you need," he said.
"But I'd be a rotten politician," Wandel answered, "if I spent any of my own
money on my own campaigns. So we have an understanding if the occasion
should arise——"
With a movement exceptionally quick for him, suggesting, indeed, an
uncontrollable nervous reaction, Wandel sprang to his feet and went to the
window where he leant out. George followed him, staring over the park's
far-spread velvet, studded with the small but abundant yellow jewels of the
lamps.
"What is it, little man? It's insufferable in town. Why don't you go play by
the sea or in the hills?"
"Because," Wandel answered, softly, "I can't help the feeling that any
occasion may arise. I don't mean our little politics, George. Time enough for
them. I don't want to go. I am waiting."
George understood.
"You mean the murders at Sarajevo," he said. "You're over-sensitive. Run
along and play. Nothing will come of that."
"Tell me," Wandel said, turning slowly, "that you mean what you say. Tell
me you haven't figured on it already."
George shrugged his shoulders.
"You're discreet. All right. I have figured, because, if anything should come
of it, it offers the chance of a lifetime for making money. Mundy's put me in
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touch with some useful people in London and Paris. I want to be ready if
things should break. I hope they won't. Honestly, I very much doubt if they
will. Even Germany will think twice before forcing a general war."
"But you're making ready," Wandel whispered, "on the off-chance."
George pressed a switch and got more light. It was as if a heavy shadow had
filled the delightful room.
"We're growing fanciful," he said, "seeing things in the dark. By the way,
you run into Dalrymple occasionally? I'm told he comes often to town."
Wandel left the window, nodding.
"How long can he keep it up?" George asked.
"I'm not a physician."
"No, no. I mean financially. I gather his family live up to what they have."
"I daresay it would pain them to settle Dolly's debts frequently," Wandel
smiled.
"Then," George said, slowly, "he is fairly sure to come to you—that is, if
this keeps up."
"Why," Wandel asked, "should I encourage Dolly to be charitable to rich
wine agents and under-dressed females?"
George shook his head.
"If he asks you for help don't send him to the money lenders. Send him
discreetly to me. If I didn't have what he'd want, I daresay I could get it."
Wandel stared, lighting another cigarette.
"I'd like to keep him from the money lenders," George said, easily.
He didn't care whether Wandel thought him a forgiving fool or a calculating
scoundrel. Goodhue and Wandel had long since seen that he had been put
up at a number of clubs. The two had fancied they could control
Dalrymple's resentments. George, following his system, preferred a whip in
things should break. I hope they won't. Honestly, I very much doubt if they
will. Even Germany will think twice before forcing a general war."
"But you're making ready," Wandel whispered, "on the off-chance."
George pressed a switch and got more light. It was as if a heavy shadow had
filled the delightful room.
"We're growing fanciful," he said, "seeing things in the dark. By the way,
you run into Dalrymple occasionally? I'm told he comes often to town."
Wandel left the window, nodding.
"How long can he keep it up?" George asked.
"I'm not a physician."
"No, no. I mean financially. I gather his family live up to what they have."
"I daresay it would pain them to settle Dolly's debts frequently," Wandel
smiled.
"Then," George said, slowly, "he is fairly sure to come to you—that is, if
this keeps up."
"Why," Wandel asked, "should I encourage Dolly to be charitable to rich
wine agents and under-dressed females?"
George shook his head.
"If he asks you for help don't send him to the money lenders. Send him
discreetly to me. If I didn't have what he'd want, I daresay I could get it."
Wandel stared, lighting another cigarette.
"I'd like to keep him from the money lenders," George said, easily.
He didn't care whether Wandel thought him a forgiving fool or a calculating
scoundrel. Goodhue and Wandel had long since seen that he had been put
up at a number of clubs. The two had fancied they could control
Dalrymple's resentments. George, following his system, preferred a whip in
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his own hand. He harboured no thought of revenge, but he did want to be
able to protect himself. He would use every possible means. This was one.
"We'll see," Wandel said. "It's too bad great men don't get along with little
wasters."
III
More than once George was tempted to follow Sylvia, trusting to luck to
find means of being near her. Such a trip might, indeed, lead to profit if the
off chance should develop. Still that could be handled better from this side,
and it was, after all, a chance. He must trust to her coming back as she had
gone. His place for the present was with Blodgett and Mundy.
The chance, however, was at the back of his head when he encountered
Allen late one hot night in a characteristic pose in Times Square. Allen still
talked, but his audience of interested or tolerant college men had been
replaced by hungry, ragged loafers and a few flushed, well-dressed males of
the type that prefers any diversion to a sane return home. Allen stood in the
centre of this group. His arms gestured broadly. His angular face was
passionate. From the few words George caught his sympathy for these
failures was beyond measure. He suggested to them the beauties of
violence, the brilliancies of the social revolution. The loafers commented.
The triflers laughed. Policemen edged near.
"Free liquor!" a voice shrilled.
Allen shook his fist, and continued. The proletariat would have to take
matters into its own hands.
"Fine!" a hoarse and beery listener shouted, "but what'll the cops say about
it?"
The edging policemen didn't bother to say anything at first. They quietly
scattered the scarecrows and the laggards. They indicated the advisability of
retreat for the orator. Then one burst out at Allen.
"God help the proletariat if I have to take it before McGloyne at the station
house."
able to protect himself. He would use every possible means. This was one.
"We'll see," Wandel said. "It's too bad great men don't get along with little
wasters."
III
More than once George was tempted to follow Sylvia, trusting to luck to
find means of being near her. Such a trip might, indeed, lead to profit if the
off chance should develop. Still that could be handled better from this side,
and it was, after all, a chance. He must trust to her coming back as she had
gone. His place for the present was with Blodgett and Mundy.
The chance, however, was at the back of his head when he encountered
Allen late one hot night in a characteristic pose in Times Square. Allen still
talked, but his audience of interested or tolerant college men had been
replaced by hungry, ragged loafers and a few flushed, well-dressed males of
the type that prefers any diversion to a sane return home. Allen stood in the
centre of this group. His arms gestured broadly. His angular face was
passionate. From the few words George caught his sympathy for these
failures was beyond measure. He suggested to them the beauties of
violence, the brilliancies of the social revolution. The loafers commented.
The triflers laughed. Policemen edged near.
"Free liquor!" a voice shrilled.
Allen shook his fist, and continued. The proletariat would have to take
matters into its own hands.
"Fine!" a hoarse and beery listener shouted, "but what'll the cops say about
it?"
The edging policemen didn't bother to say anything at first. They quietly
scattered the scarecrows and the laggards. They indicated the advisability of
retreat for the orator. Then one burst out at Allen.
"God help the proletariat if I have to take it before McGloyne at the station
house."
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And George heard another sneer:
"Social revolution! They've been trying to throw Tammany out ever since I
can remember."
George got Allen away. The angular man was glad to see him.
"You look overworked," George said. "Come have a modest supper with
me."
Allen was hungry, but he managed to grumble discouragement over his
food.
"They laugh. They'll stop listening for the price of a glass of beer."
"Maybe," George said, kindly, "they realize it's no good trying to help
them."
"They've got to be helped," Allen muttered.
"Then," George suggested, "put them in institutions, but don't expect me
nor any one else to approve when you urge them to grab the leadership of
the world. You must have enough sense to see it would mean ruin. I know
they're not all like this lot, but they're all a little wrong or they wouldn't
need help."
"It's because they've never had a chance," Allen protested.
It came to George that Allen had never had a chance either, and he
wondered if he, too, could be led aside by the price of a glass of beer.
"You all want what the other fellow's got," he said. "From that one motive
these social movements draw the bulk of their force. A lot for nothing is a
perfect poor man's creed."
"You're a heathen, Morton."
"That is, a human being," George said, good naturedly. "You're another,
Allen, but you won't acknowledge it."
Because he believed that, George took the other's address. Allen was loyal,
aggressive, and extraordinarily bright, as he had proved at Princeton. It
"Social revolution! They've been trying to throw Tammany out ever since I
can remember."
George got Allen away. The angular man was glad to see him.
"You look overworked," George said. "Come have a modest supper with
me."
Allen was hungry, but he managed to grumble discouragement over his
food.
"They laugh. They'll stop listening for the price of a glass of beer."
"Maybe," George said, kindly, "they realize it's no good trying to help
them."
"They've got to be helped," Allen muttered.
"Then," George suggested, "put them in institutions, but don't expect me
nor any one else to approve when you urge them to grab the leadership of
the world. You must have enough sense to see it would mean ruin. I know
they're not all like this lot, but they're all a little wrong or they wouldn't
need help."
"It's because they've never had a chance," Allen protested.
It came to George that Allen had never had a chance either, and he
wondered if he, too, could be led aside by the price of a glass of beer.
"You all want what the other fellow's got," he said. "From that one motive
these social movements draw the bulk of their force. A lot for nothing is a
perfect poor man's creed."
"You're a heathen, Morton."
"That is, a human being," George said, good naturedly. "You're another,
Allen, but you won't acknowledge it."
Because he believed that, George took the other's address. Allen was loyal,
aggressive, and extraordinarily bright, as he had proved at Princeton. It
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might be convenient to help him. Besides, he hated to see a man he knew so
well waste his time and look like a fool.
IV
By late July the off chance had pretty thoroughly defined itself except to the
blind. Blodgett, however, was still skeptical. He thought George's plans
were sound, provided a war should come. But there wouldn't be any war.
His correspondents were optimistic.
"Have I your permission to use Mundy in his off time?" George asked.
"As far as I'm concerned," Blodgett said, "Mundy can play parchesi in his
off time."
George telephoned Lambert Planter and sent a telegram to Goodhue. He
took them to luncheon and had Mundy there, too. He outlined his plans for
the formation of the firm of Morton, Planter, and Goodhue.
"He's called the turn of the cards," Mundy offered.
Such cards as he possessed George placed on the table. He furnished the
idea, and the preliminary organization, and what money he had. He took,
therefore, the major share of the profits. The others would give what time to
the business they could, but it was their money he wanted, and the credit
their names would give the firm. Mundy and he had made lists of buyers
and sellers. No man in the Street was better equipped than Mundy to pick
such a force. If Lambert and Goodhue agreed, these men could be collected
within a week. Some would go to Europe. Others would scatter over the
United States. It would cost a lot, but it meant an immeasurable amount in
return, for the war was inevitable.
Goodhue and Lambert were as skeptical as Blodgett, but they agreed to give
him what he needed to get his organization started. By that time, he
promised them, they would see how right he was, and then he could use
more of their money.
"It's the nearest I've ever come to gambling," he thought as he left them.
"Gambling on a war!"
well waste his time and look like a fool.
IV
By late July the off chance had pretty thoroughly defined itself except to the
blind. Blodgett, however, was still skeptical. He thought George's plans
were sound, provided a war should come. But there wouldn't be any war.
His correspondents were optimistic.
"Have I your permission to use Mundy in his off time?" George asked.
"As far as I'm concerned," Blodgett said, "Mundy can play parchesi in his
off time."
George telephoned Lambert Planter and sent a telegram to Goodhue. He
took them to luncheon and had Mundy there, too. He outlined his plans for
the formation of the firm of Morton, Planter, and Goodhue.
"He's called the turn of the cards," Mundy offered.
Such cards as he possessed George placed on the table. He furnished the
idea, and the preliminary organization, and what money he had. He took,
therefore, the major share of the profits. The others would give what time to
the business they could, but it was their money he wanted, and the credit
their names would give the firm. Mundy and he had made lists of buyers
and sellers. No man in the Street was better equipped than Mundy to pick
such a force. If Lambert and Goodhue agreed, these men could be collected
within a week. Some would go to Europe. Others would scatter over the
United States. It would cost a lot, but it meant an immeasurable amount in
return, for the war was inevitable.
Goodhue and Lambert were as skeptical as Blodgett, but they agreed to give
him what he needed to get his organization started. By that time, he
promised them, they would see how right he was, and then he could use
more of their money.
"It's the nearest I've ever come to gambling," he thought as he left them.
"Gambling on a war!"
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Because of his confidence, before a frontier had been crossed he had bought
or contracted for large quantities of shoes and cloths and waterproofing. He
had taken options on stock in small and wavering automobile concerns, and
outlying machine shops and foundries, some of them already closed down,
some struggling along without hope.
"If the war lasts a month," he told his partners, "those stocks will come
from the bottom of nothing to the sky."
Goodhue became thoroughly interested at last. He cancelled his vacation
and installed himself in the offices George had rented in Blodgett's building.
With the men Mundy had picked, and under Mundy's tutelage, he took
charge of the routine. George went to Blodgett the first of August.
"I want to quit," he said. "I've got a big thing. I want to give it all my time."
Blodgett mopped his face. His grin was a little sheepish.
"I want to invest some money in your firm," he jerked out.
"I can use it," George said.
"You've got Goodhue there," Blodgett went on in a complaining way, "and
Mundy's working nights for you. Don't desert an old man without notice. I'll
give you plenty of time upstairs. Other things may come off here. I can use
you."
"If you want to pay me when you know my chief interest is somewhere
else," George said, "it's up to you."
"When I think I'm getting stung I'll let you know," Blodgett roared.
George sent for Allen, and urged him to go to London to open an office
with an expert Lambert had got from his father's marble temple. Allen
would be a check on the more experienced men whose scruples might not
stand the temptations of this vast opportunity. Allen said he couldn't do it;
couldn't abandon the work he had already commenced.
"There'll be precious little talk of socialism," George said, "until this thing
is over. It's a great chance for a man to study close up the biggest change the
world has ever undergone. Those fellows will want everything, and I'll give
or contracted for large quantities of shoes and cloths and waterproofing. He
had taken options on stock in small and wavering automobile concerns, and
outlying machine shops and foundries, some of them already closed down,
some struggling along without hope.
"If the war lasts a month," he told his partners, "those stocks will come
from the bottom of nothing to the sky."
Goodhue became thoroughly interested at last. He cancelled his vacation
and installed himself in the offices George had rented in Blodgett's building.
With the men Mundy had picked, and under Mundy's tutelage, he took
charge of the routine. George went to Blodgett the first of August.
"I want to quit," he said. "I've got a big thing. I want to give it all my time."
Blodgett mopped his face. His grin was a little sheepish.
"I want to invest some money in your firm," he jerked out.
"I can use it," George said.
"You've got Goodhue there," Blodgett went on in a complaining way, "and
Mundy's working nights for you. Don't desert an old man without notice. I'll
give you plenty of time upstairs. Other things may come off here. I can use
you."
"If you want to pay me when you know my chief interest is somewhere
else," George said, "it's up to you."
"When I think I'm getting stung I'll let you know," Blodgett roared.
George sent for Allen, and urged him to go to London to open an office
with an expert Lambert had got from his father's marble temple. Allen
would be a check on the more experienced men whose scruples might not
stand the temptations of this vast opportunity. Allen said he couldn't do it;
couldn't abandon the work he had already commenced.
"There'll be precious little talk of socialism," George said, "until this thing
is over. It's a great chance for a man to study close up the biggest change the
world has ever undergone. Those fellows will want everything, and I'll give
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them everything I can lay my hands on. I'm ahead of a lot of jobbers here.
I'll pay you well to see I don't get robbed on that side. Come on. Take a shot
at hard facts for a change."
Allen gasped at the salary George mentioned. He hesitated. He went.
George was glad to have helped him. He experienced also an ugly sense of
triumph. He felt that he wanted to tell Squibs Bailly right away.
Sylvia and her mother, he heard later, had come home out of the turmoil,
unacquainted with the discomforts of people who had travelled without the
Planter prestige. Whether the war was to blame or not, she had returned
without a single rumour touching fact. He didn't see her right away, because
she clung to Oakmont. More and more, as his success multiplied, keeping
pace with the agony in Europe, he longed to see her. All at once a return to
Oakmont was, in a sense, forced upon him, but he went without any thought
of encountering Sylvia, hoping, indeed, to avoid her.
It was like his mother to express her letter with telegraphic bluntness
without, however, going to the expense of actually wiring. Where he had
expected her customary stiff gratitude for money sent he found a scrawled
announcement of his father's death, and her plans for the funeral the
following afternoon.
"Of course you won't come," she ended.
Yet it seemed to him that he should go, to arrange her future. This was the
moment to snap the last enslaving tie between the Mortons and Oakmont.
There was, of course, the chance of running into Sylvia, or some visitor
who might connect him with the little house. Suppose Dalrymple, for
example, should be staying with the Planters as he often did? George
shrugged his shoulders. Things were coming rather rapidly to him. Besides,
it was extremely unlikely that any one from the great house would see the
Morton ceremony. The instincts of those people would be to avoid such
sights.
V
About his return there was a compelling thrill. He drove from the station in
one of the cheap automobiles that had made his father practically a
I'll pay you well to see I don't get robbed on that side. Come on. Take a shot
at hard facts for a change."
Allen gasped at the salary George mentioned. He hesitated. He went.
George was glad to have helped him. He experienced also an ugly sense of
triumph. He felt that he wanted to tell Squibs Bailly right away.
Sylvia and her mother, he heard later, had come home out of the turmoil,
unacquainted with the discomforts of people who had travelled without the
Planter prestige. Whether the war was to blame or not, she had returned
without a single rumour touching fact. He didn't see her right away, because
she clung to Oakmont. More and more, as his success multiplied, keeping
pace with the agony in Europe, he longed to see her. All at once a return to
Oakmont was, in a sense, forced upon him, but he went without any thought
of encountering Sylvia, hoping, indeed, to avoid her.
It was like his mother to express her letter with telegraphic bluntness
without, however, going to the expense of actually wiring. Where he had
expected her customary stiff gratitude for money sent he found a scrawled
announcement of his father's death, and her plans for the funeral the
following afternoon.
"Of course you won't come," she ended.
Yet it seemed to him that he should go, to arrange her future. This was the
moment to snap the last enslaving tie between the Mortons and Oakmont.
There was, of course, the chance of running into Sylvia, or some visitor
who might connect him with the little house. Suppose Dalrymple, for
example, should be staying with the Planters as he often did? George
shrugged his shoulders. Things were coming rather rapidly to him. Besides,
it was extremely unlikely that any one from the great house would see the
Morton ceremony. The instincts of those people would be to avoid such
sights.
V
About his return there was a compelling thrill. He drove from the station in
one of the cheap automobiles that had made his father practically a
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pensioner of the Planters. With an incredulous appreciation that he had once
accepted its horizon as the boundary of his life, he examined the familiar
landscape and the scar made upon it by the village. Curtly he refused to
satisfy the driver's curiosity. He had some business at the little house on the
Planter estate.
There, through the nearly stripped trees, it showed, almost audibly
confessing its debt to the Planter carpenters, painters, and gardeners. In a
clouded light late fall flowers waved from masses of dead leaves. Their gay
colours gave them an appearance melancholy and apprehensive.
Here he was back at last, and he wasn't going in at the great gate.
He walked around the shuttered house and crossed the porch where his
father had liked to sit on warm evenings. He rapped at the door. Feet
shuffled inside. The door swayed open, and his mother stood on the
threshold. Most of the changes had come to him, but in her red eyes
sparkled a momentary and mournful importance. At first she didn't
recognize her son.
"What is it?"
George stooped and kissed her cheek.
"I'm sorry, Mother."
Instead of holding out her arms she drew away, staring with fascination, a
species of terror, at his straight figure, at his clothing, at his face that
wouldn't coarsen now. When she spoke her voice suggested a placating of
this stranger who was her son.
"I didn't think you'd come. I can't believe you're George—my Georgie."
Over her shoulders in the shadowed house he saw the inquisitive faces of
women. It was clear that for them such an arrival was more divertive than
the sharing of a sorrow that scarcely touched their hearts.
George went in. He remembered most of the faces that disclosed excitement
while fawning upon his prosperity. He received an unpleasant impression
that these poor and ignorant people concealed a dangerous envy, that they
would be glad to grasp in one moment, even of violence, all that it had
accepted its horizon as the boundary of his life, he examined the familiar
landscape and the scar made upon it by the village. Curtly he refused to
satisfy the driver's curiosity. He had some business at the little house on the
Planter estate.
There, through the nearly stripped trees, it showed, almost audibly
confessing its debt to the Planter carpenters, painters, and gardeners. In a
clouded light late fall flowers waved from masses of dead leaves. Their gay
colours gave them an appearance melancholy and apprehensive.
Here he was back at last, and he wasn't going in at the great gate.
He walked around the shuttered house and crossed the porch where his
father had liked to sit on warm evenings. He rapped at the door. Feet
shuffled inside. The door swayed open, and his mother stood on the
threshold. Most of the changes had come to him, but in her red eyes
sparkled a momentary and mournful importance. At first she didn't
recognize her son.
"What is it?"
George stooped and kissed her cheek.
"I'm sorry, Mother."
Instead of holding out her arms she drew away, staring with fascination, a
species of terror, at his straight figure, at his clothing, at his face that
wouldn't coarsen now. When she spoke her voice suggested a placating of
this stranger who was her son.
"I didn't think you'd come. I can't believe you're George—my Georgie."
Over her shoulders in the shadowed house he saw the inquisitive faces of
women. It was clear that for them such an arrival was more divertive than
the sharing of a sorrow that scarcely touched their hearts.
George went in. He remembered most of the faces that disclosed excitement
while fawning upon his prosperity. He received an unpleasant impression
that these poor and ignorant people concealed a dangerous envy, that they
would be glad to grasp in one moment, even of violence, all that it had
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taken him years of difficult struggle to acquire. Whether that was so or not
they ought not to stand before him as if his success were a crown. He tried
to keep contempt from his voice.
"Please sit down. I want to talk to my mother. Where——"
With slow steps she crossed the kitchen and opened the door of the parlour,
beckoning. He followed, knowing what he would find in that
uncomfortable, gala room of the poor.
He closed the door. In the half light he saw standing on trestles an oblong
box altogether too large for the walls that seemed to crowd it. He had no
feeling that anything of his father was there. He realized with a sense of
helpless regret that all that remained to him of that unhappy man were the
ghosts of such emotions as avarice, fear, and the instinct to sacrifice one's
own flesh and blood for a competence.
"Why don't you look at him, George?"
"I don't think he'd care to have me looking at him now."
She wiped her eyes.
"You are too bitter against your father. After all, he was a good man."
"Why should death," he asked her, musingly, "make people seem better than
they were in life? It isn't so."
"That's wicked. If your father could rise——"
His attention was caught by an air of pointing the oblong box had, as if to
something infinitely farther than ambition and success, yet so close it
angered him he couldn't see or touch it. His father had gone there, beyond
the farthest horizon of all. Old Planter couldn't make trouble for him now.
He was quite safe.
Over in Europe, he reflected, they didn't have enough coffins.
The oblong box for the first time made him think of that war, that was
making him rich, in terms of life instead of dollars and cents. He felt
dissatisfied.
they ought not to stand before him as if his success were a crown. He tried
to keep contempt from his voice.
"Please sit down. I want to talk to my mother. Where——"
With slow steps she crossed the kitchen and opened the door of the parlour,
beckoning. He followed, knowing what he would find in that
uncomfortable, gala room of the poor.
He closed the door. In the half light he saw standing on trestles an oblong
box altogether too large for the walls that seemed to crowd it. He had no
feeling that anything of his father was there. He realized with a sense of
helpless regret that all that remained to him of that unhappy man were the
ghosts of such emotions as avarice, fear, and the instinct to sacrifice one's
own flesh and blood for a competence.
"Why don't you look at him, George?"
"I don't think he'd care to have me looking at him now."
She wiped her eyes.
"You are too bitter against your father. After all, he was a good man."
"Why should death," he asked her, musingly, "make people seem better than
they were in life? It isn't so."
"That's wicked. If your father could rise——"
His attention was caught by an air of pointing the oblong box had, as if to
something infinitely farther than ambition and success, yet so close it
angered him he couldn't see or touch it. His father had gone there, beyond
the farthest horizon of all. Old Planter couldn't make trouble for him now.
He was quite safe.
Over in Europe, he reflected, they didn't have enough coffins.
The oblong box for the first time made him think of that war, that was
making him rich, in terms of life instead of dollars and cents. He felt
dissatisfied.
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"There should be more light here," he said, defensively.
But his mother shook her head.
He arranged a chair for her and sat near by while they discussed the details
of her departure. She let him see that she shrank from leaving the house,
against which, nevertheless, she had bitterly complained ever since Old
Planter had got it. Evidently she wanted to linger in her familiar rut,
awaiting with the attitude of a martyr whatever fate might offer. That was
the reason people had to be helped, because they preferred vicious inertia to
the efforts and risks of change. Then why did they want the prizes of those
who had had the courage to go forth and fight? Why couldn't Squibs see
that?
Patiently George told her she needn't worry about money again. She had a
sister who years ago had married and moved West to a farm that was not
particularly flourishing. Undoubtedly her sister would be glad to have her
and her generous allowance. So his will overcame his mother's reluctance to
help herself. She glanced up.
"Who is that?"
He listened. The women in the kitchen were standing again. Light feet
crossed the floor.
"Maybe somebody from the big house," his mother whispered. "They sent
Simpson last night."
For a moment the entire building was as silent as the oblong box. Then the
door opened.
Sylvia Planter slipped in and closed the door.
George caught his breath, studying her as she hesitated, accustoming herself
to the insufficient light. She wore a broad-brimmed hat that gave her the
charm and the grace of a portrait by Gainsborough. When she recognized
him, indeed, she seemed as permanently caught as a portrait.
"Miss Sylvia!" his mother worshipped.
But his mother shook her head.
He arranged a chair for her and sat near by while they discussed the details
of her departure. She let him see that she shrank from leaving the house,
against which, nevertheless, she had bitterly complained ever since Old
Planter had got it. Evidently she wanted to linger in her familiar rut,
awaiting with the attitude of a martyr whatever fate might offer. That was
the reason people had to be helped, because they preferred vicious inertia to
the efforts and risks of change. Then why did they want the prizes of those
who had had the courage to go forth and fight? Why couldn't Squibs see
that?
Patiently George told her she needn't worry about money again. She had a
sister who years ago had married and moved West to a farm that was not
particularly flourishing. Undoubtedly her sister would be glad to have her
and her generous allowance. So his will overcame his mother's reluctance to
help herself. She glanced up.
"Who is that?"
He listened. The women in the kitchen were standing again. Light feet
crossed the floor.
"Maybe somebody from the big house," his mother whispered. "They sent
Simpson last night."
For a moment the entire building was as silent as the oblong box. Then the
door opened.
Sylvia Planter slipped in and closed the door.
George caught his breath, studying her as she hesitated, accustoming herself
to the insufficient light. She wore a broad-brimmed hat that gave her the
charm and the grace of a portrait by Gainsborough. When she recognized
him, indeed, she seemed as permanently caught as a portrait.
"Miss Sylvia!" his mother worshipped.
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"They told me I would find you here," Sylvia said, uncertainly. "I didn't
know——"
She broke off, biting her lip. George strolled around the oblong box to the
window, turning there with a slow bow. Even across that desolate, dead
shell, the obstinate distaste and the challenge were lively in her glance.
"It was very kind of you to come," he said.
But he was sorry she had come. To see him in such surroundings was a
stimulation of the ugly memories he had struggled to destroy. He read her
instinct to hurt him now as she had hurt the impertinent man, Morton, who
had lived in this house.
"When one of our people is in trouble——" she began, deliberately. "I
thought I might be of some help to your mother."
Even over the feeling of security George had just tried to give her the old
menace reached the uneasy woman.
"You—you remember him, Miss Sylvia?"
"Very well," Sylvia answered. "He used to be my groom."
"The title comes from you," George said, dryly.
His mother's glance fluttered from one to the other. What did she expect—
Old Planter stalking in to carry out his threats?
"After all these years I scarcely knew him myself."
Sylvia's colour heightened. He appraised her rising temper.
"Bad servants," he said, "linger in good employers' memories."
"I know, Miss Sylvia," his mother burst out, "that he wasn't to come back
here, but——"
She unclasped her nervous hands. One indicated the silent cause of his
disobedience. George moved toward the door. Sylvia stepped quickly aside.
He felt, like a physical wave, her desire to hurt.
know——"
She broke off, biting her lip. George strolled around the oblong box to the
window, turning there with a slow bow. Even across that desolate, dead
shell, the obstinate distaste and the challenge were lively in her glance.
"It was very kind of you to come," he said.
But he was sorry she had come. To see him in such surroundings was a
stimulation of the ugly memories he had struggled to destroy. He read her
instinct to hurt him now as she had hurt the impertinent man, Morton, who
had lived in this house.
"When one of our people is in trouble——" she began, deliberately. "I
thought I might be of some help to your mother."
Even over the feeling of security George had just tried to give her the old
menace reached the uneasy woman.
"You—you remember him, Miss Sylvia?"
"Very well," Sylvia answered. "He used to be my groom."
"The title comes from you," George said, dryly.
His mother's glance fluttered from one to the other. What did she expect—
Old Planter stalking in to carry out his threats?
"After all these years I scarcely knew him myself."
Sylvia's colour heightened. He appraised her rising temper.
"Bad servants," he said, "linger in good employers' memories."
"I know, Miss Sylvia," his mother burst out, "that he wasn't to come back
here, but——"
She unclasped her nervous hands. One indicated the silent cause of his
disobedience. George moved toward the door. Sylvia stepped quickly aside.
He felt, like a physical wave, her desire to hurt.
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"At such a time," she said, "it's natural he should come back to his home. I
think my father would be glad to have him with his mother."
George shrugged his shoulders, slipped out, navigated the shoals of
whispering women, and reached the clean air. He buttoned his overcoat and
shuffled through the dead leaves beneath the trees until he found himself at
the spot where Lambert and he had fought. He recalled his hot boasts of that
day. Fulfilment had seemed simple enough then. The scene just submitted
reminded him how short a distance he had actually travelled.
He knew she would pass that way on her return to the big house, so he
waited, and when he heard her feet disturbing the dead leaves he didn't turn.
She came closer than he had expected, and he heard her contralto voice,
quick and defiant:
"I hadn't expected to see you. I didn't quite realize what I was saying. I
should have had more respect for any one's grief."
Having said that, she was going on, but he turned and stopped her. As he
looked at her he reflected that everything had altered since that day—she
most of all. Then the woman had been a little visible in the child. Now, he
fancied, the child survived in the woman only through the persistence of
this old quarrel. He stared at her lips, recalling his boast that no man should
touch them unless it were George Morton. He was no nearer them than he
had been that day. Unless he got nearer some man would. It was incredible
that she hadn't married. She would marry.
"In the sense you mean, I have no grief," he said.
"Then I needn't have bothered. I once said you were a—a——"
"Something melodramatic. A beast, I think it was," he answered. "If you
don't mind I'll walk on with you for a little way."
"No," she said.
"If you please."
"You've no perception," she cried, angrily.
think my father would be glad to have him with his mother."
George shrugged his shoulders, slipped out, navigated the shoals of
whispering women, and reached the clean air. He buttoned his overcoat and
shuffled through the dead leaves beneath the trees until he found himself at
the spot where Lambert and he had fought. He recalled his hot boasts of that
day. Fulfilment had seemed simple enough then. The scene just submitted
reminded him how short a distance he had actually travelled.
He knew she would pass that way on her return to the big house, so he
waited, and when he heard her feet disturbing the dead leaves he didn't turn.
She came closer than he had expected, and he heard her contralto voice,
quick and defiant:
"I hadn't expected to see you. I didn't quite realize what I was saying. I
should have had more respect for any one's grief."
Having said that, she was going on, but he turned and stopped her. As he
looked at her he reflected that everything had altered since that day—she
most of all. Then the woman had been a little visible in the child. Now, he
fancied, the child survived in the woman only through the persistence of
this old quarrel. He stared at her lips, recalling his boast that no man should
touch them unless it were George Morton. He was no nearer them than he
had been that day. Unless he got nearer some man would. It was incredible
that she hadn't married. She would marry.
"In the sense you mean, I have no grief," he said.
"Then I needn't have bothered. I once said you were a—a——"
"Something melodramatic. A beast, I think it was," he answered. "If you
don't mind I'll walk on with you for a little way."
"No," she said.
"If you please."
"You've no perception," she cried, angrily.
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"Don't you think it time," he suggested, "that you ceased treating me like a
groom? It isn't very convincing to me. I doubt if it is to you. I fancy it's
really only your pride. I don't see why you should have so much where I am
concerned."
Her hand made a quick gesture of repulsion.
"You've not changed. You may walk on with me while I tell you this: If you
were like the men I know and can be friends with you'd leave me alone.
Will you stop this persecution? It comes down to that. Will you stop forcing
me to dance with you, to listen to you?"
He smiled, shaking his head.
"I'll make you dance with me more than ever. I've seen very little of you
lately. I hope this winter——"
She stopped, facing him, her cheeks flaming.
"You see! You remind me every time I meet you of just what you are, just
what you came from, just what you said and did that day."
"That is my aim," he smiled.
He moved his hand in the direction of the little house.
"When we're all like that will it make much difference who our fathers and
mothers were?"
She shivered. She started swiftly away.
"Miss Planter!"
The unexpectedness of the naked command may have brought her around.
He walked to her.
"When will you realize," he asked, "that it is unforgivable to turn your back
on life?"
Had he really meant to suggest that she could possess life only through
him? Doubtless the sublime effrontery of that interpretation reached her.
groom? It isn't very convincing to me. I doubt if it is to you. I fancy it's
really only your pride. I don't see why you should have so much where I am
concerned."
Her hand made a quick gesture of repulsion.
"You've not changed. You may walk on with me while I tell you this: If you
were like the men I know and can be friends with you'd leave me alone.
Will you stop this persecution? It comes down to that. Will you stop forcing
me to dance with you, to listen to you?"
He smiled, shaking his head.
"I'll make you dance with me more than ever. I've seen very little of you
lately. I hope this winter——"
She stopped, facing him, her cheeks flaming.
"You see! You remind me every time I meet you of just what you are, just
what you came from, just what you said and did that day."
"That is my aim," he smiled.
He moved his hand in the direction of the little house.
"When we're all like that will it make much difference who our fathers and
mothers were?"
She shivered. She started swiftly away.
"Miss Planter!"
The unexpectedness of the naked command may have brought her around.
He walked to her.
"When will you realize," he asked, "that it is unforgivable to turn your back
on life?"
Had he really meant to suggest that she could possess life only through
him? Doubtless the sublime effrontery of that interpretation reached her.
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She commenced to laugh, her colour rising. She glanced away, and her
laughter died.
"You may as well understand," he said, "that I am never going to leave you
alone."
She started across the leaf-strewn grass. He kept pace with her.
"Are you going to force me to make a scene?" she asked.
"Except with your father," he said, "I don't think it would make much
difference."
He felt that if she had had anything in her hands then she would have struck
at him.
"It's not because I'm a beast," he said, quietly, "that I have no grief for my
father. He was through. Life had nothing to offer him. He had nothing to
offer life. Don't think I'm incapable of grief. I experienced it the day I
thought you might be dead. That was because you had so much to offer life
—rather more than life had to offer you."
He saw her shrink from him but she walked on, repressing her pain and her
anger.
"Since I've known intimately girls of your class," he said, "I've realized that
not all of them would have turned and tried to wound as you did that day.
Some would have laughed. Some would have been sorry and sympathetic. I
don't think many would have made such a scene."
He smiled down at her.
"I want you to realize it is your own fault. You started this. I'm not scolding.
I'm glad you were such a little fury. Otherwise, I might have gone on
working for your father or for somebody else's father. But you're to blame
for my persistence, so learn to put up with it. As long as I keep the riding
crop with which you tried to cut my face I'll remember what I said I'd do,
and I'll do it."
She didn't answer, but if she tried to give him the impression she wasn't
listening she failed utterly.
laughter died.
"You may as well understand," he said, "that I am never going to leave you
alone."
She started across the leaf-strewn grass. He kept pace with her.
"Are you going to force me to make a scene?" she asked.
"Except with your father," he said, "I don't think it would make much
difference."
He felt that if she had had anything in her hands then she would have struck
at him.
"It's not because I'm a beast," he said, quietly, "that I have no grief for my
father. He was through. Life had nothing to offer him. He had nothing to
offer life. Don't think I'm incapable of grief. I experienced it the day I
thought you might be dead. That was because you had so much to offer life
—rather more than life had to offer you."
He saw her shrink from him but she walked on, repressing her pain and her
anger.
"Since I've known intimately girls of your class," he said, "I've realized that
not all of them would have turned and tried to wound as you did that day.
Some would have laughed. Some would have been sorry and sympathetic. I
don't think many would have made such a scene."
He smiled down at her.
"I want you to realize it is your own fault. You started this. I'm not scolding.
I'm glad you were such a little fury. Otherwise, I might have gone on
working for your father or for somebody else's father. But you're to blame
for my persistence, so learn to put up with it. As long as I keep the riding
crop with which you tried to cut my face I'll remember what I said I'd do,
and I'll do it."
She didn't answer, but if she tried to give him the impression she wasn't
listening she failed utterly.
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Around a curve in the path came a bent, white old man, bundled in a heavy
muffler and coat. In one hand he carried a thick cane. The other rested on
the arm of a young fellow of the private secretary stamp. There, George
acknowledged, advanced the single person with whom a scene might make
a serious difference, yet a more compelling thought crept in and overcame
his sense of danger. That was the type of man who made wars. That man,
indeed, was helping to finance this war. George was obsessed by the dun
day: by the leaves, fallen and rotten; by the memory of the oblong box.
Everything reminded him that not far away Death marched with a bland,
black triumph, greeting science as an ally instead of an enemy.
"Suppose," he mused, "America should get in this thing."
At last she spoke.
"What did you say? Do you see my father?"
He nodded.
"Wouldn't it be wiser," she asked, "to leave me alone?"
"Your father," he said, "looks a good deal older."
Old Planter had, in fact, gone down hill since George's last glimpse of him
in New York, or else he didn't attempt here to assume a strength he no
longer possessed. He was quite close before he gave any sign of seeing the
pair, and then he muttered to his secretary who answered with a whisper. He
limped up and took Sylvia's hand.
"Where has my little girl been?"
She laughed harshly.
"To a rendezvous in the forest. You shouldn't let me go out alone."
Planter glanced from clouded eyes at George. His lips between the white
hair smiled amiably.
"I don't believe I remember——"
"It's one of Lambert's business friends," Sylvia said, hastily. "Mr. Morton."
muffler and coat. In one hand he carried a thick cane. The other rested on
the arm of a young fellow of the private secretary stamp. There, George
acknowledged, advanced the single person with whom a scene might make
a serious difference, yet a more compelling thought crept in and overcame
his sense of danger. That was the type of man who made wars. That man,
indeed, was helping to finance this war. George was obsessed by the dun
day: by the leaves, fallen and rotten; by the memory of the oblong box.
Everything reminded him that not far away Death marched with a bland,
black triumph, greeting science as an ally instead of an enemy.
"Suppose," he mused, "America should get in this thing."
At last she spoke.
"What did you say? Do you see my father?"
He nodded.
"Wouldn't it be wiser," she asked, "to leave me alone?"
"Your father," he said, "looks a good deal older."
Old Planter had, in fact, gone down hill since George's last glimpse of him
in New York, or else he didn't attempt here to assume a strength he no
longer possessed. He was quite close before he gave any sign of seeing the
pair, and then he muttered to his secretary who answered with a whisper. He
limped up and took Sylvia's hand.
"Where has my little girl been?"
She laughed harshly.
"To a rendezvous in the forest. You shouldn't let me go out alone."
Planter glanced from clouded eyes at George. His lips between the white
hair smiled amiably.
"I don't believe I remember——"
"It's one of Lambert's business friends," Sylvia said, hastily. "Mr. Morton."
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The old man shifted his cane and held out his hand.
"Lambert," he joked, "says he's going to make more money through you
than I can hope to leave him. You seem to have got the jump on a lot of
shrewd men. I'll see you at dinner? Lambert isn't coming to-night?"
George briefly clasped the hand of the big man.
"I must go back to town this afternoon."
"Then another time."
Planter shifted his cane and leant again on his secretary.
"Let's get on, Straker. Doctor's orders."
"Why," George asked when Sylvia and he were alone, "didn't you spring at
the chance?"
"I prefer to fight my own battles," she said, shortly.
"Don't you mean," he asked, quizzically, "that you're a little ashamed of
what you did that day?"
She shook her head.
"I was a frightened child. I have changed."
"Isn't it," he laughed, "a little because I, too, have changed? It never
occurred to your father to connect me with the Mortons living on his place."
Again she shook her head, turning away. He held out his hand.
"I must go back. Let's admit we've both changed. Let us be friends."
She didn't answer. She made no motion to take his hand.
"One of the promises I made that day," he reminded her, "was to teach you
not to be afraid of my touch."
"Does it amuse you to threaten me?" she asked.
"Lambert," he joked, "says he's going to make more money through you
than I can hope to leave him. You seem to have got the jump on a lot of
shrewd men. I'll see you at dinner? Lambert isn't coming to-night?"
George briefly clasped the hand of the big man.
"I must go back to town this afternoon."
"Then another time."
Planter shifted his cane and leant again on his secretary.
"Let's get on, Straker. Doctor's orders."
"Why," George asked when Sylvia and he were alone, "didn't you spring at
the chance?"
"I prefer to fight my own battles," she said, shortly.
"Don't you mean," he asked, quizzically, "that you're a little ashamed of
what you did that day?"
She shook her head.
"I was a frightened child. I have changed."
"Isn't it," he laughed, "a little because I, too, have changed? It never
occurred to your father to connect me with the Mortons living on his place."
Again she shook her head, turning away. He held out his hand.
"I must go back. Let's admit we've both changed. Let us be friends."
She didn't answer. She made no motion to take his hand.
"One of the promises I made that day," he reminded her, "was to teach you
not to be afraid of my touch."
"Does it amuse you to threaten me?" she asked.
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Suddenly he reached out, caught her right hand before she could avoid him,
and gave it a quick pressure.
"Of course you're right," he laughed. "Actions are more useful than threats."
While she stared, flushed and incredulous, at the hand he had pressed,
George walked swiftly away, tingling with life, back to the house of death.
VI
At the funeral he submitted to the amazed scrutiny of the country people.
They couldn't hurt him, because they impinged not at all on his world; but
he was relieved when the oblong box had been consigned to the place
reserved for it, and he could, after arranging the last details of his mother's
departure, take the train back to New York.
Blodgett didn't even bother to ask where he had been. He was content these
days to let George go his own way. He hadn't forgotten that the younger
man had seen farther off than he the greatest opportunity for money making
the world had ever offered the greedy. He personally was more interested in
the syndicating of foreign external loans. The Planters weren't far from the
head of that movement, and George rather resented his stout employer's
working hand in hand with the Planters. George longed to ask him how
often he was trying to appear graceful at Oakmont these days.
The firm of Morton, Planter, and Goodhue had grown so rapidly that it took
practically all of George's and Lambert's time. Mundy, to whom George had
given a small interest, asked Blodgett if he couldn't leave to devote himself
entirely to the offices upstairs.
"Go to it," Blodgett agreed, good naturedly. "Draw your profits and your
salary from Morton after this."
George mulled over the sacrifice. Did it mean that Blodgett was so close to
the Planters that a merger was possible?
"There's no use," he told Blodgett. "I'm earning practically nothing in your
office, because I'm never here. I want to resign."
and gave it a quick pressure.
"Of course you're right," he laughed. "Actions are more useful than threats."
While she stared, flushed and incredulous, at the hand he had pressed,
George walked swiftly away, tingling with life, back to the house of death.
VI
At the funeral he submitted to the amazed scrutiny of the country people.
They couldn't hurt him, because they impinged not at all on his world; but
he was relieved when the oblong box had been consigned to the place
reserved for it, and he could, after arranging the last details of his mother's
departure, take the train back to New York.
Blodgett didn't even bother to ask where he had been. He was content these
days to let George go his own way. He hadn't forgotten that the younger
man had seen farther off than he the greatest opportunity for money making
the world had ever offered the greedy. He personally was more interested in
the syndicating of foreign external loans. The Planters weren't far from the
head of that movement, and George rather resented his stout employer's
working hand in hand with the Planters. George longed to ask him how
often he was trying to appear graceful at Oakmont these days.
The firm of Morton, Planter, and Goodhue had grown so rapidly that it took
practically all of George's and Lambert's time. Mundy, to whom George had
given a small interest, asked Blodgett if he couldn't leave to devote himself
entirely to the offices upstairs.
"Go to it," Blodgett agreed, good naturedly. "Draw your profits and your
salary from Morton after this."
George mulled over the sacrifice. Did it mean that Blodgett was so close to
the Planters that a merger was possible?
"There's no use," he told Blodgett. "I'm earning practically nothing in your
office, because I'm never here. I want to resign."
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"Run along, sonny," Blodgett said. "Your salary is a small portion of the
profits your infant firm is bringing me. I like you around the office once a
day. Old Planter hasn't fired his boy, has he, and he's upstairs all the time,
and he's taken over some of the old man's best clerks."
"He's Mr. Planter's son," George reminded him.
"And ain't you like a good son to me," the other leered, "making money for
papa Blodgett?"
"Why did you let Mundy go so peacefully?" George asked, suspiciously.
"Because," Blodgett said, "he's been here a good many years, and he can
make more money this way. Didn't want to stand in his light, and I had
somebody in view."
But George wouldn't credit Blodgett with such altruism. Why was the man
so infernally good natured, exuding an oily content? Goodhue hinted at a
reason one day when they were talking of Sinclair and his lack of interest in
the office.
"I've heard rather privately," Goodhue said, "that Sinclair got pretty badly
involved a few months ago. If it hadn't been for Blodgett he'd have gone on
the rocks a total wreck. Josiah puffed up and towed him away whole.
Naturally Sinclair and his lady are grateful. I daresay this winter Blodgett's
receiving invitations he's coveted, and if he gives any parties himself he'll
have some of the people he's always wanted."
George hid his disapproval. Blodgett didn't even have a veneer. Money was
all he could offer. And was Sinclair a great fool, or Blodgett the cleverest
man in Wall Street, that Sinclair didn't know who had involved him and
why?
As a matter of fact, Blodgett did appear at several dances, wobbling about
the room to the discomfort of slender young things, getting generally in
everyone's way. George hated to see him attempting to dance with Sylvia
Planter. Sylvia seemed rather less successful in avoiding him than she did in
keeping out of George's way. Until Blodgett's extraordinary week-end in
February, indeed, George didn't have another chance to speak to her alone.
profits your infant firm is bringing me. I like you around the office once a
day. Old Planter hasn't fired his boy, has he, and he's upstairs all the time,
and he's taken over some of the old man's best clerks."
"He's Mr. Planter's son," George reminded him.
"And ain't you like a good son to me," the other leered, "making money for
papa Blodgett?"
"Why did you let Mundy go so peacefully?" George asked, suspiciously.
"Because," Blodgett said, "he's been here a good many years, and he can
make more money this way. Didn't want to stand in his light, and I had
somebody in view."
But George wouldn't credit Blodgett with such altruism. Why was the man
so infernally good natured, exuding an oily content? Goodhue hinted at a
reason one day when they were talking of Sinclair and his lack of interest in
the office.
"I've heard rather privately," Goodhue said, "that Sinclair got pretty badly
involved a few months ago. If it hadn't been for Blodgett he'd have gone on
the rocks a total wreck. Josiah puffed up and towed him away whole.
Naturally Sinclair and his lady are grateful. I daresay this winter Blodgett's
receiving invitations he's coveted, and if he gives any parties himself he'll
have some of the people he's always wanted."
George hid his disapproval. Blodgett didn't even have a veneer. Money was
all he could offer. And was Sinclair a great fool, or Blodgett the cleverest
man in Wall Street, that Sinclair didn't know who had involved him and
why?
As a matter of fact, Blodgett did appear at several dances, wobbling about
the room to the discomfort of slender young things, getting generally in
everyone's way. George hated to see him attempting to dance with Sylvia
Planter. Sylvia seemed rather less successful in avoiding him than she did in
keeping out of George's way. Until Blodgett's extraordinary week-end in
February, indeed, George didn't have another chance to speak to her alone.
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"Of course you'll come, George," Blodgett said. "If this weather holds
there'll be skating and sleighing—horses always, if you want 'em; and a lot
of first-class people."
"Who?" George asked.
"How about another financial chick—one of your partners?"
"Lambert Planter?"
The puffy face expanded.
"And the Sinclairs, because I'm a bachelor, and——"
But, since he could guess Sylvia would be there, George didn't care for any
more names. He wondered why Lambert or his sister should go. Had her
attitude toward the fat, coarse man conceivably altered because of his
gambolling at Oakmont? While he talked business with Mundy, Lambert,
and Goodhue, George's mind was distracted by a sense of imponderable
loss. Was it the shadow of what Sylvia had lost by accepting such an
invitation?
He didn't go until Saturday afternoon—there was too much to occupy him
at the office. This making money out of Europe's need had a good deal
constricted his social wanderings. It was why he hadn't frequently seen
Dalrymple close enough for annoyance; why he had met Betty only briefly
a very few times. He hadn't expected to run into either of them at Blodgett's,
but both were there. Betty was probably Lambert's excuse for rushing out
the night before.
George felt sorry for Mrs. Sinclair. Still against the corpulent crudities of
her host she could weigh the graces of his guests. It pleased George that her
greeting for him should be so warm.
The weather, too, had been considerate of Blodgett, refraining from injuring
his snow or ice. A musical and brassy sleigh met George at the station.
Patches of frosty white softened the lines of the house and draped the self-
conscious nudity of the sculpture in the sunken garden.
"And it'll snow again to-night, sir," the driver promised, as if even the
stables pulled for the master's success.
there'll be skating and sleighing—horses always, if you want 'em; and a lot
of first-class people."
"Who?" George asked.
"How about another financial chick—one of your partners?"
"Lambert Planter?"
The puffy face expanded.
"And the Sinclairs, because I'm a bachelor, and——"
But, since he could guess Sylvia would be there, George didn't care for any
more names. He wondered why Lambert or his sister should go. Had her
attitude toward the fat, coarse man conceivably altered because of his
gambolling at Oakmont? While he talked business with Mundy, Lambert,
and Goodhue, George's mind was distracted by a sense of imponderable
loss. Was it the shadow of what Sylvia had lost by accepting such an
invitation?
He didn't go until Saturday afternoon—there was too much to occupy him
at the office. This making money out of Europe's need had a good deal
constricted his social wanderings. It was why he hadn't frequently seen
Dalrymple close enough for annoyance; why he had met Betty only briefly
a very few times. He hadn't expected to run into either of them at Blodgett's,
but both were there. Betty was probably Lambert's excuse for rushing out
the night before.
George felt sorry for Mrs. Sinclair. Still against the corpulent crudities of
her host she could weigh the graces of his guests. It pleased George that her
greeting for him should be so warm.
The weather, too, had been considerate of Blodgett, refraining from injuring
his snow or ice. A musical and brassy sleigh met George at the station.
Patches of frosty white softened the lines of the house and draped the self-
conscious nudity of the sculpture in the sunken garden.
"And it'll snow again to-night, sir," the driver promised, as if even the
stables pulled for the master's success.
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Everyone was out, but it was still early, so George asked for a horse and
hurried into his riding clothes. He had been working rather too hard
recently. The horse a groom brought around was a good one, and by no
means overworked. George was as eager as the animal to limber up and go.
Off they dashed at last along a winding bridle-path, broken just enough to
give good footing. The war, and his share of helping the allies—at a price;
his uncomfortable fear that the Baillys didn't like him to draw success from
such a disaster; his disapproval of Sylvia's coming here—all cleared from
his head as he galloped or trotted through the sharp air.
One thing: Blodgett hadn't spoiled these woodland bridle-paths; yet George
had a sensation of always looking ahead for a nude marble figure at a
corner, or an urn elaborately designed for simple flowers, or some iron
animals to remind a hunter that Blodgett knew what a well-bred forest was
for. Instead he saw through the trees ice swept clear of snow across which
figures glided with joyful sounds.
"Some of his flashy guests," George thought.
He rode slowly to the margin of the pond, which shared the colour of the
sky. Several of the skaters cried greetings. He recognized Dalrymple then,
skating with a girl. Dalrymple veered away, waving a careless hand,
Lambert came on, fingers locked with Betty's, and scraped to a halt at the
pond's edge.
"So the war's stopped for the week-end at last?" Lambert called.
"I wondered if you'd come at all," Betty cried.
George dismounted, smothering his surprise.
"A men and youths' general furnisher," he said, "has to stick pretty much to
the store. I never dreamed of seeing you here, Betty."
Perhaps Lambert caught George's real meaning.
"She's staying with Sylvia," he explained, "so, of course, she came."
George mounted and rode on, his mood suddenly as sunless as the declining
afternoon. Those two still got along well enough. Certainly it was time for a
rumour to take shape there. He had a sharp appreciation of having once
hurried into his riding clothes. He had been working rather too hard
recently. The horse a groom brought around was a good one, and by no
means overworked. George was as eager as the animal to limber up and go.
Off they dashed at last along a winding bridle-path, broken just enough to
give good footing. The war, and his share of helping the allies—at a price;
his uncomfortable fear that the Baillys didn't like him to draw success from
such a disaster; his disapproval of Sylvia's coming here—all cleared from
his head as he galloped or trotted through the sharp air.
One thing: Blodgett hadn't spoiled these woodland bridle-paths; yet George
had a sensation of always looking ahead for a nude marble figure at a
corner, or an urn elaborately designed for simple flowers, or some iron
animals to remind a hunter that Blodgett knew what a well-bred forest was
for. Instead he saw through the trees ice swept clear of snow across which
figures glided with joyful sounds.
"Some of his flashy guests," George thought.
He rode slowly to the margin of the pond, which shared the colour of the
sky. Several of the skaters cried greetings. He recognized Dalrymple then,
skating with a girl. Dalrymple veered away, waving a careless hand,
Lambert came on, fingers locked with Betty's, and scraped to a halt at the
pond's edge.
"So the war's stopped for the week-end at last?" Lambert called.
"I wondered if you'd come at all," Betty cried.
George dismounted, smothering his surprise.
"A men and youths' general furnisher," he said, "has to stick pretty much to
the store. I never dreamed of seeing you here, Betty."
Perhaps Lambert caught George's real meaning.
"She's staying with Sylvia," he explained, "so, of course, she came."
George mounted and rode on, his mood suddenly as sunless as the declining
afternoon. Those two still got along well enough. Certainly it was time for a
rumour to take shape there. He had a sharp appreciation of having once
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been younger. Suppose, because of his ambition, he should see all his
friends mate, leaving him as rich as Blodgett, and, like him, unpaired? He
quickened the pace of his horse. It was inconceivable. No matter what
Sylvia did he would never slacken his pursuit. In every other direction he
had forged ahead. Eventually he would in that one. Then why did it hurt
him to picture Betty gone beyond his reach?
He crossed the Blodgett boundaries, and entered a country road as
undisturbed and enticing as the private bridle-paths had been. He took
crossroads at random, keeping only a sense of direction, trying to
understand why he was sorry he had to be with Betty when he had come
only to be near Sylvia.
The thickening dusk warned him, and he chose a road leading toward
Blodgett's. First he received the horseman's sense of something ahead of
him. Then he heard the muffled tread of horses in the snow, and
occasionally a laugh.
"More of Josiah's notables," he hazarded.
He put spurs to his horse, and in a few minutes saw against the snow three
dark figures ambling along at an easy trot. When he had come closer he
knew that two of the riders were men, the other a woman. It was easy
enough to identify Blodgett. A barrel might have ridden so if it had had legs
with which to balance itself; and that slender figure was probably the
trapped Sinclair. George hurried on, his premonition assuming ugly lines of
reality. Even at that distance and from the rear he guessed that the graceful
woman riding between the two men was Sylvia. Why had she chosen an
outing with the ridiculous Blodgett? Sinclair, no man possessed sufficient
charm to offset the disadvantages of such a companionship.
George, when he was sure, reined in, surprised at his reflections. Blodgett,
heaven knew, had been good to him, and he had once liked the man. Why,
then, had he turned so viciously against him? Adjectives his mind had
recently applied to Blodgett flashed back: "Coarse," "fat," "ridiculous." Was
it just? Why did he do it in spite of himself?
Sinclair turned and saw him. The party reined in, Sylvia, as one would have
expected, impatiently in advance of the others. Her nod and something she
friends mate, leaving him as rich as Blodgett, and, like him, unpaired? He
quickened the pace of his horse. It was inconceivable. No matter what
Sylvia did he would never slacken his pursuit. In every other direction he
had forged ahead. Eventually he would in that one. Then why did it hurt
him to picture Betty gone beyond his reach?
He crossed the Blodgett boundaries, and entered a country road as
undisturbed and enticing as the private bridle-paths had been. He took
crossroads at random, keeping only a sense of direction, trying to
understand why he was sorry he had to be with Betty when he had come
only to be near Sylvia.
The thickening dusk warned him, and he chose a road leading toward
Blodgett's. First he received the horseman's sense of something ahead of
him. Then he heard the muffled tread of horses in the snow, and
occasionally a laugh.
"More of Josiah's notables," he hazarded.
He put spurs to his horse, and in a few minutes saw against the snow three
dark figures ambling along at an easy trot. When he had come closer he
knew that two of the riders were men, the other a woman. It was easy
enough to identify Blodgett. A barrel might have ridden so if it had had legs
with which to balance itself; and that slender figure was probably the
trapped Sinclair. George hurried on, his premonition assuming ugly lines of
reality. Even at that distance and from the rear he guessed that the graceful
woman riding between the two men was Sylvia. Why had she chosen an
outing with the ridiculous Blodgett? Sinclair, no man possessed sufficient
charm to offset the disadvantages of such a companionship.
George, when he was sure, reined in, surprised at his reflections. Blodgett,
heaven knew, had been good to him, and he had once liked the man. Why,
then, had he turned so viciously against him? Adjectives his mind had
recently applied to Blodgett flashed back: "Coarse," "fat," "ridiculous." Was
it just? Why did he do it in spite of himself?
Sinclair turned and saw him. The party reined in, Sylvia, as one would have
expected, impatiently in advance of the others. Her nod and something she
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said were lost in the men's cheery greetings. Since she was in advance, and
edging on, as if to get farther away from him, George's opportunity was
plain. The road wasn't wide enough for four abreast. If he could move
forward with her Blodgett and Sinclair would have to ride together.
"Since I'm the last," he interrupted them, "mayn't I have first place?"
Quite as a matter of course he put his horse through and reined in at her
side. They started forward.
"You ride as well as ever," he commented.
She shot a glance at him. Calmly he studied the striking details of her face.
Each time he saw her she seemed more desirable. How was he to touch
those lips that had filled his boy's heart with bursting thoughts? For the first
time since that day they rode together, only now he was at her side, instead
of heeling like a trained dog. In his man's fashion he was as well clothed as
she. When they got back he would enter the great house with her instead of
going to the stables. Whether she cared to acknowledge it or not he was of
her kind—more so than the millionaire Blodgett ever could be. So he
absorbed her beauty which fired his imagination. Such a repetition seemed
ominous of a second climax in their relations.
Her quick glance, however, disclosed only resentment for his intrusion. He
excused it.
"You see, I couldn't very well ride behind you."
She turned away.
"Hurry a little," Blodgett called.
It was what George wished, as she wished to crawl, never far in advance of
the others.
"Come," he said, and flecked her horse with his crop.
"Don't do that again!"
He had gathered his own horse, and was galloping. Hers insisted on
following. When George pulled in to keep at her side they were well in
edging on, as if to get farther away from him, George's opportunity was
plain. The road wasn't wide enough for four abreast. If he could move
forward with her Blodgett and Sinclair would have to ride together.
"Since I'm the last," he interrupted them, "mayn't I have first place?"
Quite as a matter of course he put his horse through and reined in at her
side. They started forward.
"You ride as well as ever," he commented.
She shot a glance at him. Calmly he studied the striking details of her face.
Each time he saw her she seemed more desirable. How was he to touch
those lips that had filled his boy's heart with bursting thoughts? For the first
time since that day they rode together, only now he was at her side, instead
of heeling like a trained dog. In his man's fashion he was as well clothed as
she. When they got back he would enter the great house with her instead of
going to the stables. Whether she cared to acknowledge it or not he was of
her kind—more so than the millionaire Blodgett ever could be. So he
absorbed her beauty which fired his imagination. Such a repetition seemed
ominous of a second climax in their relations.
Her quick glance, however, disclosed only resentment for his intrusion. He
excused it.
"You see, I couldn't very well ride behind you."
She turned away.
"Hurry a little," Blodgett called.
It was what George wished, as she wished to crawl, never far in advance of
the others.
"Come," he said, and flecked her horse with his crop.
"Don't do that again!"
He had gathered his own horse, and was galloping. Hers insisted on
following. When George pulled in to keep at her side they were well in
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advance of the others. Now that he was alone with her he found it difficult
to speak, and evidently she would limit his opportunity, for as he drew in
she spurred her horse. He caught her, laughing.
"You may as well understand that I'll never ride behind you again."
She pressed her provocative lips together. So in silence, except for the
crunching and scattering of the snow, they tore on through the dusk,
rounding curves between hedges, rising to heights above bare, white
stretches of landscape, dipping into hollows already won by the night. And
each moment they came nearer the house.
In the night of the hollows he battled his desire to reach over and touch her,
and cry out:
"Sylvia! You've got to understand!"
And in one such place her horse stumbled, and she pulled in and bent low
over her saddle, and said, as if he had really spoken:
"I can't understand——"
Her outline was blurred, but her face was like a light in that shadowed
valley. He didn't speak until they were up the hill and the wind had caught
them.
"What?" he asked then.
Was it the glow, offered by the white earth rather than the sky, that made
him fancy her lips quivered?
"Why you always try to hurt me."
He thought of her broken riding crop, of her attempts to hurt him every time
he had seen her since the day she had tried to cut him with it. A single
exception clung to his memory—the night of Betty's dance, years ago, when
she had failed to remember him. Her words, therefore, carried a thrill, a
colour of surrender, since from the very first she had made him attack for
his own defence.
"That's an odd thing for you to say."
to speak, and evidently she would limit his opportunity, for as he drew in
she spurred her horse. He caught her, laughing.
"You may as well understand that I'll never ride behind you again."
She pressed her provocative lips together. So in silence, except for the
crunching and scattering of the snow, they tore on through the dusk,
rounding curves between hedges, rising to heights above bare, white
stretches of landscape, dipping into hollows already won by the night. And
each moment they came nearer the house.
In the night of the hollows he battled his desire to reach over and touch her,
and cry out:
"Sylvia! You've got to understand!"
And in one such place her horse stumbled, and she pulled in and bent low
over her saddle, and said, as if he had really spoken:
"I can't understand——"
Her outline was blurred, but her face was like a light in that shadowed
valley. He didn't speak until they were up the hill and the wind had caught
them.
"What?" he asked then.
Was it the glow, offered by the white earth rather than the sky, that made
him fancy her lips quivered?
"Why you always try to hurt me."
He thought of her broken riding crop, of her attempts to hurt him every time
he had seen her since the day she had tried to cut him with it. A single
exception clung to his memory—the night of Betty's dance, years ago, when
she had failed to remember him. Her words, therefore, carried a thrill, a
colour of surrender, since from the very first she had made him attack for
his own defence.
"That's an odd thing for you to say."
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There were lights ahead, accents in the closing night for Blodgett's huge and
ugly extravagance. They rode slowly up the drive.
"Will you ever stop following me? Will you ever leave me alone?"
He stared at her, answering softly:
"It is impossible I should ever leave you alone."
At the terrace he sprang down, tossed his reins to a groom, and went to her,
raising his hands. For a moment she looked at him, hesitating. There were
two grooms. So she took his hands and leapt down. It was a quick,
uncertain touch her fingers gave him.
"Thanks," she said, and crossed the terrace at his side.
That moment, he reflected, was in itself culminating, yet he couldn't dismiss
the feeling that their relations approached a larger climax. All the better,
since things couldn't very well go on as they were. Was it that fleeting
contact that had altered him, or her companionship in the gray night? He
only knew as he walked close to her that the bitterness in his heart had
diminished. He was willing to relinquish the return blow if she would ease
the hurt she had given him. He told himself that she had never been nearer.
An odd fancy!
The others rode up as they reached the door, and the hall was noisy with
people just returned from the pond, so that their solitude was destroyed.
While he bathed and dressed he tried to understand just what had happened.
The alteration in his own heart could only be accounted for by a change in
hers. Perhaps his mood was determined by her unexpected wonder that he
should always try to hurt. He couldn't drive from his mind the definite
impression of her having come nearer.
"Winter sentiment!" he sneered, and hurried, for it was late.
VII
Lambert dropped in and lounged in a satin-covered chair while George
wrestled with his tie. He gave Lambert the freshest news from the office,
but his mind wasn't on business, nor, he guessed, was Lambert's.
ugly extravagance. They rode slowly up the drive.
"Will you ever stop following me? Will you ever leave me alone?"
He stared at her, answering softly:
"It is impossible I should ever leave you alone."
At the terrace he sprang down, tossed his reins to a groom, and went to her,
raising his hands. For a moment she looked at him, hesitating. There were
two grooms. So she took his hands and leapt down. It was a quick,
uncertain touch her fingers gave him.
"Thanks," she said, and crossed the terrace at his side.
That moment, he reflected, was in itself culminating, yet he couldn't dismiss
the feeling that their relations approached a larger climax. All the better,
since things couldn't very well go on as they were. Was it that fleeting
contact that had altered him, or her companionship in the gray night? He
only knew as he walked close to her that the bitterness in his heart had
diminished. He was willing to relinquish the return blow if she would ease
the hurt she had given him. He told himself that she had never been nearer.
An odd fancy!
The others rode up as they reached the door, and the hall was noisy with
people just returned from the pond, so that their solitude was destroyed.
While he bathed and dressed he tried to understand just what had happened.
The alteration in his own heart could only be accounted for by a change in
hers. Perhaps his mood was determined by her unexpected wonder that he
should always try to hurt. He couldn't drive from his mind the definite
impression of her having come nearer.
"Winter sentiment!" he sneered, and hurried, for it was late.
VII
Lambert dropped in and lounged in a satin-covered chair while George
wrestled with his tie. He gave Lambert the freshest news from the office,
but his mind wasn't on business, nor, he guessed, was Lambert's.
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"Blodgett does one rather well," Lambert said, glancing around the room.
George agreed.
"Only a marquise might feel more at ease in this room than a mere male."
He turned, smiling.
"I'm always afraid the furniture won't hold. Why should he have raised such
a monster?"
"Maybe," Lambert offered, "to have it ready for a wife."
"Who would marry him?" George flashed.
"Nearly any girl," Lambert said. "So much money irons out a lot of fat.
Then, when all's said and done, he's amusing and generous. He always tries
to please. Why? What's made you scornful of Josiah?"
"There are some things," George said, "that one oughtn't to be able to buy
with money."
Lambert arose, walked over to George, put his hands on his shoulders, and
stared at him quizzically.
"You're a curious brute."
"I know what you mean," George said, "but let me remind you that money
was just one of three things I started for."
Lambert's grasp tightened.
"And in a way you've got them all."
George shook off Lambert's grasp.
In a way!
"Let's go down."
In a way! It was rather cooling. It reminded him, too, that Squibs Bailly
remained unpaid; and there was Sylvia, only a trifle nearer, and that,
perhaps, in an eager imagination. Certainly he had forced some success, but
George agreed.
"Only a marquise might feel more at ease in this room than a mere male."
He turned, smiling.
"I'm always afraid the furniture won't hold. Why should he have raised such
a monster?"
"Maybe," Lambert offered, "to have it ready for a wife."
"Who would marry him?" George flashed.
"Nearly any girl," Lambert said. "So much money irons out a lot of fat.
Then, when all's said and done, he's amusing and generous. He always tries
to please. Why? What's made you scornful of Josiah?"
"There are some things," George said, "that one oughtn't to be able to buy
with money."
Lambert arose, walked over to George, put his hands on his shoulders, and
stared at him quizzically.
"You're a curious brute."
"I know what you mean," George said, "but let me remind you that money
was just one of three things I started for."
Lambert's grasp tightened.
"And in a way you've got them all."
George shook off Lambert's grasp.
In a way!
"Let's go down."
In a way! It was rather cooling. It reminded him, too, that Squibs Bailly
remained unpaid; and there was Sylvia, only a trifle nearer, and that,
perhaps, in an eager imagination. Certainly he had forced some success, but
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would he actually ever complete anything? Would he ever be able to say I
have acquired an exterior exactly as genuine as that one inherits, or I am a
great millionaire, or I have proved myself worthy of all Squibs has given
me, or I am Sylvia Planter's husband? Of course he had succeeded, but only
in a way. Where was his will that he couldn't conquer altogether?
As he came down the stairs he saw Sylvia in a dazzling gown standing in
front of the great fireplace surrounded by a group which included
Dalrymple and Rogers who had managed an invitation and had just arrived
with Wandel. Wandel brought excuses from Goodhue. It was like Goodhue,
George thought, to avoid such a party.
Dalrymple smirked and chatted. George left Lambert and went straight to
them. Sylvia could always be depended upon to be gracious to Dalrymple.
She glanced at George and nodded. Although she continued to talk to
Dalrymple she didn't turn away. George thought, indeed, that he detected a
slight movement as if to make room for him. It was as if he had been any
man of her acquaintance coming up. Then he had been right?
"Josiah said we'd have you," Dalrymple drawled. "Why didn't you skate?
Anything to get on a horse, what? Freezing pleasure this weather."
George smiled at Sylvia.
"Not with the right horse and companionship."
Any one could see that Dalrymple had already swallowed an antidote for
whatever benefit the day's fresh air and exercise had given him. Still in the
weak face, across which the firelight played, George read other traits,
settled, in a sense admirable; more precious than any inheritance a son
could expect from a washerwoman mother and a labouring father. Then
what was it Dalrymple had always coveted? What had made him rude to the
poor men at Princeton? Something he hadn't had. Money. America, George
reflected, could breed people like that. There was more than one way of
being a snob. He wondered if Dalrymple would ever submerge his pride
enough to come to him for money. He might go to Blodgett first, but
George wasn't at all sure Blodgett would find it worth his while to buy up
the young man.
have acquired an exterior exactly as genuine as that one inherits, or I am a
great millionaire, or I have proved myself worthy of all Squibs has given
me, or I am Sylvia Planter's husband? Of course he had succeeded, but only
in a way. Where was his will that he couldn't conquer altogether?
As he came down the stairs he saw Sylvia in a dazzling gown standing in
front of the great fireplace surrounded by a group which included
Dalrymple and Rogers who had managed an invitation and had just arrived
with Wandel. Wandel brought excuses from Goodhue. It was like Goodhue,
George thought, to avoid such a party.
Dalrymple smirked and chatted. George left Lambert and went straight to
them. Sylvia could always be depended upon to be gracious to Dalrymple.
She glanced at George and nodded. Although she continued to talk to
Dalrymple she didn't turn away. George thought, indeed, that he detected a
slight movement as if to make room for him. It was as if he had been any
man of her acquaintance coming up. Then he had been right?
"Josiah said we'd have you," Dalrymple drawled. "Why didn't you skate?
Anything to get on a horse, what? Freezing pleasure this weather."
George smiled at Sylvia.
"Not with the right horse and companionship."
Any one could see that Dalrymple had already swallowed an antidote for
whatever benefit the day's fresh air and exercise had given him. Still in the
weak face, across which the firelight played, George read other traits,
settled, in a sense admirable; more precious than any inheritance a son
could expect from a washerwoman mother and a labouring father. Then
what was it Dalrymple had always coveted? What had made him rude to the
poor men at Princeton? Something he hadn't had. Money. America, George
reflected, could breed people like that. There was more than one way of
being a snob. He wondered if Dalrymple would ever submerge his pride
enough to come to him for money. He might go to Blodgett first, but
George wasn't at all sure Blodgett would find it worth his while to buy up
the young man.
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Blodgett just then joined them. The white waistcoat encircling his rotund
middle was like an advance agent, crying aloud: "The great Josiah is
arriving just behind me."
"Everybody having a good time?" he bellowed.
Mrs. Sinclair, sitting near by, looked up, but her husband smiled
indulgently. George watched Sylvia. Blodgett put the question to her.
"That was a fine ride, wasn't it? I'm always a little afraid for the horse I ride,
though; might bend him in the middle."
George couldn't understand why she gave that friendly smile he coveted to
Blodgett.
"I'd give a lot to ride like this young man," Blodgett went on, patting
George's back. He preened himself. "Still we can't all be born in the
saddle."
The thing was so obvious George laughed outright. Even Sylvia conceded
its ugly, unintentional humour. A smile drew at the corners of her mouth. If
she could enjoy that she was, indeed, for the moment nearer.
Two servants glided around with trays.
Blodgett gulped the contents of his glass and smacked his lips.
"That fellow of mine," he boasted, "has his own blend. Not bad."
Sylvia drank hers with Dalrymple, while Betty over there shook her head.
Probably it was his ungraceful inheritance that made George dislike a glass
in Sylvia's fingers. Dalrymple slipped away.
"Dividends in the smoking-room!" Blodgett roared.
"Dalrymple's drawing dividends," George thought.
The procession for the dining-room formed and disbanded. Blodgett had
Mrs. Sinclair and Sylvia at either hand. It was natural enough, but George
resented the arrangement, particularly with Dalrymple next to Sylvia on the
other side. Betty sat between Dalrymple and Lambert. George was nearly
opposite, flanked by fluffy clothes and hair; and straightway each ear was
middle was like an advance agent, crying aloud: "The great Josiah is
arriving just behind me."
"Everybody having a good time?" he bellowed.
Mrs. Sinclair, sitting near by, looked up, but her husband smiled
indulgently. George watched Sylvia. Blodgett put the question to her.
"That was a fine ride, wasn't it? I'm always a little afraid for the horse I ride,
though; might bend him in the middle."
George couldn't understand why she gave that friendly smile he coveted to
Blodgett.
"I'd give a lot to ride like this young man," Blodgett went on, patting
George's back. He preened himself. "Still we can't all be born in the
saddle."
The thing was so obvious George laughed outright. Even Sylvia conceded
its ugly, unintentional humour. A smile drew at the corners of her mouth. If
she could enjoy that she was, indeed, for the moment nearer.
Two servants glided around with trays.
Blodgett gulped the contents of his glass and smacked his lips.
"That fellow of mine," he boasted, "has his own blend. Not bad."
Sylvia drank hers with Dalrymple, while Betty over there shook her head.
Probably it was his ungraceful inheritance that made George dislike a glass
in Sylvia's fingers. Dalrymple slipped away.
"Dividends in the smoking-room!" Blodgett roared.
"Dalrymple's drawing dividends," George thought.
The procession for the dining-room formed and disbanded. Blodgett had
Mrs. Sinclair and Sylvia at either hand. It was natural enough, but George
resented the arrangement, particularly with Dalrymple next to Sylvia on the
other side. Betty sat between Dalrymple and Lambert. George was nearly
opposite, flanked by fluffy clothes and hair; and straightway each ear was
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choked with fluffy chatter—the theatre; the opera, from the side of sartorial
criticism; the east coast of Florida—"but why should I go so far to see
exciting bathing suits out of season and tea tables wabbling under palm
trees?"—a scandal or two—that is such details as were permissible in his
presence. He divided his ears sufficiently to catch snatches from
neighbouring sections of the table.
"Of course, we'll keep out of it."
It was Wandel, speaking encouragingly to a pretty girl. Out of what?
Confound this chatter! Oh! The war, of course. It was the one remark of
serious import that reached him throughout the dinner, and the country
faced that possibility, and an increasing unrest of labour, and grave financial
questions. The diners might have been people who had fled to a high
mountain to escape an invasion, or happy ones who lived on a peak from
which the menace was invisible. But it wasn't that. At other social levels, he
knew, there was the same closing of the shutters, the same effort to create
an enjoyable sunlight in a cloistered room. On the summit, he honestly
believed, men did more and thought more. Perhaps where sensible men
gathered together the curtains weren't drawn against grave fires in an
abnormal night. Then it was the women. Did all men, like Wandel, choose
to keep such things from the women? Did the women want them kept?
Hang it! Then let them have the vote. Make them talk.
"You're really not going to Palm Beach, Mr. Morton?"
"I've too much to do."
"Men amuse me," the young lady fluffed. "They always talk about things to
do. If one has a good time the things get done just the same."
God! What a point of view! Yet he wasn't one to pass judgment since he
was more interested in the winning of Sylvia than he was in the winning of
the war.
He watched her as he could, talking first to Blodgett then to Dalrymple. The
brilliant Sylvia Planter had no business sitting between two such men. The
fact that Blodgett had got the right people stared him in the face, but even
so the man wasn't good enough to be Sylvia Planter's host. Nor did George
like the way she sipped her wine. She seemed forcing herself to a travesty
criticism; the east coast of Florida—"but why should I go so far to see
exciting bathing suits out of season and tea tables wabbling under palm
trees?"—a scandal or two—that is such details as were permissible in his
presence. He divided his ears sufficiently to catch snatches from
neighbouring sections of the table.
"Of course, we'll keep out of it."
It was Wandel, speaking encouragingly to a pretty girl. Out of what?
Confound this chatter! Oh! The war, of course. It was the one remark of
serious import that reached him throughout the dinner, and the country
faced that possibility, and an increasing unrest of labour, and grave financial
questions. The diners might have been people who had fled to a high
mountain to escape an invasion, or happy ones who lived on a peak from
which the menace was invisible. But it wasn't that. At other social levels, he
knew, there was the same closing of the shutters, the same effort to create
an enjoyable sunlight in a cloistered room. On the summit, he honestly
believed, men did more and thought more. Perhaps where sensible men
gathered together the curtains weren't drawn against grave fires in an
abnormal night. Then it was the women. Did all men, like Wandel, choose
to keep such things from the women? Did the women want them kept?
Hang it! Then let them have the vote. Make them talk.
"You're really not going to Palm Beach, Mr. Morton?"
"I've too much to do."
"Men amuse me," the young lady fluffed. "They always talk about things to
do. If one has a good time the things get done just the same."
God! What a point of view! Yet he wasn't one to pass judgment since he
was more interested in the winning of Sylvia than he was in the winning of
the war.
He watched her as he could, talking first to Blodgett then to Dalrymple. The
brilliant Sylvia Planter had no business sitting between two such men. The
fact that Blodgett had got the right people stared him in the face, but even
so the man wasn't good enough to be Sylvia Planter's host. Nor did George
like the way she sipped her wine. She seemed forcing herself to a travesty
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of enjoyment. Betty, on the other hand, drank nothing. He questioned if she
was sorry Sylvia had brought her. She seemed glad enough, at least, to be
with Lambert. He appeared to absorb her, and, in order to listen to him, she
left Dalrymple nearly wholly to Sylvia. Once or twice she glanced across
and smiled at George, but her kindliness had an air of coming from a
widening distance. George was trapped—a restless giant tangled in a snarl
of fluff.
He sighed his relief when the women had gone. He didn't remain long
behind, wandering into the deserted hall where he stood frowning at the
fire. He heard a reluctant step on the stairs and swung around. Sylvia
walked slowly down, a cloak about her shoulders. In a sort of desperation
he raised his hand.
"This party has got on my nerves."
He couldn't read the expression in her eyes.
"It's stifling in here," she said.
She walked the length of the hall, opened the door, and went through to the
terrace.
George's heart quickened. She was out there alone. What had her eyes
meant? He had never seen them just like that. They had seemed without
challenge.
There was a coat closet at the rear of the hall. He ran to it, got a cap and
somebody's overcoat, and followed her out.
She sat on the railing, far from the house. The only light upon her was the
nebulous reflection from the white earth. He hurried to her, his heart beating
to the rhythm of nearer—nearer—nearer——
She stirred.
"As usual with you," she said, "I am unfortunate. I didn't think you would
follow me. I came here because I wanted to be alone. I wanted to think. Can
you appreciate that?"
He sat on the railing close to her.
was sorry Sylvia had brought her. She seemed glad enough, at least, to be
with Lambert. He appeared to absorb her, and, in order to listen to him, she
left Dalrymple nearly wholly to Sylvia. Once or twice she glanced across
and smiled at George, but her kindliness had an air of coming from a
widening distance. George was trapped—a restless giant tangled in a snarl
of fluff.
He sighed his relief when the women had gone. He didn't remain long
behind, wandering into the deserted hall where he stood frowning at the
fire. He heard a reluctant step on the stairs and swung around. Sylvia
walked slowly down, a cloak about her shoulders. In a sort of desperation
he raised his hand.
"This party has got on my nerves."
He couldn't read the expression in her eyes.
"It's stifling in here," she said.
She walked the length of the hall, opened the door, and went through to the
terrace.
George's heart quickened. She was out there alone. What had her eyes
meant? He had never seen them just like that. They had seemed without
challenge.
There was a coat closet at the rear of the hall. He ran to it, got a cap and
somebody's overcoat, and followed her out.
She sat on the railing, far from the house. The only light upon her was the
nebulous reflection from the white earth. He hurried to her, his heart beating
to the rhythm of nearer—nearer—nearer——
She stirred.
"As usual with you," she said, "I am unfortunate. I didn't think you would
follow me. I came here because I wanted to be alone. I wanted to think. Can
you appreciate that?"
He sat on the railing close to her.
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"You never want me. I have to grasp what opportunities I can."
He waited for her to rise and wander away. He was prepared to urge her to
remain. She didn't move.
"I can't always be running away from you," she said.
She stared straight ahead over the garden, nearly phosphorescent with its
snow.
"Nearer, nearer, nearer," went through his head.
"It has been a long time since I've seen you," he said, "but even so I wish
you hadn't come here."
"Why did you come?" she asked.
"Because I thought I should find you."
"Why did you think that?"
"I'd heard Blodgett had been a good deal at Oakmont. I guessed if Lambert
came you would, too."
"It is impertinent you should interest yourself in my movements. Why—
why do you do it?"
"Because everything you do absorbs me. Why else do you suppose I took
the trouble at Betty's dance years ago to tell you who I was?"
She drew back without answering. Her movement caught his attention. The
change in her manner, the white night, made him bold.
"I've often wondered," he said, "why you didn't remember me that day in
Princeton, or that night. It hadn't been long. Don't you see it was an
acknowledgment that I wasn't the old George Morton even then?"
"Oh, no," she answered with a little laugh, "because I remembered you
perfectly well."
"Remembered me!" he cried. "And you danced with me, and said you didn't
remember, and let me take you aside, and——"
He waited for her to rise and wander away. He was prepared to urge her to
remain. She didn't move.
"I can't always be running away from you," she said.
She stared straight ahead over the garden, nearly phosphorescent with its
snow.
"Nearer, nearer, nearer," went through his head.
"It has been a long time since I've seen you," he said, "but even so I wish
you hadn't come here."
"Why did you come?" she asked.
"Because I thought I should find you."
"Why did you think that?"
"I'd heard Blodgett had been a good deal at Oakmont. I guessed if Lambert
came you would, too."
"It is impertinent you should interest yourself in my movements. Why—
why do you do it?"
"Because everything you do absorbs me. Why else do you suppose I took
the trouble at Betty's dance years ago to tell you who I was?"
She drew back without answering. Her movement caught his attention. The
change in her manner, the white night, made him bold.
"I've often wondered," he said, "why you didn't remember me that day in
Princeton, or that night. It hadn't been long. Don't you see it was an
acknowledgment that I wasn't the old George Morton even then?"
"Oh, no," she answered with a little laugh, "because I remembered you
perfectly well."
"Remembered me!" he cried. "And you danced with me, and said you didn't
remember, and let me take you aside, and——"
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He moved swiftly nearer until his face was close to hers, until he stared into
her eyes that he could barely see.
"Why did you do that?"
She didn't answer.
"Why do you tell me now?" he urged with an increasing excitement.
Such a confession from her had the quality of a caress! He felt himself
reaching up to touch the summit.
"Why? You've got to answer me."
She arose with easy grace and stood looking down at him.
"Because," she said, "I want you to stop being ridiculous and troublesome;
and, really, the whole thing seems so unimportant now that I am going to be
married."
He cried out. He sprang to his feet. He caught her hands, and crushed them
as if he would make them a part of his own flesh so that she could never
escape to accomplish that unbearable act.
"Sylvia! Sylvia!"
She fought, gasping:
"You hurt! I tell you you hurt! Let me go you—you——Let me go——"
VIII
George stared at Sylvia as if she had been a child expressing some
unreasonable and incredible intention. "What are you talking about? How
can I let you go?"
Even in that light he became aware of the distortion of her face, of an
unexpected moisture in her eyes; and he realized quite distinctly where he
was, what had been said, just how completely her announcement for the
moment had swept his mind clean of the restraints with which he had so
painstakingly crowded it. Now he appreciated the power of his grasp, but he
her eyes that he could barely see.
"Why did you do that?"
She didn't answer.
"Why do you tell me now?" he urged with an increasing excitement.
Such a confession from her had the quality of a caress! He felt himself
reaching up to touch the summit.
"Why? You've got to answer me."
She arose with easy grace and stood looking down at him.
"Because," she said, "I want you to stop being ridiculous and troublesome;
and, really, the whole thing seems so unimportant now that I am going to be
married."
He cried out. He sprang to his feet. He caught her hands, and crushed them
as if he would make them a part of his own flesh so that she could never
escape to accomplish that unbearable act.
"Sylvia! Sylvia!"
She fought, gasping:
"You hurt! I tell you you hurt! Let me go you—you——Let me go——"
VIII
George stared at Sylvia as if she had been a child expressing some
unreasonable and incredible intention. "What are you talking about? How
can I let you go?"
Even in that light he became aware of the distortion of her face, of an
unexpected moisture in her eyes; and he realized quite distinctly where he
was, what had been said, just how completely her announcement for the
moment had swept his mind clean of the restraints with which he had so
painstakingly crowded it. Now he appreciated the power of his grasp, but he
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watched a little longer the struggles of her graceful body; for, after all, he
had been right. How could he let her go to some man whose arms would
furnish an inviolable sanctuary? He shook his head. No such thing existed.
Hadn't he, indeed, foreseen exactly this situation, and hadn't he told himself
it couldn't close the approach to his pursuit? But he had never reconnoitred
that road. Now he must find it no matter how forbidding the places it might
thread. So he released her. She raised her hands to her face.
"You hurt!" she whispered. "Oh, how you hurt!"
"Please tell me who it is."
She turned, and, her hands still raised, started across the terrace. He
followed.
"Tell me!"
She went on without answering. He watched her go, suppressing his angry
instinct to grasp her again that he might force the name from her. He
shrugged his shoulders. Since she had probably timed her attack on him
with a general announcement, he would know soon enough. He could fancy
those in the house already buzzing excitedly.
"I always said she'd marry so and so;" or, "She might have done better—or
worse;" perhaps an acrid, "It's high time, I should think"—all the banal
remarks people make at such crises. But what lingered in George's brain
was his own determination.
"She shan't do it. Somehow I'll stop her."
He glanced over the garden, dully surprised that it should retain its former
aspect while his own outlook had altered as chaotically as it had done that
day long ago when he had blundered into telling her he loved her.
He turned and approached the house to seek this knowledge absolutely vital
to him but from which, nevertheless, he shrank. Two names slipped into his
mind, two disagreeable figures of men she had recently chosen to be a good
deal with.
George acknowledged freely enough now that he had taken his later view of
his employer from an altitude of jealousy. Blodgett offered a possibility in
had been right. How could he let her go to some man whose arms would
furnish an inviolable sanctuary? He shook his head. No such thing existed.
Hadn't he, indeed, foreseen exactly this situation, and hadn't he told himself
it couldn't close the approach to his pursuit? But he had never reconnoitred
that road. Now he must find it no matter how forbidding the places it might
thread. So he released her. She raised her hands to her face.
"You hurt!" she whispered. "Oh, how you hurt!"
"Please tell me who it is."
She turned, and, her hands still raised, started across the terrace. He
followed.
"Tell me!"
She went on without answering. He watched her go, suppressing his angry
instinct to grasp her again that he might force the name from her. He
shrugged his shoulders. Since she had probably timed her attack on him
with a general announcement, he would know soon enough. He could fancy
those in the house already buzzing excitedly.
"I always said she'd marry so and so;" or, "She might have done better—or
worse;" perhaps an acrid, "It's high time, I should think"—all the banal
remarks people make at such crises. But what lingered in George's brain
was his own determination.
"She shan't do it. Somehow I'll stop her."
He glanced over the garden, dully surprised that it should retain its former
aspect while his own outlook had altered as chaotically as it had done that
day long ago when he had blundered into telling her he loved her.
He turned and approached the house to seek this knowledge absolutely vital
to him but from which, nevertheless, he shrank. Two names slipped into his
mind, two disagreeable figures of men she had recently chosen to be a good
deal with.
George acknowledged freely enough now that he had taken his later view of
his employer from an altitude of jealousy. Blodgett offered a possibility in
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some ways quite logical. With war finance he worked closer and closer to
Old Planter. He had become a familiar figure at Oakmont. George had seen
Sylvia choose his companionship that afternoon, had watched her a little
while ago make him happy with her smiles; yet if she could tolerate
Blodgett why had she never forgiven George his beginnings?
Dalrymple was a more likely and infinitely less palatable choice. He was
good-looking, entirely of her kind, had been, after a fashion, raised at her
side; and Sylvia's wealth would be agreeable to the Dalrymple bank
account. George had had sufficient evidence that he wanted her—and her
money. A large portion of the enmity between them, in fact, could be traced
to the day he had found her portrait displayed on Dalrymple's desk. The
only argument against Dalrymple was his weakness, and people smiled at
that indulgently, ascribing it to youth—even Sylvia who couldn't possibly
know how far it went.
Suspense was intolerable. He walked into the house and replaced the coat
and cap in the closet. He commenced to look for Sylvia. No matter whose
toes it affected he was going to have another talk with her if either of his
hazards touched fact.
IX
He caught the rising and falling of a perpetual mixed conversation only
partially smothered by a reckless assault on a piano. He traced the racket to
the large drawing-room where groups had gathered in the corners as if in a
hopeless attempt to escape the concert. Sylvia sat with none. One of the
fluffy young ladies was proving the strength of the piano. Rogers was
amorously attentive to her music. Lambert and Betty sat as far as possible
from everyone else, heads rather close. Blodgett hopped heavily from group
to group.
Over the frantic attempts of the young performer the human voice
triumphed, but the impulse to this conversation was multiple. From no
group did Sylvia's name slip, and George experienced a sharp wonder; so
far, evidently, she had chosen to tell only him.
Old Planter. He had become a familiar figure at Oakmont. George had seen
Sylvia choose his companionship that afternoon, had watched her a little
while ago make him happy with her smiles; yet if she could tolerate
Blodgett why had she never forgiven George his beginnings?
Dalrymple was a more likely and infinitely less palatable choice. He was
good-looking, entirely of her kind, had been, after a fashion, raised at her
side; and Sylvia's wealth would be agreeable to the Dalrymple bank
account. George had had sufficient evidence that he wanted her—and her
money. A large portion of the enmity between them, in fact, could be traced
to the day he had found her portrait displayed on Dalrymple's desk. The
only argument against Dalrymple was his weakness, and people smiled at
that indulgently, ascribing it to youth—even Sylvia who couldn't possibly
know how far it went.
Suspense was intolerable. He walked into the house and replaced the coat
and cap in the closet. He commenced to look for Sylvia. No matter whose
toes it affected he was going to have another talk with her if either of his
hazards touched fact.
IX
He caught the rising and falling of a perpetual mixed conversation only
partially smothered by a reckless assault on a piano. He traced the racket to
the large drawing-room where groups had gathered in the corners as if in a
hopeless attempt to escape the concert. Sylvia sat with none. One of the
fluffy young ladies was proving the strength of the piano. Rogers was
amorously attentive to her music. Lambert and Betty sat as far as possible
from everyone else, heads rather close. Blodgett hopped heavily from group
to group.
Over the frantic attempts of the young performer the human voice
triumphed, but the impulse to this conversation was multiple. From no
group did Sylvia's name slip, and George experienced a sharp wonder; so
far, evidently, she had chosen to tell only him.
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The young lady at the piano crashed to a brief vacation. The chatter,
following a perfunctory applause, rose gratefully.
"Fine! Fine!" Blodgett roared. "Your next stop ought to be Carnegie Hall."
"She ought to play in a hall," someone murmured unkindly.
George retreated, relieved that Blodgett wasn't with Sylvia; and a little later
he found Dalrymple in the smoking-room sipping whiskey-and-soda
between erratic shots at billiards. Wandel was at the table most of the time,
counting long strings with easy precision.
"What's up, great man?" he wanted to know.
Dalrymple, too, glanced curiously at George over his glass. "Nothing
exceptional that I know of," George snapped and left the room.
It added to his anger that his mind should let through its discontent. At least
Sylvia wasn't with Blodgett or Dalrymple, and he tried to tell himself his
jealousy was too hasty. All the eligible men weren't gathered in this house.
He wandered from room to room, always seeking Sylvia. Where could she
have gone?
He met guests fleeing from drawing-room to library, as if driven by the
tangled furies of a Hungarian dance.
"Will that girl never stop playing?" he thought.
Betty came up to him.
"Talk to me, George."
He found himself reluctant, but two tables of bridge were forming, and
Betty didn't care to play. Lambert did, and sat down. George followed Betty
to a window seat, telling himself she wanted him only because Lambert was
for the time, lost to her.
"Now," she said, directly, "what is it, George?"
"What's what?" he asked with an attempt at good-humour.
following a perfunctory applause, rose gratefully.
"Fine! Fine!" Blodgett roared. "Your next stop ought to be Carnegie Hall."
"She ought to play in a hall," someone murmured unkindly.
George retreated, relieved that Blodgett wasn't with Sylvia; and a little later
he found Dalrymple in the smoking-room sipping whiskey-and-soda
between erratic shots at billiards. Wandel was at the table most of the time,
counting long strings with easy precision.
"What's up, great man?" he wanted to know.
Dalrymple, too, glanced curiously at George over his glass. "Nothing
exceptional that I know of," George snapped and left the room.
It added to his anger that his mind should let through its discontent. At least
Sylvia wasn't with Blodgett or Dalrymple, and he tried to tell himself his
jealousy was too hasty. All the eligible men weren't gathered in this house.
He wandered from room to room, always seeking Sylvia. Where could she
have gone?
He met guests fleeing from drawing-room to library, as if driven by the
tangled furies of a Hungarian dance.
"Will that girl never stop playing?" he thought.
Betty came up to him.
"Talk to me, George."
He found himself reluctant, but two tables of bridge were forming, and
Betty didn't care to play. Lambert did, and sat down. George followed Betty
to a window seat, telling himself she wanted him only because Lambert was
for the time, lost to her.
"Now," she said, directly, "what is it, George?"
"What's what?" he asked with an attempt at good-humour.
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Her question had made him uneasy, since it suggested that she had observed
the trouble he was endeavouring to bury. Would he never learn to repress as
Goodhue did? But even Goodhue, he recalled, had failed to hide an acute
suffering at a football game; and this game was infinitely bigger, and the
point he had just lost vastly more important than a fumbled ball.
"You've changed," Betty was saying. "I'm a good judge, because I haven't
really seen you for nearly a year. You've seemed—I scarcely know how to
say it—unhappy?"
"Why not tired?" he suggested, listlessly. "You may not know it, but I've
been pretty hard at work."
She nodded quickly.
"I've heard a good deal from Lambert what you are doing, and something
from Squibs and Mrs. Squibs. You haven't seen much of them, either. Do
you mind if I say I think it makes them uneasy?"
"Scold. I deserve it," he said. "But I've written."
"I don't mean to scold," she smiled. "I only want to find out what makes
you discontented, maybe ask if it's worth while wearing yourself out to get
rich."
"I don't know," he answered. "I think so."
It was his first doubt. He looked at her moodily.
"You're not one to draw the long bow, Betty. Honestly, aren't you a little
cross with me on account of the Baillys?"
"Not even on my own account."
Her allusion was clear enough. George was glad Blodgett created a
diversion just then, lumbering in and bellowing to Lambert for news of his
sister. George listened breathlessly.
"Haven't seen her," Lambert said, and doubled a bid.
"Miss Alston?" Blodgett applied to Betty.
the trouble he was endeavouring to bury. Would he never learn to repress as
Goodhue did? But even Goodhue, he recalled, had failed to hide an acute
suffering at a football game; and this game was infinitely bigger, and the
point he had just lost vastly more important than a fumbled ball.
"You've changed," Betty was saying. "I'm a good judge, because I haven't
really seen you for nearly a year. You've seemed—I scarcely know how to
say it—unhappy?"
"Why not tired?" he suggested, listlessly. "You may not know it, but I've
been pretty hard at work."
She nodded quickly.
"I've heard a good deal from Lambert what you are doing, and something
from Squibs and Mrs. Squibs. You haven't seen much of them, either. Do
you mind if I say I think it makes them uneasy?"
"Scold. I deserve it," he said. "But I've written."
"I don't mean to scold," she smiled. "I only want to find out what makes
you discontented, maybe ask if it's worth while wearing yourself out to get
rich."
"I don't know," he answered. "I think so."
It was his first doubt. He looked at her moodily.
"You're not one to draw the long bow, Betty. Honestly, aren't you a little
cross with me on account of the Baillys?"
"Not even on my own account."
Her allusion was clear enough. George was glad Blodgett created a
diversion just then, lumbering in and bellowing to Lambert for news of his
sister. George listened breathlessly.
"Haven't seen her," Lambert said, and doubled a bid.
"Miss Alston?" Blodgett applied to Betty.
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"Where should she be?" Betty answered.
"Got me puzzled," Blodgett muttered. "Responsibility. If anything
happened!"
Betty laughed.
"What could happen to her here?"
George guessed then where Sylvia had gone, and he experienced a strong
but temporal exaltation. Only a mental or a bodily hurt could have driven
Sylvia to her room. He didn't believe in the first, but he could still feel the
shape of her slender fingers crushed against his. The greater her pain, the
greater her knowledge of his determination and desire.
"Guess I'll send Mrs. Sinclair upstairs," Blodgett said, gropingly.
He hurried out of the room. Betty rose.
"I suppose I ought to go."
"Nonsense," George objected. "She isn't the sort to come down ill all at
once."
He followed Betty to the hall, however. Mrs. Sinclair was halfway up the
stairs. Blodgett had gone on, always pandering, George reflected, to his
guests.
"I'll wait here," Betty said to Mrs. Sinclair. "I mean, if anything should be
wrong, if Sylvia should want me."
Mrs. Sinclair nodded, disappearing in the upper hall.
Finally George faced the moment he had avoided with a persistent longing.
For the first time since the night of his confession he was quite alone with
Betty. He tried not to picture her swaying away from him in a moonlight
scented with flowers; but he couldn't help hearing her frightened voice:
"Don't say anything more now," and he experienced again her hand's
delightful and bewitching fragility. Why had his confession startled? What
had it portended for her?
"Got me puzzled," Blodgett muttered. "Responsibility. If anything
happened!"
Betty laughed.
"What could happen to her here?"
George guessed then where Sylvia had gone, and he experienced a strong
but temporal exaltation. Only a mental or a bodily hurt could have driven
Sylvia to her room. He didn't believe in the first, but he could still feel the
shape of her slender fingers crushed against his. The greater her pain, the
greater her knowledge of his determination and desire.
"Guess I'll send Mrs. Sinclair upstairs," Blodgett said, gropingly.
He hurried out of the room. Betty rose.
"I suppose I ought to go."
"Nonsense," George objected. "She isn't the sort to come down ill all at
once."
He followed Betty to the hall, however. Mrs. Sinclair was halfway up the
stairs. Blodgett had gone on, always pandering, George reflected, to his
guests.
"I'll wait here," Betty said to Mrs. Sinclair. "I mean, if anything should be
wrong, if Sylvia should want me."
Mrs. Sinclair nodded, disappearing in the upper hall.
Finally George faced the moment he had avoided with a persistent longing.
For the first time since the night of his confession he was quite alone with
Betty. He tried not to picture her swaying away from him in a moonlight
scented with flowers; but he couldn't help hearing her frightened voice:
"Don't say anything more now," and he experienced again her hand's
delightful and bewitching fragility. Why had his confession startled? What
had it portended for her?
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He sighed. There was no point asking such questions, no reason for
avoiding such dangerous moments now; too many factors had assumed new
shapes. The long separation had certainly not been without its effect on
Betty, and hadn't he recently seen her absorbed by Lambert? Hadn't she just
now scolded him with a clear appreciation of his shortcomings? In the old
days she had unconsciously offered him a pleasurable temptation, and he
had been afraid of yielding to it because of its effect on his aim. Sylvia just
now had tried to convince him that his aim was permanently turned aside.
He knew with a hard strength of will that it wasn't. Nothing could tempt
him from his path now—even Betty's kindness.
"Betty—have you heard anything of her getting married?"
She glanced at him, surprised.
"Who? Sylvia?"
He nodded.
"Only," she answered, "the rumours one always hears about a very popular
girl. Why, George?"
"The rumours make one wonder. Nothing comes of them," he said, sorry he
had spoken, seeking a safe withdrawal. "You know there's principally one
about you. It persists."
There was a curious light in her eyes, reminiscent of something he had seen
there the night of his confession.
"You've just remarked," she laughed, softly, "that rumours seldom
materialize."
What did she mean by that? Before he could go after an answer Mrs.
Sinclair came down, joined them, and explained that Sylvia was tired and
didn't want any one bothered. George's exaltation increased. He hoped he
had hurt her, as he had always wanted to. Blodgett, accompanied by Wandel
and Dalrymple, wandered from the smoking-room, seeking news. George
felt every muscle tighten, for Blodgett, at sight of Mrs. Sinclair, roared:
"Where is Sylvia?"
avoiding such dangerous moments now; too many factors had assumed new
shapes. The long separation had certainly not been without its effect on
Betty, and hadn't he recently seen her absorbed by Lambert? Hadn't she just
now scolded him with a clear appreciation of his shortcomings? In the old
days she had unconsciously offered him a pleasurable temptation, and he
had been afraid of yielding to it because of its effect on his aim. Sylvia just
now had tried to convince him that his aim was permanently turned aside.
He knew with a hard strength of will that it wasn't. Nothing could tempt
him from his path now—even Betty's kindness.
"Betty—have you heard anything of her getting married?"
She glanced at him, surprised.
"Who? Sylvia?"
He nodded.
"Only," she answered, "the rumours one always hears about a very popular
girl. Why, George?"
"The rumours make one wonder. Nothing comes of them," he said, sorry he
had spoken, seeking a safe withdrawal. "You know there's principally one
about you. It persists."
There was a curious light in her eyes, reminiscent of something he had seen
there the night of his confession.
"You've just remarked," she laughed, softly, "that rumours seldom
materialize."
What did she mean by that? Before he could go after an answer Mrs.
Sinclair came down, joined them, and explained that Sylvia was tired and
didn't want any one bothered. George's exaltation increased. He hoped he
had hurt her, as he had always wanted to. Blodgett, accompanied by Wandel
and Dalrymple, wandered from the smoking-room, seeking news. George
felt every muscle tighten, for Blodgett, at sight of Mrs. Sinclair, roared:
"Where is Sylvia?"
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The gross familiarity held him momentarily convinced, then he
remembered that Blodgett was eager to make progress with such people,
quick to snatch at every advantage. Sylvia wasn't here to rebuke him. Under
the circumstances, the others couldn't very well. As a matter of fact, they
appeared to notice nothing. Of course it wasn't Blodgett.
"In her room with a headache," Mrs. Sinclair answered. "She may come
down later."
"Headaches," Wandel said, "cover a multitude of whims."
George didn't like his tone. Wandel always gave you the impression of a
vision subtle and disconcerting.
Dalrymple, in spite of his confused state, was caught rattling off questions
at Mrs. Sinclair, too full of concern, while George watched him, wondering
—wondering.
"Must have her own way," Blodgett interrupted. "Bridge! Let's cut in or
make another table. George?"
George and Betty shook their heads, so Blodgett, with that air of a
showman leading his spectators to some fresh surprise, hurried the others
away. George didn't attempt to hide his distaste. He stared at the fire. Hang
Blodgett and his familiarities!
"What are you thinking about, George?"
"Would you have come here, Betty, of your own wish?"
"Why not?"
"Blodgett."
"What about the old dear?"
George started, turned, and looked full at her. There was no question. She
meant it, and earlier in the evening Lambert had said nearly any girl would
marry Blodgett. What had become of his own judgment? He felt the
necessity of defending it.
remembered that Blodgett was eager to make progress with such people,
quick to snatch at every advantage. Sylvia wasn't here to rebuke him. Under
the circumstances, the others couldn't very well. As a matter of fact, they
appeared to notice nothing. Of course it wasn't Blodgett.
"In her room with a headache," Mrs. Sinclair answered. "She may come
down later."
"Headaches," Wandel said, "cover a multitude of whims."
George didn't like his tone. Wandel always gave you the impression of a
vision subtle and disconcerting.
Dalrymple, in spite of his confused state, was caught rattling off questions
at Mrs. Sinclair, too full of concern, while George watched him, wondering
—wondering.
"Must have her own way," Blodgett interrupted. "Bridge! Let's cut in or
make another table. George?"
George and Betty shook their heads, so Blodgett, with that air of a
showman leading his spectators to some fresh surprise, hurried the others
away. George didn't attempt to hide his distaste. He stared at the fire. Hang
Blodgett and his familiarities!
"What are you thinking about, George?"
"Would you have come here, Betty, of your own wish?"
"Why not?"
"Blodgett."
"What about the old dear?"
George started, turned, and looked full at her. There was no question. She
meant it, and earlier in the evening Lambert had said nearly any girl would
marry Blodgett. What had become of his own judgment? He felt the
necessity of defending it.
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"He's too precious happy to have people like you in his house. You know
perfectly well he hasn't always been able to do it."
"Isn't that why everyone likes him," she asked, "because he's so completely
unaffected?"
George understood he was on thin ice. He didn't deviate.
"You mean he's all the more admirable because he hasn't plastered himself
with veneer?"
Her white cheeks flushed. She was as nearly angry as he had ever seen her.
"I thought you'd never go back to that," she said. "Didn't I make it clear any
mention of it in the first place was quite unnecessary?"
"I thought you had a reproof for me, Betty. You don't suppose I ever forget
what I've had to do, what I still have to accomplish."
She half stretched out her hand.
"Why do you try to quarrel with me, George?"
"I wouldn't for the world," he denied, warmly.
"But you do. I told you once you were different. You shouldn't compare
yourself with Mr. Blodgett or any one. What you set out for you always
get."
He smiled a little. She was right, and he must never lose his sense of will,
his confidence of success.
She started to speak, then hesitated. She wouldn't meet his glance.
"Why," she asked, "did you tell me that night?"
"Because," he answered, uncomfortably, "you were too good a friend to
impose upon. I had to give you an opportunity to drive me away."
"I didn't take it," she said, quickly, "yet you went as thoroughly as if I had."
She spread her hands.
perfectly well he hasn't always been able to do it."
"Isn't that why everyone likes him," she asked, "because he's so completely
unaffected?"
George understood he was on thin ice. He didn't deviate.
"You mean he's all the more admirable because he hasn't plastered himself
with veneer?"
Her white cheeks flushed. She was as nearly angry as he had ever seen her.
"I thought you'd never go back to that," she said. "Didn't I make it clear any
mention of it in the first place was quite unnecessary?"
"I thought you had a reproof for me, Betty. You don't suppose I ever forget
what I've had to do, what I still have to accomplish."
She half stretched out her hand.
"Why do you try to quarrel with me, George?"
"I wouldn't for the world," he denied, warmly.
"But you do. I told you once you were different. You shouldn't compare
yourself with Mr. Blodgett or any one. What you set out for you always
get."
He smiled a little. She was right, and he must never lose his sense of will,
his confidence of success.
She started to speak, then hesitated. She wouldn't meet his glance.
"Why," she asked, "did you tell me that night?"
"Because," he answered, uncomfortably, "you were too good a friend to
impose upon. I had to give you an opportunity to drive me away."
"I didn't take it," she said, quickly, "yet you went as thoroughly as if I had."
She spread her hands.
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"You make me feel as if I'd done something awkward to you. It isn't fair."
Smiling wistfully, he touched her hand.
"Don't talk that way. Don't let us ever quarrel, Betty. You've never meant
anything but kindness to me. I'd like to feel there's always a little kindness
for me in your heart."
Her long lashes lowered slowly over her eyes.
"There is. There always will be, George."
X
For some time after Betty had left him George remained staring at the fire.
The chatter and the intermittent banging of the piano made him long for
quiet; but it was good discipline to stay downstairs, and Mrs. Sinclair had
said Sylvia might show herself later. So he waited, struggling with his old
doubt, asking himself if he had actually acquired anything genuine except
his money.
Later he wandered again from room to room, seeking Sylvia, but she didn't
appear, and he couldn't understand her failure. Had it any meaning for him?
Why, for that matter, should she strike him before any other knew of the
weapon in her hand? From time to time Dalrymple expressed a maudlin
concern for her, and George's uncertainty increased. If it should turn out to
be Dalrymple, he told himself hotly, he would be capable of killing.
The young man quite fulfilled his promise of the early evening. Long after
the last of the women had retired he remained in the smoking-room. Rogers
abetted him, glad, doubtless, to be sportive in such distinguished company.
Wandel loitered, too, and was unusually flushed, refilling his glass rather
often. Lambert, Blodgett, and he were at a final game of billiards.
"You've been with Dalrymple all evening," George said, significantly, to
Wandel.
"My dear George," Wandel answered, easily, "I observe the habits of my
fellow creatures. Be they good or bad I venture not to interfere."
Smiling wistfully, he touched her hand.
"Don't talk that way. Don't let us ever quarrel, Betty. You've never meant
anything but kindness to me. I'd like to feel there's always a little kindness
for me in your heart."
Her long lashes lowered slowly over her eyes.
"There is. There always will be, George."
X
For some time after Betty had left him George remained staring at the fire.
The chatter and the intermittent banging of the piano made him long for
quiet; but it was good discipline to stay downstairs, and Mrs. Sinclair had
said Sylvia might show herself later. So he waited, struggling with his old
doubt, asking himself if he had actually acquired anything genuine except
his money.
Later he wandered again from room to room, seeking Sylvia, but she didn't
appear, and he couldn't understand her failure. Had it any meaning for him?
Why, for that matter, should she strike him before any other knew of the
weapon in her hand? From time to time Dalrymple expressed a maudlin
concern for her, and George's uncertainty increased. If it should turn out to
be Dalrymple, he told himself hotly, he would be capable of killing.
The young man quite fulfilled his promise of the early evening. Long after
the last of the women had retired he remained in the smoking-room. Rogers
abetted him, glad, doubtless, to be sportive in such distinguished company.
Wandel loitered, too, and was unusually flushed, refilling his glass rather
often. Lambert, Blodgett, and he were at a final game of billiards.
"You've been with Dalrymple all evening," George said, significantly, to
Wandel.
"My dear George," Wandel answered, easily, "I observe the habits of my
fellow creatures. Be they good or bad I venture not to interfere."
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"An easy creed," George said. "You're not your brother's keeper."
"Rather not. The man that keeps himself makes the world better."
George had a disturbing fancy that Wandel accused him.
"You don't mean that at all," he said. "When will you learn to say what you
mean?"
"Perhaps," Wandel replied, sipping, "when I decide not to enter politics."
"Your shot," Blodgett called, and Wandel strolled to the table.
Dalrymple didn't play, his accuracy having diminished to the point of
laughter. He edged across to George.
"Old George Morton!" he drawled. "Young George Croesus! And all that."
The slurred last phrase was as abhorrent as "why don't you stick to your
laundry?" It carried much the same implication. But Dalrymple was up to
something, wanted something. He came to it after a time with the air of one
conferring a regal favour.
"Haven't got a hundred in your pocket, Croesus? Driggs and bridge have
squeezed me dry. Blodgett's got bones. Never saw such a man. Has
everything. Driggs is running out. Recoup at bones. Everybody shoot. Got
the change, save me running upstairs? Bad for my heart, and all that."
He grinned. George grinned back. It was a small favour, but it was a start,
for the other acquired bad habits readily. Ammunition against Dalrymple!
He had always needed it, might want it more than ever now. At last
Dalrymple himself put it in his hand.
He passed over the money, observing that the other moved so as to screen
the transaction from those about the table.
"Little night-cap with me?" Dalrymple suggested as if by way of payment.
George laughed.
"Haven't you already protected the heads of the party?"
"Rather not. The man that keeps himself makes the world better."
George had a disturbing fancy that Wandel accused him.
"You don't mean that at all," he said. "When will you learn to say what you
mean?"
"Perhaps," Wandel replied, sipping, "when I decide not to enter politics."
"Your shot," Blodgett called, and Wandel strolled to the table.
Dalrymple didn't play, his accuracy having diminished to the point of
laughter. He edged across to George.
"Old George Morton!" he drawled. "Young George Croesus! And all that."
The slurred last phrase was as abhorrent as "why don't you stick to your
laundry?" It carried much the same implication. But Dalrymple was up to
something, wanted something. He came to it after a time with the air of one
conferring a regal favour.
"Haven't got a hundred in your pocket, Croesus? Driggs and bridge have
squeezed me dry. Blodgett's got bones. Never saw such a man. Has
everything. Driggs is running out. Recoup at bones. Everybody shoot. Got
the change, save me running upstairs? Bad for my heart, and all that."
He grinned. George grinned back. It was a small favour, but it was a start,
for the other acquired bad habits readily. Ammunition against Dalrymple!
He had always needed it, might want it more than ever now. At last
Dalrymple himself put it in his hand.
He passed over the money, observing that the other moved so as to screen
the transaction from those about the table.
"Little night-cap with me?" Dalrymple suggested as if by way of payment.
George laughed.
"Haven't you already protected the heads of the party?"
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Dalrymple made a wry face.
"Do their heads a lot more good than mine."
The game ended.
Dalrymple turned away shouting.
"Bones! Bones!"
Blodgett produced a pair of dice with his air of giving each of his patrons
his heart's desire. Wandel yawned. Dalrymple rattled the dice and slithered
them across the billiard table.
"Coming in, George?" Blodgett roared.
"Thanks. I'm off to bed."
But he waited, curious as to the destination of the small loan he had just
made.
Blodgett with tact threw for reasonable stakes. Roger's play was necessarily
small, and he seemed ashamed of the fact. Lambert put plenty on the table,
but urged no takers. Wandel varied his wagers. Dalrymple covered
everything he could, and had luck.
George studied the intent figures, the eager eyes, as the dice flopped across
the table; listened to the polished voices raised to these toys in childish
supplications that sang with the petulant accents of negroes. Simultaneously
he was irritated and entertained, experiencing a vague, uneasy fear that a
requisite side of life, of which this folly might be taken as a symbol, had
altogether escaped him. He laughed aloud when Wandel sang something
about seven and eleven. His voice resembled a negro's as the peep of a
sparrow approaches an eagle's scream.
"What you laughing at, great man? One must talk to them. Otherwise they
don't behave, and you see I rolled an eleven. Positive proof."
He gathered in the money he had won.
"Shooting fifty this time."
"Do their heads a lot more good than mine."
The game ended.
Dalrymple turned away shouting.
"Bones! Bones!"
Blodgett produced a pair of dice with his air of giving each of his patrons
his heart's desire. Wandel yawned. Dalrymple rattled the dice and slithered
them across the billiard table.
"Coming in, George?" Blodgett roared.
"Thanks. I'm off to bed."
But he waited, curious as to the destination of the small loan he had just
made.
Blodgett with tact threw for reasonable stakes. Roger's play was necessarily
small, and he seemed ashamed of the fact. Lambert put plenty on the table,
but urged no takers. Wandel varied his wagers. Dalrymple covered
everything he could, and had luck.
George studied the intent figures, the eager eyes, as the dice flopped across
the table; listened to the polished voices raised to these toys in childish
supplications that sang with the petulant accents of negroes. Simultaneously
he was irritated and entertained, experiencing a vague, uneasy fear that a
requisite side of life, of which this folly might be taken as a symbol, had
altogether escaped him. He laughed aloud when Wandel sang something
about seven and eleven. His voice resembled a negro's as the peep of a
sparrow approaches an eagle's scream.
"What you laughing at, great man? One must talk to them. Otherwise they
don't behave, and you see I rolled an eleven. Positive proof."
He gathered in the money he had won.
"Shooting fifty this time."
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"Why not shoot?" Dalrymple asked George. "'Fraid you couldn't talk to
'em?"
"Thing doesn't interest me."
"No sport, George Morton."
It was the way it was said that arrested George. Trust Dalrymple when he
had had enough to drink to air his dislikes. The others glanced up.
"How much have you got there?" George asked quietly.
With a slightly startled air Dalrymple ran over his money.
"Pretty nearly three. Why?"
"Call it three," George said.
He gathered the dice from the table. The others drew back, leaving, as it
were, the ring clear.
"I'll throw you just once," George said, "for three hundred. High man to
throw. On?"
"Sure," Dalrymple said, thickly.
George counted out his money and placed it on the table. He threw a five.
Dalrymple couldn't do better than a four. George rattled the dice, and, rather
craving some of the other's Senegambian chatter, rolled them. They rested
six and four. Dalrymple didn't try to hide his delight.
"Stung, old George Morton! Never come a ten again."
"There'll come another ten," George promised.
He continued to roll, a trifle self-conscious in his silence, while Dalrymple
bent over the table, desirous of a seven, while the others watched, absorbed.
Sixes and eights fell, and other numbers, but for half-a-dozen throws no
seven or ten.
"Come you seven!" Dalrymple sang.
'em?"
"Thing doesn't interest me."
"No sport, George Morton."
It was the way it was said that arrested George. Trust Dalrymple when he
had had enough to drink to air his dislikes. The others glanced up.
"How much have you got there?" George asked quietly.
With a slightly startled air Dalrymple ran over his money.
"Pretty nearly three. Why?"
"Call it three," George said.
He gathered the dice from the table. The others drew back, leaving, as it
were, the ring clear.
"I'll throw you just once," George said, "for three hundred. High man to
throw. On?"
"Sure," Dalrymple said, thickly.
George counted out his money and placed it on the table. He threw a five.
Dalrymple couldn't do better than a four. George rattled the dice, and, rather
craving some of the other's Senegambian chatter, rolled them. They rested
six and four. Dalrymple didn't try to hide his delight.
"Stung, old George Morton! Never come a ten again."
"There'll come another ten," George promised.
He continued to roll, a trifle self-conscious in his silence, while Dalrymple
bent over the table, desirous of a seven, while the others watched, absorbed.
Sixes and eights fell, and other numbers, but for half-a-dozen throws no
seven or ten.
"Come you seven!" Dalrymple sang.
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"You've luck, George," Lambert commented. "I wouldn't lay against you
now. I'll go you fifty, Driggs, on his ten."
"Done!"
The next throw the dice turned up six and four.
"The very greatest of men," Wandel said, ruefully.
While George put the money in his pocket Dalrymple straightened,
frowning.
"Double or quits! Revenge!"
"I said once," George reminded him. "I'm off to bed."
The others resumed their play. Dalrymple stared at George, an ugly light in
his eyes. George nodded, and the other followed him to the door. George
handed him a hundred dollars.
"Save you running upstairs. How much do you owe me now?"
"Couple hundred."
"I shouldn't worry about that," George laughed. "When you want a good
deal more and it's inconvenient to run upstairs I might save you some
trouble."
"Now that's white of you," Dalrymple condescended, and went, a trifle
unsteadily, back to the table.
George carried to his room an impression that he had thoroughly soiled his
hands at last, but unavoidably. Of course he had scorned Blodgett for
involving Sinclair. His own case was very different. Besides, he hadn't
actually involved Dalrymple yet, but he had made a start. Dalrymple had
always gunned for him. More than ever since Sylvia's announcement,
George felt the necessity of getting Dalrymple where he could handle him.
If she had chosen Dalrymple, of course, money would serve only until the
greedy youth could get his fingers in the Planter bags. He shook with a
quick repugnance. No matter who won her it mustn't be Dalrymple. He
would stop that at any cost.
now. I'll go you fifty, Driggs, on his ten."
"Done!"
The next throw the dice turned up six and four.
"The very greatest of men," Wandel said, ruefully.
While George put the money in his pocket Dalrymple straightened,
frowning.
"Double or quits! Revenge!"
"I said once," George reminded him. "I'm off to bed."
The others resumed their play. Dalrymple stared at George, an ugly light in
his eyes. George nodded, and the other followed him to the door. George
handed him a hundred dollars.
"Save you running upstairs. How much do you owe me now?"
"Couple hundred."
"I shouldn't worry about that," George laughed. "When you want a good
deal more and it's inconvenient to run upstairs I might save you some
trouble."
"Now that's white of you," Dalrymple condescended, and went, a trifle
unsteadily, back to the table.
George carried to his room an impression that he had thoroughly soiled his
hands at last, but unavoidably. Of course he had scorned Blodgett for
involving Sinclair. His own case was very different. Besides, he hadn't
actually involved Dalrymple yet, but he had made a start. Dalrymple had
always gunned for him. More than ever since Sylvia's announcement,
George felt the necessity of getting Dalrymple where he could handle him.
If she had chosen Dalrymple, of course, money would serve only until the
greedy youth could get his fingers in the Planter bags. He shook with a
quick repugnance. No matter who won her it mustn't be Dalrymple. He
would stop that at any cost.
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He sat for some time on the edge of the bed, studying the pattern of the rug.
Was Dalrymple the man to arouse a grand passion in her? She had said:
"I can't always be running away from you."
She had told him and no one else. Was the thing calculation, quite bereft of
love? Oh, no. George couldn't imagine he was of such importance she
would flee that far to be rid of him; but he went to bed at last, confessing
the situation had elements he couldn't grasp. Perhaps, when he knew surely
who the man was, they would become sufficiently ponderable.
Was Dalrymple the man to arouse a grand passion in her? She had said:
"I can't always be running away from you."
She had told him and no one else. Was the thing calculation, quite bereft of
love? Oh, no. George couldn't imagine he was of such importance she
would flee that far to be rid of him; but he went to bed at last, confessing
the situation had elements he couldn't grasp. Perhaps, when he knew surely
who the man was, they would become sufficiently ponderable.
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XI
He was up early after a miserable night, and failed to rout his depression
with a long ride over country roads. When he got back in search of
breakfast he found the others straggling down. First of all he saw
Dalrymple, white and unsteady; heard him asking for Sylvia. Sylvia hadn't
appeared.
"Who's for church?" Blodgett roared.
Mrs. Sinclair offered to shepherd the devout. They weren't many. Men even
called Blodgett names for this newest recreation he had appeared to offer.
"How late did you play?" George asked Blodgett.
"Until, when I looked at my watch, I thought it must be last evening. These
young bloods are too keen for Papa Blodgett."
"Get into you?" George laughed.
"I usually manage to hang on to my money," Blodgett bragged, "but the
stakes ran bigger and bigger. I'll say one thing for young Dalrymple. He's
no piker. Wrote I. O. U's until he wore out his fountain pen. I could paper a
room with what I got. I'd be ashamed to collect them."
"Why?" George asked, shortly. "When he wrote them he knew they had to
be redeemed."
Blodgett grinned.
"I expect he was a little pickled. Probably's forgot he signed them. I won't
make him unhappy with his little pieces of paper."
"Daresay he'll be grateful," George said, dryly.
His ride had brought no appetite. After breakfast he avoided people with a
conviction that his only business here was to see Sylvia again, then to
escape. It was noon before she appeared with Betty. He caught them
walking from the hall to the library, and he studied Sylvia's face with
anxious curiosity. It disappointed, repelled him. It was quite unchanged, as
He was up early after a miserable night, and failed to rout his depression
with a long ride over country roads. When he got back in search of
breakfast he found the others straggling down. First of all he saw
Dalrymple, white and unsteady; heard him asking for Sylvia. Sylvia hadn't
appeared.
"Who's for church?" Blodgett roared.
Mrs. Sinclair offered to shepherd the devout. They weren't many. Men even
called Blodgett names for this newest recreation he had appeared to offer.
"How late did you play?" George asked Blodgett.
"Until, when I looked at my watch, I thought it must be last evening. These
young bloods are too keen for Papa Blodgett."
"Get into you?" George laughed.
"I usually manage to hang on to my money," Blodgett bragged, "but the
stakes ran bigger and bigger. I'll say one thing for young Dalrymple. He's
no piker. Wrote I. O. U's until he wore out his fountain pen. I could paper a
room with what I got. I'd be ashamed to collect them."
"Why?" George asked, shortly. "When he wrote them he knew they had to
be redeemed."
Blodgett grinned.
"I expect he was a little pickled. Probably's forgot he signed them. I won't
make him unhappy with his little pieces of paper."
"Daresay he'll be grateful," George said, dryly.
His ride had brought no appetite. After breakfast he avoided people with a
conviction that his only business here was to see Sylvia again, then to
escape. It was noon before she appeared with Betty. He caught them
walking from the hall to the library, and he studied Sylvia's face with
anxious curiosity. It disappointed, repelled him. It was quite unchanged, as
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full of colour as usual, as full of unfriendliness. She nodded carelessly, quite
as if nothing had happened—gave him the identical, remote greeting to
which he had become too accustomed. And last evening he had fancied her
nearer! He noticed, however, that she had put her hands behind her back.
"I hope you're feeling better."
"Better! I haven't been ill," she flashed.
Betty helped him out.
"Last night Mrs. Sinclair told us you had a headache."
"You ought to know, Betty, that means I was tired."
But George noticed she no longer looked at him. She hurried on.
"Dolly!" he heard her laugh. "You must have sat up rather late."
"Trying to forget my worry about you, Sylvia. Guess it gave me your
headache."
George shrugged his shoulders and edged away, measuring his chances of
seeing her alone. They were slender, for as usual she was a magnet, yet luck
played for him and against her after luncheon, bringing them at the same
moment from different directions to the empty hall. She wanted to hurry by,
as if he were a disturbing shadow, but he barred her way.
"I suppose I should say I'm sorry I hurt you last night. I'll say it, if you wish,
but I'm not particularly sorry."
She showed him her hands then, spread them before him. They trembled,
but that was all. They recorded no marks of his precipitancy.
"I shouldn't expect you to be sorry. After that certainly you will never speak
to me again."
"Will you tell me now who it is?" he asked.
Her temper blazed.
"I ought always to know what to expect from you."
as if nothing had happened—gave him the identical, remote greeting to
which he had become too accustomed. And last evening he had fancied her
nearer! He noticed, however, that she had put her hands behind her back.
"I hope you're feeling better."
"Better! I haven't been ill," she flashed.
Betty helped him out.
"Last night Mrs. Sinclair told us you had a headache."
"You ought to know, Betty, that means I was tired."
But George noticed she no longer looked at him. She hurried on.
"Dolly!" he heard her laugh. "You must have sat up rather late."
"Trying to forget my worry about you, Sylvia. Guess it gave me your
headache."
George shrugged his shoulders and edged away, measuring his chances of
seeing her alone. They were slender, for as usual she was a magnet, yet luck
played for him and against her after luncheon, bringing them at the same
moment from different directions to the empty hall. She wanted to hurry by,
as if he were a disturbing shadow, but he barred her way.
"I suppose I should say I'm sorry I hurt you last night. I'll say it, if you wish,
but I'm not particularly sorry."
She showed him her hands then, spread them before him. They trembled,
but that was all. They recorded no marks of his precipitancy.
"I shouldn't expect you to be sorry. After that certainly you will never speak
to me again."
"Will you tell me now who it is?" he asked.
Her temper blazed.
"I ought always to know what to expect from you."
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She ran back to the door through which she had entered.
"Oh, Dolly!"
Dalrymple met her on the threshold.
"Take me for a walk," she said. "It won't hurt you."
Dalrymple indicated George.
"Morton coming?"
She shook her head and ran lightly upstairs.
"No, I'm not going," George said. "She's right. The fresh air will do you
good."
"Thanks," Dalrymple answered, petulantly. "I'm quite capable of
prescribing for myself."
He went out in search of his hat and coat.
George watched him, letting all his dislike escape. Continually they hovered
on the edge of a break, but Dalrymple wouldn't quite permit it now. George
was confident that the seed sown last night would flower.
He was glad when Mundy telephoned before dinner about some difficulties
of transportation that might have been solved the next day. George sprang at
the excuse, however, refused Blodgett's offer of a car to town, and drove to
the station.
Dalrymple and Sylvia hadn't returned.
XII
In town Goodhue, too, read his discontent.
"You look tired out, George," he said the next morning. "Evidently
Blodgett's party wasn't much benefit."
"I'm learning to dislike parties," George answered. "You were wise to duck
it. What was the matter? Didn't fancy the Blodgett brand of hospitality?"
"Oh, Dolly!"
Dalrymple met her on the threshold.
"Take me for a walk," she said. "It won't hurt you."
Dalrymple indicated George.
"Morton coming?"
She shook her head and ran lightly upstairs.
"No, I'm not going," George said. "She's right. The fresh air will do you
good."
"Thanks," Dalrymple answered, petulantly. "I'm quite capable of
prescribing for myself."
He went out in search of his hat and coat.
George watched him, letting all his dislike escape. Continually they hovered
on the edge of a break, but Dalrymple wouldn't quite permit it now. George
was confident that the seed sown last night would flower.
He was glad when Mundy telephoned before dinner about some difficulties
of transportation that might have been solved the next day. George sprang at
the excuse, however, refused Blodgett's offer of a car to town, and drove to
the station.
Dalrymple and Sylvia hadn't returned.
XII
In town Goodhue, too, read his discontent.
"You look tired out, George," he said the next morning. "Evidently
Blodgett's party wasn't much benefit."
"I'm learning to dislike parties," George answered. "You were wise to duck
it. What was the matter? Didn't fancy the Blodgett brand of hospitality?"
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"Promised my mother to spend the week-end at Westbury. I'd have enjoyed
it. I'm really growing fond of Blodgett."
There it was again, and you couldn't question Goodhue. Always he said just
what he meant, or he kept his opinions to himself. Every word of praise for
Blodgett reached George as a direct charge of disloyalty, of bad judgment,
of narrow-mindedness. His irritation increased. He was grateful for the
mass of work in which he was involved. That chained his imagination by
day, but at night he wearily reviewed the past five years, seeking his points
of weakness, some fatal omission.
Perhaps his chief fault had been too self-centred a pursuit of Sylvia.
Because of her he had repressed the instincts to which he saw other men
pandering as a matter of course. Dalrymple did, yet she preferred him,
perhaps to the point of making a gift of herself. He had avoided even those
more legitimate pleasures of which the dice had appealed to him as a type.
What was the use of it? Why had he done it? Yet even now, and still
because of her, when you came to that, he had no desire to turn aside to the
brighter places where plumed creatures flutter fatefully. It was a species of
tragedy that he had to keep himself for one who didn't want him.
It stared at him at breakfast from the page of a newspaper. It was amazing
that the journal saw nothing grotesque in such a union; found it, to the
contrary, sensible and beneficial, not only to the persons involved, but to the
entire country.
Planter, the article pointed out, was no longer capable of bringing a
resistless energy to his house which was a notable stone in the country's
financial structure. Should any chance weaken that the entire building
would react. His son was at present too young and inexperienced to watch
that stone, to keep it intact. Later, of course—but one had to consider the
present. To be sure there were partners, but after the fashion of great egoists
Mr. Planter had avoided admitting any outstanding personality to his firm. It
was a happy circumstance that Cupid, and so forth—for the senior partner
of Blodgett and Sinclair was more than an outstanding personality in Wall
Street. Some of his recent achievements were comparable with Mr. Planter's
earlier ones. The dissolution of his firm and his induction into the house of
Planter and Company were prophesied.
it. I'm really growing fond of Blodgett."
There it was again, and you couldn't question Goodhue. Always he said just
what he meant, or he kept his opinions to himself. Every word of praise for
Blodgett reached George as a direct charge of disloyalty, of bad judgment,
of narrow-mindedness. His irritation increased. He was grateful for the
mass of work in which he was involved. That chained his imagination by
day, but at night he wearily reviewed the past five years, seeking his points
of weakness, some fatal omission.
Perhaps his chief fault had been too self-centred a pursuit of Sylvia.
Because of her he had repressed the instincts to which he saw other men
pandering as a matter of course. Dalrymple did, yet she preferred him,
perhaps to the point of making a gift of herself. He had avoided even those
more legitimate pleasures of which the dice had appealed to him as a type.
What was the use of it? Why had he done it? Yet even now, and still
because of her, when you came to that, he had no desire to turn aside to the
brighter places where plumed creatures flutter fatefully. It was a species of
tragedy that he had to keep himself for one who didn't want him.
It stared at him at breakfast from the page of a newspaper. It was amazing
that the journal saw nothing grotesque in such a union; found it, to the
contrary, sensible and beneficial, not only to the persons involved, but to the
entire country.
Planter, the article pointed out, was no longer capable of bringing a
resistless energy to his house which was a notable stone in the country's
financial structure. Should any chance weaken that the entire building
would react. His son was at present too young and inexperienced to watch
that stone, to keep it intact. Later, of course—but one had to consider the
present. To be sure there were partners, but after the fashion of great egoists
Mr. Planter had avoided admitting any outstanding personality to his firm. It
was a happy circumstance that Cupid, and so forth—for the senior partner
of Blodgett and Sinclair was more than an outstanding personality in Wall
Street. Some of his recent achievements were comparable with Mr. Planter's
earlier ones. The dissolution of his firm and his induction into the house of
Planter and Company were prophesied.
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George continued to eat his breakfast mechanically. At least it wasn't
Dalrymple, yet that resolution would have been less astonishing. Josiah
Blodgett, fat, middle-aged, of no family, married to the beautiful and
brilliant Sylvia Planter! But was it grotesque? Wasn't the paper right? He
had had plenty of proof that his own judgment of Blodgett was worthless.
He crumpled the paper in his hand and stood up. His judgment was worth
this: he was willing to swear Sylvia Planter didn't love the man she had
elected to marry.
What did other people think?
Wandel was at hand. George stopped on his way out. The little man was
still in bed, sipping coffee while he, too, studied that disturbing page; yet,
when he had sent his man from the room, he didn't appear to find about it
anything extraordinary.
"Good business all round," he commented, "although I must admit I'm
surprised Sylvia had the common-sense to realize it. Impulsive sort, didn't
you think, George, who would fly to some fellow because she'd taken a
fancy to him? Phew! Planter plus Blodgett! It'll make her about the richest
girl in America, why not say the world? Some households are uneasy this
morning. Well! When you come down to it, what's the difference between
railroads and mills? Between mines and real estate? One's about as useful as
the others."
"It's revolting," George said.
Wandel glanced over his paper.
"What's up, great man? Nothing of the sort. Blodgett has his points."
"As usual, you don't mean what you say," George snapped.
"But I do, my dear George."
"Blodgett's not like the people he plays with."
"Isn't that a virtue?" Wandel asked. "Perhaps it's why those people like
him."
"But do they really?"
Dalrymple, yet that resolution would have been less astonishing. Josiah
Blodgett, fat, middle-aged, of no family, married to the beautiful and
brilliant Sylvia Planter! But was it grotesque? Wasn't the paper right? He
had had plenty of proof that his own judgment of Blodgett was worthless.
He crumpled the paper in his hand and stood up. His judgment was worth
this: he was willing to swear Sylvia Planter didn't love the man she had
elected to marry.
What did other people think?
Wandel was at hand. George stopped on his way out. The little man was
still in bed, sipping coffee while he, too, studied that disturbing page; yet,
when he had sent his man from the room, he didn't appear to find about it
anything extraordinary.
"Good business all round," he commented, "although I must admit I'm
surprised Sylvia had the common-sense to realize it. Impulsive sort, didn't
you think, George, who would fly to some fellow because she'd taken a
fancy to him? Phew! Planter plus Blodgett! It'll make her about the richest
girl in America, why not say the world? Some households are uneasy this
morning. Well! When you come down to it, what's the difference between
railroads and mills? Between mines and real estate? One's about as useful as
the others."
"It's revolting," George said.
Wandel glanced over his paper.
"What's up, great man? Nothing of the sort. Blodgett has his points."
"As usual, you don't mean what you say," George snapped.
"But I do, my dear George."
"Blodgett's not like the people he plays with."
"Isn't that a virtue?" Wandel asked. "Perhaps it's why those people like
him."
"But do they really?"
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"You're purposely blind if you don't see it," Wandel answered. "Why the
deuce don't you?"
George feared he had let slip too much. With others he would have to guard
his interest closer, and he would delay the final break he had quite decided
upon with Blodgett.
"Just the same," he muttered, ill at ease, preparing to leave, "I'd like
Lambert's opinion."
"You don't fancy this has happened," Wandel said, "without Lambert's
knowing all about it?"
George left without answering. At least he knew. It was simpler,
consequently, to discipline himself. His manner disclosed nothing when he
made the necessary visit to Blodgett. The round face was radiant. The
narrow eyes burned with happiness.
"You're a cagy old Brummell," George said. "I've just seen it in the paper
with the rest of the world. When's it coming off?"
Blodgett's content faded a trifle.
"She says not for a long time yet, but we'll see. Trust Josiah to hurry things
all he can."
"Congratulations, anyway," George said. "You know you're entitled to
them."
But he couldn't offer his hand. With that he had an instinct to tear the
happiness from the other's face.
"You bet I am," Blodgett was roaring. "Any fool can see I'm pleased as
punch."
George couldn't stomach any more of it. He started out, but Blodgett, rather
hesitatingly, summoned him back. George obeyed, annoyed and curious.
"A good many years ago, George," Blodgett began, "I was a damned idiot. I
remember telling you that when Papa Blodgett got married it would be to
the right girl."
deuce don't you?"
George feared he had let slip too much. With others he would have to guard
his interest closer, and he would delay the final break he had quite decided
upon with Blodgett.
"Just the same," he muttered, ill at ease, preparing to leave, "I'd like
Lambert's opinion."
"You don't fancy this has happened," Wandel said, "without Lambert's
knowing all about it?"
George left without answering. At least he knew. It was simpler,
consequently, to discipline himself. His manner disclosed nothing when he
made the necessary visit to Blodgett. The round face was radiant. The
narrow eyes burned with happiness.
"You're a cagy old Brummell," George said. "I've just seen it in the paper
with the rest of the world. When's it coming off?"
Blodgett's content faded a trifle.
"She says not for a long time yet, but we'll see. Trust Josiah to hurry things
all he can."
"Congratulations, anyway," George said. "You know you're entitled to
them."
But he couldn't offer his hand. With that he had an instinct to tear the
happiness from the other's face.
"You bet I am," Blodgett was roaring. "Any fool can see I'm pleased as
punch."
George couldn't stomach any more of it. He started out, but Blodgett, rather
hesitatingly, summoned him back. George obeyed, annoyed and curious.
"A good many years ago, George," Blodgett began, "I was a damned idiot. I
remember telling you that when Papa Blodgett got married it would be to
the right girl."
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"The convenient girl," George sneered. "Don't you think you're doing it?"
"Now see here, George. None of that. You forget it. I'm sorry I ever thought
or said such stuff. You get it through your head just what this is—plain
adoration."
He sprang to his feet in an emotional outburst that made George writhe.
"I don't see why God has been so good to me."
XIII
George escaped and hurried upstairs. Lambert was there, but he didn't
mention the announcement, and George couldn't very well lead him. No one
who did talk of it in his presence, however, shared his bitter disapproval.
Most men dwelt as Wandel did on the material values of such a match,
which, far from diminishing Sylvia's brilliancy, would make it burn brighter
than ever.
Occasionally he saw Sylvia and Blodgett together. For him she had that air
of seeking an unreal pleasure, but she was always considerate of Blodgett,
who seemed perpetually on the point of clasping her publicly in his arms. A
recurrent contact was impossible for George. He went to Blodgett finally,
and over his spirited resistance broke the last tie.
"My remaining on your pay-roll," he complained, "is pure charity. I don't
want it. I won't have it. God knows I'm grateful for all you've done for me.
It's been a lot."
"Never forget you've done something for Blodgett," the stout man said,
warmly. "There's no question but you've earned every penny you've had
from me. We've played and worked together a long time, George. I don't see
just because you've grown up too fast why you've got to make Papa
Blodgett unhappy."
George had no answer, but he didn't have to see much of the beaming beau
after that, nor for a long time did he encounter Sylvia at all intimately.
Lambert, himself, unwittingly brought them together in the spring.
"Now see here, George. None of that. You forget it. I'm sorry I ever thought
or said such stuff. You get it through your head just what this is—plain
adoration."
He sprang to his feet in an emotional outburst that made George writhe.
"I don't see why God has been so good to me."
XIII
George escaped and hurried upstairs. Lambert was there, but he didn't
mention the announcement, and George couldn't very well lead him. No one
who did talk of it in his presence, however, shared his bitter disapproval.
Most men dwelt as Wandel did on the material values of such a match,
which, far from diminishing Sylvia's brilliancy, would make it burn brighter
than ever.
Occasionally he saw Sylvia and Blodgett together. For him she had that air
of seeking an unreal pleasure, but she was always considerate of Blodgett,
who seemed perpetually on the point of clasping her publicly in his arms. A
recurrent contact was impossible for George. He went to Blodgett finally,
and over his spirited resistance broke the last tie.
"My remaining on your pay-roll," he complained, "is pure charity. I don't
want it. I won't have it. God knows I'm grateful for all you've done for me.
It's been a lot."
"Never forget you've done something for Blodgett," the stout man said,
warmly. "There's no question but you've earned every penny you've had
from me. We've played and worked together a long time, George. I don't see
just because you've grown up too fast why you've got to make Papa
Blodgett unhappy."
George had no answer, but he didn't have to see much of the beaming beau
after that, nor for a long time did he encounter Sylvia at all intimately.
Lambert, himself, unwittingly brought them together in the spring.
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"Why not run down to Oakmont with me?" he said, casually, one Friday
morning. "Father's always asking why you're never around."
"Your father might be pleased to know why," George said.
"Dark ages!" Lambert said. "We're in the present now. Come ahead."
The invitation to enter the gates! But it brought to George none of the
glowing triumph he had anticipated. He knew why Lambert had offered it,
because he considered Sylvia removed from any possible unpleasant
aftermath of the dark ages. The man Morton didn't need any further
chastisement; but he went, because he knew what Lambert didn't, that the
man Morton wasn't through with Sylvia yet; that he was going to find out
why she had chosen Blodgett when, except on the score of money, she
might have beckoned better from nearly any direction; that he was curious
why she had told the man Morton first of all.
They rolled in at the gate. There he had stood, and there she, when she had
set her dog on him. Then around the curve to the great house and in at the
front door with an aging Simpson and a younger servant to compete for his
bag and his coat and hat. How Simpson scraped—Simpson who had
ordered him to go where he belonged, to the back door. What was the
matter with him that he couldn't experience the elation with which the
moment was crowded?
Mrs. Planter met him with her serene manner of one beyond human
frailties. You couldn't expect her to go back and remember. Such a return to
her would be beyond belief.
"You've not been kind to us, Mr. Morton. You've never been here before."
And that night she had walked through the doorway treating him exactly as
if he had been a piece of furniture which had annoyingly got itself out of
place.
Lambert's eyes were quizzical.
Old Planter wasn't at all the bear, cracking cumbersome jokes about the
young ferret that had stolen a march on the sly old foxes of Wall Street. So
morning. "Father's always asking why you're never around."
"Your father might be pleased to know why," George said.
"Dark ages!" Lambert said. "We're in the present now. Come ahead."
The invitation to enter the gates! But it brought to George none of the
glowing triumph he had anticipated. He knew why Lambert had offered it,
because he considered Sylvia removed from any possible unpleasant
aftermath of the dark ages. The man Morton didn't need any further
chastisement; but he went, because he knew what Lambert didn't, that the
man Morton wasn't through with Sylvia yet; that he was going to find out
why she had chosen Blodgett when, except on the score of money, she
might have beckoned better from nearly any direction; that he was curious
why she had told the man Morton first of all.
They rolled in at the gate. There he had stood, and there she, when she had
set her dog on him. Then around the curve to the great house and in at the
front door with an aging Simpson and a younger servant to compete for his
bag and his coat and hat. How Simpson scraped—Simpson who had
ordered him to go where he belonged, to the back door. What was the
matter with him that he couldn't experience the elation with which the
moment was crowded?
Mrs. Planter met him with her serene manner of one beyond human
frailties. You couldn't expect her to go back and remember. Such a return to
her would be beyond belief.
"You've not been kind to us, Mr. Morton. You've never been here before."
And that night she had walked through the doorway treating him exactly as
if he had been a piece of furniture which had annoyingly got itself out of
place.
Lambert's eyes were quizzical.
Old Planter wasn't at all the bear, cracking cumbersome jokes about the
young ferret that had stolen a march on the sly old foxes of Wall Street. So
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that was what his threats amounted to! Or was it because there was nothing
whatever of the former George Morton left?
He examined curiously the bowed white head and the dim eyes in which
some fire lingered. He could still approximate the emotions aroused by that
interview in the library. He felt the old instinct to give this man every
concession to a vast superiority. In a sense, he was still afraid of him. He
had to get over that, for hadn't he come here to accomplish just that against
which Old Planter had warned him?
"Where," Lambert asked, "is the blushing Josiah?"
George caught the irony of his voice, but his mother explained in her
unemotional way that Sylvia and Blodgett were riding.
Certainly all along those early days had been in Lambert's mind, for he led
George to the scene of their fight. He faced him there, and he laughed.
"You remember?"
"Why not?" George said. "I was born that day."
"Morton! Morton!" Lambert mused.
George swung and caught Lambert's shoulders quickly. There was more
than sentiment in his quick, reminiscent outburst. It seemed even to himself
to carry another threat.
"You call me Mr. Morton, or just George, as if I were about as good as
you."
Lambert laughed.
"We've had some fair battles since then, haven't we, George? You've done a
lot you said you would that day."
"I've scarcely started," George answered. "I'm a dismal failure. Perhaps I'll
brace up."
"You're hard to satisfy," Lambert said.
George dug at the ground with his heel.
whatever of the former George Morton left?
He examined curiously the bowed white head and the dim eyes in which
some fire lingered. He could still approximate the emotions aroused by that
interview in the library. He felt the old instinct to give this man every
concession to a vast superiority. In a sense, he was still afraid of him. He
had to get over that, for hadn't he come here to accomplish just that against
which Old Planter had warned him?
"Where," Lambert asked, "is the blushing Josiah?"
George caught the irony of his voice, but his mother explained in her
unemotional way that Sylvia and Blodgett were riding.
Certainly all along those early days had been in Lambert's mind, for he led
George to the scene of their fight. He faced him there, and he laughed.
"You remember?"
"Why not?" George said. "I was born that day."
"Morton! Morton!" Lambert mused.
George swung and caught Lambert's shoulders quickly. There was more
than sentiment in his quick, reminiscent outburst. It seemed even to himself
to carry another threat.
"You call me Mr. Morton, or just George, as if I were about as good as
you."
Lambert laughed.
"We've had some fair battles since then, haven't we, George? You've done a
lot you said you would that day."
"I've scarcely started," George answered. "I'm a dismal failure. Perhaps I'll
brace up."
"You're hard to satisfy," Lambert said.
George dug at the ground with his heel.
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"All the greater necessity to find ultimate satisfaction," he grumbled.
Lambert glanced at him inquiringly.
"I suppose," George continued, "I ought to thank you and your sister for not
reminding your parents what I was some years ago, for not blurting it out to
a lot of other people."
"You've shown me," Lambert said, "it would have been vicious to have put
any stumbling blocks in your way. Driggs is right. He usually is. You're a
very great man."
But George shook his head, and accompanied Lambert back to the house
with the despondency of failure.
Sylvia and Blodgett were back, lounging with Mr. and Mrs. Planter about a
tea table which servants had carried to a sunny spot on the lawn. At sight of
George Sylvia's colour heightened. Momentarily she hesitated to take his
offered hand, then bowed to the presence of the others.
"You didn't tell me, Lambert, you were bringing any one."
Blodgett's welcome was cordial enough to strike a balance.
"Never see anything of you these days, George. He makes money, Mrs.
Planter, too fast to bother with an old plodder like me. Thank the Lord I've
still got cash in his firm."
That he should ever call that quiet, assured figure mother-in-law! Mrs.
Planter, however, showed no displeasure. She commenced to chat with
Lambert. Sylvia, George reflected, might with profit have borrowed some
of her mother's serenity. Still she managed to entertain him over the tea
cups as if he had been any casual, uninteresting guest.
That hour, nevertheless, furnished George an ugly ordeal, for Blodgett's
attentions were perpetual, and Sylvia appeared to appreciate them, treating
him with a consideration that let through at least that affection the man had
surprisingly drawn from so many of his acquaintances.
A secretary interrupted them, hurrying from the house with an abrupt
concern stamped on his face, standing by awkwardly as if not knowing how
Lambert glanced at him inquiringly.
"I suppose," George continued, "I ought to thank you and your sister for not
reminding your parents what I was some years ago, for not blurting it out to
a lot of other people."
"You've shown me," Lambert said, "it would have been vicious to have put
any stumbling blocks in your way. Driggs is right. He usually is. You're a
very great man."
But George shook his head, and accompanied Lambert back to the house
with the despondency of failure.
Sylvia and Blodgett were back, lounging with Mr. and Mrs. Planter about a
tea table which servants had carried to a sunny spot on the lawn. At sight of
George Sylvia's colour heightened. Momentarily she hesitated to take his
offered hand, then bowed to the presence of the others.
"You didn't tell me, Lambert, you were bringing any one."
Blodgett's welcome was cordial enough to strike a balance.
"Never see anything of you these days, George. He makes money, Mrs.
Planter, too fast to bother with an old plodder like me. Thank the Lord I've
still got cash in his firm."
That he should ever call that quiet, assured figure mother-in-law! Mrs.
Planter, however, showed no displeasure. She commenced to chat with
Lambert. Sylvia, George reflected, might with profit have borrowed some
of her mother's serenity. Still she managed to entertain him over the tea
cups as if he had been any casual, uninteresting guest.
That hour, nevertheless, furnished George an ugly ordeal, for Blodgett's
attentions were perpetual, and Sylvia appeared to appreciate them, treating
him with a consideration that let through at least that affection the man had
surprisingly drawn from so many of his acquaintances.
A secretary interrupted them, hurrying from the house with an abrupt
concern stamped on his face, standing by awkwardly as if not knowing how
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to commence.
"What is it, Straker?" Mr. Planter asked.
"Mr. Brown's on the 'phone, sir. I think you'd better come. He said he didn't
want to bother you until he was quite sure. There seems no doubt now."
"Of what, Straker?" Mr. Planter asked. "Wouldn't it have kept through tea
time?"
The secretary seemed reluctant to speak. The women glanced at him
uneasily. Lambert started to rise. In spite of his preoccupation George had a
suspicion of the truth. All at once Blodgett half expressed it, bringing his
fist noisily down on the table.
"The Huns have torpedoed an American boat!"
Straker blurted out the truth.
"Oh, no, Mr. Blodgett. It's the Lusitania, but apparently the losses are
serious."
For a moment the silence was complete. Even the servants forgot their
errands and remained immobile, with gaping faces. An evil premonition
swept George. There were many Americans on the Lusitania. He knew a
number quite well. Undoubtedly some had gone down. Which of his
friends? One properly asked such questions only when one's country was at
war. The United States wasn't at war with Germany. Would they be now?
How was the sinking of the Lusitania going to effect him?
Old Planter, Blodgett, and Lambert were already on their feet, starting for
the door. Mrs. Planter rose, but unhurriedly, and went close to her husband's
side. In that movement George fancied he had caught at last something
warm and human. Probably she had weighed the gravity of this
announcement, and was determined to wheedle the old man from too much
excitement, from too great a temper, from too thorough a preoccupation
with the changes bound to reach Wall Street from this tragedy.
"I want to talk to Brown, too, if you please," Blodgett roared.
"What is it, Straker?" Mr. Planter asked.
"Mr. Brown's on the 'phone, sir. I think you'd better come. He said he didn't
want to bother you until he was quite sure. There seems no doubt now."
"Of what, Straker?" Mr. Planter asked. "Wouldn't it have kept through tea
time?"
The secretary seemed reluctant to speak. The women glanced at him
uneasily. Lambert started to rise. In spite of his preoccupation George had a
suspicion of the truth. All at once Blodgett half expressed it, bringing his
fist noisily down on the table.
"The Huns have torpedoed an American boat!"
Straker blurted out the truth.
"Oh, no, Mr. Blodgett. It's the Lusitania, but apparently the losses are
serious."
For a moment the silence was complete. Even the servants forgot their
errands and remained immobile, with gaping faces. An evil premonition
swept George. There were many Americans on the Lusitania. He knew a
number quite well. Undoubtedly some had gone down. Which of his
friends? One properly asked such questions only when one's country was at
war. The United States wasn't at war with Germany. Would they be now?
How was the sinking of the Lusitania going to effect him?
Old Planter, Blodgett, and Lambert were already on their feet, starting for
the door. Mrs. Planter rose, but unhurriedly, and went close to her husband's
side. In that movement George fancied he had caught at last something
warm and human. Probably she had weighed the gravity of this
announcement, and was determined to wheedle the old man from too much
excitement, from too great a temper, from too thorough a preoccupation
with the changes bound to reach Wall Street from this tragedy.
"I want to talk to Brown, too, if you please," Blodgett roared.
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They crowded into the hall, all except Sylvia and George who had risen
last. He had measured his movements by hers. They entered the library
together while the others hurried through to Mr. Planter's study where the
telephone stood, anxious to speak with Brown's voice. She wanted to
follow, but he stopped her by the table where his cap had rested that night,
from which he had taken her photograph.
"You might give me a minute," he said.
She faced him.
"What do you want? Why did you come here, Mr. Morton?"
"For this minute."
"You've heard what's happened," she said, scornfully, "and you can persist
in such nonsense."
"Call it anything you please," he said. "To me such nonsense happens to be
vital. It's your fault that I have to take every chance, even make one out of a
tragedy like that."
He nodded toward the study door through which strained voices vibrated.
"Children, too!—Vanderbilt!—More than a thousand!—Good God,
Brown!"
And Blodgett's roar, throaty with a new ferocity:
"We'll fight the swine now."
George experienced a fresh ill-feeling toward the man, who impressed him
as possessing something of the attributes of such animals. He glanced at
Sylvia's hands.
"You're not going to marry him."
She smiled at him pityingly, but her colour was fuller. He wondered why
she should remain at all when it would be so easy to slip through the
doorway to the protection of Blodgett and the others. Of course to hurt him
again.
last. He had measured his movements by hers. They entered the library
together while the others hurried through to Mr. Planter's study where the
telephone stood, anxious to speak with Brown's voice. She wanted to
follow, but he stopped her by the table where his cap had rested that night,
from which he had taken her photograph.
"You might give me a minute," he said.
She faced him.
"What do you want? Why did you come here, Mr. Morton?"
"For this minute."
"You've heard what's happened," she said, scornfully, "and you can persist
in such nonsense."
"Call it anything you please," he said. "To me such nonsense happens to be
vital. It's your fault that I have to take every chance, even make one out of a
tragedy like that."
He nodded toward the study door through which strained voices vibrated.
"Children, too!—Vanderbilt!—More than a thousand!—Good God,
Brown!"
And Blodgett's roar, throaty with a new ferocity:
"We'll fight the swine now."
George experienced a fresh ill-feeling toward the man, who impressed him
as possessing something of the attributes of such animals. He glanced at
Sylvia's hands.
"You're not going to marry him."
She smiled at him pityingly, but her colour was fuller. He wondered why
she should remain at all when it would be so easy to slip through the
doorway to the protection of Blodgett and the others. Of course to hurt him
again.
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"I don't believe you love him. I'm sure you don't. You shan't throw yourself
away."
Her foot tapped the rug. He watched her try to make her smile amused. Her
failure, he told himself, offered proof that he was right.
"One can no longer even be angry with you," she said. "Who gave you a
voice in my destiny?"
"You," he answered, quickly, "and I don't surrender my rights. If I can help
it you're not going to throw away your youth. Why did you tell me first of
all you were going to be married?"
She braced herself against the table, staring at him. In her eyes he caught a
fleeting expression of fright. He believed she was held at last by a curiosity
more absorbing than her temper.
"What do you mean?"
Old Planter's bass tones throbbed to them.
"Nothing can keep us out of the war now."
The words came to George as from a great distance, carrying no
tremendous message. In the whole world there existed for him at that
moment nothing half so important as the lively beauty of this woman whose
intolerance he had just vanquished.
"Your youth belongs to youth," he hurried on, knowing she wouldn't answer
his question. "I've told you this before. I won't see you turn your back on
life. Fair warning! I'll fight any way I can to prevent it."
She straightened, showing him her hands.
"You're very brave. You fight by attacking a woman, by trying behind his
back to injure a very dear man. And you've no excuse whatever for fighting,
as you call it."
"Yes, I have," he said, quickly, "and you know perfectly well that I'm
justified in attacking any man you threaten to marry."
"You're mad, or laughable," she said. "Why have you? Why?"
away."
Her foot tapped the rug. He watched her try to make her smile amused. Her
failure, he told himself, offered proof that he was right.
"One can no longer even be angry with you," she said. "Who gave you a
voice in my destiny?"
"You," he answered, quickly, "and I don't surrender my rights. If I can help
it you're not going to throw away your youth. Why did you tell me first of
all you were going to be married?"
She braced herself against the table, staring at him. In her eyes he caught a
fleeting expression of fright. He believed she was held at last by a curiosity
more absorbing than her temper.
"What do you mean?"
Old Planter's bass tones throbbed to them.
"Nothing can keep us out of the war now."
The words came to George as from a great distance, carrying no
tremendous message. In the whole world there existed for him at that
moment nothing half so important as the lively beauty of this woman whose
intolerance he had just vanquished.
"Your youth belongs to youth," he hurried on, knowing she wouldn't answer
his question. "I've told you this before. I won't see you turn your back on
life. Fair warning! I'll fight any way I can to prevent it."
She straightened, showing him her hands.
"You're very brave. You fight by attacking a woman, by trying behind his
back to injure a very dear man. And you've no excuse whatever for fighting,
as you call it."
"Yes, I have," he said, quickly, "and you know perfectly well that I'm
justified in attacking any man you threaten to marry."
"You're mad, or laughable," she said. "Why have you? Why?"
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"Because long ago I told you I loved you. Whether it was really so then, or
whether it is now, makes no difference. You said I shouldn't forget."
He stepped closer to her.
"You said other things that gave me, through pride if nothing else, a pretty
big share in your life. You may as well understand that."
Her anger quite controlled her now. She raised her right hand in the old
impulsive gesture to punish his presumption with the maximum of
humiliation; and this time, also, he caught her wrist, but he didn't hold it
away. He brought it closer, bent his head, and pressed his lips against her
fingers.
He was startled by the retreat of colour from her face. He had never seen it
so white. He let her wrist go. She grasped the table's edge. She commenced
to laugh, but there was no laughter in her blank, colourless expression. A
feminine voice without accent came to them:
"Sylvia! How can you laugh?"
He glanced up. Mrs. Planter stood in the study doorway. Sylvia
straightened; apparently controlled herself. Her colour returned.
"It was Mr. Morton," she explained, unevenly. "He said something so
absurdly funny. Perhaps he hasn't grasped this tragedy."
The others came in, a voluble, horrified group.
"What's the matter with you, George?" Blodgett bellowed. "Don't you
understand what's happened?"
"Not quite," George said, looking at Sylvia, "but I intend to find out."
XIV
To find out, George appreciated at once, would be no simple task.
Immediately Sylvia raised new defences. She seemed abetted by this
incredible happening on a gray sea.
"I shall go," Lambert said. "How about you, George?"
whether it is now, makes no difference. You said I shouldn't forget."
He stepped closer to her.
"You said other things that gave me, through pride if nothing else, a pretty
big share in your life. You may as well understand that."
Her anger quite controlled her now. She raised her right hand in the old
impulsive gesture to punish his presumption with the maximum of
humiliation; and this time, also, he caught her wrist, but he didn't hold it
away. He brought it closer, bent his head, and pressed his lips against her
fingers.
He was startled by the retreat of colour from her face. He had never seen it
so white. He let her wrist go. She grasped the table's edge. She commenced
to laugh, but there was no laughter in her blank, colourless expression. A
feminine voice without accent came to them:
"Sylvia! How can you laugh?"
He glanced up. Mrs. Planter stood in the study doorway. Sylvia
straightened; apparently controlled herself. Her colour returned.
"It was Mr. Morton," she explained, unevenly. "He said something so
absurdly funny. Perhaps he hasn't grasped this tragedy."
The others came in, a voluble, horrified group.
"What's the matter with you, George?" Blodgett bellowed. "Don't you
understand what's happened?"
"Not quite," George said, looking at Sylvia, "but I intend to find out."
XIV
To find out, George appreciated at once, would be no simple task.
Immediately Sylvia raised new defences. She seemed abetted by this
incredible happening on a gray sea.
"I shall go," Lambert said. "How about you, George?"
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"Why should I go?" George asked. "I haven't thought about it yet."
The scorn in Sylvia's eyes made him uneasy. Why did people have to be so
impulsive? That was the way wars were made.
During the days that followed he did think about it too absorbingly for
comfort, weighing to the penny the sacrifice his unlikely going would
involve. An inherent instinct for a fight could scarcely be satisfied at such a
cost. Patriotism didn't enter his calculations at all. He believed it had
resounding qualities only because it was hollow, being manufactured
exactly as a drum is made. Surely there were enough impulsive and fairly
useless people to do such a job.
Then without warning Wandel confused his apparently flawless logic.
Certainly Wandel was the least impulsive of men and he was also capable of
uncommon usefulness, yet within a week of the sinking he asked George if
he didn't want to move to his apartment to keep things straight during a long
absence.
"Where are you going, Driggs?"
"I've been drifting too long," Wandel answered. "Unless I go somewheres,
do something, I'll become as mellow as Dolly. I've not been myself since
the business started. I suppose it's because I happen to be fond of the French
and the British and a few ideas of theirs. So I'm going to drive an
ambulance for them."
George fancied Wandel's real motive wasn't so easily expressed. He longed
to know it, but you couldn't pump Wandel.
"You're an ass," was all he said.
"Naturally," Wandel agreed. "Only asses go to war."
"Do you think it will help for you to get a piece of shell through your
head?"
"Quite as much as for any other ass."
"Why don't you say what you mean?" George asked, irritably.
The scorn in Sylvia's eyes made him uneasy. Why did people have to be so
impulsive? That was the way wars were made.
During the days that followed he did think about it too absorbingly for
comfort, weighing to the penny the sacrifice his unlikely going would
involve. An inherent instinct for a fight could scarcely be satisfied at such a
cost. Patriotism didn't enter his calculations at all. He believed it had
resounding qualities only because it was hollow, being manufactured
exactly as a drum is made. Surely there were enough impulsive and fairly
useless people to do such a job.
Then without warning Wandel confused his apparently flawless logic.
Certainly Wandel was the least impulsive of men and he was also capable of
uncommon usefulness, yet within a week of the sinking he asked George if
he didn't want to move to his apartment to keep things straight during a long
absence.
"Where are you going, Driggs?"
"I've been drifting too long," Wandel answered. "Unless I go somewheres,
do something, I'll become as mellow as Dolly. I've not been myself since
the business started. I suppose it's because I happen to be fond of the French
and the British and a few ideas of theirs. So I'm going to drive an
ambulance for them."
George fancied Wandel's real motive wasn't so easily expressed. He longed
to know it, but you couldn't pump Wandel.
"You're an ass," was all he said.
"Naturally," Wandel agreed. "Only asses go to war."
"Do you think it will help for you to get a piece of shell through your
head?"
"Quite as much as for any other ass."
"Why don't you say what you mean?" George asked, irritably.
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"Perhaps you ask that," Wandel drawled, "because you don't understand
what I mean to say."
"I won't take care of your apartment," George snapped. "I won't have any
hand in such a piece of foolishness."
With Goodhue, however, he went to the pier to see Wandel off; absorbed
with the little man the sorrowful and apprehensive atmosphere of the
odorous shed; listened to choked farewells; saw brimming eyes; shared the
pallid anticipations of those about to venture forth upon an unnatural sea;
touched at last the very fringe of war.
"Why is he doing it?" George asked as Goodhue and he drove across town
to the subway. "I've never counted Driggs a sentimentalist."
"I'm not sure," Goodhue answered, "this doesn't prove he isn't. He's always
had an acute appreciation of values. Don't you remember? We used to call
him 'Spike'."
George let himself drift with events, but Wandel's departure increased his
uneasiness. Suppose he should be forced by circumstances to abandon
everything; against his better judgment to go? Automatically his thoughts
turned to Squibs. He recalled his advice.
"Don't let your ideas smoulder in your head. Come home and talk them
over."
He sent a telegram and followed it the next day. The Baillys met him at the
station, affectionately, without any reproaches for his long absence. The
menace was in the air here, too, for Mrs. Bailly's first question, sharply
expressed, was:
"You're not going, if——"
"I don't want to go," he answered.
Bailly studied him, but he didn't say anything.
what I mean to say."
"I won't take care of your apartment," George snapped. "I won't have any
hand in such a piece of foolishness."
With Goodhue, however, he went to the pier to see Wandel off; absorbed
with the little man the sorrowful and apprehensive atmosphere of the
odorous shed; listened to choked farewells; saw brimming eyes; shared the
pallid anticipations of those about to venture forth upon an unnatural sea;
touched at last the very fringe of war.
"Why is he doing it?" George asked as Goodhue and he drove across town
to the subway. "I've never counted Driggs a sentimentalist."
"I'm not sure," Goodhue answered, "this doesn't prove he isn't. He's always
had an acute appreciation of values. Don't you remember? We used to call
him 'Spike'."
George let himself drift with events, but Wandel's departure increased his
uneasiness. Suppose he should be forced by circumstances to abandon
everything; against his better judgment to go? Automatically his thoughts
turned to Squibs. He recalled his advice.
"Don't let your ideas smoulder in your head. Come home and talk them
over."
He sent a telegram and followed it the next day. The Baillys met him at the
station, affectionately, without any reproaches for his long absence. The
menace was in the air here, too, for Mrs. Bailly's first question, sharply
expressed, was:
"You're not going, if——"
"I don't want to go," he answered.
Bailly studied him, but he didn't say anything.
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That afternoon there was a boat race on Lake Carnegie. The Alstons drove
the Baillys and George down some hospitable resident's lane to an
advantageous bank near the finish line. They spread rugs and made
themselves comfortable there, but the party was subdued. Squibs and Mr.
Alston didn't seem to care to talk. Betty asked Mrs. Bailly's question,
received an identical answer, and fell silent, too. Only Mrs. Alston appeared
to detect no change in the world, remaining cheerfully imperial as if alarms
couldn't possibly approach her abruptly.
Even to George such a scene, sharing one planet with the violences of
Europe, appeared contradictory. The fancifully garbed undergraduates, who
ran along the bank; the string of automobiles on the towpath opposite; the
white and gleaming pleasure boats in the canal; the shells themselves, with
coloured oar-blades that flashed in the sunlight; most of all the green frame
for this pleasantly exciting contest had an air of telling him that everything
unseen was rumour, dream stuff; either that, or else that the seen was
visionary, while in those remote places existed the only material world, the
revolting and essential realities.
Bailly at last interrupted his revery, with his long, thin arm making a gesture
that included the athletes; the running, youthful partisans.
"How many are we going to lose or get back with twisted minds?"
"Keep quiet," his wife said in a panic.
Mrs. Alston laughed pleasantly.
"Don't worry. Woodrow will keep us out of it."
XV
Back in the little study Bailly expressed his doubt.
"He may do it now, but later——"
"Remember you're not going, George," Mrs. Bailly cried.
"I think not."
the Baillys and George down some hospitable resident's lane to an
advantageous bank near the finish line. They spread rugs and made
themselves comfortable there, but the party was subdued. Squibs and Mr.
Alston didn't seem to care to talk. Betty asked Mrs. Bailly's question,
received an identical answer, and fell silent, too. Only Mrs. Alston appeared
to detect no change in the world, remaining cheerfully imperial as if alarms
couldn't possibly approach her abruptly.
Even to George such a scene, sharing one planet with the violences of
Europe, appeared contradictory. The fancifully garbed undergraduates, who
ran along the bank; the string of automobiles on the towpath opposite; the
white and gleaming pleasure boats in the canal; the shells themselves, with
coloured oar-blades that flashed in the sunlight; most of all the green frame
for this pleasantly exciting contest had an air of telling him that everything
unseen was rumour, dream stuff; either that, or else that the seen was
visionary, while in those remote places existed the only material world, the
revolting and essential realities.
Bailly at last interrupted his revery, with his long, thin arm making a gesture
that included the athletes; the running, youthful partisans.
"How many are we going to lose or get back with twisted minds?"
"Keep quiet," his wife said in a panic.
Mrs. Alston laughed pleasantly.
"Don't worry. Woodrow will keep us out of it."
XV
Back in the little study Bailly expressed his doubt.
"He may do it now, but later——"
"Remember you're not going, George," Mrs. Bailly cried.
"I think not."
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She patted his hand, while Bailly looked on with his old expression of
doubt and disapproval. When Mrs. Bailly had left them, George told the
tutor of Wandel's surprising venture, asking his opinion.
"It's hard to form one," Bailly admitted. "He's always puzzled me. Would it
surprise you if I said I think he at least has grafted on his brain some of
Allen's generous views?"
"Oh, come, sir. You can't make war an ideal expression of the brotherhood
of man. Far better that all men should be suspicious strangers."
Bailly drew noisily at his pipe.
"It often pleases you to misunderstand," he said. "Wandel, I fancy, would
take Allen's theories and make something more practical of them.
Understand I am a pacifist—thorough-paced. War is folly. War is dreadful.
It cannot be conceived in a healthy brain. But when a fact rises up before
you you'd better face it. Wandel probably does. The Allens probably don't—
don't realize that we must win this war as the only alternative to the world
pacing of an autocratic foot that would crush social progress like a serpent,
that would boot back the brotherhood of man, since you seem to enjoy the
phrase, unthinkable years."
"After admitting that," George asked, quickly, "you can still tell me that I
ought to accept the point of view of your rotten, illogical Socialists?"
"Even in this war," Bailly confessed, "most socialists are pacifists. No,
they're not an elastic crowd. It amuses me that a lot of the lords of the land,
leading an unthinking portion of the proletariat, will permit them to carry on
their work in spite of themselves."
"I despise such theorists," George burst out. "They are unsound. They are
dangerous."
Bailly smiled.
"Just the same, the very ones they want to reform are going to give them the
opportunity to do it."
"They're all like Allen," George sneered, "purchasable."
doubt and disapproval. When Mrs. Bailly had left them, George told the
tutor of Wandel's surprising venture, asking his opinion.
"It's hard to form one," Bailly admitted. "He's always puzzled me. Would it
surprise you if I said I think he at least has grafted on his brain some of
Allen's generous views?"
"Oh, come, sir. You can't make war an ideal expression of the brotherhood
of man. Far better that all men should be suspicious strangers."
Bailly drew noisily at his pipe.
"It often pleases you to misunderstand," he said. "Wandel, I fancy, would
take Allen's theories and make something more practical of them.
Understand I am a pacifist—thorough-paced. War is folly. War is dreadful.
It cannot be conceived in a healthy brain. But when a fact rises up before
you you'd better face it. Wandel probably does. The Allens probably don't—
don't realize that we must win this war as the only alternative to the world
pacing of an autocratic foot that would crush social progress like a serpent,
that would boot back the brotherhood of man, since you seem to enjoy the
phrase, unthinkable years."
"After admitting that," George asked, quickly, "you can still tell me that I
ought to accept the point of view of your rotten, illogical Socialists?"
"Even in this war," Bailly confessed, "most socialists are pacifists. No,
they're not an elastic crowd. It amuses me that a lot of the lords of the land,
leading an unthinking portion of the proletariat, will permit them to carry on
their work in spite of themselves."
"I despise such theorists," George burst out. "They are unsound. They are
dangerous."
Bailly smiled.
"Just the same, the very ones they want to reform are going to give them the
opportunity to do it."
"They're all like Allen," George sneered, "purchasable."
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Bailly shook his head, waved his pipe vehemently.
"Virtue's flaws don't alter its really fundamental quality."
"Then you agree all Socialists are knaves or fools," George stormed.
"Perhaps, George," Bailly said, patiently, "you'll define a conservative for
me. There. Never mind. Somewhere in between we may find an honest
generosity, a wise sympathy. It may come from this war—a huge and wise
balance of power of the right, an honest recognition of men as individuals
rather than as members of classes. Perhaps your friend Wandel is on the
track of something of the sort. I like to think it is really what the war is
being fought for."
"The war," George said, "is being fought for men with fat paunches and
pocket-books."
"Then you're quite sure you don't want to go?"
"Why should I as long as my stomach and my pocket-book are
comfortable? But I'm not sure whether I'll go or not. That's what worries
me."
"You've made," Bailly said, testily, "enough out of the war to warrant your
giving it something."
George grinned. It was quite like old times.
"Even myself, on top of all the rest I might make out of it by staying back?"
"You're not as selfish as you'd have me believe," Bailly cried.
George quoted a phrase of Wandel's since Bailly seemed just now to
approve of the adventurer.
"The man that keeps himself makes the world better."
Bailly drove him out of the room to dress for dinner.
"I won't talk to you any more," he said. "I won't curse the loiterer at the base
until I am sure he isn't going to climb."
"Virtue's flaws don't alter its really fundamental quality."
"Then you agree all Socialists are knaves or fools," George stormed.
"Perhaps, George," Bailly said, patiently, "you'll define a conservative for
me. There. Never mind. Somewhere in between we may find an honest
generosity, a wise sympathy. It may come from this war—a huge and wise
balance of power of the right, an honest recognition of men as individuals
rather than as members of classes. Perhaps your friend Wandel is on the
track of something of the sort. I like to think it is really what the war is
being fought for."
"The war," George said, "is being fought for men with fat paunches and
pocket-books."
"Then you're quite sure you don't want to go?"
"Why should I as long as my stomach and my pocket-book are
comfortable? But I'm not sure whether I'll go or not. That's what worries
me."
"You've made," Bailly said, testily, "enough out of the war to warrant your
giving it something."
George grinned. It was quite like old times.
"Even myself, on top of all the rest I might make out of it by staying back?"
"You're not as selfish as you'd have me believe," Bailly cried.
George quoted a phrase of Wandel's since Bailly seemed just now to
approve of the adventurer.
"The man that keeps himself makes the world better."
Bailly drove him out of the room to dress for dinner.
"I won't talk to you any more," he said. "I won't curse the loiterer at the base
until I am sure he isn't going to climb."
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XVI
At least George wouldn't have to decide at once. When it became clear that
for the present Mrs. Alston's optimism was justified he breathed easier. With
Goodhue, Lambert, and Mundy he applied himself unreservedly to his
work. Consequently he didn't visit much, didn't see Sylvia again until the
fall when he met her at a dinner at the Goodhues'. She shrank from him
perceptibly, but there was no escape. He studied her with an easier mind.
No date for her wedding had been set. Until that moment should come there
was nothing he could do. What he would be able to accomplish then was
problematical. Something. She shouldn't throw herself away on Blodgett.
"It must be comforting," he heard her say to Goodhue, "to know if trouble
comes your wonderful firm will be taken care of."
George guessed she had meant him to hear that.
"I'm sure I hope so," Goodhue answered her, "but what do you mean?"
"I heard Mr. Morton say once he didn't think he'd care to go to war. Didn't I,
Mr. Morton?"
Goodhue, clearly puzzled by her manner, laughed.
"Give us something more useful, Sylvia. He's a born fighter."
"I believe I said it," George answered her. "There might be problems here I
couldn't very well desert."
Her eyes wavered. He recalled her hysterical manner that evening at
Oakmont. She still sought chances to hurt him. In spite of Blodgett, then,
she recognized a state of contest between them. He smiled contentedly, for
as long as that persisted his cause was alive.
XVII
It languished, however, during the winter as did Blodgett's hopes of a
speedy wedding. The Planters' Fifth Avenue home remained closed, because
of Mr. Planter's health. Sylvia and her mother went south with him.
At least George wouldn't have to decide at once. When it became clear that
for the present Mrs. Alston's optimism was justified he breathed easier. With
Goodhue, Lambert, and Mundy he applied himself unreservedly to his
work. Consequently he didn't visit much, didn't see Sylvia again until the
fall when he met her at a dinner at the Goodhues'. She shrank from him
perceptibly, but there was no escape. He studied her with an easier mind.
No date for her wedding had been set. Until that moment should come there
was nothing he could do. What he would be able to accomplish then was
problematical. Something. She shouldn't throw herself away on Blodgett.
"It must be comforting," he heard her say to Goodhue, "to know if trouble
comes your wonderful firm will be taken care of."
George guessed she had meant him to hear that.
"I'm sure I hope so," Goodhue answered her, "but what do you mean?"
"I heard Mr. Morton say once he didn't think he'd care to go to war. Didn't I,
Mr. Morton?"
Goodhue, clearly puzzled by her manner, laughed.
"Give us something more useful, Sylvia. He's a born fighter."
"I believe I said it," George answered her. "There might be problems here I
couldn't very well desert."
Her eyes wavered. He recalled her hysterical manner that evening at
Oakmont. She still sought chances to hurt him. In spite of Blodgett, then,
she recognized a state of contest between them. He smiled contentedly, for
as long as that persisted his cause was alive.
XVII
It languished, however, during the winter as did Blodgett's hopes of a
speedy wedding. The Planters' Fifth Avenue home remained closed, because
of Mr. Planter's health. Sylvia and her mother went south with him.
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Blodgett made a number of flying trips, deserting his affairs to that extent to
be with Sylvia. George was satisfied for the present to let things drift.
Dalrymple certainly had drifted with events. He had taken no pains to hide
the shock of Sylvia's engagement. George of all people could understand
his disappointment, his helpless rage; but Dalrymple hadn't bothered him,
and he had about decided he never would.
One spring day, quite without warning, he appeared in George's office. It
was not long after the Planters' return to Oakmont. What did he want here?
Was there any point spending money on him as matters stood?
He looked at Dalrymple, a good deal surprised, reading the dissipation
recorded in his face, the nervousness exposed by the mobile hands. All at
once he understood why he had come at last. Dalrymple had wandered too
far. The patience of his friends had been exhausted. Perhaps Wandel had
taken George's hint. At any rate, he had let himself in for it.
"An opportunity to make a little money," Dalrymple was mumbling
uneasily. "Need capital. Not much. You said at Blodgett's—just happened to
remember it, and was near——"
"How much?" George demanded, stopping his feeble lies.
Dalrymple, George suspected, because of his manner, asked for less than
half what he had come to get.
"What say to a couple thousand? Make it five hundred more if you can. Not
much in the way of security."
"Never mind the security."
George pressed a button, and directed the clerk who responded to draw up a
note.
"Got to sign something?" Dalrymple asked, suspiciously.
George smiled.
"Do you mind my keeping a little record of where my money goes—in
place of security?"
be with Sylvia. George was satisfied for the present to let things drift.
Dalrymple certainly had drifted with events. He had taken no pains to hide
the shock of Sylvia's engagement. George of all people could understand
his disappointment, his helpless rage; but Dalrymple hadn't bothered him,
and he had about decided he never would.
One spring day, quite without warning, he appeared in George's office. It
was not long after the Planters' return to Oakmont. What did he want here?
Was there any point spending money on him as matters stood?
He looked at Dalrymple, a good deal surprised, reading the dissipation
recorded in his face, the nervousness exposed by the mobile hands. All at
once he understood why he had come at last. Dalrymple had wandered too
far. The patience of his friends had been exhausted. Perhaps Wandel had
taken George's hint. At any rate, he had let himself in for it.
"An opportunity to make a little money," Dalrymple was mumbling
uneasily. "Need capital. Not much. You said at Blodgett's—just happened to
remember it, and was near——"
"How much?" George demanded, stopping his feeble lies.
Dalrymple, George suspected, because of his manner, asked for less than
half what he had come to get.
"What say to a couple thousand? Make it five hundred more if you can. Not
much in the way of security."
"Never mind the security."
George pressed a button, and directed the clerk who responded to draw up a
note.
"Got to sign something?" Dalrymple asked, suspiciously.
George smiled.
"Do you mind my keeping a little record of where my money goes—in
place of security?"
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Dalrymple was quite red.
"All right, if you insist."
"I insist. Care to change your mind?"
"No. Only thought it was just a little loan between—friends."
The word left his tongue with difficulty. George guessed that the other
retained enough decency to loathe himself for having to use it. The
nervousness of the long fingers increased while the clerk prepared the note
and George wrote the check. George put a pen in the unsteady hand.
"Sign here, please."
Dalrymple obeyed with a signature, shaky, barely legible.
"Nice of you to do me a favour. Appreciate it. Thanks."
To George it would have been worth that money to find out just how
Sylvia's extended engagement had affected Dalrymple. Was it responsible
for his speeding up on the dangerous path of pleasure? Of that he could
learn only what the other chose to disclose, probably nothing. But what was
he waiting for now that he had the money? Why were his fingers twitching
faster than ever?
"Didn't see Lambert when I came in," he managed.
"I daresay he's about," George said. "Want him?"
Dalrymple raised his hand.
"That's just it," he whispered. "Rather not see Lambert. Rather this little
transaction were kept sub rosa. You understand. No point Lambert's
knowing."
"Why not?" George asked, coolly, feeling himself on the edge of the truth.
"I'm a little off the Planters," Dalrymple said.
"Since when?"
"All right, if you insist."
"I insist. Care to change your mind?"
"No. Only thought it was just a little loan between—friends."
The word left his tongue with difficulty. George guessed that the other
retained enough decency to loathe himself for having to use it. The
nervousness of the long fingers increased while the clerk prepared the note
and George wrote the check. George put a pen in the unsteady hand.
"Sign here, please."
Dalrymple obeyed with a signature, shaky, barely legible.
"Nice of you to do me a favour. Appreciate it. Thanks."
To George it would have been worth that money to find out just how
Sylvia's extended engagement had affected Dalrymple. Was it responsible
for his speeding up on the dangerous path of pleasure? Of that he could
learn only what the other chose to disclose, probably nothing. But what was
he waiting for now that he had the money? Why were his fingers twitching
faster than ever?
"Didn't see Lambert when I came in," he managed.
"I daresay he's about," George said. "Want him?"
Dalrymple raised his hand.
"That's just it," he whispered. "Rather not see Lambert. Rather this little
transaction were kept sub rosa. You understand. No point Lambert's
knowing."
"Why not?" George asked, coolly, feeling himself on the edge of the truth.
"I'm a little off the Planters," Dalrymple said.
"Since when?"
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Dalrymple's face became redder than ever. For a moment his nervousness
abandoned him. He seemed to stiffen with violent thoughts.
"Don't like buying and selling of women in any family. Not as decent as
slavery."
George rose quietly. He hadn't expected just this.
"Be careful," he warned. "What are you talking about?"
"What the whole town talks about," Dalrymple burst out. "You know her. I
ask you. Hasn't she enough without selling herself, body and soul? No
better than an unmentionable——"
George sprang. He didn't stop to tell himself that Dalrymple was
unaccountable, in a sense, out of his head. He didn't dare stop, because he
knew if Dalrymple finished that sentence he would try to kill him.
Dalrymple's mouth fell open, in fact, before the unexpected attack. He
couldn't complete the sentence, didn't try to; drew back against the desk
instead; grasped a convenient ink container; threw it; called shrilly for help.
George shook the streaming black liquid from his face. With his stained
hands he grasped Dalrymple. His fingers tightened with a feeling of
profound satisfaction. No masks now! Finally the enmity of years was
unleashed. He had Dalrymple where he had always wanted him.
"One more word——You been saying that kind of thing——"
The hurrying of many feet in the outer office recalled him. The impulsive
George Morton crept back beneath the veneer. He let Dalrymple go, drew
out his handkerchief, looked distastefully at the black stains on his clothing.
Lambert and Goodhue closed the door on the curious clerks.
"What in heaven's name——"
It was Lambert who had spoken. Goodhue merely shrugged his shoulders,
as if he had all along expected such a culmination.
Dalrymple, fingering his throat spasmodically, sank in a chair. His face
infused. His breath came audibly.
abandoned him. He seemed to stiffen with violent thoughts.
"Don't like buying and selling of women in any family. Not as decent as
slavery."
George rose quietly. He hadn't expected just this.
"Be careful," he warned. "What are you talking about?"
"What the whole town talks about," Dalrymple burst out. "You know her. I
ask you. Hasn't she enough without selling herself, body and soul? No
better than an unmentionable——"
George sprang. He didn't stop to tell himself that Dalrymple was
unaccountable, in a sense, out of his head. He didn't dare stop, because he
knew if Dalrymple finished that sentence he would try to kill him.
Dalrymple's mouth fell open, in fact, before the unexpected attack. He
couldn't complete the sentence, didn't try to; drew back against the desk
instead; grasped a convenient ink container; threw it; called shrilly for help.
George shook the streaming black liquid from his face. With his stained
hands he grasped Dalrymple. His fingers tightened with a feeling of
profound satisfaction. No masks now! Finally the enmity of years was
unleashed. He had Dalrymple where he had always wanted him.
"One more word——You been saying that kind of thing——"
The hurrying of many feet in the outer office recalled him. The impulsive
George Morton crept back beneath the veneer. He let Dalrymple go, drew
out his handkerchief, looked distastefully at the black stains on his clothing.
Lambert and Goodhue closed the door on the curious clerks.
"What in heaven's name——"
It was Lambert who had spoken. Goodhue merely shrugged his shoulders,
as if he had all along expected such a culmination.
Dalrymple, fingering his throat spasmodically, sank in a chair. His face
infused. His breath came audibly.
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"Caught him harder than I realized," George reflected. He spoke aloud with
his whimsical smile.
"Looks as if I'd lost my temper. I don't often do it."
He had no regret. He was happy. He believed himself nearer Sylvia than he
had ever been. He felt in grasping Dalrymple's throat as if he had touched
her hands.
He failed to give its true value, consequently, to Lambert's angry turning on
him after Dalrymple's shaking accusation.
"Sorry, Lambert. Had to—to do what I could. He—he was rotten
impertinent about—about—Sylvia."
XVIII
Goodhue caught Lambert's arm. In a flash George read the meaning of
Dalrymple's charge. Naturally he was the one to do something of the sort,
had to try it. He had been afraid of Lambert's knowing of the loan. How
much less could he let Lambert learn why George had justifiably shut his
mouth.
"Keep quiet," George warned Lambert. "Dicky! Can you get him out of
here. He needs attention. I'm not a doctor. He hasn't been himself since he
came."
But Lambert wouldn't have it.
"Repeat that, Dolly," he commanded.
George walked to Dalrymple.
"You'll not say another word."
Dalrymple stood up, weaving his fingers in and out; as it were, clasping his
hands to George.
"I'm sorry, Morton. Damn sorry. Forget—forget——"
his whimsical smile.
"Looks as if I'd lost my temper. I don't often do it."
He had no regret. He was happy. He believed himself nearer Sylvia than he
had ever been. He felt in grasping Dalrymple's throat as if he had touched
her hands.
He failed to give its true value, consequently, to Lambert's angry turning on
him after Dalrymple's shaking accusation.
"Sorry, Lambert. Had to—to do what I could. He—he was rotten
impertinent about—about—Sylvia."
XVIII
Goodhue caught Lambert's arm. In a flash George read the meaning of
Dalrymple's charge. Naturally he was the one to do something of the sort,
had to try it. He had been afraid of Lambert's knowing of the loan. How
much less could he let Lambert learn why George had justifiably shut his
mouth.
"Keep quiet," George warned Lambert. "Dicky! Can you get him out of
here. He needs attention. I'm not a doctor. He hasn't been himself since he
came."
But Lambert wouldn't have it.
"Repeat that, Dolly," he commanded.
George walked to Dalrymple.
"You'll not say another word."
Dalrymple stood up, weaving his fingers in and out; as it were, clasping his
hands to George.
"I'm sorry, Morton. Damn sorry. Forget—forget——"
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His voice wandered into a difficult silence, as if he had seen this way, too, a
chance of implicating himself with Sylvia's brother; but his eyes continued
to beg George. They were like the eyes of an animal, caught in a net,
beseeching release.
Goodhue gave him his hat. He took it but drew away from the other's touch
on his arm.
"Don't think I'm not all right," he said in a frightened voice. "Took me by
surprise, but I'm all right—quite all right. Going home."
He glanced at Lambert and again at George, then left the room, pulling at
his necktie, Goodhue anxiously at his heels.
"What about it?" Lambert asked George sharply.
George sat down, still trying to rid himself of the black souvenirs of the
encounter.
"Don't be a fool. I said nothing about your sister—nothing whatever."
He couldn't get rid of Dalrymple's begging eyes, yet why should he spare
him at all?
"The rest of it," he went on, easily, "is between Dalrymple and me."
"I'm not sure," Lambert challenged.
He reminded George of the younger Lambert who had advanced with a
whip in his hand.
"See here," he said. "You can't make me talk about anything I don't care to.
I've told you I didn't mention your sister. I couldn't to that fellow."
Lambert spread his hands.
"What is there about you and Sylvia—ever since that day? I believe you,
but I tried to give you a licking for her sake once, and I'd do it again."
George laughed pleasantly.
"You make me feel young."
chance of implicating himself with Sylvia's brother; but his eyes continued
to beg George. They were like the eyes of an animal, caught in a net,
beseeching release.
Goodhue gave him his hat. He took it but drew away from the other's touch
on his arm.
"Don't think I'm not all right," he said in a frightened voice. "Took me by
surprise, but I'm all right—quite all right. Going home."
He glanced at Lambert and again at George, then left the room, pulling at
his necktie, Goodhue anxiously at his heels.
"What about it?" Lambert asked George sharply.
George sat down, still trying to rid himself of the black souvenirs of the
encounter.
"Don't be a fool. I said nothing about your sister—nothing whatever."
He couldn't get rid of Dalrymple's begging eyes, yet why should he spare
him at all?
"The rest of it," he went on, easily, "is between Dalrymple and me."
"I'm not sure," Lambert challenged.
He reminded George of the younger Lambert who had advanced with a
whip in his hand.
"See here," he said. "You can't make me talk about anything I don't care to.
I've told you I didn't mention your sister. I couldn't to that fellow."
Lambert spread his hands.
"What is there about you and Sylvia—ever since that day? I believe you,
but I tried to give you a licking for her sake once, and I'd do it again."
George laughed pleasantly.
"You make me feel young."
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Clearly Lambert meant to warn him, for he went on, still aggressive:
"I care more for her than anybody in the world."
The laughter left George's face.
"Anybody?"
Lambert was self-conscious now.
"Just about. See here. What are you driving at?"
George yawned.
"I must wash up. I've a lot of work to do."
"I'd like to know what went on here," Lambert said.
"Why don't you ask Dalrymple, then?"
"Dolly isn't all bad," Lambert offered as he left. "He's been my friend a
good many years."
"Then by all means keep him," George answered, "and keep him to
yourself; but when he comes around hang on to the ink pots."
XIX
His apparent good humour didn't survive the closing of the door. His dislike
of Dalrymple fattened on his memory of the incident. It had left a sting. He
hadn't stopped the man in time. Selling herself! Was she? She appeared to
his mind, no longer intolerant, rather with an air of shame-faced apology for
all the world. That was what hurt. He hadn't stopped Dalrymple in time.
But there was no sale yet, nothing whatever, except an engagement which,
after a year, showed no symptoms of fruition. Blodgett was aware of it, and
couldn't hide his anxiety. Evidently he wanted to talk about it, did talk about
it to George when he met him in the hall not long after Dalrymple's visit.
"Why don't you ever run down to Oakmont with Lambert?" he asked.
"I care more for her than anybody in the world."
The laughter left George's face.
"Anybody?"
Lambert was self-conscious now.
"Just about. See here. What are you driving at?"
George yawned.
"I must wash up. I've a lot of work to do."
"I'd like to know what went on here," Lambert said.
"Why don't you ask Dalrymple, then?"
"Dolly isn't all bad," Lambert offered as he left. "He's been my friend a
good many years."
"Then by all means keep him," George answered, "and keep him to
yourself; but when he comes around hang on to the ink pots."
XIX
His apparent good humour didn't survive the closing of the door. His dislike
of Dalrymple fattened on his memory of the incident. It had left a sting. He
hadn't stopped the man in time. Selling herself! Was she? She appeared to
his mind, no longer intolerant, rather with an air of shame-faced apology for
all the world. That was what hurt. He hadn't stopped Dalrymple in time.
But there was no sale yet, nothing whatever, except an engagement which,
after a year, showed no symptoms of fruition. Blodgett was aware of it, and
couldn't hide his anxiety. Evidently he wanted to talk about it, did talk about
it to George when he met him in the hall not long after Dalrymple's visit.
"Why don't you ever run down to Oakmont with Lambert?" he asked.
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Only Blodgett would have put such a question, and perhaps even he
designed it merely as an entrance to his favourite topic. George evaded with
a fairly truthful account of office pressure.
"Old Planter asks after you," Blodgett went on, uncomfortably. "Admires
you, because you've done about what he had at your age, and it was easier
then. Old man's not well. That's tough on Josiah."
"Tough?"
Blodgett mopped his face with a brilliant handkerchief. His rotund stomach
rose and fell with a sigh.
"His gout's worse—all sorts of complications. She's the apple of his eye.
Guess you know that. Won't desert him now. Wants to wait till he's better, or
—or——"
He added naïvely:
"Hope to heaven he bucks up soon."
George watched Blodgett's hopes dwindle, for Old Planter didn't buck up,
nor did he grow perceptibly worse. From time to time he visited his marble
temple, but for the most part men went to him at Oakmont; Blodgett, of
course, with his double errand of business and romance, most frequently of
all. And Sylvia did cling to her father, but George's satisfaction increased,
for he agreed with Wandel: she was capable of a feeling far more powerful
than filial devotion. Blodgett, clearly, had failed to arouse it.
Her sense of duty, however, kept her nearly entirely away from George; for
Lambert, either because Sylvia had spoken to him, or because he himself
had sensed a false step, failed to repeat his invitation to Oakmont. The row
with Dalrymple, although that had not been mentioned again, made it
unlikely that he ever would.
Dalrymple had dropped out of sight. George heard vaguely that he was
taking a rest cure in the northern part of the state. He couldn't fancy meeting
him again without desiring to add to the punishment he had already given.
The man was impossible. He had sneaked from that room, leaving the note
designed it merely as an entrance to his favourite topic. George evaded with
a fairly truthful account of office pressure.
"Old Planter asks after you," Blodgett went on, uncomfortably. "Admires
you, because you've done about what he had at your age, and it was easier
then. Old man's not well. That's tough on Josiah."
"Tough?"
Blodgett mopped his face with a brilliant handkerchief. His rotund stomach
rose and fell with a sigh.
"His gout's worse—all sorts of complications. She's the apple of his eye.
Guess you know that. Won't desert him now. Wants to wait till he's better, or
—or——"
He added naïvely:
"Hope to heaven he bucks up soon."
George watched Blodgett's hopes dwindle, for Old Planter didn't buck up,
nor did he grow perceptibly worse. From time to time he visited his marble
temple, but for the most part men went to him at Oakmont; Blodgett, of
course, with his double errand of business and romance, most frequently of
all. And Sylvia did cling to her father, but George's satisfaction increased,
for he agreed with Wandel: she was capable of a feeling far more powerful
than filial devotion. Blodgett, clearly, had failed to arouse it.
Her sense of duty, however, kept her nearly entirely away from George; for
Lambert, either because Sylvia had spoken to him, or because he himself
had sensed a false step, failed to repeat his invitation to Oakmont. The row
with Dalrymple, although that had not been mentioned again, made it
unlikely that he ever would.
Dalrymple had dropped out of sight. George heard vaguely that he was
taking a rest cure in the northern part of the state. He couldn't fancy meeting
him again without desiring to add to the punishment he had already given.
The man was impossible. He had sneaked from that room, leaving the note
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in George's hands, the check in his own pocket. And the check had been
cashed. No madness of excitement could account for that.
It wasn't until summer that he ran into him, and with a black temper saw
Sylvia at his side. If she only knew! She ought to know. It increased his bad
humour that he couldn't tell her.
He regretted the necessity that had made such a meeting possible. It had,
however, for a long time impressed him. Even flabby old Blodgett had
noticed, and had advised less work and more play. To combat his feeling of
staleness, the relaxing of his long, carefully conditioned muscles, George
had forced himself to play polo at a Long Island club into which he had
hurried because of his skill at the game, or to take an occasional late round
of golf, which he didn't care for particularly but which he managed very
well in view of his inexperience. It was while he was ordering dinner with
Goodhue one night at the Long Island club that Sylvia and Dalrymple drove
up with the Sinclairs. The older pair came straight to the two, while Sylvia
and Dalrymple followed with an obvious reluctance.
"We spirited her away for the night," Mrs. Sinclair explained.
She turned to Sylvia.
"My dear, I'll see that you don't cloister yourself any more. Your father's
going on for years."
Yet it occurred to George, as he looked at her, that her cloistering had
accomplished no change. The alteration in Dalrymple, on the other hand,
was striking. George, as he met him with a difficult ease of manner, quite as
if nothing had happened, couldn't account for it; for the light-headed look
had gone from Dalrymple's eyes, and much of the stamp of dissipation from
his face. His hands, too, were quiet. Was it credible he had forgotten the
struggle in George's office? No. He had cashed the check; yet his manner
suggested a blank memory except, perhaps, for its too-pronounced
cordiality.
There was nothing for it but a dinner together. The Sinclairs expected it, and
couldn't be made to understand why it should embarrass any one.
Dalrymple really helped matters. His mind worked clearly, and he could,
George had to acknowledge, exert a certain charm when he tried. Moreover,
cashed. No madness of excitement could account for that.
It wasn't until summer that he ran into him, and with a black temper saw
Sylvia at his side. If she only knew! She ought to know. It increased his bad
humour that he couldn't tell her.
He regretted the necessity that had made such a meeting possible. It had,
however, for a long time impressed him. Even flabby old Blodgett had
noticed, and had advised less work and more play. To combat his feeling of
staleness, the relaxing of his long, carefully conditioned muscles, George
had forced himself to play polo at a Long Island club into which he had
hurried because of his skill at the game, or to take an occasional late round
of golf, which he didn't care for particularly but which he managed very
well in view of his inexperience. It was while he was ordering dinner with
Goodhue one night at the Long Island club that Sylvia and Dalrymple drove
up with the Sinclairs. The older pair came straight to the two, while Sylvia
and Dalrymple followed with an obvious reluctance.
"We spirited her away for the night," Mrs. Sinclair explained.
She turned to Sylvia.
"My dear, I'll see that you don't cloister yourself any more. Your father's
going on for years."
Yet it occurred to George, as he looked at her, that her cloistering had
accomplished no change. The alteration in Dalrymple, on the other hand,
was striking. George, as he met him with a difficult ease of manner, quite as
if nothing had happened, couldn't account for it; for the light-headed look
had gone from Dalrymple's eyes, and much of the stamp of dissipation from
his face. His hands, too, were quiet. Was it credible he had forgotten the
struggle in George's office? No. He had cashed the check; yet his manner
suggested a blank memory except, perhaps, for its too-pronounced
cordiality.
There was nothing for it but a dinner together. The Sinclairs expected it, and
couldn't be made to understand why it should embarrass any one.
Dalrymple really helped matters. His mind worked clearly, and he could,
George had to acknowledge, exert a certain charm when he tried. Moreover,
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he didn't drink, even refusing the cocktail a waiter offered him just before
they went inside.
As always George disliked speaking to Sylvia in casual tones of indifferent
topics. She met him at first pleasantly enough on that ground—too
pleasantly, so that he found himself waiting for some acknowledgment that
she had not forgotten; that she still believed in their quarrel. It came at last
rather sharply through the topic that was universal just then of General
Wood's civilian training camps at Plattsburgh. Lambert had gone. Goodhue
would follow the next month, having agreed to that arrangement for the
sake of the office. Even Blodgett was there. Sylvia took a great pride in the
fact, pointed it at George.
"Although," she laughed, "I'm told he's not popular with his tent mates. I
hear he has a telephone fastened to his tent pole. I don't know whether that's
true. He's never mentioned it. But I do know he has three secretaries in a
house just off the reservation. Of course it's a sacrifice for him to be at
Plattsburgh at all."
George stared at her. There was no question. Her voice, her face, expressed
a tolerant liking for the man. The engagement had lasted considerably more
than a year, and now she had an air of giving a public reminder of its
ultimate outcome. Or was it for him alone, as her original announcement
had been?
"I'm off next month," Goodhue said. "Lambert writes it's good fun and not
at all uncomfortable."
"I'll be with you, Dicky," Dalrymple put in. "Beneficial affair, besides duty,
and all that."
George experienced relief at the very moment he resented her attack most.
It was still worth while trying to hurt him.
"Practically everyone has gone or is going. It's splendid. When are you
booked for, Mr. Morton?"
Even the Sinclairs had silently asked that question. They looked at him
expectantly.
they went inside.
As always George disliked speaking to Sylvia in casual tones of indifferent
topics. She met him at first pleasantly enough on that ground—too
pleasantly, so that he found himself waiting for some acknowledgment that
she had not forgotten; that she still believed in their quarrel. It came at last
rather sharply through the topic that was universal just then of General
Wood's civilian training camps at Plattsburgh. Lambert had gone. Goodhue
would follow the next month, having agreed to that arrangement for the
sake of the office. Even Blodgett was there. Sylvia took a great pride in the
fact, pointed it at George.
"Although," she laughed, "I'm told he's not popular with his tent mates. I
hear he has a telephone fastened to his tent pole. I don't know whether that's
true. He's never mentioned it. But I do know he has three secretaries in a
house just off the reservation. Of course it's a sacrifice for him to be at
Plattsburgh at all."
George stared at her. There was no question. Her voice, her face, expressed
a tolerant liking for the man. The engagement had lasted considerably more
than a year, and now she had an air of giving a public reminder of its
ultimate outcome. Or was it for him alone, as her original announcement
had been?
"I'm off next month," Goodhue said. "Lambert writes it's good fun and not
at all uncomfortable."
"I'll be with you, Dicky," Dalrymple put in. "Beneficial affair, besides duty,
and all that."
George experienced relief at the very moment he resented her attack most.
It was still worth while trying to hurt him.
"Practically everyone has gone or is going. It's splendid. When are you
booked for, Mr. Morton?"
Even the Sinclairs had silently asked that question. They looked at him
expectantly.
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"I'm not going at all," he answered, bluntly.
"I remember," she said. "You didn't believe in war or something, wasn't it?
But this isn't exactly war."
George smiled.
"Scarcely," he said. "It's hiking, singing, playing cards, rattling off stories,
largely done by some old men who couldn't get a job in the army of
Methuselah. Why should I waste my time at that?"
"It's a start," Mr. Sinclair said, seriously. "We have to do something."
George hid his sneer. Everywhere the spirit was growing to make any kind
of a drum that would bang.
"If you don't think Wilson will keep us out of it," he asked, earnestly, "why
not get after Wilson and make him start something general, efficient,
fundamental? I've never heard of a President who wasn't sensitive to the
pressure of the country."
There was no use talking that way. These people were satisfied with the
noise at Plattsburgh. He was glad when the meal ended, when he could get
away.
At the automobile he managed to help Sylvia into her cloak, and he took the
opportunity to whisper:
"When is the great event coming off?"
She turned, looked at him, and didn't answer. She mounted to the back seat
beside Dalrymple.
XX
George didn't see her again until winter. He heard through the desolate
Blodgett that she had gone with her parents to the Canadian Rockies.
Nearly everyone seemed to flee north that summer as if in a final effort to
cajole play. The Alstons moved to Maine unusually early, and didn't return
until late fall. Betty put it plainly enough to him then.
"I remember," she said. "You didn't believe in war or something, wasn't it?
But this isn't exactly war."
George smiled.
"Scarcely," he said. "It's hiking, singing, playing cards, rattling off stories,
largely done by some old men who couldn't get a job in the army of
Methuselah. Why should I waste my time at that?"
"It's a start," Mr. Sinclair said, seriously. "We have to do something."
George hid his sneer. Everywhere the spirit was growing to make any kind
of a drum that would bang.
"If you don't think Wilson will keep us out of it," he asked, earnestly, "why
not get after Wilson and make him start something general, efficient,
fundamental? I've never heard of a President who wasn't sensitive to the
pressure of the country."
There was no use talking that way. These people were satisfied with the
noise at Plattsburgh. He was glad when the meal ended, when he could get
away.
At the automobile he managed to help Sylvia into her cloak, and he took the
opportunity to whisper:
"When is the great event coming off?"
She turned, looked at him, and didn't answer. She mounted to the back seat
beside Dalrymple.
XX
George didn't see her again until winter. He heard through the desolate
Blodgett that she had gone with her parents to the Canadian Rockies.
Nearly everyone seemed to flee north that summer as if in a final effort to
cajole play. The Alstons moved to Maine unusually early, and didn't return
until late fall. Betty put it plainly enough to him then.
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"I'm sorry to be back. Don't you feel the desire to get as far away as
possible from things, to escape?"
"To escape what, Betty?"
"That's just it. One doesn't know. Something one doesn't want to know."
It was queer that Betty never asked why he hadn't been to Plattsburgh,
never urged a definite decision as to what he would do if——
The "if" lost a little of its power with him. At times he was even inclined to
share Mrs. Alston's optimism. It was easy to drift with Washington. Besides,
he was too busy to worry about much except his growing accumulation of
profits from bloodshed. He was brought back momentarily when Lambert
and Goodhue received commissions as captains in the reserve corps. The
Plattsburgh noise still echoed. He couldn't help a feeling of relief when
people flocked back and the town became normal again, encouraging him
to believe that nothing could happen to tear him away from this fascinating
pursuit of getting rich for Sylvia while he waited for her next move.
That came with a stark brutality a few weeks after the holidays. He had seen
her only the evening before, sitting next to Blodgett at dinner with a remote
expression in her eyes that had made him hopeful. The article in the
morning newspaper, consequently, took him more by surprise than the
original announcement of the engagement had done. Sylvia and Blodgett
would be married on the fifteenth of the following August.
On top of that shock events combined to rebuke his recent confidence. His
desires had taken too much for granted. The folly of the Mrs. Alstons and
the wisdom of the Baillys and Sinclairs were forced upon him. Wilson
wasn't going to keep them out of it. George stood face to face with the
decision he had shirked when the Lusitania had taken her fatal dive.
It couldn't be shirked again, for the declaration of war appeared to be a
matter of days, weeks at the most. The drum was beginning to sound with a
rising resonance. Lambert and Goodhue would be among the first to leave.
Already they made their plans. They didn't seem to care what became of the
business.
"What are you up to, George?" they asked.
possible from things, to escape?"
"To escape what, Betty?"
"That's just it. One doesn't know. Something one doesn't want to know."
It was queer that Betty never asked why he hadn't been to Plattsburgh,
never urged a definite decision as to what he would do if——
The "if" lost a little of its power with him. At times he was even inclined to
share Mrs. Alston's optimism. It was easy to drift with Washington. Besides,
he was too busy to worry about much except his growing accumulation of
profits from bloodshed. He was brought back momentarily when Lambert
and Goodhue received commissions as captains in the reserve corps. The
Plattsburgh noise still echoed. He couldn't help a feeling of relief when
people flocked back and the town became normal again, encouraging him
to believe that nothing could happen to tear him away from this fascinating
pursuit of getting rich for Sylvia while he waited for her next move.
That came with a stark brutality a few weeks after the holidays. He had seen
her only the evening before, sitting next to Blodgett at dinner with a remote
expression in her eyes that had made him hopeful. The article in the
morning newspaper, consequently, took him more by surprise than the
original announcement of the engagement had done. Sylvia and Blodgett
would be married on the fifteenth of the following August.
On top of that shock events combined to rebuke his recent confidence. His
desires had taken too much for granted. The folly of the Mrs. Alstons and
the wisdom of the Baillys and Sinclairs were forced upon him. Wilson
wasn't going to keep them out of it. George stood face to face with the
decision he had shirked when the Lusitania had taken her fatal dive.
It couldn't be shirked again, for the declaration of war appeared to be a
matter of days, weeks at the most. The drum was beginning to sound with a
rising resonance. Lambert and Goodhue would be among the first to leave.
Already they made their plans. They didn't seem to care what became of the
business.
"What are you up to, George?" they asked.
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He put them off. He wanted to think it out. He didn't care to have his
decision blurred by the rattling of a drum. Yet it was patent to him if he
should go at all it would be with his partners, among the first. The thought
of such a triple desertion appalled him. Mundy was incomparable for
system and routine, but if he had possessed the rare selective foresight
demanded for the steering of a big business he would long since have been
at the helm of his own house. It would be far better, if George had to go, to
sell the stock and the mass of soaring securities the firm had acquired; in
short, to close out before competitors could squeeze the abandoned ship
from the channel.
Why dwell on so wasteful an alternative? Why not turn sanely from so
sentimental a choice? It was clear enough to him that it would not long
survive the war, all this singing and shouting, this driving forth by older
people on the winds of a safe enthusiasm of countless young men to
grotesque places of death.
He paced his room. That was just it. It was the present he had to consider,
and the present thoughts of people who hadn't yet returned to their
inevitable practicality, forgetfulness, and ingratitude; most of all to the
present thoughts of Sylvia. To him she had made those thoughts sufficiently
plain. Among non-combatant enthusiasts she would be the most exigent.
Why swing from choice to choice any longer? To be as he had fancied she
would wish, he had struggled, denied, kept himself clean, sought minutely
for the proper veneer; and so far he had kept his record straight. With her it
was his one weapon. He couldn't throw that away.
He stopped his pacing. He sat before his desk, his head in his hands,
listening to the cacophanous beating of drums by the majority for the
anxious marching of a few.
It was settled. He had always known it would be, in just that way.
XXI
George took his physical examination at Governor's Island with the earliest
of the candidates for the First Officers' Training Camp. As soon as he had
returned to his office he wrote to Bailly:
decision blurred by the rattling of a drum. Yet it was patent to him if he
should go at all it would be with his partners, among the first. The thought
of such a triple desertion appalled him. Mundy was incomparable for
system and routine, but if he had possessed the rare selective foresight
demanded for the steering of a big business he would long since have been
at the helm of his own house. It would be far better, if George had to go, to
sell the stock and the mass of soaring securities the firm had acquired; in
short, to close out before competitors could squeeze the abandoned ship
from the channel.
Why dwell on so wasteful an alternative? Why not turn sanely from so
sentimental a choice? It was clear enough to him that it would not long
survive the war, all this singing and shouting, this driving forth by older
people on the winds of a safe enthusiasm of countless young men to
grotesque places of death.
He paced his room. That was just it. It was the present he had to consider,
and the present thoughts of people who hadn't yet returned to their
inevitable practicality, forgetfulness, and ingratitude; most of all to the
present thoughts of Sylvia. To him she had made those thoughts sufficiently
plain. Among non-combatant enthusiasts she would be the most exigent.
Why swing from choice to choice any longer? To be as he had fancied she
would wish, he had struggled, denied, kept himself clean, sought minutely
for the proper veneer; and so far he had kept his record straight. With her it
was his one weapon. He couldn't throw that away.
He stopped his pacing. He sat before his desk, his head in his hands,
listening to the cacophanous beating of drums by the majority for the
anxious marching of a few.
It was settled. He had always known it would be, in just that way.
XXI
George took his physical examination at Governor's Island with the earliest
of the candidates for the First Officers' Training Camp. As soon as he had
returned to his office he wrote to Bailly:
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"I'm going to your cheerful war, after all. I'll drop in the end of the week."
He summoned Lambert and Goodhue. Until then he had told them nothing
definite.
"Of course," he said, "we'll have a few months, but before we leave
America everything will have to be settled. We'll have to know just where
we stand."
Into the midst of their sombre discussion slipped the tinkling of the
telephone. George answered. He glanced at the others.
"It's Blodgett. Wants me right away. Something important."
He hurried down, wondering what was up. Blodgett's voice had vibrated
with an unaccustomed passion that had left with George an impression of
whole-hearted revolt; and when he got in the massive, over-decorated office
his curiosity grew, for Blodgett looked as if he had dressed against time and
without valet or mirror. The straggly pale hair about the ears was rumpled.
His necktie was awry. The pudgy hands shook a trifle. George's heart
quickened. Blodgett had had bad news. What was the worst news Blodgett
could have?
"I know," Blodgett began, "that you and your partners have passed and are
going to Plattsburgh to become officers."
All at once George caught the meaning of Blodgett's disarray, and his hope
was replaced by a mirth he had difficulty hiding.
"You don't mean you've been over to Governor's Island——"
Blodgett stood up.
"Yes," he confessed, solemnly. "Just got back from my physical
examination. Would you believe it, George, the darned fools wouldn't have
me, because I'm too fat? Called it obese, as if it was some kind of a disease,
instead of just my natural inclination to fleshiness."
One of his pudgy hands struck his chest.
He summoned Lambert and Goodhue. Until then he had told them nothing
definite.
"Of course," he said, "we'll have a few months, but before we leave
America everything will have to be settled. We'll have to know just where
we stand."
Into the midst of their sombre discussion slipped the tinkling of the
telephone. George answered. He glanced at the others.
"It's Blodgett. Wants me right away. Something important."
He hurried down, wondering what was up. Blodgett's voice had vibrated
with an unaccustomed passion that had left with George an impression of
whole-hearted revolt; and when he got in the massive, over-decorated office
his curiosity grew, for Blodgett looked as if he had dressed against time and
without valet or mirror. The straggly pale hair about the ears was rumpled.
His necktie was awry. The pudgy hands shook a trifle. George's heart
quickened. Blodgett had had bad news. What was the worst news Blodgett
could have?
"I know," Blodgett began, "that you and your partners have passed and are
going to Plattsburgh to become officers."
All at once George caught the meaning of Blodgett's disarray, and his hope
was replaced by a mirth he had difficulty hiding.
"You don't mean you've been over to Governor's Island——"
Blodgett stood up.
"Yes," he confessed, solemnly. "Just got back from my physical
examination. Would you believe it, George, the darned fools wouldn't have
me, because I'm too fat? Called it obese, as if it was some kind of a disease,
instead of just my natural inclination to fleshiness."
One of his pudgy hands struck his chest.
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"Never stopped to see that my heart's all right, and that's what we want,
people whose hearts are all right."
Momentarily the enmity aroused by circumstances fled from George. The
man was genuine, suffering from a devastating disappointment; but surely
he hadn't called him downstairs only to witness this outbreak.
Blodgett lowered himself to his chair. He wiped his face with one of his gay
handkerchiefs. He spoke reasonably.
"My place is at home. All right. I'll make it easier then for the thin people
that can go. I'm going to look after you boys. Mundy's not big enough. I've
got a man in view I can keep tabs on, and Blodgett'll always be sitting down
here seeing you don't get stung."
He sighed profoundly.
"Guess that'll have to be my share."
George would rather have had the man curse him. It struck directly at his
pride to submit to this unmasking of his jealous opinion. He strangled his
quick impulse to reach forward, to grasp Blodgett's hand, to beg his pardon.
Instead he tried to find ways of avoiding the generous gift.
"We can't settle anything yet. A dozen circumstances may arise. The war
may end——"
"When you go, George," Blodgett said, wistfully.
And George knew that in the end he couldn't refuse without disclosing
everything; that his partners wouldn't let him. It added strangely enough to
his discomfort that he should leave the disappointed man with a confident
feeling that he need make no move to see Sylvia before going to
Plattsburgh. In any case, the camp ought to be over before the fifteenth of
August.
His partners were pleased enough by his recital, and determined to accept
Blodgett's offer.
"He's the most generous soul that ever lived," Goodhue said, warmly.
people whose hearts are all right."
Momentarily the enmity aroused by circumstances fled from George. The
man was genuine, suffering from a devastating disappointment; but surely
he hadn't called him downstairs only to witness this outbreak.
Blodgett lowered himself to his chair. He wiped his face with one of his gay
handkerchiefs. He spoke reasonably.
"My place is at home. All right. I'll make it easier then for the thin people
that can go. I'm going to look after you boys. Mundy's not big enough. I've
got a man in view I can keep tabs on, and Blodgett'll always be sitting down
here seeing you don't get stung."
He sighed profoundly.
"Guess that'll have to be my share."
George would rather have had the man curse him. It struck directly at his
pride to submit to this unmasking of his jealous opinion. He strangled his
quick impulse to reach forward, to grasp Blodgett's hand, to beg his pardon.
Instead he tried to find ways of avoiding the generous gift.
"We can't settle anything yet. A dozen circumstances may arise. The war
may end——"
"When you go, George," Blodgett said, wistfully.
And George knew that in the end he couldn't refuse without disclosing
everything; that his partners wouldn't let him. It added strangely enough to
his discomfort that he should leave the disappointed man with a confident
feeling that he need make no move to see Sylvia before going to
Plattsburgh. In any case, the camp ought to be over before the fifteenth of
August.
His partners were pleased enough by his recital, and determined to accept
Blodgett's offer.
"He's the most generous soul that ever lived," Goodhue said, warmly.
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Lambert agreed, but George thought he detected a troubled light in his eyes.
Blodgett's generosity continued to worry George, to accuse him. After all,
Blodgett had accomplished a great deal more than he. With only one of the
necessities he had made friends, had become engaged to Sylvia Planter. No.
There was something besides that. He had had an unaffected personality to
offer, and—he had said it himself—a heart that was all right.
George asked himself now if Blodgett had helped him in the first place, not
because he had been Mr. Alston and Dicky Goodhue's friend, but simply
because he had liked him. He was inclined to believe it. He had reached the
point where he admitted that many people had been friendly and useful to
him because he had what Blodgett lacked, an exceptional appearance, a
rugged power behind acquired graces. Squibs, he realized, had put his
finger on that long ago. He was glad he was going down. The tutor would
give him his usual disciplinary tonic.
But it was a changed Squibs that met George; a nearly silent Squibs, who
spoke only to praise; a slightly apprehensive Squibs. George tried to
reassure Mrs. Bailly.
"Three months at Plattsburgh, then nobody knows how much longer to
whip our division into shape. The war will probably be over before we get
across."
But she didn't believe it, nor did her husband.
"You'll be in it, George, before the war's over. Do you know, you're nearer
paying me back than you've ever been."
George was uncomfortable before such adulation.
"Please don't think," he protested, "that I'm going over for any tricky ideals
or to save a lot of advanced thinkers from their utter folly."
"Then what are you going for?" Bailly asked.
George was surprised that he lacked an answer.
"Oh, because one has to go," he evaded.
Blodgett's generosity continued to worry George, to accuse him. After all,
Blodgett had accomplished a great deal more than he. With only one of the
necessities he had made friends, had become engaged to Sylvia Planter. No.
There was something besides that. He had had an unaffected personality to
offer, and—he had said it himself—a heart that was all right.
George asked himself now if Blodgett had helped him in the first place, not
because he had been Mr. Alston and Dicky Goodhue's friend, but simply
because he had liked him. He was inclined to believe it. He had reached the
point where he admitted that many people had been friendly and useful to
him because he had what Blodgett lacked, an exceptional appearance, a
rugged power behind acquired graces. Squibs, he realized, had put his
finger on that long ago. He was glad he was going down. The tutor would
give him his usual disciplinary tonic.
But it was a changed Squibs that met George; a nearly silent Squibs, who
spoke only to praise; a slightly apprehensive Squibs. George tried to
reassure Mrs. Bailly.
"Three months at Plattsburgh, then nobody knows how much longer to
whip our division into shape. The war will probably be over before we get
across."
But she didn't believe it, nor did her husband.
"You'll be in it, George, before the war's over. Do you know, you're nearer
paying me back than you've ever been."
George was uncomfortable before such adulation.
"Please don't think," he protested, "that I'm going over for any tricky ideals
or to save a lot of advanced thinkers from their utter folly."
"Then what are you going for?" Bailly asked.
George was surprised that he lacked an answer.
"Oh, because one has to go," he evaded.
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Bailly's smile was contented.
"What better reason could any man want?"
They had an air of showing him about Princeton as if he must absorb its
beauties for the last time. Their visit to the Alstons was shrouded with all
the sullen accompaniments of a permanent farewell. George was inclined to
smile. He hadn't got as far as weighing his chances of being hit; the present
was too crowded, stretched too far; included Betty, for instance, and
Lambert whom he was surprised to find in the Tudor house, prepared to
remain evidently until he should leave for Plattsburgh. The Alstons
misgivings centred rather obviously on Lambert. George, when he took
Betty's hand to say good-bye that evening, felt with a desolate regret that
for the first time in all their acquaintance her fingers failed to reach his
mind.
"What better reason could any man want?"
They had an air of showing him about Princeton as if he must absorb its
beauties for the last time. Their visit to the Alstons was shrouded with all
the sullen accompaniments of a permanent farewell. George was inclined to
smile. He hadn't got as far as weighing his chances of being hit; the present
was too crowded, stretched too far; included Betty, for instance, and
Lambert whom he was surprised to find in the Tudor house, prepared to
remain evidently until he should leave for Plattsburgh. The Alstons
misgivings centred rather obviously on Lambert. George, when he took
Betty's hand to say good-bye that evening, felt with a desolate regret that
for the first time in all their acquaintance her fingers failed to reach his
mind.
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PART IV
THE FOREST
I
"Profession?"
"Member of the firm of Morton, Planter, and Goodhue."
Slightly startled, a fairly youthful product of West Point twisted on the
uncomfortable orderly room chair, and glanced from the name on George's
card to the tall, well-built figure in a private's uniform facing him. George
knew he looked like a soldier, because some confiding idiot had blankly
told him so coming up on the train; but he hadn't the first knowledge to
support appearances, didn't even know how to stand at attention, was
making an effort at it now since it was clearly expected of him, because he
had sense enough to guess that the pompous, slightly ungrammatical young
man would insist during the next three months on many such tributes.
"I see. You're the Morton."
George was pleased the young man was impressed. He experienced again
the feelings with which he had gone to Princeton. He was being weighed,
not as skilfully as Bailly had done it, but in much the same fashion. He had
a quick thought that it was going to be nice to be at school again.
"Any special qualifications of leadership?"
The question took George by surprise. He hesitated. A reserve officer,
sitting by to help, asked:
"Weren't you captain of the Princeton football team a few years ago?"
THE FOREST
I
"Profession?"
"Member of the firm of Morton, Planter, and Goodhue."
Slightly startled, a fairly youthful product of West Point twisted on the
uncomfortable orderly room chair, and glanced from the name on George's
card to the tall, well-built figure in a private's uniform facing him. George
knew he looked like a soldier, because some confiding idiot had blankly
told him so coming up on the train; but he hadn't the first knowledge to
support appearances, didn't even know how to stand at attention, was
making an effort at it now since it was clearly expected of him, because he
had sense enough to guess that the pompous, slightly ungrammatical young
man would insist during the next three months on many such tributes.
"I see. You're the Morton."
George was pleased the young man was impressed. He experienced again
the feelings with which he had gone to Princeton. He was being weighed,
not as skilfully as Bailly had done it, but in much the same fashion. He had
a quick thought that it was going to be nice to be at school again.
"Any special qualifications of leadership?"
The question took George by surprise. He hesitated. A reserve officer,
sitting by to help, asked:
"Weren't you captain of the Princeton football team a few years ago?"
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"Yes, but we were beaten."
"You must learn to say, 'sir,' Mr. Morton, when you address an officer."
George flushed. That was etching his past rather too sharply. Then he
smiled, and amused at the silly business, mimicked Simpson's servility.
"Very well, sir. I'll remember, sir."
The West Point man was pleased, he was even more impressed, because he
knew football. He made marks on the card. When George essayed a salute
and stepped aside for the next candidate he knew he wasn't submerged in
this mass of splendid individualities which were veiled by the similarity of
their uniforms.
Lambert, Goodhue, and he were scattered among different companies. That
was as well, he reflected, since his partners already wore officers' hat cords.
The spare moments they had, nevertheless, they spent together, mulling
over Blodgett's frequent reports which they never found time thoroughly to
digest. Even George didn't worry about that, for his confidence in Blodgett
was complete at last.
He hadn't time to worry about much, for that matter, beyond the demands of
each day, for Plattsburgh was like Princeton only in that it aroused all his
will power to find the right path and to stick to it. At times he wished for the
nearly smooth brain with which he had entered college. He had acquired too
many wrinkles of logic, of organization, of efficiency, of common-sense, to
survive these months without frequent mad desires to talk out in meeting,
without too much humorous appreciation of some of the arbiters of his
destiny. Regular army officers gave him the impression of having been
forced through a long, perpetually contracting corridor until they had come
out at the end as narrow as one of the sheets of paper work they loved so
well. But he got along with them. That was his business. He was pointed
out enviously as one of the football captains. It was a football captains'
camp. All such giants were slated for company or battery commander's
commissions at least.
If he got it, George wondered if he would hate a captain's uniform as much
as the private's one he wore.
"You must learn to say, 'sir,' Mr. Morton, when you address an officer."
George flushed. That was etching his past rather too sharply. Then he
smiled, and amused at the silly business, mimicked Simpson's servility.
"Very well, sir. I'll remember, sir."
The West Point man was pleased, he was even more impressed, because he
knew football. He made marks on the card. When George essayed a salute
and stepped aside for the next candidate he knew he wasn't submerged in
this mass of splendid individualities which were veiled by the similarity of
their uniforms.
Lambert, Goodhue, and he were scattered among different companies. That
was as well, he reflected, since his partners already wore officers' hat cords.
The spare moments they had, nevertheless, they spent together, mulling
over Blodgett's frequent reports which they never found time thoroughly to
digest. Even George didn't worry about that, for his confidence in Blodgett
was complete at last.
He hadn't time to worry about much, for that matter, beyond the demands of
each day, for Plattsburgh was like Princeton only in that it aroused all his
will power to find the right path and to stick to it. At times he wished for the
nearly smooth brain with which he had entered college. He had acquired too
many wrinkles of logic, of organization, of efficiency, of common-sense, to
survive these months without frequent mad desires to talk out in meeting,
without too much humorous appreciation of some of the arbiters of his
destiny. Regular army officers gave him the impression of having been
forced through a long, perpetually contracting corridor until they had come
out at the end as narrow as one of the sheets of paper work they loved so
well. But he got along with them. That was his business. He was pointed
out enviously as one of the football captains. It was a football captains'
camp. All such giants were slated for company or battery commander's
commissions at least.
If he got it, George wondered if he would hate a captain's uniform as much
as the private's one he wore.
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With the warm weather the week-ends offered sometimes a relief. Men's
wives or mothers had taken little houses in the town or among the hills, and
the big hotel on the bluff opened its doors and welcomed other wives and
mothers, and many, many girls who would become both a little sooner than
they had fancied because of this.
Betty arrived among the first, chaperoned for the time by the Sinclairs.
George dined with them, asked Betty about Sylvia, and received evasive
responses. Sylvia was surely coming up later. Betty was absorbed, anyway,
in her own affairs, he reflected unhappily. He felt lost in this huge place
where nearly everyone seemed to be paired.
After dinner Lambert remained with Betty and Mrs. Sinclair, but George
and Mr. Sinclair wandered, smoking, through the grove above the lake.
George had had no idea that the news, for so long half expected, would
affect him as it did.
"I suppose," Sinclair muttered, "you've heard about poor Blodgett."
"What?" George asked, breathlessly. "We've little time for newspapers
here."
"I'm not sure," Sinclair answered, "that it's in the papers, but in town
everybody's talking about it. Sylvia's thrown him over."
II
George paused and considered the glowing end of his cigar. Instead of vast
relief he first of all experienced a quick sympathy for Blodgett. He wanted
to say something; it was expected of him, but he was occupied with the
effort to get rid of this absurd sympathy, to replace it by a profound and
unqualified satisfaction.
"Why? Do you know why?" was all he managed.
That was what he wanted, her private reason for this step which all at once
left the field quite open, and shifted their struggle back to its old, honest
basis. It was what he had told her would happen, must happen. Since she
had agreed at last why had she involved poor old Blodgett at all? Had that
wives or mothers had taken little houses in the town or among the hills, and
the big hotel on the bluff opened its doors and welcomed other wives and
mothers, and many, many girls who would become both a little sooner than
they had fancied because of this.
Betty arrived among the first, chaperoned for the time by the Sinclairs.
George dined with them, asked Betty about Sylvia, and received evasive
responses. Sylvia was surely coming up later. Betty was absorbed, anyway,
in her own affairs, he reflected unhappily. He felt lost in this huge place
where nearly everyone seemed to be paired.
After dinner Lambert remained with Betty and Mrs. Sinclair, but George
and Mr. Sinclair wandered, smoking, through the grove above the lake.
George had had no idea that the news, for so long half expected, would
affect him as it did.
"I suppose," Sinclair muttered, "you've heard about poor Blodgett."
"What?" George asked, breathlessly. "We've little time for newspapers
here."
"I'm not sure," Sinclair answered, "that it's in the papers, but in town
everybody's talking about it. Sylvia's thrown him over."
II
George paused and considered the glowing end of his cigar. Instead of vast
relief he first of all experienced a quick sympathy for Blodgett. He wanted
to say something; it was expected of him, but he was occupied with the
effort to get rid of this absurd sympathy, to replace it by a profound and
unqualified satisfaction.
"Why? Do you know why?" was all he managed.
That was what he wanted, her private reason for this step which all at once
left the field quite open, and shifted their struggle back to its old, honest
basis. It was what he had told her would happen, must happen. Since she
had agreed at last why had she involved poor old Blodgett at all? Had that
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merely been one of her defences which had become finally untenable? Had
George conceivably influenced her to its assumption, at last to its
abandonment?
He stared at the opaque white light which rose like a mist from the waters
of the lake. He seemed to see, as on a screen, an adolescent figure with
squared shoulders and flushed cheeks tearing recklessly along on a horse
that wasn't sufficiently untamed to please its rider. He replaced his cigar
between his lips. Naturally she would be the most exigent of enthusiasts.
Probably that was why Blodgett had been so pitifully anxious to crowd his
bulk into the army. She had to be untrammelled to cheer on the younger,
stronger bodies. That was why she had done it, because war had made her
see that George was right by bringing her to a stark realization of the value
of the younger, stronger bodies.
Sinclair had evidently reached much the same conclusion, for he was saying
something about a whim, no lasting reason——
"I've always cared for Sylvia, but it's hard to forgive her this."
"After all," George said, "Blodgett wasn't her kind. She'd have been
unhappy."
In the opaque light Sinclair stared at him.
"Not her kind! No. I suppose he's his own kind."
Temporarily George had driven forth his sympathy. Blodgett, after all,
hadn't been above some sharp tricks to win such liking and admiration.
Sinclair, of all people, suffering for him!
"I mean," George said, "he'd bought his way, hadn't he, after a fashion, to
her side?"
Sinclair continued to stare.
"I don't quite follow. If you mean Josiah's wanted to play with pleasant
people—yes, but the only buying he's ever done is with his amazing
generosity. He's pulled me for one out of a couple of tight holes after I'd
flown straight in the face of his advice. Nothing but a superb good nature
could be so forgiving, don't you think?"
George conceivably influenced her to its assumption, at last to its
abandonment?
He stared at the opaque white light which rose like a mist from the waters
of the lake. He seemed to see, as on a screen, an adolescent figure with
squared shoulders and flushed cheeks tearing recklessly along on a horse
that wasn't sufficiently untamed to please its rider. He replaced his cigar
between his lips. Naturally she would be the most exigent of enthusiasts.
Probably that was why Blodgett had been so pitifully anxious to crowd his
bulk into the army. She had to be untrammelled to cheer on the younger,
stronger bodies. That was why she had done it, because war had made her
see that George was right by bringing her to a stark realization of the value
of the younger, stronger bodies.
Sinclair had evidently reached much the same conclusion, for he was saying
something about a whim, no lasting reason——
"I've always cared for Sylvia, but it's hard to forgive her this."
"After all," George said, "Blodgett wasn't her kind. She'd have been
unhappy."
In the opaque light Sinclair stared at him.
"Not her kind! No. I suppose he's his own kind."
Temporarily George had driven forth his sympathy. Blodgett, after all,
hadn't been above some sharp tricks to win such liking and admiration.
Sinclair, of all people, suffering for him!
"I mean," George said, "he'd bought his way, hadn't he, after a fashion, to
her side?"
Sinclair continued to stare.
"I don't quite follow. If you mean Josiah's wanted to play with pleasant
people—yes, but the only buying he's ever done is with his amazing
generosity. He's pulled me for one out of a couple of tight holes after I'd
flown straight in the face of his advice. Nothing but a superb good nature
could be so forgiving, don't you think?"
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George walked on, keeping step with Sinclair, saying nothing more;
fighting the old instinct to reach forward, to grasp Blodgett's hand, to beg
his pardon; realizing regretfully, in a sense, that the last support of his
jealous contempt had been swept away. He was angry at the blow to his
self-conceit. It frightened him to have that attacked. He couldn't put up with
it. He would rid himself again of this persistent sympathy for a defeated
rival. Just the same, before accepting any more favours from Blodgett, he
desired to clasp the pudgy hand.
Betty didn't know any more than Sinclair, nor did she care to talk about the
break.
"I can't bear to think of all the happiness torn from that cheerful man."
George studied her face in the light from the windows as they paced up and
down the verandah. There was happiness there in spite of the perplexing
doubt with which she glanced from time to time at him. There was no
question. Betty's kindness had been taken away from him. He tried to be
glad for her, but he was sorry for himself, trying to fancy what his life
would have been if he had permitted his aim to be turned aside, if he had
yielded to the temptation of an unfailing kindness. It had never been in his
nature. Why go back over all that?
"One tie's broken," he said, "and another's made. We're no longer the good
friends we were, because you haven't told me."
Her white cheeks flooded with colour. She half closed her eyes.
"What, George?"
"That the moon is made of honey. I'm really grateful to Lambert for these
few minutes. Don't expect many more. I can't see you go without a little
jealousy, for there have been times when I've wanted you abominably,
Betty."
They had reached the end of the verandah and paused there in a light that
barely disclosed her wondering smile; her wistful, reminiscent expression.
"It's funny," she said with a little catch in her voice, "to look back on two
children. I suppose I felt about the great George Morton as most girls did."
fighting the old instinct to reach forward, to grasp Blodgett's hand, to beg
his pardon; realizing regretfully, in a sense, that the last support of his
jealous contempt had been swept away. He was angry at the blow to his
self-conceit. It frightened him to have that attacked. He couldn't put up with
it. He would rid himself again of this persistent sympathy for a defeated
rival. Just the same, before accepting any more favours from Blodgett, he
desired to clasp the pudgy hand.
Betty didn't know any more than Sinclair, nor did she care to talk about the
break.
"I can't bear to think of all the happiness torn from that cheerful man."
George studied her face in the light from the windows as they paced up and
down the verandah. There was happiness there in spite of the perplexing
doubt with which she glanced from time to time at him. There was no
question. Betty's kindness had been taken away from him. He tried to be
glad for her, but he was sorry for himself, trying to fancy what his life
would have been if he had permitted his aim to be turned aside, if he had
yielded to the temptation of an unfailing kindness. It had never been in his
nature. Why go back over all that?
"One tie's broken," he said, "and another's made. We're no longer the good
friends we were, because you haven't told me."
Her white cheeks flooded with colour. She half closed her eyes.
"What, George?"
"That the moon is made of honey. I'm really grateful to Lambert for these
few minutes. Don't expect many more. I can't see you go without a little
jealousy, for there have been times when I've wanted you abominably,
Betty."
They had reached the end of the verandah and paused there in a light that
barely disclosed her wondering smile; her wistful, reminiscent expression.
"It's funny," she said with a little catch in her voice, "to look back on two
children. I suppose I felt about the great George Morton as most girls did."
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"You flatter me," he said. "Just what do you mean?"
"It's rather tearful one can laugh about such things," she answered. "So long
ago! The great athlete's become a soldier!"
"The stable boy's become a slave," he laughed. "Oh, no. Most girls couldn't
feel much sentiment about that kind of greatness."
"Hush!" she whispered. "You know the night you told me all that I thought
it was a preliminary to your confessing how abominably you wanted me."
"Now, really, Betty——"
"Quite true, George."
"And you ran away."
"And you," she said with a little laugh, "didn't follow."
"Maybe I was afraid of the dragons in the castle. If I'd followed——?"
"We'd have made the dragons angels."
Beneath their jesting he was aware of pain in his heart, in her eyes; a
perception of lost chances, chances that never could have been captured.
One couldn't have everything. She had Lambert. He had nothing. But he
might have had Betty.
He stooped and pressed his lips to her forehead.
"That's as near as I shall ever come," he thought, sorrowfully, wondering,
against his will, if it were true.
"It's to wish you and Lambert happiness," he said aloud.
She raised her fingers to her forehead and let them linger there thoughtfully.
She sighed, straightened, spoke.
"I'm no longer a sentimental girl, but the admiration has survived, grown,
George. Never forget that."
"And the kindness?" he asked.
"It's rather tearful one can laugh about such things," she answered. "So long
ago! The great athlete's become a soldier!"
"The stable boy's become a slave," he laughed. "Oh, no. Most girls couldn't
feel much sentiment about that kind of greatness."
"Hush!" she whispered. "You know the night you told me all that I thought
it was a preliminary to your confessing how abominably you wanted me."
"Now, really, Betty——"
"Quite true, George."
"And you ran away."
"And you," she said with a little laugh, "didn't follow."
"Maybe I was afraid of the dragons in the castle. If I'd followed——?"
"We'd have made the dragons angels."
Beneath their jesting he was aware of pain in his heart, in her eyes; a
perception of lost chances, chances that never could have been captured.
One couldn't have everything. She had Lambert. He had nothing. But he
might have had Betty.
He stooped and pressed his lips to her forehead.
"That's as near as I shall ever come," he thought, sorrowfully, wondering,
against his will, if it were true.
"It's to wish you and Lambert happiness," he said aloud.
She raised her fingers to her forehead and let them linger there thoughtfully.
She sighed, straightened, spoke.
"I'm no longer a sentimental girl, but the admiration has survived, grown,
George. Never forget that."
"And the kindness?" he asked.
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"Of course," she said. "Why should that ever go?"
But he shook his head.
"All the kindness must be for Lambert. You wouldn't give by halves. When,
Betty?"
"Let us walk back. I've left him an extraordinarily long time."
"When?" he repeated.
"I don't know," she answered. "After the war, if he comes home. Of course,
he wants it before. Lambert hurries one so."
"It's the war," he said, gravely, "that hurries one."
III
"I've wormed it out of Betty," he said to Lambert on the way back to
barracks.
He added congratulations, heartfelt, accompanied by a firm clasp of the
hand; but Lambert seemed scarcely to hear, couldn't wait for George to
finish before breaking in.
"You and Betty have always been like brother and sister. She says so. I've
seen it myself."
George was a trifle uncomfortable.
"What of it?"
"If you get a chance point out to her in your brotherly way that the sooner
she marries me the more time we'll have together outside of heaven. I can't
very well go at her on that tack. Sounds slushy, but you know there's a good
chance of my not coming home, and she insists on waiting."
With all his soul George shrank from such a task. He glanced at the other's
long, athletic limbs.
"There are worse fates than widowhood for war brides," he said, brutally.
But he shook his head.
"All the kindness must be for Lambert. You wouldn't give by halves. When,
Betty?"
"Let us walk back. I've left him an extraordinarily long time."
"When?" he repeated.
"I don't know," she answered. "After the war, if he comes home. Of course,
he wants it before. Lambert hurries one so."
"It's the war," he said, gravely, "that hurries one."
III
"I've wormed it out of Betty," he said to Lambert on the way back to
barracks.
He added congratulations, heartfelt, accompanied by a firm clasp of the
hand; but Lambert seemed scarcely to hear, couldn't wait for George to
finish before breaking in.
"You and Betty have always been like brother and sister. She says so. I've
seen it myself."
George was a trifle uncomfortable.
"What of it?"
"If you get a chance point out to her in your brotherly way that the sooner
she marries me the more time we'll have together outside of heaven. I can't
very well go at her on that tack. Sounds slushy, but you know there's a good
chance of my not coming home, and she insists on waiting."
With all his soul George shrank from such a task. He glanced at the other's
long, athletic limbs.
"There are worse fates than widowhood for war brides," he said, brutally.
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Lambert made a wry face.
"All the more reason for grabbing what happiness I can."
"Pure selfishness!" George charged him.
"You talk like a fond parent," Lambert answered. "I believe Betty is the
only one who doesn't think in those terms. She has other reasons; ridiculous
ones. When she tells them to you you'll come on my side."
"Perhaps," George said, vaguely.
Betty's obstinacy wasn't Lambert's only worry. Several times he opened his
mouth as if to speak, and apparently thought better of it. George could
guess the sense of those unexpressed phrases, and could understand why
Lambert should find it difficult to voice them to him. It wasn't until they
were in the sand of the company street, indeed, that Lambert managed to
state his difficulty, in whispers, so that the sleeping barracks shouldn't be
made restless. George noticed that the other didn't mention Sylvia's name,
but it was there in every word, with a sort of apology for her, and a relief
that she wasn't after all going to marry one so much older and less graceful
than herself.
"I wish you'd suggest a way for me to pull out. I've thought it over. I can't
think of any pretty one, but I don't want to be under obligations any longer
to a man who has been treated so shabbily."
It amused George to find himself in the position of a Sinclair, fighting with
Lambert to spare Blodgett's feelings. For Blodgett, Lambert's proposed
action would be the final humiliation.
A day or two later, in fact, Lambert showed George a note he had had from
Blodgett.
"Never let this come up again," a paragraph ran. "If it made any
difference between me and the rest of the family I'd feel I'd got more
than I deserve. I know I'm not good enough for her. Let it go at that
——"
"All the more reason for grabbing what happiness I can."
"Pure selfishness!" George charged him.
"You talk like a fond parent," Lambert answered. "I believe Betty is the
only one who doesn't think in those terms. She has other reasons; ridiculous
ones. When she tells them to you you'll come on my side."
"Perhaps," George said, vaguely.
Betty's obstinacy wasn't Lambert's only worry. Several times he opened his
mouth as if to speak, and apparently thought better of it. George could
guess the sense of those unexpressed phrases, and could understand why
Lambert should find it difficult to voice them to him. It wasn't until they
were in the sand of the company street, indeed, that Lambert managed to
state his difficulty, in whispers, so that the sleeping barracks shouldn't be
made restless. George noticed that the other didn't mention Sylvia's name,
but it was there in every word, with a sort of apology for her, and a relief
that she wasn't after all going to marry one so much older and less graceful
than herself.
"I wish you'd suggest a way for me to pull out. I've thought it over. I can't
think of any pretty one, but I don't want to be under obligations any longer
to a man who has been treated so shabbily."
It amused George to find himself in the position of a Sinclair, fighting with
Lambert to spare Blodgett's feelings. For Blodgett, Lambert's proposed
action would be the final humiliation.
A day or two later, in fact, Lambert showed George a note he had had from
Blodgett.
"Never let this come up again," a paragraph ran. "If it made any
difference between me and the rest of the family I'd feel I'd got more
than I deserve. I know I'm not good enough for her. Let it go at that
——"
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"You're right," Lambert said. "He's entitled to be met just there. I've decided
it shall make no difference to the business."
George was relieved, but Lambert, it was clear, resented the situation,
blamed it on Sylvia, and couldn't wholly refrain from expressing his
disapproval.
"No necessity for it in the first place. Can't see why she picked him, why
she does a lot of things."
"Spoiled!" George offered with a happy grin.
"Prefer to say that myself," Lambert grunted, "although God knows I'm
beginning to think it's true enough."
IV
George doubted if he would see Sylvia at Plattsburgh at all, so frequently
was her visit postponed. Perhaps she preferred to cloister herself really now,
experiencing a sense of shame for the blow circumstances had made her
strike at one who had never quite earned it; yet when she came, just before
the end of camp, he detected no self-consciousness that he could trace to
Blodgett. Lambert and he arrived at the hotel late one Saturday afternoon
and saw her on the terrace with her mother and the Alstons. For weeks
George had forecasted this moment, their first meeting since she had bought
back her freedom at the expense of Blodgett's heart; and it disappointed
him, startled him; for she was—he had never fancied that would hurt—too
friendly. For the first time in their acquaintance she offered her hand
willingly and smiled at him; but she had an air of paying a debt. What debt?
He caught the words "Red Cross," "recreation."
"Rather faddish business, isn't it?" he asked, indifferently.
He was still intrigued by Sylvia's manner. A chorus attacked him. Sylvia
and Betty, it appeared, were extreme faddists. Only Mrs. Planter smiled at
him understandingly from her eminent superiority. As he glanced at his
coarse uniform he wanted to laugh, then his temper caught him. The debt
she desired to pay was undoubtedly the one owed by a people. He wanted to
grasp her and shout in her ear:
it shall make no difference to the business."
George was relieved, but Lambert, it was clear, resented the situation,
blamed it on Sylvia, and couldn't wholly refrain from expressing his
disapproval.
"No necessity for it in the first place. Can't see why she picked him, why
she does a lot of things."
"Spoiled!" George offered with a happy grin.
"Prefer to say that myself," Lambert grunted, "although God knows I'm
beginning to think it's true enough."
IV
George doubted if he would see Sylvia at Plattsburgh at all, so frequently
was her visit postponed. Perhaps she preferred to cloister herself really now,
experiencing a sense of shame for the blow circumstances had made her
strike at one who had never quite earned it; yet when she came, just before
the end of camp, he detected no self-consciousness that he could trace to
Blodgett. Lambert and he arrived at the hotel late one Saturday afternoon
and saw her on the terrace with her mother and the Alstons. For weeks
George had forecasted this moment, their first meeting since she had bought
back her freedom at the expense of Blodgett's heart; and it disappointed
him, startled him; for she was—he had never fancied that would hurt—too
friendly. For the first time in their acquaintance she offered her hand
willingly and smiled at him; but she had an air of paying a debt. What debt?
He caught the words "Red Cross," "recreation."
"Rather faddish business, isn't it?" he asked, indifferently.
He was still intrigued by Sylvia's manner. A chorus attacked him. Sylvia
and Betty, it appeared, were extreme faddists. Only Mrs. Planter smiled at
him understandingly from her eminent superiority. As he glanced at his
coarse uniform he wanted to laugh, then his temper caught him. The debt
she desired to pay was undoubtedly the one owed by a people. He wanted to
grasp her and shout in her ear:
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"You patriotic idiot! I won't let you insult me that way."
"We have to do what we can," she was saying vehemently. "I wish I were a
man. How I wish I were a man!"
If she were a man, he was thinking, he'd pound some sensible judgments
into her excited brain. Or was all this simply a nervous reaction from her
mental struggles of the past months, from her final escape—a necessary
play-acting?
He couldn't manage a word with her alone before dinner. The party
wandered through grass-floored forest paths whose shy peace fled from the
approach of uniforms and the heavy tramp of army boots. He resented her
flood of public questions about his work, his prospects, his mental attitude
toward the whole business. Her voice was too kind, her manner too sweet,
with just the proper touch of sadness. She wasn't going to spare him
anything of the soldier's due. Since he was being fattened, presumably for
the butcher, she would turn his thoughts from the knife——
He longed for the riding crop in her fingers; he would have preferred its
blows.
If he got her alone he would put a stop to such intolerable abuse, but the
chance escaped him until long after dinner, when the moon swung high
above the lake, when the men in uniform and their women were paired in
the ballroom, or on the terrace and balconies. He asked her to dance at last
and she made no difficulty, giving him that unreal and provoking smile.
"You dance well," she said when the music stopped.
They were near a door. He suggested that they go outside.
"While I tell you that if you offer me any more of that gruel I'll publicly
accuse you of treason."
She looked at him puzzled, hesitating.
"What do you mean?"
"When it comes to being killed," he answered, "I prefer the Huns to empty
kindness. It's rather more useful for the country, too. Please come out."
"We have to do what we can," she was saying vehemently. "I wish I were a
man. How I wish I were a man!"
If she were a man, he was thinking, he'd pound some sensible judgments
into her excited brain. Or was all this simply a nervous reaction from her
mental struggles of the past months, from her final escape—a necessary
play-acting?
He couldn't manage a word with her alone before dinner. The party
wandered through grass-floored forest paths whose shy peace fled from the
approach of uniforms and the heavy tramp of army boots. He resented her
flood of public questions about his work, his prospects, his mental attitude
toward the whole business. Her voice was too kind, her manner too sweet,
with just the proper touch of sadness. She wasn't going to spare him
anything of the soldier's due. Since he was being fattened, presumably for
the butcher, she would turn his thoughts from the knife——
He longed for the riding crop in her fingers; he would have preferred its
blows.
If he got her alone he would put a stop to such intolerable abuse, but the
chance escaped him until long after dinner, when the moon swung high
above the lake, when the men in uniform and their women were paired in
the ballroom, or on the terrace and balconies. He asked her to dance at last
and she made no difficulty, giving him that unreal and provoking smile.
"You dance well," she said when the music stopped.
They were near a door. He suggested that they go outside.
"While I tell you that if you offer me any more of that gruel I'll publicly
accuse you of treason."
She looked at him puzzled, hesitating.
"What do you mean?"
"When it comes to being killed," he answered, "I prefer the Huns to empty
kindness. It's rather more useful for the country, too. Please come out."
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She shook her head. Her eyes were a little uncertain.
"Yes, you will," he said. "You've let yourself in for it. I'm the victim of one
of your war charities. Let me tell you that sort of thing leads from the dance
floor to less public places. After all, the balcony isn't very secluded. If you
called for help it would come promiscuously, immediately."
She laughed. She tried to edge toward her mother. He stopped her.
"Be consistent. Don't refuse a dying man," he sneered.
"Dying man!" she echoed.
"You've impressed me with it all evening. For the first time in your life
you've tried to treat me like a human being, and you've succeeded in
making me feel a perfect fool. Where's the pamphlet you've been reciting
from? I'll guarantee it says the next move is to go to the balcony and be
very nice and a little sentimental to the poor devil."
Her head went up. She walked out at his side. He arranged chairs close
together at the railing where they seemed to sit suspended in limitless
emptiness above the lake and the mountains flattened by the moonlight.
Later, under very different circumstances, he was to recall that idea of
helpless suspension. She caught it, too, evidently, and gave it a different
interpretation. It was as if, engrossed by her own problems, she had for the
moment forgotten him.
"This place is so high! It gives you a feeling of freedom."
He knew very well what was in her mind.
"I'm glad you can feel free. I'm glad with all my heart you are free again."
Caught by her sensations she didn't answer at once. He studied her during
that brief period when she was, in a fashion, helpless before his eager eyes.
Abruptly she faced him, as if the sense of his words had been delayed in
reaching her, or, as if, perhaps, his frank regard had drawn her around, a
little startled.
"I shall not quarrel with you to-night," she said.
"Yes, you will," he said. "You've let yourself in for it. I'm the victim of one
of your war charities. Let me tell you that sort of thing leads from the dance
floor to less public places. After all, the balcony isn't very secluded. If you
called for help it would come promiscuously, immediately."
She laughed. She tried to edge toward her mother. He stopped her.
"Be consistent. Don't refuse a dying man," he sneered.
"Dying man!" she echoed.
"You've impressed me with it all evening. For the first time in your life
you've tried to treat me like a human being, and you've succeeded in
making me feel a perfect fool. Where's the pamphlet you've been reciting
from? I'll guarantee it says the next move is to go to the balcony and be
very nice and a little sentimental to the poor devil."
Her head went up. She walked out at his side. He arranged chairs close
together at the railing where they seemed to sit suspended in limitless
emptiness above the lake and the mountains flattened by the moonlight.
Later, under very different circumstances, he was to recall that idea of
helpless suspension. She caught it, too, evidently, and gave it a different
interpretation. It was as if, engrossed by her own problems, she had for the
moment forgotten him.
"This place is so high! It gives you a feeling of freedom."
He knew very well what was in her mind.
"I'm glad you can feel free. I'm glad with all my heart you are free again."
Caught by her sensations she didn't answer at once. He studied her during
that brief period when she was, in a fashion, helpless before his eager eyes.
Abruptly she faced him, as if the sense of his words had been delayed in
reaching her, or, as if, perhaps, his frank regard had drawn her around, a
little startled.
"I shall not quarrel with you to-night," she said.
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"Good! Then you must let me tell you that while I'm sorry as I can be for
poor old Blodgett, I'm inexpressibly glad for you and for this particular
object of your charity."
"It does not concern you," she said.
"Enormously. I wonder if you would answer one or two questions quite
truthfully."
She stirred uneasily, seemed about to rise, then evidently thought better of
it. The orchestra resumed its labours. Many figures near by gravitated
toward the ballroom, leaving them, indeed, in something very near
seclusion. And she stayed to hear his questions, but she begged him not to
ask them.
"You and Lambert are friends. What you are both doing makes me want to
think of that, makes me want to make concessions, but don't misunderstand,
don't force me to quarrel with you until after this is over."
He paid no attention to her.
"I suppose the war made you realize I was right about Blodgett?"
"You cannot talk about that."
"Has the war shown you I was right about myself?" he went on.
"Are you going to make my good resolutions impossible?" she asked.
Over his shoulder George saw the men in khaki guiding pretty girls about
the dance floor. The place was full of a heady concentration of pleasure that
had a beautiful as well as a pitiful side. About him the atmosphere was
frankly amorous, compounded of multiple desires of heart and mind which
strained for fulfilment before it should be too late. For him Sylvia was a
part of it—the greater part. It entered his senses as the delightful and faint
perfume which reached him from her. It became ponderable in her dark
hair; in her lips half parted; in her graceful pose as she bent toward him
attentively; in her sudden movement of withdrawal, as if she had suddenly
realized he would never give her her way.
poor old Blodgett, I'm inexpressibly glad for you and for this particular
object of your charity."
"It does not concern you," she said.
"Enormously. I wonder if you would answer one or two questions quite
truthfully."
She stirred uneasily, seemed about to rise, then evidently thought better of
it. The orchestra resumed its labours. Many figures near by gravitated
toward the ballroom, leaving them, indeed, in something very near
seclusion. And she stayed to hear his questions, but she begged him not to
ask them.
"You and Lambert are friends. What you are both doing makes me want to
think of that, makes me want to make concessions, but don't misunderstand,
don't force me to quarrel with you until after this is over."
He paid no attention to her.
"I suppose the war made you realize I was right about Blodgett?"
"You cannot talk about that."
"Has the war shown you I was right about myself?" he went on.
"Are you going to make my good resolutions impossible?" she asked.
Over his shoulder George saw the men in khaki guiding pretty girls about
the dance floor. The place was full of a heady concentration of pleasure that
had a beautiful as well as a pitiful side. About him the atmosphere was
frankly amorous, compounded of multiple desires of heart and mind which
strained for fulfilment before it should be too late. For him Sylvia was a
part of it—the greater part. It entered his senses as the delightful and faint
perfume which reached him from her. It became ponderable in her dark
hair; in her lips half parted; in her graceful pose as she bent toward him
attentively; in her sudden movement of withdrawal, as if she had suddenly
realized he would never give her her way.
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"Isn't it time," he asked, "that you forgot some of your childish pride and
bad temper? Sylvia! When are you going to marry me?"
Her laughter wasn't even, but she arose unhurriedly. She paused, indeed,
and sank back on the arm of the chair.
"So even now," she said, "it's to be quarrels or nothing."
"Or everything," he corrected her. "I shall make you realize it somehow,
some day. What's the use putting it off? Let's forget the ugly part of the past.
Marry me before I go to France."
He was asking her what he had accused Lambert of unjustifiably wanting
Betty to do. All at once he understood Lambert's haste. He stretched out his
hand to Sylvia. He meant it—with all his heart he meant it, but she
answered him scornfully:
"Is that your way of saying you love me?"
The bitterness of many years revived in his mind, focusing on that question.
If he should answer it impulsively she would be in a position to hurt him
more than she had ever done. George Morton didn't dare take chances with
his impulses, and the bitterness was in his voice when he answered:
"You've never let me fancy myself at your feet in a sentimental fit."
But it was difficult for him not to assume such an attitude: not to take her
hand, both of her hands; not to draw her close.
"If you'd only answer me——" he began.
She stood up.
"Just as when I first saw you!" she cried, angrily.
She controlled herself.
"You shan't force me to quarrel. Come in. Let us dance once."
In a sense he put himself at her feet then.
"I'm afraid to dance with you to-night," he whispered.
bad temper? Sylvia! When are you going to marry me?"
Her laughter wasn't even, but she arose unhurriedly. She paused, indeed,
and sank back on the arm of the chair.
"So even now," she said, "it's to be quarrels or nothing."
"Or everything," he corrected her. "I shall make you realize it somehow,
some day. What's the use putting it off? Let's forget the ugly part of the past.
Marry me before I go to France."
He was asking her what he had accused Lambert of unjustifiably wanting
Betty to do. All at once he understood Lambert's haste. He stretched out his
hand to Sylvia. He meant it—with all his heart he meant it, but she
answered him scornfully:
"Is that your way of saying you love me?"
The bitterness of many years revived in his mind, focusing on that question.
If he should answer it impulsively she would be in a position to hurt him
more than she had ever done. George Morton didn't dare take chances with
his impulses, and the bitterness was in his voice when he answered:
"You've never let me fancy myself at your feet in a sentimental fit."
But it was difficult for him not to assume such an attitude: not to take her
hand, both of her hands; not to draw her close.
"If you'd only answer me——" he began.
She stood up.
"Just as when I first saw you!" she cried, angrily.
She controlled herself.
"You shan't force me to quarrel. Come in. Let us dance once."
In a sense he put himself at her feet then.
"I'm afraid to dance with you to-night," he whispered.
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She looked at him, her eyes full of curiosity. Her eyes wavered. She turned
and started across the gallery. In a panic he sprang after her.
"All right. Let us dance," he said.
He led her to the floor and took her in his arms, but he had an impression of
guiding an automaton about the room. Almost at once she asked him to stop
by the door leading to the gallery. He looked at her questioningly. Her
distaste for the civilian Morton was undisguised at last from the soldier
Morton. But there was more than that to be read in her colourful face—self-
distaste, perhaps; and a sort of fright, comparable with the panic George had
just now experienced on the verandah. Her voice was tired.
"I've done my best. I can't keep it up."
"No more war kindness!" he said. "Good!"
He watched her, her draperies arranging themselves in perplexingly
graceful folds, as she hurried with an air of flight away from him along the
gallery.
V
The evening the commissions were awarded George appreciated the
ingratitudes and cruelties of service rather more keenly than he had done
even as a youngster at Oakmont.
"It's like tap day at New Haven," Lambert said, nervously.
He had paused for a moment to compare notes with George. He hurried
now to his own organization for fear something might have happened
during his absence. The suspense increased, reaching even George, who all
along had been confident of success.
In the dusk the entire company crowded the narrow space between the
barracks—scores of men who had been urged by passionate politicians to
abandon family, money, everything, for the discomforts, sometimes the
degradations, of this place, for the possible privilege of dying for a cause. It
had had to be done, but in the hearts of many that night was the fancy that it
might have been done rather differently. It was clear, for instance, that the
and started across the gallery. In a panic he sprang after her.
"All right. Let us dance," he said.
He led her to the floor and took her in his arms, but he had an impression of
guiding an automaton about the room. Almost at once she asked him to stop
by the door leading to the gallery. He looked at her questioningly. Her
distaste for the civilian Morton was undisguised at last from the soldier
Morton. But there was more than that to be read in her colourful face—self-
distaste, perhaps; and a sort of fright, comparable with the panic George had
just now experienced on the verandah. Her voice was tired.
"I've done my best. I can't keep it up."
"No more war kindness!" he said. "Good!"
He watched her, her draperies arranging themselves in perplexingly
graceful folds, as she hurried with an air of flight away from him along the
gallery.
V
The evening the commissions were awarded George appreciated the
ingratitudes and cruelties of service rather more keenly than he had done
even as a youngster at Oakmont.
"It's like tap day at New Haven," Lambert said, nervously.
He had paused for a moment to compare notes with George. He hurried
now to his own organization for fear something might have happened
during his absence. The suspense increased, reaching even George, who all
along had been confident of success.
In the dusk the entire company crowded the narrow space between the
barracks—scores of men who had been urged by passionate politicians to
abandon family, money, everything, for the discomforts, sometimes the
degradations, of this place, for the possible privilege of dying for a cause. It
had had to be done, but in the hearts of many that night was the fancy that it
might have been done rather differently. It was clear, for instance, that the
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passionate and patriotic politicians hadn't troubled to tear from a reluctant
general staff enough commissions for the size and quality of these first
camps. Many of the men, therefore, who with a sort of terror shuffled their
feet in the sand, would be sent home, to the draft, or to the questioning
scorn of their friends, under suspicion of a form of treason, of not having
banged the drum quite hard enough. And it wasn't that at all.
George, like everyone else, had known for a long time there wouldn't be
enough commissions to go around. Why, he wondered now, had the fellows
chosen for dismissal been held for this public announcement of failure. And
in many cases, he reflected, there was no failure here beyond the insolvency
of a system. Among those who would go back to the world with averted
faces were numbers who hadn't really come at all within the vision of their
instructors, beyond whom they could not appeal. And within a year this
same reluctant army would be reaching out eagerly for inferior officer
material. And these men would not forget. You could never expect them to
forget.
Two messengers emerged from the orderly room and commenced to thread
the restless, apprehensive groups, seeking, with a torturing slowness finding
candidates to whom they whispered. The chosen ran to the orderly room,
entered there, according to instructions, or else formed a long line outside
the window where sat the supreme arbiter, the giver, in a way of life and
death, the young fellow from West Point.
Men patted George on the back.
"You'll go among the first, George."
But he didn't. He paced up and down, watching the many who waited for
the whisper which was withheld, waited until they knew it wouldn't come,
expressed then in their faces thoughts blacker than the closing night,
entered at last into the gloomy barracks where they sat on their bunks
silently and with bowed heads.
Was that fate, through some miracle of mismanagement, reserved for him?
It couldn't be. The fellow had seen him at the start. George had forced
himself to get along with him, to impress him. Somebody touched George
on the arm. A curiously intense whisper filled his ear.
general staff enough commissions for the size and quality of these first
camps. Many of the men, therefore, who with a sort of terror shuffled their
feet in the sand, would be sent home, to the draft, or to the questioning
scorn of their friends, under suspicion of a form of treason, of not having
banged the drum quite hard enough. And it wasn't that at all.
George, like everyone else, had known for a long time there wouldn't be
enough commissions to go around. Why, he wondered now, had the fellows
chosen for dismissal been held for this public announcement of failure. And
in many cases, he reflected, there was no failure here beyond the insolvency
of a system. Among those who would go back to the world with averted
faces were numbers who hadn't really come at all within the vision of their
instructors, beyond whom they could not appeal. And within a year this
same reluctant army would be reaching out eagerly for inferior officer
material. And these men would not forget. You could never expect them to
forget.
Two messengers emerged from the orderly room and commenced to thread
the restless, apprehensive groups, seeking, with a torturing slowness finding
candidates to whom they whispered. The chosen ran to the orderly room,
entered there, according to instructions, or else formed a long line outside
the window where sat the supreme arbiter, the giver, in a way of life and
death, the young fellow from West Point.
Men patted George on the back.
"You'll go among the first, George."
But he didn't. He paced up and down, watching the many who waited for
the whisper which was withheld, waited until they knew it wouldn't come,
expressed then in their faces thoughts blacker than the closing night,
entered at last into the gloomy barracks where they sat on their bunks
silently and with bowed heads.
Was that fate, through some miracle of mismanagement, reserved for him?
It couldn't be. The fellow had seen him at the start. George had forced
himself to get along with him, to impress him. Somebody touched George
on the arm. A curiously intense whisper filled his ear.
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"You're wanted in the orderly room, Morton."
In leaving the defeated he had an impression of a difficult and sorrowful
severance.
In the orderly room too many men rubbed shoulders restlessly. A relieved
sigh went up. It was as if everyone had known nothing vital could occur
before his arrival. The young West Pointer was making the most of his
moment. The war wasn't likely to bring him another half so great.
Washington, he announced, had cut down the number of higher
commissions he had asked for.
George's name was read among the first.
"To be captain of infantry, United States Reserve—George Morton."
There was something very like affection in the West Pointer's voice.
"I recommended you for a majority, Mr. Morton. Stick to the job as you
have here, and it will come along."
Lambert and Goodhue found him as he crowded with the rest through the
little door. They had kept their captaincies. Even Goodhue released a little
of his relief at the outcome.
"Any number busted—no time to find out whether they were good or bad."
The dark, hot, sandy street was full of shadowy figures, calling, shouting,
laughing neurotically.
"Good fellow, but I had you on my list." "My Lord! I never expected more
than a private in the rear rank." "What do you think of Blank? Lost out
entirely." "Rotten deal." "Not the only one by several dozens." "Hear about
Doe? Wouldn't have picked him for a shave tail. Got a captaincy. Teacher's
pet."
Brutally someone had turned on the barrack lights. Through the windows
the successful ones could see among the bunks the bowed and silent figures,
must have known how sacrilegious it was to project their happiness into this
place which had all at once become a sepulchre of dead sacrifices.
In leaving the defeated he had an impression of a difficult and sorrowful
severance.
In the orderly room too many men rubbed shoulders restlessly. A relieved
sigh went up. It was as if everyone had known nothing vital could occur
before his arrival. The young West Pointer was making the most of his
moment. The war wasn't likely to bring him another half so great.
Washington, he announced, had cut down the number of higher
commissions he had asked for.
George's name was read among the first.
"To be captain of infantry, United States Reserve—George Morton."
There was something very like affection in the West Pointer's voice.
"I recommended you for a majority, Mr. Morton. Stick to the job as you
have here, and it will come along."
Lambert and Goodhue found him as he crowded with the rest through the
little door. They had kept their captaincies. Even Goodhue released a little
of his relief at the outcome.
"Any number busted—no time to find out whether they were good or bad."
The dark, hot, sandy street was full of shadowy figures, calling, shouting,
laughing neurotically.
"Good fellow, but I had you on my list." "My Lord! I never expected more
than a private in the rear rank." "What do you think of Blank? Lost out
entirely." "Rotten deal." "Not the only one by several dozens." "Hear about
Doe? Wouldn't have picked him for a shave tail. Got a captaincy. Teacher's
pet."
Brutally someone had turned on the barrack lights. Through the windows
the successful ones could see among the bunks the bowed and silent figures,
must have known how sacrilegious it was to project their happiness into this
place which had all at once become a sepulchre of dead sacrifices.
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"I hope," George muttered to his friends, "I'll never have to see quite so
much suffering on a battlefield."
VI
It wasn't pleasant to face Blodgett, but it had to be done, for all three of the
partners had determined out of necessity to spend the greater portion of
their leaves at the office. George slipped in alone the morning he got back
to New York. Blodgett looked up as if he had been struck, taking in each
detail of the uniform and its insignia, symbols of success. The face seemed
a little less round, infinitely less contented. Sitting back there in his office
he had an air of having sought a corner. If Sylvia didn't, he clearly
appreciated the shame of the situation. George took the pudgy hand and
pressed it, but he couldn't say anything and Blodgett seemed to understand
and be grateful. He failed, however, to hide his envy of the uniform.
"I'd give my money and something besides," he said, "to be able to climb
into that."
"You're lucky you can't," George answered, half meaning it.
As a substitute Blodgett spoke of some dollar-a-year work in Washington.
"But don't worry, George. I'll see everything here is looked after."
George was glad Blodgett had so much to take care of, for it was clear that
the more work he had the better off he would be. In Blodgett's presence he
tried not to think of Sylvia and his own intentions. He wrote her, for the
first time, boldly asking, since he couldn't suggest such a visit to Lambert, if
he might see her at Oakmont. She didn't keep him in suspense. He smiled as
he read her brief reply, it had been so obviously dictated by the Sylvia who
was going to be good to soldiers no matter how dreadful the cost.
"I thought I made you understand that what you proposed at
Plattsburgh can never become less preposterous; my response less
determined. So of course it wouldn't do for you to come. When we see
each other, as we're bound to do, before you sail, I shall try to forget
the absolute lack of any even merely friendly ground between us. It
would hurt Lambert——"
much suffering on a battlefield."
VI
It wasn't pleasant to face Blodgett, but it had to be done, for all three of the
partners had determined out of necessity to spend the greater portion of
their leaves at the office. George slipped in alone the morning he got back
to New York. Blodgett looked up as if he had been struck, taking in each
detail of the uniform and its insignia, symbols of success. The face seemed
a little less round, infinitely less contented. Sitting back there in his office
he had an air of having sought a corner. If Sylvia didn't, he clearly
appreciated the shame of the situation. George took the pudgy hand and
pressed it, but he couldn't say anything and Blodgett seemed to understand
and be grateful. He failed, however, to hide his envy of the uniform.
"I'd give my money and something besides," he said, "to be able to climb
into that."
"You're lucky you can't," George answered, half meaning it.
As a substitute Blodgett spoke of some dollar-a-year work in Washington.
"But don't worry, George. I'll see everything here is looked after."
George was glad Blodgett had so much to take care of, for it was clear that
the more work he had the better off he would be. In Blodgett's presence he
tried not to think of Sylvia and his own intentions. He wrote her, for the
first time, boldly asking, since he couldn't suggest such a visit to Lambert, if
he might see her at Oakmont. She didn't keep him in suspense. He smiled as
he read her brief reply, it had been so obviously dictated by the Sylvia who
was going to be good to soldiers no matter how dreadful the cost.
"I thought I made you understand that what you proposed at
Plattsburgh can never become less preposterous; my response less
determined. So of course it wouldn't do for you to come. When we see
each other, as we're bound to do, before you sail, I shall try to forget
the absolute lack of any even merely friendly ground between us. It
would hurt Lambert——"
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"Damn Lambert!" he muttered.
But he didn't tear her letter up. He put it in the pocket of his blouse. He
continued to carry it there.
Instead of going to Oakmont, consequently, he spent a Sunday at Princeton,
vastly amused at the pacifist Bailly. Minute by minute the attenuated tutor
cursed his inability to take up a gun and pop at Germans, interspersing his
regrets with:
"But of course war is dreadful. It is inconceivable in a healthy brain——"
and so forth.
He had found a substitute for his chief ambition. He was throwing himself
heart and soul into the efforts of the Y.M.C.A. to keep soldiers amused and
fed.
"For Princeton," he explained, "has become an armed camp, a mill to
manufacture officers; nothing more. The classics are as defunct as Homer. I
had almost made a bad pun by suggesting that of them all Martial alone
survives."
Before he left, George was sorry he had come, for Lambert took pains to
leave Betty alone with him as they walked Sunday evening by the lake.
More powerful than Lambert's wishes in his mind was the memory of how
Betty and he had skated here, or come to boat races, or walked like this in
his undergraduate days; and she didn't take kindly to his interference, letting
him see that to her mind a marriage with Lambert now would be too eager a
jump into the house of Planter; too inconsiderate a request for the key to the
Planter coffers.
"For Lambert may not come back," she said.
"That's just it," he urged, unwillingly. "Why not take what you can be sure
of?"
"What difference would it make?" she asked. "Would I love Lambert any
more? Would he love me any more?"
"I think so," he said.
But he didn't tear her letter up. He put it in the pocket of his blouse. He
continued to carry it there.
Instead of going to Oakmont, consequently, he spent a Sunday at Princeton,
vastly amused at the pacifist Bailly. Minute by minute the attenuated tutor
cursed his inability to take up a gun and pop at Germans, interspersing his
regrets with:
"But of course war is dreadful. It is inconceivable in a healthy brain——"
and so forth.
He had found a substitute for his chief ambition. He was throwing himself
heart and soul into the efforts of the Y.M.C.A. to keep soldiers amused and
fed.
"For Princeton," he explained, "has become an armed camp, a mill to
manufacture officers; nothing more. The classics are as defunct as Homer. I
had almost made a bad pun by suggesting that of them all Martial alone
survives."
Before he left, George was sorry he had come, for Lambert took pains to
leave Betty alone with him as they walked Sunday evening by the lake.
More powerful than Lambert's wishes in his mind was the memory of how
Betty and he had skated here, or come to boat races, or walked like this in
his undergraduate days; and she didn't take kindly to his interference, letting
him see that to her mind a marriage with Lambert now would be too eager a
jump into the house of Planter; too inconsiderate a request for the key to the
Planter coffers.
"For Lambert may not come back," she said.
"That's just it," he urged, unwillingly. "Why not take what you can be sure
of?"
"What difference would it make?" she asked. "Would I love Lambert any
more? Would he love me any more?"
"I think so," he said.
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She shook her head.
"But the thought of a wife might make a difference at the front; might make
him hesitate, or give a little less. We all have to give everything. So I give
Lambert—entirely—if I have to."
George didn't try to say any more, for he knew she was right; yet with the
opening of Camp Upton and the birth of the division the rather abrupt
marriages of soldiers multiplied. During the winter Officers' House
sheltered excited conferences that led to Riverhead where licenses,
clergymen, and justices of the peace could be found; and there was scarcely
a week-end that didn't see the culmination in town of a romance among
George's own friends and acquaintances.
The week-ends he got were chiefly valuable to him because they offered
chances of seeing Sylvia. Few actually developed, however, for there were
not many general parties, since men preferred to cling, not publicly, during
such brief respites to those they loved and were on the point of quitting.
The Alstons had taken a house for the winter, and George caught her there
once or twice, and would rather not have seen her at all, she was so
painfully cordial, so bound up in her war work of which he felt himself the
chief victim. He began to fear that he would not see her alone again before
he sailed; that he might never be with her alone again.
He didn't care either for the pride she took in Dalrymple's presence at the
second camp.
"He's sure to do well," she would say. "He's always had all sorts of
possibilities. Watch the war bring them out."
Why did women like the man? There was no question that they did. They
talked now, in ancient terms, of his permanent exit from the field of wild
oats. He could be so fascinating, so thoughtful—of women. But men didn't
like him. Dalrymple's fascinating ways had caught them too frequently, too
expensively. And George didn't believe in his reform, saw symptoms, as
others did, of its true value when, at the close of the second camp,
Dalrymple got himself assigned to the trains of the division. It was
rumoured he had left Plattsburgh a second lieutenant. It was fact that he
appeared at Upton a captain. Secret intrigues in Washington by fond
"But the thought of a wife might make a difference at the front; might make
him hesitate, or give a little less. We all have to give everything. So I give
Lambert—entirely—if I have to."
George didn't try to say any more, for he knew she was right; yet with the
opening of Camp Upton and the birth of the division the rather abrupt
marriages of soldiers multiplied. During the winter Officers' House
sheltered excited conferences that led to Riverhead where licenses,
clergymen, and justices of the peace could be found; and there was scarcely
a week-end that didn't see the culmination in town of a romance among
George's own friends and acquaintances.
The week-ends he got were chiefly valuable to him because they offered
chances of seeing Sylvia. Few actually developed, however, for there were
not many general parties, since men preferred to cling, not publicly, during
such brief respites to those they loved and were on the point of quitting.
The Alstons had taken a house for the winter, and George caught her there
once or twice, and would rather not have seen her at all, she was so
painfully cordial, so bound up in her war work of which he felt himself the
chief victim. He began to fear that he would not see her alone again before
he sailed; that he might never be with her alone again.
He didn't care either for the pride she took in Dalrymple's presence at the
second camp.
"He's sure to do well," she would say. "He's always had all sorts of
possibilities. Watch the war bring them out."
Why did women like the man? There was no question that they did. They
talked now, in ancient terms, of his permanent exit from the field of wild
oats. He could be so fascinating, so thoughtful—of women. But men didn't
like him. Dalrymple's fascinating ways had caught them too frequently, too
expensively. And George didn't believe in his reform, saw symptoms, as
others did, of its true value when, at the close of the second camp,
Dalrymple got himself assigned to the trains of the division. It was
rumoured he had left Plattsburgh a second lieutenant. It was fact that he
appeared at Upton a captain. Secret intrigues in Washington by fond
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parents, men whispered; but the women didn't seem to care, for Dalrymple
hadn't shown himself before any of them carrying less than the double
silver bars of a captain.
George received his prophesied majority at the moment of this disagreeable
arrival. That did impress Sylvia to the point of making her more cordial in
public, more careful than before not to give him a word in private. As the
day of departure approached he grew increasingly restless. He had never
experienced a sensation of such complete helplessness. He was bound by
Upton. She could stand aside and mock him with her studied politenesses.
Blodgett ran down a number of times, to sit in George's quarters, working
with the three partners over figures. They made tentative lists of what
should be sold at the first real whisper of peace.
"But there'll be no peace for a long time," Blodgett promised. "There's a lot
of money for you boys in this war yet."
They laughed at him, and he looked a little hurt, apparently unable to see
anything humorous in his cheerful promise.
Dalrymple was aware of these conferences, for he was frequently about the
regimental area. George wasn't surprised, when he sat alone one night, to
hear a tap on his window pane, to see Dalrymple's face at the window.
"Hesitate to disturb a major, and all that," Dalrymple said as he entered.
"Two rooms. You're lucky."
"Not luck; work," George said, shortly. "What is it? Didn't come here to
envy my rank, did you?"
Although he was in far better shape nervously and physically than he had
been that day in George's office, Dalrymple bore himself with much the
same confused and hesitant manner. It recalled to George the existence of
the note which the other had made no effort to redeem.
"You know," Dalrymple began, vaguely, "there's a lot of—what do you call
it—bunk—about this hurrah for the dear old soldier business. Fact is, the
more chance there is of a man's getting blown up the nastier some people
become."
hadn't shown himself before any of them carrying less than the double
silver bars of a captain.
George received his prophesied majority at the moment of this disagreeable
arrival. That did impress Sylvia to the point of making her more cordial in
public, more careful than before not to give him a word in private. As the
day of departure approached he grew increasingly restless. He had never
experienced a sensation of such complete helplessness. He was bound by
Upton. She could stand aside and mock him with her studied politenesses.
Blodgett ran down a number of times, to sit in George's quarters, working
with the three partners over figures. They made tentative lists of what
should be sold at the first real whisper of peace.
"But there'll be no peace for a long time," Blodgett promised. "There's a lot
of money for you boys in this war yet."
They laughed at him, and he looked a little hurt, apparently unable to see
anything humorous in his cheerful promise.
Dalrymple was aware of these conferences, for he was frequently about the
regimental area. George wasn't surprised, when he sat alone one night, to
hear a tap on his window pane, to see Dalrymple's face at the window.
"Hesitate to disturb a major, and all that," Dalrymple said as he entered.
"Two rooms. You're lucky."
"Not luck; work," George said, shortly. "What is it? Didn't come here to
envy my rank, did you?"
Although he was in far better shape nervously and physically than he had
been that day in George's office, Dalrymple bore himself with much the
same confused and hesitant manner. It recalled to George the existence of
the note which the other had made no effort to redeem.
"You know," Dalrymple began, vaguely, "there's a lot of—what do you call
it—bunk—about this hurrah for the dear old soldier business. Fact is, the
more chance there is of a man's getting blown up the nastier some people
become."
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George laughed shortly.
"You mean when you owe them money."
"As Driggs used to say," Dalrymple answered, "'you're a very penetrating
person.'"
He hesitated, then went on with an increasing difficulty:
"You're one of the people I owe money to."
Wandel had taken George's hint, evidently. George was sorry he had ever let
it drop. But was he? Mightn't it be as well in the end? In spite of all this talk
of people's leaving their bones in France, there was a fair chance that both
Dalrymple and he would bring theirs, unaltered, back to America.
"Don't worry," George said. "I shan't press you."
"Handsome enough," Dalrymple thanked him in a voice scarcely above a
whisper. "But everybody isn't that decent. It's this talk of the division sailing
that's turned them nasty."
George fingered a pamphlet about poison gases. He didn't much blame
debtors for turning nasty.
"You want to borrow some more money from me," he said.
Dalrymple's face lightened.
"If you'd be that good; but it's a lot."
"Why," George asked, quietly, "don't you go to someone you're closer to?"
Dalrymple flushed. He wouldn't meet George's eyes.
"Dicky would give it me," he said, "but I can't ask him; I've made him too
many promises. So would Lambert, but it would be absurd for me to go to
him."
"Why absurd?" George asked, quietly.
"Wholly impossible," was all Dalrymple would say. "Quite absurd."
"You mean when you owe them money."
"As Driggs used to say," Dalrymple answered, "'you're a very penetrating
person.'"
He hesitated, then went on with an increasing difficulty:
"You're one of the people I owe money to."
Wandel had taken George's hint, evidently. George was sorry he had ever let
it drop. But was he? Mightn't it be as well in the end? In spite of all this talk
of people's leaving their bones in France, there was a fair chance that both
Dalrymple and he would bring theirs, unaltered, back to America.
"Don't worry," George said. "I shan't press you."
"Handsome enough," Dalrymple thanked him in a voice scarcely above a
whisper. "But everybody isn't that decent. It's this talk of the division sailing
that's turned them nasty."
George fingered a pamphlet about poison gases. He didn't much blame
debtors for turning nasty.
"You want to borrow some more money from me," he said.
Dalrymple's face lightened.
"If you'd be that good; but it's a lot."
"Why," George asked, quietly, "don't you go to someone you're closer to?"
Dalrymple flushed. He wouldn't meet George's eyes.
"Dicky would give it me," he said, "but I can't ask him; I've made him too
many promises. So would Lambert, but it would be absurd for me to go to
him."
"Why absurd?" George asked, quietly.
"Wholly impossible," was all Dalrymple would say. "Quite absurd."
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There came back to George his ugly sensations at Blodgett's, and he knew
he would give Dalrymple a lot of money now, as he had given him a little
then, and for precisely the same reason.
"I'm afraid I've been a bit hard on my friends," Dalrymple admitted. "As a
rule they've dried up."
"So you come to one who isn't a friend?" George asked.
"Now see here, Morton, that's scarcely fair."
"You haven't forgotten that day in my office," George accused him, "when
you made a brutal ass of yourself."
"Said I was sorry. Don't you ever forget anything?"
Dalrymple was angry enough himself now, but his worry apparently forced
him on.
"I wouldn't have come to you at all, only Driggs said—and you said
yourself once, and you can spare it. I know that. See here. Unless somebody
helps me these people will go to Division Headquarters or Washington.
They'll stop my sailing. They'll——"
"Don't cry," George interrupted. "You want money, and you don't give a
hang where it comes from. That's it, isn't it?"
"I have to have money," Dalrymple acknowledged.
"Then you ought to have sense enough to know the only reason I'd give it to
you. Do you think I'd care if they held you in this country for your silly
debts? What you borrow you have to pay back in one way or another. Don't
make any mistake. If I give you money it's to be able to make you pay as I
please. You've always had a knife out for me. I don't mind putting one in my
own hands. If you want money on those terms come to my office with your
accounts Saturday afternoon. We'll see what can be done."
Dalrymple was quite white. He moistened his lips. As he left he muttered:
"I can't answer back. I have to have money. You've got me where you
want."
he would give Dalrymple a lot of money now, as he had given him a little
then, and for precisely the same reason.
"I'm afraid I've been a bit hard on my friends," Dalrymple admitted. "As a
rule they've dried up."
"So you come to one who isn't a friend?" George asked.
"Now see here, Morton, that's scarcely fair."
"You haven't forgotten that day in my office," George accused him, "when
you made a brutal ass of yourself."
"Said I was sorry. Don't you ever forget anything?"
Dalrymple was angry enough himself now, but his worry apparently forced
him on.
"I wouldn't have come to you at all, only Driggs said—and you said
yourself once, and you can spare it. I know that. See here. Unless somebody
helps me these people will go to Division Headquarters or Washington.
They'll stop my sailing. They'll——"
"Don't cry," George interrupted. "You want money, and you don't give a
hang where it comes from. That's it, isn't it?"
"I have to have money," Dalrymple acknowledged.
"Then you ought to have sense enough to know the only reason I'd give it to
you. Do you think I'd care if they held you in this country for your silly
debts? What you borrow you have to pay back in one way or another. Don't
make any mistake. If I give you money it's to be able to make you pay as I
please. You've always had a knife out for me. I don't mind putting one in my
own hands. If you want money on those terms come to my office with your
accounts Saturday afternoon. We'll see what can be done."
Dalrymple was quite white. He moistened his lips. As he left he muttered:
"I can't answer back. I have to have money. You've got me where you
want."
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VII
Dalrymple's necessities turned out to be greater than George had imagined.
They measured pretty accurately the extent of his reformation. George got
several notes to run a year in return for approximately twenty thousand
dollars.
"Remember," he said at the close of the transaction, "you pay those back
when and how I say."
"I wouldn't have come to you if I could have helped it," Dalrymple whined.
"But don't forget, Morton, somebody will pull me out at a pinch. I'm going
to work to pay you if I live. I'm through with nonsense. Give me a chance."
George nodded him out, and sent for his lawyer. In case of his death
Dalrymple's notes would go back to the man. Everything else he had
divided between his mother and the Baillys. He wrote his mother a long
letter, telling her just what to do. Quite honestly he regretted his inability to
get West to say good-bye. The thought of bringing her to New York or
Upton had not occurred to him.
For during these days of farewells everyone flocked to Upton, sitting about
the hostess houses all day and evening for an occasional chat with their
hurried men. Then they let such moments slip by because of a feeling of
strangeness, of dumb despair.
The Alstons and the Baillys were there, and so, of course, was Sylvia, with
her mother, more minutely guarded than she had ever been. His few
glimpses of her at luncheon or supper at Officers' House increased the evil
humour into which Dalrymple had thrown him. Consequently he looked at
her, impressing upon his morose mind each detail of her beauty that he
knew very well he might never study again. The old depression of complete
failure held him. She was going to let him go without a word. Even this
exceptional crisis was without effect upon her intolerant memory. He would
leave her behind to complete a destiny which he, perhaps, after all, had
affected only a very little.
With the whispered word that there would be no more meetings at Officers'
House, that before dawn the regiment would have slipped from Upton,
Dalrymple's necessities turned out to be greater than George had imagined.
They measured pretty accurately the extent of his reformation. George got
several notes to run a year in return for approximately twenty thousand
dollars.
"Remember," he said at the close of the transaction, "you pay those back
when and how I say."
"I wouldn't have come to you if I could have helped it," Dalrymple whined.
"But don't forget, Morton, somebody will pull me out at a pinch. I'm going
to work to pay you if I live. I'm through with nonsense. Give me a chance."
George nodded him out, and sent for his lawyer. In case of his death
Dalrymple's notes would go back to the man. Everything else he had
divided between his mother and the Baillys. He wrote his mother a long
letter, telling her just what to do. Quite honestly he regretted his inability to
get West to say good-bye. The thought of bringing her to New York or
Upton had not occurred to him.
For during these days of farewells everyone flocked to Upton, sitting about
the hostess houses all day and evening for an occasional chat with their
hurried men. Then they let such moments slip by because of a feeling of
strangeness, of dumb despair.
The Alstons and the Baillys were there, and so, of course, was Sylvia, with
her mother, more minutely guarded than she had ever been. His few
glimpses of her at luncheon or supper at Officers' House increased the evil
humour into which Dalrymple had thrown him. Consequently he looked at
her, impressing upon his morose mind each detail of her beauty that he
knew very well he might never study again. The old depression of complete
failure held him. She was going to let him go without a word. Even this
exceptional crisis was without effect upon her intolerant memory. He would
leave her behind to complete a destiny which he, perhaps, after all, had
affected only a very little.
With the whispered word that there would be no more meetings at Officers'
House, that before dawn the regiment would have slipped from Upton,
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George turned to his packing with the emotions of a violently constricted
animal. He wouldn't even see her again. When Lambert came to confer with
him about some final dispositions he watched him like such an animal, but
Lambert let him see that he, too, was at a loss. He had sent word by an
orderly that he couldn't get to Officers' House that evening.
"I couldn't make it any plainer. If they've any sense they'll know and hunt
me up."
They were wise, and a little of George's strain relaxed, for they found
Lambert in his quarters, and they made it clear that they had come to say
good-bye to George, too. After many halting efforts they gave up trying to
express themselves.
"The Spartans were better at this sort of thing," Bailly said at the last as he
clasped George's hand.
"Every Hun I kill or capture, sir, I'll think of as your Hun."
Without words, without tears, Mrs. Bailly kissed his lips. George tried to
laugh.
Betty wouldn't say good-bye, wouldn't even shake hands.
"I shan't think of killing," she said. "Just take care of yourselves, and come
back."
George stared at her, alarmed. He had never seen her so white. Lambert
followed her from the room. The Baillys went out after them. Why did Mrs.
Planter linger? There she stood near the door, looking at George without the
slightest betrayal of feeling. He had an impression she was going to say:
"We've really quite enjoyed Upton."
At least she held Sylvia a moment longer, Sylvia who had said nothing,
who had not met his eyes, who had seemed from the first anxious to escape
from this plank room littered with the paraphernalia of battle. Mrs. Planter
held out her hand, smiling.
"Good-bye, Major. One doesn't need to wish you success. You inspire
confidence."
animal. He wouldn't even see her again. When Lambert came to confer with
him about some final dispositions he watched him like such an animal, but
Lambert let him see that he, too, was at a loss. He had sent word by an
orderly that he couldn't get to Officers' House that evening.
"I couldn't make it any plainer. If they've any sense they'll know and hunt
me up."
They were wise, and a little of George's strain relaxed, for they found
Lambert in his quarters, and they made it clear that they had come to say
good-bye to George, too. After many halting efforts they gave up trying to
express themselves.
"The Spartans were better at this sort of thing," Bailly said at the last as he
clasped George's hand.
"Every Hun I kill or capture, sir, I'll think of as your Hun."
Without words, without tears, Mrs. Bailly kissed his lips. George tried to
laugh.
Betty wouldn't say good-bye, wouldn't even shake hands.
"I shan't think of killing," she said. "Just take care of yourselves, and come
back."
George stared at her, alarmed. He had never seen her so white. Lambert
followed her from the room. The Baillys went out after them. Why did Mrs.
Planter linger? There she stood near the door, looking at George without the
slightest betrayal of feeling. He had an impression she was going to say:
"We've really quite enjoyed Upton."
At least she held Sylvia a moment longer, Sylvia who had said nothing,
who had not met his eyes, who had seemed from the first anxious to escape
from this plank room littered with the paraphernalia of battle. Mrs. Planter
held out her hand, smiling.
"Good-bye, Major. One doesn't need to wish you success. You inspire
confidence."
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He was surprised at the strength of her white hand, felt it draw him closer,
watched her bend her head, heard her speak in his ear so low that Sylvia
couldn't hear—a whisper intense, agonized, of a quality that seemed like a
white-hot iron in his brain:
"Take care of my son. Bring him back to me."
She straightened, releasing his hand.
"Come, Sylvia," she said, pleasantly.
Without looking back she went out.
"Good luck, Major," Sylvia said, and prepared to follow.
Quickly George reached out, caught her arm, and drew her away from the
door.
"You're not going to say good-bye like this."
In her effort to escape, in her flushed face, in her angry eyes, he read her
understanding that no other man she knew could have done just this, that it
was George Morton's way. Why not? He had no time for veneer now. It was
his moment, probably his last with her.
With her free hand she reached behind her to steady herself against the
table. Her fingers touched the gas mask that lay there, then stiffened and
moved away. Some of the colour left her face. Her arm became passive in
his grasp.
"Let me go. How do you want me to say good-bye?"
He caught her other arm.
"Give me something to take. Oh, God, Sylvia! Let me have my kiss."
VIII
Never since he had walked out of the great gate with Sylvia's dog at his
heels to a wilful tutoring of his body and brain had George yielded to such
untrammelled emotion, to so unbounded a desire. This moment of parting,
watched her bend her head, heard her speak in his ear so low that Sylvia
couldn't hear—a whisper intense, agonized, of a quality that seemed like a
white-hot iron in his brain:
"Take care of my son. Bring him back to me."
She straightened, releasing his hand.
"Come, Sylvia," she said, pleasantly.
Without looking back she went out.
"Good luck, Major," Sylvia said, and prepared to follow.
Quickly George reached out, caught her arm, and drew her away from the
door.
"You're not going to say good-bye like this."
In her effort to escape, in her flushed face, in her angry eyes, he read her
understanding that no other man she knew could have done just this, that it
was George Morton's way. Why not? He had no time for veneer now. It was
his moment, probably his last with her.
With her free hand she reached behind her to steady herself against the
table. Her fingers touched the gas mask that lay there, then stiffened and
moved away. Some of the colour left her face. Her arm became passive in
his grasp.
"Let me go. How do you want me to say good-bye?"
He caught her other arm.
"Give me something to take. Oh, God, Sylvia! Let me have my kiss."
VIII
Never since he had walked out of the great gate with Sylvia's dog at his
heels to a wilful tutoring of his body and brain had George yielded to such
untrammelled emotion, to so unbounded a desire. This moment of parting,
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in which he had felt himself helpless, had swept it all away—the carefully
applied manner, the solicitous schooling of an impulsive brain, the minute
effort to resemble the class of which he had imagined himself a part.
Temporarily he was back at the starting point, the George Morton who had
lifted Sylvia in his arms, blurting out impossible words, staring at her lips
with an abrupt and narrow realization that sooner or later he would have to
touch them.
Sylvia's quick action brought some of it back, but he had no remorse, no
feeling of reversion, for the moment itself was naked, inimical to
masquerade.
"Lambert!" she called.
Her voice didn't suggest fright or too sharp a hurry. Looking at her face he
could understand how much her control had cost, for her expression was
that of the girl Sylvia, filled with antipathy, abhorrence, an inability to
believe. It appeared to tell him that if he had ever advanced toward her at
all, he had just now forced himself back to his own side of the vast space
dividing them.
"Don't be a fool," he whispered. "I could take it, but you have to give."
Her lips were pressed tight as if in a defence against the possible approach
of his. They both heard a quick step outside. He let her arms go, and turned
to the door where Dalrymple stood, unquestionably good to look upon in
his uniform. He frowned at this picture which might have suggested to him
a real intimacy between George Morton and Sylvia Planter.
"Lambert's gone on with Betty and the others. What's up?"
Sylvia's voice wasn't quite steady.
"The Major can't leave the area. I want somebody to take me to Officers'
House."
George nodded. He had quite recovered his control, and he knew he had
failed, that there was nothing more to be done. The thought of the doubtful
days ahead was like a great burden on his soul.
applied manner, the solicitous schooling of an impulsive brain, the minute
effort to resemble the class of which he had imagined himself a part.
Temporarily he was back at the starting point, the George Morton who had
lifted Sylvia in his arms, blurting out impossible words, staring at her lips
with an abrupt and narrow realization that sooner or later he would have to
touch them.
Sylvia's quick action brought some of it back, but he had no remorse, no
feeling of reversion, for the moment itself was naked, inimical to
masquerade.
"Lambert!" she called.
Her voice didn't suggest fright or too sharp a hurry. Looking at her face he
could understand how much her control had cost, for her expression was
that of the girl Sylvia, filled with antipathy, abhorrence, an inability to
believe. It appeared to tell him that if he had ever advanced toward her at
all, he had just now forced himself back to his own side of the vast space
dividing them.
"Don't be a fool," he whispered. "I could take it, but you have to give."
Her lips were pressed tight as if in a defence against the possible approach
of his. They both heard a quick step outside. He let her arms go, and turned
to the door where Dalrymple stood, unquestionably good to look upon in
his uniform. He frowned at this picture which might have suggested to him
a real intimacy between George Morton and Sylvia Planter.
"Lambert's gone on with Betty and the others. What's up?"
Sylvia's voice wasn't quite steady.
"The Major can't leave the area. I want somebody to take me to Officers'
House."
George nodded. He had quite recovered his control, and he knew he had
failed, that there was nothing more to be done. The thought of the doubtful
days ahead was like a great burden on his soul.
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"I've one more word for the Major," she said at the door, motioning
Dalrymple on.
George went close to her.
"It's only this," she said. "I'm sorry it had to come at the last minute."
He laughed shortly.
"It was the last minute that made it. I'm not sorry."
Her face twisted passionately, as if she were on the point of angry tears.
"I hope I shall never see you again. Do you understand that?"
"Quite," he said, dryly. "To George on going to the wars!"
"I didn't mean just that," she cried, angrily.
"It's your only chance," he said, "and I can understand how you can wish I
shouldn't come back."
"I didn't mean it," she repeated.
"Don't count too heavily on it," he went on. "I can't imagine dying before
having had what I have always wanted, have always sooner or later
intended to get. If I come back I shall have it."
Without another word she turned and left him. He watched her walk side by
side with Dalrymple out of the area.
IX
There were moments on the voyage, in the training area in Flanders, even at
the front, when he was sorry he had tried to take something of Sylvia with
him to battle; for, as it was, he had of her nothing whatever except a wish
that she should never see him again. There was a deep irony, consequently,
in his official relations with her brother, for it was Lambert who saluted
him, who addressed him perpetually as "sir," who wanted to know if the
major would approve of this, that, or the other. It was grotesque. He wanted
Dalrymple on.
George went close to her.
"It's only this," she said. "I'm sorry it had to come at the last minute."
He laughed shortly.
"It was the last minute that made it. I'm not sorry."
Her face twisted passionately, as if she were on the point of angry tears.
"I hope I shall never see you again. Do you understand that?"
"Quite," he said, dryly. "To George on going to the wars!"
"I didn't mean just that," she cried, angrily.
"It's your only chance," he said, "and I can understand how you can wish I
shouldn't come back."
"I didn't mean it," she repeated.
"Don't count too heavily on it," he went on. "I can't imagine dying before
having had what I have always wanted, have always sooner or later
intended to get. If I come back I shall have it."
Without another word she turned and left him. He watched her walk side by
side with Dalrymple out of the area.
IX
There were moments on the voyage, in the training area in Flanders, even at
the front, when he was sorry he had tried to take something of Sylvia with
him to battle; for, as it was, he had of her nothing whatever except a wish
that she should never see him again. There was a deep irony, consequently,
in his official relations with her brother, for it was Lambert who saluted
him, who addressed him perpetually as "sir," who wanted to know if the
major would approve of this, that, or the other. It was grotesque. He wanted
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to cry aloud against this necessary servility of a man whose sister couldn't
abide the inferiority of its object.
And he hated war, its waste, its bad management, its discomforts, its
dangers. Was it really true he had involved himself in this filth because of
Sylvia? Then that was funny. By gad, he would see her again! But he
watched his chances dwindle.
While the battalion was in reserve in Lorraine Lambert and he ran into
Dalrymple at the officers' club beneath division headquarters in Baccarat.
George saw him first.
"The intrepid warrior takes his ease," he muttered.
Dalrymple left three staff men he was with and hurried across the room.
"New York must be a lonesome place," he said. "Everybody here. Had a
letter from Sylvia, Lambert."
Why should she write to him? Far from women's eyes he was back at it.
One of the staff men, in fact, wandered over and whispered to George.
"Either you chaps from the trains? Somebody ought to take him to his billet.
General or chief-of-staff might drift through. Believe he'd slap 'em on the
shoulder."
"Not a bad idea," George said, contemptuously.
Dalrymple didn't even try to be cordial to him, knowing George wasn't
likely to make trouble as long as they were in France. Lambert took care of
him, steered him home, and a few days later told George with surprised
laughter that the man had been transferred to a showy and perfectly safe job
at G.H.Q.
"Papa, and mama, and Washington!" Lambert laughed.
"Splendid thing for the war," George sneered.
But he raved with Lambert when Goodhue was snatched away by a general
who chose his aides for their names and social attainments.
abide the inferiority of its object.
And he hated war, its waste, its bad management, its discomforts, its
dangers. Was it really true he had involved himself in this filth because of
Sylvia? Then that was funny. By gad, he would see her again! But he
watched his chances dwindle.
While the battalion was in reserve in Lorraine Lambert and he ran into
Dalrymple at the officers' club beneath division headquarters in Baccarat.
George saw him first.
"The intrepid warrior takes his ease," he muttered.
Dalrymple left three staff men he was with and hurried across the room.
"New York must be a lonesome place," he said. "Everybody here. Had a
letter from Sylvia, Lambert."
Why should she write to him? Far from women's eyes he was back at it.
One of the staff men, in fact, wandered over and whispered to George.
"Either you chaps from the trains? Somebody ought to take him to his billet.
General or chief-of-staff might drift through. Believe he'd slap 'em on the
shoulder."
"Not a bad idea," George said, contemptuously.
Dalrymple didn't even try to be cordial to him, knowing George wasn't
likely to make trouble as long as they were in France. Lambert took care of
him, steered him home, and a few days later told George with surprised
laughter that the man had been transferred to a showy and perfectly safe job
at G.H.Q.
"Papa, and mama, and Washington!" Lambert laughed.
"Splendid thing for the war," George sneered.
But he raved with Lambert when Goodhue was snatched away by a general
who chose his aides for their names and social attainments.
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"Spirit's all through the army," Goodhue complained, bitterly. "Why doesn't
it occur to them to get the right men for the right places?"
He sighed.
"Suppose we'll get through somehow, but there'll be too much mourning
sold at home."
All along that had been in George's mind, and, in his small way, he did what
he could, studying minutely methods of accomplishing his missions at the
minimum cost to his battalion; but on the Vesle he grew discouraged, seeing
his men fall not to rise; or to be lifted to a stretcher; or to scramble up and
stagger back swathed with first-aid rolls, dodging shells and machine-gun
spirts; or, and in some ways that was hardest of all to watch, to be led by
some bandaged ones, blinded and vomiting from gas.
He had no consecutive sleep. He never got his clothes off. He snatched food
from a tin can. He suffered from the universal dysentery. He was under
constant fire. He lay in shallow funk holes, conferring with his company
and platoon commanders. At best he sat in the cellar of a smashed house,
poring, by the light of a candle, over maps and complicated orders. Most of
the time he wore a gas mask which had the advantage, however, of shutting
out the stifling odour of decay. He never had time to find out if he was
afraid. He reached a blessed state of indifference where getting hit appeared
an inevitable and restful prospect.
Driggs Wandel arrived surprisingly on the day the Germans were falling
back to the Aisne, at a moment when most of the artillery fire was coming
from the American side, when it was possible to sit on a sunny bank outside
the battalion dugout breathing only stale souvenirs of last night's gas shells.
"Bon jour, most powerful and disreputable of majors!"
George held out his hand.
"Bring any chocolate, Driggs? Sit down, you idiot. Jerry's never seen such a
nice new uniform."
Suddenly he lost his temper. Why the devil couldn't he get some pleasure
out of this extraordinary reunion? Why did he have to greet Wandel as if he
it occur to them to get the right men for the right places?"
He sighed.
"Suppose we'll get through somehow, but there'll be too much mourning
sold at home."
All along that had been in George's mind, and, in his small way, he did what
he could, studying minutely methods of accomplishing his missions at the
minimum cost to his battalion; but on the Vesle he grew discouraged, seeing
his men fall not to rise; or to be lifted to a stretcher; or to scramble up and
stagger back swathed with first-aid rolls, dodging shells and machine-gun
spirts; or, and in some ways that was hardest of all to watch, to be led by
some bandaged ones, blinded and vomiting from gas.
He had no consecutive sleep. He never got his clothes off. He snatched food
from a tin can. He suffered from the universal dysentery. He was under
constant fire. He lay in shallow funk holes, conferring with his company
and platoon commanders. At best he sat in the cellar of a smashed house,
poring, by the light of a candle, over maps and complicated orders. Most of
the time he wore a gas mask which had the advantage, however, of shutting
out the stifling odour of decay. He never had time to find out if he was
afraid. He reached a blessed state of indifference where getting hit appeared
an inevitable and restful prospect.
Driggs Wandel arrived surprisingly on the day the Germans were falling
back to the Aisne, at a moment when most of the artillery fire was coming
from the American side, when it was possible to sit on a sunny bank outside
the battalion dugout breathing only stale souvenirs of last night's gas shells.
"Bon jour, most powerful and disreputable of majors!"
George held out his hand.
"Bring any chocolate, Driggs? Sit down, you idiot. Jerry's never seen such a
nice new uniform."
Suddenly he lost his temper. Why the devil couldn't he get some pleasure
out of this extraordinary reunion? Why did he have to greet Wandel as if he
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had seen him daily since their parting more than three years ago on a dusky
pier in New York? He had heard that Wandel, with the declaration of war,
had left the ambulance for a commission in the field artillery. He saw him
now wearing the insignia of a general staff major.
"Just attached to your corps headquarters," Wandel said. "Didn't want the
job, would rather have been a fighting man with my pretty guns. Suppose
some fool of a friend of the family brought the usual influence without
consulting me."
"Glad to see you, Driggs," George muttered, "although I don't seem able to
tell you so. How did you get here?"
"Guide from regimental headquarters. Wanted to see how the submerged
heroes live. Nasty, noisy, smelly spot to be heroic in."
"A picnic to-day."
"I've always suspected," Wandel said, "that picnics were unhealthy."
"Better have come," George grinned, "any other day we've been here the
past few weeks."
Wandel laughed.
"Don't think I didn't pick my day. The general staff takes no unnecessary
risks. Tell me, my George, when did you shave last? When did you wash
your pretty face last? When did you take your swank clothes off last?"
"I think when I was a very little boy," George sighed.
Wandel became abruptly serious, turned so, perhaps, by a large shell
fragment, still warm, which he had picked up. As he fingered it he stared at
George.
"I know," George said, "that I point a moral, but even little boys would be
glad to be made clean if they got like this. Don't rub it in."
"To the contrary," Wandel said, thoughtfully, "I'm going back over a lot of
years. I'm remembering how that most extraordinary man, Freshman
George Morton, looked. I'm thinking that I've always been right about you."
pier in New York? He had heard that Wandel, with the declaration of war,
had left the ambulance for a commission in the field artillery. He saw him
now wearing the insignia of a general staff major.
"Just attached to your corps headquarters," Wandel said. "Didn't want the
job, would rather have been a fighting man with my pretty guns. Suppose
some fool of a friend of the family brought the usual influence without
consulting me."
"Glad to see you, Driggs," George muttered, "although I don't seem able to
tell you so. How did you get here?"
"Guide from regimental headquarters. Wanted to see how the submerged
heroes live. Nasty, noisy, smelly spot to be heroic in."
"A picnic to-day."
"I've always suspected," Wandel said, "that picnics were unhealthy."
"Better have come," George grinned, "any other day we've been here the
past few weeks."
Wandel laughed.
"Don't think I didn't pick my day. The general staff takes no unnecessary
risks. Tell me, my George, when did you shave last? When did you wash
your pretty face last? When did you take your swank clothes off last?"
"I think when I was a very little boy," George sighed.
Wandel became abruptly serious, turned so, perhaps, by a large shell
fragment, still warm, which he had picked up. As he fingered it he stared at
George.
"I know," George said, "that I point a moral, but even little boys would be
glad to be made clean if they got like this. Don't rub it in."
"To the contrary," Wandel said, thoughtfully, "I'm going back over a lot of
years. I'm remembering how that most extraordinary man, Freshman
George Morton, looked. I'm thinking that I've always been right about you."
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The warm sun, the diminution of racket, this sudden companionship, had
drawn George a little from his indifferent, half-dazed condition. He, too,
could look back, and without discomfort. On the Vesle it was only death
that counted. Birth didn't amount to a hill of beans, or money, or education,
except in that it made a man an officer. So George answered frankly:
"All along you've guessed a lot about me, Driggs."
"Known, George."
"Would you mind telling me how?"
"It would be a pleasure to point out to you," Wandel drawled, "that a lot of
people aren't half as big fools as you've credited them with being. You
looked a little what you were at first. You've probably forgotten that when
you matriculated you put down a place of residence, a record easily
available for one who saw, as I did, means of using you. Even a fool could
have guessed something was up the night Betty was good enough to make
herself a part of the beau monde. I gathered a lot from Lambert then."
"Yet," George said, almost indifferently, "you went on being a friend."
"Your political manager, George," Wandel corrected. "I'm not sure it would
have gone much further if it hadn't been for Dicky."
George was thoroughly aroused at last.
"Did Dicky know?"
"Not mere facts," Wandel answered. "What difference did they make? But
he could see what you had started from, how great the climb you were
taking. That's why he liked and admired you, because of what you were, not
because of what you wanted people to think you were. That's really what
first attracted me to you, and it amused me to see you fancying you were
getting away with so much more than you really were."
"Extraordinary!" George managed. "Then the heights are not so well
guarded?"
"Ah, yes—guarded," Wandel said, "but not against great men."
drawn George a little from his indifferent, half-dazed condition. He, too,
could look back, and without discomfort. On the Vesle it was only death
that counted. Birth didn't amount to a hill of beans, or money, or education,
except in that it made a man an officer. So George answered frankly:
"All along you've guessed a lot about me, Driggs."
"Known, George."
"Would you mind telling me how?"
"It would be a pleasure to point out to you," Wandel drawled, "that a lot of
people aren't half as big fools as you've credited them with being. You
looked a little what you were at first. You've probably forgotten that when
you matriculated you put down a place of residence, a record easily
available for one who saw, as I did, means of using you. Even a fool could
have guessed something was up the night Betty was good enough to make
herself a part of the beau monde. I gathered a lot from Lambert then."
"Yet," George said, almost indifferently, "you went on being a friend."
"Your political manager, George," Wandel corrected. "I'm not sure it would
have gone much further if it hadn't been for Dicky."
George was thoroughly aroused at last.
"Did Dicky know?"
"Not mere facts," Wandel answered. "What difference did they make? But
he could see what you had started from, how great the climb you were
taking. That's why he liked and admired you, because of what you were, not
because of what you wanted people to think you were. That's really what
first attracted me to you, and it amused me to see you fancying you were
getting away with so much more than you really were."
"Extraordinary!" George managed. "Then the heights are not so well
guarded?"
"Ah, yes—guarded," Wandel said, "but not against great men."
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George kicked at the ground with his heel.
"Funny how unimportant it all seems here," he muttered.
It wasn't only the surroundings that made it seem unimportant; it was his
remembrance of Sylvia who had known more than Wandel, more than
anybody, yet had never opened the gate.
"You've taken all my conceit away," he went on. "Once it might have made
me want to put myself out. Now I'm quite content to let Jerry do it."
Wandel's voice warmed, was less affected than George had ever heard it.
"What are you talking about? You've won a great victory. You should carry
laurels on your brow. You've climbed to the top. You've defined for us all a
possible socialism."
George smiled.
"A hell of a thing to talk about here! But tell that to Squibs, will you, little
man, when you get back? We've had some rare battles over it."
Wandel hurried on.
"You've made yourself one of us, if it's any satisfaction. You're as good as
the best of us—of the inheritors."
George folded his arms on his knees and bowed his head. Wandel's voice
was startled.
"What's up?"
"Maybe I'm crying," George mumbled. "Ought to be, because I'm so filthy
tired, and I know you're wrong, Driggs. I'm rotten inside. I haven't even
started to climb."
But when he looked up there were no tears in his eyes, and his dirty face
had altered with its old whimsical smile.
"Besides, it's enough to make me cry to know you wouldn't say all this
unless you were certain I'm going to be killed."
"Funny how unimportant it all seems here," he muttered.
It wasn't only the surroundings that made it seem unimportant; it was his
remembrance of Sylvia who had known more than Wandel, more than
anybody, yet had never opened the gate.
"You've taken all my conceit away," he went on. "Once it might have made
me want to put myself out. Now I'm quite content to let Jerry do it."
Wandel's voice warmed, was less affected than George had ever heard it.
"What are you talking about? You've won a great victory. You should carry
laurels on your brow. You've climbed to the top. You've defined for us all a
possible socialism."
George smiled.
"A hell of a thing to talk about here! But tell that to Squibs, will you, little
man, when you get back? We've had some rare battles over it."
Wandel hurried on.
"You've made yourself one of us, if it's any satisfaction. You're as good as
the best of us—of the inheritors."
George folded his arms on his knees and bowed his head. Wandel's voice
was startled.
"What's up?"
"Maybe I'm crying," George mumbled. "Ought to be, because I'm so filthy
tired, and I know you're wrong, Driggs. I'm rotten inside. I haven't even
started to climb."
But when he looked up there were no tears in his eyes, and his dirty face
had altered with its old whimsical smile.
"Besides, it's enough to make me cry to know you wouldn't say all this
unless you were certain I'm going to be killed."
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"Hope not," Wandel laughed, "but picnics are full of germs. What's this?"
A grimy figure approached like a man fantastically imitating some animal.
His route was devious as if he were perpetually dodging something that
miraculously failed to materialize. He stopped, straightened reluctantly, and
saluted George.
"Captain sent me on, sir. I've located Jerry opposite at——"
He rattled off some coordinates. George looked him over.
"How did you find that out?" he snapped.
"Ran across Jerry——"
The dirty young man recited jerkily and selflessly a story of fear and risks
overcome, of cunning stealth, of passionate and promiscuous murder——
"Report back," George said.
When he had gone George called for his adjutant and turned to Wandel.
"Before anything happens to me," he said, "I'll recommend that dirty young
assassin for a citation."
Wandel laughed in a satisfied way.
"I'm always right about you, great man. Don't you see that? Never think
about your own citation——"
George stared at him, uncomprehending.
"Citation! A thousand citations for a bed!"
He watched Wandel uneasily when, at the heels of a guide, he dodged down
the slope in search of Lambert, calling back:
"Don't swallow any germs."
"That's very fine, Driggs," he thought, "but why all that and not the rest? I'd
give a good deal to guess what you know about me and Sylvia Planter."
A grimy figure approached like a man fantastically imitating some animal.
His route was devious as if he were perpetually dodging something that
miraculously failed to materialize. He stopped, straightened reluctantly, and
saluted George.
"Captain sent me on, sir. I've located Jerry opposite at——"
He rattled off some coordinates. George looked him over.
"How did you find that out?" he snapped.
"Ran across Jerry——"
The dirty young man recited jerkily and selflessly a story of fear and risks
overcome, of cunning stealth, of passionate and promiscuous murder——
"Report back," George said.
When he had gone George called for his adjutant and turned to Wandel.
"Before anything happens to me," he said, "I'll recommend that dirty young
assassin for a citation."
Wandel laughed in a satisfied way.
"I'm always right about you, great man. Don't you see that? Never think
about your own citation——"
George stared at him, uncomprehending.
"Citation! A thousand citations for a bed!"
He watched Wandel uneasily when, at the heels of a guide, he dodged down
the slope in search of Lambert, calling back:
"Don't swallow any germs."
"That's very fine, Driggs," he thought, "but why all that and not the rest? I'd
give a good deal to guess what you know about me and Sylvia Planter."
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X
George hoped Wandel would find Lambert. Day by day he had dreaded bad
news. Other officers and men got hit every hour; why not himself or
Lambert? For he had never forgotten Mrs. Planter's unexpected and
revealing whisper. It had shown him that even beneath such exteriors
emotion lurks as raw, as desirous, as violent as a savage's. The rest, then,
was habit which people inherited, or acquired, or imitated with varying
success. It had made him admire her all the more, had forced on him a wish
to obey her, but what could he do? It was not in him to play favourites. One
man's life was as good as another's; but he watched Lambert as he could,
while in his tired brain lingered a feeling of fear for that woman's son.
During the peaceful days dividing the Aisne and the Argonne he looked at
Lambert and fingered his own clothing, stained and torn where death had
nearly reached, with a wondering doubt that they could both be whole, that
Mrs. Planter in her unemotional way could still welcome guests to
Oakmont. And he recalled that impression he had shared with Sylvia on the
bluff above Lake Champlain of being suspended, but he no longer felt free.
He seemed to hang, indeed, helplessly, in a resounding silence which at any
moment would commence giving forth unbearable, Gargantuan noises; for,
bathed and comfortable, eating in leisure from a mess-kit, he never forgot
that this was a respite, that to-morrow or the next day or the day after the
sounding board would reverberate again, holding him a deafened victim.
Wandel caught up with them one evening in the sylvan peace that preceded
the fatal forest uproar. The Argonne still slumbered; was nearly silent;
offered untouched trees under which to loaf after a palatable cold supper.
The brown figures of enlisted men also lounged near by, reminiscing,
wondering, doubtless, as these officers did, about New York which had
assumed the attributes of an unattainable paradise.
George hadn't been particularly pleased to see Wandel. What Wandel knew
made more difference in this quiet place, and George had a vague, shamed
recollection of having accused himself of being rotten inside, of not having
even started to climb.
George hoped Wandel would find Lambert. Day by day he had dreaded bad
news. Other officers and men got hit every hour; why not himself or
Lambert? For he had never forgotten Mrs. Planter's unexpected and
revealing whisper. It had shown him that even beneath such exteriors
emotion lurks as raw, as desirous, as violent as a savage's. The rest, then,
was habit which people inherited, or acquired, or imitated with varying
success. It had made him admire her all the more, had forced on him a wish
to obey her, but what could he do? It was not in him to play favourites. One
man's life was as good as another's; but he watched Lambert as he could,
while in his tired brain lingered a feeling of fear for that woman's son.
During the peaceful days dividing the Aisne and the Argonne he looked at
Lambert and fingered his own clothing, stained and torn where death had
nearly reached, with a wondering doubt that they could both be whole, that
Mrs. Planter in her unemotional way could still welcome guests to
Oakmont. And he recalled that impression he had shared with Sylvia on the
bluff above Lake Champlain of being suspended, but he no longer felt free.
He seemed to hang, indeed, helplessly, in a resounding silence which at any
moment would commence giving forth unbearable, Gargantuan noises; for,
bathed and comfortable, eating in leisure from a mess-kit, he never forgot
that this was a respite, that to-morrow or the next day or the day after the
sounding board would reverberate again, holding him a deafened victim.
Wandel caught up with them one evening in the sylvan peace that preceded
the fatal forest uproar. The Argonne still slumbered; was nearly silent;
offered untouched trees under which to loaf after a palatable cold supper.
The brown figures of enlisted men also lounged near by, reminiscing,
wondering, doubtless, as these officers did, about New York which had
assumed the attributes of an unattainable paradise.
George hadn't been particularly pleased to see Wandel. What Wandel knew
made more difference in this quiet place, and George had a vague, shamed
recollection of having accused himself of being rotten inside, of not having
even started to climb.
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"Must have had a touch of shell shock without knowing it," he mused as he
stared through the dusk at the precise, clean little man.
Indifferently he listened to Lambert's good-natured raillery at the general
staff, then he focussed his attention, for Lambert's voice had suddenly
turned serious, his hand had indicated the lounging figures of the enlisted
men.
"With all your ridiculous fuss and feathers at nice headquarters châteaux, I
don't suppose you ever get to know those fellows, Driggs."
"I don't see why not," Wandel drawled.
"Do you love them, everyone?"
"Can't say that I do, but then my heart is only a small organ."
"I do," Lambert said, warmly. "And you'll find George does. You can't help
it when you see them pulling through this thing. They're real men, aren't
they, George?"
George yawned.
"Are they any more so," he asked, dryly, "than they were when they lived in
the same little town with you? I mean, if all you say about them is true why
did you have to wait for war to introduce you to unveil their admirable
qualities?"
Lambert straightened.
"It's wrong," he said, defiantly, "that I should have waited. It's wrong that I
couldn't help myself."
"And you once tried to take a horse whip to me," George whispered in his
ear.
It was Lambert's absurd earnestness that worried him. Did Lambert, too,
have a touch of shell shock? Wandel was trying to smooth out his doubts.
"I think what you mean to say is that war, aside from military rank, is a
great leveller. We can leave that out altogether. You know the professional
officer's creed: 'Good Colonel, deliver us.' 'We beseech ye to hear us, good
stared through the dusk at the precise, clean little man.
Indifferently he listened to Lambert's good-natured raillery at the general
staff, then he focussed his attention, for Lambert's voice had suddenly
turned serious, his hand had indicated the lounging figures of the enlisted
men.
"With all your ridiculous fuss and feathers at nice headquarters châteaux, I
don't suppose you ever get to know those fellows, Driggs."
"I don't see why not," Wandel drawled.
"Do you love them, everyone?"
"Can't say that I do, but then my heart is only a small organ."
"I do," Lambert said, warmly. "And you'll find George does. You can't help
it when you see them pulling through this thing. They're real men, aren't
they, George?"
George yawned.
"Are they any more so," he asked, dryly, "than they were when they lived in
the same little town with you? I mean, if all you say about them is true why
did you have to wait for war to introduce you to unveil their admirable
qualities?"
Lambert straightened.
"It's wrong," he said, defiantly, "that I should have waited. It's wrong that I
couldn't help myself."
"And you once tried to take a horse whip to me," George whispered in his
ear.
It was Lambert's absurd earnestness that worried him. Did Lambert, too,
have a touch of shell shock? Wandel was trying to smooth out his doubts.
"I think what you mean to say is that war, aside from military rank, is a
great leveller. We can leave that out altogether. You know the professional
officer's creed: 'Good Colonel, deliver us.' 'We beseech ye to hear us, good
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General,' and so on up to the top man, who begs the Secretary of War, who
prays to the President, who, one ventures to hope, gets a word to God. You
mean, Lambert, that out here it never occurs to you to ask these men who
their fathers were, or what preps they went to, or what clubs they're
members of. It's the war spirit—aside from military rank—this sham
equality. Titled ladies dine with embarrassed Tommies. Your own sister
dances with doughboys who'd be a lot happier if she'd leave them alone. It's
in the air, beautiful, gorgeous, hysterical war democracy which declares that
all men are equal until they're wounded; then they're superior; or until
they're dead; then they're forgotten."
George grunted.
"You're right, Driggs. It won't survive the war."
"Paper work!" Wandel sneered.
"It ought to last!" Lambert cried. "I hope it does."
"Pray that it doesn't," Wandel said. "I fancy the real hell of war comes after
the war is over. We'll find that out, if we live. As for me, even now when
we're all beloved brothers, I'd give a good deal to be sitting in a Fifth
Avenue club looking out on lesser men."
"I would, too," George said, fervently.
Lambert spoke with abysmal seriousness.
"I'd rather have some of the splendid lesser men sitting on the same side of
the window with me."
George stared at him. What had happened to this aristocrat who had once
made a medieval gesture with a horse whip? Certainly he, the plebeian
victim of that attack, had no such wish. Put these men on the same side of a
club window, or a factory window, for that matter, and they'd drag the
whole business down to their level, to eternal smash fast enough. Why,
hang Lambert! It amounted to visualizing his sister as a slattern. He smiled
with a curious pride. Reddest revolution couldn't make her that. She
wouldn't come down off her high horse if a dozen bayonets were at her
throat. What the deuce was he thinking about? Why should he be proud of
prays to the President, who, one ventures to hope, gets a word to God. You
mean, Lambert, that out here it never occurs to you to ask these men who
their fathers were, or what preps they went to, or what clubs they're
members of. It's the war spirit—aside from military rank—this sham
equality. Titled ladies dine with embarrassed Tommies. Your own sister
dances with doughboys who'd be a lot happier if she'd leave them alone. It's
in the air, beautiful, gorgeous, hysterical war democracy which declares that
all men are equal until they're wounded; then they're superior; or until
they're dead; then they're forgotten."
George grunted.
"You're right, Driggs. It won't survive the war."
"Paper work!" Wandel sneered.
"It ought to last!" Lambert cried. "I hope it does."
"Pray that it doesn't," Wandel said. "I fancy the real hell of war comes after
the war is over. We'll find that out, if we live. As for me, even now when
we're all beloved brothers, I'd give a good deal to be sitting in a Fifth
Avenue club looking out on lesser men."
"I would, too," George said, fervently.
Lambert spoke with abysmal seriousness.
"I'd rather have some of the splendid lesser men sitting on the same side of
the window with me."
George stared at him. What had happened to this aristocrat who had once
made a medieval gesture with a horse whip? Certainly he, the plebeian
victim of that attack, had no such wish. Put these men on the same side of a
club window, or a factory window, for that matter, and they'd drag the
whole business down to their level, to eternal smash fast enough. Why,
hang Lambert! It amounted to visualizing his sister as a slattern. He smiled
with a curious pride. Reddest revolution couldn't make her that. She
wouldn't come down off her high horse if a dozen bayonets were at her
throat. What the deuce was he thinking about? Why should he be proud of
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that? For, if he lived, he was going to drag her off himself, but he wouldn't
make her a slattern.
"You talk like Allen," he said, "and you haven't even his excuse."
"I've seen the primeval for the first time," Lambert answered.
"I'll admit it has qualities," Wandel yawned. "Anyway, I'm off."
Mrs. Planter came back to George's mind, momentarily as primeval as a
man surrendered to the battle lust. What one saw, except in self-destructive
emergencies, he told himself, was all veneer. Ages, epochs, generations,
merely determined its depth. The hell after war! Did Wandel mean there
was danger then of an attempt to thin the veneer? Was Lambert, of all
people, going to assist the Allens to plane it away?
"It would mean another dark ages," he mused.
His own little self-imposed coat he saw now had gone on top of a far
thicker one without which he would have been as helpless as a bushman or
some anthropoidal creature escaped from an unexplored country.
He laughed, but uncomfortably. Those two had made him uneasy, and
Squibs, naturally, was at Lambert's folly. There had been a letter a day or
two ago which he had scarcely had time to read because of the demands of
an extended movement and the confusion of receiving replacements and re-
equipping the men he had. He read it over now. "Understanding,"
"Brotherhood."
"You are helping to bring it about, because you are helping to win this war."
In a fit of irritation he tore the letter up. What the devil was he fighting the
war for?
The question wouldn't let him asleep. Lambert, Wandel, and Squibs
between them had made him for the first time in his life thoroughly,
uncomfortably, abominably afraid—physically afraid—afraid of being
killed. For all at once there was more than Sylvia to make him want to live.
He didn't see how he could die without knowing what the deuce he was
fighting this man's war for, anyway.
make her a slattern.
"You talk like Allen," he said, "and you haven't even his excuse."
"I've seen the primeval for the first time," Lambert answered.
"I'll admit it has qualities," Wandel yawned. "Anyway, I'm off."
Mrs. Planter came back to George's mind, momentarily as primeval as a
man surrendered to the battle lust. What one saw, except in self-destructive
emergencies, he told himself, was all veneer. Ages, epochs, generations,
merely determined its depth. The hell after war! Did Wandel mean there
was danger then of an attempt to thin the veneer? Was Lambert, of all
people, going to assist the Allens to plane it away?
"It would mean another dark ages," he mused.
His own little self-imposed coat he saw now had gone on top of a far
thicker one without which he would have been as helpless as a bushman or
some anthropoidal creature escaped from an unexplored country.
He laughed, but uncomfortably. Those two had made him uneasy, and
Squibs, naturally, was at Lambert's folly. There had been a letter a day or
two ago which he had scarcely had time to read because of the demands of
an extended movement and the confusion of receiving replacements and re-
equipping the men he had. He read it over now. "Understanding,"
"Brotherhood."
"You are helping to bring it about, because you are helping to win this war."
In a fit of irritation he tore the letter up. What the devil was he fighting the
war for?
The question wouldn't let him asleep. Lambert, Wandel, and Squibs
between them had made him for the first time in his life thoroughly,
uncomfortably, abominably afraid—physically afraid—afraid of being
killed. For all at once there was more than Sylvia to make him want to live.
He didn't see how he could die without knowing what the deuce he was
fighting this man's war for, anyway.
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XI
He hadn't learned any more about it when Lambert and he were caught on
the same afternoon a week later.
In the interminable, haggard thicket the attack had abruptly halted. Word
reached George that Lambert's company was falling back. To him that was
beyond belief if Lambert was still with his men. He hurried forward before
regimental headquarters had had a chance to open its distant mouth. There
were machine-gun nests ahead, foolish stragglers told him. Of course.
Those were what he had ordered Lambert to take. The company was
disorganized. Little groups slunk back, dragging their rifles as if they were
too heavy. Others squatted in the underbrush, waiting apparently for some
valuable advice.
George found the senior lieutenant, crouched behind a fallen log, getting the
company in hand again through runners.
"Where's Captain Planter?"
The lieutenant nodded carelessly ahead.
"Hundred yards or so out there. He ran the show too much himself," he
complained. "Bunch of Jerries jumped out of the thicket and threw potato
mashers, then crawled back to the guns. When the captain went down the
men near him broke. Sort of thing spreads like a pestilence."
"Dead?" George asked.
"Don't know. Potato mashers!"
"Why haven't you found out?" George asked, irritably.
The complaining note increased in the other's voice.
"He's at the foot of that tree. Hear those guns? They're just zipping a few
while they wait for someone to get to him."
"Pull your company together," George said with an absurd feeling that he
spoke to Mrs. Planter. "I'll go along and see that we get him and those nests.
They're spoiling the entire afternoon."
He hadn't learned any more about it when Lambert and he were caught on
the same afternoon a week later.
In the interminable, haggard thicket the attack had abruptly halted. Word
reached George that Lambert's company was falling back. To him that was
beyond belief if Lambert was still with his men. He hurried forward before
regimental headquarters had had a chance to open its distant mouth. There
were machine-gun nests ahead, foolish stragglers told him. Of course.
Those were what he had ordered Lambert to take. The company was
disorganized. Little groups slunk back, dragging their rifles as if they were
too heavy. Others squatted in the underbrush, waiting apparently for some
valuable advice.
George found the senior lieutenant, crouched behind a fallen log, getting the
company in hand again through runners.
"Where's Captain Planter?"
The lieutenant nodded carelessly ahead.
"Hundred yards or so out there. He ran the show too much himself," he
complained. "Bunch of Jerries jumped out of the thicket and threw potato
mashers, then crawled back to the guns. When the captain went down the
men near him broke. Sort of thing spreads like a pestilence."
"Dead?" George asked.
"Don't know. Potato mashers!"
"Why haven't you found out?" George asked, irritably.
The complaining note increased in the other's voice.
"He's at the foot of that tree. Hear those guns? They're just zipping a few
while they wait for someone to get to him."
"Pull your company together," George said with an absurd feeling that he
spoke to Mrs. Planter. "I'll go along and see that we get him and those nests.
They're spoiling the entire afternoon."
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The lieutenant glanced at him, startled.
"I can do it——"
"You haven't," George reminded him.
He despatched runners to the flank companies and to regimental
headquarters announcing that he was moving ahead. When the battalion
advanced, like a lot of fairly clever Indians, he was in the van, making
straight for the tree. He had a queer idea that Mrs. Planter quietly searched
in the underbrush ahead of him. The machine guns, which had been
trickling, gushed.
"You're hit, sir," the lieutenant said.
George glanced at his right boot. There was a hole in the leather, but he
didn't feel any pain. He dismissed the lieutenant's suggestion of stretcher
bearers. He limped ahead. Why should he assume this risk for Lambert?
Sylvia wouldn't thank him for it. She wouldn't thank him for anything, but
her mother would. He had to get Lambert back and complete his task, but
he was afraid to examine the still form he saw at last at the base of the tree,
and he knew very well that that was only because Lambert was his friend.
He designated a man to guide the stretcher bearers, and bent, his mind full
of swift running and vicious tackles, abrupt and brutal haltings of this figure
that seemed to be asleep, that would never run again.
Lambert stirred.
"Been expecting you, George," he said, sleepily.
"Anything besides your leg?" George asked.
"Guess not," Lambert answered. "What more do you want? Thanks for
coming."
George left him to the stretcher bearers and hurried on full of envy; for
Lambert was going home, and George hadn't dared stop to urge him to
forget that dangerous nonsense he had talked the other night. Nonsense!
You had only to look at these brown figures trying to flank the spouting
guns. Why did they have to glance continually at him? Why had they
"I can do it——"
"You haven't," George reminded him.
He despatched runners to the flank companies and to regimental
headquarters announcing that he was moving ahead. When the battalion
advanced, like a lot of fairly clever Indians, he was in the van, making
straight for the tree. He had a queer idea that Mrs. Planter quietly searched
in the underbrush ahead of him. The machine guns, which had been
trickling, gushed.
"You're hit, sir," the lieutenant said.
George glanced at his right boot. There was a hole in the leather, but he
didn't feel any pain. He dismissed the lieutenant's suggestion of stretcher
bearers. He limped ahead. Why should he assume this risk for Lambert?
Sylvia wouldn't thank him for it. She wouldn't thank him for anything, but
her mother would. He had to get Lambert back and complete his task, but
he was afraid to examine the still form he saw at last at the base of the tree,
and he knew very well that that was only because Lambert was his friend.
He designated a man to guide the stretcher bearers, and bent, his mind full
of swift running and vicious tackles, abrupt and brutal haltings of this figure
that seemed to be asleep, that would never run again.
Lambert stirred.
"Been expecting you, George," he said, sleepily.
"Anything besides your leg?" George asked.
"Guess not," Lambert answered. "What more do you want? Thanks for
coming."
George left him to the stretcher bearers and hurried on full of envy; for
Lambert was going home, and George hadn't dared stop to urge him to
forget that dangerous nonsense he had talked the other night. Nonsense!
You had only to look at these brown figures trying to flank the spouting
guns. Why did they have to glance continually at him? Why had they
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paused when he had paused to speak to Lambert? Same side of the window!
But a few of them stumbled and slept as they fell.
He had just begun to worry about the blood in his right boot when
something snapped at the bone of his good leg, and he pitched forward
helplessly.
"Some tackle!" he thought.
Then through his brain, suddenly confused, flashed an overwhelming
gratitude. He couldn't walk. He couldn't go forward. He wouldn't have to
take any more risks beyond those shared with the stretcher bearers who
would carry him back. Like Lambert, he was through. He was going home
—home to Sylvia, to success, to the coveted knowledge of why he had
fought this war.
The lieutenant, frightened, solicitous, crawled to him, summoning up the
stretcher bearers, for the advance had gone a little ahead, the German range
had shortened to meet it.
"How bad, sir?"
George indicated his legs.
"Never learned how to walk on my hands."
The lieutenant straightened, calling out cursing commands. George
managed to achieve a sitting posture. By gad! This leg hurt! It made him a
little giddy. Only once before, he thought vaguely, had he experienced such
pain. What was the trouble here? The advance had halted, probably because
the word had spread that he was down.
What was it Lambert had said about putting the rank and file on the same
side of the window? The rank and file wanted an officer, and the higher the
officer the farther it would go. That was answer enough for Lambert,
Squibs, Allen——And he would point it out to them all, for the stretcher
bearers had come up, had lifted him to the stretcher, were ready to start him
back to decency, to safety——
Thank God there wasn't any multitude or an insane trainer here to order him
about.
But a few of them stumbled and slept as they fell.
He had just begun to worry about the blood in his right boot when
something snapped at the bone of his good leg, and he pitched forward
helplessly.
"Some tackle!" he thought.
Then through his brain, suddenly confused, flashed an overwhelming
gratitude. He couldn't walk. He couldn't go forward. He wouldn't have to
take any more risks beyond those shared with the stretcher bearers who
would carry him back. Like Lambert, he was through. He was going home
—home to Sylvia, to success, to the coveted knowledge of why he had
fought this war.
The lieutenant, frightened, solicitous, crawled to him, summoning up the
stretcher bearers, for the advance had gone a little ahead, the German range
had shortened to meet it.
"How bad, sir?"
George indicated his legs.
"Never learned how to walk on my hands."
The lieutenant straightened, calling out cursing commands. George
managed to achieve a sitting posture. By gad! This leg hurt! It made him a
little giddy. Only once before, he thought vaguely, had he experienced such
pain. What was the trouble here? The advance had halted, probably because
the word had spread that he was down.
What was it Lambert had said about putting the rank and file on the same
side of the window? The rank and file wanted an officer, and the higher the
officer the farther it would go. That was answer enough for Lambert,
Squibs, Allen——And he would point it out to them all, for the stretcher
bearers had come up, had lifted him to the stretcher, were ready to start him
back to decency, to safety——
Thank God there wasn't any multitude or an insane trainer here to order him
about.
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"They've stopped again," the lieutenant sobbed. "Some of them are coming
back."
That sort of thing did spread like a pestilence, but there was nothing George
could do about it. He had done his job. Good job, too. Soft billet now.
Decency. Sylvia. No Green. No multitude——
"You make a touchdown!"
And he became aware at last of the multitude—raving higher officers in
comfortable places; countless victims of invasion, waiting patiently to go
home; myriads in the cities, intoxicated with enthusiasm and wine,
tumbling happily from military play to patriotic bazaar; but most eloquent
of all in that innumerable company were the silent and cold brown figures
lying about him in the underbrush.
His brain, a little delirious, was filled with the roaring from the stands. The
crowd was commanding him to get ahead somehow, to wipe out those
deadly nests, to let the regiment, the army, tired nations, sweep on to peace
and the end of an unbelievable madness.
Once more he glanced through blurred eyes at his clothing and saw livery,
and this time he had put it on of his own free will. He seemed to hear
Squibs:
"World lives by service."
"I'm in the service," he thought. "Got to serve."
It impressed him as quite pitiful that now he would never know just why.
"Where you going?" he demanded of the stretcher bearers who had begun to
carry him back.
They tried to explain, hurrying a little. He threatened them with his
revolver.
"Turn around. Let's go—with the battalion."
The lieutenant saw, the men saw, these frightened figures running with
loping steps, carrying a stretcher which they jerked and twitched so that the
back."
That sort of thing did spread like a pestilence, but there was nothing George
could do about it. He had done his job. Good job, too. Soft billet now.
Decency. Sylvia. No Green. No multitude——
"You make a touchdown!"
And he became aware at last of the multitude—raving higher officers in
comfortable places; countless victims of invasion, waiting patiently to go
home; myriads in the cities, intoxicated with enthusiasm and wine,
tumbling happily from military play to patriotic bazaar; but most eloquent
of all in that innumerable company were the silent and cold brown figures
lying about him in the underbrush.
His brain, a little delirious, was filled with the roaring from the stands. The
crowd was commanding him to get ahead somehow, to wipe out those
deadly nests, to let the regiment, the army, tired nations, sweep on to peace
and the end of an unbelievable madness.
Once more he glanced through blurred eyes at his clothing and saw livery,
and this time he had put it on of his own free will. He seemed to hear
Squibs:
"World lives by service."
"I'm in the service," he thought. "Got to serve."
It impressed him as quite pitiful that now he would never know just why.
"Where you going?" he demanded of the stretcher bearers who had begun to
carry him back.
They tried to explain, hurrying a little. He threatened them with his
revolver.
"Turn around. Let's go—with the battalion."
The lieutenant saw, the men saw, these frightened figures running with
loping steps, carrying a stretcher which they jerked and twitched so that the
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figure lying on it with arm raised, holding a revolver, suffered agonies and
struggled not to be flung to the ground. And the lieutenant and the men
sprang to their feet, ran forward, shouted:
"Follow the Major!"
The German gunners, caught by surprise, hesitated, had trouble, therefore,
shortening their ranges; and as panic spreads so does the sudden spirit of
victory.
"Same side of the window!" George grumbled as the bearers set him down
behind the captured guns.
"Just the same," he rambled, "fine fellows. Who said they weren't fine
fellows?"
He wanted to argue it angrily with a wounded German propped against a
shattered tree, but the lieutenant interrupted him, bringing up a medical
orderly, asking him if he had any instructions. George answered very
pleasantly:
"Not past me, Mr. Planter! Rank and file myself!"
The lieutenant glanced significantly at the medical orderly. He looked
sharply at George's hair and suddenly pointed.
"They nicked him in the head, too."
The orderly knelt and examined the place the lieutenant had indicated.
"Oh, no, sir. That's quite an old scar."
XII
"Lost a leg or two?" Allen asked.
"Not yet. Don't think I shall. Planter's not so lucky, but he'll get home
sooner."
Allen brought George his one relief from the deadly monotony of the base
hospital. He had sent for him because he wanted his opinion as to the
struggled not to be flung to the ground. And the lieutenant and the men
sprang to their feet, ran forward, shouted:
"Follow the Major!"
The German gunners, caught by surprise, hesitated, had trouble, therefore,
shortening their ranges; and as panic spreads so does the sudden spirit of
victory.
"Same side of the window!" George grumbled as the bearers set him down
behind the captured guns.
"Just the same," he rambled, "fine fellows. Who said they weren't fine
fellows?"
He wanted to argue it angrily with a wounded German propped against a
shattered tree, but the lieutenant interrupted him, bringing up a medical
orderly, asking him if he had any instructions. George answered very
pleasantly:
"Not past me, Mr. Planter! Rank and file myself!"
The lieutenant glanced significantly at the medical orderly. He looked
sharply at George's hair and suddenly pointed.
"They nicked him in the head, too."
The orderly knelt and examined the place the lieutenant had indicated.
"Oh, no, sir. That's quite an old scar."
XII
"Lost a leg or two?" Allen asked.
"Not yet. Don't think I shall. Planter's not so lucky, but he'll get home
sooner."
Allen brought George his one relief from the deadly monotony of the base
hospital. He had sent for him because he wanted his opinion as to the
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possibility of an armistice. Blodgett, however, hadn't waited for the result of
the conference. The day Allen arrived a letter came from him, telling
George not to worry.
"King Ferdy along about the last of September whispered I'd better begin to
unload. It's a killing, George."
With his mind clear of that George could be amused by Allen. The friend of
the people wore some striking clothes from London tailors and
haberdashers. He carried a cunning little cane. He had managed something
extremely neat in moustaches. He spoke with a perceptible West End
accent. But in reply to George's sneering humour he made this astonishing
remark:
"It isn't nearly as much fun being a top-hole person as I thought it was
going to be."
"You're lucky to have found it out," George said, "for your job's about over.
Of course I could get you something in Wall Street."
"Doubt if I should want it," Allen said. "I've always got my old job."
George whistled.
"You mean you'd go back to long hair, cheap clothes, and violent words?"
"Why not? I only took your offer, Morton, because I was inclined to agree
with you that in the outside world's anxiety to look at what was going on
over the fence people'd stop thinking. Russia didn't stop thinking, and after
the armistice you watch America begin to use its brain."
"You mean the downtrodden," George sneered.
"That's the greater part of any country," Allen said, his acquired accent
forgotten, his perfectly clean hands commencing to gesture.
But George wouldn't listen to him, got rid of him, turned to the wall with an
ugly feeling that he had gone out of his way to nurture one of the makers of
the hell after war.
the conference. The day Allen arrived a letter came from him, telling
George not to worry.
"King Ferdy along about the last of September whispered I'd better begin to
unload. It's a killing, George."
With his mind clear of that George could be amused by Allen. The friend of
the people wore some striking clothes from London tailors and
haberdashers. He carried a cunning little cane. He had managed something
extremely neat in moustaches. He spoke with a perceptible West End
accent. But in reply to George's sneering humour he made this astonishing
remark:
"It isn't nearly as much fun being a top-hole person as I thought it was
going to be."
"You're lucky to have found it out," George said, "for your job's about over.
Of course I could get you something in Wall Street."
"Doubt if I should want it," Allen said. "I've always got my old job."
George whistled.
"You mean you'd go back to long hair, cheap clothes, and violent words?"
"Why not? I only took your offer, Morton, because I was inclined to agree
with you that in the outside world's anxiety to look at what was going on
over the fence people'd stop thinking. Russia didn't stop thinking, and after
the armistice you watch America begin to use its brain."
"You mean the downtrodden," George sneered.
"That's the greater part of any country," Allen said, his acquired accent
forgotten, his perfectly clean hands commencing to gesture.
But George wouldn't listen to him, got rid of him, turned to the wall with an
ugly feeling that he had gone out of his way to nurture one of the makers of
the hell after war.
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PART V
THE NEW WORLD
I
George crushed his uneasy thoughts, trying to dwell instead on the idea that
he was going back to the normal, but all at once he experienced a dread of
the normal, perhaps, because he was no longer normal himself. Could he
limp before Sylvia with his old assurance? Would people pity him, or would
he irritate them because he had a disability? And snatches of his talks at the
front with Wandel etched themselves sharply against his chaotic
recollections of those days. Was Wandel fair? Was it, indeed, the original
George Morton people had always liked? Here, apart from the turmoil, he
didn't believe it, didn't dare believe it. Those people wouldn't have cared for
him except for his assumption of qualities which he had chosen as from a
counter display. Yet was it the real George Morton that made him in
superlative moments break the traces of his acquired judgments, as he had
done at New Haven, in the Argonne, to dash selflessly into the service of
others? Rotten inside, indeed! Even in the hospital he set out to crush that
impulsive, dangerous part of him.
But the nearer he drew to home the more he suffered from a depression that
he could only define as homesickness—homesickness for the old ways, the
old habits, the old thoughts; and the memory of his temerity with Sylvia at
the moment of their parting was like a great cloud threatening the future
with destructive storm.
Lambert, wearing a contrivance the doctors had given him in place of what
the country had taken away, accompanied by Betty and the Baillys, met the
transport. Betty and Mrs. Bailly cried, and George shook his heavy stick at
them.
THE NEW WORLD
I
George crushed his uneasy thoughts, trying to dwell instead on the idea that
he was going back to the normal, but all at once he experienced a dread of
the normal, perhaps, because he was no longer normal himself. Could he
limp before Sylvia with his old assurance? Would people pity him, or would
he irritate them because he had a disability? And snatches of his talks at the
front with Wandel etched themselves sharply against his chaotic
recollections of those days. Was Wandel fair? Was it, indeed, the original
George Morton people had always liked? Here, apart from the turmoil, he
didn't believe it, didn't dare believe it. Those people wouldn't have cared for
him except for his assumption of qualities which he had chosen as from a
counter display. Yet was it the real George Morton that made him in
superlative moments break the traces of his acquired judgments, as he had
done at New Haven, in the Argonne, to dash selflessly into the service of
others? Rotten inside, indeed! Even in the hospital he set out to crush that
impulsive, dangerous part of him.
But the nearer he drew to home the more he suffered from a depression that
he could only define as homesickness—homesickness for the old ways, the
old habits, the old thoughts; and the memory of his temerity with Sylvia at
the moment of their parting was like a great cloud threatening the future
with destructive storm.
Lambert, wearing a contrivance the doctors had given him in place of what
the country had taken away, accompanied by Betty and the Baillys, met the
transport. Betty and Mrs. Bailly cried, and George shook his heavy stick at
them.
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"See here! I'm not going to limp like this always."
Bailly encircled him with his thin arms.
"You're too old to play football, anyway, George."
George found himself wanting Betty's arms, their forgetfulness, their
understanding, their tenderness.
"When are you two going to be married?" he forced himself to ask.
Betty looked away, her white cheeks flushing, but Lambert hurried an
answer.
"As soon as you're able to get to Princeton. You're to be best man."
"Honoured."
So Lambert's crippling hadn't made any difference to Betty, but how did
Sylvia take it? He wanted to ask Lambert where she was, if anything had
happened to her, any other mad affair, now that the war was over, like the
one with Blodgett; but he couldn't ask, and no one volunteered to tell him,
and it wasn't until his visit to Oakmont, on his first leave from the hospital,
that he learned anything whatever about her, and that was only what his
eyes in a moment told him.
Lambert drove over and got George, explaining that his mother wanted to
see him.
"She'd have come to the dock," he said, "but Father these days is rather hard
to leave."
George went reluctantly, belligerently, for since his landing his feeling of
homesickness had increased with the realization that his victorious country
was more radically altered than he had fancied. The ride, however, had the
advantage of an uninterrupted talk with Lambert which developed gossip
that Blodgett, stuffed with business, hadn't yet given him.
Goodhue and Wandel, for instance, were still abroad, holding down showy
jobs at the peace conference. Dalrymple, on the other hand, had been home
for months.
Bailly encircled him with his thin arms.
"You're too old to play football, anyway, George."
George found himself wanting Betty's arms, their forgetfulness, their
understanding, their tenderness.
"When are you two going to be married?" he forced himself to ask.
Betty looked away, her white cheeks flushing, but Lambert hurried an
answer.
"As soon as you're able to get to Princeton. You're to be best man."
"Honoured."
So Lambert's crippling hadn't made any difference to Betty, but how did
Sylvia take it? He wanted to ask Lambert where she was, if anything had
happened to her, any other mad affair, now that the war was over, like the
one with Blodgett; but he couldn't ask, and no one volunteered to tell him,
and it wasn't until his visit to Oakmont, on his first leave from the hospital,
that he learned anything whatever about her, and that was only what his
eyes in a moment told him.
Lambert drove over and got George, explaining that his mother wanted to
see him.
"She'd have come to the dock," he said, "but Father these days is rather hard
to leave."
George went reluctantly, belligerently, for since his landing his feeling of
homesickness had increased with the realization that his victorious country
was more radically altered than he had fancied. The ride, however, had the
advantage of an uninterrupted talk with Lambert which developed gossip
that Blodgett, stuffed with business, hadn't yet given him.
Goodhue and Wandel, for instance, were still abroad, holding down showy
jobs at the peace conference. Dalrymple, on the other hand, had been home
for months.
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"Most successful war," Lambert told George. "Scarcely smelled fire, but got
a couple foreign decorations, and a promotion—my poor old leg wasn't
worth it, or yours, George, but what odds now? And as soon as the show
stopped at Sedan he was trotting back. Can't help admiring him, for that sort
of thing spells success, and he's steady as a church. Try to realize that, and
take a new start with him, for he's really likeable when he keeps to the
straight and narrow. Prohibition's going to fit in very well, although I
believe he's got himself in hand."
George stared at the ugly, familiar landscape, trying not to listen,
particularly to the rest. Why should the Planters have taken Dalrymple into
the marble temple?
"A small start," Lambert was saying, "but if he makes the grade there's a big
future for him there. I fancy he's anxious to meet you halfway. How about
you, George?"
"I'll make no promises," George said. "It depends entirely on Dalrymple."
Lambert didn't warn him, so he didn't expect to find Dalrymple enjoying the
early spring graces of Oakmont. He managed the moment of meeting,
however, without disclosing anything. Dalrymple, for the time, was quite
unimportant. It was Sylvia he was anxious about, Sylvia who undoubtedly
nursed a sort of horror of what he had ventured to do and say at Upton.
Everyone else was outside, as if making a special effort to welcome him.
Where was she?
He resented the worshipful attentions of the servants.
"I'm quite capable of managing myself," he said, as he motioned them aside
and lowered himself from the automobile.
He disliked old Planter's heartiness, although he could see the physical
effort it cost, for the once-threatening eyes were nearly dark; and the big
shoulders stooped forward as if in a constant effort to escape a pursuing
pain; and the voice, which talked about heroes and the country's debt and
the Planters' debt, quavered and once or twice broke altogether, then groped
doubtfully ahead in an effort to recover the propelling thought.
a couple foreign decorations, and a promotion—my poor old leg wasn't
worth it, or yours, George, but what odds now? And as soon as the show
stopped at Sedan he was trotting back. Can't help admiring him, for that sort
of thing spells success, and he's steady as a church. Try to realize that, and
take a new start with him, for he's really likeable when he keeps to the
straight and narrow. Prohibition's going to fit in very well, although I
believe he's got himself in hand."
George stared at the ugly, familiar landscape, trying not to listen,
particularly to the rest. Why should the Planters have taken Dalrymple into
the marble temple?
"A small start," Lambert was saying, "but if he makes the grade there's a big
future for him there. I fancy he's anxious to meet you halfway. How about
you, George?"
"I'll make no promises," George said. "It depends entirely on Dalrymple."
Lambert didn't warn him, so he didn't expect to find Dalrymple enjoying the
early spring graces of Oakmont. He managed the moment of meeting,
however, without disclosing anything. Dalrymple, for the time, was quite
unimportant. It was Sylvia he was anxious about, Sylvia who undoubtedly
nursed a sort of horror of what he had ventured to do and say at Upton.
Everyone else was outside, as if making a special effort to welcome him.
Where was she?
He resented the worshipful attentions of the servants.
"I'm quite capable of managing myself," he said, as he motioned them aside
and lowered himself from the automobile.
He disliked old Planter's heartiness, although he could see the physical
effort it cost, for the once-threatening eyes were nearly dark; and the big
shoulders stooped forward as if in a constant effort to escape a pursuing
pain; and the voice, which talked about heroes and the country's debt and
the Planters' debt, quavered and once or twice broke altogether, then groped
doubtfully ahead in an effort to recover the propelling thought.
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Mrs. Planter, at least, spared him any sentimental gratitude. She was rather
grayer and had in her face some unremembered lines, but those were the
only changes George could detect. As far as her manner went this greeting
might have followed the farewell at Upton after only a day or so.
"I hope your wound isn't very painful."
"My limping," he answered, "is simply bad habit. I'm overcoming it."
"That's nice. Then you'll be able to play polo again!"
"I should hope so, as long as ponies have four good legs."
He wished other people could be like her, so unobtrusively, unannoyingly
primeval.
As he entered the hall he saw Sylvia without warning, and he caught his
breath and watched her as she came slowly down the stairs. He tried to
realize that this was that coveted moment he had so frequently fancied the
war would deny him—the moment that brought him face to face with
Sylvia again, to witness her enmity, to desire to break it down, to want her
more than he had ever done.
She came straight to him, but even in the presence of the others she didn't
offer her hand, and all she said was:
"I was quite sure you would come back."
"You knew I had to," he laughed.
Then he sharpened his ears, for she was telling her brother something about
Betty's having telephoned she was driving over to take Lambert, Dalrymple,
and herself to Princeton.
No. The war had changed her less than any one George had seen. She was
as beautiful, as unforgiving, as intolerant; and he guessed that it was she
and not Betty who had made the arrangement which would take her away
from him.
"George will come, too," Lambert began.
"Afraid I'm not up to it," George refused, dryly.
grayer and had in her face some unremembered lines, but those were the
only changes George could detect. As far as her manner went this greeting
might have followed the farewell at Upton after only a day or so.
"I hope your wound isn't very painful."
"My limping," he answered, "is simply bad habit. I'm overcoming it."
"That's nice. Then you'll be able to play polo again!"
"I should hope so, as long as ponies have four good legs."
He wished other people could be like her, so unobtrusively, unannoyingly
primeval.
As he entered the hall he saw Sylvia without warning, and he caught his
breath and watched her as she came slowly down the stairs. He tried to
realize that this was that coveted moment he had so frequently fancied the
war would deny him—the moment that brought him face to face with
Sylvia again, to witness her enmity, to desire to break it down, to want her
more than he had ever done.
She came straight to him, but even in the presence of the others she didn't
offer her hand, and all she said was:
"I was quite sure you would come back."
"You knew I had to," he laughed.
Then he sharpened his ears, for she was telling her brother something about
Betty's having telephoned she was driving over to take Lambert, Dalrymple,
and herself to Princeton.
No. The war had changed her less than any one George had seen. She was
as beautiful, as unforgiving, as intolerant; and he guessed that it was she
and not Betty who had made the arrangement which would take her away
from him.
"George will come, too," Lambert began.
"Afraid I'm not up to it," George refused, dryly.
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At Betty's wedding, however, she would have to be with him, for it
developed during this nervous chatter that they would share the honours of
the bridal party.
So, helplessly, he had to watch her go, and for a moment he felt as if he had
had a strong tonic, for she alone had been able to give him an impression
that the world hadn't altered much, after all.
The reaction came in the quiet hours following. He was at first resentful
that Mrs. Planter should accompany him on the painful walk the doctors
had ordered him, like Old Planter, to take daily. He had wanted to go back
to the little house, highest barrier of all which Sylvia would never let him
climb. Then, glancing at the quiet woman, he squared his shoulders.
Suppose Wandel had been right! Here was a test. At any rate, the war was a
pretty large and black background for so tiny a high light. Purposefully,
therefore, he carried out his original purpose. By the side of Mrs. Planter he
limped toward the little house. They didn't say much. It wasn't easy for him
to talk while he exercised, and perhaps she understood that.
Even before the clean white building shone in the sun through the trees he
heard a sound that made him wince. It was like a distant drum, badly
played. Then he understood what it was, and his boyhood, and the day of
awakening and revolt, submerged him in a hot wave of shame. He could see
his mother rising and bending rhythmically over fine linen which emerged
from dirty water, making her arms look too red and swollen. He glanced
quickly at Mrs. Planter to whose serenity had gone the upward effort of
many generations. Just how appalling, now that war had mocked life so
dreadfully, now that a pitiless hand had a moment ago stripped all pretence
from the world, was the difference between them?
It was the woman at the tub, curiously enough, who seemed trying to tell
him, trying to warn him to keep his mouth shut. Then the house was visible
through the trees. He raised his stick.
"I wanted to see it again," he said, defiantly, "because I was born there. I
lived there."
She paused and stared with him, without saying anything, without any
change of expression. After a time she turned.
developed during this nervous chatter that they would share the honours of
the bridal party.
So, helplessly, he had to watch her go, and for a moment he felt as if he had
had a strong tonic, for she alone had been able to give him an impression
that the world hadn't altered much, after all.
The reaction came in the quiet hours following. He was at first resentful
that Mrs. Planter should accompany him on the painful walk the doctors
had ordered him, like Old Planter, to take daily. He had wanted to go back
to the little house, highest barrier of all which Sylvia would never let him
climb. Then, glancing at the quiet woman, he squared his shoulders.
Suppose Wandel had been right! Here was a test. At any rate, the war was a
pretty large and black background for so tiny a high light. Purposefully,
therefore, he carried out his original purpose. By the side of Mrs. Planter he
limped toward the little house. They didn't say much. It wasn't easy for him
to talk while he exercised, and perhaps she understood that.
Even before the clean white building shone in the sun through the trees he
heard a sound that made him wince. It was like a distant drum, badly
played. Then he understood what it was, and his boyhood, and the day of
awakening and revolt, submerged him in a hot wave of shame. He could see
his mother rising and bending rhythmically over fine linen which emerged
from dirty water, making her arms look too red and swollen. He glanced
quickly at Mrs. Planter to whose serenity had gone the upward effort of
many generations. Just how appalling, now that war had mocked life so
dreadfully, now that a pitiless hand had a moment ago stripped all pretence
from the world, was the difference between them?
It was the woman at the tub, curiously enough, who seemed trying to tell
him, trying to warn him to keep his mouth shut. Then the house was visible
through the trees. He raised his stick.
"I wanted to see it again," he said, defiantly, "because I was born there. I
lived there."
She paused and stared with him, without saying anything, without any
change of expression. After a time she turned.
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"Have you looked enough? Shall we go back, George?"
He nodded, glancing at her wonderingly. After all, he had had very little
love in his life. Mrs. Bailly, Betty——
He had never dreamed of such gratitude as this. Lambert, home with his
war madness fresh upon him, must have told her, as an example of what a
man might do. But was her action all gratitude? Rather wasn't it a signpost
at the parting of two ages?
If that were so, he told himself, the world had left Sylvia hopelessly behind.
II
The memory of that unguarded moment remained in his mind
uncomfortably. He carried it finally from the hospital to his musty
apartment, where he stripped off his uniform and looked in the glass, for the
first time in nearly two years his own master, no man's servant.
Was he his own master as long as he could commit such sentimental follies,
as long as he could suspect that he had told Wandel the truth on the Vesle?
This nostalgia must be the rebound from the war, of which he had heard so
much, which made men weak, or lazy, or indifferent.
He continued to stare in the glass, angry, amazed. He had to overcome this
homesick feeling. He had to prepare himself for harder battles than he had
ever fought. He had had plenty of warning of the selfishness that was
creeping over the world like a black pestilence. Where was his own self-
will that had carried him so far?
He locked himself, as it were, in his apartment. He sat down and called on
his will. With a systematic brutality he got himself in hand. He reviewed his
aims: to make more money, to get Sylvia. He emerged at last, hard and
uncompromising, ready for the selfish ones, and went down town. Blodgett
greeted him with a cheer.
"Miracles! For the first time since you got back you look yourself again."
"I am," George answered, "all but the limp. That will go some day maybe."
He nodded, glancing at her wonderingly. After all, he had had very little
love in his life. Mrs. Bailly, Betty——
He had never dreamed of such gratitude as this. Lambert, home with his
war madness fresh upon him, must have told her, as an example of what a
man might do. But was her action all gratitude? Rather wasn't it a signpost
at the parting of two ages?
If that were so, he told himself, the world had left Sylvia hopelessly behind.
II
The memory of that unguarded moment remained in his mind
uncomfortably. He carried it finally from the hospital to his musty
apartment, where he stripped off his uniform and looked in the glass, for the
first time in nearly two years his own master, no man's servant.
Was he his own master as long as he could commit such sentimental follies,
as long as he could suspect that he had told Wandel the truth on the Vesle?
This nostalgia must be the rebound from the war, of which he had heard so
much, which made men weak, or lazy, or indifferent.
He continued to stare in the glass, angry, amazed. He had to overcome this
homesick feeling. He had to prepare himself for harder battles than he had
ever fought. He had had plenty of warning of the selfishness that was
creeping over the world like a black pestilence. Where was his own self-
will that had carried him so far?
He locked himself, as it were, in his apartment. He sat down and called on
his will. With a systematic brutality he got himself in hand. He reviewed his
aims: to make more money, to get Sylvia. He emerged at last, hard and
uncompromising, ready for the selfish ones, and went down town. Blodgett
greeted him with a cheer.
"Miracles! For the first time since you got back you look yourself again."
"I am," George answered, "all but the limp. That will go some day maybe."
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He wanted it to go. He desired enormously to rid himself of the last
reminder of his service.
Lambert was definitely caught by the marble temple, but Goodhue and he
would stay together, more or less tied to Blodgett, to accept the
opportunities George foresaw for dragging money by sharp reasoning from
the reconstruction period. He applied himself to exchange. From their
position they could run wild in the stock market at little risk, but there were
big things to be made out of exchange, about which the cleverest men didn't
seem to know anything worth a penny in any currency.
Everyone noticed his recovery, and everyone congratulated him except
Bailly. When George went down to Betty's wedding the long tutor met him
at the station, crying out querulously:
"What's happened to you?"
George laughed.
"Got over the war reaction, I guess."
"What the deuce did you go to war for at all then?" Bailly asked.
"Haven't found that out myself yet," George answered, "but I know I
wouldn't go to another, even if they'd have me."
He grimaced at his injured foot.
"And they're going to give you some kind of a medal!" Bailly cried.
"I didn't ask for it," George said, "but I daresay a lot of people, you among
them, went down to Washington and did."
Bailly was a trifle uncomfortable.
"See here," George said. "I don't want your old medal, and I don't intend to
be scolded about it. I suppose I've got to rush right out to the Alstons."
"Let's stop at the club," Bailly proposed. "People want to see you. We'll
fight the war over with the veterans."
"Damn the war!" George said.
reminder of his service.
Lambert was definitely caught by the marble temple, but Goodhue and he
would stay together, more or less tied to Blodgett, to accept the
opportunities George foresaw for dragging money by sharp reasoning from
the reconstruction period. He applied himself to exchange. From their
position they could run wild in the stock market at little risk, but there were
big things to be made out of exchange, about which the cleverest men didn't
seem to know anything worth a penny in any currency.
Everyone noticed his recovery, and everyone congratulated him except
Bailly. When George went down to Betty's wedding the long tutor met him
at the station, crying out querulously:
"What's happened to you?"
George laughed.
"Got over the war reaction, I guess."
"What the deuce did you go to war for at all then?" Bailly asked.
"Haven't found that out myself yet," George answered, "but I know I
wouldn't go to another, even if they'd have me."
He grimaced at his injured foot.
"And they're going to give you some kind of a medal!" Bailly cried.
"I didn't ask for it," George said, "but I daresay a lot of people, you among
them, went down to Washington and did."
Bailly was a trifle uncomfortable.
"See here," George said. "I don't want your old medal, and I don't intend to
be scolded about it. I suppose I've got to rush right out to the Alstons."
"Let's stop at the club," Bailly proposed. "People want to see you. We'll
fight the war over with the veterans."
"Damn the war!" George said.
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Mrs. Bailly, when he paused for a moment at the house in Dickinson Street,
attacked him, and quite innocently, from a different direction.
"It was the wish of my life, George, that you should have Betty, and you
might have had. I can't help feeling that."
"You're prejudiced," George laughed.
He went to the Alstons, nevertheless, almost unwillingly, and he delayed his
arrival until the last minute. The intimate party had gathered for a dinner
and a rehearsal that night. The wedding was set for the next evening.
The Tudor house had an unfamiliar air, as though Betty already had taken
from it every feature that had given it distinction in George's mind. And
Betty herself was caught by all those detailed considerations that surround a
girl, at this vital moment of her life, with an atmosphere regal, mysterious, a
little sacred. So George didn't see her until just before dinner, or Sylvia,
who was upstairs with her. Lambert and Blodgett were about, however, and
so was Dalrymple. George was glad Lambert had asked Blodgett to usher;
he owed it to him, but he was annoyed that Dalrymple should have been
included in the party, for it was another mark, on top of his presence in the
marble temple, of a tightening bond of intimacy between him and the
Planters. George examined the man, therefore, with an eager curiosity. He
looked well enough, but George remained unconvinced by his apparent
reformation, suspecting its real purpose was to impress a willing public, for
he had studied Dalrymple during many years without uncovering any real
strength, or any disposition not to answer gladly to every appeal of the
senses. At least he was restless, rising from his chair too often to wander
about the room, but George conceded with a smile that his own arrival
might be responsible for that. The matter of the notes hadn't been
mentioned, but they existed undoubtedly even in Dalrymple's careless mind,
which must have forecasted an uncomfortable day of payment.
Lambert seemed sure enough of his friend.
"Dolly's sticking to the job like a leech," he said to George when they went
upstairs to dress.
"I've no faith in him," George answered, shortly.
attacked him, and quite innocently, from a different direction.
"It was the wish of my life, George, that you should have Betty, and you
might have had. I can't help feeling that."
"You're prejudiced," George laughed.
He went to the Alstons, nevertheless, almost unwillingly, and he delayed his
arrival until the last minute. The intimate party had gathered for a dinner
and a rehearsal that night. The wedding was set for the next evening.
The Tudor house had an unfamiliar air, as though Betty already had taken
from it every feature that had given it distinction in George's mind. And
Betty herself was caught by all those detailed considerations that surround a
girl, at this vital moment of her life, with an atmosphere regal, mysterious, a
little sacred. So George didn't see her until just before dinner, or Sylvia,
who was upstairs with her. Lambert and Blodgett were about, however, and
so was Dalrymple. George was glad Lambert had asked Blodgett to usher;
he owed it to him, but he was annoyed that Dalrymple should have been
included in the party, for it was another mark, on top of his presence in the
marble temple, of a tightening bond of intimacy between him and the
Planters. George examined the man, therefore, with an eager curiosity. He
looked well enough, but George remained unconvinced by his apparent
reformation, suspecting its real purpose was to impress a willing public, for
he had studied Dalrymple during many years without uncovering any real
strength, or any disposition not to answer gladly to every appeal of the
senses. At least he was restless, rising from his chair too often to wander
about the room, but George conceded with a smile that his own arrival
might be responsible for that. The matter of the notes hadn't been
mentioned, but they existed undoubtedly even in Dalrymple's careless mind,
which must have forecasted an uncomfortable day of payment.
Lambert seemed sure enough of his friend.
"Dolly's sticking to the job like a leech," he said to George when they went
upstairs to dress.
"I've no faith in him," George answered, shortly.
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"You're an unforgiving brute," Lambert said.
George hastened away from the subject.
"I'm not chameleon, at least," he admitted with a smile, "which reminds me.
I don't see any of your dearly beloved brothers of the ranks in your bridal
party. Have you put private Oscar Liporowski up for any of your clubs
yet?"
"Unforgiving and unforgetting!" Lambert laughed.
"Then you acknowledge that talk in the Argonne was war madness?"
"By no means," Lambert answered, suddenly serious. "Let me get married,
will you? I can't bother with anything else now. Sylvia, whose mind isn't
filled with romance, threatens to become the socialist of the family."
George stared at him.
"What are you talking about?"
"About what Sylvia's talking about," Lambert answered.
"Now I know you're mad," George said.
Lambert shook his head.
"But I don't take her very seriously. It's a nice game to seek beauties in
Bolshevism. It's played in some of the best houses. You must have observed
it—how wonderfully it helps get through a tea or a dinner."
III
George went to his own room, amused and curious. Could Sylvia talk
communism, even parrot-like, and deny him the rights of a brother? He
became more anxious than before to see her. He shrank, on the other hand,
from facing Betty who was about to take this enormous step permanently
away from him. Out of his window he could see the tree beneath which he
had made his confession in an effort to kill Betty's kindness. If he had
followed her to the castle then Lambert wouldn't be limping about exposing
a happiness that made George envious and discontented. It was a reminder
George hastened away from the subject.
"I'm not chameleon, at least," he admitted with a smile, "which reminds me.
I don't see any of your dearly beloved brothers of the ranks in your bridal
party. Have you put private Oscar Liporowski up for any of your clubs
yet?"
"Unforgiving and unforgetting!" Lambert laughed.
"Then you acknowledge that talk in the Argonne was war madness?"
"By no means," Lambert answered, suddenly serious. "Let me get married,
will you? I can't bother with anything else now. Sylvia, whose mind isn't
filled with romance, threatens to become the socialist of the family."
George stared at him.
"What are you talking about?"
"About what Sylvia's talking about," Lambert answered.
"Now I know you're mad," George said.
Lambert shook his head.
"But I don't take her very seriously. It's a nice game to seek beauties in
Bolshevism. It's played in some of the best houses. You must have observed
it—how wonderfully it helps get through a tea or a dinner."
III
George went to his own room, amused and curious. Could Sylvia talk
communism, even parrot-like, and deny him the rights of a brother? He
became more anxious than before to see her. He shrank, on the other hand,
from facing Betty who was about to take this enormous step permanently
away from him. Out of his window he could see the tree beneath which he
had made his confession in an effort to kill Betty's kindness. If he had
followed her to the castle then Lambert wouldn't be limping about exposing
a happiness that made George envious and discontented. It was a reminder
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with a vengeance that his friends were mating. Was he, like Blodgett,
doomed to a revolting celibacy?
Blodgett, as far as that went, seemed quite to have recovered from the blow
Sylvia had given his pride and heart. With his increasing fortune his girth
had increased, his cheeks grown fuller, his eyes smaller.
He was chatting, when George came down, with Old Planter, who sat
slouched in an easy chair in the library, and Mr. Alston. It was evident that
the occasion was not a joyous one for Betty's father.
"I've half a mind to sell out here," George heard him say, "and take a share
in a coöperative apartment in town. Without Betty the house will be like a
world without a sun."
Blodgett, George guessed, was tottering on the threshold of expansive
sympathy. He drew back, beckoning George.
"Here's your purchaser, Alston. I never knew a half back stay single so long.
And now he's a hero. He's bound to need a nest soon."
Mr. Alston smiled at him.
"Is there anything in that, George?"
George wanted to tell Blodgett to mind his own business. How could the
man, after his recent experience, make cumbersome jokes of that colour?
"There was a time," Mr. Alston went on, "when I fancied you were going to
ask me for Betty. The thought of refusing used to worry me."
George laughed uncomfortably.
"So you would have refused?"
"Naturally. I don't think I could have said yes to Lambert if it hadn't been
for the war. If you ever have a daughter—just one—you'll know what I
mean."
From the three men George received an impression of imminence, shared it
himself. They talked merely to cover their suspense. They were like people
in a throne room, attentive for the entrance of a figure, exalted, powerful,
doomed to a revolting celibacy?
Blodgett, as far as that went, seemed quite to have recovered from the blow
Sylvia had given his pride and heart. With his increasing fortune his girth
had increased, his cheeks grown fuller, his eyes smaller.
He was chatting, when George came down, with Old Planter, who sat
slouched in an easy chair in the library, and Mr. Alston. It was evident that
the occasion was not a joyous one for Betty's father.
"I've half a mind to sell out here," George heard him say, "and take a share
in a coöperative apartment in town. Without Betty the house will be like a
world without a sun."
Blodgett, George guessed, was tottering on the threshold of expansive
sympathy. He drew back, beckoning George.
"Here's your purchaser, Alston. I never knew a half back stay single so long.
And now he's a hero. He's bound to need a nest soon."
Mr. Alston smiled at him.
"Is there anything in that, George?"
George wanted to tell Blodgett to mind his own business. How could the
man, after his recent experience, make cumbersome jokes of that colour?
"There was a time," Mr. Alston went on, "when I fancied you were going to
ask me for Betty. The thought of refusing used to worry me."
George laughed uncomfortably.
"So you would have refused?"
"Naturally. I don't think I could have said yes to Lambert if it hadn't been
for the war. If you ever have a daughter—just one—you'll know what I
mean."
From the three men George received an impression of imminence, shared it
himself. They talked merely to cover their suspense. They were like people
in a throne room, attentive for the entrance of a figure, exalted, powerful,
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nearly legendary. Betty, he reflected, had become that because she was
about to marry. He found himself fascinated, too, looking at the door,
waiting with a choked feeling for that girl who had unconsciously tempted
him from their first meeting. Her arrival, indeed, had about it something of
the processional. Mrs. Planter entered the doorway first, nodding absent-
mindedly to the men. Betty's mother followed, as imperial as ever, more so,
if anything, George thought, and quite unaffected by the deeper elements
that gave to this quiet wedding in a country house a breath of tragedy. Betty
Alston Planter! That evolution clearly meant happiness for her. She tried to
express it through vivacious gestures and cheerful, uncompleted sentences.
Betty next—after a tiny interval, entering not without hesitation exposed in
her walk, in her tall and graceful figure, in her face which was
unaccustomedly colourful, in her eyes which turned from one to another,
doubtful, apprehensive, groping. George didn't want to look at her; her
appearance placed him too much in concord with her reluctant father; too
much in the position of a man making a hurtful and unasked oblation.
Momentarily Betty, the portion of his past shared with her, its undeveloped
possibilities, were swept from his brain. Last of all, fitting and brilliant
close for the procession, came Sylvia between two bridesmaids. George
scarcely saw the others. Sylvia filled his eyes, his heart, slowly crowded the
dissatisfaction from his mind, centred again his thoughts and his ambitions.
Nearly automatically he took Betty's hands, spoke to her a few formalities,
yielded her to her father, and went on to Sylvia. For nearly two years he
hadn't seen her in an evening gown. What secret did she possess that kept
her constant? Already she was past the age at which most girls of her station
marry, yet to him her beauty had only increased without quite maturing.
And why had she calmly avoided during all these years the nets thrown
perpetually by men? Only Blodgett had threatened to entangle her, and one
day had found her fled. And she wasn't such a fool she didn't know the
years were slipping by. More poignantly than ever he responded to a feeling
of danger, imminent, unavoidable, fatal.
"My companion in the ceremonies," he said.
"I understood that was the arrangement," she answered, without looking at
him.
about to marry. He found himself fascinated, too, looking at the door,
waiting with a choked feeling for that girl who had unconsciously tempted
him from their first meeting. Her arrival, indeed, had about it something of
the processional. Mrs. Planter entered the doorway first, nodding absent-
mindedly to the men. Betty's mother followed, as imperial as ever, more so,
if anything, George thought, and quite unaffected by the deeper elements
that gave to this quiet wedding in a country house a breath of tragedy. Betty
Alston Planter! That evolution clearly meant happiness for her. She tried to
express it through vivacious gestures and cheerful, uncompleted sentences.
Betty next—after a tiny interval, entering not without hesitation exposed in
her walk, in her tall and graceful figure, in her face which was
unaccustomedly colourful, in her eyes which turned from one to another,
doubtful, apprehensive, groping. George didn't want to look at her; her
appearance placed him too much in concord with her reluctant father; too
much in the position of a man making a hurtful and unasked oblation.
Momentarily Betty, the portion of his past shared with her, its undeveloped
possibilities, were swept from his brain. Last of all, fitting and brilliant
close for the procession, came Sylvia between two bridesmaids. George
scarcely saw the others. Sylvia filled his eyes, his heart, slowly crowded the
dissatisfaction from his mind, centred again his thoughts and his ambitions.
Nearly automatically he took Betty's hands, spoke to her a few formalities,
yielded her to her father, and went on to Sylvia. For nearly two years he
hadn't seen her in an evening gown. What secret did she possess that kept
her constant? Already she was past the age at which most girls of her station
marry, yet to him her beauty had only increased without quite maturing.
And why had she calmly avoided during all these years the nets thrown
perpetually by men? Only Blodgett had threatened to entangle her, and one
day had found her fled. And she wasn't such a fool she didn't know the
years were slipping by. More poignantly than ever he responded to a feeling
of danger, imminent, unavoidable, fatal.
"My companion in the ceremonies," he said.
"I understood that was the arrangement," she answered, without looking at
him.
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"I'm glad," he said, "to draw even a reflection from the happiness of others."
"I often wonder," she remarked, "why people are so selfish."
"Do you mean me," he laughed, "or the leading man and lady?"
She spoke softly to avoid the possibility of anyone else hearing.
"I'm not sure, but I fancy you are the most selfish person I have ever met."
"That's a stupendous indictment these days," he said with a smile, but he
didn't take her seriously at all, didn't apply her charge to his soul.
"I'm so glad you're here," he went on, "that we're to be together. I've wanted
it for a long time. You must know that."
She gave him an uncomfortable sense of being captive, of seeking blindly
any course to freedom.
"I no longer know anything about you. I don't care to know."
Lambert and Dalrymple strolled in. Dalrymple opened the cage. George
moved away, aching to prevent such interference by any means he could.
His emotion made him uneasy. To what resolution were his relations with
Dalrymple drifting? How far was he capable of going to keep the other in
his place?
He stood by the mantel, speaking only when it was necessary and then
without consciousness, his whole interest caught by the picture Dalrymple
and Sylvia made, close together by the centre table in the soft light of a
reading lamp.
A servant entered with cocktails. George's interest sharpened. Betty took
hers with the others. Only Sylvia and Dalrymple shook their heads. Clearly
it was an understanding between them—a little denial of hers to make his
infinitely greater one less difficult. She smiled up at him, indeed,
comprehendingly; but George's glance didn't waver from Dalrymple, and it
caught an increase in the other's restlessness, a following nearly hypnotic,
by thoughtful eyes, of the tray with the little glasses as it passed around the
room. George relaxed. He was conscious enough of Blodgett's bellow:
"I often wonder," she remarked, "why people are so selfish."
"Do you mean me," he laughed, "or the leading man and lady?"
She spoke softly to avoid the possibility of anyone else hearing.
"I'm not sure, but I fancy you are the most selfish person I have ever met."
"That's a stupendous indictment these days," he said with a smile, but he
didn't take her seriously at all, didn't apply her charge to his soul.
"I'm so glad you're here," he went on, "that we're to be together. I've wanted
it for a long time. You must know that."
She gave him an uncomfortable sense of being captive, of seeking blindly
any course to freedom.
"I no longer know anything about you. I don't care to know."
Lambert and Dalrymple strolled in. Dalrymple opened the cage. George
moved away, aching to prevent such interference by any means he could.
His emotion made him uneasy. To what resolution were his relations with
Dalrymple drifting? How far was he capable of going to keep the other in
his place?
He stood by the mantel, speaking only when it was necessary and then
without consciousness, his whole interest caught by the picture Dalrymple
and Sylvia made, close together by the centre table in the soft light of a
reading lamp.
A servant entered with cocktails. George's interest sharpened. Betty took
hers with the others. Only Sylvia and Dalrymple shook their heads. Clearly
it was an understanding between them—a little denial of hers to make his
infinitely greater one less difficult. She smiled up at him, indeed,
comprehendingly; but George's glance didn't waver from Dalrymple, and it
caught an increase in the other's restlessness, a following nearly hypnotic,
by thoughtful eyes, of the tray with the little glasses as it passed around the
room. George relaxed. He was conscious enough of Blodgett's bellow:
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"Here's to the blushing bride!"
What lack of taste! But how much greater the lack of taste that restless
inheritor exposed! Couldn't even join a formal toast, didn't dare probably, or
was it that he only dared not risk it in public, in front of Sylvia? And she
pandered to his weakness, smiled upon it as if it were an epic strength. He
was sufficiently glad now that Dalrymple had got into him for so much
money.
IV
For George dinner was chiefly a sea of meaningless chatter continually
ruffled by the storm of Blodgett's voice.
"Your brother tells me," he said to Sylvia, "that you're irritating yourself
with socialism."
She looked at him with a little interest then.
"I've been reading. It's quite extraordinary. Odd I should have lived so long
without really knowing anything about such things."
"Not odd at all," George contradicted her. "I should call it odd that you find
any interest in them now. Why do you?"
"One has to occupy one's mind," she answered.
He glanced at her. Why did she have to occupy herself with matter she
couldn't possibly understand, that she would interpret always in a wrong or
unsafe manner? She, too, was restless.
That was the only possible explanation. From Blodgett she had sprung to
war-time fads. From those she had leaped at this convenient one which
tempted people to make sparkling and meaningless phrases.
"It doesn't strike you as at all amusing," he asked, "that you should be red,
that I should be conservative?"
She didn't answer. Blodgett swept them out to sea again.
What lack of taste! But how much greater the lack of taste that restless
inheritor exposed! Couldn't even join a formal toast, didn't dare probably, or
was it that he only dared not risk it in public, in front of Sylvia? And she
pandered to his weakness, smiled upon it as if it were an epic strength. He
was sufficiently glad now that Dalrymple had got into him for so much
money.
IV
For George dinner was chiefly a sea of meaningless chatter continually
ruffled by the storm of Blodgett's voice.
"Your brother tells me," he said to Sylvia, "that you're irritating yourself
with socialism."
She looked at him with a little interest then.
"I've been reading. It's quite extraordinary. Odd I should have lived so long
without really knowing anything about such things."
"Not odd at all," George contradicted her. "I should call it odd that you find
any interest in them now. Why do you?"
"One has to occupy one's mind," she answered.
He glanced at her. Why did she have to occupy herself with matter she
couldn't possibly understand, that she would interpret always in a wrong or
unsafe manner? She, too, was restless.
That was the only possible explanation. From Blodgett she had sprung to
war-time fads. From those she had leaped at this convenient one which
tempted people to make sparkling and meaningless phrases.
"It doesn't strike you as at all amusing," he asked, "that you should be red,
that I should be conservative?"
She didn't answer. Blodgett swept them out to sea again.
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Later in the evening, however, George repeated his question, and demanded
an answer. They had accomplished the farce of a rehearsal, source of
cumbersome jokes for Blodgett and the clergyman; of doubts and dreary
prospects for Mr. Alston, who had done his share as if submitting to an
undreamed-of punishment.
There was the key-ring joke. It must be a part of the curriculum of all the
theological seminaries. George acted up to it, promising to tie a string
around his finger, or to pin the circlet to his waistcoat.
"Or," Blodgett roared, "at a pinch you might use the ring of the wedding
bells."
George stared at him. How could the man, Sylvia within handgrasp, grin
and feed such a mood? It suddenly occurred to him that once more he was
reading Blodgett wrong, that the man was admirable, far more so than he
could be under an equal trial. Would he, a little later, be asked to face such
an ordeal?
With the departure of the clergyman a cloud of reaction descended upon the
party. Some yawns were scarcely stifled. Sporadic attempts to dance to a
victrola faded into dialogues carried on indifferently, lazily, where the
dancers had chanced to stop with the music. Mr. Alston had relinquished
Sylvia to George at the moment the record had stuttered out. They were left
at a distance from any other couple. George pointed out a convenient chair,
and she sat down and glanced about the room indifferently.
"At dinner," George said, "I asked you if it didn't impress you as strange
that our social views should be what they are, and opposite."
She didn't answer.
"I mean," he went on, "that I should benefit by your alteration."
"How?" she asked, idly fingering a flower, not looking at him.
"I fancy," he said, "that you'll admit your chief objection to me has always
been my origin, my ridiculous position trotting watchfully behind the most
unsocial Miss Planter. Am I not right?"
an answer. They had accomplished the farce of a rehearsal, source of
cumbersome jokes for Blodgett and the clergyman; of doubts and dreary
prospects for Mr. Alston, who had done his share as if submitting to an
undreamed-of punishment.
There was the key-ring joke. It must be a part of the curriculum of all the
theological seminaries. George acted up to it, promising to tie a string
around his finger, or to pin the circlet to his waistcoat.
"Or," Blodgett roared, "at a pinch you might use the ring of the wedding
bells."
George stared at him. How could the man, Sylvia within handgrasp, grin
and feed such a mood? It suddenly occurred to him that once more he was
reading Blodgett wrong, that the man was admirable, far more so than he
could be under an equal trial. Would he, a little later, be asked to face such
an ordeal?
With the departure of the clergyman a cloud of reaction descended upon the
party. Some yawns were scarcely stifled. Sporadic attempts to dance to a
victrola faded into dialogues carried on indifferently, lazily, where the
dancers had chanced to stop with the music. Mr. Alston had relinquished
Sylvia to George at the moment the record had stuttered out. They were left
at a distance from any other couple. George pointed out a convenient chair,
and she sat down and glanced about the room indifferently.
"At dinner," George said, "I asked you if it didn't impress you as strange
that our social views should be what they are, and opposite."
She didn't answer.
"I mean," he went on, "that I should benefit by your alteration."
"How?" she asked, idly fingering a flower, not looking at him.
"I fancy," he said, "that you'll admit your chief objection to me has always
been my origin, my ridiculous position trotting watchfully behind the most
unsocial Miss Planter. Am I not right?"
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"You are entirely wrong," she said, wearily. "That has never had anything to
do with my—my dislike. I think I shall go——"
"Wait," he said. "You are not telling me the truth. If you are consistent you
will turn your enmity to friendship at least. You will decide there was
nothing unusual in my asking you to marry me. You will even find in that a
reason for my anxiety at Upton. You will understand that it is quite
inevitable I should ask you to marry me again."
She sprang up and hurried away from him.
"Put on another record, Dolly——"
And almost before he had realized it Betty had taken her away, and the
evening's opportunities had closed.
V
For him the house became like a room at night out of which the only lamp
has been carried.
The others drifted away. George tried to read in the library. His uneasiness,
his anger, held him from bed. When at last he went upstairs he fancied
everyone was asleep, but moving in the hall outside his room he saw a
figure in a dressing gown. It paused as if it didn't care to be detected going
in the direction of the stairs. George caught the figure's embarrassed
hesitation, fancied a movement of retreat.
"Dalrymple!" he called, softly.
The other waited sullenly.
"What you up to?" George asked.
"Thought I'd explore downstairs for a book. Couldn't sleep. Nothing in my
room worth bothering with."
George smiled, the memory of Blodgett's admirable behaviour crowding his
mind. What better time than now to let his anger dictate to him, as it had
done that day in his office?
do with my—my dislike. I think I shall go——"
"Wait," he said. "You are not telling me the truth. If you are consistent you
will turn your enmity to friendship at least. You will decide there was
nothing unusual in my asking you to marry me. You will even find in that a
reason for my anxiety at Upton. You will understand that it is quite
inevitable I should ask you to marry me again."
She sprang up and hurried away from him.
"Put on another record, Dolly——"
And almost before he had realized it Betty had taken her away, and the
evening's opportunities had closed.
V
For him the house became like a room at night out of which the only lamp
has been carried.
The others drifted away. George tried to read in the library. His uneasiness,
his anger, held him from bed. When at last he went upstairs he fancied
everyone was asleep, but moving in the hall outside his room he saw a
figure in a dressing gown. It paused as if it didn't care to be detected going
in the direction of the stairs. George caught the figure's embarrassed
hesitation, fancied a movement of retreat.
"Dalrymple!" he called, softly.
The other waited sullenly.
"What you up to?" George asked.
"Thought I'd explore downstairs for a book. Couldn't sleep. Nothing in my
room worth bothering with."
George smiled, the memory of Blodgett's admirable behaviour crowding his
mind. What better time than now to let his anger dictate to him, as it had
done that day in his office?
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"Come in for a minute," he proposed to Dalrymple, and opened his door.
Dalrymple shook his head, but George took his arm and led him, guessing
that Dalrymple feared the subject of the notes.
"Bad humour!" George said. "You seem to be the only one up. I don't mind
chatting with you before turning in. Fact is, these wedding parties are
stupid, don't you think?"
Possibly George's manner was reassuring to Dalrymple. At any rate, he
yielded. George took off his coat, sat in an easy chair, and pressed the call
button.
"What's that for?" Dalrymple asked, uneasily.
"Sit down," George said. "Stupid and dry, these things! I'm going to try to
raise a servant. I want to gossip over a drink before I go to bed. You'll join
me?"
Dalrymple sat down. He moistened his lips.
"On the wagon," he muttered. "A long time on the wagon. Place to be, too,
and all that."
George didn't believe the other. If Dalrymple cared to prove him right that
was his own business.
"Before prohibition offers the steps?" he laughed.
"Nothing to do with it," Dalrymple muttered. "Got my reasons—good
enough ones, too."
"Right!" George said. "Only don't leave me to myself until I've wet my
whistle."
And when the sleepy servant had come George asked him for some whiskey
and soda water. He talked of the Alstons, of the war, of anything to tide the
wait for the caraffe and the bottles and glasses; and during that period
Dalrymple's restlessness increased. Just what had he been sneaking
downstairs for in the middle of the night? George watched the other's eyes
drawn by the tray when the servant had set it down.
Dalrymple shook his head, but George took his arm and led him, guessing
that Dalrymple feared the subject of the notes.
"Bad humour!" George said. "You seem to be the only one up. I don't mind
chatting with you before turning in. Fact is, these wedding parties are
stupid, don't you think?"
Possibly George's manner was reassuring to Dalrymple. At any rate, he
yielded. George took off his coat, sat in an easy chair, and pressed the call
button.
"What's that for?" Dalrymple asked, uneasily.
"Sit down," George said. "Stupid and dry, these things! I'm going to try to
raise a servant. I want to gossip over a drink before I go to bed. You'll join
me?"
Dalrymple sat down. He moistened his lips.
"On the wagon," he muttered. "A long time on the wagon. Place to be, too,
and all that."
George didn't believe the other. If Dalrymple cared to prove him right that
was his own business.
"Before prohibition offers the steps?" he laughed.
"Nothing to do with it," Dalrymple muttered. "Got my reasons—good
enough ones, too."
"Right!" George said. "Only don't leave me to myself until I've wet my
whistle."
And when the sleepy servant had come George asked him for some whiskey
and soda water. He talked of the Alstons, of the war, of anything to tide the
wait for the caraffe and the bottles and glasses; and during that period
Dalrymple's restlessness increased. Just what had he been sneaking
downstairs for in the middle of the night? George watched the other's eyes
drawn by the tray when the servant had set it down.
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"Why did he bring two glasses?" Dalrymple asked, irritably.
"Oh," George said, carelessly, "I suppose he thought—naturally——Have a
biscuit, anyway."
George poured a drink and supped contentedly.
"Dry rations—biscuits," Dalrymple complained.
He fingered the caraffe.
"I've an idea—wedding—special occasion, and all that. Change my mind—
up here—one friendly drop——"
George watched the friendly drop expand to half a tumbler full, and he
observed that the hand that poured was not quite steady. It wouldn't be long
now before he would know whether or not Dalrymple's reformation was
merely a pose in public, a pose for Sylvia.
Dalrymple sighed, sat down, and talked quite pleasantly about the horrors
of Chaumont. After a time he refilled his glass, and repeated the
performance a number of times with diminishing intervals. George smiled.
A child could tell the other was breaking no extended abstinence. He drifted
from war to New York and his apparent success with the house of Planter.
"Slavery, this office stuff!" he rattled on, "but good fun to get things done,
to climb up on shoulders of men—oh, no idea how many, Morton—who're
only good to push a pen or pound a typewriter. Of course, you know,
though. Done plenty of climbing yourself."
His enunciation suffered and his assurance strengthened as the caraffe
emptied. No extended abstinence, George reflected, but almost certainly a
very painful one of a few days.
"Am making money, Morton—a little, not much," he said, confidentially,
and with condescension. "Not enough by long shot to pay those beastly
notes I owe you. Know they're over due. Don't think I'd ever forget that.
Want to do right thing, Morton. You used hard words when I borrowed that
money, but forget, and all that. White of you to let me have it, and I'll do
right thing."
"Oh," George said, carelessly, "I suppose he thought—naturally——Have a
biscuit, anyway."
George poured a drink and supped contentedly.
"Dry rations—biscuits," Dalrymple complained.
He fingered the caraffe.
"I've an idea—wedding—special occasion, and all that. Change my mind—
up here—one friendly drop——"
George watched the friendly drop expand to half a tumbler full, and he
observed that the hand that poured was not quite steady. It wouldn't be long
now before he would know whether or not Dalrymple's reformation was
merely a pose in public, a pose for Sylvia.
Dalrymple sighed, sat down, and talked quite pleasantly about the horrors
of Chaumont. After a time he refilled his glass, and repeated the
performance a number of times with diminishing intervals. George smiled.
A child could tell the other was breaking no extended abstinence. He drifted
from war to New York and his apparent success with the house of Planter.
"Slavery, this office stuff!" he rattled on, "but good fun to get things done,
to climb up on shoulders of men—oh, no idea how many, Morton—who're
only good to push a pen or pound a typewriter. Of course, you know,
though. Done plenty of climbing yourself."
His enunciation suffered and his assurance strengthened as the caraffe
emptied. No extended abstinence, George reflected, but almost certainly a
very painful one of a few days.
"Am making money, Morton—a little, not much," he said, confidentially,
and with condescension. "Not enough by long shot to pay those beastly
notes I owe you. Know they're over due. Don't think I'd ever forget that.
Want to do right thing, Morton. You used hard words when I borrowed that
money, but forget, and all that. White of you to let me have it, and I'll do
right thing."
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A sickly look of content overspread his face. He expanded. His assurance
seemed to crowd the room.
"Wouldn't worry for a minute 'bout those notes if I were you."
He suddenly switched, shaking his finger at the caraffe.
"Very pleasant, little drop like this—night cap on the quiet. But not often."
His content sought expression in a smile.
"Dolly's off the hootch."
George lighted a cigarette. He noticed that his fingers were quite steady, yet
he was perfectly conscious of each beat of his heart.
"May I ask," he said, "what possible connection there can be between my
not worrying about your notes and your keeping off the hootch, as you call
it?"
Dalrymple arose, finished the caraffe, and tapped George's shoulder.
"Every connection," he answered. "Expect you have a right to know. Don't
you worry, old Shylock Morton. You're goin' to get your pound ah flesh."
"I fancy I am," George laughed. "What's your idea of it?"
Dalrymple waved his glass.
"Lady of my heart—surrender after long siege, but only brave deserve fair.
Good thing college education. Congratulate me, Morton. But secret for you,
'cause you old Shylock. Wouldn't say anything to Sylvia till she lets it
loose."
As George walked quietly to the door, which the servant a long time ago
had left a trifle open, he heard Dalrymple mouthing disconnected words:
"Model husband." "Can't be too soon for Dolly."
Then, as he closed the door, locked it, and put the key in his pocket, he
heard Dalrymple say aloud, sharply:
"What the devil you doing, Morton?"
seemed to crowd the room.
"Wouldn't worry for a minute 'bout those notes if I were you."
He suddenly switched, shaking his finger at the caraffe.
"Very pleasant, little drop like this—night cap on the quiet. But not often."
His content sought expression in a smile.
"Dolly's off the hootch."
George lighted a cigarette. He noticed that his fingers were quite steady, yet
he was perfectly conscious of each beat of his heart.
"May I ask," he said, "what possible connection there can be between my
not worrying about your notes and your keeping off the hootch, as you call
it?"
Dalrymple arose, finished the caraffe, and tapped George's shoulder.
"Every connection," he answered. "Expect you have a right to know. Don't
you worry, old Shylock Morton. You're goin' to get your pound ah flesh."
"I fancy I am," George laughed. "What's your idea of it?"
Dalrymple waved his glass.
"Lady of my heart—surrender after long siege, but only brave deserve fair.
Good thing college education. Congratulate me, Morton. But secret for you,
'cause you old Shylock. Wouldn't say anything to Sylvia till she lets it
loose."
As George walked quietly to the door, which the servant a long time ago
had left a trifle open, he heard Dalrymple mouthing disconnected words:
"Model husband." "Can't be too soon for Dolly."
Then, as he closed the door, locked it, and put the key in his pocket, he
heard Dalrymple say aloud, sharply:
"What the devil you doing, Morton?"
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George turned. Ammunition against Dalrymple! He had been collecting it.
Now, clearly, was the time to use it. In his mind the locked room held
precariously all of Sylvia's happiness and his.
He didn't hesitate. He walked straight to the table. Dalrymple had slumped
down in his chair, the content and triumph of his inflamed eyes replaced by
a sullen fear.
VI
"What's the idea?" Dalrymple asked, uncertainly, watching George,
grasping the arms of his chair preparatory to rising.
"Sit still, and I'll tell you," George answered.
"Why you lock the door?"
From Dalrymple's palpable fear George watched escape a reluctant and
fascinated curiosity.
"No more of that strong-arm stuff with me——"
"I locked the door," George answered, "so that I could point out to you,
quite undisturbed, just why you are going to leave Sylvia Planter alone."
Dalrymple relaxed. He commenced incredulously and nervously to laugh,
but in his eyes, which followed George, the fear and the curiosity increased.
"What the devil are you talking about? Have you gone out of your head?"
George smiled confidently.
"It's an invariable rule, unless you have the strength to handle them, to give
insane people their way. So you'll be nice and quiet; and I might remind you
if you started a rumpus, the first questions the aroused house would ask
would be, 'Why did Dolly fall off the wagon, and where did he get the
edge?'"
He drew a chair close to Dalrymple and sat down. The other lay back,
continuing to stare at him, quite unable to project the impression he
undoubtedly sought of contemptuous amusement.
Now, clearly, was the time to use it. In his mind the locked room held
precariously all of Sylvia's happiness and his.
He didn't hesitate. He walked straight to the table. Dalrymple had slumped
down in his chair, the content and triumph of his inflamed eyes replaced by
a sullen fear.
VI
"What's the idea?" Dalrymple asked, uncertainly, watching George,
grasping the arms of his chair preparatory to rising.
"Sit still, and I'll tell you," George answered.
"Why you lock the door?"
From Dalrymple's palpable fear George watched escape a reluctant and
fascinated curiosity.
"No more of that strong-arm stuff with me——"
"I locked the door," George answered, "so that I could point out to you,
quite undisturbed, just why you are going to leave Sylvia Planter alone."
Dalrymple relaxed. He commenced incredulously and nervously to laugh,
but in his eyes, which followed George, the fear and the curiosity increased.
"What the devil are you talking about? Have you gone out of your head?"
George smiled confidently.
"It's an invariable rule, unless you have the strength to handle them, to give
insane people their way. So you'll be nice and quiet; and I might remind you
if you started a rumpus, the first questions the aroused house would ask
would be, 'Why did Dolly fall off the wagon, and where did he get the
edge?'"
He drew a chair close to Dalrymple and sat down. The other lay back,
continuing to stare at him, quite unable to project the impression he
undoubtedly sought of contemptuous amusement.
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"We've waited a long time for this little chat," George said, quietly.
"Sometimes I've hoped it wouldn't be necessary. Of course, sooner or later,
it had to be."
His manner disclosed little of his anxiety, nothing whatever of his
determination, through Dalrymple's weakness, to save Sylvia and himself,
but his will had never been stronger.
"You may as well understand," he said, "that you shan't leave this room
until you've agreed to give up any idea of this preposterous marriage you
pretend to have arranged. Perhaps you have. That makes no difference. I'm
quite satisfied its disarranging will break no hearts."
Dalrymple had a little controlled himself. George's brusque campaign had
steadied him, had hastened a reaction that gave to his eyes an unhealthy and
furtive look. He tried to grin.
"You must think you're God Almighty——"
"Let's get to business," George interrupted. "I once told you that what you
borrow you have to pay back in one way or another. This is where we settle,
and I've outlined the terms."
Dalrymple whistled.
"You complete rotter! You mean to blackmail—because you know I haven't
got your filthy money, and can't raise it in a minute."
"Never mind that," George snapped. "Your opinion of what I'm doing
doesn't interest me. I've thought it out. I know quite thoroughly what I'm
about."
He did, and he was not without distaste for his methods, nor without
realization that they might hurt him most of all with the very person they
were designed to serve; yet he couldn't hesitate, because no other way
offered.
"You're going to pay my notes, but not with money."
Dalrymple's grin exploded into a harsh sound resembling laughter.
"Sometimes I've hoped it wouldn't be necessary. Of course, sooner or later,
it had to be."
His manner disclosed little of his anxiety, nothing whatever of his
determination, through Dalrymple's weakness, to save Sylvia and himself,
but his will had never been stronger.
"You may as well understand," he said, "that you shan't leave this room
until you've agreed to give up any idea of this preposterous marriage you
pretend to have arranged. Perhaps you have. That makes no difference. I'm
quite satisfied its disarranging will break no hearts."
Dalrymple had a little controlled himself. George's brusque campaign had
steadied him, had hastened a reaction that gave to his eyes an unhealthy and
furtive look. He tried to grin.
"You must think you're God Almighty——"
"Let's get to business," George interrupted. "I once told you that what you
borrow you have to pay back in one way or another. This is where we settle,
and I've outlined the terms."
Dalrymple whistled.
"You complete rotter! You mean to blackmail—because you know I haven't
got your filthy money, and can't raise it in a minute."
"Never mind that," George snapped. "Your opinion of what I'm doing
doesn't interest me. I've thought it out. I know quite thoroughly what I'm
about."
He did, and he was not without distaste for his methods, nor without
realization that they might hurt him most of all with the very person they
were designed to serve; yet he couldn't hesitate, because no other way
offered.
"You're going to pay my notes, but not with money."
Dalrymple's grin exploded into a harsh sound resembling laughter.
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"Are you—jealous? Do you fancy Sylvia would be affected by anything
you'd do or say? See here! Good God! Are you mad enough to look at her?
That's funny! That's a scream!"
There was, however, no conviction behind the pretended amazement and
contempt; and George suspected that Dalrymple had all along sounded his
chief ambition; had, in fact, made his secretive announcement just now,
because, his judgment drugged, he had desired to call a rival's attention to
his triumphant posture on the steps of attainment.
"I've no intention of discussing causes," George answered, evenly, "but I do
imagine the entire family would be noticeably affected by my story."
"Which you couldn't tell," Dalrymple cried. "Which you couldn't possibly
tell."
"Which I don't think I shall have to tell," George said with a smile. "Look at
your position, Dalrymple. If you borrow money on the strength of this
approaching marriage you announce its chief purpose quite distinctly. I
fancy Old Planter, ill as he is, would want to take a club to you. You've
always wished, haven't you, to keep your borrowings from Lambert? You
can't do it if you persist in involving the Planters in your extravagances.
And remember you gave me a pretty thorough list of your debtors—not
reading for women, but Lambert would understand, and make its meaning
clear. Then let us go back to that afternoon in my office, when you tried to
say unspeakable things——"
Impulsively Dalrymple bared his teeth.
"Got you there, Morton! I told Lambert it was you who had been
impertinent——"
All at once George felt better and cleaner. He whistled.
"When I let you off then I never dreamed you'd try to back that lie up."
"Will they believe me," the other asked, "or you, who come from God
knows what; God knows where?"
"Fortunately," George said, "Lambert and his sister share that supernal
knowledge. They'll believe me."
you'd do or say? See here! Good God! Are you mad enough to look at her?
That's funny! That's a scream!"
There was, however, no conviction behind the pretended amazement and
contempt; and George suspected that Dalrymple had all along sounded his
chief ambition; had, in fact, made his secretive announcement just now,
because, his judgment drugged, he had desired to call a rival's attention to
his triumphant posture on the steps of attainment.
"I've no intention of discussing causes," George answered, evenly, "but I do
imagine the entire family would be noticeably affected by my story."
"Which you couldn't tell," Dalrymple cried. "Which you couldn't possibly
tell."
"Which I don't think I shall have to tell," George said with a smile. "Look at
your position, Dalrymple. If you borrow money on the strength of this
approaching marriage you announce its chief purpose quite distinctly. I
fancy Old Planter, ill as he is, would want to take a club to you. You've
always wished, haven't you, to keep your borrowings from Lambert? You
can't do it if you persist in involving the Planters in your extravagances.
And remember you gave me a pretty thorough list of your debtors—not
reading for women, but Lambert would understand, and make its meaning
clear. Then let us go back to that afternoon in my office, when you tried to
say unspeakable things——"
Impulsively Dalrymple bared his teeth.
"Got you there, Morton! I told Lambert it was you who had been
impertinent——"
All at once George felt better and cleaner. He whistled.
"When I let you off then I never dreamed you'd try to back that lie up."
"Will they believe me," the other asked, "or you, who come from God
knows what; God knows where?"
"Fortunately," George said, "Lambert and his sister share that supernal
knowledge. They'll believe me."
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He stood up.
"That's all. You know what to expect. Just one thing more."
He spoke softly, without any apparent passion, but he displayed before the
man in the chair his two hands.
"If necessary I'd stop you marrying Sylvia Planter with those."
Dalrymple got to his feet, struggled to assume a cloak of bravado.
"Won't put up with such threats. Actionable——"
"Give me your decision," George said, harshly. "Will you keep away from
her? If there is really an understanding, will you so arrange things that she
can destroy it immediately? Come. Yes or no?"
"Give me that key."
George shrugged his shoulders.
"I needn't trouble you."
He walked swiftly to the door, unlocked it, and drew it invitingly wide; but
now that the way was clear Dalrymple hesitated. Again George shrugged
his shoulders and stepped to the hall. Dalrymple, abruptly active, ran after
him, grasping at his arm.
"Where you going?" he whispered.
"To Lambert's room."
"Not to-night," the other begged. "I don't admit you could make any real
trouble, but I want to spare Sylvia any possible unpleasantness. Well! Don't
you, too? You lost your temper. Maybe I did mine. Give us both a chance to
think it over. Now see here, Morton, I won't ask you another favour, and I'll
do nothing in the meantime. I couldn't very well. I mean, status quo, and all
that——"
"Lambert, to-morrow," George said, "is going away for more than a month."
"That's all. You know what to expect. Just one thing more."
He spoke softly, without any apparent passion, but he displayed before the
man in the chair his two hands.
"If necessary I'd stop you marrying Sylvia Planter with those."
Dalrymple got to his feet, struggled to assume a cloak of bravado.
"Won't put up with such threats. Actionable——"
"Give me your decision," George said, harshly. "Will you keep away from
her? If there is really an understanding, will you so arrange things that she
can destroy it immediately? Come. Yes or no?"
"Give me that key."
George shrugged his shoulders.
"I needn't trouble you."
He walked swiftly to the door, unlocked it, and drew it invitingly wide; but
now that the way was clear Dalrymple hesitated. Again George shrugged
his shoulders and stepped to the hall. Dalrymple, abruptly active, ran after
him, grasping at his arm.
"Where you going?" he whispered.
"To Lambert's room."
"Not to-night," the other begged. "I don't admit you could make any real
trouble, but I want to spare Sylvia any possible unpleasantness. Well! Don't
you, too? You lost your temper. Maybe I did mine. Give us both a chance to
think it over. Now see here, Morton, I won't ask you another favour, and I'll
do nothing in the meantime. I couldn't very well. I mean, status quo, and all
that——"
"Lambert, to-morrow," George said, "is going away for more than a month."
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"But you could always get hold of him, at a pinch," Dalrymple urged.
"Heaven knows I'm not likely to talk to Sylvia about what you've said. Let
us both think it over until Lambert comes back."
George sighed, experiencing a glow of victory. The other's eagerness
confessed at last an accurate measure of the power of his ammunition; and
George didn't want to go to the Planters on such an errand as long as any
other means existed. The more Dalrymple thought, the more thoroughly he
must realize George had him. From the first George had manœuvred to
avoid the necessity of shocking habits of thought and action that were
inborn in the Planters, so he gladly agreed.
"Meantime, you'll keep away from her?"
"Just as far as possible," Dalrymple answered. "You'll be able to see that for
yourself."
"Then," George said, "you arrange to get yourself out of the way as soon as
Lambert and Betty return. Meantime, if you go back on your word, I'll get
hold of Lambert."
Dalrymple leant against the wall, morosely angry, restless, discouraged.
"I'll admit you could make some unpleasantness all around," he said,
moistening his lips. "I wish I'd never touched your dirty money——"
George stepped into his room and closed the door.
VII
The awakening of the house to its most momentous day aroused George
early, hurried him from his bed, sent him downstairs in a depressed, self-
censorious mood, as if he and not Dalrymple had finished the caraffe. That
necessary battle behind a locked door continued to fill his mind like the
memory of a vivid and revolting nightmare. He fled from the increasing
turmoil of an exceptional agitation, but he could not escape his own evil
temper. Even the flowering lanes where Goodhue and he had run so
frequently during their undergraduate days mocked his limping steps, his
heavy cane; seemed asking him what there was in common between that
"Heaven knows I'm not likely to talk to Sylvia about what you've said. Let
us both think it over until Lambert comes back."
George sighed, experiencing a glow of victory. The other's eagerness
confessed at last an accurate measure of the power of his ammunition; and
George didn't want to go to the Planters on such an errand as long as any
other means existed. The more Dalrymple thought, the more thoroughly he
must realize George had him. From the first George had manœuvred to
avoid the necessity of shocking habits of thought and action that were
inborn in the Planters, so he gladly agreed.
"Meantime, you'll keep away from her?"
"Just as far as possible," Dalrymple answered. "You'll be able to see that for
yourself."
"Then," George said, "you arrange to get yourself out of the way as soon as
Lambert and Betty return. Meantime, if you go back on your word, I'll get
hold of Lambert."
Dalrymple leant against the wall, morosely angry, restless, discouraged.
"I'll admit you could make some unpleasantness all around," he said,
moistening his lips. "I wish I'd never touched your dirty money——"
George stepped into his room and closed the door.
VII
The awakening of the house to its most momentous day aroused George
early, hurried him from his bed, sent him downstairs in a depressed, self-
censorious mood, as if he and not Dalrymple had finished the caraffe. That
necessary battle behind a locked door continued to fill his mind like the
memory of a vivid and revolting nightmare. He fled from the increasing
turmoil of an exceptional agitation, but he could not escape his own evil
temper. Even the flowering lanes where Goodhue and he had run so
frequently during their undergraduate days mocked his limping steps, his
heavy cane; seemed asking him what there was in common between that
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eager youth and the man who had come back to share a definite farewell
with Betty; to stand, stripped of his veneer, against a wall to avoid a more
difficult parting from Sylvia. There was one thing: the determination of the
boy lived in the man, become greater, more headstrong, more relentless.
He paused and, chin in hand, rested against a gate. What about Wandel, who
had admired the original George Morton? Would he approve of his threats
to Dalrymple, of his probable course with the Planters? If he were
consistent he would have to; yet people were so seldom consistent. It was
even likely that George's repetition of Dalrymple's shocking insults would
be frowned upon more blackly than the original, unforgiveable wrong.
George straightened and walked back toward the house. It made no
difference what people thought. He was George Morton. Even at the cost of
his own future he would keep Sylvia from joining her life to Dalrymple's,
and certainly Lambert could be made to understand why that had to be.
The warm sun cheered him a little. Dalrymple was scared. He wouldn't
make George take any further steps. It was going to be all right. But why
didn't women see through Dalrymple, or rather why didn't he more
thoroughly give himself away to them? Because, George decided, guarded
women from their little windows failed to see the real world.
Dalrymple obsessed him even when, after luncheon, he sat with Lambert
upstairs, discussing business chiefly. He wanted to burst out with:
"Why don't you wake up? How can you approve of this intimacy between
your sister and a man like that?"
He didn't believe the other knew that intimacy had progressed; and when
Lambert spoke of Dalrymple, calling attention again to his apparent
reformation, George cleansed his mind a trifle, placing, as it were, the
foundation for a possible announcement of a more active enmity.
"Don't see why you admire anything he does, Lambert. It isn't particularly
pleasant for me to have you, for I've been watching him, and I've quite
made up my mind. You asked me when I first got home if I wouldn't meet
him halfway. I don't fancy he'd ever start in my direction, but if he did I
wouldn't meet him. Sorry. That's definite. I must use my own judgment
even where it clashes with your admirations."
with Betty; to stand, stripped of his veneer, against a wall to avoid a more
difficult parting from Sylvia. There was one thing: the determination of the
boy lived in the man, become greater, more headstrong, more relentless.
He paused and, chin in hand, rested against a gate. What about Wandel, who
had admired the original George Morton? Would he approve of his threats
to Dalrymple, of his probable course with the Planters? If he were
consistent he would have to; yet people were so seldom consistent. It was
even likely that George's repetition of Dalrymple's shocking insults would
be frowned upon more blackly than the original, unforgiveable wrong.
George straightened and walked back toward the house. It made no
difference what people thought. He was George Morton. Even at the cost of
his own future he would keep Sylvia from joining her life to Dalrymple's,
and certainly Lambert could be made to understand why that had to be.
The warm sun cheered him a little. Dalrymple was scared. He wouldn't
make George take any further steps. It was going to be all right. But why
didn't women see through Dalrymple, or rather why didn't he more
thoroughly give himself away to them? Because, George decided, guarded
women from their little windows failed to see the real world.
Dalrymple obsessed him even when, after luncheon, he sat with Lambert
upstairs, discussing business chiefly. He wanted to burst out with:
"Why don't you wake up? How can you approve of this intimacy between
your sister and a man like that?"
He didn't believe the other knew that intimacy had progressed; and when
Lambert spoke of Dalrymple, calling attention again to his apparent
reformation, George cleansed his mind a trifle, placing, as it were, the
foundation for a possible announcement of a more active enmity.
"Don't see why you admire anything he does, Lambert. It isn't particularly
pleasant for me to have you, for I've been watching him, and I've quite
made up my mind. You asked me when I first got home if I wouldn't meet
him halfway. I don't fancy he'd ever start in my direction, but if he did I
wouldn't meet him. Sorry. That's definite. I must use my own judgment
even where it clashes with your admirations."
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Lambert stared at him.
"You'll never cease being headstrong," he said. "It's rather safer to have any
man for a friend."
George had an uncomfortable sense of having received a warning, but
Blodgett blundered in just then with news from the feminine side of the
house.
"Some people downstairs already, and I've just had word—from one of
those little angels that talk like the devil—that Betty's got all her war-paint
on."
"You have the ring?" Lambert asked George.
George laughed.
"Yes, I have the ring, and I shan't lose it, or drop it; and I'll keep you out of
people's way, and tell you what to answer, and see generally you don't make
an idiot of yourself. Josiah, if he faints, help me pick him up."
Blodgett's gardenia bobbed.
"Weddings make Josiah feel old. Say, George, you're no spring chicken
yourself. I know lots of little girls who cry their eyes out for you."
"Shut up," George said. "How about a reconnaissance, Lambert?"
But they were summoned then, and crept down a side staircase, and heard
music, and found themselves involved in Betty's great moment.
At first George could only think of Betty as she had stood long ago in the
doorway of Bailly's study, and it was difficult to find in this white-clothed,
veiled, and stately woman the girl he had seen first of all that night. This,
after a fashion, was his last glimpse of her. She appeared to share that
conception, for she carried to the improvised altar in the drawing-room an
air of facing far places, divided by boundaries she couldn't possibly define
from all that she had ever known. After the ceremony she smiled
wonderingly at George while she absorbed the vapid and pattered remarks
of, perhaps, a hundred old friends of the family. George, who knew most of
them, resented their sympathy and curiosity.
"You'll never cease being headstrong," he said. "It's rather safer to have any
man for a friend."
George had an uncomfortable sense of having received a warning, but
Blodgett blundered in just then with news from the feminine side of the
house.
"Some people downstairs already, and I've just had word—from one of
those little angels that talk like the devil—that Betty's got all her war-paint
on."
"You have the ring?" Lambert asked George.
George laughed.
"Yes, I have the ring, and I shan't lose it, or drop it; and I'll keep you out of
people's way, and tell you what to answer, and see generally you don't make
an idiot of yourself. Josiah, if he faints, help me pick him up."
Blodgett's gardenia bobbed.
"Weddings make Josiah feel old. Say, George, you're no spring chicken
yourself. I know lots of little girls who cry their eyes out for you."
"Shut up," George said. "How about a reconnaissance, Lambert?"
But they were summoned then, and crept down a side staircase, and heard
music, and found themselves involved in Betty's great moment.
At first George could only think of Betty as she had stood long ago in the
doorway of Bailly's study, and it was difficult to find in this white-clothed,
veiled, and stately woman the girl he had seen first of all that night. This,
after a fashion, was his last glimpse of her. She appeared to share that
conception, for she carried to the improvised altar in the drawing-room an
air of facing far places, divided by boundaries she couldn't possibly define
from all that she had ever known. After the ceremony she smiled
wonderingly at George while she absorbed the vapid and pattered remarks
of, perhaps, a hundred old friends of the family. George, who knew most of
them, resented their sympathy and curiosity.
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"If they don't stop asking me about the war," he whispered to Blodgett
during a lull, "I'm going to call for help."
Some, however, managed to interest him with remarks about the rebirth of
football. Green had been at Princeton all along, Stringham was coming back
in the fall, and there were brilliant team prospects. Would George be able to
help with the coaching? He indicated his injured leg. He hadn't the time,
anyway. He was going to stick closer than ever to Wall Street. He fancied
that Sylvia, who stood near him, resented the lively interest of these people.
She spoke to him only when she couldn't possibly avoid it, glancing,
George noticed, at Dalrymple who rather pointedly kept away from her. So
far so good. Then Dalrymple did realize George would have his way.
George looked at Sylvia, thinking whimsically:
"I shan't let anybody put you where you wouldn't bother to hate me any
more."
He spoke to her aloud.
"I believe we're to have a bite to eat."
She followed him reluctantly, and during the supper yielded of herself
nothing whatever to him, chatting by preference with any one convenient,
even with Blodgett whom she had treated so shabbily. Very early she left
the room with Betty and Mrs. Alston, and George experienced a strong
desire to escape also, to flee anywhere away from this house and the bitter
dissatisfactions he had found within its familiar walls. He saw Mrs. Bailly
and took her hand.
"I want to go home with you and Squibs to-night."
Mrs. Bailly smiled her gratitude, but as he was about to move away she
stopped him with a curiosity he had not expected from her.
"Isn't Sylvia Planter beautiful? Why do you suppose she doesn't marry?"
George laughed shortly, shook his head, and hurried upstairs to Lambert's
room; yet Mrs. Bailly had increased his uneasiness. Perhaps it was the too-
frequent repetition of that question that had made Sylvia turn temporarily to
Blodgett; that was, possibly, focussing her eyes on Dalrymple now; yet
during a lull, "I'm going to call for help."
Some, however, managed to interest him with remarks about the rebirth of
football. Green had been at Princeton all along, Stringham was coming back
in the fall, and there were brilliant team prospects. Would George be able to
help with the coaching? He indicated his injured leg. He hadn't the time,
anyway. He was going to stick closer than ever to Wall Street. He fancied
that Sylvia, who stood near him, resented the lively interest of these people.
She spoke to him only when she couldn't possibly avoid it, glancing,
George noticed, at Dalrymple who rather pointedly kept away from her. So
far so good. Then Dalrymple did realize George would have his way.
George looked at Sylvia, thinking whimsically:
"I shan't let anybody put you where you wouldn't bother to hate me any
more."
He spoke to her aloud.
"I believe we're to have a bite to eat."
She followed him reluctantly, and during the supper yielded of herself
nothing whatever to him, chatting by preference with any one convenient,
even with Blodgett whom she had treated so shabbily. Very early she left
the room with Betty and Mrs. Alston, and George experienced a strong
desire to escape also, to flee anywhere away from this house and the bitter
dissatisfactions he had found within its familiar walls. He saw Mrs. Bailly
and took her hand.
"I want to go home with you and Squibs to-night."
Mrs. Bailly smiled her gratitude, but as he was about to move away she
stopped him with a curiosity he had not expected from her.
"Isn't Sylvia Planter beautiful? Why do you suppose she doesn't marry?"
George laughed shortly, shook his head, and hurried upstairs to Lambert's
room; yet Mrs. Bailly had increased his uneasiness. Perhaps it was the too-
frequent repetition of that question that had made Sylvia turn temporarily to
Blodgett; that was, possibly, focussing her eyes on Dalrymple now; yet
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why, from such a field, did she choose these men? What was one to make of
her mind and its unexpected reactions? The matter of marriage was, not
unnaturally, in the air here. Lambert faced him with it.
"Josiah's right. When are you going to make a home, Apollo Morton?"
George turned on him angrily, not bothering to choose his words.
"Such a question from you is ridiculous. You've not forgotten the dark ages
either."
Lambert looked at him for a moment affectionately, not without sympathy.
"Don't be an ass, George."
George's laughter was impatient.
"Don't forget, Lambert, your old friends, Corporal Sol Roseberg, and
Bugler Ignatius Chronos. No men better! Chairs at the club! Legs under the
table at Oakmont——"
Lambert put his hands on George's shoulders.
"It isn't that at all. You know it very well."
"What is it then?" George asked, sharply.
"Don't pretend ignorance," Lambert answered, "and it must be your own
fault. Whose else could it possibly be? And I'm sorry, have been for years."
"It isn't my fault," George said. "The situation exists. I'm glad you recognize
it. You'll understand it's a subject I can't let you joke about."
"All right," Lambert said, "but I wonder why you're always asking for
trouble."
her mind and its unexpected reactions? The matter of marriage was, not
unnaturally, in the air here. Lambert faced him with it.
"Josiah's right. When are you going to make a home, Apollo Morton?"
George turned on him angrily, not bothering to choose his words.
"Such a question from you is ridiculous. You've not forgotten the dark ages
either."
Lambert looked at him for a moment affectionately, not without sympathy.
"Don't be an ass, George."
George's laughter was impatient.
"Don't forget, Lambert, your old friends, Corporal Sol Roseberg, and
Bugler Ignatius Chronos. No men better! Chairs at the club! Legs under the
table at Oakmont——"
Lambert put his hands on George's shoulders.
"It isn't that at all. You know it very well."
"What is it then?" George asked, sharply.
"Don't pretend ignorance," Lambert answered, "and it must be your own
fault. Whose else could it possibly be? And I'm sorry, have been for years."
"It isn't my fault," George said. "The situation exists. I'm glad you recognize
it. You'll understand it's a subject I can't let you joke about."
"All right," Lambert said, "but I wonder why you're always asking for
trouble."
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VIII
Betty had plenty of colour to-night. As she passed George, her head bent
against the confetti, he managed to touch her hand, felt a quick responsive
pressure, heard her say:
"Good-bye, George."
The whispered farewell was like a curtain, too heavy ever to be lifted again,
abruptly let down between two fond people.
IX
Unexpectedly the companionships of the little house in Dickinson Street
failed to lighten George's discontented humour. Mrs. Bailly's question
lingered in his mind, coupling itself there with her disappointment that he,
instead of Lambert, hadn't married Betty; and, when she retired, the tutor
went back to his unwelcome demands of the day before. Hadn't George
made anything of his great experience? Was it possible it had left him quite
unchanged? What were his immediate plans, anyway?
"You may as well understand, sir," George broke in, impatiently, "that I am
going to stay right in Wall Street and make as much money and get as much
power as I can."
"Why? In the name of heaven, why?" Bailly asked, irritably. "You are
already a very rich man. You've dug for treasure and found it, but can you
tell me you've kept your hands clean? Money is merely a conception—a
false one. Capitalism will pass from the world."
George grunted.
"With the last two surviving human beings."
"Mockery won't keep you blind always," Bailly said, "to the strivings of
men in the mines and the factories——"
"And in the Senate and the House," George jeered, "and in Russia and
Germany, and in little, ambitious corners. If you're against the League of
Betty had plenty of colour to-night. As she passed George, her head bent
against the confetti, he managed to touch her hand, felt a quick responsive
pressure, heard her say:
"Good-bye, George."
The whispered farewell was like a curtain, too heavy ever to be lifted again,
abruptly let down between two fond people.
IX
Unexpectedly the companionships of the little house in Dickinson Street
failed to lighten George's discontented humour. Mrs. Bailly's question
lingered in his mind, coupling itself there with her disappointment that he,
instead of Lambert, hadn't married Betty; and, when she retired, the tutor
went back to his unwelcome demands of the day before. Hadn't George
made anything of his great experience? Was it possible it had left him quite
unchanged? What were his immediate plans, anyway?
"You may as well understand, sir," George broke in, impatiently, "that I am
going to stay right in Wall Street and make as much money and get as much
power as I can."
"Why? In the name of heaven, why?" Bailly asked, irritably. "You are
already a very rich man. You've dug for treasure and found it, but can you
tell me you've kept your hands clean? Money is merely a conception—a
false one. Capitalism will pass from the world."
George grunted.
"With the last two surviving human beings."
"Mockery won't keep you blind always," Bailly said, "to the strivings of
men in the mines and the factories——"
"And in the Senate and the House," George jeered, "and in Russia and
Germany, and in little, ambitious corners. If you're against the League of
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Nations it's because, like all those people, you're willing Rome should burn
as long as personal causes can be fostered and selfish schemes forwarded.
No agitator, naturally, wants the suffering world given a sedative——"
Bailly smiled.
"Even if you're wrong-headed, I'm glad to hear you talk that way. At last
you're thinking of humanity."
"I'm thinking of myself," George snapped.
Bailly shook his head.
"I believe you're talking from your heart."
"I'm talking from a smashed leg," George cried, "and I'm sleepy and tired
and cross, and I guess I'd better go to bed."
"It all runs back to the beginning," Bailly said in a discouraged voice. "I'm
afraid you'll never learn the meaning of service."
George sprang up, wincing. Bailly's wrinkled face softened; his young eyes
filled with sympathy.
"Does that wound still bother you, George?"
"Yes, sir," George answered, softly. "I guess it bothers as much as it ever
did."
X
One virtue of the restlessness of which Bailly had reminded him was its
power to swing George's mind for a time from his unpleasant understanding
with Dalrymple. It had got even into Blodgett's blood.
"About the honestest man I can think of these days," he complained to
George one morning, "is the operator of a crooked racing stable. All the
cards are marked. All the dice are loaded. If they didn't have to let us in on
some of the tricks, we'd go bust, George, my boy."
"You mean we're crooked, too?" George asked.
as long as personal causes can be fostered and selfish schemes forwarded.
No agitator, naturally, wants the suffering world given a sedative——"
Bailly smiled.
"Even if you're wrong-headed, I'm glad to hear you talk that way. At last
you're thinking of humanity."
"I'm thinking of myself," George snapped.
Bailly shook his head.
"I believe you're talking from your heart."
"I'm talking from a smashed leg," George cried, "and I'm sleepy and tired
and cross, and I guess I'd better go to bed."
"It all runs back to the beginning," Bailly said in a discouraged voice. "I'm
afraid you'll never learn the meaning of service."
George sprang up, wincing. Bailly's wrinkled face softened; his young eyes
filled with sympathy.
"Does that wound still bother you, George?"
"Yes, sir," George answered, softly. "I guess it bothers as much as it ever
did."
X
One virtue of the restlessness of which Bailly had reminded him was its
power to swing George's mind for a time from his unpleasant understanding
with Dalrymple. It had got even into Blodgett's blood.
"About the honestest man I can think of these days," he complained to
George one morning, "is the operator of a crooked racing stable. All the
cards are marked. All the dice are loaded. If they didn't have to let us in on
some of the tricks, we'd go bust, George, my boy."
"You mean we're crooked, too?" George asked.
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"Only by infection," Blodgett defended himself, "but honest, George, I'd
sell out if I could. I'm disgusted."
George couldn't hide a smile.
"In the old days when you were coming up, you never did anything the least
bit out of line yourself?"
Blodgett mopped his face with one of his brilliant handkerchiefs. His eyes
twinkled.
"I've been shrewd at times, George, but isn't that legitimate? I may have
made some crowds pretty sick by cutting under them, but that's business. I
won't say I haven't played some cute little tricks with stocks, but that's
finesse, and the other fellow had the same chance. I'm not aware that I ever
busted a bank, or held a loaded gun to a man's head and asked him to hand
over his clothes as well as his cash. That's the spirit we're up against now.
That's why Papa Blodgett advises selling out those mill stocks we kept big
blocks of at the time of the armistice."
"They're making money," George said.
Blodgett tapped a file of reports.
"Have you read the opinions of the directors?"
"Yes," George answered, "and at a pinch they might have to go into
coöperation, but they'd still pay some dividends."
Blodgett puffed out his cheeks.
"You're sure the unions would want a share in the business?"
"Why not?" George asked. "Isn't that practical communism?"
"Hay! Here's a fellow believes there's something practical in the world
nowadays! Sell out, son."
"Then who would run our mills?"
"Maybe some philanthropist with more money than brains."
sell out if I could. I'm disgusted."
George couldn't hide a smile.
"In the old days when you were coming up, you never did anything the least
bit out of line yourself?"
Blodgett mopped his face with one of his brilliant handkerchiefs. His eyes
twinkled.
"I've been shrewd at times, George, but isn't that legitimate? I may have
made some crowds pretty sick by cutting under them, but that's business. I
won't say I haven't played some cute little tricks with stocks, but that's
finesse, and the other fellow had the same chance. I'm not aware that I ever
busted a bank, or held a loaded gun to a man's head and asked him to hand
over his clothes as well as his cash. That's the spirit we're up against now.
That's why Papa Blodgett advises selling out those mill stocks we kept big
blocks of at the time of the armistice."
"They're making money," George said.
Blodgett tapped a file of reports.
"Have you read the opinions of the directors?"
"Yes," George answered, "and at a pinch they might have to go into
coöperation, but they'd still pay some dividends."
Blodgett puffed out his cheeks.
"You're sure the unions would want a share in the business?"
"Why not?" George asked. "Isn't that practical communism?"
"Hay! Here's a fellow believes there's something practical in the world
nowadays! Sell out, son."
"Then who would run our mills?"
"Maybe some philanthropist with more money than brains."
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"You mean," George asked, "that our products, unless conditions improve,
will disappear from the world, because no one will be able to afford to
manufacture them?"
Blodgett pursed his lips. George stared from the window at the forest of
buildings which impressed him, indeed, as giant tree trunks from which all
the foliage had been stripped. Had there been awakened in the world an
illiberal individuality with the power to fell them every one, and to turn up
the system out of which they had sprung as from a rich soil? Was that what
he had helped fight the war for?
"You're talking about the dark ages," he said, feeling the necessity of faith
and stability. "Sell your stocks if you want, I choose to keep mine."
Blodgett yawned.
"We'll go down together, George. I won't jump from a sinking ship as long
as you cling to the bridge."
"The ship isn't sinking," George cried. "It's too buoyant."
XI
Wandel and Goodhue came home, suffering from this universal restlessness.
"Ah, mon brave!" Wandel greeted George. "Mon vieux Georges, grand et
incomparable! So the country's dry! Jewels are cheaper than beefsteaks!
Congress is building spite fences! None the less, I'm glad to be home."
"Glad enough to have you," George said. "I'm not sure we won't go back to
our bargain pretty soon. I'm about ready for a pet politician."
"Let me get clean," Wandel laughed. "You must have a lot of money."
"I can control enough," George said, confidently.
"Bon! But don't send me to Washington at first. I don't want to put on skirts,
use snuff, or practise gossiping."
For a time he refused to apply himself to anything that didn't lead to
pleasure. Goodhue went at once to Rhode Island for a visit with his father
will disappear from the world, because no one will be able to afford to
manufacture them?"
Blodgett pursed his lips. George stared from the window at the forest of
buildings which impressed him, indeed, as giant tree trunks from which all
the foliage had been stripped. Had there been awakened in the world an
illiberal individuality with the power to fell them every one, and to turn up
the system out of which they had sprung as from a rich soil? Was that what
he had helped fight the war for?
"You're talking about the dark ages," he said, feeling the necessity of faith
and stability. "Sell your stocks if you want, I choose to keep mine."
Blodgett yawned.
"We'll go down together, George. I won't jump from a sinking ship as long
as you cling to the bridge."
"The ship isn't sinking," George cried. "It's too buoyant."
XI
Wandel and Goodhue came home, suffering from this universal restlessness.
"Ah, mon brave!" Wandel greeted George. "Mon vieux Georges, grand et
incomparable! So the country's dry! Jewels are cheaper than beefsteaks!
Congress is building spite fences! None the less, I'm glad to be home."
"Glad enough to have you," George said. "I'm not sure we won't go back to
our bargain pretty soon. I'm about ready for a pet politician."
"Let me get clean," Wandel laughed. "You must have a lot of money."
"I can control enough," George said, confidently.
"Bon! But don't send me to Washington at first. I don't want to put on skirts,
use snuff, or practise gossiping."
For a time he refused to apply himself to anything that didn't lead to
pleasure. Goodhue went at once to Rhode Island for a visit with his father
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and mother, while Wandel flitted from place to place, from house to house,
as if driven by his restlessness to the play he had abandoned during five
years. Once or twice George caught him with Rogers in town, and bluntly
asked him why.
"An eye to the future, my dear George. Are you the most forgetful of class
presidents? Perfect henchman type. When one goes into politics one must
have henchmen."
But George had an unwelcome feeling that Rogers, eyes always open, was
taking advantage, in his small way, of the world's unsettled condition.
People were inclined to laugh at him, but they treated him well for Wandel's
sake.
"Still in the bond business," he explained to George. "It isn't what it was
befo' de war. I'm thinking of taking up oil stocks and corners in heaven,
although I doubt if there are as many suckers as fell for P. T. B. Trouble
nowadays is that the simplest of them are too busy trying to find somebody
just a little simpler to sting. Darned if they don't usually hook one. Still bum
securities are a great weakness with most people. Promise a man a hundred
per cent. and he'll complain it isn't a hundred and fifty."
George reflected that Rogers was bound for disillusionment, then he wasn't
so sure, for America seemed more than ever friendly to that brisk, insincere,
back-bending type. Out of the sea of money formed by the war examples
sprang up on nearly every side, scarcely troubled by racial, religious, or
educational handicaps; loudly convinced that they could buy with money all
at once every object of matter or spirit the centuries had painstakingly
evolved. One night in the crowds of the theatre district, when with Wandel
he had watched the hysterical competition for tickets, cabs, and tables in
restaurants where the prices of indigestion had soared nearly beyond belief,
he burst out angrily:
"The world is mad, Driggs. I wouldn't be surprised to hear these people cry
for golden gondolas to float them home on rivers of money. Stark, raving
mad, Driggs! The world's out of its head!"
Wandel smiled, twirling his cane.
as if driven by his restlessness to the play he had abandoned during five
years. Once or twice George caught him with Rogers in town, and bluntly
asked him why.
"An eye to the future, my dear George. Are you the most forgetful of class
presidents? Perfect henchman type. When one goes into politics one must
have henchmen."
But George had an unwelcome feeling that Rogers, eyes always open, was
taking advantage, in his small way, of the world's unsettled condition.
People were inclined to laugh at him, but they treated him well for Wandel's
sake.
"Still in the bond business," he explained to George. "It isn't what it was
befo' de war. I'm thinking of taking up oil stocks and corners in heaven,
although I doubt if there are as many suckers as fell for P. T. B. Trouble
nowadays is that the simplest of them are too busy trying to find somebody
just a little simpler to sting. Darned if they don't usually hook one. Still bum
securities are a great weakness with most people. Promise a man a hundred
per cent. and he'll complain it isn't a hundred and fifty."
George reflected that Rogers was bound for disillusionment, then he wasn't
so sure, for America seemed more than ever friendly to that brisk, insincere,
back-bending type. Out of the sea of money formed by the war examples
sprang up on nearly every side, scarcely troubled by racial, religious, or
educational handicaps; loudly convinced that they could buy with money all
at once every object of matter or spirit the centuries had painstakingly
evolved. One night in the crowds of the theatre district, when with Wandel
he had watched the hysterical competition for tickets, cabs, and tables in
restaurants where the prices of indigestion had soared nearly beyond belief,
he burst out angrily:
"The world is mad, Driggs. I wouldn't be surprised to hear these people cry
for golden gondolas to float them home on rivers of money. Stark, raving
mad, Driggs! The world's out of its head!"
Wandel smiled, twirling his cane.
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"Just found it out, great man? Always has been; always will be—chronic!
This happens to be a violent stage."
XII
It was Wandel, indeed, who drew George from his preoccupation, and
reminded him that another world existed as yet scarcely more than
threatened by the driving universal invaders. George had looked in at his
apartment one night when Wandel was just back from a northern week-end.
"Saw Sylvia. You know, George, she's turning back the years and prancing
like a débutante."
George sat down, uneasy, wondering what the other's unprepared
announcement was designed to convey.
"I'll lay you what you want," Wandel went on, lighting a cigar, "that she
forgets the Blodgett fiasco, and marries before snow falls."
Had it been designed as a warning? George studied Wandel, trying to read
his expression, but the light was restricted by heavy, valuable, and
smothering shades; and Wandel sat at some distance from the nearest, close
to a window to catch what breezes stole through. Confound the man! What
was he after? He hadn't mentioned Sylvia that self-revealing day in France;
but George had guessed then that he must have known of his persistent
ambition, and had wondered why his unexpected communicativeness hadn't
included it. At least a lack of curiosity now was valueless, so George said:
"Who's the man?"
"I don't suggest a name," Wandel drawled. "I merely call attention to a
possibility. Perhaps discussing the charming lady at all we're a trifle out of
bounds; but we've known the Planters many years; years enough to wonder
why Sylvia hasn't been caught before, why Blodgett failed at the last
minute."
George stirred impatiently.
"It was inevitable he should. I once disliked Josiah, but that was because I
was too young to see quite straight. Just the same, he wasn't up to her. Most
This happens to be a violent stage."
XII
It was Wandel, indeed, who drew George from his preoccupation, and
reminded him that another world existed as yet scarcely more than
threatened by the driving universal invaders. George had looked in at his
apartment one night when Wandel was just back from a northern week-end.
"Saw Sylvia. You know, George, she's turning back the years and prancing
like a débutante."
George sat down, uneasy, wondering what the other's unprepared
announcement was designed to convey.
"I'll lay you what you want," Wandel went on, lighting a cigar, "that she
forgets the Blodgett fiasco, and marries before snow falls."
Had it been designed as a warning? George studied Wandel, trying to read
his expression, but the light was restricted by heavy, valuable, and
smothering shades; and Wandel sat at some distance from the nearest, close
to a window to catch what breezes stole through. Confound the man! What
was he after? He hadn't mentioned Sylvia that self-revealing day in France;
but George had guessed then that he must have known of his persistent
ambition, and had wondered why his unexpected communicativeness hadn't
included it. At least a lack of curiosity now was valueless, so George said:
"Who's the man?"
"I don't suggest a name," Wandel drawled. "I merely call attention to a
possibility. Perhaps discussing the charming lady at all we're a trifle out of
bounds; but we've known the Planters many years; years enough to wonder
why Sylvia hasn't been caught before, why Blodgett failed at the last
minute."
George stirred impatiently.
"It was inevitable he should. I once disliked Josiah, but that was because I
was too young to see quite straight. Just the same, he wasn't up to her. Most
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of all, he was too old."
"I daresay. I daresay," Wandel said. "So much for jolly Josiah. But the
others? It isn't exaggeration to suggest that she might have had about any
man in this country or England. She hasn't had. She's still the loveliest thing
about, and how many years since she was introduced—many, many, isn't it,
George?"
"What odds?" George muttered. "She's still young."
He felt self-conscious and warm. Was Wandel trying to make him say too
much?
"Why do you ask me?"
Wandel yawned.
"Gossiping, George. Poking about in the dark. Thought you might have
some light."
"How should I have?" George demanded.
"Because," Wandel drawled, "you're the greatest and most penetrating of
men."
George's discomfort grew. He tried to turn Wandel's attack.
"How does it happen you've never entered the ring?"
Wandel laughed quietly.
"I did, during my school days. She was quite splendid about it. I mean, she
said very splendidly that she couldn't abide little men; but any time since I'd
have fallen cheerfully at her feet if I'd ever become a big man, a great man,
like you."
Before he had weighed those words, unquestionably pointed and
significant, George had let slip an impulsive question.
"Can you picture her fancying a figure like Dalrymple?"
"I daresay. I daresay," Wandel said. "So much for jolly Josiah. But the
others? It isn't exaggeration to suggest that she might have had about any
man in this country or England. She hasn't had. She's still the loveliest thing
about, and how many years since she was introduced—many, many, isn't it,
George?"
"What odds?" George muttered. "She's still young."
He felt self-conscious and warm. Was Wandel trying to make him say too
much?
"Why do you ask me?"
Wandel yawned.
"Gossiping, George. Poking about in the dark. Thought you might have
some light."
"How should I have?" George demanded.
"Because," Wandel drawled, "you're the greatest and most penetrating of
men."
George's discomfort grew. He tried to turn Wandel's attack.
"How does it happen you've never entered the ring?"
Wandel laughed quietly.
"I did, during my school days. She was quite splendid about it. I mean, she
said very splendidly that she couldn't abide little men; but any time since I'd
have fallen cheerfully at her feet if I'd ever become a big man, a great man,
like you."
Before he had weighed those words, unquestionably pointed and
significant, George had let slip an impulsive question.
"Can you picture her fancying a figure like Dalrymple?"
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He was sorry as soon as it was out. Anxiously he watched Wandel through
the dusk of the room. The little man spoke with a troubled hesitation, as if
for once he wasn't quite sure what he ought to reply.
"You acknowledged a moment ago that you had failed to see Josiah straight.
Hasn't your view of Dolly always been from a prejudiced angle?"
"I've always disliked him," George said, frankly. "He's given me reasons
enough. You know some of them."
"I know," Wandel drawled, "that he isn't what even Sylvia would call a little
man, and he has the faculty of making himself exceptionally pleasant to the
ladies."
"Yet he couldn't marry any one of mine," George said under his breath. "If I
had a sister, I mean, I'd somehow stop him."
Wandel laughed on a sharp note, caught himself, went on with an amused
tone:
"Forgive me, George. Somewhere in your pockets you carry the Pilgrim
Fathers. Most men are shaggy birds of evil habit, while most young women
are delicately feathered nestlings, and quite helpless; yet the two must mate.
Dolly, by the way, drains a pitcher of water every time he sees a violation of
prohibition."
"He drinks in sly places," George said.
"After all," Wandel said, slowly, "why do we cling to the suggestion of
Dolly? Although I fancy he does figure—somewhere in the odds."
For a time George said nothing. He was quite convinced that Wandel had
meant to warn him, and he had received that warning, straight and hard and
painfully. During several weeks he hadn't seen Dalrymple, had been lulled
into a sense of security, perhaps through the turmoil down town; and
Lambert and Betty had lingered beyond their announced month. Clearly
Wandel had sounded George's chief aim, as he had once satisfied himself of
his origin; and just now had meant to say that since his return he had
witnessed enough to be convinced that Dalrymple was still after Sylvia, and
with a chance of success. To George that meant that Dalrymple had broken
the dusk of the room. The little man spoke with a troubled hesitation, as if
for once he wasn't quite sure what he ought to reply.
"You acknowledged a moment ago that you had failed to see Josiah straight.
Hasn't your view of Dolly always been from a prejudiced angle?"
"I've always disliked him," George said, frankly. "He's given me reasons
enough. You know some of them."
"I know," Wandel drawled, "that he isn't what even Sylvia would call a little
man, and he has the faculty of making himself exceptionally pleasant to the
ladies."
"Yet he couldn't marry any one of mine," George said under his breath. "If I
had a sister, I mean, I'd somehow stop him."
Wandel laughed on a sharp note, caught himself, went on with an amused
tone:
"Forgive me, George. Somewhere in your pockets you carry the Pilgrim
Fathers. Most men are shaggy birds of evil habit, while most young women
are delicately feathered nestlings, and quite helpless; yet the two must mate.
Dolly, by the way, drains a pitcher of water every time he sees a violation of
prohibition."
"He drinks in sly places," George said.
"After all," Wandel said, slowly, "why do we cling to the suggestion of
Dolly? Although I fancy he does figure—somewhere in the odds."
For a time George said nothing. He was quite convinced that Wandel had
meant to warn him, and he had received that warning, straight and hard and
painfully. During several weeks he hadn't seen Dalrymple, had been lulled
into a sense of security, perhaps through the turmoil down town; and
Lambert and Betty had lingered beyond their announced month. Clearly
Wandel had sounded George's chief aim, as he had once satisfied himself of
his origin; and just now had meant to say that since his return he had
witnessed enough to be convinced that Dalrymple was still after Sylvia, and
with a chance of success. To George that meant that Dalrymple had broken
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the bargain. He felt himself drawn irresistibly back to his narrow, absorbing
pursuit.
"You're becoming a hermit," Wandel was saying.
"You've become a butterfly," George countered.
"Ah," Wandel answered, "but the butterfly can touch with its wings the
beautiful Sylvia Planter, and out of its eyes can watch her débutante
frivolities. Why not come away with me Friday?"
"Whither?"
"To the Sinclairs."
George got up and wandered to the door.
"By by, Driggs. I think I might slip off Friday. I've a mind to renounce the
veil."
XIII
George fulfilled his resolution thoroughly. With the migratory bachelors he
ran from house to house, found Sylvia or not, and so thought the effort
worth while or not. The first time he saw her, indeed, he appreciated
Wandel's wisdom, for she stood with Dalrymple at the edge of a high lawn
that looked out over the sea. Her hair in the breeze was a little astray, her
cheeks were flushed, and she bent if anything toward her companion who
talked earnestly and with nervous gestures. George crushed his quick
impulse to go down, to step between them, to have it out with Dalrymple
then and there, even in Sylvia's presence; but they strolled back to the house
almost immediately, and Sylvia lost her apparent good humour, and
Dalrymple descended from satisfaction to a fidgety apprehension. Sylvia
met George's hand briefly.
"You'll be here long?"
The question expressed a wish.
pursuit.
"You're becoming a hermit," Wandel was saying.
"You've become a butterfly," George countered.
"Ah," Wandel answered, "but the butterfly can touch with its wings the
beautiful Sylvia Planter, and out of its eyes can watch her débutante
frivolities. Why not come away with me Friday?"
"Whither?"
"To the Sinclairs."
George got up and wandered to the door.
"By by, Driggs. I think I might slip off Friday. I've a mind to renounce the
veil."
XIII
George fulfilled his resolution thoroughly. With the migratory bachelors he
ran from house to house, found Sylvia or not, and so thought the effort
worth while or not. The first time he saw her, indeed, he appreciated
Wandel's wisdom, for she stood with Dalrymple at the edge of a high lawn
that looked out over the sea. Her hair in the breeze was a little astray, her
cheeks were flushed, and she bent if anything toward her companion who
talked earnestly and with nervous gestures. George crushed his quick
impulse to go down, to step between them, to have it out with Dalrymple
then and there, even in Sylvia's presence; but they strolled back to the house
almost immediately, and Sylvia lost her apparent good humour, and
Dalrymple descended from satisfaction to a fidgety apprehension. Sylvia
met George's hand briefly.
"You'll be here long?"
The question expressed a wish.
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"Only until Monday. I wish it might be longer, for I'm glad to find you—
and you, Dalrymple."
"Nobody said you were expected," Dalrymple grumbled. "Everybody said
you were working like a horse."
George glanced at Sylvia, smiling blandly.
"Every horse goes to grass occasionally."
He turned back to Dalrymple.
"I daresay you know Lambert and Betty are due back the first of the week?"
Sylvia nodded carelessly, and started along the verandah. Dalrymple,
reddening, prepared to heel, but George beckoned him back.
"I'd like a word with you."
Sylvia glanced around, probably surprised at the sharp, authoritative tone.
"Just a minute, Sylvia," Dalrymple apologized uneasily. "Little business.
Hard to catch Morton. Must grasp opportunity, and all that."
And when they were alone he went close to George eagerly.
"No need to wait for Betty and Lambert, Morton. It's done. Dolly's got
himself thrown over——"
"I don't believe you," George said.
"Why not?"
"What are you doing here?" George asked. "It was understood you should
avoid her."
Dalrymple's grin was sickly.
"Way she's tearing around now I'd have exactly no place to go."
"You seemed rather too friendly," George pointed out, "for parties to a
broken engagement."
and you, Dalrymple."
"Nobody said you were expected," Dalrymple grumbled. "Everybody said
you were working like a horse."
George glanced at Sylvia, smiling blandly.
"Every horse goes to grass occasionally."
He turned back to Dalrymple.
"I daresay you know Lambert and Betty are due back the first of the week?"
Sylvia nodded carelessly, and started along the verandah. Dalrymple,
reddening, prepared to heel, but George beckoned him back.
"I'd like a word with you."
Sylvia glanced around, probably surprised at the sharp, authoritative tone.
"Just a minute, Sylvia," Dalrymple apologized uneasily. "Little business.
Hard to catch Morton. Must grasp opportunity, and all that."
And when they were alone he went close to George eagerly.
"No need to wait for Betty and Lambert, Morton. It's done. Dolly's got
himself thrown over——"
"I don't believe you," George said.
"Why not?"
"What are you doing here?" George asked. "It was understood you should
avoid her."
Dalrymple's grin was sickly.
"Way she's tearing around now I'd have exactly no place to go."
"You seemed rather too friendly," George pointed out, "for parties to a
broken engagement."
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George fancied there was something of anger in the other's face.
"Must say I'm not flattered by that. Guess you were right. One heart's not
smashed, anyway."
George turned on his heel. Dalrymple caught him.
"What about those notes?"
"I don't trust you, Dalrymple. I'll keep my eye on you yet awhile."
"Ask Sylvia if you want," Dalrymple cried.
George smiled.
"I wonder if I could."
He went to his room, trying to believe Dalrymple. Was that romance really
in the same class as the one with Blodgett? If so, why did she involve
herself in restive affairs with less obvious men? As best he could he tried to
find out that night when she was a little off guard because of some unquiet
statements she had just made of Russian rumours.
"You don't mean those things," he said, "or else you've no idea what they
mean."
Through her quick resentment she let herself be caught in a corner, as it
were. Everyone was preparing to leave the house for a dance in benefit of
some local charity. Momentarily they were left alone. He indicated the
over-luxurious and rather tasteless room.
"You're asking for the confiscation of all this, and your own Oakmont, and
every delightful setting to which you've been accustomed all your life.
You're asking for rationed food; for a shakedown, maybe, in a garret. You're
asking for a task in a kitchen or a field. Why not a negro's kitchen; a
Chinaman's field?"
He looked at her, asking gravely:
"Do you quite understand the principles of communism as they affect
women?"
"Must say I'm not flattered by that. Guess you were right. One heart's not
smashed, anyway."
George turned on his heel. Dalrymple caught him.
"What about those notes?"
"I don't trust you, Dalrymple. I'll keep my eye on you yet awhile."
"Ask Sylvia if you want," Dalrymple cried.
George smiled.
"I wonder if I could."
He went to his room, trying to believe Dalrymple. Was that romance really
in the same class as the one with Blodgett? If so, why did she involve
herself in restive affairs with less obvious men? As best he could he tried to
find out that night when she was a little off guard because of some unquiet
statements she had just made of Russian rumours.
"You don't mean those things," he said, "or else you've no idea what they
mean."
Through her quick resentment she let herself be caught in a corner, as it
were. Everyone was preparing to leave the house for a dance in benefit of
some local charity. Momentarily they were left alone. He indicated the
over-luxurious and rather tasteless room.
"You're asking for the confiscation of all this, and your own Oakmont, and
every delightful setting to which you've been accustomed all your life.
You're asking for rationed food; for a shakedown, maybe, in a garret. You're
asking for a task in a kitchen or a field. Why not a negro's kitchen; a
Chinaman's field?"
He looked at her, asking gravely:
"Do you quite understand the principles of communism as they affect
women?"
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He fancied a heightening of her colour.
"You of all men," she said, "ought to understand the strivings of the
people."
He shook his head vehemently.
"I'm for the palace," he laughed, "and I fancy it means more to me than it
could to a man who's never used his brain. Let those stay in the hovel who
haven't the courage to climb out."
"And you're one of the people!" she murmured. "One of the people!"
"You don't say that," he answered, quickly, "to tell me it makes me
admirable in your eyes. You say it to hurt, as you used to call me, 'groom'. It
doesn't inflict the least pain."
There was no question about her flush now.
"Tell me," he urged, "why you permit your brain such inconsistencies, why
you accept such a patent fad, why you need fads at all?"
"Why won't you leave me alone?" she asked, harshly.
"You're always asking that," he smiled, "and you see I never do. Why are
you unlike these other women? Why did you turn to Blodgett? Why have
you made a fool of Dalrymple?"
She stared at him.
"What are you saying?"
"I'm saying, why don't you come to me?"
He watched the angry challenge in her eyes, the deliberate stiffening of her
entire body as if to a defensive attitude. He held out his hand to her.
"Sylvia! We are growing old."
Yet in her radiant presence it was preposterous to speak of age. She drew
away with a sort of shudder.
"You wouldn't dare touch me again——"
"You of all men," she said, "ought to understand the strivings of the
people."
He shook his head vehemently.
"I'm for the palace," he laughed, "and I fancy it means more to me than it
could to a man who's never used his brain. Let those stay in the hovel who
haven't the courage to climb out."
"And you're one of the people!" she murmured. "One of the people!"
"You don't say that," he answered, quickly, "to tell me it makes me
admirable in your eyes. You say it to hurt, as you used to call me, 'groom'. It
doesn't inflict the least pain."
There was no question about her flush now.
"Tell me," he urged, "why you permit your brain such inconsistencies, why
you accept such a patent fad, why you need fads at all?"
"Why won't you leave me alone?" she asked, harshly.
"You're always asking that," he smiled, "and you see I never do. Why are
you unlike these other women? Why did you turn to Blodgett? Why have
you made a fool of Dalrymple?"
She stared at him.
"What are you saying?"
"I'm saying, why don't you come to me?"
He watched the angry challenge in her eyes, the deliberate stiffening of her
entire body as if to a defensive attitude. He held out his hand to her.
"Sylvia! We are growing old."
Yet in her radiant presence it was preposterous to speak of age. She drew
away with a sort of shudder.
"You wouldn't dare touch me again——"
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He captured her glance. He felt that from his own eyes he failed to keep the
unsatisfied desire of years.
"I haven't forgotten Upton, either. When will you give me what I want,
Sylvia?"
Her glance eluded him. Swiftly she receded. Through the open door drifted
a growing medley of voices. She hurried to the door, but he followed her,
and purposefully climbed into the automobile she had entered, but they
were no longer alone. Only once, when he made her dance with him in a
huge, over-decorated tent, did he manage a whisper.
"No more nonsense with Dalrymple or anybody. Please stop making
unhappiness."
XIV
George returned to New York with an uneasy spirit, filled with doubt as to
Dalrymple's statement of renunciation, and of his own course in saying
what he had of Dalrymple to Sylvia. Mightn't that very expression of
disapproval, indeed, tend to swing her back to the man? When Lambert
walked in a day or two later George looked at the happy, bronzed face,
recalling his assurance that Betty wasn't one to give by halves. Through
eyes clouded by such happiness Lambert couldn't be expected to see very
far into the dangerous and avaricious discontent of the majority. How much
less time, then, would he have for George's personal worries? George,
nevertheless, guided the conversation to Dalrymple.
"He's running down to Oakmont with me to-night," Lambert said,
carelessly. "You know Betty's there with the family for a few days."
George hid his temper. There was no possible chance about this. Would
Dalrymple go to Oakmont after the breaking off of even a secret
engagement; or, defeated in his main purpose, was he hanging about for
what crumbs might yet fall from the Planters' table. Nearly without
reflection he burst out with:
"It's inconceivable you should permit that man about your sister."
unsatisfied desire of years.
"I haven't forgotten Upton, either. When will you give me what I want,
Sylvia?"
Her glance eluded him. Swiftly she receded. Through the open door drifted
a growing medley of voices. She hurried to the door, but he followed her,
and purposefully climbed into the automobile she had entered, but they
were no longer alone. Only once, when he made her dance with him in a
huge, over-decorated tent, did he manage a whisper.
"No more nonsense with Dalrymple or anybody. Please stop making
unhappiness."
XIV
George returned to New York with an uneasy spirit, filled with doubt as to
Dalrymple's statement of renunciation, and of his own course in saying
what he had of Dalrymple to Sylvia. Mightn't that very expression of
disapproval, indeed, tend to swing her back to the man? When Lambert
walked in a day or two later George looked at the happy, bronzed face,
recalling his assurance that Betty wasn't one to give by halves. Through
eyes clouded by such happiness Lambert couldn't be expected to see very
far into the dangerous and avaricious discontent of the majority. How much
less time, then, would he have for George's personal worries? George,
nevertheless, guided the conversation to Dalrymple.
"He's running down to Oakmont with me to-night," Lambert said,
carelessly. "You know Betty's there with the family for a few days."
George hid his temper. There was no possible chance about this. Would
Dalrymple go to Oakmont after the breaking off of even a secret
engagement; or, defeated in his main purpose, was he hanging about for
what crumbs might yet fall from the Planters' table. Nearly without
reflection he burst out with:
"It's inconceivable you should permit that man about your sister."
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Probably Lambert's great content forbade an answer equally angry.
"Still at it! See here. Sylvia doesn't care for you."
"I'm not talking of myself," George said. "I'm talking of Dalrymple."
With an air of kindness, undoubtedly borrowed from Betty, Lambert said
easily:
"Stop worrying about him, then. Giving a friend encouragement doesn't
mean asking him into the family. That idea seems to obsess you. What
difference does it make to you, anyway, what man Sylvia marries? I'll say
this, if you wish: Since I've had Betty I see things a bit clearer. I really
shouldn't care to have Dolly the man. I don't think there's a chance of it."
"You mean," George asked, eagerly, "if there were you'd stop it?"
"I shouldn't like it," Lambert answered. "Naturally, I'd express myself."
"See here. Dalrymple isn't to be trusted. You've been too occupied. You
haven't watched your sister. How can you tell what's in her mind? You
didn't forecast the affair with Josiah, eh? There's only one way I can play
my game—the thorough way. If it came to a real engagement I should have
to say things, Lambert—things I'd hate myself for; things that would hurt
me, perhaps, more than any one else. If necessary I shall say them. Will you
tell me, if—if——"
Lambert smiled uneasily.
"You're shying at phantoms, but you've always played every game to that
point, and perhaps you're justified. I'll come to you if circumstances ever
promise to prove you right."
"Thanks," George said, infinitely relieved; yet he had an unpleasant feeling
that Lambert had held his temper and had agreed because he was aware of
the existence of a great debt, one that he could never quite pay.
XV
"Still at it! See here. Sylvia doesn't care for you."
"I'm not talking of myself," George said. "I'm talking of Dalrymple."
With an air of kindness, undoubtedly borrowed from Betty, Lambert said
easily:
"Stop worrying about him, then. Giving a friend encouragement doesn't
mean asking him into the family. That idea seems to obsess you. What
difference does it make to you, anyway, what man Sylvia marries? I'll say
this, if you wish: Since I've had Betty I see things a bit clearer. I really
shouldn't care to have Dolly the man. I don't think there's a chance of it."
"You mean," George asked, eagerly, "if there were you'd stop it?"
"I shouldn't like it," Lambert answered. "Naturally, I'd express myself."
"See here. Dalrymple isn't to be trusted. You've been too occupied. You
haven't watched your sister. How can you tell what's in her mind? You
didn't forecast the affair with Josiah, eh? There's only one way I can play
my game—the thorough way. If it came to a real engagement I should have
to say things, Lambert—things I'd hate myself for; things that would hurt
me, perhaps, more than any one else. If necessary I shall say them. Will you
tell me, if—if——"
Lambert smiled uneasily.
"You're shying at phantoms, but you've always played every game to that
point, and perhaps you're justified. I'll come to you if circumstances ever
promise to prove you right."
"Thanks," George said, infinitely relieved; yet he had an unpleasant feeling
that Lambert had held his temper and had agreed because he was aware of
the existence of a great debt, one that he could never quite pay.
XV
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This creation of a check on Dalrymple and the assurance that Lambert
would warn him of danger came at a useful time for George, since the
market-place more and more demanded an undisturbed mind. He conceded
that Blodgett's earlier pessimism bade fair to be justified. He watched a
succession of industrial upheavals, seeking a safe course among
innumerable and perilous shoals that seemed to defy charting; conquering
whatever instinct he might have had to sympathize with the men, since he
judged their methods as hysterical, grabbing, and wasteful.
"But I don't believe," he told Blodgett, "these strikes have been ordered
from the Kremlin; still, other colours may quite easily combine to form
red."
"God help the employers. God help the employees," Blodgett grumbled.
"And most of all, may God help the great public," George suggested.
But Blodgett was preoccupied these days with an Oakmont stripped of
passion. George knew that Old Planter had sent for him, and he found
something quite pitiful in that final surrender of the great man who was now
worse off than the youngest, grimiest groveller in the furnaces; so he was
not surprised when it was announced that Blodgett would shortly move over
to the marble temple, a partner at last with individuality and initiative, one,
in fact, who would control everything for Old Planter and his heirs until
Lambert should be older. Lambert was sufficiently unhappy over the
change, because it painted so clearly the inevitable end. The Fifth Avenue
house was opened early that fall as if the old man desired to get as close as
possible to the centre of turbulent events, hoping that so his waning sight
might serve.
Consequently George had more opportunities of meeting Sylvia; did meet
her from time to time in the evenings, and watched her gaiety which
frequently impressed him as a too noticeably moulded posture. It served,
nevertheless, admirably with the men of all ages who flocked about her as
if, indeed, she were a débutante once more.
In these groups George was glad not to see Dalrymple often, but he noticed
that Goodhue was near rather more than he had been formerly, and he
experienced a sharp uneasiness, an instinct to go to Goodhue and say:
would warn him of danger came at a useful time for George, since the
market-place more and more demanded an undisturbed mind. He conceded
that Blodgett's earlier pessimism bade fair to be justified. He watched a
succession of industrial upheavals, seeking a safe course among
innumerable and perilous shoals that seemed to defy charting; conquering
whatever instinct he might have had to sympathize with the men, since he
judged their methods as hysterical, grabbing, and wasteful.
"But I don't believe," he told Blodgett, "these strikes have been ordered
from the Kremlin; still, other colours may quite easily combine to form
red."
"God help the employers. God help the employees," Blodgett grumbled.
"And most of all, may God help the great public," George suggested.
But Blodgett was preoccupied these days with an Oakmont stripped of
passion. George knew that Old Planter had sent for him, and he found
something quite pitiful in that final surrender of the great man who was now
worse off than the youngest, grimiest groveller in the furnaces; so he was
not surprised when it was announced that Blodgett would shortly move over
to the marble temple, a partner at last with individuality and initiative, one,
in fact, who would control everything for Old Planter and his heirs until
Lambert should be older. Lambert was sufficiently unhappy over the
change, because it painted so clearly the inevitable end. The Fifth Avenue
house was opened early that fall as if the old man desired to get as close as
possible to the centre of turbulent events, hoping that so his waning sight
might serve.
Consequently George had more opportunities of meeting Sylvia; did meet
her from time to time in the evenings, and watched her gaiety which
frequently impressed him as a too noticeably moulded posture. It served,
nevertheless, admirably with the men of all ages who flocked about her as
if, indeed, she were a débutante once more.
In these groups George was glad not to see Dalrymple often, but he noticed
that Goodhue was near rather more than he had been formerly, and he
experienced a sharp uneasiness, an instinct to go to Goodhue and say:
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"Don't. Keep away. She's caused enough unhappiness."
Still you couldn't tell about Goodhue. The very fact that he fluttered near
Sylvia might indicate that his real interest lay carefully concealed, some
distance away. He had, moreover, always stood singularly aside from the
pursuit of the feminine.
George's first meeting with Betty since her return was coloured by a frank
acceptance on her part of new conditions that revived his sense of a sombre
and helpless nostalgia. All was well with Betty. If there had ever been any
doubt in her Lambert had swept it away. Whatever emotion she experienced
for George was, in fact, that of a fond sister for a brother; and George,
studying her and Lambert, longed as he had never done to find some such
eager and confident content. The propulsion of pure ambition slipped from
his desire for Sylvia. With a growing wonder he found himself craving
through her just the satisfied simplicity so clearly experienced by Lambert
and Betty. Could anything make her brilliancy less hard, less headstrong,
less cruel?
George cast about for the means. Lambert was on watch. There was still
time—plenty of time.
He hadn't spoken again to Lambert about Dalrymple. There hadn't seemed
any point, for Lambert was entirely trustworthy, and, since Betty and he
lived for the present in the Fifth Avenue house, he saw Sylvia constantly.
Their conversation instead when they met for luncheon, as they did
frequently, revolved about threats which a few years back they hadn't
dreamed would ever face them. Blodgett, George noticed, didn't point the
finger of scorn at him for holding on to the mill stocks. George wouldn't
have minded if he had. They had originally cost him little, their total loss
would not materially affect his fortune, and he was glad through them to
have a personal share in the irritating and absorbing evolution in the mills.
He heard of Allen frequently as a fiery and fairly successful organizer of
trouble, and he sent for him when he thought the situation warranted it.
Allen came readily enough, walking into the office, shorn of his London
frills, but evidently retentive of the habit of keeping neat and clean. The
eyes, too, had altered, but not obviously, letting through, perhaps, a certain
disillusionment.
Still you couldn't tell about Goodhue. The very fact that he fluttered near
Sylvia might indicate that his real interest lay carefully concealed, some
distance away. He had, moreover, always stood singularly aside from the
pursuit of the feminine.
George's first meeting with Betty since her return was coloured by a frank
acceptance on her part of new conditions that revived his sense of a sombre
and helpless nostalgia. All was well with Betty. If there had ever been any
doubt in her Lambert had swept it away. Whatever emotion she experienced
for George was, in fact, that of a fond sister for a brother; and George,
studying her and Lambert, longed as he had never done to find some such
eager and confident content. The propulsion of pure ambition slipped from
his desire for Sylvia. With a growing wonder he found himself craving
through her just the satisfied simplicity so clearly experienced by Lambert
and Betty. Could anything make her brilliancy less hard, less headstrong,
less cruel?
George cast about for the means. Lambert was on watch. There was still
time—plenty of time.
He hadn't spoken again to Lambert about Dalrymple. There hadn't seemed
any point, for Lambert was entirely trustworthy, and, since Betty and he
lived for the present in the Fifth Avenue house, he saw Sylvia constantly.
Their conversation instead when they met for luncheon, as they did
frequently, revolved about threats which a few years back they hadn't
dreamed would ever face them. Blodgett, George noticed, didn't point the
finger of scorn at him for holding on to the mill stocks. George wouldn't
have minded if he had. They had originally cost him little, their total loss
would not materially affect his fortune, and he was glad through them to
have a personal share in the irritating and absorbing evolution in the mills.
He heard of Allen frequently as a fiery and fairly successful organizer of
trouble, and he sent for him when he thought the situation warranted it.
Allen came readily enough, walking into the office, shorn of his London
frills, but evidently retentive of the habit of keeping neat and clean. The
eyes, too, had altered, but not obviously, letting through, perhaps, a certain
disillusionment.
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"What are you doing to my mills?" George wanted to know.
Allen, surprisingly, didn't once lose his temper, listening to George's
complaints without change of expression while he wandered about, his eyes
taking in each detail of the richly furnished office.
"The directors report that the men have refused to enter into a fair and
above-board coöperative arrangement, and we've figured all along it was
turning the business over to them; taking money out of our own pockets. It's
a form of communism, and they throw it down. Why, Allen? I want this
straight."
Allen paused in his walk, and looked closely at George. There was no
change in his face even when he commenced to speak.
"A share in a business," he said, softly, "carries uncomfortable
responsibilities. You can't go to yourself, for instance, and say: 'Give me
more wages—more than the traffic will bear; then you sweat about it in
your office, but don't bother me in my cottage.'"
"You acknowledge it!" George cried.
Allen's face at last became a trifle animated.
"Why not—to you? Everybody's out to get it—the butcher, the baker, the
candlestick maker. The capitalist most of all. Why not the man that turns the
wheels?"
George whistled.
"You'd crush essential industries off the face of the earth! You'd go back to
the stone age!"
"Not," Allen answered, slowly, "as long as the profits of the past can be got
out of somebody's pockets."
"You'd grab capital!"
"Like a flash; and what are you going to do about it?"
"I'll tell you what I am going to do," George answered, "and I fancy a lot of
others will follow my example. I am going to get rid of those stocks if I
Allen, surprisingly, didn't once lose his temper, listening to George's
complaints without change of expression while he wandered about, his eyes
taking in each detail of the richly furnished office.
"The directors report that the men have refused to enter into a fair and
above-board coöperative arrangement, and we've figured all along it was
turning the business over to them; taking money out of our own pockets. It's
a form of communism, and they throw it down. Why, Allen? I want this
straight."
Allen paused in his walk, and looked closely at George. There was no
change in his face even when he commenced to speak.
"A share in a business," he said, softly, "carries uncomfortable
responsibilities. You can't go to yourself, for instance, and say: 'Give me
more wages—more than the traffic will bear; then you sweat about it in
your office, but don't bother me in my cottage.'"
"You acknowledge it!" George cried.
Allen's face at last became a trifle animated.
"Why not—to you? Everybody's out to get it—the butcher, the baker, the
candlestick maker. The capitalist most of all. Why not the man that turns the
wheels?"
George whistled.
"You'd crush essential industries off the face of the earth! You'd go back to
the stone age!"
"Not," Allen answered, slowly, "as long as the profits of the past can be got
out of somebody's pockets."
"You'd grab capital!"
"Like a flash; and what are you going to do about it?"
"I'll tell you what I am going to do," George answered, "and I fancy a lot of
others will follow my example. I am going to get rid of those stocks if I
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have to throw them out of the window, then you'll have no gun to hold at
my head."
"Throw too much away," Allen warned, "and you'll throw it all."
"The beautiful, pure social revolution!" George sneered. "You're less honest
than you were when you dropped everything to go to London for me.
What's the matter with you, Allen?"
Allen appraised again the comfortable room. Even now his expression
didn't alter materially.
"Nothing. I don't know. Unless the universal spirit of grab has got in my
own veins."
"Then, my friend," George said, pleasantly, "there's the door."
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George found himself thinking and talking of Allen's views quite enough to
please even Bailly. Blodgett, on the other hand, perhaps because of the
heavy, settled atmosphere of the marble temple, had changed his tune.
"Things are bound to come right in the end."
As far as George was concerned he might as well have said:
"This marble surrounding me is so many feet thick. Who do you think is
going to interfere with that?"
Something of quite a different nature bothered Lambert, and for a few days
George thought it a not unnatural resentment at seeing Blodgett in his
father's office, but Lambert took pains to awaken him to the truth, walking
in one afternoon a few weeks after the Planters' move to town. He had an
uncertain and discontented appearance.
"By the way, George," he said not without difficulty, "Dolly's about a good
deal."
It was quite certain Lambert hadn't come to announce only that, so George
shrank from his next words, confident that something definite must have
my head."
"Throw too much away," Allen warned, "and you'll throw it all."
"The beautiful, pure social revolution!" George sneered. "You're less honest
than you were when you dropped everything to go to London for me.
What's the matter with you, Allen?"
Allen appraised again the comfortable room. Even now his expression
didn't alter materially.
"Nothing. I don't know. Unless the universal spirit of grab has got in my
own veins."
"Then, my friend," George said, pleasantly, "there's the door."
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George found himself thinking and talking of Allen's views quite enough to
please even Bailly. Blodgett, on the other hand, perhaps because of the
heavy, settled atmosphere of the marble temple, had changed his tune.
"Things are bound to come right in the end."
As far as George was concerned he might as well have said:
"This marble surrounding me is so many feet thick. Who do you think is
going to interfere with that?"
Something of quite a different nature bothered Lambert, and for a few days
George thought it a not unnatural resentment at seeing Blodgett in his
father's office, but Lambert took pains to awaken him to the truth, walking
in one afternoon a few weeks after the Planters' move to town. He had an
uncertain and discontented appearance.
"By the way, George," he said not without difficulty, "Dolly's about a good
deal."
It was quite certain Lambert hadn't come to announce only that, so George
shrank from his next words, confident that something definite must have
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happened. He controlled his anxiety with the thought that Lambert had,
indeed, come to him, and that Dalrymple couldn't permit the announcement
of an engagement without meeting the fulfilment of George's penalties.
"It's been on my mind for the past week," Lambert went on. "I mean, he
hasn't been seeing her much in public, but he's been hanging around the
house, and last night I spoke to Sylvia about it, told her I didn't think father
would want him any more than I did, pointed out his financial record, and
said I had gathered he owed you no small sum——"
"You blind idiot!" George cried. "Why did you have to say that? How did
you even guess it? I've never opened my mouth."
"He'd milked everybody else dry," Lambert answered, "and Driggs
mentioned a long time ago you'd had a curiously generous notion you'd like
to help Dolly if he ever needed it."
"It wasn't generosity," George said, dryly. "Go ahead. Did you make any
more blunders?"
"You're scarcely one to accuse," Lambert answered. "You put me up to it in
the first place, although I'll admit now, I'd have spoken anyway. I don't want
Sylvia marrying him. I don't want him down town as more than a salaried
man, unless he changes more than he has. I didn't feel even last night that
Sylvia really loved him, but I made her furious, and you're right. I shouldn't
have said that. I daresay she guessed, too, it wasn't all generosity that had
led you to pay Dolly's debts. Anyway, she wouldn't talk reasonably, said
she'd marry any one she pleased—oh, quite the young lady who sent me
after you with a horse whip, and I daresay she'd have been glad to do it
again last night. I spoke to Mother. She said Sylvia hadn't said anything to
her, but she added, if Sylvia wanted him, she wouldn't oppose her. Naturally
she wouldn't, seeing only Dolly's good points, which are regularly displayed
for the benefit of the ladies. Anyway, I agreed to tell you, and you
promised, if it came to the point, you'd have some things to say to me——"
George nodded shortly.
"Yes, but I blame you for forcing me to say them. You've thrown them
together——"
indeed, come to him, and that Dalrymple couldn't permit the announcement
of an engagement without meeting the fulfilment of George's penalties.
"It's been on my mind for the past week," Lambert went on. "I mean, he
hasn't been seeing her much in public, but he's been hanging around the
house, and last night I spoke to Sylvia about it, told her I didn't think father
would want him any more than I did, pointed out his financial record, and
said I had gathered he owed you no small sum——"
"You blind idiot!" George cried. "Why did you have to say that? How did
you even guess it? I've never opened my mouth."
"He'd milked everybody else dry," Lambert answered, "and Driggs
mentioned a long time ago you'd had a curiously generous notion you'd like
to help Dolly if he ever needed it."
"It wasn't generosity," George said, dryly. "Go ahead. Did you make any
more blunders?"
"You're scarcely one to accuse," Lambert answered. "You put me up to it in
the first place, although I'll admit now, I'd have spoken anyway. I don't want
Sylvia marrying him. I don't want him down town as more than a salaried
man, unless he changes more than he has. I didn't feel even last night that
Sylvia really loved him, but I made her furious, and you're right. I shouldn't
have said that. I daresay she guessed, too, it wasn't all generosity that had
led you to pay Dolly's debts. Anyway, she wouldn't talk reasonably, said
she'd marry any one she pleased—oh, quite the young lady who sent me
after you with a horse whip, and I daresay she'd have been glad to do it
again last night. I spoke to Mother. She said Sylvia hadn't said anything to
her, but she added, if Sylvia wanted him, she wouldn't oppose her. Naturally
she wouldn't, seeing only Dolly's good points, which are regularly displayed
for the benefit of the ladies. Anyway, I agreed to tell you, and you
promised, if it came to the point, you'd have some things to say to me——"
George nodded shortly.
"Yes, but I blame you for forcing me to say them. You've thrown them
together——"
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"I've always wanted to help Dolly as you would any old friend who had
wandered a little to the side, and was anxious to get back on the path. I can't
figure every man that comes about the place as a suitor for Sylvia. Let's
forget all that. What are these important and unpleasant things you have to
tell me? I daresay you know where the money you loaned Dolly went."
George pressed his lips tight. He frowned. Even now he hesitated to soil his
hands, to divide himself, perhaps, permanently from Sylvia at the very
moment of saving her; and he wasn't quite sure, in view of her pride and her
quick temper, that his very effort wouldn't defeat its own purpose. If only
Lambert hadn't made that worst of all possible blunders. He wondered how
a man felt on the rack. He bent swiftly and picked up the telephone.
"I shall talk with Dalrymple first," he said. "I'm going to ask him to come
over here at once. I think he'll come."
But Lambert shook his head, stopped him before he could take the receiver
from the hook.
"Isn't in the office. Hasn't been back since luncheon. Left no word then."
"Perhaps since you've come away——" George hazarded.
He telephoned, while Lambert wandered about the room, or paused to slip
through his fingers the tape that emerged like a long and listless serpent
from the now silent ticker. After a question or two George replaced the
receiver and glanced at Lambert.
"You're right. Sticks to the job, doesn't he?"
"He isn't exactly an ordinary clerk," Lambert offered.
George walked to a window. For a long time he gazed over the lower city,
turned singularly unreal by the early dusk, while it outlined itself little by
little in yellow points of light which gave to the clouds and the circling
columns of steam a mauve quality as if the world, instead of night, faced
the birth of a dawn, new, abnormal, frightening.
He had to make one more effort with Dalrymple before sending Lambert to
Sylvia with his reasons why she shouldn't marry the man. In the singular,
wandered a little to the side, and was anxious to get back on the path. I can't
figure every man that comes about the place as a suitor for Sylvia. Let's
forget all that. What are these important and unpleasant things you have to
tell me? I daresay you know where the money you loaned Dolly went."
George pressed his lips tight. He frowned. Even now he hesitated to soil his
hands, to divide himself, perhaps, permanently from Sylvia at the very
moment of saving her; and he wasn't quite sure, in view of her pride and her
quick temper, that his very effort wouldn't defeat its own purpose. If only
Lambert hadn't made that worst of all possible blunders. He wondered how
a man felt on the rack. He bent swiftly and picked up the telephone.
"I shall talk with Dalrymple first," he said. "I'm going to ask him to come
over here at once. I think he'll come."
But Lambert shook his head, stopped him before he could take the receiver
from the hook.
"Isn't in the office. Hasn't been back since luncheon. Left no word then."
"Perhaps since you've come away——" George hazarded.
He telephoned, while Lambert wandered about the room, or paused to slip
through his fingers the tape that emerged like a long and listless serpent
from the now silent ticker. After a question or two George replaced the
receiver and glanced at Lambert.
"You're right. Sticks to the job, doesn't he?"
"He isn't exactly an ordinary clerk," Lambert offered.
George walked to a window. For a long time he gazed over the lower city,
turned singularly unreal by the early dusk, while it outlined itself little by
little in yellow points of light which gave to the clouds and the circling
columns of steam a mauve quality as if the world, instead of night, faced
the birth of a dawn, new, abnormal, frightening.
He had to make one more effort with Dalrymple before sending Lambert to
Sylvia with his reasons why she shouldn't marry the man. In the singular,
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unreal light he glanced at his hands. He had to see Dalrymple once more
first——
He turned and snapped on the lights.
"What are you going to do?" Lambert asked. "There's no likely way to catch
him down town."
A clerk tip-toed in. George swung sharply.
"What is it, Carson?"
"Mr. Dalrymple's outside, sir. It's so late I hesitated to bother you, but he
said it was very important he should see you, sir."
George sighed.
"Wait outside, Carson. I'll call you in a moment."
And when the door was closed he turned to Lambert.
"I'm going to see him here—alone."
"Why?" Lambert asked, uneasily. "I don't quite see what you're up to. No
more battles of the ink pots!"
"Please get out, Lambert; but maybe you'd better hang about the office. I
think Dicky's gone for the night. Wait in his room."
"All right," Lambert agreed.
George opened the door, and, as Lambert went through reluctantly,
beckoned the clerk.
"Send Mr. Dalrymple in, Carson."
He stood behind his desk, facing the open door. Almost immediately the
doorway was blocked by Dalrymple. George stared, trying to value the
alteration in the man. The weak, rather handsome face was bold and
contemptuous. Clearly he had come here for blows of his own choosing,
and had just now borrowed courage from some illicit bar, but he had taken
only enough, George gathered, to make him assured and not too calculating.
first——
He turned and snapped on the lights.
"What are you going to do?" Lambert asked. "There's no likely way to catch
him down town."
A clerk tip-toed in. George swung sharply.
"What is it, Carson?"
"Mr. Dalrymple's outside, sir. It's so late I hesitated to bother you, but he
said it was very important he should see you, sir."
George sighed.
"Wait outside, Carson. I'll call you in a moment."
And when the door was closed he turned to Lambert.
"I'm going to see him here—alone."
"Why?" Lambert asked, uneasily. "I don't quite see what you're up to. No
more battles of the ink pots!"
"Please get out, Lambert; but maybe you'd better hang about the office. I
think Dicky's gone for the night. Wait in his room."
"All right," Lambert agreed.
George opened the door, and, as Lambert went through reluctantly,
beckoned the clerk.
"Send Mr. Dalrymple in, Carson."
He stood behind his desk, facing the open door. Almost immediately the
doorway was blocked by Dalrymple. George stared, trying to value the
alteration in the man. The weak, rather handsome face was bold and
contemptuous. Clearly he had come here for blows of his own choosing,
and had just now borrowed courage from some illicit bar, but he had taken
only enough, George gathered, to make him assured and not too calculating.
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He was clothed as if he had returned from an affair, with a flower in his
buttonhole, and a top hat held in the hand with his stick and gloves.
"Come in!"
Dalrymple closed the door and advanced, smiling.
Not for a moment did George's glance leave the other. He felt taut, hard to
the point of brittleness.
"It's fortunate you've come," he said, quietly. "I've just been trying to get
hold of you."
"Oh! Then Lambert's been here!" Dalrymple answered, jauntily.
George nodded.
"You've been crooked, Dalrymple. Now we'll have an accounting."
Dalrymple laughed.
"It's what I've come for; but first I advise you to hold your temper. It's late,
but there are plenty of people still outside. Any more rough stuff and you'll
spend the night in a cell, or under bail."
"If you lived nine lives," George commented, "you'd never be able to
intimidate me."
Yet the other's manner troubled, and George's doubtful curiosity grew as he
watched Dalrymple commence to draw the strings of the mask.
Dalrymple put down his hat and cane, bent swiftly, placed the palms of his
hands on the desk, stared at George, his face inflamed, his eyes choked with
malicious exultation.
"Your blackmail," he cried, "is knocked into a cocked hat. I married Sylvia
half an hour ago."
Before George's response he lost some of his colour, drew back warily; but
George had no thought of attacking him; it was too late now. That was why
he experienced a dreadful realization of defeat, for a moment let through a
flickering impression of the need for violence, but—and Dalrymple couldn't
buttonhole, and a top hat held in the hand with his stick and gloves.
"Come in!"
Dalrymple closed the door and advanced, smiling.
Not for a moment did George's glance leave the other. He felt taut, hard to
the point of brittleness.
"It's fortunate you've come," he said, quietly. "I've just been trying to get
hold of you."
"Oh! Then Lambert's been here!" Dalrymple answered, jauntily.
George nodded.
"You've been crooked, Dalrymple. Now we'll have an accounting."
Dalrymple laughed.
"It's what I've come for; but first I advise you to hold your temper. It's late,
but there are plenty of people still outside. Any more rough stuff and you'll
spend the night in a cell, or under bail."
"If you lived nine lives," George commented, "you'd never be able to
intimidate me."
Yet the other's manner troubled, and George's doubtful curiosity grew as he
watched Dalrymple commence to draw the strings of the mask.
Dalrymple put down his hat and cane, bent swiftly, placed the palms of his
hands on the desk, stared at George, his face inflamed, his eyes choked with
malicious exultation.
"Your blackmail," he cried, "is knocked into a cocked hat. I married Sylvia
half an hour ago."
Before George's response he lost some of his colour, drew back warily; but
George had no thought of attacking him; it was too late now. That was why
he experienced a dreadful realization of defeat, for a moment let through a
flickering impression of the need for violence, but—and Dalrymple couldn't
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be expected to understand that—violence against George Morton who had
let this situation materialize, who experienced, tumbling about his head, the
magnificent but incomplete efforts of many years. That sensation of
boundless, imponderable wreckage crushing upon him sent him back to his
chair where for a moment he sat, sunk down, stripped of his power and his
will.
And Dalrymple laughed, enjoying it.
In George's overwhelmed brain that laughter started an awakening clamour.
"What difference does the money make now?" Dalrymple jibed. "And she'll
believe nothing else you may tell her, and violence would only make a
laughing stock of you. It's done."
"How was it done?" George whispered.
"No objections to amusing you," Dalrymple mocked. "Lambert interfered
last night, and spoiled his own game by dragging you in. By gad, she has
got it in for you! Don't see why you ever thought——Anyway, she agreed
right enough then, and I didn't need to explain it was wiser, seeing how
Lambert felt about it, and her father, and you, of all people, to get the thing
over without any brass bands. Had a bit of luck ducking the reporters at the
license bureau. Tied the knot half an hour ago. She's gone home to break the
glad news."
He grinned.
"But I thought it only decent to jump the subway and tell you your filthy
money's all right and that you can plant a tombstone on your pound of
flesh."
He laughed again.
In George's brain the echoes of Dalrymple's triumph reverberated more and
more intelligibly. Little by little during the recital his slumped attitude had
altered.
"In a way! In a way! In a way!" had sung through his brain, deriding him.
let this situation materialize, who experienced, tumbling about his head, the
magnificent but incomplete efforts of many years. That sensation of
boundless, imponderable wreckage crushing upon him sent him back to his
chair where for a moment he sat, sunk down, stripped of his power and his
will.
And Dalrymple laughed, enjoying it.
In George's overwhelmed brain that laughter started an awakening clamour.
"What difference does the money make now?" Dalrymple jibed. "And she'll
believe nothing else you may tell her, and violence would only make a
laughing stock of you. It's done."
"How was it done?" George whispered.
"No objections to amusing you," Dalrymple mocked. "Lambert interfered
last night, and spoiled his own game by dragging you in. By gad, she has
got it in for you! Don't see why you ever thought——Anyway, she agreed
right enough then, and I didn't need to explain it was wiser, seeing how
Lambert felt about it, and her father, and you, of all people, to get the thing
over without any brass bands. Had a bit of luck ducking the reporters at the
license bureau. Tied the knot half an hour ago. She's gone home to break the
glad news."
He grinned.
"But I thought it only decent to jump the subway and tell you your filthy
money's all right and that you can plant a tombstone on your pound of
flesh."
He laughed again.
In George's brain the echoes of Dalrymple's triumph reverberated more and
more intelligibly. Little by little during the recital his slumped attitude had
altered.
"In a way! In a way! In a way!" had sung through his brain, deriding him.
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Then, as he had listened, had flashed the question: "Is it really too late?"
And he had recalled his old determination that nothing—not even this—
should bar the road to his pursuit. So, at the close of Dalrymple's
explanation, he was straight in his chair, his hands grasping the arms, every
muscle, every nerve, stretched tight, and in his brain, overcoming the
boisterous resonance of Dalrymple's mirth, rang his old purposeful refrain:
"I will! I will! I will!"
Dalrymple had married her, but it wasn't too late yet.
"Jealous old fellow!" Dalrymple chaffed. "No congratulations for Dolly.
Blow up about your notes any time you please. I'll see they're paid."
He took up his hat and stick.
"Want to run along now and break the news to brother-in-law. Sure to find
him. He's a late bird."
George stood up.
"Wait a minute," he said, quietly. "Got to say you've put one over,
Dalrymple. It was crooked, but it's done. You've settled it, haven't you?"
"Glad you take it reasonably," Dalrymple laughed, turning for the door.
"Wait a minute," George repeated.
Dalrymple paused, apparently surprised at the tone, even and colourless.
"Lambert's somewheres about the place," George explained. "Just stay here,
and I'll find him and send him in."
"Good business!" Dalrymple agreed, sitting down. "Through all the sooner."
He smiled.
"A little anxious to get home to my wife."
George tried to close his ears. He didn't dare look at the other. He hurried
out, closed the door, and went to Goodhue's office. At sight of him Lambert
sprang from his chair as if startled by an unforeseen record of catastrophe.
And he had recalled his old determination that nothing—not even this—
should bar the road to his pursuit. So, at the close of Dalrymple's
explanation, he was straight in his chair, his hands grasping the arms, every
muscle, every nerve, stretched tight, and in his brain, overcoming the
boisterous resonance of Dalrymple's mirth, rang his old purposeful refrain:
"I will! I will! I will!"
Dalrymple had married her, but it wasn't too late yet.
"Jealous old fellow!" Dalrymple chaffed. "No congratulations for Dolly.
Blow up about your notes any time you please. I'll see they're paid."
He took up his hat and stick.
"Want to run along now and break the news to brother-in-law. Sure to find
him. He's a late bird."
George stood up.
"Wait a minute," he said, quietly. "Got to say you've put one over,
Dalrymple. It was crooked, but it's done. You've settled it, haven't you?"
"Glad you take it reasonably," Dalrymple laughed, turning for the door.
"Wait a minute," George repeated.
Dalrymple paused, apparently surprised at the tone, even and colourless.
"Lambert's somewheres about the place," George explained. "Just stay here,
and I'll find him and send him in."
"Good business!" Dalrymple agreed, sitting down. "Through all the sooner."
He smiled.
"A little anxious to get home to my wife."
George tried to close his ears. He didn't dare look at the other. He hurried
out, closed the door, and went to Goodhue's office. At sight of him Lambert
sprang from his chair as if startled by an unforeseen record of catastrophe.
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"What's happened?"
"Dalrymple's in my room," George answered without any expression. "He
wants to see you. He'll tell you all about it."
He raised his hands, putting a stop to Lambert's alarmed questions.
"Can't wait. Do just one thing for me. Give me half an hour. Keep
Dalrymple here for half an hour."
Still Lambert cried for reasons.
"Never mind why. You ought to interest each other for that long."
But Lambert tried to detain him.
"Where are you going? Why do you want me to keep him here? You look as
if you'd been struck in the face! George! What goes on?"
George turned impatiently.
"Ask Dalrymple. Then do that one thing for me."
He ran out of the room, picked up his hat and coat, and hastened to the
elevators.
He was caught by the high tide of the homeward rush, but his only thought
was of the quickest way, so he let himself be swept into the maelstrom of
the subway and was pounded aboard a Lexington Avenue express. All these
people struggling frantically to get somewhere! The pleasures awaiting
them at their journey's end should be colourful and compelling; yet it was
clear to him sordid discontent lurked for some, and for others unavoidable
sorrows. It was beyond belief that their self-centred haste should let creep in
no knowledge of the destination and the purpose of this companion, even
more eager than themselves, intimately crushed among them.
He managed to free his arm so he could glance at his watch, and he peered
between bobbing heads through the windows at the station signs. At Eighty-
sixth Street he escaped and tore, limping, up the stairs while people stared
at him, or, if in his haste he had brushed unthinkingly against them, called
out remarks angry or sarcastic. His leg commenced to ache, but he ran
"Dalrymple's in my room," George answered without any expression. "He
wants to see you. He'll tell you all about it."
He raised his hands, putting a stop to Lambert's alarmed questions.
"Can't wait. Do just one thing for me. Give me half an hour. Keep
Dalrymple here for half an hour."
Still Lambert cried for reasons.
"Never mind why. You ought to interest each other for that long."
But Lambert tried to detain him.
"Where are you going? Why do you want me to keep him here? You look as
if you'd been struck in the face! George! What goes on?"
George turned impatiently.
"Ask Dalrymple. Then do that one thing for me."
He ran out of the room, picked up his hat and coat, and hastened to the
elevators.
He was caught by the high tide of the homeward rush, but his only thought
was of the quickest way, so he let himself be swept into the maelstrom of
the subway and was pounded aboard a Lexington Avenue express. All these
people struggling frantically to get somewhere! The pleasures awaiting
them at their journey's end should be colourful and compelling; yet it was
clear to him sordid discontent lurked for some, and for others unavoidable
sorrows. It was beyond belief that their self-centred haste should let creep in
no knowledge of the destination and the purpose of this companion, even
more eager than themselves, intimately crushed among them.
He managed to free his arm so he could glance at his watch, and he peered
between bobbing heads through the windows at the station signs. At Eighty-
sixth Street he escaped and tore, limping, up the stairs while people stared
at him, or, if in his haste he had brushed unthinkingly against them, called
out remarks angry or sarcastic. His leg commenced to ache, but he ran
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across to Fifth Avenue and down it to the Planter house. While he waited
before the huge, heavy glass and iron doors he caught his breath, counting
the seconds.
It was Simpson who opened.
"I'm not sure Miss Planter has returned, sir. If so, she would be upstairs.
When she went out she said something about not being disturbed this
evening. Yes, sir. She left with Mr. Dalrymple less than two hours ago."
George walked into the vast hall.
"I must see her, Simpson, at once."
He started toward hangings, half-drawn, through which he could see only
partially a dimly lighted room.
"I will tell her, sir."
George swung.
"But not my name, Simpson. Tell her it is a message from her brother, of
the greatest importance."
George held his breath.
"What is it, Simpson?"
The clear contralto voice steadied him. If she was alone in there he would
have a better chance than he had hoped for, and he heard no other voice; but
why should she be alone at this exciting hour in a dimly lighted room? Was
it possible that she hadn't told any one yet what she had done, had returned
to the house and chosen solitude, instead, in a dim light? Then why? Why?
He dismissed Simpson with a nod and entered between the hangings.
She was alone. She stood before a cold fireplace at the end of the room as if
she had just risen from a chair near by. She was straight and motionless, but
she projected an air of fright, as if she had been caught at an indiscretion;
and, as George advanced, he thought her colour was too deep, and he
believed she had been crying alone in the dusk of the room which was
scarcely disturbed by one shaded lamp.
before the huge, heavy glass and iron doors he caught his breath, counting
the seconds.
It was Simpson who opened.
"I'm not sure Miss Planter has returned, sir. If so, she would be upstairs.
When she went out she said something about not being disturbed this
evening. Yes, sir. She left with Mr. Dalrymple less than two hours ago."
George walked into the vast hall.
"I must see her, Simpson, at once."
He started toward hangings, half-drawn, through which he could see only
partially a dimly lighted room.
"I will tell her, sir."
George swung.
"But not my name, Simpson. Tell her it is a message from her brother, of
the greatest importance."
George held his breath.
"What is it, Simpson?"
The clear contralto voice steadied him. If she was alone in there he would
have a better chance than he had hoped for, and he heard no other voice; but
why should she be alone at this exciting hour in a dimly lighted room? Was
it possible that she hadn't told any one yet what she had done, had returned
to the house and chosen solitude, instead, in a dim light? Then why? Why?
He dismissed Simpson with a nod and entered between the hangings.
She was alone. She stood before a cold fireplace at the end of the room as if
she had just risen from a chair near by. She was straight and motionless, but
she projected an air of fright, as if she had been caught at an indiscretion;
and, as George advanced, he thought her colour was too deep, and he
believed she had been crying alone in the dusk of the room which was
scarcely disturbed by one shaded lamp.
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He paused and stared at her—no longer Sylvia Planter—Dalrymple's wife.
All at once the appearance of modelled stone left her. Her entire body
seemed in motion, surrendered to a neurotic and undirected energy. She
started forward, paused, drew away. Her eyes turned from him to the door,
then questioningly back again. She pulled at the gloves which she had kept
in her hand. Her voice, when she spoke, was unsteady:
"What do you mean—coming in here—unannounced?"
His eyes held her.
"I've had enough of that," he said, harshly. "All I can think of is the vile
name your husband would have called you once if I hadn't choked him half
to death."
For a second her eyes blazed, then her shoulders drooped, and she covered
her face with her hands. With a sharp regret it occurred to him that he could
throw the broken crop away, for at last he had struck her—hard enough to
hurt.
Her voice from behind her hands was uncertain and muffled.
"Who told you?"
"He did—naturally, that—that——"
He broke off, choking.
"By God, Sylvia! It isn't too late. You've got to understand that. Now. This
minute. I tell you it isn't too late."
She lowered her hands. Her fear was sufficiently visible. Her attempt at a
laugh was pitiful, resembled an escaping grief.
"Leave me alone. You have to leave me alone now."
Her brutal definition of the great wall suddenly raised between them swept
his mind clean of everything except her lips, her beauty, cloistered with his
interminable desire in this dim room.
He stumbled blindly forward to his final chance. With a great, unthinking,
enveloping gesture he flung his arms about her drew her so close to his
All at once the appearance of modelled stone left her. Her entire body
seemed in motion, surrendered to a neurotic and undirected energy. She
started forward, paused, drew away. Her eyes turned from him to the door,
then questioningly back again. She pulled at the gloves which she had kept
in her hand. Her voice, when she spoke, was unsteady:
"What do you mean—coming in here—unannounced?"
His eyes held her.
"I've had enough of that," he said, harshly. "All I can think of is the vile
name your husband would have called you once if I hadn't choked him half
to death."
For a second her eyes blazed, then her shoulders drooped, and she covered
her face with her hands. With a sharp regret it occurred to him that he could
throw the broken crop away, for at last he had struck her—hard enough to
hurt.
Her voice from behind her hands was uncertain and muffled.
"Who told you?"
"He did—naturally, that—that——"
He broke off, choking.
"By God, Sylvia! It isn't too late. You've got to understand that. Now. This
minute. I tell you it isn't too late."
She lowered her hands. Her fear was sufficiently visible. Her attempt at a
laugh was pitiful, resembled an escaping grief.
"Leave me alone. You have to leave me alone now."
Her brutal definition of the great wall suddenly raised between them swept
his mind clean of everything except her lips, her beauty, cloistered with his
interminable desire in this dim room.
He stumbled blindly forward to his final chance. With a great, unthinking,
enveloping gesture he flung his arms about her drew her so close to his
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body that she couldn't resist; and, before she had time to cry out, pressed his
mouth at last against her lips.
He saw her eyes close, guessed that she didn't attempt to struggle,
experienced an intoxicating fancy she was content to have him fulfill his
boast. He didn't try to measure the enormity of his action. Once more he
was the George Morton who could plunge ahead, casting aside acquired
judgments. Then he felt her shudder. She got her lips away. She tried to lift
her hands. He heard her whisper:
"Let me go."
He stared, fascinated, at her lips, half parted, that had just now told him he
had never really wanted anybody else, never could have.
"Sylvia! Forgive me. I didn't know. I've loved you—always; I've never
dreamed how much. And I can't let you go."
He tried to find her lips again, but she fought, and he commenced to
remember. From a point behind his back something held her incredulous
attention. He turned quickly. Dalrymple stood between the hangings.
XVII
George experienced no fear, no impulse to release Sylvia. He was conscious
merely of a sharp distaste that it should have turned out so, and a feeling of
anger that Lambert was responsible through his failure to grant his request;
but Lambert might have been shocked to forgetfulness by Dalrymple's
announcement, or he might have had too sharp a doubt of George's
intentions. Sylvia had become motionless, as if impressed by the futility of
effort. In a moment would she cry out to Dalrymple just what he had done?
He waited for her charge, her justification, while he continued to stare at
Dalrymple's angry and unbelieving face which the gay flower in his button
hole had an air of mocking. Dalrymple started forward.
"You see that, Lambert——"
Lambert, who must have been standing close behind him, walked into the
room, as amazed as Dalrymple, nearly as shocked.
mouth at last against her lips.
He saw her eyes close, guessed that she didn't attempt to struggle,
experienced an intoxicating fancy she was content to have him fulfill his
boast. He didn't try to measure the enormity of his action. Once more he
was the George Morton who could plunge ahead, casting aside acquired
judgments. Then he felt her shudder. She got her lips away. She tried to lift
her hands. He heard her whisper:
"Let me go."
He stared, fascinated, at her lips, half parted, that had just now told him he
had never really wanted anybody else, never could have.
"Sylvia! Forgive me. I didn't know. I've loved you—always; I've never
dreamed how much. And I can't let you go."
He tried to find her lips again, but she fought, and he commenced to
remember. From a point behind his back something held her incredulous
attention. He turned quickly. Dalrymple stood between the hangings.
XVII
George experienced no fear, no impulse to release Sylvia. He was conscious
merely of a sharp distaste that it should have turned out so, and a feeling of
anger that Lambert was responsible through his failure to grant his request;
but Lambert might have been shocked to forgetfulness by Dalrymple's
announcement, or he might have had too sharp a doubt of George's
intentions. Sylvia had become motionless, as if impressed by the futility of
effort. In a moment would she cry out to Dalrymple just what he had done?
He waited for her charge, her justification, while he continued to stare at
Dalrymple's angry and unbelieving face which the gay flower in his button
hole had an air of mocking. Dalrymple started forward.
"You see that, Lambert——"
Lambert, who must have been standing close behind him, walked into the
room, as amazed as Dalrymple, nearly as shocked.
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"Sylvia!"
George let Sylvia go. She sat down in the chair by the fireplace and looked
straight ahead, her lips still half parted. Dalrymple hurried the length of the
room and paused in front of her.
"Be careful what you say, Dalrymple," George warned him.
Dalrymple burst out:
"You'll not tell me what to say. What's this mean, Sylvia? Speak up, or
——"
"Easy, Dolly," Lambert advised.
George waited. Sylvia did not cry out. He relaxed, hearing her say
uncertainly:
"I don't know. I'm sorry. I——"
She paused, looked down, commenced pulling at her gloves again with the
self-absorbed gestures of a somnambulist. George's heart leapt. She had not
accused him, had really said nothing, from her attitude wouldn't just yet.
Dalrymple swung furiously on Lambert.
"God! Am I to believe my eyes? Pretends to despise him, and I find her in
his arms!"
Sylvia glanced up once then, her face crimson, her lips trembling, then she
resumed her blank scrutiny of her gloves at which she still pulled. George
stepped swiftly forward, fancying Dalrymple was going to threaten her with
his hands.
"Why don't you talk up?" Dalrymple cried. "What you got to say? Don't see
there's much? Never would have dreamed it of you. What a scandal!"
"Morton," Lambert said with a leashed fury in his quiet voice, "no one but
you could have done this. Leave us alone now to see what we can make of
it."
George laughed shortly.
George let Sylvia go. She sat down in the chair by the fireplace and looked
straight ahead, her lips still half parted. Dalrymple hurried the length of the
room and paused in front of her.
"Be careful what you say, Dalrymple," George warned him.
Dalrymple burst out:
"You'll not tell me what to say. What's this mean, Sylvia? Speak up, or
——"
"Easy, Dolly," Lambert advised.
George waited. Sylvia did not cry out. He relaxed, hearing her say
uncertainly:
"I don't know. I'm sorry. I——"
She paused, looked down, commenced pulling at her gloves again with the
self-absorbed gestures of a somnambulist. George's heart leapt. She had not
accused him, had really said nothing, from her attitude wouldn't just yet.
Dalrymple swung furiously on Lambert.
"God! Am I to believe my eyes? Pretends to despise him, and I find her in
his arms!"
Sylvia glanced up once then, her face crimson, her lips trembling, then she
resumed her blank scrutiny of her gloves at which she still pulled. George
stepped swiftly forward, fancying Dalrymple was going to threaten her with
his hands.
"Why don't you talk up?" Dalrymple cried. "What you got to say? Don't see
there's much? Never would have dreamed it of you. What a scandal!"
"Morton," Lambert said with a leashed fury in his quiet voice, "no one but
you could have done this. Leave us alone now to see what we can make of
it."
George laughed shortly.
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"All the king's horses and all the king's men couldn't budge me just yet. And
I'll tell you what we'll make of it. Just what she wishes."
"Keep your mouth shut," Dalrymple said, shrilly. "You won't go. We'll go.
Sylvia! Come with me. We'll talk it out alone."
She shrank back in her chair, grasped its arms, looked up startled, shaking
her head.
"I can't go anywhere with you, Dolly," she said in a wondering voice.
"What you mean? You came to church right enough with me this afternoon.
Don't you forget that."
She nodded.
"It was wrong of me," she whispered. "I lost my temper. I didn't know at all
——"
"How did you find out?" Dalrymple sneered. "From him? But you're my
wife. Come away with me——"
She stood up swiftly, facing him.
"You shan't say such things to me, and I am not coming with you. I don't
know what's going to happen, but that—I know——"
She turned helplessly to Lambert.
"Make him understand."
Lambert took her hand and led her to the door.
"Go to Betty," he said.
"But make him understand," she pled.
"Why did you marry him if you didn't love him?" Lambert asked.
She turned and glanced at Dalrymple.
"I was fond of him. I didn't quite realize. There's a difference—he must see
that I've done an impossible thing, and I won't go on with it."
I'll tell you what we'll make of it. Just what she wishes."
"Keep your mouth shut," Dalrymple said, shrilly. "You won't go. We'll go.
Sylvia! Come with me. We'll talk it out alone."
She shrank back in her chair, grasped its arms, looked up startled, shaking
her head.
"I can't go anywhere with you, Dolly," she said in a wondering voice.
"What you mean? You came to church right enough with me this afternoon.
Don't you forget that."
She nodded.
"It was wrong of me," she whispered. "I lost my temper. I didn't know at all
——"
"How did you find out?" Dalrymple sneered. "From him? But you're my
wife. Come away with me——"
She stood up swiftly, facing him.
"You shan't say such things to me, and I am not coming with you. I don't
know what's going to happen, but that—I know——"
She turned helplessly to Lambert.
"Make him understand."
Lambert took her hand and led her to the door.
"Go to Betty," he said.
"But make him understand," she pled.
"Why did you marry him if you didn't love him?" Lambert asked.
She turned and glanced at Dalrymple.
"I was fond of him. I didn't quite realize. There's a difference—he must see
that I've done an impossible thing, and I won't go on with it."
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They were at the door. Lambert led her through, returning immediately.
George watched her go, blaming himself for her suffering. He had, indeed,
dragged her from her high horse, but he had not realized he would bring her
at once and starkly face to face with facts she had all along refused to
recognize; yet, he was convinced from his long knowledge of her, she
would not alter her decision, and he was happy, knowing that he had
accomplished, after a fashion, what he had come here to do.
"You're married," Lambert was saying dryly to Dalrymple. "The problem
seems to be how to get you unmarried."
"You shan't do that," Dalrymple cried, hotly. "You'll talk her around
instead."
"Scarcely a chance," Lambert answered, "and really I don't see why I
should try. You've played a slippery trick. You may have had an
understanding with Sylvia, but I am perfectly convinced that she wouldn't
have let anything come of it if you hadn't caught her at a moment when she
couldn't judge reasonably. So it's entirely up to her."
"We'll see about it," Dalrymple said. "I have my side. You turn nasty. I turn
nasty. You Planters want an annulment proceeding, or a public divorce with
this rotter as co-respondent?"
"Dolly! You don't know what you're saying."
"I'll fight for my rights," Dalrymple persisted, sullenly.
"See here," George put in, "I stayed to say one thing. Sylvia had nothing to
do with what you saw. She couldn't help herself. Your crookedness,
Dalrymple, made me forget everything except that——Never mind.
Lambert understands. Maybe I was out of my head. Anyway, I didn't give
her a chance. She had to suffer it. Is that quite clear?"
Lambert smiled incredulously.
"That'll sound well in court, too," Dalrymple threatened.
"Drop that!" Lambert cried. "Think who you are; who Sylvia is."
"My wife," Dalrymple came back. "I'll have her or I'll go to court."
George watched her go, blaming himself for her suffering. He had, indeed,
dragged her from her high horse, but he had not realized he would bring her
at once and starkly face to face with facts she had all along refused to
recognize; yet, he was convinced from his long knowledge of her, she
would not alter her decision, and he was happy, knowing that he had
accomplished, after a fashion, what he had come here to do.
"You're married," Lambert was saying dryly to Dalrymple. "The problem
seems to be how to get you unmarried."
"You shan't do that," Dalrymple cried, hotly. "You'll talk her around
instead."
"Scarcely a chance," Lambert answered, "and really I don't see why I
should try. You've played a slippery trick. You may have had an
understanding with Sylvia, but I am perfectly convinced that she wouldn't
have let anything come of it if you hadn't caught her at a moment when she
couldn't judge reasonably. So it's entirely up to her."
"We'll see about it," Dalrymple said. "I have my side. You turn nasty. I turn
nasty. You Planters want an annulment proceeding, or a public divorce with
this rotter as co-respondent?"
"Dolly! You don't know what you're saying."
"I'll fight for my rights," Dalrymple persisted, sullenly.
"See here," George put in, "I stayed to say one thing. Sylvia had nothing to
do with what you saw. She couldn't help herself. Your crookedness,
Dalrymple, made me forget everything except that——Never mind.
Lambert understands. Maybe I was out of my head. Anyway, I didn't give
her a chance. She had to suffer it. Is that quite clear?"
Lambert smiled incredulously.
"That'll sound well in court, too," Dalrymple threatened.
"Drop that!" Lambert cried. "Think who you are; who Sylvia is."
"My wife," Dalrymple came back. "I'll have her or I'll go to court."
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George started for the door.
"Don't fret, Lambert," he advised. "Money will go a long way with him. If I
might, I'd like to know what the two of you settle. I mean, if you want to
keep it away from your father and mother, my money's available. I haven't
much use for it any more——"
He broke off. What had he just meant to say: that since he had held Sylvia
in his arms all that had marked the progress of his ambition had become
without value? He would have to find that out. Now he waited at the door,
interested only in Dalrymple's response to his bald proposal. Dalrymple
thrust his hands in his pockets, commenced to pace the room, but all he said
was:
"Teach you all not to make a fool of Dolly."
"Remember," George said. "What she wants. And undesired scandals can be
paid for in various ways."
He glanced at Lambert. Evidently Sylvia's brother on that ground would
meet him as an ally. So he left the house and walked slowly through the
eastern fringe of the park, wishing to avoid even the few people scattered
along the pavements of the avenue, for the touch of Sylvia's lips was still
warm on his mouth. He felt himself apart. He wanted to remain apart as
long as possible with that absorbing memory.
Her angry responses in the past to his few daring gestures were submerged
in the great, scarcely comprehensible fact that she had not rebuked him
when he had tumbled over every barrier to take her in his arms; nor had she,
when cornered by Dalrymple and Lambert, assumed her logical defence.
Had that meant an awakening of a sort?
He smiled a little, thinking of her lips.
Their touch had sent to his brain flashes of pure illumination in which his
once great fondness for Betty had stood stripped of the capacity for any
such avid, confused emotions as Sylvia had compelled; flashes that had
exposed also his apparent hatred of the girl Sylvia as an obstinate love,
which, unable to express itself according to a common-place pattern, had
shifted its violent desires to conceptions of wrongs and penalties. Blinded
"Don't fret, Lambert," he advised. "Money will go a long way with him. If I
might, I'd like to know what the two of you settle. I mean, if you want to
keep it away from your father and mother, my money's available. I haven't
much use for it any more——"
He broke off. What had he just meant to say: that since he had held Sylvia
in his arms all that had marked the progress of his ambition had become
without value? He would have to find that out. Now he waited at the door,
interested only in Dalrymple's response to his bald proposal. Dalrymple
thrust his hands in his pockets, commenced to pace the room, but all he said
was:
"Teach you all not to make a fool of Dolly."
"Remember," George said. "What she wants. And undesired scandals can be
paid for in various ways."
He glanced at Lambert. Evidently Sylvia's brother on that ground would
meet him as an ally. So he left the house and walked slowly through the
eastern fringe of the park, wishing to avoid even the few people scattered
along the pavements of the avenue, for the touch of Sylvia's lips was still
warm on his mouth. He felt himself apart. He wanted to remain apart as
long as possible with that absorbing memory.
Her angry responses in the past to his few daring gestures were submerged
in the great, scarcely comprehensible fact that she had not rebuked him
when he had tumbled over every barrier to take her in his arms; nor had she,
when cornered by Dalrymple and Lambert, assumed her logical defence.
Had that meant an awakening of a sort?
He smiled a little, thinking of her lips.
Their touch had sent to his brain flashes of pure illumination in which his
once great fondness for Betty had stood stripped of the capacity for any
such avid, confused emotions as Sylvia had compelled; flashes that had
exposed also his apparent hatred of the girl Sylvia as an obstinate love,
which, unable to express itself according to a common-place pattern, had
shifted its violent desires to conceptions of wrongs and penalties. Blinded
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by that great light, he asked himself if his ambition, his strength, and his
will had merely been expressions of his necessity for her.
Of her words and actions immediately afterward he didn't pretend to
understand anything beyond their assurance that Dalrymple's romance was
at an end. Not a doubt crept into his strange and passionate exaltation.
He was surprised to find himself at his destination. When he reached his
apartment he got out the old photograph and the broken riding crop, and
with them in his hands sat before the fire, dreaming of the long road over
which they had consistently aided him. He compared Sylvia as he had just
seen her with the girlish and intolerant Sylvia of the photograph, and he
found he could still imagine the curved lips moving to form the words:
"You'll not forget."
He lowered his hands, and took a deep breath like one who has completed a
journey. To-night, in a sense, he had reached the heights most carefully
guarded of all.
XVIII
He heard the ringing of the door bell. His servant slipped in.
"Mr. Lambert Planter, sir."
George started, placed the crop and the photograph in a drawer, and looked
at the man with an air of surprise.
"Of course, I should like to see him. And bring me something on a tray, here
in front of the fire."
Lambert walked in.
"Don't mind my coming this way, George?"
"I'm glad I'm no longer 'Morton'," George said, dryly. "Sit down. I'm going
to have a bite to eat."
He glanced at his watch.
will had merely been expressions of his necessity for her.
Of her words and actions immediately afterward he didn't pretend to
understand anything beyond their assurance that Dalrymple's romance was
at an end. Not a doubt crept into his strange and passionate exaltation.
He was surprised to find himself at his destination. When he reached his
apartment he got out the old photograph and the broken riding crop, and
with them in his hands sat before the fire, dreaming of the long road over
which they had consistently aided him. He compared Sylvia as he had just
seen her with the girlish and intolerant Sylvia of the photograph, and he
found he could still imagine the curved lips moving to form the words:
"You'll not forget."
He lowered his hands, and took a deep breath like one who has completed a
journey. To-night, in a sense, he had reached the heights most carefully
guarded of all.
XVIII
He heard the ringing of the door bell. His servant slipped in.
"Mr. Lambert Planter, sir."
George started, placed the crop and the photograph in a drawer, and looked
at the man with an air of surprise.
"Of course, I should like to see him. And bring me something on a tray, here
in front of the fire."
Lambert walked in.
"Don't mind my coming this way, George?"
"I'm glad I'm no longer 'Morton'," George said, dryly. "Sit down. I'm going
to have a bite to eat."
He glanced at his watch.
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"Good Lord! It's after ten o'clock."
"Yes," Lambert said, choosing a chair, "there was a lot to talk about."
Little of the trouble had left Lambert's face, but George fancied Sylvia's
brother looked at him with curiosity, with a form of respect.
"I'm glad you've come," George said, "but I don't intend to apologize for
what I did this evening. I think we all, no matter what our inheritance, fight
without thought of affectations for our happiness. That's what I did. I love
your sister, Lambert. Never dreamed how much until to-night. Not a great
deal to say, but it's enormous beyond definition to think. You have Betty, so
perhaps you can understand."
Lambert smiled in a superior fashion.
"I'm a little confused," he said. "She's led me to believe all along she's
disliked you; has kept you away from Oakmont; has made it difficult from
the start. Then I find her, whether willingly or not—at least not crying out
for help—in your arms."
"I had to open her eyes to what she had done," George answered. "I wasn't
exactly accountable, but I honestly believe I took the only possible means. I
don't know whether I succeeded."
"I fancy you succeeded," Lambert muttered.
George stretched out his hand, looked at Lambert appealingly.
"She didn't say so—she——"
Lambert shook his head.
"She wouldn't talk about you at all."
He waited while the servant entered and arranged George's tray.
"Of course you've dined?"
"After a fashion," Lambert answered. "Not hungry. You might give me a
drink."
"Yes," Lambert said, choosing a chair, "there was a lot to talk about."
Little of the trouble had left Lambert's face, but George fancied Sylvia's
brother looked at him with curiosity, with a form of respect.
"I'm glad you've come," George said, "but I don't intend to apologize for
what I did this evening. I think we all, no matter what our inheritance, fight
without thought of affectations for our happiness. That's what I did. I love
your sister, Lambert. Never dreamed how much until to-night. Not a great
deal to say, but it's enormous beyond definition to think. You have Betty, so
perhaps you can understand."
Lambert smiled in a superior fashion.
"I'm a little confused," he said. "She's led me to believe all along she's
disliked you; has kept you away from Oakmont; has made it difficult from
the start. Then I find her, whether willingly or not—at least not crying out
for help—in your arms."
"I had to open her eyes to what she had done," George answered. "I wasn't
exactly accountable, but I honestly believe I took the only possible means. I
don't know whether I succeeded."
"I fancy you succeeded," Lambert muttered.
George stretched out his hand, looked at Lambert appealingly.
"She didn't say so—she——"
Lambert shook his head.
"She wouldn't talk about you at all."
He waited while the servant entered and arranged George's tray.
"Of course you've dined?"
"After a fashion," Lambert answered. "Not hungry. You might give me a
drink."
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"I feel apologetic about eating," George said when they were alone again.
"Don't see why I should have an appetite."
Lambert fingered his glass.
"Do you know why she didn't have you drawn and quartered?"
"No. Don't try to create happiness, Lambert, where there mayn't be any."
"I'm creating nothing. I'm asking a question, in an effort to understand why
she won't, as I say, mention your name; why she can't bear to have it
mentioned."
"If you were right, if things could be straightened out," George said, "you—
you could put up with it?"
"Easily," Lambert answered, "and I'll confess I couldn't if it were Corporal
John Smith. I've been fond of you for a long time, George, and I owe you a
great deal, but that doesn't figure. You're worthy even of Sylvia; but I don't
say I'm right. You can't count on Sylvia. And even if I were, I don't see any
way to straighten things out."
George returned to his meal.
"If you had taken the proper attitude," he scolded, "you could have handled
Dalrymple. He's weak, avaricious, cowardly."
"Oh, Dalrymple! I can handle him. It's Sylvia," Lambert said. "In the long
run Dolly agreed to about everything. Of course he wanted money, and he'll
have to have it; but heaven knows there's plenty of money. Trouble is, the
wedding can't be hushed up. That's plain. It will be in every paper to-
morrow. We arranged that Dolly was to live in the house for a time. They
would have been together in public, and Dolly agreed eventually to let her
go and get a quiet divorce—at a price. It sounds revolting, but to me it
seemed the only way."
George became aware of an ugly and distorted intruder upon his happiness,
yet Lambert was clearly right. Sylvia and Dalrymple, impulsively joined
together, were nothing to each other, couldn't even resume their long
friendship.
"Don't see why I should have an appetite."
Lambert fingered his glass.
"Do you know why she didn't have you drawn and quartered?"
"No. Don't try to create happiness, Lambert, where there mayn't be any."
"I'm creating nothing. I'm asking a question, in an effort to understand why
she won't, as I say, mention your name; why she can't bear to have it
mentioned."
"If you were right, if things could be straightened out," George said, "you—
you could put up with it?"
"Easily," Lambert answered, "and I'll confess I couldn't if it were Corporal
John Smith. I've been fond of you for a long time, George, and I owe you a
great deal, but that doesn't figure. You're worthy even of Sylvia; but I don't
say I'm right. You can't count on Sylvia. And even if I were, I don't see any
way to straighten things out."
George returned to his meal.
"If you had taken the proper attitude," he scolded, "you could have handled
Dalrymple. He's weak, avaricious, cowardly."
"Oh, Dalrymple! I can handle him. It's Sylvia," Lambert said. "In the long
run Dolly agreed to about everything. Of course he wanted money, and he'll
have to have it; but heaven knows there's plenty of money. Trouble is, the
wedding can't be hushed up. That's plain. It will be in every paper to-
morrow. We arranged that Dolly was to live in the house for a time. They
would have been together in public, and Dolly agreed eventually to let her
go and get a quiet divorce—at a price. It sounds revolting, but to me it
seemed the only way."
George became aware of an ugly and distorted intruder upon his happiness,
yet Lambert was clearly right. Sylvia and Dalrymple, impulsively joined
together, were nothing to each other, couldn't even resume their long
friendship.
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"Well?" George asked.
"Mother, Betty, and I talked it over with Sylvia," Lambert answered. "You
see, we've kept Father in ignorance so far. He's scarcely up to such a row.
Mother will make him wise very gently only when it becomes necessary."
"But what did Sylvia say?" George demanded, bending toward Lambert, his
meal forgotten.
"Sylvia," Lambert replied, spreading his hands helplessly, "would agree to
nothing. In the first place, she wouldn't consent to Dolly's staying in the
house even to save appearances. I don't know what's the matter with her.
She worried us all. She wasn't hysterical exactly, but she cried a good deal,
which is quite unusual for her, and she seemed—frightened. She wouldn't
let any one go near her—even Mother. I couldn't understand that."
George stared at the fire, his hands clasped. When at last he spoke he
scarcely heard his own voice:
"She will get a divorce—as soon as possible?"
Lambert emptied his glass and set it down.
"That's just it," he answered, gloomily. "She won't listen to anything of the
sort."
George glanced up.
"What is there left for her to do?"
Lambert frowned.
"Something seems to have changed her wholly. She declares she'll never see
Dolly again, and in the same breath talks about the church and a horror of
divorce, and the necessity of her suffering for her mistake; and she wants to
pay her debt to Dolly by giving him, instead of herself, all of her money—a
few such pleasant inconsistencies. See here. Why didn't you run wild
yesterday, or the day before?"
"Do you think," George asked, softly, "it would have been quite the same
thing, would have had quite the same effect?"
"Mother, Betty, and I talked it over with Sylvia," Lambert answered. "You
see, we've kept Father in ignorance so far. He's scarcely up to such a row.
Mother will make him wise very gently only when it becomes necessary."
"But what did Sylvia say?" George demanded, bending toward Lambert, his
meal forgotten.
"Sylvia," Lambert replied, spreading his hands helplessly, "would agree to
nothing. In the first place, she wouldn't consent to Dolly's staying in the
house even to save appearances. I don't know what's the matter with her.
She worried us all. She wasn't hysterical exactly, but she cried a good deal,
which is quite unusual for her, and she seemed—frightened. She wouldn't
let any one go near her—even Mother. I couldn't understand that."
George stared at the fire, his hands clasped. When at last he spoke he
scarcely heard his own voice:
"She will get a divorce—as soon as possible?"
Lambert emptied his glass and set it down.
"That's just it," he answered, gloomily. "She won't listen to anything of the
sort."
George glanced up.
"What is there left for her to do?"
Lambert frowned.
"Something seems to have changed her wholly. She declares she'll never see
Dolly again, and in the same breath talks about the church and a horror of
divorce, and the necessity of her suffering for her mistake; and she wants to
pay her debt to Dolly by giving him, instead of herself, all of her money—a
few such pleasant inconsistencies. See here. Why didn't you run wild
yesterday, or the day before?"
"Do you think," George asked, softly, "it would have been quite the same
thing, would have had quite the same effect?"
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"I wonder," Lambert mused.
George arose and stood with his back to the fire.
"And of course," he said, thoughtfully, "you or I can't tell just what the
effect has been. See here, Lambert. I have to find that out. I must see her
once, if only for five minutes."
He watched Lambert, who didn't answer at first.
"I'll not run wild again," he promised. "If she'd only agree—just five
minutes' talk."
"I told you," Lambert said at last, "she wouldn't mention your name or let
any one else; but, on the theory that you are really responsible for what's
happened, I'd like you to see her. You might persuade her that a divorce is
absolutely necessary, the only way out. You might get her to understand that
she can't go through life tied to a man she'll never see, while people will
talk many times more than if she took a train quietly west."
"If she'll see me," George said, "I'll try to make it plain to her."
"Betty has a scheme——" Lambert began, and wouldn't grow more explicit
beyond saying, "Betty'll probably let you hear from her in the morning.
That's the reason I wanted you to know how things stand. I'm hurrying back
now to our confused house."
George followed him to the door.
"Dalrymple—where is he?" he asked.
"Gone to his parents. He'll try to play the game for the present."
"At a price," George said.
Lambert nodded.
"Rather well-earned, too, on the whole," he answered, ironically.
XIX
George arose and stood with his back to the fire.
"And of course," he said, thoughtfully, "you or I can't tell just what the
effect has been. See here, Lambert. I have to find that out. I must see her
once, if only for five minutes."
He watched Lambert, who didn't answer at first.
"I'll not run wild again," he promised. "If she'd only agree—just five
minutes' talk."
"I told you," Lambert said at last, "she wouldn't mention your name or let
any one else; but, on the theory that you are really responsible for what's
happened, I'd like you to see her. You might persuade her that a divorce is
absolutely necessary, the only way out. You might get her to understand that
she can't go through life tied to a man she'll never see, while people will
talk many times more than if she took a train quietly west."
"If she'll see me," George said, "I'll try to make it plain to her."
"Betty has a scheme——" Lambert began, and wouldn't grow more explicit
beyond saying, "Betty'll probably let you hear from her in the morning.
That's the reason I wanted you to know how things stand. I'm hurrying back
now to our confused house."
George followed him to the door.
"Dalrymple—where is he?" he asked.
"Gone to his parents. He'll try to play the game for the present."
"At a price," George said.
Lambert nodded.
"Rather well-earned, too, on the whole," he answered, ironically.
XIX
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George slept little that night. The fact that Lambert believed him
responsible for the transformation in Sylvia was sufficiently exciting. In
Sylvia's manner her brother must have read something he had not quite
expressed to George. And why wouldn't she mention him? Why couldn't
she bear to have the others mention him? With his head bowed on his hands
he sat before the desk, staring at the diminishing fire, and in this posture he
fell at last asleep to be startled by Wandel who had not troubled to have
himself announced. The fire was quite dead. In the bright daylight
streaming into the room George saw that the little man held a newspaper in
his hand.
"Is it a habit of great men not to go to bed?"
George stood up and stretched. He indicated the newspaper.
"You've come with the evil tidings?"
"About Sylvia and Dolly," Wandel began.
George yawned.
"I must bathe and become presentable, for this is another day."
"You've already seen it?" Wandel asked, a trifle puzzled.
"No, but what else should there be in the paper?"
Wandel stared for a moment, then carefully folded the paper and tossed it in
the fireplace.
"Nothing much," he answered, lighting a cigarette, "except hold-ups,
murders, new strikes, fresh battles among our brethren of the Near East—
nothing of the slightest consequence. By by. Make yourself, great man,
fresh and beautiful for the new day."
XX
George wondered why Wandel should have come at all, or, having come,
why he should have left in that manner; and he was sorry he had answered
as he had, for Wandel invariably knew a great deal, more than most people.
responsible for the transformation in Sylvia was sufficiently exciting. In
Sylvia's manner her brother must have read something he had not quite
expressed to George. And why wouldn't she mention him? Why couldn't
she bear to have the others mention him? With his head bowed on his hands
he sat before the desk, staring at the diminishing fire, and in this posture he
fell at last asleep to be startled by Wandel who had not troubled to have
himself announced. The fire was quite dead. In the bright daylight
streaming into the room George saw that the little man held a newspaper in
his hand.
"Is it a habit of great men not to go to bed?"
George stood up and stretched. He indicated the newspaper.
"You've come with the evil tidings?"
"About Sylvia and Dolly," Wandel began.
George yawned.
"I must bathe and become presentable, for this is another day."
"You've already seen it?" Wandel asked, a trifle puzzled.
"No, but what else should there be in the paper?"
Wandel stared for a moment, then carefully folded the paper and tossed it in
the fireplace.
"Nothing much," he answered, lighting a cigarette, "except hold-ups,
murders, new strikes, fresh battles among our brethren of the Near East—
nothing of the slightest consequence. By by. Make yourself, great man,
fresh and beautiful for the new day."
XX
George wondered why Wandel should have come at all, or, having come,
why he should have left in that manner; and he was sorry he had answered
as he had, for Wandel invariably knew a great deal, more than most people.
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In this case he had probably come only to help, but in George's brain
nothing could survive for long beyond hazards as to what the morning
might develop. Betty was going to communicate with him, and she would
naturally expect to find him at his office, so he hurried down town and
waited, forcing himself to the necessary details of his work. For the first
time the mechanics of making money seemed dreary and unprofitable.
Goodhue came in with a clearly designed lack of curiosity. Had his partner
all along suspected the truth, or had Wandel been talking? For that matter,
did Goodhue himself experience a sense of loss?
"Not so surprising, George. Dolly's always been after her—even back in the
Princeton days, and she's played around with him since they were children;
yet I was a little shocked. I never thought it would quite come off."
It was torture for George to listen, and he couldn't possibly talk about it, so
he led Goodhue quite easily to the day's demands; but Blodgett appeared
not long after with a drooping countenance. Why did they all have to come
to him to discuss the unannounced wedding of Sylvia Planter?
"She ought to have done better," Blodgett disapproved funereally.
He fingered a gaudy handkerchief. He thrust it in his pocket, drew it forth
again, folded it carefully with his pudgy hands.
"Don't think I've ever ceased to regret——" he started rather pitifully.
After a moment's absorbed scrutiny of George he went on.
"If she had picked somebody like you I wouldn't have minded. Papa
Blodgett would have given you both his blessing."
So they had all guessed something! George questioned uneasily if
Blodgett's suspicions had lived during the course of his own unfortunate
romance, and he was sorrier than ever he had had to help destroy that. He
got rid of Blodgett and refused to see any one else, but he had to answer the
telephone, for that would almost certainly be Betty's means of
communication. Each time the pleasant bell tinkled he seized the receiver,
and each time cut short whatever masculine worries reached him. The
uneven pounding of the ticker punctuated his suspense. It was a feverish
nothing could survive for long beyond hazards as to what the morning
might develop. Betty was going to communicate with him, and she would
naturally expect to find him at his office, so he hurried down town and
waited, forcing himself to the necessary details of his work. For the first
time the mechanics of making money seemed dreary and unprofitable.
Goodhue came in with a clearly designed lack of curiosity. Had his partner
all along suspected the truth, or had Wandel been talking? For that matter,
did Goodhue himself experience a sense of loss?
"Not so surprising, George. Dolly's always been after her—even back in the
Princeton days, and she's played around with him since they were children;
yet I was a little shocked. I never thought it would quite come off."
It was torture for George to listen, and he couldn't possibly talk about it, so
he led Goodhue quite easily to the day's demands; but Blodgett appeared
not long after with a drooping countenance. Why did they all have to come
to him to discuss the unannounced wedding of Sylvia Planter?
"She ought to have done better," Blodgett disapproved funereally.
He fingered a gaudy handkerchief. He thrust it in his pocket, drew it forth
again, folded it carefully with his pudgy hands.
"Don't think I've ever ceased to regret——" he started rather pitifully.
After a moment's absorbed scrutiny of George he went on.
"If she had picked somebody like you I wouldn't have minded. Papa
Blodgett would have given you both his blessing."
So they had all guessed something! George questioned uneasily if
Blodgett's suspicions had lived during the course of his own unfortunate
romance, and he was sorrier than ever he had had to help destroy that. He
got rid of Blodgett and refused to see any one else, but he had to answer the
telephone, for that would almost certainly be Betty's means of
communication. Each time the pleasant bell tinkled he seized the receiver,
and each time cut short whatever masculine worries reached him. The
uneven pounding of the ticker punctuated his suspense. It was a feverish
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morning in the market, but not once did he rise to glance at the tape which
streamed neglected into the basket.
It was after one o'clock when he snatched the receiver from the hook again
with a hopeless premonition of another disappointment. Then he heard
Betty's voice, scarcely more than an anxious whisper "George!"
"Yes, yes, Betty."
"My car will be somewhere between Altman's and Tiffany's at two o'clock,
as near the corner of Thirty-fifth Street as they'll let me get. Lambert knows.
It's all right."
"But, Betty——"
"Just be there," she said, and must have hung up.
He glanced at his watch. He could start now. He hurried from the building,
but there was no point in haste. He had plenty of time, too much time; and
Betty hadn't said he would see Sylvia; hadn't given him time to ask; but she
must have arranged an interview, else why should she care to see him at all,
why her manner of a conspirator?
He reached the rendezvous well ahead of time, but he recognized Betty's car
just beyond the corner, and saw her wave to him anxiously. He stepped in
and sat at her side. She laughed nervously.
"I guessed you would be a little ahead," she said as the car commenced to
crawl north.
"Am I to see Sylvia?"
Betty nodded.
"Just once. This noon, before I telephoned, she acknowledged that she
wanted to see you—to talk to you for the last time. That's the way she put
it."
Betty smiled sceptically.
"You know I don't believe anything of the sort."
streamed neglected into the basket.
It was after one o'clock when he snatched the receiver from the hook again
with a hopeless premonition of another disappointment. Then he heard
Betty's voice, scarcely more than an anxious whisper "George!"
"Yes, yes, Betty."
"My car will be somewhere between Altman's and Tiffany's at two o'clock,
as near the corner of Thirty-fifth Street as they'll let me get. Lambert knows.
It's all right."
"But, Betty——"
"Just be there," she said, and must have hung up.
He glanced at his watch. He could start now. He hurried from the building,
but there was no point in haste. He had plenty of time, too much time; and
Betty hadn't said he would see Sylvia; hadn't given him time to ask; but she
must have arranged an interview, else why should she care to see him at all,
why her manner of a conspirator?
He reached the rendezvous well ahead of time, but he recognized Betty's car
just beyond the corner, and saw her wave to him anxiously. He stepped in
and sat at her side. She laughed nervously.
"I guessed you would be a little ahead," she said as the car commenced to
crawl north.
"Am I to see Sylvia?"
Betty nodded.
"Just once. This noon, before I telephoned, she acknowledged that she
wanted to see you—to talk to you for the last time. That's the way she put
it."
Betty smiled sceptically.
"You know I don't believe anything of the sort."
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"What do you think can be done?" George asked.
She didn't suggest anything, merely repeating her faith, going on while she
looked at George curiously.
"So all the time, George—and I didn't really guess, but I might have known
you would. I can remember now that day at Princeton when I asked you
about her dog, and your anxiety one night at Josiah's when you wanted to
know if she was going to be married—oh, plenty of hints now. George!
Why did you let it go so far?"
"Couldn't help myself, Betty."
She looked at him helplessly.
"And what have you done to her?"
"If you can't guess——" George said.
Betty smiled reminiscently.
"Perhaps I can guess. You would do just that, George, when there was
nothing else."
"You don't blame me?" he asked. "You don't ask, as Lambert did, why I
waited so long?"
She shook her head.
"I'm sure," she said, "when you came last night you saw a Sylvia none of us
had ever met before. Don't you think it had come upon her all at once that
she was no longer Sylvia Planter, that in defeating you she had destroyed
herself? If that is so, she has every bit of sympathy I'm capable of, and we
must think first of all of her. The pride's still there, but quite a different
thing. She's never known fear before, George, and now she's afraid, terribly
afraid, most of all, I think, of herself."
George counted the corners, was relieved when beyond Fiftieth Street the
traffic thinned and they went faster. He took Betty's hand, and found that
the touch steadied and encouraged, because at last her fingers seemed to
reach his mind again.
She didn't suggest anything, merely repeating her faith, going on while she
looked at George curiously.
"So all the time, George—and I didn't really guess, but I might have known
you would. I can remember now that day at Princeton when I asked you
about her dog, and your anxiety one night at Josiah's when you wanted to
know if she was going to be married—oh, plenty of hints now. George!
Why did you let it go so far?"
"Couldn't help myself, Betty."
She looked at him helplessly.
"And what have you done to her?"
"If you can't guess——" George said.
Betty smiled reminiscently.
"Perhaps I can guess. You would do just that, George, when there was
nothing else."
"You don't blame me?" he asked. "You don't ask, as Lambert did, why I
waited so long?"
She shook her head.
"I'm sure," she said, "when you came last night you saw a Sylvia none of us
had ever met before. Don't you think it had come upon her all at once that
she was no longer Sylvia Planter, that in defeating you she had destroyed
herself? If that is so, she has every bit of sympathy I'm capable of, and we
must think first of all of her. The pride's still there, but quite a different
thing. She's never known fear before, George, and now she's afraid, terribly
afraid, most of all, I think, of herself."
George counted the corners, was relieved when beyond Fiftieth Street the
traffic thinned and they went faster. He took Betty's hand, and found that
the touch steadied and encouraged, because at last her fingers seemed to
reach his mind again.
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"Betty! Do you think she cares at all?"
"I'm prejudiced," Betty laughed, "but I think the harder she'd been the more
she's cared; but she wouldn't talk about you except to say she would see you
for a minute this once. Lambert's lunching with Dolly."
"We are conspirators," George said, "and I don't like it, but I must see her
once."
They drew up at the curb, got out, and entered the hall. The house was
peculiarly without sound. George glanced at the entrance to the room where
he had found Sylvia last night.
"I think she's in Mr. Planter's study," Betty said. "He hasn't come downstairs
yet."
She led him through the library to a small, square room—a quiet and
comfortable book-lined retreat where Old Planter had been accustomed to
supplement his work down town. George looked eagerly around, but the
light wasn't very good, and he didn't at first see Sylvia.
"Sylvia!" Betty called softly. "I've brought George."
XXI
Almost before George realized it Betty was gone and the door was closed.
"Sylvia!"
Her low voice reached him from a large chair opposite the single, leaded,
opaque window.
"I'm over here——"
Yes, there was fear in her enunciation, as if she groped through shadowy
and hazardous places. It cautioned him. With a choked feeling, a racking
effort after repression, he walked quietly around and stared down at her.
She looked up once quickly, then glanced away. He was grateful for her
colour, but the fear was in her face, too, and the pride, as Betty had said, but
a transformed pride that he couldn't quite understand. She lay back in the
"I'm prejudiced," Betty laughed, "but I think the harder she'd been the more
she's cared; but she wouldn't talk about you except to say she would see you
for a minute this once. Lambert's lunching with Dolly."
"We are conspirators," George said, "and I don't like it, but I must see her
once."
They drew up at the curb, got out, and entered the hall. The house was
peculiarly without sound. George glanced at the entrance to the room where
he had found Sylvia last night.
"I think she's in Mr. Planter's study," Betty said. "He hasn't come downstairs
yet."
She led him through the library to a small, square room—a quiet and
comfortable book-lined retreat where Old Planter had been accustomed to
supplement his work down town. George looked eagerly around, but the
light wasn't very good, and he didn't at first see Sylvia.
"Sylvia!" Betty called softly. "I've brought George."
XXI
Almost before George realized it Betty was gone and the door was closed.
"Sylvia!"
Her low voice reached him from a large chair opposite the single, leaded,
opaque window.
"I'm over here——"
Yes, there was fear in her enunciation, as if she groped through shadowy
and hazardous places. It cautioned him. With a choked feeling, a racking
effort after repression, he walked quietly around and stared down at her.
She looked up once quickly, then glanced away. He was grateful for her
colour, but the fear was in her face, too, and the pride, as Betty had said, but
a transformed pride that he couldn't quite understand. She lay back in the
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large chair, her head to one side resting against the protruding arm. Her eyes
were bright with tears she had shed or wanted to shed.
"Please sit down."
The ring of exasperated contempt and challenge had gone from her voice.
He hadn't known it could stir him so. He drew up a chair and sat close to
her.
"You are not angry about what I did last night?" he whispered.
She shook her head.
"I am grateful. I wanted to see you to tell you that, and how sorry I am—so
beastly sorry, George."
Her voice drifted away. It made him want his arms about her, made him
want her lips again. The room became a black and restless background for
this shadowy, desired, and forbidden figure.
Impulsively he slipped to his knees and placed his head against the side of
her chair. Across his hair he fancied a fugitive brushing of fingers. She burst
out with something of her former impetuous manner.
"I used to want that! Now you shan't!"
He arose, and she stooped swiftly forward, as if propelled objectively, and,
before he realized what she was doing, touched the back of his hand with
her lips.
She sprang upright and faced him from the mantel, more afraid than ever,
staring at him, her cheeks wet with tears.
"That's all," she whispered. "It's what I wanted to tell you. Please go. We
mustn't see each other again."
In the room he was aware only of her, but he knew, in spite of his own blind
instinct, that between them was a wall as of transparent and heavy glass
against which he would only break his strength.
"Sylvia," he whispered in spite of that knowledge, "I want to touch your
lips."
were bright with tears she had shed or wanted to shed.
"Please sit down."
The ring of exasperated contempt and challenge had gone from her voice.
He hadn't known it could stir him so. He drew up a chair and sat close to
her.
"You are not angry about what I did last night?" he whispered.
She shook her head.
"I am grateful. I wanted to see you to tell you that, and how sorry I am—so
beastly sorry, George."
Her voice drifted away. It made him want his arms about her, made him
want her lips again. The room became a black and restless background for
this shadowy, desired, and forbidden figure.
Impulsively he slipped to his knees and placed his head against the side of
her chair. Across his hair he fancied a fugitive brushing of fingers. She burst
out with something of her former impetuous manner.
"I used to want that! Now you shan't!"
He arose, and she stooped swiftly forward, as if propelled objectively, and,
before he realized what she was doing, touched the back of his hand with
her lips.
She sprang upright and faced him from the mantel, more afraid than ever,
staring at him, her cheeks wet with tears.
"That's all," she whispered. "It's what I wanted to tell you. Please go. We
mustn't see each other again."
In the room he was aware only of her, but he knew, in spite of his own blind
instinct, that between them was a wall as of transparent and heavy glass
against which he would only break his strength.
"Sylvia," he whispered in spite of that knowledge, "I want to touch your
lips."
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"They've never been anybody else's," she cried in a sudden outburst. "Never
could have been. I see that now. That's why I've hated you——"
"Yet you love me now. You do love me, Sylvia?"
"I love you, George," she said, wearily. "I think I always have."
"Then why—why——"
She turned on him, nearly angry.
"How can you ask that? You haven't forgotten that first day, either, have
you? You took something of me then, and I couldn't forget it. That was what
hurt and humiliated; I couldn't forget, couldn't get out of my mind what you
—one of the—the stablemen—had taken of me, Sylvia Planter. And I
thought you could never give it back, but last night you did, and I——
Everything went to pieces——And it had to be last night, after I'd lost my
temper. I see that. That's the tragedy of it."
"I don't quite understand, Sylvia."
She smiled a little through her tears.
"Betty would. Any woman would. You must go now—please."
"When will I see you again?" he asked.
"This way? Never."
"What nonsense! You'll get a divorce. You must."
She straightened. Her head went back.
"I won't lie that way."
"I'll hit on some means," he boasted. "You belong to me."
"And I've found it out too late," she said, "and I don't believe I could have
found it out before. Think of that, George, when it seems too hard. I had to
be caught by my own rotten temper before I'd let you wake me up."
She drew a little away, and when he started forward motioned him back.
Her face flooded with colour, but she met his eyes bravely.
could have been. I see that now. That's why I've hated you——"
"Yet you love me now. You do love me, Sylvia?"
"I love you, George," she said, wearily. "I think I always have."
"Then why—why——"
She turned on him, nearly angry.
"How can you ask that? You haven't forgotten that first day, either, have
you? You took something of me then, and I couldn't forget it. That was what
hurt and humiliated; I couldn't forget, couldn't get out of my mind what you
—one of the—the stablemen—had taken of me, Sylvia Planter. And I
thought you could never give it back, but last night you did, and I——
Everything went to pieces——And it had to be last night, after I'd lost my
temper. I see that. That's the tragedy of it."
"I don't quite understand, Sylvia."
She smiled a little through her tears.
"Betty would. Any woman would. You must go now—please."
"When will I see you again?" he asked.
"This way? Never."
"What nonsense! You'll get a divorce. You must."
She straightened. Her head went back.
"I won't lie that way."
"I'll hit on some means," he boasted. "You belong to me."
"And I've found it out too late," she said, "and I don't believe I could have
found it out before. Think of that, George, when it seems too hard. I had to
be caught by my own rotten temper before I'd let you wake me up."
She drew a little away, and when he started forward motioned him back.
Her face flooded with colour, but she met his eyes bravely.
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"That was something. I will never forget that, either, but it doesn't make me
feel—unclean, as I did that day at Oakmont and afterward. I don't want to
forget it ever. Now you understand."
She ran swiftly to the door and opened it. He followed her and saw Betty at
the farther end of the room talking to Mr. Planter.
"Why do you do that?" he asked, desperately.
"I want to tell you why I'll never forget," she answered in a half whisper.
"Because I love you. I love you. I want to say it. I think it every minute, so
don't you see you have to help me keep it straight and beautiful always,
George?"
XXII
"Who has made my little girl cry?"
The quavering tones reminded George. He walked from the little room
toward the others, and he saw that Old Planter had caught Sylvia's hand,
had drawn her to him, had felt the tears on her cheeks.
There rushed back to George that ancient interview in the library at
Oakmont, and here he was back at it, even in Old Planter's presence,
making her cry again. He wondered what Old Planter had said when
Lambert had told him who George Morton really was.
"You see, sir," he said, moodily, "I haven't changed so much from the stable
boy, Morton, you once threatened to send to smash if——"
Sylvia broke in sharply.
"He's never been told——"
"What are you talking about?" the old man quavered. "Was there ever a
Morton on my place, Sylvia? An old man, yes. He's dead. A young one
——"
Slowly he shook his head from side to side. He peered suspiciously at
George out of his dim eyes.
feel—unclean, as I did that day at Oakmont and afterward. I don't want to
forget it ever. Now you understand."
She ran swiftly to the door and opened it. He followed her and saw Betty at
the farther end of the room talking to Mr. Planter.
"Why do you do that?" he asked, desperately.
"I want to tell you why I'll never forget," she answered in a half whisper.
"Because I love you. I love you. I want to say it. I think it every minute, so
don't you see you have to help me keep it straight and beautiful always,
George?"
XXII
"Who has made my little girl cry?"
The quavering tones reminded George. He walked from the little room
toward the others, and he saw that Old Planter had caught Sylvia's hand,
had drawn her to him, had felt the tears on her cheeks.
There rushed back to George that ancient interview in the library at
Oakmont, and here he was back at it, even in Old Planter's presence,
making her cry again. He wondered what Old Planter had said when
Lambert had told him who George Morton really was.
"You see, sir," he said, moodily, "I haven't changed so much from the stable
boy, Morton, you once threatened to send to smash if——"
Sylvia broke in sharply.
"He's never been told——"
"What are you talking about?" the old man quavered. "Was there ever a
Morton on my place, Sylvia? An old man, yes. He's dead. A young one
——"
Slowly he shook his head from side to side. He peered suspiciously at
George out of his dim eyes.
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"I don't remember."
Suddenly he cried out with a flash of the old authority:
"I'm growing sensitive, Morton. No jokes! What's he talking about?"
Sylvia took his hand. Her lips trembled.
"Never mind, Father. Come."
And as he let her guide him he drifted on.
"Sylvia! Have you got everything you want? I'll give you anything you
want if only you won't cry."
Outside rain had commenced to drizzle. From a tree in the little yard yellow
leaves fluttered down. Old Planter hobbled into his study, Sylvia at his side.
Betty followed George to the hall.
"Tell Sylvia I am very happy," he said.
She pressed his hand, whispering:
"The great George Morton!"
XXIII
Again George walked to his apartment and sat brooding over the fire, trying
to find a way; but Sylvia must have searched, too, and failed. There was no
way, or none that she would take. He crushed his heady revolt at the
realization, for he believed she had been right. Without her great mistake
she couldn't have given him that obliterative moment last evening, or his
glimpse this afternoon of happiness through heavy, transparent glass. So he
could smile a little, nearly cheerfully. There was really a quality of
happiness in his knowledge that she had never forgotten his tight clasping at
Oakmont, his blurted love, his threat that he would teach her not to be
afraid of his touch. How she must have despised herself in the great house,
among her own kind, when she found she couldn't forget Morton, when she
tried, perhaps, to escape the shame of wanting Morton! No wonder she had
attempted through Blodgett and Dalrymple, men for whom she could have
Suddenly he cried out with a flash of the old authority:
"I'm growing sensitive, Morton. No jokes! What's he talking about?"
Sylvia took his hand. Her lips trembled.
"Never mind, Father. Come."
And as he let her guide him he drifted on.
"Sylvia! Have you got everything you want? I'll give you anything you
want if only you won't cry."
Outside rain had commenced to drizzle. From a tree in the little yard yellow
leaves fluttered down. Old Planter hobbled into his study, Sylvia at his side.
Betty followed George to the hall.
"Tell Sylvia I am very happy," he said.
She pressed his hand, whispering:
"The great George Morton!"
XXIII
Again George walked to his apartment and sat brooding over the fire, trying
to find a way; but Sylvia must have searched, too, and failed. There was no
way, or none that she would take. He crushed his heady revolt at the
realization, for he believed she had been right. Without her great mistake
she couldn't have given him that obliterative moment last evening, or his
glimpse this afternoon of happiness through heavy, transparent glass. So he
could smile a little, nearly cheerfully. There was really a quality of
happiness in his knowledge that she had never forgotten his tight clasping at
Oakmont, his blurted love, his threat that he would teach her not to be
afraid of his touch. How she must have despised herself in the great house,
among her own kind, when she found she couldn't forget Morton, when she
tried, perhaps, to escape the shame of wanting Morton! No wonder she had
attempted through Blodgett and Dalrymple, men for whom she could have
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had no such urgent feeling, to divide herself from him, to prevent the
fulfilment of his boasts of which he had perpetually reminded her. She must
have looked at him a good deal more than he had guessed in those far days.
And now his touch had taught her to be more afraid than ever, but not of
him. With a growing wonder he recalled her surrender. Of course, Sylvia,
like her placid mother, like everyone, was, beneath the veneer even of
endless generations, necessarily primitive. For that discovery he could
thank Dalrymple. He continued to dream.
What, indeed, lay ahead for him? In a sense he had already reached the
summit which he had set out to find, and every thrilling mood of hers that
afternoon flamed in his mind. He had a desolate feeling that there was no
longer anything for him down town, or anywhere else beyond a wait,
possibly endless, for Sylvia; and as he brooded there he longed for a mother
to whom he could have gone with his happiness that was more than half
pain. His mother had said that there were lots of girls too good for him. His
father had added, "Sylvia Planter most of all." His father was dead. His
mother might as well have been. All at once her swollen hands seemed to
rest passively between him and the fire.
He was glad when Wandel came in, even though he found him without
lights, for the second time that day in an unaccustomed and reflective
posture.
"Snap the lamps on, will you, Driggs?"
Wandel obeyed, and George blinked, laughing uncomfortably.
"You'll fancy I've caught the poet's mood."
"Not at all, my dear George," Wandel answered. "Why not say, thinking
about the war? Nobody will let you talk about it, and I'm told if you write
stories or books that mention it the editors turn their thumbs down. So
much, says a grateful country, for the poor soldier. What more natural then
than this really pitiful picture of the dejected veteran recalling his battles in
a dusky solitude?"
"Oh, shut up, Driggs. Maybe you'll tell me why they ever called you
'Spike.'"
fulfilment of his boasts of which he had perpetually reminded her. She must
have looked at him a good deal more than he had guessed in those far days.
And now his touch had taught her to be more afraid than ever, but not of
him. With a growing wonder he recalled her surrender. Of course, Sylvia,
like her placid mother, like everyone, was, beneath the veneer even of
endless generations, necessarily primitive. For that discovery he could
thank Dalrymple. He continued to dream.
What, indeed, lay ahead for him? In a sense he had already reached the
summit which he had set out to find, and every thrilling mood of hers that
afternoon flamed in his mind. He had a desolate feeling that there was no
longer anything for him down town, or anywhere else beyond a wait,
possibly endless, for Sylvia; and as he brooded there he longed for a mother
to whom he could have gone with his happiness that was more than half
pain. His mother had said that there were lots of girls too good for him. His
father had added, "Sylvia Planter most of all." His father was dead. His
mother might as well have been. All at once her swollen hands seemed to
rest passively between him and the fire.
He was glad when Wandel came in, even though he found him without
lights, for the second time that day in an unaccustomed and reflective
posture.
"Snap the lamps on, will you, Driggs?"
Wandel obeyed, and George blinked, laughing uncomfortably.
"You'll fancy I've caught the poet's mood."
"Not at all, my dear George," Wandel answered. "Why not say, thinking
about the war? Nobody will let you talk about it, and I'm told if you write
stories or books that mention it the editors turn their thumbs down. So
much, says a grateful country, for the poor soldier. What more natural then
than this really pitiful picture of the dejected veteran recalling his battles in
a dusky solitude?"
"Oh, shut up, Driggs. Maybe you'll tell me why they ever called you
'Spike.'"
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Wandel yawned.
"Certainly. Because, being small, I got hit on the head a great deal. I
sometimes think it's why I'm too dull to make you understand what I mean
to say."
George looked at him.
"I think I do, Driggs; and thanks."
"Then," Wandel said, brightly, "you'll come and dine with me."
"I will. I will. Where shall we go? Not to the club."
"I fancy one club wouldn't be pleasant for you this evening," Wandel said,
quietly.
George caught his breath.
"Why not?"
But Wandel wouldn't satisfy him until they were in a small restaurant and
seated at a wall table sufficiently far from people to make quiet tones safe.
"It's too bad," he said then, "that great men won't take warnings."
"I caught your warning," George answered, "and I acted on it as far as I
could. I couldn't dream, knowing her, of a runaway marriage, and I'll
guarantee you didn't, either."
"I once pointed out to you," Wandel objected, "that she was the impulsive
sort who would fly to some man—only I fancied then it would ultimately be
you."
"Why, Driggs?"
Wandel put his hand on George's knee.
"You don't mind my saying this? A long time ago I guessed she loved you.
Even as far back as Betty's début, when I danced with her right after you
two had had some kind of a rumpus, I saw she was a bundle of emotion and
"Certainly. Because, being small, I got hit on the head a great deal. I
sometimes think it's why I'm too dull to make you understand what I mean
to say."
George looked at him.
"I think I do, Driggs; and thanks."
"Then," Wandel said, brightly, "you'll come and dine with me."
"I will. I will. Where shall we go? Not to the club."
"I fancy one club wouldn't be pleasant for you this evening," Wandel said,
quietly.
George caught his breath.
"Why not?"
But Wandel wouldn't satisfy him until they were in a small restaurant and
seated at a wall table sufficiently far from people to make quiet tones safe.
"It's too bad," he said then, "that great men won't take warnings."
"I caught your warning," George answered, "and I acted on it as far as I
could. I couldn't dream, knowing her, of a runaway marriage, and I'll
guarantee you didn't, either."
"I once pointed out to you," Wandel objected, "that she was the impulsive
sort who would fly to some man—only I fancied then it would ultimately be
you."
"Why, Driggs?"
Wandel put his hand on George's knee.
"You don't mind my saying this? A long time ago I guessed she loved you.
Even as far back as Betty's début, when I danced with her right after you
two had had some kind of a rumpus, I saw she was a bundle of emotion and
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despised herself for it. Of course I hadn't observed then all that I have
since."
"Why did you never warn me of that?" George asked.
Wandel laughed lightly.
"What absurd questions you ask! Because, being well acquainted with
Sylvia, I couldn't see how she was to be made to realize she cared for you."
George crumbled a piece of bread.
"I daresay," he muttered, "you know everything that's happened. It's
extraordinary the way you find out things—things you're not supposed to
know at all."
Wandel laughed again, this time on a note of embarrassed disapproval.
"Not extraordinary in this case."
George glanced up.
"You said something about the club not being pleasant for me to-night——"
"Because," Wandel answered with brutal directness, "Dolly's been there."
George clenched his hands. Wandel looked at them amusedly.
"Very glad you weren't about, Hercules."
"It was that bad?" George asked.
"Why not," Wandel drawled, "say rather worse?"
"Drunk?" George whispered.
"A conservative diagnosis," Wandel answered. "His language sounded quite
foreign, but with effort its sense could be had; and the rooms were fairly
full. You know, just before dinner—the usual crowd."
"Somebody should have shut him up," George cried.
since."
"Why did you never warn me of that?" George asked.
Wandel laughed lightly.
"What absurd questions you ask! Because, being well acquainted with
Sylvia, I couldn't see how she was to be made to realize she cared for you."
George crumbled a piece of bread.
"I daresay," he muttered, "you know everything that's happened. It's
extraordinary the way you find out things—things you're not supposed to
know at all."
Wandel laughed again, this time on a note of embarrassed disapproval.
"Not extraordinary in this case."
George glanced up.
"You said something about the club not being pleasant for me to-night——"
"Because," Wandel answered with brutal directness, "Dolly's been there."
George clenched his hands. Wandel looked at them amusedly.
"Very glad you weren't about, Hercules."
"It was that bad?" George asked.
"Why not," Wandel drawled, "say rather worse?"
"Drunk?" George whispered.
"A conservative diagnosis," Wandel answered. "His language sounded quite
foreign, but with effort its sense could be had; and the rooms were fairly
full. You know, just before dinner—the usual crowd."
"Somebody should have shut him up," George cried.
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"We did, with difficulty, and not all at once," Wandel protested. "Dicky's
taken him home with the aid of a pair of grinning hyenas. They did make
one think of that."
"It's not to be borne," George muttered. "He ought to be killed."
"By all means, my dear George," Wandel agreed, "but we're back in New
York. I mean, with the armistice murder ceased to be praiseworthy. They're
punishing it in the usual fashion. You quite understand that, George?"
George tried to laugh.
"Quite. Go ahead."
"He really had some excuse," Wandel went on, "because when he first came
in no one realized how bad he was—and they jumped him with
congratulations and humour, and he went right out of his head—became
stark, raving mad; or drunk, as you choose."
"What did he say?" George asked, softly.
Wandel half closed his eyes.
"Don't expect me to repeat any such crazy, disconnected stuff. It's enough
that he let everybody guess Sylvia had sold him at the very moment he had
fancied he had bought her. I've been thinking it over, and I'm not sure it isn't
just as well he did. Everybody will talk his head off for a few days and drop
it. Otherwise, curious things would have been noticed and suspected from
time to time, and the talk, with fresh impetus, would have gone on forever.
Besides, nobody's looking for much trouble with the Planters."
George had difficulty with his next question.
"He—he didn't mention me?"
"Why, yes," Wandel answered, gravely, "but rather incoherently."
"Rotten of him!"
"No direct accusations," Wandel hurried on, "just vile temper; and while it
makes it temporarily more unpleasant that's just as well, too. The fact that
taken him home with the aid of a pair of grinning hyenas. They did make
one think of that."
"It's not to be borne," George muttered. "He ought to be killed."
"By all means, my dear George," Wandel agreed, "but we're back in New
York. I mean, with the armistice murder ceased to be praiseworthy. They're
punishing it in the usual fashion. You quite understand that, George?"
George tried to laugh.
"Quite. Go ahead."
"He really had some excuse," Wandel went on, "because when he first came
in no one realized how bad he was—and they jumped him with
congratulations and humour, and he went right out of his head—became
stark, raving mad; or drunk, as you choose."
"What did he say?" George asked, softly.
Wandel half closed his eyes.
"Don't expect me to repeat any such crazy, disconnected stuff. It's enough
that he let everybody guess Sylvia had sold him at the very moment he had
fancied he had bought her. I've been thinking it over, and I'm not sure it isn't
just as well he did. Everybody will talk his head off for a few days and drop
it. Otherwise, curious things would have been noticed and suspected from
time to time, and the talk, with fresh impetus, would have gone on forever.
Besides, nobody's looking for much trouble with the Planters."
George had difficulty with his next question.
"He—he didn't mention me?"
"Why, yes," Wandel answered, gravely, "but rather incoherently."
"Rotten of him!"
"No direct accusations," Wandel hurried on, "just vile temper; and while it
makes it temporarily more unpleasant that's just as well, too. The fact that
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people know what to expect kills more talk later. I suppose she'll manage a
fairly quiet divorce."
"Won't listen to it," George snapped.
"How stupid of me!" Wandel drawled. "Of course she wouldn't."
He sighed.
"I mean to sympathize with you, my George, but all the time I envy you,
and have to restrain myself from offering congratulations. Behold the
oysters! They're really very good here."
George tried to smile.
"Then shall we talk about shell fish?"
"Bivalves, George. Or we might discuss the great strike. Which one? Take
your choice. Or, by the way, have you received your shock yet? They're
raising rents in our house more than a hundred per cent."
"The hell after war!" George grinned.
Wandel smiled back.
"Let us hope not a milestone on the road."
XXIV
Through pure will George resumed his routine, but it no longer had the
power to capture him, becoming a drudgery without a clear purpose.
Always he was conscious of the effort to force himself from recollection
and imagination, to drive Sylvia from his mind; and, even so, he never quite
succeeded. Were there then no heights beyond?
Lambert was painstakingly considerate, catching him for luncheon from
time to time, or calling at unexpected moments at his office, and always he
said something about Sylvia. She was well. Naturally she was keeping to
herself. Betty and she were at Princeton, and Sylvia was going to stay on
with the Alstons for a time. Once he let slip a sincere admiration, a real
regret.
fairly quiet divorce."
"Won't listen to it," George snapped.
"How stupid of me!" Wandel drawled. "Of course she wouldn't."
He sighed.
"I mean to sympathize with you, my George, but all the time I envy you,
and have to restrain myself from offering congratulations. Behold the
oysters! They're really very good here."
George tried to smile.
"Then shall we talk about shell fish?"
"Bivalves, George. Or we might discuss the great strike. Which one? Take
your choice. Or, by the way, have you received your shock yet? They're
raising rents in our house more than a hundred per cent."
"The hell after war!" George grinned.
Wandel smiled back.
"Let us hope not a milestone on the road."
XXIV
Through pure will George resumed his routine, but it no longer had the
power to capture him, becoming a drudgery without a clear purpose.
Always he was conscious of the effort to force himself from recollection
and imagination, to drive Sylvia from his mind; and, even so, he never quite
succeeded. Were there then no heights beyond?
Lambert was painstakingly considerate, catching him for luncheon from
time to time, or calling at unexpected moments at his office, and always he
said something about Sylvia. She was well. Naturally she was keeping to
herself. Betty and she were at Princeton, and Sylvia was going to stay on
with the Alstons for a time. Once he let slip a sincere admiration, a real
regret.
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"It's extraordinary, George. You've very nearly made every word good."
George took the opening to ask a question that had been in his mind for
many days.
"Where is he? What's he up to? I haven't seen him, but, naturally, I keep to
myself, too, and Dicky, bless him, mentions nothing."
Lambert frowned.
"He hasn't been around the office much since. He's taking his own sweet
will with himself now. He's gone away—to Canada. It's cold there, but it's
also fairly wet."
"If one could only be sure he had the virtue of loving her!" George mused.
"He hasn't," Lambert said, impatiently. "Since I talked with him that hectic
night I've admitted that Dolly's never had the capacity to love any one
except himself. So he's probably happy in his own unpleasant way."
A thought came to George. He smiled a little.
"I've been wondering if Sylvia is going in harder than ever on the side of
the downtrodden."
Lambert laughed.
"As far as I know, hasn't mentioned a cossack since that night; and I have to
confess, hard-headed reactionary, the ranks are making me see too many
bad qualities among the good."
"Perhaps," George suggested, "the ranks are saying something of the sort
about us. Besides, I don't see why you call me reactionary."
"Would you have minded it a while back?" Lambert asked.
"Just the same," George answered, "I'd like to get their point of view."
What would Squibs say to that from him? Squibs, undoubtedly, would be
pleased. After Lambert had gone he sat for a long time thinking. He was
glad Lambert had come, for the other had suggested that in endeavouring to
capture such a point of view, in pleasing Squibs, he might at last find a real
George took the opening to ask a question that had been in his mind for
many days.
"Where is he? What's he up to? I haven't seen him, but, naturally, I keep to
myself, too, and Dicky, bless him, mentions nothing."
Lambert frowned.
"He hasn't been around the office much since. He's taking his own sweet
will with himself now. He's gone away—to Canada. It's cold there, but it's
also fairly wet."
"If one could only be sure he had the virtue of loving her!" George mused.
"He hasn't," Lambert said, impatiently. "Since I talked with him that hectic
night I've admitted that Dolly's never had the capacity to love any one
except himself. So he's probably happy in his own unpleasant way."
A thought came to George. He smiled a little.
"I've been wondering if Sylvia is going in harder than ever on the side of
the downtrodden."
Lambert laughed.
"As far as I know, hasn't mentioned a cossack since that night; and I have to
confess, hard-headed reactionary, the ranks are making me see too many
bad qualities among the good."
"Perhaps," George suggested, "the ranks are saying something of the sort
about us. Besides, I don't see why you call me reactionary."
"Would you have minded it a while back?" Lambert asked.
"Just the same," George answered, "I'd like to get their point of view."
What would Squibs say to that from him? Squibs, undoubtedly, would be
pleased. After Lambert had gone he sat for a long time thinking. He was
glad Lambert had come, for the other had suggested that in endeavouring to
capture such a point of view, in pleasing Squibs, he might at last find a real
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interest, and one of use to somebody besides himself. If the men on the
heights didn't get at it pretty soon, a different kind of climber would appear,
with black hands, inflamed eyes, and a mind stripped, by passion, of all
logic. Gladly he found it possible to bring to this new task the energy with
which he had attacked the narrower puzzles of the university and Wall
Street.
Sylvia had called him the most selfish person she had ever met, and, as he
tried to strip from the facts of the world's disease the perpetual, clinging
propaganda, he applied her charge to his soul. From the first he had been
infected, yet his selfishness had been neither inefficient nor dangerous. This
increasing pestilence was. Lambert guessed what he was at, and George
jeered at him for his war madness, but Lambert had found again an
absorbing interest. Because of his missing leg it was rather pitiful to watch
his enthusiasm for a reawakened activity.
"You've got to see Harvard swallow your old Tiger, George," he said one
Friday. "After all, why not? You don't need to come out to the Alstons,
although I'm not sure there would be any harm in that. Talk's about done, I
fancy."
George flushed.
"Do you know I'd love to spill you again, Lambert? I'd like to bring you
down so hard the seismographs would make a record."
"Too bad we can't try to kill each other," Lambert said, regretfully. "Why
not watch younger brutes?"
"I've wanted it for days," George acknowledged. "I'll wire Squibs."
George was perfectly sure that Squibs knew nothing, for he wasn't socially
curious, and Betty would have hesitated to talk about what had happened
even to Mrs. Squibs, yet he was conscious, after the first moment of
meeting, of a continued scrutiny from Squibs, of a hesitancy of manner, of
an unusually careful choice of words.
He had small opportunity to test this impression, for it was noon when he
reached the house in Dickinson Street, and there were many of the tutor's
heights didn't get at it pretty soon, a different kind of climber would appear,
with black hands, inflamed eyes, and a mind stripped, by passion, of all
logic. Gladly he found it possible to bring to this new task the energy with
which he had attacked the narrower puzzles of the university and Wall
Street.
Sylvia had called him the most selfish person she had ever met, and, as he
tried to strip from the facts of the world's disease the perpetual, clinging
propaganda, he applied her charge to his soul. From the first he had been
infected, yet his selfishness had been neither inefficient nor dangerous. This
increasing pestilence was. Lambert guessed what he was at, and George
jeered at him for his war madness, but Lambert had found again an
absorbing interest. Because of his missing leg it was rather pitiful to watch
his enthusiasm for a reawakened activity.
"You've got to see Harvard swallow your old Tiger, George," he said one
Friday. "After all, why not? You don't need to come out to the Alstons,
although I'm not sure there would be any harm in that. Talk's about done, I
fancy."
George flushed.
"Do you know I'd love to spill you again, Lambert? I'd like to bring you
down so hard the seismographs would make a record."
"Too bad we can't try to kill each other," Lambert said, regretfully. "Why
not watch younger brutes?"
"I've wanted it for days," George acknowledged. "I'll wire Squibs."
George was perfectly sure that Squibs knew nothing, for he wasn't socially
curious, and Betty would have hesitated to talk about what had happened
even to Mrs. Squibs, yet he was conscious, after the first moment of
meeting, of a continued scrutiny from Squibs, of a hesitancy of manner, of
an unusually careful choice of words.
He had small opportunity to test this impression, for it was noon when he
reached the house in Dickinson Street, and there were many of the tutor's
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products in the dining-room, snatching a cold bite while they roared
confused pessimism about the game.
"You're going to the side-lines," Squibs said when they had climbed the
ramp to their section of the stadium.
"I'd be in the way," George objected.
Bailly stared at him.
"George Morton on a football field could only be in the way of Harvard and
Yale."
George experienced a quick, ardent wish for thick turf underfoot, for a seat
on the bench among players exhaling a thick atmosphere of eager and
absorbed excitement. So he let the tutor lead him down the steps. Squibs
called to Green, who was distrait.
"What is it, Mr. Bailly?"
"I've got Morton."
Green sprang to life.
"Mr. Stringham! An omen! An omen!"
He met George at the gate and threw his arms around him. Stringham
hurried up. Green crowed.
"I believe we'll lick these fellows or come mighty close to it."
"Of course you'll lick them, Green. Hello, Stringham! May I sit down?"
"The stadium's yours," Stringham said, simply.
As he walked along the line of eager players, smothered in blankets or
sweaters, George caught snatches of the curiosity of youth, because of
nervousness, too audibly expressed.
"Who's the big fellow?"
"That? Longest kicker, fastest man for his weight ever played the game.
George Morton—the great Morton."
confused pessimism about the game.
"You're going to the side-lines," Squibs said when they had climbed the
ramp to their section of the stadium.
"I'd be in the way," George objected.
Bailly stared at him.
"George Morton on a football field could only be in the way of Harvard and
Yale."
George experienced a quick, ardent wish for thick turf underfoot, for a seat
on the bench among players exhaling a thick atmosphere of eager and
absorbed excitement. So he let the tutor lead him down the steps. Squibs
called to Green, who was distrait.
"What is it, Mr. Bailly?"
"I've got Morton."
Green sprang to life.
"Mr. Stringham! An omen! An omen!"
He met George at the gate and threw his arms around him. Stringham
hurried up. Green crowed.
"I believe we'll lick these fellows or come mighty close to it."
"Of course you'll lick them, Green. Hello, Stringham! May I sit down?"
"The stadium's yours," Stringham said, simply.
As he walked along the line of eager players, smothered in blankets or
sweaters, George caught snatches of the curiosity of youth, because of
nervousness, too audibly expressed.
"Who's the big fellow?"
"That? Longest kicker, fastest man for his weight ever played the game.
George Morton—the great Morton."
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"He never played with that leg! What's the matter with his leg? Football?"
George caught no answer. He sat down among the respectful youths,
thinking whimsically:
"The war's so soon over, but thank God they can't forget football!"
XXV
At the very end of the first half, when the Princeton sections experienced
the unforeseen glow of a possible victory, George caught a glimpse of
Lambert and Wandel close to the barrier, as if they had left their places to
catch someone with the calling of time. Just then the horn scrunched its
anxious message. George called.
"Lambert Planter!"
Stringham paused, grinning.
"Come over here, you biting bulldog."
Lambert made his way through the barrier and grasped Stringham's hand.
"Come along to the dressing-room," Stringham suggested, cordially. "Nice
bulldog, although once I loved to see Morton chew you up."
Lambert glanced down.
"Thanks. I'd better stay here. One of my runners is off, Stringham."
"Then sit with the boys next half," Stringham said. "Coming, Morton?"
George shook his head, and urged the anxious coach away, for Wandel had
caught his eye.
"Tell them to keep their heads," George called after Stringham. "If they
keep their heads they've got Harvard beaten."
He glanced inquiringly at Wandel.
"Why not cease," Wandel said, "imagining yourself a giddy, heroic cub?
Come up and sit with mature people the last half."
George caught no answer. He sat down among the respectful youths,
thinking whimsically:
"The war's so soon over, but thank God they can't forget football!"
XXV
At the very end of the first half, when the Princeton sections experienced
the unforeseen glow of a possible victory, George caught a glimpse of
Lambert and Wandel close to the barrier, as if they had left their places to
catch someone with the calling of time. Just then the horn scrunched its
anxious message. George called.
"Lambert Planter!"
Stringham paused, grinning.
"Come over here, you biting bulldog."
Lambert made his way through the barrier and grasped Stringham's hand.
"Come along to the dressing-room," Stringham suggested, cordially. "Nice
bulldog, although once I loved to see Morton chew you up."
Lambert glanced down.
"Thanks. I'd better stay here. One of my runners is off, Stringham."
"Then sit with the boys next half," Stringham said. "Coming, Morton?"
George shook his head, and urged the anxious coach away, for Wandel had
caught his eye.
"Tell them to keep their heads," George called after Stringham. "If they
keep their heads they've got Harvard beaten."
He glanced inquiringly at Wandel.
"Why not cease," Wandel said, "imagining yourself a giddy, heroic cub?
Come up and sit with mature people the last half."
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The invitation startled George. Then Sylvia wasn't there?
"Is Sylvia all right?" he asked Lambert under his breath.
Lambert was a trifle ill at ease.
"Oh, quite. Betty asked us to get you. Wants to see you. Have my place. I'm
going to accept Stringham's fine invitation, and sit here with the young—a
possible Yale scout on the Princeton side-lines."
"Stringham's no fool," George laughed. "Anyway, he has you fellows
beaten right now."
Lambert thrust his hand in his pocket.
"How much you got?"
Wandel grasped George's arm.
"Come with me before you get in a college brawl."
"Plenty when we're not chaperoned, Lambert," George called, and followed
Wandel through the restless crowd and up the concrete steps.
Was Sylvia really there? Was he going to see her? The idea of finding him
had sprung from Betty, and Lambert had been ill at ease.
He saw Betty and her father and mother, then beyond them, a vacant place
between, Sylvia to whom the open air and its chill had given back all her
dark, flushed brilliancy. Wandel slid through first, and made himself
comfortable at Sylvia's farther side. George followed, stopping to speak to
the Alstons, to accept Betty's approving glance.
"Conspirator!" he whispered, and went on, and sat down close to Sylvia,
and yielded himself to the delight of her proximity. She glanced at him, her
colour deepening.
"Betty said it was all right, and I must. So many people——"
The air was sharp enough to make rugs comfortable. He couldn't see her
hands because they were beneath the rug across her knees, a covering she
shared with Wandel and him.
"Is Sylvia all right?" he asked Lambert under his breath.
Lambert was a trifle ill at ease.
"Oh, quite. Betty asked us to get you. Wants to see you. Have my place. I'm
going to accept Stringham's fine invitation, and sit here with the young—a
possible Yale scout on the Princeton side-lines."
"Stringham's no fool," George laughed. "Anyway, he has you fellows
beaten right now."
Lambert thrust his hand in his pocket.
"How much you got?"
Wandel grasped George's arm.
"Come with me before you get in a college brawl."
"Plenty when we're not chaperoned, Lambert," George called, and followed
Wandel through the restless crowd and up the concrete steps.
Was Sylvia really there? Was he going to see her? The idea of finding him
had sprung from Betty, and Lambert had been ill at ease.
He saw Betty and her father and mother, then beyond them, a vacant place
between, Sylvia to whom the open air and its chill had given back all her
dark, flushed brilliancy. Wandel slid through first, and made himself
comfortable at Sylvia's farther side. George followed, stopping to speak to
the Alstons, to accept Betty's approving glance.
"Conspirator!" he whispered, and went on, and sat down close to Sylvia,
and yielded himself to the delight of her proximity. She glanced at him, her
colour deepening.
"Betty said it was all right, and I must. So many people——"
The air was sharp enough to make rugs comfortable. He couldn't see her
hands because they were beneath the rug across her knees, a covering she
shared with Wandel and him.
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As he drew the rug up one of his hands touched hers, and his fingers,
beyond his control, groped for her fingers. He detected a quick, nervous
movement away; then it was stopped, and their hands met, clasped, and
clung together.
For a moment they looked at each other, and knew they mustn't, since there
were so many people; but the content of their clasped hands continued
because it couldn't be observed.
The supreme football player sat there staring at a blur of autumn colour
between the lake and the generous mouth of the stadium; and, when the
second half commenced, saw, as if from an immeasurable distance, pygmy
figures booting a football, or carrying it here and there, or throwing each
other about; and he didn't know which were Harvard's men or which were
Princeton's, and he didn't seem to care——
Vaguely he heard people suffering. A voice cut through a throaty and
grieving murmur.
"Somebody's lost his head!"
"What's the matter?" he asked Sylvia.
"George! You're destroying my hand."
Momentarily he remembered, and relaxed his grasp, while she added
quickly:
"But I don't mind at all, dear."
XXVI
Lambert stood in front of them, glancing down doubtfully. Evidently the
game was over, for people were leaving, talking universally and
discontentedly.
"Betty and I," Lambert said, dryly, "fancied we'd invented and patented that
rug trick."
Sylvia stood up.
beyond his control, groped for her fingers. He detected a quick, nervous
movement away; then it was stopped, and their hands met, clasped, and
clung together.
For a moment they looked at each other, and knew they mustn't, since there
were so many people; but the content of their clasped hands continued
because it couldn't be observed.
The supreme football player sat there staring at a blur of autumn colour
between the lake and the generous mouth of the stadium; and, when the
second half commenced, saw, as if from an immeasurable distance, pygmy
figures booting a football, or carrying it here and there, or throwing each
other about; and he didn't know which were Harvard's men or which were
Princeton's, and he didn't seem to care——
Vaguely he heard people suffering. A voice cut through a throaty and
grieving murmur.
"Somebody's lost his head!"
"What's the matter?" he asked Sylvia.
"George! You're destroying my hand."
Momentarily he remembered, and relaxed his grasp, while she added
quickly:
"But I don't mind at all, dear."
XXVI
Lambert stood in front of them, glancing down doubtfully. Evidently the
game was over, for people were leaving, talking universally and
discontentedly.
"Betty and I," Lambert said, dryly, "fancied we'd invented and patented that
rug trick."
Sylvia stood up.
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"Don't scold, Lambert."
She turned to George, trying to smile.
"I shall be happy as long as my hand hurts. Good-bye, George."
"You'd better go," Betty whispered as he lingered helplessly.
So he drifted aimlessly through the crowd, hearing only a confused
murmur, seeing nothing beyond the backs directly in front of him, until he
found the Baillys waiting at the ramp opening.
"If you'd only been there, George! Although this morning we'd have been
glad enough to think of a tie score."
He submitted then to Bailly's wonder at each miracle; to his grief for each
mistake; and little by little, as the complaining voice hurried on, the world
assumed its familiar proportions and movements. He caught a glimpse of
Allen walking slowly ahead. The angular man was alone, and projected
even to George an air of profound dissatisfaction. Bailly caught his arm and
shook hands with him.
"Whither away?" George asked.
"To the specials."
He fell in beside George, and for a time kept pace with him.
"What's bothering you, Allen?"
With a haggard air Allen turned his head from side to side, gazing at the
hastening people.
"Lords of the land!" he muttered. "Lords of the land!"
"Why?" George asked. "Because they have an education? Well, so have
you."
Allen nodded toward the emptying stadium.
"Lords of the land!" he repeated. "I've been sitting up there with them, but
all alone. I wish I hadn't liked being with them. I wish I hadn't been sorry
She turned to George, trying to smile.
"I shall be happy as long as my hand hurts. Good-bye, George."
"You'd better go," Betty whispered as he lingered helplessly.
So he drifted aimlessly through the crowd, hearing only a confused
murmur, seeing nothing beyond the backs directly in front of him, until he
found the Baillys waiting at the ramp opening.
"If you'd only been there, George! Although this morning we'd have been
glad enough to think of a tie score."
He submitted then to Bailly's wonder at each miracle; to his grief for each
mistake; and little by little, as the complaining voice hurried on, the world
assumed its familiar proportions and movements. He caught a glimpse of
Allen walking slowly ahead. The angular man was alone, and projected
even to George an air of profound dissatisfaction. Bailly caught his arm and
shook hands with him.
"Whither away?" George asked.
"To the specials."
He fell in beside George, and for a time kept pace with him.
"What's bothering you, Allen?"
With a haggard air Allen turned his head from side to side, gazing at the
hastening people.
"Lords of the land!" he muttered. "Lords of the land!"
"Why?" George asked. "Because they have an education? Well, so have
you."
Allen nodded toward the emptying stadium.
"Lords of the land!" he repeated. "I've been sitting up there with them, but
all alone. I wish I hadn't liked being with them. I wish I hadn't been sorry
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for myself because I was alone."
Allen's words, his manner of expressing them, defined a good deal for
George, urged him to form a quick resolution.
"Catch your special," he said, "but come to my office Tuesday morning. I
may have work for you that you can do with a clear conscience. If you must
get, get something worth while."
Allen glanced at him quickly.
"Morton, you've changed," he said. "I'll come."
XXVII
Very slowly the excitement of the game cleared from Squibs' brain. That
night he could talk of nothing else, begging George for an opinion of each
player and his probable value against Yale the following Saturday. George,
to cover his confusion, generalized.
"We'll beat Yale," he said, "as we ought to have beaten Harvard, because
this team isn't afraid of colours and symbols. Most of these youngsters have
been in the bigger game, so final football matches no longer appeal to them
as matters of life and death and even of one's chances in the hereafter."
Bailly looked slightly sheepish.
"I'm afraid, George, I'm going to New Haven to look at a struggle of life
and death, but then I was only in the Y. M. C. A. I'd feel many times better
if you were sound and available."
"You might speak to the dean about me," George laughed.
By the next evening, however, the crowd had departed, and with Princeton's
return to normal Squibs for the time overcame his anxieties. That night
George and he sat in a corner of the lounge of the Nassau Club, waiting for
Lambert and Wandel to drive in from the Alstons. George grew a trifle
uncomfortable, because he suspected Squibs was staring at him with
yesterday's curious scrutiny. Abruptly the tutor asked:
Allen's words, his manner of expressing them, defined a good deal for
George, urged him to form a quick resolution.
"Catch your special," he said, "but come to my office Tuesday morning. I
may have work for you that you can do with a clear conscience. If you must
get, get something worth while."
Allen glanced at him quickly.
"Morton, you've changed," he said. "I'll come."
XXVII
Very slowly the excitement of the game cleared from Squibs' brain. That
night he could talk of nothing else, begging George for an opinion of each
player and his probable value against Yale the following Saturday. George,
to cover his confusion, generalized.
"We'll beat Yale," he said, "as we ought to have beaten Harvard, because
this team isn't afraid of colours and symbols. Most of these youngsters have
been in the bigger game, so final football matches no longer appeal to them
as matters of life and death and even of one's chances in the hereafter."
Bailly looked slightly sheepish.
"I'm afraid, George, I'm going to New Haven to look at a struggle of life
and death, but then I was only in the Y. M. C. A. I'd feel many times better
if you were sound and available."
"You might speak to the dean about me," George laughed.
By the next evening, however, the crowd had departed, and with Princeton's
return to normal Squibs for the time overcame his anxieties. That night
George and he sat in a corner of the lounge of the Nassau Club, waiting for
Lambert and Wandel to drive in from the Alstons. George grew a trifle
uncomfortable, because he suspected Squibs was staring at him with
yesterday's curious scrutiny. Abruptly the tutor asked:
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"What did you say to Allen after the game?"
"Offered him another job," George answered, shortly.
Bailly frowned.
"See here, George. What are you up to? Is that fair and decent? Allen is
struggling—for the right."
"Allen," George answered, "has put some of his views to the test, and the
results have made him discouraged and uneasy. He's been tainted by the
very men he's tried to help. I've no idea of debauching him. Quite the
reverse. Please listen."
And he entered upon a sort of penitence, speaking, while the tutor's
wrinkled face flushed with pleasure, of his recent efforts to understand the
industrial situation and its probable effects on society.
"I have to acknowledge," he said, softly, "that pure material success has
completely altered its meaning for me. I'd like to use my share of it, and
what small brains I have, to help set things straight; but I'm not so sure this
generation won't have too sticky feet to drag itself out of the swamp of its
own making."
Lambert and Wandel arrived just then, talking cheerfully about football.
"What do you mean to do?" Bailly asked George as the others sat down.
George smiled at Wandel.
"I'm not sure, Driggs, that the hour hasn't struck for you."
Wandel raised his hands.
"You mean politics!"
"I used to fancy," George said, "that I'd need you for my selfish interests.
Now my idea is quite different."
He turned to Squibs.
"Offered him another job," George answered, shortly.
Bailly frowned.
"See here, George. What are you up to? Is that fair and decent? Allen is
struggling—for the right."
"Allen," George answered, "has put some of his views to the test, and the
results have made him discouraged and uneasy. He's been tainted by the
very men he's tried to help. I've no idea of debauching him. Quite the
reverse. Please listen."
And he entered upon a sort of penitence, speaking, while the tutor's
wrinkled face flushed with pleasure, of his recent efforts to understand the
industrial situation and its probable effects on society.
"I have to acknowledge," he said, softly, "that pure material success has
completely altered its meaning for me. I'd like to use my share of it, and
what small brains I have, to help set things straight; but I'm not so sure this
generation won't have too sticky feet to drag itself out of the swamp of its
own making."
Lambert and Wandel arrived just then, talking cheerfully about football.
"What do you mean to do?" Bailly asked George as the others sat down.
George smiled at Wandel.
"I'm not sure, Driggs, that the hour hasn't struck for you."
Wandel raised his hands.
"You mean politics!"
"I used to fancy," George said, "that I'd need you for my selfish interests.
Now my idea is quite different."
He turned to Squibs.
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"See here, sir. You've got to admit that the soul of the whole thing is
education. I don't mean education in the narrow sense that we know it here
or in any other university. I mean the opening of eyes to real communal
efficiency; the comprehension of the necessity of building instead of tearing
down; the birth of the desire to climb one's self rather than to try to make
stronger men descend."
Bailly's eyes sparkled.
"I don't say you're not right, George. You may be right."
A fire blazed comfortably in front of them. The chairs were deep. Through a
window the Holder tower, for all its evening lack of definition, seemed an
indestructible pointer of George's thoughts. For a long time he talked
earnestly.
"I climbed," he ended. "So others can, and less selfishly and more usefully,
if they're only told how; if they'll only really try."
"You're always right, great man," Wandel drawled, "but we mustn't forget
you climbed from fundamentals. That's education—the teaching of the
fundamentals."
"It means an equal chance for everybody," George said, "and then, by gad,
we won't have the world held back by those who refuse to take their chance.
We won't permit the congenitally unsound to set the pace for the healthy.
We'll take care of the congenitally unsound."
He turned to Bailly.
"And you and your excitable socialists have got to realize that you can't
make the world sane through makeshifts, or all at once, but with foresight it
can be done. You've raised the devil with me ever since I was a sub-
Freshman about service and the unsound and the virtue of soiled clothing.
Now raise the devil with somebody else about the virtue of sound service
and clean clothes. This education must start in the schools. We may be able
to force it into public schools through the legislatures; but in Princeton and
the other great universities it has to come from within, and that's hard; that,
in a way, is up to you and other gentle sectarians like you. And your clubs
have got to stand in some form—everywhere, if only as objectives of
education. I don't mean education in the narrow sense that we know it here
or in any other university. I mean the opening of eyes to real communal
efficiency; the comprehension of the necessity of building instead of tearing
down; the birth of the desire to climb one's self rather than to try to make
stronger men descend."
Bailly's eyes sparkled.
"I don't say you're not right, George. You may be right."
A fire blazed comfortably in front of them. The chairs were deep. Through a
window the Holder tower, for all its evening lack of definition, seemed an
indestructible pointer of George's thoughts. For a long time he talked
earnestly.
"I climbed," he ended. "So others can, and less selfishly and more usefully,
if they're only told how; if they'll only really try."
"You're always right, great man," Wandel drawled, "but we mustn't forget
you climbed from fundamentals. That's education—the teaching of the
fundamentals."
"It means an equal chance for everybody," George said, "and then, by gad,
we won't have the world held back by those who refuse to take their chance.
We won't permit the congenitally unsound to set the pace for the healthy.
We'll take care of the congenitally unsound."
He turned to Bailly.
"And you and your excitable socialists have got to realize that you can't
make the world sane through makeshifts, or all at once, but with foresight it
can be done. You've raised the devil with me ever since I was a sub-
Freshman about service and the unsound and the virtue of soiled clothing.
Now raise the devil with somebody else about the virtue of sound service
and clean clothes. This education must start in the schools. We may be able
to force it into public schools through the legislatures; but in Princeton and
the other great universities it has to come from within, and that's hard; that,
in a way, is up to you and other gentle sectarians like you. And your clubs
have got to stand in some form—everywhere, if only as objectives of
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physical and intellectual content. Nothing good torn from the world! Only
the evil——"
He tapped Wandel's arm.
"Driggs! If you want to go among the time-servers, to stand alone for the
people; perhaps for people yet unborn——"
"For a long time," Wandel said, "I've been looking for something I could
really want to do. I rather fancy you've found it for me, George. I want to
climb, too, always have—not to the heights we once talked about at your
unhealthy picnic, but to the furtherest heights of all, which are guarded by
selfishness, servility, sin—past which people have to be led."
Squibs cried out enthusiastically.
"And from which you can look down with a clear conscience on the
climbers to whom you will have pointed out the path."
"I see now," Lambert put in, "that that is the only way in which one with
self-respect can look down on lesser men."
George laughed aloud.
"An ally that can't escape! Driggs is a witness. We'll hold that fine
democracy of the Argonne over your head forever."
"You see," Wandel drawled, "that was bound to fail, because it was based
on the ridiculous assumption that every man that fought was good and
great."
"I fancy," George said, "we're commencing to find out why we went to war
—To appreciate the world's and our own astigmatism."
As they walked back to the little house in Dickinson Street, Bailly tried to
express something.
"I guess," he managed, "that I'll have to call it square, George."
"I'm glad," George said, quickly, "but you must give some of the credit to
Lambert Planter's sister."
the evil——"
He tapped Wandel's arm.
"Driggs! If you want to go among the time-servers, to stand alone for the
people; perhaps for people yet unborn——"
"For a long time," Wandel said, "I've been looking for something I could
really want to do. I rather fancy you've found it for me, George. I want to
climb, too, always have—not to the heights we once talked about at your
unhealthy picnic, but to the furtherest heights of all, which are guarded by
selfishness, servility, sin—past which people have to be led."
Squibs cried out enthusiastically.
"And from which you can look down with a clear conscience on the
climbers to whom you will have pointed out the path."
"I see now," Lambert put in, "that that is the only way in which one with
self-respect can look down on lesser men."
George laughed aloud.
"An ally that can't escape! Driggs is a witness. We'll hold that fine
democracy of the Argonne over your head forever."
"You see," Wandel drawled, "that was bound to fail, because it was based
on the ridiculous assumption that every man that fought was good and
great."
"I fancy," George said, "we're commencing to find out why we went to war
—To appreciate the world's and our own astigmatism."
As they walked back to the little house in Dickinson Street, Bailly tried to
express something.
"I guess," he managed, "that I'll have to call it square, George."
"I'm glad," George said, quickly, "but you must give some of the credit to
Lambert Planter's sister."
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He smiled happily, wistfully.
"You know she's the most useful socialist of you all."
After a time he said under his breath:
"There are some things I never dreamed of being able to repay you, sir. For
instance this—this feeling that one is walking home."
"That debt," Bailly said, brightly, "cancels itself."
His mood changed. He spoke with a stern personal regret.
"You young men! You young men! How much farther you see! How much
more you can do!"
XXVIII
George returned to New York happy in his memory of his intimate hour on
a crowded stand with Sylvia. Dalrymple had given him that, too. It amazed
him that so much beauty could spring from so ugly a source.
He heard that Dalrymple was back from Canada, then that he had wandered
away, pockets full, on another journey, pandering to his twisted conception
of pleasure. One day George took his notes from the safe-deposit box and
gave them to Lambert.
"Get them back to him," he said.
And Lambert must have understood that George would never let the
Planters' money redeem them.
"It's pretty decent, George."
"It's nothing of the kind. They make my hands feel dirty, and I've lots of
money, and I'm making more every day; yet I wonder if it's going to be
enough, even with Driggs' and Blodgett's and yours, old Argonne
democrat."
For he had spoken of his plans to Blodgett, and had been a little surprised to
learn how much thought Blodgett had given the puzzle himself, although
"You know she's the most useful socialist of you all."
After a time he said under his breath:
"There are some things I never dreamed of being able to repay you, sir. For
instance this—this feeling that one is walking home."
"That debt," Bailly said, brightly, "cancels itself."
His mood changed. He spoke with a stern personal regret.
"You young men! You young men! How much farther you see! How much
more you can do!"
XXVIII
George returned to New York happy in his memory of his intimate hour on
a crowded stand with Sylvia. Dalrymple had given him that, too. It amazed
him that so much beauty could spring from so ugly a source.
He heard that Dalrymple was back from Canada, then that he had wandered
away, pockets full, on another journey, pandering to his twisted conception
of pleasure. One day George took his notes from the safe-deposit box and
gave them to Lambert.
"Get them back to him," he said.
And Lambert must have understood that George would never let the
Planters' money redeem them.
"It's pretty decent, George."
"It's nothing of the kind. They make my hands feel dirty, and I've lots of
money, and I'm making more every day; yet I wonder if it's going to be
enough, even with Driggs' and Blodgett's and yours, old Argonne
democrat."
For he had spoken of his plans to Blodgett, and had been a little surprised to
learn how much thought Blodgett had given the puzzle himself, although
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most of his searching had been for makeshifts, for anything to tide over
immediate emergencies.
"I don't know," Blodgett roared, "whether this cleaning out the sore and
getting to the bottom of it will work or not; but I'm inclined to look to the
future with you for a permanent cure. Anyway, I'd help you finance a
scheme to make the ocean dry, because you usually get what you're after. So
we'll send Wandel and Allen and some more as a little leaven to Albany and
to that quilting party in Washington. I don't envy them, though."
George realized that his content could be traced to this new interest, as that
went back to Sylvia. He had at last consciously set out to explore the road
of service. For the first time in his life, with his eyes open, he was working
for others, yet he never got rid of the sense of a great personal need
unfulfilled; always in his heart vibrated the cry for Sylvia, but he knew he
mustn't try to see her, for Betty would have let him know, and Betty hadn't
sent for him again.
After the holidays, at the urging of Wandel and Lambert, he showed himself
here and there, received at first curious glances, fancied some people
slightly self-conscious, then all at once found himself welcomed on the old
frank and pleasant basis. Yes, the talk had pretty well died, and men and
women were inclined to like Sylvia Planter and George Morton better than
they did Dalrymple.
He saw Dalrymple in the club one stormy January evening. He hadn't heard
he was in town, and examined him curiously as he sat alone in a corner,
making a pretence of reading a newspaper, but really looking across the
room at the fire with restless eyes. George, prepared as he had been, was
surprised by the haggard, flushed countenance, and the neurotic symptoms,
nearly uncontrollable.
Beyond question Dalrymple saw him, and pretended that he didn't. Heartily
glad of that, George joined a group about the fireplace, and after a few
minutes saw Dalrymple rise and wander unevenly from the room.
George met him several times afterward under similar circumstances, and
always Dalrymple shortly disappeared, because, George thought, of his
arrival; but other people tactfully put him straight. Dalrymple, it seemed,
immediate emergencies.
"I don't know," Blodgett roared, "whether this cleaning out the sore and
getting to the bottom of it will work or not; but I'm inclined to look to the
future with you for a permanent cure. Anyway, I'd help you finance a
scheme to make the ocean dry, because you usually get what you're after. So
we'll send Wandel and Allen and some more as a little leaven to Albany and
to that quilting party in Washington. I don't envy them, though."
George realized that his content could be traced to this new interest, as that
went back to Sylvia. He had at last consciously set out to explore the road
of service. For the first time in his life, with his eyes open, he was working
for others, yet he never got rid of the sense of a great personal need
unfulfilled; always in his heart vibrated the cry for Sylvia, but he knew he
mustn't try to see her, for Betty would have let him know, and Betty hadn't
sent for him again.
After the holidays, at the urging of Wandel and Lambert, he showed himself
here and there, received at first curious glances, fancied some people
slightly self-conscious, then all at once found himself welcomed on the old
frank and pleasant basis. Yes, the talk had pretty well died, and men and
women were inclined to like Sylvia Planter and George Morton better than
they did Dalrymple.
He saw Dalrymple in the club one stormy January evening. He hadn't heard
he was in town, and examined him curiously as he sat alone in a corner,
making a pretence of reading a newspaper, but really looking across the
room at the fire with restless eyes. George, prepared as he had been, was
surprised by the haggard, flushed countenance, and the neurotic symptoms,
nearly uncontrollable.
Beyond question Dalrymple saw him, and pretended that he didn't. Heartily
glad of that, George joined a group about the fireplace, and after a few
minutes saw Dalrymple rise and wander unevenly from the room.
George met him several times afterward under similar circumstances, and
always Dalrymple shortly disappeared, because, George thought, of his
arrival; but other people tactfully put him straight. Dalrymple, it seemed,
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remained in no public place for long, as if there was something evilly
secretive to call him perpetually away.
Wandel told him toward the end of the month that Dalrymple was about to
make a trip to Havana for the remainder of the winter.
"Where there's horse-racing, gambling, and unlimited alcohol—where one
may sin in public. Why talk about it? Although he doesn't mean to, George,
he's in a fair way of doing you a favour."
But George didn't dream how close Dalrymple's offering was. His first
thought, indeed, was for Sylvia when the influenza epidemic of January and
February promised for a time to equal its previous ugly record. Lambert
tried to laugh his worry away.
"She's going south with father and mother very soon. Anyway, she hasn't
the habit of catching things."
And it was Lambert a day or two later who brought him the first indication
of the only way out, and he tried to tell himself he mustn't want it. Even
though he had always despised Dalrymple and his weakness, even though
Dalrymple stood between him and his only possible happiness, he
experienced a disagreeable and reluctant sense of danger in such a solution.
"All his life," Lambert was saying, "Dolly's done everything he could to
make himself a victim."
"Where is he?" George asked.
"At his home. It's fortunate he hadn't started south."
"Or," George said, "he should have started sooner."
"I've an uncomfortable feeling," Lambert mused, "that he was planning to
run away from this very chance. Put it off a little too long. Seems he went to
bed four days ago. I didn't know until to-day because you see he's been a
little outcast since that scene in the club. He sent for me this afternoon, and,
curiously enough, asked for you. Will you go up? I really think you'd
better."
But George shrank from the thought.
secretive to call him perpetually away.
Wandel told him toward the end of the month that Dalrymple was about to
make a trip to Havana for the remainder of the winter.
"Where there's horse-racing, gambling, and unlimited alcohol—where one
may sin in public. Why talk about it? Although he doesn't mean to, George,
he's in a fair way of doing you a favour."
But George didn't dream how close Dalrymple's offering was. His first
thought, indeed, was for Sylvia when the influenza epidemic of January and
February promised for a time to equal its previous ugly record. Lambert
tried to laugh his worry away.
"She's going south with father and mother very soon. Anyway, she hasn't
the habit of catching things."
And it was Lambert a day or two later who brought him the first indication
of the only way out, and he tried to tell himself he mustn't want it. Even
though he had always despised Dalrymple and his weakness, even though
Dalrymple stood between him and his only possible happiness, he
experienced a disagreeable and reluctant sense of danger in such a solution.
"All his life," Lambert was saying, "Dolly's done everything he could to
make himself a victim."
"Where is he?" George asked.
"At his home. It's fortunate he hadn't started south."
"Or," George said, "he should have started sooner."
"I've an uncomfortable feeling," Lambert mused, "that he was planning to
run away from this very chance. Put it off a little too long. Seems he went to
bed four days ago. I didn't know until to-day because you see he's been a
little outcast since that scene in the club. He sent for me this afternoon, and,
curiously enough, asked for you. Will you go up? I really think you'd
better."
But George shrank from the thought.
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"I don't want to be scolded by a man who is possibly dying."
"Let's hope not," Lambert said. "You'll go. Around five o'clock."
George hesitated.
"Did he ask for Sylvia?"
"He didn't ask me, but I telephoned her."
"Why?" George asked, sharply.
"Every card on the table now, George!" Lambert warned. "We have to think
of the future, in case——"
"Of course, you're right," George answered. "I'm sorry, and I'll go."
When he entered the Dalrymple house at five o'clock he came face to face
with Sylvia in the hall. He had never seen her so controlled, and her quiet
tensity frightened him.
"Lambert told me," she whispered, "you were coming now. Dolly hasn't
asked for me, but I'd feel so much better—if things should turn out badly,
for I'm thinking with all my heart of the boy I used to be so fond of, and it's,
perhaps, my fault——"
"It is not your fault," George cried. "He's always asked for it. Lambert will
tell you that."
George relaxed. Dalrymple's mother came down the stairs with the doctor,
and George experienced a quick sympathy for the retiring, elderly woman
he had scarcely seen before. She gave Sylvia her hand, while George
stepped out with the physician. In reply to George's questions the quiet man
shook his head and frowned.
"If it were any one else of the same age—I've attended in this house many
years, Mr. Morton, and I've watched him since he was a child. I've
marvelled how he's got so far."
He added brutally:
"Scarcely a chance with the turn its taking."
"Let's hope not," Lambert said. "You'll go. Around five o'clock."
George hesitated.
"Did he ask for Sylvia?"
"He didn't ask me, but I telephoned her."
"Why?" George asked, sharply.
"Every card on the table now, George!" Lambert warned. "We have to think
of the future, in case——"
"Of course, you're right," George answered. "I'm sorry, and I'll go."
When he entered the Dalrymple house at five o'clock he came face to face
with Sylvia in the hall. He had never seen her so controlled, and her quiet
tensity frightened him.
"Lambert told me," she whispered, "you were coming now. Dolly hasn't
asked for me, but I'd feel so much better—if things should turn out badly,
for I'm thinking with all my heart of the boy I used to be so fond of, and it's,
perhaps, my fault——"
"It is not your fault," George cried. "He's always asked for it. Lambert will
tell you that."
George relaxed. Dalrymple's mother came down the stairs with the doctor,
and George experienced a quick sympathy for the retiring, elderly woman
he had scarcely seen before. She gave Sylvia her hand, while George
stepped out with the physician. In reply to George's questions the quiet man
shook his head and frowned.
"If it were any one else of the same age—I've attended in this house many
years, Mr. Morton, and I've watched him since he was a child. I've
marvelled how he's got so far."
He added brutally:
"Scarcely a chance with the turn its taking."
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"If there's anything," George muttered, "any great specialist anywhere——
Understand money doesn't figure——"
"Everything possible is being done, Mr. Morton. I'm truly sorry, but I can
tell you it's quite his own fault."
So even this cold-blooded practitioner had heard the talk, and sympathized,
and not with Dalrymple. A trifle dazed George reëntered the house.
"It's good of you to come, Mr. Morton," Mrs. Dalrymple said. "Shall we go
upstairs now?"
There was no bitterness in her voice, and she had taken Sylvia's hand, yet
undoubtedly she knew everything. Abruptly George felt sorrier for
Dalrymple than he had ever done.
"Please wait, Sylvia," she said.
He followed Mrs. Dalrymple upstairs and into the sick-room.
"It's Mr. Morton, dear."
She beckoned to the nurse, and George remained in the room alone with the
feverish man in the bed. He walked over and took the hot hand.
"Morton!" came Dalrymple's hoarse voice, "I believe you're sorry for me!"
"I am sorry," George said, quietly, "and you must get well."
Dalrymple shook his head.
"I know all the dope, and I guess I'm off in a few days. Not so bad now I
can't talk a little and sorta clean one or two things up. No silly deathbed
repentance. I'm jealous of you, Morton; always have been, because you
were getting things I couldn't, and I figured from the first you were an
outsider."
The dry lips smiled a little.
"When you get like this it makes a lot of difference, doesn't it, how you
came into the world? I'll be the real outsider in a few days——"
Understand money doesn't figure——"
"Everything possible is being done, Mr. Morton. I'm truly sorry, but I can
tell you it's quite his own fault."
So even this cold-blooded practitioner had heard the talk, and sympathized,
and not with Dalrymple. A trifle dazed George reëntered the house.
"It's good of you to come, Mr. Morton," Mrs. Dalrymple said. "Shall we go
upstairs now?"
There was no bitterness in her voice, and she had taken Sylvia's hand, yet
undoubtedly she knew everything. Abruptly George felt sorrier for
Dalrymple than he had ever done.
"Please wait, Sylvia," she said.
He followed Mrs. Dalrymple upstairs and into the sick-room.
"It's Mr. Morton, dear."
She beckoned to the nurse, and George remained in the room alone with the
feverish man in the bed. He walked over and took the hot hand.
"Morton!" came Dalrymple's hoarse voice, "I believe you're sorry for me!"
"I am sorry," George said, quietly, "and you must get well."
Dalrymple shook his head.
"I know all the dope, and I guess I'm off in a few days. Not so bad now I
can't talk a little and sorta clean one or two things up. No silly deathbed
repentance. I'm jealous of you, Morton; always have been, because you
were getting things I couldn't, and I figured from the first you were an
outsider."
The dry lips smiled a little.
"When you get like this it makes a lot of difference, doesn't it, how you
came into the world? I'll be the real outsider in a few days——"
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"Don't talk that way."
A quick temper distorted Dalrymple's face.
"They oughtn't to bring a man into the world as I was brought, without
money."
George couldn't think of anything to say, but Dalrymple hurried on:
"I wanted to thank you for the notes. Don't have to leave those to my
family, anyway. And I'm not sure hadn't better apologize all 'round. I don't
forget I've had raw deal—lots of ways; but no point not saying Sylvia had
pretty raw one from Dolly. Lucky escape for her—mean Dolly's not
domestic animal, and all that."
George was aware of a slight shiver as Dalrymple's hoarse voice slipped
into its old, not quite controlled mannerisms.
"Mean," Dalrymple rambled on, "Dolly won't haunt anybody. Blessings 'n'
sort of thing. Best thing, too. Sorry all 'round. That's all. Thanks coming,
George."
And all George could say was:
"You have to get well, Dolly."
But Dalrymple turned his head away. After a moment George proposed
tentatively:
"Sylvia's downstairs. She wants very much to see you."
Dalrymple shook his head.
"Catching."
"For her sake," George urged.
Dalrymple thought.
"All right," he said at last. "Long enough for me to tell her all right. But not
near. Nurse in the room. Catching, and all that."
George clasped the hot hand.
A quick temper distorted Dalrymple's face.
"They oughtn't to bring a man into the world as I was brought, without
money."
George couldn't think of anything to say, but Dalrymple hurried on:
"I wanted to thank you for the notes. Don't have to leave those to my
family, anyway. And I'm not sure hadn't better apologize all 'round. I don't
forget I've had raw deal—lots of ways; but no point not saying Sylvia had
pretty raw one from Dolly. Lucky escape for her—mean Dolly's not
domestic animal, and all that."
George was aware of a slight shiver as Dalrymple's hoarse voice slipped
into its old, not quite controlled mannerisms.
"Mean," Dalrymple rambled on, "Dolly won't haunt anybody. Blessings 'n'
sort of thing. Best thing, too. Sorry all 'round. That's all. Thanks coming,
George."
And all George could say was:
"You have to get well, Dolly."
But Dalrymple turned his head away. After a moment George proposed
tentatively:
"Sylvia's downstairs. She wants very much to see you."
Dalrymple shook his head.
"Catching."
"For her sake," George urged.
Dalrymple thought.
"All right," he said at last. "Long enough for me to tell her all right. But not
near. Nurse in the room. Catching, and all that."
George clasped the hot hand.
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"Thanks, Dolly. You've done a decent thing, and you're going to get well."
But as he left the room George felt that the physician had been right.
He spoke to the nurse, who sat in the upper hall, then he told Sylvia. She
went up, and he waited for her. He felt he had to wait. He hoped Mrs.
Dalrymple wouldn't appear again.
Sylvia wasn't long. She came down dry-eyed. She didn't speak even when
George followed her to her automobile, even when he climbed in beside
her; nor did he try to break a silence that he felt was curative. In the light
and surrounded by a crowd they could clasp hands; in this obscure solitude
there was nothing they could do or say. Only on the steps of her home she
spoke.
"Good-night, George, and thank you."
"Good-night, dear Sylvia," he said, and returned to the automobile, and told
the man to drive him to his apartment.
XXIX
George didn't hear from Dalrymple again, nor did he expect to, but he was
quite aware five days later of Goodhue's absence from the office and of his
black clothing when he came in during the late afternoon. He didn't need
Goodhue's few words.
"It's hard not to feel sorry, to believe, on the whole, it's rather better. Still,
when any familiar object is unexpectedly snatched away from one——"
"We had a talk the other evening," George began.
Goodhue's face lighted.
"I'm glad, George."
He sighed.
"I've got to try to catch up. Mundy says rails have taken a queer turn."
"When you think for a minute not so queer," George commenced to explain.
But as he left the room George felt that the physician had been right.
He spoke to the nurse, who sat in the upper hall, then he told Sylvia. She
went up, and he waited for her. He felt he had to wait. He hoped Mrs.
Dalrymple wouldn't appear again.
Sylvia wasn't long. She came down dry-eyed. She didn't speak even when
George followed her to her automobile, even when he climbed in beside
her; nor did he try to break a silence that he felt was curative. In the light
and surrounded by a crowd they could clasp hands; in this obscure solitude
there was nothing they could do or say. Only on the steps of her home she
spoke.
"Good-night, George, and thank you."
"Good-night, dear Sylvia," he said, and returned to the automobile, and told
the man to drive him to his apartment.
XXIX
George didn't hear from Dalrymple again, nor did he expect to, but he was
quite aware five days later of Goodhue's absence from the office and of his
black clothing when he came in during the late afternoon. He didn't need
Goodhue's few words.
"It's hard not to feel sorry, to believe, on the whole, it's rather better. Still,
when any familiar object is unexpectedly snatched away from one——"
"We had a talk the other evening," George began.
Goodhue's face lighted.
"I'm glad, George."
He sighed.
"I've got to try to catch up. Mundy says rails have taken a queer turn."
"When you think for a minute not so queer," George commenced to explain.
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A few days later Lambert told him that Sylvia had gone to Florida.
"They'll probably stay until late in the spring. It agrees with Father."
"How did Sylvia seem?" George asked, anxiously.
"Wait awhile," Lambert advised, "but I don't think there are going to be any
spectres."
He smiled engagingly.
"If there shouldn't be," he went on, "a few matters will have to be arranged,
because Sylvia and I share alike. Josiah and I had a long, careful talk with
Father last night about what we'd do with Sylvia's husband if she married.
He left it to my judgment, advising that we might take him in if he were
worth his salt. Josiah wanted to know with his bull voice what Father would
think if it should turn out to be you. Very seriously, George, Father was
pleased. He pointed out that you were a man who made things go, but that
you would end by running us all, and he added that if we wanted that we
would be lucky to get you as long as it made Sylvia happy. You know we
want you, George."
George felt as he had that day on the Vesle when Wandel had praised him.
No longer could Lambert charge him with having fulfilled his boasts, in a
way; yet he hadn't consciously wanted this, nor was he quite sure that he did
now.
"At least," George said, "you know what my policy would be to make
Planter and Company something more than a money making machine."
Lambert imitated Blodgett's voice and manner.
"George, if you wanted to grow hair on a bald man's head I'd say go to it."
"And there must be room for Dicky," George went on.
"We've played together too long to break apart now; but why talk about it?
It depends on Sylvia."
That was entirely true. For the present there was nothing whatever to be
done. Constantly George conquered the impulse to write to Sylvia, but she
"They'll probably stay until late in the spring. It agrees with Father."
"How did Sylvia seem?" George asked, anxiously.
"Wait awhile," Lambert advised, "but I don't think there are going to be any
spectres."
He smiled engagingly.
"If there shouldn't be," he went on, "a few matters will have to be arranged,
because Sylvia and I share alike. Josiah and I had a long, careful talk with
Father last night about what we'd do with Sylvia's husband if she married.
He left it to my judgment, advising that we might take him in if he were
worth his salt. Josiah wanted to know with his bull voice what Father would
think if it should turn out to be you. Very seriously, George, Father was
pleased. He pointed out that you were a man who made things go, but that
you would end by running us all, and he added that if we wanted that we
would be lucky to get you as long as it made Sylvia happy. You know we
want you, George."
George felt as he had that day on the Vesle when Wandel had praised him.
No longer could Lambert charge him with having fulfilled his boasts, in a
way; yet he hadn't consciously wanted this, nor was he quite sure that he did
now.
"At least," George said, "you know what my policy would be to make
Planter and Company something more than a money making machine."
Lambert imitated Blodgett's voice and manner.
"George, if you wanted to grow hair on a bald man's head I'd say go to it."
"And there must be room for Dicky," George went on.
"We've played together too long to break apart now; but why talk about it?
It depends on Sylvia."
That was entirely true. For the present there was nothing whatever to be
done. Constantly George conquered the impulse to write to Sylvia, but she
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didn't write or give any sign, unless Lambert's frequent quotations from her
letters could be accepted as thoughtful messages.
He visited the Baillys frequently now, for it was stimulating to talk with
Squibs, and he liked to sit quietly with Mrs. Bailly. She had an unstudied
habit, nevertheless, of turning his thoughts to his mother. Sylvia had seen
her. She knew all about her. After all, his mother had given him the life with
which he had accomplished something. He couldn't bear that their
continued separation should prove him inconsistent; so early in the spring
he went west.
His mother was more than ever ill at ease before his success; more than
ever appreciative of the comforts he had given her; even more than at
Oakmont appalled at the prospect of change. She wouldn't go east. She
couldn't very well, she explained; and, looking at her tired figure in the
great chair before the fire which she seldom left, he had an impulse to
shower upon her extravagant and fantastic gifts, because before long it
would be too late to give her anything at all. The picture made him realize
how quickly the generations pass away, drifting one into the other with the
rapidity of our brief and colourful seasons. He nodded, satisfied, reflecting
that the cure for everything lies in the future, although one must seek it in
the diseased present.
He left her, promising to come back, but he carried away a sensation that he
had intruded on a secluded content that couldn't possibly survive the
presence of the one who had created it.
Lambert had no news for him on his return. It was late spring, in fact,
before he told George the family had come north, pausing at a number of
resorts on the way up.
"When am I to see Sylvia, Lambert?"
"How should I know?"
It was apparent that he really didn't, and George waited, with a growing
doubt and fear, but on the following Friday he received a note from Betty,
dated from Princeton. All it said was:
"Spring's at its best here. You'd better come to-morrow—Friday."
letters could be accepted as thoughtful messages.
He visited the Baillys frequently now, for it was stimulating to talk with
Squibs, and he liked to sit quietly with Mrs. Bailly. She had an unstudied
habit, nevertheless, of turning his thoughts to his mother. Sylvia had seen
her. She knew all about her. After all, his mother had given him the life with
which he had accomplished something. He couldn't bear that their
continued separation should prove him inconsistent; so early in the spring
he went west.
His mother was more than ever ill at ease before his success; more than
ever appreciative of the comforts he had given her; even more than at
Oakmont appalled at the prospect of change. She wouldn't go east. She
couldn't very well, she explained; and, looking at her tired figure in the
great chair before the fire which she seldom left, he had an impulse to
shower upon her extravagant and fantastic gifts, because before long it
would be too late to give her anything at all. The picture made him realize
how quickly the generations pass away, drifting one into the other with the
rapidity of our brief and colourful seasons. He nodded, satisfied, reflecting
that the cure for everything lies in the future, although one must seek it in
the diseased present.
He left her, promising to come back, but he carried away a sensation that he
had intruded on a secluded content that couldn't possibly survive the
presence of the one who had created it.
Lambert had no news for him on his return. It was late spring, in fact,
before he told George the family had come north, pausing at a number of
resorts on the way up.
"When am I to see Sylvia, Lambert?"
"How should I know?"
It was apparent that he really didn't, and George waited, with a growing
doubt and fear, but on the following Friday he received a note from Betty,
dated from Princeton. All it said was:
"Spring's at its best here. You'd better come to-morrow—Friday."
Page 395
He hurried over to the marble temple.
"You didn't tell me Betty was in Princeton," he accused Lambert.
"Must I account to you for the movements of my wife?"
"Then Sylvia——" George began.
Lambert smiled.
"Maybe you'd better run down to Princeton with me this afternoon."
George glanced at his watch.
"First train's at four o'clock. Let Wall Street crash. I shan't wait another
minute."
XXX
Betty had been right. Spring was fairly vibrant in Princeton, and for George,
through its warm and languid power, it rolled back the years; choked him
with a sensation of youth he had scarcely experienced since he had walked
defiantly out of the gate of Sylvia's home to commence his journey.
Sylvia wasn't at the station. Neither was Betty. Abruptly uneasy, he drove
with Lambert swiftly to the Alstons through riotous, youthful foliage out of
which white towers rose with that reassuring illusion of a serene and
unchangeable gesture. Undergraduates, surrendered to the new economic
eccentricity of overalls, loafed past them, calling to each other contented
and lazy greetings; but George glanced at them indifferently; he only
wanted to hurry to his journey's end.
At the Tudor house Betty ran out to meet them, and Lambert grinned at
George and kissed her, but evidently it was George that Betty thought of
now, for she pointed, as if she had heard the question that repeated itself in
his mind, to the house; and he entered, and breathlessly crossed the hall to
the library, and saw Sylvia—the old Sylvia, it occurred to him—colourful,
imperious, and without patience.
"You didn't tell me Betty was in Princeton," he accused Lambert.
"Must I account to you for the movements of my wife?"
"Then Sylvia——" George began.
Lambert smiled.
"Maybe you'd better run down to Princeton with me this afternoon."
George glanced at his watch.
"First train's at four o'clock. Let Wall Street crash. I shan't wait another
minute."
XXX
Betty had been right. Spring was fairly vibrant in Princeton, and for George,
through its warm and languid power, it rolled back the years; choked him
with a sensation of youth he had scarcely experienced since he had walked
defiantly out of the gate of Sylvia's home to commence his journey.
Sylvia wasn't at the station. Neither was Betty. Abruptly uneasy, he drove
with Lambert swiftly to the Alstons through riotous, youthful foliage out of
which white towers rose with that reassuring illusion of a serene and
unchangeable gesture. Undergraduates, surrendered to the new economic
eccentricity of overalls, loafed past them, calling to each other contented
and lazy greetings; but George glanced at them indifferently; he only
wanted to hurry to his journey's end.
At the Tudor house Betty ran out to meet them, and Lambert grinned at
George and kissed her, but evidently it was George that Betty thought of
now, for she pointed, as if she had heard the question that repeated itself in
his mind, to the house; and he entered, and breathlessly crossed the hall to
the library, and saw Sylvia—the old Sylvia, it occurred to him—colourful,
imperious, and without patience.
Page 396
She stood in the centre of the room in an eager, arrested attitude, having,
perhaps, restrained herself from impetuously following Betty. George
paused, staring at her, suddenly hesitant before the culmination of his great
desire.
"It's been so long," she whispered. "George, I'm not afraid to have you
touch me——You mean I must come to you——"
He shook off his lassitude, but the wonder grew.
As in a dream he went to her, and her curved lips moved beneath his, but he
pressed them closer so that she couldn't speak; for he felt encircling them in
a breathless embrace, as his arms held her, something thrilling and
rudimentary that neither of them had experienced before; something quite
beyond the comprehension of Sylvia Planter and George Morton, that
belonged wholly to the perplexing and abundant future.
THE END
perhaps, restrained herself from impetuously following Betty. George
paused, staring at her, suddenly hesitant before the culmination of his great
desire.
"It's been so long," she whispered. "George, I'm not afraid to have you
touch me——You mean I must come to you——"
He shook off his lassitude, but the wonder grew.
As in a dream he went to her, and her curved lips moved beneath his, but he
pressed them closer so that she couldn't speak; for he felt encircling them in
a breathless embrace, as his arms held her, something thrilling and
rudimentary that neither of them had experienced before; something quite
beyond the comprehension of Sylvia Planter and George Morton, that
belonged wholly to the perplexing and abundant future.
THE END
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